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crayonurchin · 4 months

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First art of the new year is all about re-structuring your internal monologue.

In my early 20s I was working full time in London with many social commitments and a variety of hustles and side projects.

In my later mid 20s I cater to many sensory and social drain needs I have and indulge in special interests while respecting my lower energy reserves and celebrating my different way of processing the world.

Did I get more autistic? Nah. I got less fake.

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[Art description: Three panels showing figures on a black background. Long descriptions follow.

1. A drawing of OP as a person with hip-length hair and a dress standing sadly with her hands clapsed together in front of her. She is coloured a muted rainbow gradient. Behind her, two pairs of nondescript figures chat while smiling. White text says, ‘I’m getting more and more autistic the older I get.’ 2. OP’s colours are brighter, and her expression looks happier. Crayon-like scribbles have crossed out the text from the previous panel. 3. OP’s colours are vibrant, and she balances on one leg and throws her arms out as she dances. The text above has changed to say, ‘I’m becoming more and more myself the older I get.’ \End descriptions]

#urchin art #autism #autistic #neurodivergent #neurodiversity #actually autistic #autistic things #autistic adult #autistic artist #autistic community #listen- the process of unmasking every fiber of your fabricated being is difficult #figuring out who you are behind the mask is scary #but continuing to act in a play where only you got no script is officially cringe #(this is me waxing poetic I am very aware of the safety needs of masking but that's not the point)#the point is ask yourself #are you getting MORE xyz?#Or are you becoming MORE of you?

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obsob · 10 months

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happy and proud!!

✷(print shop)✷

#mine #original #sm how managed 2 miss pride month....but its pride month every month in this house hold #ive read two bad YA books so far this month as a break from th 2nd farseer book but now.....i am back.........i am reading th 3rd one #its gna make my brain explode i can feel it #n then idk what i will read. maybe th hands of th emperor #could i read smth other than 800 page epic fantasy pls #the YA books werent too bad for YA but they hve that YA cringe 2 it. idk how u people read it constantly #if i hve 2 read th word 'heck' one more time #also theres always like. disney channel vibes. like i read gay YA romance n its so sanitised n vanilla. its so superficial #like i get this is for 16 year olds but were is the longing. the yearing. these guys are fanfic tropes stuck 2gether 2 glue.#also. what is with nearly every mlm romance / fantasy being YA not adult fiction. whats up w that #anyway hve a good evenin im gna do knitting!!!!!!!!!!!!

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weaverofink · 1 year

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I don’t know how to explain it but the instant i saw that post i got intense kon energy from it. at least he’s trying

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virusmeds · 8 months

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i hc that topher would def introduce gandhi to insane ear bleeding music as a joke but then he would actually enjoy it n his music taste gets fucked up for life🔥🔥🔥

theyre THE worsties ever but at times they can tolerate one another. if not for their own sake then for others(abe)💯💯💯

also they do the stupidest shit ever together and bond over silly common interests..

okayy thats it bye bye‼👋👋👋

#clone high #clone high reboot #clone high fanart #clone high season 2 #clone high topher #ch topher #ch gandhi #clone high gandhi #topher bus #i am cringe but i am free #idk man i just had this in a vison at fucking 3am and i could never get the image of them being 100 gecs fans out of my mind...#clone high abe #meds art

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fettiowi · 8 months

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Also, thinking about this thing i drew like almost 2 years ago in my notes app and never posted

#since now i am a bit less scared of being cringe than i was back then #might as well post it now #i might redraw this someday cause it looks really rough #for now old fetti art be upon ye #sonic #sonic the hedgehog #shadow the hedgehog #sonadow #my art #fetti art

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wispforever · 8 months

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original quote under the cut

#naruto #hashimada #madara uchiha #hashirama senju #i am once again thinking about the uchiha's position of inequity in the leaaf #and hashirama's compassion not being enough when he can't understand the fundamental issue #draws this while listening to we are never getting back together by tylr swft #draws this while listening to somebody I used to know LMAO #not really #imagine breaking up this way tho. cringe #not ded just between hyperfixations #i love this quote for madara. this has been sitting in my folder forever. i can't read it without thinking of him #that and that one other quote thats just. and all my devotion turns violent #yes king go apeshit #me at anyone facing discrimination: aren't you tired of Being Nice #I AM

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littlecrittereli · 22 days

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Minor Reprogrammed CH 11 Spoilers!

Captured the brief moment when everything was genuinely okay <3

Sorry for shitty backgrounds... I really hate drawing backgrounds....

look at this old man... he looks like he's about to bring a pot of chili to the church function

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bones-of-a-rabbit · 22 days

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I lovea him

#kinito #kinito the axolotl #kinito fanart #kinito x y/n #kinito x player #self insert #babbitsona #babbit sona #doodles #sketches #silly shit #self insert cringe #self indulgence time #self comfort #I know I’m being major cringe but rn I don’t care. but also I am very sorry #out there somewhere is someone who hates kinitopet who is furiously waiting for me to stfu abt it #lmao. anyway #I’m srry pls don’t hate me

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cowardlykrow · 1 month

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Owen → Cringe gays [affectionate] → Wife

[cowboy au]

#Dear google how draw wohuhman?#google how draw whamun #google wamnahamanan how?#Almost scrapped the second panel because its soo... so lazy...but i stayed strong even tho my eye is twitching #Saf #spies are forever #Cowboys are forever #art #fanart #Agent curt mega #Owen carvour #Tatiana Slozhno #Yee-hawen Carvour - Tat-yee-haw-na - and Curt... uh... curt yee??... Curt yee-meg-haw #anyway there we go - i promise i’m done with the cowboy stuff [for now]#at least posting it #Also me drawing/making clothes: how boring can i possibly make these... lets see #why is a brit and a russian even out here being cowboys? we'll never know #I should have drawn curt with a head shot as well because i really need to do him some justice but to late now!#Cowboys your spies #i realized all my “fan-oc”’s[which i said i don’t really do] are animals - Chat am I cringe/hj

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 8 months

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people practice w Them <3

#posting this and then shoving my head into a hole Bye #i am! Not Confident!!! in my people scribbling abilities!!#but im trying!!! im fucking trying!!!#i already see improvement #not enough to make me go 'wee the masses are gonna love this'#but enough that i can fathom posting. i can handle it. i can do this #if i dont do it now then i never will!!!!#im still gonna scream into a pillow rip it apart and then eat the stuffing!!!!#ah... the mortification of Existing... of Being Perceived...#it is ever present and inescapable! youd thing id be used to it by now!!!#ill be on my death bed asking people to leave the room so that i can die w/o feeling horribly self conscious and Seen #no seriously every time i think about my potential death and or coma should that happen #i prematurely cringe at the Attention. people potentially crying at my bedside Eugh No Thank You Please Do That Elsewhere #either call me a loser and drop off a single flower or leave me be <3 #THIS IS A WELCOME HOME SCRIBBLE POST. IM SORRY I FORGOT #scribble garnish #uh um uh so uh wally and barnaby am i rite fellas-#in my mind they're picking up takeout for dinner <3 #yeah no im not tagging it with a fandom tag. i dont want to be perceived As We've Established #im somewhat satisfied with that first wally.... swag <3 #& do i have major gender envy for barnaby? yeah #im not used to drawing people but i should be... i need to be...#THERE ARE GUYS I WANNA DRAW! mine and others!!! ngl mostly mine!!!

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ivoreene · 5 months

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yuuji goes to malaysia :p

#SOUND ON THERES ACTUALLY AUDIO THIS TIME #made this in a day LOL #used the piano track that was playing for nanamis... scene TToTT #i have far too many audios that i never do anything with #anyway have fun with this i had fun being cringe #jjk spoilers #jjk anime spoilers #jjk #jujutsu kaisen #nanami kento #kento nanami #yuuji itadori #itadori yuuji #itadori yuji #animation #audio #my art #im going to sleep now its 3 am

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genericpuff · 3 months

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vent post

#and before anyone who hates my shit says “yeah because you ARE a loser way to have self awareness for once”#i promise you this would be me with or without the LO fandom LMAO #anxiety is a hell of a thing #and as much as i internally guilt myself into thinking it would be better if i just shut up and hid away forever #i also know that's the trauma speaking because the adults around me always told me to shut up #and even as an adult i still encounter people who talk over me and make me feel like i'm not allowed to be outspoken #but the pen is mightier than the sword and all those years i've spent being spoken over i've been honing my penmanship #i have fun talking about the things i talk about and i don't have any less right than anyone else to do it #i am cringe and i am free #self post #vent post #altho on another note i do wanna make time this week to go find new series to read #too many of my favorites have turned to shit and it's taken its toll #i KNOW there are better comics out there that are genuinely well made #i already have a few that i'm reading that i love but i need to balance out the good with the bad more lol #i just need to take the time to go find good stuff instead of pouring so much of my attention into the bullshit that doesn't deserve my tim #i think both things can be true #i can have a lot of fun dissecting and writing about series i don't like #while also nourishing myself with good works that restore my faith in this medium #“perfectly balanced as all things should be”

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eyesteeth · 5 months

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imo every water metaphor people throw at faulkner gets better when you remember he can't swim. “stories are currents, and he plunges headlong into those rushing waters, time and time again" yeah and he can't swim. he's drowning in the narrative he's making for himself. "speak now of the man you will leave behind, the man you have been... drown him in the river’s depths" yeah he's been trying to. he kinda always is, a little bit, just by virtue of being there.

it just speaks to such a fundamental incompatibility in my eyes. he's still scared - he ran out of the hotel when he sainted the hotelier in season one and he runs away from the angel he summons in s3e6. it seems like he can only partake in violence through abstraction - it's just water and symbols until someone's dead or changed in front of him, and then it's real. the withermark is a holy triumph until he counts the houses and the people inside, and then it's something no one should ever have. sacrifice is foundational to all faith in this universe. this isn't something he can avoid, even if the upcoming schism lets him steer his part of the faith where he wants.

(and, to tangent, someone telling him that they finally killed her in some distant town isn't real because he didn't see her face when she hit the soil. if that happens then she's just someone who's not there anymore and he can keep on missing her like he's been doing. i am convinced this is why he gave the shoot on sight order.)

it’s mentioned that he's left alone in his room at the gulch for hours at a time, just like when his father would neglect him and his brothers and leave them to their own devices. he wants a real and genuine love like family, but instead gets worship and idolatry from one hand and schemes to kill him from the other. he keeps climbing the ranks, distancing himself from the potential of gaining the closeness he craves, all in the hope of getting closer to the god he's losing faith in. he's crawling towards the river and he can't swim.

he is trying to love something that wants to drag him under. even if there wasn't a god in the river, the water would greedily swallow him anyway. river currents do not care about your love. he is putting the sunk in sunk cost fallacy. he’s participating in reverse self-immolation. he is drowning in deep water and has only just learned how to keep his eyes open without goggles. he needs to reach the surface but he still can't fucking swim. he is going to die thrashing in the river he loves so much, trying to get out once he realized it wasn't ever going to love him back the way he wanted.

and if he can’t learn how to swim in time, he’s going to need the help of someone who can to pull him out.

#while i acknowledge that an approximate year has passed between s1 and s3 and he could have learned in that time. i don't think he did #one cause the beach script mentions him wearing an oversized lifejacket. and two because him not being able to swim is fun X]#for the reasons listed above. and others. stares directly into the camera #anyway thematically i think carpenter should teach him how to floa[is hit with a steel bat]#tsv #the silt verses #brother faulkner #meant to post this last week but i cringed myself out of it. I Am No Longer Cringing Now.

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littlewestern · 3 months

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