absolutely adore the dca with all my heart but sometimes i really feel like we don't give monty enough love. big himbo gator man, i bet he'd act so cool with the person he has a crush with and then die instantly at a single kiss on his cheek
❛ there have been countless times in my life when i thought i’d be better off dead. ❜
/have a lost in thought Ranger xD
"Don't give anyone the satisfaction." Maglor replied promptly. It was the reply they gave themself quite often and it was just as applicable here. They looked at the young Ranger, not really that young though most were young to them, and smiled a little. The pot they were cooking some stew in was simmering now and so they sat back and considered Hal's words in regards to how the Ranger must feel. Spite was well and good for him but it may be different for Hal.
"It is easy to want to end everything, to no longer be that which you are or to just stop feeling or existing. I have felt such many times myself. What keeps me going is that I refuse to allow anything to bring me down before I accomplish what I want to. My reason to keep going is going to be different than yours, but it boils down to this... if you do die then would it be worth it?"
I came to cry here a little. I don't know why I'm filled with so many emotions but I am. I generally feel things in excessive amounts as it is but Cadaver felt like the most beautifully violent punch I've ever taken lately. I guess I just wanted to let you know that you left a mark on someone's life for good. I will not forget this.
Offering this in the memory of Cadaver Minho.
But this right here is for you. In the hopes that you can find some comfort in it.
Thank you.
I'm actually in a puddle rn like you've melted me down i am liquid...
i wanted cadaver to be interpreted like this so badly!!! like it got to me when i was writing it and even more so when i posted it. it's definitely one of the darkest and deepest things I'll ever write in my entire life lmao.
but the fact that it struck you like this... like you reblogged AND came into my inbox. i love you. cadaver! minho lives on!
also btw yes i have had seungmin's theme on repeat for hours bc you linked it to me and yes i needed this. thank you so much love !!! <3