#also thanks for 20 followers thats a nice feeling

[heartsfourdazai]

Idk if request are opened but if they are can I request headcanons with dazai, chuuya and atsushi with a best friend who gets hit on a LOT. They also have random people coming up and complement them/ their outfit everyday without fail. Maybe even a time their friend lied and said they were a couple to get some guy to stop hitting on them. Thank you.

๋࣭ ⭑ other men hitting on you. bsd x reader

gender: gender neutral

type: headcanons

characters: dazai, chuuya, and atsushi

warnings: lowercase writing, creepy men, mention of drinking, all characters are over 18!

๋࣭ ⭑ osamu dazai 🩹

doesn't blame others for hitting on you. he compliments you all the damn time.

your used to walking into work and run into dazai, who is always complimenting your looks<\3

even on the way to work you've had many compliment you. you can never go one day without having someone saying something about your outfit.

it was cute and kind at first, but overtime you've started to feel uncomfortable...all these eyes on you, this compliments left and right?

it was overwhelming for you, and dazai popped the bubble when he once again complimented you.

"dazai- stop! okay, i get it! you don't need to keep telling me!"

cue the eyebrow raise.

"i'm only speaking the truth!"

"yeah, too much if it!"

thats the day he found out you weren't the biggest fan of compliments. once or twice, okay thank you, repeating it five times over, okay bye.

one evening, you and dazai were in the bar located under the agency, having a few drinks before you part ways and you head home while dazai...wandered somewhere else where.

however, plans were cut short when a man who looked around to be in his late 20's stumbled in, reaking already of alcohal.

he took a stool from beside you and sat on it, watching you. dazai was gone, he was in the bathroom when this man walked in, so you were left with him.

"hey there, cutie~" the man leaned more toward you.

you didn't look at him, and played with the rim of your glass.

"nice outfit you have there~ love the view of the legs~ how about you show more of it~"

you shivered, feeling his fingers trace up and down your thigh. you tried to pull away from him, but he followed you.

suddenly, dazai walked back out and you instantly felt relieved.

"sorry, sir~ but i already have someone taking me home.." you stood up, the creep watching yoi walk toward dazai and wrap an arm around his own...which caused him to freeze.

"y-y/n?-"

you eyed the man.

dazai made an "o" shape, before clearing his throat.

"is-is something wrong, dear?"

you shook your head, smiling to yourself.

"no babe, now come on! i'm tried, take me home!"

dazai knew you were faking, but his soft pink blush was indeed real.

as you both walked past the man, you kicked his chair leg, causing him to fall to the floor.

as you and dazai walked out the door and took a turn, you pulled away from him and sighed dramatically, "ugh, i hate drunk people..well, drunk people who are creeps.." you shiver.

dazai chuckled, "that trick you pulled? smart way to get away from creeps like that man...however, your lucky i'm your friend, otherwise i would have said i wasn't your partner~"

you roll your eyes, "whatever...i'm going home. call me if ya' need something.."

and dazai watched you walk off, turning on his heels to walk the opposite way. his arms over his hand and a smirk decorated his face.

๋࣭ ⭑ chuuya nakahara 🍷

both of you get compliments for your outfits.

chuuya gives a soft nod while you speak verbally, "thank you!"

he's used to random people complimenting him, but you were different.

sure, it was nice and stuff, but over and over again, regarding your looks and body? eh, you don't know how to feel.

chuuya would also compliment you, but since he's your best friend, you felt more comfortable.

you explained to him, when this feeling starting to form, that when other people compliment you, it makes you feel awkward.

he understood and also took the compliments down a peg.

"i just..don't like all the attention!"

he nods, "that's okay. the spotlight isn't for all to enjoy.."

timesmkip to a couple of weeks later.

work was okay.

the compliments from people died down when yoh started to not care so much about what you wore, much to chuuya's demise.

he told you don't need to hide your entire body, but also understood why you do it, and doesn't push it.

that was, until one night was anncouned a party night, for some sort of port mafia achivement?

or maybe it was all for kicks..

you and chuuya left the group, not honestly caring what they're missing out.

half of it was probably postponed because elise wouldn't wear the dress moir bought for her for over 1000$.

so, you both decided to have a few drinks together by the bar closest to where you live.

you ordered yours, and he ordered his drink and couple hours went by.

laugher, talking, and jokes fell upon those hours.

however, the hour you planned to leave a guy around your age stumbled into the bar.

you instantly felt his eyes on you, and you felt your stomach drop. he sat right beside you while chuuya was on the other side.

they guy didn't see him, and instantly spoke to you.

"hey there, cutie~ whats a attractive sweetie doing here all alone late at night~?"

he spoke, his breath stinks, but you couldn't say anything when you felt him lean in closer to you.

chuuya watched, his hand clutching his glass, but he didn't want to cause a scene..yet.

he glared daggers at the man, but he didn't notice.

"what's a sad, single loser doing in a bar all alone? are you that sad you need alcohal to find another purposein life,l-?" you rolled your eyes, taking a sip of your drink.

suddenly, you felt the man grab your wrist and pull the drink down, leaning close to your ear-

he licks his lips, "mm you're a fiesty one? that's okay~ it just makes you more hotter~ how about you come back home with me, i'll be able to make you feel real ho-"

before chuuya could step in and knock gravity out of his existance, his scream of pain caused him to stop.

you grabbed his arm, twisting it behind his back and slammed his head to the table, standing up from your seat and gripped his hair.

"not to burst your bubble, but i'm already taken~" you eyed chuuya, who blinked once..twice..

he stood from his seat, grabbed the man by the collor and pushed him to the floor, stepping on his back, keeping him down with his gravity.

"treat another person like you just did to my partner, and you'll be buried six-feet-under, ya'hear me?"

the man stuttered out an apology, chuuya letting him up and you both watched him run out the door.

you thanked chuuya for going on with the plan, saying your goodbyes.

if he had to, he would do it again

chuuya stayed to finish his drink, cursing your name when he realized he had to pay for your drink.

๋࣭ ⭑ atsushi nakajima 🐯

how could he be friends with someone has amazing as you?

he loves your aesthetic.

even he compliments you because he's just trying to be nice.

you would thank him, smiling sotftly at him and going on with yiur day.

however until one day, when he complimented you, your sighed heavily, hiding your face in your hands.

he tilts his head in confusion, rubbing your shoulder, asking what's wrong.

"y/n? are you okay?"

you sighed, "yeah! i'm fine- just...all these compliments i'm getting from strangers! it's awkward! i don't know what to say all the time and there are some people...who try to...touch me."

you mumbled the last part, atsushi nodding slowly.

he listened to you rambled and asked his he could hug you.

of course, you agreed and engulfed him in a hug.

overtime, he's died down on the compliments, wanting to respect your bounderies and not upset you.

until one night, atsushi and you finished work later then usual and the weretiger offered to walk you home.

you and him were chatting for a little bit, until you wandered past a bakery.

atsushi asked if you wanted anything, but you shaked your head and said you can wait out here for him.

there were seats in front of the door, so you sat down and waited for him.

couple minutes passed...and suddenly there was a teenager, probably the same age as atsushi and he looked...drunk.

you took out your phone and earbuds, trying your best to distract yourself.

it was working...to some extent.

the teenager noticed you, and you could smell the alcohal on him when he came close to you.

"hey baby~" he cooed at you, sitting down on the chair beside you.

you took a unnoticed deep breath and looked up at him, to frightened to move.

"look at this hot outfit your wearing~ hm, they look sooo good on you~" he giggled, rubbing his hand up and down your thigh.

you tried to kick him away, but he gripped your leg tighter.

"i think it would look better~ if it showed more of these smooth legs of yours-"

suddenly, atsushi walked out of the bakery.

"ugh, sorry y/n! the bakery was short-staffed so it took longer to gte my-"

"finally babe, your back!" you stood up, legs shaking softly and you hugged atsushi, whispering in his ear.

"we need to leave, now.."

atsushi looked at boy he didn't see at first, and glared at his drunk body.

his head was hung low and he kept giggling, "awh~ don't think about leaving so soon~"

atsushi grabbed the boy by the collor and pulled him off the ground.

"touch another stranger like that again, and you'll wish you never did." he dropped the man who was gaspong for air and scurried away, running into walls and poles.

he's on his own now...

atsushi looked abck at you, "are you okay?"

you laughed, "yeah..hey, i told you i didn't want anything.."

you pout, grabbing a bag of smal muffins.

"i know, but i thought you were hungry after today."

you smiled, thanking him.

as you both continued your walk, atsushi suddenly stops when he realized something.

DID YOU CALL HIM BABE???

#๋࣭ ⭑ rue writes 🖋 #bsd x reader #bungo stray dogs #bsd #bungo stray dogs x reader #bungou stray dogs #bsd dazai #osamu dazai #bsd dazai x reader #dazai x reader #bsd chuuya #bsd chuuya nakahara #chuuya nakahara #chuuya x reader #bsd atsushi #atsushi nakajima #bsd atsushi x reader #atsushi x reader #x reader #gender neutral reader #bsd x y/n #bsd x you #bsd headcanons #bsd imagines #my writing

[faintedlcve]

END OF 2023

sorry to anyone who didn't want to be tagged xx

hi! most of you will know me as lucy (unless you're @m3ntallyunstable34 and know my real name lol)

so yes, i am lucy. and this is me reflecting on 2023 on tumblr because it seems like a logical thing to do considering this year sucked like 20% less (one of us is lying reference) because of all my amazing online friends. so yes i guess in a way this is a mutual appreciation post 🫶

@berryzxx you wouldn't believe me when i tell you you were the first mutual i didn't have to be all professional and got to be a crazy bitch with lmao so thank you for not judging me and talking to me like we're besties (we totally are btw bc i said so) mwahh

@longlivestv the loml literally owe my life to you bee 🫶🫶 you are one of the main reasons i'm friends with all of the people i will mention after, so tysm and thank you for being so sweet to me and i love flirting with you /hj ilysm 💗 also if im too young to fall in love why do you keep running through my brain? 😍😍

@loserdiaz one of the very few people i get to openly talk to and not feel weird doing it akshdasjhd ilysm april <33 and youre one of the only people i will ever admit has better pick up lines than me (thats a huge honour btw) so thank you for keeping up with me and flirting with me it makes me feel very special mwahhh and ily and we should totally snuggle by the fireplace you know i made those cookies you like (sab reference) 😍🫶

@weeping-in-the-willows thank you for being the absolute SWEETEST person to me <3 ilysm and btw you were my first discord friend and i'm so honoured about that ajshdnjfe you're so nice and ily and i hope you get everything you want

@theladyinwhite13 thank you for appreciating my unhinged comments and you're one of the few people who deserve to be told that they are funnier than me (i rarely ever give anyone this honour btw so its very special) and i think you might appreciate this reference 'so what if i just wanna be a little out of my mind'

@bodybetters and @its-tortle karo and tortle my beloved <3 ilysm you're like two of the BEST mutuals ever and i was so honoured happy excited (any other positive adjective) when i realised you followed ME back?!? i was literally so ajshdnjfe i can't even put it in words you're like my favourite people on this hellsite (affectionate)

@suugarbabe ajdhhgajsgf my pookie <33 you always stand up for me and ilysm for it youre the nicest to me what did i ever do to deserve you 😭❤️

@patrophthia omg the absolute sweetestt!! youre an angel and ilysm and i hope you have the best life every <33 ilysm thank you for being so nice to me and making me feel valued asjdhajksd i love youu

@theautistmwitch omg idk how youre still sane after hearing to my traumatising jokes 😭 ilysm mwahh❤️thank you for being so sweet to meee it makes me so happy <333 can't wait to traumatise- uh i mean make you laugh even more next year!

@kurtcobainsgreencardigan ajkshdad i had the time of my life 'bullying' [insert their name] (i dont wanna get cancelled yk just in case people actually like them) with you <33 [i mean you technically didn't 'bully' them but we bonded over that] you're so funny and sweet and ily<3

@catastrxblues nadine the loml <33 i LOVED chatting with you and ranting to you and reading your answers to my asks akgdskg im so glad to have you as a mutual and i would love to have some more ranting convos with you in the future haha asdhjhajsh ilysm mwahh <3

@nyctophile-me omg you're so sweet to meee 😭😭😭 ily you're like one of my favourite wives too you're one of the only people i will ever share sab with mwah ❤️❤️ id love to talk to you more next year <3

@magicandmaybe @andi-is-bored @alltheliars and @animallover4000 omg you're all so sweet and ily and we didn't really interact a lot this year but i loved chatting with you on discord 💕

@imperpetuallylost omg ilyy you're so unintentionally (or intentionally?) funny ahsjdnfne and i guess it's inevitable sorry sky but it looks like you (lea not sky) deserve to [redacted] goosebot and it's well deserved ajsjdjdne ily and id love to interact more with you next year <33

@london-affairs literally started talking to you like 5 days ago and we were flirting non stop that's CRAZYYYY ily btw pookie 😍

@m3ntallyunstable34 my literal best friend!! i absolutely love you mwah mwah mwah thank you for being my best friend and dealing with me for 12 years llama im shocked you're not insane yet ahsjsj ilyyyy ❤️

these are the mutuals that made me throw my phone across the room and scream in excitement when i realised THEY followed ME

also i will take this moment to thank all of you for making my year amazing and i love you all so much and i hope you have THE BEST 2024. thank you so much for being a part of my crazy blog i would never have imagined 438 people would find this silly little blog 🫶

@cassiopeiasdaughter @faultsline @underthenightskydreamsneverdie @theostrophywife @slytherinslut0 @imperpetuallylost @themidnightarcher @stvrlighhttt @psychedeliccc @prettybaby-grande @nqds @themidnightarcher @i-miss-you-im-sorry @cottoncandywhispers @svnflowermoon @finalgirllx @fallingforfictionalcharacterss @ashisgreedy @moonffe @suugarbabe @wordsarelife and @xobridgertonblues (i might've tagged some people twice sorryyyy)

#moots <3 #end of 2023 #goodbye 2023 #here i come 2024 #please suck even less #luce posts 💌

[where-does-the-heart-lie]

aha,,, I had this really in-depth thing I wrote about how much I like your art,,, and the first half, maybe even first 2/3 got deleted,,, I was so excited writing it, I have no idea what it all even contained anymore,,,

So... the first paragraph after this here is rewritten from what I could remember writing the first time. I know it's not as in-depth as it originally was. Hopefully it still gets the depth of what I want to say across... The second paragraph is what DIDN'T get deleted. Aaaa

I only just recently found you and started following you, but I have to say, your art and comics and writing for the ASL brothers is just. So unbelievably good. You're up there in my favorites. Top three. Top two even. The way you write them is like watching a group of close friends interacting in real life, down to the silliness and shenanigans and inside jokes and abrupt changes in topic or mood in a conversation, including superficial changes (one that comes to mind is when Ace goes something like "I'll bet ONE MILLION DOLLARS" or some incredibly large number, really intensely suddenly, in response to Luffy's saying he'd be $20 or something, and then there's a beat, and then Luffy is like "$20 is fine :)" and Ace is just like "Alright :)". That kind of thing is something Ive had happen, something I've seen happen to others... but I've never seen it written/drawn so well.) Everything about their interactions is so incredibly natural, so full of life. Every time I read one of your comics I'm in constantly in awe and taking mental notes. Well. Okay, no, that's a lie. I WISH I were taking mental notes, but I get so caught up reading because it flows SO smoothly that I forget to.

And that's another thing!! How the way you do paneling and story beats in your comics makes reading while also visualizing movement and transitions so seamless. It's like, the visual-narrative equivalent of a hot knife through butter. I've read plenty of comics-- from novice to professional-- that have really clunky paneling and/or pacing. And similarly, I've read as many that let you read everything easily, but it's like, TOO easy, and there's no weight drawing your eyes to the actual art or keeping them there. And I've seen comics that are somewhere between these two, but still don't feel like they have a good flow. (All this as passive observation, I'm not one to actively look to critique something.) Anyway, what I'm saying is, the way you set up your comics-- the art, the paneling, the pacing, the speech bubbles, the shots, EVERYTHING-- makes them just. MM!! An absolute frickin delight to read. And it's combined with some of the best, most natural-feeling writing I've ever had the pleasure of reading. You balance everything so well. In this age of being desensitized to humor online, I must say, the silliness in parts of the Water Is Thicker Than Blood comic make me genuinely grin and even laugh to myself alone in my room. It feels so real, so genuine, so... I'm running out of words. I'm sorry. I just... REALLY love how you make stuff. I want you to know that I'm a big fan, and, even though I'm older than you I'm learning a lot, and your stuff is so well-done. I hope this isn't too strange, aha... if it is, I apologize. I got a little intense

Oh woweewowee!!!!!!

Thank you for enjoying how i depict them! I really enjoy drawing them as realistic as i can. I really want people to understand them how i do in my head, and im glad it comes off perfectly because i love these little gremlins! And it really is surprisingly easy to think up situations of them being little dumbasses together :) just put them in situations, think about the ways any normal person could possibly react to the information thats given, scrap all that, use the outlier, and bam! That’s a bonafide ASL dynamic right there!

Thats really nice of you to say how you like how i panel my comics because thats one of the things im a bit self conscious of, truthfully. My formatting isnt as neat or polished as other comics are, and i really dont care to change that, but its nice to know that there is still charm and interest in my style of comics.

I get what you mean with the being desensitized to humor online nowadays. Idk what about it but its kinda hard to get me to full on laugh at memes like i used to. But i really enjoy putting in gags that i think and I chuckle to myself about for a while after i thought of it. The “that doesnt taste anything like ass” gag got me chuckling for so long to myself while i was at work. Just like,,, the shock and awe that Sabo is in from having witnessed that is so funny to me, i dont think that gag will ever get old in my head.

That’s really cool that me just goofing around can be a learning opportunity to people :0 ive never even considered that could be the case

Not at all! Thanks so much for your thoughts and opinions! This is very heartwarming and im very happy i could produce something thats so meaningful to others :)

Thanks for the ask, too :D

#ask reply #@findmeabowloftrash-blog #long post

[awesamforehead]

Tag at least six people (can be more than six if you want), and say at least one nice thing about or to each of them. Can be mutuals, can be people you follow, can be people you don’t know but just happen to exist in the same circle(s) with. All you gotta do is tag them and say something nice about/to them :)

Thank you @mahikamihan (the nicest and sweetest person here) for the tag! Ignore that its been a few days shhhh I was actually thinking of doing this on my priv but then this showed up so perfect opportunity :D Its a big one so everyone will be under a read more so Im not clogging the dash

@gogtopia Jules, you were the first person I followed when I was revamping my blog last year, the first person that came to mind on who I knew was safe post October. Although this was long ago, I really enjoyed the discussions we had about lore and such on discord that was a fun time. And now you're on the path of getting my into The Yard more too lol

@i-anonymous-crow Crow crow crow crow. You were the first (literally the first) people to follow me and it was all because I was crying over the Las Nevadas gift for ckarlnapity. And since then we've cried some more together. And now we're here, thank you for giving me a chance

@foolishfreckles Moss my beloved. Actually one of the chillest people I know and a really great clipper. Another person who has been here since pretty much the beginning (like when I had 20 followers) and one of my biggest supporters. If you arent already following Moss what are you doing. I also love the Foolish screenies you try to get every stream

@traidyy LUCKY!!!!!!! :D SWEETEST PERSON AND GREAT ARTIST THEIR ART IS SO CUTE. also a karl fan so thats 1000 more attractive points. But actually one of my favorite people here, wuv u Lucky <3 the dog to my cat

@sapybara INY!! Somehow you are the most rational but also the most chaos inducing person here and I love you for that. Whenever dash is all fucky and im beginning to spiral, your post are usually the ones who help pull me back up. Also your sapybara pfp is the cutest thing ever.

@vadergf REY REY! The would be drolo of my heart and the realest person when it comes to the green man. Your anons are hilarious and your art is so cute, no matter what you might say. Also thank you for supporting me like with the dteam hourly account i really appreciate it

@simplepotatofarmer Loyal! :D this is a thank you for always wanting and trying to make the fandom a better place. So many people give you the worst shit and yet you try to give second chances and show kindness. Thats something very rare to find nowadays. I love your aus like the rabbit and black dog au, and your chicken posts are some of my favorite things (all hail dream (chicken) )

@toxicsapolo Hi Salty! The og sapolo, the one who paved the way. Even though I have no idea what you and Adora are talking about with the F1 fandom, Ive admired how passionate you are when it comes to your interests. Sapnap, fashion, cooking, your boyfriend.

@tinynap JO!!! Your liveblogs never fail to make me laugh, even if half of them give you a tummy ache. I also want to say im proud of you trying your best at college, even at your roughest nights. You're gonna do great, kid

@dralbum NIICCCKKK!!! Ok not only is your art gorgeous and gives the softest feeling, you are also one of the funniest motherfuckers here. I enjoy our time on privtwt where we ask to eat each others food lmao

@faehrys ARIA MY ARIA!!! Not only an awesome editor, but also an awesome person. I appreciated how you tried to keep a positive space during the rough time, but also knowing when to stand your ground. And as always, karl enjoyer so extra cool points :>

@negativepeanuthoarder PEANUT!!! A true squirrel in which they stick around and make a home in your heart. You are always the loudest supporter in my writing and I really appreciate that, especially on the harder days

@knffuckraw ACE!!! Another funny person here and also representing the inner haikyuu fans (along with Iny). You have the greatest comebacks for anons and the funniest tags. love you ace <3

@dreamnotnapss First, a thank you for your services they’re greatly appreciated and you be missed by many. Second, a thank you for supporting everyone you could within our circle and even beyond. We’ll remember you fondly

@selvish HI TENDER!! we interact much more on twitter lol but youre one of my favorite people, big karl enjoyer and created some of my favorite fics like Y&OY, Rules, Favorite Place, and when we’re older 💜

@secretkoalasandwich EMMI MY BELOVED. ok tbh when we first started following each other I was so nervous cause you had a Wil pfp but now youre one of my favorite people lol. My brethren of punzblr, always ready to simp with me. Also an amazing artist with the most amazing blending skills youve ever seen youre telling me this is a painting??? anyways 10/10 spectacular amazing wow

@canonicallykayfabe EACHTRA!! Some of the most beautiful art here, both in a more cartoony style and one that holds slight realism. The color choices are fantastic as well. Along with that, you have some really thought provoking posts that I really appreciate like the banter discussion post awhile ago.

@sapnapstummy BLAZE THE KINDEST PERSON HERE 100%. legit i dont think ive ever seen you post a neg post about anything thats impressive. also i want to say i love how youll go back to either dreamtummy or sapnaptummy, so iconic and so true.

@dnapsnfsapnap PIGEON!! We’re semi newish mutuals but I’ll always welcome new sapnap fans into my life. On par with Salty, Jo, and Blaze, you fit right in with the sapolo ideology and i think thats amazing. You can always get the cutest screenies of Sapnap and I love your frog posts as well ^-^

@snfbabydrop Ive said this multiple times but thank you for your work on dreamnotnapss. The safe haven for multishippers in our corner. Aside from that, you are one of the nicest people Ive met here, never let your sunshine get blocked out

Also shoutout to my awesome mutuals who I dont talk to often but still love 💜

#drops this at your feet and runs #im posting this late in the night so people have something nice to wake up to ^-^ #yeah idk how to tag this hi

[mysteriouschar]

Girlfriend

also available in wattpad

In a Cafe

a bluenette with pretty blue eyes was sitting at a table looking at the window while lightly tapping the table waiting for someone.

The bluenette was none other than marinette dupain cheng,a young designer in her mid 20s .She had light make up with hair slightly longer than shoulder length.Her white purse sat atop the table.

She is wearing this

Just then four people enter a blonde male(adrien),a guy wearing headphones(nino),a bruenette wearing specs(alya) and a sausage roll(lila)

"what are you doing here ?"said alya accusingly pointing at marinette.

"oh I am sorry ,I thought this was a free country and people can come to a cafe if they want or do they have to take your permission?"marinette said in a sarcastic way.

"Why you!!"said alya who was red in face.

"not cool dudette"said nino.

"how else should i speak with someone who is disturbing me ,who was also uninvited mind you mister"said marinette coldly.

"you don't have to be so rude because of me Marinette, if you want I can leave." said liela.

"look what you did marinette you made lila feel bad again and its not like someone is going to meet you,looking as you look so bad"said alya even though she thought marinette looked nice, even cute like this.

"there is no such rule that one has to meet someone to be in a cafe ."said marinette

"oh thats ok marinette i will introduce you to one of my friends"said lila

"you are so nice lila"said alya

"its none of your business what I do , and if your friends are like you or these stupid followers of yours wouldn't want to meet them let alone talk to them"said marinette with a smirk.

"why are you being like this marinette lila was just being nice"said naive sunshine boy aka adrien.

"well she doesn't need that bloated sausage's help,dear cousin of mine"said a voice from behind.

"Felix?,what are you doing here?"asked adrien.

"it doesn't concern you so don't interrupt us"said alya.

"oh but it does when you are saying rude things to my girlfriends and ruining our date. Just so you don't misunderstand marinette here is my girlfriend." said felix with a smirk.

"girlfriend?"said alya and lila.

"date??"said adrien and nino

"you are late."said marinette.

"sorry berry,i just had difficulty finding flowers worthy of you."(giving her a bunch of pale pink roses)

"thank you, my knight"said marinette while blushing and accepting the flowers.

The couple walked out hand in hand while the bunch of morons stood there shocked.

Do you guys want me to post my felinette oneshots here in tumblr also?

#felinette #badass marinette #miraculous ladybug #lila salt #adrian salt #nino salt #alya salt

[femmefatalevibe]

hello! ive gone through some of your posts and i gotta say, you give pretty solid advice. i hope your own life is also going as smoothly as the advice giving! ❤

i was wondering if i could ask your opinion, as much as you can offer it to a stranger from the internet.... i know its not easy to give meaningful advice on complicated matters to total strangers.

im 29, i have a very good degree and a decent job, i am not more insane or annoying than an average person and i look just fine. i do however have a problem finding a long term partner. ive been working very hard at uni/later as an intern so it didnt leave much time for a rich social life and lot of dating. i also had the misfortune of spending several years in a very unhealthy relationship when i was about 20, young and stupid. several years of determined singleness followed immediatelly after that.

so now that im old and less stupid, ive tried dating apps, ive tried going out for drinks with acquaintances but never more than 2 or 3 times with the same guy. i do have high standards... and im a smart independent woman which im told is not extremely popular with men. anyway.

i recently met a guy 1 year younger than me who works in the same profession but is only just starting, in contrast to me being a bit of a bitter old veteran. ive been kind to him as one is to new people, and hes been slightly smitten with me as a result, if i dare guess so. we went out for drinks a few times, he seems sweet, kind and doesnt harbor any extremist political beliefs (its important to me not to date fascist-sympathisers). thats all very nice but unfortunately he doesnt exactly look very attractive to me. i feel good around him bc he is kind and lovely but i think i have too much edge and that he couldnt handle my darker sides (lots of cynism, LOTS) bc he is sich a sweet summer child. and i also feel that i havent yet lived wildly and slept around and experienced all the instant gratification options life has to offer, definitelly not enough to just drop everything and consider a serious relationship with someone who doesnt feel like ive won the dating lottery (its bc of certain personal problems hes told me of having, and its bc of the looks. im an impossibly visually-oriented person. and shallow.)

so i am very tempted to slowly explore this and the options it could offer (for example a serious relationship) but i also feel like i might be setting myself up for failure and him for a lot of heartbreak. whatever should i do?

until now ive only ever continued dating people i was really attracted to... sometimes despite their dubious political beliefs. so actually this might be the new strategy that would yield positive results, dating someone for their impeccable moral standards and kindness rather than a pronounced jawline. (am i, deep down, really that shallow?)

this got long and tedious, i wont blame you if you chuck it in the bin instead of reading and answering. maybe all i needed was to write it out. might need to use my journal bit more often.

thank you for your time and efforts in any case. take care!💕

Hi love! Thanks for your kind words and support. Firstly, from how you describe yourself, I could totally see us being friends – we seem to have similar beliefs, values, and priorities when it dating comes to dating (no fascists allowed, career-oriented, endless cynicism, and making a pronounced jawline a top criterion of a date night lol).

Here's my take – given the information you so kindly and vulnerably shared with me:

If you're still single, there's no reason to make the prospect of dating (generally or casually dating a specific person) into a black-and-white experience. You can casually date as many people as you would like until you mutually decide to be exclusive with someone. Think of dating as a networking experience: It's a chance to meet and connect with various types of people. They can become (business or pleasure, in this case) partners, friends, acquaintances, or connectors to others who will soon become members of your close inner circle (maybe even a further partner or spouse – who knows!).

You can decide to date different people for different reasons. Sometimes, you just want good conversation and decide later that you're better off as friends. Exploring the emotional intimacy aspect of a relationship with someone of the gender you're attracted to can teach you a lot about yourself and the type of partner you ultimately want to end up with – even if you don't ever kiss, let alone sleep together. Just make sure, in this case, to share that you only have a platonic connection with him before he gets too invested. Being selfish when dating is essential, but never be cruel and lead people on.

Suppose you want to see where this connection goes, without commitment. In that case, you can always indulge in casual sex with others you are physically attracted to and only go on dates with this man in a more casual dating/companionship way.

I don't think it is shallow to not want to date someone you're not physically/sexually attracted to. Unfortunately, in our current society, you wouldn't even need to question this if you were a man. There are plenty of people we really like and are emotionally attracted to in this life but have no sexual feelings towards – we call them friends.

While it could take some time to find a partner with who you're compatible in every major area, consider how much longer this process would take if you settle with men you have no true interest in before you inevitably break up with them because you're unhappy in the relationship? Staying single until your values align and mutually want rip each others' clothes off every time you see each other in the beginning stages of dating is the best strategy – in my opinion at least. It is better to be technically alone than lonely in a committed relationship. You deserve nothing but the best. Never settle for less. Keep your standards high to maintain your most valuable assets: Your happiness, success, and peace of mind.

Hope this helps xx

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Tagged in '20 questions for fic writers' by the @chiropteracupola — thank you!!

1. How many works do you have on AO3?

4. Very shameful... I have many, many fics started, and so many ideas, but I usually lack the energy to finish them, but slowly work on them. And while I do have a couple that are finished, posting them wouldn't make a ton of sense without prior explanation on a lot of things. So it stays in the vault for now.

2. What’s your total AO3 word count?

8,887! I need to publish a fic that's just one word now!

3. What fandoms do you write for?

Primarily Sharpe- but more often I've written for Tolkien, even though I've never published anything publicly to AO3, just tumblr.

4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

....I don't want to link the first one bc it's embarrassing, but it has 199 kudos.

Home has 34.

Longest Night has 26

And Después de guerra has 19.

5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?

Absolutely- I try to respond to every one I get. It's very rare I get comments for my fics, especially the Sharpe ones, so I treasure them dearly!

6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

This is going to sound terrible, but I usually don't write fics with angsty endings!! I always try and end with at least a silver lining. (And at least for Sharpe fics, canon already is pretty depressing, so I like to write happier things lol). I think it would have to be the one where my dúnedain ranger dies at the Battle of the Morannon, being snatched by a fell beast and dropped from a large height.

7. What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

I think Home. I just love Teresa and Sharpe and Antonia safe and happy and loved 🥺 Though it's been so many years since I wrote it I might have to go back and polish it....

8. Do you get hate on fics?

No, thankfully. But the fear of getting hate is what's prevented me from posting most of my Tolkien ones, I would say.

9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?

Yes! I've got one in the works atm that I really like. I'm a sucker for hurt/comfort in general, but honestly, I'm game for any smut. I'm the type of person who writes a 2,000 word blowjob fic thats IMPERATIVE for the character development lmao.

10. Do you write crossovers? What’s the craziest one you’ve written?

I don't think I've personally written any fics with crossovers before. I guess like 12 years ago I wrote a Resident Evil/Silent Hill crossover but never got far into it...I posted it to LiveJournal lol. Those were the days.

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

No, thank goodness. At least for Sharpe the fandom is so tiny it'd be hard not to notice if someone did lol.

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

Nope! Though I've considered translating my own into Spanish, I'm not quite proficient as I am in English and it wouldn't be the same.

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

Almost every single bit of writing for the Sharpe series that isn't posted to AO3 has pretty much been written with @properbastard. Sam and I pretty much every day bounce ideas off of each other and share one brain cell. But she also beta-reads my fics and often helps me when I'm stuck, so even if it's a fic I wrote myself, she's pretty much embedded into it too. And if rping counts as cowriting a fic, then yes, absolutely!

14. What’s your all time favourite ship?

If you're following me and reading this, you probably already know <3

15. What’s a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

Personally I try not to think of WIP's that way. I think I have the potential to finish any fic, but I don't want to set myself up for failure by thinking I'll never finish something. Or maybe that's just me being in denial LOL.

16. What are your writing strengths?

I think descriptions and maybe dialogue? I like to describe landscapes and set up scenes so that a nice image is painted and sets the stage for the main characters, so to speak. I also have a decent feel for dialogue, I think. Since I've very rarely written modern fiction, one of the most important aspects of historical fiction is being conscious of how characters speak. What words would they use? Do they shorten sentences, or not? What's their background? Upper class or from the gutter? Do they speak English natively? Can they use this phrase, or is that a modern one? I'm a stickler for it, and if I read a fic where the characters Do Not sound like themselves, I usually have to exit out of it.

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

Actually writing lmfao. I don't tend to have a lot of confidence with my writing, which is a shame, but I struggle a lot with that and second guess myself on a lot of things. I'm also incredibly slow- I have so many fics on the backburner just chillin' that I get overwhelmed just looking at and then don't do it, despite wanting to. I create a lot of obstacles for myself that I know don't need to be there, but I'm not sure how to get rid of them.

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic?

I've done it before! Least not in published fics. For Teresa, since I literally got a Spanish degree because of her, in the past I've incorporated a bit of Spanish into my writing to practice my lessons with her. It was really fun- and honestly, I think it can definitely serve a purpose in a fic- sometimes not knowing what's being said and being forced to extrapolate for yourself through context clues can really put yourself into another characters shoes.

19. First fandom you wrote for?

Left 4 Dead. I was hugely into the Valve games, but L4D was my first foray, and probably my biggest and most popular fic. I had quite a few chapters and people really liked it on FF.net, and I would write out the chapters on paper in class, in middle school. I ended up deleting it because I had no idea what to do with it- no plans, no story, just writing as I went. I fondly remember a scene I wrote where Zoey was bleeding out and Nick used a defib on her and it worked <3 oh 13 year old medical knowledge....

20. Favourite fic you’ve written?

I can't choose! I think I'm so critical of my writing it's so hard to like anything I write.

I tag @phoenixflames12 @properbastard @conquistadoradelmar @prvtocol and whoever else wants to do it!!

#;memes #(thank you for the tag!!!) #(me: does this instead of writing) #(but to be fair I DID work on a fic yesterday and made some progress so!!)

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hi Sydney okay I’m just saying in advance I hope this doesn’t come off as weird but. im a little younger than u (24) and I unfortunately hang out in a circle of ppl who are constantly talking abt how old they are despite only being in their 20s and I honestly admire how fun and exciting ur life seems like it honestly feels like ur living the ideal 20something life instead of being like….well im not 19 anymore so my life sucks LOL I hope this doesn’t come off as weird but when I look at ur blog and see ur romanticizing ur adventures and just drinking and having fun and being young it really cheers me up lol

DUDE!!!!! T___T wtf this is so nice……… like im so touched youd send this……….. the thing about being in your 20s is you ARE so fucking young youre literally a kid!!!!!!! ive always been sort of the young one in every friend group ive ever had by 2-3 years and i think thats sort of given me this mentality that im young but the thing is i AM young. and so are you!!!!!!!!!! honestly sorry to your friends but this attitude SUCKS like holy shit theres no way to make yourself feel older than complaining about being old when you arent. ill make the occasional joke that im old (esp online since it skews so young) but i dont rly think i am……. all my friends are still out here having hobbies and interests and parties and get-togethers well into their early 30s so i think im lucky to know i can keep being like i am now for years to come lol……. honestly you need better friends!!!! -__- or at least you need to stop them when they go down that conversation path bc its a bummer and not true LOL

also thanks for liking my adventures >__< honestly its funny, i only post like one tenth of what im up to irl on tumblr compared to like twitter or whatever i just figure no one following me on here rly cares what i do in real life lol so i feel rly shy >< even doing that diary thing lately has made me kind of embarrassed LOL idk why tho!!!! i rly do have tons of fun in my real life!!!! its hard sometimes because i think i was having more fun before covid hit and i was free and easy bouncing between friends on both coasts like being a socialite was my job but…….. i have a lot of fun now too even though im 3 years older than i was then?? i still love my friends and i still love going out and drinking and being social in a big group of other ppl my age and going on adventures just because i can……….. i hope anyone reading this will keep having fun no matter how old you get lol :’) my happiest times in life have been after i turned 21 for sure!!!!!!!

listen youre not old at 20, keep the rose colored glasses on and romanticize your own life, surround yourself with people who make you feel young………. if life ended at 19 then id have died cold alone miserable and half-starved in a doom room bed. thank the fucking lord it doesnt

#bleach your hair move to japan get a job somewhere weird go bsck to school do WHATEVER u gotta do #mail time!

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FIC WRITER INTERVIEW

this meme was stolen from @sunoficarus, so thank you! I've barely written a jot in months so it felt nice to write about what I have done in the past.

1. How many works do you have on AO3?

185

2. What’s your total AO3 word count?

Is there a way to know that without having to count? Haha, up to or more than 300,000 I'd say. No probably definitely more. ETA: okay I figured it out, haha, and it's 482,890.

3. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

the blind side (mcdanno)

breathe for two (mcdanno)

tell me with your body (skam)

safe at anchor (mcdanno)

outside the lines (mcdanno)

4. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?

For the most part. Sometimes I read a comment when I'm in a rush and don't have time to reply, and then forget to do it. But I always see it and they mean everything to me!

5. What’s the fic you’ve written with the angstiest ending?

There hasn't been many, I'm not built for unhappy endings haha. There was this one though, as part of a collection of robron AUs that I wrote. It got a lot of traction too and people seemed to like it!

6. What’s the fic you’ve written with the happiest ending?

There are SO many I don't have a clue how to narrow down 'happiest'. 

7. Do you write crossovers? If so, what is the craziest one you’ve written?

No, I haven't written any! They're not something I dabble in, writing or reading.

8. Have you ever received hate on a fic?

Not hate per se, but in the due South fandom there's this anonymous person who's notorious for leaving negative comments on fics that feature Fraser/Ray K. And I've had a number of those haha. 

9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?

I'm not sure what that means, what kind? Haha. I write MLM, but mostly vanilla stuff. I'm not really into much more than that.

10. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

Not that I'm aware of? 

11. Have you ever had a fic translated?

Yes! I've been so lucky to have some amazing people translate my works into Russian, Italian, and Chinese.

12. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

I did once, it was fun! It was for the Jongens fandom a few years back, called Count on Me. 

13. What’s your all-time favorite ship?

Thats really hard to say. I'd say my top ones are Steve/Danny, Fraser/Ray K, Robert/Aaron, Ben/Callum. Although I have a lot. A lot.

14. What’s a WIP that you want to finish but don’t think you ever will?

None that are published, but I have a Midomer Murders fic in the works that I really hope I can be inspired to finish one day. I also have an SGA fic that I want to complete. They're both longer fics so, I'd need time and energy I just can't seem to find much of these days.

15. What are your writing strengths?

I feel like it's probably dialogue. Also maybe turns of phrase, making sentences have a rhythm. I just like that way of writing.

16. What are your writing weaknesses?

Let me count the ways! Haha, no, no. I guess I find the descriptive, showing not telling part of writing pretty difficult. Just setting scenes and tying everything together. 

17. What are your thoughts on writing dialogue in other languages in a fic?

I do that a little bit when I'm writing for a fandom that's not English, such as jongens or skam. I just like to add a little here and there of what you come to know from the source material. Maybe people find it inauthentic or jarring? I'm not sure.

18. What was the first fandom you wrote for?

That's going back a ways! The first thing I think I posted fic for on AO3 was a soap pairing Will/Sonny, but I was posting stuff for Criminal Minds and MASH way before that on LiveJournal, haha. 

19. What’s a fandom/ship you haven’t written for yet but want to?

Oooh thats easy, I really want to write some Luis/Moritz fic, I'm following their storyline from a German soap. If you're interested you can watch it at the blog @moritzandluis, they have done a brilliant job of uploading it with English subtitles!

20. What’s your favorite fic you’ve written?

I honestly couldn't say. I do enjoy going back and reading my stuff, but I'm not sure there's any that I like a lot more than another. Anything longer and plottier I guess I get prouder of, just because it's not my strong point and it feels more of an achievement.

#writing #fandom #robron #due south #mcdanno #luis x moritz #skam

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I posted 1,482 times in 2022

That's 11 more posts than 2021!

5 posts created (0%)

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I tagged 49 of my posts in 2022

#mine - 5 posts

#later - 2 posts

#its insensitive to everyone whos died by the black plague - 1 post

#for reblogging sk8 fan art like 273533 times in a row… sorry everyone - 1 post

#this also doubles as an apology post - 1 post

#instead of just me annoying you guys for reblogging 100 posts in a row 💀 - 1 post

#i hope this is how you guys view me - 1 post

#imagine what the 14th century serfs would think if they saw u making light of their illness 🙄 - 1 post

#juno steel s3 vs rita ultrabots - 1 post

#i cant believe gay people are real - 1 post

Longest Tag: 94 characters

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My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

i like how my bio has “Listen to some music!” as if my music bot did not break many moons ago

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#4

just following a bunch or ppl since i want my dash to be more active :) feel free to follow back (or not lol)

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#3

Freeze! ✧ ─=≡Σ((( つ•̀ω•́)つ You’re under arrest for being so lovely. Copy this message to 10 other blogs that you think are beautiful and deserve it. Keep the game going and make others feel beautiful!! 💜 Nothing happens if you break the chain, it's just nice to know someone thinks you're great!!

aaa thank you!!! :}

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regblog heavy. however i love my tumblr mutuals with all my heart 😢

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My #1 post of 2022

i love reconsuming media i’ve already consumed several times over. i’m like gasping and going OMG??! and shit like i this isn’t the 4th time i’ve learned about this information

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#posted mainly for myself but the rest of you can look as well #tumblr2022 #year in review #my 2022 tumblr year in review #your tumblr year in review #juno steel s3 vs rita ultrabots #its insensitive to everyone whos died by the black plague #for reblogging sk8 fan art like 273533 times in a row… sorry everyone #this also doubles as an apology post #i cant believe gay people are real

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🎫 here's a gush pass ^^ feel free to gush about whichever f/o you want, however much you want, then send this ask to 3 other self shippers!

THIS IS SO NICE TO FIRSTLY SEE WHEN I GET ON HERE THANK YOU ANON <3 im so excited!!

this is 100% on dave strider im so shdjfksgsg 

but anyway! (this is long to me so hjfkdg)

dave means so so SOOO much to me, hes so overly special to me and its funny to know that i thought he was overrated or like i thought like the kids in general were boring! but theyre NOT!! theyre so fascinating to me, and dave especially!!

i find his personality so ???? nice?? i love his personality so much??? like SO MUCH?? i dont follow canon anymore with homestuck almost at all but i do know enough to know that he genuinely covers himself with the cool kid facade majority of the time even though it will slip regardless and hes like im not gonna express ANYTHING and then you see him CRYING OVER PICTURES or the fact that hes so expressive hes like psh nah im not expressive at all ok liar <3

speaking of me not following canon: the fact that he had to see his friends DIE CONTINUOUSLY and he still tried to stop it even though its the inevitable ??? or the fact that he tries desperately to save them by any means?? or the fact that he does anything in his power for his friends / sister to not do something stupid?

hes so loyal. i feel a lot of people forget he is very loyal to people and he has a huge heart. again im pretty sure he would rather die than ever express that openly but like !!! i just !!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAGHSJFDGDFH hes so cute and hes such a dork! LITERALLY hes so dorky!! as much as he wants to show himself as cool calm and collective hes the biggest dork to ever exist and he makes me so sdkhgdfkghfdh

i also got very interested in the dead because of him actually!! because dead things make me think of him!! also, hilariously, i never actively wore shades but now i do because my brain goes “you two are matching” and i just ujhdgjkfh and probably because im light sensitive BUT THATS BESIDES THE POINT

im very attached to him, like so overly attached to him and im pretty sure he will never ever go away because he means the absolute world to me and i adore him more than anything ever <3 his character and just him in general is so !!! well thought out to me and AND THE FACT HE MAKES A STUPID COMIC IS SO CUTE SHDJKGFH 

i read that entire comic. it made no sense and it was so dumb i loved it

if i continue to type i will be here for 20 years just know he is my everything and he is my world, my moon, my stars, my universe, the reason i am able to even get up in the morning the reason for everything hes just so shdklgdgjdfhd aaaaaaaaaaaaa <3

#asks <3 #❤️ #the fact you made me talk about him this long #im impressed #but also why would you do this to me #the fact i dont follow canon hs is so funny #i also do not have the meteor situation it does not exist in my brain <3 #also i shouldve mentioned him making songs and or really stupid raps are adorable #OH AND WHY DO PEOPLE FORGET HE DOES PHOTOGRAPHY LIKE WHY WOULD YOU FORGET THAT #like i get it he makes music he raps and all but like #did you forget he has his own dark room for his amateur photography skills #why do people glaze over that like its nothing #ITS SO CUTE #im still rambling about him #im gonna stop talking now #im too afraid to send asks to people but like you should 100% gush about any of your f/os #im down for it #shouldve added: i gained his rambles from him as well

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hi. you dont have to reply to this ask if you dont want to or if you do you can make it public Idm. also I dont mean to trauma dump so pls just delete this because tbh its too much. tl;dr at start Im starting to doubt my sexuality despite being in late 20s. also, tw sex, rape, csa, cocsa, etc. so, I've always known I kinda like girls and that Im more likely bi than straight. I was in love with one during highschool and I felt intense sexual attraction towards a close friend in uni. I was p far left back then so I thought this must be that demisexual thing where you only feel attraction once you get to know people LMAO. then I had some crushes on guys here and there, was virgin till 24 and then slept around way too much with guys. never had experience with a woman. now Im in proper relationship with a really nice guy. recently I started watching a show and identifies way too much with a lesbian character. like from how she acts to what she says regarding women she feels attracted to. I havent been able to sleep for past two nights and Im starting to wonder if I even feel attracted to him.

until we recently moved in together we had sex. a lot. but I had a meltdown because of past sexual trauma, all the sleeping around because of other reasons than wanting to have sex, (loneliness, low self esteem) csa and cocsa at hands of female relatives, so that also confuses me. we havent had regular sex, maybe once in a month. and last time I was hoping it to end soon and just waited it out. I dont blame my bf, hes never done anything wrong, and I was the one who told him to keep going. ofc I had told him Im bi but now Im so unsure if about what even attraction means. I honestly never felt that intense attraction towards a guy, ever. Ive felt that with several women, like random passerbyers and such. some women I couldnt take eyes off of and had to just move along because I felt like a creep (which also factors in me not wanting to look at women In That Way because thats how men look at women and its just hella confusing as a fellow woman who doesnt want to objectified by men either) Idk how much Im convincing myself I love men and society has brainwashed me. Idk what Im wishing to get out of this, Im just stressed I dont love my bf in That Way and this is just platonic love, that Ive convinced myself into doing even stuff like kissing and hugging because Thats What Im Supposed To Do.

anyway, thank you if you read it so far, thank you for your time. I would really like some advice if you have any but you also dont have to if you dont want to. btw I love your blog and if you cant tell I follow you on here. keep up the good work. <3 I hope you have a nice day!

aww that really sounds stressful and like a difficult situation anon :( honestly i think many lesbian & bi women go through some moments of doubt and confusion at least at one point in our lives so you’re not alone there. tbh i would encourage talking your feelings out with someone who knows you well and someone you trust, they can help give you perspective. sometimes we identify with something a lot that it can confuse us in many ways. and if possible, maybe experiment with women? it’s kinda hard to understand your attraction when it’s kinda just .. abstract?

to me it sounds like you may indeed be bi & maybe cycling (bi cycle) or perhaps you have a strong preference and are just realising it. however, i can’t determine your sexuality for u as i do not know you. this is why id recommend experimenting but of course you should be transparent with everyone involved (your boyfriend- idk whether you’d ask him if it’s possible to be open or something else, and whichever woman you experiment with). i overthink and doubt myself a lot and actually being with a woman definitely helped me. pushing myself to be with men to “test” whether im into them was personally highly traumatic for me so if someone thinks they’re a lesbian but has never been with a man & isn’t sure if they’re into it… id highly recommend NOT trying. getting clarity faster will never be better than not pushing your own boundaries and risking traumatising yourself. to me it sounds like you really need to be single right now and just explore yourself and try being with a woman and see how you feel from there. there’s also no shame in being unsure and not labelling your sexuality either.

also facing previous trauma like CSA especially can really make it hard to understand your sexuality, from my experience most bi & lesbian women who go through such intense confusion and identity disturbances like what u described have faced CSA too.. so you really aren’t alone there ❤️❤️ i wish you luck anon. you’ll figure it out you just need to give urself space and time

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I never thought I would get to talk to you since when I first found your blog you were completely inactive! I know you probably get this a lot but your writing is really good and you articulate your thoughts very well through it!

By any chance is it okay to ask you certain question about yourself? I would love to hear more about you as a person and what new interests you have acquired since you last posted here, it is your blog after all and hearing you divulged into what you like wouldn’t hurt!

If it doesn’t bother you I would like to request something when you have the chance/motivation to write! It’s more of a self-indulgence request that I’m a little embarrassed of but I was wondering if you could make nsfw headcanons of Senpai with a reader who is insecure about themselves/their body or a reader who likes praise

It’s rlly nice to see you active again and I hope you are doing well when this message comes through!

Apologies for being such a chatterbox, goodbye - 🧋

Hi! I can do that request for you! If you feel like it, could you send that request in a different ask? If this is a question about me (which I appreciate more than you probably realize, haha!) I'd like all my followers to see it, because some of them have NSFW related tags blocked! But please, don't be embarrassed at all! And don't apologize for the long ask either, I actually love those! They're fun to answer, and it's fun seeing people ask about me personally! It makes me feel special ^^

If you or anyone else want to send me specific questions I'd be more than happy to answer them!!!!!

And honestly, thank you so much! I love it when I get messages from people who love my writings! Writing for characters I care about has always been a common practice for me, it would help me a lot considering how self indulgent I could be. But then somehow I got the idea to write two fics and post two of my best short stories at the time and here I am! Looking back at them, they're pretty old. A lot of the work on this blog specifically is pretty old. In style, I mean. I'm proud of myself! I've been focusing more on imagery and are more prone to thinking out ideas rather than rushing whenever something comes to mind (which is kinda hard because my brain goes so fast with ideas I usually have a whole plot going in my head the first time I read a request lol).

But until the full game comes out my interest in FNF has been kinda limited? Like, I'm still willing to write for it, but it's not really the hyperfixation it has been, you know? Maybe thats just burn out from writing about it for so long, or maybe I just need to wait until the full game or a specifically good mod comes to my attention that reignites the hyperfixator in me lol!

Right now, I'm more focused on my own characters, and the little universe they reside in lol. I think I have about 20 by now! Character design has always been a strong point of my writings in my opinion, so designing them psychologically has always been so fun for me! I'm also just getting settled into the absolute chokehold Paul Dano's riddler has on me, but don't tell anyone that

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Thanksgiving with The Hendersons

Chapter 12

Word count : 2013

Eddies pov

"Son why are you so nervous ?we are only going to the Henderson's ." Well Wayne Dustin's sister is my girlfriend and I'm about to have Thanksgiving dinner with her family even though they don't know who i am.Thats why I’m nervous .Thats what I wanted to tell him but I couldn’t yet .I knew he was going to

Figure out everything the moment he asked Dani what she did ..

"You know I'm not good with people ." I was the only thing I said, Wayne just chuckled and left the room to finish making the green bean casserole he was taking to the Henderson's thanksgiving dinner .

I was surprised he even knows how to cook .

I decided to wear black dressed pants with a white button shirt and my usual chain on the pants and black high top converse. I also put my hair in a low bun .

I think I look nice.

Dani thinks im handsome so I'm starting to believe her .

Dani had texted me wanting a picture of what I was gonna wear so we can match I just told her I was wearing black and white I wonder what she is gonna wear for tonight ?

E:"Hey sweetheart."

…….💬

D:"Hey baby are you guys coming already ?"

……..💬

E:"Yes about to hop on the van ."

……..💬

D:"ok see you here baby I love you ."

……..💬

E"love you too."

"And who you might be texting that you have a big smile on your face ?"uncle Wayne asked, scaring me I didn't know he was standing right next to me .

"Is Dani ."I said softly feeling my cheeks turn red.

"When am I meeting her ?" He ask

"Soon." That's all i reply and he will be meeting sooner than he thought like in a few minutes .

"Are you ready ?" Uncle Wayne ask me .

"Yes lets go ." I grab my keys and headed to my van and drove off to Dani's house .

The whole drive was like an intervention my uncle kept asking about what was Dani doing today and how come I wasn’t spending this holiday we her or how come he couldn’t meet her ?He even said that maybe I just made her up .

“She is so fucking real.” I scoffed making my uncle chuckled I honestly didn’t find anything funny .

“What’s so funny ?” I asked him

“Nothing ,nothing.”

Ok now that I turned into The street where Dani’s mom leave I knew I wasn't actually ready at all I was nervous as fuck I didn't know how to act in front of Dani knowing she was mine but had to pretend as if she was nothing to me I hate it so much I wish things were different but they weren’t.

When we arrived I got down from the van fixing my hair and my clothes .

"Son you look good stop worrying is not like Dani is gonna be there ." He chuckles

Only if knew he was finally gonna meet Dani the love of my life my fucking history teacher .

Jesus Christ!! what did i get myself into ?

Before we even knock the door burst open .

"Eddie im glad you made it ." A cheerful

Dustin greeted us and leads us inside the house .

Even thought it was a cold night I felt like I was burning ,my hands were sweating I was sweating I felt like I was suffocating in

This clothes .

I heard Dani's voice coming from upstairs

Shouting something to her mom .

"Mom ! Eddie and his uncle are here ! !!" Dustin shouts to his mom.

We heard shuffling in the kitchen and Dustin told us to follow him there to leave the green bean casserole

"Hi Sweet Eddie ." Dustin mom gives me a big hug and a kiss on the cheek and I just smile At her nervous as fuck .

I mean I met her before so many times but this time it felt different .

"Hi wayne how are you ."

"Doing great ,here we brought this ." He says placing the casserole on the table

"Oh you shouldn't have too but thank you so much ." Dani's mom is the sweetest lady I've ever met but too overprotective but the nicest .

"Come on take a seat turkey is ready we are just Waiting on my daughter who went to change really fast ."

“That girl change like 5 times today.” She chuckles .

20 minutes must have passed before Dani came down to the kitchen and she left me speechless. She looked beautiful. I think I was falling in love all over again .

(Dani's pov)

"Hello Mr.Munson ." I shake Eddie's uncles

hand And look at Eddie who was standing next to his uncle not saying a word .

But ogling at me .

I smile at him,but I felt like my heart stop I die and went to heaven and came back in a second because Eddie look so fucking handsome,well he always did but tonight he look more attractive if that was even possible .

"Hello Edward."I extend my arm for him to shake it but he looks flabbergasted and is stuck in place not able to move or say anything he just stood there speechless staring at me .

I giggle at his dorkiness .

His uncle slightly hits his arm for him to shake my hand and takes him out of whatever trance he was in.

"Hi ,Miss.Henderson ." He says softly, not taking his eyes off me .

"Miss.Henderson?" Wayne asks, confused, he looks at me then at Eddie.

"Yes umm she is My History teacher ." Eddie tells him.

Wayne almost choked on his saliva when Eddie told him that .

He pointed at me then at Eddie ,I didn't know what was going on and why was his uncle acting this way .

"Oh my god are you ok Wayne ?" My mom asked worriedly running over to us.

"Yes im fine ."he said

After that awkward encounter We all sat down at the table my mom taking a seat at the head of the table ,Dustin to her left and uncle Wayne next to Dustin

My mother told Eddie to sit next to me and I sat on the right side of my mom with Eddie next to me. This was the most awkward dinner I ever had in my life .

I just wanted this to be over so I can head home and lay down in bed with Eddie.

Before eating we said a prayer ,I felt Eddie's hand squeeze my thigh making me jump a little and thank God know-one saw cause they all had there eyes close .

"Ok dig in ."my mom said excitedly after she finished her prayer.

Eddie served me my plate but I was too nervous to eat. I felt the butterflies in my stomach going crazy as if they were having a party inside my stomach and I wasn't invited .

I don't know why I felt like this if Eddie and I had been together already for a month going on two.

He still made blushed like crazy and in-front of my mother and Dustin this was torturous .

"So you Two know each other ?" My mom ask Eddie and I.

We both nod our heads yes

"She is his teacher ."

Dustin says with his mouth full of food

"Oh what a disappointment sweetheart I really wanted you to meet Eddie you two are so much alike ."my mother was trying to set me up with Eddie Jesus Christ if only she knew.

"So does my nephew give you any trouble ?" Uncle Wayne ask

Eddie's hand goes back to my thigh gently caressing it I try not to turn to look at him

And kiss him right there and then .

"Oh no he is great student and he is actually passing my class"I responded uncle Wayne almost choke on his drink then look at Eddie with wide eyes .

I turn to look at Eddie but he was mouthing something to his uncle didn't pay too much attention to it .

I heard Dustin say something under his breath but couldn't quite make what he said

The whole dinner was so awkward my mother saying that Eddie and I would make such a cute couple.

But it was a shame I was his teacher .

She argue that Eddie was 20 already and that it shouldn't matter anymore .

I just wanted this night to be over I wanted to head home sleep in my bed .

After dinner was over Eddie and I were washing dishes while mom and Wayne had a smoke outside .

"You look beautiful ." Eddie whispers to me

"Thank you ,You don't look bad yourself Munson ." I say shyly

"So my uncle and your mom had this planned out already to set us up ." He chuckles

"Yup apparently."I reply washing the last plate and passing it to Eddie for him to dry

The front door open and I heard Will,Lucas,mike ,El and max walk in .

"Dani !!" I heard mike shout ,I think that boy has a crush on me .

"In the kitchen !!" I shouted back

They seem To be arguing about something.

"Wow Dani you look beautiful." Mike said and turn to look at Will "yes she looks beautiful." Will said as well blushing

"Thank you guys ,you Two look so handsome too ."I give them both a kiss on the cheek making them blush ,Eddie clears his throat and trows the towel that he was drying the dishes with at mikes face.And mimicked what Mike told me making me chuckle .

"Hey!!!what was that for ??"

I turn back to look at Eddie and hit him in his arm

"Ouch !"he winced in pain overreacting like he always does i didn't even hit him

That hard .

Eventually Eddie left to drop off his uncle home telling me he would meet me at the apartment .

I stay with the kids for a bit longer talking about stupid things and about D&D I always had good

Times with them I really missed hangin out with them.

I should really make more

Time for them .

But with working and going home to grade papers then hiding with Eddie in my apartment every day I never had time but I needed to make some time hopefully during the Christmas break I can make some time for them,before I leave for vacation .

I have something plan for Eddie and I well it was his Christmas gift he always told me how he wanted to visit New York on Christmas and celebrate New Year's Day over there so I got us both tickets to go to New York and we where leaving on the 26th to spend New Year's Day over there .

Hopefully he like my present .

And that’s when I was going to tell

Him my secret hopefully he would take it well.

I said my Goodbyes to everyone apparently the kids were spending the night with Dustin and I'm glad he wasn't gonna be alone tonight.

I headed home finally I was exhausted from helping my mom the whole day preparing food I just wanted to get home and rest .

I was so sleepy that my eyes kept closing by themselves but I had to keep myself awake because I was driving and it started snowing .

Not a good combination.My eyes kept closing by themselves and I kept swerving .

As I was driving I lost control of the wheel and almost hit the car on the next lane but that woke me up and stayed awake the whole drive home .

Once I got home I changed into my pjs. Eddie was already in my apartment waiting for me watching tv .He had already showered and changed into his pjs his pjs being just his boxer .

“Hi baby .” I yawned

“Hi .”he smiles

“I’m gonna go shower real quick .” I tell

Him ..

After the quick shower I took We both cuddle on the sofa after a long day I finally was able to be with Eddie and wasn't gonna leave his side until we went back to school on Monday .

(Dani’s outfit )

Next chapter

#eddie munson #stranger things #teacher crush #hawkins high #love #lovers #student #hawkins

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Hey Folks

Hey to the few people who follow me and/or like my posts you are very appreciated and make me very happy! Anyway I wanted to give an explanation for my lack of updating. This next part may be triggering to some people it has extensive mention of severe anxiety attacks, medical issues, brief mention of seizure like symptoms, cardiac issues, and pain.

This will most likely come out as a rant. The other week I was on vacation with my family in Italy when I had a Caffeine Overdose in which I was shaking intensely like seizure level shaking, my heart rate was 140 which is double what my average rate is, I lost all control in my body and was having intense Carpopedal Spasms. The emts arrived and helped calm me down which was nice also they were attractive which became the ongoing joke that I got my own mcdreamy and mcsteamy. But after that event I was in such rough shape I had the inability to be independent and had to be walked to the bathroom by my mother and she had to stand there as well which was pretty upsetting to me. So overall the event was very traumatic and has caused some PTSD for me luckily I have been slowly recovering from that. Unfortunately some issues have arisen with that I now am suffering from extreme anxiety attack episodes, with Carpopedal Spasms that last from 2-20 mins and are extremely painful especially in my arms, it essentially looks like t-rex arms however very unnatural. And today I had my worst episode yet while I was in the car with my mother and we went straight to my doctor and it wasn’t my official doctor who saw me but the one who happens to see me a lot to the point it turned into “Hello Again” he also looks like the property brothers. There they said I was in great health physically like they were suprised how good my blood sugar was and stuff which made me feel better. From there though they wanted to get an EKG just to be absolutely confident that my episodes were anxiety episodes so I got that done and I just found out that its great and everything is excellent which is relieving. Oh and they gave me and oxygen mask without oxygen but it slows my breathing and it smells like cookies. So yeah thats why I havent been updating but things are getting better slowly but surely! I have multiple fics in progress including Two Twisted Wonderland fics, Two Kazuha fics, Chapter 3+4 of Forever, Chapter 2+3 of Eleutheromania, a Tartaglia Moulin Rouge AU fic, multiple Fairytail and Bungo Stray Dog fics, then finally an Code Geass fic! Thank you to whoever read this for understanding and yeah so ill be updating soon see ya!

#x male reader #update #explanation #fanfic

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The new guys

Part One Part Two

Also please tell me how you feel about the way this fic went, its angsty and idk if u guys like it, if u guys r like boo angst i wont do alot of angst again!!

Five is 5'11 and void is 6'4 (five draco and mattheo are 19 and reader and pansy are 18 and void is 20 like the other boys pansy reader five are 4th years and the rest are 5th years. Yes i know ages and years are supposed to match but this is my story guyss:() h/b is hot beverage bc not everyone is into coffee

Also void his name is stiles and he is Mieczyslaw's twin brother:)

MINORS DNI smut haha mommy kink go brrrr, fluff and angst angst angst

Slytherin gang x reader

3rd pov

After spending a night cuddling with your not offical partners, you get out of bed early because Dumbledore has requested your presence at his office

You get dressed quietly but mattheo still wakes up "y-you leaving us?" he asks softly with a heartbroken tone "you cant fucking leave us, you will never find anyone even close to us" he says with a stern tone

You give him a kiss "i gotta go see dumbledore" you tell him making him sigh in relief "thank fuck, be a good girl put on one of our tops, preferably a sweater its cold" he tells you still whispering and pointing at the clothing pile on your desk, it got hot before you all went to sleep so they took of their clothes leaving them in their underwear

You smile and take off the shirt you had put on and grab the pink sweater pansy had on earlier, you grab a tank top and put it on then the sweater on top tucking both into your skirt, mattheo gives you a thumbs up before pointing at his lips

You walk over and give him a peck before he slaps your ass softly and shoos you off

You walk out of the hufflepuff common room with a smile on your face, when you reach dumbledores office you find two tall guys standing outside it arguing

"lemon drops" you says with a yawn making the doors open, the boys turn to you with wide jaws, their eyes scanning your chubby frame and thick thighs

"morning headmaster" you say while entering the office, he pours you a cup of h/b "goodmorning dear, five, stiles you may enter" professor dumbledore says with sparkles in his eyes

You take a sip of the not too hot beverage and smile "are they new?" you ask making dumbledore nod "yes they are to be sorted today, and they need to be shown around i thought maybe you could do that?" he asks making you nod

"ofcourse i can" you reply "you boys ready to get sorted?" dumbledore asks the boys making them nod

They smirk before walking up to dumbledore who is now holding the sorting hat "five hargreeves" he calls out

The shorter boy of the two sits down "SLYTHERIN" the hat yells out immediately, five smiles

"stiles stilinski" he calls out next, the taller boy sits down the hat starts speaking and you can see stiles talking back "SLYTHERIN" it calls out again

Dumbledore smiles and nods at you "thank you for agreeing to showing them around my dear"

You beam at him before turning to the boys "well lets go!" you say before walking to the door of the office, you go to open it but it opens already

"ah hey princess, what a coincidence" theo says with a smile, the rest of the gang standing behind him all looking smug

Stiles and five walk up behind you "you know we didnt catch your name" five says

"pretty sure she didnt throw it buddy" mattheo spits out

You just ignore the commotion and walk out of dumbledores office "i gotta show them around, be nice, im y/n l/n, im a 4th year hufflepuff" you say with a smile

"if you follow me i can show you the classes, then the way to every common room" you offer, before starting to walk away

"i think the one with the nose scar didnt particularly like us" five speaks up "thats mattheo, he doesnt really like new people" you tell them

After you showed them around you lead them to the great hall, thats now open for breakfast "you can sit with me if you want" you offer the boys

They look at eachother with a smirk "we would love to" stiles answers for both of them

You sit down at the hufflepuff table, the two of them sitting next to you before your seven partners join too

"i see you made some friends" draco says spitting the last word, blaise slaps his shoulder before leaning over the table "hey babydoll" he greets you and pecks your lips "after breakfast wanna meet me in the room of requirements?" he asks making you nod

You introduce everyone and they start talking, you squirming in your seat while blaise keeps staring at you with a smirk

"so.. How does this actually work?" stiles asks looking at the poly couple

Tom smirks "well we are all dating, except fuck face and me, he is my little brother" he says flicking mattheo's forehead making him snarl "ill fucking cuck you if you dont watch out" he spits making pansy giggle "ill cuck you both if you keep snarling"

You bury you're head in your arms "guys public" you squeek out making everyone coo

"i mean ill give it to you guys, very impressive being able to handle a eight person relationship" five says

"oh i mean its just us seven" theo says making your heart drop, ofcourse they didnt actually want you, they only want the sex

You feel someone tap your head and you look up blaise looks at you with smirk before holding a strawberry to your lips "gotta atleast eat something" he says "just be a good girl and eat the damn strawberry, or you'll go over my knee" he says when you just stare at him, you open your mouth and take a bite of the strawberry

Blaise smiles "good girl" he praises before swiping some juice off your lips with his thumb and putting it into your mouth, making you lightly suck on it, before remembering you arent alone and pushing his hand away

"y/n and i are gonna leave" blaise says before walking a bit to the end of the table and then walking up to you, offering his hand to you "byebye guys" you say with a shy smile and grabbing blaises hand

He starts fast walking to the room of requirements, when the door opens he pulls you in quickly

The room is just one big matress cube, he wraps his arms around you and falls down, pulling you with him on top of him

One of his hands settle on the back of your thigh, the other goes to your cheek and he your face down to kiss him

Its then the door opens and blaise stops kissing you sitting up, he places his hand on the back of your head pushing it into the crook of his neck

In walk the others and the new guys, blaise scoffs "was gonna fuck my girl in here but yeah sure just come right in" he says before getting up, his hands on your ass and your legs around his waist

The room changes, on the left side is a bed going from the wall to the other wall, in the middle is a big couch a coffee table and a fire place, on the right there is a kitchen

Blaise rolls his eyes before he starts walking to the couch, he sits on the end of it and makes you straddle him "fuck did you guys want huh?" blaise says annoyed when they join them on the couch

"if you wanna get your dick wet so badly you can just do it, we dont mind" void says with a smirk, his arm wrapped around five

Blaise laughs "and let you see my girl? Dont think so mate"

Draco clears his throat "our girl" he corrects blaise, you burry your head deeper into his neck making blaise coo softly

" 'need you" you whine softly, blaise looks at the others who are now deep im conversation, he slides your panties to the side and unzips his pants, he takes out his cock before sliding you down onto him

"that enough babydoll? You need more?" he asks before softly grabbing your hair and pulling you to face him, your eyes are glossy "how you feeling?" he asks "fuzzy" you confess

The interaction causes the attention to shift to you both "yeah? You want me to make you not fuzzy sweetheart?" he asks before kissing your cheek, you nod your head

He lets out a tsk when he notices everyone staring "what even was it you guys came here for again?"

"some guy with a scar was talking about the little cutie so your partners got pissed off, blondie told him 'hey pottah why dont you screw off before i give you another scar, just like first year'" five says with a laugh "he was scared shitless, anyways he got us kicked out of the greathall"

Blaise scoffs again before he gets up, cock still filling your cunt making you moan, he walks up to the bed before pulling out, he takes off his shoes and then yours before he lays on top of you

He slides back in and starts moving his hips "as much as i love your sounds you gotta stay quiet babydoll, i dont want them to hear your moans"

The others start talking again but pansy gets up and jumps on the bed, she starts kissing you to help you keep quiet knowing blaise is very strict and will have you over his knee if you make any sounds

Blaise his hand goes to your chubby tummy and he starts pounding into you harder, five squirms in his seat making void look at him, void notices his boyfriend sporting a boner and whispers to him "dont worry ill let you play later" making five glare at him "you wish, we both know im more dom then you are"

Lorenzo looks over at his partners on the bed "you should start kissing her throat too, she had a soft spot where her jaw meets her throat" he says while casually palming himself, not caring about the new guys

Tom scoffs and slaps his hand from his cock "babyboy you didnt ask premission, you wanna go over my knee?"

Lorenzo scoffs "they didnt ask premission either" he whines "oh no he asked if he could fuck her this morning when you guys where still sleeping, could him he could if he sucked me off" mattheo says with a smirk, blaisr chuckles "gave him the best blowjob he has ever had" he says before hitting your g-spot

You gasp into pansy's mouth "gotta cum gotta cum" you chant making pansy pull away "gotta ask him if you can"

"s-sir please gotta cum" you moan out softly "go ahead" he says giving you premission, pansy's hand reaches down to play with your clit which resulted into blaise slapping her ass "gotta ask me for premission you fucking brat" he says making her smirk

Her fingers move tight circles onto your clit making your legs shake, you grab onto the sheet and grip them tightly "so good so good, thank you" you mewl before letting go, cumming all over blaises cock

"such a good girl" he praises you before leaning down and kissing your lips softly "can i cum in you babydoll?" he asks, his thrusts getting sloppy

"oh god yes! Fill me up please, stuff me sir" you say making him groan before he shoots his cum into you, pansy removes her hand and kisses both of you

Blaise lifts you up, cock still inside before he sits back on the couch, you cockwarming him

Blaise glares at the new guys seeing both of them sporting boners "you liked watching my girl get fucked?" he spits making you slap his chest "b' nice, sir" you say

"hey hey, im not sir, im blaise yeah?" he asks making you look at him "you there y/n?" he asks making you whine "yes"

Mattheo gets up and stands behind blaise, his hand going to your cheek "daddy" you say excitedly "no baby, im mattheo" he says "come back to us"

The room changes again, the beds gone and now has a big bathtub standing there "lets go take a bath okay baby?" blaise asks making you nod

"you two look the fuck away" mattheo snarls to five and void, they both lift up their hands in defense and look away, blaise quickly undresses you and puts you in the already filled bath before undressing too and getting in

Mattheo scoffs before taking off his suit and folding it up, then getting naked and getting in too, one of his hands immediately goes into your hair pulling you to his chest and caressing your hair, before he pulls blaise into him too "both did so good" mattheo coos

One of blaises hands goes to grope your tits while the other goes back to your cunt, sliding a finger in

Mattheo scolds him "hey, babyboy, shes still sensitive be nice" he says making tom laugh "oh yeah like you didnt fuck her in the tub after taking her"

"hey i knew she could give me one more and she did" mattheo snaps back before licking his lips, his hand grabs yours and places it on blaises cock making you move it up and down

Five starts squirming in his seat again making void roll his eyes and unzip five's pants, and pulling out his cock, pansy subtly watches as void starts touching fives cock

Pansy pulls on theo's sleeve and nods to the two boys. Theo smirks as he and void make eye contact, they break eye contact when they hear a loud gasp

"no no 's too much, sir" you gasp out trying to push blaise's hands away but mattheo grabs your wrists and holds them behind your back "hey, be nice, hes making you feel good" he scolds you, he uses his other hand to tightly grab your hair yanking your head back "let them hear you so they know who you belong to" he whispers in your ear

You mewl "thank you, thank you so much" you say making blaise smile "your welcome babydoll" he says while curling his fingers up into you, hitting your g-spot making you throw your head back even more and your mouth opens in a silent moan

Void is still jerking his boyfriend who is watching the bathtub scene "im gonna fucking cum" he grits out before grabbing void by the hair and pulling his head down to his cock, void opens his mouth and lets five fuck his face "fucking swallow every bit" five demands void before cumming down his throat

Five lets go of voids hair and the elder boy removes his mouth from his boyfriends cock before swallowing and wiping his mouth "such a good boy" void coos making five roll his eyes "ur the good boy"

Your legs start shaking and you come all over blaise's fingers "cant anymore cant anymore" you yelp out making blaise pull away, mattheo softly drops his hands making you fall into him, head nuzzling his chest

"that was so hot" lorenzo says with a smirk "next time you should overstimulate her" he continues resulting in you whining "please dont do that"

Before realising that you arent alone with your partners, you slap blaise his chest and go to speak but he shushes you "they didnt mind, they enjoyed the show, dont worry about it babydoll, i mean look at them" he says before pulling you to face void who is now being sucked off by five

Pansy is sitting next to them looking while theo plays with her cunt, mattheo scoffs "who the fuck said you four could do that? You stop sucking him, you stop touching her" he scolds making pansy and theo shoot apart, but five keeps bobbing his head

"fuck you gonna do about it little boy?" void asks mattheo challenging him, blaise pulls you out of the tub, shielding your body with his and pulls his sweater onto you before he puts on his pants, he lifts you up and sits with you between his legs next to pansy and theo

Mattheo gets out of the tub too wearing a smirk, he walks over fully naked to void and grabs his hair "you really wanna be a fucking brat?" he asks making void smirk aswell "im not a brat, but nice try babyboy" void says grabbing ahold of mattheos hair

You look over at pansy who scoffs quietly, she pulls you up going unnoticed by everyone but blaise who just keeps watching mattheo and void

Pansy pulls you infront of the first before pulling you between her legs, your back against her front, your head falls back onto her shoulder "they probably think they are alpha males" pansy whispers to you making you giggle "totally"

Pansy all of a sudden grabs your legs and spreads them over hers "nono i cant anymore" you say "if you really cant anymore just say red okay baby?" she says

Void bucks his hips up into fives throat and cums, shooting his load down his throat while holding eyecontact with mattheo, when five pulls away he swallows which recieves praise from void

"okay mommy" you say making her bite your neck "good girl" one of her hand goes to your cunt while the other goes under blaise's sweater, pansy rubs her finger through your folds before sliding a finger into your hole making you gasp

The attention turns to the two girls, tom tsks "really? You again didnt ask premission pansy.. Why you being such a brat?" he asks

Pansy sticks out her tongue "im just making mommy's good girl feel even better" she tells tom, theo's eyebrow shoots up "mommy? You have a mommy kink, you never told us that" he says confused

Pansy looks down in shame "yeah well i didnt know until now, little hufflepuff here is the one with parent issues not me" she says making you frown "also werent you guys punishing them? Turn your attention back to them"

A switch flicks in your mind and you push pansy's hand away, you rush to grab your shorts and slide them. On before grabbing your other clothes, then slytherins make sounds of confusion and ask what you are doing but you ignore them to run to your dorm

Five grabs void and jumps infront of you, you have just reached your dorm when they appear making you yelp and almost fall down the stairs but void catches you

"you okay?" he asks making you shake your head "whats wrong?" five asks you

You go to push past them but void tightens his grip on you "talk to us please" he begs you shake your head again before hearing people enter the common room, void lets go off you and you walk to your dorm

The two guys also enter before looking at you expectedly "its just" you start but are cut off by a knock on the door "why the hell is the door locked? Come on y/n please let us in"

"i dont have parents, and pansy saying that made me sad and i like running away from my feelings, also they just use me for sex" you tell them, the knocking continues

You dont reply and just dive into your bed, face first into the pillow "open the door please" pansy begs, void and five look at eachother while biting their lips and sitting down next to you

"we dont have parents either" five confesses "well i mean basically i have a dad and a mom but my mom is a robot and my dad only wanted me and my siblings because we have these powers and he tried to make us into heros, but i ran away, he wasnt a real dad"

"i dont have parents either, i had a dad but he only cared for my geeky twin brother Mieczyslaw, who was daddy's favorite so i just left, five helped me get over the feeling of being lonely, we are here for you" void says before pulling you up and into his chest, five joins the hug

The door slams open by the use of a spell and in storm the slytherin gang, noticing your shaking frame between the two new guys "sweets, i didnt know that would upset you" pansy says sounding upset

You just shake your head before a sob gets out, void's grip on you tightens "dont cry, dont cry" he coos "please dont cry" he begs softly with tears in his eyes too

Five kisses void's forehead and starts swaying them both left to right softly "i got you" he tells you both

The slytherin gang stands there looking helplessly as these guys confort their girl, they feel a weird feeling blossom in their chests

Void and five hold onto you until you fall asleep, five softly lays you down on your bed and tucks you in before kissing your forehead, he takes void back into his arms and glares at the other slytherins "shes your girl but you guys dont know shit about her do you? I mean did you guys even ask her to join your relationship? Bet you guys didnt, what you just stringing the little cutie along for sex?"

"i think you need to leave" void says voice laced with venom "we arent going to let you hurt her like this anymore" he says while five lets go of him and they grab their wands pointing it to the other slytherins

They look at your sleeping form before they walk out, leaving you with void and five "i know we promised we wouldnt do this again" void says "i know.. But its different this time, look at her, she needs us" five says before pulling void into a kiss "we can just be her friends, we dont have to repeat what happened with dolores" five tells void thinking back on the last time they fell for someone else

"i wanna cuddle her so bad" void confesses "cuddles?" they hear you sleepily mumble "yeah cuddles, would you like some, love?" five asks making you sleepily nod

Void gets in behind you and spoons you, five softly pulls your head on his chest before muttering a spell to fix the door

The next day

You are awoken by the door slamming open and yelling, you can feel void get up and five pulls you closer, you then hear void start yelling to and five's hands go over your ears

"shes ours" mattheo yells out "but she isnt because you guys are just using her for sex, i mean you call her your girl and then dont fucking ask her to be your girlfriend? Fuck is wrong with you guys" void yells at him

You bury your head deeper into fives chest and whimper softly, the sound makes everyone stop and turn to you only to notice you and five are gone, they turn to void who just glares at them

Five has teleported you into his and voids dorm, you still cuddled up to him, you are now softly sobbing while five strokes your hair "the sweater smells like them" you mutter out before taking if off

Five covers his eyes before blindly reaching into his unpacked open bag and throwing a sweater at you which you quickly put on

"you covered again doll?" he asks, his hand still over his eyes, you lay your head down on his chest again and nod, his hands both go to your waist and he pulls you to lay on top of him, his arms wrapping around your waist

"i got you" he says pulling you closer, the door softly opens and void walks in being followed by the of the gang

"fuck are they doing here" five demands, void frowns at fives words "sorry, i didnt mean it like that, bub" he says noticing the frown

Void just shakes his head "is all good, bug" he says before also getting in the bed, laying down next to you two

"y/n we are very sorry, we just thought we already where dating cause we sleep in the same bed and we have sex, we care about you okay? And we are sorry for the poor communication, but you shouldve fucking spoken up instead of just running away like a pathetic bitch" mattheo spits out before tom slaps him "dude, no" he says but the damage is already done

You grip fives shirt tightly before tears escape your eyes again. "whatever this was is over" you tell them making them look at eachother "y/n i didnt mean that" mattheo says

"GET THE FUCK OUT" void yells at them, they look at you but you just bury your face into fives chest, they glare at mattheo and walk out

Void jumps up and closes the door

"im so sorry they did that y/n, you arent pathetic" void says while getting on the bed again, his lips connecting to your forehead "you can stay with us for a bit if you want? Its not like we have any classes for a while" five offers making you nod

In the slytherin gang's dorm

"WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU DO THAT" tom yells at mattheo, the latter whimpers "did you see how he was holding her? Thats how we are supposed to hold her, not some random little boy, i just snapped" mattheo says

Draco scoffs "i get that, i was jealous too but i didnt call her a pathetic bitch"

"you better make it up to her man" blaise says "i dont wanna lose her just because you ran your mouth"

The next day

You woke up feeling something hard poke your side "is she dead?" void asks while poking you with his magic wand

Five walks out of the bathroom and slaps his hand away "be nice to doll, she is going through shit, keep poking her and ill pull you over my knee" he turns to you and kisses your forehead "its three am, dumbass here gets snacky at that time, is there like a kitchen we can go to?" five asks making you nod

You go to get up but void lifts you bridal style "where is it at?" he asks "fruit painting near the hufflepuff common room, you gotta tickle the pear" you tell them sleepily

Five grabs voids arm and teleports the three of you there, he tickles the pear and the door opens to reveal the slytherin gang "stay here" five says pushing you and void out of sight

"is our girl okay?" theo asks five when he walks in but he ignores him "hi uh can i just have like a picnic basket filled with junk food? And a large jar of black coffee, and some coke?" five asks while squatting infront of a house elf, the house elf smiles and nods before going to make the food

"just.. Just tell us if she's okay please" lorenzo asks, his voice breaking making five melt "she's fine, she's gonna be fine for as long as she sticks with me and void until you guys fix your shit" he snarls

When the house elf hands the basket to him he smiles "thank you, have a nice rest of the night" he says before walking out, mattheo follows him "just tell her im sorry please" he begs making void scoff

"you need to learn to just keep your mouth shut" he snarls before five teleports them away, when you get back into the dorm void drops you onto the bed before he dives into the picnic basket "oh hell yeah twister fries"

Five snickers "fucking fatass" he says affectionately

You giggle at their actions before taking a can of coke, you turn to void "can you open for me? I can never do it" you say with a pout making him laugh "haha so useless" he says jokingly

You gasp offendedly "how rude" you say before the three of you burst out in laughter

Later that day when the slytherin gang walls past the dorm they can hear their girls laugh mixed with the other guys laughter

"we gotta win her back, i dont care if she wants to also date them, she needs to be ours again" tom says

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