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#am i overthinking it or was that a weird fucking interaction. he zigzags between not acknowledging my existence for weeks at a time
westernsunshine · 3 years
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I think SB has made it his mission to fuck with my head
#the man ignores me for weeks at a time; not even a ‘hi’ when we’re in the kitchen together. like we will cook in literal silence#and then he suddenly starts asking me about what book i’m reading WHILE I’M TRYING TO DO DISHES#sir this is not an activity i can multitask#and then he’s asking follow up questions that demonstrate he’s been listening to me (such as ‘weren’t you reading frankenstein’#that was Weeks ago sir i can barely remember it omg) and getting me into a conversation about poetry#and i’m just there pondering drowning myself in the fucking sink#so then i say ‘going out?’ trying to make conversation because like. he was clearly going out; mans had on an outdoor coat and shoes#and he just says ‘yep’#no information as to Where he’s going; if he’ll be back; anything#you clearly want to talk but you’re going to give me nothing?? like why ask me about poetry which you’re clearly not interested in#but tell me fucking nothing about like. your plans for the evening#in fairness i guess i didn’t really ask but like. sir. do you take constructive criticism#and then he just buggers off and now i’m just sitting here like ???#that didn’t need to happen. he really just engaged me in a conversation; caused me to pour water on myself; then let a weird silence fall#because he didn’t fully answer my one question; then left#am i overthinking it or was that a weird fucking interaction. he zigzags between not acknowledging my existence for weeks at a time#&dropping everything to talk to me about some bullshit#and i’m like WHY#if he was trying to get me to notice that he trimmed his beard and it looks a lot better that way then great. it worked. but WHAT NOW#i mean i’m going to smoke my pipe but now i just have to sit with this. GOD. why do men do things#personal#rant
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