#and I know I dont talk about serious stuff here but lemme tell you right now
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DBS COLORING BOOK CHAPTER 73 REVIEW
Alright... let's do this.
The first 4 pages are good. Good flow, not too many pages, no dialogue (thank God). Page 5 is where the paneling gets unnecessary. The last 2 panels aren't needed.
Page 6 is absolutely stupid. Goku & Granolah are flying at extremely high speeds, Goku is firing ki blasts that are moving at a higher velocity than he is currently moving, Granolah moves even faster in order to dodge Goku's ki blasts, then Granolah is using his scarf that is wrapped around a tree to swing around the tree & get behind Goku... A SCARF.
The scarf would tear apart instantly if Granolah tried to use it to catapult/swing himself around faster than Goku can perceive.
YOU: "The scarf is probably really strong tho!"
Sure let's assume that. In that case, the tree would be uprooted from the velocity Granolah is moving. Either way, it doesn't make sense. If this was early Dragon Ball and Yamcha did something like this when fighting Goku, then yeah it would be reasonable and look cool. With the power these characters are at now, it just looks ridiculous and inconvenient. It doesn't work here. Granolah could've easily dodged on his own and much faster that wraping his scarf around the tree.
So Granolah swings around and kicks Goku through tons of trees. (Saiyans killed his ppl but Granolah is killing his planet. Ironic)
Hey look! Another stupid page 😒
Page 7. Goku got sent flying back at a speed capable of easily cutting through tons of trees, but he slows himself down by grabbing a branch & swinging around it? Why? Again, at that speed, Goku would yank the limb of the tree clean off or uproot the entire tree. That wouldn't slow down his speed. He would be better off just stopping in the air on his own as if he applied the emergency breaks. Characters have done that plenty of times. Again, stuff like swinging around trees and tree branches is stuff they would had done in OG Dragon Ball.
Why is Goku blocking like that?? He isn't reinforcing his arm, he's holding his wrist whole his forearm gets punched. That would damage his arm and/or wrist.
*Boom boom! Bam bam!* They hit each other some. But are you ready for this? Pages 11-12...!
Why did Goku yell as if he is transforming? He is using Ultra Instinct, right? You don't yell to power that up. Remember the Moro arc? He calmly breathes to go into the state. Remember the chapter before? He calmly closes his eyes to focus. Why is he yelling then tapping into UI? Because Toyotaro can't write consistently. This page was...! just dumb...
Also... What is this SSB with Ultra Instinct then? You remember the SSB aura around UI Omen in the Moro arc? What's the difference between "Blue plus Ultra Instinct" & "Ultra Instinct plus Blue?"
Granolah says he can read Goku's blood flow and cell movements. That should come in handy later when he could potentially find a weakeness in Goku using UI. Hopefully Goku doesn't tell him he can't stay in the form too long. 🤞
SSB with UI is more focused that lower forms in combination with UI. Goku should be nearly untouchable. Pages 13 - 14 show how well Goku can dodge. Looks like ballet in a way, like Goku us dancing around him. I like that. Then he uses a point blank Kamehameha. Looks cool. But it turns out that Granolah simultaneously hit Goku somehow. Not a complaint here.
Pointless panels of Oil being blown back by the force. Pointless panels of Vegeta not paying attention to the fight and looking around. Pointless 2 panels of smoke clearing away. The entire page doesn't add anything at all. Page 17 could be omitted & it would flow better.
Goku is on the ground for the... 3rd time in this battle? I wish it would at least have Granolah say he didn't realize how difficult UI with SSB would be for him, but he barely saw an opening. That would be some sort of respect for Goku and did some clever foreshadowing. But we get Granolah insulting Goku instead. Whatever.
This "vital points" nonsense is so stupid. Everyone in DB has nearly identical vital points. Majin Vegeta knocked Trunks out by chopping at his vital point. These characters know what vital points are and know them well as we have seen when they were in combat since early DB. Granolah should be saying "My right eye will always find an opening." But maybe its a translation error or something. I won't be too harsh about this one.
Wait wait wait. Lemme get this straight...
Whis trained Goku, then Goku is able to use UI in the ToP.
Merus trains Goku to use UI Omen at will.
Goku later masters UI with silver hair.
Whis points out new flaws that didn't exist then trains Goku even further.
Goku has been trained by 2 Angels to the point of being able to go into Mastered UI at will and recieved further training after mastering the Angelic power. How is it that Goku has the gull to say "No, Ultra Instinct should have no weaknesses. If anything's lacking, it's gotta be my training."
And he's telling Granolah that he is vulnerable for some reason...? He's just foreshadowing for the reader that he will lose. The last 4 or 5 panels of page 19 isn't needed.
Whatever. Let's move on. So on page 20, for some reason, Goku has a confused look & a question mark in his speech bubble after Granolah blames Saiyans for killing his ppl. Maybe Goku doesn't understamd why Granolah is repeating himself for the 3rd or 4th time? Or he wasn't listening the earlier times. Can't blame him. Granolah's speeches bored me too.
Granolah copies Moro & makes lava rise from the core of his beloved home planet in order ro hurt Goku. Poor Sugarians. I wonder if there will be a "You're becoming the bad guy now, Granolah." type of story. Dont really care though. Goku escapes by teleporting. He mentions how Granolah has Moro's move. I guess Granolah is supposed to be like Cell and have others techniques... like Moro before him... They are both altered copies of Cell who is much cooler than both of them combined...
Well, here they are making Vegeta look capable (somehow?). Also its interesting that the bloodthirsty Granolah is allowing Goku & Vegeta to chat about their discovery of who his ppl are. The the ex-detective Vegeta quickly figures out that Maki & Oil fooled them. That was rushed. "But Vegeta was suspicious of them before." Yes, but there was no reason or anything we heard that would make Vegeta suspicious. The writing is bad. Also it's convenient that Oil has a drone all of the sudden to eavesdrop. The last 4 panels of page 24 are pointless.
GOKU: "Hey let's talk to him and clear things up."
VEGETA: "Nah. He's probably too stubborn. Just fight to move the story along instead."
Goku says he hasn't used his full power yet & Vegeta is surprised. How does Vegeta not realize Goku hasn't used his full power, Mastred UI? Then Vegeta says "Tch... Gotta resort to that in the end, huh?" Toyotaro is having Vegeta downplay UI in order to hype up Vegeta's fight next chapter. Bad writing. There's better ways to hype Vegeta up. Toyo chose one of the worst ways to do so.
Granolah... Just standing and waiting for Goku to come back. What a patient revenge fueled man.
UI Goku through the fog looked cool. (And his wounds heal? Ok...) But, seeing that made me realize something else. It would be much cooler if it went from page 22 then skip to page 26!
We don't need Goku & Vegeta chatting. The reveal of UI would not have had a pace breaker. It just happens & you see that Goku is serious now. Show don't tell.
GRANOLAH: "I can't perceive... any vital points?!"
That sounds stupid, so I do think it is a translation error.
GRANOLAH: "I can't perceive... any openings?!"
Now that reads much better! (I also edited the dialogue to "openings" in the pic above.)
Great... Goku conveniently exposed a weakness in UI that Whis had conveniently made up in CH 71. Although, in CH 59 Whis said that Mastered UI doesnt have the stamina issue that UI Omen has. Then in CH 64 it shows that the stamina issue is gone with Mastered UI during the 3 chapter battle with Moro. Goku never looked fatigued or weak in this form. Only time the form went away is when "planet" Moro drained Goku of his energy.
But now Goku & Whis say otherwise. How suddenly contradictory. Page 26 of this current chapter (CH 73) would be better if the last 2 panels were omitted.
Mastsred UI Goku easily takes down Moro- I mean Granolah. Also Goku tries to chat now after attacking Granolah. Should've said something before you start kicking ppl in the face. But this is shown to prove Vegeta is right about not being able to reason with Granolah. Even if it makes no sense.
Cool dodging & aikido type movement from Goku.
Goku using "the force" & stopping Granolah's movements was cool. Reminded me of Goku doing something similar to Broly in the DBS movie. Or more similarly, like Zamasu did in the manga.
I guess Toyotaro is suggesting that the quick flurry of punches is a Master UI kind of move. (Although it originated in the anime when UI Omen Goku was punching back against Jiren & when he did so to block attacks from Jiren in EP 129.) I hope this move isn't over used that it ends up losing its flare.
Vegeta pretends to be upset that Goku defeated Granolah while in the previous chapter, Vegeta told Goku to fight first.
Somehow Vegeta is able to sense that there are 2 Granolahs. You can say because he has spirit control, but Goku has been through that kind of training with Roshi, Kami, & King Kai (possibly some with the Yardrats too which helped him control Super Saiyan at the level he could). And with Instant Transmission, Goku must be an expert in detecting ki. He can feel ki in different realms and locate ppl from far across the galaxy Goku should sense this too. All this writing is doing is trying to make Vegeta appear as the more capable fighter & get Vegeta fans hype for his next battle. That's all.
The switcheroo (I think I used that wrong) of a fake Granolah was a kinda clever idea. But Goku not knowing what "split" means is asinine.
Goku literally says "Split...? What's that mean?"
Goku has seen firsthand when Tien split into multiple Tiens, Goku knows the Yardrats can split themselves into many ppl, he saw merged Zamasu split himself, & he saw Moro split himself. Why is he written so stupid? I need answers Toyo.
Page 40....
HOW IN THE HECK did Mastered UI get caught off guard?! Ain't it supposed to automatically grow sturdier as necessary?! Boy oh boy, this writing... A positive is that the punch looks like the 1 inch punch Goku did to Golden Freeza (inspired by the legendary Bruce Lee).
So if actual Granolah is twice as strong and can one shots UI Goku... Vegeta doesn't stand a chance. But the bad writing will make a way for Vegeta to look somewhat capable.
Granolah says UI becomes less sharp over time. Only problem is that Goku fought longer against Moro. This fight of UI Goku should have been longer. If the fight was longer when in the UI "transformation" then I would be more generous about Granolah finding an opening. Speaking of openings, Granolah says "opening" instead of "vital point." Must be a translation error.
Goku is in a near death-like state and Vegeta is like
VEGETA: "Leave that fool alone. Fight me instead."
Vegeta threatening Granolah is either stupid or smart. Smart = Vegeta provoking Granolah to get an advantage mentally. Dumb = Vegeta reverting to his Cell saga overconfidence that Toyo always does.
IN CONCLUSION:
STILL NO IMAGE OF FREEZA... I guess he isnt that important to the story after all. And this storytelling is so bad because Toyo can't stay consistent at all, he doesn't understand the characters, & he can't come up with anything besides "this form also drains stamina." You can say he & Toriyama write this together but I doubt it. Toriyama corrects his art & just gives the story a pass.
Recently it seems that Toriyama is more interested in the DBS movies being produced. Toriyama just writes an outline, Toyotaro & Toei write their versions of the story around that, Toriyama corrects Toyotaro's art & Toriyama also corrects or adds to what Toei thinks up. Example being when Toei created Kale & Toriyama created Caulifla in response.
I'm not excited for the next chapter. I don't care what Vegeta does. How is Vegeta going to win against someone who one shotted Goku in UI. Either the writing will be kinda smart or just plain stupid. I'm expecting stupid.
Idk if I'll review the next chapters. The bad writing was too much for me. I wrote this review last month right 1 day after the chapter came out, but I didnt want to read the manga again to get the images I need for this review. So I put it off for almost 1 month.
I wanna take a break from this bad manga...
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Boys reaction to MC who never have date before meeting them. Like, the boys as MC's first love.
My first HC on here and I was memeing half the time while writing it. Included what the boys would do after hearing this news as well because why not. I’m not a Lucien fan but lord have mercy on my soul, I couldn’t help making his romantic af. He is the ideal boyfriend/date minus the l i e s that come in the MS and I hate it. All the crossed out stuff is just commentary because I couldn’t help myself. Hope you enjoy~ Thank you for your ask <3
How the MLQC boys react to being MC’s first love below the cut~
Victor:
Follows with some snarky comment after he calls her “Dummy”.
Let’s be real here, if he doesn’t call her dummy immediately, then something is wrong. Reminds me of when we streamed the first episode of MLQC and we were all yelling “CALL US BAKA” the second Victor came on screen.
While he seems cool and collected on the outside, you can hear the computer shutdown sound play on the inside.
To him, this is a shocking confession.
Victor: I’m not surprised a dummy like you hasn’t been in a serious relationship before.
Victor, internally: How has she never been in a serious relationship before??
He’s not very good at expressing himself honestly through his words but he truly admires MCs hardworking nature.
He finds that very attractive in a woman and is surprised that other men in the line of business haven’t taken their shot with her yet. it’s because they can feel your death stare on the back of their heads, kind sir
One thing he struggles with is being himself. He tries to act like everything is in his control all the time.
Because of this, upon hearing MCs confession, he invites her to a fancy dinner at his penthouse insert Victor’s Dazzling Date because THATS ALL THAT MATTERS. Jkjk haha... unless...
He wants to impress her as much as possible even though he knows deep down that she doesn’t care about what a person has and rather how they are as a person
BUT ALAS. The stress be real for her first boyfriend.
He wants her to know she made a good decision without verbally telling her out of his own bitch mouth I love you, please call me baka so he goes over the top with their first date.
Basically pulls a Mr. Krabs when taking Mrs. Puff on a date. Just add shades to Mr. Krabs to represent Victor’s “I’m calm. I’m chill. I’m all good. We vibin out here.”
All MC wants from him is his honest and genuine thoughts. and a lifetime stock of pudding because good god a girl has chocolate needs
MC eventually figures out Victor’s intentions with all the gifts he rains on her because hE dOesNt nEeD tHeM he can’t give her anything more than a cup of pudding up front
MC knows this and accepts the secret gifts with a smile.
She sends a gift in return to his office the following day along with a thank you for the wonderful date.
Can you hear that? It’s the sound of Victor’s heart rate slowing to the average persons.
Kiro:
insert pikachu meme
This boy is mind blown.
“How have you never been in a relationship before??? That can’t be true!”
Kiro sees the good in everyone, so hearing that MC has never been in a relationship before him is
He gives her a bright smile and playfully hugs her from behind.
The two of them laugh together as he whispers genuinely in her ear,
“I promise to make you happy. You won’t regret it.”
He immediately drags her off to Loveland’s Amusement Park, where they spend the whole day together.
Rides, snacks, games, you name it, they did it all.
Kiro naturally spoils MC without putting much thought to it.
It’s like a reflex for him. It’s just who he is as a person. Always wants to share the happiness in the world with the people he cares about.
As for how anxious he is after hearing the news about being MC’s first love, he is screaming at a pitch only dogs can hear.
Almost 100% of the time he has a smile on his face and even convinces himself that he’s not worried about it.
But he is.
It only hits him when he thinks about another man taking MC away from him after seeing her talking with another guy.
MC will catch him without his carefree smile at times and eventually confronts him about it.
He shows her a wide smile and says there’s nothing to worry about.
L I E S. BABIE LEMME HOLD YOU I PROMISE YOU DONT NEED TO WORRY.
After a few attempts of trying to get Kiro to open up about it, he gives in and says he’s worried he’s not good enough for her HAHAHHA, GOOD ONE KIRO
MC, however, turns it around on him
MC: I’m afraid IM the one who isn’t good enough for you.
They both smile and embrace each other, knowing they’ll get through any little concerns like this.
Gavin:
He knows.
We’re talking about the boy who has been in love with MC since high school; Who has protected her behind the scenes ever since he laid eyes on her.
He would know if she had been in a previous or current relationship.
It only comes as a shock when she says she’s never been interested in anyone else romantically before. Lies. Have you seen the other suitors, MC. In a world where guys are that hot, you must’ve had at least 1 crush, c’mon sis.
Gavin respected her personal boundaries and never looked into her personal affairs so he had very little knowledge of her views on other guys.
He gets a little bit nervous, since he believes her standards must be high if she hasn’t been interested in anyone else before.
Does the full on soldier oath, bend the knee cliche which includes “I promise to always protect you” and “Nobody will ever be good enough for you”
Mc: Gavin no...
Gavin: NOBODY WILL EVER BE GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU.
Spoiler alert: You are waayyyyy too good for me, Gavin.
He doesn’t have too much anxiety over the thought of being MC’s first love though since he’s very good at staying true to himself and knows MC is one to admire that about others.
Gavin is a quiet guy in general. He’s more of an observer and watches MC to take note of what she enjoys.
When he sees her eyes shine bright after seeing a delicious dessert cafe, he offers to take her. He makes sure to express how he also wants to go since he knows she won’t accept unless he is interested as well.
Boy literally has no interests the moment he’s with MC. He is essentially that vine
Doesn’t even wait until the question is over and just “Absolutely. Let’s do it”
MC: But I haven’t even said anything yet...
He isn’t much different from how he is now. Has around the same amount of anxiety just from being in MCs presence.
Boy just wants to PROTECC and is always panicking on the inside but tries to remain calm.
He is very good at calming his anxiety though since he’s had so long to understand what MC values and knows she just loves people for themselves.
That’s all he needs.
Lucien:
His eyes widen slightly at MCs confession.
It’s nothing too mind blowing for him since he knows how refined MC is and how dedicated she is to her work.
It’s still surprising to him that nobody has tried to sweep her off her feet yet.
With how kind MC is, it would be hard for her to refuse a date with a gentleman.
Lucien gently presses a kiss to MCs hand upon hearing her confession.
Lucien: I am honored to be given the opportunity TO WOO to take such a beautiful lady out on a date~ AND MORE PLEASE
Lucien is the definition of a gentleman shhhh we aren’t speaking of current chapters in the main route Lucien. Cover your eyes. Pretend you do not see.
With little to no anxiety showing on his face after the reveal that he is MCs first love, he insists on taking her out to a nice restaurant the most classy and romantic 5 star restaurant Loveland City has to offer as a way to thank her for dealing with his bs (both his bullshit and black swan hahaha I’m so funny oml) being given the opportunity to treat her as a beautiful young lady should be treated.
He’s also more on the less anxious side of being MCs first love.
Lucien is a traditional man and does stuff by the book.
Because of this, he respects and likes the idea of being MCs first love.
He doesn’t go over the top yet isn’t cliche with dates and little actions.
He knows exactly what to say and when to say it. Though he may struggle with being openly honest about his own thoughts and feelings, he tries his best to express himself for MC. a lot of the time he just assumes talking to her about his personal affairs would bring her down.
This, however, gets better overtime as they continue to date.
They spend a lovely evening at dinner together and take a midnight stroll through the city oh god city stroll PTSD
He gently wraps his jacket around her bare shoulders with a soft smile as he thanks her once again for believing in him believing he is worthy of her
Bonus:
Shaw:
Shaw, smirking: Is that so?
Oohhhhh you know what that smirk does to me. DOWN BOY D O W N.
He’s surprised but his reaction is very mutual.
His internal thoughts are more on the line of “Hmm I’m her first boyfriend, aye?” and “OYA OYA”
He very likely most definitely places his hand on the wall beside her head and leans in closely to get a reaction from her as he growls,
Shaw: So that means you really like me, yeah? I’m making this way too hot gdi. Shaw stans please enjoy your food
MC looks up to see that same playful smirk resting on his face.
highkey don’t know how to respond because Im just “ok think of 3 things she would probably say and go from there” while my brain just computer error sound
MC: and what about yourself? I’m sure there are tons of girls throwing themselves at you yet you choose me.
He pulls away and places his hands in his pockets with a chuckle.
Shaw: I’ve had my fair share before.
iVe HaD mY fAiR sHarE bEfoRe MY ASS
I’m convinced he’s had one time things with girls purely for information or he isn’t the least bit interested in relationships because he thrives on stimulation and entertainment and nOboDy iS gOoD eNouGh plus he literally asks what people do on dates when taking mc out in his first date in game SO
Either way, this is a LIE. The man can’t relationship for the life of him so he has no RIGHTS to tease her.
Just let him believe or you can try to tease him about it in hopes of getting a little pouty face out of him.
Honestly, their first date would just be the first date we got in the game and nobody can convince me otherwise.
Shaw is a wild child and doesn’t care for romantic dates. at least that’s what he wants you to think
A little insight on his character: He’s very blunt and easily pushes people away all the while keeping them close enough to gather intel. He doesn’t get emotionally attached to anyone and makes sure it’s mutual on both ends. Personal relationships only drag him down, especially in his line of work. He prioritizes other things before relationships which makes him so damn FRUSTRATING BUT I SWEAR I WILL CRACK YOU OPEN LIKE A WALNUT JUST YOU WATCH ME.
With that being said, after actually being in a relationship with MC for a while and opening up about their personal lives more, Shaw can be very romantic. He may be awkward for a bit at first since he literally doesn’t know what a date is but he gets there eventually.
He’s still full of fun but is also very gentle and makes sure MC is enjoying herself.
I got sidetracked with the actual HC on this one but Shaw stans need food I NEED FOOD
#mlqc#mr. love queen's choice#mr. love#mlqc gavin#mlqc shaw#mlqc kiro#mlqc victor#mlqc lucien#i had to limit myself because i started writing A LOT#i also had the BRILLIANT idea#*not really brilliant*#of Lucien offering to walk MC home after their date#and MC just ‘that’s ok. Youve already done so much for me tonight’#Lucien: Our apartments are right next to each other mc#MC:#*hello darkness my old friend plays in the bg*#she just wanted to be polite and the fucking LOGIC FLEW OVER HER HEAD LIKE#logic? dont know em#ms. walks in front of cars every day#i really enjoyed shaws too just because i love his bitch ass#like being able to meme 24/7 is my dream and that is legit all he’s good for#the S A S S#we love a sassy bitch#and his date we got in the game is all i need to say about their date after mcs reveal#shaw: cool so what IS a date exactly?#mc: youre kidding right?#shaw: well i mean i know it’s for couples but wtf do we do#mc: shopping/dinner/a movie#shaw: *jerry squints* thats boring as hell. lets go do some illegal shit
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hiiii im that anon gushing abt youngjoo&seoyoung. u're as always right and galaxy-brained, bestie!! from the stills i feel like you KNOW homeboy will be super unsettled at the fact that she hurt herself and intensely tell her to be careful next time and the whatnot. no.1 enemy of all things that hurt seoyoung, that boy. and WHAT is the point if he doesnt give her a ride on his bike when she's upset and she gently lays her cheek against his back and finds comfort , love, and quite literally ultimately her home there... what is the point of it all Luni..... and if she gifts him smthg she made with her bare hands i will simply Perish i will Pass Away
also. ! how much angst do you think they'll have ?? who will make the first move when the time finally comes?? i frankly dont care as long as theyre holding hands 😭😭😭 anticipating a breakthrough in this week's episodes 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
hope you have a good day/night Luni!!
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babes lemme love you 💗 💗 💗 💗 💗 💗 💗 💗 💗 💗 💗 💗 💗 💗 💗 💗 💗 💗 💗 💗 💗today is the day omg finally it’s been ages omg the new ep better deliver with lots like i love that they gave them lots of screentime apart and together so they better keep up that for the rest of the eps.
"WHAT is the point if he doesnt give her a ride on his bike when she's upset and she gently lays her cheek against his back and finds comfort , love, and quite literally ultimately her home there... what is the point of it all “ NOT YOU MAKING ME CRY AND IT’S ONLY AFTERNOON 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 you wrote it so well i wish i could write well too omg this gotta happen in the next 4 eps for the first time and then it’s a habit of him to take her everywhere with his bike and pick her up and stuff omg pls
I think there will be lots of angst but also lots of jealousy with the leads like
but i also feel like he will show his jealous side when he sees her with some guys so there will be some misunderstandings and such
but also (this is what s**mpi translated from the korean newsarticles soooooooooooooo)
HEAR ME OUT I KINDA SEE HER MAKE THE FIRST MOVE AGAIN BUT ALSO HIM BECAUSE MORE OR LESS THEY BOTH always went to the other on their own without any hesitation so i feel like it’s a push and pull.
it’s too early but if they don’t hold hands by ep 13-14 kbs can see these hands fighting them for real. and that’s them already being on thin ice with me after what they did with YOM. they are on thin ice and they better make it right and give us what we want like i am serious here they better do that. or they will get blacklisted by me for 1 year the way layla is blacklisting sbs.
MAN YOU KNOW WHAT. so like she always has her hair down and it’s making me insane when someone crafts with her hair down like what if something happens to you baby girl put the hair up into a bun or a ponytail or anything. so what if he puts her hair together into a ponytail or pushes her hairstrand out and back like omgggggggggggggggggggggg
or he gifts her a plushie hairband for her hair idk something cute.
i just want her to get everything she wants and she deserves all the love and everything else she really means so much omg she’s just amazing she deserves it all.
also curious about her parents? did they die when she was young did they give her up did something else happen like tragic.
also i really cannot wait for her to break apart and show her fragil site to him and that she just want someone to be there for her and for her to feel like she matters and for her to feel at ease. alsoher crying in front of him and him comforting her the way he already does, gonna be good gonna be niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
sending hugs omg we gonna have to talk about ep5 later 💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 💖 💖
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captivated.
Chanhee likes being alone. he likes to enjoy his me-time the most, even he had so many friends out there. sometimes he hangs out with his squad, but mostly he likes strolling the street alone while sips a coffee in the nearby cafe he found. he mostly spends his time alone or with his friends. but everything changed when he met this guy. this very guy that he met in the club few months ago.
it’s the first time chanhee went to a club. it was because his friends forcefully asked chanhee to come. chanhee didn’t like crowds at all. he hates it so much. so he never to come to crowd place especially a club. that’s the first place that he didn’t want to go to so much. that day, chanhee (unwillingly) came with his friends. he just loved his friends and didn’t want breaking the friendship, so he decided to come. he just wears his usual shirt and jeans. while his friends totally went off like a fashion models. their friends basically are bunch of lovers. he had 4 friends and there’s 2 couple from it. first is younghoon and changmin and the second couple is kevin and jacob. that’s why he likes to go alone because he’s always left out when the 4 of them being such a lovey dovey. he’s really gonna puke if he stayed too long with them but their friends are so caring about chanhee. they would like to do anything for him to get a good catch. actually, that is the reason his friends bring chanhee to club. to get a hot guy.
“i really hated this so much but i love you all sooo much, thats the reason i come today okay, dont get me wrong” chanhee said
“i promised you’ll get a hot snack today” kevin said enthusiastically
“hot my ass, lets just go there then back home quick”
they arrived at the famous club in the center of the city where most of them wears expensive clothes and accessories. chanhee didn’t pay for this, younghoon paid it all. he’s extra rich so he’s willingly to pay for the five of them. changmin is the luckiest for sure. he got a hot and rich boy out there without even trying, because younghoon made a move first.
chanhee felt he went to a wrong place moreover he wears just plain clothes.
“wtf i just wear this... ugh bye i dont care, i just sit my ass of in the bar”
chanhee just went off leaving his friends who right now enjoying themselves out in the crowds. he looked at the menu but he’s like
“the fuck i didn’t have that much money.. should i ask younghoon to pay or ugh but he already paid for this ughhhh” chanhee just blabbering himself with frustation until someone tall came approaching him in the bar
“what do you like? i buy it for you” he said it softly.
chanhee seems a bit surprised by a approachment. he dressed casually with a black top shirt and black jeans also. this guy is tall, but not so tall as younghoon, maybe 2 cm lower. he had his raven black hair which it seems he styled it so good. he seems like an actor coming out from the tv. he had sharp-edged nose which made him looked even more like a celebrity.
“o-oh no no it’s okay i didn’t feel like to drink tonight. i must go back sober because im sure my friends wont be sober at all later” chanhee got panicked a little by the coming of this real hot guy. so kevin is true? is it their plan afterall?
“it’s okay, you can order some cocktails.”
“no it’s okay-”
then the tall guy ordered some cocktails for chanhee and for himself too.
“it’s my treat because i need someone to talk to and you seem not interested, i guess?”
“uhm, thank you for the treat i guess.. i promise i’ll pay it soon-”
“no, there’s no need. it’s okay. it’s really okay”
“okay fine, thankyou anyway. and yes im not interested in this kind of amusement. it’s not amusing at all for me”
“so what kind of amusement you like to see mr? what should i call you?”
“chanhee. call me chanhee” chanhee finally looked at him. that tall guy sat beside him in the bar. chanhee can finally looked that guy’s feature even more clearly right now.
“hi chanhee, im not weird person, so dont be scared okay, im just like you. bored with these kind of stuffs. im just dragged here along with my friends too.” he chuckled
“no i didnt think it that way, you seem like a good person. but i dont know it’s just my guts, hey you didn’t tell me your name yet”
“yes right, sorry. im juyeon. nice to meet you chanhee”
“of course nice to meet you too”
they talked for a while there while having their cocktails. somehow juyeon is fun to talk to even with his lame dad jokes. and juyeon is easily to be fooled. chanhee really likes to fool someone and laughing at them. they really having fun talking to each other like that. chanhee found they kinda had no ending convos between each other. juyeon just told him that he’s actually working as a new journalist, because he’s a fresh graduate and it stressed him out because there were so many tasks to do. and it turned out they are in the same age but juyeon graduated first because he entered the college one year early. after those fun and funny convos between each other, juyeon stated something.
“chanhee-ya, you looked so pretty today, i cant take my eyes off of you since you come today” he looked so serious and his eyes told him so. the way his black pearled eyes see chanhee thoroughly and softly. chanhee looked at him back. in his eyes.
chanhee didn’t realize he’s been drowning into his eyes the whole time he had this long convo with juyeon. he rarely looked at someone’s eyes while having a not serious conversation, but today is different. juyeon’s eyes. the way his eyes looked at chanhee is a whole different. chanhee is captivated into them. he’s so lost into juyeon’s eyes. he admired those pretty and captivating eyes which made him forget that he’s right now in the least place he wants to go. but right now, he’s stuck here in someone’s eyes for some moments. he felt like there’s no one here in this shitty place, but he’s right here with juyeon only. both of them alone.
chanhee looked so flustered. and he started to blush withouth he even realized.
“uhm- i- that’s so much blunt of you wow thank you i guess..”
“such a pretty boy doin here alone, im scared you’ll be get kidnapped or something while your friends out there,” then he moved closer to chanhee’s ear then he whispered
“there’s so many guys lookin at you lustfully if you didnt notice.. look at your surrounding”
chanhee didn’t realize it at all, there’s really some guys lookin at him with nasty look that he’s really gonna puke at them right now.
“shit. i should go home i guess. that’s why this is the least place that i wanna come sigh, but wait how can i know youre not like them huh?”
“uhmm, you’ve been with me an hour, so i conclude youre comfortable with me”
“yes youre right...” then he looked at juyeon for a while, he really like a good boy with his fool-like smile but still handsome. and the eyes which can smile too.
“lemme take you home can i?”
“ugh why? you have your friends right, and i got my friends too..”
“it feels like you didnt want to stay here longer right”
“how did you know though”
“it’s seen by your face you dummie cutie” he pinched chanhee’s left cheek softly.
“uhm right.. we just talked for 1 hour but why i feel like it’s already 2 hours... time really ticks longer here”
“go tell your friends then, i’ll take you home.”
“how should i trust you, youre not like the nasty guys right there?”
“i promised i’ll drive you safe and sound without even do anything nasty to you. i promise please let me take you homee, im just wanna talk to you longer though. i kinda had so much fun talking to you and bonus you’re pretty”
“finee let me chat my friends first okay, then we can go”
“yes!”
he’s enthusiastically happy and he smiled like a puppy. chanhee for the countless times drown into his eyes again and he said this without even he realized.
“juyeon, did you know that you are so cute?”
“ah- oops, it went off from my mind” chanhee said again
juyeon just smiled
he moved closer to chanhee. he looked at chanhee’s eyes softly and took chanhee’s hand. he carressed it softly. then lookin at chanhee’s lil cross tattoo in his pinky and carressed it again. after that, juyeon just kissed chanhee’s knuckles one by one.
“but you’re way more cuter.”
“i- i- o-okay.”
chanhee flustered as hell and blushed like a tomato. he feels his ears hot like a pan.
“lets go” juyeon dragged chanhee out from the club with his hand intertwining in chanhee’s.
juyeon brought his sport car with him today and chanhee will ride in there the expensive car.
“oh my, it’s really your car? oh God you didnt look like a rich sugar daddy but you really are?”
“im not yet a sugar daddy, im still in my twenties, im just a hot man that you just met in the club” he teased
“okay whatever”
then juyeon laughs and they both entered the car.
“do you want to straight go home or?”
“i didnt feel asleep yet. do you want to go somewhere?”
“not really, but do you have a place to go in this hours?”
“uhm let me think, there’s a cafe near my house, it’s just a small cafe but it’s really cozy and-” chanhee didnt even finish but juyeon just smiled softly
“yes lets go there anywhere you want”
“okay”
juyeon always looked at chanhee everytime there’s a traffic light.
“stop looking at me like that, you seems like wanna eat me alive or what”
“sorry you’re just so pretty”
“stop telling me!!”
“why? it’s true though, you’re really beautiful, did i make you uncomfortable?sorry-”
“no no it’s just, i cant take compliments, cant you look at my ears that flushed red like a tomato right now?”
juyeon laughs and seems enjoying it so much
“you’re really pretty. really.”
“i even just wear this pair of not so expensive clothes, you still call me pretty?”
“uhm” he nods and smiled like a puppy again
“geez whatever you say”
they drived along and arrived at the place.
“it’s a cute place so thats why you like to come here. so cute people tend to go here”
“stopppp”
juyeon laughs again and they both entered the cafe
the barista knew chanhee and actually it’s his childhood friend too. his name is sunwoo. and sunwoo looked so surprised seeing him with a new guy
“HYUNG WHO IS TH-!” he almost shouts
“shut up sunwoo or i kill you” chanhee said while glaring at him
“oh you know him?” juyeon asked
“yes he’s just my annoying childhood friend that eventually lived around here too.”
“oh, he’s not gonna into your lane right?”
“what?”
“so i will not have any rival to get into you”
“lee juyeon please stoppp”
“okay i’ll stop for now idk later” juyeon just laughs
they sat in the side of the cafe while lookin at the street outside.
“it’s my usual seat anyway if you dont mind we’ll sit here”
“anywhere you go princess”
“geez stop it lee juyeon!” chanhee blushing again
juyeon enjoys chanhee being like this so much.
they finally sit together in the side. they had their own world again, they talked so many things again even their TMIs. they had so much fun talkin to each other until they didnt realize their cups of coffee almost empty.
“lee juyeon, i dont know you are just dumb or just being pure. it’s slightly the same!”
“it’s just good being pure, like it’s pure my thought that i pour in and it feels so genuine right? i like being pure, because it’s me, that’s my charm hahaha”
“i guess so, but don’t be so pure too much juyeon! you can be easily fooled!!”
“i will try hahaha”
they’re being quiet for a while to take a sip of their coffee. chanhee quietly looks at juyeon’s features again. his smile. his jawline. his sharp-edged nose. his eyes. then his lips. he almost imagined how it feels to place a chaste kiss to his lips. juyeon is beautiful. how can someone like juyeon being with him right now in here in his usual cafe. today is beautifully weird. but he loves it. it’s a whole new feeling. he never been feeling so light and joy like this before. even with his friends. it’s a new feeling.
“i know youre staring chanhee”
“o-oh im-no- im not staring” he quickly looked aside to the window
“cute. i like how you’d been flustered.” he teased
chanhee felt his ears hot again.
“dont tease me!”
“fine fine i’ll stop” juyeon chuckles
then chanhee quickly takes a sip again to his cup of caramel latte. chanhee suddenly said bluntly
“sunwoo had a boyfriend”
“hm oh? why suddenly-”
“there’s his boyfriend, the cashier boy. his name is haknyeon.”
“ah” he smiled so widely and chanhee knew he’s about to tease chanhee again
“stop saying anything okay, i just stated facts maybe you should know about this” chanhee didnt look at juyeon directly and just lookin at the window
“okay okay i know” juyeon just smiled again looking at the shy boy in front of him
“you know that im straightforward right?” juyeon suddenly said
“uhm yes so?”
“i’d really like to kiss you right now”
“uhm- s-sorry, w-what?”
“sorry i- it’s just my mind that slips out- i didnt mean to-”
“later okay, we can kiss but later” chanhee just smiled at juyeon and continue to sip his coffee while looking at his black pearled eyes who captivates him so deeply in the past hours they’ve been together.
juyeon looked a bit flustered and suddenly he grabbed chanhee’s hand.
“lee juyeon- wait-”
chanhee cant finish his words and just followed juyeon along. chanhee got so confused and say goodbye to his friend sunwoo quickly. sunwoo mouthed
“congrats hyung youre gonna get laid today!!”
then chanhee just mouthed “fckk youu kim sunwoo!!”
then chanhee really got dragged away from the cafe.
“lee juyeon what’s wrong? why suddenly?”
“just get in” he seems serious but didnt express any emotions too.
“o-okay”
then they both got in the car.
they were being quiet for a while. juyeon started the engines but he didnt press the pedal yet.
“lee juyeon are you mad or-?”
“im not chanhee..”
“so why?” juyeon being silenced and then looked chanhee closely. his black pearled eyes lookin more clearly while looking directly in chanhee’s eyes. chanhee feels like he’s drowning and drowning again into his eyes. his captivated gaze. chanhee really been lost in these beautiful eyes of juyeon for these past hours and he didnt deny it. he really wants to go deeper into his eyes.
“can i kiss you?”
so chanhee nods softly after that.
juyeon leaned in as well as chanhee who moves closer to juyeon. juyeon really placed chaste kiss into chanhee’s lips. juyeon puts his wide palm around chanhee’s soft jaw and softly carressed chanhee’s cheek with his thumb. chanhee grips his jeans tightly while feeling a soft kiss in his slim cherry lips. juyeon kissed chanhee slowly, from chanhee’s bottom lips then decided to kiss it even more deeper. chanhee’s lips just move along with juyeon soft kiss toward his lips. chanhee really melts into juyeon’s. chanhee feels like he’s already get into juyeon. when they already a lil out of breath, juyeon pulls away and moves to place a kiss to chanhee’s corner of the lips. then moves along to kiss chanhee’s chin softly, moves along again and kissed chanhee’s fluffy cheek. chanhee feels like so much butterfly flying over in his stomach. he almost died because of tachycardia. juyeon still place a soft chaste kiss in chanhee’s face. he moves to chanhee’s eyes then his nose. and lastly his forehead.
juyeon finished his long lasting kiss towards chanhee and they still few inch apart.
“you’re really beautiful. i do really mean it. it’s just few hours but why i already really like you. admit it, you kinda had a spell on me huh?” while carressing chanhee’s soft cheek with his big thumb. chanhee still blushed red.
“i cant say anything for now or my heart’s gonna explode”
“cute.” juyeon smiled while looking at chanhee’s eyes.
“lee juyeon. let me state this. we just knew each other for just few hours why did you make me like this?”
juyeon just chuckled and keep carressing chanhee’s cheek softly. then chanhee brings his hand to grab juyeon’s hand.
“uhm-” chanhee tried to say something
“can i-” he stutters then try to look into juyeon’s black pearled eyes.
“can i kiss you again?” chanhee finally looked at juyeon’s beautiful captivating eyes clearly
“no need to ask” juyeon smiled softly and started to lean in again
chanhee circled his arms into juyeon’s neck and they melted into each other. juyeon can feel chanhee’s caramel latte into his bitter lips of americano. they kissed so deeply until juyeon pulls away. then juyeon lifts chanhee’s small waist
“juyeon what are you doing?”
“sit on my lap”
“w-what?”
“come” juyeon didnt let chanhee finish his words and just pulls chanhee into his lap softly. chanhee just moves along and he’s already in juyeon’s lap.
chanhee puts his both hands in juyeon’s shoulder.
“i-”
“ssh, im not gonna steal your virginity for now. not now. and not here. “
“okay but-”
juyeon just pulls chanhee’s waist closer and pulls chanhee’s face into his. juyeon can feel chanhee’s hot lips after kissing him too long. juyeon just kissed him so deeply again while hugging his tiny waist. chanhee grips juyeon’s shoulders harder while feeling the kiss. juyeon’s lips dominate chanhee’s and chanhee didnt mind at all. he moves along and just follow juyeon’s moves.
it lasted for awhile after suddenly chanhee’s phone buzzed.
chanhee pulled away suddenly and there’s 5 messages already. from kim sunwoo.
“YAHH GET A ROOOM NOT IN FRONT OF MY CAFE PLEASE”
oops. chanhee just realized they both just been makin out in the parking lots in front of the cafe.
“uhm- i think we should go- sunwoo just-”
“okay sweetie we can do it another time” juyeon said while carressing chanhee’s hair and kissed chanhee’s corner of the lips.
“uhm right. uhm- do you mind if- uhm”
“uhm?” juyeon leaned in closer
chanhee still blushing red as hell. but he’s not himself right now he’s just gonna explode at anytime
“you can go to my house if you dont mind we can-”
“we can? what?” juyeon teased.
“uhm eish just drop me then in front of my house.” chanhee said frustatedly
then juyeon chuckled again and whispered to chanhee’s ear
“lets go home and continue our unfinished tasks”
chanhee blushed red red so red.
but then he just nods and go back to passenger seat quickly.
juyeon finally press the gas pedal and started to drive.
he began to drive to chanhee’s house to finish their uncomplete tasks ;)
- fin
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JAPAN TRIP 2k19 with Mod Elesa (1/?)
hey n’yall it’s mod elesa, lemme tell u bout my japan trip! u can find some of the photos of these events on my instagram @atel2er! i didn’t want to flood this post with pictures hehe ,,
GENERAL STUFF
went for school, study abroad trip to study visualization and simulation of “serious games” that businesses buy and use (but i dont feel like talking abt it since this is the FUN POST
may 10-26
the flight was 11 hours, p easy, i didn’t know anybody going into the trip because i didn’t go to any of the meetings HAHhaHEHA
whatever. everyone on the trip initially came off as if they had yellow fever and i was like ... i’m really not trying to interact with FETISHIZERS
turns out they were all really cool! only this one kid was a real weeaboo who was greasy and tall and a neckbeard who kept talking about being “culturally insensitive” and speaking japanese constantly to the teacher and the TA like ... ok patrick we get it you flex
i stayed in a hotel in shinjuku! everything is so small and i used the bidets for the first time and WOO chile that shit feels FUNKY on your asshole
i visited shinjuku major (kabukicho aka red light district, couple other places!), ikebukuro (THE MEGA POKEMON CENTER), mt fuji, fuji q highland, akihabara, hamamatsucho (area where tokyo tower is), HARAJUKU, and the emperor’s palace! i’m probably forgetting some places since we went to a lot of temples and shrines that were cool ...
the public transportation in japan is scarily on time.. like, by the second. they apologize if they’re one minute early and will wait until the scheduled time before they move omg
the subway stations have their own jingles! they kind of act as an alarm system because a lot of people sleep on the subway (which is why people generally don’t talk on it) and will recognize the jingle for their stop!
the crowded hours on the subway are noon and 6-8pm... like, its insane. it’s actually packed like sardines in there.
EVERYONE THERE IS SO SHORT.... i was taller than a lot of the grown men there (i’m 5′4″ or 162 cm for reference) and most people were around 5 feet tall... the only people taller than me were some kids around my age and this gaggle of japanese schoolgirls who were like 5′7+ and i was like. sis you’re 13, why are you that tall
pokemon is EXTREMELY prevalent in japan wherever you go. there’s pikachu stickers on taxis, pikachu is on ads on the subway and at the AIRPORT, pokemon go is widely played by a lot of people and so many of the people in my group played it so i got conned into playing again. i leveled up 5 times within 3 days and honestly? i’m god
anime is very normal there... i know that sounds all “weeby” but a lot of normal shops had animated mascots and there were ads for anime all over the place.
literally gacha machines everywhere i spent a lot of coins on gacha machines plz kill me
the homies in japan loooove crepes. they sold so many crepes. everywhere. just crepes. also spaghetti carbonara! and corndogs HAHAHA
the food there is so cheap but SOOO GOOD. sushi isn’t all that expensive at all?? like a set of 16 pieces is 1080Y... meanwhile that cost in america is like. $6000 HAHAHAHAH.
very humid? at all times? also the RAIN is debilitating if u make one wrong step you will slip and die (like i did! i stepped on a tile and fucking fell into a puddle! i have bruises still!)
SHINJUKU (detective pikachu day, may 10)
i went to go see detective pikachu on its release day in shinjuku! before that, i went to a couple sega buildings--
the sega buildings are 4 story buildings FILLED with claw machines holding stuffed animals, figurines, candy, all kinds of stuff. when i went, there was a lot of detective pikachu-related stuff. i saw this detective pikachu hat in one of the machines and spent 1000Y (about $10) or 10 attempts at the claw machine ... i still can’t believe i got it ... nobody was there to see it besides me and i YELLED when it dropped
i wore the hat that entire day around shinjuku because i honestly felt like god. people would point at me and go like “ah! meitantei pikachu!” and smile at me. i was a celebrity. i wore the hat into the movie theatre, i wore it through the entire movie, and when i was walking out, someone tapped on my shoulder and asked for my picture. she was all nervous about her english and was like “i love your hat. may i take a picture?” and i was like omG YES U CAN... sweet bab... so that’s the first photo of me that ended up on some random person’s phone
we waited around for the mass of people to exit the theatre and then left, and we ran into her again! she asked me more questions about the hat: “did you make it?” “no, i got it in a claw machine in the sega building.” she looked dumbfounded. “in shinjuku?” “yes.” “in the sega building? over there?” “yeees.” “in a claw machine?!” “yes!” “ah! i thought you made it! it’s so cute! i’m going to get one for myself.” “lol ok have fun”
i learned that its customary to stay until the very end of the credits before leaving a movie out of respect for the people who made it! meanwhile in america we walk out when the credits roll FHDSKFJS OOPIES
SHINJUKU (visit #2)
we went in the night time to go see the red light district aka kabuki-cho because thats where a lot of the bars are
i don’t drink so i didn’t join the people who went to the bars to get CRUNK, so i dragged two other guys with me and we walked around the red light district
I SAW SO MANY HOST CLUBS. so many maid cafes. so many bars. i saw a love hotel too... i was like... i wanna go inside... Blease... and my friends were like “you’re so weird KHEDJFSk” and im like “I WAS GOOGLING THESE IN CLASS TODAY, I DIDN’T THINK THEY WERE REAL”
my friend sean (he’s from taipei, cool guy, could read a lot of the kanji so we used him to navigate the subway HAHA) was walking with me that night and we saw this hole in the wall that had stairs going down to a peep show ... homegirl had her whole ass out on the sign... tiddies covered with caution tape ... i said MAAM?
one of the signs in kabuki-cho had a woman doing straight up ahegao with (what i’m pretty sure was) nut on her face. it was a small sign and i was the only one who saw it. i lost my shit. it was the funniest thing ever
kabuki-cho is really really dirty... like people straight up litter all the time bc there’s no trashcans around? so people throw their shit on the ground? and everyone steps on it... very seedy area, very gross, but i was absolutely enthralled with the nightlife and the blatant sexual vibes half the places had!
some dude stopped me and started speaking english saying “do you like karaoke? you should come drink with me for two hours, it’s a great price if you drink a lot” and i was like “no... i have to go home” and he’s like “come onnnn it’s a good price” and i was like. i’m not very assertive with men so i started panicking and my friend sean (A GOD AMONG MEN) started speaking chinese to him and he backed off ... i love you sean you’re so fucking COOL
IKEBUKURO (pokemon mega center)
so there’s this huge mall. i forgot the name, but it’s got like a lot of floors and they’re MASSIVE
on the 2rd floor is the MEGA POKEMON CENTER!!! i was so HYPED to go in there!!! it was teeming with people but there was just... so much stuff. all kinds of merch. they had plushies of the original 151, a shitton of really cool tshirts, a whole block for detective pikachu-themed merch (pins, socks, canvas bags, shirts, patches, hats, etc), and sooo much more. there’s a giant charizard statue when you walk in, as well as a statue of a pokestop HAHA. i was so excited and i wanted to buy so many things when i was in there bc they had stuff for all the legendaries (LATIOS AND LATIAS STUFF WERE THERE I WAS SO HAPPY)!!! literally anything you can think of, they had in some kind of pokemon print. including underwear. yeah i said it. here’s a really good article that showcases some of the stuff they sold there!
for reference, 100 yen is about 1 usd. a lot of things there were 480 yen ($4.80) or 3000Y ($30) and it was just... beautiful.
when i was there, yen didn’t feel like it had monetary value since it’s not the currency i’m used to, so i sPENT WAY TOO MUCH AHFJKDFD
they had themed cash registers with each of the starters... i cried :’)
i actually went there a second time but it was packed for a different reason. some idol group was performing on the ground floor and a shitton of girls were screaming fanchants while their jpop boys danced LOLLL. now i know how people see kpop stans ...
AKIHABARA (i went like 8 times)
this is what i like to call my birthplace
we went to the maid cafe. of course we fucking did. i got a dreamland passport and some cat ears. THE MAIDS ALL LOVED HATSUNE MIKU
SPEAKING OF HATSUNE MIKU AKA MY GODDESS, she was pretty popular in akihabara! she was also on some posters in the subway stations (across tokyo, not just in akihabara) and was apparently having some magical mirai concert???
there’s this giant tower called radio kaikan thats right outside the akihabara station that’s filled with all sorts of anime shit. i spent so much money in there. Good God. there was a furret plush for 5400Y and i was so STINGY that day i shouldve BOUGHT IT.... it was a longboi and i was like... sis!!!!
remember how i said my brain didn’t register that yen had monetary value? yeah i spent hundreds of dollars here no cap ...
i went to a kaguya-sama cafe as well on another day bc my friend joe (one of the figureine-collecting weebs) wanted to go and get a chika coaster
i went into a three floor sex shop and gave no fucks, the bottom floor was filled with bdsm shit and LEATHER SCHOOLGIRL OUTFITS and it was WILD. and these two old men were just casually browsing this shit like we weren’t both looking at whips and buttplugs in Public you know
i wasn’t fazed by a lot of the stuff there bc i read Funky fanfiction but the people i went in there with were major uncomfy ... i was like PRUDES HAJKFDAHDS i almost bought something don’t tell anybody
OKAY SO. there’s this place called super potato that has a floor dedicated to old games and consoles. they had so many gameboy advances and gamecubes and old consoles (famicom, dreamcast etc) for CHEAP. they had a gameboy color for 4900Y and a gamecube for 5600Y. a bitch almost cried. they had every old pokemon game under the sun (the original red, blue, yellow, gold and silver) and i ,,, they were 480Y. they were 480Y. that’s five fucking dollars. do you know how much collectors pay for that shit on ebay? HUNDREDS. i could’ve mass bought those and sold them and made so much cash but I DIDN’T.
that store had an original unopened copy of super smash bros melee and pokemon colosseum and i was like... wait if i cop a gamecube i could play pokemon collosseum like a true g... ((i didn’t cop))
but anyways there were a lot of games that didn’t make it to america (including mother 3! which my friend connor bought! as well as the console to play it!) and just... so many old things i grew up with ...
whenever i walked out of the super potato we’d end up in an alley where all the girls who work at cafes were advertising their stuff
i always took the flyers from the girls bc they spoke their cute english to me and i was like... i’d die for you, yknow that?
ALL KINDS OF CAFES. regular maid cafe, pirate cafe, ninja cafe (you could do that thing where you karate chop a wooden block in half), sailor cafe (as in actual ship captains), shrine maiden cafe, vampire cafe, prince cafe (for the ladies ;3), catgirl cafe, bunny girl cafe... i took all of the goddamn flYERS THEY WERE ALL SO CUTE :( i wanted to go so bad...
FUJI Q HIGHLAND (also known as the time i flipped my shit and went on rollercoasters)
when i found out about fuji-q, i told my group that we HAD to go. i didn’t want to go to an onsen. i wanted to go to fuji-q. i had to. i love rollercoasters, it’s my passion, my driving fORCE IN LIFE
so fuji-q is home to 4 record-breaking rollercoasters! u got fast boi aka jojo reference do-dodonpa; EXTREME TALL BOI fujiyama; superior to x2 at six flags eejanaika; and the steepest rollercoaster in the world TAKABISHA ... i got to ride fujiyama, eejanaika, and takabisha! the scariest one was probably fujiyama despite it being very cut and dry up for... ever ... 79 meters ... oh god ... i lost my shit on the way down ladies let me TELL YOU
FUJIYAMA ALSO HAS A VIEW OF MT FUJI AND I WAS LIK E”YO GUYS ITS MT FUJI” and then we went down and i screamed
please watch the pov videos for these rides they’re very good but they don’t convey the absurd amount of excitement i had going on these rides
anyways the fuji-q park was having a sword art online collaboration when i visited, so they played SAO music and had cardboard cutouts for them across the park... kirito’s ride was fujiyama (aka the king of them all). i forgot the other ones but those alicization kiddos were there but ion care about ALICE OR EUGEO
the first ride i went on was eejanaika which is a 4d rollercoaster, pretty epic, total Baby Ride though
i went on as a single rider so i ended up getting put in this group with these college kids! the guy i was sitting next to spoke to me in english and asked basic questions: “where are you from?”, “is this [ride] easy for you?”, “how old are you?”, basic stuff. he asked why i was in japan and i told him i was studying at waseda university, and he immediately perked up and went “I GO TO WASEDA!!! WASEDA YEAH!!!” and fist bumped me ... his friends were giggling and kept asking him to ask me questions and it was just. so wholesome.
when we were abt to get on the ride he looks at me and says “my name is soichiro. call me so-chan ok??” and i was like... “so-chan” and his friENDS ALL STARTED GIGGLIGN AND I WAS LIKE U///W///U
while we were going up on the ride, he kept yelling “JESUS FUCK YOU JESUS CHRIST” and my favorite: “JESUS CHRIST WHAT THE FUCK YOU” because apparently fuck cannot be standalone! “what the fuck you” is my new fave insult (i miss you so-chan)
afterwards he kept coughing and was like. dead. his soul left his body. so i asked in him japanese like,,, “daijobu ka?” and he was like “nai.” and i just laughed at him bc BA B Y SO-CHAN CANT HANDLE SOME SPINS
i bought a corndog at fuji-q at this place called arirang hotdog which is a korean style hotdog place??? BRUH that shit is so good but i shat myself for a good minute afterwards ... damn i want those corndogs
sadly i did not get to go on do-dodonpa because nobody wanted to ride with me and i didn’t want to go by myself >:/// still mad abt that bc that was the FAST BOI ...
also. takabisha. the guiness world record with the 121 degree drop. not even scary. BUT they do hang you there for like 3 seconds before making you go down and i was like “YALL FUCKIN WITH ME” really loud when they hung us there ... PLS watch a pov video you’ll see what i mean ...
HARAJUKU (i totally forgot abt this place OH lord)
i bought ... clothes here ...
they have all those clothes with the random english words on them so OF COURSE i had to buy one AS WELL AS a hat to match!
i also bought one of those ear hats where u press the paws and the ears move ... bts inspired that one
so many people in harajuku absolutely DECKED OUT in fashion. what a bunch of legends.
apparently wearing shirts that say “babygirl” are popular here i have no clue why ,,,, also im pretty sure i remember seeing a shirt that said “call me daddy” and i’m like. Ok Japan
half the shit in english made ZERO SENSE or was SPELLED WRONG and that was common all across japan, not just on harajuku fashion pieces LMAOOOO
deadass i went to a couple businesses (fuji xerox, nissan factory, etc) and they had spelling errors all over the place... nissan really had a placard that said “Prease do not touch” AND I CACKLED hfDSKLJF ilove u nissan
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9:30pm | Han Jisung
genre: fluff, some light angst, bulleted scenario
wc: 4.5k
summary: The absence of Jisung causes Y/N to realize feelings she didn’t know were there
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it was probably the fifth time today that you felt something hit your shoulder
you look over to find a small crumpled up piece of paper sitting with others on the floor before you lifted your head to see Han Jisung preparing another bunch
“explain to me why you’re doing this” You tried to keep quiet as the teacher was up at the front reading a novel out loud, the rest of the students following along
he didn’t reply. instead he looked back at you with narrowed eyes and a small mischievous grin spread across his face
you watch as his wrist bent back, about to throw the ball
“Don’t you fucking dare Han Jisung,,,” you cussed, making sure your face was hidden behind it the book in your hands
he mockingly held a finger up to his lips and flicked the paper ball at your hand, a quiet snicker leaving his mouth through his proud smile
you gritted your teeth, clearly annoyed. this morning hadn’t necessarily been the best for you due to a car mishap and jisung was literally pushing it at this point
(usually you could tolerate Jisung and his annoying ass)
now that you had thought about it, you literally had no idea why he’d started doing this shit to you
he’d do it in the halls, in classes you had with him, and on the occasions when seungmin gave you rides
seungmin was a good friend of both of you but the reason why you hadn’t made a friendship with jisung was because seungmin wasn’t annoying and he was
it was actually too bad since you would’ve honestly liked him as a friend but he was literally too annoying to actually properly talk to
jisung had only started these antics back in sophomore year and you had to live through the annoying ass interactions for two years
so now it’s senior year and you were almost – ALMOST – at your breaking point right now and jisung really wasn’t making it any better
the bell cut off your thoughts and on impulse you gathered your things, stuffed them into your bag and yeeted out of the English classroom, deciding that jisung didn’t need the attention as you walked straight to the lunch room
seungmin was already seated at the table with hyunjin and felix
you grinned, sighing out in relief that you finally had other people to talk to and distract you from jisung who would probably be there, too, at any given moment
“im so glad it’s lunch,” you huffed. you plopped into the seat in front of seungmin and swung out the lunch that you’d prepared that morning
“lemme guess” seungmin drummed his fingers against the cafeteria table, “jisung’s been ‘annoying’ you again?”
you nodded, “why put quotations for annoying?”
seungmin shrugged, “maybe because he’s not really trying to annoy you?”
“what do you mea-“
“yay you’re all here!”
you feel him take the only empty spot beside you but you choose not to look up and acknowledge him actually sitting there
you were straight up done with his shit
“guess what y/n” he started
you don’t reply verbally but you decided to just look at him to make sure he knew you were listening
he held up a whole ziploc bag of mini paper balls and the sight caused you to groan out an ugly sound
“I told you to quit it jisung,,, if you don’t I’m actually up for swinging at you,” you mumbled, chewing your food almost immediately after
“you can’t reach my head anyways,” he retorted with a snort
seungmin, hyunjin, and felix held in laughs
you hear the bag open as it rustled softly
you keep your head forward and listened to whatever seungmin was saying while you chowed down the lunch that you’ve been waiting to eat all day
That’s when you felt that kid throw a ball of paper
sure, it was just a piece of dead tree crumpled up into a sphere shape. It’s not like it hurt or anything but the CONSTANT throwing jisung had been doing since the morning was getting on your nerves and you were not here for it
“can you not” you say just above a whisper though it was loud enough for only jisung to hear it. you wanted to keep your calm and not get the car mishap in the way of your feelings too but adding jisung and that together = an angry and annoyed you
apparently he chose to continue throwing the little pieces of shits at you and you were sitting there basically dumbfounded at him
he’s a grown ass teen and he chooses to act like a 5th grader?
you were || <- THIS fucking close to losing it. If he throws one mo-
a small baby sounding thump had come from the last ball jisung had thrown
you turn your head towards him and found him bending down to recollect the balls hes used as can reuse
“jisung for the last fucking time stop”
the mood that you tried to keep stable basically broke as the pit of your stomach began to boil
“you’re lucky because I need to pick these up before I start again” he tittered
“jisung im being serious right now,” you breathed in deeply trying to keep you calm but that didn’t work at all as he pulled himself back up and tossed one at your forehead
“tht was a mistake,” felix mumbled. The three watched as this went down
“jisung? Don’t you understand that im straight up annoyed with you? Sometimes I don’t even want to sit here because of you! I don’t understand why you’ve been doing this to me and only me the past few years like I’m some sort of joke or target or game that you decided to play. The smile on your face proves that you enjoy it. Can’t you see that I don’t enjoy it? That’s basically bullying.”
you were shook at yourself but jisung had just ignited a fire inside of you and you couldn’t help but say everything that you’ve been holding in this whole time
jisung was still sat facing you and the smile he had on his face had faded
you, for some reason, felt bad at the fact that you pulled his smile right off of his face but there was no way you were turning soft right now
jisung’s head hung low by his neck and he was fiddling with the bag of paper balls in his hand
“I-I didn’t know you felt that way,,, truly. You never said anything like how it was bothering you to that point,,, I-I really thought you found it funny, too, and it was some kinda funny thing between us,” he stated quietly
the table fell silent and there was a brief pause that wasn’t awkward nor comfortable
you felt your heart beating fast and you felt the sensation of guilt in your stomach and chest
“im gonna go... im sorry y/n” he finally said. He gathered his lunch stuff and threw them into his bag softly
none of you guys said a word, tho you really wanted to apologize for lashing out
curse that car mishap. now you accidentally hurt the boy’s feelings
“shit” was what you just said
“shit indeed” seungmin tried to lighten the mood with a small chuckle but that really didn’t help
“I feel like shit even if he’s been the same way the past 2 years,” you say guiltily
“Except he didn’t know he was being shit and you knew you were being shit,” hyunjin pointed out
“not helping” you looked at him with a sad expression
“just apologize”
,,,,
you slumped in the passenger seat of seungmin’s car, the events of lunch still playing in your head
seungmin started the vehicle and began to pull out of the parking spot
“wait isn’t jisung getting a ride with you?”
“nope, he said he’s gonna take the bus instead”
you felt the guilt build up even higher and you frowned at the information
“I think I see him at the stop, cmon, pick him up,” you insisted
“I already insisted on driving him but he told me he needs space,” seungmin reasoned, “and I need to tell you something that I promised someone I wouldn’t tell but I think this is the perfect moment—
he looked over to see you following jisung with your head as you drove past
— to tell you about it”
“is this going to make feel even more guilty than I already am bc I genuinely care about jisung’s feelings right now”
“I think so?” Seungmin’s head tilted a bit like a smol baby puppy
“you think so? why not a definite answer?” Now you were curious as to whatever this was
“because I’d be shook if I were you...”
“okay now I really want to know...”
seungmin looked at you and smirked before facing forward as the stop light changed to green
“i honestly don’t know how you’ll react to this. You hate jisung”
“this is about jisung?”
seungmin nodded
“I-I dont hate jisung... I just think it’s annoying like all the stuff he does. If he stops that shit I honestly think we’d be good friends” you shrug
you hadn’t said this out loud before and it made you feel weird but it was the truth
“hmm interesting” seungmin snickered
“k now tell me~~” you whined
“I’ll tell you when we get to your house so I can drive the fuk away once I tell you,” seungmin stated as if he strategically planned out some sort of battle plan
“why would you need to drive away? shit it’s bad isn’t it?”
seungmin just shrugged and chose to stay silent
you huffed and turned your body towards the door
why would seungmin feel the need to exit a conversation if it wasn’t bad?
the moment you’ve been waiting for had come and seungmin slowly pulled up into your driveway
you cut to the chase and told him to spit it out or “I’ll fight you”
“First of all I was going to and second, you can’t even”
seungmin turned the music down and awkwardly maneuvered his body so he was sitting with his body partly facing yours
you raise your brows, a questioning look appearing clearly on your face
“remember at lunch when I told you how jisung’s not really trying to annoy you?”
you let out a hum as a response and gestured for him to proceed
“he’s not trying to annoy you,,, well in a way he is but that’s not his main motive. His main goal is to catch your attention and I guess he did a horrible job”
“why would he want my attention?” your mind was literally blank and confused
“damn you’re slow” seungmin tsked and shook his head disappointment
“he likes you, y/n. you weren’t supposed to hear that from me but I figured it’ll help fix this whole situation.”
you were sorta stunned at this point and you didnt know how to respond to the indirect confession
why would this help the situation when Jisung would be back tomorrow anyways
and your heart somewhat stopped? like dead nothing but you didn’t know what that meant.
guilt? feelings? of what? HA you didn’t know so you just ignored it
you nodded and smiled weakly before getting out of the car, a tiny thank you merely leaving your mouth
you hear seungmin leave as you entered your door, nothing but questions circling your mind
,,,,,
“screw you” you say through your phone
your eyelids were partly covering your eyes and the moisture in your throat was absent
“you call me at 3 in the morning just to say screw you?” seungmin replied groggily
“you drilled jisung’s feelings into my head and I can’t stop thinking about it–“
“and?”
“and? dude it was already bad in the first place that I made him walk out like that but now that I know he has a crush on me? that makes me feel even worse.”
“I thought you were annoyed with him?” seungmin whispered
“I-I am but,,, ughshjdj”
“goodnight y/n”
you didn’t even get to say anything as seungmin hung up
,,,,
you woke up with bags under your eyes rip
the first thing you told yourself was to apologize to jisung and maybe...
your mom knocked on your to make sure that you were awake bc seungmin would be picking you up in a bit
you really hoped he’d have jisung there since it would be easier to apologize that way instead of tracking him down
you were wrong tho as you found seungmin alone in his car
“you’re not driving jisung?” was the first thing you said
“good morning to you too..”
you hummed and plopped into the passenger’s seat, buckling your seatbelt shortly after
“he refused... didn’t think he’d still be affected from yesterday. thts not the jisung I know. he would be back to his usual self even after something like that,” seungmin uttered, “guess you really hurt his lil heart”
you sensed the teasing tone in seungmin’s voice as he backed out of the driveway
“shut up I feel guilty and you know it,,,”
seungmin let out a small laugh and shook his head at you
at school you decided to spend it normally but also you were looking for jisung in order to apologize
the few times you actually saw him, he was at the end of the hall and when you called out for him he hurriedly skrrted a different way and then he was gone as if he disappeared into thin air
usually he’d come up to you and mess up your hair while you guys were walking opposite directions
in the class you had with him, he sat near the front instead at the back beside you and
jisung didn’t show up at lunch and the way you were constantly looking at the door made it obvious to the others you were looking for him
“he isn’t riding with us again, isn’t he” you guessed. you could see jisung’s head of blonde hair among other people at the bus stop and you didn’t know why but you felt sorta sad that he was actually keeping it up
seungmin was right, this wasn’t jisung and at this point you didn’t feel just guilt but you sorta missed him too
it’s only been a day but tbh you were growing so used to the daily dose of jisung just being loud and being there the past few years that his absence was so obvious and you didn’t like it
“you know what I noticed today?” seungmin asked
“what,” your answer was monotone, your attention on the screen of your phone
“you seemed to miss jisung,,, if not miss then like,,, you just didn’t like him not being there,” you could hear the growing smile in seungmin’s voice
you mentally cursed, yeah you had the thoughts of not liking him not being there but you didn’t need the confirmation that seungmin provided
“what’s that supposed to mean?” The drive was quick and seungmin was already at your house
“you can figure that out, you’re a big girl now” he winked and then playfully pushed you out the car
“seungmin I swear you always do this and it never ends up well for me” you retorted with a grunt in your voice
“bye y/n” seungmin yelled before you threw the door closed
it’s been almost a week since the incident and jisung was surprisingly still keeping it up
which honestly was weird as hell since he was one clingy mf
it wasn’t like you didn’t want to apologize for your words but you literally couldn’t
jisung was so out of reach and every chance that you got, he dodged that shit
you didn’t mentally or physically know it but you were actually starting to long for him now and you just straight up missed him
you DIDNT know this though, not until you texted seungmin
the digital clock that sat on your bedside table displayed 9:19 pm and you just finished the assignment that was given to you that day
your mind was now moving towards the situation you were seemingly stranded in right now
could I possibly like jisung?
Wait no that’s gross I just miss him, as friend. That’s different
you groaned out loud and grabbed your phone, sending seungmin a text
[9:22] y/n: yo I have a question
[9:22] minnie: sure what is it
[9:23] y/n: what did you mean the other day
[9:23] y/n: when you said that shit about me missing him
[9:23] y/n: and don’t lie to me seungmin you know you were trying to hint something
[9:26] minnie: dude you know
[9:26] minnie: I know you know it
[9:27] minnie: its pretty obvious
you heart was constantly skipping beats because it honestly couldn’t be
you really hoped it was true and that you weren’t just feeling this because you felt bad for jisung
[9:28] y/n: yea but I need someone to say it
[9:28] y/n: i don’t trust myself
you huffed and put the front of your phone face down onto your bed
maybe I do? it wouldn’t be bad if I did right?
you phone buzzed which caught you off guard
why were you making a big deal out of this? It’s just feelings oh my gad
[9:30] minnie: you like him
shit-oh-my-gad
that was it
you pressed your lips into a thin line and felt the pit of your stomach bubble
[9:31] y/n: thanks
[9:31] y/n: this isnt just guilt talking right?
[9:32] minnie: from my perspective?
[9:32] y/n: that’s better than my perspective, you basically know me better than I know myself
[9:33] minnie: okay
[9:34] minnie: I think that jisung grew on you at some point
[9:34] minnie: when this first started, you were actually fuming and shit
[9:34] minnie: like it was actually really scary
[9:34] minnie: then you softened up after a while and you just tried to keep that image so it wouldn’t show tht u did
[9:35] minnie: at first I thought I was just overthinking but once I noticed you looking every 3 secs at the door for jisung or you actually asked bout him being there or sum, that said it all
[9:35] minnie: so no I don’t think it’s guilt talking, don’t feel bad
[9:35] minnie: you just didn’t notice bc you’re really stupid
you felt relieved at seungmin’s words
maybe he was right, maybe you did grow soft but you simply hadn’t noticed
[9:36] y/n: thanks minnie, now I just fucked more by telling him off the other day
[9:36] y/n: also don’t call me stupid
[9:37] minnie: talk to him, it’s obvious that he’s forcing himself at this point
[9:37] minnie: we’re basically his only friends. You really think he could spend this whole time alone at school
[9:37] minnie: he still talks to me tho, just talk to him
[9:38] y/n: I will
your plan was that if jisung managed to avoid you during the day, you’d talk to him after school
you contemplated whether you should just apologize or apologize and tell him how you felt
the latter seemed like so much and you didn’t even know if he liked you still after the incident
seungmin smiled down at you when you quietly sat in the passenger’s
“good morning” he greeted. he backed out of the driveway and started on his way
“morning” you replied with a monotone voice, thoughts all on what you were going to say to jisung
“gonna talk to jisung?”
“yeah...” you unconsciously began to fiddle with the zipper of your bag, “do you know if he still,, likes me? Idk whether I should say I like him too or just apologize.”
seungmin let out an airy laugh that made you want to smack him but you restrained yourself
“last time I talked to him I think he did,” seungmin kept his eyes on the road
“when was that?” you felt like deflating like a balloon
“last night”
you almost jumped out of the car window at that answer. you were ecstatic yet at the same time scared
“liar” you let out
“I swear, you can check my texts if you want, unless you don’t wanna see him sulking over you hurting him”
yikers
so the decision was made. apologize, explain, then confess and explain that too
,,,,
morning was eventless. jisung was sat at the front near the door again
you sorta figured it was to get out just as the bell rings
there was no way you would be given the chance to talk to him so that sucked ass
lunch, he was gone again obviously
Maybe after school was best? It was easier that way.
“I can force him to get a ride with me or something,,,” seungmin suggested
he saw the look on your face the one he’s been seeing this whole week
you agreed even though you knew it wouldn’t work, it was better than nothing, and you never know
“I’ll say you’re riding with me.” seungmin seemed to have it all planned but you knew jisung was too smart for this
you nodded and smiled weakly, “it’ll be a good try but i dont think it’ll work”
“We’ll see. You never know.”
It just so happened that once you got to seungmin’s car after school, there was no jisung in sight
you shifted your view to the bus stop where you’d normally see the boy as well, but he was not there either
“he said he’d be in the spare room down the fine arts hall,” seungmin stated. He could read you like a book.
Your face screamed confusion
“do you think i should go there?” you shook your head and opened the car door, “you know what? This can wait tomorrow…”
“just go, y/n. In a way he’s asking for it, he’s alone in a quiet room, that’s perfect for an apology and a confession. This could be your only chance in a while,” seungmin played with the car keys in his hands and then gave you a rather tempting look over the car
You stood there and contemplated
maybe you weren’t ready and you should wait a day or two to get things sorted
but at the same time you really wanted to just get things fixed with jisung
you glanced over at seungmin and found him staring back at you with raised brows and straight and serious face
“do it”
again it took you a moment to decide but seungmin was right, this chance was a good chance
“okay but you better wait here so i could get a ride home.”
“no problem with me, ill just sit here listening to some jams.”
you let out a tiny wheeze and threw your bag onto the floor of his car before making your way back in
you hated going back in since you were walking against people walking out. you were just glad that it was at the end of the day and that meant the school was emptying
you mindlessly made your way to the spare room and then stood at the door to peek through the window
at first you thought that jisung wasnt in there but as you brought your face closer to the window, you see jisung sitting against the wall
he had his knees propped up as a ‘stand’ for a notebook he had opened and he had a pencil in one hand
his headphones were half off but you could clearly see the tiny grin that appeared on his face and the way he subtly bopped his head
that’s wholesome
you huffed out a huge breath and knocked on the door. when you see jisung look up, you turn the doorknob and push it open to enter
“y-y/n?” he stammered while he abruptly stood up, carelessly dropping the things that were in his hands a second ago
“can i talk to you?” you inched closer before you stopped about a metre away from him, giving his space
he sunk his hands into the sleeves of his sweater and kept his head low, trying to avoid eye contact
“yeah”
You squeezed your eyes really quick before looking back at his tiny looking figure, though he was taller than you by a bit
“I really really want to apologize for the other day… I was really mad about a car situation that morning and my tolerance level was really low and I-- I’m sorry I took it out on you and said those words. I really didn’t mean any of that,” that went better than expected... now for the confession
Jisung brought himself to look up and look at you, making your heart beat faster by the minute
he opened his mouth to say something but you hadn’t noticed since it was your turn to avoid eye contact
you kept going with the plan, “i didn’t want to admit, especially to you, but i actually missed you during these past almost two weeks? seungmin mentioned something that made me feel weird-”
jisung finally stopped you, “I accept your apology, i shouldve stopped when you asked, i was stupid for not listening.”
his brain finally processed the second thing you added which made him jump
did seungmin tell him he liked you or? If he did, he knew damn well he was meeting seungmin on some rooftop
and you missed him? The fuck was happening?
“W-what?” jisung stuttered.
“Jisung,,,” he watched you take a deep breath and said, “ i don’t know how to explain this-- but i didn’t like you not being there? If that makes any sense. It’s not the same as if hyunjin or felix or even seungmin was gone,,, I literally waited for you to come in and sit with us and I felt a slight change in mood when i realized you weren’t riding home with me and seungmin,,,”
“what do you mean, y/n?”
jisung was just as slow as you damn
“It means that I like you, jisung, and i hate myself for not realizing until i hurt you and after all the shit that happened… i’d understand if you don’t like me back anymore,,, this was a reach.”
So seungmin did tell her, he thought
“You like me?” jisung was almost glowing and his gummy smile soon began to appear but he resisted
You nodded sheepishly
“Well,,,” jisung crossed his arms and brought his chin high, “i don’t like you back”
You were shook and a look of worry was slapped onto your face
“I’m joking,” he broke out into a smile, “i really like you back”
“I hate you!” you say, slapping his arm, “i really thought i looked fucking stupid doing that”
On the inside, you were jumping for joy, this was the jisung you knew, annoying and loud, but it was your fault for falling for the boy
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How do you know when agent is for you? You've probably already answered that, so feel free to defer me to an old post. Also how many agents should I contact at a time? Ten? (Fear not -- I am not sending this bad boy to anyone until it reaches a marginally acceptable word-count lol)
you sent this a couple days ago, but it was actually the perfect time bc i had a call with my agent today and i can explain how i know he’s the right agent for me, vs my first agent.
but first, to answer your second question now bc the first answer became a novel, i always started with a round of 10 - 20 queries, and i’d typically choose faster agents to see if my query is working to hook anyone in. if i got a rejection, i sent out a new query to another agent, just so i could feel like i was still working toward my goal. and my opinion on it is you should query absolutely anyone you want so long as they represent your genre and category. (an agent who only reps nonfiction won’t want fiction, for example, no matter how cool it sounds.) don’t be afraid that one agent is any bigger than any other and thus choose not to query them at all. if i’d done that, my agent and i wouldn’t be working together (i had a referral as he was and still is closed to queries).
now for your first question: my current agent has stuck with me for two years (i signed the contract in late july/we went on sub early august of 2016), long after many people told me he’d drop me. i still don’t really understand why he’s stuck with me, but i always know that he believes in me and my books bc he gives them the time they deserve and he’s vocal in what he likes and doesn’t like.
his client list is full and i’m one of the very few who hasn’t sold (my phoenix WIP will be book 5 with him, though we didn’t sub book 4) this far into my career pursuits. for example, he signed a client a few months after me and went on sub in december. two weeks later, she had a major deal with one of the Big 5. thus, naturally, for the first year we worked together i was concerned he’d drop me after book 1 didn’t sell and book 2 didn’t sell, but then by book 3 i had a feeling he’d stay loyal and he has.
but all of that? i didn’t know all of that when i signed with him. i had some references from writers (past and current clients, as well as those who just knew of him bc he’s a pretty big ya agent) and my experience with him during my R&R, and some hope that we’d work well together. but i also knew from clients that he’s an aggressive agent (in that he is a go-getter when it comes to subbing books, isn’t afraid to breathe down editors’ necks if they’re being slow or not communicating well, that sort of thing) and he’s also a fast reader for clients. (well, typically, depending on the time of year, but that’s true of any agent.) so all of that appealed to me bc that’s the kind of person i am.
so, to compare that to my first agent: after book 1 didn’t sell, i worked on book 2 and gave it to her and six months later she’d read no more than 150 pages of it. she kept giving me excuses, saying she was busy with this, that, and the other thing, without ever proving to me that she valued me as a client. the last straw for me was the week after the date she’d told me she’d have my book read (this was the fourth time she’d given me a date) and she just replied that she was busy with another contract and would get to me eventually. and when i fired her, she didn’t even fight to keep me. (it should be known that this book 2 with her is the one that got me my current agent.)
for some, a slow agent works well for them, especially if they’re a slower writer. i’m not. my typical first draft is done in a couple months, depending on how busy i am. so when i sent the book to her after my CPs read it and she was taking six months to read 150 pages? there was a serious problem there for me. it was too slow, too passive. but when i signed with her, i wouldn’t have known that.
and that’s the kicker. you will never know how an agent’s philosophy will work with yours until you sign with them. you can get as many references as possible and still never truly know, bc everyone’s experience with their agent is different. just look at the above with my current agent and how many people warned me against him. here we are book 5, and we just had a chat about my phoenix WIP to untangle any plot knots or tie up any loose ends.
he’s active in my career pursuits, which is how i know he’s loyal to me (and it will never stop surprising me). remember, agents only get paid if they sell your book. so long as you’re producing new material, your job is done. after that, it’s up to the agent to fulfill their job and sell it. (i’m still teaching myself this nearly six years into being an agented writer.) like i said a while ago, you don’t want to send your agent a thousand emails in a thousand threads about a thousand topics, y’know? but you also never want to feel like a burden. i still feel that way sometimes (for no other reason than i’m a worry wart, bc my agent has never made me feel that way) and i often have to get my friends to give me a kick in the pants to just bite the bullet and send the email. (this is one reason you need a support system of people who know what it’s like to be a writer pursuing traditional publishing.) so, if your agent is making you believe that you’re a burden to them? time to 1) have a chat and/or 2) fire them. both of those can be done over email, as mine were with my first agent.
another way to tell they’re the one for you is that they want to know about your life. not in explicit details, ofc, but enough that they can get a picture of who you are. like today, my agent and i were talking about college bc my little sister is starting freshman year and his eldest daughter is touring for schools. our last phone call we were talking about a concert he went to see where one singer was so hot he came onto the stage in a nude bodysuit. i’ve mentioned my surgery to him, my brother dying, and graduating college, and he’s told me about his daughter’s surgery, where he’s hoping to travel next summer, and how his daughter went on a study abroad thing for a few weeks in the spring. none of it’s deep, but it’s enough that if you two are sitting at a table over dinner at some conference, you’re not going to be sitting there in silence. you won’t feel like strangers to each other.
and everyone, of course, has different philosophies on that. it works well for me bc the more i know him, the better i feel about emailing him or explaining why i included one subplot. i have a friend who doesn’t really ever talk to her agent now that she’s sold a book bc that’s just not how it works for her. another friend talks to her agent more than i talk to my own, and she and he have met up a few times for dinners and whatnot when she’s in NYC. many writers will go to NYC to meet with their agent and editor after they’ve sold a book. (a lot of publishing is about who you know because that can really get your foot in the door. for example, a lot of editors now know me by name and ask for my work. when i query my adult book, i’ll be querying some former editors, now agents who read my books when my agent sent them out on sub.)
and lastly bc holy shit this is a novel, you want to make sure you know where you stand in terms of control over sub. some agents don’t want their clients to suggest editors, while others are willing to look at some you suggest. i’ve given my agent several referrals from friends to sub to their editors and he’s always happy to take them up on it (well, within reason, bc if he’s heard some iffy stuff about editors he won’t send them, no matter what). in the end, i always leave it up to him, since he’s the professional who makes lasting relationships with any editors, scouts, foreign rights agents, film producers, etc etc.
to end this, lemme do a TL;DR: to know if an agent is for you, you need to trust and have faith in your agent with your books and your career, you need to feel comfortable with them (it doesn’t always come right away, believe me, bc you are virtually strangers), you need to have an idea of what kind of working relationship you have in mind and see if your agent shares the same philosophy, and you need to make sure your agent doesn’t make you feel like a burden. when you get off the phone with your agent, you need to feel energized to start working (as i do rn, as it happens) and not dreading the edits in a certain way: everyone dreads edits, especially if they’re intense. that’s not what i mean. i mean that if you dread the edits bc you don’t agree with them, feel it would change a huge portion of your book, or veer it far away from your vision, you need to consider whether to argue with your agent on this matter or part ways.
i think, overall, working with agents seems more daunting than it really is for no other reason than how hush-hush everyone is told to be–and with good reason. publishing is a small industry and people talk (i’m the head of the department of redundancy department, in case you didn’t know bc I say that so often 😂), so you don’t want to start publicly complaining about any specific person, naming names and pointing fingers and whatnot. you also don’t want to tweet that you just got an offer of rep bc any other agents looking at your feed (as they often do when considering you as a client) will probably decide you’ve tipped your hat already and dont want to compete. celebrate in private, basically. so agented writers are often silent on any given matter for no other reason than protecting their careers/reputation, but most writers are happy to talk in private if a potential client emails them to ask how this agent works and how happy they are with that agent.
and i really need to shut up. i hope some of my ramblings make sense and have some feeble sense of direction, but if not, ask away! (as you can see, i like to ramble 😂).
#ask#a-thousand-times-goodnight#kat rambles#writeblr#querying#literary agents#writing advice#query tips#publishing
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do you think charlei and dee had sex because they mistook their genuine platonic bonding as attraction? (serious question, steming from thatlesbian dee post). I never thought of it that way, and I'm interested to hear that side !
YES that’s actully smthn i lose my sht abt !! iv blown up ppls mssgs with this kinda talk like, im a mess. ok lemme type right nd lemme type A Lot Again Anyways cz thos 2 giv me Way too many feelings (im spposd to b working on a final rn christ…)
okay…i scrolled back up after finishing nd turns out i went…literally insane…aka Much too far…so i need to under-the-cut it. mobile…viewers…i’m rly so sorry. swipe hard to leap ahead…hell im sorry fr computer viewers too. my theme is rough.
to start, my HCs surrounding chardee are rooted in charlie being on the ace spectrum and dee being gay (or like @ least bi, but imo all the men stuff is straight up compulsory heterosexuality).
i will always cling tight to the deleted scene wherein charlie says he thinks sex is gross and will genuinely get sick when he thinks about it unless he thinks about it with one specific woman. i know he shows sexual interest a decent amount of times throughout the show and has canonically had sex (on camera too, yeesh) but i see each time as very out of the blue moments (coming onto dee @ multiple points while worked up, agreeing to bang tatiana cuz she says to, that kinda thing) or relating to his long standing and delusional obsession with the waitress. in that vein, he’s also canonically enjoyed sex, and I don’t try and blind-eye any of it, because ace doesn’t always mean sex can’t be enjoyed in the moment. charlie definitely has a libido, and bodies be bodies. hell, sex-repulsed can sometimes even flip 180 in the right conditions. shit is one fun spectrum i’ll tell you that…but either way, to start with him, i think him going forward with banging dee was very much a misjudgment of what feelings are and being extremely caught up in a moment where he felt real, genuine, closeness with someone else who he was having a damn good time making terrible poetry with.
as for dee, i, first of all, just agree with everything in that post. in the context of chardee, as much as i will lose my mind in tags about how hard i ride or die the ship, it’s mostly my obsession with their dynamic. i don’t think chardee is meant to be endgame. i absolutely 100% believe that dee, too, is misinterpreting her feelings. i think part of it is her consistent comp het, and the other is she’s never been close with someone the way she has been with charlie, and she doesn’t know what she’s meant to do with it. i think she was similarly caught up in a moment in which she showed her own vulnerability, opening herself up to someone who could easily just ridicule her as she’s used to (”right now? i’m scared”), and she receives support from him instead (”you’re not gunna bomb, you’re gunna do great”). we’ve seen how much dee craves validation, thats her entire thing. i’m not shocked she dropped her pants in this moment lmao. she probably felt her damn heart flutter cuz she got told by someone who she at least somewhat trusts that she really is good, even if she doesn’t think so. the only rational explanation for the feeling associated with that person is that he’s The One right? pretty big leap
just…basically i dont think either of them know what a relationship is.
charlie’s lived nearly his entire life deluding himself into thinking that, 1. he and the waitress have a relationship that is anything other than creepy, and 2. that the warped-ass mess of an image he’s created in his brain for what he and the waitress are to each other is what love is. he thinks he’s making progress in getting close to her when the only thing she’s Ever done pre-s12 is ask him to leave her the fuck alone. he’s never even attempted to look past the waitress before, and the only time he shows interest in other people it’s purely his libido talking. he doesn’t pursue romance, and the one time we’ve seen him do so he was using her to get to, who else?, the damn waitress.
dee’s lived her entire life having to prove herself to every single person she interacts with, and its familiar to her to getting ahead by using men, usually as sexual objects. i’m hesitant to bring this up on a post wherein i speak on dee’s sexuality because i don’t want to link this trait to it in any way as if its related, but to be fair, dee is as much a serial rapist as dennis is in that regard. the gang are shitty people, we know that. she will get men drunk to have sex with them, or pressure them into it, or trick them into it. she’s not having sex with these men for pleasure, she’s literally doing it for power. it’s absolutely fucked up, but so is she.
when she Is romantically involved, she’s shown to leap headfirst into those relationships and blow them out of proportion on 0 grounds for it. she buys a promise ring for a guy who didn’t think they were dating, it’s implied she’s going to actually go ahead with the brad fisher marriage thing after the episode ends, she gloats about how important she is to a stripper who was literally shame-crying during sex (also? she says “we BOTH wept,” and she can say that’s because it was that good, but i really doubt it). i mean the woman GAGS when talking to men she’s “nervous” around, something she takes as meaning she’s attracted to them? lmao uh???
at this point i’ve probably repeated myself over and over, my brain is on backwards and my train of thought went off the rails years ago. but i’m still gunna retype an old set of tags i found:
i hc that neither of them end up together but they do go through a relationship-ish phase, but dee’s gay and charlie’s okay with that (and always ace in my mind) because they finally move on from their own irrational drives to adhere to what they think is expected of them. i dont think either of them have any idea what a relationship is meant to be and they pathetically grasp at each other because they’re kind-ish to one another and that feels safe for once. chardee may be my main ship but i purposefully backtrack on myself because i know they’re two people who barely know love and have found each other, both as underdogs in their environments, and feel an electrifying Something that they Cant Name wen theyre together, and that something just so happens to be friendship and they don’t realize it cuz they’re doofuses who’ve led really unfortunate lives where friendship and hatred are always intermingling.
i’ve never brought it up here, but i often imagine a timeline of their relationship, because i enjoy the idea of them figuring themselves out through each other, just because they are genuinely amazing (platonically) together, and they get into some of my favorite shit. the thought of late night talks and confessions about their worries and confusion about their feelings while lying in bed, just close because they feel comfortable that way, realizing they can keep loving each other and not force it to mean something it doesn’t, the relief that comes with that, a final kiss that really doesn’t mean anything but thank you, not losing what they had but rather gaining a whole new kind of intimacy, and still getting into absolutely ridiculous situations. maybe dee realizes shes, ironically, found herself with a crush on the waitress and it cracks charlie up. he doesnt mind. he’s finally learned that if he Is going to be with someone it should definitely be with someone who makes him feel at Least half as comfortable as the way being around dee does, and knowing he doesn’t have to make himself look for that, but when he knows he will know. plus, he cant imagine dee pulling that one off. but maybe one day she does. dees gentler around the edges, and she gets butterflies when talking to women, but she never gags. charlie’s a terrible wingman but he keeps convincing dee to let him try. she brings a girl home for the first time and charlie all but backflips in an empty pool that day. they’re still shithats but they’re learning to let that go. people can get better. AA would probably help.
iv gone too far goodbye
#chardee#charlie kelly#dee reynolds#maybe this is sort of#meta#ramblings#headcanon#rape ment#im so sorry this was not wat u askd for flnsjkfgh#anon#ask
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youtuber!jisung
time for the best sunshine boiii
han jisung
Chan | Woojin | Minho | Changbin | Hyunjin | JISUNG | Felix | Seungmin | Jeongin
he’s such an all-rounder at such a young age??
god blessed this boi straight up
he also does parkour with changbin & felix
so sometimes he’s in their vids
but when they’re not filming themselves skateboarding
he’s the camera dude
doesn’t like using the skateboard as much as he likes trying the flips and shit normally
he’s deffo their one-man-hype squad and personal cheerleader
literally made a cheer for them
here are my boys, you can call them changlix
they’re gonna rock this place with their bombass flips
it’s really!!! cringey!!!!! but that’s why he uses it
gotta embarrass his homebois ok
lemme talk about his instagram before his youtube real quick
it’s a e s t h e t i c af
like he’ll use the best filters and get the best angles
but he doesn’t do it on purpose???
he literally snaps a pic and it comes out looking so fineee
once you actually click on a pic though
his captions are crazy
usually just gibberish
and he hashtags the most random parts of his day
they usually dont even make sense
but whatever
he’s also always on the hunt for flowercrowns
his profile pic just alternates between the different ones he has
he’s 1/2 of the flower boy line what can i say
ok onto the yt stuff:
he has so !!! many !!!! prank videos
and they’re hilarious
they’re not like the cliche ones that lots of people post
he tries being creative,,,,
by creative i mean extreme
chan still gets flashbacks man,,,
he’ll actually plan these pranks out for weeks on end
like, he is that devoted to the pranks, it’s admirable but also insane
his first prank he thinks was quite basic compared to his current pranks, but it was this:
he created this video montage of him going to changbin’s house while he was away
and stealing one of his caps (like taking one every week or so)
he did this over 2 months the boy’s got a lot of caps and changbin kept asking all the guys if he had left his cap at their place bc ?? it’s gone ??
the poor boy was so confused rip
for safe-keeping,,, jisung didn’t tell any of the guys about his prank,,,,
the only people that knew were woojin and changbin’s mums
bc they always let jisung into the houses
evil mums i know but their acting was A* whenever their kids asked them
he hid the caps at the bottom of woojin’s cupboard
knowing woojin would probably never look there/ get smth from there considering jisung could barely bend down to hide the caps there
at one point jisung thought changbin had figured out it was him
so then jisung was like “ay come over to my house to chill” to throw him off his track
like?? why would jisung invite him over if he has the caps??
to make it more believable jisung was like “bro imma go to the store real quick, you can carry on playing, no one else is home”
that would give changbin time to look around and find nothing if he was still suspicious
to test if changbin would actually check, he pulled a Light Yagami
just after he grabbed his wallet from his room
he stuck a lil’ bit of paper in between the door and the door jamb
and he shut the door
so if the door was opened, the paper would fall out
he went to the shops, bought some sweets and drinks for them,,,, y’know took his sweet [pUNS] time outside to let changbin look around more
he came back, put the snacks on the table and went back in to his room to put his wallet away aaaaaand,,,
lo and behold,,,,,
the paper had fallen onto the floor
the room looked just as he had left it
but he kneeeeeeeew
he left changbin with one final cap lmao
and then he was like okkkk prank over
he took all the caps back and, when changbin wasn’t at home, put them all in really bad hiding places
and then he waited until the next day to upload the whole video onto his youtube channel
he almost got caught one time
but it wasn’t in changbin’s house it was at woojin’s
he had hidden the cap (thankfully) and just as he was leaving woojin came in
and he’s like ??? i didn’t know you were coming over
and he was like oshitwhatdoido
but he quickly lied like “oh i lost one of my earrings so i was looking around the guys’ houses”
woojin was like 🤔🤔 but you haven’t been to my house in a few weeks
and jisung was like oshitoshitHEKNOWS
“oh i know, but i can’t remember when i lost it so i was just making sure”
“ahhh ok” woojinn looked like he believed him so he just got the heck outta there asap
and just as a precaution he went to a few of the other guys’ houses too and pretended to look around
just in case woojin spoke to one of the other guys
he then coincidentally ‘found’ his earring at home lmao
as i said, he’s devoted to making the prank work as best as possible
anywayssss, changbin watched jisung’s prank video as soon as it came out because ??? jisung never said anything about a prank?? how did he, of all people, manage to stay quiet about a prank?
and then,,,,, he realised,,,,,
and boIIIIII was changbin mad
he washed all of his caps bc god knows wHAT jisung might’ve done with them
and then r a n - my homeboi literally sprinted - to jisung’s house and tackled him as soon as he saw him
and jisung was literally choking on his laughter
like changbin is strangling him but he’s still laughing
he also set up cameras in the room, knowing changbin would come sometime soon
added that as a lil’ reaction clip in his next video lmfao
he’s also obviously part of the ‘00 line gamers
and he’s usually the one that starts all the twitch streams and that
he’ll screen record as well and send changbin or chan the stuff to put on their channel
he’s that one guy that literally fucks about during a match but will still get a beautiful k/d ratio & be at least top 3
he’s basically cyanide from zf but instead of a girlfriend he has minho
he also gives a lot of shoutouts on his channel and during his videos
like it can be the most random person like “shoutout to that kid in the park that joined my parkour cheer, you got a lot to learn from me but i like your moves”
has also done small giveaways
stole one of chan’s hoodies & was like thiiiiis close to selling it off to someone but chan managed to get it back just in time
he also does reaction videos to the other guys’ videos just to annoy them ;^)
like he’ll switch between going “oh yeahhh that was an amazing kill binnie(!)” to “WHOA YES DAMN!!! HYUNJIN YOU GOT SKILLZ MA BOIIIIII”
he’s literally everyone’s hype man and he’s always so positive
except when he tried doing a diss track against changbin
started it off all serious and halfway through he just ended up laughing and mocking everyone in the group before giving up
he’s also so !!!! g00d !!!!!! at singing
so sometimes he’ll just be gaming and then he’ll start singing
and it’s going all nice and his voice is being beautiful
and then it comes to a long note and he just goes AAAAAAAAH and starts screaming
1) he just killed such a beautiful song wtf
2) he didn’t mute the mic so everyone’s ears are dead wtf
so now whenever he starts singing everyone just mutes him until at least 5 mins pass
including jeongin lmao this boi aint having none of ur shit jisung
they all come back to hearing “dudes?? felix you there?? hyunjin help meeee!!! WHY ARE NONE OF YOU REPLYING TO ME?!?!?!?1!!?1!?”
and jeongin deadass said “we muted you duh”
and jisung was just like “bruh <\3 even you?”
jeongin: “i muted you as soon as the game began” #SavageMaknaeFTW
jisung’s like “well, at least minho didn’t mute me this whole time right??”
“...”
everyone diED and a couple of minutes later you just hear minho go “oh he’s finally stopped singing? that was quick”
jisung rage quite that day lmfao
so,,,,
although he makes everyone’s lives quite hectic and crazy
he’s always positive
and he’s always there for the guys
he knows when to be serious and when to have fun
and he always lets the guys know that despite the jokes and pranks, he’s got their backs and loves them very much
he’s the most open about saying he loves them the cutie <3333
this series is almost ending it’s like watching a child grow up istg im sad :(((
#stray kids#han jisung#j.one#jone#3racha#sk#stray kids scenarios#stray kids writing#stray kids imagine#kpop scenarios#kpop writing#kpop imagine#kpop#youtuber jisung#youtube au#stray kids series#jisung#jsg
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STORY TIME! #1: THIS GIRL USED ME TO CHEAT ON HER BOYFRIEND OF 5 YEARS! (*Funny!)
Okay now I'm going to give you guys the short but sweet version of this story cause it's a LOOONG one.
Okay to sum up the first act, in 2013 I transferred to a college in downtown Philly. Now as a kid from NJ that hasn't been anywhere the city scared me but luckily I had roommates who took me in and showed me the ropes. So one day me and my roommates thought "fuck....we should throw a little party bring some girls over" my one roommate was like cool, then left out for 20 minutes and came back with like 4-5 girls I'm like dayum it's like that!? So we partying, drinking nd stuff and it was this one girl who was so bad like valley girl bad like....nigga she was BAD so I'm like damn she cute but she was drunk all over my roommate so I'm like it's a dub she not gon want me.....
So fast forward to the first day of class I go to my computer table and set up out of nowhere I hear her call me name I turn over and it's the girl. We start choppin it up etc. Talking about the party and after class I'm like shit lemme have your number which she happily gave to me. After that We started hanging out more and more but apart of me still thought she liked my friend so one day I asked "So you and "Jeff" are hanging out still (calling him Jeff for now) she goes " well uhmm no it was never like that, he's annoying plus you want me to be honest?" I'm like yeah go ahead. She says ..."tbh you probably more my type than him" MIND YOU Jeff was one of them Lightskin niggas that could pull any girl by doing that weird face, so for a girl of that caliber to actually says I'm more her type got me hype as fuck I'm like DOG IM SEXY FORREAL!?😂😂😂 After that We started hanging out more and doing overnight sleepover....and yeah I don't care I hit ....multiple times. It was times where she would hit my phone 3-4am in the mornin talking about "come over and get this" BOY I hopped out my dorm smooth with my ball short on like I'm ready! Me and my roommates had an inside joke in which they called me Dirk Diggler/Mark Wahlberg from boogie nights cause When she called me I answered like it was my job😂 but maaaaaaan when I tell you she had the OILS BOY and I'm not out here with 50 bodies either my count is under 6 but she was number 1 out of all of my encounters NIG..GA! She was fire!
So we fast forward to this party and it's crazy cause after I got done hitting it we put on Beaches (which is low-key goes hard shout out to Bett Midler) she rolled over and was like "Hey so me and my roommates are throwing a party cause it's her sister birthday party and she's sleeping over plus her best friend is coming to **Drop off Pictures (Remember this!) So 2 days later the party starts and before the I bought these speakers for like 80 dollars at FYE and them jawn were knockin! I love them speakers so I'm like why not share my baby to the world. So back to the party, it was like 10-12 ppl in the room we all drinking I'm with my girl and she runs to the door when hugs this tall white ivy league ass nigga she's like " omg this is brett blah blah and hand her a box with Pictures. So I'm like "ehhhh whatever " we partying. Later on we all drunk as fuck and this man Brett was doing some uncoordinated dance and his drink poured all in my new speakers ! I was pissed cause that's 80 bucks I could never get back! So I'm over here pissed but I realised it wasn't thay serious cause the girl I was with tols me after this party that "when everyone leaves my dorm I'm all hers " so I stopped bitchin and out on the bravest face I could. Then as I was going upstairs to grab some stuff I felt a hand touch my shoulder....it was Brett and he was drunk as shit like "bro I feel bad as fuck for that man I'm sorry" I go it's all good dont worry about it he does the most wild shit I've ever seen.......He says "Bro no I gotchu!" Then proceed to pull his wallet out and gave me 200 dollars. Apparently someone at the party when it happened told him that my speakers cost 180....I did NOT open my mouth I'm like fuck ima buy them same speakers and treat my bros to IHOP (which i did) so after the party ends you know what went down.......as soon as the party ended she pulled me into her room and shit ...went DOWN. Look...ima get graphic cause it's an important part of story....so here we go....
So we go at it for like 10 minutes until I tell her to flip over and I'm hittin it from the back and the arch she had !? GODLY so as I'm doing thay I realized "oh shit she put the pictures up (Here We Go!) and as I'm leaning in I'm looking at them like "oh shit she at graduation that tight.....oh there's one at a family picnics cool cool....ohh she at Disney land kissing this guy that looks like Bre.....oh shit! So it turns out that She was still in a relationship with Brett for 5 years! And not only was I hittin his girlfriend, He earlier gave me 200 dollars for no reason. So long story short we talked about it, he eventually found out, and they ended things
Funnt thing is...he messaged me on Facebook like a month later like "Hey bro I don't blame you man you were good to me" in my head im like I'm like dog....I tore your girlfriend to smithereenos AND you gave me 200 dollars. Idk how you're not beating my was right now but ard man.....
AND that's it 😂!
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5am thoughts: theory: Story Of Light
is it called the Story of Light because its Shinee telling us and the whole entire world that they will no longer grief in sadness and that they've moved on and accepted what has happened? I'm sure we all know Shinee may still be sad (and maybe more than that) but what if this whole album is telling us that shinee, that all the members, Minho, Onew, Key, and Taemin are ready to have a new beginning? Like, they're ready to let all the sadness go and accept what has happened and that they will continue to work and grow.
What if You&I was about them talking about Jonghyun? Like, what if this song is about them trying to talk to Jonghyun? And theyre all trying to tell him that its hard when he's gone like they dont know what to do. "I’m the only one hurting, I may look fine I’m not easy, my feelings aren’t for decoration" And like they're all reminiscing their memories with him. All those good times that they're not ready to let go of. "A handful of memories, I laugh and remember every day" (okay the lyrics arent in order but JJJJust lemme finish and fyi, its gonna be a lOoong one). "There are countless stars in my heart, there’s one star that shines painfully I don’t want to grab it but I don’t want it to go out" okay in this part i think they maybe talking about Jonghyun. Maybe the stars represent people and "theres one star that shines painfully" might be Jonghyun. A star... someone really special to them... is hurting deep inside. Maybe Shinee is trying to tell us that although a celebrity or ANY person in general who may seem happy in front of the cameras or may seem happy in the outside in general is actually in deep pain inside. Dealing with self doubt, depression and all that and we just dont know :( "The things I can’t throw away make me smile" this is kinda self explanatory. Jonghyun, someone they love, someone they deeply cherish, someone they can't simply just let go of, someone who can always make them smile. You know? "I know that you’re being honest when you wish me well I’ll let you go easy, don’t think that you’re stepping on me" this is kinda hard to explain haha ahm.. maybe as time passes by, Jonghyun's absence is telling them to let go and move on and maybe they're mad with what he did? I DONT KNOW I DONT MEAN IT LIKE THAT! like mad, like?? how do i explain?? like maybe frustrated?? thats the best word i can think of right now riwjkrs they're frustrated but theyre not gonna blame it on him. like the good friends and brothers they are they will let it go easily.. UGH do i make sense? anyway. "I’ve let myself go to the wind and the rain that’s falling cooly But my feelings aren’t for decoration" okay so this is the part theyve told themselves that they really need yo accept what has happened. and maybe "my feelings arent for decoration" means that whatever they are feeling and whatever they are going through shouldnt be joked about in social media since its a serious matter and well ive seen some haters and some "new kpop fans" talk shit about this issue and honestly 😤 it makes me want to slap a bitch
Anyway
next song > UNDERCOVER
so the lyrics:
"I’m paddling my feet as busily underneath the surface with a calm expression on my face, You don’t know"
have u seen swans? how they paddle their legs under the water to move but above the water they seem so calm? like ballerinas, how their arms and body are always so graceful but their legs do all the work and stuff ¿¿?? okay im comparing the lyrics to swans and ballerinas because what if the boys are trying to tell us Jonghyun's situation and maybe also their's and other people who is suffering the same way? We don't always know what happens when we turn around. We don't always know when they're hurting. It's actually pretty easy to lie and fake a smile now a days so we always have to be careful with our loved ones. we dont always know what they're dealing with and one wrong move can cause a bomb to explode.
"Before the curtains rise, I’m always busy but when I’m standing before you I’m Acting cool"
Maybe theyre telling us that behind the scenes, theyre also suffering with personal or family issues. like every other person, celebrities have problems that they deal with too. they also have feelings. maybe on stage theyre smiling and having so much fun but backstage, theyre suffering? they cant breathe, they're overworked, theyre tired. sometimes they're forced to do things. Honestly for me, the kpop industry is so pressuring. you have to be this or that and if you cant you get criticized for it.
"I can’t let you know the things that are secretly happening now, now is not the time. I wait for the right moment, so that when you’ve realized it it’s too late."
Obviously most idols worry about their fans. Theyre worried when theyre fans are worried. its like a family thing we idol and fans have for each other yknow and maybe thats why sometimes they cant always speak up about whats really going on inside their mind. They cant always talk about it to the public bc sometimes people are so rude and so insensitive and leave comments like, "youre not depressed! youre just overthinking" bullshit, barbara. "you just need to hang out more" hMMmM :// ANYWAY thats why they dont really speak up alot. sometimes they cant even go to a psychiatrist privately because the media is always watching and once its on display, BOOm haters here and there talking bs and obviously WE wouldnt realize unless its TOO LATE!
"Like a black shadow is absorbed into the night, the night I dig deep beyond the consciousness, inside of you I’m Undercover"
I dont know how to begin with this.. its like once theyve hit rock bottom and they feel like nothing is gonna get better amd everything is just dark and gloomy. Maybe this is like the moving on part?? like the beginning of moving on. the depressive episode. And at first theyre just trying to hide everything. Just being undercover.
WAIT OMG OKAY SO MAYBE UNDERCOVER BEFORE YOU&I
so they got depressed over what happened and theyre trying to hide from everybody that theyre okay but theyre not and theyre just undercover. in you&i thats when they start reminiscing about jonghyun and talking to him. telling him they miss him and that for him, they're ready to accept and let go.
OKOK SO THE NEXT SONGS ARE WHEN THEY START BEING POSITIVE AGAIN !! YES GO SHINEE !! OUR STRONG KINGS !!!
so i dont really know the sequence i mean its already fucked up in the beginning so lets just go with whatever !!!
So in GOODEVENING!
"The cozy darkness is lingering far away"
so the 'darkness' or those gloomy days and toxic vibes theyve been surrounding themselves has been slwoly disappearing. they're starting to feel a little better again. <3
"At the tip of the sunset that hangs on the buildings I think of you"
i cant explain this one and note: i havent slept and its 6am but im still trying to make this work. but i think fjksjfks ok sunsets means like the day is "ending" and like before the day ends, they remember their sufferings while they were depressed and all those sad times with Jonghyun, like those times of grief.. they remember it all before starting a new day ¿¿ I DONT KNOW im trying my best to explain it. Its like theyre finally accepting what has happened and is ready to start a new happy day
"Spill out the darkness
Open the night
I wanna see you more, right now, oh"
So the sunsets and the night has come and theyve already accepted whats happend but they want to see Jonghyun in a different light. They want to see their bestfriend and brother as someone who was happy and made others happy. They want to remember Jonghyun as someone who made his parents and everyone around him proud.
"The moonlight is rising
I’m going to you before it’s too late
I’m going to get you
Imagining how surprised you’ll be, I’m going to you
Going to you
Going to you
Without a reason, going to you"
okay this part is like giving someone a hug before they leave for their flight. Like even when hes gone hes not alone and shinee is not alone. like theyre always together. theyll always be together. "imagining how surprised you will be" nrkanfks im thinkg on how to write thus part wo sounding sarcastic. knowing what jonghyun has been through, he might have thought that he was and always will be alone... but the members are there to guide him in his travel to heaven with their prayers and theyre all hoping to surprise him ¿¿ AAAA im sorry if this sounds sarcastic or offensive i REALLY didnt mean it to be that way >·<
literally,for me anway, the whole song is about how theyll always be there for each other. even when the other is far away, it will never stop them from what they are doing. and thats why i love Shinee so much💓
In jump im not gonna add a lot of lyrics since im getting lazier. (lmao you can see my effort fading from you&i until here)
in Jump the song is about them trying to put their pieces together again. They've been broken and torn apart but they're ready to pick theirselves up again.
"I shake my head, brush it off and adjust my heart
I solidly protect my space again"
no one can recover quickly so i guess in this part, they're trying to take things slow. not too fast or anything or else they might make a wrong move and fall back to square one.
"Keep on enduring it
Just close my eyes when it feels futile for no reason"
in this part, theyre still not that strong enough so theyre telling themselves that they should just endure the pain or sadness. if it feels impossible, just close your eyes, believe and trust in yourself. theyve made it this far, why should they quit now?
"Higher, rise higher, fly
There’s the ground beneath your feet
When I travel between the two
Oh yes I feel the freedom
I jump on you, jump on you"
when they finally overcome the fear and sadness and EVERYTHING! they feel the weight lift from their shoulders and finally they feel freedom. overjoyed, they celebrate by jumping¿¿ i guess?? lmAO
"I’m not falling
I’m not wilting
It’s just changes
I turn different
And keep going forward"
this is when they realize that: nothing is going bad. everything is going just fine and everything is great. maybe they havent fully recovered yet but all those depression and pain is finally gone and theyre happy. They're different now and they realize they can finally keep moving forward without feeling to fall back down again.
"Why is that hard Why did I hesitate for such a long time Following my heart away From other people’s eyes I free the feet that were bound I let my imagination loose after a long time The wind is blowing Now I open my eyes and breathe in"
the first 2 lines is probably them asking themsleves, why didnt we do this earlier? they finally followed what their heart wanted instead of being trapped in their own mind and they finally can breathe again. they feel free and loose. they dont feel the heavy chains hanging on their shoulder anymore !
Now I can open my eyes and breathe in.
this is honestly a HUGE step for them. and im so proud?? ugh..
last song: All Day All Night
"All the moments I met you were highlight I don’t regret it, it’s just beautiful"
Theyre remembering Jonghyun more with their happy memories. How his existence highlighted mostly everything in their past. Jonghyun was such a big part of their lives and even if he was gone, they were still happy that he was able to be part of their lives and they were thankful to be a part of his.
"I start to see the world differently Yeah it’s all for you Time starts to emit a light Yeah it’s all for you Our very painful tears The joy that fills ourh hearts All for you, all for you, all for you"
Theyre doing all these wonderful things all for Jonghyun and maybe also for us too and for themselves. "Time starts to emit light" its pretty self explanatory. theyre beginning to see things in a positive way again !! So all of this, this is all for Jonghyun.
"Leave it alone, hold me and my painful scars All of it is the control"
theyre telling us to maybe accept it and move on too. To move on with them. We're all in this together and everything is in control.
So YAAS thats my theory or whatever you call it for SHINEEs album. I really do think the message hidden behind this album is deep and amazing and VERY important. I'm glad SHINEE is able to see things in a new light. Let's just keep loving and supporting them, okay??! So that's it.
The Story Of Light.
The End.
#theory#sadness#grief#depression#moving on#happy#joy#shinee#5am theories with me#i wrote this for 2 hours ok#story of light#you&i#good evening#undercover#all day all night#jump#we love you shinee#stay strong shinee#always with shinee#shinee deserves the best#story#time
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1/Hi, I apologize in advance for this long message but I just wanted to ask you if you had ever received insults or criticisms or even guys who harassed you because you're a girl who loves football? I'm asking you this because I live this constantly. Yesterday when Barça won the CDR I was so happy so I shared my joy on my social media and I commented on some FB publications related to the match and the majority of ppl on these pages are men so I have only received insults degrading messages.
Anonymous said:2/I was told to go back to the kitchen, that I should go back to clean, that I loved Barça only for cute players or that I probably didn’t know anything about football and was probably repeating what men around me were saying to look smart,.. I will not tell you everything they told me but it was really degrading and mean, I absolutely did not say anything bad, there were comments from guys who writed bullshit on the post but no one answered them but under mine there was like 100 replies.
Anonymous said:3/And I just wrote “I’m so happy and sad at the same time, I will miss Andres so much, it will not be the same without him..” On my other comments also I received insults like "Come suck my c*ck, you will be more useful” “oh a girl trying to make herself interesting by loving football” “shut your mouth bitch it’s a page for men here, go back to cook” And all that just because I’m a girl, if it had been a man who had commented the same thing they would have agreed with him.
Anonymous said:4/It’s unbelievable that a woman can’t love football as much as a man do without being looked at or asked to justify why she really loves football because if a girl likes football it’s surely because she’s in love with the players or wants to fuck with them or that she invents it to have the attention of men, because it is impossible that a woman can really love or understand football, so when it happens I have to justify myself so that they are convinced that I really like this sport..Anonymous said:5/It’s sad that in 2018 for a lot of ppl women = cooking, doing housework, pleasing men and keep quiet. Usually I avoid going into the football debates of my male friends or those of my family because they automatically make fun of me and my opinion is irrelevant. So if you have a vagina your brain is too stupid to understand football and enjoy it? I’m tired of having to hide my passion for football because I risk being insulted. It’s sad because I know I’m not the only one who suffers this..
Anonymous said:6/I discovered football when I was a child, I quickly became a big fan, I even played it many years but growing up my dad start laughing at me and telling me that I should be more interested in girls stuff and he asked me which player I was as much in love to continue to love football like that and the men around me told me that women’s football was not real football so I should stop playing it, my mother also agreed that I should stop because she was afraid that her daughter become a tomboy.
Anonymous said:7/I was stupid enough to believe theses bullshit and I stopped playing at my club. Yes I am feminine in general, I also like makeup, dresses, shoes and stuff like that but sometimes I like to wear my Barça jersey or football outfits too and when I walk in the street with it I get glances, guys who come to talk to me or say that I’m ridiculous with my jersey, one day 2 guys even come to ask me questions on the club to see if I really know about Barça and that it’s not just to get attention..
Anonymous said:8/It’s tiring and exhausting, I’d like to love this sport without suffering all that, what’s the deal with that, it’s a sport among many, why it’s impossible to let a girl enjoy this sport without belittling her? Why is it so difficult for men to believe that we really love this sport too without necessarily wanting to fuck with players? I’m tired, it’s getting depressing and with all the insults I received yesterday I feel like I’m going to be crazy, I really wanted to cry because of my anger..
Anonymous said:9/If you or the followers of your blog undergo this too, can you tell me how you do to support it or to finish with that please? And if there are guys who follow your blog I’d like them to explain to me, if they do these things, just why ? Why a woman who loves football should deserve so much hate and criticism and why it’s as difficult for guys to accept that women can love football too? I’m really sorry again for this long message but I’m really fed up.. 😫
Heey girlie!! OMG dont apologize for the long message! I feel like you needed to vent a little and then it’s 100% better to just write it all down instead of keeping it in. and DAMN you had all the reasons to vent, because what those neanderthals wrote to you MAKES MY BLOOD BOILLLLLLLLL FUUUUUUCK!!!
BOOOOOILLLLLL!!!!
Im gonna reply to the parts in parts because otherwise the answer will be an unstructured mess.
½/3: I dont even know where to start with my first off all comment with this ask! But pffff. It;s so so soooo sad that in 2018 people like that put comments under just a very normal and very correct post. It’s also really sad because probably right now you will think twice before commenting something under a footy Facebook thing.
AND PLEAAAAASEE! Let me know what kind of FB page that is? I am literally fuming and almost on the verge of making a Twitter account for my Tumblr page to post it on here. It’s not fucking normal that when a girl says something about football guys talk like that. It’s not and it’s not ok. 100 replies under your comment? And all like that?? Pfff. Damn. FUMINGGGGG.
I can understand you feel bad about it bc of all these people jumping on some kind of bandwagon behind their PC’s. Insecure bunch of dicks!
4/5: Indeed we women have to know WAAAY more about football then men, because if we dont then we’re not serious about it or only watch it for the guys. “YESSSSS!!! THATS TOTALLY TRUE!!!! I watch 90+ minutes of football just for a few close-ups of the football players I like!!!11!1 Makes total sense” said no women who watches football ever.
6/7/8/9: aaawhh… That is so sad… :( I can’t imagine how that must have felt as a child to be doing something you love but your parents make it out to be as if it was wrong. Not every girl likes pink and barbies just like not every guy likes blue and cars/football. Indeed I also love make up and getting dressed up etc etc. But I also love sitting in a cafe and watching football with a beer or something haha.
I never wear a football shirt on the streets - unless im going to a match or watch in a cafe - today was the first time actually in my yellow PSG shirt haha. But no one said anything to me (other than a few hey girl). But it’s sad we have to prove something to these idiots…
I think we’ve sadly all have had an experience like that. When I was younger and asked my friend at her party (or whatever it was) to see the football score a guy was like “what??? You dont watch it? Well then explain to me what off side is?!” That was the first time some guy asked me it and I did do it, but when someone would ask me it now I said: “You would ask a guy that too who says he watches football? Nope huh? So I won’t show you either!”
In Paris also on the way to the hotel the Uber driver was talking etc etc. And we spoke about football and I said how excited I am to finally see Neymar and hope he’s not injured anymore (because at the time he was stil injured and unclear if he would play) and all that blabla. And in one moment he said (in a joking way) oh you’re only here to see Neymar other than that you dont watch it. And I gave him a reality check real quick. My friend wanted to interfere and talk over it and I was like no no noooo. Lemme say my peace.
Or at work people know I also love Neymar and then one new colleague thought it was funny (and maybe cool in front of the other guys) to say I only watch football for Neymar. And I gave him a reality check too.
I used to bite my tongue when it came to that, but nowadays I’m like nope. I dont watch so much football for some insecure dick to be talking like that to me.
But theres also many guys who you can just have a normal convo with about football. Like yesterday I had one with a guy I didn’t know and he was so chill. Or when I’m in the bar watching you also have guys normally coming up like are you also this nervous etc etc. During the Euro’s too. Met many friendly people who just spoke to us about football. Ok and s
What I also think is one of the problem is because many girls indeed just wear a shirt because it looks cute (which they of course can), but it makes it more difficult for us to be taken serious. Especially with tournaments like the Euros and WC many just watch football bc it’s fun with everyone in a cafe but they have no idea what they’re watching. And end up only confirming some of the thoughts by these neathertals.
Can I ask you where you’re from btw?And please do tell which bs ass fb page you posted this one. I would be a good thing to create all these accounts to back you up or something.
And indeed I’m curious too how other followers react to stupid comments like that?
And keep watching the sport you love girl! I know its tough at times being doubted to often for just watching something you like but lets hope that someday no one will question why we watch the sport we love.
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i didnt want to say this before but man.. Danny kind of.. sucks, at least in the heart of canon. i get that he's young and learns "Those Valuable Lessons" and but people dont acknowledge most of this douchebag's shitty antics cause he's a cute boy or whatever. although Danny has a very excellent premise for a character, he is sincere sometimes, but overall its not executed well. he falls into too many awful high school tropes
i guess im glad people are making use of his character premise by reading too closely than the show intended, or by making content of their own interpretations. but we cant ignore that he is quite a goddamned piece of hell shit who i fucking hate in the real show sometimes. i feel there’s just too much emphasis on a character and show that wasn’t well crafted and well managed to begin with. its kinda sad when all the hate is somehow directed towards other characters like Sam.
it feels like most people are praising him and the overall show for what they imagine it to be instead of what it actually is. srsly this awful goddamned fuckboy sells stuff garage lab items he aint supposed to just to buy some fucking clothes??? uses ghost powers to spy girls in their locker room?? he fuckin destroys ghost writer’s writing and then doesnt feel sorry about it just cause it’s christmas-related and he’s so pissy about it.
so.. yeah. i dont get why people think he’s literal kid Jesus and always wants to protect this little fucker. he puts himself in alot of mess. the “D” on his suit stands for “dick”, bc that’s what he is. i want to beat him up sometimes
Okay.
Normally, I delete all character hate on sight, because the point of my blog is to focus on the show’s strengths and how the weaknesses could’ve been done better. I get critical sometimes, but I like focusing on a characters’ strengths rather than their poor writing and garbage like that.
This was so long, detailed, and harsh that it’s really hard to ignore. Maybe I should. Stick to my guns and not let some anonymous rant change how I work. You came to me, though, so if you want to debate this, then alright. I’ll bite.
First off, who in the fandom is portraying Danny as a kid Jesus? Maybe it’s just the circles I’m familiar with, but one of the most reblogged posts that pops up in my notifications is one with a ton of additions arguing why Danny totally deserves to suffer. The majority of the fandom loves tormenting this kid. Even those that do say he needs to be protected never claim he has no flaws. Far from it. They just acknowledge he has it hard for a kid and he deserves a break sometimes.
Second, have you ever…met a 14 year old? As someone who spent most of his career life working with kids and who is the oldest of 5 (with one brother who’s turning 14 this November), lemme tell you that the main trio are saints for their age.
People talk about the terrible twos, but 14 year olds are so much worse. I’m not slamming them, because it makes sense. They’re in a tough transition period between childhood and adulthood. Adults tell them to act more mature, but refuse to acknowledge their voices in serious situations. Middle school and high school are cutthroat places, and one mistake can ruin the entirety of the four-six years you spend there. They’re pressured to get good grades or they’ll fail, they have to be part of the cool crowd or they’ll fail, and people are more likely to blame them for whatever goes wrong in their lives than anything that goes on around them.
Doesn’t change the fact that they can be little demons sometimes. With all the hormones and drama, young teenagers can be really emotional and make problems bigger than they seem. They can be harsh and judgmental, because that’s the environment they’re being exposed to. They need guidance, but they don’t want it. They argue with adults and to some, it seems like they want to make their own lives miserable. They can be tough to work with unless you’re willing to take them as seriously as they take themselves, and most people don’t want to bother.
There are shitty things Danny does in canon, but that’s true for literally every fourteen year old. And heck, are you telling me you didn’t do some ridiculously stupid stuff at that age? I actually stole money from my folks to buy something I wanted. My group of friends frequently set stuff on fire in their backyards. And fuck, nobody can prove Danny was spying on girls in the locker room. While I think the scene is shit and refuse to accept it as canon, all we see is Danny coming out of the locker room. He could’ve been just looking to see what it was like in there. Nothing says there were actually girls in there. But I’m so sick of talking about that shit scene, so I’m gonna leave it at that.
Danny has flaws. He can be selfish and petty and inconsiderate. But really? You wanna beat him up for that?
Are you forgetting that he canonically already does get beaten up every single episode? Whether it’s by ghosts, bullies, his own goddam parents, or whatever, getting beat up is something he’s familiar with.
The reason some fans cut him some slack is because, hey, yeah. He is a kid, and you know what? He’s entitled to be a dick sometimes. He loses sleep every night, almost dies on a daily basis, has his dreams ripped away from him often, and is picked on at school. Despite all of that, he still fights ghosts to keep his town safe, and he’s under no obligation to do that. He saves lives, even when people hate him for it. He puts himself in danger, even for those who are cruel to him. He tries to use his powers for the right reason more often than not, and he’ll take the high road against his bully because he feels like he shouldn’t stoop to his level.
We acknowledge that canon can be shit. We acknowledge that sometimes, Danny’s writing makes him out to be a dick. At the “heart of canon,” though, as you so eloquently put it, he’s the kid who risked his life for a little girl he barely knew that nobody else would miss. He’s the one who saves the lives of his own bully, the teacher who used to be so hard on him, and the parents he fully believes would cut him open if they knew what he was. He’s the one who could so easily be Vlad, but instead he tries his best to be a hero.
You’re under no obligation to like him, and you don’t have to ignore the shitty parts of canon like some of us do. I do it just because I enjoy thinking about what the show could’ve been, not what it was. You don’t have to do that, though.
But really, are you going to march into your nearest high school and beat the shit out of the first kid you see messing up? Seriously? You honestly think that the mistakes Danny makes outweigh the good he’s constantly trying to do enough that he deserves that? Even when he already gets beat up in every single episode already?
Well, fine. That’s your pessimistic opinion. It’s not fact, though. How many cartoons do you watch? You gonna beat up Timmy Turner and Jimmy Neutron, too? They can be right assholes. What about Jake Long? He’s a shallow, obnoxious, irresponsible kid a lot of the time. Sure, he’s just 13, but why should we show mercy to kids who mess up? Serena/Usagi from Sailor Moon? Yeah, let’s ignore all the people defending her and just focus on the fact that the show makes her a dumb kid who doesn’t have enough backbone to immediately become the savior of the galaxy. Come to think of it, where’s your rant about Dash Baxter? Or is he not popular enough for you to rag on?
Perfect characters aren’t the ones who are the most upstanding. They’re the ones who are realistic and flawed. So Danny sells his parents stuff. So he sneaked into the girls’ locker room. So he took out his anger on an innocent person.
I’m not saying any of those things weren’t wrong, what I’m saying is that kids make fucking mistakes. And sometimes, they’re huge ones. Sometimes, kids get curious and break into a house. Sometimes they get hungry at the store and shoplift. Sometimes they lie and cheat and make fun of each other. Sometimes they can be perverted little leaches.
So fucking what? We’ve all been there. We all need to learn and grow.
And seriously, if you’re going to be one of those people who gives Sam a break, don’t turn around and start criticizing Danny for the same shitty writing he sometimes gets. That hypocrisy is exactly why I so adamantly defend Sam.
I don’t know what you wanted to accomplish with these asks. Maybe you just wanted to vent. Maybe you were looking to stir up drama. Maybe you don’t know what you wanted and you just sent these asks randomly without any real reason.
Regardless of what you think, I’m still gonna enjoy my fucking fictional character, even if I don’t always agree with how he’s written. I relate to him, his struggles, and even his mistakes. You have fun ripping on characters people like because you don’t think they should be allowed to make mistakes, but let the rest of us have our fun, too. You’re not helping anyone with this, so maybe just fuck off, m’kay?
Being stupidly nice is kind of my thing, but I’m tired of putting up with this self righteous crap. Let characters fuck up. Let fans rewrite things they don’t like. Let people enjoy their fucking cartoon, because they aren’t hurting anyone. I’ve yet to find a single phan who considers the DP cartoon to be completely canon anyway. They enjoy it for the fan content or the few really spot on episodes. We’re already aware that there’s shitty stuff in there, and we don’t need you to tell us.
If I ever get any asks like this that rip on characters for stupid, petty reasons again, I’m deleting them on sight. That was my initial plan anyway, but I really needed to say my piece here.
Tumblr, maybe stop being such judgmental pieces of fucking shit, okay? You’ll accomplish nothing good by being so harsh toward anything that doesn’t fit your standard of “perfect.”
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its not all shits and giggles (chp. one)
yg vs sm groupchat
milkbunsehuu: baek
chanchan: he’s not here rn, at work, but whats up boo?
milkbunsehuu: idk not much. like, jongin got me hard again.
chanchan: why is our name still called yg vs sm
chanchan changed the group name to sekai initiation
milkbunsehuu: yeol. yeol. yeol. stop calling him kai.
baekiepoo: im of work sluts. yeol get ur ass over here take me home.
milkbunsehuu: why is the bottom saying this and *off
chanchan: ur a bottom too sehunnie
baekiepoo: how do u know i dont switch
chanchan: LMAO NO
milkbunsehuu: right because, “y-yeol, fuck pleasepleaase let me come oh shit. oh fuckk” is SUCH a switch
baekiepoo: oh shiete
you heard tht?
milkbunsehuu: yeah bb, i fell asleep and when i woke up i needed to take a piss so i walked 2 the bathroom n heard that shit
chanchan: fuck
baekiepoo: you should’ve joined つ´Д`)つ
milkbunsehuu: uhm no. ew ion wanna see that mess
chanchan: we all know you like being wrecked bby
baekiepoo: wait
can i add someone?
he doesnt have many friends and he goes to our school!! please??
milkbunsehuu: who?
chanchan: sure
milkbunsehuu: i am so sure you saw me ask who
baekiepoo: yay!!!! its a guy named jongdae. he’s v nice and from China!!!
baekie added jongbae to the groupchat sekai initiation
jongbae: uh hi~
milkbunsehuu: hii
chanchan: dont be shy.
im chanyeol.
call me yeol.
thats sehun he has relationship problems with Jongin.
jongbae: i already know u guys. baek told me about you.
chanchan: do u know about sehun’s daily masturbation sessions infront of his roomie.
milkbunsehuu: HE’S ASLEEP ITS NOT REALLY IN FRONT OF HIM U DICK
jongbae: dont u think he heard?? i mean…
milkbunsehuu: that might be why
he hates me so much
fuck
baekiepoo: dumbass!!! dumbassss! u gotta apologize.
jongbae: what’s ur roommates name?
milkbunsehuu: yixing.
jongbae: omg!! ik hiM!! he’s so chill.
milkbunsehuu: he HATES me. like seriously. (T⌓T)
chanchan: not the emojis. pls no.
baekiepoo: u’d better get used to it.
jongbae: lemme talk 2 him.
_☙_
jongbae: yixing!! yixing!!
dinoxing: whats up?
jongbae: ik your roommate!!
dinoxing: oh ew. ew. ew. how??
jongbae: im in a chat with him!! he’s super nice.
dinoxing: oh? he keeps jacking his cock in front of me so like
jongbae: nooo!! NOO! WAIT FUCKING HELL WAIT HIM EXPLAIN!
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sekai initiation
jongbae: he knows
baekipoo: you’ve been found out kid! go run. get a room transferrr.
chanchan: add him!!! HURRY JONGDAE.
milkbunsehuu: NO YOU LITTLE SHIT DONT U DARE
jongbae added dinoxing to the chat
dinoxing: Sehun.
milkbunsehuu: IM SORRY.
dinoxing is typing...
chanchan: ur done for. me andw im gonna go pick up baekhyun.
baekhyun: u mean u havent been coming voer?
jongbae: voer
dinoxing: Okay so like, I know you have this huge ass crush on Jongin and shit and you know that he’s my friend and all, but you can’t keep on masturbating in front of me like that. Usually I wouldn’t have a problem with it but holy fuck you’re such a bottom that it’s a tiny bit of a turn-on and I don’t wanna get hard. So, can you go into our bathroom and beat off? That’s helpful. Oh, and, I haven’t told Jongin so ur lucky. (´・ω・｀)
jongbae: too much words~
dinoxing: not even that many
milkbunsehuu: uh thanks?? ill go to the bathroom to beat off?? just dont hate me.
dinoxing: why did you think i hated you?
milkbunsehuu: because you give me death stares and scowling and i hear u whispering about me.
to ur friends.
on the phone.
five times.
how many friends do u fucking have?
dinoxing: well there’s minseokie, there’s junmyeon, satansoo, and jongin, i didnt tell him tho.
milkbunsehuu: shit. whyyyyy??????
dinoxing: uhm. go fucking masturbate idk.
jongbae sent a gif <img src="http://i.imgur.com/lOwiVsp.gif"/>
dinoxing: u meme.
milkbunsehuu: why did u???
dinoxing: im adding them.
milkbunsehuu: dont bitch.
dinoxing: fineee. l8ter
milkbunsehuu: no never
im going home. keep the door open.
chanchan: are u saying u were texting during class? bad sehunnie.
milkbunsehuu: are you saying u were texting n driving??
chanchan: stfu im dRIVING SJDALGSJ FUCGHK
dinoxing: if he's dead i want his room
baekiepoo: so u fuck good i presume?
dinoxing: yes why i have a bf u homewrecker
baekiepoo: chanyeol + death + new roommate = me needing a new boyfriend to fuck
oh wait he's here ur lucky
(≧∇≦)/
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Sehun walked into his dorm room with a sigh to see Yixing sitting on the couch watching a new episode of some drama on TV. He didn’t really know what to say to Yixing because of the weird series of texts they just had, but he was at least glad class was over. He set down his books onto their kitchen counter and went into the fridge to look for something to snack on, like an apple, because he had dance class in an hour and he didn't want anything to really take over too much time. He settled on a small cheese dish and platter from Publix and as he was walking out, Yixing was staring at him, amused.
“Sehun-ah. Come here.” Sehun stared at the black haired boy before walking over to him warily. "Bitch, walk quicker, I don't bite." Sehun wanted to retort but instead he walked over to the couch Yixing was sitting on, Yixing motioned for the boy to sit on his lap and Sehun hesitated. "Are you serious?" Yixing reached for his hand and latched onto to it, he pulled him down onto his lap and held him there. "Now kid, let's talk. Why do you like Jongin so much?" Sehun though for a moment, chuckling awkwardly as he messed around with his jacket string.
"Well, for one, he's a spectacular dancer and, uhm, well he's really hot. Have you seen the kid? Jesus Christ he's so cute. And I may have saw him naked, he has a big dick, but that's not the whole important part, there's also the fact that he's actually really nice to me. T-the few times we talked, he was nice.”
Yixing nodded his head, "So...you saw his dick?"
Sehun stuttered and turned to look at him, "N-no, it's not like that. I mean, I walked in on him after dance practice because I needed my deodorant and I left it in there, and I'm really clumsy and stuff and I fell and when I looked up i could see inside the stall and I saw his...cock." Yixing nodded and checked his watch.
"I have an idea, so you can like, talk to him better. I know you don't really talk because he always calls you, 'that weird kid in my dance class.'" Sehun's face fell, is that really how he felt about him? That one weird kid, okay that's great. Amazing, actually.
Sehun was hurt, he wouldn't admit it but Jongin's validation is really all that he cares about.
"What's your idea?" Sehun asked, begging to Yixing to help him even after he obviously bugged him with his "sessions" but he wasn't really begging Yixing himself. He just wanted Kai.
"If you want to know all you gotta do is add my friends to the groupchat, minus Jongin." Sehun bit his lip, he didn't know his friends, but it really couldn't be that much harm, now could it?
"Fine then, now what's your idea?" Yixing showed him his watch.
"Get to dance practice, you might miss Jongin." He smirked as Sehun struggled to get off of his lap.
"I'll be back later!" And he ran out the door. Yixing laid back against the couch and sighed, he turned over and looked at the television sullenly before getting up to grab a snack.
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“Alright class, today we will be looking at our dances from last week and reviewing them! Now, you remember than you were separated into groups for your duo, so you won’t be reviewing your own dance, and it’s a group project!” The class broke out into whispers as the students contemplated the what group they wanted to be in, “Students! I’ll be choosing your groups.” The class groaned as their teacher reached into her bag, pulling out a sheet of paper with names on it.
Sehun didn’t really pay attention until the teacher called Jongin’s name, and then his name followed, which made Sehun make a tiny whimper sound, Jongin scooted over to him and the teacher gave him a disk with what Sehun guessed was someone’s dance.
“Also, students, you will be doing a whole project on this! So, yes, I want poster boards and a nice report on the dance itself, and techniques that could have been used to make it better! Now go discuss.”
Sehun turned to look at Jongin, he was quickly tapping away on his phone before shutting it off and looking at Sehun. “Alright. Let’s get this over with.
_☙_
sekai initiation
dinoxing: can i add my friends now?
baekiepoo: did sehun say u could, i added yeol and he got upset
dinoxing: yeah dw. we talked about it.
chanchan: so u tried to get w/ my bby???? @dinoxing
dinoxing: no
chanchan: sure u did. i can scroll up…
baekiepoo: ur an idiot yeol did u even READ it
chanchan: … nvm im an idiot
dinoxing: ik
dinoxing added marshmallow™, mom, satansoo to the groupchat sekai initiation
marshmallow™: oh new people hihihihihi
satansoo: who the fuck
mom: sekai?? what’s a sekai??
dinoxing: sehun’s groupchat, idk where he is right now.
marshmallow™: the masturbating roommate? the one who masturbates to jongin?? who’s kai???
baekiepoo: oh thats my fault, see, i didnt know his name because sehun wouldnt tell us so i called him Kai. after that singer idk.
chanchan: ^^^
marshmallow™: and who are you people?
baekiepoo: bitch we could say the same to u whores we’re the originals. jongdae added yixing and thne BADBVAFM BAM!
milkbunsehuu: im gonna die
satansoo: not important right now masturbater
mom: soo dont be mean
okay hii! im junmyeon. im now ur mom.
satansoo: im kyungsoo. i hate you~
dinoxing: omg he used a ~
satansoo: i wanted to rhyme
dinoxing: bs ur cute admit it
mom: yixing dont harass him babe
chanchan: mooore couples!!
mom: yeah me and yixing are an item
baekiepoo: WAIT
JUNMYEON??
UR IN ME AND JONGDAE’S FUCKING MUSIC THEORY CLASS
jongbae: gasp shocker!
mom: oh yeah i dont talk much
marshmallow™: unless he’s drunk or lecturing. like at last weeks party
dinoxing: y weren’t u guys at jongin’s party?? he has one like every fucking week
baekiepoo: we’re unpopular we dont get invited
chanchan: ^^^
milkbunsehuu: ^^^
jongbae: yeah pretty much
satansoo: pathetic
milkbunsehuu: says the fucking egghead
satansoo: HOW DO YOU KNOW THAT
milkbunsehuu: U’VE BEEN IN MY DORM
marshmallow™: i want intros from “the originals”
baekiepoo: im baekhyun im amazing i have a tight ass (not as nice as sehun’s tho) nice af legs and fabulous hair?? my bf’s yeol and he’s the best.
chanchan: im tall
im also a fucking yoda
i rap
milkbunsehuu: uhm
marshmalow™: we already know u yixing was telling us about u
dinoxing: sozzz
jongbae: hii im jongdae and i like candy!!!
santansoo: i like this one 4 minseok
marshmallow™: o ya im minseok and i like jongdae already!
milkbunsehuu: i got jongin’s number.
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link to rest of story: click here
#exo#fanfiction#archive of our own#link for the rest#literally the only cross#texting fanfic#sehun#sekai#chanbaek#yixingxjunmyeon#kyungsoo#kai#jongin#jongdae#minseok#xiumin#chen#baekhyun#chanyeol
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Ali & Carly
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