#and he just spirals and panics

[blenselche]

what if his hair scythe gets stiff when he's drunk tho

#my dib has a floppy hair hook cuz hes SAD #erasure au #zadr #college zadr #had 2 fix the face my sight was going all wobbly #i wanna do this in the comic just so i can write dib's bi panic spiral w more oomph i am real tempted

[nikolai-alexi]

Some Homophobic/Transphobic Arsehole: *harassing Regulus after he’s outted* what are you? a boy or a girl?

Regulus: *unphased and petty* do you wanna do a questionnaire so you can find out or kiss and figure out how you feel afterwards?

#he’d turn around and wink at James directly after this #James is just like suffering in pansexual and regulus knows it and loves to bully him about being in a constant state of queer panic #this is also another time I implore your to imagine him in really obnoxious sunglasses and hair in a bun #I get strong heart-shaped glasses on this one #he probably stole them from Pandora who stole them from Dorcas who stole them from Marlene who stole them from Mary #also barty absolutely did this when they were younger to be an arse but he legitimately chose the kiss option #said kiss sent him into a spiralling sexuality crisis for several years #said crisis led to Rosekiller getting their shit together finally #regulus takes all the credit for them actually getting together instead of mutual pining #as he should #regulus black #james potter #evan rosier #barty crouch jr #jegulus #dorcas meadowes #marauders era #sirius black #barty crouch junior #marlene mckinnon #james & peter & remus & sirius #slytherin skittles #marauders #trans regulus #James hears this convo trips over his own shoelaces and falls right in love lmfao

[figsandphiltatos]

i cannot stress enough that the guy who is "onto them" only knows as much as he does because bart just straight up told him lol

#King shit #ruin your own life and then spiral into panic about it #he's just like me fr #impulse 1995 #bart allen #max mercury

[deltaruminations]

#$ chad’s farts (fanarts) #deltarune #wd gaster #alphys deltarune #in my never ending quest to Loosen Up. here’s this lol #anxious turbonerd solidarity moment #i like to think he picked up this tactic from sans #when wd was on the verge of a panic spiral as a kid his big bro would just start telling him bizarre non sequitur jokes #and he’d get so confused and frustrated at the jokes it’d just. distract him from panicking lol

[rogersstevie]

people not only acting like rory kissing jess at truncheon was some plan of hers the whole time but also that it was as hurtful or even more hurtful than some of the things he did to her is my villain origin story

#gilmore girls #gg 6x18 #like listen i love jess and i love literati and i understand his choices were never out of intent to hurt her #but neither were her choices??? so why do shippers love to villainize her when she hurts him but are so forgiving when he hurts her #and like. even if i understand the how and why i think fully leaving your girlfriend of several months without telling her #is a lot worse than kissing someone and running away in a panic lmao #also i know we never see jess again after that so people can invent an aftermath but i really do not think he'd go into a horrible spiral #i'm tired on rory's behalf always #see this is why it's so hard to find good fic for them because people are just insane about her character

[skunkes]

there is something about how ive given talon all my death woes, as well as one that would only apply to a long living being like him. Something about how he doesn't form bonds anymore because non vampires don't Stay. Something about how ive inserted myself into an world with him and I myself will also leave him behind one day. (Though i guess he'll go with me, but there's also a chance that whenever It Happens he'll still be around in the minds of some as an idea...)

#talkys #im fighting off another death rumination panic attack at yet another funeral #too many in the past few years #he was actually born in the wake (lol...) of my spiral into unhealthy death fixation and rumination #which he also has as a part of his whole being #he came back to my brain at such a good time... i really need him rn #anyway. funeral slideshows always make me cry #and then i have nowhere to look bc the Body is in the room with us #i keep feeling dread. all ive been experiencing is the d**ths 🧿 of people ive not been close to #and just remembering they were People leaves me crying until i cant see #idk if ill make it through any death of an immediate family member once it comes (🧿🧿🧿) #sorry i made this post to distract me but it didnt matter #it doesnt help that he looked so much like my dad.... #OK IVE CALMED DOWN A LITTLE FOR NEOW 👍

[tennessoui]

The vulture and the mob boss!! Kit!! I really really love this! Like first obiwan convinces anakin Vader isn’t real and wins his love then fake dies and Vader is back and now he has to not only make it up to anakin but he has the earn Vader’s forgiveness somehow. I would love to see mobiwan trying to navigate anakin and Vader dynamics like he basically has two husbands right now and they both are very unhappy with him.

ahhh I just think it would be so cool to see how Obi-Wan would react to Vader actually existing in Anakin’s mind because of his own actions. Like he fucked him up so bad that his mind broke and he reinvented Vader, something Sidious invented, and leaned into it pretty violently

On one hand, Vader’s entire existence was created so Anakin could fall apart but not die before he got revenge on Obi-Wan’s death, but since Obi-Wan didn’t die, I can see Anakin rationalizing Vader in a “he can be around until obi-wan actually dies which I keep going back and forth on if I’m gonna kill him”, so Vader would just hate Obi-Wan specifically while Anakin would be very clingy

On the other hand, I can absolutely see Obi-Wan deciding to seduce Vader because he can’t stand any part of Anakin not loving him (or forgiving him), and Vader, while hateful, has never experienced kindness in his life because Sidious, so he would be….susceptible to seduction

(That sex would be wildly and completely different from sex with pretty bird though. Dare i say it, but Vader would….insist on topping to perpetuate his unhealthy and off-base ideas about power and masculinity and violence)

(Obi-Wan would have to bend at least a few more times than usual because he doesn’t want Vader to leave or go to someone else—that wouldn’t be allowed.)

#asks #pbatmb #post Vowbreaker #I can imagine vader comes out when anakin has been left alone by obi-wan for more than a few hours #because then he spirals and panics and pulls the Vader shield out #I think obi-wan would actually really come to love all the claws vader treats him with #vs anakin who is still catty and violent but much more clingy and sloppy with it #Cody: hey do you think we should get him therapy maybe #obi-wan: let someone else mess around with his mind?? no way I think I’m just gonna lean into it

[the-casbah-way]

the chapter of down then left that im writing right now is probably the gayest chapter in the entire fic. like it’s gayer than the actual sex scenes are going to be. the most homoerotic thing you can do with another man is simply be in the kitchen together

#i just want a chapter where nothing happens #i want a chapter where octavius doesnt have time to spiral or panic in his own head for an entire page #because he's too busy basking in jed's existence #the last chapter was a jed sandwich with spiral flavoured bread #like as soon as jed's there octavius' brain just kind of switches off sometimes #call that penius delirium

[biblicalhorror]

2023 has truly beaten me within an inch of my life emotionally but in a gotta-crack-a-few-eggs kinda way so I think it was good even if it was bad

#beloved dog died and taught my dad that hes not an island and can ask for support #lost a close friend because she became one of those white 'leftist' women that dates conservative men #and from that learned how to protect my energy in female friendships where i tend to bend over backwards to earn their approval #got my hours cut in half at my steady job which years ago would have put me on a total downward spiral #but got my ass in gear applied for a zillion jobs and actually got one that made me like working again #watched a friend have a really scary experience with drugs and had a full blown public panic attack #expressed to him after that i wasnt judging him and was just really worried for his safety and distressed about everyones nonchalance #and everyone in the friend group stopped doing those drugs #overall i think its been a good year for teaching me that i can be strong and resilient and vulnerable and open all at once #and i dont need to be afraid of caring too much

[nomaishuttle]

i wishi could take a showr withiut all of it being. in my face you know

#thats why ive gotten worse with showers again is bc i have to . go you know where and it makes me panic spiral #rly judt being in the main house At all has been making me panic spiral . unless its in the cat bathroom bc thats also my bathroom* #*just a sink and terlet lol #i have to go in his room to showe and im only allowed to do it from 8-9 otherwise i have to ask permission and he isnt even home until like #11. ik bc he always comes home right when im trying to go to sleep and it makes me start panickjng #i fucking. i joke and i jest but i rly truly cannot keep living like this im ngl to you everysingle day i feel less and less like an actual #person. LOL!!!! #n today i lost track of time n i went to shower at like 905 and im terrified hes gonna find out somehow andnim gonna be evicted i cant keep #doing thid giys. lord

[elxgantcaptain]

Are you scared of crocodiles or clocks? If you saw a crocodile in a zoo would you panic even if it hasn't swallowed a clock? If you saw a clock hanging in your friend's room would you panic even if there was no crocodile around?

"...... This question is quite bothersome.... NO, I am not afraid of clocks, what a nonsense thing to ask, now... Go away."

#answer for you anon yes he'd panic at the sight of a croc #he isnt scared of clocks but the noise just reminds him of the croc and immdiently starts him spiraling into a panic so i call it #assositive fear??? #headcanons #anon

[purposefully-lost]

Alex having a breakdown and starting to hear Rabbit talking back to him 😔💔

😭💔💔💔 YES??? I think he'd have a lot of dreams about him too?? There's nightmare sometimes, either about the night he died or things that are more abstract, but there's also just.. dreams where Rabbit is laying behind him, holding him close, or where they're both walking through the woods where they met. Sometimes, when he starts to wake up and isn't fully there yet, he'll think he hears a guitar being played in another room,,

#listen... alex losing his grip a little as the years go on... #from sometimes talking to him when he's alone to talking to him all the time to sometimes hearing him #alex but he's actually got not a lot of furniture and stuff to his name bc he's bad about picking up and moving at a moment's notice #or as soon as a lease wears out bc he gets to where he cant stand the place he's in #some of his photos of rabbit are singed around the edges where every now and then he gets it into his head to burn it all #before immediately backpedalling in a panic and spending the rest of the night in a spiral #from the outside looking in he isn't doing too bad?? he's got his work and maybe he seems a little indecisive or eccentric #but there's just. this thing he cant let go of and the more time passes the more it eats at him #one day he looks in the mirror and he looks visibly older and it just feels like he abandoned jack somewhere behind him #ANYWAY

[enderwalk]

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#txt #this isnt a vent i just dont want this to be perceived #i need to study wilbur /sys i need to therapize him but he's so stubborn and closed off and thinks he's so unlovable and mean and then like #he cares so much and he's so protective and loving and patient with certain people but the second anyone looks at HIM he panics and spirals #grabbing him by the scruff of his neck people LIKE you. but its so hard to get him to understand that #like iw as worried abt him clashing with a specific person. but he cares about her so much he just wont admit it

[jackalhadrurusluvr]

repeating my therapists words in my head like the bike message in pokemon

#i am not responsible for other people #i am not responsible for their actions or feelings i am not in control of that #if its not in my control then i need to take a step back and accept that #tw drugs #soooooooooooo my dad picked up the op of the iods. which he was addicted to for about a decade and stopped a decade ago #like if he had gotten them when the hospital offered it to him it would be whatever yk because he has suffered burns #but he said no at the hospital and stressed that he wouldnt take that poison again #his words idk anything about them #and now that we're talking about weaning him off of his gabapentin (what hes been taking for pain) #he picks them up dawg you say youre not in pain enough to take regular old medicine anymore #i am quite so very stressed about it. our genepool is very heavy on addictions and yk my mom never stopped so i Experienced it #and of course i Experienced it as a child but i dont remember any of my childhood #but i would really rather my father not get addicted to them again i think that would be really quite terrible #i confronted him about it and he said he was just going to keep them as a backup just in case #like ofc i dont want my dad to be in pain. but he cant just say hes feeling really good and then pick them up #because that sets off the “he just wants to use them for Using them” alarm in my head #but i am not in control of him i cant control his actions i tried my best and now whatever happens happens i guess #trying very hard not to freak out very hard right now (everything in my body wants to have a cheeky panic attack and/or spiral) #have no close friends/friends i feel like i can just vent to for freesies is kind of a nightmare #i miss my Friends i miss my Friends i wish i could tell them my situation and just feel like i am Supported and Cared For #being lonely is all fun and games until bad things are happening in your life and you have no one to distract you or help you

[callixton]

fucking haunting night. like really don’t know if or when i’m going to be able to sleep. but at least the guy i’m talking to on grindr seems cool :/

#if i think too much abt the things we (my friends not this guy) talked abt tonight i am going to want to cry #except i can’t cry bc i repressed my ability to ten years ago and never got it back #so i just feel sort of fucked up and hollow #but i gotta take the silver linings where i can & i was worried i scared this guy off but no we seem to be really compatible #and he has a nice personality so far #but yeah i. man. i think three out of four of us had panic attacks across the night #mine was borderline but i could not stop shaking and i was dissociating #and if i think too much abt what one of them told me abt his car accident i Will spiral and start breaking down #just. absolutely fucking broke my heart. i am so fucking glad he survived unscathed. that’s all #also really cannot fucking hear abt hazing and did not need to hear the details of this really gruesome incident and. jesus just thinking #- abt it makes me sick. a lot of what we talked abt makes me feel sick we really ran the gambit #but like. shit is in a dark place that is just the reality of where we all are :( #ted talks

[remember-ur-alive]

I hate paranoia I hate paranoia I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it and I hate that it only takes one time to think everything’s fine and have it not be

#im so fucking scared and on top of it that means im making this about me #he’s not gonna die tonight but what the fuck do you even do if you’re wrong about that #fuck I think im just fully having a panic attack what if he dies #I want him to live but I feel like this is so strong because I’m attaching myself to him too strongly but I should be concerned?? #but im not the right concerned #what if he does it. what if he just never comes back online and we never really know why but we have to assume #I don’t like this I don’t fucking like it I don’t know if ive ever really spiraled this hard