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x-bluefire-heart-x · 6 months

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Some Sugar

Just something short and sweet for my first Amanda fic. It's a gender neutral reader. It's a little fluffy piece, of a morning after between the two of them.

Warnings: None

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Your body was deliciously sore when you woke up this morning. Love bits and scratches covered your body. You hummed as you stretched as much as you could with Amanda curled up in your arms, her blonde hair tickling your nose as you pressed a kiss to the top of her head. You gently stroked up and down her arm, as she slowly woke up.

“Good morning,” she groaned burying her head a little more into your neck, her southern accent heavier with sleep.

“Good morning, lovely,” you murmured. “Sleep alright?”

“Like a log, we are repeating last night every night if I sleep like that afterwards,” she replied kissing your neck, right over one of the hickeys she had left.

“That the only reason you would want a repeat?” you asked. “I mean even if it was I definitely wouldn’t argue, in fact if I ever do, lock me up.”

“Not the only reason but maybe the main one,” Amanda teased as she propped herself up on her elbow to hover above you, allowing you to see some of the marks you left on her body.

“Well, still rude,” you huffed rolling your eyes playfully causing her to laugh. You grinned up at her, loving the sound of her laugh. Loving the fact that you were the reason for it even more. You puckered your lips up at her. “I think I should get a kiss.”

“Oh you do, do you?” she asked leaning down nudging your nose with hers, rubbing them together as she brought her other hand up to run along your jaw, trailing up and down your neck. “Some sugar for my sugar?”

“Okay that was terrible, Rollins,” you winced at the pun, a teasing smirk pulling at your lips. “But yes please, mumma, a little sugar.”

Amanda started to pull away sighing at your dramatics but relented when you started to whine and pout up at her. She lightly trailed her lips along the same path her fingers took up your neck and along your jaw on the opposite side. You hummed happily moving your head back to give her more room as your fingers of one hand lightly ran up and down her spine, while your other hand cupped the back of her head. She gently pressed her lips against yours, moving them slowly in no hurry and with none of the extra heat that was there last night. This was a different kind of intimate. But it was just as good. Everything with Amanda Rollins was amazing.

“As much as I loved last night,” Amanda said in between her kisses. “It’s the morning after that I think I like the best.”

“Me too,” you agreed cupping both sides of her cheeks as you stroked your thumbs along her cheek bones. “What do you say we cuddle a little more before I make you some breakfast?”

“And if I want to make you breakfast?” Amanda asked laying on your chest with her chin propped up on her fist. “You make food for people all the time, let someone do that for you instead.”

“Honey, I adore you truly, I do, but I also don’t want to die from food poisoning,” you tapped her nose.

“I am not that bad,” she protested. “See if I call you sugar again.”

“You had to pull double shifts last time you tried to cook for your coworkers,” you reminded her. “I didn’t get to see much of you. Plus, love, you messed up frying an egg last time.”

She pouted, snapping at your finger when you tried to push her lips out of the pout. You quickly removed your finger not wanting to lose it, as you rather needed them for cooking. Instead you took to running your fingers up and down her sides, you inched a little closer to her ribs knowing she was a little ticklish there.

“Don’t you dare,” she wiggled out of your grip and away from you. “Fine, I can’t cook.”

“Which there is nothing wrong with,” you informed her. “I personally cannot put flatpack furniture together, but you can. None of this stuff in our apartment would exist without you.”

“That is true, you are hopeless with it,” Amanda giggled conceding the argument as she fell back beside you on her back, opening one arm to invite you to her side. You gleefully rolling over, wrapping yourself around her like an octopus. “Ten more minutes and then food.”

“Deal,” you placed a kiss on the hollow of her throat. “Scrambled eggs?”

“Of course,” she said. “What else on a Sunday morning?”

“Right, right, how dare I think you might want something different for a change,” you teased.

“Shush you,” Amanda ordered.

“Yes ma’am,” you did the best salute you good without moving from your current position. You were rewarded with Amanda’s chest moving with her silent laughter as she playfully swatted your arm that was under her hand.

“That’s what I like to hear Sugar.”

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multifandommilfs · 4 months

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Sleepless Mischief

Pairing: Amanda Rollins x reader

Wc: 827

Summary: you cause some mischief as sleepless nights hit

A/n: totally not projecting my insomnia into this fic and is totally not self-indulgent.

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The curtains were drawn wide, welcoming a cycle of getting rid of the stuffy air inside and inviting the fresh warmth from outside. With a rush of the April wind through the patio door, heat curled beneath the sheets and lingered.

The swelter made perspire run up your skin, seeping through your clothes and you kicked off the covers with a quiet grunt, frustration pursing your lips at another restless night. You shallowed your breath, careful not to rouse Amanda because your face was pressed in the crook of her neck, and being a detective, her guard was always up and running, volatile to even Frannie's snore that was boisterous within the silent house.

In the darkness, your feet figured out the edge of the bed. It became a mission now to leave without being caught. You lifted the pressure of your chin on her shoulder ever so slightly so that the lack of weight would be adaptable, your breath latched in your throat so that it wouldn't blow her hair to tickle her face.

The bed creaked at the shift and your heart leapt to your throat, eyes darting instantly to her features but no, there was not a frown pulling on her brow and so you resumed. As you finally hauled your head off her pillow, smiling to yourself about your achievement, your hair drooped and brushed past her cheek, too quick for you to notice because you were already playing the balancing game with your limbs, thinking you were out of her radar.

But you were not. You completely overlooked the moment her eyes peeked open in alarm, too focused on your foot not kicking over the bedside lamp or the alarm clock or the bedside table itself that your neck was straining over your right shoulder, as if you were trying to avoid a landmine.

She could've laughed as she watched the heel of your foot slam into the bedside table, you holding back an expressive grimace at the noise and the pain, but she chose to keep quiet as you continued backpedalling after casting a furtive glance at her.

She had her eyes on you the whole time as you slid off the bed in a tremendously ungraceful manner, legs off the ledge smoothly until you must've scraped your shin on the bedframe when you leapt backwards off the bed and literally banged into the wall behind from the pain. A laugh almost escaped her until she reminded herself of her role.

But what fun would it be if she didn't scare you a little? So she shuffled rather dramatically, hugging the sheets and saw as you stiffened, wide eyed against the wall. She gave herself a full view of the room, wanting to catch you in the act the moment you open the door.

She didn't expect you to watch her for another beat, even after the fright wore off from your features, shoulders rolling down. You were encased in a dim glow from the patio door, and your irises glittered as your lips hooked up into a slight smile only at the sight of her. She felt weak inside all a sudden, her own smile threatening to surface.

When you finally dragged your gaze off of her, she was a breadth away from grinning at all your affection, heart bursting with joy. She was up before your hand could even brush the doorknob.

"Where are ya runnin' off to?" Her laugh bubbled over as you yelped, whirling over in her direction.

Once the fret washed over, you blew out a exasperated breath. "Was about'a take Frannie out for a walk cos I couldn't sleep."

"You couldn't just wake me?" She said, amusement apparent in her voice even though it was ladened with sleep.

"No of course not, you work twenty four seven already, I'm sorry I woke you." You ambled over to her side of the bed, your lips meeting her temple. "Yeah kickin' the bedside table? You weren't exactly discreet."

You rolled your eyes at her words, turning back to the door. "Go back to bed 'Manda, you need it."

"And leave you alone in those clothes? Not a chance." She leapt from the bed and in a few quick steps, her lips pecked yours before she swung the door open. And in another step almost tripped over Frannie who was stationed by the door, her leash and collar hanging on her lower jaw. She barked, tail wagging at Amanda before she looked at you.

"Yeah Fran, I'm joining this time." And that was cue for you to leash it up before it went prancing up to the doorstep.

"How many times have you gone out like this?" Amanda eyed you, unsure herself if she wanted to know the answer.

"As much as you have in mind." You said with a laugh and all she could do was shake her head, smiling all the way out the front door.

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smartycvnt · 3 months

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Black Sheep*

Title: Black Sheep

Pairing: Amanda Rollins x Reader

Prompt: "I know that I said to get laid, but I didn't mean them."

Warnings: smut, top Amanda, bottom reader, vaginal fingering, oral (f receiving)

Word Count: 2264

The annual Calhoun Hamptons weekend was finally over, and Ash felt like she could breathe again. It was nice to be around family for a little while, but her parents were terribly overbearing. Ash was both the baby and the black sheep, which was an odd combination. She was the only Calhoun who hadn't gone the route or law, medicine, or politics, instead opting to move to Oregon at the age of 17 to follow in the footsteps of her favorite musicians.

"Have you bought your ticket back to Portland yet?" It was unusual for Rita to stay the entire weekend, much less an extra day. Their brother and his family had already left. William left a day early like he always did, claiming some sort of emergency at the hospital in Albany that required his presence.

Ash knew everybody's excuses for leaving early. Their parents were retired, and yet, there was always something they were needed for. Usually, her father claimed that someone needed his political expertise. William had his medical emergencies, which Ash knew meant that he missed the golf course. Rita rarely gave an excuse without being pressed for one, but when she did, she threw around Rafael's name. That usually stopped any and all quesioning from their parents.

"I'm driving. Do you think I have the money to ship my car across the country?" Ash laughed. Rita knew that Ash had her trust, even if she didn't like using it. Despite what Ash wanted everybody to think, there wasn't anyone in their family that was better with money than Ash was. However, Ash had never even looked in that direction as a career choice because she didn't care about it. Unlike Rita, Ash had never let their family pressure her in any sort of direction.

"I know for a fact that you do, but that's not the point of my question. Would you like to come stay in New York with me? You can park the penis envy machine in my parking garage for the week," Rita offered. Ash wasn't sure what compelled her to agree, but she did without hesitation. There must have been nostalgia in the air, enough to make both women forget that they did not get along for prolonged periods of time.

Truthfully, Rita did miss her little sister. It wasn't enough to see the woman a once a year on their family trip. Either Rita worked through the holidays or Ash simply didn't make the trip out. They may not have gotten along whenever they were growing up, but Rita was genuinely proud of the woman that her bratty little sister had grown into.

Three days into the week, however, Rita needed her to get the hell away for a night. Ash could see the signs from the first night, and yet, she continued to push. She didn't know why she kept bothering Rita on purpose, it was like a little sister reflex. They had come pretty close to a fight, one that Rita knew she wouldn't win if it came to blows. It was after the screaming match that Ash decided she'd go out for the night.

That was how she had ended up at a bar far away from anywhere Rita would be caught dead. It was honestly a little low-brow for Ash's own alcohol taste, but Ash appreciated the change of scenery. There was nobody who reminded Ash of her family in the slightest. If she was lucky, Ash would find someone to take her home for the night, and if Ash had her way, she knew exactly who it would be.

"How's the whiskey?" Ash knew that she needed to be casual. There was a good chance that the attractive blonde woman that she had just seated herself by wasn't the slightest bit interested. Ash didn't want to come off too strong, but she still needed to find a way into conversation.

"Bad, but it'll do the trick if you want to get drunk," the woman said with a thick southern accent. It was the kind that Ash would have absolutely lost her mind for in her younger days. Still, she found it extremely charming. Ash hummed as she waved the bartender over to order her drink. She was careful not to pull out any big bills and brand herself as an outsider. "Have we met before, you seem kind of familiar?"

"I can assure you that I'd remember if we knew each other, but maybe you know my sister…" Ash trailed off as her drink came. "I'm Ash, by the way."

"Amanda." Ash shook Amanda's hand. The grip was firm, much firmer than Ash's was. Amanda gave her a funny look for a moment, but then seemingly dropped it. "Hey Ricky, get me and Ash here another drink on her tab."

"Ordering yourself a drink on my tab, that's pretty bold," Ash said. Amanda just shrugged and pointed at the ring on Ash's middle finger. Ash tried to play it cool as she slipped the ring off of her finger and slid it into her pocket.

"It's not a wedding ring, so don't look so guilty," Amanda said. The bartender brought their drinks over, and Ash slid him a hundred. "If you're who I think you are, you do not look it."

"Let's not think about that. I left New York for a reason, and I'd hate to try driving myself all the way back home," Ash said. Amanda hummed as she leaned towards Ash. In their close proximity, Ash could smell the cheap alcohol and cigarettes on her. Amanda smelled almost exactly like every boyfriend that Ash had ever dated to make her parents mad. If only she had known back then that bringing home a woman would have done the trick, Amanda would have been perfect.

"My place is pretty close by if you don't want to go all the back way to the Upper East Side," Amanda offered. Ash smirked as she took Amanda's hand in hers. Amanda downed her drink before Ash could pull her away from the bar. They stumbled out of the bar in a rush to get to Ash's car.

"For the record, I don't live on the Upper East Side," Ash interjected. Amanda didn't seem to hear a word of it, though, as she was far too busy staring at Ash's car. Ash liked to think of herself as down to earth with the exception of her Aston Martin.

"Yeah, but you drive this," Amanda said as she got into the passenger's seat. Ash closed the door for her and walked around to the driver's side. The engine roared to life, and Ash glanced over at Amanda to see her eyes lit up with excitement. That car was the absolute best wingman in Ash's experience. There was almost nothing that car couldn't get her.

Amanda's apartment was barely six blocks from the bar, but Ash did a few laps around the block at Amanda's request. Amanda practically lunged across the center console to kiss Ash when Ash finally pulled into a parking spot. Ash placed her hands on Amanda's jaw and pulled her into the kiss. Amanda's ferocity was quickly and easily matched by Ash.

They could have stayed out there all night making out, but as Amanda started to move further into Ash's personal space, Ash had to break things up. She knew from experience how difficult it was to fuck in that car. And so, Ash urged Amanda to lead up to the apartment. Amanda happily did so, dragging Ash along up the stairwell with occasional pauses to lean against the wall and kiss each other.

Ash felt so much of the tension that had been building up since the family getaway being ripped away with each second that she spent with Amanda. If things had been going fast before, they did so doubly once Ash and Amanda were inside of the apartment. Most of Amanda's clothes didn't make it out of the living room. Once Amanda was done with her own clothes, she immediately moved to get started on Ash's.

There was no question on whether or not they wanted this as the two of them made their way onto Amanda's bed. Amanda would have pinned Ash to the wall then and there, but she felt the need to impress a little more than she had the desire to just take Ash. As far as Amanda could tell, Ash didn't seem to mind the 30 second wait for them to get down to things.

"Oh wow," Ash moaned as she felt Amanda's hand brush against her. Amanda didn't let herself think too hard about what she was doing. The few times that she had let herself think, she had gotten inside of her own head. Amanda knew that she thought Ash was hot and in her bed, which was all that mattered. Amanda could wait until the morning to tell herself that she wasn't gay.

Until then, Amanda was more than happy to bury her face in between Ash's thighs. The sweetness of Ash's arousal clung to Amanda's tongue, like it was something she would never forget. Ash looked down to see Amanda completely lost in fucking her. The sight in and of itself caused a wave of arousal to roll through Ash's body enough to make her tremble.

"Stay still," Amanda mumbled from Ash's cunt. She had just barely backed away, not quite enough for Ash to be spared from feeling the vibrations of her voice. Ash wouldn't have wanted that even with the option. She wanted to feel everything that Amanda was offering. It had been far too long since Ash had hooked up with someone, and even longer since it had been this good.

"Fuck, I'm gonna cum," Ash warned. Amanda pushed her arm down to keep Ash's hips pinned to the mattress as she doubled down. Amanda could feel the little bits of cum drip down her fingers as she curled them inside of Ash. Ash covered her mouth with her hands, biting down to muffle the noise as much as she could. Amanda slowed her movements until she came to a complete stop and waited for Ash to stop moving before she withdrew her fingers.

"I hope you're still here in the morning," Amanda muttered as she laid her head down on Ash's thigh. Ash watched as Amanda started to doze off. Ash closed her eyes and allowed herself to follow suit. It was a fairly peaceful sleep until she woke up to Amanda scrambling around to get ready. "Morning. Hey, so I gotta leave soon for work. They made an arrest pretty late last night, so this guy's attorney is coming in first thing in the morning. I have interview duty on this case, so I gotta get going."

"I'm up, I'm up," Ash grumbled. She cleaned herself up the best that she could in Amanda's bathroom. Amanda had set out some clothes for her to wear. They weren't exactly the right size, but Ash appreciated the oversized hoodie. Ash offered her car to take Amanda to work, not realizing how bad of an idea that was until she pulled into a parking spot and saw Rita walking across the lot. "Fuck!"

"What?" Amanda asked as she looked around. She realized a second too late what Ash was referring to.

"Detective Rollins, I thought for sure that your day would start before mine," Rita teased. Ash buried her head in her hands, hopeful that Rita hadn't spotted her in the front seat yet. "Nice car, my sister has one just like it."

"That is very interesting," Amanda said with a very awkward and forced smile. Rita leaned down and peeked into the car, unsurprised to find Ash sitting in the driver's seat.

"Ashley Margaret Calhoun, is your phone broken?" Rita asked. Ash peered her head up and shook it. "I didn't think so. Next time I call you 10 times, at least text me back so I know that you aren't dead. Detective Rollins, do you mind giving me a moment with my sister please?"

"Of course," Amanda said. She mouthed an apology towards you as she started to run towards the precinct.

"Rita, before you start, I am a grown woman," Ash started. Rita raised her hand to silence Ash, a trick that unfortunately worked better than when their mother tried it. Rita had always been a bit more of a maternal figure for Ash than their actual in all fairness.

"I know that I said to get laid, but I didn't mean her. I also didn't mean that you had to go out that night. I was going to apologize for our fight, but obviously I seem to have done you a favor," Rita said. She was rambling a little, and Ash felt the guilt bubbling up from her stomach. She had really worried Rita, something that she never intended to do.

"I'm sorry that I didn't call you, I was occupied. If you'd like, I'll stay out here and take you to brunch when you're done?" Ash offered.

"Somewhere nice with good vodka. And Ash?"

"Yes, Rita?" Ash looked up at her older sister.

"I think Amanda would be good for you." Rita hated how sappy saying that felt, but she thought Ash deserved to know. There weren't many cops, if any, Rita would have been okay with dating her sister, but Amanda wasn't a terrible option. Especially if Amanda could convince Ash to visit New York more often.

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marchtomydrums · 2 years

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Request: Could you do like an Amanda x liv x reader. Ofc only if you can. Thanks! Your one shots are amazing btw.

Just The Way You Are

Olivia Benson x Amanda Rollins x Reader

Lately, it feels like Amanda and Olivia are pulling away from you. You know logically that the two of them have just been swamped at work. And with Noah and James’s schedules along with your work schedule, it's just been hectic. But still, it didn't stop you from feeling left out. Some nights the two of them could barely drag themselves to bed. Some days they didn't come home until the early hours of the morning or they wouldn't make it home at all.

One night they came home at a decent time surprising both you and the boys. It was only for dinner but it meant a lot. That was the night when you noticed the mark on Amanda’s neck. “What's that?” you asked moving the hair from her neck.

She blushed “ We needed a break and things got out of hand.” she whispered looking over at Olivia.

“Oh,” you mumbled focusing back on your task.

Amanda noticed your mood shift as wrapped her arms around you. “If we make it back at a decent time tonight I'd be happy to demonstrate.” she husked.

“ Yeah sure.” You grumbled pulling out of her embrace as you walked over to the table leaving behind a very confused Amanda and Olivia. You knew it was silly to feel this way but you couldn't help it. It upset you to know that while you're here taking care of the boys and the house along with your job they were able to make time for each other but didn't include you.

That night they didn't make it home until 2 am. You listened as they moved around the dark bedroom trying not to disturb you. You cried quietly as you listened to their giggles and kisses in the shower. Once they were done they joined you in bed each one laying on either side of you. Each one taking a moment to place a gentle kiss on your cheek. You knew they loved you but still, you felt insecure.

The next morning you awoke to both of them in bed which was rare these days. Silently stretching your limbs you look between them. Your movement caused Olivia to stir as she looked over and smiled.

“Good morning.” she husked.

“Morning,” you mumbled.

Sighing she wraps her arm around you pulling you towards her. “What's the matter? And don't say nothing. I know you.”

You shrugged your shoulders not really knowing what to tell her.

She sighed “ Talk to me, sweets.” she begged. “It's stupid,” you mumbled.

Sighing once more she lifts your chin with her finger “I don't care how stupid you think it is. If it's bothering you I want to know,” she says combing your hair out of your face.

You try to contain your emotions but you can feel the tears pricking your eyes. “I just miss you. Both of you,” you whispered.

Olivia nods “We miss you too. But I think it's more than that.”

You sighed “ It upset me that you and Amanda had sex without me. But it's not the sex part...I mean it is. But it's more than that. I...I don't know. I told you it's stupid.” you whispered your voice cracking with emotion.

Olivia nods her head “It upset you because you felt left out? Because we haven't been here much?” she asked.

You nod your head not trusting your voice. “That's not stupid y/n. I would feel the same way if the roles were reversed.”

You chuckled rolling your eyes at her “no you wouldn't.”

“But I would.” Amanda chimed in her voice raspy from sleep.

You look over to see her hovering behind you.

She smiles placing a kiss on your cheek.

“Honey, it's normal to feel left out sometimes. It's not stupid. Your feelings are never stupid.”

“But I don't like feeling this way. I feel like I always need validation or I don't know some kind of reminder that I'm wanted and loved. And it's stupid because I know that you both love me. And... I don't know it makes me feel weak. “ you explained.

Amanda nods her head “I understand. But that's why we talk about it. Okay? Don't shut us out.”

Olivia nods “She's right. I hate that you feel this way. But I can't fix it or try to understand it if you don't talk to me.”

“I know. I'm sorry,” you whispered.

Amanda leans down until her lips hover over yours “Hey. Don't apologize. We love you so much. I'm sorry that we haven't been here.” she whispered as she leans in to kiss you.

You moaned into the kiss pulling back just enough to speak. “It's okay. It's not like you did it on purpose. It's work. I get it.”

“That may be but still we haven't been here even when we're physically here. And for that I am sorry.” Olivia apologized.

You smile at her nodding your head. “Thank you.”

Olivia smiles leaning down to kiss you as well. Pulling back you sigh looking over at the clock. “What time do y'all leave today?” you asked. Amanda smiles “We don't! We have the next few days off.” she says.

You smile “The boys will love that.” you tell them making them chuckle.

“I think you'll love it too,” Olivia says.

“She will because while we're here you aren't allowed to do anything. We will get the boys up, dressed, and off to school or any other activities. All you need to worry about is getting rest and love from us.” she says.

“I have to work.” you chuckled.

“Actually I called Lynn this morning. I asked her if she could spare you for the next couple of days,” she confessed.

You smiled “ Amanda You didn't have to do that.”

“Oh, but we did.” Olivia cuts in. “You need a break babe. And we missed you so we plan on catching up for the next few days.” she husked in your ear making you blush.

“See here I am being sad and you two are being the sweetest. I hate this.” you groaned.

Amanda rolls her eyes “ Listen to me. We love you just the way you are. These thoughts and feelings are normal. We just have to talk about it. Okay?” she asked.

You smiled “Okay.”

“Good. Now Olivia and I are going to wake up the boys and take them to school. When I get back I expect you to still be in this bed waiting for me.” she husked.

“Yes, ma'am.”

She smiles leaning down to kiss you before getting up. Olivia is quick to replace Amanda’s lips with her own. You moan into the kiss smiling as she pulls back.

“I love you,” she whispered.

“Love you too.” you chuckled watching her getting up.

“Wait,” you called out to them stopping their exit.

“I want to say bye to the boys before they leave,” you tell them.

They smile “We will bring them in here before we go.” Olivia tells you.

“Okay.” you smiled.

“Keep your ass in bed missy. I have plans for it.” Amanda says with a wink. You laughed watching her sway her hips as she walks out of the room.

Olivia chuckles rolling her eyes at the blonde. “We’ll be quick. Bye sweets.”

“Bye.” you smiled.

Once the door was shut you laid back in bed smiling like an idiot. You were pretty lucky you think to yourself.

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blackhillfilmss · 2 years

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Hold on

Amanda Rollins x fem!reader

Warnings: Normal SVU talk, language, blood, talk of death, smidge of angst if you squint, I think that’s it?

It was a usual week, a somewhat usual case. A girl had been raped, tortured and beaten by three men, knowing that by the crime scene and the victims state they’d done this before so your job was to find the other victims and get the perps. Yet that’s not how it played out

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“Come on Cami I know this is difficult to keep going through but I just need you to remember and tell me what he looked like” as one would expect this girl was terrified and couldn’t remember a thing “I can’t remember I-I’m sorry” she broke down crying for the third time this morning, walking over to leave the room she called out to you “wait- I remember one of them saying t-that “if only Charlotte could see him now, she’d be so proud of how far he’d come” you walked back over to her crouching down onto your knees “thank you, we’re gonna find them” she leaned in and gave you a hug. Pulling apart you got up and walked out of the room “start digging” Barba said with his usual sass and walked out of the precinct, you turning to Liv as she gave you a smile “you’ve come a long way Y/n” she paused “now either let’s go find these assholes or we go find our ‘Charlotte’” she smirked “either of which I’m fine with” you turned and walked back to your desk to see your partner staring at you “what?” You asked “oh uh- nothing just thinking” she laughed “right..” you let the topic go and started looking for anything that could be part of this case

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It’s was a week later, you’d found three more victims and you’d found Charlotte, deciding to meet her at a coffee shop before going down to the precinct to give a full statement. You’d taken Amanda , because she was your partner, with you to the coffee shop while Liv, Fin, and Carisi waiting outside in the car just incase they saw someone

You and Amanda got there to see Charlotte sitting at a table looking out the window, you both walked up and took a seat “hi Charlotte, I’m detective y/l/n and this is my partner detective Rollins” you smiled at her “h-hi, so what did you guys need?” Rollins started speaking and all you could do was try and listen as you stared at her “we’re working a case..we found four victims that had been raped, tortured and beaten by three men. Three out of the four remembered that the only thing any of them said was ‘if only Charlotte could see me now, she’d be so proud at how far I’d come’” she shifted in her seat uncomfortably “a-and what does that have to do with me?” She asked concerned “well for starters your name is Charlotte, but last year before any of the victims had been raped..you were in the hospital with apparently the same pattern wounds as all of our victims, so we gathered that you are the ‘Charlotte’ he talked about and you would know who at least one of the guys is” you stated.

She ended up telling you who one of the peeps were and you thanked her for talking with you both giving her hand a squeeze before all three of you meeting Liv, Fin, and Carisi outside the coffee shop “how’d it go” Liv asked “good, we know who one of the perps is” you said putting Charlotte in the car “time to call Barba?” Amanda asked Liv as you walked around the car to talk to them but before Liv could answer there were three loud bangs, the sound of glass shattering and people screaming. Everyone ducked for cover looking around, then fin ran over to you “y/n!” You were standing up against the car hands shaking and hovering over two bullet wounds in your abdomen. You looked at Amanda before slipping and falling into Fin’s arms whimpering out in pain “hey look at me, look at me y/n you’re gonna be fine” he took off his jacket and tried to put pressure on your abdomen when the rest of the squad came running over, Amanda stayed frozen looking at you bleeding for a few moments before running over. Liv crouched down next to you “s-someone check on C-Charlotte” you stuttered as you started to spit blood, Carisi checked the car for Charlotte but she was gone “Cap she’s gone” Liv panicked for a moment while Fin was on the phone getting a clear route to Bellevue “shit! Ok y/n..” you looked at her whilst you laid on the ground holding your bleeding wounds “hey you’re gonna be ok” she tried to move the hair from your face as you started to cough and more blood came out “a-amanda” you whispered to her and she looked at you “what about Amanda y/n” she tried to ask you which gained her attention, she started to cry. Her partner, the partner she wanted to actually be partners in life with was on the street bleeding out before her eyes. “Y/n?!” Liv called out but you didn’t respond your eyes just shut Amanda whispered “fuck! no no no no!” to what she thought was only to herself but Carisi had her and pulled her into his arms while she cried Fin picked you up and put you into his car while Amanda called out “Fin wait!” She ran and got into the car with you and fin, sitting in the back so she could keep pressure on your wounds. “Hold on y/n you’re gonna be fine, just hold on”

While Fin drove off to Bellevue white you and Amanda, Liv just stood there in the street covered in your blood as Carisi tried to talk to her but she wasn’t listening. Eventually everyone was at the scene even Barba who was the only one able to pull Liv’s attention “what the hell happened” he asked her and she looked down at herself covered in blood. Your blood. “Someone shot y/n and killed Charlotte” she said with no emotion in her face “Shit, I-I need to call Lucy see if noah is ok” Rafael nodded to her as she walked away to call Lucy. Once the scene had been processed everyone went to the hospital to wait for you.

Fin was sitting with Amanda in the waiting room as she cried looking down at herself, while she was also covered with your blood. Liv walked over to her “you ok?” Liv asked her “she worked up in the car a-and started coughing more blood and somehow the bleeding from her abdomen got worse a-and now I’m sitting her covered in her blood not knowing if she’s gonna die” Amanda told Liv like she was detached from the entire conversation “I know she’s your partner Amanda but she’s gonna be fine” Amanda finally looked her in the eye “and if she’s not?” Liv didn’t have an answer for that she she just squeezed Amanda’s hand and walked over to the corner to call her son again. Frankly Liv didn’t want to answer the question of ‘what if you weren’t gonna be fine’ you’d come such a far way with the squad, you and Amanda were almost inseparable Liv knew that if you died Amanda wouldn’t be the same frankly nobody on the squad would. Fin was like your big brother, Carisi was your best friend other than Amanda and Liv was like your big sister. You’d brought so much joy to the team and you were so quick-witted with your snarky comments nobody ever thought this would happen, especially to you. Losing you, the squad would never be the same.

At this point Amanda had stopped crying and was trying to find out where the cafeteria was so she could go get some coffee and something to eat, that was when a doctor came down the hallway and called out “Y/n Y/l/n?” Amanda rushed back over when Liv walked up to him “I’m her captain” the two of them walked a little further down the hall and talked, all the whole room saw was Liv starting to cry. That was when Amanda had lost all sense of reality. She felt like she couldn’t breathe and she still didn’t even know if you were dead or alive. Liv came running back down the hall and grabbing Amanda by the arm and tugging her outside while everyone watched confused “Liv what the hell?” She said while crying “y/n..” Amanda looked at her with pleasing eyes “no. Please she can’t-“ Liv told her to stop talking so she could finish “y/n..is alive and awake and wants to see you and you only” she smiled “she broke down crying in her hands and hugged Liv “thank you” she cried out “don’t thank me” she started “oh and just tell her already so I can stop seeing your goo-goo eyes all day long” she laughed pulling back from Amanda and they both walked inside while Liv stopped in the waiting room to talk to everyone Amanda went straight back to your room.

“Hey look who it is! It’s about time” you mumbled as Amanda walked into the room and sat down in your bed “thanks for not dying on me” she said as she moved you hair out of your face “I couldn’t leave you to be partners with Sonny” she laughed at that “how’re the happy mess?” She asked “goooood I can’t feel a thing” you giggled “oh really? You can’t feel a thing?” She asked you jokingly “mhm I can’t feel nothin” you smirked at her and she moved a little closer “mmhm got it..so I guess that means you can’t feel this?” She leaned over gently and kissed you careful not to hurt your stomach wounds as she pulled away and look at the adorable smile on your face “oh no I could feel that” and Amanda laughed “come give me some more lovin’ I’ve loved you since I first came into that precinct and I almost died today I think that guarantees some more kisses. At the very least” you sounded very please with your argument “hm with that argument maybe you should ditch being a detective and become a lawyer” she laughed before kissing you again.

When she pulled away you reached up to her face “you look really pretty Amanda” she laughed knowing how much pain meds they must have you on “thank you y/n” she smiled “can you get the rest of the squad?” She stood up placing a kiss on your forehead “of course” “don’t forget barba!” You called once she was at the door

She walked down the hallway again to see everyone looking at her “y/n wants to see the rest of the squad, and barba that includes you too” she said walking back to the room with everyone behind her, she got in the room first much to your relief so you could ask her a question “Rollins quick question before they all get in here” she laughed “I’m not marrying you y/n” you faked shock “ouch rude” she rolled her eyes at you “not yet anyways” and you laughed “will you go on a date with me?” She walked back over to your bed kissing you quickly “of course I will” she said that just in time for everyone to come into the room as you yelled “I’m going on a date with Rollins!” You threw your arms up like a child and everyone laughed “oh yea cause that hospital gown is really sexy y/n” Carisi laughed as you threw your pillow at him “I think I look amazing Mr. I wear socks with sandals” you smirked pleased with yourself “oh that’s low” Fin said and high-fives you “I learned from the best” you smiled at him “that you did, kid” you tried to sit up to hug him but your abdomen did not agree with that “get down here so I can hug you” he laughed but did as you asked “thanks for saving me” you said quietly “thanks for not dying on us” he pulled away “aww what did I scare you all? Did you really think I was gonna leave this team and have Amanda be partners with Carisi as head detectives?” Everyone laughed except Carisi “you’re so lucky your on pain meds” you smirked “oh you know you love me Sonny..plus Amanda told me you were crying in the waiting room” you laughed “really Rollins?!” She rolled her eyes “oh sure blame me. She asked me how everyone was reacting!” You looked at her and then Rafael who was sitting in one of the chairs “hey barba? You think we can get that warrant for this guys arrest now?” You asked and he laughed “no problem y/n with our luck by the time it goes to trial you’ll be sitting in the gallery making snarky comments like usual again” you leaned back “god I hope so” everyone laughed again before you spoke up “hey uhm guys really thank you for being here and I really wanted to see you all so I could tell you that Rollins finally agreed to go on a date with me-“ Amanda interrupted you “finally?! You never asked before” you shushed her so you could finish talking “right now I really just want to talk to Liv and Amanda but I’ll let you know when you guys can come back and check up on me” they laughed as they all started to leave the room

“Feel better kid!” Fin called out “oh I will I got Rollins” you both smirked at each other as her left the room shutting the door to be left with only you, Amanda and Olivia “it’s about time you two.” You laughed at her comment “Liv what did you say to make her come in here and kiss me?” Liv looked at Amanda while she blushed “just that she should tell you, you know since you almost died” and Amanda looked down and you “right that’s what I forgot to say” she joked and you hit her with your pillow as Liv laughed “you provoked the kiss y/n” Amanda stated “all I said was that the pain meds made me feel nothi- ok yes I did” Liv laughed and came to give you a hug “I’ll be back later, don’t do anything stupid either of you” she got up and went towards the door “the only stupid thing I’m gonna do is Amanda” that had Liv shaking her head as she left “really?!” Amanda looked at you now that it was just the two of you “what! It’s true!” Now Amanda was the one shaking her head as she sat down next to you again “I love you y/n” she said with the most sincere face possible as you just giggled to yourself “I love you too” she gave you another kiss “what do you say we get something to eat because I’m starving and you have a menu” you both laughed “fine but if we’re sharing food then you have to actually sit on the bed with me” she started to move “ohhhh but it’ll look bad I mean you only asked me on a date not to be your girlfriend, so I can’t cuddle you y/n it’ll give the wrong impression” she tried to look serious at you “seriously?! I almost die, tell you I love you, I kiss you, and ask you out on a date?! That doesn’t guarantee me a girlfriend?” You ask her as she just started laughing “of course it does I just wanted to mess with you” you scoffed rolling your eyes as she came to actually lay with you in the bed.

“just for that I’m not getting you the cannolis” “oh come on those are my favorites!” You rolled your eyes “ok fine but you have to share” you said quietly, Amanda kissed you again thanking you, snuggling closer but careful not to hurt your stomach. “I love you” she whispered softly “I love you too Amanda”

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Who would’ve thought that getting shot would’ve gotten you the love of your life to be your girlfriend?

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spexialvixtimxunit · 2 years

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HAPPY 350 FOLLOWERS

A to Z list NSFW

Pairing: Amanda Rollins x Black!Female!Reader

Warnings : NSFW

Masterlist

SFW VERSION

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR 350 FOLLOWERS!!

*there are writing mistakes in my works, I don’t proofread!

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A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)

- She’s a sucker for soft kisses after sex. Afterward you both would take a hot shower and cuddle until you both fall asleep. Th next morning she would take the time to make you breakfast.

B = Body part (Their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)

- You love her lips because of her smile and she loves your hands.

C = Cum (anything to do with cum basically)

- She loves to edge you on just for the fun of it and it makes her smirk every time she watches your expression leaving you a moaning mess. She considers that one of her favorite techniques.

D = Dirty Secret (shhhh)

- Her legs start to shake every time she has a naughty thought about you. She later texts you to tell you that she wanted to cum just by thinking about you.

E = Experience (How experienced are they? Do they know what they’re doing?)

- She’s had past relations with men but it seems like she’s been with women by the way her hands are so skilled. But it’s not secret that she has thought about dating the same sex.

F = Favourite Position (this goes without saying)

- 69…

G = Goofy (Are they more serious in the moment, or are they humorous, etc)

- She giggles a bit when you start whining, begging her to make you cum. Later on she mocks you and it makes you all flustered.

H = Hair (How well-groomed are they, does the carpet match the drapes, etc.)

- She doesn’t really care so much for hair or not so she would sometimes shave but not always (mostly for hygiene purposes).

I = Intimacy (How are they during the moment, romantic aspect…)

- Once she’s turned on she seems like she’s programmed and she has to finish was she’d started. She once had a moment we’re she could not keep her hands off of you for the whole day and you teased her about it and called her a horny rabbit.

J = Jack Off (Masturbation)

- Amanda would prefer to ‘handle her business’ after work but sometimes she can’t really hold out so she goes home to ‘handle it’.

K = Kink (One or more of their kinks)

- Very heavy praise and mommy kink. You’ll never not hear this from Amanda :

- “Very good girl~”

- “You got this~”

- “C’mon you can do it~”

- “Good job~”

- “One more for Mommy~”

- “You did so perfect~”

L = Location (Favourite places to do the dirty)

- Bedroom

- Kitchen

- Living room

- Front entrance/door

M = Motivation (What turns them on, gets them going)

- She once got turned on by a specific shirt you were wearing. And of course she finds your attraction of your looks a turn on.

N = NO (Something they wouldn’t do, turn-offs)

- Degradation. That women believe it or not has too much heart to call you a slut and a whore constantly without feeling bad. She’s tried degrading you before but you could obviously tell that she didn’t like it.

O = Oral (Preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc)

- Preferable she has her time were she occasionally was a pillow princess for a night or two but nine times out of ten she’s always ready to go down on you. More than often she would make you go down on her in a more ‘dominant’ way.

P = Pace (Are they fast and rough? Slow and sensual? etc.)

- It usually depends on her mode and how turned on she it’s. She would go fast and rough when she wants to do more things to you, or she will go slow and sensual when she wants to take her time with you. Mostly she takes her time with you, Amanda is a sucker for that.

Q = Quickie (Their opinions on quickies rather than proper sex, how often, etc.)

- More then often she would have quickies over proper sex because of how busy you both are with work and once you both would get home to finish the job.

R = Risk (Are they game to experiment, do they take risks, etc.)

- In the early stages of early stages of your relationship (before marriage) you both experimented with different things but mostly with toys and boundaries. You both once had a threesome at a party.

S = Stamina (How many rounds can they go for, how long do they last…)

- She’s like a horny rabbit when she gets turned on and can go on for 6 maybe more rounds before getting tired.

T = Toy (Do they own toys? Do they use them? On a partner or themselves?)

- Yes, she owns a lot of toys. Amanda uses them often in herself when she’s home alone but she does have a separate amount of toys that she uses on you but sometimes she prefers not to, she likes traditional sex.

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)

- A shit ton of times. She calls it her ‘appetizer’ before the ‘main course meal’. Amanda does this so many times that your get all sore and sensitive before she really starts.

V = Volume (How loud they are, what sounds they make)

- When you go down on her she would let out mid/high groans and whimpers. The only time she would get veryyyy vocal is when she is about to cum, she would let out a breath before saying “Oh fuck~”

W = Wild Card (Get a random headcanon for the character of your choice)

- “That’s it, let it go for Mommy.” Amanda smirked at you through the mirror as she rolled the vibrating wand onto your swollen bud. You some how got convinced by her to try a new vibrator on you, now she had you in between her legs on the floor in front of the big mirror in your room as she teased you.

You body twitched as she continues the pace while also creating her pace slight faster. You felt yourself come close your climax, unintentionally you pulled your legs together.

“No no no, don’t push them together.” Amanda pulled her arm under one leg and pulled them apart, holding the position steady as she increase the vibration speed up as well as her own pace. You let out a moan as your came hard right onto the mirror. You heart raced so much you felt it in your ears. “You did so perfect~”

X = X-Ray (Let’s see what’s going on in those pants, picture or words)

- She has little light but noticeable freckles on her inner thighs, calf’s, and hips.

Y = Yearning (How high is their sex drive?)

Amanda’s sex drive is somewhat rational, but when she wants to do it she’ll try to maintain her composure until she can release herself at home.

Z = ZZZ (… how quickly they fall asleep?)

- Once she cleans up she goes to make you both something to eat before coming to bring it to you. A free you both finish eating she’ll clean it really quick just to see you already sleep in bed. She’s soon fall asleep afterwards.

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adi06lena · 11 months

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Y/n: Is stabbing someone immoral?

Amanda: Not if they consent to it

Fin: Depends who you’re stabbing.

*olivia contemplating taking in the these strays*

Carisi: YES?!?

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storiesofsvu · 7 months

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A Misunderstanding

Amanda Rollins x reader no real warnings, just some jealousy and Amanda over thinking.

Amanda had heart eyes for you from the moment you popped up in the squad room, you were an expert in your field, consulting with the squad and she could barely tear her gaze away from you while you explained your thoughts on the case. You were like her own personal ray of sunshine in an otherwise very dull and dark world of heinous crimes, the sparkle behind your eyes, the slight upcurve of your lips whenever you got the nod of approval from someone, it was enough to make her completely forget about where she was. She was absolutely captivated by you, butterflies in her stomach, her heart rate picking up every time you walked into the room, she found herself suggesting to reach out to you on more cases as time went on.

She simply couldn’t resist you.

First you only came when called, when they needed your expertise on a case or when they knew you’d get through to a witness or victim better than any of them. You’d come in a little rushed, pulled from whatever else was going on in your day, quickly scanning through documents and the case board while the squad got you up to speed. Amanda was amazed at just how quickly you could absorb the information, letting it settle in your brain before flashing Olivia a glittering smile and asking her where you were needed.

Then one day you lingered in Olivia’s office, the door shut behind you as the two of you chatted, laughing together, bright smiles on your faces and Amanda couldn’t help the heavy feeling in her gut. While you were friendly with the whole squad, you were friendlier with Olivia, more comfortable around her, your guard was down and when you went to leave that day it almost looked like the two of you were about to hug.

The next week you popped by unannounced. It was a quiet day in the squad room, paperwork, catching up on files and otherwise dicking around to kill time. It was clear you hadn’t come from work, you were much more casual, a cute pair of jean shorts and a loose tee hanging from your frame as you walked into the room, bright smile on your face. Amanda caught your eye first and she could have sworn your smile got brighter when she did,

“Brought your fave.” You greeted, dropping a coffee mug onto her desk with a wink, she barely got a thank you out before you were dropping a box of baked goods onto Fin’s desk, “and don’t worry, I didn’t forget about the rest of you, or that Fin gets first dibs.”

You flashed them a wicked smile before you disappeared into Olivia’s office, the door half shut behind you. Amanda watched for a moment as this time, you did greet each other with a hug before you settled across the desk from her, pulling take out boxes from the bag you’d come in with. She scowled at first, wondering what it was about Olivia that was so enticing, what the older woman had that she didn’t. Then she frowned over the obvious age gap, wondering how Olivia made peace with the fact that you were so much younger than her, even if this was just in the flirtation stage she never pegged Liv for the type. The moment the coffee hit her tongue though, all was forgotten. You not only had gotten her exact favourite flavour, you’d picked it up from her personal favourite, mom and pop owned coffee shop, the place that made it a million times better than any chain ever could.

The next time she saw you was when you were called in for a consult, it was clear you were a little under the weather, your voice hoarse when you spoke, the bags under your eyes making it obvious you hadn’t been getting enough sleep, a thick sweater wrapped around your body while you worked. She wanted to take you home, tuck you into the couch with the fuzziest blanket and let you nap, getting the best snuggles from Frannie while she made chicken noodle soup for you to feel better. Instead after you finished talking with a victim, Olivia was passing off a steaming mug of tea, urging that it was completely okay for you to take off early, you needed the rest and she wanted to make sure you got better fast. While she watched it was more than apparent that the two of you were comfortable around each other, that you’d spent time together outside of work. There were glances, a shoulder squeeze, small smiles that you communicated through rather than words and it made her see green. She still wasn’t sure if it went both ways, there was something in the way you looked at Olivia, like she was your guiding light, your guardian angel, someone you respected and cared about, yet there was something in the air that made Amanda feel like you were a little lovestruck puppy. Occasionally she’d catch Liv brushing you off, or shutting down a theory of yours on a case and even though it was only a flash of a moment, a look of dejection would cross your face. It made her wonder, digging herself deeper into this hole in her brain, deeper into her infatuation with you, that if Olivia didn’t want you, she was ready and willing and right in front of you. That she would treat you a million times better than the brunette could even dream of.

A few weeks later, she’d been having a rough go, needing some time alone to decompress from the week, have a couple of drinks and divulge into some deep fried food to distract her. Olivia had offered to pick up Jesse from daycare, she was long overdue a playdate with Noah anyways and Amanda was grateful as ever to the other woman, not having to call the nanny at the last minute. Feeling refreshed and destressed she swung by Olivia’s apartment, knocking gently on the door in case either of the kids had happened to fall asleep early. As soon as the door swung open the smile fell from her face, her brows furrowing at the sight of you inside Olivia’s apartment.

“Detective Rollins,” You greeted, a small smile on your cheeks, a little out of breath, “oh my gosh this makes so much sense, I should’ve realized you were Jesse’s mom.”

“What… are you doing here?” She asked, realizing a little too late that she was potentially pushing the boundaries of being offensive, glancing around the apartment behind you.

“Oh, I swung by to see Liv, drop off a couple of things, Noah suckered me into staying for a few rounds of snakes and ladders.” You shrugged, stepping back to let her into the apartment.

“Didn’t realize you’d met Noah.” She muttered half under her breath, letting the door swing shut behind her, “where is Liv?”

“She had to run out, something about work.” You let out a huff of a laugh, brushing your hair off your face, “I hope it’s okay she left the kids with me.” You nearly winced, watching the way she glanced through the apartment, “I watch Noah pretty regularly when the nanny’s not available or it’s super last minute. I live around the corner so it’s easier for her to call me in the middle of the night when a case breaks.” She followed you down the hallway to the living room, “we played some games, did a bunch of reading, put together some puzzles and had dinner.” You turned back to her with a small smile, “grilled cheese, tomato soup and extra veggies on the side. Jesse’s a real broccoli fiend.” You giggled and Amanda felt her heart swell at the sound, this was bad, very bad, there was no way she could be this into someone who was this wrapped up in someone else’s life.

“I didn’t know you and Liv were so close.” She commented and you chuckled.

“Well, I mean—”

You were instantly cut off when Noah and Jesse glanced up from the television, shrieks of glee echoing through the apartment, “Auntie Amanda!”

“Mommy!”

They both raced toward you, Jesse launching up into her arms while Noah settled for a tight half hug before wrapping around you and you scooped him up, pressing a soft kiss to his cheek.

“You have fun tonight?” You asked.

“Yeah.” He replied with a yawn, “even if Jesse did beat me at board games.”

“Well she is a real quick thinker, isn’t she.” You replied with a smile, tickling at her side briefly and she let out an adorable giggle. Noah yawned again, starting to bury his head into the crook of your neck and you chuckled, leaving a kiss on the top of his head before putting him down on his feet, “okay mister, you’re tired, time for pj’s and teeth brushed.”

“And bedtime stories?”

“And bedtime stories.” You assured him.

“Are you sleeping over tonight?” He asked and you shrugged.

“Dunno. I’ll have to talk to your mom.”

Amanda felt the pit lurch in her stomach as Jesse scrambled out of her arms to grab her things and say goodbye to Noah before he disappeared down the hallway.

“She’s a real gem.” You commented, pulling her back to reality, “you know, if you ever need a last minute sitter, just let me know, I’d be happy to help out.”

“Yeah.” She managed a small smile, “thanks.”

Amanda had trouble sleeping that night, instead of falling asleep to the thoughts of taking you out for dinners, curling up on the couch together, fantasizing about the love the two of you could have, she kept thinking about you in Olivia’s bed. Every time she closed her eyes she felt sick to her stomach, eventually having to get up and turn on some mindless reality television to attempt to distract her.

A week later she was out walking Frannie, wandering the streets of Manhattan while the dog got to explore the city. Things had been rather quiet at work recently, no surprise pop ups or guests in the squad room and while that did bum her out a bit, it had at least helped her stop thinking about you and Olivia. If she didn’t see the two of you together she could separate you, calm her jealousy down a little bit and only catch herself daydreaming about you instead. This crush was driving her insane and she knew it. She was waiting at a street corner, wondering if she should just call you to babysit Jesse and then find some excuse to come home early when movement in the window of a restaurant across the street caught her attention.

It was a nice Italian place; she’d been on a couple of dates there and knew both how extensive and pricey the menu was. Yet, right there at a table for two right against the glass were you and Olivia, warm smiles on your faces, bottle of fancy red wine sitting between the two of you. She watched as the server came by to leave the check and you quickly snagged it from Olivia’s hands, passing off your credit card and Liv didn’t seem to have a care in the world that you were footing the bill. Luckily before she could get too pissed, Frannie barked, tugging her in the opposite direction and she decided it was best to follow her lead instead.

If you had asked, she would say she wasn’t sure how much time had passed since she’d seen you, but she knew it had been exactly seventeen days. Seventeen days that she’d see Olivia smiling at her phone and wonder if it was you texting her, seventeen days of watching Liv leave work early, or come in a little late, seventeen days of Liv being able to have a drink or grab a bite after work because someone was watching Noah and she didn’t need to worry about paying overtime.

So on day eighteen when you paced through the squad room straight into Olivia’s office she couldn’t help but eavesdrop. You had dry cleaning in one hand that you draped over the back of a chair as you said something about two different flavours of cupcakes and a special gluten free dessert for Noah’s bake sale, the bag in your other hand coming to sit on the same chair. Olivia barely looked up from her work, muttering a quick thanks before asking if you could pick up Noah after a ballet class that night. You replied with an enthusiastic ‘of course’ before she gestured to the computer in front of her and you let out a breath of a laugh, nodding and said you’d see her after dinner and quickly swung out of her office. Though you did pause briefly to flash Amanda a glittering smile, the sparkle in your eye making her heart leap in her chest.

She waited until the elevator doors slid shut and you vanished from the precinct before pushing back her chair. As much as she knew she shouldn’t stick her nose in other people’s business, she couldn’t handle it anymore, she had to say something. She quickly knocked on Olivia’s office door, swinging it shut behind her.

“Got a minute?”

“Yeah, what’s up Rollins?” She glanced up from her work, sliding her glasses off as she folded her arms on her desk.

“You are seriously out of line. You’ve got her running your errands now? Picking up dry cleaning, Liv, come on it’s getting ridiculous.”

“What?” She laughed, leaning back in her chair and that only egged Amanda on even further, letting out a frustrated groan.

“She likes you, so much, and you’re sitting there taking advantage of it! I mean, dropping off coffee when she’s coming in to consult is fine, but coming in on days off with food, dropping everything to babysit Noah last minute, or in the middle of the night? Not to mention those cupcakes look homemade, it’s like she’ll do anything for you and you barely say thank you.”

“Amanda…” She laughed again, “I paid her, for all of the above and she loves spending time with Noah.”

“That really doesn’t make things better! Why is she footing the bill at fancy restaurants when your salary is clearly more than hers, and don’t even get me started on the fact that she’s like, twenty years younger than you.”

Olivia’s head tilted, her brow furrowing as she started to realize what the blonde was getting at, a small smirk on her lips before she spoke, “I’m starting to think you’ve got the wrong idea about this.”

“Oh? What?” She scoffed, “you’re not using her and this is actually what a healthy relationship looks like?”

“I’m not in a relationship or even considering having one with her. Trust me.”

“What’d you mean, why?” It was Amanda’s turn to be confused, she could feel her heart starting to hammer in her chest.

“Well for starters… she’s twenty years younger than me.” Liv chuckled, “secondly, she’s my goddaughter.”

“Oh god.” Amanda felt her cheeks flushing as she dropped her face into her hands, wishing she could shrink into a little ball to never be seen again.

“But I have a feeling this is more than just you wanting to call me out about inappropriate relationships.” She chuckled, grinning as the younger woman dropped into the empty chair. “Someone’s jealous.”

“I—” Amanda shot her a glare before sighing, “yeah, okay. I just… you guys spend so much time together, you’re so comfortable with each other and now that makes more sense. It just seems like she’d do anything for you.”

“And that drove you a little wild because you would do anything for her.”

“Oh it’s not that—”

“Amanda, please. I’ve seen the way you look at her, you’re all heart eyes with your head in the clouds.” She teased, “and for what it’s worth, she helps out so much because I picked her up from school every day when she was a kid. She’s just trying to pay it back now that she’s the one that has more free time. And she does get paid for it.”

“Sorry…” Amanda mumbled, the embarrassment returning to flood through her body.

“How about instead of whining about it in my office like a love sick teenager you go tell her how you feel, ask her to dinner?”

“What?” Her head shot up, eyes wide as her heart hammered in her chest and Olivia laughed, “I can’t! I mean, there’s no way she’d say yes.”

“You’re being ridiculous.” Olivia grinned, “she won’t shut up about how much she likes you. So go,” she waved her off, “just treat her right or you’ll hear from me.”

You were standing in front of the open fridge in your kitchen, trying to figure out what you could scrape up for dinner when there was a knock on your apartment door. Your head tilted in the direction of the sound, wondering who would be paying a visit as you swung the fridge door shut and padded down the hallway.

“Amanda?” You greeted, flashing her a smile once the confusion wore off, “you need something?”

“I, uh… sorry. I hope I’m not interrupting.”

“No, not at all.” You laughed softly, stepping back from the door to let her into the apartment, “I was just trying to decide on dinner but my fridge is pretty bare.”

“Oh! You know, I think I might have something to help with that.”

“Yet you’re empty handed?” You raised a brow, the corner of your mouth curving up.

“We could go out.” She stuttered slightly, shrugging, “I mean, god…this is so awkward.” She laughed, feeling the heat creeping into her cheeks as your stomach started doing flips, wondering if you were reading the situation wrong or not. “Would you.. like to go for dinner? With me?”

“I would love to.” Your face burst into a grin, “like, right now?”

“Uh, yeah.” She giggled, “I think if I bailed now Liv might kill me.”

“Oh please don’t tell me she gave you some kind of lecture or warning.” You groaned, “I honestly don’t know if it’s the cop thing or the godmother thing, but she’s always been a little overprotective.”

“She just worries, and I’m sure she wants what’s best for you.”

“And if that happens to be you?” You boldly stepped toward her with a soft smile and Amanda felt the blush creeping up her cheeks.

“I’m uh… not sure.” She laughed awkwardly, pulling another one from you.

“It’s alright.” You leant in, your perfume invading her senses as you squeezed at her hand and pressed a feather light kiss to her cheek, “you’ve already got the seal of approval.”

“Really?”

“Of course.” Turning from her for a moment you grabbed your jacket and scooped up your keys, “how do you feel about Thai?”

With a wicked grin that made Amanda’s heart beat faster, you grabbed her hand, fingers lacing between hers as you locked the apartment door and lead her to the elevator.

Olivia smiled brightly the next time you showed up at the precinct, beelining directly for Amanda’s desk, placing down a cup of coffee and a takeout container as you perched on the edge of her desk. It was small, the affection going unnoticed by anyone else in the room, but there was no doubt that both of you were completely infatuated with each other. Neither of you able to control the smiles on your cheeks, the small laughter as you playfully teased each other. When Amanda had to get back to work you quickly glanced around the squad room before sneaking a quick kiss, waving to Olivia through the window before you left the detective to do her work.

As it turned out, all you had needed was a little nudge from Olivia to make what happened to be one of the best decisions of your life. You quickly became part of Amanda’s daily routine, whether it was getting ready together in the morning, a quick coffee or lunch break during the day or dinner out in the city. It didn’t take very long until you were the one picking up Jesse, having dinner ready and waiting on the table when Amanda got home from work, something that she absolutely loved and wouldn’t have any other way.

Getting to come home to her girls on a daily basis made her happier than she had ever been before, she knew just how loved she was and just how much you loved her in return. A little misunderstanding had lead to absolute perfection.

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