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I’m going to post separately because I don’t want to keep hijacking the interview quote that someone who clearly loved the show posted.
When TFATWS first ended I was disappointed, but not resentful. Sam and Bucky got where they needed and Anthony and Sebastian looked like they genuinely enjoyed the time making it. There was healing, albeit a bit awkwardly rushed in episode 5, but it got both the characters to a better place than at the start.
Then I watched interviews about the creative process and I haven’t stopped fuming since. Skogland freely admits that she had no idea about the characters or the story before she came in to pitch her idea, which was simply “this is the most important story of the century”. Which of course it is, but her wording gives a sense of how she approached the telling - she is using the characters to tell a particular story, rather than telling a story about the characters while addressing those same issues they want to convey.
Now there’s nothing wrong with writing a story around the portrayal of a social issue, particularly one as topical as TFATWS did. But crafting a story around an idea, then using established characters takes a level of finesse that neither Skogland nor Spellman had - as well as a level of love and respect for the characters’ histories that neither of them cared about.
The level of pain on Sam’s face when he heard about Isaiah being imprisoned and experimented on for 30 years is completely undermined by his lack of empathy for Bucky - who was imprisoned and experimented on for 70 years. We can meta the heck out of those scenes (and I have - check my AO3/shameless plug) but it doesn’t change the sense that the intention of the creators was to make us horrified at the the prolonged victimisation of a black man, while at the same time minimising a very similar victimisation of a white man. Throughout the series, Sam empathises immensely with Isaiah and Karli, but barely sympathises with Bucky and John Walker - while pre-TFATWS Sam definitely would because managing vets with PTSD was his line of work.
As someone who enjoys writing stories, I know how hard it is to use the "connect the dots" method of story writing, because it's always hard to connect dramatic scenes in a logical way that works within the world and for the characters. Civil War did it with some success, but here the creators were barely trying. I also know that as a writer you need to be very cautious about your biases, because it's so tempting to always keep your favourite character in the best possible light which inevitably means another character will have to do all the problematic things to push the plot along or create conflicts. This is the sense I'm getting with TFATWS and that's what irks me the most. It just reeks of lazy, biased writing, because half the time it completely broke Bucky's character and didn't make sense for his motivations. Keeping Sam "in the best possible light" also meant he avoided conflicts at all costs which ironically made him come across like a pushover who sympathised more with his enemy than his friends and allies.
I might come across sounding like I hate Sam but I don't - otherwise I wouldn't have just written 16k words from his POV. I hate what they've turned both him and Bucky into for TFATWS, by using him to sell a particular story without making the story about him, as it really should have been. And let's face it, Sam-Bucky only worked because of Stackie's amazing chemistry, because as much as Anthony waxes lyrical about the "tenderness" and "bro code" between Sam and Bucky, I definitely couldn't see it on screen for the first 4.5 episodes until they suddenly became a married couple in episode 5.
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Cloud had every opportunity to validate his relationship between he and Tifa. He doesn’t tell aerith who he gave the flower to and when aerith asks if tifa is his girlfriend he’s quick to say no and when she says “she’s something special, right?” And he says “it’s not like that” that doesn’t sound like someone who’s in love... yet when Tifa questions the relationship he has with aerith, he can’t even answer... As a cloti fan I don’t think I can shobghis anymore... 😔
Ok, let’s breakdown how Cloud’s behaviour works again.
Not that some people understand that having mental illness and crafting a false persona to protect their own psyche means they do things that are contradictory to their own true feelings at times. They seem to think SOLDIER Cloud is another way of saying “He’S jUsT zAcK”. Which isn’t that at all and they need to stop purposely misunderstanding the point.
SPOILERS FOR CLOUD’S ENTIRE BACKSTORY.
Cloud: introverted, socially awkward, no father figure, low self-esteem, lives in a very small town with little culture and few kids his age. Of those kids, the majority don’t like him because they’re assholes (yeah I said it).
Tifa: childhood friend and crush, who isn’t an asshole to him because she’s a literal fucking sweetheart (don’t even try and @ me). Shy, reserved, polite, kind, also can be reckless af.
Age 8, Tifa’s mother dies and she gets it into her head that she can go visit her at the top of mt Nibel because that’s where she gets the impression the lifestream touches the planet.
Cloud (9), follows her and her friends up the mountain and stays with her as they chicken out. He and Tifa have an accident, which results in Tifa being unconscious for 7 days. During that time she’s unconscious (but yknow some ppl say she should’ve still cleared up the misunderstanding WHILE UNCONSCIOUS, despite never learning of it even after she woke up), her friends throw Cloud under the bus to her father as the reason why she went there. Tifa’s father puts all the blame for it on him (douchebag move, but he’s an upset parent who’s just lost his wife and now doesn’t know if his daughter will live or die. I’m not excusing him, but he’s got reasons other than “let’s victimise Cloud”.) Tifa’s father tells Cloud that if he isn’t capable of protecting her then he should keep his distance.
Cloud resolves to become stronger and thanks to Stamp propaganda and Sephiroth hero worship he decides to become a SOLDIER.
Tifa never says anything about this being what she wants. She likes Cloud just as he is.
Skip forward a few years and Cloud’s 14, has kept his word not to hang out with Tifa, not that it stops her wanting his attention.
The promise scene occurs, where Cloud tries to get Tifa to admit she likes him and Tifa gets Cloud to promise to return to town just once so she can see him again (because these idiots have no idea they mutually like each other in a romantic sense).
Skip forward another 2 years.
Cloud (16) isn’t a SOLDIER, but he’s got to go to Nibelheim with Zack and Sephiroth. He hides from Tifa, ashamed that he isn’t the man he promised he’d become.
Tifa (15) who’s massively disappointed Cloud wasn’t with them, ends up seriously injured by Sephiroth after he loses his marbles.
Cloud appears and saves her, killing Sephiroth.
Zangan takes Tifa away from Nibelheim - and good thing too or she’d have ended up a test subject with the others.
Cloud and Zack are stuffed in chambers to be experimented on.
4 years go by and Zack saves Cloud who’s suffering mako poisoning. They make it to Midgar, which takes around a year, where Zack then dies, leaving his sword to Cloud.
Cloud still suffering from mako poisoning and now also with PTSD and all his other previous issues, shambles into Midgar where Tifa finds him.
Here’s the bit people like to misunderstand.
Cloud is infected with Jenova cells, which warp his perception and make him susceptible to Sephiroth’s control. (This is proven by a moment at the end of the game where Cloud’s hand twitches in response to Sephiroth asking for his help)
Zack told Cloud a lot of stories, both before he was poisoned and after. These combined with Jenova’s mind warping, the mako poisoning itself and Cloud’s own severe trauma allowed him to craft a false persona for himself, which he needed to protect his real psyche from a further mental breakdown.
Cloud is a mentally ill protagonist.
Cloud uses the SOLDIER persona he’s crafted as a shield to function in daily life. He’s unaware of what he’s done. He believes SOLDIER!Cloud is the only psyche. We get to see real!Cloud on screen at the beginning of Chapter 8 asking SOLDIER!Cloud if he’s ok. Real!Cloud specifically refers to the childhood event on mt Nibel with Tifa where he “got away with scraped knees”. SOLDIER!Cloud doesn’t know what he’s talking about because it’s a real!Cloud memory and not one he’s privy to. Any time SOLDIER!Cloud tries reconnecting to his true self he ends up in pain. He’s not ready to be whole yet.
Behind the shield is an emotionally stunted, very ill man who spent four years as a lab rat, suffered countless traumas, witnessed his home burned and saw the girl he loved stabbed. The real Cloud is a weak, flawed human being who isn’t in a good enough head space to function, let alone do all the things that’s needed of him during events in the game.
Cloud doesn’t think he’s Zack. The only time that argument can even be used is in a 23 year old game that has clear script problems all over the place. That information is outdated and been debunked several times over.
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Now, onto the points you raised.
Cloud cannot connect his real persona and the feelings he has for Tifa with this false persona he has. The SOLDIER persona acts as both a shield and a wall preventing things from affecting the real!Cloud behind it. Nothing gets in or out. That’s why Cloud can’t articulate his feelings for Tifa. It’s not because he doesn’t feel anything for her, it’s because he can’t connect to those feelings until after he’s reunited the fractured parts of his psyche -- which only happens because of Tifa during the lifestream sequence. It’s then he’s able to get back in touch with those feelings and express them. It’s not because they don’t exist. He never, at any point, in 7R says he doesn’t have feelings for Tifa. He says she’s not his girlfriend - fact, she isn’t. He says in response to Aerith asking “she’s someone special” that “it’s not like that” but then gets cut off, like every other point in the game where he’s about to try and explain his feelings. He doesn’t know how he feels because those feelings belong to real!Cloud and not SOLDIER!Cloud. We get a clear view of how Real!Cloud feels about Tifa during the plate fall. At several points, the urge to comfort Tifa is seen. That’s not SOLDIER!Cloud’s urge, it’s real!Cloud’s. When he sees her crying during Jessie’s cut scene, when he sees her on her knees at the top of the plate, when his hand twitches as Barret hugs her. All of these are canon non-optional moments that build a picture of real!Cloud wanting to express his feelings to Tifa, but not being able to. The resolution is the culmination of those feelings. He takes his time hugging her back because the SOLDIER persona is trying to protect him still, but the real!Cloud breaks through long enough to hug her. And he does so hard because he needs comfort. He’s gone through so much that he’s broken inside. That’s why he hugs her until it hurts. Because he hurts.
His response to Tifa’s question about Aerith isn't shipping. Tifa’s first words when she wakes are an urgent affirmation to get home and save the slum. Cloud agrees. She then asks Cloud how he knows Aerith, after expressing concern she'll get hurt by going with them. Tifa and Cloud are eco terrorists and as far as she knows Aerith is a normal girl. Nobody would want a civilian dragged into danger. And Cloud has been in Midgar for four days and spent most of them with Avalanche and Tifa. She's curious how they're friends because she knows Cloud isn't a people person. Cloud explains Aerith saved him, but when? It's clearer in the JP because the phrasing is that Cloud was in the kind of danger that worries Tifa. She wants to know what kind of danger Cloud would get into that he couldn't handle. Well he's not talking physical danger. He's talking about how Aerith helped him save Tifa. Because that's the kind of dork he is. He's referring to the phrase Aerith said to Sam about making sure Cloud wouldn't have to live without Tifa. That's what he means by her saving his life. Because he can't live without Tifa. So, it's obvious why that's not made a bigger deal of in disc one.
He doesn’t tell Aerith who he gave the flower to because it’s none of her goddamn business. She’s a stranger being nosy. He’s got no obligation to tell her what he did with it. If someone you met twice start sticking their nose in your personal business you’d be cagey too. That’s a meaningless moment that certain people cling to because they’re idiots.
Sorry, this got long. Hope it clears a few things up though. I probably missed a few details here and there.
TLDR: Cloud has mental illness and isn’t capable of love due to a fractured psyche, so can’t answer anyone when they ask.
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New Post has been published on https://toldnews.com/world/obituary-kim-bok-dong-the-south-korean-comfort-woman/
Obituary: Kim Bok-dong, the South Korean 'comfort woman'
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South Korean campaigner Kim Bok-dong has died at the age of 92
The coffin passed the Japanese embassy in Seoul, accompanied on its final journey by mourners waving banners and holding yellow butterflies.
Cries of “Japan must apologise” rang out above the crowd, while others quietly sobbed.
It was not your usual funeral procession. But then, Kim Bok-dong was not your usual woman, and this was her final act of resistance against a country which had stolen so much from her.
Kim was one of thousands of so-called “comfort women” rounded up by the Japanese army and forced to work as sex slaves for years on end.
She died on Monday, at the age of 92, without ever receiving the apology she wanted; still railing against the injustice; still angry with Japan for taking the life she could and should have had.
“I was born a woman,” she said, “but I never lived as a woman.”
‘I had to comply’
It took Kim Bok-dong almost 40 years to find the strength to tell her story.
She was just 14 when the Japanese soldiers arrived at her family’s home in Yangsan, South Gyeongsang. They said she was needed to work in a factory. If she did not come, they warned her mother, the family would suffer.
But Kim was not taken to work in a factory. Instead, the teenager found herself transported to one of hundreds of “comfort stations” set up by the Japanese Imperial Army across the territory it had seized.
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These “stations” were, in reality, brothels where some estimate as many as 200,000 women were forced to work as sex slaves.
Kim, who should still have been in school, was among them.
Her young age did not go unnoticed after she arrived in China.
“When they found out I was only 14, they talked among themselves saying ‘Isn’t she too young?’,” she told YouTube channel Asian Boss during an interview in October 2018.
Apparently, it was not a problem. She was sent to start work.
“The first time, I got dragged into one of the rooms and beaten up a bit,” she recalled. “So I had to comply.”
Afterwards, she said, the bed sheets were covered in blood. It was too much to bear, and she decided there was only one way out.
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These Korean women were found by US Marines at a “comfort station” in China in April 1945
Using the little money she had been given by her mother, she and two others convinced a cleaner to buy them a bottle of the strongest alcohol they could find.
They drank until they passed out, but it wasn’t enough. The three girls were found, and their stomachs were pumped.
When Kim finally woke up, she made a choice – no matter what happened, she would live to tell the tale.
‘How could I tell anyone?’
The Japanese Imperial Army first introduced the idea of “comfort stations” in the early 1930s. It was supposed to stop their soldiers going on “raping sprees”, and keep them free of sexually transmitted diseases.
In the beginning, it is thought they used prostitutes. But as Japan’s military grew, so did demand. Eventually, they turned to slavery.
The men, Kim Bok-dong later recalled, would line up outside, waiting their turn.
South Korea’s comfort women struggle to be heard
Japan revisionists deny WW2 sex slave atrocities
Weekends were particularly dreadful. On Saturdays, she would work for six hours, the men arriving one after the other. On Sundays, it was nine hours.
Sometimes she would see almost 50 men in a day. Some days, she lost count. By the time her “shift” ended, she could barely stand up or walk.
Kim was moved from station to station, and in 1945 she found herself in Singapore. The Japanese began to move Kim and the other comfort women out of the brothels. Kim found herself working as a nurse, still waiting for rescue.
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After first telling her story in 1992, she became a dedicated justice campaigner
It was 1947 when she was finally brought home to South Korea. She didn’t know how long she had been gone; she also didn’t know how to find the words to explain what had happened to her.
“How could I have told them about my experiences?” she asked. “I had things done to me that were unfathomable.”
She wasn’t alone in her silence, as the University of Connecticut’s Alexis Dudden explains.
“I think her history following her return to Korea is a really good explanation of the double victimisation of those who survived,” the history professor said. “There was not space in this society for the women to go public.”
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Kim did find her voice though, a few years after her return. Her mother wanted her to marry, and she felt she had to explain why she would not.
“I confessed that, given all the abuse done to my body, I didn’t want to screw up another man’s life,” she told Asian Boss.
Her mother, she said, became distressed. Unable to share her daughter’s secret, she died shortly afterwards of a heart attack. Kim believed it was the pain of the secret which killed her.
‘It’s not about money’
It would take decades for Kim Bok-dong to talk again about what happened to her. She moved to Busan, where she ran a successful fish restaurant.
And then Kim Hak-sun came forward, sharing her own story of being imprisoned as a “comfort woman” by the Japanese in China – the first South Korean victim to break her silence so publicly. It was 1991. By March 1992, Kim Bok-dong had come forward to tell the world her account.
“She had incredible strength – she was a survivor,” says Prof Dudden, who first met her more than two decades ago. “She came forward to tell her truth. That is when she makes her mark on the page.”
Her story would not just impact her fellow survivors in South Korea, though. It would bring together survivors from around the world – including women in Vietnam who had been attacked by South Korean soldiers during the US war. In 2014, she set up The Butterfly Fund to support fellow victims.
“The survivors of sexual violence in conflict from the Democratic Republic of the Congo and Uganda, address Kim Bok-dong… as ‘our hero’, ‘our mama’, and ‘our hope’,” a spokesman for The Korean Council for Justice and Remembrance for the Issues of Military Sexual Slavery by Japan recalls.
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Supporters marched alongside her coffin as it made its final journey through Seoul
Kim did not just share her story. When she had money, she gave it. In 2015, she started a scholarship for children in conflict regions with her own money. The fact her own education had been cut so short was a regret until the end of her life. When it became clear she was dying of cancer in 2018, she began to give away what little money remained.
But through all this – speaking around the world, campaigning outside the Japanese embassy every Wednesday – she still did not get the apology she felt she and the other victims deserved.
She was derisive of the 2015 deal between the Japanese and South Korea, which saw her former captors pay 1bn yen ($8.3m, £5.6m) to fund victims.
What Kim wanted – what she was fighting for – was a full admission of guilt. Some still allege the women were not forced to work in the stations.
“We won’t accept it even if Japan gives 10bn yen. It’s not about money. They’re still saying we went there because we wanted to,” Kim told lawmakers in 2016.
South Korea’s President Moon Jae-In has since said he will renegotiate the fund, focusing more on the victims.
But it came too late for Kim. As she lay taking her final breaths, she expressed “strong anger” towards Japan, her friend Yoon Mee-Hyang told reporters. As Prof Dudden puts it, she “died screaming”.
But her legacy will not be lost. In among the crowd at her funeral was Kim Sam, 27, who first met Kim “sitting up straight even in the rain as she spoke about her struggle”.
“Upright, dignified – that’s how she always was, first as a victim and later as a human rights activist,” she recalled.
“She’s a role model I respect the most.”
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2018--SEPT-18th-2018-Tuesday---ANOTHER day in this hellhole area and I wish I was dead or far far away with dear Fliss.
2018--SEPT-18th-2018-Tuesday---ANOTHER day in this hellhole area and I wish I was dead or far far away with dear Fliss.
The criminal abo's have gone (for now) as I've written about in my blog for so long, and just like I sid it would do...EXACTLY like I said it would do, other shit has been going on by the enemies/allies of the abo's, the other crims and shitheads and worst people.
I wish I was dead.
Or REALLY I deeply wish I with dear Fliss far far away and safe away from this hellhole.
I'm NOT going to tell you the shit of today....I wrote about and talked about it all in real life so much of it before and NOBODY believed me in real life either as fucking usual......
You think Balga in Western Australia used to be bad? - Well this shitty place trumps that shitty place as it was back then when it was REALLY bad.......
And they say that Balga has been 'reformed' and has become 'better' too....
Meanwhile, this fucking hellhole is now moving into it's summer cycle of shit.
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Poor Sam and especially poor Max have become VERY traumatised today. I'm NOT going to tell you why but THIS FUCKING HELLHOLE AREA has so much to do with it all, and the fact dear Fliss has abandoned us all in this hell...
Terrible bad headache now...and the doctors refuse to believe me when I tell them what causes it...THEY HAVE NO IDEA and this hellhole is totally beyond their comprehension of existence. And so does Police and authorities.
Anytime I tell them anything they just mutter, 'awhhh, but that's nothing'...(because THEY live in such great places and with no problems and can dispense false wisdom and pathetic judgement and be paid for doing so....)
The usual 'Watcher' was around the area and streets early this morning, chain smoking and taking e-notes...and was so engrossed in everything that the Watcher on her e-device (maybe even just playing sudoku perhaps as she works?), just slowly toddled on by and no doubt wrote that everything is AOK in this fucking hellhole...as the Watcher also passes a house with a car that's a wreck now and VERY heavily vandalised and smashed up (by aboriginals) in somebodies front yard behind their hedge fence...it USED to be a valid undamaged car...so was the house.......so many houses.....
The nights are very cold, there is no rain, but there is massive condensation on everything each and every overnight and morning, so much so that it's as if it has rained with freezing cold water.
I was hoping for a double fatality today.......two were sitting down smoking for ages LITERALLY RIGHT NEXT TO A GAS METER BOX........pity it didn't happen.....
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And a black feral cat (AGAIN) has been invading this yard and upsetting me, Sam & Max, and attacking native birds, and lurking about on all shed rooftops then noisily jumping over fences if seen with a loud clatter and scraping of claws on metal roofs.......
Don't get me wrong....I love cats. - But not the fuckwits who leave them go utterly feral, and leave them to roam in everyones yards pissing and shitting and fouling EVERYTHING.....and spreading disease......
This fucking hellhole.......
The closer I ever get to ever getting out of this hellhole, the more I'm assailed as well as any of my loved ones. This also terribly affected my dear Mother here. (and it assailed dear Fliss too, adding to her problems, ALL WHICH I WAS BLAMED...)
Dear Fliss refused to listen to me tell her all about it all. She always thought I was lying. I never ever was. She has NEVER met somebody as sincere as me, and I daresay is (living?) with other fuckwits now and living a life of being a fuckwits mole, probably pregnant or with a demented child just to get government money so it can be used for booze and other shit. Days and months and years of demented satisfaction I'm sure.....how well she must be doing?
How can I know ANYTHING when she refuses to talk with me or anything and has been like that for so long?
After she left, I beseeched her for us to get back together and for us her loved ones here to get out of this hellhole and join her and live the life we had been denied for so long, which was worsened by her mental and physical conditions which got worse after we were a couple here in Western Australia and which I got blamed for......fuck that. - I get blamed for fucking everything, and that has been the case all my fucking life and I never ever get any breaks or good luck in my life.....
I thought being with dear Fliss as a couple was the gods bestowing upon me good fortune and love....but what a fucking fool I was.....it was just a prelude to utter fucking hell...again which I got blamed for......
Hell my poor dear innocent very gentle and very kind mother also was terribly and unfairly assailed with before she died....
Dear Fliss has medically certified conditions that she and her family keep very secret...but I loved her for all of dear Fliss.....but I never knew the hell it was going to destroy me and us with. She blamed all and everything of all our terribel woes on that damend medical problem(s) but Fliss kept all that blame internal inside herself and kept blaming herself and it all made dear Fliss so much very very worse and self-destroying to her....and us...and everything......and she certainly never ever deserved all that shit at all.....
Dear Fliss struggled terribly with herself and everything, and I helped her get so much better, but then she got worse and I got fucking blamed...and no doubt I'm still being fucking well blamed.
She has.....
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hashimoto's_thyroiditis
Brought on from an vicious terrible criminal attack (long before I ever met her or knew of her) from vicious Aboriginals on the other side of Australia (on the east side) that physically beat her so badly that she could have died it was so severe and which severly damaged and set her thyroid into dying within her body...subsequently bringing on a raft of other things poor Fliss suffered from.
But I LOVED dear Fliss and still do.
And I protected her against any and everything and everyone. And I supported her in anything that she did....MORE than anyone KNOWS......
And do you know what I got for all that? - For me to fuck off and die after being destroyed after she fled from me here in an episode where she went mentally right out of her senses......
So much I explained in my blog in so many posts, but I've deleted all that because NOBODY FUCKING BELIEVED ME OR HELPED ME AND DEAR FLISS GET TOGETHER AGAIN......since dear Fliss left us here in this fucking hellhole....
I've got a terrible headache as I type this directly, which is caused from what's been going on in this hellhole area again.
No good telling anyone, NOBODY FUCKING BELIEVES.....
Like all those aboriginals recently drowning themselves in Perth...it's like that and even if I told anybody what was going to happen beforehand nobody would fucking believe me so fuck you world......
Here at this hellhole, I've told people and authorties so much and for so long and in detail and with details and with information they had NO IDEA of and could NOT possibly figure out for themselves..but even WITH all that, they STILL refuse to believe anything......just flat-out refused then and for so long......
I've long since stopped doing any of that.
Fuck YOU.
When the next major things start going on again, or when the next spate of shit starts going on again, do NOT look to me for the information and pattern-filling you so fucking well very surely do lack in abundance.
Fuck YOU.
Even today I have seen it all starting again.....STARTING AGAIN....
Shit I deleted would have shown it's not just one-off things.....but FUCK YOU.
I keep trying to be open and explantory and helpful and friendly but THAT gets me absolutely nothing but to be forever victimised and be a victim.....
FUCK YOU.
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Poor Max VERY VERY VERY UPSET. And injured.
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Poor Sam VERY VERY upset.
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The chicken is on its way to dying and upset and all alone and lonely. The chicken that dear Fliss saved and loved. (despite it being a wacky chicken)
Fliss saves nobody and nothing now I expect....and others will applaude her for being that way since it fits in with THEIR selfish own pithy lives ethos.....the so much they keep hidden and unknown about.....
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Fate keeps tearing and ripping at me body & soul and to my loved ones.......and I'm supposed to be 'thankful' for all that and say nothing?
FUCK YOU.
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I love you dear Fliss and want to be with YOU. Just as you promised me. Just as you promised us. Just as you promised yourself.
Or are you lying to yourself and to all others again and so destroying us all and yourself?
To everyone else, yes you too dear Cath in Queensland, you all have no idea.......
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And of course as I type this right now, the shitty loud low flying planes fly right over this hovel......
So much for sleep again....
And every plane is as a dagger to my heart, mind, and soul and to dear Sam and dear Max since we think dear Fliss is returning to us.....just as she did before after a bout of her terrible afflictions........
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FUCK HAVING ANY GOOD MEMORIES!
The sooner I have NONE at all of anything the better.
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OTHER shit has been occuring......
Not telling you......
NONE of it good.....
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Oh...and Tumblr now fucks me around....again......how utterly NOT surprising....
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2018-08(JUL)-034rd--Wednesday-AM--mad loud yelling out by abo woman?--Max is VERY vicious at me after that--THIS HELLHOLE.
2018-08(JUL)-034rd--Wednesday-AM--mad loud yelling out by abo woman?--Max is VERY vicious at me after that--THIS HELLHOLE.
AFTER I had fed dear Sam and dear Max some of my breakfast/lunch, let them outside, and brought them back inside again because it's about to pour down with rain, all was peaceful and I was going to lay down in bed because I have had so very very very little sleep again.
I had to clean up a LAKE of Max's pee because imbecile Robert does NOT let the dogs outside at all, ever. - He victimises and torments them and locks them out of his own room. When he is cooking (for hours) in the kitchen, he sools out the poor dogs completely despite their water bowl being in the kitchen and they need water.
AND he steals my food that I can barely afford to pay for myself. Whether it's in the kitchen, the pantry cupboard or anywhere.
AND HE NEVER EVER FEEDS THE DOGS.
Noe lets them outside to do their ablutions or if he does he hurries them up just before he is about to leave for work and so they dont; have time to do everything....and so poor Max fouls inside the house which I HAVE TO KEEP CLEANING UP AND WHICH I GET BLAMED FOR HAPPENING.
He has trained poor Max to be like this. He gets outside and doesn't do anything. Comes inside and fouls the inside of this tiny house, but imbecile Robert has gone for work and just laughs. And he makes sure his bedroom door is closed to keep it from getting fouled.
I suspect he has GREATLY ABUSED poor Sam and poor Max when I am not here, such as when I was in hospital with injuries. Perhaps he is STILL doing so on a daily basis, especially she he literally takes over the entire small kitchen on Sundaysand spends MANY HOURS cooking up and distilling down masses of food to mush, which he then puts into plastic containers and puts them HOT into the fridge (making the other fridge contents all get hot and spoil including milk), then he just leaves them and each day he removes a tiny bit out of them each early morning and carts it away with him to eat for his lunch at his mysterious 'work' that he refuses to tell me of (and has done so for YEARS....try bullshitting yourself that he is 'normal'), and he does that just so he doesn't have to pay for any lunch at all.
And in essence he has trained the poro dogs, especially poor Max to be vicious.
Dear Fliss several times over years said to me in private, "Robert scares me." - Whenever I would ask her what she was talking about, dear Fliss refused to tell me ANTHING. (THIS IS ABSOLUTE TRUTH). - And when I got upset and demaned to nkow if Robert had threatend her or whatever, then Fliss absolutely refused to talk to me. - And Robert refuses to talk to me at all about ANYTHING and has done so for YEARS and has been that way deranged for YEARS. - AGAIN, NOBODY BELIEVES ME. I HAVE LONG GIVEN UP TRYING TO TELL ANYONE ABOUT HIS INSANITY. AND HIS VIOLENCE. ALL I EVER FUCKING GET IS BEING FALSLEY ACCUSED BY IGNORANT OTHERS THAT I'M LYING...SO FUCK OFF!
There has been some days when I awaken and find poor Max so utterly upset and scared to leave his dog mat in the living room next to Fliss's chair, that I have to entice him outside with poor Sam just so he can do his ablutions. Por Max is SO SCARED AND TERRIFIED that he often refuses to come outside with Sam and Me, stays inside, and when we return inside this house, poor Max has peed all over the house in a lake of pee because he was so desperate to go. I do NOT chastise him, to do so would make him angry and vicious. But I DO make it known that what he has done is WRONG. -- Then poor Sam gets upset, then Max gets more upset and becomes vicious, they both start growling, endless escalating cycle of HELL.
I AM IN HELL. POOR SAM AND POOR MAX ARE IN HELL.
Even though poor Sam and poor Max and I protect this house from the rampant criminals about this hellhole, (many/most of them criminal aboriginals), he manically keeps his belongings just for the use of himself. (he actually keeps IN HIS BEDROOM masses of kitchen appliances and knives and forks and utensils JUST so he can bring them out for HIMSELF.)
I fucking HATE telling anyone any of this REAL and TRUTHFUL shit because NOBODY BELIEVES ME. THEY REFUSE TO BELIEVE THAT ANYONE COULD BE LIKE HIM...AND SO I GET BLAMED. - WELL FUCK OFF! - I'm SO sick of telling the TRUTH about any and EVERYTHING and suffering because I tell the truth.....so FUCK OFF!!
Today I got some plain rolls and had some cheese slices that were about to go out of date soon next week.
I shared eating them with dear Sam and dear Max AFTER I had eaten of course. I went to the toilet. Then I took dear Sam and dear Max outside for them to do the same. I let them back inside, it looked about to pour down with rain again, and I set about cleaning up all the mess made by them.
As I was outside, I heard a womans voice LOUDLY YELLING OUT AND SWEARING CLOSEBY.
It was either across the road at he 'Maddies' house which has criminal aboriginals and others in it, or across the road where other aborignals live, or just two houses beyond that at the corner shops.......11am is the criminals 'breakfast time' about this hellhole area...............
You see, I was outside cleaning all up Sam and Max's mess and burying it in dirt to decompose, and the yelling was LOUD.
Easily seen outside, at fatguts aboriginal criminal household, in their front yard is a lounge suite tipped upside down (ready to be chopped up and used for firewood?), a BBQ, and other assorted rubbish and junk, not to mention the swings set there for the criminal aboriginal children to 'play on'. The place has NO FRONT FENCE and never has ever since the criminal aboriginals moved in there, which allows toddlers in diapers to just run out onto the roads and so on FOR YEARS........
MANY OTHER CRIMINAL aboriginals have moved from just across the road INTO THERE recently from across the road out of the criminal aboriginal household....they literally just walked across the road and took up camp there with them.....but the criminal households have been closely entwined for MANY MANY YEARS....but they would be preying upon each other all the time at the same time.....and preying upon the children and toddlers in diapers.....and adults....most if not all are criminal....
There has been a constant stream of vehicles coming and going there for MANY MANY YEARS day and night, at ANY AND ALL TIMES OF THE DAY AND NIGHT AT ANY TIME DAY & NIGHT IN ALL WEATHERS....This has been going on for YEARS AND YEARS AND YEARS.......
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The aboriginal criminal housheold (across from fatguts criminal aboriginal housheold) has been having works done to it and massive repairs. All paid for by ? (an invisible money-rich department exclusively for aboriginals?), and those works have been going on for WEEKS and have had (at least) 3 big huge rubbish skips there. The first 2 were on the street vrege, then they were taken away, and a 3rd one was positioned in the driveway itself.
Over the years THAT place has been the site of SO MUCH aboriginal crime and violence along with Fatguts aborigial criminal houshold that sheets of metal have been screwed onto the fences to protect the nighbours on each side because the criminals were having their properties invaded front and back at ANY time of the day or night.
But even those sheet metal fence additions were there, the criminals have just used the neighbours properties (all aorund) as thoroughfares and escape routes, especially whenever Police came to investigate crimes and criminality. AND STILL DO.
AND.....the criminal aboriginals staretd taking over houses all around it. The ghetto was expanding. JUST LIKE I FORECASTED IT WAS DOING.
But then one house next door to there was evicted (AGAIN) of aboriginal criminals. And recently, over the past few months, a family has moved in there. (Those poor unfortunate people.)
They have had their own experiences of the aborigial criminals. That resulted in MORE Police visits and so on. But the criminal aboriginals don't give a shit and just carry on.........
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There has been a scouring-out of aboriginal crimnal 'children' that have been roaming from out of the aboriginal crimnal houses in that street, but over the past couple of months, they seem to have largely vanished. (secreted away from public view somewhere probably?), and the aborigial toddlers in diapers still remained. -- THEY are now out of diapers it seems and are small madly running around kids to replace the other insane aborignal kids that have been shipped out somewhere or just shuffled about like turds on a tabletop and are probably infesting other places with crime and criminality.
Make this CLEAR in your feeble brains.......the criminal children are the results from criminal others who themselves are the results from criminal others...and all this has been going on for generations for MANY years......
Authorities have been made powerless to do anything about it all, and so seem to have a policy of 'spreading them out' to other places and areas whenever crime and criminality becomes too rampant and might be exposed to the greater public......
And so that is why YOUR area will suddenly have a seemingly innocous (at first top you) family of aboriginals suddenly move-in to a house near you...and then the crime and criminality all starts THERE and is integrated with the criminal network of criminal aboriginals and other criminals which travel by countless cars day and night AT ALL HOURS IN ALL WEATHERS, and you will notice the streets and facilities and shops all around you infested with criminals whereas no criminals were there before.....
And you CAN NOT complain to ANYONE. - To do so then subjects you to the mighty bullshit of departments and government Quango's ( https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Quango ), who have msyterious money and resources and act so independent that they answer never to the public and fight to be answerable or acountable in actions or responsibility to anyone.
I honstly think THAT is one major reason why so many innocent honest people just trying to live in their own homes ANYWHERE suddenly have criminals living in their midst and ramping up crime and criminality whereas there was litle or none beforehand. - The pattern has been repeated SO MANY TIMES....of initial crimnal infestation, then infection, then outright plague.....
It's seen SO MANY TIMES IN THE NEWS......
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A tiny but telling observation........a damaged umbrella was left abandoned on the road outside of the aboriginal criminal household across from fatguts criminal aboriginal housheold......
Then it was spotted later on that morning in other streets......
Then it was dragged down again where it was first seen......
And do you know where that was........?......... Outside of fatguts aboriginal criminal household.......
Fatguts aboriginal criminal household was for MANY YEARS a rampant drug dealer, operating day and night, and the scene of violence there (and spreading all over the streets) and countless Police 'visits'....and Fatguts aboriginal criminal household is across the road from the local public primary school.......so spare a thought for YOUR innocent children....because the aboriginal crimnals do NOT care about them other than as potential prey andor customers for illegal crime and criminality.....
The carpark (over the underground. little-known-of, giant septic system tank for all the houses around here), is a place where crimnials love to park (or even the school carpark itself next to it), and there's vacant bushland nearby also next to it.
Today there was a vehicle parked there as a person was outside of it and roaming about andor meeting others walking and going to it....who they were and what they were doing is anybodys guess, (criminals or Police) but usually the 'Watchers' park there and observe the aboriginal criminal households and the comings and goings on in and out of them and the vehicles coming and going from them. - THIS HAS BEEN GOING ON FOR MANY MANY YEARS.
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Fatguts place HAD BEEN EVICTED some years ago,.....but they are ALL BACK AGAIN.....AND GROWING LARGER.......and atracting MORE criminal aboriginals........
SO ALL THAT WAS A COMPLETE WASTE OF FUCKING TIME.
AND....that new rented house was refurbished and spruiced up, as if the shits had won lotto. - CRIME AND CRIMINALITY FOR THEM VERY MUCH DOES SUCCEED WITHOUT A DOUBT, AND THEY GET AHEAD WHILST EVERYONE ELSE SUFFERS FROM THEIR CRIME AND CRIMINALITY.......
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The nearby Koongamia general store had it's front door literally heavily smashed in recently (wih a sledgehammer?)....and THAT was finally fixed yesterday (or the day before).......
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The old guy with the front fence made up of tall sheet metal painted dark green (who neighborhood scutlebutt says is related to the criminal aboriginals), who lives across from there has ONCE AGAIN been LOUDLY YELLING OUT "NEEEE--ARGHHHH!!" OVER AND OVER AGAIN...(at anytime day or night but usually within respectable hours).....to whom against I have no idea........
But ANOTHER aboriginal household lives across the road from him and has lived there for years, and is 2 houses away from the shops. The adults also are people who don't bother with using their front gate but step over their low fence onto the footpath.
They generally are quiet, BUT they entertain others who are not, and that has inlcuded in the past aboriginals an aboriginal children.
BUT.....the old guy with the big green fence ALSO entertains a LOT of the criminal aboriginal children.....
It's probably not but may be very much still be aboriginal nepotism. Aboriginals of this hellhole area are VERY tribal, criminally so around this hellhole, (even to each other), where each criminal household is a law unto itself and each criminal household ONLY suports another criminal household IF they can get something out of it all, whether by criminality, thievings or Police & authority involvements whereby the criminals LIE LIE LIE until they get other people thrown out, dispossessed, just soo they can then take over their house and land and further enlarge the criminal ghetto here. THIS HAS BEEN GOING ON FOR MANY MANY YEARS....and teh crime and ciminality never stops...and the Police and authorities wander about clueless and powerless no matter howe much innocent people keep telling them the truth.....
No wonder SO MANY people think the Police and authorities concerning this hellhole are corrupt.....
And I think that the old guy, he himself imagines that he is a King when in fact he is little more than a labouring serf like the rest of us.....AND A VICTIM OF THEIR CRIME AND CRIMINALITY.
His big green sheet netal fence bares the (at least 7) huge dents smashed into it by violent aboriginals....YOU can easily see them when you are slowly driving on the roads andor leaving or arriving at the shops carparks area.....
I myself have no quarrel at all with the old guy, and leave him to his life such as it is and he has made it, yet he violentally and loudly yells our at me and to ANY and EVERYONE, "Neeearggghhhh!". - He does that from behind his dented big green fence especially when he is at his letterbox peering through gaps in his fence, or front gate where he can see people about in their own yards, or people at the corner shops area, or driving about, or at ANY time even when there is NOBODY about......."Neeearggghhhh!!!"
He doesn't generally shout anything which can be recorded and used in evidence aganst him with Police......and yet he has been doing this FOR MANY MANY YEARS........ALL the neighbours know about him doing this,......poor dear Fliss knew about him doing this........
AND HE STILL ENTERTAINS ABORIGINALS AT TIMES IN HIS HOUSEHOLD......AND ENTERTAINS ABORIGINAL CHILDREN......AND GIVES THEM FOODSTUFFS TO CARRY OFF.....(but that last part has ben absent lately only because the aboriginal VERY criminal children from the criminal households he entertains seem to be 'away' lately.......and the aboriginal adults of the criminal households despise him....hence the huge dents they have smashed into his fence.....but the criminal aboriginal children are also responsible themelsves for some of them.....
--- THIS IS A HELLHOLE AREA ---
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I love you dear Fliss and want to be with YOU just as you promised me and us. Poor Max has become so much VERY worse and it is NOTHING TO DO WITH ME AT ALL, AND NEVER HAS IT EVER BEEN THE CASE. - Poor Sam is also upset a great deal too. He was VERY UPSET TODAY.
I DEARLY wish I was with YOU dear Fliss just as you PROMISED me and us, ANYWHERE.
And I wish I was with you AWAY from this hellhole area.
Or failing all that I wish I was fucking well dead away from this fucking hellhole and fuck the lot of them forever.
If I ever won Lotto or anythng, I would give not 1c to ANY of them. NONE of the criminals deserve anything but shit and jail, they wreak shit and sufering upon so MANY INNOCENTS, including children and animals and all innocent people.
God knows I am teling the truth.
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2018-06(JUN)-28th--Friday--PM--I am suffering and dying in this damned HELLHOLE and so is poor Sam and poor Max.
2018-06(JUN)-28th--Friday--PM--I am suffering and dying in this damned HELLHOLE and so is poor Sam and poor Max.
I am suffering and dying in this damned HELLHOLE and so is poor Sam and poor Max.
TRULY
We are NEVER EVER EVER ALLOWED ANY PEACE NOT EVER, NOT EVEN STAYING INSIDE AND TRYING TO REST AND BE QUIET..!!!
Poor Sam and poor Max are also NEVER EVER EVER ALLOWED ANY REST OR SANCTUARY OR PEACE OR QUIET..!!!!
4:25pm and STILL CRAPS GOES ON AND UPSETS THEM AND ME....!!!!!
I WISH I WAS DEAD, I TRULY DO. DEAD AND NO LONGER SUFFERING IN THIS FUCKING DAMNED HELLHOLE !!!
BUT I DO NOT WISH ANY DAMNED CRIMINAL OF THIS HELLHOLE TO GAIN ANYTHING FROM ANY OF MY DEATH.
Poor Sam and poor Max were laying peacefully and quiet with me on the bed as we widing down to go to sleep before dark and then...MORE DAMN HELL LOULDY HAPPENING OUTSIDE that upset them and me.
And shortly afterwards...DAMN LOUD NOISY JET PLANES START FLYING OVER THIS PLACE FROM PERTH AIRPORT!!!!!
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Robert refused to do ANYTHING anymore about the plumbing disaster that's suddenly crashed down upon us here....and so I TODAY HAD TO ARRANGE IT ALL TO BE FIXED....BUT IT WILL NOT BE EVEN LOOKED AT UNTIL TOMORROW....
And guess what.......when I told him a plumber was coming tomorrow, suddenly Robert announces he is going to vanish and will NOT be here himself tomorrow !!!! (how VERY TYPICAL, TYPICAL OF HIM FOR MANY MANY MANY YEARS)
So I have to feed poor Sam and poor Max EXTRA EARLY BEFORE DAWN, take them outside for ablutions afterwards, then (somehow) keep them locked up inside whilst the plumber does all his work tomorrow which of course will take HOURS AND HOURS whilst the poor dogs go crazy and beserk and Max will uncontrollably wet the floor all the time inside wanting to get outside and see if dear Fliss has arrived here, which of course she will not be, she has abandoned us to die alone in this fucking damned hellhole!!!
I am SERIOUSLY considering writing you completely out of my WILL dear Fliss......and leaving my WILL and ALL my meagre money and assets to charity instead.....
AND THEY WILL GET EXTREMELY UPSET AND ONCE AGAIN I WILL BE ONCE AGAIN FORCED TO DEAL WITH THAT ON MY OWN AS WELL AS EVERYTHING ELSE !!!!!
I tried to tell Robert about the plumber coming tomorrow which he ordered me to do yesterday, (because he is so scared to do it himself), and when I tried to tell him what today I had struggle to arrange, he started to BLAME ME and BLAME THIS HOVEL OF A HOUSE, and he would NOT listen to reason.....that this house has been weakened by all the damned underground digging out of big trenches ALL AROUND IT RIGHT NEXT TO THE HOUSE AND ALL AROUND IT and it's age. (it's 1950's built and made of wood)......
No......I WAS BLAMED........
I REALLY REALLY REALLY JUST WANT TO TAKE A GUN AND KILL MYSELF AND BE AWAY FOREVER FROM THS HELLHOLE THAT FLISS HAS ABANDONED ME INTO AND HAS ABANDONED POOR SAM AND POOR MAX.
The criminals and shitheads of this hellhole have been lapping everything up and taking everything over and being indulged by authorities forever FOR YEARS..........whilst anyone innocent has moved out and left this hellhole forever. All the good people...to be replaced by shitheads, and pathetic people, a lot of who replaced the shitheads that were already terrible and had risen up to make this area terrible......
My dear Mother suffered from all this hell, and she tried to protect me and my feckless brother, and I have tried so VERY VERY VERY HARD to protect them both. Our mother has died, and my brother has gone half-insane and is going further insane every day........and is apt to be violent.....
ANOTHER DAMN LOUD JET IS TEARING OVER THIS HELLHOLE VERY LOUDLY AS I TYPE THIS........FFS !!!!
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I've tried......
God knows I've tried.
Fliss knows I've tried but she seems to have written me out of her mind and her memory and her remaining scant senses that work. I warned her she was getting THAT BAD FOR YEARS.
I've told OTHERS and they said I am just imagining EVERYTHING, but NO! - FFS, this hellhole HAS BECOME WORSE.....
The aboriginal criminals...the non-aboriginal criminals who hate aboriginals.....the criminals who exploit any and everyone including their own family be it aboriginal or non-aboriginal or part aboriginal......NONE of it make any difference to the criminals......
And all these damned crimnals spread out and are criminal all over Western Australia, locally and and near and far......
Fuck the world...move aside and I WILL push that nuclear button and wipe us all out....NOBODY around here deserves to live it seems........
I try to help everyone and get NO RESPECT OR SUPPORT...FUCK YOU.
I try to be resectful and helpful to everyone and get NO RESPECT OR SUPPORT...FUCK YOU.
I get exploited and victimised....FUCK YOU.
I REALLY MEANT it when I said ages ago that if I ever won Lotto or anything large that I would give ABSOLUTELY NOTHING AT ALL TO ANY OF THAT THIS HELLHOLE OF CRIMINALS.......THEY HAVE MADE IT THAT WAY, NOT ME. BLAME THEM, NOT ME!
I am VERY POOR, HAVE NOTHING. I have next to NO MONEY and NO assets. And this afternoon Robert threatened me with losing this very ramshackle house andor from living in it with me having NOWHERE ELSE FOR ME TO GO...let alone poor dear Sam and poor dear Max being with me. (they would have to be killed/put down as if they were winter weeds...)
I am WORSE THAN ALONE.
And YOU wonder why I can never sleep.......
And just now as I am writing this sentence...MORE CRIMNALS have gone noisily past but instantly came back again and are prowling on the roads and are going all about the Koongamia school property.......and the Koongamia shops areas......
BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG......END OF PROBLEMS FOR EVERYONE WHO SUFFERS FROM ALL OF THEM.......
I fully expect crime and criminality to ramp right up JUST AS IT ALWAYS DOES EVERY FRIDAY...AND...it will spread out and infect other places all about areas in metropolitan Western Australia.....
DO NOT BLAME ME WHEN IT HAPPENS. - There is no 'if' there is 'WHEN'.
FUCK THIS HELLHOLE AREA.
FUCK ALL OF THE SHIHEADS & CRIMINALS AND SHITEHADS-AND-CRIMINALS-IN-TRAINING...THEY LOVE BEING THAT WAY...THEY HAVE BEEN THAT WAY ALL THEIR LIVES AND SO HAVE THEIR PARENTS......THAT is THEIR 'TRADITION'......
Come tomorrow....when ever-increasing clouds of innocents are in the NEWS are suffering...do NOT come to me expecting me to tell you "I TOLD YOU SO"...!!!
FUCK THIS HELLHOLE AREA.
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I love you dear Fliss and want to be with you. - Poor Sam has just got up and quickly run off, he's about to throw up I think inside this hovel of a house. I am going to have to let them outside AGAIN...... - Poor Max is drinking a HELL OF A LOT OF WATER and draining the water bowl ALL THE TIME...... - I have fed them an hour or so ago...but when I am dead there will be nobody who will take care of them and protect them. Or will Fliss THEN suddenly appear and LIE and pretend she is so heavenly inncoent and pure and announce she is doing all that she can to take care of them after my death? She WOULD be prompted by others to do that. Fliss it seems no longer thinks normally or cares for me and those who love her.
Where is my gun to kill myself.....BANG!
Oh that's right....I was being honest and RESPONSIBLE and willingly handed them in years ago before I ever met dear Fliss...... - WHAT A FUCKING MISTAKE.........- Fliss actually chastised me for handing them in whe she was here with me.
But there are other but more worse ways to end myself......
I love you dear Fliss and want to be with you. - ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT. - YOU promised we would be together including poor Sam and poor Max and living AWAY from this hellhole.....
The criminals here HAVE taken over and multiplied AGAIN........
And ANOTHER damned loud jet plane flies loud low overhead......
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2018-06(JUN)-16th--Saturday--at this hellhole--.....
2018-06(JUN)-16th--Saturday--at this hellhole--.
An aboriginal adult woman comes out of fatguts aboriginal criminal household and walks very slowly along the footpath......she's got her eyes glued to the ground and keeps diverting off her wnderings and picking up things, inspecting them, and putting them in her pocket......she comes up to the corner household that now has tenants living there (Mitchell's old house)...and she ends a lot more time hanging around the no-fenced place picking up cigarette butts from around their driveway....she looks hard into the yard but decided since there's a car parked in there, to not trespass into the yard this time, which is a VERY rare thing.....
She keeps very slowly going around the footpath and picking up anything, inspecting it, then either dropping it back to the ground or putting it into her pocket.....
She rounds the corner and gets off the footpath and starts walking on the road.....
Dropped small plastic bags of illegal drugs are very common here.........usually empty, I saw one just a day or so ago......
The 'Maddies' house (next door to the old man who yells out and swears and bangs his green corrugated sheet metal fence all the time with his fist) has vehicles parked all over the front verge and on the footpath......and one black sports car has its rear end illegally poking out onto the road because it's been parked that way for many hours.......
But the aboriginal very surpisingly doesn't try to thieve out of the vehicles...this time....and she continues slowly onwards and keeps looking all over the footpath across the road that she's now walking on....and she heads closer to the Koongamia shops....
(LATER....IN ADITION, a RED SEDAN ALSO PARKS ON THE STREET VERGE THERE AND IT TOO LEAVES IT'S ENTIRE REAR END OF THE VEHICLE HANGING OVER THE KERB AND ONTO THE ROAD.........and shortly afterwards the black sports car with the Police yellow work-order sticker on its windscreen drives off ALL ALONG ON THE FOOTPATH in great haste and vanishes easterly after it passes the criminal aboriginal households close to midday noon).....dogs barking everywhere.....
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Around 10:30am an aboriginal man appears and is walking along on the footpath side of the street and avoids the jam-packed cars at the Maddies house. It would be useless to try to use the footpath in any case because of them all.
TRAVELLING WITH the man are a group of aboriginal kids, with school backpacks and dressed in school uniforms. (on a Saturday? Perhaps they are from one of the adhoc ersatz fake schools for young aboriginal criminals, the offspring of criminal aboriginals....)
The are all walking on the southern side of the street on the footpath, go past all the congested parked cars, and then just stop.
One aboriginal young girl breaks off from the group, crosses the road, and using the footpath, goes down into Fatguts criminal aboriginal household. She is unaccompanied. It is like the man is apprehensive at going down there completely but still has to 'make sure' she goes to fatguts place.
Once she is out of sight there, he turns around and takes the group of aboriginal kids with him back towards the Koongamia shops direction.......
Because I say that 'direction', do NOT ever asume they are going to any of those shops.
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At fatguts criminal aboriginal household, they have had their yellow lidded recycled bin parked out next to the kerb for days. It is not full of recylable stuff, just garbage. It is so full of crap and garbage, that the yellow lid can only be closed halfway-down as the garbage protrudes that much out of it all.
But that's 'normal for them'...it's only been going on for YEARS and YEARS amongst the crimnal aboriginal households of that street, and it's open to all the rats, and crows, and cats that roam around and spread all the diseased stuff everywhere and the diseases as well...
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Every now and again an aboriginal will arive and go into fatguts criminal household, stay for a very short time, then leave.
As I write this, one aboriginal adult on a pushbike has done just that. He of course does NOT wear a bicycle helmet because at any moment he can drop the bike and feign complete disownership of it or of riding it should any Police or authorities pull him up. That criminal tactic has been going on for MANY YEARS at this hellhole area...... - a lot of the time the bicycle is stolen in any case......
If they are ever fined for not wearing a mandatory bicycle helmet, they simply don't pay the fines....and if pressured to do so, they go demanding free legal assistance and exemption from aboriginal departments and claim 'victimisation just because they are aboriginal'....this has been going on for MANY MANY YEARS........
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The damned endangered species feral black cockatoos have been non-stop making extreme messes from attacking & feeding upon the eucalyptus gum trees........messes which I am having to continually clean up...and NOT catch/get diseased up and ill from all their crap......... (yes, it's happened before).......
THAT GOES ON EVERYDAY....SEVERAL TIMES PER DAY......ABSOLUTELY NONE OF IT CAN BE CLEANED UP AND IT STAYS CLEANED UP....
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Poor Max has again been VERY growley. He is in a lot of physical pain perhaps, but he will not let me examine him and is liable to attack me if I try. He growls ALL THE TIME. -- THIS IS A HELLHOLE......
Poor Sam whimpers and whines all the time, and this too cause them BOTH distress and get them angry as they create a rising hostile anger....and each blames ME..........when I am not in any way to blame at all. -- THIS IS A HELLHOLE......
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11:35am.......around 6 aboriginal males have been yelling and loudly calling out as they walked westwards along Clayton Street.....
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Around the same time, a bikie on a LOUD motorbike, travelled past them all...and went to the Koongamia shops area.....
10 minutes later it returned past there again at aorund 20 minutes to 12 midday noon.
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There are neighbourhood dogs barking loudly a LOT.
It upsets poor Sam and poor Max.
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NOBODY CARES ABOUT ME.
NOBODY CARES ABOUT THE HEALTH AND WELLBEING OF POOR SAM AND POOR MAX AND POOR ME.
NOBODY CARES ABOUT THIS HELLHOLE....DON'T EVER ASUME POLITICIANS DO BECAUSE THEY DO NOT, AND NEITHER DOES AUTHORITIES.....
NOBODY CARES ABOUT ALL THE WANDERING CRIMINALS AND THE SHIT....AND I DON'T MEAN THE HUGE PILES OF DISEASED RIDDEN DOG SHIT EVERYWHERE (NOT BY POOR DEAR SAM AND POOR DEAR MAX....BUT BY OTHER DOGS, PASSING ANDOR ROAMING FREE).
ALL THAT LAYS ABOUT AND CROWS AND BIRDS EAT IT AND SPREAD ALL THE DISEASE AND FILTH ABOUT TOO....
I TRY TO KEEP MY AREA CLEAN OF IT ALL BUT IT'S AN NEVER-ENDING EVERYDAY UPHILL TORTURE THAT NEVER EVER ENDS AND HAS NOT ENDED FOR MANY YEARS......AND IT GIVES ME GREAT PHYSICAL PAINS IN DOING ALL THAT DAMNED CLEANING UP......AND IN THE DAMNED RAIN......IN HELL.....NEVERENDING.....
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Oh!, and just as I was trying to type this very sentence......2 roaming young men (looking for ?) came in a big black dual cab? ute with a personalised license numberplate and banged on the front door. Of course it wasn't answered. To do so risks innocent inhabitants being attacked. (THAT happened to my dear mother.) - And then it drove away.....and ANOTHER very suspect looking man also wearing all black came out of the criminal walkway and went to a house that used to be owned by good people but now is one of the many very suspect criminal households no stranger to criminal aboriginals, and the vehicle returned and parked there on the street where the one on foot and the one from the vehicle went up to/in to, conducted their business (drug business?) for around 5 minutes, then came out and drove away and walked away with one driving and the other walking back the way he had came........
THEN...the vehicle returned there...and a small mini excavator piece of machinery was driven out and put onto a trailer the big black dual cab? ute was now towing. -- So.......you can just hire things out like that from a suspect household now can you? - I wonder where it originated from? Stolen as well like so much of everything about this hellhole now?
Poor dear Sam and poor dear Max have become EXTREMELY VERY VERY distressed.........AGAIN.......
THIS FUCKING HELLHOLE AREA......FULL OF CRIMINALS........
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Less than an hour or so after the vehicle and the trailer had gone....an aboriginal man wanders/staggers out of fatguts aboriginal criminal household and goes to the Kongamia shops area......
5 minutes after he leaves there, ANOTHER aboriginal man wanders into fatguts aboriginal criminal household.....
And around 5 minutes after that the first aboriginal man wanders back again to fatguts aboriginal criminal household carrying a plastic carry bag with a single loaf of sliced bread in it. Not staggering so much now....
Then the black sports car of the 'Maddies' house returns and parks on the street verge and 30 seconds later another vehicle from there parks on the same street verge.......
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....Non-stop comings and goings at ANY time in this hellhole criminal area......ALL DAY AND ALL NIGHT....EVERYDAY.......EVERYNIGHT......
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A 'Watcher' vehicle is parked-up in one of the usual Watcher locations and has been for hours. Nobody gets out, nobody gets in.
It watches along the hellhole street full of criminals, wandering criminals, criminal households, constant comings and goings, so many vehicles coming and going too.....
It will say there until the next 'shift' takes over and possibly another vehicle takes its place and parks in the same place to keep watch.......since they never like to get out of thior vehicles to be seen.....
Hah! - Just as I was writing this part...ANOTHER vehicle pulled up and parked near it....and again nobody gets out and nobody gets in........BUT....it doesn't stay for long, less than 5 minutes....then it takes off and VERY slowly drives along the streets full of crimnal households and rounds the corner and stops by the shops area but not IN the shops carpark area....where once again it just observes and nobody gets out and nobody gets in.....in only stays there for less than 5 minutes then drives slowly away.......who is driving it you may ask yourself...but the windows are tinted dark so you can't see.........like all the watcher cars usually are.......
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ALL thse things in this post go on all at once or overlap each other in time. Almost as if one thing happening simply triggers another, or they are all acting on schedules......
It's NEVERENDING.....
And throughout it are RARE instances of innocent occurences of innocents......innocents who are prey and victims for the criminals to hide amongst........
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Now.....even before I can post this....a small offroad quad motorbike with green rear fenders has been taken out of hiding and transported to another place, to Mitchells old place, where it WILL eventually come tearing out and all about the roads and street verges and oval and all about and Police and authorities can do NOTHING AT ALL ABOUT IT...NOTHING AT ALL......
Police sirens are all loudly sounding as Police are travelling all about on the roads........they're 'too busy'...and the criminals know this........the motorbikes and illegal shit will go on INTO THE DARKNESS AND ALL NIGHT AND INTO THE EARLY MORNING AND ON AND ON AND ON......
And Police and authorities can do nothing about ANY of it.........they've done lacklustre things in the past and NOTHING AT ALL HAS STOPPED ANY OF IT...only stalled it for brief periods.......
ALL OF THIS HAS BEEN GOING ON FOR YEARS AND YEARS AND YEARS.......
The cycles of crime and attempted wrangling to bring in law an dorder, which results in temporary peace and quiet but....it ALL RETURNS just as it ALWAYS returns AGAIN and AGAIN and AGAIN....and AGAIN.
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This has once again become a criminals ghetto....full of criminals......
Where young kids are brought up and trained to be criminals whilst they too are preyed upon by criminals...thus keeping it all going....and it will keep going on FOREVER........the crime, the criminals, the drugs, the drug dealings, the deaths, the utter misery to innocents in and about this hellhole.....
And NOT just to here....but to all areas around, Bellevue, Greenmount, Midland, Boya, Kalamunda, Guildford, and all small place anywhere about and within........and that includes the Perth airport areas too and closeby......
'tis the time for crime and criminals to be rampant enough to start making the feckless NEWS too obvious to ignore, but things can always be clamped down upon and kept secret until weeks or months later......you think I'm joking? I'm NOT. It's going on ALL THE TIME........
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As I type this, yet ANOTHER bikie on a motorbike has LOUDLY gone by.......AGAIN......what is that now today...the 6th time at the very least....?
Now there is a period of false calm......... it IS false....and it IS temporary......probably whereby the criminals are all too drunk or drugged-up...just waiting for it all to subside before they become rampant again.......
Western Australian Police have PLEADED with residents to supply the Police with any information......well fuck YOU! - People have done that...people do that....and NOTHING CHANGES AND IT ALL ONLY GETS WORSE AND WORSE AND WORSE and it all has been getting WORSE for so many damned YEARS AND YEARS.....
In the NEWS media is vainglorious news of this area and other around it being 'reborn'.....well THAT is all utter bullshit....I've seen THAT crowed about so MANY times before.......... SO FUCK THE LOT OF YOU YOU FUCKING LIARS AND CRIMINALS AND EXPLOITERS.....
Oh look, another 'Watcher' has positioned themselves in one of the usual places...but they've only stayed a few minutes...nobody gets out of or into the vehicle...then it slowly drives away....just fucking useless......
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THIS HELLHOLE...........
Where it will all get worse the closer it gets to darkness...the continues on into the night....and police with sirns blaring will give chases........
Oh look! That small quadbike motorbike has come out of Mitchells old place and gone tearing about all ON the roads with complete no fear of any Police or authorities because nobody gives a shit about the law about this hellhole area.......certainly not the criminals be they aboriginal criminals or other criminals......and certainly not the Police it seems.......
And it goes all along the roads and up to and around the Koongamia shops.......
ALL THIS HAS HAPPENED COUNTLESS TIMES BEFORE WITH ABORIGINALS TOO.......THIS IS A FUCKING LAWLESS PLACE.......A HELLHOLE.....
Police and authorities have no power at this hellhole......they only pounce upon the most weakest they can find and make media events out of.............
It's not even 3pm and it's not even dark yet.........
And then later will come Summer....and the 'mysterious' fires that threaten homes and lives and any and everyone innocent.....
And AGAIN the Police and authorities will plead for help and information....WELL FUCK YOU! - This is a hellhole full of criminals and criminality and crime.......and they DO NOT CONFINE THEMSELVES JUST TO THIS HELLHOLE AREA......
Remember how bad Balga used to be? - THIS is ANOTHER Balga.........WORSE than Balga.......
Whomever you are reading this....YOU HAVE NO IDEA AT ALL OF THIS HELLHOLE.......NONE AT ALL....least of all what it is to be innocent and trapped in this fucking hellhole area.........
It used to be such a lovely place.............with kind and gentle innocent people........
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I love you dear Fliss and want to be with you just as you promised us both. You have abandoned me and poor Sam and poor Max in this HELLHOLE......... - Remember when I am dead that I was ALWAYS INNOCENT AND KIND AND TRUTHFUL AND GENTLE AND HONEST AND LOVING AND CARING....and I always wanted to be with YOU.......
Oh God,....I've a VERY terrible headache that has been with me for hours since I was abruptly awoken before dawn many hours ago and not been let back to sleep.......
If I ever win LOTTO big, which I've never done and it's a vain hope, I will also certainly leave this hellhole FOREVER and NEVER EVER LOOK BACK UPON IT.
Poor dear Sam and poor dear Max also need to be rescued and be with you and I dear Fliss as I do from this damned hellhole......
Absolutely NOBODY, NOT ANYONE has any idea of this hellhole.......
It has not always been like this....when dear Fliss was here it was good and quiet and full of honest people and caring people, many of whom we helped and it was a lovely place to live in peace and quiet and safety...........But they've all left andor been driven out by crime and criminals, NOW IT IT IS A HELLHOLE AND HAS BEEN FOR SO MANY MANY YEARS SINCE JUST BEFORE DEAR FLISS LEFT........It was one of the very things which caused her to have a severe mental episode and which she crashed from.
SHOULD I EVER BE GRACED BY WINNING LOTTO (an utterly vain dream of impossible innocent hope because all my innocent hope at all is impossible) I WOULD NOT GIVE 1c TO ANY OF THEM. NOT AT ALL. NOR DO I BEQUEATH ANYTHING AT ALL TO ANY OF THEM I CATEGORICALLY STATE THIS FOR EVIDENCE. NONE OF THE CRIMINALS DESERVE ANYTHING EXCEPT YOUR UTTER CONTEMPT BECAUSE THEY TREAT EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING WITH THE VERY SAME AS THEY EXPLOIT THEM AND MAKE PEOPLES LIVES HELL IN THIS HELLHOLE AND ALL AROUND THIS HELLHOLE AREA......
And the Police and authorities are utterly clueless and powerless and have NO IDEA AT ALL about anything and despite KNOWING about it all NOTHING IS DONE UNTIL VERY WORSE CASES OCCUR WHICH CANNOT BE HIDDEN FROM THE PUBLIC OR COVERED UP BY THEM ANDOR POLITICIANS WHO ARE TRULY TERRIBLE........only THEN do they do lacklustre feeble attempts that never last......if they DID last then it would NOT be as bad as it is....or as bad as it has been for so MANY MANY YEARS here at this hellhole.......
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2017-09(SEP)-04--Monday--Ive seen that Ms New Ages house smashed by criminal aboriginals.
2017-09(SEP)-04--Monday--Ive seen that Ms New Ages house smashed by criminal aboriginals.
This posting is also of very much concern to Fliss, Felicity Ann Carthew of Tamworth, New South Wales, Australia who I love and want to be with. - She knows 'Ms New Age' as well and knows the kind and gentle person she is, and Fliss would be concerned about what has happened.
Dear Fliss and I physically helped Ms New Age with her property whilst she was living there, completely unasked and expected no recompense.
Does Fliss even care about anyone or anything anymore? - Does dear Fliss care about the HELL I'm in? And does Fliss even remember how she earnestly promised she and I that we would live together? - Or has she washed that all from her mind and memory, grabbed onto anyone and everything she can, and now blames ME for everything so conveniently as a fall-guy for everything?
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In this blog of mine on the 21-August-2017, I wrote about the criminal aboriginals of 3 Kalara Way, Koongamia, Western Australia, and how they had ONCE AGAIN been smashing up, VERY heavily vandalising, and destroying "Ms New Age"'s house, property, fences, and all outbuildings. - It's horendous.
(They abos do NOT live there but live 2 houses away in 'their' rented criminal household and they have all-connected other abo houses all about them there).
And in fact a lot (upon the house of 'Ms New Age') of that wanton destruction occured not long (the next day?) just after I'd been talking to "Ms New Age". - The destruction had been louldy going on night and day by the aboriginals and I alerted her.
She is a very kind gentle woman, and to have these criminal aborigines do that was terrible for her.
And which I have been saying ALL ALONG FOR YEARS to any and everyone about those feral, criminal, vicious, vile, destructive aboriginals (and all the others around the area aligned with them and JUST like them!), I've been saying just how bad they all are. - Nobody listens. It's become 'trendy' to always take the abo's side on ANYTHING, even if its criminal, even if abo's kill each other, or get killed by their own criminality.....the abo 'good news' stories keep getting pumped out in the Australian media, and by doing that it's completely very hurtful to anyone who dares to say anything about what's really going on. - It's like a mad rabid king proclaiming laws that everyone must abide by, whilst everyone else suffers but him and his cohorts. And then the king is rewarded a billion times over with taxes and wealth.
And I've been saying how the abo's are constantly getting feted and indulged by West Australian Police and authorities because they REALLY seem to be the toady servants to the criminal aboriginals whilst the Police and authorities do not care about normal law abiding people when they're getting victimised and attacked by aboriginals. - Sorry, but that has been my perception, and of others, especially those who have been directly afflicted by the criminal aboriginals.
But I really don't want to go on about the Police and authorities because they seem as if they are all have been kowtowed and marginalised by the aboriginal quasi government-powered forces which overrule them all.
I have NOT gone to see the damage caused by the criminal abo's until THIS morning. And I only looked over the fence. I have not seen how much damage they have caused elsewhere to the large fibro home which is like a spread-out nice homestead in its scope and breadth within that corner street property.
I do NOT know how much damage has occurred inside the home and outbuildings.
Think of filthy disease carrying rabid rats going rampant in YOUR OWN home and all about, and you will have barely an inkling of what the criminal aboriginals are like. - Honestly, there's not enough or strong enough description that could be able to convey what they are like to you or anyone.
Today I've seen (at least in part) that of the house's exterior fibro panels, I don't think there was one exterior panel that did NOT have a hole wantonly smashed into it by criminal aboriginals right around the entire house. - AND THERE WAS LOTS OF SMASHED GLASS SECTIONS.
Now....isn't it also so very telling of the criminal abo's I have been writing about just in the last few days how they have been roaming around with bandaged forearms, and one of them in a sling? -- Connected it may very well be. And that might also have connections as to why the criminals were 'quiet' for awhile, but who have since become rabid again.
And.......just like filthy diseased carrying feral rats, they seem to be 'living' in other houses as the whim takes them on any day or night. And they're spread-out. - This is what they do. This is standard shitty hide-from-authorities behaviour....until it gets later in the day and then they can spread out and mix and hide and pretend they are just 'innocent' from the local Koongamia school which is just down and over the road.....but which most of the feral criminal vicious school-aged abo 'children' refuse to ever go to.
And of course the older ones cound't give a shit about anyone or anything and only want what they can take or steal or bullshit on about until it's given to them just to shut them up. (they learn this from babies onwards)
No....they want to go to abo theme-park like places so they can have 'fun' instead and then claim they are 'learning' something. - But they learn nothing. And it placates the idiots who think they can convince the criminal aboriginals not to be 'bad little boys and girls'. - What a joke. - That's been tried and going on for so long........
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Though I know 'Ms New Age' and have been on contact with her, I worry about stepping foot into that property for my fear of being unjustely and completely wrongly blamed for anything terrifies me because of what has been meted out to me with my situation with dear Fliss. And which has torn dear Fliss and I apart since 2015 and which I have been terribly destroyed and injured by. (And so has dear Sam & Max our dear dogs.)
In 2015 Fliss promised us BOTH that we would be together elsewhere but then totally reneged on everything, went utterly silent, and abandoned me alone. Alone.
NOBODY....who has ever learned and I have told them about it believes me at all.
NOBODY believes anything I say, or my integrity.
And all the bad things I ever forecast, they come to pass. So much of them.
And there are I am sure shitheads out there who will then mutter, 'Aha! -He says something is going to happen,....then it actually happens.....ergo....HE must be MAKING it happen somewhow and be the cause!' -- This exact situation is the same as what applies to dear Fliss and I.
I'm NOT to blame. And I have never been. - But that is how I am always treated.
And from all that I am suffering.
I'm not writing anymore right now for this blog entry. Too upset.
P@9:27am--Monday-4-September-2017---I love you Fliss and want to be with you. It is VERY cold inside this hovel. Going back to bed shivering.
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