#and ended up on like three hearts

[haunted-xander]

Vanitas stop projecting it's not making your case any more convincing

#GOD the dialogue here was a BITCH to write #it kept getting waaay too long and i had to keep editing and readjusting it #i ended up rewriting it THREE TIMES #vanitas STOP MONOLOUGING SO MUCH #vanitas #ventus #vanven #kinda. not like inherently but like. yk #kingdom hearts #kingdom hearts birth by sleep #kh #kh bbs #art #my art #xanders art #digital art #fan art

[aceredshirt13]

having read nearly all of the Jeeves short stories, it’s so funny to me that Bertie’s bisexuality manifests as casting a wide but shallow net at girls and a narrow but ridiculously deep net at men. He thinks girls are pretty on a reasonably frequent basis, and has tried to marry at least four women thus far (not counting the unwanted engagements), but when it doesn’t work out he’s over it in 24 hours. Meanwhile he shows absolutely no interest in and never gives flattering depictions of 99% of the men in his life, but will praise Jeeves to anyone who will listen, wax poetic about his appearance (and get defensive on his behalf about it when a child insults it), and is absolutely inconsolable when they are separated.

(also Bertie is in no way allosexual. he is canonically terrified at the thought of reproducing. and due to the narrow but deep net on the other end I don’t imagine he’s going around sleeping with loads of men, either. that man’s either demi as hell or just entirely ace)

#red randomness #jeeves and wooster #bertie wooster #reginald jeeves #wooves #jooster #100 and up neat #finally determined my take on Bertie orientation and had to get the thoughts out #granted I have only read the first three short story collections + Extricating Young Gussie (re: none of the novels or last two stories) #so I can’t speak for the few stories following that or any of the novels #but this is my StanceTM #curious to see what that pastiche Jeeves and the Wedding Bells is like and whether or not it matches this #because if it’s focused on a Bertie het romance then I have trouble seeing it #he truly doesn’t seem invested enough in women for it to carry a whole book??? #they’re more like crushes or cheery whims #while Jeeves is so close to his heart that he can’t bear to be without him. a source of comfort as a person beyond just what the man does #side note there are two pastiches I’ve heard about that put Bertie with Bobbie Wickham and that sounds untenable lmao #Bertie would be at his wit’s end #also I heard she gets a guy later anyway?? and at this point Bertie’s already fallen out of love with her besides??? #truly the greatest sin of those two pastiches is separating him from Jeeves though. good fucking luck #it also sounds like the show is kinda different?? but I’ve never seen it #anyway I’m rambling without all the information so maybe this is total nonsense but hey!

[sleepyblr-heart]

THEY ARE DONE. I AM FREEEEEEEEE

#heart art! #adventure forward #af2 #morward #pasless #voixer #it was. so so hard to come up with designs for these three. esp voixer for some reason #i thought they were gonna be the easiest to work with in the trio considering how much more i had to work with #but i ended up just having like 12 ideas and not being able to execute any of them right #regardless. they are done. i might change some of them later but for now. they are Done.

[marsixxart]

what if i make it literal

#marsixxart #dsmp #tommyinnit #dsmp fanart #tommyinnit fanart #made this for my portfolio #art 2023 #i ended up making the three hearts look like one big upside down heart

[reesescuffs]

Her!!!

Ended up not mothing her because the sketch pre erasing was to busy

Yes I did decide to do the shady bits like that because of a brush Krista has because I thought it looked silly 💪😼

#3 out of three of my friends agreed she is very creature #so yay!! #her little antennas are supposed to be like the things on the wardens head #Id kike to think she probably looks a lot more like a warden than this and that this is her little human cosplay for talking to people #if that makes sense #so yeah #my draws #mcyt #ldshadowlady #sos smp #I couldn't find a way to incorporate the bow thing on her skins so I went with the heart #cause. Hard core server #she literally lives right next to the deep dark. She went there in ep 1. She build her base withn sculk blocks. #she is creature #sometimes I wonder if people read all of the tags I put cause theres a lot usually #sorry abkut the alt i tried to explain with out it being to long but also without being to vauge? #<- if you have feed back let me know i wanna get bettrr at doing alts #😵‍💫 #the dress was not supposed to be as form fitinv as it ended up so im chocking it up ti the rib corset thingy

[firestorm09890]

Day 3 - favorite character

guess.

#kingdom hearts #zexion #KHTober 2023 #KHTober2023 #i do actually like the zexion era of ienzo the best out of the three distinct phases of his life #because. to be honest. i love amoral bastard characters with something extremely wrong with them. #almost every time i end up liking a character who gets a redemption arc i get nostalgic for how they were before that redemption arc #that isnt to say i dont love ienzo (baby) or ienzo (adult) though! zexion is just the most fun to me #also the answer to how many days can i stay ahead was apparently 2. yesterday was busy #here we get into a question of quantity vs quality #should I skip more days and spend more time on making the ones I do look good? #or should I try to get in as many as possible? #I think I might stick with the second because my problem is that I can't get myself to draw At All usually #and i didnt feel like doing any more with this #me art #me post

[eremin0109]

Not to dunk on the worst of evil on the eve of its finale but like gurl, you could never be the absolute whoreslut that is evilive.

#Both of them are gangster/mafia Dramas but twoe feels like it was made by straight men for straight men #while evilive is toxic gay yaoi written by straight (questioning???) men #likw im sorry but i was expecting these last three episodes to build up more on the relationship between Junmo and Gicheol #to make that payoff at the end that much more heartwrenching #but what we got felt so....bland? like Where's the flavour???? #like why were they so afraid to show more scenes like that drinking scene in the finale to show exactly what Junmo thought of Gicheol??? #because it would come off as gay???? come on #they kinda botched the execution of an otherwise excellent concept and premise #good god Gicheol and Junmo you both could've so much more could've been so much messier #sigh #gicheol died like that's gotta count as bury your gays trope #like he LITERALLY died of a broken heart because his boy bestie lover shot him RIGHT IN HIS HEART #smh gay people are not allowed to even take their lives anymore /j /lh #anyway #guys go watch evilive im begging yall for the 78383107382019th time #it's just so much gayer and so much messier & the sexy villian is already balls to the walls GAY obsessed with the protag its barely subtext #the worst of evil #evilive #evilive kdrama

[beldaroot]

swift waters parted by the jagged rocks are joined at river's end - chihayafuru chapter 247

#chihayafuru #cf #arataichihaya #taichihayarata #while i still have some grievances about the chapter in general.... nothing will ever beat seeing these three together :') #i ended up choosing 'se' for the caption instead of 'tachi' bc i think the symbolism of them running downstairs is like a river flowing OTL #and i also can't get over the imagery of the THREE water bottles falling even though he was holding five lol #while there is a romantic conclusion to this story... i hope people still appreciate this trio's journey and friendship; they are the heart

[classpect-crew]

If you could choose any player to add to the canon beta kids’ session that would have helped them out massively, what would their classpect be and why? What about the alpha kids’ session?

This is a really interesting question! It's difficult for me to really say, with regards to the Beta kids' session, since their session did run about as smoothly as one could imagine, aside from the outside forces that made things go so utterly awry. Dave kept things fairly tight with the timelines, especially as he began to quickly correct his own missteps, though his biggest weakness was his constant fight to establish a true, authentic identity. John's ascent to true Hero status was complimented by his love for his friends, and he greatly impacted the trajectory of their lives even as he was "doing his own thing." His biggest challenges, from what I recall, came whenever his freedom was severely restricted, though the best example of this was his time spent on the three-year universe-spanning trip. Rose had some very unique struggles with her Classpect, but ultimately came out of it with an incredible breadth of knowledge and experience—not to mention a true appreciation for Void, Light's opposite. Jade also faced her own demons—including her prototyped dreamself, which forced her to come face-to-face with the things she hated most about herself.

In truth, a Hero of Heart would've likely helped things go a little smoother in the "identity and self-reflection" department, but this would not be without its own risks. This session was made up of three Passive players (Heir, Seer, and Knight) and one Active (Witch), though Rose attempted to shift that balance during much of her time pre-Scratch as she inverted to the Witch of Void. Given the time it took for Jade to grow into her power, it makes sense that the balance felt even more misaligned for some time. That said, they may have benefited from a Heart player with an Active Class—one whose journey toward self-actualization would at least inspire others, even if they don't go out of their way to play therapist.

Speaking of Classes, a Prince of Heart is out of the question. Their destruction of Heart would not bode well for a session that desperately needs more, and Dave suffered enough at the hands of Bro, who carries all the qualities of his post-Scratch Classpect, plus the influence of Caliborn/Lord English through Lil Cal. (More on that another time.) A Thief of Heart would also be inadvisable, for fairly obvious reasons. If the team needed another powerhouse, a Witch of Heart wouldn't be a terrible idea, but Witches are known for having powerful familiars (such as Becquerel and Gl'bgolyb) that often overpower the will of their Witch in the early game. The Page, Maid, and Mage could all fit the role well, particularly if they're likeable enough. This wouldn't be a problem for a Page of Heart, who would have an uncanny magnetism that might just pull the team through a little quicker toward self-actualization.

As for the Alpha kids, if we're taking into consideration the fated expansion of the Beta and Alpha sessions into one big eight-player session, then Space and Time players aren't necessary, so we don't have to worry about those. (I do, however, have some fun ideas about what might've happened if Roxy had attempted to create a Genesis Frog using the same principle she did for the Matriorb, by "stealing" its nonexistence, and how she'd be the best candidate to do so, due to her Class and her Aspect's placement in the Wheel. I'd like to keep this from becoming a thesis paper, though.) The Alpha session had the opposite problem of the Beta session: three Active players (Maid, Prince, and Page) and one Passive player (Rogue). Since Maids start out with a more Passive lean, this is where we see the initial illusion of "balance" coming from. By the end, though, it's obvious that we've got too many motherfucking cooks in this motherfucking kitchen, and every single one of them is putting up a front of some kind, as if you could win a prize for being the most emotionally opaque player in a session. What they really, truly need is someone who will inspire them to sit down and be real with each other—someone who can help them cut through the noise, and also make sure Roxy isn't the one saddled with holding the friend group together. Someone like...the Sylph of Blood.

We've seen what the power of a Blood player can look like, even without ascending to God Tier. Karkat was a tour de force as the Knight of Blood, uniquely capable of keeping the members of his session in line long enough to almost win the damn thing. This is even more impressive when you consider that he and his friends were members of a violent species whose society was developed with limitless cruelty baked into every system and institution. Even worse—they were teenagers. While there's certainly no reason why a Knight of Blood couldn't have helped the Alpha kids, Knights are known to put up fronts of their own in order to protect themselves. That's the last thing the Alpha kids need. A Sylph, meanwhile, would be just as skilled at encouraging the kind of raw emotional honesty their session desperately needs, while also being more likely to show their own vulnerable side. Whether they do this by sitting everyone down for mandatory group therapy sessions, or spend much of their session browbeating their teammates to just fucking talk to each other, is up to the individual Sylph. Pick your poison.

#classpect #classpect analysis #homestuck #beta kids #alpha kids #heart #heart aspect #blood #blood aspect #lord almighty it's been like...almost three hours since i started writing this? #i ended up looking at some of the wiki pages for null sessions and glitches. shit like that #i'd love to come back to these posts later and add some helpful links

[enchanting-grom-fright]

did u know

#i don’t know when i but i’m taller it must be something in the water #i grew up here til it all went up in flames except the notches in the door frame #my recurring dream i’m at the movies i don’t remember what i’m seeing the screen turns into a tidal wave #when the speed kicks in i go to the store for nothing #the house where u lived with snow white i wonder if she ever though the storybook tiles on the roof were too much #the drugstores r open all night the only real reason i moved to the east side #and here everyone knows ur the way to my heart hear so many stories of u at the bar #either i’m careless or i wanna get caught #i can’t open and forget how to talk bcs even if i could wouldn’t know where to start wouldn’t know where to stop #close my eyes fantisize three clicks and i’m home #when i get back i’ll lay around then i’ll get up and lay back down #i know i know i know #like a wave that crashed and melted on the shore not even the burnouts r out here anymore #either way we’re not alone i’ll find a new place to be from a haunted house with a picket fence to float around and ghost my #friends no i’m not afraid to disappear the billboard said the end is here i turned around there was nothing there yea ig the end is here #and now my feet can’t touch the bottom of u #of somebody who loves u more #so i will wait for the next time u want me like a dog with a bird at ur door #and there’s something i’m supposed to say but i can’t remember what it is #and if and if i could give u the moon i would give u the moon #u r sick and ur married and u might be dying #i would do anything for u i would do anything i will do anything #laying down on the lawn i’m tired of trying to get in the house i’m thinking out loud #i’ve been playing dead my whole life #i hate ur mom i hate it when she opens her mouth it’s amazing to me how much u can say when u don’t know what ur talking abt #i feel something when i see u #bcs i don’t know what i want until a fuck it up #i’ll climb through the window again but rn it feels good not to stand #day off in kyoto got bored at the temple looked around at the 711 the band took the speed train to the arcade i wanted to go but i didnt #called me from a pay phone they still got pay phones it cost a dollar a minute

[genderqueerpond]

amyeleven fivenyssa crossover

#the three people who would like to read this get excited and then get disappointed because i never finish anything #but the thing about fivenyssa is that she's his daughter #and it's supremely fucked up #and the thing about amyeleven is that she's his Everything and it's supremely fucked up #and also she's the one who asked the doctor if he's a father and well. she'd get it the second she saw nyssa #i know that line was SUPPOSED to be about susan and susan's hypothetical parents but in my heart it's about nyssa of traken #and the thing about eleven and nyssa is that they'd have extremely deep and intimate conversation about being the last of their kind #she's probably the only person in the universe that he could talk about it truly openly with and it'd be like. #nyssa I'm so sorry i never fully understood you. i couldn't. i do now #and she'd be so SAD about it because she never ever wanted that for him #she never WANTED him to understand her like that because the only way he ever could was to go through the same thing #and nyssa would never consider that price to be worth it #but now she knows it's going to happen and she can never tell her own doctor #and it's devastating devastating but also deeply healing for them both but especially eleven #.... #and the thing about amy & five is that she'd know him. of course she would. she'd Believe he's the doctor and Understand about regeneration #and immediately tell him about the first time she met Her raggedy Doctor and he'd be like. you shouldn't be telling me this but #he'd be stunned and captivated by the amount of love and also possesiveness in her voice and wouldn't be able to bring himself to stop her #and she'd see straight through him and make him feel naked and raw and at the end she'd hug him goodbye and kiss him on the forehead #the way eleven does her because he's a CHILD to amy compared to eleven and he can't hide that #and the thing about eleven and five is that they'd each be deeply ashamed of the other #and finally #the thing about amy and nyssa is that they'd make out sloppy style #..... #............ #voices offscreen: #'i can't believe you called her my daughter and then made out with her' #'yeah and how many times have you made out with my daughter what's your point' #lavender thoughts #dw

[dizzybizz]

uyou dont underastand the.

the potential

ininia being adopted by garuga and atuarto you sdont get it it would be so

like

the thought of like

i mnot okay

ok wait this is a note i wrote in august:

do you think galga and atuarto will like

adopt ininia.

its just

cause

i

what if

they like

do?

and she tries to reverse the memory wiping

and like

😭😭😭😭

its a wishful thought

and im not sure

but like

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i do really like the flicker of regret ininia shows.

she feels bad about it

she just cant admit to herself

but she felt bad seeing the aftermath, how the person closest to galga suffers

and

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can u imagine them as a little family

like i do wonder

if atuarto will find out that ininia is a brimhat and reason for galgas memory wipe

and how hed react

knowing she is just a small child

but like is she

who knows

but he thinks shes a child

and theres someone pulling the strings in the background

and i wonder if he would want to help

he seems like a kind soul

would he try to step in

and get her away from restis

ok no hold up have a look in the tags too i put too much in there whoops

#do you see the visiom #ive been thinking about this since ch66 came out #the #i ??? like #i cant put my thoughts into words at all but you get it right #DONT MIND HOW WEIRDLY SEGMENTED THE NOTE SECTION IS #THATS JUST HOW MY NOTES GO OKAY 😭😭😭 #witch hat atelier #idk if theyve showed up again since whenever i last left off.... ch70 something somewhere #witch hat atelier spoilers #anyways they break my heart #like shes jsut a kid and she gets to see the consequences of her actions in that chapter and it has to really sink in and shes just like i #omfg weeeeeh 😭💔 #and she gets to experience first hand just how caring and kind garuga is and she has to live with the fact that she ruined this mans life #im normal i swear #dont know if any of this rambling makes sense at all #i just. im really interested in the three of them and how their stories r gonna go and aguhhhg #i wont rlly be upset at all if they dont end up as some weird little family cus if and when g&a find out ininia was behind the memy wipe #like theyre completely justified in not wanting anything to do with her and all but also i think with witch hats theme of like. treating ki #s with respect and care and all that jazz and with the two of them being caring and auhgh #yknow ?? #yknow??? #help me please i help+? #i am so incredibly normal #ive had a shit day lemme have this word vomit moment alr

[dutybcrne]

Kaeya oftentimes wonders what it must have been like, living in Khaenri'ah. Reading the tales of Khaenri'ahn heroes Jean's shared with him, of things he remembered his father mentioning, helped him picture it all. As did knowledge the Akademiya has of Dahri ruins he managed to get his hands on one way or another years later, during his visit to Sumeru.

#hc; kaeya #//It was really after meeting Dainsleif that the thoughts increased exponentially; and became almost painful #//Thoughts of what it could have been like; had he grown up a 'proper' Alberich; surrounded by family & the culture he'd been wrenched from #//Of what Khaenri'ah looked like in her heyday; of the countless people lost because of the Cataclysm living their daily lives #//He wants to learn so much more; no matter what it means #//He loves Mond dearly; but it hurts feeling that emptiness from being denied that connection #//Of losing his mother tongue the longer it went unused; of not knowing the traditions he ought to have celebrated #//Rites of passage he must have missed in favor of Mond traditions; holidays; family customs #//Could he have had siblings? Cousins? Aunts; uncles; GRANDPARENTS??? #//What would his upbringing have been like? Strict? Lenient? Would they have accepted him as he was? No mask necessary? #//Could his father have truly loved him so closely; instead of keeping him at arms length like he KNEW they'd have to part soon? #//That he didn't want to grow too fond of his own child because he could lose him any moment? (is it a wonder kae does the same at times?) #//What would it have been like; being a Knight of Khaenri'ah? Surely he would have given Khaenri'ah his heart; like he had for Mond #//If Khaenri'ah still stood to this day...would he; Diluc and Jean have still been friends? As fond and close as they once had been? #//Logically; he doubts that; but his foolish heart likes to think the three were MEANT to meet; one way or another #//MEANT to have that friendship they'd once shared (before he went and ruined everything with Diluc) #//Surely they would have found a way to make it work; no matter the distance from Khaenri'ah to Mondstadt #//Maybe they could have bridged the gap between the godless nation and the people of the Anemo Archon #//Ahh; but that's wishful thinking; now wouldn't it be? #//He likes to wonder how it would have felt; having that certain loyalty to his nation; not torn between his family's past & his current on #//Would he have been happier; had he been born to and raised in that nation? Rather than left to live in this one? #//Though he'd have to wonder if that would be true; considering the Archons' treatment of them in the end #//No doubt war would always be looming on the horizon; and if Dahri records were right...Celestia wasn't their only issue #//Still; he can't help but dream; and with a certain; aching longing at that

[mydollsaregay]

why must all of maryellen’s cutest outfits be retired and expensive secondhand??? 😭😭😭

let’s go over the state of things:

maryellen’s vacation playsuit. a totally adorable summer outfit, leaning into the 50’s trend of a playsuit - a romper with a matching detachable skirt. so darling! naturally, it was retired after only one year, and the cheapest it’s currently being sold for on mercari is ninety dollars (missing the shoes, so it’s not even complete). okay, that’s sad, but every collection has one or two poor gems like this.

maryellen’s strawberry outfit! I love this one - I think the colors are just the right combination of cute and garish, which gives it a really fun retro vibe. This one was out for three years so I’m sure the secondhand prices are more reasonable - oh wait, no. they tend to be listed for around a hundred dollars. 😞

maryellen’s rockin’ roller skating outfit is a *little* better. but the dress on its own is still being listed for about fifty five dollars so it feels weird to celebrate that as an improvement. it was out for two years, so I get it being a *bit* more pricey. but the full outfit is being listed for about a hundred dollars so like. still way too much for me.

maryellen’s flamingo swim set is super cute, but it’s only a swim suit. surely people can’t be asking that much for - oh. the swimsuit alone tends to be listed for about 70 and the whole set I seems to be listed for mostly around 150 at the low end. bro.

maryellen’s play outfit. look, at this point I’m getting a bit desperate. I don’t even really like this one all that much (I think it’s cute but it looks weirdly cheap to me?). but this was out for three years, and looks like the kind of outfit that would have good sales! surely I can find it at a decently low price. oh - no, it looks like that will be $70 without the shoes. okay then.

honestly, i get the prices a bit. clearly people are buying them occasionally at those prices, as the sold listings were in those ballparks. however, I AM annoyed at ag. they rotated her collection so quickly that they burned through a bunch of cute designs super fast.

i wish ag would bring back some of these! I feel like her playsuit especially got the short end of the stick. it’s such a cute design and a really cool bit of fashion history.

#agblr #american girl #american girl dolls #maryellen larkin #dollblr #my posts #maryellen #I had to write the end of this post three times 😫 tumblr crashed after the first time. and then a stupid pop up about blaze #closed my post for no reason. #ANYWAY. #I love Maryellen. but I’m not a big fan of much of her current collection tbh. especially her meet outfit. #I just personally REALLY don’t like the greenish teal in her meet and it ruins the fit for me 😭 #I don’t think it’s a bad design or even ugly. I’m just a hater. and I don’t like that specific color. #I actually wasn’t interested in her at all until one day I was browsing and I saw her in her sledding outfit #which is actually my all-time fav outfit for her and imo one of the best current ag outfits. #and she totally captured my heart #however. I don’t really have a summer fit for her that I like. #(her meet would be fine but well. I don’t like it.) #I’d love to have something for her that looks like something she could run around and play in and none of her current collection looks that #way to me. #her school outfit is cute I guess but I don’t love it. her pink dress is cute but very fancy and also doesn’t scream 50s to me #her pjs are fine but they’re pjs. #(and I like her old ones better tbh) #her halloween costume is cute but not seasonally appropriate. and her poodle skirt is cute as hell but too fancy for running around #and honestly seems fancier than it actually would have been? from what I’ve read it seems like she would have diy’d it using felt and would #have worn a normal white blouse most likely. but I’m not actually mad bc it’s adorable as is lol #all this to say - poor girl has nothing other than her winter clothes that looks like something she could actually play in. #and I’m sad abt it :( #and I wasn’t able to find any repros of her old stuff either.

[skitskatdacat63]

Sorry guys for being completely unhinged this weekend 🙏 but I can't help it and I refuse to be normal about it

#its been a good weekend what can i say #but like seriously i think this has been the most exciting and insane wknd of my life #like in terms of my interest and hobbies it has been fucking nuts #ive been so deranged thank you mutuals for putting up with me ilysm <3 #ive screamed like actually fully screamed at the top of my lungs at least three times this weekend #(the end of that quali session and then josef winning the 500 and then the tomgreg moment) #but i feel like ive just been on crack this whole weekend #its just been insane event after insane event and ive just been completely unhinged ! #but its been so much fun i dont think ive had this much excitement and fun in my life in so long #(bahrain probably hsjdjfkf) #okay anyways i need to have like at least 24 hours to calm down so bear with me #AND I STILL HAVE TO WATCH BARRY'S FINALE FUCK #but then after ive recovered from this eventful wknd ill be back on my bullshit!(gifing old stuff lolol) #okay just need to scream bcs i really just dont feel normal at all at the moment #like so many times this wknd ive had so many moments where ive been shaking and heart pounding and sweating #took like 50 years off my life but in a pleasant insane way #great fun i am having :D #again love you guys <3 #catie.rambling.txt #oops must add: #succession spoilers

[blinkpen]

sometime soon i want to draw a lil comic version of the exact scene i realized i needed to tweak the next draft of things to intentionally coordinate LamJar as an endgame thing bc the chemistry they were having -before- I leaned into it was getting fucking absurd / if this had been someone else's story i'd be shipping them/reading their interactions as increasingly romantic and then yelling "did the author not even realize what they had done or were they a fucking coward?" if nothing ever actually came of it like it was getting so heartachingly gay before i was even Trying to make it that way

#oc babble #lamarr #jaren #admittedly there were actually a few scenes prev draft where it was pretty damn [pride flag emoji] [three question marks]? #just going with the one where literally the only difference is originally the scene did Not end with them making out #now it Does and otherwise plays out p much exactly the same and it feels perfectly appropriate #also just the overall concept of a villain's minion looking at the protag who is trying so hard to be kind in a ruthless setting #and going “yknow i think i like his vibes more than my friends' vibes i wish i had that kind of hope in MY heart i wanna try n find some” #and ends up switching sides and following protag to the end of the earth looking for it #is pretty fckin gay by default