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koko2unite · 2 months

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I'm so mentally ill I can only draw in my cheaply bought pre-owned tablet from 2015 using my computer in my silly little room in my house and not anywhere else

#what the hell #also idk how you guys can do it but drawing in ipad is so difficult #screen too tiny every button is so tiny half of my shortcuts doesnt work #sobbing #i wanna go home #oh i never told people but im at my parents house right now and i cant go home until uhm indefinitely #so not only my work commute is much more longer i also cant game #but also #i cant draw #even though i brought my ipad with me #because???? idfk #my brain suckssss #and if i push forward and keep drawing the result ended up looking shit and my mood just got worse and AAAAA #Also everybody here is on diet so no snacking!???#im gonna cry #also i have 2 comms right now in the work but i didnt upload both in the cloud so i dont have the files rn and im crying and aaaaaaaa

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skyward-floored · 1 year

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(If you’re still taking incredibles au prompts) Since we have the first time twilight became a wolf, what about the first time legend went invisible? Poor time and malon must have been so stressed!

Hehe, boy were they. And this time Sky and Warriors get in on the panic too! Everybody was just generally very stressed all around lol.

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“Warriors, don’t leave your bag by the door. Time’ll trip over it if it stays there and he’ll be back soon.”

Warriors blinked at Malon's request, and wordlessly moved his backpack away from the doorstep, Sky slipping out of his shoes next to him. Malon watched the two of them take off their coats and set their muddy shoes aside, and sighed to herself.

They’d both been so quiet lately.

“Wars, would you mind bringing Legend down here? He was fussing a minute ago,” she asked, and Warriors nodded, grabbing his backpack to put away and trailing up the stairs. Sky joined Malon in the kitchen where she’d started to work on dinner, and sat down with a sleepy yawn, head resting on his arms.

“How was school?” Malon asked with a smile, and Sky shrugged as he stretched his wings out with a sigh.

“Okay. Sun’s sick so she stayed home. Probably better she wasn’t there anyway, Groose was being a jerk.”

“How so?” Malon asked suspiciously, but Sky just shrugged.

Malon gave him a look, but he didn’t reply, even when she raised an eyebrow in his direction. She thought she saw him wince a little when he stretched his arm out, but decided she wouldn’t push for now.

“Wars is taking his sweet time,” she noticed after a couple minutes of nothing but the sounds of her cooking. “Would you mind checking on him? Maybe see if Twilight is finished napping too.”

“Sure thing,” Sky answered, and slipped past her out of the room, folding up his wings as he went.

Malon heard the thumps of him going up the stairs, and then the creak of the floor as Sky entered the room where the cradle was. There was a long period of silence, and Malon got distracted with her cooking again, chopping up some vegetables for soup.

But it couldn’t have been more than a few minutes before two pairs of footsteps tromped back down the stairs, and Time’s two teenage brothers ran into the kitchen, looking distressed.

“Malon he’s not in there, we can’t find him anywhere—” Sky said breathlessly, and Malon turned to look at the two, taking in their frantic expressions.

“What are you talking about?” she asked confusedly, and Sky swallowed, and caught his breath.

“We... we can’t find Legend,” he said in a small voice.

Malon stared.

“What do you mean you can’t find him?” she asked, her heart starting to thud. “He should be in his cradle, he was napping in there not half an hour ago!”

“We know, I just... he’s not there anymore,” Warriors said, fidgeting nervously. “And we looked all over the room Malon, we... I don’t know where he could be.”

Malon felt the blood drain out of her face.

“Well where could he have gone?” she asked, just barely keeping the panic out of her voice, and Warriors and Sky exchanged worried looks.

Right at that moment the front door opened and Time came inside, his expression rather lost in thought. He looked up when he noticed them all standing in the doorway though, and picked up on the tense atmosphere, eyes flickering just a bit.

“What’s going on?” he asked sharply, and Warriors quickly explained.

“It’s like he just disappeared, there's no sign of him!” Sky said, wings flapping. “We looked all over, but he wasn’t anywhere we looked, bunny or not.”

“And Twilight’s still in his room, but Legend just... he’s not there,” Warriors added.

Time’s face creased, and Malon watched him think a moment, a hand on his chin. He was about to speak when a thought suddenly occurred to Malon and she gasped, catching his attention.

“Time you don’t think— could someone have taken him?” she breathed, her heart skipping a beat at the thought.

They’d made so many enemies over the years, her and Time and the boys... could someone have somehow found out their identities? Realized they were supers? Followed them home and... and taken their son?

Time put an arm around her as she spoke, giving her a reassuring look. She could see the fear that appeared on his face though, and she squeezed his hand when it ended up in hers.

“You would have noticed, there’s no way anyone could have gotten in here without us seeing,” Warriors argued, and he looked around the house. “They would’ve made a mess or something, and the room looks just like it did this morning. And besides... wouldn’t they have taken Twilight as well?”

Malon and Time exchanged looks, and though the possibility of Legend being kidnapped still made Malon’s heart race with fear, she could see the sense in Warriors’ words.

“You’re right,” Time said with a slow exhale. “He must be here somewhere. Could he have hopped out of his crib?”

“We already looked all around the room, there wasn’t any sign of him,” Sky said in a quiet voice.

Time hummed thoughtfully to himself, arm still around Malon.

“We’ll go look again, in case you missed something,” he decided, already walking up the stairs. “And if we still can’t find him, we’ll... go from there. You boys check around the hallway, maybe he somehow got out there."

Malon nodded and followed him, dinner forgotten as Sky and Warriors trailed behind her.

“Twilight is good at sniffing things out,” Sky said almost to himself. “I wonder if we should wake him up and see if he could help.”

“I think he’s too good at sniffing things out,” Warriors grumbled. “He keeps finding my shoes and chewing them up.”

“It’s a good thought Sky, we’ll see,” Malon said with a smile she tried to keep from being strained.

They all reached the room where Legend’s cradle was, and sure enough, the bed was completely empty. Malon bit her lip, then joined the others in searching, checking every nook and cranny of the room while the boys checked the hall.

Legend had escaped his bed once before, turning into a rabbit and leaping over the edge onto the rug. But since then Time had raised the edge, and they’d made sure it was too tall for Legend to escape from.

And yet, here they were.

The longer Malon searched with no sign of Legend, the more frantic she found herself getting, and she could tell Time was getting the same way, his movements swifter than strictly necessary.

“Wait. Do you hear that?”

The boys poked their heads in the doorway and went quiet at Time's sudden words, and Malon strained her ears, intently listening.

And then a squeaking sound came from the crib.

They all turned as one to face it, and Malon quickly crossed the room and looked inside, but it remained just as empty as it had when she’d looked earlier. She felt her heart sink again, and shook her head at Time’s look, lowering her head.

Then the sheet moved.

Malon startled, and after only a moment’s hesitation, reached her hand towards where she was certain there hadn’t been a crease in the sheets before now.

Could it be..?

Something soft brushed her fingertips as Malon carefully felt forward, and despite how there was absolutely nothing for her fingers to be touching, there was something under her hand.

“I think... I think he’s here,” she said in a dumbfounded voice, feeling around and finding two soft ears she was rather familiar with. Time came up next to her, Sky and Warriors peering over his shoulders, and Malon pulled her husband’s hand down to where she could feel fur.

As Time’s hand rested on the invisible fur though, there was another squeaking sound, and a tiny pink rabbit shimmered into view, sitting happily in the crib. Everyone let out a sigh of relief at the sight, and Malon immediately gathered Legend into her arms, her frantic heartbeat finally slowing.

“Invisibility?” Sky said in disbelief, looking down at Legend, and Time nodded, looking equally astonished and exhausted.

“It looks like it.”

“Or rather, doesn’t look like it,” Warriors commented with a relieved smile, and Sky thwacked him with a wing.

“Sometimes babies have more than one power when they’re small, I suppose we shouldn’t be too surprised,” Time hummed, brushing a relieved hand over Legend’s fur.

“So is he going to keep the bunny thing, or the invisibility?” Sky asked curiously, and Time shrugged as Legend popped back into a hylian again, giggling as Malon held him close.

“I hope he drops the invisibility, otherwise we’re going to spend an awful lot of time trying to find him,” Warriors commented dryly.

"I can't help but agree with you on that," Time sighed as he looked down at Legend, and the baby giggled again, almost like he knew that he'd caused some trouble.

Malon just sighed, and smiled as she held him close.

#weak ending but my head hurts and I'm tired of looking at this aaaaaaaa #I might change it when i put it on ao3 #incredibles au #lu legend #lu malon #lu time #lu sky #lu warriors #malink #linked universe fanfic #answers from the floor #that-g3-obsessive #supers got banned really recently and sky and wars are depressed lol #they're also still teenagers and live w/ time and malon by the way #they're like... 14-15 ish #incredibles au fic

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twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat · 8 days

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ari !! ari i hope u are doing so so amazing n vibing and living ur best life, i feel like i haven’t been interacting as much these days so i wanted to stop by n say hi!! :] and hmmm ive yet to read your best friend’s brother fic but it made me wanna think of an unrequited love between best friend!satoru and you where satoru is the one down horrendous instead (and perhaps you’re already spoken for.. mayb with sugu…. this is totally not ari-specific bait) i would love to hear your thoughts on our special little loverboy not being loved back in the ways he wants so bad )): 🫶🏼 side note if i think abt this pining bestie!gojo too much i get so sad i fear he’d never get over that crush on you even if you were already married to someone else… 💔💔💔💔

LOGAN !!!!! ^ this is me @ you rn……. i am kissing you and biting you gently <33333

I’M DOING PRETTY WELL… flowers r starting to bloom over here which is so nice !!! i’m just kind of waiting for summer ….. i have so many fic ideas that i wanna get to but not enough time :’3 not to mention my neglected tbr………

bUT overall i’m doing well!!! i hope it’s the same for you!!!!! it’s so sweet of u to drop by sniffle…. but pls don’t ever feel pressured to !! i saw that post you made a couple days ago n pls just know there’s never any pressure or obligation for you to interact often and stuff!!!! i’m always happy to speak to you whenever, so there’s never any rush <33 (i totally get it too… i’m pretty sure i have the online status thing turned off which takes off a lot of that pressure so!! i recommend doing that if you haven’t already <33)

BUT OKOK. onto the good stuff!!!! logan…. this probably doesn’t come as too much of a surprise considering the fic i posted but . i rlly love the unrequited love trope!!! >:3 i used to be the biggest sucker for hanahaki aus…. still am……. i need to write smth on it at some point bc i think it’s one of the best things ever created (and it’s perfect for toru let’s be real… the flower symbolism)….. SO. scenarios like this are very appealing to me!! and with bestie!satoru too…….. i have many thoughts >:33 let’s see how long i manage to stay coherent hehe

FIRST OF ALL. the ari specific bait…… you little weasel (affectionate) OK BUT . the fact that it’s Suguru in Particular changes a lot i think. i’ll circle back to that later tho trust 🙏

okay so. overall!! and i’d love to know your thoughts on this logan….. i firmly believe that satoru is the type to love one single person for the rest of his life. he never moves on from them. once someone has earned his love and nestled their way into his heart they’re there to stay. (and i’d argue that it’s kinda supported by canon yk… satoru hanging on to his memories of youth/suguru no matter how much time passes :’3)… so!! yeah!!! i definitely think he’d stay in love with his bestie forever, even if he knew fully well his feelings wouldn’t be returned. that’s just my take though!!!

i thinkkkk the tricky part is just. how satoru feels about it. a part of me wants to say that he handles it decently, that he’s happy just to be around you… but i think it’s also natural for him to feel a little empty about it all. bc he truly is!! a loverboy!!! deep down he yearns so badly for intimacy :(((( satoru is just such a pro at isolating himself and i think it gets worse in this kind of scenario. he loves you but does keep a certain distance i think…. to make it easier for himself and also so he doesn’t mess anything up for you. but he can never keep himself away for too long……

ok so we’re circling back to sugu now. i think satoru would handle the situation a lot better if suguru and you were together. my stsg-infested brain just can’t imagine an au where he isn’t at least a little bit in love with suguru…. and i think seeing two people he loves and trusts with all his heart be together doesn’t bother him nearly as much as it would have if you were with a random third party. there’s this One quote i like from . um….. a voice actor. of a character. in… ohshc 👉👈 AND I JUST THINK IT FITS IN THIS SCENARIO OK…….. :’3

I think Kyoya is very much in love with Tamaki and with Haruhi. He’s very much in love with the both of them. And I think it matures to a point where he would much prefer to see the both of them together than him with either one. Because they make more sense together than he makes with anybody else.

i think that’s sort of how he’d feel!!! there’s a kind of maturity there that satoru has imo. and since he’s so close to both of you, he doesn’t have to worry about being pushed out of your life (which might be his biggest worry in a scenario where you’re together with a random third party)…… so. yeah!!! would it be angsty? yes ofc. but i rlly do see satoru as a mature character, and also often selfless!!! he just respects you and your choices so much :(((

……….. what i will say. is that if you happened to get together with someone who didn’t treat you well. he would Shut That Shit Down instantly <3333 we love angry protective satoru !!!!!!!!

#goddddd logan i just imagined satoru at reader and suguru’s wedding :’3 #he’s the best man obv….#and after a while he does start to tear up a bit #and everyone teases him #and he’s okay with that because a tiny tiny part of him doesn’t know if they’re happy tears or not……#💔💔#he just feels so much i think #BUT YEAH I. firmly believe satoru would love you forever actually #sorry for immediately rushing to the most extreme conclusions but like… what if your npc partner left you with a child #and fucked off #and satoru was there for you… raising the child almost as his own…….. and their first word ends up being “gojo” 🥺🥺🥺🥺#I’M 99% SURE THAT’S BEEN DONE BEFORE but let’s pretend i’m first ok…..#anyway i’m rambling pshdjsh #I LOVE YOUUU LOGAN <33333 #i hope!!! you’re taking care of yourself!!!!! you deserve it!!!!!!!!!!#sending you all the sunlight and treats and kisses and warmth :33 ty for the lovely question aaaaaaaa #I’D LOVE TO HEAR YOUR THOUGHTS but pls also take your time!!!!! plspls!!!!!!! there’s never any rush!!!!!!!#ilyily <333 #ask tag ✩#logan !! ✩

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bitter-goodbyes · 4 months

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Just finished Jekyll and Hyde and omgggggg I’m feral about this book omg

#Thomas rambles #the strange case of dr jekyll and mr hyde #dr jekyll and mr hyde #jekyll and hyde #ITS SO GOOD OMGGGGG #THE ENDING OF JEKYLLS NARRATIVE AAAAAAAA #him hating Hyde but also kind of admiring him and his wonder for life omg….

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overseermartin · 9 months

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"You'll get used to it, being their monster," Geier says quietly. "I don't want to get used to it," Emerson returns hotly. "I want them all to burn."

a sketch of my oc and former TTRPG character, Emerson Raleigh, in a fun little AU where he gets branded !

#mae's #dishonored #dishonored oc #dishonored ttrpg #emerson raleigh #listen its okay because he did actually get a happy ending in the campaign #but my little goblin brain wanted a version where everything goes to shit #also the branded au is like #over 120k words now lmaooo #oc brainrot #OH MY GOD I FORGOT TO ADD THE QUOTE FROM THE AU AAAAAAAA #excuse my hurried edit #i'm a big fan of this moment in the au

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skrunksthatwunk · 8 months

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AGGGHGJJZJJZJZHZGZJZMKKCJJXJXJ

(^^ just finished yakuza 0 for the second time)

#IM SO FUCKING NOT NORMAL OR OKAY ABOUT THSI SHIT. AAAAAAAA #killing. shitting myself #i fuckign bit my hand at the end of the majimako scene when hes walking away AOUUGHHH #i bit it too hard though owiee #im so glad my roommate is out rn so i can freely lose my cool #oughh #when sagawa lights majimas cigarette and one of the first scenes is majima lighting his in typical deferential fashion #but sagawa lights it like an equal #also still not over the suit discussion in serena. AUGHHHH FUCKKK #and the whole “even if it takes me my whole life i swear ill pay you back nishiki' GOD FUCK ME JUST. NNNNGHHHHHHGJKSJSJS #KILL ME NOW RGG STUDIOS #AAAAGGGHHGGGAHGAG #guh. ough.hh #anyway watching the shibusawa stage transitions made me think of making an rgg gay sex comp #but like it's just fighting moments that are particularly 🤨 or 😳 yknow #also eee im so excited to be done w zero bc like #1) i wanted to replay all the games i have + play the judgments this summer and i uh. didnt even finish zero :p #2) i really wanted to get to the non prequel games tbh thate the vibe ive been craving so this is good #and i only spent half the time i did last run on this!! 78 hr personal best omgg <3 #rgg

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yukikorogashi · 4 months

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kira's never been one for "gifts"-- especially when it came to giving. he'd much rather avoid the entire thing (what good was it for, anyway? it's just another pointless transaction.) altogether... but there's always something "convincing" him otherwise. this time, it was rohan; same as it was each and every year. this time, though, he's managed to be discreet. successfully leaving the young girl a pair of newly knitted mittens (coal black with shimmery, golden accents outlining its finely curated seams.) lying at her spot at the kishibe household's kitchen table. a note, folded in half with a deep crease, stood atop of them, merely reading out, "please be sure to show rohan your gift. he was very curious about what i'd give you. - k."

✨🎄MERĪKURISUMASU!!! 🎄✨

BEFORE REACHING THE KITCHEN SINK, Itsuki would halt in her tracks. Rewinding herself and shuffling her feet backwards (With an admirable confidence of not knocking anything over. Befitting of one whom had actually grown familiar with this house's layout-- almost as if she herself lived here), until she was standing right by the kitchen table itself.

Affirming then with wide eyes that there was indeed something on there! Something that laid RIGHT IN FRONT of where she would normally sit for meals. Something that she honestly hadn't immediately noticed, but had caught in the corner of eyes-- almost as if it were a (CHRISTMAS) GHOST!

It was as an admittedly strange sight to her. Something that she herself couldn't help but poke at her own brain about. For how could something be so UNASSUMING and yet STICK OUT LIKE A SORE THUMB?

Perhaps, it was simply because of the sights that she had grown quite accustom to seeing on there. FOOD-- all sorts of yummy, at times SUPER PRETTY DISHES (Like SUGARY FLUFFY PANCAKES!) were only ever placed on this table. And if not-- it would be so pristine that it almost seemed like they have replaced it with a BRAND NEW ONE, each and every single day.

With that said, Itsuki would eventually reach her arms over the top of the chair she'd been standing behind, and took the pair of mittens and card into her hands. Tilting her head ever so slightly, as she quickly read through what was written on there...

Hmm... hmmmm... hmmmmm! How MYSTERIOUS! Just who could this K FELLA be?

Admittedly, the first name that actually came to mind was KRAMPUS. But that didn't make sense! That bro didn't give presents (At least, from what she would remember of the folklore-- something she would further back up with evidence via a certain MOVIE)! And if he did, he would have still probably wished her a "Merry Christmas!" in his card to her!

So, there can only be ONE PERSON... ONE BRO!

Hehehe, you can't fool her, KIRA BRO! She would recognize your STYLISHNESS anywhere! Your super duper taste in HIGH QUALITY STUFF! And oh gosh, this here pair must-a cost THOUSANDS, at least!... Even if she's still not the best at playing the "PRICE IS RIGHT", running her thumbs over the super nice fabric would cause her to nod in double affirmation at that estimation. Heck, it even has GOLD on it! This was the stuff ROYALS surely wore-- Like PRINCESS ANASTASIA totally would!

And now... both KIRA BRO and her will MATCH!

Oh, Itsuki HAD TO HUG HIM, the next time she saw him. At least, a tiny little one! And she was sure that she would at least get to see him later during lunchtime, hehe! You can't hide forever, bro~

"... Sensei! SENSEEEEEE~I!!!"

And off she would go, with these STYLISH CHARCOAL MITTENS now adorning her hands. Going off to find her sensei so that she may show them to him! ... Before she had to take it off for her drawing class that day.

@quirofiliac ❤️

#(The way I went AAAAAAAA outloud when I came back with my tea to see this-- SNIIIII TAT <333)#(Tysm for sending this in!!! For blessing my girl like this!!! 😭)#(SHE HAS A SPOT AT THE TABLE NOW IM AUWHEUAWHEUA FROTHS AHWEUHAWUEH OTL)#(Also I ended up looking at someone's Sims 4 build of Rohan's house just to see what his kitchen might look like for this RAUEHUAW)#(OOMUAWUEH IM JUST SO AUEHAWUEHA @ ALL OF THIS AAAAA TY AGIAN TYYYY <333)#❄️ ASKS ❄️#❄️ YOSHIKAGE KIRA ;; And perhaps someday I will finally UNDERSTAND just why it is that he was so QUIET ;; QUIROFILIAC 💛 ❄️#❄️ SOMETIMES it SNOWS in APRIL ;; DIAMOND IS UNBREAKABLE VERSE ❄️#quirofiliac #❄️ QUEUE ❄️

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01tsubomi · 7 months

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sometimes your favorite song is by the idol group you see every time you go to tokyo but they haven't released it to streaming and they're quite obscure (not to mention taping performances is extremely NG in jpop idol culture) so the only time you have a chance of hearing it is when you go watch them perform and it's like not even guaranteed that it'll be on the setlist every time and then you find out it's actually by a disbanded sister group of theirs and they also didn't release it to streaming but they did put it on youtube in a 20 minute long video that features their entire first mini-album except for some reason it's the absolute worst quality vocals you've ever heard on a professional recording as in not the mic quality but the actual singing quality as in it sounds like a group of friends doing karaoke not even professional singers just some friends with no retakes no autotune touchups not even re-recording the lines that are off rhythm but it still means you kinda get to hear the song in your apartment. but is it even really the same song as the one you hear when your favorite member gets the solo in the chorus and walks from the back of the stage out towards the audience between the rest of the members as if parting the sea. is it

#really unrelatable content i'm posting tonight #it's not like actually my favorite song but i'm always like swept off my feet when they perform it #god damn am i homosexual #i have got to get to tokyo. i did say i would be back within september . aaaaaaaa #it was like. march or april? that they just randomly started performing it a lot #and it's funny remembering that my oshi is like. actually a very talented idol and not just someone i stan as a joke #sometimes i go in like aaa haha i uh i'm back! me the foreigner! i guess i'm participating in idol culture #bc i do always do the fanmeet part at the end too where i get to talk to her for like. probably 90 seconds? idk i lose track #and even though i'm a random white girl we've been at this long enough that she talks to me exactly like any other idol fan #and does all the 'you were't looking at any of the other girls were you?' and the 'i'm happy you're back i wish you'd come every day!! :)'#very interesting thing to experience firsthand #but also makes me forget that the main reason i stan so hard is because. she's just a really good idol #like sometimes i get to the venue kinda nervous to be there and then as the live goes on i'm like. ah. of course. i'm here not bc of the #idol-fan relationship validation but because i get to watch this lady perform again and she's so so good #especially that song. i really wish they'd release their own version #i really do love her voice #personal

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idkanameatall · 7 days

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Can my dnd character PLEASE stop evading every attempt at me trying to either develop her backstory or just anything

#the duck quacks #primrose i love you but girlie. you have got so little going on for a 1 year character STOP REFUSING TO LET ME GIVE YOU ANY NEW INFO #i always get blocked when i want to do something with her kglfdkgfd. my DM is asking what direction i wanna take her and like! i want to do #something! its just idk anything. our campaign was built for a oneshot and this character was also very much built for that. like she just #had a couple notes for playing (like 1-3 personality traits) and thats it hhhh. as the campaign got longer i thought id try to figure it ou #but! brain said no sadge #mmmight ask my dm if i can switch characters but idk. its been a year jgfkdgfd. someone else switched a bit ago tho so i might do the same?#idk. ill probably end up with th e same problem of sketching out a very basic character and not developing them JGKLFDJG #and i dont wanna play most of my premade characters bc theyre like a tad too complicated to introduce? that might just me being nervous #about playing them idk. roleplaying is harddddd and our dnd sessions are like super late for me so i never have the energy to focus on stay #ing in character #idk im jsut screaming into the void aaaaaaaa

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johndonneswife · 11 days

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someone really should be talking about how difficult it is to plan a wedding - a gay wedding - when both of your families fucking suck

#who is talking about this!!!! let me know #idk i have 0 expectations for my family but they still somehow always manage to let me down which #i was anticipating #and i didn’t think i would care because i have never cared before #but liiiiiike.#i wasn’t expecting to feel sad rofl but my family is so fucking flaky. again i KNOW THIS i know i cannot rely on any of them #it’s annoying when i have given them a year and a half to make plans and i have had so many people tell me they would be there #just to back out or ghost or come up with some excuse #like do you know how expensive weddings are 😭 JUST fucking be honest with me and rsvp no #anyway i was very intentional with the few family members i did invite #and specifically invited people i have a rapport with / had a good (ish lol) relationship with growing up #people i have bent over backwards trying to please!!! and dropping everything to help them out #and they can’t even be bothered to communicate with me lol it’s fine. like. i do feel like it’s internalized homophobia at this point #or maybe they have hated me this entire time which is totally plausible #but they KNOW how much ayesha means to me and knows that no one from her family is coming to our wedding #at the end of the day it’s going to be like. 5 people from my family 1 from ayesha’s (her brother) and like 30-40 friends #which i am so grateful for obviously #i sound like such a brat but it’s also like - watching your family continuously choose drugs/alcohol over showing up for you - lol #AGAIN i’m used to this and expected as much but i’m still feeling bad #just rsvp so i can move on with my life please. stop telling me you’re trying to make it work when we both know you aren’t #i have so much more to say but i’m going to sound crazy even though i knooooow it is homophobia like i Know it #i think there are certain people i will finally go no contact with for good after this #which is a freeing thought but i only invited v few family members to begin with. there’s abt to be no one left lmao #probably for the best #ugh whatever #again i can’t help but feel a certain way when they have done more/traveled further for relatives they hardly know #meanwhile i was forced to spend so much of my life living for these people and for them alone #AAAAAAAA i just want to scream #text

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chaotic-on-main · 8 months

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taking a break from my summer event requests to focus my attention back on finishing Unspoken Words but I promise I'm getting to them and will get them done soon! I have 10 left and I refuse to leave anyone's request untouched. 💕

#EEEEEE IM SO EXCITING FOR THE ENDING THO #BUT ALSO SAD #BECAUSE IT'S MY BABY #AND IT'S ENDING #AAAAAAAA #sky rambles 🌸#unspoken words #sky's summer event

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kienansidhe · 3 months

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i cant wait till my leaky memory forgets most of endwalker so i can experience it for the first time again bc that storyline rewired my brain and cured my depression and i need another hit

#headspace #ffxiv #im on hiatus rn cause im POOR and i cant afford the sub anymore and also im hyperfixated on palia rn but like #aaaaaaaa #i def fell off the game after endwalker cause like how do you follow that up dude #same with gw2 eod like where do we go from here?? the story is kinda Done #idk we are in an era of decade long mmo storylines ending and its like whats next who knows!#maybe living irl ig lol #they got my system thru so much but i think maybe we are finally ready to Live

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unreadpoppy · 3 months

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inside you there are two wolves

one knows that the story having smut at some point is what makes most sense

the other knows you don't like writing smut but also doesn't know what to put there instead

you are me

#i began writing a chapter #and was like ok let me figure out how the rest of the story is going to play out first #and i realized that #smut is the logical way for this to go #but also i'm very tempted to just do a fade to black #but also idk it'd be weird and i thought of some stuff to put there?#but also i cannot overstate how much i do not like writing smut #like it takes me way too long and i always feel like it's crap #but also i don't know what to put instead of the smut #aaaaaaaa #ill probably end up writing it anyways but aaa #/drama

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lock-my-feelings-in-a-jar · 8 months

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