#and bc of stress my brain is tryong to go Baby Mode !! and i dont wanna

[kermiekermie]

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#hahsjsjdjjhhhhhhu #im . sleeby. but if i try to sleep m suddenly not gonna be tired ._. #hahcjwkkwlf #hate it here!!!! #also doesnt help that im kinda stressed out from yk. sporadically taking my meds and having worse intrusive thoughts bc of that #ots the mental illness innit -3-✌ #and bc of stress my brain is tryong to go Baby Mode !! and i dont wanna #like yeah itll help but i get scary of bein small bc im super vunerable so i dont really. trust myself. when m small yaknow #idk. also its just hard tk relax enough to let myself be small #bc if im overthinking my brain just. Refuses. #sighh #im stressed and sleep deprived #and also dehydrated but i had my monthly Water Chug today #by that i mean chugging 4 glasses of water jn the span of 30 mins #and feeling sick #then not drinking straight water for another month