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sunsetcowboy · 1 year
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Wow I didn't realize I had such a good week till just now.
- I went to my first ever wrestling show and saw my favorite wrestlers live.(I had fun cheering and booing at the top of my lungs with my siblings too, lol)
- I reached out to a Podcaster who's work I really like, who's open to talking to me more in the future if I have stuff to share.
- I had breakfast with my mom and got some new clothes that I think are cute(after a doctor's appointment, I really was dreading)
- Had some really good Japanese food
- I feel I'm finally getting my strength back after 3 years (I just feel more healthy in general)
And some many other little things that made me happy. This time of the month is usually the worst, but this is the first time since I don't know when I just had a good solid week😊
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ferdydurke · 1 year
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The fucking drawing board fell on me. Well guess how many times.
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revenant-coining · 2 years
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Claw/claw/claws/claws/clawself [claw]
Co/coi/coin/coine/coinself [coin]
Cor/cors/corni/cornis/corniself [cornibus]
Dai/daim/daim/dais/daiself [demon]
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Sa/san/sang/sangs/sanguiself [sanguine]
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Sli/slim/slime/sline/slimeself [slime]
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x/x/xs/xs/xself [x]
██/██/██s/██s/██self
☣/☣/☣s/☣s/☣self
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kakyogay · 9 months
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Okay okay so, the original thought was just me making my own interpretation of how an iterator puppet worked in way that worked with how pebbles is somehow functional with zero neuron flies (i.e reacting to saint stealing his pearl, having the compacity to dislike saint for stealing the pearl) despite moon straight up dying if all her flies are gone
What was created was that the newer iterator models had compartment for neuron fly storage with an neuron fly automatically installed within since the ancient had entertained the idea of letting iterators off the string but decided, "eh no" but models were already in production so they simply blocked those functions unless under specific circumstances
Haven't decided who would have the newer models within local group but Pebbles is one of them.
So that's was the original thought now with the au
Saint obtains max karma but doesn't try to ascend pebbles (thank you for that comic) and worms off the string pebbles before they both get flung back in time to before Silver of straws death, specifically long before she found triple affirmative though she has begun her experiments
once pebbles get his hands on some wonderful neuron flies, he remembers that it was sos that found triple affirmative and her death was what led to this mess and oh- look sos is alive! wait, WAIT SOS IS ALIVE???
And so begins saint and pebbles' journey to sos can to prevent/figure out what caused sos's death before a repeat happens, featuring the overseer army tagging along from iterators within a hundred mile radius of the local group
Also featuring several crisis from nsh, moon, suns, and pebbles
1/2
fuck yeah eating this up
I never thought of giving the worms internal neuron flies as a way to keep them working without their strings that is such a neat idea. in my opinion, I think maybe nsh and ui would have it as well but then again I'm not 100% sure what iterators are in what generation.
Also I'm assuming from what you gave me that challenge 50 isn't how she died (either that or saint feels bad and wants to prevent it).
can't wait for the 2/2 this is already so cool ^^ (I can don't rush yself <3)
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Di/rays/dior/diors/diorself
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oh-lacy · 1 year
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THIS VERSION OF ILLICIT AFFAIRS SLAPS SO HARD DONT' CALLME BAYLOOK AT THIS GODFORSKANE MESS. THATYOU MADE ME YOU KNOW I CANTS EE WITH ANYONE ELSEE MOTHER IS LAYINNGGG ON THOSE VOCALS LOOKAT THIS IDIOTIC FOOL THAT YOU MADE ME SECRETLANGUAGE I CANT SPEAK WITH ANYONE ELSE AND YOU KNOW DAMN WELL FOR YOU I WOULD RUIN YSELF A MILLION LITTLE TIMES SHE JUST KEEPS GOING AND GOING SHES UNREAL WE GATHER HER WE LINE UP WEVE SUNLOIGHT ROOM ANNDDD IF IM ON FIREEE YOULL BE MAD EO AHSES TOOO EVEN ON MY WORST DAY DID I DESERVE BAB ALL THE HELOL YOU GAVE ME CAUSE I LOVED YOU I SWEAR I LOVED YOU TILL MY DYING DAY I DIDNT HAVE IT IN MYSLEF TO GO WITH GRACE THIS CHOREO IS BREAKING MY HEART THIS SONG IS TOO SAD AND I GO ANYWEHRE. IWANT ANYWHERE I WANT JHUST NOT HOIME
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urfreezinghand · 1 year
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BECAUSE I LKOVEED YOU I SWEAR I LOVED YOU TILL MY DYING DAYY I DIDNT HAVR ITN IN YSELF TO GO WITH GFRACEE
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sweetlittlegingy · 1 year
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Made up title: Me, Myself & Why
Okay so long as we all know, the song Me, Myself, and I is on Glen’s hangman playlist. But adding the Y in there feels like it would be a very angst fic. 
I feel like the why is the reasoning behind why he flies so reckless. 
I don't need anything to get me through the night Except the beat that's in my heart Yeah, it's keeping me alive
This just feels like Jake lost someone really important in his wife, whether it be a wife and child or a girlfriend. And since he has no one else, living or dying, doesn’t phase him. Because who does he have to live for? The only reason he’s alive is literally because his heart won’t stop beating.
I kind of want to write this now, it would be angsty!!!
Title Ask Game
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meiiichan · 4 years
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Most of the time I find myself stuck in the middle of thinking that there is something wrong, but I know everything is fine. My mind is keep on tricking me and makes me want to believe that there is wrong, and it's not fine. My mind constantly switching back and forth and will convince itself that things are worse than what they really are. All the time I am trying so hard to calm myself down, but it is impossible.
It will send me into a depression that causes me to hate myself for being so crazy and irrational at times. This is the worst part. It causes me to want to space myself from the world and everyone around me. It is really hard for me to find peace for myself.
You don't need to tell me that I am crazy or I am acting crazy. I am already well aware of this and telling me those words will only make my condition worse. I CAN'T CONTROL IT.
Just be patient and understand me. The attack will eventually pass, and when it does, we'll be back to normal. Just please, understand...
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sinnabonka · 3 years
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Hey Hun! Lots of love to you. For starters I wanted to say that there should be no cell in your body blaming yself in any way. You and your blog were hope for so many people. You were the "you are not crazy" of the final weeks, and I'm forever grateful to you. Instead of dying of anxiety I managed to have a blast in this time of waiting, thanks to you. I passed my master thesis, because you gave me strength to see past the fear. I laughed in those weeks more than in last 5 years, and all of it because of the hope you gave me.
The rest of the msg is going to be pretty emotional rant about the awfulness of it all, and I know my opinion doesn't matter to anyone but I wanted someone important to me to hear my thoughts, if that's ok. It's also ok if you don't want to read it ofc. It's like my breakup letter to the show.
I hear many people cheering for the finale and i find it really hard to deal with. I always considered myself an open person who fights for healthy love as the only redeeming quality of the universe. I could see people's point of view, even if it didn't sit well with mine, and I would always try to hear them out respectfully until they weren't being respectful themselves. That said, I'm fully unable to understand cheering for this type of spiteful content and hearing those cheers makes me feel like the entire world is listening to "this is how you treat your fans, this is how to abuse your power over naive sheep, this is how to keep dumb, hopeful minorities in check" and taking notes.
It also upsets me that the people who gave this show all of themselves and tried to understand it to the core are given no resolution, are spitted on and buried under the rug for doing their best to appreciate the art and the story it was telling. Yet people, who just hang around and watch the show doing the dishes, with no consideration to it's story or characters, got as nonsensical ending as their whole idea of character development in SPN.
I know people say that it was good enough, because it leaves space for guessing and own interpretation, but I feel it's really undermining the extend to which the finale was awful and hurtful to the fans. There is no end that realistically could stop fanfic writers from finding way around it in the world of Supernatural, so saying it was thoughtful of them Is like excusing abusive partner because "they could hit me harder, but they didn't. That means they care"
Lose ends, characters being written in a way that is totally not true to them and their development (personally my biggest allegation), dismissing years of story development, proving that it was all 'queerbaiting' in big part in the end (hell, even the whole "Cas is in heaven so do with it what you will" is a shameful way of appalling to LGBTQ community after using them so hard.
In the pie scene, the roles should be swapped, it's Dean who should say that Cas is on his mind and Sam explaining him that it's only right to keep on living doing good in their name. That's what Dean told Sam at the beginning of the season, when Sam lost Rowena, so it would be at least a bit poetic. This would at least give us some truth from Dean for once, but he died how he lived, in shadow of his fear to be true towards his feelings and needs. And as he died, he bound his little brother to the hunting till the end of his days, by guilting him into it on his deathbed. Guess Dean took after his father.
Have you realised what that emotional "love speech" from Dean to Sam resulted in? It was writers taking back Cas' confession after they didn't need our viewership anymore.
They basically gave us love confession to get us to follow the finale and when they didn't need us anymore, not only they didn't commit to the confession, but they undermined it by having Dean's speech to Sam go the way it did with obviously higher emotional charge, successfully taking back the value of Cas' confession and making it about a bait for "Tumblr idiots"
Finale killed my feelings towards Destiel, not because it wasn't confirmed canon, but because from what I see in the episode, they canonically confirmed that
- for Dean, Cas was only means to an end, which is such an awful way of ending Cas' character arc. They gave him everything he was scared of and nothing close to consolation price and they dare to tell us he had a happy ending, "because they said so". Well, I didn't see him being happy, and knowing what i textually know i can empathise enough to say that he faced a miserable finish. Even Chuck got an end that was better than Cas' fate.
- Dean, given power to do anything he could dream of, chooses to not even greet Cas, after Cas gave his whole life to Dean, told him he loved him and died for him. I know some people consider the little smirk of Dean confirmation of his feelings, but let's be real for just a second. If someone you deeply loved for years confessed to you, told you they thought you don't love them back, you would be freaking running to see them and tell them how much you love them. That smirk to me reads as "I'm relieved to know you're not going to spend eternity in mega hell that i left you in" and we really need to stop giving credit to writers for scraps like this when it's the last episode ever and we know this isn't going anywhere.
Not to mention that by having Jack bring Cas back behind the scenes it just highlights the fact that Dean didn't ask him to do that in episode 19.
As result, I'm unable to look at any Destiel scene and not think "in here Cas already loved him and in here Dean already abuses the power he had over Cas, because of his one-sided love"
And yet, the episode and endgames for everyone (maybe not Sam, but he was seriously pinning for Dean his entire life. Wincest much?) managed to be so bad, that not even bringing Cas back or following up on Destiel would make a difference in my eyes. I know you believe that Destiel would save it, but for me as much as it would be a redeeming quality, it wouldn't be enough to save this awfulness that writer doomed characters with.
And all the Wincest scenes in the finale... I low key expected them to make out and it made me feel physically sick. Also, cutting Misha out because of coronavirus is a cheap excuse. We all know better than to believe that, so let's not fall for the self pity play from the abuser.
If you managed to stay with me till this point, thank you so much for hearing me out. I hope i didn't anger you with my monologue. I will always think of the lamp when i think of you. The reality is that you were the lamp for so many of us in this darkness.
Love you so much, wish all the best to you, take care of yourself and stay safe!
Oh my god, if I didn’t cry with the final, I definitely am crying now. And now I have to explain my partner why I’m staring at my laptop and sobbing ugly. What have you done? 
First of all, I hear you pain, my friend! I share it! I didn’t spend a second after the final without the feeling of my heart being shuttered into million pieces, being stitched back just to break again, and so on and so on. 
I had my first panic attack in two years yesterday, when I kept thinking about the message the show sent to the fandom via Dean’s fate. I have a few posts in my draft on the matter, but I am not sure I will ever share them, because it is one strong depresso, and I don’t think people following me should see how fucked up it really is (if they didn’t get it by themselves, of course). 
I want to remind you, my gentle soul, that the story belongs to us. We know Dean, we know Cas, we know Sam and others. We know that the final is not who they are! I know it’s hard to ignore the text, the canon, because it’s kinda godsent, but the truth is essential. And the final is not the truth.
The truth: 
Cas loves Dean, he sacrificed himself for him, he saved his life on multiple occasions, he told all those beautiful things and he meant every word.
Dean loves Cas, he was on his lowest every time he lost him, Cas was his “big win”, his best friend, his brother, his white light that lead him out of his anger, hatred and despair. He took a dog and called it Miracle, he was looking for a job to retire from hunting, he didn’t kill Chuck - all of that, because the sacrifice Cas made was not in vain! The message was clear. 
I choose to ignore the “Carry on”, the only attention it is going to get is me creating 20 more mails just to put a one star review there and to drop some more salty or bitter comments with it. Maybe I will read through some reviews, too, add them to my collection. 
Maybe I will one day write here an article from scriptwriting perspective how fucked up in was, because that’s what I can do about it, without throwing up. 
If you can’t ignore it, I understand it. It is painful, it is disrespectful, I hate it as much as you do, probably. 
If there’s anything I can do for you to feel better, just drop me a message, we can talk about it. I am on the lowest, too, but maybe we can help each other.
You say I was your lamp. Let me lead you our of the darkness one more time <3 
CW can suck my metaphorical dick (I’m tagging every angry post with it), but Supernatural is not just the show on CW, it’s a big family. 
And you can’t give up on it! You can’t give up on Dean and Cas, you can’t give up on Destiel! It’s so much bigger then the show itself.
Rediscover the show for yourself, remind yourself that Dean and Cas are real, it was never one sided, it was always something amazing. 
What is real? We are.
Don’t you ever change.
I rather have you, cursed or not.
It’s love, hun, and love always wins. 
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charlie-minion · 3 years
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charlie-minion(.)tumblr(.)com/post/635987979304943616/could-the-same-spn-finale-make-a-little-more-sense Hey Love! Thanks for such an amazing post! It was still hard for me personally to deal with it for many reasons, but when you mentioned "yeah well we gotta work around Dean dying so let’s work around Dean dying then, stay with me" i understood why u went where u went with it. I just wanted to ask your opinion/suggest/question few things if u don't mind. 1) I can see Dean's speech (1/9)
“If we don’t keep living, then all that sacrifice is gonna be for nothing” make sense, except in psychlogy grieving and remembering people who died is not the same as not letting go. I feel this point could be GREATLY improved if we saw some memorabilia in bunker around Cas (without Dean paying much attention to them or being sad about them (2/9)
[?Miracle running to him for cuddles with mixtape in mouth and Dean freaking out about how it’s the best dog ever cuz he loves Led Zeppelin or sth, idk I’m making it up as I go with examples, dont mind me?]) and would either see that Dean is still grieving while working on letting go (not bc he can’t let go, but because grieving is a process and IT IS HEALTHY to grieve. Too many ppl are shamed for needing time to heal(!!) while it’s actually personal and normal and we know Dean doesn’t (3/9)
just insta forget (from experience), and grieving has more to do with emotionality and less with not being able to let go). OR we could be shown in some way that more time passed and he did already get to heal from grief. That would save Dean from seeming suddenly uncaring and emotionless (especially while knowing Cas is in super hell for eternity, not just ‘dead whatever it means’, and considering Dean WAS in hell and knows it’s not ‘fun and games’) towards anyone who isn’t his brother. (4/9)
I realize episode is Sam centered, but this picks huge focus on Dean by omission. 2) I feel it doesn’t matter so much whether Sam picked phone to call as that he easily decided to give up on calling while he could still stay with Dean, listen to him and continue to make the call. That death took like 7-8 minutes of the episode. The phone should be left in the car for example, it being crushed during fight is lame and cheap, but any excuse would be better than (5/9)
“Ok I guess I’ll stop calling and let u die, don’t tell me I didn’t try”. 3) That whole “I love you so much” really hit me hard when I was watching, while I fully agree with the point you made, I feel like adding “so much” was just too passionate. As you said, he needs to say it to Sam before anyone else. "I love you, my baby brother” – second part already makes it valuable and emotional. It does no business being passionate. He is dying (for a while now) adding words that don’t (6/9)
need to be there makes viewer question “Is he rly going to die? He seems to have no problem flowering his words” and to me at least felt like going from 0 (unability to say ILY) to million which just took me from the situation totally as I was questioning if I’m watching the right show/character. It’s like if Dean went to Sam in episode 1 about finding his dad, we would be informed just how relations between Dean and John looks like, and next episode they would go for burgers (7/9)
and Dean would be like “Yeah I got bored of looking for him” and show would end… 4) Also MoTW not being from journal would make world of difference. That’s a callback that rly puts the story back to years before and Dean dying finishing his father’s job seems like a joke in rly bad taste. That’s all that crossed my mind I think. What do you think about those? Sorry for a long msg. I can try to send it via phone in one piece if you would rather. I’m really interested in your opinion on it. (8/9)
I know you were trying to fix stuff with as small changes as possible in your post, but I felt those also were just small things that would mean world to fans and story. Thank you so much for giving yself to the fandom, you’re my all time favourite writer since I remember <3 (9/9)
Hey! Sorry again, I'm the anon from yday with that long question. I just felt it was worth adding: "“Dean is focusing on the task at hand. His attitude, as Ackles puts it, is, “I’m not going to think about what I’ve lost. In turn, I’m just going to focus on what I can fix.” That leads Dean down what Ackles calls a “hopeless road.”" (it’s interview about s13). Just to point out hopelessness in stopping yself from thinking of who u lost to forcefully direct yself to the future. :D 
Hello, Nonnie! Sorry it took me so long to answer. The post you are referring to is this one: Could the same SPN finale make a little more sense with some additions/changes?
I didn’t write that as the kind of finale I would want. I did it to prove the finale could have been the same: pandering to general audience, w*ncest and destiel shippers alike, while still keeping some sort of logic regarding the build up of the story. It didn’t have to be so bad, but it was, and it looks intentionally bad, if I’m being honest. Maybe it was better that way, because it made it easier for us to simply ignore the existence of it. 
Regarding all the points you sent in your messages to me, I’m just gonna post them all together because they seem interesting, but I don’t really want to spend more time thinking about a finale that already hurt me enough. The only two posts I’ve written about the finale were for me to cope, to kinda heal and let it go. Now I just pretend it never happened. I’m glad you had some space to vent and I’m posting your messages so others can read the whole thing and maybe let comments if they want to agree or disagree, but that’s all I can do. 
Thank you for sharing your thoughts with me and the fandom as well. Everything that helps us heal is valid. *hugs*
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brimanatee13 · 5 years
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OCD
I fucking hate my OCD. I’m standing here haveibg a snack of peanut butter on a banana (big ED recovery win). I put the peanut butter jar down. Then move it because it doesn’t feel right. Then again. And again. Then I convinced yself that someone, somewhere is dying because I can’t get this peanut butter jar in the right place. That is OCD. Not fixing a crooked picture frame or having to have a perfectly sharp pencil. It’s real struggle. A mental battle. Knowing you are crazy but not being able to do anything about it.
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revenant-coining · 11 months
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Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay, is there any chance you could do BATIM Searcher pronouns 1st and 3rd (I think he/him is third), and titles?
Sincerely - 📯 Anon
here ya go !
1stpp: i/me/my/mine/myself
sea/search/searcher/seachine/searcherself
pa/path/find/findine/findself
se/seek/seeker/seekine/seekerself
i/in/ink/inkine/inkself
re/res/resi/resine/resiself
di/dye/dy/dyine/dyself
sli/me/slime/sline or slimine/slimeself
o/ooz/ooze/oozine/oozse;f
mi/mir/mire/mirine/mireself
pu/pudd/puddle/puddline/puddleself
🔍/🔍e/🔍y/🔍ine/🔍yself
🔎/🔎e/🔎y/🔎ine/🔎yself
✒️/✒️e/✒️y/✒️ine/✒️yself
3rdpp:
searcher/searcher/searchers/searchers/searcherself
pathfinder/pathfinder/pathfinders/pathfinders/pathfinderself
seeker/seeker/seekers/seekers/seekerself
ink/ink/inks/inks/inkself
resin/resin/resins/resins/resinself
dye/dye/dyes/dyes/dyeself
slime/slime/slimes/slimes/slimeself
ooze/ooze/oozes/oozes/oozeself
mire/mire/mires/mires/mireself
puddle/puddle/puddles/puddles/puddleself
🔍/🔍/🔍s/🔍s/🔍self
🔎/🔎/🔎s/🔎s/🔎self
✒️/✒️/✒️s/✒️s/✒️self
Titles:
the one who seeks
the one forever searching
the one who searches
the finder
the pathfinder
the inky one
the mire
‘one’ can be replaced with any noun; ‘the one’ can be replaced with any pronoun
@pronoun-arc , @reveningcontent
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jobpostings4 · 3 years
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thank fuck I can get onto a computer at the apple store I am dying as usual getting lost getting trick by the faggots who hurt me been in the hospital for months got arrested got beat up robbed raped everything you can think of I'm ready to end this I want to kill yself but I don't know how a tall building could work I aim so tired still living in shelter I haven thing at all no money no car nothing need my apartment now
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bladeofloyalty-blog · 6 years
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INTERVIEW QUESTION GALORE.
★ FILL IN THE QUESTIONS AS IF YOU ARE BEING INTERVIEWED FOR AN ARTICLE AND YOU WERE YOUR MUSE.
TAGGED BY: @ofsoulsborne.
TAGGING: STEAL IT! (@fulgurantfirstborn. >D)
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1. What is your name? "Ciaran.”
2. What is your real name? This question is stupid.
3. Do you know why you’re called that? "Bestowed by the Lord himself, named to be his ‘Little dark one.’, ‘tis an embodiment of shadow, the Sunlight’s darkness.”
4. Are you single or taken? “Irrelevant relationship is forbidden.”
5. What are your powers and abilities? "Darkness is my shield, poison is my weapon. Expert in duel-wielding. Excelled in the art of assassination.”
6. What color are your eyes? "Azure.”
7. Have you ever dyed your hair? "Unnecessary.”
8. Do you have any family members? "The Knights. Sif. && my beloved crow, Nochthitus.”
9. Do you have any pets? “Nochthitus.”
10. Tell me something you don’t like. "Myself.”
11. Do you have any hobbies or activities you do in your spare time? "Devoted to Sif && Nochthitus. Training. Enhancing weapons. Learning. Learning.”
12. Have you ever hurt anyone before? "Obligation. Yes.”
13. Have you…ever killed anyone? "Undoubtedly.”
14. What kind of animal are you? "Crow.”
15. Name your worst habits. "Poisoning myself.”
16. Do you look up to anyone? "Gwyn’s Firstborn. My Lady of Moonlight. My fellows Knights. Sif.”
17. Gay, straight, bisexual? "Bisexual.”
18. Do you go to school? "Self-taught. Experiences.”
19. Do you ever want to marry and have kids someday? "Do I, myself, deserve such blissful privilege? I think not.”
20. Do you have any fans? "No.”
21. What are you afraid of? "None to lose. None to love. None to fear.”
22. What do you usually wear? "My armour.” 
23. Do you love someone? "My..— Nevermind.”
24. What class are you? "Assassin.”
25. How many friends do you have? "A handful.”
26. What are your thoughts on pie? "Edible.”
27. Favorite drink "Everything is tasteless.”
29. What is your favorite place? "Giant Blacksmith’s forge.”
30. Are you interested in someone? She dares not confess.
31. What’s your dick size? "Watch thy tongue, beware of these impatient blades upon thy corpse soon.”
32. Would you rather swim in the lake or ocean? She doesn’t know how to swim.
33. What’s your ‘type’? "Why art thou interested in such trivial matter?”
34. Any fetishes? “Irrelevant.”
35. Top or bottom? Dominant or submissive? "Not interested.”
36. Camping, or indoors? "Camping.”
37. Are you waiting for this interview to be over? “Let’s get this over with.”
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mordenheim · 7 years
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Parasect
Day 12: 
Dear Journal, 
My parasect Slash and I have become inseparable. My recent bouts of insomnia have been taken care of by his gentle use of the Spore ability, letting my mind rest at ease for the first time in months. No more nightmares. My little friend has been a godsend since the day I caught him. Day 13: 
I awoke today feeling refreshed, but a little dehydrated. My mouth was dry as cotton and my tongue was stuck to the roof of my mouth. I had to drink so much water just to get satiated. We should be nearing a town soon. I'll pick up more fresh water there after I take Slash to the pokemon center.
Day 14: 
They kept Slash at the pokemon center. THey said there's something wrong withg him, his evolution didn't seem to be complete. They're keeping him under observation for a few days to see what they can do. In the meantime, theey suggested I train some of my other pokemon in the nearby woods, perhaps try to catch another parasect. I will go train, of course, but Slash is the only parasect for me. Day 15: 
The dreams I've had. Not nightmares per se, but the amazing, psychadelic dreams. Flowing colors and flashing lights, tunnels and tubes of rainbows. I awoke rested but dry... so very dry.. I thought I would never get enough to drink. I went by to visit Slash at the pokemon center, but Nurse joy told me that apparently something was very wrong with him and he had to be placed under quarantine. I scratched at the back of my head and shrugged. I told her that I was sure she could handle the situation and I looked forward to having my friend back soon. Day 16: 
SUch a headache this morning. I feel like I'm hing over, and I itch like mad. A shower in my room at the local hotel helped for a while, but... Maybe I'm allergic to the soap powder they're using here. No dreams last night, just pure, blank peace. Yet I still feel tired. I went by the pokemon center and there were several men in black suits standing around, talking to Nurse Joy. Deciding that she must be busy, I would just come back later. However as I write this, I'm just so sleepy. Maybe I'll try again tomorrow. Day 17: 
Horrible nightmares. I was walking through the city, but I couldn't stop, like someone else was in control. In the dark, I could seee perfectly. I looked through the back window of the pokemon center and I could see SLash in the darkness, locked in some sort of plastic box with ventilation tubes all over it. He was concious and alert, he seemed fine.. WHat was going on? I woke up in the lobby of the hotel, confused, dehydrated, and itching, always itching. There's a bump on the back of my head. I must have fallen while sleepwalking and hit it. When I got to the pokemon center, Nurse Joy told me that it was more serious than she thought and some specialists were coming to take Slash to a research center. I told her that they couldn't do that and I wanted my pokemon back. She just asked me to leave for now and we would talk later. I was agitated, angry, and tired. I wasn't thinking straight as I yelled at her. I immediately told her I was sorry, but she still looked angry with me. Day 18: 
Glimpses of... horrible nightmares. I was walking. There was broken glass, vines, fire and blood. So much blood. I dragged m,yself out of bed, itching the back of my head. THe bump was bigger. Should get it looked at. No... not important. Slash's pokeball was on the chair by my bed this morning. Looking out the wondow, I see the center. looks like a break-in.. I should go see what happened. No... not important. I should go get something to drink. It's later. I see them carrying a body from the burnt ruin of the center. I should go see who it is. No... not important. So thirsty all the time. Day 19: 
Let Slash out of his ball. Likes it better this way. He helps me sleep better. Such beautifuldreams. so thirsy all the time. Therte's a stream here that's clean I can drink from. Should go get more supplies from town. No... Not important. Let my other pokemon out to play. all look so tired. maybe take them to pokecenter. No... not important. Day wp: 
SLeepy and thirsy all time now. Slash stay with me, other pokes sleep now. Not waking up at all, so peaceful Little fuzzy things on their backs and heads. so funny. Little hungry now. No... not important. Dy ewoi: 
Hed heavy. so thirs... so hugry No... not important. Se peeple cloz Slas follow me. look sleepy. we help to sleep. IMPORTANT.
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