Can i request for a eyeless jack x fem reader hcs? thank you ♥️
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TW!!!: Slight mentions of gore! If this topic triggers you, feel free to skip this post!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Eyeless Jack x fem!reader
Ah yes, yet another silent yet loving type
He's kind of irritable though, so beware
Typically you can tell when he's in a bad mood though, so it's not horrible
His mouth tastes absolutely rancid
Since he eats pretty much anything and everything, especially human organs
So good luck making out with him
He loves kissing you though, so you'd have to get used to it anyways
Also mind the teeth
They're razor sharp, made for tearing flesh and meat
Sometimes when he's doing his daily routine of kissing you senseless anytime you so much as breathe, he'll nip you a bit
Wether that be with his claws or teeth, it happens
He feels horrible after
Sometimes 👀
He's absolutely terrible at washing himself, always covered in scabs from where he's scratched himself by accident while washing
Especially in his head
If you'd be willing to do it for him, he'd be ever so greatful
Scabs be no more
He's studied every medical science he can get his claws on
From surgical studies to psychology...
He's a total nerd, but he's your nerd
So expect him to just spew medical stuff at you randomly
"I was thinking maybe we can order a pizza for tonight?"
"Your use of the words 'I was thinking' and 'maybe' show a lack of confidence. As well as the want for pizza, rather than a healthier option, or even making your own pizza. You sound burnt out. Have you ever considered that you're depressed?"
"..."
He likes to cuddle you a lot, and nuzzle you
Mostly to get his scent on you
He marks you in a plethora of ways, fun fact
Oh and don't get me started on when you wear his clothes
He fully endorses it, btw
Encourages it, even
You basically don't even need your clothes anymore, because he's offered you so many of his
He also goes on runs a lot, so expect to wake up to him being gone, and him coming back filled with energy and covered in sweat
He smells like an old library and generic men's deodorant
(One of the very few who actually does wear deodorant fun fact)
He only really wears it because he sweats a lot more than average, and he gets hot really easily
I like to imagine that since the ritual was only half completed, he didn't grow all of the hair his species of demon normally has, so when he's scared or trying to look intimidating, only the hair on his head stands up as he hisses in warning
He thinks he looks so bad ass
He really just looks like he's gotten electrocuted, but you don't have the heart to tell him
His ears can move, which is another thing that gives away he's in a bad mood
Sometimes when you're feeling upset, he'll wiggle his ears to try and get you to laugh
He loves to hear your laugh
He adores it, really
He's a really big fan of classical music, and listens to it a lot as he's reading
He also loves to sit you in his lap as he reads, that way he knows where you are, and knows that you're safe
When he sleeps, he typically curls around you with a hand pressed to the back of your head
He has the ability to purr
You'll know he's in a particularly good mood if he comes up behind you, rubs your hips and hums
He's particularly fond of your hips, actually
He just thinks your whole form is so perfect
He literally thinks you're a goddess
He treats you like one too <3
He's kinda skinny and lanky
He gets kind of insecure about his demon-ness so just rub his big floppy ears and kiss his pointy nose and he'll be fine again
For the most part
Sometimes it's worse, and you have to just take his hand and lead him to the bed, laying him down and petting his head
Sing to him, please
He loves it when you sing
Even if you're totally tone deaf, he just loves to hear your voice
His tears are a black sticky substance his eyes seem to ooze on the regular
No one really knows what it is
BEN's eaten it once
It didn't taste good.
Ej laughed his ass off for a week after that one
BEN describes it as a mix of so spicy it tastes like fire and burnt dirt
Ej loves to lay face down on your stomach
And I mean face down
He literally won't breathe for like, 4 minutes
If you hear animalistic growling, simply pretend you didn't, walk in the opposite direction, and go about your day
That usually means Ej is feeding
And he loses control when he's feeding
So who knows what he would do if you weren't careful
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I Finished the Imperium-- here are my findings.
Welcome to the Imperium / Your Place Amongst Magic
Not much to note, Echo wasn't as scary as I thought. I was more so "oooooh"ing and "aaaah"ing about the cool set up. I love me a good tragedy.
Hunted Down by an Obsessive Water Elemental
Kody why do you sing for so long. Please stop.
Blake's "But I'm not-" when being referred to as a Dreamwalker. That's clever, I see what happened here.
VINDEMIATOR !!!! WOOO !!!! I was So afraid that he was gonna be Mean the Whole Time. But I get putting up appearances. He slayed though.
A Desperate Incubus Asks For Your Help
The immediate tone change from Vindemiator oouugu guh YEAH.
Him apologizing if he scared us i'm going to Weep and Sob. The comeback of "living and being alive are two different things" had me shaking the bars of my enclosure. Oh yeah, that's my baby.
I will do Anything for you sir. I will die for this cause.
Hell YEAH getting Kody's ass. Get the fuck outta here baby !
"What are you gonna do, fuck me to death?" return also !!! we love callbacks.
At an Enforcer's Mercy
Vin's little thing about Not wanting to talk about what just happened, how it's just another means of survival :(((
HUXLEY NOOOOO. Huxley baby this isn't like you. Where are your mothers.
Freelancer standing up for Vindemiator when Huxley starts to punch him !!!!! Soulmates in every universe I'm tellin' ya.
Alone with the Fanatical Academy President
Would you hate me if i said I was kinda into it. I was a little Scared, but I get it a little bit.
His whole story about how he got where he is, golly ! that's a little frightening !! And his condescension when Freelancer keeps asking about Vin !!! ouu u ugh that was Something.
Uncomfortable Truths with a Hopeless Demon
Avior !!! Hi Avior. I didn't know that the Haven was a sort of ploy ! It does make sense in the long-term. The Imperium can take any power it gets huh.
And it's Starlight !! can these two not get trapped in a hell for like 5 seconds.
Oh there's the kicker !! an apocalypse !!! I knew this was happening, but hearing the characters acknowledge it !! uhoh !!
His little speech about how No One listens to him and how he goes to the roof to scream at stars :(( What if i Cry.
Consort to the Tyrant King-Imperial
I knew Damian was King-Imperial. I knew Angel was his Consort. Still in awe.
Angel has Very Valid concerns and Damian just brushes them off with "I'm the King" !!
Him freezing/tracing them so they couldn't move during their argument >:(( What the fuck sir. This is not love !!
Turned by a Devious Vampire
Do you think this is what Sam is going to do now that he's kinda left the Solaire Clan. The dentist part, not the mass-maker part. Could you imagine.
Regardless, he seemed nicer than I thought. A little nerve-wracking for sure, but there was Some kindness there. Poor Baby though, and Poor Ivan afterward.
The fucked up cycle of mass-making is crazy. No wonder the Meridian is Dying.
Caught By a Cruel Werewolf Pack
This one i was Most excited for. Imperium Pack Fics are some of my Favorites. I did kick my feet a little when Milo showed up. Sweetheart still being his mate :') once again soulmates in every universe.
ASHER !!! EJ, I understood before but now. I see the whole picture now. I immediately folded.
Him mentioning David and Darlin' OUCH !!! He misses his mate so much. I didn't know it was bc Christian and Amanda were off fucking !! what !!!
Babe asking if he's okay after chewing Christian out, and actually holding a conversation with them-- even if it's an interrogation a little bit. And once he finds out their agenda he takes them to the Den oh my god it's happening guys.
I ate this audio up. I think it's my favorite so far.
Claimed by Two Sadistic Vampires
What the actual fuck is happening right now !!! I mean good riddance Adam, but what !!!
Welcome Back
yeah yeah Echo thank you so much. I do now understand why everyone is afraid that it's constantly raining in the Prime Universe now though !! I get it !!! I'm afraid too !!!
The little bit at the end with Asher and David, and how David just wants to spend time with his best friend before the E&E Games :') that was a really nice touch and also. hurts a lot after the Inversion and Imperium !
It's time for the Cataclysm. I'm sure all of my thoughts will Drastically Change lmfao.
I gotta re-read some Fics first though ;)
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Familiar Faces - Accepting and researching past lives, Part 2
Summary: Elijah Gilbert has been haunted by dreams of other lives as long as he remembers, but now with the appearance of the Salvatore brother he may finally get some answers.
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Zach watches as the girl flees, suddenly aware that his death was literally inches away, that Elijah was upstairs alone, that’s when he remembers Stefan’s “Never mention him around Damon.” and does just that.
Couldn’t make it worse.
Why not have his last words be the mystery that had haunted him for the last twenty-ish years.
“Elijah Salvatore!” he managed to shout as he lost his hold on the door and was thrown against the opposite wall.
To his eternal surprise Damon froze looking at him from the open door for a moment.
“What did you say?” Damon hissed, as he dragged him by his shirt up stopping inches from his face instead of killing him.
“Elijah Salvatore.” he repeated, “He remember his past lives but why was he born into the Gilbert family?”
“Past lives?” Damon hissed, never more than a predator than this moment, Zach thought, “how many have you found?”
“The-three after your brother, all born into the Salvatore family.” he managed to tame his stutter, dragging this out was actually making it worse, “the last died just over seventeen years ago.”
“Then a pair of twins were born, one bearing his name.” Damon finished, “why do you think he remembers?”
“EJ’s nightmares,” He explained “i heard from the Gilberts that Elijah had them and when he was ten, he repeated part of EJ last letter to me.” he doesn’t add that the boy had also slipped up and used Z something only E.J had ever used to call him.
“Whose EJ, Zach?” Damon asked as he stepped a back, allowing Zach to stand if he wanted to get any closer to a starving beast, Zach stayed on the floor
“My cousi-” Zach started before being interrupted.
“BROTHER.” Another voice joined them; they both turned to look to see Elijah standing at the end of the hall, at the bottom of the steps. “Half brother, Zach, why didn’t you ever tell me?”
“Elijah run!” he shouted, throwing himself at Damon, who knocked him aside.
“Whoa,” Damon said hand up stepping away from Zach as if he was the dangerous one, “Calm down, I'm not going to hurt Eli,” he said it as if the idea was ridiculous, as if his Elijah hadn’t been buried in an unmarked grave to be dug up by his bastard brother a decade later. “How much do you remember Elijah?” Damon asked, turning his complete attention to the teenager.
“Bits and pieces of anything, nothing complete.” Elijah replied oddly calm in the situation, Zach felt himself panic as Elijah walked towards them “the further back the harder to recall they normally are but you and Stefan made that life solid.”
Even stranger was Damon stepping back into the cell as Elijah got close enough to offer Zach a hand.
“What did I interrupt?” Elijah asked as he looked between them, Zach took the hand and attempted to step between them but Elijah stepped back keeping himself between them, Zach had a horrible feeling that Elijah was attempting to protect him, “and why are you grey Dam?”
“Why don’t you let Zach stay between us Eli, just until we get upstairs and I can get a drink.” Damon said and Zach couldn’t stop himself as he stared in shock.
“Right,” Elijah agreed, and Zach never thought he’d be pleased at the fact he was standing this close to Damon in narrow hallway but with Elijah who was also EJ, who's blood wasn’t laced with Vervain, next to him, he’d hug the vampire if he slowed him down. The next words however drew him short “you keep human blood upstairs?”
“Stefan has to have some bunny somewhere-” Damon started but Zach cut him off.
“You're not surprised by any of this?” Zach could help himself as he asked, apparently getting Damon’s agreement as watched the vampire’s brow furrow as he looked at the teenager.
“I think I was one in my first life, maybe that's why i was cursed.” Elijah wondered, “Things start making more sense when I give up trying to deny them.” he added in explanation with a shrug.
Zach swallowed as his long buried guilt suddenly reappeared, EJ hadn’t been delusional, his dad had locked up a child and Zach had left him there to be drugged until he had taken his own life.
“E.J. i’m so-”
“No Zach, it was too much as a kid.” Elijah shook his head as he looked at him “the life I had before EJ wasn’t good in any way, those memories, at that age. I was going to hurt or do worse to someone or myself.”
“But later-”
“I’m sorry, I needed distance, I'm not sure anything could have saved me in that life.”
Elijah stared up at him with wide eyes, as he told him, Zach thought back to his baby cousin the tiny hand reaching for him and holding on always too tight, E.J had always been doomed.
If it hurt him to think that, what was it like for Elijah, what was it like to know you had no chance and to still remembered living that hopelessness.
And to remember what had caused it?
What on earth happened to him in the years of his life before EJ was born that had left that sort of mental mark.
There was barely twenty years between the death of Elijah. S. and E.J's birth.
“Eli,” Damon started slowly looking between them “Once I'm fed you're going to tell me all your lives and if anyone of those that hurt you are still alive I'm going to kill them.” he finished with a promise.
It was the first time Zach felt anything close to similar to Damon.
“I don’t need you to kill them," Elijah shook his head, apparently unphased by the offer of murder, Zach had a feeling it wasn't because he didn't believe Damon would do it. "I want you to help me figure out how I can stop this?”
“Stop what?” he asked before could stop himself.
“Remembering" the teenager shrugged, looking very much like a typical teenager if not for the urgency in his eyes, Elijah was very good at control his expressions but you could always tell what he was feeling but his eyes, it was the same, E.J at six or Elijah at seventeen, "or being reborn; every life adds more memories, and it’s making it worse.”
“I could turn you?” Damon offered,
“No” Zach snapped,
“How fond of Zach are you?” Damon asked Elijah with a smile before returning his gaze to glare at Zach.
“As I am of Aunt Jenna, Jeremy and Caroline?” Elijah explained not even blinking at the open threat, Zach looked at the boy in shock, yes he had been all EJ had but he was well aware of how bad he had been, no visits but letter and rare phone calls, to be placed next to his current family and friends who hadn't failed him felt undeserved. “I’d been very angry if you killed him.”
“How angry?” Damon asked again as the finally made it out of the cellar that he had been sure he would have died in, as Damon glared at Zach.
Zach glared back.
“Stefan becoming my favourite older brother angry.” Elijah finished shortly, “I'm already mad at what you did to Caroline.” he added before continuing with, “Besides that doesn’t matter, I can't be turned.”
“What?” Damon asked and he snapped his head back to look back at him, Elijah's glaze looked slightly vacant, something he did remember the few time he had asked his cousin to describe his dreams, as he explained
“I’ve died three times where a vampire was pushed a bloodied wrist to my mouth and yet those lives ended and I started anew.” he swallowed as he blinked the memories away.
"Maybe they gave you the blood too late." Damon offered, telling Zach that Elijah was right in how he could have been turned.
"The first that may have been the case but both those after- I have a feeling they were older and quick enough that I should have turned." Elijah paled suddenly, "Thankfully I didn't after the last one." he muttered to himself.
'I think I was one in my first life,' Elijah had said, he meant he was a vampire in his first life, one that had to have come before Damon and Stefan's younger brother.
Zach may have the least amount of knowledge about vampires then, but he did have a good enough about his family history.
He also knows having a staving vampire with control issues around a person not on Vervain wasn't a great idea even with Damon's claim that he would hurt Elijah.
He still noticed the way Damon eyes darted to Elijah’s neck as they moved further into the natural light.
“Damon, go and get some of Stefan’s supply. You already know where it is, don't you?” he told him, Damon blinked at him.
“Who are you to start telling me what to do Zach?” Damon asked incredulously
“Someone who has already found four of Elijah’s lives,” he replied, using something he knew he had over Damon from his first question, “you can join us in the library when you're not tempted to kill either of us?”
“You, always Zach.” Damon smirked.
“Dam, go please” Elijah asked, and Zach watched in amazement as Damon did as he was asked with only a soft smile send toward Elijah.
“Thanks Z.” EJ told him the old nickname was so natural that for a moment Zach wondered if he had really died down there. then he kept speaking and reminded Zach why his live wasn't simple “I really didn’t want to redo having my throat torn out with my other brother.”
‘What?’ He thought in mild panic as he watched him walk away.
Other that meant Stefan had been the one not Damon. Suddenly Stefan demand to not speak of him made sense, it was the same reason Zach had tried not to think of his cousin, guilt.
—--
Elijah had returned to the library, his apparently once father’s journal sat where he had left it, with his phone next to it telling him in a text that Jenna’s slime had asked for dinner tonight at their house.
He wondered if he could get away with staying here, tonight part of him wondering if his old room was free before he had to question which room he was thinking about.
It was strange how much calmer it was thinking about them now he had accepted it, there wasn’t even a need to find a high to escape it that he had for the last two lives.
Sure it wasn’t all great, Elena was dating a vampire, he was going to need to explain all of this to her and Bonnie and Caroline, who had been attacked and used by one.
By his brother, his brothers were now dangers to his family.
It had been so easy to tell Damon to leave Zach alone but as he stood alone in the library he was suddenly aware how while he had his powers, the rest of the people he loved didn’t have the same protection, Bonnie might have after training but Caroline and Vicki had been already been attacked.
Vicki had almost been killed, could have been, Tanner and others had been.
Bonnie and Elena had been upset at Tanner's death, Elijah hadn't felt the same, was that because of his lives or was he just a bad person?
Before he let himself think about that too much Zach joined him in the library with two boxes.
Damon followed as he and Zack started taking papers out the boxes, he looked better, less grey but glaring at the glass of blood he brought with him like it had personally offended him.
“You know you could drink from my wrist” Elijah offered after he watched Damon make a face at the blood in front of him
“NO!” twin voices rose to meet him.
“I could bleed into a glass.” he tried again.
“NO.” It was repeated.
He winced as his words repeated, he turned to Zach.
“Sorry that was insensitive.” he said, Zach didn’t say anything
“Why was it insensitive?” Damon asked, glass empty save for the stain.
“That was how I killed myself last time.” he said, watching as the both flinched at his words.
“And the time before that?”
“Tortured to death by a vampire with a grudge.”
“What?” both of them asked, Damon with rage, Zach with bewilderment.
“He knew me, from before all this, i think.” he explained, “and no Damon you can’t kill his he’s far older than you, stronger.” he told him before Damon could ask who his mouth was forming word he knew he should have kept to himself. “Besides I won.”
“How do you win at being tortured to death?” Zach asked weakly as Damon fumed at his vengeance denied.
Both were looking at him so he forced himself to explain.
“I never broke, and he lost me in the end, he had the perfect tool in several ways but aloud his temper to break and lost it-me.” he told them with a smile.
They both stared at him in different states of horror.
“Right. So what have you got Zach?” he asked as he pulled his collection of notebooks free, “We can match them with what I've gotten.”
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Request to know how our two mansion doctors (EJ and smiley) would react if their partner returned from a mission full of blood and badly injured, please
"Full of blood".. I will take this as a translation error and assume you meant "covered in blood". I would hope that we're all full of blood right now~
This is also starting to become a highly requested series.
Eyeless Jack:
He can smell you before you're even close to the door. Jack is incredibly familiarized with your scent, blood included, and his senses are going crazy the second you start coming home, the scent of your blood overtaking him. He's rushing out the door before he can even realize what he's doing, moving purely on instinct, practically blacking out in the process as he gets into the mindset of protecting his mate. By the time he centers back into himself the two of you are already back home, and he's already almost done patching you up, blood rinsed from your flesh and injuries stitched shut. By the time he's done his always steady hands are shaking, and he's collapsing onto you, asking you what the hell happened. Your explanation does little to calm him, and he's clutching onto you, nuzzling himself into you to bring himself closer. Expect him to be your shadow for the coming weeks, as he can't stand the thought of leaving your side, it's just too much for his heart and instincts to bear the thought of.
Smiley:
Smiley is always on high alert whenever you're out on a mission, always preparing himself in case something happens to you, and he hates that tonight his concern is justified. He's fast to hoist you into his arms and rush you into the medical area, his supplies already set out as his heart always has him anticipating a worst case scenario. He's incredibly silent, and you feel anxious and tired under his steady gaze and movements as he works at stitching you up and halting any remaining blood flowing out of you. He has the professionalism of someone truly skilled in his field, and it makes you glad he knows what he's doing, even if he's constantly dodging your eyes when they seek his out. By the time he's done he's heaving out a sigh and slamming his hands onto the table next to you. The tears burning in his eyes are mentioned by neither of you as he shakes his head, just telling you he's glad you're safe, wrapping you up in his arms, and pressing fervent kisses to you. You'll be feeling a set of eyes on you at all times in the coming days.
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You know how I said Ricky should have stayed single and gotten therapy? Yeah scratch that, good for him and Gina. I now want this for my boy EJ, because you know what? If Tim Federle insists on not having anyone choose him first, I want to see him CHOOSE HIMSELF. I WANT TO SEE HIM STAND UP TO HIS FATHER, FORGE HIS OWN PATH, MAKE CHOICES FOR HIMSELF BASED ON WHAT HE WANTS BECAUSE HE DESERVES IT. I want to see him discover his own worth and realise that HE IS ENOUGH, that he doesn't have to be the best (the way he was in season 1), please everyone in his life (the way he did in season 3), or get anyone's validation (cash caswell you better run).
...HOWEVER, a part of me also wants him to find someone who finally chooses him, the real him, flaws and all. Someone who is 100% all in, who will not let him get away with it when EJ does something misguided with good intentions but will also be understanding and help him through it instead. (It really did look like Gina was going to be that person, which is what makes the whole portwell thing so fustrating. But alas, it simply wasn't meant to be; it was no one's fault really, it just was what is was) EJ really didn't have anyone this season, apart from Val and Gina right at the start, so he deserves a good support system next season.
Honestly, I think both these wants can coexist: EJ can discover his own worth on his own and not rely on the validation of others, but he can still have a supportive partner through. He can choose himself and be enough on his own and have someone choose him too. This is what I want for him next season, MAKE IT HAPPEN TIM
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Roslin/Adama fluff and angst for Christmas
Being unaware what happened in the CIC Larua is in the brig when Lee is brought in, and the second she sees her son Laura feels horror rise up inside of her as she sees Lee’s hands, arms, and tank tops covered in blood.
“Lee? Are you okay? What happened? What did they do to you?” Laura asks, sounding desperate and horrified as she hurries to the bar of her cell, trying to get closer to her son, wanting to know that her son is okay, and not believing that Bill would have done anything that caused their son to be covered in that much blood.
“Dad’s been shot,” Lee says, as he is led into a cell, knowing that there is no easy way to tell Laura so he might as well just say it.
“What?” Laura asks, her legs giving out, and the only reason she remains standing is because she is holding onto the bars, her voice full of heartbreak, the same heartbreak Lee has heard in his mother’s voice twice before; when Zak died and when his grandfather and aunts died.
“Mom!” Lee says, trying to move closer to the bars, trying to get closer to his mother. “Somone get this frakkin’ things off me, please!” Lee exclaims, getting frustrated.
“I’m not authorised to do that!” the guard says.
“I’m behind the frackin bars!” Lee exclaims.
“Lee, how… how bad is Bill?” Laura asks, struggling to get the words out, fighting back tears as even though she is currently feeling betrayed by him she knows she can’t lose him.
“Bad,” Lee admits, and he sees another look of devastation pass over his mothers’ face. “Two bullets in the chest,” Lee admits, and as he does Laura’s legs threaten to give out once more, so she holds onto the bars for dear life.
“Is Doctor Cottle with him?” Laura asks, needing to know that Bill is getting the best care he can considering the circumstances.
“Ishay is, Doc Cottle’s not on board,” Lee answers, and even though she is holding onto the bars Laura struggles to remain standing and as she struggles to hold it together Laura knows there is one more thing that she needs to know.
“Lee where is EJ? Where is your sister?” Laura asks, as she knows EJ was in the CIC which is where she assumes the shooting took place.
“Last I saw she was following Dad’s stretcher to sickbay, she saw everything,” Lee reveals. “Tigh… Tigh wouldn’t let me follow,” Lee explains his voice breaking.
“Oh Gods,” Laura mutters, feeling terrified for both EJ and Bill, horrified by what happened, that EJ and Lee saw it, and heartbroken at the possibility that she is going to lose the man she has loved for twenty-seven years, even if she hasn’t always been able to admit that’s how she felt.
Twenty-Seven Years Before the Fall of The Colonies
Having met each other only two days earlier Laura and Bill have been together ever since Bill approached her at the bar. It was late at night and Laura and Bill were in bed together in Laura’s hotel room. Laura lying on Bill’s chest as he had his arm around her.
“What time do you have to go back to the freighter?” Laura asked as she knew that their time together was coming to an end, and she wanted to know just how long they had left together.
“I’m meeting Sal at twelve hundred,” Bill answered and once he did Laura glanced at the clock.
“So, we’ve got about twelve hours left together,” Laura realised.
“Yep,” Bill said as he leant down and kissed Laura, a gentle kiss, a kiss he wanted to saver and memorise when they were apart. “I will be on Caprica in a about a month,” Bill revealed once they broke apart. “We could meet up then,” Bill suggested, feeling nervous as even though they had spent so much time together he wasn’t sure what it meant, nor what would happen next, even though he was certain of how he felt.
“I’d like that,” Laura said as while she wasn’t sure exactly what she felt she knew it was something she wanted to explore more, that it wasn’t something she was willing to let go off. “I’d also like to write to you, if that’s possible,” Laura said.
“It is, I’ll give you the details before I leave,” Bill promised.
“Good,” Laura said before she placed a kiss on Bill’s chest and then continued to kiss up, his body as she straddled him, having been determined to take advantage of every single second until they were separated.
If you would like to read the full story you can find it here: https://archiveofourown.org/works/52392649
I have posted 4 chapters, but am currently writings chapter 32.
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this is a dumb excuse but last night I was showing my sister how to type with a Korean 10 key keyboard and then hit my phone stuck on it and that's why I'm late...
HSMTMTS SEASON 3 EPISODE 8 REACTION
yay jet doing the recap
before this disaster begins I just gotta say I love the background music at the start. the stringy rendition of shallow lake is so nice.
ON 3 OR AFTER 3!!!!! if this finale has any more callbacks I will not stop screaming
imagine if ricky did get a heart attack though...🤔
not saying he should but like, it would be original (unlike a certain recycled love triangle plot)
my best friend is old enough to vote now too and it's actually insane
but this isn't about me, BIG RED YESSSSS
how'd he come though, Ricky stole his car 🤨🤨🤨
JET
idk what's happening now, it would be cool if they fleshed out Jet and Ricky some more but they didn't so now it's awkward the way Jet is asking Red.
AND ASHLYN IS STILL JUST STANDING THERE? HUH? MOVE GIRL
EJ I love you.
"where's Gina" *punches pillow, mattress, wall, door-*
no wonder EJ his busting his ass to make sure the show is perfect. Ricky is the male lead and doesn't know the name of the kingdom in frozen? chile please
miss Jenn? do people not have other things to do in this show (me being petty about every little thing because I'm pissed about the storylines of this season)
why are all these elders jumping in the kid's solo smh smh
GO ASHLYN WEEEE
Channing showed up with like 20x more gay and he's so cute
why would they livestream this wth
shut up Richard, I'm so tired of his snarky comments this whole time
DUDE THE WAY THEY ALL TURNED ON EJ IMMEDIATELY I CANNOT STAND THIS SHOW
and then don't apologize for assuming he'd throw them all under the bus after the 2 weeks of him working so hard to make sure they excel I'm so angry I'm gonna cry
Nini? I'm not even surprised atp
she's not coming back.
"these things don't go away in a night" THANK YOU KOURTNEY
why is the crowd laughing so hard I do not understand (nitpicking)
thanks Channing 🧍🏽♀️
I know redlyn won't break up but it's scaring me.
not the sign saying no spitting in the middle of the emotional scene between Alex and Kourtney
SUPERNOVA GSHEGSHSHSAJBA I LOVE THEM
no Channing not now
why does Nini have to stand there, isn't it more conspicuous than sitting in the audience?
yes Gina beat that man to the ground
I LOVE KOURTNEY SO MUCH
I'm so happy rn.
bORN TI BE BRAVEEWE I KNOW WHO I AM INSIDE AND I WONT APOLOGIZE WOOOOOO
"we missed you so much this summer" literally no one thought about her (petty guac is back)
Channing is such a fun character, his dialogue is almost always hilarious
and now EJ has to witness THIS. seriously just twist the knife in his heart atp
I love Val why isn't she in season 4😔 (Actually no cuz then they'd ruin her character)
*marches down the path with lanterns and pitchforks* KILL CASH CASWELL KILL CASH CASWELL
EJ deserves so much more than they give him and I'm so upset that not only did he lose the girl he really liked, but also can't even get his dad to say something as simple as "you're not a disappointment"
seriously. born to be brave is just making me nostalgic for s1 and I can't handle that rn
Not Ms Jenn actually being in hsm, didn't Mr Mazzara prove that she wasn't? anyways um
just like that? Corbin switches sides? redemption?
why is miss Jenn pulling every 40 something man in this show
is it just me or does Ashlyn have the bi colours in her hair
EJ SIGNED AS ELTON IM SCREAMING
I hate the last day of camps like this, I've been to 2 and I cried so hard whole waiting for my ride, like those people you just spent days and nights with you might never see again but the bond is just so ✨
BRO LOOK AT THIS? WHEN THEY FOUND OUT NINI WAS THERE DID YALL SEE RICKYS FACE? HES NOT OVER HER (not in the sense of wanting to be with her still, but just not over that relationship and probably craving that feeling again. hence lily and now Gina? why why why should they be the rebounds for him and why is the narrative making it seem like a good thing.)
like this guy that has had his eyes on Gina and only Gina for months is not right for her! fine! but does that automatically make Ricky, the guy who is like the opposite of boyfriend material bc of where he is in life rn any better? no???
NOT THE TIME SKIP
I also just realized this is the longest hsmtmts episode to date, that's cool, literally what we've been begging for since s2 but sure.
no stop. that documentary is not complete within 1 month, no way. especially not after what they said about in a month the trailer will come out.
BRO CARLOS' DRESS??????
and can we talk about the meta-ness of this? what show am I even watching rn? hsmtmtsftmtd?
OMG EVERYONE IS SO HOT
"ok Ricky Bowen and you're watching Disney plus" *does the wand movement* ain't no way son
oh no it's gonna have the Ricky confession scene isn't it
oh jeez not the reality show edits
OMG WHY DID THEY DO THAT TO CARLOS IM CRYING
love how jet's own can't even be excused by some editing
this show has gone off the rails but the documentary trailer is killing me
the awkward shots of Ricky grinning at the camera while Gina says that she wants one thing I'm dying I'm deceased yes.
BIG RED IS BI WE KNEW THIS BUT ITS CANON NOW WOOHOOO (why he got an interview segment? no idea)
"good for him" so true
EJ my man... *shoulder pat*
oh Rina is still gonna happen?
hm
no jeez why is it always the girl confessing to Ricky
SHE DID NOT JUST USE PART OF HER BREAK UP WITH EJ TO CONFESS TO RICKY. IM BACK TO HATING THIS SHOW.
SHE ALREADY CONFESSED DURING THAT FLASHBACK SCENE AT THE S1 CLOSING WHAT WHAT WHAT
HES 18 TOO HOW COULD SHE USE THE FACT THAT EJ'S AN ADULT AND MOVING FORWARD AGAINST HIM WHEN RICKYS ABOUT TO DO THE SAME?? AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHG
NO STOP ICKY EW GO AWAY
nonono, don't get me started
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1. "On 3 or after 3?""Not this again." made me LOL
2. "Ashlyn's boyfriend!" "My friend first." 😂😂😂
3. I love the Caswen friendship
4. That's right Ricky. Where IS Gina?
5. OK BUT I WANNA KNOW THE CAMP NICKNAMES!!
6. SIR READ THE SCRIPT PLEASE
7. Happy birthday 😢
8. Emmy is adorable 🥲
9. MISS JEN IS MOTHER
10. This Is Me made me oddly emotional 😢😭
11. ELTON
12. Jet calling himself a theatre kid!
13. Really really unpopular opinion but I've never liked Nini
14. Aww Kourtney 😢😭😭
15. ANXIETY DOES NOT GO AWAY IN A NIGHT
16. Carlos is adorable 🥲
17. INNNN SUMMMMERRRRRR
18. ARE THEY BREAKING UP?!?!
19. Alex and Kourtney 😢😭
20. AWWW BIGGIE!!!!
21. YOU GOT THIS KOURTNEY!!!!!
22. CHANNING 🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬
23. Those spotlights would make me more nervous TBH
24. YAAAAASSSS QUEEEENNN!!!!
25. LOVE BADASS GINA
26. SO PROUD OF KOURTNEY!!!!
27. PUNCH CHANNING
28. SIR IF YOU BREAK GINA'S HEART AGAIN OVER NINI YOU AND I ARE GOING TO FIGHT
29. Born to be Brave!!!
30. I may not like Nini but I love her and Kourtney's friendship. It's so genuine.
31. So I know Olivia Rodrigo left but they really made it seem like she was going to stay.
32. LOVE BADASS RICKY
33. Kristoff's Lulably!!!!
34. "You've gone and changed it kid" 😢😭😭😭
35. Good for EJ standing up for himself!!
36. HE HUNG UP?!?!?! SIR WE ARE GOING TO FIGHT!!!
37. I'M PROUD OF YOU EJ!! 😭😭😭
38. Again, love the Caswen friendship
39. Might sound harsh but bye Nini
40. "So much talent at East so I'm going to go West" gives me "can't handle sharing the spotlight/attention" vibes
41. Maddox looks awesome honestly
42. NOT CORBIN CALLING HER JESSICA 😂😂😂🤣🤣
43. BYE CHANNING
44. NOT EVERYBODY SCREAMING WILDCATS WHEN HALF OF THE DON'T EVEN GO THERE 😂😂😂🤣🤣
45. Which now that I've said that, reminds me of mean girls. iykyk
46. Corbin singing is *chef's kiss*
47. Awww they're signing their names :')
48. I feel like EJ signing "Elton" and not "EJ" was him accepting that he's an adult now.
49. Every day was done beautifully
50. I just love seeing everyone having so much fun
51. TRENDING IN BRAZIL
52. Yay a lotto ticket!!!
53. Gina you looked a lil jealous🤨
54. Ohh ok we're doing a time jump
55. EVERYONE LOOKS AMAZING
56. Also lowkey concerned about the "wearing Kourtney Greene" & "it's Kourtney. No last name" difference
57. "You're watching Disney+" 😂😂🤣. Also showing my age here but I thought he did it wrong because I was thinking about Disney Channel, not Disney+
58. I'm almost willing to bet "You think you know someone" was about EJ cuz that's her outfit from 3x05
59. Hello Val 😂
60. Don't ever change Ricky 🥲🥲
61. Maddox x Ashlyn!! I love Maddox's reaction 😂😂
62. IS THAT SUPPOSED TO BE CRASH THAT CARLOS IS WITH?!?!?!
63. NOT WHOEVER THAT GUY IS (i'm going with Crash) ADJUSTING HIS CLOTHES!!! WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO SAY DISNEY?!?!?!
64. "This is not what I signed up for" 😂
65. No editing was needed for Jet. Love the sibling energy from Maddox 😂😂🤣
66. Ricky just looking cute and smiling adorably for the camera 😂
67. BIGGIE!!!!
68. I feel like he did that so publicly so that Ashlyn wouldn't feel alone.
69. But also SIR WHY ARE YOU EVEN IN THE DOC?!?!
70. "Good for him" 😂
71. EJ WAS RESTRAINING HIMSELF 😂
72. Does that mean 3x05 was a fake slap? I could never tell
73. Awww "You're my brother" can't say it enough, LOVE THE CASWEN FRIENDSHIP🥲🥲🥲🥲
74. RINA?!?!?!
75. IS THIS REALLY HAPPENING?!?!?!?!?!?
76. GIRL HOW DID YOU NOT SEE IT COMING?!?!
77. "You aren't a maybe. You're a yes" 😢😢😭😭😭😭😭😭 excuse me while i freak out
78. I hear you in the background Rina cue
79. BOY YOU BETTER STOP HER!!!!!
80. WAIT?!?!?!?!?
81. OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
82. RINA CUE IS SCREAMING NOW!!!!
83. SIS GRABBED HIS FACE!!! AS A QUEEN SHOULD!!!!!!!
84. "Don't get me started" 😢😢😭😭 SIR PLEASE DO CUZ I WOULD LOVE TO HEAR ALL ABOUT IT
85. Also does that mean everyone has to come back into the room when the trailer premiers? Cuz that's hella awkward.
86. I'm dying. I'm deceased. ☠️☠️☠️☠️
Now that I've had a few days I just wanted to share this:
It was nice looking at everyone's names!
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July 17th - I'm gonna ignore that it's technically the 18th. In this episode we start the love triangle between Rina and Rini which will be interesting. It's a couple episodes of Gina being really sad before she finds EJ
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Season 2 Episode 3: "Valentine's Day" thoughts:
Why would Ashlyn not be allowed to say devil?
Did Ricky not tell her he moved?
Also image some teenage girl coming and singing a love song on at your window when you're just like some adult
oof that YAC girl bringing Ricky back to reality
Kourtney maybe you should see if Big Red find it weird that you're his boss at his parent's restaurant. I feel like if he is that probably has a lot of underlying feelings of his parents not trusting him and choosing someone else over their own son which you might want to care about if you like care about your friends
I hate the whole "don't care about others" type movement
I hate the whole antagonistic meet cute thing where they fight as soon as they meet
It's just over-used
If the managers keep changing maybe it would be a good idea for their son to do it
Wait Ricky sounds like he's about to try to talk to her about the move, how it affected him and she's just like "don't worry I'm not mad at you"
Aww, Ricky not getting any sleep because he was trying too meet up with Nini. He puts so much work into their relationship
OK, why do they all have such valentines day centered outfits, like unless there's a spirit day no teenager is gonna dress up for valentines day
EJ calling Ricky "Bowen"
"You're dressed in all back" "Oh. Yeah, just happened, I guess"
EJ suppressing his emotions
"It's not just because of Stockholm syndrome" remember when there was that whole beauty and the beast is Stockholm syndrome but then people actually looked into it more and in most modern versions she doesn't have Stockholm syndrome
Why does Seb still have to do the piano. I guess now he's playing a smaller part so it's not as big of an issue
The little look Kourtney gives herself after she makes a mistake
EJ's look of concern when Ashlyn leaves. Give us more Caswell cousins
"that feels complicated"
Ashlyn finding the word Red is looking for is so sweet
I love how Carlos' gift to Seb isn't just expensive, it's also thoughtful
"something happened inside of me. Then I had to use the restroom" "You don't have to say every part out loud" Autistic mood pt 2
Why did Ricky leave his there. Red could've given him the pass code
Red's gotten himself stuck in lockers before?
Ricky hating some random child who was almost steamrolled
Aughh, Nini constantly changing plans with Ricky when he has issues with change
but he's trying to cope, but he can't
"You're her everything" The way Gina is constantly uplifting Ashlyn, like kiss already
"It's from my mom but you know 'love is love'" This is personally my favourite type of use of the phrase "love is love". I really love the idea that all kinds of love like platonic and familial love should be values just as much as romantic
Gina just standing there shocked at what happened with Big Red
not the throb again. Ashlyn should tell him to stop wearing it
Kourtney being a church singer is... something. It definitely fits into some kind of black stereotype about church
"I like to do my brain storming through improvisational music
Ricky getting super excited for Nini to come then finding out it's Gina and just being like "hey"
Her little smile when he opens the door
He so clearly does not want to talk about their conversation after the opening night
The look on his face os just "whoo boy I don't want to do this"
Wtf are "cherry Os"
After she makes the "nothing" joke he gives this "let's please continue to ignore the opening night incident"
I might be reading into his facial expressions too much
"You did?"
Gina going to Ricky for help then basically comforting herself through it
HIM SHUSHING HER WHEN NINI COMES ON THE PHONE
I love how she goes to him for help but then she just ends uo helping him/j
"You are quite as a mouse" "only when I have to be" I fucking love how evil and ominous she is
Miss Jenn seems to scared for the entirety of the conversation
Why did Miss Jenn tell her the whole story about her blankets in her car
Okay I love Lily but rhe "when they write a story about my life" part was cringe. Keep that shit in your head
Her just disappearing mid conversation
Wait grading midterms in February. For me valentines is like the start of the new semester
Ashlyn's "Hi...." when Red points her out in the crowd
"Could we actually just talk for a second" is quite possibly the worst response to a big public gesture
Big Red having no idea why Ashlyn is insecure 😭
Big Red adding "No offense" incase he made a social mistak
The end of the conversation is sweet and all but I feel like it doesn't have the Redlyn charm
"Oh. Dirt"
The gift is organic
"I thought we could have something that grows with us"
I love how organic the transitions are
This is the first time we see Mr. Mazzara laugh
But also you can do better than that Mr.M
"Your biggest crush" oh no, his dreams are bring crushed
But also "biggest" implies there are others
"I've heard good things about conversation
Okay the bug chocolates moment
The person who dropped then off was wearing dark blue and that's all we know
Why did he only send her the mildly happy emoji like this 🙂 instead of a happier one like 😀 or 😊 or 😃
The Kowie scene was fun but the shipping just feels like it was put on there so everyone would have a partner
Okay yeah idk how I feel about this whole mother son Kourtney and Seb relationship cause it feels so based on harmful stereotypes about black women being motherly and with gay guys are often infantilezed
Aww, they're dancing
"I hope nothing changes between us, ever" my boy, please get some therapy
I'm sorry but I just can't take someone who's playing a ukulele seriously
Aughh the whole love triangle, honestly they're kinda boring now
"We'll paint the town red, with our name in lights" No paint it red with blood
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Big Red's name is probably Noah since he's Big Red the Third and his grandfather's name was Noah (nicknames get passed down with the real name so he'd be Noah the Third called Big Red the Third).
That's just speculation it could be his maternal grandfather.
But like
I hope we get real names for some people this season
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The pasta’s love language Part 1
Jeff The Killer
Protectiveness
this is the most obviously way the bastard man lets you know he cares about you
Behind the asshole tsundere attitude and I-don’t-give-a-fuck attitude about life lays another smaller asshole and buried deep under that lays the small boy that picked a fight with three bullies to protect his loving brother
Weather it’s him decking o**enderman for being creepy or saving you from a tricky last victim it seems Jeff always knows when your in trouble
So low-key about it you never really notice his eyes on you until you’re being helped, and even then you never notice how they never leave
Jeff is like a dog, but not the loving wagging tail dog, the asshole that stands on your feet with his sharp claws, rips open your pillows and terrorises the mailman so much your mail is delivered by drone.
but he is also the dog that late at night sneaks onto your bed and whenever there’s someone strange approaching you on the street at night stands in front of you and bares his teeth
Physical Touch
Jeff’s love isn’t soft
Jeff’s love is as rough as he is
Jeff’s touch is soft head-pats after you put someone in their place
His touch is high fives after a successful mission where your hands linger together
His touch is quick side hugs before he goes off to go do something stupid
Cheeky neck kisses in front of others to make you flustered
fingers running though your hair or down your sides whenever he gets bored
easiest way to get cuddled by this man? after a mission when he’s too tired to act like a tsundere
Jeff is funnily like a cat in this regards, his cuddles are fun but he has to want to, otherwise it’s deemed as unnecessary
Defensiveness
Jeff isn’t a rational man
So when he gets jealous his first response is to just stab the guy and run
Ass a traumatised stubborn teen Jeff is quick to anger but he toe’s the line (aha reference) at when people disrespect you
Is he an asshole to you all the time?
Yes
Is he the only person who can be mean to you?
Yes
Despite what everyone thinks Jeff does understand the difference between mean teasing and just being an asshole
And if your someone like me who shows your love to people you care about by teasing and being mean to him he’s gonna understand if your friends are the same way
What he does not accept is anyone who dares treat you like your lower than them
thats when he pulls out his knife and commits stabby stabby
Ticci Toby
Physical Touch
Unlike Jeff when Toby is in love he’s a touchy feely person
And once again unlike Jeff when it comes to cuddles Toby is most likely to be the one to initiate cuddles
On a good day Toby recharges with touch
Most of the time he’s all over you
His favourite way to cuddle is him on the bottom with you on his chest and your face buried into his neck
If you cuddle with him like that theres a 97% chance you are not leaving any time soon
He loves to hold your hands alot, Toby hands are an eternal mystery as sometimes their cold as fuck and others their super warm
After a really bad day when he’s had his alone time and recharged (which can take as long as a week) he just wants to lay with you a bit
this usually happens when he’s burnt out (missions do not help)
on days like that he wants to be held in your arms and rest his head on your chest
that way as he falls asleep he can hear your heartbeat and know your safe and alive
Compliments
Toby is an asshole, but he’s a lovable asshole
And on a good day when he’s happy and in love he’s acting like a lovestuck school boy
He’s the type to give you either the cutest nicknames or the weirdest
One day he’ll call you love the next Mustard
His compliments are the sweetest thing ever because of how special they are
instead of complimenting something basic about you (well not basic but well seen by everyone) he compliments you on some of the most obscure things that you didn’t think anyone noticed about you
“I love how fast you talk when you get excited”
“I love easily you get along with sally”
“Your eyes glow in the sunset, it’s really pretty”
Ben Drowned
Space
Ben is an antisocial person.
He’s not bitter about it but most of the time he prefers to keep to himself
Ben understands if his partner isn’t like that, but one of his ways of showing love is giving them space to be their own person
While Ben does love to spend time with you and share interests and hobbies
He is a human demon? ghost? thing that loves alone time
And by giving you space and your own time alone it’s his way of letting you still have freedom to be you
Ben recharges his social battery with a quiet atmosphere so alone time or cuddle time is his favourite thing to do with you when he’s down
Don’t get me wrong he loves cuddles
But that doesn’t mean he’s going to be clinging to you 24/7
Acts of service
Ben is a patient person
Despite what people think all his years of gaming have taught him a lot about taking his time and how easier it is to get things done when he’s chill
So he’s quite alright with doing things for people when they need help
But even so he’s still his own person
So he doesn’t usually do it for free unless it’s for someone he really cares about
And that’s when you come in
Ben is basically ready to do anything for you
Will Jeff call him a simp? Yes, will he care? No
In the end of the day he’s getting ass and Jeff’s not
Anyway
You could ask him to hack the government for you and he would
But basic shit is him bringing you snacks he stole from Jeff’s room when your hungry
He just likes making you happy
Physical Touch
Ironically enough in complete contradiction of the first one Ben actually loves spending time with you
Not all the time, otherwise in his opinion the time he gets with you will feel less special
But when either of you have a bad day he likes to either cuddle you and take a nap or hold you while you both/ he plays video games
Ben’s a ghost? Thing so his body is always cold
That’s one of the reasons why he loves holding you so much is feeling your warm body against him
He likes to nap on your tiddys because 1) he’s perverted and 2) he likes to hear your heartbeat
He finds the sound of it fascinating
Sometimes he feels his pulse just because the shock of not feeling anything is fun to him
Ben is probably one of the easiest pastas to date
He’s like a house cat
Just give him attention and water and he can fend for himself all good
Eyeless Jack
Giving Gifts
Jack in love is a very very confusing thing
Not because he’s contradictory but because the way he flirts sometimes ties into his demonic animalistic tendencies
For example
His gifts to you can sometimes be very sweet things that instead are normal gifts like flowers or chocolates but instead small things like breakfast in bed after a stressful mission (He may or may not use his acting like a doctor as an excuse yes EJ is the mansions doctor fight me bitch)
and then other times it’s organs like a heart or an eyeball, bones or a skull (sometimes animal) and sometimes even teeth, if your lucky most of the time once more they just belong to some pour animal in the woods
and they say romance is dead
Jacks way of showing love is sorta a mixture of how some birds gift their mates things to flirt and how cats give their owners dead animals
He’s cute I swear
Acts of Service
Unlike Ben jack isn’t going to drop everything to please you
but once again the way he shows his love is more casual(?) (I mean he gives you dead things to show his love that ain’t casual)
and if he’s in a good mood/ had a good day then more often than not you’ll find yourself being spoiled in a completely Jack way?
You’re thirsty? He made you both coffee/ tea/ hot chocolate
You’re on a mission and it’s raining? Take his jacket (not like he’s gonna die from the cold)
You’re hungry? Take a snack from his secret stash that no one else is aloud to go through (though most of the time it’s filled with organs)
Jack hates it when his lover is stressed so he likes to do whatever he can to help them out
Physical Touch
I hate to sound stereotypical but Jack does this the most because he is extremely touch starved
Trust me he’s not into PDA at all but behind closed doors he’s finding any excuse he can get to touch you ( with your consent )
he loves sleeping together because usually at night he’s reading or trying to piece together his broken parts
But when he’s holding you in his arms, and whispering how much he loves you in your ear when he’s sure you’re asleep he feels like he doesn’t to be whole
that he can’t expect you to fix him at all, but being with you is enough to make him feel like instead of being broken, being fractured is alright
But weather it’s his hand on your cheek on your hands laced together Jack likes to feel your skin against his
fucckkkk I’m tired, this like took three days, you’re getting a part two when I don’t feel like my head’s trying to kill itself and no I did not spell check this nor will I ever as spellings for pussys and people who graduate school
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taking advantage of the fact that the request are open haha, how would the creepypastas react if they killed their s/o accidentally? thnks love, much love 4 u
you woke up and and chose enternal suffering
TW: Death of the reader, blood, gore, angst, depressive thoughts, hintings of panic attacks, mentions of suicide,....necrophilia....?, mentions of pills, paranoia, delusions :), ect.
Jeffery:
I'm Honestly not even sure how he could have accidentally killed you? He never takes you with him when he goes out to...do his things. He certainly never raised a knife towards you and he would never kill you out of anger. So how did this even happen?
He blacked out. He was just sitting with you, laughing about nothing important. That's all he can remember. So where are you? And whose blood is he covered in right now? It's brown and crumbly, signiling that it's been a good few hours since he came into contact with it. Where are you? He wants to see you, ask what happened. He never even noticed he was holding a knife washed in blood until he stood up, the object falling from his loose hand. Did he kill someone? When? Where? Where's the body? Where are you? Is this a dream? Where are you? He turns in circles, looking for a body. Where are you? He smells that familair scent in the air--that smell that arises from the corpses he mutilates. Where are you? He peeks behind a close by tree, expecting to see a random stranger of whom may have just been in the wrong place at the wrong time. Where are you?
THERE YOU ARE
Wobbiling legs, vacant eyes, a shaky hand outstretched towards an all too familar body. Why are you here? What's wrong with you? Shaky breaths, his heart that seems to stop for a whole few seconds--and suddenly—all too suddenly, the realization of what he's done hits him so hard he loses the feeling in his legs, falling beside your weeping corpse as you stare him in the eyes, filling him with a sense of glorified dread. The emotions that his brain can't seem to comprehend are flooding in all at once and far too fast, crippiling him with something that escaped him the night he killed his family. How did this happen? Why? What? Confusion and horror seeps into his bones and shoots him down, peircing his lungs in a way that leaves him gasping for air that he just can't seem to hold onto.
Jane:
She was just too obsessed. She went too far without looking around at her surroundings. Her hunt for Jeffery pushed her too hard. Before she knew it, she was standing over a body that she shouldn’t have been. As soon as she did it, her spiked anger flushed out of her system, a cold bucket of realization and horror washing over her. Immediately, apologies spew out of her mouth from behind her mask. She hurt her s/o out of pure anger of which she didn’t try hard enough to control. She’s so sure that you’ve just been knocked unconscious—she’s positive that your bleeding head wound isn’t fatal. No, you’ll be fine. Huh? Where’s your pulse? What?
Her nerves flare up, horror spiking back up again; as if it never went down in the first place. She’s not a delusional idiot. She doesn’t try to shake you awake. She won’t call out for you, expecting a response. Jane doesn’t pray to a dead god in the hope that you’ll awaken and smile at her, saying that you forgive her. That you know it was an accident. That you still love her. No. What she does is bury your body. She reflects the blame onto someone else. Jeffery. You were arguing with her about her continuous hunt for him. You told her that you wanted her to stop—you wanted her to forget. Jeffery caused this. He was the subject of the argument. He’s taken yet another person from her.
BEN:
How did this happen to him? To you? He should have been more careful. He should have known this would happen sooner or later. He should have stayed away from you. Why was he like this? Of course this happened to him, to you; the person he loved most. It was fine. It was alright. You were having fun. He was so happy just to be able to spend time with you. Why would he let you put in the plug? So close to him? He naturally collects electricity. He knows that. So why would he let himself stand so close to you as you plugged in the controller.
A lapse in judgement. He forgot. He was too focused on the way you looked today. You had only woken up an hour ago, a messy appearance still making his dead heart race. That’s no excuse. How did this happen to him? He knows how. So why can’t he feel anything? Why can’t he move his limbs? Why does he feel worse now than he had when he was drowning at the bottom of a lake? Why is he feeling like that but also simultaneously feeling nothing at the same time? Did he break? Yeah. Staring down at this body, he starts to think he might have broke. He might have just died again. He wants to die again. Please let him die again.
EJ:
He was careful with you for years. He had to be. He could break a hand just by holding it so easily. He could lose to his cravings and sink his teeth into your neck at any time. He could rip your head off with no effort at all if he were to brush your hair with anything other than small, fleeting and gentle touches. So how did this happen? He’s always been so careful. His eating schedule always revolved around you. He would have to leave for a few days so he could eat away from you, so he usually held off on leaving for months if he could.
He knew he shouldn’t have. Spending more time with you at the cost of your own life wasn’t worth it. It wasn’t logical. If the hunger got too persistent he could go feral, accidentally killing you in the process. It wasn’t logical. He knew it wasn’t logical to stay with you longer if he was hungry. So why did he do it? How could he let this happen? The cold realization that he really did lose control hits him, the feeling in his limbs quickly leaving. Static. That’s all he could feel. Numb static. You’re everywhere. He wasn’t careful enough. He lost out to his feelings for the first time in hundreds of years. And you paid the price. It was his fault. It’s his fault. It’s his fault. HE DID THIS TO YOU.
He can’t function. The control he’s been holding over himself for a good thousand years breaks. He regresses back into what he was before he gained control. He no longer wants to have control if it leads to him falling in love with someone only to kill them later when he loses it again.
LJ:
He can’t even remember how this happened. The trauma blocking the horrible memories works fast. All he knows is that you’re leaking blood all over a table he doesn’t remember being here yesterday. All he knows is that you’re dead and he did this. He did this. No. No he didn’t. He didn’t. He wouldn’t. He would never hurt you. Who did this? He didn’t. Events take a morbid turn when his abandonment issues take a turn for the worse.
He won’t let the body go. Your body. He won’t let you leave him. So he holds you forever, just like he promised you he would when you first met all those years ago. He holds you through the decomposition process, he holds you until you’re only scattered bones. He holds you until your bones are dust and you’ve been gone longer than he can remember. He says to not worry. He likes holding you. He’ll hold you like this forever. Don’t worry. He’s sure you were so scared. Don’t worry. He’s got you. Don’t worry.
Masky:
He ran out of pills at the worst possible time. The paranoia hit him all at once, making him tape the windows and glue them shut, block the door, place a camera in all the doorways. He keeps seeing things. He keeps seeing the tall man in the darkest corner of his room. He needs more pills. But he can’t leave or the tall man will get him. He’s sure of it.
You just chose the wrong time to come over. You couldn’t have known. He didn’t even realize it was you. It was so dark. The pipe in his hand was slick with sweat. All too suddenly you’re on the floor bleeding out and his chest is heaving, air seemingly desperate to avoid him. The lights get turned on. Huh? Why are you—why? Why are you on the floor? Where is that blood coming from...? Like coffee to a drunk person, the sight of your bleeding out form sobers him—paranoia and hallucinatory visions seeping out of his veins. An almost unparalleled confusion makes him back away from you, making him trip over his steps. He can’t grasp what’s exactly happening at the moment. It takes him a few minutes to realize that his s/o is indeed bleeding out on his floor—and by then it’s far too late. He’s incompetent. His incompetency was the cause of your death. His cowardice. He was so weak it ended your life. That’s how he sees it.
Hoodie:
He can’t even believe he let you get into this situation with him. He was supposed to protect you. He was supposed to be strong enough—stable enough, to protect you. He was supposed to be able to keep his sanity so that he could keep you safe. He took his pills. He stayed away from the woods when he was with you. He stayed in public places with you, and never met at night. He always had a tape recording—so how did it go so wrong? He tried so hard. He tried so fucking hard to keep you safe. So fucking hard.
He thought it was okay to take a short walk with you. You weren’t even close to the woods, it was still a semi-public place. No one was out, and while that made him uneasy, he didn’t question it. He should have. He should have grabbed your hand and taken you to fucking McDonalds or some shit. Maybe a nice stroll through Walmart. Just not here. Not alone and outside. He put you in this situation. It was his fault. He didn’t mean it. He’s never been angrier in his whole existence. He doesn’t worry, he doesn’t fear. Hoodie isn’t scared of anything. But looking down at a corpse that once belonged to you, he finds that he does indeed fear one thing. The end of your life.
Toby:
As far as he’s concerned you never died. What? What do you mean you’re holding a funeral? For who? What? What do you mean? My significant other is sitting right beside me? Is this a joke? It’s not very funny. Can you please stop calling me delusional? Hallucinating? What the fuck are you on? Do you want me set you on fire?
No. You never died. In fact, he’s looking at your smiling face right now. You’re like the sun. So bright it hurts, but so pretty. You’re telling him about your day, although he finds it odd that you’re talking about work again even though you’ve been sitting in this field with him all day. You’re a bit inconsistent and confused these days, but that’s okay. We’ll get through it together. Just like we always have. You promised, remember? Together forever, even through death. <3
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Some Lee and EJ sibling teasing i felt the need to share
“I love you Mom,” EJ says as she hugs her tightly.
“I love you too,” Laura says as she hugs her daughter tightly. “So much,” Laura says as she places a kiss on her head, and as she does Bill has to look down at the table as he fights back tears, feeling devastated as he knows that Laura doesn’t have much longer left with their kids.
“So, um,” Lee says, having no idea what his father is struggling with, as his mother and sister break apart. “Unless there’s something else to talk about, EJ and I have plans with Kara, Billy and Dee,” Lee explains, and while both Laura and Bill know that there is something else they need to talk to their kids about, Laura’s prognosis, they also know they are not having that conversation tonight.
“What are your plans tonight?” Laura asks curious, and Lee gets the exact look he got on his face when he was seven and did something mischievous, usually something that got Zak in trouble. “Leeland, what’s going on?” Laura asks her son, as Bill is amused by the ‘guilty little boy’ look on his son’s face.
“We’re going to teach Billy how to play triad,” Lee answers, and EJ rolls her eyes at her brother giving in so easily.
“So, you’re corrupting my chief of staff,” Laura says, trying to keep the amusement out of her voice so that she can sounds serious.
“I think technically Kara will be doing most of the corrupting, the rest of us will just be innocent bystanders,” Lee admits, and both Bill and Laura doubt that. “And for the record it was EJ’s idea,” Lee explains.
“Hey! Just standing here! Why are you dragging me into this!” EJ objects, looking at her brother.
“Because it was your idea!” Lee responds.
“Was not”
“Was too,”
“Was not,”
“Was too,”
“Enough!” Bill says loudly, cutting over the bickering that is going on between EJ and Lee.
“Yes Dad,” EJ says.
“Sorry Dad,” Lee says, sounding sheepish as he looks a little embarrassed about his behaviour.
“Go, have fun, but EJ I do not want a repeat of what happened when Zak first taught you to play triad,” Laura says, looking at her daughter.
“But that’s what makes it fun,” EJ says with a pout.
“Evelyn….” Laura says, in a warning tone of voice.
“Fine, I won’t act like a confused kid so I can win more than everyone else would be willing to bet,” EJ says, looking annoyed as when Zak taught her to play Triad not only did she win five hundred cubits from him she got him to clean her room, cook whatever she wanted for two days, and do all the chores she was supposed to do while he was visiting; suffice to say Laura wasn’t impressed when she found out.
“Don’t worry Mom, Kara and I have caught onto that little act, we’re not going to let her get away with it,” Lee assures his mother.
“Oh please, with how distracted you get by Kara when she leans back in her chair, I could steal your cards and you wouldn’t even notice,” EJ tells her brother, who looks shocked and embarrassed that his sister has called him out like that.
“I don’t know what you’re talking about,” Lee lies.
“Whatever you say Apollo,” EJ says with a smirk. “You’re not as subtle as you think,” EJ tells him, and Lee just looks at his sister in shock.
“I… I..” Lee says, trying to figure out what he is going to say.
“Come on, we should go,” EJ says, looking amused. “See you, Mom, Dad,” EJ says before heading to the hatch. “You know I can’t wait to tell Kara that I rendered you speechless,” EJ says before hurrying out of the hatch.
“Don’t even think about saying anything!” Lee says, chasing after his sister without saying goodbye to his parents who are watching with amused looks on their faces, Lee stumbling over Laura’s shoes, which are in their traditional place of right in the middle of walk way as he chases after his sister.
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So this has a ton of opinions which I usually stray away from but i really let all my opinions out here. Also there is definitely fact mistakes, probably name mistakes and some incorrect singing terms in here, I wrote this at 2 A.M. with a limited knowledge of theater I’m just trying to get a point across.
Why s2 of hsm the series should have been newsies instead of beauty and the beast:
They say straight up in the show “we need a real Alan Menkhen musical” and they pick beauty and the beast instead of newsies, a literal Broadway stage production???
At first I assumed it was because the cast was primarily male, but that isn’t even a reasonable argument. 1)as shown by s1 when a boy played sharpay, gender doesn’t matter when being considered for a role. 2), a cast with multiple male leads would give the gay men in the show a chance to shine, instead of shoving them to background roles like Chip. Not to mention Carlos is a dancer, and newsies is a musical driven by choreography. 3), since nini moved there are only like 2 lead females anyway, which works for the 2 female roles in newsies.
Casting Wise, the play works SO MUCH better!
Ricky: jack kelley is a much better role for him than the beast for many reasons. First, their personalities are very similar with the mischievous main teen vibe, so the role would be like Troy where Ricky can slip into it easier. Second, it fits him better vocally. It is very clear from listening to Joshua basset sing that he has a relatively high vocal range, and singing low notes or in a deep voice doesn’t come as naturally to him. Jeremy Jordan has a similar vocal range, where he stays in higher octaves and more rarely uses a deep, monotone voice (at least never to the beast’s extent). Ricky would sound perfect singing in Jack’s vocal range. The beast, however, sings almost exclusively in an extremely deep, monotone voice that Joshua cannot easily perform.
Ashlyn: not only does she look quite similar to Katherine, but they have similar personalities as well. Also, katherine’s high and bubbly singing voice would sound lovely with Ash’s, which is also high and bubbly but often softer. This would allow her to push herself to sing louder and more confidently. And she still gets to play a smart bookworm lead female role.
Kourtney: she was born to play miss medda larken. Mrs. Potts’ debut song “beauty and the beast” is a soft romance ballad, which does not match kourt’s stadium reach, strong, powerful voice. “That’s rich” not only shows off her vocals better, but matches her personality and voice much better with the grit and power behind it. Also, Mrs Potts as a character is the soft, motherly type. Miss medda is a rambunctious, empowered, “I got men if I want em but I don’t need em” kinda woman. Which role better fits the girl power, loud, activist, personal cheer squad type person that Kourtney is?
Carlos and Sebastian: not only would this stop shoving the gays and only interesting men other than Ricky to background roles (sorry big red), but it would show off their talents. Seb would make a wonderful crutchy, with his innocent nature and likeness to the character. It would also give him a chance to flex his vocals and sing a duet with Ricky in Santa Fe, further developing the friendships in the show. Carlos could play really any of the main boys, I mostly think he would kill in this due to his dance and choreography skills, which newsies really emphasizes.
Big red: PLEASE this boy would be perfect as Ben Cook’s role (can’t remember the newsie’s name). They’re both the kinda dumb but endearing friend type, and he leads “king of New York”, a song with a killer tap dancing break, which is the whole reason big red wanted to try out! His chemistry with Ricky as crutchy would make that a fine role for him too, but since Sebastian has stronger vocals I think it’s better for him to take a more prominent role while big red relies on his dancing skills over singing.
Gina: though there’s no more lead girl roles, I think she would kill it as mr. Pulitzer. They could add some spice to the character through her insane dance skills, and she would play a great “cunning yet intelligent buisinesswoman” type. This dude also gets 2 or 3 songs, and honestly I don’t remember who she plays in Beauty and the beast so idk.
EJ: I admit Gaston is a perfect role for him and I can’t fit him into newsies well. He would play a good spot conlin, though it is a significantly smaller role. No one really cares about ej though so small loss.
Plot valuability:
doing newsies makes literally way more sense. Firstly, they are kinda planning entering this show last-minute compared to the competition, so to pick a show already written and choreographed for stage production would really save time. (Even though it would still need work to be condensed for a high school production). Second, miss Jen is so determined to stand out from the crowd and win the contest so she picks... beauty and the beast? One of the most popular Disney movies (and honestly with one of Alan’s weaker soundtracks compared to tangled, Aladdin, and the little mermaid imo). Having them do newsies, especially when switching up gender roles like casting Gina as Pulitzer, would actually make them stand apart from the dozens of schools performing Disney movies. It would also give a significantly more impressive vocal and dance performance, since the songs were written for Broadway singers rather than actors. The set is also more cheap and condensed, while still looking professional, which would help with their “we’re too poor and late to afford a straight-up aquarium so let’s do the most with what we’ve got.” Putting the characters in these roles would also not alter their development or main story plots much, besides strengthening certain friendships and pushing aside less popular characters (ej). It would also give more rep for the gays as well as switching up gender roles. Imagine, the gay guys get actual things to do in the show and aren’t defined by the sole plot of “my boyfriend rich” relationship drama! (I love these two but I am a tired ace). Also jerjor performs in both this and tangled the series, so it’s a double whammy for Alan menkhen representation.
Marketability: I know the musical has to be widely known and appealing to viewers. People watched s1 because they love hsm. People also love beauty and the beast, so viewership may raise with fans of the movie. Newsies doesn’t die here, though. It is a very widely popular play among theatre people, and existed first as a movie musical so it isn’t exclusive to theater kids. Also, fans of Newsies are generally between their tweens and early twenties, the exact age demographic for the show. Beauty and the beast is a classic and more widely known, but also doesn’t draw in large numbers of the exact age group you want. Also, the fact that newsies is a little less mainstream only helps the plot point of them choosing it to still have something well known while also standing out from the competition. Doing beauty and the beast is not only an awful choice for casting that limits the actors vocals or is completely out of their range, but it also makes them blend in with the crowd.
Final notes: beauty and the beast was IMO the worst choice for the play this season. Movies like Aladdin and tangled both have very energetic and loud soundtracks that allow these characters to belt their hearts out. Beauty and the beast has a very folksy, quiet, ballad type of track that limits the actors. The only actor that I think sings ballads better than big booming tracks is Nini, who isn’t even in the play this year. Ricky also sings great ballads, which is why ballads that are still slow but also emotional and powerful like “Santa fe” or “something to believe in” (which would sound AMAZING in his and Ashlyn’s voices) fit much better than the deep voice of the beast that he can not comfortably sing in. Also, the beast has very few songs whereas newsies would allow him to belt his heart out in nearly every song with that lovely voice he has. The age range of the newsies cast (that characters are supposed to be 17) fits better with these very teen actors than a movie about old fashioned French young adults. Really newsies was the best musical choice for this season, but I also believe beauty and the beast was the last one they should have chosen.
(After reading comments I rescind my statement that beauty and the beast was the worst choice, but it’s still second to newsies imo)
Feel free to debate me in the comments or point out my mistakes, I’m very open to other points of view
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