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trashart00 · 7 months
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The streets are saying the special takes place on Strike Back-Evolution-Multiplication-Destruction night
Transcribed because handwriting:
Claw: Aw look, it’s the sad, pathetic, wet cardboard version of me
Chat: I cataclysmed a man
Chat: And I would do it again
Chat: The darkness consumes me…
Chat: Just as my cataclysm consumes him
LB: we’ve had a day
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ayakopng · 6 months
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it has been rough for him recently !
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They saw some things
(Don't mind the spelling mistake please)
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fbfh · 3 months
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hi lovely! would you please be able to write a jess mariano blurb?
JESSSSSSSS. sobbing. he's so biteable. I just wanna bite his grumpy lil cheeks.
thinking about how Jess hates morning people. he despises the chipper performative bubbly people who seem like they just downed five hour energies to throw on their garishly bright cutesy little jogging outfits. the ones who always ask him if they have iced matcha lattes and oat milk on the menu before ordering a normal coffee. the ones who are always shocked that he's not instantly transformed by their positivitgyslogan tee shirts and affirmation tapes. the ones who never know what to do when it really clicks that he has an immovable scowl on his face. unfortunately for him, there's an exception to every rule. and for Jess, you're that exception.
when you enter Luke's bright and early, with those little eye mask patches on your face and your school hoodie on over your clothes, you're already smiling. even when the sun's not even up and it's colder than santa's asscrack, you're still smiling. you come in every morning and get a coffee and hang out for a while before you have to catch the bus. you talk about the books you're reading and analyze characters and exchange reccomendations. you successfully drag conversation - real conversation out of him with little to no reluctance. he doesn't know how you seem to do what all the other chipper early birds fail so miserably at, how when you say good morning it doesn't sound like a hollow formality. Jess doesn't know why you genuinely seem to enjoy mornings, but he knows his are a little better when you're around.
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smuttysunny · 6 months
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I wanna get dicked down by Dazai ngl
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ineffable-suffering · 7 months
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Demonic Mental Health Awareness Post
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i'm not sure if occult beings are technically capable of suffering from mental illnesses but, watching S2 for the nth time now, i'm pretty sure that ever since Armageddon didn't happen, crowley has simply been a little, well ... depressed.
(just in case, a mild TW: depression, trauma, mental illness)
like, one of the firsts things we hear him say (to shax, out of all people) is: "do you ever think: what's the point of it all? heaven, hell, angels, demons, it's all ... pointless." which– whoof, that's heavy. i mean, fair enough, he's got a point, but it's still one hell (pun intended) of a statement to chuck out as one of the first things he says this season.
i think the way that crowley and aziraphale processed Armageddon is .. very different. we see aziraphale at the beginning of S2:
happy as always in his surroundings
chatting to the people in his whickber street community
buying music
humming along to it in his bookshop
and just frolicking, as he always does
crowley, however, is:
sitting alone on The park bench
questioning the meaning of existence
while also technically being homeless
and living in his car
for ... no apparent reason other than not being bothered to miracle himself up a new flat
of course, crowley's always been a bit of a grumpy goth boyfriend. but it doesn't take a licensed therapist to figure out that he's clearly Going Through something. and it makes sense, if you think about it. surely, Armageddon was traumatic for both of them. but i think aziraphale does have a bit more of a safety net to fall back on. he's got his shop, his books, his music and some of his neighbours he seems to like and know. and, of course, he has crowley. who's always just a phone call away and who he, as we are told, calls when pretty much anything does or doesn't happen.
crowley's main hobby and somewhat safe space used to be his plants and his flat, but those are kinda gone too now/crammed into the bentley and he clearly hasn't been able to move on yet since he a) hasn't bothered to get a new flat and (what i think is an even bigger indicator of him not being okay) b) hasn't told aziraphale yet. ("we talk all the time!" yup, but clearly not about the things that matter, hm?)
it's been four years. four years in which, seemingly, aziraphale had few issues with falling back into his old flow, picking up his hobbies again and even making more friends around Soho. and four years in which crowley lost his flat, most of his plants and apparently his will to change anything about it or share it with aziraphale.
having been through major depressive episodes myself, this does *david tennant voice* bingle-bongle-dingle-dangle all my alarm bells.
because people cope with trauma in different ways. some better than others. and crowley, having Major Unresolved Trauma from his Fall, always having been rather unhappy with the work he'd been doing for hell (aka only getting credit for things he didn't do and sort of messing up things he did do) and also having to face the fact that the angel he was head over heels in love with kept turning him down over and over again for reasons he didn't understand ... well, it didn't set him up for a great post-not-so-much-the-end-of-the-world start.
and sometimes, being forced to keep running under kinda shitty conditions (such as a crappy job or trying to chase after the love of your life) still keeps you running. but once that all stopped, once aziraphale and crowley were (at least for the time being) free of heaven and hell and could finally just live their lives, crowley seems to just have retreated further back into himself. questioning the whole meaning of existence and not really talking about it to the one person he'd always wanted to be with. which makes sense because more than anything, crowley wants to protect aziraphale. and he‘s definitely the type of demon person to think that sharing your struggles means burdening someone else with them. oh crowley, you and me would have so much to talk about, babe.
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so yeah. the world almost ended. and then it just went back to normal. and i think crowley is still stuck somewhere between thinking he'd lost his best friend and love of his life in a fire, almost being anihilated by his satanic boss and then everything simply snapping back into the way it always was – within the span of a day. no wonder he's finding it a little hard to move on.
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(addendum: there's a great piece of fanfiction called "Demonology and the Tri-Phasic Model of Trauma: An Integrative Approach" that deals exactly with that trauma, in which crowley goes to see a therapist. incredible character study and brilliant writing.)
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gum-iie · 2 years
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hello there
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this-should-do · 2 years
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Please do NOT touch him >:(
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askrukhnabad · 10 days
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Maybe soon you'll get an upgrade from being Don Ricardo's emotional support sword.
I sure hope so — he needs a bath.
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lunarw0rks · 7 months
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Early night talks.where reader goes to the kitchen on base at 2am and sees soap up as well.both struggling with insomnia.
It’s like a routine
i feel like
this could be really funny or really depressing
sharing a bottle with him and telling stupid stories, laughing more about them then you should because you're so exhausted and sleep-deprived.
OR
he's nursing a bottle and the quietest you've ever seen him, probably feeling guilty about SOMETHING. sometimes soap wonders if it's his insomnia or his memories keeping him up.
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skybristle · 2 months
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countless swirling sparks ..... reblog if you think she should kill people
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hotdoghottakes · 2 years
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I want to give this man the biggest hug.
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Multiple, huge hugs. And a non-judgemental therapist.
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yummygender · 6 months
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Narcissistic Loki HC
(Got this idea off of a Cinema Therapy video on Loki, will talk about NPD and mental health as a whole as well as self harm, abuse, and murder. Just straight up murder. This man killed people.)
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NPD (Narcissistic Personality Disorder): A disorder in which a person has an inflated sense of self-importance. The cause is unknown but likely involves a combination of genetic and environmental factors.
Ok, obviously he got it from being taken away from Jotenhiem at such a young age only to learn about it like a millennial or so later.
This poor boy genuinely craves to have emotions like Thor.
He’s so scared of asking questions because of the fear of being told something he doesn’t want to hear and then have to hold back any reactions that could be seen as negative.
Is know for getting into extremely toxic relationships with people and ends up being with them for too long or ending the relationship by ruining everything they had, which constantly angers him.
His mental health? Yeah, this ain’t it chief…and sadly Asgard has no therapists or anything similar to that.
Has actually burnt himself on purpose with candles while reading just to feel something.
Once he did learn about it while strolling through Midgard while trying to get away from Odin, he went into a depression episode which lead to a panic attack in his bed at 3 in the morning.
Is too scared to tell anyone because mental health and mental illnesses aren’t a thing in Asgard and by learning about it in Midgard, he also learned that it was constantly demonized like him by mortals so he just said ‘fuck it’ and never told anyone about it except for a few therapists he talked to while on Midgard that were found dead in their offices due to ‘heart attacks’. (Yeah, he killed them.)
When he falls in love, he doesn’t recognize it at all and will deny it before the person he’s in love with points it out.
In fact, he doesn’t recognize any emotions at all because Odin never taught him.
Frigga had a feeling he had some sort of personality disorder since he was a kid, but never really had any proof.
Due to the amount of abuse he suffered from Odin, whenever someone yells at him or says something he doesn’t like, he will frantically build up walls of excuses and deflects anything.
Sensitive to any feedback but genuinely wants to be told if he’s doing something wrong. (Yeah…Mobius has a lot on his hands rn)
If you raise your hand while talking to him, he will either block or attack first and act like it never happened only to later fully realize what happened and run back to apologize in tears.
He’s so scared of getting hit or hurting people that he will oftentimes purposefully withdraw himself from the world as a whole and lock himself up in his room.
Yeah…
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thesaart · 5 months
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It’s basically now almost full winter where I live so that means snow and cold all that good stuff but it also means that right now cause of reasons I have no internet.
So the only game I can play on my computer right now is Yakuza 0
And I love Makoto actually a lot I played a bit further this time cause I’m really taking my time with this game and I like a lot of the characters of course Majima and Kiryu but a lot of the other characters are also amazing and yea I really like Makoto I just really want that nothing bad happens to her cause god she just deserves a good life
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snakeskinass · 11 days
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People joke about being chronically online until they actually meet someone chronically online.
Someone who doesn’t go outside, doesn’t have friends(even online), can’t function in reality, and can’t even recognize themselves as human.
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ghostinthegallery · 6 months
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Genefather and Cawl are still in my and they won't leave, but also this is a wonderful excuse to finally touch on the most important theme in 40K. The narrative backbone from which all else stems.
I am obviously referring to daddy issues.
(jokes aside) Father/son relationships are fundamental to how the Imperial side of 40k's narrative has played out. And Genefather ids no exception (I know with that title we are all shocked). So I'm gonna draw some narrative parallels between Belisarius Cawl and the God Emperor (which will definitely help the "Cawl is a Mary Sue" accusations lol)
Spoilers for Genefather below
Genefather literally opens with father/son issues. It knows what it's about. Alpha Primus in the doorway of Cawl's lab, reflecting that he never had a childhood, but he still feels like a kid waiting for dad to stop working on his Big Project and notice him. Which leads to the first moment Cawl (clumsily) expresses his affection by saying that Primus is just as important to him as Qvo is. Naturally Primus rejects the overture and storms off like the angsty teenager he is. His feelings towards Cawl are...understandably mixed. Primus hates him, fears him, respects him, desperately wants to protect him. He resents Cawl for making him "wrong" and lying about what he is. At the end of the day, he wants Cawl to listen to him.
Kinda sounds like the messy relationship between another scientist who genetically engineered some guys and assumed a paternal role in their adult lives, huh? Big E did it on a bigger scale of course, but Primus literally is Cawl's attempt at making a Primarch. The echo is there. Fathers and their giant, test-tube sons.
There's one huge difference between them though. Cawl is not exactly in line for "father of the year," but he enthusiastically and unambiguously loves Primus. He loves him so much that when forced to choose between his life and the safety of humanity, Cawl doesn't hesitate. He lets FABIUS BILE escape with everything he needs to make an army of chaos primaris marines, all because the alternative was letting Primus die. To be clear, this is VERY BAD NEWS for the Imperium. Super bad.
And Cawl knows how bad this is, but he is super clear about why he is doing this. Sure, Fabius tries to relate, he cares for his creations too, and Primus is apparently one hell of a creation. But Cawl pushes back. He doesn't feel the fondness a scientist has for their successful experiment, he feels the affection a parent has towards his child.
Imagine Big E in a similar situation. Weighing the safety of humanity against the safety of one of his children. There is no way in hell he would ever choose his kid, and most (if not all) of the Primarchs probably knew that. The Emperor would always put humanity's needs before theirs. He couldn't do anything else, he was just operating on too grand of a scale.
As for who's choice is right? Who the heck knows? I don't think it matters or that it's possible to say. Either choice can (or has) led to bad endings. I think it's more...mirroring tragedies. The God Emperor shows what can go wrong when you never choose an individual over the whole, no matter how close that individual may be. Cawl's choice (potentially) shows what can go wrong when you abandon the whole for one person you love.
I'm curious who will wind up with more regrets.
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