flightless
I am a bird who cannot fly,though all my dreams are in the sky,but I shan’t let my hope decay,instead, I’ll find another way.
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I keep trying to run from the memories, from the
person I hoped you would be
because the truth is I fell for a boy disguised as a man
that didn’t know that his girl
had to be let down slowly before he ran away,
so he left her standing on the corner,
wishing on a cloud of dust
that he might come back for her
when the sun set again.
You’ve probably reinvented yourself a million times
by now because it’s been years since I last saw you
and you don’t seem to want to know me anymore,
and you pay more attention to my sister than you
ever did to me.
But we had ourselves convinced, in some tiny corner of our hearts,
that whatever chemistry we had had the power to turn
into something real.
You told me that was what you wanted for a minute.
But I’ve stopped trying to convince myself that that was true.
Because that’s not what you tell everyone else.
It’s not the story you’ve decided to keep tucked
in the back corner of your mind for a rainy day,
when the world is crashing down around you
and you need a five-minute remnant
of that summer to get you through the night
without tearing yourself apart.
Sometimes I turn down your street or I close my eyes
And play the song we listened to time and time again,
arms wrapped around my waist; lips pressed against mine
as I drink in the taste of weed and Svedka,
just a sip or two to forget the pain
she heaped onto your shoulders without a second thought.
I remember those nights we spent waiting for the shift to end,
your hands traveling all over my body
as your lips pressed against mine
and the minutes passed
more quickly than either of us
wanted them to.
-The boy I'd break clocks for.
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i wear women’s deodorant
and men’s cologne
i mix pink and blue
to match my birthstone
amethyst, creating a synthesis
a dialectic speaking my singleness
womanly chivalry
and masculine grace
a twist of the wrist
that turns on its face
bending borders into a threshold
equal parts silver and gold
i lead and i follow
a solo in parts
it’s hard pill to swallow
if you’re scared of the arts
i’ve never been more one than my two
perhaps this will give you a breakthrough—
the illusion that arose
of oil and of water
proves that opposition serves those
opposed to the other
as for me, i’ll keep my duality
it beats a boxed-in, binary, banality
– bigender means
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It's easier to say no to work, to stay careless and lazy but a lot more difficult to act like an adult with responsibilities.
Kalavathi Raj, QUOTUS
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From Megan Minutillo Weiner's chapbook, The Poetry of Things, available from Bottlecap Press!
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If you tell me
You are leaving
I will make it easier
I won't utter a goodbye
Or even cry a tear
Maybe a non-chalant alright
I'll show you I don't care
I will move to a new life
New books, new movies
New people and new bars
And I'll laugh, and I'll dance
Whenever you pass by
I'll imprison what I feel
If my heart ever decides to bleed
Just so you never regret
Your decision
So if you tell me
you are leaving
I will tell you we are fine
I'll make sure you forget me
You were never mine
If you tell me
You are leaving
I'll disappear
I will make it easier
.
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I Once Was in Love With my Bank Teller.
I once was in love with my bank teller.
Her name was Jules.
That’s what her name tag said.
Jules.
Such a beautiful name.
Jules.
Like the units for electricity, “joules”.
Didn’t know much about her,
Apart from that her name was Jules,
But I was in love with the idea of being in love
With the person I liked to imagine she was.
And she was,
Jules.
My imagination was vivid
How adorable our first meeting would be.
It would be a crisp autumn day.
We’d both be walking towards each other,
Us both dodging left,
Then dodging right,
Then left again,
Only to collide through our shared mistakes.
Her armful of books would go flying
Scatting the leaf littered street.
We’d both pick up the same book,
Begin an adorable game of tug-of-war.
And then we’d both look up
Let the book fall,
Love at first sight. Soulmates forever.
While standing in line at the bank,
Montages would play behind my eyes,
And lifetimes would flash before them.
Us going on our first date,
Meeting each other’s parents,
Burning our thanksgiving turkey.
Her dressed as a witch handing out candy on Halloween.
Arguing over the color of the birdhouse we’d one day paint-
Me wanting brown, her wanting blue,
Me painting it blue.
Then us dying side by side seconds apart.
One day I happened to see her driving by.
I lifted my hand to wave as she went.
I got soaked by a puddle as she passed.
I watched her drive away,
With my hand still in the air.
That’s when I recognized how unrecognizable I was.
I realized I didn’t know anything about Jules.
Except that her name was Jules,
And she was a bank teller.
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the human element
the calm before the storm...
wait for it...
I can feel it...
come on...
it's been calm too long...
where the hell is the storm?
by @inadvertently-writing©
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what sleep do we open our eyes in
for every grief that wakes us?
what kind of gethsemane
pries open a heart of rock?
the ground receives every crawling,
every back bowed down witnessing
every possible firmament—
perhaps, we perceive
What perceives us.
perhaps, we are present
in the Presence
that precedes us.
no. 050923 | j. p. berame
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it's weird how when people die, time carries on
it's weird how we move forward, one foot in front of the other
generalized condolences, fake smiles and worry, loose ties and "you have to move on."
it's weird how i see you in reflections and mirrors and dreams
it's weird how you fit into the spaces of me - one half you, one half me
it's weird how how when you died, time carried
and you left spaces of you in me that i cannot fill
and it's time has moved on and i still find you in places you shouldn't exist
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april
Like many who are born in spring,
I want to live life in full bloom.
If to my petals, snow should cling,
I shan’t succumb to wintry doom.
The rain shall tumble from the sky,
but beneath it I shall grow,
even through grey skies, my hopes still fly,
Til golden sun sets them aglow.
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He watches me as I type away, gaze steady and unblinking. I feel my heart begin to race, cold sweat like needles as it pools on my neck. I want to reach behind, cleanse myself of the mess, but something keeps me frozen in place, afraid to move. Afraid that one sign of weakness will give him time to pounce, whisking me away from my little hideaway forever. Because I told him ‘no’ again, and he’s never been known to accept that as an answer. \
Back against the wall, hands slipped into pockets. Eyes like flames and always trained me. He can’t tell that my hands are shaking, neck drenched in ice cold sweat. He wouldn’t even care if he did. He wants me, right here and right now. All to himself. Forever. And I knew he would come, knew that he’d return to take me to what he claims is my home, the one we have to share together. Except he’s wrong, and I don’t belong there. I don’t belong locked away. I am not his bird. He will not cage me.
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***I'll post the full story later. It's not quite done, but I had a few hours off work and I like where this is going so far.
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Magnet Monday Week 38: Marble
use this as inspiration to smash a statue or something
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Marble
decorate my marble body
with dirt and ceremony
sit by all my art
and smash the porcelain
a broken arm presents
a silence
as cool and strong
as your concrete
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Hope
not many things can keep me moving forward
in this life
that i call entrapment
my mind usually takes a stroll
down the wrong path
of endless foraging
the one true thing that does keep me going
is hope
anytime i want to let go
to just give up
hope keeps me going
but sometimes, i feel like hope is my enemy
always having a hold on me
never letting me go
~j.u.
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From andres tello's chapbook, and whatnot, available from Bottlecap Press!
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Bibliophile
(by @abbieswriteblr)
I remain next to you like a shadow,
In exile, pleading for a passing glance.
Haunted by the ghosts of your afterglow,
These hallways used to sing songs of romance.
This once-novel love has become hostile,
I could analyze your words for ages.
In truth, I admit, I'm a bibliophile,
Looking for confessions in blank spaces.
Someday these pages will begin to turn,
Until then, I carry this grief alone.
You will be another lesson I can learn,
One about glass houses and tossing stones.
In your heart, you’ll know that it’s time to leave,
When the silence feels like good company.
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