#and I'm ok with that

[pharawee]

#dangerous romance #dangerous romance the series #marc natarit #win pawin #marcpawin #marc pahun #guynawa #dangerousromanceedit #thai bl #thai drama #bl drama #bl series #my edits. #marcpawin nation today we're winning #love that for us #breadcrumbs no more! #no but seriously what a beautiful kiss #so on point for them #there was a 50% chance it was going to be punches #and i'm ok with that

[thevulturesquadron]

You can't start a fire You can't start a fire without a spark

#steve harrington #eddie munson #steddie #steve x eddie #stranger things #myhandslipped #they are living rent-free in my head now #that's that #and I'm ok with that #reference used for the pose #I really need to acknowledge that #I really suck at having a consistent style

[rosetta-j-stone]

I'm glad people share their photos of Joker Out gigs so I can see what the rest of the band was doing while I was transfixed by Bojan X D

#bojan cvjetićanin #bojan cvjeticanin #he has bewitched me body and soul #and i'm ok with that #and i am not ok with that #joker out #gigs

[politelymenacing]

Mon dieu. 🇫🇷

#*swoons* #she is everything #hannah waddingham #eurovision #ted lasso cast #i guess after watching that first vid about 10 times this is what instagram is going to show me now #and i'm ok with that

[pensat-i-fet]

#ruben dias #arms #I only see arms #and i'm ok with that

[goose-onthe-loose]

A Short Poem About Leaving Religion

Now that I'm officially a sinner

Everything I do

Tastes as sweet as Eve's first

Crisp apple

A miracle of my own making.

#ex religious #ex jew #otd #exmormon #ex christian #ex jw #ex muslim #offthederech #ex fundamentalist #ex fundie #exvangelical #exvie #poets on tumblr #my poetry #original poetry #original poem #wearing a t shirt while walking to the mailbox is a sin #and i'm ok with that

[frommybookbook]

I have almost as many gifs of him on the phone on my desktop as I do him unbuttoned. Now I just need him unbuttoned *and* on the phone and my life will be complete.

#perry mason #raymond burr #my beloved sexy rectangle #i'm actually pretty sure i have a couple clips where he's like that just waiting #my desktop is a hot mess #and it's all raymond burr's fault #and i'm ok with that

[percyramblesaboutatla]

wish we got like a spin off series or something of Azula recovering and getting her own redemption arc

i need it:(

like after she is like released from being intutionialized(after a few years mind you)she gets put in irohs custody and she starts living in ba sing se and starts making her own choices and she can't really control anyone around her because Iroh is not putting up with that and over time she starts improving and she realizes that "oh shit i was..not good..at all" and she does her very best to make up for it by starting with writing to Zuko apologizing for everything(Iroh does remind her that "hey everyone might not forgive you and that's okay you still deserve love and respect anyway" but in his own yk)

and like At first Zuko doesn't forgive her(and that's okay) he's skeptical, he does care for her but after everything he's been through he's not sure if it's just some sick prank or not

eventually he does visit iroh and Azula and sees yes she is actively doing better and trying to be better and goes "okay... i don't forgive you yet but i'm willing to start trying to rebuild our relationship:)"

and Azula is okay with that

she probably also wrote to Mai and Ty lee informing them that she is sorry and that she's trying to do better and that nothing she says can excuse what she did and that they don't have to forgive her if they don't want to(maybe they do maybe they dont idk!)

she probably writes to the rest of the gaang too apologizing yk

oh also?? in the beginning maybe she like has nightmares about the war(like everyone else obvi) and also nightmares about the abuse she endured from Ozai and at first she stays quiet about it(she doesn't want to appear weak) but one night she ends up having a panic attack from a nightmare and Iroh comforts her:(

and idk...maybe she meets Jin...maybe they become friends...maybe she learns how be a good friend to Jin....maybe even more idk...i thought that might be cute....

maybe nearing the end or something she's like gotten her own apartment and everything and she's invited to go back to the fire nation if she desires to and she's like "..you know what? i think i'm okay here:)"(bc probably in the beginning she was like "I WANT TO GO HOME. I DO NOT LIKE IT HERE. WTF.")

idk obviously others have written Azula redemption arcs and have explained it better but this is just my vague idea of how it goes

MIND YOU A LOT OF THIS SPAN ACROSS SEVERAL YEARS!!!! Azula would take a lot of time to heal and to learn to grow and be better and that's okay, she needs that time to be better.

(also like?? shes 14 in the og show she has so much potential to grow and be better i don't get people who are fully against it like??? the gaang don't even gotta forgive her bro💀)

#atla #Azula #azula redemption #she deserves to be happy too #ps this has bad grammar #and i'm ok with that #silly #oh Jin x Azula btw. #if u even care #goofy #Azula haters pls don't come after me #just block me if u don't like😭😭 #pls😭😭

[kfedup]

Sunday 7

or more, I don’t know, we’ll just have to wait and see...

1. Wishing the fathers in my orbit a beautiful day and sending love and light to all of the many who I know, like myself, have hard, complicated feelings about it all. I texted mine this morning and see that he read it, but no reply. I can’t recall the last time he reached out to me beyond a rare FB messenger note and we haven’t been face-to-face in the same room, or even the same region of the US for 20 years. Oh, wait, that’s not true. I was in Florida last year at this time and tried to get together with him, but he couldn’t make it work. It is what it is. I’m working on letting go of my resentment and imagining what life was like for him. We’ll see if that gets me anywhere. 

2. Those somatic movement exercises for Psoas are truly saving my life. As soon as I do them, I’m back in business. Hopefully the pilates work will help strengthen the muscles around my hips so I’m not in constant distress. Last night was weird. My 20-year-old cesarean scar began to hurt the way it did when it was healing. Lila’s 20th birthday is in a few weeks and I’ve been writing a lot about my body and specific traumas that have occurred and how i’ve compartmentalized and outsourced so much. I had just eaten a gummy and as it kicked in and the pain increased, I got myself into a relaxed position in bed and turned on a breathing meditation and I just fucking went into it. I won’t bore you with the details of my traumatic release other than to say holy hell the body holds onto some shit. I got up afterwards and wrote it all down, then hit replay on the meditation and let it carry me on waves of relaxation and deep body sensations into an incredible night’s sleep. Oof. 

3. This morning/afternoon I went to an ecstatic dance event in the CVNP at the Octagon shelter. I haven’t been since before the pandemic started and gracious, I didn’t even realize how much I missed it. The setlist was such a perfect flow and I was able to move some of that shit through and let it go. Several times I felt tears starting like I hoped would happen, but then they immediately jammed up. Maybe feeling self conscious about crying in front of strangers, I don’t know. My hips and lower back hurt after I really let myself go deep into the dance and I had to slow my ass down even though I felt so close to falling through this blockage. In due time. I’m going to go to the next one in two weeks and break out my hula hoop to use out in the back yard. 

4. I’m fantasizing about dropping everything and becoming a 5rhythms teacher. Just spend the rest of my life dancing. 

5. I put up the new hammock this afternoon and sat in the shade listening to the birds and the breeze, reading It Didn’t Start With You and listening to the new Ben Howard album with my earbuds to help drown out the psychos next door. Although, I will say they didn’t start screaming until I had already gone inside. 

6. The Vermont job that I want is posted again with a new title and slightly tweaked description. My goal is to get my application in by end of day Wednesday. The imposter syndrome is intense this time because I applied already and I have no idea if they hit the pause button on the search because they didn’t like any of the applicants or they really did want to evaluate their staffing needs once the new ED started like they said. What if it’s both things and they were just being polite? Oh well, the only real and true thing I have to go on is the deep in my gut knowing that I will regret it if I don’t try. 

7. I was supposed to do a couple hours of client work again today, but I’m wiped and needed a day that’s just for me to process and release and relax. I also got myself a DQ sundae. The screamers next door are out monopolizing the beautiful evening with their chaos, so I think I’m going to run a bath to soak with some epsom salts and essential oils and then watch a movie. 

8. This week is going to be busy af and I need to wake up and have my poop in a group right away. Wish me luck. No THC at bedtime tonight for sure. 

#can I move to 100 acres with no neighbors please? #but also have community? #I'm confusing #and I'm ok with that

[sinner-sinta]

Wish I could write cute HCs about Nikto too but I can't because I know that man is not doing any of that

The closest thing to affection we have is trying to kill each other with our bare hands

#and i'm ok with that #i love him anyway #nikto #sometimes love is clawing and strangling each other while covered in blood

[thirteenastankova]

Mandip is truly trying to murder us

#and i'm ok with that #mandip gill

[piesauce]

maybe the rest of the mlb seasons will be adrichat centric where he finds out the truth and gets closure on his situation! (delusional)

#do i make sense #no i dont #and i'm ok with that #mlb season 5 spoilers #mlb #miraculous ladybug #ml

[jenlrossman]

Last night my "In progress" list on Tubi combined in my subconscious to create a dream about an episode of Beyond Belief in which Jonathan Frakes was wearing the motorcycle outfit from the third season premiere of Hannibal

If you can make your brain do that, I highly recommend it

#Beyond belief #Beyond belief fact or fiction #Jonathan Frakes #Hannibal #I have issues #And I'm OK with that

[morsking]

<--

occasionally full of purely selfish and superficial reasons

#and i'm ok with that #this post is about summer ibuki

[simmer-pea]

12 of My Favorite Posts from 2022

For some reason a 100 people decided to follow this silly little simblr in 2022, thank you so so much ♥

#I'm just one day late #TS4 #the sims 4 #2022 recap #I’m really happy I can share my beloved pixel babies in this website #this simblr became an Adrian apreciation blog in 2022 #and I'm ok with that

[of-nyon]

Happy decadeiversary to me having nothing better to do on new year's eve <3

#total wordcount: around 220k #i could have written multiple novels #instead i yelled into the void about gay robots #and i'm ok with that #auron voice: it's been...ten years....