#and I'm already in so much pain normally I didn't need a hernia on top of it

[god-is-a-dyke]

- bangs head on table - my stomach hurts. hand the surgery over now pls.

#tw surgery #im sick of the fucking waiting game that is our medical system #yeah you can tell me to stop lifting heavy things but until you schedule my surgery I don't feel able to go to my boss about it #and look hey I know she'll be understanding and I'm mostly upset for personal/financial reasons #but I'm just grr argg #and I'm already in so much pain normally I didn't need a hernia on top of it #anyways I have a consultation with the surgeon on the 17th and then I guess we'll schedule surgery from there #and who knows how far out that'll be #here's to hoping I'm not making things too much worse by continuing to work #personal #rambles