Tumgik
#and get washed away
ruporas · 1 year
Photo
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
invisible scars (referenced previous talk here)
[ID: A colourless, digital Trigun comic of Vash and Wolfwood talking about Wolfwood's scars. They're both laying in bed and topless. Vash lays on top of Wolfwood, playing with the rosary around his neck. Then, Vash kisses a spot on Wolfwood's chest. Wolfwood asks, "What are you doing?" Vash smiles sadly, "You got shot here. In the last town we visited. You didn't even bother moving."
Vash props himself up over Wolfwood, who frowns slightly. Wolfwood is quiet for a moment before he says, "You remember that, huh?" Vash grabs Wolfwood's left wrist and brings it to his face. "And here." He kisses another spot there. "When you helped free the hostages from that robber..." Wolfwood dismissively says, looking away, "Was a lucky shot." Vash huffs, “Don’t brag. Jeez.”
Half of Wolfwood's expression is shown, eyes returning to Vash who is now sitting up, continuing to say, "And..." Vash goes on and kiss Wolfwood's right palm. "You got cut here, even though that girl was aiming at me." A moment from the past flashes, of Wolfwood grabbing a knife aimed at Vash, his hand bleeding.
At present, Vash moves down and puts another kiss on Wolfwood's right shoulder. "And here, from watching my back." Another memory flashes of Wolfwood and Vash back to back. Vash looks back as Wolfwood grins while holding Punisher, bleeding from multiple gunshots in his shoulder.
"And," Vash combs up Wolfwood's hair to reveal his forehead, "Here." A final memory shows Wolfwood with a regeneration vial in his mouth while getting shot on his temple. The next panel is framed in blood with Vash at the center, eyes wide and stunned in horror. The next panel is a closed up shot of Wolfwood's eye, locked on Vash's face.
Back to present, Vash’s head is bowed down as Wolfwood raises a hand to his nape and says, “Spikey.”
Wolfwood looks serious and frowns as he says, "We talked about this. Those were my decisions. They're not there anymore. Forget about them." Vash looks very sad before he smiles ruefully and says, "I still see them. All the time." He leans down so they touch foreheads. Wolfwood’s sorrowful expression can be seen as Vash says, "You protect so much. I could never forget what you've done to me. And many others..."
In the last image, they're drawn more cartoonishly. Wolfwood sweats and asks, "You don't actually remember every wound, right?" Vash points at a spot on his chest. "Kuroneko left a scratch here 7 times." Wolfwood, startled, says, "Why the hell are you keeping count—" End ID]
Credits for ID here and here
#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trigun#trigun maximum#another scars comic for one of the vw week days!!!! frankly i think about their scars WAY too often . most notably wolfwood's because#it really symbolizes a lot for him imo bc for vash it's a history of all the people that's ever harmed him betrayed him and the trust he has#given to humanity despite it all. its a beautiful reflection of his character and then u look at ww and presumably#since we dont really see him half naked Ever (shame) and i mean. i guess technically its a hc -- i assume he wouldn't have any scars bc#of the regen potions (which is why he doesnt have his t scars btw the regen pot took them away :pensive:)#in a way its like washing his hands of blood. giving him the body of someone who might never been involved in a fight never held a gun#but he knows thats not true yet he cant really do anything about it anyway bc he's still just human. if he stops taking the regen pots#he can't press forward. so its just a rinse and repeat and growing accustomed to whats inflicted on him because he knows it'll go away at#the end of the day. he's human but he's also not he's far beyond what could be considered a normal human but he still just is.#mortal but also not immortal. idk. i overthink about it a lot GMSKGMDK frankly i dont think it matters THAT much in the context of trimax#but it means a lot to me somehow. also thinking about how no matter how many times ww kills he's never numb to the sensation of it. maybe#the adrenaline gets to him for the beginning half but ive been rereading like.. vol 3? and that entire fight for ww#u can slowly see him spiral as he keeps on going on. anyway anyway. i love ww#ruporas art
4K notes · View notes
salamispots · 3 months
Text
Tumblr media
last fam gift wip :0
927 notes · View notes
penandinkprincess · 7 months
Text
settle an argument i had with someone a couple of years ago that has lived rent free in my head ever since
145 notes · View notes
whitmanic · 4 months
Text
wash: can't hang out today tucker, my ears are hearing static
tucker: what the hell are you talking about
wash: so usually it sounds like the rising and lowering tides of the ocean and that i can deal with and we can hang out but when its static its a no go and im surprised i can even have this conversation right now so uh yeah we can't do the training i promised
tucker: okay. so you're hearing static. like a tv. got it. that's fucking weird. how about i just throw on always sunny and you lay on the couch then?
wash, who usually just hides in his room and stares up at the ceiling trying and failing to push away memory blips that override him into alternate realities in his own brain scape as he tries to neatly reorganize his brain and ignore the static that epsilon introduced to his brain equation: what.
tucker: like you don't have to do anything, but also dude being alone sounds like a terrible idea right now if you have a tube tv in your noggin so lets just smoke up and watch tv
wash, who is about to learn about parallel play and lazy sunday afternoons at the tender age of 29: i love you
131 notes · View notes
dwellsinthebog · 12 days
Text
Tumblr media
he better not be throwing that old man around
57 notes · View notes
code31-onthedancefloor · 10 months
Text
what do you think dros was thinking when he first saw the phasmid? was he experiencing wonder; serenity? did he feel the world was still playing sick tricks on him: did he believe he was going insane from isolation and this was one of the symptoms? was it helplessness - that even though this miracle of nature stood before him, his beliefs prevented him from telling anyone about it? did the phasmid stand over iosef, watching him watch martinaise through his scope? did he feel her eyes on him for hours, until he forgot the eyes and the pheromones burnt a hole in his brain where she used to be? is he in a kind of grief over her absence in his head? is it a coincidence that the character who is most unable to move on from his past is on an island where the only other living being tells the player to turn from the ruin and move forward? that the most self-appraisingly noble and hopeless of causes has looked at the future for too long, and it is destroying him...
188 notes · View notes
llamagoddessofficial · 10 months
Note
Do you consider any of your skeles to be neurodivergent? And if so, what flavor of neurospicy are they?
As someone who thought they were neurotypical until very recently (guess who was probably autistic this whole time) I'm always hesitant to put neurodivergent labels on my boys, simply because I don't want to end up misrepresenting a really serious issue. I've always believed that my characters are open to individual interpretation, and if you look at one of them and see yourself/your own neurodivergency reflected in them, the last thing you need is me clumsily rolling in and going UHMMM ACTUALLY THEY HAVE [insert completely incorrect view on mental illness] SORRY.
If you look at one of my skeles, and you see a particular neurodivergency that speaks to you, it's canon. Everyone's individual interpretation is canon. That's my rules. I'm definitely interested to see what people think!
That being said, if we're looking at my individual interpretation of my boys, I do have some thoughts.
Sans: I think we can all agree this man is depressed. There's no argument there. But as someone with two siblings and a parent that have ADHD I also see a lot of inattentive ADHD reflected in him. Though his ability to read people has made him pretty good at masking his main issues, others can't help but peek through- the executive dysfunction when it comes to "basic" chores and tasks that don't interest him, hyperfocusing on a particular subject and working himself into exhaustion on his 'projects'.
Red: To me, Red has anxiety. Anyone would after living in his world- his Pap probably does too. But since weakness cannot be tolerated, his anxiousness manifests as a more acceptable outlet in the form of aggression. Even when he's with people he trusts, he finds it hard to ever completely relax, constantly restless an 'on edge'. As soon as any of his fears begin to manifest, if he can't escape, he lashes out in seemingly over-the-top manners.
Skull: PTSD is a big one. And his relationship with food isn't exactly... stellar. But also given my sudden closeness to the subject of autism Skull does seem to fit an oddly large number of those criteria. Desiring safety in mundane routine above all else, getting upset if the routines are broken. Struggles with/fears social situations, loud spaces are overwhelming, he can come across as blunt and uncaring. Unless it's his loved ones he despises being touched- and when it is his loved ones he has difficulty registering what is and isn't 'normal' and displays his affection in ways that can seem bizarre and frightening in their intensity if you don't know him.
223 notes · View notes
zhuhongs · 1 year
Text
I have a feeling I’m going to get ratio’d on my own poll given that tumblr consists of like. mostly white people but anyways! 
ALSO PLEASE ADD YOUR ETHNICITY IF U RB
253 notes · View notes
Text
remember when we were all so certain we’d be getting a jason arc this season
Tumblr media
1K notes · View notes
valyrfia · 5 days
Text
i'm like n1 lecfosa but i have to say some of the anons i've seen in other people's inboxes because they think that charles could've driven better today or that carlos deserved the win....have not been it. if you have an opinion to say, please just post it on your own blog and put your own name to it rather than going to terrorise and spit on someone who doesn't agree with you while retaining the luxury of hiding behind an anonymous icon. or even better, if you're upset, stick to the blogs that you know share your opinions.
35 notes · View notes
Text
Tumblr media
more alt L? more likely than you think
Tumblr media
kinda liked my base colors
78 notes · View notes
dramarants · 1 year
Text
something very orpheus eurydice about ming ye learning sang jiu's identity in the mirror and immediately turning to confirm that she's really there despite knowing that once she realizes he can see her, she'll be gone forever again
174 notes · View notes
penandinkprincess · 6 months
Text
.
#hi this is going to sound so true crime podcast listener of me#but some random man in a big oversized jacket with the hood up#came up to my backdoor holding *something* in his hand that i couldn't make out#and rang my doorbell and just. stood there looking around. for like. a WHILE.#and then finally gave up and got back in his car to drive away#aaaaand my video camera??? keeps giving me an error?? when i try to pull up the recording of him being here at all??#i got a picture of him bc i took a screenshot of the live feed to send to my friend with a 'wtf?''#bc the way he was looking around at parts of my house was unsettling#but i have never had that error before and there hasn't been an error with ANY other video today#literally just this random man with whatever he was holding#AND TO ADD INSULT TO INJURY. *SOMETHING* GOT INTO MY HOUSE AND ATE MY BREAD THROUGH THE PLASTIC#AND I FREAKED BC CONTAMINATION OCD#AND PULLED OUT MY FRIDGE TO FIND THERE'S A *MASSIVE* GAP BETWEEN THE WALL AND FLOOR#WHERE WHATEVER WAS IN MY KITCHEN CAME IN THROUGH#THAT WAS NOT FLAGGED BY MY HOME INSPECTOR#EVEN THOUGH ALL I HAD TO DO WAS PULL THE FRIDGE OUT#SO NOW I GOTTA GO GET SOME FOAM GAP FILLER SO I DON'T LOSE MY SHIT#WHILE IT'S POURING OUTSIDE#AND NOW I GOTTA GO BRAVE LOWES ON A SATURDAY AND THEN GET BACK AND WASH EVERY SINGLE DISH AND GLASS I OWN#I'M NOT HAVING A VERY GOOD DAY FRIENDS#like logically rationally my cabinets with dishes are tightly closed and have no openings for something TO get into them#but ocd brain does not accept that and made me throw my lunch away bc i physically could not eat it#so nOW I'M HUNGRY AND MUST HEAD INTO THE BATTLE OF SATURDAY LOWES
47 notes · View notes
gio-cosmo · 11 days
Text
The p3r dlc really has me walking around Tartarus with the Junes theme playing in the background. What a time to be alive.
23 notes · View notes
enpr-ss · 5 months
Text
Etho made the advancement [You've Been Etho'd!]
Etho made the advancement [Washed Up]
40 notes · View notes
starlight95tonight · 1 year
Text
Recently there's been this theory on hotd twitter that basically says that towards the end of the dance Alicent and Rhaenyra will make some sort of peace treaty or agreement and that Alicent will be the one to posion Aegon in some sort of twisted justice because he kiIIed Rhaenyra and end the dance.
Frist all this has to be the most ridiculous shit I have ever read.
Second, the Rhaenyra at the end of the dance no way the same Rhaenyra who Alicent knew and grew up with. And the idea that Alicent would make some sort of agreement with Rhaenyra is insane. It also feels like washing away all the trauma and pain Alicent went through because of Rhaenyra.
Would Alicent really work with a women who is responsible for the deaths of two of her other sons, her daughter, and her grandchildren?
Making Alicent kiII her own son who she sacrificed everything for is earsing her whole character, her motavation, her ambition, her love, her sacrifices, her trauma, and her pain.
Yes I can see the writers changing Alicent for Aegon III so she witnesses Rhaenyras death and can see them include Rhaenyras name in her last words but not this.
Alicent's love for her children is one the greatest and most interesting thing about her character.
Thrid, the dance ended the moment Rhaenyra died so kiIIing Aegon would do nothing.
209 notes · View notes