#and I don’t give a shit anymore

[strinak]

anyway. this is your notice that I will be liberally blocking blogs pushing antivoting/both parties are the same/etc bullshit. I am fully Not Here For It, as someone living in a deeply red state. I have had actual human people, to my face, at my fucking retail job, advocate for civil war and treason and military overthrow of the federal government. I cannot EXPRESS to you how little fucking patience I have for leftist infighting at this point!!!

#us politics #i am so done #genuinely just blocked a bitch i fully believe was a psyop #i'm not extending grace about this shit anymore #hold your fucking nose and vote blue no matter who #or admit you're a child so insulated from the consequences of another trump presidency that you can use politics as a purity clout game #and that you don’t give a shit about the people that attitude will literally get killed

[jondoe279]

atp i genuinely doooon’t care if the old guard two is the worst thing put to film i just want to see the best character of all time (andromache the scythian) and her loser henchmen and everyone’s favorite girl nile freeman again

#its not even funny anymore WHERE IS ANDY AND NORIKO!!!!!!!!!!! it was supposed to be the year of dyke drama 😞😞😞😞😞😞 #like given the way they structured the first movie the second would have to be almost wholly original and differ a lot from the comic #like andy cant go thru the shit noriko puts her thru so im guessing the script would switch her out with nile getting tossed in the ocean #but that doesnt really work with norikos comic characterization (trying to get andy to see her point by making her go thru what noriko did #isnt something quynh will gaf about if andy isnt one of the immortals. andys become thr ‘vermin’ noriko hates!!!) #and given the end of the movie everyones chill with copley so joe and nickys whole subplot cant exist anymore…. idk maybe theyll switch out #copley with moose?? idc as long as we get their stupid car conversation tbh makes me laugh #honestly given the changes that would have to be made they probably just made a stupid movie and don’t want to release it. but I DONT CAREEE #its not exactly like the first one was that good i still mute it in preparation for every cringe needle drop like its a lame movie but its #genuineeeeee fun like i seriously do not care netflix give me my movie!!! #the old guard

[syrasenturi]

#do I dare tag this #I was inspired #I like how I can draw them from memory #syrass #don’t expect more of this #going back to give this tags but please know i dont really post shit about dt anymore but i love my girls #ducktales #weblena

[finleycannotdraw]

realllyyyyyyyy fast geraskier scribble because cmon let me have this. I am online to post gay art so that’s exactly what I’m gonna do.

#the witcher #geraskier #I don’t actually give a shit about future witcher seasons right now I don’t care about whatever is happening with henry cavill anymore. #like I am just here because I ship geralt and jaskier not for any other reason #sure I like the show but I’m here engaging with witcher fans on tumblr because of geraskier and nothing else #so. yeah anyway I don’t care. the memes are funny. I’m gonna keep drawing these two no matter what anyone says #the witcher netflix #finley cannot draw #geralt of rivia #jaskier the bard #geralt x jaskier

[artemis-requiem]

Ppl who read only wfa and fanfiction can not call them selves real fans of these characters. I don’t care if I sound gatekeepy but I’ve read enough shit here that makes absolutely no sense and it’s terrible. And then y’all will try to say fanon is better then canon when is the same amount of steaming hot shit just this time with everyone being one dimensional and boring. Please pick up a comic and don’t tell me you can’t afford on cause there are ways to get it for free

#i don’t give a fuck if this is controversial #a lot of fanon content is hot shit straight from a butt #it’s embarrassing #like it’s painfully obvious y’all didn’t even look up the wiki page for that character just making shit up #forget being ooc they aren’t even the same character anymore #jason todd #batman wayne family adventures #dick grayson #tim drake #damian wayne

[pnkrathian]

quick duster plushie study

#I AM SO FUCKING HAPPY I WANT HIM SO BAD #I don’t give a shit that mom 3 will never be localized anymore I just want to hold him #duster mother 3 #mother 3 #duster #art #my art

[ecoqueer]

I wish that people gave a shit about nonbinary people who don’t use they/them pronouns. You can literally give your friend group (which includes another nonbinary person) a list of your favorite pronouns, none of which include they/them, and mention several times that you don’t like they/them pronouns for yourself, but they’ll make the switch from she/her pronouns to…they/them. And feel super proud of themselves for being sooo progressive as to use they/them pronouns for you….when those aren’t your pronouns.

I think that saying “he she and they are my least favorite but are fine in combination with other things…I’m really fine with any neos but here’s a list of my faves that you can choose from!” Is polite and not a difficult request. I’m not good at being a pushy person, and I shouldn’t need to be.

#it screams #i guess I’ll pull the lists out again and re-link them #but the aforementioned friends view messages from me as a chore and check them rarely so when they do they’ve built up and so just skim #everything #which I’m fucking tired of #I’ve been going back and forth on whether it’s better to have no friends or a few friends who make you feel shitty #dunno which is worse #they also are extremely cavalier with covid while knowing I have no health insurance #and have supported some statements/actions that really make me sad #so idk I might be basically friendless at this point #i hold on for too long to people who have clearly moved on and don’t much care about being my friend anymore #I’ve tried reaching out a few times to no avail so idk I might just give up #try to cultivate online relationships more #which feels pretty impossible to me #sigh #I’ve been not able to sleep well #because of issues in my life with…all of the few people in it #issues that could be solved if I had kept a wider support network #instead of getting trapped with someone who was abusing me and my friends who don’t seem to give a shit about that and expressed more #concern for him than for me when the news was revealed to them #again I don’t have health insurance so no therapist #which I fucking desperately need right now #i have no one separate to talk to #the one who knows all of the different factors from all of the angles…is the abuser #i feel like I’m in so much fucking pain and I feel so alone and all of the people in my life who are supposed to be my loved ones #are standing around me ignoring me completely and acting like everything is okay #just causing me more and more pain #well this didn’t start out intended as a vent but it sure turned into one huh #i wish I could convey to y’all the desperation and loneliness and aching that I feel #vent

[honeypleasejustkillme]

things get overwhelming and i immediately resort to ‘i want to die’ in the most serious of ways because even one thing that feels bad is the equivalent of my world caving in

#actually bpd #actually mentally ill #bpd #actually borderline #bpd problems #bpd fp #bpd shitposting #bpd vent #bpd favorite person #bpd mood #literally me rn #i quit life #i give up #i don’t wanna do this anymore #my life is going to shit :’)

[jefferythejelly]

quackity making a whole disclaimer to not send hate and that’s it’s all lighthearted and fiction while announcing a presidential election arc for qsmp when he couldn’t even tell his stans off for doxxing and harassing usmp fans and dream on twitter. okay. :|

#negative #sorry i don’t even normally watch his shit anymore or give a shit abt what’s going on in the server but foosh was reacting to his stream #and i’m just sitting here like. fuck off bro. jesus christ #i don’t wanna start a whole other neg wave but it’s like. Bro Cannot Be Serious

[yeyayeya]

IM CRYING 😭

#hello? #holy shit #is that what he felt all those hundreds of years? #shit #this is like 40 pages in and like #fuck #poor hua cheng #poor Xie lian too #he don’t fucking know hua cheng is talking about him #my heart #hua cheng calling Xie lian beloved is giving me big dimileth vibes #aaahhhh #I can’t anymore #hua cheng #Xie lian #hualian #hua cheng x Xie lian #TGCF #tian guan ci fu #heaven officials blessing #yeyarants #alright I’m going to cry myself to sleep now #ugh i love them #they also make so sad

[gayestcowboy]

if i see any more proship/anti discourse in twenty fucking twenty four i’m packing my bags and moving to the irish countryside. can we please leave that shit behind and act like adults on here

#i used to have strong feelings about it but i stopped actually giving a shit once i turned 20 or whatever because it’s so pointless #please learn actual reading comprehension #but i don’t see very much of it anymore which means i’m in the right circles 🥰 #yeehaws

[camgoloud]

you ever just. become overwhelmed by a sudden out-of-nowhere wave of tenderness and affection and longing for reconnection directed towards someone to whom you no longer speak for Very Good Reasons

#‘out of nowhere’ she says like she hasn’t been doing a lot of reading/thinking recently about various tragic messy breakups #and the later regrets of the parties involved #anyway. tell me not to text her #it’s been over two years since the last time we talked… absolutely no reason to break that streak now. lord give me strength #she was really fucking mean to me! like objectively intentionally unwarrantedly cruel! it ruined an entire year of my life #and fundamentally changed me as a person on a deep level! there’s a lot of things i used to like about myself that i don’t think i’m ever #going to get back #and yet every once in a while we have to do the whole ‘maybe i could make things right’ song and dance 😔 #the thing is most of the time i’m not even really angry with her anymore like enough time has passed since all the shit went down that #really i just sort of look at her behavior and feel sad. both because of the impact on me but also because of the ‘that’s really how you #felt you needed to act towards someone who cared about you? you couldn’t have just expressed your feelings in an honest and productive way #instead of just lashing out in the cruelest possible way and ruining the entire relationship beyond hope of repair?’ #and i feel bad and sorry that it went that way and honestly i kind of pity her and hope she’s gotten some of her shit worked out #so i’m not like. actively pissed off at her anymore. but also i can’t think about her without thinking about the worst year of my life so 🙃 #i don’t actually feel that trying to reopen that door would be very healthy for me at least #we did try a Reconciliation of sorts a couple of months after the initial falling-out and while it was kind of helpful for me in that she #like. apologized lmao. and affirmed that i wasn’t crazy and she did in fact On Purpose say the most hurtful things she possibly could have #said to me given the information she had at her disposal. and that i really had not done anything to her that could warrant that. etc. #it also left a sour enough taste in my mouth that i just don’t see a future where the two of us spending time together is enjoyable for me #and yet… the regret will always live inside me i think. maybe if i were a stronger person… #caseyposting

[wickeryburning]

I’m just… I’m literally so tired of people acting like CR is their campaign. Whether it’s character choices or ships or using their character theories as a cudgel against other fans or whatever. It’s so exhausting. How many times does Matt have to tell the fans that this show is not for us? That it’s for his friends (and himself, to an extent)?

You can enjoy the ride or get off if you don’t like it. It literally does not matter to them. It never did, either at the beginning when they were a new show or now when they are a global phenomenon.

It’s not about us. It never was. Behaving like it is is the height of hubris, in which case you deserve to go the way of Delilah, Thordak, Raishan, Vecna, Obann, Lucien, Uk’utoa, Ikithon, Otohan, Ludinus, the list goes on. You and your enjoyment of the material is not what matters here. Sorry, but it never was.

#critical role #main tagging because I just don’t give a shit anymore #my asks are turned off so good luck being an asshole if you disagree #and yes this is a pro- Ashton post #deal with it

[mythris]

imtura reunion day!!

#blades of light and shadow #choices #blades 2 #playchoices #bolas2 #imtura tal kaelen #imtura x mc #remember that discourse about reaction gifs? #they were all like ‘oh stop you’re not funny’ #bold of them to assume i even thought i was funny i’m actually just kind of a boomer #i don’t give a shit anymore #that was years ago just wanted to ramble in the tags

[dreamsb0u]

Sometimes I wish my “friends” or whatever who ghosted me would talk to me again just so I could bite their fucking heads off

#rant #Tw rant #vent #vent tw #in tags #like you fucking said you were going on a mental health break and that’s fine but after WEEKS of radio silence I check on you #and you’ve fucking BLOCKED me???? #like what the fuck is wrong with you #this has happened multiple times and I think it’s justified that I’m fucking angry #they KNOW I have abandonment issues and they don’t even give me a notice they don’t tell me what I did wrong #I’m so fucking tired of this shit #I’ve tried to be supportive but all they ever do is fucking toss me to the side #I’m not sorry #I can’t even look at half of my sketchbook anymore because it’s stuff I made for them #I wouldn’t say that letting your friends know why you’re leaving them is a lot to ask #but hey maybe I’m the one in the wrong here #and I’m even angrier because I don’t hate them #I can’t really #but I’m so fucking mad #I don’t want any hug emojis I get that you’re trying to help but I’m really not in the fucking mood #I think I only have like two friends I can trust

[ifwebefriends]

Being chronically ill sucks for many reasons but one reason is that all the doctors are so focused on keeping your body from attacking itself/collapsing in on itself that it’s like “uhh I think my brain/emotions are kinda being neglected here :/“

#my oncologist: hey I’m giving you a referral to get some bloodwork done it took like 5 minutes #me: cool! can I also get a referral to get screened for ADHD like you said I should? #my oncologist: *radio silence* #I think the undiagnosed ADHD is screaming at me rn #also it’s weird because I technically don’t have cancer anymore but I’m on a shit ton of meds to keep it from coming back #and it like majorly affects my life #so it’s chronic symptoms to prevent a recurrence of the chronic illness #the self gatekeeping inside of me is astronomical #chronic illness #chronically ill #cancer #cancer survivor #breast cancer #breast cancer survivor #adhd #undiagnosed adhd