#and giving birth and all that stuff

[b4kuch1n]

THEE audiodrama disguised as podcast

#sherlock and co #s&co #sherlock holmes #john watson #mariana ametxazurra #Ive been thinking abt these design SO much lmao. even while doing other things #decided to take cues from acd/granada more. hence sherlock's headband to mimic slicked back hair #and I went with Colors bc. well first of all Im a clown. but second of all I recall some stuff abt victorian fabrics and uh. the wonder of #arsenic green etc #they were enjoying the colors I can commit to some #and. okay Im so real with u Im also a long haired john truther bc he has a podcast of course he'd have long hair but #I think its gonna take a Hot minute. currently this is still like the slightly-grown-out regulation cut #john's jacket is bc he and sherlock are 90s kids. this was a moment of enlightenment to me. I can give john every windbreaker on earth #mariana gets the jean jacket bc I like to imagine she's a y2k kid #(sherlock I think is only 90s kid in year of birth that man's childhood was skipping class to burn shit in the wood) #(but he canonically sews which I fucking love so much. he has not bought new clothes for almost a decade #if a shirt's disintegrating no it isn't. not on his watch) #a lil sad I cant figure out how to give them hats lol I feel like thats the most victorian thing there is. a stupid hat #I can at any moment give one of them a beanie. but I refuse #there are. like a Hoard of other scribbly sketches I did to get used to drawing them. but those are for me those are not for the public #and also theyre in my sketchbook and Im too lazy to scan them #happened mostly during lunar new year lol. I was getting Hard whipped then thank u s&co for carrying me thru #ok I do other things now. have this for a while ok? thank u #have a good night lads. enjoy motion

[rawliverandgoronspice]

behold: my least favorite string of words in the entirety of Tears of the Kingdom.

#totk critical #totk #tloz #gerudos #when will my brain return from the imprisoning war.... #I just stumbled upon it again doing research yesterday and.... #there's so many layers as to why it aggravates me #that it's spoken from the perspective of a masked woman as to embody all gerudos while removing her own identity #in the context of her loyalty to rauru as well #that giving birth to a bad man makes you responsible for his actions (he's not a toddler anymore he's an adult ok) #or more metaphorically that your initial conflict with hyrule makes you Sinful and cursed and you must Feel Bad Now *shame shame* #that she's passing on that ageless guilt with no expiration date onto the shoulders of *a teenager* and it's considered GOOD??? #(wind waker shaking crying right now) #ALL OF THAT to prop her up to swear her loyalty to the people planning to go murder their ancient king (sure he's a Bad but still???) #using some sort of weird ass original sin scenario that is arguably not any gerudo's fault but Ganondorf's #(or if it is then it's not shown so ???) #the vibes are so so so off I just really !!!!! don't like #this is stuff like this that makes me reject that it's a good story about alliances being formed in good faith #because this is just manipulative #maybe the alliance angle everyone's stronger together was the intention but the execution is another story entirely #gerudos never benefited from ganondorf's actions also #so it's not even a case of making reparations for the way you benefit from systemic oppression due to your ancestor's actions #gerudos won literally nothing in ganondorf's war #apparently he even subjugated them if they weren't on his side (like.... a king would.... not to excuse it but the double standard here) #so it just instrumentalizes the ageless sin of motherhood + suffering under a bad monarch billion of years ago for war #so uhhh.... yeah that's not... that's pretty bad imo #the gerudo girl could have went “hey girl this man used us and still hurt us to this day let's kick his ass once and for all” #and this would have been a different story entirely #a little cheap but not.... That Bad

[vixenicks]

sorry for reblogging fugly trends from 2012 it's for my enrichment

#have i ever told u guys about my early 2010s fashion and pop culture fixation #i got a gen you ine aeropostle skirt recently ive never been happier #also gonna try and get my hands on some freshtops tanks #eventually #also their shorts though ive only found one secondhand listing in my size #i need the naked1 pallet or i'll die #its funny to me because like #yes within fashionblogging and lifestyle teen youtube girls from that era #consummerism was a massive thing (it still is but its so obvious when you look at blog archives and videos from that era) #youtubers with non disclosed sponsorships #bethany mota and amanda steele vaguely saying “this brand sent me this product to give to you guys!” #it was really just watching the birth of what we know as influencers today and its really interesting to me #theres a lack of cuts theres a lack of scripting theres long tangents #people were only just then realizing you can make money via haul videos and makeup tutorials #bethany mota had a fashion line at aeropostle purely because of her status as a youtuber #there was a big rise at the time of people being against flaunting overpriced designer during that time because of the recession #but there was still a hugggeee hold with consumerism and classism #hauls with brandy and f21 and ae like i cant afford that im sure you cant afford $600 at american eagle on a weekly basis #i have lots of thoughts idk #anyways backtracked #i think its funny because here i am talking about how horribly i need b&bw and vs pink #but like its all secondhand shit for $15 online now #nobody wants this stuff!!!!!! cycles!!! capitalism!!!! i dont know you get what i mean!!!!!!!!!!! #skyler posting

[isalabells]

#stargateuniverseedit #stargateedit #Stargate Universe #Everett Young #Nicholas Rush #Young always trying to strangle him he's just like me fr #gotta love how this makes everyone go 'well Rush was the absolute worst for ten episodes but then stuff happened and we all had to come #together to collaborate maybe he has mellowed now maybe he'll finally give in to this found family thing maybe we're witnessing the birth #of a whole new Rush' only for this scene to go naahh just kidding it's the same Rush we always had #saddest thing is that academics truly be like that at times I've been on the receiving end of this before

[pregtboy]

guy gets knocked up by his fiancé, and he doesn’t want to be waddling down the aisle, so they put the wedding off until a few months after he gives birth, but by then he’s swelling up with even more babies, so they postpone til next year, but then he just can’t stop—

THISSS eventually his fiancé just starts looking into tailored suits for his boy's baby bump bc he knows he's not gonna stop knocking him up, but with how big his belly has already gotten and the rate it's growing, he may just be waddling down the aisle with his belly on display because no suit will fit all that abundance

#by the time they have the wedding he's probably on his third pregnancy #bonus points if he gives birth right after the wedding and a few months later he's sending out baby shower invites #txt #ask #mine #tmpreg #pregnancy kink #boy #constant preg #multiples #him cradling his belly and getting stares as he walks down the aisle #all the guests teasing him and saying stuff like 'wow you boys really couldn't wait huh?' #him and his husband holding and tending to all their babies during most of the ceremony and reception #just when he thinks he's made it through the night without his suit giving out his belly gets a growth spurt at the reception dinner #and his pants AND shirt buttons pop and his belly hangs out and he just lets it

[perenlop]

i get the frustration with so many villains now getting treatment like “oh they had a sucky childhood so actually you need to feel bad for them and not hold them accountable for their actions” but the counter of “this person was born evil and cant ever grow and its pathetic to assume that they can, also people cant be redeemed no matter what and this is fantastic writing actually” is so exhausting. 

#like... no one is born grinning maliciously with a knife out the womb. no one starts out that way #and anything thats ever tried to portray a character that way at birth has only ever been ironically funny #idk its annoying when people are like ''actually its more interesting that the character doesnt have a motive for killing people'' #like. coming off of bullet train rn but even ''this character otherwise has a perfect life but they accidentally killed and now theyre #fascinated with all the ways people can die'' is more interesting than ''idk thats just how they are *shrugs*'' #like yes someone can have the perfect upbringing and social life and still turn out to be sadistic but you can still work with that #as opposed to ''they were born evil thats just how they were always gonna be SORRY'' #like. idk go into that ''perfect social life and family''. what did that family value? what were the friends like? #what did that person experience outside of those things? what did they consume? #did their social standing actually breed some sort of entitlement to them? do they perhaps freak out if something doesnt go their way? #are they insecure deep down? does that drive them to it? are they a perfectionist? do they assume peoples feelings? #i remember reading this wc fancomic that explained why a character was evil and like her mom died #and the attention from her mothers death made her obsessed with being fawned over so she started medical abuse #and letting her patients die so that people would fawn over her the same way every time #and the op was like ''HEY before you yell at me shes NOT evil bc her mom died ok she was gonna turn out evil no matter what'' #like... no no go into the emotional vulnerability implied there. go into the morbid introduction to slow death at a young age #go into the potential desensitization go into that. youre already willing to make her multifauceted and with positive traits #why are you afraid of implying shes even SOMEWHAT sympathetic and just want to say she was gonna do that regardless #and i fault the atmosphere around this stuff most of all like we should never have implied that giving a villain a reason to be evil #was stupid woobifying bullshit that was out of touch with reality #echoed voice

[the-fire-might-be-shooting-at-us]

The epidemic of women being erased as people the moment they become pregnant, and their entire identity viewed as "mother" instead of "person".

#rem does stuff and panics #misogyny #this isn't just a #fiction #thing #ive seen it happen irl #the moment you become pregnant all people do is ask about the baby #the moment you give birth everything is about the baby #and im not shaming pregnant mothers obv #but the way society treats women around the topic of pregnancy is crazy #women

[pilots-and-protons]

Wish I had time to hone adequate gif-making skills which would be easier if I wasn’t packing to move

Because I personally feel like there should be a series-spanning, comprehensive gifset of Tom Paris Doing Medic Stuff and there isn’t and I don’t have the time/energy/abilities to make one.  :/

#tom paris #star trek #voy #voyager #st: voy #just thinking of him doing some stuff #in Cathexis when the Doctor went offline #helping Kes give birth in the alt timeline #in Before and After #and of course all the stuff #in season 4 onward #when he's ACTUALLY an official medic #and especially fond of him #helping in Friendship One #just good Medic Tom Paris content #you know?

[aquarterasian]

henri and masato/ emiru and lulu hard carried hugtto

#precure #pretty cure #like everything else can go if im being honest #nothing against the hugtto girls but they were done so incredibly dirty by the writing #homare's dog getting more development than her... ok #like honestly a middle schooler having a crush on an older guy isnt the end of the world it happens all the time #its not inherently bad #but the way it was handled was :/ #and why was that the main focus of her arc instead of like idk... skating????? #and dont even get me started on george and hana's stuff bc like 🤮 #also why did hana give birth in the last episode why #I HATE TO BE SO NEGATIVE ABOUT PRECURE EVER IM SORRY #but it just makes me so upset that hugtto couldve been so good

[austerulous]

Just got done watching A Quiet Place and let me tell you Evelyn Abbott has such Anri energy.

#delicate looking but strong strong strong #will walk within reach of a monster to protect her children #will give birth in near silence #y'all are sleeping on anri seriously #she endures so much but stays kind and open-hearted and i think that's real power #anyway sorry for all the ooc posts today #hopefully more ic stuff will come tomorrow #◈ — ooc; puffin speaks

[kindacreepy-kindaugly]

why is it so much worse knowing how many people out there want me (& everyone in this body) dead cause we don't feel empathy than knowing about the ones who want the same cause we're trans

#i mean i guess it's cause we live in a bubble where most people we know are trans #n the whole 'empathy makes us human' thing is a rly popular opinion in the more progressive circles #i guess it's. just another item in the long list of traits that might make us subhuman to others #we don't even have it as bad as people w/ like aspd n stuff. it's a lot easier to hide for us #usually will come off as social awkwardness instead #but every time there's a video going around the mainstream sm where someone w/ low/no empathy talks about how their mind works #the majority of the comments are just so. dehumanizing. like we're some rabid animals that need to be put down for public safety #n i guess causw it's so inherently linked to whatever it is about our wiring that makes us so. different from almost everyone else. #why we can't seem to connect w/ people n why we feel so fucking isolated all the time #like we just came out wrong n there's no fixing it #& the way we've lately come to understand more how much dmg our mother prevented w/ her parenting #but also how much of it that stuck coulda been prevented if she'd had the tools & safe environment #i don't even mean like. the trauma shit. but the things that needed to be noticed n steered into a different direction when we were small #instead of us wreaking havoc up to our late teens when we finally connected some dots that most people have connected from birth #though i think most of the usual ways of correcting it are more or less abusive. there's ones that aren't but idk how accessible that info #woulda been 20+ years ago #anyway it just really sucks how our fb feed tries to give us some light informative vids on people w/ similar experiences in some areas #n the comments are 80% ppl throwing around diagnoses they don't understand #n holding us responsible for everything their shitty abusive ex/parent/boss did #n literally sayin shit like 'people like this are better off dead' #not very good for my mental health #even though i don't give much more value to those people than they put on ones like me #spdrvent

[pinkfey]

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#i've been like. doing exposure therapy for my religious trauma. #there's a blog on here called **-horror-stories #and i blocked them when i first came across them because in my family's cult you've been instructed since birth to immediately cut off #anyone who slanders the religion ESPECIALLY online. and even though i'm not indoctrinated the trauma of that is still there #like i've posted before abt how seeing the most miniscule of things online about the cult gives me massive anxiety attacks #not even just informative posts but joking posts as well. posts mentioning it in passing #to the point i can't say the name of it online or in person without feeling queasy #and i constantly mistake words with J and W in them for the name of the cult just like as i scroll #and i instantly block people with urls that are a play-on-words of the cult's name #but anyways this is a long winded way of me saying i've been looking through the blog #it's all stuff i already know of course it's just #me sitting with it #the horrible horrible feeling #i don't know if it's working though because i'm moments away from crying BUT #i want to get to the point other ex-** ppl online have. where they're so flippant about it all #but i have a feeling that my situation is more severe than others' have been #at least the ones who got out easily #anyways.txt #cult ment. #delete later

[lipstickontheglass1985]

star trek tng s5e5 disaster would be such a beautiful name for a babygirl btw

#HUGE fan of putting those guys in situations and this ep has truly delivered on that front #everyones so beautifully out of their depth. picard cant do anything cause hes stuck in a turbolift with 3 random kids #worf delivers keiko's baby (featuring the lifechanging line 'u may now give birth'). data is decapitated. #beverly and geordi start a plasma fire in the cargo bay and almost get vacuumed out of the ship while putting it out. #the only people with access to the bridge are deanna chief obrien ensign ro (who had just joined the enterprise crew like 2 eps before) #and another ensign who gets like 1.5 lines in total for some reason. deanna is technically in charge #but somehow has no idea how the ship works despite being a senior officer. idk that felt so weird tbh she must have had required training #plus shes surrounded by this stuff all the time and shes really quite smart like i cant believe she wouldnt have at least some idea #of whats going on. like ro literally knows way more than her so at least it doesnt stand out so much as an 'haha woman dumb' thing #however i do admit that the part where they had to spell out to her that the ship is gonna explode if they dont do anything did deliver #in terms of comedic effect #these tags r way too long and im sure no ones reading em anymore anyways but yeah. tng s5e5 what an episode ! loved it so much <33 #thots

[mimiatmidnight]

I survived my wisdom teeth surgery today . . .

#ive never broken a bone never had tonsillitis or appendicitis or even the freaking flu #literally the only other major medical event i have experienced in my life was when my mom gave birth to me lol #i was not prepared for this 🥴 #but im doing ok thankfully #honestly the absolute worst part was coming down from the anesthesia #i wanted to be put to sleep cause im extremely squeamish and anxious about medical stuff so i didnt even want to deal #but the flip side is i was puking afterwards for like 2 hours #all better now tho! now its just about managing pain #which ive also never had to do before 🙃 #man i know im lucky for living a life so incident-free but also it leaves you VERY inexperienced for when it finally does happen 🥴 #anyways. gonna give myself a lil tumble scroll as a treat and then im going right back to sleep lol

[gh0str3c0rd3r]

CORAL

Coral: What Is Something You Are Passionate About?

SNAKES AND PSYCHOLOGY ESPECIALLY RATTLE SNAKES ALSO HOGNOSE SNAKES HAVE YOU SEEN THOSE SILLY LITTLE THINGS⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️

#daily stuff i guess #also did you knoe #30% of all snake species dont lay eggs #instead they give live birth #did you know that vin

[lesbiandeancas]

hey new followers and old followers alike! if people aren't aware, I am an author and poet! here are some links to read or purchase my works as published in various journals and magazines!!

RFD Magazine; The Secret of Jude MacDowell (link to read) (link to buy currently sold out)

A couple of gay farmers face a dire situation when one of them discovers the other's supernatural secret.

NonBinary Review; Shelley's Arm (link to read) (link to buy)

Prequel coda to Shirley Jackson's We Have Always Lived in the Castle. Merricat meets the town's new schoolteacher, who catches her attention. But will she be corrupted by the horrible, wicked townsfolk around her?

House of Zolo's Journal of Speculative Literature, Vol. 2; GhoulFriendFinder.com (link to buy)

While browsing the dark web, a single lesbian comes across a dating site for sapphic spirits.

NonBinary Review; "Revelation" poem (link to buy)

A poem about mushrooms and the apocalypse

#my writing #reference tag #my arts #I haven't been submitting much lately so these are all older pubs but here they are! #I often forget to give myself credit for stuff I've accomplished!! I'm excited to continue my writing career when my life calms down a bit #lesbian by birth #poet by choice