𝕙𝕠𝕥𝕔𝕙𝕝𝕖𝕪'𝕤 𝕓𝕚𝕣𝕥𝕙𝕕𝕒𝕪 𝕔𝕖𝕝𝕖𝕓𝕣𝕒𝕥𝕚𝕠𝕟
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I actually can’t believe we’re here, but my blog has turned two! It’s been two years of ups and downs in my personal life, but two years of fandom love, growth in my writing and only one piece of anon hate!
And lots and lots of love and friends. So thank you all. The celebration is long so I’ll cut to the chase.
It’s running from June 30th-July 20th. Be patient as it may take me some time to get everything done
Everything will be tagged as “happy birthday hotchley” so you can either find it easily/blacklist it
No abusive relationships, keep it SFW and please don’t ask for anything related to food or self harm of any kind
If I follow your side blog and you follow me from your main, that counts as mutuals
Send as many as you want! But my stuff for LS/YR/TM may be less good because I’m less adjusted so just be warned.
It’s split into fandom and my novel just to make things simpler for me and anyone requesting
Everyone (anons welcome!):
fandom: [i'll do: criminal minds (s1-10), 911: lone star (all seasons), young royals, the mentalist (s1-3)]
💐 and a character/ship for a happy headcanon
🌷 and a character/ship for a sad headcanon
🌻 and a character/ship for a song that reminds me of them
🌼 and i’ll hand letter either a word or your url for you
🌹 and i’ll share one sentence from a wip
🪷and a fic idea i'm yet to write but that lives in my head rent free
🌸and i'll give you a directors cut of a fic/scene from a fic
🌺 and cast your mutuals as
novel:
🌲a random piece of information about the character
🌵 scene/line i enjoyed writing
🌳a scene/line i hated writing
🌴director’s cut of scene/chapter
🌱my favourite thing about character(s)/relationship(s)
🌿 my least favourite thing about character(s)/relationship(s)
🍀 a song that reminds me of character(s)/relationship(s)
Mutuals:
🪐 and i will give you a song that reminds me of your blog
☄️and i will give you a picture from one of my pinterest boards that reminds me of you
🚀and i will hand letter you a quote (please tell me if there’s a specific one, or a sort of theme you’d like me to stick to!)
🌕and i’ll write you a little love letter
💫and i will tell you about my favourite fic of yours (or headcanon, depending)
💥and a ship/character and i will shuffle my playlist and create an AU with the first viable song that plays
🌙and i will tell you about a scene or character trait from my novel that reminds me of you
🌏and i will draw you a little something- my art skills are very limited so this is more so we can all have a good time
I don’t have the words to say thank you, but I hope you all know I love you and am so grateful for all of you that have stuck around even as I’ve been absent and only ever complaining. You’re all amazing friends
Tagging some mutuals for signal boosting! @hotchgan @ellyhotchner @eldrai @skeleton-squid-boy @whump-town @masterwords @louisaland @olivinesea @natasha-barton @sodone-withlife @themetaphorgirl @sapphiics @theblackberrygirl
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i’ve been wanting to do a design change for a while for a lot of the characters, mostly because the other designs were made years ago, but i didn’t have any other designs in mind to use. the designs i’m voting on here are for an animatic my sister is working on that i made the designs for, and decided i really liked
ignore the labels for these btw, again, they’re for an animatic, also for holly ignore the “i’m actually not part of the prophecy” design aspect because in this au, she is!!
since these designs are a LOT more complex than just different shaped fur (i,,, did not like having that be the only difference between characters, it felt lazy, but as mentioned before they were the only designs i had/could make up in enough time) the ask responses will take quite a bit longer. also, because i’m returning to full color as well as the addition of actually drawn backgrounds!!!!! (maybe shading tbh. i’m debating adding cell shading) it’s a big change for this blog. a lot of the other designs will be changed in similar manners, but these are the only relevant characters who i’ll be adding this for. a lot of my art style has changed as well and i’ve been hating drawing in the art style for the ask blog lol. i’m working on different shaped eyes (not rlly shown in these tho), different eyebrows, adding whiskers, different designs for ears, varying body types, etc. (ALSO ALSO the floppy ears are from firestar’s sister, princess, that squilf and lion both inherited)
and another thing sorry for adding so announcements here but asks are closed in relation to the longest night gathering!! you can ask questions in preparation for the next day, but before that, there is a thing i’m working on that i think you’ll all take interest in :)
ALSO ALSO ALSO HEHE DID YOU NOTICE THE THE THE JAY SYMBOLISM FOR JAYF. HE HAS A TAIL THAT LOOKS LIKE A JAY FEATHER AND HIS HUS HIS FACE HAS RHE JAY MARKINGS IM PROUD OF THAT ONE NGL
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Cuticle
I tear away the skin at my cuticle
Leaving a single scarlet strip
Amidst pale fingers and silver-white scars
Left by teeth and nail and mindless hunger
Tearing, tearing, digging, bloodying, as I
Stare onward and onward
And onward into the flickering light
I am tired, I want to close my eyes
But another second on I watch
Unsatisfied, unsettled, unmoving
Ah, ah, there is a burning torch set
By my own hands on my own bed
While the blanket is wrapped around my
Waist and my fists and my eyes, my eyes
So wide and clear and watering
In the smoke of a self-set fire
I imagine them staring back at me,
And in the faintest reflection before me my imaginings are real
But they do not capture the image in my mind
Brilliant and red like torn skin
Sleep, sleep, the night has come quiet and gentle
You want to rest, you want to sink
But oh, oh, the light, flame, the thing in my chest that trembles and beats away in pounding silence
So that I stir and move and turn my eyes again to the light
The light, the light
My teeth return to my skin and tear
Another red mark, another white scar
Another night unrested
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the idea that your friends won't like you if you're too weird is wrong for example one time I told a friend whenever I was losing my mind I laid down on the floor under my desk and stared at it until I was better and next time she visited me she taped a bag of salami snacks to the underside of my desk with a message saying "going insane all by yourself, handsome?" which I only saw months later when I had a breakdown. that's friendship.
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