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anyone else have multiple traumatic memories associated specifically with holidays/family vacations? because that is a topic I never see discussed in all the So You Had A Shitty Childhood, Now What? self-help books i've been reading. but for me, it was a significant thing. and the more i think about it the more it seems like this would be an (unfortunately) common experience. would be grateful to hear if this matches other peoples' experiences...
#not a shitpost#serious post#ask to tag#tw trauma#cptsd#c-ptsd#and if so we should TALK about it#because it means there are a whole group of survivors out there whose mental health regularly worsens during holidays#like i know i am most certainly not the only person who feels an undefined Dread hanging over christmas/my birthday/july 4 etc#bc too many shitty things happened during those times and now my brain is hypervigilant bc traditionally these are the Danger Times#and this seems like it would be particularly common for survivors of abusive/dysfunctional households (aka most people with c-ptsd)#because holidays/vacations typically mean 1) the whole family is together/being forced to interact#2) and undergoing external stressors e.g. travel/relatives aka 'outsiders' visiting/routines & coping mechanisms being interrupted etc#3) there is social pressure for this to be a Fun Family Bonding Experience which only highlights the cracks in the foundation#and exposes the common Everything Is Fine/We Are A Happy Family lie#4) the cognitive dissonance of feeling tired/anxious/stressed/afraid during a time when you are 'supposed' to be Making Good Memories#and then everyone is angry/tired/anxious/triggered and things boil over and something or someone goes Very Wrong#weird that i'm posting this in october when halloween is...sort of the ONLY holiday i have only good and happy feelings towards#i got lucky there#also i have positive feelings towards Labor Day but that's for socialist reasons
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egophiliac · 4 months
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C'MON TO THE THEATER!
I love these guys so much. forget NRC, I want to attend their terrible disaster school for disaster children that might actually be plastered on top of the smoking remains of an actively sinking ship. I may or may not actually learn anything, but I will have the time of my life.
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tumbwr · 2 years
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do u ppl *think “etic” or “eee tee sea” **in your head when u read this? -> etc.
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ratcandy · 1 month
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alright baby after a full SEVEN HOURS, here's a rough little thing .
When I first got Shamura in my cult and realized they had seemingly completely lost their memories, I was just immediately reminded of this scene from Bojack Horseman and. well it plagued me for AGES until I finally went insane to make this thing.
'cause i mean . angsty ass men who have so much pent up rage towards a family member who treated them poorly but cannot properly express it due to said family member lacking any memory of it. amiright
some frames i like:
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ynks · 8 months
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emperor undying, john gaius
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nibeul · 2 months
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my little sun
[id: it’s a drawing of Obi Wan Kenobi and Anakin Skywalker pre Geonosis. Obi Wan—who is depicted as an Asian man with pale skin and black hair that is styled in his signature mullet—is the main focus of the drawing as Anakin’s—who is depicted as Black with brown skin and shoulder length locs—back is facing the viewer and his form is blurred. Though Obi Wan is the focus, he is gazing fondly at Anakin; he looks at him as if he had hung the stars in the sky. /end id]
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“tHiS iS nIcE iSnT it?!”
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abd-illustrates · 3 months
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I might’ve spoiled the plot of Natlan | Genshin Impact THEORY
In which I read so much lore that I gained the power to see the future (maybe) This ended up being a real challenge to make - but it was also really fun! Please do lemme know what you reckon of these ideas, and whether y’all wanna see me pattern-recognition my way into several corkboards worth of theories about any other topics sometime down the line! (^^)/
(also: HAPPY NEW YEAR! 🥳🎉 Here's wishing y'all every good thing for 2024)
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amoaxi · 9 months
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Someone should make a fanfic out of this and call it Papercuts.
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staryukis · 5 months
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for all that satoru plays around, you know he’s a lot smarter than most people give him credit for
he’s book smart, at least. the sciences and maths have always been a breeze — it’s quite literally innate for him, embedded in his limitless technique and the way it works. sometimes you still question the physics behind it, but he makes it sound so easy to understand, even if it is still quite complex
you joke with him a little bit sometimes, calling him a nerd when he goes on another one of his tangents about how his technique works, and he gets all pouty and a little flustered when you do this. it’s cute
“okay so, take this piece of paper,” he starts, totally unprompted, just because he truly, genuinely loves boiling down physics concepts into bite-size pieces. he gets giddy and his hands move around wildly as he talks, something he does naturally whenever he’s excited to share something with you. “-and draw two dots, one on each end. they’re quite far from each other, no? well, that represents the regular distance between two objects in a space, unless the dots move across the paper on their own, the distance is fixed. you can’t make the paper smaller… unless you’re me,” he wiggles his eyebrows playfully, his cheekiness knows no bounds
you nod your head as he speaks, having heard a million different versions of this already, but you think it’s endearing how wide his eyes get when he talks about it, so you let him continue anyway. “now, obviously, negative distances and negative numbers can’t be manifested in a physical setting under normal circumstances. but the way ‘blue’ works, it forces a negative distance onto an existing space, and it attracts the two objects together because the very fabric of space itself is forced to compensate for the change,” he explains, and then he picks up the paper, holding each end and he folds it over, so the dots are now next to each other. “it kind of distorts the space and bends it like this, so the dots themselves didn’t move, the space just bent and brought them closer together. isn’t that so cool?”
the boyish grin on his face when he finished talking makes you want to pinch his cheeks affectionately, and he swats at your hand with his own when you do this, his face tinting a soft pink with the way he blushed. “you’re such a nerd sometimes, ‘toru. it’s cute” you said with an endearing grin, and the way his face flushed a deeper red made you want to squish him again (lovingly)
. . . ⇢ masterlist
this was a teeny bit inspired by this post from @svftackerman. i love dumb geniuses <3
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avassharpe · 10 months
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That Look™ 1.08 | 2.01 | 2.05
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mephistopheles · 5 months
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the fact that shakespeare wrote hamlet BY HAND
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yakny · 4 months
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ERROR! THIS OPERATING SYSTEM DOES NOT SUPPORT OLDER VERSIONS OF 'SELF'.
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welcometogrouchland · 2 months
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I've been binging Batman Beyond recently (Terry ily so much) and thought about how- bc of the JLU twist which I think isn't even canon to the comics BB verse but shhh bare with me- he'd technically be Damian's half brother??? Which is just so ridiculously soap opera to me. I need them to interact in a silly time travel adventure so bad you don't even understand (ID in alt)
#dc comics#damian wayne#terry mcginnis#batman beyond#batman and robin#mine#also feat the mild damian uniform redesign i like playing around with. it's fun i like her. i love u classic robin colours#the backstory for this image in my mind is that Terry knows of Damian/has maybe met him#in the future (whether we're going w the rebirth ''damian rejoins the league'' angle that i. don't love conceptually but can't judge-#-bc i haven't read. or if we go w/ some other potential future route for damian) and Terry is like. experiencing whiplash at meeting him-#-as robin. like you are 5 feet tall why r u so bossy. where is your dad good god. this is why i don't have a robin (?this is pre matt-robin)#but Terry's in an unfamiliar time trying not to cause a paradox so he puts aside his indignitude(?) at being bossed around by a kid#just long enough to make sure nothing goes horrifically wrong. hence this image takes place#<- i could've been a lot more eloquent explaining this but it's very late and i should've been asleep ages ago#anyway. absolutely crazy to me that Damian has had multiple flavours of secret brother plots and terry is a potential addition. rip damian#(also in my ideal future damian took up the nightwing mantle (EVERYONE READ NIGHTWING MUST DIE!!!) before retiring(#idk what his future career is. lowkey hes a webcomic artist in my brain but that's so horrendously self indulgent i can't condone it#also i decided to try my hands at lineart again. evil. how are you so stiff looking and difficult to do. waughh#anyway if things look weird. no they don't
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formula1forfishsticks · 3 months
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INSANE THE WAY HE SQUINTS AND DOES THE HEADSHAKE AFTER THE SHOT
AND THEN THAT HUG AND LIKE CHEST PAT AFTERWARD????
Party Lando will be the death of me I swear
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ssstrawberryflowers · 5 months
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another date, this time with ferrie
+croissants that shall unfortunately be given to filth
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