#am i living vicariously through this character

[macfrog]

i’m lowkey shadowed banned so I’ve had to send all my asks anonymously but I just want to thank you so much for scom. I lost my baby last year and this story has so fucking healing being able to live vicariously thru your words. all of the emotions she’s going thru I felt but it’s just something special to know this story ends w a baby. so thank u for everything. for the baby shower ask 🍅 my word is thank you

ps my blog is ichaborgsm if u and the aunties ever wanna be my friend! 🥹

hi, angel! i'm sure i speak for all the aunties when i say we would love to be your friend. you are already part of the fam and we love you 🤍 also - i looked but couldn't find your blog! are you @/ichaborgasm? x

here's a lil line from pt iv!

“For getting me here, for holding my hand…Thank you.”

just a few things i'd like to add, too -

firstly, i am so, so sorry for your loss. i can't imagine the pain you've gone through, and i admire you so very much for your strength and courage. i hope you're doing okay and are surrounded by love and support. i'm sending you the biggest hug through my computer.

i feel so overwhelmed at this message (in the best way). stories hold such power, and i'm so happy that you're able to find comfort and safety in fic. i'm honored beyond words that one of mine has played a part in your healing process.

honestly, i want to say thank you - for reading, but also for letting these characters into your heart. it truly means the absolute world to me. i hope you're able to continue finding such beautiful meaning in the stories you come across.

i hope you enjoy the last part. i'm sending you all my love. please, please swing by anytime. we're all best of friends and aunties in this corner of the internet 🤍

#duckie's baby shower #🍅 #anon #sweet child o' mine

[noodles-and-tea]

Happy Valentine’s Day <3

#I am alone but I can live vicariously through fictional characters #:)))))) #my art #trolls #dreamworks trolls #Broppy #branch #branch trolls #poppy #poppy trolls

[chickenoptyrx]

....I just wanted to draw gators :T at this point these 2 are more 'a representation of my last 2 brain cells' then they are actual characters 😅

#im living vicariously through the cartoon guys #because i want to A. pick up gator (strong man style) #and B. ..pick up gator (hug) #ok but so i recently found out an area where i take stupid little walks for my stupid little mental health #has! GATORS!! (potentially. theres signs.) #and this is great cause seeing gators would def heal me as a person #but ok so when i look for hiking places i always look north cause the terrains more hilly #but now im lookin south more cause turns out i AM in fact far enough south to see gators!! #and yeah looks like theres a handful of nature reserves w hiking trails the same distance away as the little mountain trails i go to #its flatter and the trails are less extensive so ill hafta see if i think its worth it #but then too theres a really big black water swamp that.. further away then i wanna drive.. #but also i drove 5 hrs once just to go to mammoth cave as a day trip so.. we'll see.. #my friend says he wont go w me tho :T he'll just report me missing #this has been a tag ramble about my sudden outset intrest in seeing a gator #my bullshit #lol barely but still #also- i told myself not to over do it drawin the scales or coloring it #and as you can see i dont listen to myself ever #lol they look outta place but idc i got to draw 2 of my favorite characters and also ALLIGATORS :U #living the dream rn

[fizzytoo]

a little disappointed that bg3 doesn’t have more expansive scar options. like i really hoped they’d put in top surgery scars

#*fizzyspeaks #especially since? you can definitely see your character’s chest #unfortunately i am living vicariously through my funky lil drow

[vocaloid-hcs-spam]

len was the type of kid to "crush" on anyone who was nice to him (haha same).

anyways so when miku was the first person outside of his family to make him feel truly respected as a trans man without coming out first. there came the crush.

but also she did his hair a few times til he found a style he liked and mmm domestic intimacy cute.

#vocaloid #vocaloid headcanons #kagamine len #hatsune miku #lenku #vocaloid ships #just trans stuff #len is trans #i don't make the rules #transphobia #but it's hinted #i guess #fyi i am nonbinary here and maybe i'm projecting idk #maybe this wil stay in the drafts #i probably would fall head over heels for whoever saw me as an enby without coming out #oh the validity #i will live vicariously through my comfort character #try to stop me #ok ok i'll stop rambling in the tags now

[miutonium]

I haven't plastered my face here for a while and i do need to remind people that the person behind this acc isnt a sentient horse so uhh picture undercut:

Okay so I made this just so I could post it to my private acc and make everyone go ????? because they did not expect me to be deranged since I look and act normal at school and everyone respects me but like when I finished this I just lose my minds completely like why I did this???? This is the first time I drew this kind of irl things im akdjelwoalap gIRL I AM GOING THROUGH SO MUCH CONFLICTING FEELINGS RN HUH????

Also yes inside my head there is actually nothing except polish cow dancing

#I AM ACTUALLY SO CONFLICTED CUZ LIKE I am actually not attracted to men irl at all #like i know I love utonium and like gushes about him at every moment i breathe and heck even my blog name is technically a ship name #but shhh i just like him in a uhh idek how to explain but like i live my fantasy vicariously through chloe #but i am aware and never is fully attracted to Utonium #its kinda like i am shipping a character instead of fully myself?? #istg what i say makes no sense but basically what i tryna say is like i am not thay fully attracted to utonium #and if i ever stumble upon him irl i will not simp this man at all #BUT THIS IMAGE IS CUTE AND I AM LOSING IT LIKE I LOOK CUTE??? HE LOOKS CUTE??? WE ARE CUTE????? #hUH???? EXPLAIN????? #MY HOMOSEXUALITY IS IN JEOPARDY HELP?????? #asuka #asukart #asuka speaks

[chryblossomjjk]

WAIT KIKI HOW DID JUNGKOOK REACT WHEN HE FIRST SAW OC'S NIPPLE PIERCINGSSS

AH SO HE ACTUALLY WENT WITH HER BC SHE WAS V NERVY LMAO!! but he v much

lmao he thinks it’s the hottest thing in the world fr

#anon #fic: practice #living vicariously through my characters #bc i am scared to get nippy piercings :’) <3

[akkivee]

Do you know about Charisma House? (the Evil Line Records project)

IVE BEEN MEANING TO CHECK IT OUT THAT PINK HAIRED PUNKS SOLO WAS RECENTLY RELEASED AND IT SLAPPED AND IT MADE ME THINK HE AND KUUKOU SHOULD BE FRIENDS

#vee got an ask #y’all don’t know how shook i am that kuukou’s almost singlehanded fostered a new type of character i like lmao #kuukou can’t fully embrace the punk motif because he’s a monk but i’d like to think he lives vicariously through kei lol #toppling big ben imagery!!!!! tagging shit!!!!! spiked up hair!!!!!! like bruh!!!!!! #besties from different series!!!!!

[valleyfthdolls]

personally i think it's funny when shadow acts like a mean edgy teen for no reason. he is a 15-16 year old emocore teen with PTSD who basically has total free reign to do whatever he wants in his life of course he's gonna be as deep in that Emo Personality and god if that ain't a mood

#i am living vicariously through sonic characters and the ctw kids #and im only fucking 16

[clown-femme]

I want tteokbokki so bad

#please please please please hello. youre nothing #i am living vicariously through rp with eve by making characters eat it

[sinnhelmingr]

// This reminds of the time when I kept hearing people saying that Magneto's homicidal behavior was justifiable because of what happened to him and that his villainy was okay. *headdesk* // @nodamnstogive

and like? even that is more coherent to me than same of the takes i’ve seen recently. magneto’s behavior can be justified from the storytelling/character building perspective of ‘here is where he started and what it shaped him into. whether you find it morally repugnant or think magneto is right, you cannot argue that his choices and actions make sense in context and are defensible as part of his tragedy.’

i’m seeing MULTIPLE people bend over backwards (in tags that don’t even concern the character, mind you) to try and tell me that an antagonist’s visceral, violent racism which is on clear display on-page and is a deeper layer to their villainy cannot be condemned within or without the narrative because of ‘extenuating circumstances’ in their tragic backstory. like. ok. plenty of people have shit childhoods and they don’t grow up to do the things this character did and said. characters that are meant to be tragic but redeemable can still draw a line and say ‘damn, i might have trauma, but it didn’t make me racist!’ even if his lashing out is a trauma response, he’s still written as choosing to express it in an overtly hateful way towards children in the narrative. it’s almost like he’s meant to be a piece of shit regardless of circumstances and fandom are showing their true colors making excuses for it or saying people should think of THE RACIST’S SITUATION BEFORE SAYING ‘WOW I HATE THIS GUY’--

#anyway i will not think of this racist and abusive fictional character's perspective before i condemn him bc he deserves to be judged <3 #he is not a real human being i will have to face and play nice with. i can look at him threatening children and using racial slurs and say #wow what an asshole i abhor this character. #if you have to live vicariously through media to defend a literal piece of abusive racist garbage i need you to go touch grass. #your false moral outrage would be better suited defending actual victims irl than breaking your own back to protect a fictional racist. #and the character i am talking about doesn't even have like depth or is part of sme statement about society. #he's a horror narrative villain that only gets worse as things progress. there is no deeper thought-provoking motivation to him. #fandom is truly returning to the dark ages i swear.

[eidetic187]

Spencer tips 30 to 40 percent every time 😌

#;; welcome to the bread bank ( out of character ) #i am living vicariously through him #if i had that kind of money id be giving it away too

[vamptastic]

truly dgaf about traumadumping i do sometimes experience empathy (like, in the crying over a sad story form) but it probably won't go off unless you have an incredibly tragic story are visibly emoting and i already really like you. so it doesn't really stress me out. people talk about fucked up things in cavalier and humorous ways it's how we deal with things. i am not really emotionally phased by discussing most fucked up or personal things in my own life expect for one or two topics that will make me immediately break down, so like who am i to judge. also learning things about people is fun.

#sounds dumb but i read so much as a child that i mostly formed a sense of empathy through that #in terms of like vicariously experiencing emotions. i am generally very altruistic. i can't read people very well either #which can be part of low empathy but it really depends on your definition. it's something people comment on but not a big deal generally #but it means i can kind of relate to people as characters. like the things i know about people and human behavior #and the kind of lives people might be living was first derived from a lot of books #and as i meet the kind of people i never read about i feel like i process that the same way i processed the stories #which i think helped make me more... perceptive. im generally good at reading people. But obviously kind of fucked up #in terms of relating and talking to people. I do care about people obviously but it's kind of rare that I do so emotionally #like get vicariously sad or angry more than I would over a novel character. #anyway. in the most well adjusted way possible please tell me thing about you so i can expand #my mental image of you and relate to new people i meet or read about through lived experience

[david-box]

I'm gonna do it anyway but wtf is the name of that thing you use to stop triggers

#me #text #okay how odes it go #okay #hold on #i am feeling extremely stressed angry scared and rebellious right now #i feel this way bwcause i watched the forst episode of pose where the one guys abusive father and mom kicks him out for being gay #i am feeling trapped amd triggered as well as controlled and at-threwt because of this #i am living through this character vicariously and relovong my own abuse with a small tiny dosing of shame for not having it “wprse” and #more ahame for jot fighting “back” against other injustices in my day to day life. #i do jot meed to protect myself anymore (feels like a lie) and cannot be thrown out #i have rights here. i can leave when i want to. i could go outside right now and be gold as fuck and tored for no reason and be just as fine #i can also resist my parents abuse _ hence their inability or unwilling ess to be as bad as they once were #i am not living in that characters house #i know i am not living through that character necause i dont have a father and am in my bed at 4 AM and slightly hungru #i can feel myself being calmer while i go on #none of this is stupid - this is a reasonable emotional reaction to living through a character and watching harmful events unfold. i have b #been theiugh a lot and i will be okay #i can get out of this house. i will be moving out next year. i will be paying for a storage space and slowly moving my stuff oit so as to #limit the amount of time spent in this house once working #this is worth it to me to not be in this house #i will be fine making $15/hr and will lilely make mlre. i can keep my job and i have additional sources of income as well

[baekuras]

One thing I enjoy when talking w/ my coworker about D&D stuff despite myself never having been involved in an actual game is just throwing around random shit

And sometimes it sticks

Anyhow I helped shape his new character some and greatly enjoy the shenanigans his group gets up to lol

#txts #vicariously living through other ppls games #this also led to the question of #Would someone charmed by a Vampire to destroy anything that could be a danger to said vampire #try to eventually fight the sun so the down on earth murder-spree would be on pause? #i AM still wondering #i am sure some characters COULD fight the sun #and some will try with great valiant effort...they'll fail #but it's a good try

[qhazomb]

i wish I had money so I could commish a nice and good hurt/comfort frenrey fic from somebody.

and like, knew if any of the people who write those two well were even taking writing commissions

#i am not. feeling good right now #and would very much like to read about my comfort characters getting made to feel better #so i can live vicariously through them #crying fit