#also my friend isnt replying to me and it's been 12 days lol

[horansqueen]

You & Me : chapter 21

A Niall Horan fanfiction ; rated MA

Sequel to AM CONVERSATIONS

CHAPTER 1 || CHAPTER 2 || CHAPTER 3 || CHAPTER 4 || CHAPTER 5 || CHAPTER 6 || CHAPTER 7 || CHAPTER 8 || CHAPTER 9 || CHAPTER 10 || CHAPTER 11 || CHAPTER 12 || CHAPTER 13 || CHAPTER 14 || CHAPTER 15 || CHAPTER 16 || CHAPTER 17 || CHAPTER 18 || CHAPTER 19 || CHAPTER 20

NOTES:

-one chapter is her pov, the next is his. -4k -im sorry, i never proofread, i hate it. -there WILL be smut. but not only smut. -this is a romance, comedy, smut story. -for the summary, check my MASTERLIST.

- notes: thank you for the comments and notes to those who still send them! it means a lot to me. i hope this chapter isnt disappointing!

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Chapter 21 : His chapter

NIALL

The way we had made love kept playing over and over in my head but what I was really obsessed with was how she looked, wearing only my shirt (not even panties), sitting in the couch as she ate the meal I had prepared. She had almost choked on the rice when something funny happened in the movie we were watching and I never really noticed how endearing it was... how adorable she was. Now that we had had sex a few times, I could see a bit clearer. I was still horny for her and was ready to go whenever she wanted to, but I could also realize the little things I had missed. The way her nose raised up when I teased her about her clumsiness, the way her face lighted up when she was excited (she would even sometimes make a few small jumps), the way she bit her bottom lip when she was trying not to laugh, and even the messy state her hair was in when she'd wake up in the morning. I could make a list of all the things she did that I adored and sometimes, I spent half an hour actually listing her cute behaviors in my head.

I knew she was busy these days and I didn't want to bother her but I couldn't help but sent her a few text messages through the days. She didn't seem to bother, she even answered me quite quickly, but on friday, she replied with a message that sort of got to me.

'Did you ever have a talk with Louis about the argument you two had?'

In fact, we had not and I knew that since a few days had passed, we were both calm now and could have a discussion without risking to jump at each other's throat. It was not like me to be violent anyway but Louis knew me well and he knew exactly on which button to press to anger me. I sent him a quick text message, inviting him over and got up to check if I had enough beer left for the night. My phone beeped and I chuckled at his answer that consisted of a smiley emoji showing his teeth and the words 'On my way' written with a few exclamation points.

I quickly sent Olivia a message to tell her about it and then licked my lips before pressing them together and typing something else.

'I miss you, petal, send a selfie.'

I waited about a minute and smiled when I saw the picture of her doing a pouty face with El and Julie doing the same behind her and I realized that Louis was either stuck with the 3 girls and was glad to escape to come to my place, or he was alone by himself at his house and I was saving him from boredom. Either way, it made me laugh and I hesitated but decided to send her an other message.

'Love that selfie but when you have time, you should send me an other kind of selfie 😏'

'😂😂😂 Perv!'

I laughed and put my phone away before rummaging through my pantry to find chips and candies and brought everything to the living room along with beers before the doorbell rang. I breathed in and walked up to it, opening it slowly only to see one of my best friends waiting for me on the other side. He shook his eyebrows and the left corner of his lips curled into an amused smile.

"Hey Neil." he let out, making me smile too. "Thanks for inviting me. Livi said I should bring you this."

He moved his hand up and I noticed he was holding two bottles, one of vodka and one of jack daniels, in-between his fingers. I chuckled and moved away to let him in, following him to the living room. He put the bottles on the coffee table and turned to me before we hugged each other.

"I'm sorry Niall, I should have told you."

"I'm sorry too, I shouldn't have been so pissed about it."

We pulled away and Louis raised his eyebrows before rushing to the kitchen and coming back with two glasses. He poured vodka in both and handed me one before clinking his against mine.

"To neverending friendship." he let out, making me smile. "Nothing can break this bond yea?"

I smiled and nodded, licking my lips. "Yea."

We sat together and he opened a beer. I stared at him as he dropped the cap on the coffee table and leaned against the couch before turning to look at me. I didn't know if he was waiting for me to say something but I just grabbed my beer too and took a sip.

"I know I shouldn't have had sex with your ex girlfriend, Niall. " he pointed out after a while. "I just... we became very close, and it's the only way we found not to throw ourselves at random people in bars and shit. I mean I love my son more than anything in the world, but that wasn't planned and I didn't want something like that to happen again. I mean it was a baby, and it was good news, but it could have been something bad, you know?"

It didn't make much sense to me but I kept quiet, curious to hear all he had to say about that.

"It really just happened. The first time we did it she was... so sad. I had just learned that I was going to be a dad, and we both didn't know how to cope with that."

"Who had the idea?" I asked, surprised that those words even came out of my mouth and regretting them right after. I wanted to know but at the same time, i didn't.

Louis sighed but kept looking in my eyes. "Hers, I guess." he shrugged. "But also not really. It's complicated. She proposed it, changed her mind, and I insisted. She said It was the best way to stop hurting for a few hours and honestly Niall, she was right. Every time we needed to tone down the pain in the next few months, that's how we did it. It was a bad way to handle it I mean, we went to therapy later and the more we healed, the less we fucked."

Quickly, I swallowed my beer, emptying it and putting it a bit roughly on the coffee table before grabbing the glass and pouring myself more vodka. I could feel Louis' eyes on me as I took a long sip of it and he sighed.

"I'm sorry, Niall."

"I just can't believe you choked my ex girlfriend." I pointed out in a low tone. "You called her names. You made her moan and cum. But the worst of all, Louis, is that you became so close to her that you guys can just look at each other and know exactly what the other is thinking."

I didn't say more but I knew that it also meant that in bed, he knew exactly what she liked. He knew exactly how to turn her on, how to touch her to give her pleasure, how to make her shake beneath him. He had seen her in a vulnerable state that I wished I was the only one who saw. I wanted to be the only one to read her that way, whether it was sexually or romantically.

"You're her best friend now and I'm not." I mumbled. "I'm nothing."

I swallowed the rest of my glass, feeling suddenly my whole body on fire but I didn't know if it was because of anger or because of the alcohol. Perhaps, a bit of both.

"I won't lie to you, Niall. She's my best friend. She's my other half." he shook his head. "But it's just friendship. It means a lot, but we don't have romantic love for each other. The special connection we have is all about friendship. A deep one alright, but still."

"You don't get it." I scoffed, looking down at my glass as I felt myself get slightly dizzy. "She used to have that connection with me."

I felt Louis move on the couch and he got closer, still holding his glass but he waited until I looked up in his eyes to talk.

"No, what you had was stronger than that. The connection you two had, Niall, was stronger than what me and her have. And you're the one who broke it. It'll come back, I can feel it. But you're gonna have to work for it. She was hurt, and even if I know she loves you, she's so scared."

He took a pause as I let the words he spoke sink in.

"I don't think you realize what happened after you broke up with her, Niall. She was broken. She was like a zombie, numb and lost. She lost her boyfriend and her best friend at the same time. The person she loves the most in the world. You're still that person so... fight. And don't hurt her again because I swear I'm going to kill you."

"Did she date anyone else?"

Louis sighed and finished his beer before filling our glasses again. Waiting for his answers every single time I asked a question was driving me crazy.

"Yea, some girl she met I can't remember where." he shrugged. "It was not serious because we didn't..." he stopped himself and looked up in my eyes. "We didn't stop having sex while she was with her. I mean I'm not even sure they were official, I never asked and she didn't want to talk about it."

"So she never cheated on Dylan with you." I pointed out, suddenly a bit stressed.

"No. And I never cheated on El. With anyone. You know me." he let out firmly. "She cheated on him with you though, didn't she."

"I guess. From what I understand, he knows or something. I just don't know what to do to make her choose me. I've tried telling her how I felt and I made her many promises, but she doesn't trust me, so I'm getting drunk tonight trying not to think too much of my ex girlfriend riding you and moaning your name, or about her getting married to an other famous prick."

"Who's the prick? You or me?"

I smiled and chuckled low. "Both."

I thought he'd throw something at me but he just laughed and shook his head.

"Liv has her secrets but I feel like you have yours, too." Louis let out as we drank our third glass. "You two are gonna have to talk to each other before anything can be official between you."

I groaned. "Talking is all we do. I told her so many things I thought I'd never have the guts, or the chance to tell her. I don't know if she can handle finding out about who I was when she was not around."

"She can." he argued. "Besides, it must not have been that bad since nothing appeared online."

I chuckled. "I'm normally quite good at being private, so don't be so sure."

"I'm sure it's nothing that can't be forgiven. I mean she slept with your best mate and you forgave her, so." he laughed, making me groan again and grimace.

I heard my phone beep again and grabbed it only to smile when I saw her name on the screen. I didn't know why everything that was linked to her made me happy but I knew I was a bit tipsy anyway. I quickly lost my smile when I saw the picture she sent me and my jaw dropped.

'For your eyes only 😉' was written right under a picture of her.

"Jesus Christ."

My eyes roamed on her body and I felt my heartbeats accelerate. She was naked in front of the mirror and her free hand was hiding her pussy. I wanted her so bad that I had to reach for my cock to adjust myself, almost forgetting that Louis was there with me. I thought about touching her and groaned low until Louis hit my knee with his.

"You're fucking drooling, what is it?"

With difficulty, I took my eyes off of my phone and looked up at my friend who had an amused smile on the lips. I turned the screen off and cleared my throat, grabbing my glass and swallowing what was left in it as Louis started laughing.

"It's Olivia isn't it?" he asked, his smile growing. "What did she say? No wait, did she send you a picture? She's supposed to be with my girlfriend right now!"

"Well trust me, your girlfriend is not on the picture. She was not even in the same room."

"No fucking way, she sent you a nude!"

I opened my lips to answer something cheeky but was cut by the sound of my phone again, feeling my heart jump in my chest at the thought of her messaging me but I frowned when I saw who it was coming from and made a small grimace. I should have blocked Heidi's number but I normally don't do that because I'm not a bitter person. Still, if she was to message me too much, I'd definitely have to do something. I clicked on it and it's the message I saw first.

'Told you. Call me.'

I frowned more and scrolled down to see the picture. It was Olivia wearing a wedding dress. I had no idea where the picture came from and I knew that I should try to find details on the picture that would give me clues but all I could focus on was her. Something jumped in my chest but unlike what Heidi probably thought, it was not sadness that I felt when I looked at that picture. I was pretty sure Heidi had sent that to me just to hurt me or start something between Olivia and I but I didn't care. All I cared about was all the thoughts running through in my mind. She looked incredible. She looked so beautiful I felt like I was witnessing something I was not supposed to, as if I was the future husband and that I was not allowed to see her in her wedding dress before she walked down the altar. I felt myself tear up and brought my hand to cover my mouth, swallowing hard and blinking a few times.

I knew Olivia was not sure she was going to get married to Dylan yet and for now, it was enough for me. I also knew she had to go through with the wedding plan and even if it hurt, it was still legit. I could wait a few weeks, right? After all, she waited years for me and never gave up.

"Olivia was shopping for her wedding dress today?" I just asked, my eyes glued to the picture.

"Yea, she was going with Julie and El." Louis confirmed as I shook my head. "Are you mad?"

"Mad?" I asked, raising my eyebrows and looking up at him. "No, I'm just.. she looks amazing."

I turned my phone and Louis moved closer to check the picture before moving back and leaning against the couch again. I turned the screen to me again and sighed, closing my eyes and rubbing them roughly.

"So which picture do you prefer?" Louis asked with a smirk, making me roll my eyes.

"You want to know if my lust for her is stronger than my love for her?" I just asked. "The answer is no. I just feel a bit guilty for even seeing the one with the wedding dress."

"Who sent it to you?"

"Heidi." I replied with a grimace, making Louis roll his eyes.

"Never liked this girl. No idea what you saw in her. But she did that to hurt you, clearly."

"Well it doesn't, it just makes me want to..." I shook my head, searching for my words. "It makes me want to marry her."

With a chuckle, Louis moved closer to me again, his eyebrows raised in surprise and a small smile playing across his lips.

"Excuse me you said what?"

"I want to marry her. You know, have kids, live together, plan an actual future..."

"Who are you and what did you do with me mate?"

"Shut up!" I groaned before chuckling, throwing the untouched bag of chips at him.

He just caught it, opened it and took a handful of chips that he brought to his mouth.

"Yuh shoo tah uh." he muttered as I rolled my eyes, waiting for him to swallow. "You really should tell her." he repeated.

"I don't know how to tell her I love her anymore. I don't know how to prove to her that she's the only one I need and that I'll never break her heart again. That I will never leave, no matter what happens."

I knew I was getting drunk by the minute but I still grabbed my glass and poured more alcohol in it without checking from which bottle it was from. I drank it as I shook my leg, racking my brain to find a way to show her that I meant it. I jumped off the couch and felt suddenly dizzy and held myself on the couch, making Louis laugh.

"Mate, sit back down, you're drunk."

"Nooo no, I know how to make her realize how much she means to me!"

Louis frowned but I ignored him, rushing to my room and searching through a box of my old stuff. It took me about ten minutes but I finally found an old letter Olivia had written me when we were teens and brought it back, giving it to Louis with a big smile. I stood next to him with a large smile as he read it and finally, he looked up at me and chuckled.

"Okay she wrote you letters like that and you didn't know she was in love with you?" he just said with an other chuckle. "Mate, you need someone to hit you behind the head. I can do it if you want me to."

"No, Tommo. You don't get it." I grabbed the paper from his hands and turned it around, pointing at the bottom. "There's her name. In her own handwriting."

Louis frowned, then realized and finally, his eyes got bigger and he got up, grabbing both my shoulders and raising his eyebrows before shaking me slightly.

"Niall, you never ever wanted a tattoo in your life!" he pointed out. "Besides, you're drunk, no one will agree to tattoo you!"

"Oh but you know tattoo artists that will anyway yea? I'm counting on you!"

He stared at me for a few minutes and I brought my hands together in a way to beg him. He ended up rolling his eyes with a smile, making mine grow even more.

"Fine! But if you regret it tomorrow, don't you fucking blame me!"

I barely remembered anything, from the way the needles felt to the final result but when Louis drove us back home, he kept glancing at me. The window was down and the cool wind of the night helped me sober up. I still didn't regret it but I knew it was a possibility when I'd wake up. I'd deal with it in the morning though, I was getting a bit too tired to think about it.

"Did it hurt?"

"Not really. Perhaps I was too drunk to feel it." I replied with a shrug, leaning my head on the seat. "You think she'll realize how much I love her with that tattoo?"

"First off, you're gonna have to show her. It's super small, and it's in a spot no one can see unless you're naked I mean, why did you want it there?" Louis frowned before shaking his head. "Anyway, not the point. She already knows you love her. So do I think this tattoo will suddenly bring her trust in you back? No. But it'll definitely entertain her."

I groaned again. "Shut up."

"Hey, I'm just so happy I got to witness that once in my life. Pretty sure it's the only tattoo you'll ever get. It's an honor for me, thank you, Neil."

"I hate you."

He was right, I had chosen a spot no one could see, at the top of my thigh, near my stomach. I've never been a fan of tattoos and I couldn't find a place to put it that wouldn't be obvious and the only other places that people never see would have given her a very wrong impression of my intentions. I could feel it burn on my skin and unlike what I thought, It didn't make me feel weird. Louis was right, it was a very small tattoo, not worth writing home about, but everyone who knew me was aware that it did mean something.

Louis parked and we walked inside in silence but he stopped near the door and patted my shoulder gently.

"I think I'm gonna leave." he just said in a low tone. "Do you need help to clean or anything?"

I shook my head and grabbed my phone, checking her picture again and surprisingly, it was the wedding dress one. I pressed my lips together and Louis moved closer, his hand squeezing my shoulder this time.

"Do you want me to call her for you?" he asked in a gentle tone. "Maybe she'd want to spend the night here? I'll even give her a ride if she wants."

I looked at my friend and felt a wave of affection for him. Knowing he was there for me and that he cared made me feel better. When I broke up with Olivia, Louis had disappeared and he hadn't been much present until I ran into her again. Now, it felt like he was back in my life for real and I liked it.

"I don't know..."

I was not sure. I wanted her with me, and the craving was intense, but I didn't want her to feel like she had to take care of me again. Still, the thought of holding her in my arms was so hard it made a shiver cross my back.

"I started writing songs for a new album." I let out randomly. "All the fucking songs are about her."

Louis looked at me for a few seconds and sighed. "Tell her, Niall. Do it." He grabbed his phone and clicked on something before bringing the phone to his ear.

"Hey love, I'm with Niall right now and he really wants to see you." Louis looked up at me as I rolled my eyes and he smirked. "Why didn't he call you himself?" He took the phone away from his mouth and whispered to me. "She says you never replied to her last text message."

I closed my eyes, remembering the nude she sent me and let out a low curse word, feeling suddenly like an ass and hoping she didn't think I didn't enjoy looking at her naked.

"No darling," Louis continued. "He was too shy to call you. And he didn't answer your text because he was too busy jerking off to it."

I felt my heart jump in my chest and hit his arm a bit roughly but it only made him smile more. I closed my eyes and grunted low, hearing Louis say a bunch of 'Mmhm''s before saying goodbye and hanging up.

"She'll be there in half an hour." he sent me a satisfied smile. "I mean she said 15 minutes but, you know her."

I remained motionless for a few seconds, just looking at my friend, and finally, I brought him into a hug that he quickly answered. I moved my chin down, trying not to cry, and just closed my eyes.

"I know you love her, mate. And I think you two are soulmates." he admitted in a low tone. "Fight for it. Get her back. And then, never let her go."

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[aro-aizawa]

suprisingly not that many people ship them, but the thing is. the "&" is literally in the top 3 relationships!! i have not been in a fandom where a "&" is one of the most popular rships. (im not exactly.. against them? i prefer brotp in general but there are a lot of uh racist antis against that romantic ship so i like it on principle for the ~spite~)

i think theres a difference between a ship fic and a ..normal fic(?). like. usually in ship fics the plot and the focus would be their interactions/getting together. whereas for regular fics u can kinda balance plot and rship, but the main plot isnt actually getting together. do u kinda get what i mean haha

no no feel free to rant! its kinda funny that they taught u to swear in yr6 but rip for not being able to censor urself. and also. broke up. over facebook??? better or worse than text lmao.

the only rship ive had started off... not great. like it was an online friend from south america, and they asked me out literally the day i rejected my friend. so... i said yes out of guilt for rejecting my friend bc it didnt look like my friend was taking the rejection well ^^; not a wonderful start rip. went well for 6-8 months then we broke up bc the honeymoon period wore off and i havent talked to them since! ✌🏻✌🏻✌🏻✌🏻✌🏻✌🏻✌🏻 it was fun tho, but it felt honestly just more online friends tbh (....interesting decisions all around yknow? )

it be how it be. i was still id'ing as panromantic ace at the time. but still. im wondering if i could eventually "work" with someone? or is that just. allonormative asgsggshshd

i see enemies to lovers but what i Rlly want is enemies to friends to lovers. the friends is necessary!! at least in a long fic haha. ...and love at first sight sounds really fake to me? it sounds just like a hyperbole tbh. like maybe it was first wow u seem like a great person and then u like, get to know each other and then fall in love, etc etc

(👀 oop i type a lot. Rip)

oh yiiiikes i hate when fandom gets those racist fans. i’m kind of,,, dense?? about that kind of thing (abt a lot of similar things too), so whenever i see it, it’s like. mega bad. but nice! i don’t ever pay attention to what’s the most popular in terms of ao3 because when i get into a fandom i’ll blacklist every thing i’m not comfortable seeing in said fandom and then save that for when i’m gonna check out said fandom. for example [here is my atla filters], [here is my mha filters] and [here is my ml filters]. (i also use an extention called ao3rdr which has a blacklist function and my blacklist is SO LONG. but it’s an essential so that i don’t feel like my brain is going to rot by trying to find good fics.)

ye!!! i always think abt it in terms similar to genres. i hate watching films and regular books because genres are so....stilted? and ridgid in what it involves? so in fandom terms i think there’s two main kind of genre categories that have sub categories. there’s ship fic, then there’s genfic. no clue if these are wide spread terms i’ve just kind of understood it that way lol. but within those two categories, there’s sub genres like canon divergence that focus on said ship but with a focus on the plot as well so there’s two plots going on rather than just the main plot. usually there’s always equals in both sides. i think that’s what you’re thinking of. the difference is how the authors approach their fics, whether they think it’s a ship fic explorating the how do they get together of relationships or if it’s the genfic of exploring the relationship itself.

lmao yeah it was like. the only way we’d communicate in non-irl fashion because we were both like. 12/13 so we’d have like. pay as you go plans for our phones so i at least, hoarded my credit and primarily used alternate communication methods. so idk if this is wide spread but at the time we never got into the habit of communicating via text. it’s why still to this day i never ever contact my irl friends via texts, and always through social media (the only time i ever use facebook nowadays is to message my friends tho i’ve been,,,, rather lax abt that. i need to respond to one of my group chats but i’m,,, procrastinating). and we were both awkward people, so i wasn’t bothered by the online breakup, if he didn’t break up w me that way i’d have guessed we just,,, wouldn’t address the relationship ever again and still technically be together but not at the same time lol

oh man that sounds rough. never had any experiences w online relationships, but i can definitely see where it could feel like an online friendship. because,,, idk maybe it’s just me but there doesn’t??? seem like there’s much?? romantic-esque stuff you can do exclusively online?? it’s why long distance relationships are hard, and they only fit certain couples. and lol i deffo understand that feel of internet friends dropping out of your life suddenly. i still think of nearly all my internet friends fondly...except for the bad ones. yeah some of those ones ten years ago were p bad.

it is!! i think that people always shorten it to just enemies to lovers though because it’s easier to say lol. i’m MUCH more interested in the genfic varient of enemies to found family because it goes from “god i want to kill you so bad” to “god i need to kill for you like rn”. it’s just,,, *chef’s kiss*

(dw i type a LOT too lmaooo and sorry it took so long for me to reply, i didn’t feel like talking to anyone for a few days ahah i just get those kinds of moods sometimes. as evidenced by my also ignoring of my friend group chat of over seven years, that i’ve been meaning to reply to for over 24 hours and i haven’t yet. yay.)

#anonymous #lemme know if you want me to tag these posts/asks/whatever w a specific tag or smth so you can see them all in one place #like if there's a nickname i can call you #again sorry for the late reply i wasn't ignoring you i was just...stressed lmao #my neighbour had a really loud party for over 8 hours last night #we're in the middle of a pandemic THOMAS #i knew you as a cute toddler don't throw parties when you're dad's away #have fun explaining the fine you're going to be getting bc i reported you :) #next time don't let your friends scream the words to loud music until 11pm #Anonymous

[shiro-0197]

aw shiro, my love, don't worry about it!! i only hope you're okay and safe :d please only reply when you're free, and don't feel bad about it!! >:(

my day yesterday was okay, i've just been relaxing, and studying occasionally. went out to explore a nearby town too, it's so pretty there. and much colder (since it's a highlands) of course!! Today was great too. I bought doughnuts (they're amazing?? I love doughnuts), and I had instant ramen, but it was SO spicy I nearly died. (Three bottles of water later, because someone finished all the milk in the household *cough* me *cough*) and I'm still just reeling. Sucks having such low spice tolerance HAHA. I'm listening to some old school hip-hop rn, while typing this out :D how were your two days?

here are some i'll be using to teach english :d and that would honestly be much appreciated, he's getting on my last nerve rn. (I included the first few, what do you think?)

thats such a priceless feeling i so totally agree. you're so precious 🥺🥺 i'm sure they're prouder thank you imagine. you're so dedicated!! i'm sure all that extra research you've done will definitely pay off. it's good that you know what the job is roughly like, so you'll be really prepared when you finally do start it. you know that one scene, in the 2nd season of the great pretender? when the chinese mafia boss emphasizes the importance of a translator in literally everything? (like that book award example) i may be getting the thing muddled up, but i found that so cool. like yeah, a book or speech could be absolutely beautiful, but if everyone can't enjoy it due to it being a different language, it would be such a shame. i just find translators really important. sorry, i'm really dorky haha 🥺🥺

awww but i think your personality type is wonderful. a lot of my favourite characters are intj (they're all so precious istg grrrr) yes!! i was in a tooru brainrot yesterday too 😭😭😭 (saw a bunch of couples on my walk, and I was like "if only Tooru was real grrrr") and yes?? there'd be so much to learn from each and every one of them. dedication from hinata, savage lines from tsukki, kindness from yams/yachi, how to be a dork 101 from atsumu. aaaah 😭😭i'm sorry they're all so wonderful.

No pftttt I totally feel you. I saw some people without masks today and I was like "bro wtf" and just really loudly said "I sure hope everyone starts following the rules so the cases don't increase" because I'm a lil bitch like that xD

awww okay!! I'll definitely keep that in mind. Mayo makes everything better, tbh >.< aww that's understandable! I don't have specific preferences but hearing the phrase "soggy cheese" makes me want to cry somewhere :( I don't like nuts in chocolate. I'm very passionate about that? XD ikr??

I'm surprised too, I usually never pass on murder, but I guess you're just special like that 👉👈 sir I'd get married to you as many times as you'd like 😼 oops sorry for being cheesy, but—you like cheese ;)

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I won't ask why, don't worry. Since I kinda feel the same about Malaysia tbh. It's a love hate relationship, I think HAHA but yeah 😣😣 i don't look up to US at all, and it sucks because people generally do. And I'm just like ;-; why (no offense to Americans tho lol)

is that even legal omg they're so chaotic?? XD how cute tho. Angel does stuff like that all the time too, but I'd never know that when I first met her (she has the most perfect exterior, and then when you get to know her; she's the biggest dork) Schools opening on the 20th, I can't wait to see her then :] (I can, however, wait for the exams which are scheduled for the 25th ugh)

peanut butter is indeed yellow, not up for discussion hehe :) here's my favourite hues!! I love gentle, soft hues like these (pastels) , for yellow; I don't have a favourite. they're all wonderful

ahhh no that's so precious of you!! :)) I'm smiling rn.

yeah skdhskdjsk I'M JUST SO GRRR. Whenever someone goes "hey Ari can you ______" and we both respond?? The tension?? In the air?? Bro skdjskks. 😔🤚 You share a name with one of the most precious characters too tho!!;

This is Shiro from Voltron hehe. I love him so much, just like I love you (tho I'm sure we both know I love you more <3)

I share a name with a book character. His name is Aristotle Mendoza, but his crush-turned-boyfriend calls him "Ari" (which has been my nickname since I was 12). Reading it for the first time was the BEST feeling ever. It's also my favourite book, "Aristotle and Dante discover the secrets of the universe".

—Ari :D (no pfttt I love the tag so much. I have my own tag, that's like the best thing ever 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺)

Heyyy I'm so sorry for answering so late!! I know you said not to apologize but..... well hmm no excuse I just feel like apologizing, but either way thank you for your patience!!♡ This is the third time I'm rewriting this, and this time I'm doing this in my notes because fuck it😔

Im glad to hear that!! Highlands are always so pretty. Wish we had those here, but it's only steppe here:( Boring~ ooh, donuts!!! They're really good. I havent much, but I tried them like 3 times and they're so good. I really hope I will get to eat more<3 also WHAT'S THOSE NOODLES' NAME I WANNA KNOW- Are you feeling okay now, though? XD

My days were nice!!! Felt as if I had been hiding three bodies, but I've been feeling better lately. We had online school yesterday so I'm excused from the errands for the half of the day, thankfully. But your messages make me very happy. Though I dont always feel like writing a response (or I get stressed because it doenst save) so very sorry for that😔

Ohh those look so pretty!! I'd totally join to just look at them. The colors are so nice🥺 it looks like one of our olympiad prep slides, though better. I dont have the screenshots sadly😩 Either way I really love the little details like the squiggly thingies or the Ж .... they seem unnecessary but the energy changes a lot without them hehe

I really hope they will be🥺 that'd mean a lot to me. And I'm also really hopeful itll work out. I really don't wanna disappoint my family, which is literally just one person. The less people there are, the more it hurts, you know?

Yeah, that scene meant so much to me!! I dknt remember much, but I was very happy they said something like that, because I've been told being a translator wont work out for me. Now look at me, I'm about to tell them to fuck themselves<3 I was also so surprised to see Laurent know that many languages ..... I aspire to be like him😩 And honestly, I havent though so deep of that but you opened my eyes and now I'm about to float off into the next universe😭 dont apologize though, its very cute!!!♥︎♥︎

Heheh, I guess you're right.. every single anime INTJ is a silent sexy mastermind and I love them . ... YEAH every single time I see a passing couple i cry because I dont have anyone 😡💔 and sometimes when I see people doing something amusing (which includes people failing cuz I'm evil) I just imagine one of the characters doing that and I smile all the way xD Honestly, I'd sell my father on black market for a single day with one of them:( though that may sound like a really low price because his cigarette filled lungs wouldnt cost a lot... I sound like my 7th grade self again I'm so sorry

BAHQHHANEJWJD I HOPE THEY WERE EMBARRASED. I HOPE THEY FELT AWKWARD AND OTHER PEOPLE DID TOO, they deserve it. Like, learn your lesson bitch, it's been a year!

Yeah!!! I love mayo, not to the point where I would gulp it down from the package, but it does make dishes taste good. Same, soggy cheese on itself sounds like a dish served in the ninth circle of hell. You should try nuts in honey!! Like, just straight up dip them in honey. Sounds weird, and it doesnt always taste NEJFJKSKF (depends on the honey)but I think it's worth trying xD Walnuts are the best with honey I think

That was so funny ... TOO FUNNY, I LAUGHED FOR LIKE . 3MINUTES STRAIGHT and I do not laugh when I'm tired. You really are special 😭😭😭😭 cheesy ... HAHRNFJJSF

I'm so sorry for being a bully like that but it's so funny how you left a single U there . Its so mysterious, was it in purpose? Or were you lost in the excitement if messaging me?

I was one of those people, honestly 😭 but mostly because I wasnt aware of its political condition, I guess. Maybe theres more than just politics that's bad about US, but honestly, it has more opportunities than this hellfire. Though now I'm more into Norway and Japan. Really wanna travel there :(

Heheh, yeah, we never really show off to strangers at first. I dont know what exactly I mean by we, but you get my point ♡ Good luck though!! I hope it goes well for you<3

Oh they looks so pretty!! They're really wonderful. Like bubblegum and cotton candy and literally anything sweet... it's so cute !!! And I totally agree, there isnt a bad yellow.

HAHAH, honestly, that reminds me of how there were 4 people with the same name in my class, and whenever the teacher did the attendance thing, they would all stand up. Teachers usually dont say the last names, so we always gotta ask which person they mean if theres more than one person with that name, so yeah.. That happened on accident at first, but then they just did it for trolling xD

OH MY GOD HES SO PRETTY? HES SO PRECIOUS?? HUHHH??? I gotta thank Kuro for this wonderful opportunity of sharing a name with someone like .... him🥺

Oh that's so cool!! Also, he has a boyfriend ... I really need to start reading xD it's so cute though! It sounds like such a good book, I'm glad you share a name with him, hehe!!

I also share my real name with one of the characters in a kids' show, and its SO ugly, I'm in pain. Every time my friends see one of those on TV they go

Which is a pain in the ass, it's so embarrassing...........

Awh, okay!! I'm glad you love it, cuz I do too. Because it's your name.... cuz I love u. That was so lame PLEASEJWJDJSJF I HOPE YOUR DAY WAS GREAT !!! LOVE YOU

#Ari💕 #💞💞💝💝💗💖💗💖💕💝💕💝💓💖💗💖💓💖💕💖💞💓💝💕💝💖💓💖💗💖💞💝💕💘💕💘💖💖💗💖💓💖💖💞💖💝💕💘💘💗💝💗💖💓💖💞💖

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December Dates

Seventeen Summary: In the spirit of Christmas, boyfriend!svt is here to take you on a date. Word Count: 3k+ Warnings: Fluff, crackkkkkk, v many typos,etc.

R E Q U E S T

my friend: seventeen + cute

A/N: HO HO HO MERRY CHRISTMAS YOU HOS (jk) HAHAHAHAHAHHA. Also ashdiepl because im writing on a tab, i couldnt add any gifs so aksjemksksmsksksmskskdk alsO im so sorry i dont remember if the request is platonic or nah but kaksksksk this is what u get soz

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Alright

So no gifs

Imma just do a header real quick so u know wassap

S. Coups

Das better

hi header

I might delete u later if i get on a pc

But firsT seuNgcheEolL

*deep breath*

Ho u lucky enough to breath the same air he does

N now u are on aa date with him

WoWw

So bf!seungcheol is a cute lil snowflake

Which means he'll buy u an ugly ass Christmas sweater and matching gloves

THAT MATCHES THE ONES HE BOUGHT FOR HIMSELF OFC

then yall go out and play in the powdery snow outside

ImGine seungcheol grabbing yOuR hand 

cebAuse u a dumb loser that slips on nothing

Also warmth

pulling your scarf up a bit because he can tell you're getting cold

Then like a gentleman

will pUSH U INTO THE SNOW

AND START A FRICKIN SNOW WAR

HE'll hit ur dumb face he dont care

He'll maKe u wish u Stayed damn home

Rapid fire frikin snow granades man

Course iz all a bita fun

Then he'll let u win

Cause he does care Bout ur dumb Fce

Also he soft for u gross

Then once that's done he'll start laughing

Not because of post-snow ball fight adrenaline

But because he thinks himself so funny

When he busts a lung screaming "dO Ya wana biLd aSNOEMAN!!!!!"

AND THEN U decline and leave him in the snow

"YAAAAA WE HAVE TO BUILD A SNOWMAN THOUGH!" he'll laugh

U literally wana leave him and his annoying ass

U stomp away

He laughs and goes after u

His hot breath is visible 

and hits your ear when he comes up and wraps his arms around you from behind

U be like, "listen stupid, u corny af, lets break up"

Seungcheol would pout and kiss ur cheek, "nah, u still owe me hot choco. Break up with me after paying me back."

"Ew, why would i pay u back tho"

"Uh cause if you don't imma do thisss," then he proceeds to shove u into the snow again

"CHOI. SEUNG. CHEEOOOLLLLLLLLLLALAKAKAOKS!"

Ok well i have to cut this here first cos there are 12 boys left

Oh Hi hello u here back to ur regular programme

Jeonghan

Yiz

Unlike cheol

Dis ho not about to get cold 4 u uhm

Leave the cold for someone else

But get warm together

I mean

Wink wINKkkkk

Jk gtfo

This is a wholesome headcanon

Git warm he would gladly

So u know what dat means

CUddlEs

Imagine cuddling jeonghan

BoIii

It's da holidays

Which mean he bout to get dat $$$leep

Of course u dont mind that ur just sleeping in

Gurl if ya do

Let me stress out

If you mind sleeping in and cuddling with yoon jeong han

GUrL

Wathu doin????

AnYWAY

ITz u and him right

Ur in bed reading the novel he got u beforehand right

Look at u looking cute in knit sweater and glasses

EVEN IF U DONT NEED THEM THERE ARE GLZSSES

IM TRYING TO MAKE A SCENE HERE WORK WITH ME

it could be jeonghan's ur using it as a headband shhhh

So like ur sitting down

N beside u its jeonhan v slightly snoring

Right right right

Then ur like "man i want something to eat cause i've been sitting here reading all day"

But also ur always hungry

Cause who isnt tho lol

ANYWAY UR ABOUT TO STZND UP

but jeonghan like a needy ho is like noooooooooooodontgo

N ur like

aww wat a needy ho

"Jeonghan im just gonna get something to eat"

"Eat laterrr, i need u now"

He'll keep his eyes shut and shimmy over

Securing an arm on your  hip so u wont go

U roll ur eyes and put your book away on the cabinet next u

"Jeonghan ive literally been next to u since last night. I'm just gonna get something to eat, and 4 u 2!"

He'll flutter his eyes open only to close them and move even closer to place his head on ur lap

"I dont want toooooo"

U roll ur eyes again and shimmy out of his grip

But only to get into his arms and hide your face in his chest

"You're so needy," u note

"Says you who's tangling themselves on me"

"Touché"

Joshua

Okay

Get this

Joshua and gingerbread houses

He probably used to build one growing up

And he has just the person in mind he wants to rekindle the tradition with

Congrats u filthy animal

So he took the liberty of getting allll u and he would need

And so much more

Im talking chocolate bars

Shipped cream

Candy canes

Busicuits

Edible glitter

Gum drops

Shrek 1 2 3 4

Is there a four

Im too lazy to google it

And omg u so special to him he loves u so much

Screw u

He wants to share the love with the carats

So he vlives it all

And at first ur shy

Like what if the joshua stans come 4 u

Ok but in this story yall had already annouce ur relationship

AND EVERYONE HAS NO CHOICE BUT TO BE COOL WITH IT FFS LET UR FAVES DATE WHOEVER THEY WANT ISTG

so

Joshua is like "noo don be shy they'll all love u"

(':

N ur like ok cos i love u sm

But not like the company sm tho *barfing noises*

So yall build a gingerbread house and do a whole ass tutorial about it

Except u dont

Cause yal are morons and could stop messing up or earing the ingredients along the way

Sorry honey ur morons i dont make the rules

"Stop eating the marshmallows!"

"U literally finished the bowl of mnms tho Joshua!"

"Uh no that was the gingerbread man,"

ANd then u all bicker like children because u are omfl

And it excalates

fooD FIGHT

U smear cream on joshuas face

He sprinkles sprinkles on ur head

U press graham crackers against either of his cheeks and ask him what he is

"A sexy graham sandwich"

"Ew no wrong answer," u reply

Can i just point out that that chocolate syrup stain is never coming off

*cough cough cough moron cough cough*

Jun

Imma bout to yeet

Junhui is also feeling nostalic

super soft super baby

And since he's probably feeling bit homesick somewhere in there

he thinks he can remedy it with a bit of chinese home cooking!!!

And whiney needy cuddles also yay

Moving on so

Will it be good?

Damn straight

itll be fikin delish

Will you try to to help him

Of course u gotta help ur man

But like duh

u have eyes

And seeing him all focus and busy and hot

Is really distracting

So like ur as useful as a broken button to him

He doesnt mind tho

He thinks ur cute

Also lovng the attnstion

But the thing about not helping

Not really

And being distracted by a cutie pie

Is that it's basicaly a disaster ending to happen so like

he's efficiently stirring up so hot stuff right

And ur like "man jun's some hot stuff"

And then BaaaaM

U knock over the damn chopping board with the knife and everything on it

Thank goodness the thing didn't chop through your foot of anything

And jun is like "oHMYGOSH DA HELL R U OK"

"... i- im sorry i knocked over ur potatoes"

"My poTaToeS! Listen rn im glad u didnt chop ur foot off"

Jun sighs and looks at the cubes of taters scattered on the floor

You frown, feeling useless

Both of u pick up ur mess

Jun puts down the kitchen utensils in hand

u picked up the last of the potatoes

"Hey we could always wash those, it's not like the floor is mud or anything, even then , potates came from mud"

"Yeah but im sorry, i wanst really helping in the first place"

Jun smirks, "nonsense! U were feeding my ego! That's enough for me!"

You snort and jun comforts u with a tight embrace

Hoshi

AlrighT fam

I thought of something pretty cute but pretty dumb for hoshi

He's like "imma do something super romantic for Christmas"

So he's like "wear something cute we gon do smth fun" @ u

So u do

U get a cute little red dress just for the occasion

And soonyoung his like "BRO MY GIRL SO SUPER CUTE"

And ur like a blushing mess cause he looks super excited with his big smile and cresent eyss

ahhh Hhh myHOSishiii fealzssmsmmsms

Anyway u think ur gonna go to some cute restaurant right

But hoshi brings u to the mall

To instead join the couples dancing contest

Soonyoung gets super nervouse at ur surprised reaction

He's like, "omg is this a super bad idea i thought it would be cute but like i guess not we dont have to go we could always just drop out"

You laugh and shake ur head, "no it's all good, but i mean like, we don't have a choregraphy, and im not like you who can just break it down."

Soonyoung lets out a breath and chuckles, "nah don't worry. It's not really a compation-competion, and regardless, they're going to show ius a choreo and the couple that best interprets wins a a romantic date for two, fit for a dancing king and queen"

And then u break into a big uwu

"Omg u are super romantic soonyoung"

He struts a pose and chuckles, "i mean, i try"

So you both participate in the contenst

Kinda zumba it out by folling the instructors

Soonyoung is helping you out with your form and explaining to you the steps

He gets a little competative so he doesn't really want to mess us

Up hearing you giggle when you do a s pin breaks his competative spirit

And all he really cares about is having a good time with you

Aleight

But admitedly

He was pretty annoyed when they annouced the winner

Were not the two off you

i mean you lot were the cutest it can gt

Who else could trump that

But then you both saw that the winners were 80 something yesr olds holding hand and looking at each other like the other was their world

and then soonyoung was like "okay valid"

You pout, "aww i hope we end up like that"

Soonyound and you turn to each other

He grins for ear to ear, "then lets go on a romantic date as well"

"I thought you'd never ask"

Wonwoo

LiNda

I hope you're ready for wonwoo 

Because i sure as hell am not 

So in case youre wondering 

Youre crazy I mean youre reading this arent you 

Prolly at midnight hi fam 

Again i dont make the rules 

Well just a btw Almost every 

Christmas tradition is pagan 

Like the tree 

The wreath 

And SANTA IS SO CREEPY YALL NEED TO GET UR CHILDREN AWAY FROM HIM 

SO MAYbe ur not all that crazy 

For not wanting to continue them on 

i mean sure u can give new meaning to things 

But you wanted none of that

 Which was whyyyy you decided to DIY the decorations to your entire house 

Nnd who else are you going to do that with other than your loving bb boyfriend wonwoo 

Wonwoo doesn't mind 

He thinks its cute 

Because it is a cute date idea 

Youtube tutorials 

Pinterest ideas and paper snowflakes and all 

Yeah 

so wonwoo is there cutting up some of the paper you folded 

You're glueing some popsicle sticks 

He's water coloring some designs in 

Youre pulling on the tape dispenser 

It's all going great 

"Jagiya... i don't want to sound mean but-"

 "They're all ugly as hell. I know Wonwoo." 

Wonwoo gives an apologetic look. 

For a moment u two dont speak 

And then you both brust into laughter 

"Aww whatever, lez stick em on!" 

And do you get your badly painted slowflakes 

Your wolf drawing 

"That's a wolf?" 

"Duh what else would it be wonwoo?" 

The letters that spelled merry chrsitmas 

And the doodle cutouts of the seventeen members 

in personalized ugly sweaters 

And placed them all over the place 

You look around basking in the glory of ur craft 

Its all very colorful 

And crafty 

And looking like a child made it 

Then like an imbecile 

U break into laughter 

"It looks like a kindergartener's classroom" 

U end up roasting yourself 

Making fun of your sloppy handwork 

And wonwoo watches u 

with adoring eyes

 "I almost forgot," wonwoo speaks up and pulls out a piece of paper 

You recive it from him and break into a smile 

"Is this us?" 

Wonwoo snorts, "no its jeonghan hyung in a dress holding my hand sweetheart"

For a moment u believe him

But then he breaks out into laughter

Woozi

Boi imma fite u

Christmas carols

Okay idek why i ended up so serious with wonwoo

But listennup

Im not about to maypke it crackier

so back to christmas carols

Dis boi is about to serande you with a christmas themed love song

So its around 8pm at night

Jihoon has is guitar

and ur just chilling right

and ur on ur phone letting him do his thing

but then from the floor he was sat on

he turns to you on the couch

And pats ur leg

"Yo i just finished my song u wann hesr"

You squeak and jump of the couch next to him

"Duh dummy!"

And he starts singing

He's talking about stars and warmth

He's spittin fire about the smell of hot choco

The  he's talking sbout how lame joshua's gingerbread house was

Next thing you know ur  crying

because omg that ginger bread houseWAS UGLY

also jihoooooooooooooon just serenaded you

Dont u just

Then jihoon catches you and panicks

"You okay? Why are you cryin?!"

"HowDARS YOU ASK ME THAT LISTEN UP U JUST SAID SOME SWEET WORDS TAKE RESPONSIBILITY!!!!!!!"

JIHOON CALms down

But u crybaby cant stop crying

and of course jihoon panicks again

So he starts singing some other Christmas song

And then u start crying about poor rudolf

And remember regina george

But then eventually you calm down

And decide to nuzzle up against jihoon who replaced his guitar with you in his arms

Then us fall asleep with him sweetly singing about the spirit of Christmas

DK

 Liz gittit

Of course this ray of light just wants to give off energy to the world 

And since he 

And u u forgetful ass 

Forgot to go shopping for presents 

You decided to go on a dec 24th shopping trip! 

Hurrah! 

But it was too eady for u two 

Like wtf 

Gift giving Is suuch and easy task 

And shoping a day before Christmas 

pshhhhhhh 

Its a heartbeat

 "Whoever gets the best gifts gets for the best price gets to boss the other around until new year," seokmin grins 

You knit your brows deeply at his words 

And wonder what the hell he has in plan for him to think of doing something so ensnaring 

So being the smarter one in the relationship 

"Uh no??" 

Seokmin was like "ok then the other has to do whatever the other says for the entirety of Christmas" 

"???? Whyyyyy?" 

"Because its not challengeing or fun if there isn't any condition" "Ugh fine" 

So the two of you zip around looking for the best gifts you could get 

You try to stay away from the people doing their last minute shopping 

Seokmin doesnt dare go in between an old lady mouthing of another customer 

Tbh its super stressful 

wtf 

what kind of date is this 

Only morons would do this wtf 

Both of you got shoved constantly 

There wasnt really much space to move around 

And there wasnt really anything to choose from 

But hey guess what 

Seokmin found some really cool gifts 

"Daheck did u get that shirt?" 

"Isle five. There were a bunch of people grabbing some stuff and this fell to the ground and so i picked it up and thought it was pretty cool"

You on the other hand got like ok gifts 

I mean theyre not bad

 But da hell did dk get a frikin eeyore onesie idek 

It was no contest.  

Seokmin defo won 

"Yisss so i win therefor u have to make me some Christmas cookies tomorrow" 

"U ho did u really just make me suffer through that so you could ask me to make cookies 4 u???" 

"Yes but we really didn have gifts tho." 

U roll ur eyes 

Seokmin's face falls, "r... r u like mad @ me?" 

"Uhhhhhhhhhh" 

You knit your brows at him but release a smile when u see his nervous look 

"No babo. Im jusy tired, lezgo back home" 

He sighs and nods, kissing your cheeks 

"Dont worry baby, ill carry all of this back home" 

Which he does 

And when u get back 

He says he forgot something in the car

then comes bzck 

And then forcefully turns u around 

Ur about to protest

But the you realize he's putting on a silver necklace on u 

"Yahhhh seokminie, u shouldnt have. Where you even get this"

"I bought it a while back, duh" he chuckles then kisses you on the cheek 

"Merry christmas jagi" 

Mingyu  

You are a genius for getting boyfriend like mingyu 

uh and super lucky like fu-- 

BUT TODAY 

Ur extra glad that mingyu is 10ft tall 

Because ur going to be decorating your very own tree 

Wow 

You bought he prettiest glass ornamnets

 and the sparkliest streamers 

"I have a vision," u explain 

Mingyu nods in understanding 

U and him lift the tree into the living room 

And then u start decorating the tree from the bottom up 

Its all rly chill

 You lot are chatting about whatever 

He's tellling you about ur tour n stuff 

U put on some Christmas tunes for flare 

And then u stand up from the floor and boogey with each other 

Yall shake ur butts 

and go around the tree wrapping it in tinself 

Mingyu steals one of the ornaments from u

 and u try to take it back from him like the genius u are 

Except hes holding it over his head 

N u cant for the life of u reach his hand up there 

So u step on his foot 

And punch his stomach 

And he bends down in reaction 

In pain

Soz

He was asking for it

U steal the decor back 

Then he proceeds to chase u around because aparently ur the bully 

*instert pikachu meme here* 

N then u get back towork 

Or i mean take a break 

And u eat a bunch of holiday special junk 

And then u get back to work 

"ok nows for the star" 

U hand him the star because its the entire point of his existance

getting that star up ther 

with his longass arms 

He turns to u "u dont wanna put it" 

BOI 

u suck in a breath 

"I cant frIKICN REACH IT U LIL" 

He give a face, "there are ways" 

"My go-- just put the AHHHHHHH"

AND THEN THE NEXT THING U KNOW

 Hes crouching down pulling ur legs on his shoulders 

"MINGYU PUT ME DOWN" you say, about to rip of his face 

Mostly because u have nothi to hold onto

but he stands 

with u on his shoulders

and walks to the tree 

"Put the damn thing on before u fall!!" 

Wow its ur fault again

And screaming u put the star on 

And mingyu putz u down 

"Okay that was stressful" 

U punch him in the gut again 

The8  

Minghao is super tired 

But super looking forward to spending time with u 

So u defintely go on a date 

But its of the lazy movie watch variety

Im talking all the chesey romance movies 

Set in december 

that has like mistletoe kisses 

And snow scenes 

And also those holiday specials

 For catroons 

And non cartoons 

Even the one with arnold swartzimacallit 

You pull out the laptop 

And get on netflix 

There's popcorn on 

And hot tea 

Or whatever the hell 

Its all just very warm 

and u and minghao are wrapped together in a warm blanket 

Ur nestled in between is legs and ur super warm and cozy and im so soft bleh 

"Oh oh, u should see this part, its my fav--" 

But u stop uourself when u turn and see minghao fell asleep

 U coo and let him obvi 

taking unflattering pictures duh 

But also cute ones because 

#couplegoals 

He doesn't sleep through all the movies though 

You end up watching non christmas themed films too 

Like toy story4 

OKAY I CRIED AT THE ENDING 

PIXAR IS REALLY COMING FOR MY WIG 

"You look really cute cuddled up against me" he'll randomly blurt 

U feel ur cheeks brun at that 

but no he cant have that 

"I thought i was always cute" 

He chuckles and groans as he hugs u tightly 

U laugh at his reaction 

"Of course you're always cute" 

"Ok but the teddy bear u got me is actually cuter" 

"Nononono, the teddy is cute but uuu are cuter" 

"Were u always this gross?" 

Seungkwan 

Okay 

before u tell me these are getting worse and worse every passing member 

i would first like to say i know 

and  that seungkwan bought u a cute dress for Christmas 

and took u to a fancy restaurant 

Ok ur welcome 

But like even if it werent fancy 

U'd still like it 

cause holy guacamole 

imagine holding seungkwans hand as u walk around

Jsut being so head over heels

and super in love with the cutie

Groooossss 

LinDA 

The feeling is mutual for him when he's around u 

so he stops mid conversations 

just to take ur pic 

Its kinda annoyig 

but kinda cute 

"Hey unknow hansol told me about-- what are u doing"

 "No go on, im just talking ur picture"

 Literally the bst hype man alive 

Will make take dozen upon dozen photos of u 

And will make u pose for aethetics 

He will go on making sure everyone knows u da hottest ho in the place 

n ur like "seungkwan stfu u embarrassssing meee" 

And then oml  

Some moron tries to hit on u 

and seungkwan sqwares up ready to hit a fool 

would he actually do it i mean 

Like 

prolly Not 

but then again he looked really mad 

So u calm him down 

and u go bzck home 

And the cuddles 

"Baby girl im sorry if i embarrassed u"

 "Nah itz chill i mean i know u have good intentions"

U smile and he takes another candid phto of u

"Broooooo!!"

 "Im donnnr. Now hows about we get rid of that dress" 

Vernon  

okay im willing to guess hansol loves drinking hot chocolate in the winter

So he's like 

"Lets do a hot choco review" 

And buys 897 types of hot choco 

Or like ten 

wtf eight hundres pluss is too much 

So ur like okay i like hot choco 

and then he pulls out his phone and does a vlive 

"No i am not jealous of joshua hyungs vlive with his gf" 

Yall make like ten cups of hot choco 

and is chaotic 

Idek how u could get injured 

But hey 

It wasnt even the hot water invovled 

but the wrapping of the choco powder 

"Technical difficulties hansol is a big moron" 

U get him a bandaid

"Ya! I am not" 

Yall start reviewing anyway 

*insert try guys eugenes voice* 

Im rihght

 Ur wong 

Shut up 

After trying the first onw 

Ur like wow dis is good 

the second was even better 

The third one u hold

then u realized there were eight more cups 

And that u made so

much 

so u were like "omf there is too much "

then u debated whether or not calling seventeen to drink the rest 

But then hansol was like "ther isnt enough for themm"

Then ur like 

"okay whatabout making a super hotchoco" 

n vernon was like 

???? 

"THATS THE BEST IDEA UVE EVVER HAD" 

SO YALL GET A BIGASS POT 

MIX THE REST IN 

REALIZE U HAVENT RATED THE other cups

 Shrug it off 

and get a cup of the hot choco mix 

"Tastes like corn" 

"Bish dafaq" 

Dino 

Yikes 

so 

Chan is a dumb ho 

and got himself sick at Christmas so 

nononoono thats a no to any cute date ideas 

and its just you and him staying at home 

U personally dont mind 

but hes like "awww but i had so many ideas"

 but obvi U cant risk him getting any sicker than he already is 

So you stay home and take care of him 

and all he can do is complain about everything 

about the cold 

his runny nose 

The lack of taste of the food

 His head ache 

The fact his bed is hot 

And that fact that u have to take care of him 

And treat him like a baby 

"I am not a baby" 

"Listen up, u are always gonna be my baby" 

"Not u toooooo najsjsjjs" 

You make him some hot cocoa 

And hes like "im not drinking that if u call me baby again" 

"Babybabybabybabybaby" 

Ugghgg "If you keep doing that im not going to give u the gift i gotchu" 

"Well das on u" 

And then u end up going ona glaring contest 

Chan ends up giving it to u anyway 

"i hope u choke on it" he grumbles with insencerity 

U coo when u see that its a handwritten letter 

And then u end up crying because hes super soft

N ur super soft

And gahhh u love him so much

 Chan pats ur back because he doesnt want to get u sick if he hugs u  

U sniffle and wipe ur eyes 

"Who's the baby now, cry baby" 

You snarl and pinch his side 

And now i say

This was probably hecking bzd but i hope u enjoyed 

merry CHRISTMAS 

ITS MY FABORITE HOLiDAY 

TAKE CARE Of urselves mwaah

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Fanfic asks: #1, #7, #13, #22, #24, #29, #35, #47, #48 :))) I love your writing

omg anon tysm 💕💞💖💕❤💗💗💞💕

1. What was the first fandom you got involved in? Well the first fandomy things I read were Harry Potter and then pjo/hoo stuff, but then I didnt really get involved in a fandom until I became obsessed with Dear Evan Hansen and Newsies, and, well, now I'm here!

7. List your NOTPs from each fandom you've been in.

Harry Potter: Harry/Ron

Pjo/hoo/all that: Percy/literally anyone other than Annabeth. They're my babies and I love them. I'm sure there are others but its been so long since I read those lol

Hamilton: literally everything that isnt "canon" bc its history and I'm a history nerd, so I just can't ship that stuff

Dear Evan Hansen: I'm not super opposed to it, but I just dont really ship Alana with anyone, I hc that she's on the ace/aro spectrum

Newsies: I dont hate them, but I'm not a fan of Jack/Spot, Race/Jack and Race/Kath... Tbh I'm pretty plain and boring for newsies, I stick mostly with the more common pairings, with a few rarepairs (unrelated but hhhh do y'all remember when ralbert was a rarepair ahbsnaj my baby boys theyve grown so much

Supernatural: Sam/Dean. Its literally incest y'all are fucking insane. No apologies. Also Cas/Meg bc Twist and Shout traumatized me.

Marvel: STONY!!! Idk why y'all, i just do. not. ship it. But I can see where people are coming from so I guess its not exactly a NOTP... Anyway others are thor/loki, thor/valkyrie tony/rhodey, thats about it

Star wars: r*ylo. luke×leia. kylo×anyone. I'm pretty sure anything else is fair game tbh, its space and everyone is queer, let them have their fun

Psych: Shawn/Gus, Shawn/Lassiter, Lassiter/Juliet. Yes, I hc Shawn as bi, but that doesnt mean I ship him w/ any of the guys in the show... Shawn and Juliet are soulmates. Period.

13. Any NoTPs? Anon, sweet baby ily, you either picked random numbers or accidentally said both of these... Either way its the thought that counts babe <3

22. Is there anything you regret writing? Ugh yes I had this Stucky fic where Steve was a tiny asthmatic dude just living his life and Bucky was the strong one armed contractor that was fixing his deck and there was super weird sexual tension and it was badly written. I have since deleted it from ao3, my fic doc, and my memory. It lives on within the depths of the mind of my bestie/beta reader/editor/confidant/number one supporter @thelazyhero-ttums who read it and was the one who made me realize how terrible it was. It was a rude awakening but im glad I had it bc it made me the writer I am today lmao

24. What fic do you desperately need to rewrite or edit? Hshsjajs RIGHT AND RECONCILIATION!!! Right and Reconciliation are the first two newsies fics I ever wrote. The plot is solid and could be great if I just rewrote it... My aforementioned bestie is the leader (and sole member) of the Rewrite Right and Reconciliation crusade but tbh I don't think ill ever rewrite them unless theres a college assignment thats like Rewrite Something You Wrote In Middle School Even Though You Hate It

29. Do you have a beta reader? Why/Why not? I don't have an official beta reader, but between running things by @natthemess, my bestie from before, my friend missa, usually about 80% of every fic I post has been read before I post it bc I thrive on,the validation of my friends

35. Do you write drabbles? If so, what do you normally write them about? Okay so by technical definition a drabble is 100 words or less, but I consider everything under like 750 to be a drabble, so by those rules yes I write drabbles. I actually have a series of Assorted Newsies Drabbles on my ao3, and I mostly write them about fluffy stuff, a lot of soft cuddly morning fics, little projections of things I'm feeling if ive had a particularly bad day/strong emotion stuff like that

47. Archive, fanfic.net or Tumblr: which do you prefer to post and why? Archive and Tumblr. Archive bc its the Superior Fanfic Site, and tumblr bc I feel like it boosts my platform. Also yes, I shamelessly linked my ao3 up there in the question, check it out if you like :P

48. Do you leave reviews when you read fanfiction? Why? Yes. Yes! YES!!! Why, you ask? Because I am an author and I know how it feels to have 600 hits, 100 odd kudos and 12 comments (including your own replies to comments.) It just hurts a lot knowing literally only 1% of people took the time to comment. Literally all it takes is a "I loved this! Great writing!!" Or a "HAHAJSHAJJSHS BABIE,BABIES BABIEST ILY" that shit makes my day.

#ask #answered #anon #mags' fanfic chronicles

[luvdsc]

oh, i hope you can visit your grandparents soon!! and, yeah, everything kinda sucks right now :( but i do hope your grandparents are well and safe. and, ugh, id love to do all of that!! i guess youve been to a lot of farms then, right? do you have like a favourite thing? like is it milking cows or picking fruits? haha i guess im still a baby?? its funny to hear that you miss high school because i cant wait to get into college? like that independence and everything!! but id love to go to (1/4)

hong kong and vietnam again!! aside from asia i think id love to go to england? or like in general an english speaking country? i really love to english language and id love to go somewhere where they only speak english. i feel like thats just different from learning the language in school 🤧 and, ohhh, youve got plans!! a global rotation sounds soooo cool!! i hope you get to do all of that!! and, oh, i really love jake!! i feel like rosa is too cool for me you know? i do love all of them (2/4)

and, yes!! the art in japanese films are always on a whole new level!! 'your name' comes to mind when speaking about beautiful japanese films!! youre soo right in the heir its so noticeable that they arent 16 or whatever fdadfad as a high schooler im just like 'uh, literally nobody looks like that wtf'. ngl i absolutely loved the drama in the heir asdfads and im definitely gonna look into age of youth when ive got time!! and, oh, my painting isnt good at all asfadf i dont even know where i (3/4)

put it because i just couldnt look at it dfsafd and, oh, yeah, i heard that about oil, but i think its also nice because you can fix smth hours later? but you definitely need patience haha and thats a nice tip!! definitely need to keep that in mind!! and, oh, ive only seen people use white as a base, why do you use a yellow? what difference does it make? sorry for the late reply btw!! i spent my weekend catching up with school and everything!! hope your weekend was nicer!!💕 (4/4)

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ahhhh i really hope so, too! they’re quite old, so i’m hoping they’re doing ok during the pandemic ): ah yeah, i’ve been to quite a few of them!! i really enjoy seeing and petting all the animals, but picking fruit is quite fun! of course, it’s not fun after doing it for more than a couple hours, but my family likes to drive out to the cherry orchards outside of the city and pick some when they’re in season! my parents also really like fruit trees, so we have over 30 different variety of fruits in our backyard :’) and a little veggie garden!! college is honestly my favorite time out of all my schooling, like yes, the independence is amazing, and you’re not like a whole adult yet, y’know?? i still get to do a bunch of dumb things with my friends, but i’m also living on my own and having my own little place for myself is so nice!!! i miss it a lot ): my last quarter of college overall is being spent at home because of the virus, so i guess my true college days are over now /: but i’m sooo excited for you to experience college when you do! 💗

omg how is hong kong? i’ve never been there before, but i want to! and do you want to visit certain places in vietnam? and oooo i’ve only been to london in england, but i really love it a lot!! also omg wait, is english not your main language?? :o this entire time i thought you were a native speaker oh my god asdflkjahsf you’re saying you became fluent from classes in school??? i wish i paid more attention in spanish class now 😭 and yes!!! I really want to travel, and the global rotation program my future employer has is one of the reasons i chose to sign with them! omg yes jake is honestly husband goals :’) he’s such a wholesome character, i love him!! but also yes, i feel that, like i’m honestly always just heart eyes at rosa, she’s too cool ashldfkas

ooo omg yes i’ve seen that ‘your name’ before!! the graphics are indeed gorgeous :’) i watched the anime ‘free’ with my friends, and i remember it had absolutely stunning graphics, like especially the scenes with the cherry blossoms in the pool. and yes!!!! omg i was in hs when i saw it the first time and i was also like ??? no one looks like that here LOL i really enjoyed the progression of the relationship between tan and his brother, but i was really sad when his brother had to give up his gf ): tbh i liked the side stories more than the main couple in the heirs, like hyoshin and rachel made me happy for some reason askjdfhas 

and oh nooo ): maybe you can repaint it into something you like? also, yes, that’s true! it’s easy to fix with oil since it takes like 12 days to fully dry! but it also means i have to wait a long time before painting the next part /: ah it’s personal preference for the color of your base, but i use yellow ochre because it’s not as noticeable if it shows through the paint layer on top of it! like if you don’t fully paint over an area, those tiny spots are more noticeable with white than a dull yellow color :)  of course, if you’re doing a pastel, lighter color painting, then you should use white because that blends in more than the yellow! i tend to use a darker color palette, so i prefer the ochre :D and omg no worries, school is important! i hope your classes are going well 💕 and thank you! my weekend went well!! i finished my coding assignments, analyzed some case studies for class, and facetimed my friends 💓

#asks #latetaektalk

[chickenfetus]

all moongan

thank you for asking falen tbh i love u sm and i love doing these 

omg is this ask for this ask meme i literally almost posted this along with the wrong ask fml

1: when you have cereal, do you have more milk than cereal or more cereal than milk?

more cereal than mik because.. i dont eat cereal with milk……… i love the crunch

2: do you like the feeling of cold air on your cheeks on a wintery day?

as someone who lives in a tropical country is that what its called idk we dont have seasons and it never gets lower than 25 degrees so yes that would be ideal

3: what random objects do you use to bookmark your books?

hrmmmmm… i just remember the page number?? or try to lmao if i dont remember i just skim through the pages and try to recognise where i left off

4: how do you take your coffee/tea?

with at least 2 packets of sugar tbh…. i dont drink coffee

5: are you self-conscious of your smile?

omg story time i went 2 get my braces removed and the dentist wanted to take pics so he was like “smile with your teeth!” and i was like ok! but then he kept saying i wasnt doing it right lmao… guess whos never smiled b4… (me) so he told me 2 practice my smile lol i didnt answer the qn but ya,,, i am probably

6: do you keep plants?

i used 2 be very against plants… now theyre okay i guess i dont rly keep any

7: do you name your plants?

refer 2 6

8: what artistic medium do you use to express your feelings?

art??? i havent drawn in awhile

9: do you like singing/humming to yourself?

no LOL

10: do you sleep on your back, side, or stomach?

on my side!!!! i cant sleep on my back bc i gotta hug smth.. and my stomach is out of the qn

11: what’s an inner joke you have with your friends?

🅱️… and .. same brainwaves…. poor mans ____…. this is all from the shady hq im so sorry my other pals

12: what’s your favorite planet?

the moon for no real reason

13: what’s something that made you smile today?

hMMm, watching astro and mx perform??? and just being shady with bell lmao

14: if you were to live with your best friend in an old flat in a big city, what would it look like?

this… question,,,..so im thinking of a bright place with white walls and translucent curtains so the light call fill the (living) room perfectly and everythings really ??? sunny and shit idk its warm… the floor’s made of (fake?) wood and theres a small kitchen bc i cant cook and idk if my friend would be able to lol.. theres 2 bed rooms both are painfully small but it works.. theres one other room with a closet for clothes… the bathroom is just a shower, sink and toilet… theres no washing machine rip and ?? thats about it poor mens life

i watchd the like we used mv again and i realized ...... that is literally where i got this imagery from thanks the rose i love a relatable band

15: go google a weird space fact and tell us what it is!

heres a fact (?) from me first: it rains diamonds on one planet ?? mecury maybe?? mars??? whomst.. this isnt even a fact its ,me trying to recall shit

ok real fact: There are thousands of other planets out there. sorry lads this website doesnt wanna have fun

16: what’s your favorite pasta dish?

is spaghetti bolognese a pasta dish

17: what color do you really want to dye your hair?

im chill with my current hair colour??? bc its brown sometimes idk shitty hair

18: tell us about something dumb/funny you did that has since gone down in history between you and your friends and is always brought up.

i asked my irl friends (group name: panic support group) and this is what they said

K: everything

E: when u were one hour late (i dont remember this happening but i do know im always late but never for an hour past me wyd)

19: do you keep a journal? what do you write/draw/ in it?

goDD i dont but i sure want to

20: what’s your favorite eye color?

this is strange but every eye colour is my favourite although ppl with two or more colours in their eyes are so cool

21: talk about your favorite bag, the one that’s been to hell and back with you and that you love to pieces.

its just my school bag lmao i got it 4 years ago and i take it everywhere even if the event is “small” and they ask us to bring “smaller bags” ill bring my big ass school bag anyway it looks like this (i dont have to but linking stuff is so fun)

22: are you a morning person?

technically.???its the holidays but i still manage to get up before 10 (most of the time) and … even if i have like 5 hours of sleep i manage to feel awake really easily????

23: what’s your favorite thing to do on lazy days where you have 0 obligations?

tf i just use my phone lmao this is what ive been doing for like a month now… i could watch every vlive i havent watched yet, i could make video compilations i could practice my art but… even though im out of school im still procrastinating.. legends only

24: is there someone out there you would trust with every single one of your secrets?

mmmm falens the closest to that

25: what’s the weirdest place you’ve ever broken into?

my classroom

26: what are the shoes you’ve had for forever and wear with every single outfit?

white converse??  i have 2 get new ones every like 2 years since theyre also my school shoes and break easily….. other than those i have my blueblack converse too (i dont wear them as much so theyre still in one piece)

27: what’s your favorite bubblegum flavor?

i dont eat bubblegum bc im always afraid ill swallow it and die and im p sure its illegal here

28: sunrise or sunset?

sunset but i dont look outside enough for either

29: what’s something really cute that one of your friends does and is totally endearing?

hm……… with jen its when she sends me asks on anon despite it being super obvious like im not a Fan when my friends send me asks on anon bc sometimes i cant tell and i get a sense of false hope but w/ jen its okay but i know its her

with bell its when they reply to my keyboard smashes with their own keyboard smashes lmao and when they just??//?? say smth cute abt their faves (lately its been sanha thank u sh)

30: think of it: have you ever been truly scared?

ya lmao when i have 2 sleep alone and its completely dark i have half a mind 2 believe some random supernatural being is out for me

31: what is your opinion of socks? do you like wearing weird socks? do you sleep with socks? do you confine yourself to white sock hell? really, just talk about socks.

hmM. socks are great i always wear them bc i wear shoes almost every time i go outside… i dont have any weird socks bc im Boring but i have 3 pkmn songs and 1 gudetama socks/.. bUT I DID buy my friend those socks with individual toe pockets… it was so funny when my other friend saw it she choked on her drink and almost spat it out. we laughed so hard we hit our heads against each other i love friendship.. i have 2 wear white socks for sch bc… aesthetic? god if i know lmao….. i only ever wear ankle socks bc….. socks any higher than that? cancelled.

32: tell us a story of something that happened to you after 3AM when you were with friends.

listen ive never stayed up later than like 1am ok maybe 2am??? but i was working on like a project that was due the next day for school with my groupmates (friends) so does that count lmao

33: what’s your fave pastry?

bread………. sugar donuts…….. i am Aware that thats not how u spell it but wtv

34: tell us about the stuffed animal you kept as a kid. what is it called? what does it look like? do you still keep it?

why does this ask so many qns in 1 qn……. i had a cat?? it had pink stripes and it didnt have a name bc i dont name my stuff… even my pokemon.. and yeah i still have it except its in a big dusty bag where all my other toys are kept

35: do you like stationary and pretty pens and so on? do you use them often?

i kinda have to use stationary for school so ya.. p often is correct… pretty pens??? i dont rly see the point whoopS!!! in exams u can only use black or blue so

36: which band’s sound would fit your mood right now?

im listening 2 day6 so like day6

37: do you like keeping your room messy or clean?

my room isnt even my room i just go there to sleep .. the place im always at is like a study area except its open?? so everyone can see me lol and . its not messy?? if u look at it from far but the shit on the desk and shelves are so fucking messy god i need to pack those

38: tell us about your pet peeves!

aLRIGHT LADS welcome 2 megans ted talk

(skip this if ur not fond of drama)

so something (refer to the song he said suits myday) happened with jae recently and ive seen fans trying to defend him by @ing him and saying that they love him which is fine - great even! but what i dont approve is how everyone’s basically forgotten about the whole matter because they had concerts so instead of @-ing him and asking him to explain himself, they tell him what a great concert it was which is also great bc their concerts are honestly amazing. basically my pet peeve is when ppl dismiss the problematic action of some people just bc they like them.

another thing is that there were some fans who started guilting others for wanting to drop day6 completely because of what jae did and in my opinion i think it is totally cool to want to drop a group if they did smth bad like??? its ur life???? u can choose who you want to like. what is not cool is pulling out all the good things the person has ever done in their entire life and try to remind others about the positive sides of the person. yes. they’re an encouraging person, etc. but that does not cancel out the bad things they’ve done until they explain/apologise. what is infuriating is just the manner some people took it?? they literally went ahead and tweeted shit like “would your parents drop you if you did smth wrong?” and “you’re seriously gonna drop someone whos been nothing been nice because of one incident?” yes. people will and you dont have any fucking right to stop them? so dont go pulling out receipts.

another thing. its also okay to want to stan the whole group even if someone has done smth problematic. like? to me youre cool if youre able to see and acknowledge the bad shit someone has done and still stand by their side while educating them at the same time its nice to have faith in your idols. however, i wont say much when your idols dont respond and/or respond in a way that shows absolutely no remorse. its cool if you want to support them too, despite that.

tldr; dont fucking excuse someone’s behaviour/action just because youre so far up their fucking ass. dont pull out shit from before either, be it good or bad. and lastly, its okay to want to drop/continue supporting them, its your life.

i just wanted to talk about this tbh,, it was nice to see a few mydays trying to urge jae to explain the whole situation but seeing as he still hasnt and couldve it really irks me :-/

okay update its been a day and i havent really thought about this but im kinda conflicted now bc jae still hasnt talked about the song and im probably just making a big deal out of smth that will never happen again but it really doesnt sit right with me knowing that jae recommended that song to his fans and said it suited mydays?? bc looking at the lyrics... i SURE hope not... idk i have neither forgiven or forgotten but he’s okay now.? i cant stay mad at someone for that long anyway ill never forgive him 4 it though lmao petty ppl only

another thing... jae’s still an amazing person to me with all the encouraging words he says to mydays but this one incident is just soOOOOO hrm and i did go off tangent with the question as usual lol

39: what color do you wear the most?

i wear a lot of colours tbh??? but bc its rly hot out ive just been wearing the same shirt every time i leave the house and its black so

40: think of a piece of jewelry you own: what’s it’s story? does it have any meaning to you?

i dont wear jewelry rip

41: what’s the last book you remember really, really loving?

challenger deep

42: do you have a favorite coffee shop? describe it!

hm,, ive only ever visited this coffee shop like more than once bc the girl i used 2 like showed it to me b4 like 2 years ago and it was nice i liked their mocha frappe and its cozy i guess??? sometimes i go there with friends to study/just eat but i havent gone in awhile.., its two stories and it has an open air sitting area too i prefer sitting inside bc the sun is a big no thanks.. the ceiling is kind of like?? going downward?? like the kind iin attics???? idk man it was nice

43: who was the last person you gazed at the stars with?

u cant see shit here sorry

44: when was the last time you remember feeling completely serene and at peace with everything?

cant relate

45: do you trust your instincts a lot?

yea?? sometimes i just gotta bc my brain wont shut the fuck up

46: tell us the worst pun you can think of.

suddenly all of the puns i know have left my mind thanks @ me

47: what food do you think should be banned from the universe?

vegetables

48: what was your biggest fear as a kid? is it the same today?

the dark and whats basically in it???? like ghosts zombies and shit u kno the scary shit

49: do you like buying CDs and records? what was the last one you bought?

i like buying albums?? theres a CD in those so it counts lmao i bought sunrise by day6

50: what’s an odd thing you collect?

boxes??? like containers????

51: think of a person. what song do you associate with them?

boxy and letting go by day6

52: what are your favorite memes of the year so far?

YOU KNOW I HAD TO DO IT TO THEM and oh worm

53: have you ever watched the rocky horror picture show? heathers? beetlejuice? pulp fiction? what do you think of them?

me: rocky.. ?????? from astro.. /?? no ive never heard of any of those and i saw the word horror so u wont hear abt those from me any time soon

54: who’s the last person you saw with a true look of sadness on their face?

i literally havent been outside for 2 days

55: what’s the most dramatic thing you’ve ever done to prove a point?

be petty aka yesterday i changed my twitter icon from jae 2 brian bc jae’s being a child rn so hes out

56: what are some things you find endearing in people?

when they ramble abt smth they like thanksk buds

57: go listen to bohemian rhapsody. how did it make you feel? did you dramatically reenact the lyrics?

is this the song from p!atd i have it in my playlist lmao oh i fucing hate this song i always skip it im not listening

58: who’s the wine mom and who’s the vodka aunt in your group of friends? why?

idk what either of those are but bell and boxy

59: what’s your favorite myth?

idk any

60: do you like poetry? what are some of your faves?

anything that eunwoo has ever written

61: what’s the stupidest gift you’ve ever given? the stupidest one you’ve ever received?

ive given eggs for karissa’s birthday b4 and i got a kermit its not stupid tho its just the closest thign i could think of

62: do you drink juice in the morning? which kind?

i drink water juice everyday every minute every hour

63: are you fussy about your books and music? do you keep them meticulously organized or kinda leave them be?

my books are all in shelves lads i just  heard the fucking keys rattle im not doing this shit im logging off night

ok day 3 and im back like i said previously my books are on shelves i tried rearranging them by series b4 but my housekeeper rearrnaged them randomly the next day so i gave up

i make playlists for songs that i like, really like (i still skip them sometimes rip) and songs that my friend recommends me i have a seperate playlist for the songs i like in japanese 2

64: what color is the sky where you are right now?

light blue?? like its actually p white bc its cloudy

65: is there anyone you haven’t seen in a long time who you’d love to hang out with?

m not rly

66: what would your ideal flower crown look like?

just. leaves maybe??

67: how do gloomy days where the sky is dark and the world is misty make you feel?

Horror Movie

68: what’s winter like where you live?

oh winter is fucking fantastic it never gets colder than 25 degrees celsius here and if it does rain it lasts for like 10 minutes

69: what are your favorite board games?

i used to rly like snake and ladders and monopoly :-o

70: have you ever used a ouija board?

im not ready for that kinda death

71: what’s your favorite kind of tea?

english breakfast or earl gray??? those r like the standard right

72: are you a person who needs to note everything down or else you’ll forget it?

ya but i never do bc i either forget to or am just 2 lazy

73: what are some of your worst habits?

being lazy + procrastinating :-D

74: describe a good friend of yours without using their name or gendered pronouns.

okie :-o ..

they’re great ok ive talked abt them like 10 times in the span of 2 months but whatever folks

they’re super nice, kind and just all of the positive adjectives out there in the dictionary ...... they’ve helped me multiple times and they’re always there 2 lend me a listening ear (or in our case, eye lmao) idk??? im just super comfortable around them always and im honestly so thankful we became mutuals (and subsequently friends) last year!!!! i cant say a lot bc ill just get v repetitive but overall they’re an awesome friend and im glad we still communicate daily via twitter and sometimes our skype sessions even if they’re kinda awkward bc i never know when 2 talk bc im scared ill speak and theyll say smth and itll turn into a MESS which actually happened lmao  

im looking forward to the day our skype sessions become super smooth and easy going!!!

75: tell us about your pets!

i have none but id die for boxys cats

76: is there anything you should be doing right now but aren’t?

well yeah always tbh but its not smth i have to do but more like want to do im just 2 lazy to get around doing it

77: pink or yellow lemonade?

?? i almost said lemons arent pink but i Remembered...... yellow lemonade

78: are you in the minion hateclub or fanclub?

i feel like this is an Attack? okay LISTEN so story time again.

on the flight back from japan i watched the alien covenant and i couldnt even get past the scene where the baby alien was gonna kill the poor guy who ended up being locked up with the infected dude as soon as i saw the blood and the alien emerge from the guy’s back i bolted lmao

so to calm myself down nd block that memory from my mind i went ahead and watched despicable me 3.. which HONESTLY im the worst critic ever but in my humble opinion.... the movie was good????????? idk i didnt watch minions the movie though i got lazy again whooopS!

anwyay i sidetracked but im neutral im not a fan but i wouldnt go out of my way to call minions annoying?? bc they really arent? i feel like its only seen that way bc of how people make posts abt how annoying minions are even tho.. they arent??

79: what’s one of the cutest things someone has ever done for you?

my memory hates me so every specific thing my friends have ever done for me has left my mind but .

the cutest thing? everything my friends do for me

80: what color are your bedroom walls? did you choose that color? if so, why?

theyre yellow and no i didnt theyve been there ever since i could remember

81: describe one of your friend’s eyes using the most abstract imagery you can think of.

lava cake

82: are/were you good in school?

yeah i was good in school for like the first three years and this year i just flopped so badly lmao and its my important year too oh well my exams r over and i still dont have a backup plan in mind

83: what’s some of your favorite album art?

all of dance gavin dance’s albums have awesome art

84: are you planning on getting tattoos? which ones?

back when i was really into 5sos i thought of getting a tally since that was their logo at that time but now no not really unless i decide to get lance’s face tattooed onto my forehead on impulse

85: do you read comics? what are your faves?

im keeping up with hq, bnha and tg manga!!!!

86: do you like concept albums? which ones?

idk what those r but sure

87: what are some movies you think everyone should watch at least once in their lives?

big hero 6

88: are there any artistic movements you particularly enjoy?

who wrote this whats up with these questions

i googled and.. not really?? they all look nice

89: are you close to your parents?

close enough to stand being in the same room as them but not close enough to want to initiate conversations

90: talk about your one of you favorite cities.

tokyo was really cool (literally) and if i ever go again id love to go with friends so we can explore more??

91: where do you plan on traveling this year?

japan was supposed to be the only plan for this year but my grandad passed away so i had to go to malaysia multiple times earlier this year ik this wasnt the qn but ive already went to the planned destination tm so

92: are you a person who drowns their pasta in cheese or a person who barely sprinkles a pinch?

BARELY SPRINKLES A PINCH im anti cheese

93: what’s the hairstyle you wear the most?

um. like?? i tie the sides of my hair that cover my face back??? bc i dont like hair in my face

94: who was the last person you know to have a birthday?

bell

95: what are your plans for this weekend?

hopefully something useful

96: do you install your computer updates really quickly or do you procrastinate on them a lot?

i also click remind me tomorrow lmao

97: myer briggs type, zodiac sign, and hogwarts house?

infp-t, capricorn, hufflepuff (same as falen nd jen yay)

98: when’s the last time you went hiking? did you enjoy it?

uh ive never been hiking and i dont plan on it sorry body

99: list some five (or id never shut up) songs that resonate to your soul whenever you hear them.

currently......

when you love someone - day6

like we used to - the rose

crazy sexy cool - astro

death of a strawberry - dance gavin dance

if it means a lot to you - a day to remember

idk if these actually “resonate to my soul” they just sound nice

100: if you were presented with two buttons, one that allows you to go 5 years into the past, the other 5 years into the future, which one would you press? why?

oh worm.. i wouldnt miind either???

i know i have 2 choose but like

if i go back into the past i could be less annoying?? but the past has actually helped me be the way i am today and i think im learning to be a better person?? im definitely way better than how i was previously 5 years ago and im just grateful i was able to learn from my mistakes???

so i wouldnt go back to the past.

if its in the future i can see how ill end up and if its not good i might end up being able to change myself so i dont get my “bad end”..???? maybe or i can just see what happens in the future and i can look forward to it

itll also give me a chnace to have the most fun while i can if its not too nice

so my decision is to go to the future

thank you so much for asking falen god this got so long lmao

#if anybody read through all 100.. thank u and have a good day!!! #softshouyous #asks

[taegijae-blog]

BREAKFAST DELIVERY 10

pairing: 2jae

genre: fluff, if you squint there’s angst

word count: 3k

description: the school’s hottest boy im jaebum wants to get a certain boy’s number.  but the first problem is: he’s unhappy and not eating.

status: completed

note: this was originally posted on wakaba’s wattpad @/jaeholics

| part 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 | 11 | 12 |

Thank God the day following that event was a Saturday, otherwise he'd have to shamefully face the two hearts he managed to break in one day.

Jaebum rolled around in his bed, hugging on the blankets, mumbling incoherently to himself. He felt like absolute garbage. Seeing that his alarm clock read 10:37, he slumped out of bed and dragged himself down to the bathroom. The house was empty as usual, meaning he could totally throw a party that night. If, you know, he didn't feel like dying. As he squirted some toothpaste onto his toothbrush and madly scrubbed his pearly whites, he groaned as he stared at himself in the mirror. He knew he was a good looking guy whose looks would attract mostly every gal or guy. After rinsing out his mouth, he smacked some water across the mirror and blurred the reflection of his sad-looking self. For once, he wished he was ugly. Jaebum tiredly zombie-walked his way over to the kitchen, checking the fridge for any food that possibly could've been left for him. Seeing that it was empty except for some eggs and milk, he already knew that his plans would be to go out for both lunch and dinner. Opening a cupboard, he grabbed a box of fruity cereal and dumped it into a ceramic bowl, pouring milk in after doing so. His dear cat, Nora, crawled up to his feet and rubbed herself against the skin lovingly. "At least you're here," he muttered under his breath, slurping some milk from his bowl as he made his way to the couch. He turned on the television and stared dully at the skin, allowing his pet to crawl onto his lap and rest there. Realizing that he hadn't checked his phone in a while, Jaebum reached for it since it was laying on the coffee table. He turned it on, only to be met with over a hundred missed text messages. annoyed, he unlocked his phone and saw that a particular someone added him to a chat group overnight after he fell asleep, which was the main cause of the overload of messages. He squinted at his screen while he scrolled through the messages. It took him a while to realize that those numbers were familiar to him: Jackson Wang, Park Jinyoung, and Choi Youngjae. The last message was sent a few hours ago, so he didn't bother sending anything to indicate that he read the chat. He put down his bowl of breakfast and became invested into the conversation they were having, feeling more and more uneasy. Nora jumped onto the table and quietly drank some of the milk as Jaebum's foot tapped in anxiousness. wango, 2 others [jype]: i'm muting this chat btw [wango]: bro I just want u to listen to my proposal [c.youngjae]: why do you even have my number?? [wango]: thats not important just listen rn [wango]: so jb hyung's like super depressed aight? [wango]: I HOPE HES READING THIS BTW WINK WINK [jype]: winking in text doesn't do anything [wango]: anyway [wango]: i want all three of you to meet up [wango]: and work this out together [wango]: i'm not going to interfere bc this is a u guys issue!! [wango]: u gotta fix it urselves arasso?? [c.youngjae]: ...how tho [wango]: there's a nice place in town [wango]: it's called Cafe A [wango]: all of three meet up there by 3 and talk it out!! [wango]: idc if you're busy or not [wango]: (unless ur planning to meet ur family bc then please go ahead and do that first family is first priority) [wango]: ARASSO?? [jype]: our 'talk' isnt going to last long, you know. [jype]: theres not much I can say

[jype]: it's always been a one sided thing anyway [jype]: i know he likes youngjae way more than he likes me [jype]: and i'm okay with that. [jype]: i just don't want to be thrown away because of that 'love' he has for him. [jype]: you reading this, youngjae? [c.youngjae]: yes, hyung... [jype]: good. [jype]: i don't hate you or anything. it's not like that.

[jype]: it's true that ive liked him since middle school [jype]: but I always knew that it'd ended up being like this [jype]: and how he isn't the kind of person to fall for his best friend [jype]: so I prepared myself for when this sort of thing happens   [jype]: it won't bother me, youngjae. go ahead and date him. [c.youngjae]: hyung, i [c.youngjae]: ...you have to understand that i don't really like him at the moment [c.youngjae]: i'm not sure if i'd agree to that [jype]: that's a shame [jype]: because a really great guy has a huge crush on you [jype]: and it's a waste for you to be ignorant about that. [wango]: ... [wango]: hoh my god  [wango]: i'm a rly good problem fixer

[wango]: jinyoung? 

[wango]: u still there?

[wango]: i guess not 

[jype]: i have plans for today. i'm not going to that cafe. [wango]: oh [wango]: well I guess it's fine now since u guys talked it out!! yeah!!! [wango]: youngjae, don't be discouraged! [wango]: both jaebum-hyung and jinyoung r amazing people [wango]: even tho they seem rly scary and act cold [wango]: its just their way of caring [wango]: ive known them for a long time [wango]: theyre literally the best friends ive ever had [wango]: jinyoung is a rly wise person, there's always a good reason to whatever he does [wango]: jaebum-hyung has sides to him that r like a dad or big brother that u can rely on [wango]: ... [wango]: youngjae??? [c.youngjae]: yeah [c.youngjae]: i'm listening [c.youngjae]: thank you, hyung [wango]: no problem man

[wango]: now go get that dick [c.youngjae]: ???? [wango]: jk jk lol [wango]: r u going to meet up w Jaebum-hyung at the cafe? it's a rly nice place I swear [c.youngjae]: maybe [c.youngjae]: i haven't heard what he says tho... [wango]: aw true [wango]: let me spam him brb [c.youngjae]: wait don't spam him;; what if he's just asleep?

[wango]: 

ugh ur too nice

[wango]:

fine I won't

[wango]:

i'll go spam markiepooh instead♥️♥️

[c.youngjae]:

...right

[c.youngjae]: the other number in this chat is Jaebum-hyung, right?

[wango]: yep!! slide into his dms boy

[c.youngjae]: ;;

Jaebum instantly realized the doom he was about to face.

"No, no, no, no, no!" He literally screamed at his phone, trying to do everything to prevent Youngjae from knowing.

It was probably too late.

[c.youngjae]: ?

[c.youngjae]: wait

[c.youngjae]: but

[c.youngjae]: ;;

[c.youngjae]: isnt that defsoul-hyung's number...

[c.youngjae]: ...it is

[c.youngjae]: hyung.

[c.youngjae]: ... [jaybee]: are you mad at me? [c.youngjae]: no

[c.youngjae]:  even though I did just find out you were double tricking me

[jaybee]: i never meant to make fun of you or anything

[jaybee]: about that party

[jaybee]: i knew bambam only as 'def soul'

[jaybee]: i'm sure you can also tell that he doesn't like me bc im known as that rude, popular shit called im jaebum

[jaybee]: and rapmon told me to come anyway

[jaybee]: btw his real name is namjams

[c.youngjae]: what's your point

[jaybee]: i want to have a second chance

[jaybee]: i know ive been a horrible person, hiding behind two identities just so I could talk to you

[jaybee]: please

[jaybee]: i only ever wanted to cheer you up

[c.youngjae]: ...

[c.youngjae]: i feel stupid for sending you all those messages

[c.youngjae]: no wonder you knew where I was and that I didn't have an umbrella

[c.youngjae]: i feel like you've played me and you probably did 

[c.youngjae]: but the def soul hyung I know is a caring person

[c.youngjae]: and if youre him

[c.youngjae]: then I can hope that your kindness is just as genuine

[c.youngjae]: because I think it's impossible to fake kindness like that

[c.youngjae]: let's meet up at three and talk

[jaybee]: i'll be there

[jaybee]: i won't be late.

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His phone read 2:57 by the time he spotted Jaebum. He was standing right outside the promised cafe, scrolling through his own phone with his legs crossed. It surprised Youngjae to see that he was wearing a pair of wire-rimmed glasses and an oversized sweater, contrary to his usual attire of trendy clothes that showed off his nice build. He looked pretty hot, to be honest. Youngjae shook that thought out of his mind and approached Jaebum, acting as though he wasn't just staring at him a minute prior. "It isn't 3 yet," Youngjae said quietly, stuffing his hands into his hoodie. "I've been here for ten minutes. I just didn't want to be late," Jaebum replied with a tiny grin as if he wanted the younger's approval. Youngjae scoffed and went ahead into the building, ruining the other's plans of opening the door for him. They went up to the counter, both of them staring at the menu in a similar way. Both of their eyes twitched, cursing at Jackson mentally. "I'm glad Jinyoung decided not to come," Jaebum whispered to the other, faking a smile for the person behind the cash register. "Welcome to Cafe A, one of the first couples' cafe in this town," she smiled enthusiastically, probably a bit overwhelmed on the inside because she had two male customers coming together in her hands. Youngjae hid his face into a hand in embarrassment, and Jaebum wanted to die on the spot. "Would you like to order our monthly special 'love potions?'" she asked, pointing to the piece of paper on the counter. "No," Youngjae and Jaebum said simultaneously. Flustered because of how rude that sounded, Jaebum laughed sheepishly and shook his head. "I'll just have an iced Americano. And, Youngjae..." Youngjae squinted at the menu above them, saying, "I'll have some water." Jaebum's face abruptly switched to one of shock, nudging the younger gently with his elbow. 'Eat,' he mouthed. Youngjae grumbled, feeling like he was just scolded by his mother. "Nevermind. I'll have a melon smoothie." "Alright. that will be ₩6,500." His hand reached into his pocket to grab his wallet, but the taller Jaebum stopped him before he could go any further. Instead, he took out his own wallet and paid using a card. Youngjae squinted his eyes at the other. I bet he just wanted to show off. Stupid seniors. "Thank you. Please come to pick up your order once this starts to buzz," she said while handing over the circular device to Youngjae, who almost dropped it.To the surprise of both, she leaned forward and gestured for them to come closer. "The third floor is popular with... couples like you two," she whispered with a grin. Both boys shook their heads, trying to insist that they weren't that sort of couple. She didn't listen, only grinning happily. 'You guys are so cute!' she mouthed while making a thumbs up, leaving the two speechless as they searched for a table. "Maybe we should go to the third floor," Youngjae was heard mumbling. "But we're not a couple, unfortunately," Jaebum remarked, putting emphasis on the last word to express that he really did think it was unfortunate. "I mean, I'd be more than happy if we were, but-" "The people here are staring at us." Youngjae gestured with a subtle tilt of his chin, completely ignoring what the other had to say. It was true, though; quite a few of the other couples enjoying their food seemed to be whispering at the two. Jaebum scoffed and marched towards the staircase, Youngjae following quickly to avoid any more odd gazed from anyone there. As promised by the girl at the cash register, the third floor was filled with... ...gay. Youngjae's eyes couldn't ignore the variety(?) of couples that were there, enjoying their time together. At one table in the corner, there was someone resembling a llama sitting across from someone who appeared like a girl. He couldn't tell, that person just had long hair. At the opposite side of the room, he spotted a couple that consisted of someone narrow-eyed with bright mint hair, nodding at his partner, who had a radiant smile, while he ranted. At another table they passed by were two people who didn't stand out in particular except that they seemed to be speaking completely in Chinese. Beside their table were two rather young looking guys, the foreign-looking one teaching his partner how to say simple words in English. "I don't think there are any open tables, hyung..." Youngjae remarked with a pout after searching around the room. Jaebum nodded, thinking that they might end up having to sit outside or something. Just then, someone tapped his arm. he turned around to see two rather tall guys sitting at the table nearby, one of them looking highly emo. "Are you looking for a table? Ae can just move our stuff, there's space for you guys," the person who tapped his arm offered, his canine teeth showing as he smiled. "Oh, sure. Thank you." Once the other guys moved their belongings, Youngjae took the seat that was on the cushiony couch and Jaebum sat on the chair. "Are you guys from JYP high?" the person asked, sipping on his ice coffee. Jaebum nodded, leaning back while putting an arm over the chair in an assertive way. "We're from Pledis," he replied, making Jaebum go “Ooh.” No wonder they were wearing nice clothes and looked as though they had their hair done professionally. Although Pledis was a small school, it was a costly place to attend and its students sure did prove that. "God, I would've screamed if you guys were from SM." Almost everyone in the room quieted down when hearing that name as though it was a taboo. SM's school had the roughest teachers and classes by far, and its roughness most likely rubbed off on its students. The device Youngjae held flashed red lights out of nowhere and started buzzing, startling him. Jaebum took it from his hand and headed downstairs in order to grab their drinks. Once he was gone, the high-key emo person who hadn't said a thing leaned over to Youngjae. "Your boyfriend's hot," he said quietly. Youngjae's face flashed a bright pink. "He's not my boyfriend! I'm not dating him," he argued and pouted again. "Really? I think he likes you from the way he looks at you, though," the person sitting across said with a wiggle of his eyebrows. "What's his name?" "Im Jaebum." Someone dropped their fork in the distance as the person almost choked on his straw. "That's... him? He's Im Jaebum?" he asked, clearly as confused as Youngjae was. someone a few tables next to them whispered, “Holy shit, that was Im Jaebum?” "Yes?" Youngjae tilted his head, not understanding what all the fuss was about. "Goodness," he sighed while shaking his head. "He's a literal legend at Pledis." Youngjae's eyebrows furrowed in confusion. "What do you mean by that?" "How do you, his boyfriend, not know about this?" he fanned himself with his hand, accidentally hitting himself in the face. Embarrassed, he cleared his throat. "Anyway, the Pledis legend. Im Jaebum. He used to go to Pledis for his freshman year, I think. But somehow, he ended up becoming the school's first ever student to be full on expelled." Youngjae's mouth dropped when hearing this. He wasn't even sure if his best friends Jinyoung or Jackson knew about this. "One of the biggest idol companies—you know, the ones with idol groups and all that—scouted him during his freshman year, right on our campus. The story about that flew all over school and he became a living legend. Everyone wanted to his friend." "How come you didn't recognize him earlier if he's that well known?" Youngjae asked in a dazed tone, not quite able to wrap his head around all the information he just absorbed. "Are you kidding me? He used to be one of the shortest guys in the class. He had mushroom hair and wore huge glasses every day." "Okay..." Youngjae peered over to the staircase to see if was Jaebum was back or not. He wanted to hear more of the details, wishing he wouldn't be back for another five minutes. "Well, why was he expelled?" "There was this group of seniors that made fun of him a lot, and I guess he was just fed up with him," he explained with a shrug, shaking around his cup. "What did he do?" "He poisoned them." That was the point where Youngjae didn't believe the story anymore. "No, that's stupid—" "He baked them a nice batch of cookies that made them vomit the next day. They told the principal on him," the boy paused in order to snap his fingers, "and just like that, he was gone." Youngjae was speechless, only his eyes blinking as the rest of his body was frozen. He was so confused, mostly because he couldn't believe that someone who seemed genuinely kind like the 'Def Soul' person he knew would do such thing. At the staircase, he could see a glimpse of Jaebum walking up with two cups in his hands. "Are you afraid that he'll do something like that again?" the person asked. "If you are, I don't think you should be. I can tell his attitude has changed a lot since freshman year, and he's probably trying to get a fresh start." Jaebum sat back down in his seat across from the still shocked Youngjae. He waved his hand in front of him, wondering if he was even alive. "Yah, Im Jaebum!" the person smacked his arm out of nowhere. “What—ah, shit," Jaebum cursed under his breath once he realized that that person currently attended pledis, the place of his unforgettable past. "I can't believe it's actually you. hey, i'm mingyu. remember me?" Jaebum's eyes widened as though he was reminded of something unpleasant, but he played it cool and sighed. "Yes, yes, I do. What do you want?" The one sitting across from mingyu tapped his watch, indicating something about time. He nodded his head and hurriedly threw on his jacket, grabbing his things. "Sorry, I would talk more but there's something I have to do." Before he left the table, he leaned down towards Jaebum's ear and whispered softly.

“Don't break that cutie's heart, okay?”

#breakfast delivery #wakaba #got7 #got7 fluff #2jae #2jae fluff #youngjae #jaebum #jaebum fluff #youngjae fluff #mark tuan #park jinyoung #jinyoung #jackson wang #bambam #yugyeom #kim yugyeom

[identitycris1s]

so this is the new year

im finally taking time to sit down and reflect on the past few months. the new year came and went and its been a bit of a whirlwind. i suppose i’ll just go by chronological order cos i dont really know how to start...also i dont think im an abstract thinker so really my life isnt ordered by “themes” or “lessons” or whatever but i sort of think of it in terms of events and the epiphanies or lessons that flow therefrom. this is probably just gonna be a stream of consciousness exposition cos im lazy to organise my thoughts and this is basically my journal so WHATEVER!

November

X told me he liked me and asked me out. i was shocked. but sort of saw it coming (what else could “r u free after lunch, i have some stuff to say” mean...LOL). i reacted awkwardly - distinctly remember saying “huh..what does that MEAN!!!” (LOL) i told him i would think about it but could probably only give him an answer after part b was over. 

tbh this was probably just me stalling for time. i think instinctively i knew that i didnt see him in that way, but he seemed to tick so many boxes in terms of who i was “supposed” to be with - that sounds dumb, but what i mean is he’s a steadfast christian, a good boy, similar values, similar tastes in music / movies / books, same bloody industry LOL...

also he seemed really serious about it - ermmm he brought up marriage on that first day :0 ok i suppose thats unfair and it sounds insane without context - he said it with reference to how dating is always with a view to marriage which i do agree with but yes it was a lot to absorb in one conversation. and then he cracked out this book about dating and marriage and i was like woah. so, given how much thought he seemed to have put into this (he also said he chatted with his CG leader about me yikes) i felt obliged to at least think it through properly and give myself some time to consider rather than immediately rejecting him. 

and so i mulled it over whilst studying for part b. he was overseas for a while towards the end of my studying period (ie when i was freaking out the most and generally being a headless chicken) and this probably contributed to me feeling like i liked him more than i really did hmm wonder what this says about me. i like to feel like someone’s out of my reach i suppose. so fucked up lol! and so during this period we were texting everyday and i would look forward to his replies and he was a real source of comfort during that stressful period and i never told him this and i probably never will. 

December

exams were over and i had to face D DAY!! so i went to meet him to give him my answer and honestly even on that day i didnt know what my answer was. we met at BTM and he literally had written down a list of things to talk about and i think in that moment i knew this probably wouldnt work out. hes so damn thoughtful about every little thing and he thinks everything through and even though he seems to think he “doesnt take things too seriously” I THINK HE DOES...and i really dont...so i felt that showed how incompatible we were. its not a bad thing to be thoughtful. its just that i felt so pressured by how seriously he was taking things...i thought “trying this out” would be casual and chill and we would just hang out as if we were friends but with this overarching agenda of potentially being together but no his conception of “trying things out” is much more intense and serious and thought out and in his words “intentional”. which i realised is some christian dating jargon haha.

dinner was normal until he cracked out that list i was talking about. then he started talking about what he wanted out of a relationship and asked me what i wanted out of a relationship. like it was a damn interview. you know what, im saying this in a really condescending tone and i wouldnt ever be this hurtful if i knew he was gonna read this - in fact i really do think this kind of approach would suit many people and perhaps a more emotionally well adjusted person would think this was normal but i felt so bombarded and i really didnt know what to say in response. so i blurted out some nonsense about wanting to be with someone who was God fearing and “kind and compassionate” and “ambitious” LMAO...what bullshit (that last one i mean). and he had clearly thought out his answers a lot more and he went on a whole spiel about wanting to be with someone who could stand on their own as a christian and who he didnt have to “drag along” on their walk with God and i was like ok cool but i think im not that...im not what youre looking for...but of course i didnt say this. idk why. maybe i enjoy being wanted and sought after and i didnt want to shatter his illusion that i was what he was looking for, even though i was kinda seeing that he wasnt what i was looking for.

anyway, being the shitty person i am, i told him it wasnt a no but it wasnt a straight out yes either i.e. i would be willing to try with a view to potentially saying yes. and we left it at that. but even as i said bye to him that night i kinda knew this wasnt gonna work...but i wanted it to! i wanted to like him! i want to be the kind of person who can accept love from a well adjusted person who’s not afraid to be real and to take things seriously...but i suppose i have some emotional growth to work on...or is it perfectly valid for me to not want to be with him? tbh i never found him attractive (physically or even personality wise oops) - he doesnt make me laugh, hes kinda too uptight, he doesnt get my jokes (i have to be like “JUST KIDDING” a lot of the time..ded) but somehow we worked as friends. but to be with someone requires something more than just working as friends doesnt it?? ack

so we met a few times in dec (i think we went on four or five “dates” in total...im so reluctant to call them dates cos throughout i just couldnt see him in that light, but thats what they were i think) and through the course of our interactions i started picking up on things that i didnt like about him / about our interactions. this sounds awfully petty and i dont wanna be mean about this cos im sure i have MANY MANY MANY flaws that one could nit pick but these were just some signs that we would not work (quite apart from my lack of physical attraction to him)

1. our conversations always end up argumentative. i think this probably stems from both of us being law students and so whenever we disagree on something we both cant seem to fucking let it go. i distinctly remember one stupid conversation, i shall put it here (not verbatim but this is the gist of it)

X: what are your new years resolutions?

S: i dont like making new years resolutions because they always end up in disappointment because i never stick to them. 

X: but disappointment isnt always a bad thing because you can learn from it and improve from there

S: yes but that doesnt mean disappointment isnt a bad thing - cos disappointment in itself is bad (like duh the feeling of disappointment is bad) but what comes after disappointment can be good or bad i.e. you can choose to work on yourself and improve or you can wallow in the disappointment.

-some more argument and confusion about what we are even talking about-

S: ok lets not argue on this its a semantic point. 

X: is it semantic? its not semantic.

S: it is semantic. we are disagreeing on what the word disappointment means. i think it is necessarily negative but you are saying that disappointment isnt always negative because of what can come after but i think thats sidestepping the point of disappointment being negative in itself.

do you see what i mean. what kind of petty argument is this? whats the damn point? of course im definitely not blameless in this at all. i perpetuate it. but what im saying is i feel like talking to him brings out this argumentative side of me that im not a fan of. also its fucking exhausting haha.

2. he is so. fucking. serious. every conversation involves some heavy thing like spirituality or self evaluation or Godliness etc. which i suppose is good but i just found it tiring...why cant things be light? why cant things be fun? why do we always have to talk about *important* or *weighty* things? tbh i think he sorta compartmentalises me as a friend whom he can talk about these *weighty* things with cos im also a christian and i get what hes saying when he talks about God but i dont want to only talk about that...

3. we dont have similar senses of humour. i dont think he thinks im funny...but i think im bloody funny ok haha also i dont think im deluded on this? my friends think im funny too? yeah i think its a major problem that we cant really laugh together...hes not someone that makes me laugh at all :( 

ok enough bashing X haha i really do think hes a great person we are just NOT compatible romantically.

ANYWAYS! sometime in dec i also met up w SM for the first time in aaaages. but things were like normal again. sounds stupid but i think ill always think of him as the one who got away LOL....emotionally unavailable and not interested in me?? IM DOWN! haha. ok hes not emotionally unavailable tbh i probably was more emotionally unavailable in the course of our friendship but he defo never really expressed any interest in me other than always hanging out one on one but that doesnt really count for anything does it. anyways! he told me about his BTO plans and im honestly v happy for him :) friends r growing up and moving on in life mang..

sad part was i dropped avo toast on my new everlane pants and that honestly ruined my day lol

January

NYE was spent w S and some of her friends plus R and A (who went home after dinner cos of family drama lmao angie is siao) - we went to AL’s fam friends party at fullerton for countdown and the fireworks were amaaaazing, lasted about an hour (which made us question the budget allocation on this tbh isnt it a bit of a waste?? fireworks are insanely expensive??) and we promptly went home after the clock struck 12 which was perfect haha i have no stamina to stay out late anymore. 

work started on 2 jan! its been fun tbh - back with the trainees and meeting some new people and using my brain again. i like feeling useful and being stuck in a routine...at least for now haha. check in on me in about 3 months and we’ll see. 

and....i finally mustered up the courage to tell X the truth ie i didnt see this going anywhere and we should just be friends. we had kind of an awkward dinner (i could feel myself being rude to him and being dismissive etc but i think it could partially be attributed to me being tired from work..but mostly cos i didnt wanna be with him!! as a romantic partner!! it felt wrong!) and so i told him after dinner otw to the mrt (funny, we always have these convos otw to the mrt haha). he said he understood and he sort of felt it coming. and i felt bad - he mustve picked up on my coldness and rudeness over text and in our meetings also...why am i like this. i shouldve been up front with him on the first day. but i didnt know!!! i didnt know for sure this is how i felt. ahhh well u live and u learn right. next time ill be better at this. hope theres a next time LOL God pls send me someone whos right for me

ok bye for now! this was a lengthy post haha

[disableddisaster]

Do all of them ! Blease !!! I Stan u so hard I need the insider deets!!!!!

now THATS what i like to hear :))

1: 6 of the songs you listen to most?

asfgsfdg im only listening to after laughter rn

2: If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?

@gaysun but thats happening so idk. come to alberta tristan

3: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.

theres not a single book in this room and im not leaving to go look for one

4: What do you think about most?

sfgafdgasfg idk myself, probably

5: What does your latest text message from someone else say?

”he drank ur orange juice the fuck” - you

6: Do you sleep with or without clothes on?

just my underwear

7: What’s your strangest talent?

im gay

8: Girls… (finish the sentence); Boys… (finish the sentence)

girls are good boys are bad (noah fence i love u)

9: Ever had a poem or song written about you?

yes actually :’)

10: When is the last time you played the air guitar?

man idk

11: Do you have any strange phobias?

FUCKIGN black BEETLES

12: Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose?

i dont think so? kleenex?

13: What’s your religion?

man idk !!!!

14: If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?

walking to work or looking for dogs

15: Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?

in front im a vain bxtch

16: Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?

patd.............................................

17: What was the last lie you told?

i know i lied to my mom the other day but i told the truth five minutes later and i dont know what i lied abt

18: Do you believe in karma?

no lol

19: What does your URL mean?

bella swan is a big ass lesbian

20: What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?

dude i dont fucking KNOW who am i!!!!!!

21: Who is your celebrity crush?

kristen stewart.. . hayley williams..... shrugs

22: Have you ever gone skinny dipping?

no i dont want any BUGS crawlin around in there.there was an episode of greys anatomy when that happened

23: How do you vent your anger?

i yell to my mom tbh

24: Do you have a collection of anything?

MUGS

25: Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?

video chatting is so fun

26: Are you happy with the person you’ve become?

NO LOL

27: What’s a sound you hate; sound you love?

sound i hate: paper towels 

sound i love: rain i guess

28: What’s your biggest “what if”?

what IF I fail at life completely wow

29: Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?

YES AND YES

30: Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm.

right, my computer. left, my cup!

31: Smell the air. What do you smell?

man idk AIR??????

32: What’s the worst place you have ever been to?

high school

33: Choose: East Coast or West Coast?

CANADIAN west coast

34: Most attractive singer of your opposite gender?

hmmmm bad question\

35: To you, what is the meaning of life?

AUGHFGKDF not to be dramatic but there isnt one

36: Define Art.

dude i dont know. why is this so fake deep

37: Do you believe in luck?

NO !!!!!

38: What’s the weather like right now?

its dark out  and im inside!!! i dont know!! i think its warm

39: What time is it?

12:25am :O

40: Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?

yes! and no

41: What was the last book you read?

eclipse..................sdfghsdghsdfgsfg

42: Do you like the smell of gasoline?

..............................who does......

43: Do you have any nicknames?

shy!!!!!!!!!!!

44: What was the last film you saw?

dgsfsdfg new moon!!!!!!

45: What’s the worst injury you’ve ever had?

i dont know!!!!!!!!! i injure myself a lot im clumsy

46: Have you ever caught a butterfly?

no!!!!!!!!!!! let them be free.

47: Do you have any obsessions right now?

twilight, dragon quest 8, paramores new album,.

48: What’s your sexual orientation?

TAKE A WILD FUCKign GUESS

49: Ever had a rumour spread about you?

YES AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA it was awful

50: Do you believe in magic?

.......................no

51: Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?

YES LOL

52: What is your astrological sign?

im a libra :^)

53: Do you save money or spend it?

i cant fuckign save money for shit

54: What’s the last thing you purchased?

a grande coconut cold brew coffee with extra coconut milk :O

55: Love or lust?

what dpes this mean.

56: In a relationship?

no!

57: How many relationships have you had?

3

58: Can you touch your nose with your tongue?

fun fact i have a really really short tongue

59: Where were you yesterday?

went to the bank in the city and the MALL and ate a sandwich

60: Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?

no :(:(:(

61: Are you wearing socks right now?

SOCKS ARE GARBAGE

62: What’s your favourite animal?

CATS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and sheep and giraffes. mostly cats

63: What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?

fgkdfgosfkg u think i have a secret weapon???????? bxtch i dont even like me!!!!

64: Where is your best friend?

i texted her and asked her one sec. ok she replied “im in my bed!!!!!”

65: Give me your top 5 favourite blogs on Tumblr.

@gaysun @gaysun @hurricance @hurricance @popcornlesbians :)

66: What is your heritage?

idk! im ukrainian and french

67: What were you doing last night at 12AM?

playing dragon quest and listening to @quidditchlesbian s wild stories

68: What do you think is Satan’s last name?

this is so werid asgafdgadsf

69: Be honest. Ever gotten yourself off?

duh

70: Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend?

i mean probably. im kind of annoying tho

71: You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?

sfgadfgadsf save the dog im not HEARTLESS my job gives me no hours anyways lol

72: You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?

a) probably bc i overshare b) probably just pet my cats c) sort of?

73: You can only have one of these things; trust or love.

TRUST

74: What’s a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?

..................someBODY

75: What are the last four digits in your cell phone number?

2980

76: In your opinion, what makes a great relationship?

trust and communication also i think attraction is important tbh

77: How can I win your heart?

be a cute girl and be nice to me. maybe have a cute animal or smth

78: Can insanity bring on more creativity?

MMMMMMMMMM ABLEISM

79: What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far?

gay

80: What size shoes do you wear?

5? 6?

81: What would you want to be written on your tombstone?

”gay bxtch”

82: What is your favourite word?

LESBIAN

83: Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word; heart.

i wish i was on my phone id add the yellow heart emoji

84: What is a saying you say a lot?

”wow id die for u”

85: What’s the last song you listened to?

earlier i was listening to live in chicago

86: Basic question; what’s your favourite colour/colours?

yellow adn PINK

87: What is your current desktop picture?

its a pic of bella swan

88: If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be?

theoretically like donald trump but probably my abuser :)

89: What would be a question you’d be afraid to tell the truth on?

bxtch u could ask me literally anything and id tell u. literally aything

90: One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by MUMMIES. The mummies aren’t really doing anything, they’re just standing around your bed. What do you do?

go back to sleep. plot twist im actually just having a sleep paralysis episode

91: You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?

the vegetables are mushrooms and ALSO iwanna teleport or fly

92: You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again?

the other morning i had a really relaxing breakfast at tim hortons i just listened to music and ate my bagel. it was nice

93: You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?

JSDFKJSFG u think i can choose? ur FUNNY!! 

94: You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be?

oh,,.. .my fucign god. tjis is such a loaded question,. HAYLEY WILLIAMS

95: You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?

JENNA (or nyc but shes not there rn so probably just wherever she is!)

96: Do you have any relatives in jail?

i think my bio dad was in jail once. maybe

97: Have you ever thrown up in the car?

no ew throwing up is a huge fear of mine

98: Ever been on a plane?

yep i love planes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

99: If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say?

“im gay”

THANKS TRISTAN

#homonormality

[geekybiologist]

100 facts

tagged by @memo-blogs, thanks!

1.) Real Name: Ella 2.) Nicknames: ...Ella 3.) Zodiac Sign: Leo 4.) Male or Female: Female 5.) Elementary School: Yes 6.) Middle School: That too 7.) High school: Yup and I even continued to study at uni although I see this is where you stop asking! 8.) Hair color: Blonde 9.) Long or Short: Long 10.) Loud or Quiet: Quiet unless I get really upset or emotional 11.) Sweats or Jeans: Jeans 12.) Phone or Camera: I... what? Depends, but probably phone since it’s more important in general? Whenever I need to take photos I do with with my camera tho 13.) Health Freak: Haha no. 14.) Drink or Smoke: Sometimes I drink, haven’t ever smoked. 15.) Do You Have A Crush On Someone: Uh, no. 16.) Sexual Preference: Girls! 17.) Piercings: Nope 18.) Tattoos: Another nope

HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN:

19.) Airplane: Yes

20.) Car Accident: No

21.) Fist Fight: I don’t think so...?

FIRSTS:

22.) First Piercing: N/A

23.) First Best Friend: Anna from kindergarten

24.) First Instrument played: Guitar? Or some toyish thing more suitable for children? I don’t really know, I grew up with a lot of instruments, but never really played any

25.) First Award: I won a neighbourhood art competition sometime when I was in elementary school? It was pretty cool, I got signed up through my school and they announced my name at this big event, that I had already left but my dad and sister was still around to hear it. Actually I remember being annoyed since apparently I had to go back, although I was just handed my award and I had other stuff going on instead and I could’ve gotten it through my school instead (the event was for celebrating the neighborhood not a school thing). Although, I did get something nicer being there than what they gave to other winners at an separate event in my school later on. My piece was on display at the local library and I never got it back. I remember not really putting much effort into it.

26.) First Crush: Ahahaha no.

27.) First Language: Svenska

28.) First Big Vacation: What’s a big vacation? Like abroad; Turkey, before that within Finland uhh... let’s just say Turkey.

LASTS:

29.) Last Person you talked to: I replied to a message from my best friend when I woke up? Does that count as talking? Otherwise my sister yesterday

30.) Last Person You Texted: Oh okay, that would be my best friend!

31.) Last Person You Watched: Watched??

32.) Last Food You Ate: Knäckebröd

33.) Last Movie You Watched: Life. Went to see it yesterday with my sister!

34.) Last Song You Listened To: Ahaha do you have to ask? It’s Hitorigoto.

35.) Last Thing You Bought: Movie snacks! Chocolates, raspberry ice tea and chewing gum (this one was not a movie snack)

36.) Last Person You Hugged: I had an awkward sisterly hug yesterday

FAVORITES:

37.) Food: Vegetarian lasagna with lots and lots of celery. Yummy! Also minestrone soup! Those were the first two things my mum made me once I got back from Japan

38.) Drink: Ice tea

39.) Clothing: Flowy skirts and long cardigans

40.) Book: I usually go with Den amerikanska flickan by Monika Fagerholm for this, although it’s been ages since I read it and I’m not really passionate about it anymore. I haven’t read books in so long and I've never really had favorites when it comes to them. Just books I like a bit more and books I like a bit less.

41.) Color: Green

42.) Flower:  Allium oleraceum ;) :’D

44.) Movie: Doukyuusei

45.) Tv show: Shoujo Kakumei Utena, Kill la Kill, Mawaru Penguindrum and Monogatari series. If you’re asking for tv-shows in the traditional sense then Buffy the Vampire Slayer and Veronica Mars.

46.) Subject: Uhh... Biology, I guess. Was super into French and art too though and liked everything like the nerd I am. 

IN THE PAST YEAR I…

47.) [ ] Acted crazy in school

48.) [x] Celebrated New Years

49.) [ ] I got majorly bullied

50.) [ ] I broke an arm/leg

51.) [ ] My dog(s) / My cat(s) / Other pet(s) died

52.) [ ] Got a crossbow for hunting

53.) [ ] Cried myself to sleep about bullies

54.) [ ] Saw the police

55.) [x] Done something you’ve Regretted

56.) [x] Broke a Promise

57.) [x] Kept a Secret

58.) [x] Pretended To Be Happy

59.) [x] Met Someone Who Changed Your Life

60.) [ ] Puked first day of school

61.) [x] Stayed locked in your room

62.) [x] Tried something you normally wouldn’t like, and liked it.

63.) [x] Cried Over The Silliest Things

64.) [ ] Ran the mile

65.) [x] Died inside

66.) [x] Fainted

RIGHT NOW:

67.) Eating: Nothing, although I still have the aftertaste of knäckebröd in my mouth?

68.) Drinking: Nothing

69.) Getting Ready To: Go out and enjoy the beautiful sunny day!

70.) Listening/watching: Nothing. 

71.) Plans For Tomorrow/Today: Today I’ll go out for a walk, get some stuff done from my to do list, maybe continue playing computer games in the evening, maybe continue translating some manga... Pretty much the same for tomorrow, except for less fun and more work.

72.) Waiting For: Update announcements for my favorite manga. Got one today though so I’m happy! 

YOUR FUTURE:

73.) Want Kids: Yes, but that’s so sooo far away still. 

74.) Want To Get Married: Yes, I mean I’m allowed to have impossible dreams right? 

75.) Careers in mind: Researcher, specialist... I have no idea...

WHICH IS BETTER ON A GUY/GIRL?:

76.) Lips or Eyes: Ideally both?? 

77.) Shorter or Taller: I’m tall so I’ve accepted the fact most people(/girls) I meet will be shorter. That’s also why I get really happy when I meet people taller than me, although 5 minutes later that develops into an inferiority complex lol

78.) Romantic or Spontaneous: I appreciate both? Maybe romantic, idk

79.) Nice Stomach or Nice Arms: That’s not really something I take note of? 

80.) Sensitive or Loud: Sensitive. I hate loud people ...Wait, what exactly is this asking?

81.) Hook-up Or Relationship: Relationship

82.) Troublemaker or Hesitant: Hesitant, although since I’m also hesitant it doesn’t really work. I just really dislike troublemakers

HAVE YOU EVER:

83.) Lost Glasses/Contacts: No, it probably helps I don’t wear any. Also I don’t lose stuff 84.) Ran Away From Home: For some hours max 85.) Held A Weapon, For Self Defense: No 86.) Killed Somebody: No 87.) Broken Someone’s Heart: Ugh, yes 88.) Been Arrested: No

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

90.) Yourself: I believe in the me that believes in you 91.) Miracles:  Believe in miracles and they will know your feelings 92.) Love at First Sight: In the real world? No 93.) Heaven: No  94.) Santa Claus: No, except for when I tell people about him 96.) Magic: MAGIC ISNT REAL STUPID STOP BELIEVVIN IN IT

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

97.) Someone you wanna be with right now?: Uhhh not really? 98.) Are You Seriously Happy With Where You Are, In Life: No, stopped being happy 2,5 weeks ago. Now it’s just stress and angst and feelings of failure and unworthiness.  100.) Post as 100 Truths and Tag five people: @jyudais, @strawberryeclaire, @mirikins, @natsunes and you reading this now ;) If you want to, of course!

#yes #i am quoting eridan #tagged #memokkeen #my nonsense

[thepalegoldmoon]

Answers

so i was asked to answer all of these so here i gooooooo!!!!~… kms… ;u;

— 1. Who was the last person you held hands with?

uhhhhmmm i dont really hold hands cause i over heat and the get clammy easily, so the last person i “held hands”/ linked arms with was actually at Anime Boston with this rad dude Jay, we were cosplaying Keith and Lance from Voltron. it was a good day, but we were tired as fuck.

2. Are you outgoing or shy?

kinda both depends on the situation and who im around tbh

3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?

in general or like famous??? uhhhmmm, if we’re going in general tbh me rad ass mate Jay cause why wouldnt I be looking forward to seeing this kid??? hes literally the best thing or person to see ever, duh! and if were going famous??? uhhhmmm music wise either Panic! At The Disco, TOP, orrrrr maybe a tie between some one from the Hamilton, or Heahters musicals.

4. Are you easy to get along with?

again depends on the situation and people. over all id say yeah in some way.

5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?

uhmmm idk because we’d both probably be shit faced and tumbling over each other screaming, incoherently and laughing our asses off. While simultaneously getting into 20 different fights over cheese, bread, and cats. Then crying about video games and anime. probably in the midst of this we’d be laughing and patting each other’s back telling each other how good of a bro the other is an how we’re gonna take over the world by the sheer brute force of dogs and cats

6. What kind of people are you attracted to?

uhhhhmmm i dont really have a type but there’s a guy i like alot whos my dream guy tbh, and to me hes perfect in alot and pretty much every single way. ºuº

7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?

probably not but its nice to hope and dream c:

8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?

either rn my friend Casey cause shes in spain this week for vacation or my childhood bestfriend Liz cause her birthday just pasted on april 7th and i havent seen her in years.

9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?

depends on who im with and what exactly kinda stuff were talking about. but im always awkard af with everything so im always uncomftorble.

10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?

mi boi Jay!!~ we tend to get into deep conversation alot. i enjoy it alot tbh hahaha.

11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?

(when i got to this quesion)

 WE WILL BE TRASH GODS!!!~

12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?

UHMMM pass cause honestly the whole entirety of Heathers and Hamilton pretty much.

13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?

OMFG HELL YEAH I DO!!!!!!!~

14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?

yeah man thats always been something i believe in because i have the most terrible luck but i like to believe miracles have happened in my life.

15. What good thing happened this summer?

i started the change in my social life and i got a really rad friend through the beginning phase of it!

16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?

uhmmm ive only done pecks cause im  fucking looser so that was Jay, so hell yeah i would man hahaha! (hes got a kissable face its nice alright, i swear im not this fucking awkward XD) ((and bro i know youll end up reading this. i love ya man!! i hope this isnt too bad lol~))

17. Do you think there is life on other planets?

fuck yeah i do bro. i wanna befriend at least one of them tbh.

18. Do you still talk to your first crush?

not really cause the kid left after 5th grade and i never saw him again,

19. Do you like bubble baths?

fuck yes.

20. Do you like your neighbors?

i dont really talk to them haha.

21. What are you bad habits?

i have alot, talking to much and fighting HARD during a fight, and having the worst timing for smart ass comments, and trying to change things i cant change too much. theres more but thats a good few.

22. Where would you like to travel?

everywhere and anywhere tbh

23. Do you have trust issues?

a bit ive more developed them because of shitty people

24. Favorite part of your daily routine?

either shower or the part where i come home and either draw, eat, play video games, get to text my boi, or where i get to sleep.

25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?

my nose, the corners of my mouth or my big toes.

26. What do you do when you wake up?

text my friend good morning or get up and play with my mouse for a few minutes

27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?

i enjoy my skin tone but i wish i could tan ith out burning although, ive always wanted to either be albino or see what its like to be darker.

28. Who are you most comfortable around?

either Jay, or my friend Casey

29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?

nope because i dont talk to them XD

30. Do you ever want to get married?

at some point maybe haha

31. Is your hair long enough for a pony tail?

almost but the sides and some of my bangs are just a teeny bit off from making it :u:

32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?

uhmm not really any tbh theyre all to much older than me

33. Spell your name with your chin.

alyxx/ nyxx

34. Do you play sports? What sports?

ew no but i like swimming and to go on walks for fun

35. Would you rather live without TV or music?

thats hard cause i need both for background noise

36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?

not really, i dont think so

37. What do you say during awkward silences?

something really stupid and half the time really provocative

38. Describe your dream girl/guy?

ahhhh hahaha well i dont really know because the guy im crushing on is my dream guy js. and if i were to try and describe him id butcher the amazing and astounding beauty of the real person to be honest

39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?

ahhhh idk, lush?? and anything with food tbh

40. What do you want to do after high school?

die, or move to salem WITCHever comes first -u0 lol (bad pun i know i know)

41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?

i belive in ALOT of chances tbh

42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?

either im tired, extremely sad/depressed, overthinking/ thinking, focusing, thinking how to reply something or im REALLY fucking pissed off at you for something.

43. Do you smile at strangers?

REALLY FUCKING AWKWARDLY AND IN REALLY FUCKING AWKWARD SITUATIONS

44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?

UHHHHHH BOTH!!!!!~ TF?

45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?

THE INPENDING FEAR AND DOOM OF CRIPPLING ANXIETY IF I MISS THE BUS OR if im hanging out wiht someone that day the motivation of not being alone in my room with myself for the whole day or so hahaha, or a con/ meet up which applies to friends.

46. What are you paranoid about?

AAAHAHAHAHAHA IS THAT EVEN A QUESTION???? fucking everything…

47. Have you ever been high?

yes

48. Have you ever been drunk?

buzzed not drunk

49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?

uhhh i dont think so im not really very secretive. maybe like PERSONAL shit but no

50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?

Grey

51. Ever wished you were someone else?

a few times

52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?

uhmmm either eye color and nose Physically.and personality wise i wish i wasnt so stubborn tbh.

53. Favourite makeup brand?

lush is the closest thing to makeup i use hunny

54. Favourite store?

lush

55. Favourite blog?

@thedevilandhisfiddleofgold​ c;

56. Favourite colour?

Blue

57. Favourite food?

uhmmm theres too many to list, all?? except spicy

58. Last thing you ate?

a cracker with nutella on it

59. First thing you ate this morning?

a cinnamon powdered sugar doughnut

60. Ever won a competition? For what?

nope

61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?

Suspending, accused of stealing shitty locker wallpaper panels. THAT I ACCTUALLY FUCKING HADNT ;U;

62. Been arrested? For what?

nope

63. Ever been in love?

YES ;-;

64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?

never fucking had one kiddies sorry no story time for this one

65. Are you hungry right now?

kinda i want chips

66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?

uhm my only tumblr friends are friends in real life so not really because how do you like someone more on tumblr than you like them in real life??? not like its impossible its just odd.

67. Facebook or Twitter?

neither tbh, i only use my facebook for my work schedule

68. Twitter or Tumblr?

TUMBLR

69. Are you watching tv right now?

yes i started 13 reasons why

70. Names of your bestfriends?

jay, casey, liz (ranked most to least interaction and tbh who ive talked to most recently, those other two loosers never text me)

71. Craving something? What?

chips, cookies, FOOD, and love, BUT MOSTLY FOOD RN

72. What colour are your towels?

we have mostly white and black towels but theyre all just multicolored

72. How many pillows do you sleep with?

(im also counting my stuffed animals as pillows)

at least 11 tbh

73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?

(refer to last question)

74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?

9

75. Favourite animal?

wolf, fox, raven, snowleopard, cat, snake (i cant choose)

76. What colour is your underwear?

black like my soul bitch

77. Chocolate or Vanilla?

vanilla

78. Favourite ice cream flavour?

birthday cake or cotton candy/ bubblegum

79. What colour shirt are you wearing?

black

80. What colour pants?

dark grey

81. Favourite tv show?

uhmmmm Voltron or steven universe

82. Favourite movie?

heathers and the crow

83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?

Mean Girls

84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?

havent seen the second one (refer to previous question)

85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?

the lebanese chick and the gay guy that were friends with lindsay lohan’s character

86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?

thats a hard question cause i love them all ;-;

87. First person you talked to today?

Jay (and caiden???) i sent a message to a group chat right after i woke up, i was pointed at Jay but theyre both in that chat

88. Last person you talked to today?

same chat

89. Name a person you hate?

ahha ahhahaha hahahaha, mmmmm theres alot 

90. Name a person you love?

Jay, Casey, my pets

91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?

better question… is there not????

92. In a fight with someone?

i dont think so but im aboutabe casue they wont give me times on if theyre coming tomorrow or not ;-;

93. How many sweatpants do you have?

2 and a pair of sweat pants i made into shorts

94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?

hehehe at least 6 or 7. tbh my attack on titan one has been issing for a while and it makes me sad

95. Last movie you watched?

heathers, im not saying the technical last one cause it was gross as fuck and doe not count as a movie to me

96. Favourite actress?

ehhh hellena bonham carter

97. Favourite actor?

johnny depp

98. Do you tan a lot?

not really cause i burn and im afraid of getting skin cancer

99. Have any pets?

2 guinea PIGS and a mouse

100. How are you feeling?

alright kinda missing my friends and also kind anxious

101. Do you type fast?

depends on my mood, what im typing on,  and about

102. Do you regret anything from your past?

so.. many… things…

103. Can you spell well?

fairly decently i think, average nothing over the top but i try haha

104. Do you miss anyone from your past?

ehhh Liz and my friend Julia from Germany she was cool.

105. Ever been to a bonfire party?

nope

106. Ever broken someone’s heart?

there was a girl named shannon who was all over me and head over heels for me, she mightve been a taurus. she tried to use some serious mental shit to try and get me to stay. i told her to seek professional help and not me.

107. Have you ever been on a horse?

nope

108. What should you be doing?

a 10 page paper and finishing final fantasy, and getting more loot boxes in overwatch

109. Is something irritating you right now?

not really knowing what to do with my senior paper, shop friends, being alone, and not having enough hours in the day and always being fucking tired.

110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?

yes, i do right now, tbh, but its cool

111. Do you have trust issues?

this was already asked. slightly it depends on the person

112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?

no one, mentally and close to physiccally jay and caiden, but im always mentally crying. i dont physically cry if i do youre special, im not that soft.

113. What was your childhood nickname?

Ash

114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?

i was born in pittsburgh, pa. i lived in townsend, ma and i just recently moved to pepperrel, ma.

115. Do you play the Wii?

not any more

116. Are you listening to music right now?

not really

117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?

yes

118. Do you like Chinese food?

YAS

119. Favourite book?

how to make the perfect boy?? (its something like that) i also really enjoyed mrs. perigrines home for peculiar children.

120. Are you afraid of the dark?

im afraid of what might be in it

121. Are you mean?

i can be

122. Is cheating ever okay?

ew not wtf

123. Can you keep white shoes clean?

probably not

124. Do you believe in love at first sight?

kinda but only to an extent

125. Do you believe in true love?

again kinda but only to an extent tbh

126. Are you currently bored?

a bit

127. What makes you happy?

chilling with jay, playing wiht my animal or sleeping 

128. Would you change your name?

i want to, im trying to get Alyxx as my name hahah but i have a genius way to keep ASH

129. What your zodiac sign?

GEMINI BIATCH!!!!~

130. Do you like subway?

yeah its alright

131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?

uhhhh hahah i already dated my childhood bestfriend. Liz was chill but id kindly turn her down

132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?

already answered this up top, but Jay

133. Favourite lyrics right now?

hmmmm i have too many tbh, id love to put one here but i cant think of a good one atm sorry my dudes

134. Can you count to one million?

maybe but im to lazy to fam

135. Dumbest lie you ever told?

hahaha ive told too many to put those down

136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?

CLOSED OMFG NO #TRIGGERED

137. How tall are you?

5′5.25″ ( THAT QUARTER IS IMPORTANT ;u;, believe it or not i had=ve alot of friends that are taller than me)

138. Curly or Straight hair?

wavy-ish

139. Brunette or Blonde?

i myself am a “brunette”

140. Summer or Winter?

kinda both

141. Night or Day?

ehh more night but i enjoy both

142. Favourite month?

either, October, November, December, and i actually am not a fan of my birth month may haha

143. Are you a vegetarian?

nope but ive thought about becoming one to cleanse and to get in better shape kinda reasons

144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?

milk and white

145. Tea or Coffee?

both

146. Was today a good day?

ehhh kinda

147. Mars or Snickers?

snickers but i wanna try a mars bar

148. What’s your favourite quote?

hahah either

“ another fucking heather! -sighs- Our love is god let’s go get a slushie!”

-JD “Heathers”

( i relate most to the heather part tbh)

  “ill hook ‘em…” “..and ill cook ‘em!”

-Roadhog and Junkrat “Overwatch”

( YEAH I KNOW IM TRASH BUT ITS A PRECIOUS QUOTE BETWEEN TO REALLY GOOD BEST MATES OKAY!!!??)

149. Do you believe in ghosts?

WHOLE HEARTEDLY, IVE SEEN THEM, IVE FELT THEM, IVE HEARD THEM, TALKED TO THEM, I RESPECT THE SHIT OUT OF THEM AND THEY ARE KINDA SLIGHTLY TERRIFYING BUT I LOVE THEM!

150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page?

“WOW MAGNUS, you’re probably thinking. That was… stupid!” 

Magnus Chase and the Gods of Asgard 

#my asks #non anon

[infnthoya]

When did you realize that hoya was your bias? What was your favorite comeback look of his? What do you like most about hoya?

this is gonna be loooooong :)

ok first of all, i’d like to thank you like a million times for sending this to me. i wasnt on tumblr whole day but i opened it a few times on my phone during the day. i had been seeing this ask sent to my mutuals and was wishing someone sent it to me too. and i wrote it under a read more which i thought no one would pay attention and i didnt even mention it was THIS ask and then YOU SENT IT! *showers you with hearts and chocolate cupcakes* i hope i can write it well enough becuz my english isnt that good and im also not good with expressing myself.

“Bias” thing is a complex term for me. i guess its becuz im pretty older than all those boys, i cant just pick one and call them “bias”. and i usually cant have 2 biases at once. i “joined” the kpop community in the beginning of ‘12 and over these 5 years, i called 3 idols as my bias. first was TOP, then came Yongguk and for a few months i biased both of them but eventually Yongguk claimed his place as my one and only and stayed like that for a very long time. then when Howon came, just like the previous time, both of them stayed for a few months but then Howon won over Yongguk. I wanted point that out to show that for an idol to “won” the title of being my bias (lmao) they must’ve be REALLY good! (and i take this sh*t way too more seriously than i should otl)

already 3rd paragraph and i havent even started answering your Qs omg! okay so like i said i was a hardcore YG stan. honestly, HW got me by his looks at first. not only becuz he was good looking but becuz he had this “manly” image you know? im more into that type. when i first saw him was during H’s Special Girl era and i was someone who hasnt listened to even 1 infinite song (shame on me!) i was seeing YaDong gifs all over my dash but everyone was going crazy over Dongwoo (i dont blame them :D) but i was thinking “why is there no love for Hoya? he is -imo- more good looking”. but i didnt pay too much attention to it. later i started watching Reply’97 due to a friend’s rec and HW’s good looks, combined with his amazing acting skills and the character he played, caused him to sneakily and slowly get into my heart and brain. he is the reason i started following Infinite and simply there wasnt anyone else to steal his place among OT7. and later, both by some stuff that YG was doing to cause me grow away from him and the stuff that HW was doing to win me over, the game came to an end. so it wasnt like “omg he looked so good in X era” or sth but i had already found too many things that i loved about him as time passed by and un-stanning YG just made everything official. i think its been around 2 years since he became my only bias.

My fave look(s) [sorry for cheating:)]; im normally a trash for up-styled hair so his Pretty era look was perfection. but, tho i wasnt a fan back then, im in love with his Be Mine era look and im praying for the day i can see him with a short hair like that (SY has it now and IT LOOKS AMAZING!!!) Plus, i love his fluffy light brown hair during Back era (that is a sad era for us Howon stans but for some reasons i love it too much as well) And lastly, i just cant ignore his cotton candy hair colors during Last Romeo era hehe^^;;

Ok this is the hardest but the best part. its 4am now and its been a veryyy long and tiring day so i hope i wont skip anything (i just couldnt leave this post to later i HAD TO do it now :D) 

Like i said his good looks was the reason he got my attention so i’ll start with it. i mean his eyebrows could slice my heart into pieces and his cute eyes make me go blind and his JAWLINE IS SHARPER THAN THE SHARPEST BLADE and i really love his lips (i dont like too big/plumpy lips) and his lips are just perfect for me and the way they shape when he cant contain his laugh like his lips get so wide you can see his gums its the most beautiful smile ever but HIS NOSEEEEE!!!! DUDE HIS NOSE!!!! ITS THE CUTEST NOSE I HAVE EVER SEEN AND I JUST WANNA PUT LITTLE PECKS ON HIS CUTE LITTLE NOSE ITS SO AŞDENEĞANAPROLUX!!!!

Another thing is how he is rather reserved. i mean he is surely much more open now, esp since Back era but still he likes being on his own, getting lost in things that he loves like dancing, making music or stuff like that and im like him too so idk its like a connection you know? 

He is strong. not only physically but also mentally. he has a strong determination. he has been thru too much to be at where he is now. starting from his family (here is a ref for those who dont know how hard it was for him) i think thats very brave of him to risk so much for an unclear future.

I LIVE FOR HIS LAME JOKES!!!! and i dont think they are lame (ok some of them are :D) but i think its a proven fact that was accepted by everyone that he is witty. and i love my man smart :D lol he even praised his fans for being witty in his last vlive saying sth like “fans are like their idols. im witty and you’re witty too” or sth like that lol he is adorable!!!!

Which leads me to another thing i love about him; his love and respect for fans! about 2 years ago he was given a letter by a fan (i think its better if y’all check it here if you havent already) i love the way he approached the issue. he is always so straightforward about things which is another thing i love about him but i think ever since that time, he has become more “active” at airports. i mean he couldve just ignored it. losing 1 fan wouldnt have mattered. or he couldve done that speech but still go on acting like that and tbh we couldnt blame him becuz he really doesnt have to do any fan service at the airports. but oh my god! the fanservice that i had the honor of witnessing with my own eyes from the first row at the airport in Berlin!!!! he was the only one to open the curtain and wave at us and did “i say ho you say ya” with us, he kept waving till the van disappeared from our sight and he def couldve chosen not to do that and we couldnt blame him but he chose to do it! also when he first did vlive, it was becuz he had to do it due to some official thing but he said if he knew it was so easy to do, he’d do it often and tbh i thought he said it just to say it you know? but he was sincere about it! he really does the most vlives and idk what more to say on this issue lol

His thought on his own chastity just multiplied by respect for him a million times!!! im keeping this short since its a private issue but its one of the top things i love the most about him!

Another thing i adore is his relationships with his friends. i mean everyone loves their friends but i think he is doing a little more than that. he always features his friends on his personal or group schedules whenever he has the chance so he introduces them to more and more people. in a way he is “presenting” them you know? i mean i dont think too many people knew about Hyojin before his Good Kissser stage (i for one didnt know) but now i dont think there is an Inspirit out there who doesnt know her and i think its too cute!

I love his fashion sense. you guys are probably thinking (i mean if you have come this far, bless you

I legit started this around 4am and now its 5am and i have to wake up early otl but i had so much fun writing this and realized once again how much i love him not only as a singer but as a person too. I hope i havent missed out anything lol There are also stuff like how talented he is (he does perfect jobs in so many fields), how hardworking he is, how he loves his members etc but i think they are the kind of things that anyone, even if they arent HW biased can agree on and i wanted this post to be more personal rather than stating the observable facts :) 

If anyone has read this till the end, im really sorry for wasting your time but i also hope i could cause you see Howon from different sides and somehow put a smile on your face. 

Have a great day/night everyone 💜✌

#Anonymous #i need to tag this for later #what to tag? #hoya #mine

[internetdetectives]

8/21/19 - Chat with GHOSTBABEL and IsocelesAssassin

ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ 7:03 PM: "ɪ'ᴠᴇ ʙᴇᴇɴ 'ᴘɪɴɢᴇᴅ' sᴇᴠᴇʀᴀʟ ᴛɪᴍᴇs.”

ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ 7:03 PM: "ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴅᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ɴᴇᴇᴅ ꜰʀᴏᴍ ᴍᴇ?”

Jos 7:03 PM: "Yeah, tehy freaked out a bit”

Jos 7:03 PM: "I think nocta found a page you might have done”

otherLiam 7:03 PM: "We were worried about you.”

Jos 7:03 PM: "https://astralobservatory.net/entrancement/”

otherLiam 7:03 PM: "That transmission led to that page ^”

otherLiam 7:03 PM: “We weren't sure whether that was your doing or not.”

ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ 7:04 PM: "ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴇʀᴇ ʀɪɢʜᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴡᴏʀʀʏ, ʙᴜᴛ ɴᴏᴛ ꜰᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇ ʀᴇᴀsᴏɴs ʏᴏᴜ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ. ᴀʟsᴏ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴀsᴋ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ɪᴛ, ɪᴛ ɪs ᴜɴʀᴇʟᴀᴛᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜɪs ᴍᴀᴛᴛᴇʀ.”

otherLiam 7:04 PM: "Are you alright?”

ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ 7:04 PM: "ʏᴇs. ᴀɴᴅ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɪs ɪᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ɴᴇᴇᴅ ʜᴇʟᴘ ᴡɪᴛʜ, ᴇxᴀᴄᴛʟʏ?”

Jos 7:04 PM: "I am guessing that communication you intercepted was them communicating nocta about the page, i think that page was one you did to bring back moonman”

Jos 7:04 PM: "but im nor sure, so im asking if you did it, and if so, they know it”

ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ 7:05 PM: "ɪ ᴅɪᴅɴ'ᴛ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ᴀɴʏᴛʜɪɴɢ, ᴏɴʟʏ ᴏᴘᴇɴᴇᴅ ᴀ ꜰᴇᴡ ᴅᴏᴏʀs. ɪ ᴀᴍ sᴜʀᴘʀɪsᴇᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ɴᴏᴛ ᴀᴄᴛᴇᴅ ᴏɴ ᴛʜɪs ɪɴꜰᴏʀᴍᴀᴛɪᴏɴ.”

Jos 7:06 PM: "I was scared of getting on your way, like being annoying on your work”

Jos 7:06 PM: "But I see now”

otherLiam 7:06 PM: "We've been trying to be more patient and weigh options before acting.”

Jos 7:06 PM: "So if the door is open, its time to play the song of time”

Jos 7:06 PM: "bring back moonman”

Jos 7:06 PM: "unless there are more”

ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ 7:07 PM: "ɢᴇɴᴇʀᴀʟʟʏ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪs ᴀ ɢᴏᴏᴅ ᴄʜᴏɪᴄᴇ ʙᴜᴛ ʏᴏᴜ'ᴠᴇ ᴡᴀsᴛᴇᴅ ǫᴜɪᴛᴇ ᴀ ʙɪᴛ ᴏꜰ ᴛɪᴍᴇ. ɪ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅɴ'ᴛ ᴅᴇʟᴀʏ ᴀɴʏ ꜰᴜʀᴛʜᴇʀ. ᴀs ꜰᴏʀ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴅᴏ, ᴇxᴀᴄᴛʟʏ, ᴛʜɪs ɪs ᴡʜᴇʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴏᴍᴇ ɪɴ. ɪ ᴀᴍ ᴘᴏᴡᴇʀʟᴇss ʜᴇʀᴇ, ᴀɴᴅ ᴀʟsᴏ ɴᴏᴛ ᴇɴᴛɪʀᴇʟʏ sᴜʀᴇ ᴏꜰ ʏᴏᴜʀ ɴᴇxᴛ ᴄᴏᴜʀsᴇ... ʙᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴀɴsᴡᴇʀ, ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇ, sᴇᴇᴍs ᴏʙᴠɪᴏᴜs ɢɪᴠᴇɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄᴏɴᴛᴇxᴛ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴀɢᴇ.”

ADULT_LINK 7:07 PM: "oh yeah we also woke someone up, made another dude invisible, and then send the invisible dude off to who knows where”

ADULT_LINK 7:07 PM: “so that was something”

otherLiam 7:08 PM: "...not sure that's relevant here.”

ADULT_LINK 7:08 PM: "who knows whats relevant to what ¯\_(ツ)_/¯”

Jos 7:08 PM: "Alright, I will do it this time”

otherLiam 7:08 PM: "Play it, Jos.”

ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ 7:08 PM: "ɪ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ᴀɢʀᴇᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ʏᴏᴜɴɢ_ʟɪɴᴋ ɪɴ ᴛʜɪs ɪɴsᴛᴀɴᴄᴇ.”

ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ 7:08 PM: "sᴏʀʀʏ, ᴀᴅᴜʟᴛ_ʟɪɴᴋ.”

ADULT_LINK 7:09 PM: ":P”

Jos 7:10 PM: "normal song of time right”

otherLiam 7:11 PM: "Indeed.”

otherLiam 7:11 PM: "That's what brings up that screen.”

Slinky stinks 7:11 PM: "Ah I missed”

Slinky stinks 7:11 PM: "A lot”

Slinky stinks 7:11 PM: "Duck”

otherLiam 7:11 PM: "Not really.”

Slinky stinks 7:11 PM: "Well, he is alive”

otherLiam 7:12 PM: "That's always good to know, yes.”

Jos 7:12 PM: "seems cool”

Jos 7:12 PM: "i wanted to give a little of detail to make it fancy”

Jos 7:12 PM: "its preview”

Jos 7:12 PM: "i will click send in 20 seconds”

otherLiam 7:12 PM: "I assume the youtube link is to the song.”

Jos 7:12 PM: "yes”

otherLiam 7:13 PM: "but yeah, that looks good.”

Jos 7:13 PM: "https://astralobservatory.net/forum/viewtopic.php?f=6&t=1958”

ARGdov 7:14 PM: "So wait”

Slinky stinks 7:14 PM: "Okay here we go”

Slinky stinks 7:14 PM: "What we were doing?”

ARGdov 7:14 PM: "Are we really playing the Song of Time?”

otherLiam 7:14 PM: "We just did.”

Slinky stinks 7:14 PM: "Wait”

otherLiam 7:14 PM: "Here we go lads.”

Slinky stinks 7:14 PM: "Three days is too little”

Slinky stinks 7:14 PM: "But meh”

ARGdov 7:14 PM: "Not necesarily”

ARGdov 7:14 PM: "Shit when did we have that voice call”

Slinky stinks 7:14 PM: "Ummm”

ARGdov 7:14 PM: "OH”

ARGdov 7:14 PM: "Thats un”

ARGdov 7:14 PM: "Something”

Slinky stinks 7:15 PM: "That's what Jos linked”

otherLiam 7:15 PM: "Hm.”

Slinky stinks 7:15 PM: "Oh fuck”

Slinky stinks 7:15 PM: "Okay”

Slinky stinks 7:15 PM: "Time to upd8”

ARGdov 7:15 PM: "It may be Song of Time wont just send us back three days”

Slinky stinks 7:15 PM: "Man I'm playing Hotline Miami”

Slinky stinks 7:15 PM: "But JID is cooler”

Slinky stinks 7:15 PM: "So here we go”

ARGdov 7:16 PM: "Here we go”

Jos 7:16 PM: "DABing on the cult leaders”

ARGdov 7:16 PM: “Travelling through time”

ARGdov 7:16 PM: "To make right”

otherLiam 7:17 PM: "oof”

otherLiam 7:17 PM: "UHH”

ADULT_LINK 7:17 PM: "well fuck”

otherLiam 7:17 PM: "it's called "fluxed"”

ADULT_LINK 7:18 PM: "i was gonna say something but i'm getting ready for work and took too long”

ADULT_LINK 7:18 PM: "i uh”

ARGdov 7:18 PM: "What once went wrong”

ARGdov 7:18 PM: "Oh boy”

ADULT_LINK 7:18 PM: "i dont think posting hidden pages publicly was the best move?”

Jos 7:18 PM: "I fucked up the beta timeline”

ADULT_LINK 7:18 PM: "hopefully i'm wrong tho”

Jos 7:18 PM: "jk”

ARGdov 7:18 PM: "Well find out I guess”

otherLiam 7:18 PM: ""a grave mistake"”

otherLiam 7:18 PM: ""it seems you've really screwed up time. how will you fix this?"”

otherLiam 7:18 PM: "on a page called isoceles”

Slinky stinks 7:18 PM: "Jos fucks up a whole timeline and kills all the IDs left”

Slinky stinks 7:18 PM: "And then fucking dies”

Slinky stinks 7:18 PM: "Okay”

Jos 7:19 PM: "Hey”

Jos 7:19 PM: "in my defense”

Slinky stinks 7:19 PM: "Can somebody extract the audio pls”

Jos 7:19 PM: "9i asked”

ARGdov 7:19 PM: "Wait wait what”

Slinky stinks 7:19 PM: "I was joking ok”

Slinky stinks 7:19 PM: "Don't alarm”

ARGdov 7:19 PM: "God damn Im still at work :/”

Slinky stinks 7:19 PM: "Oh”

Slinky stinks 7:19 PM: "AND LOOK AT THIS”

otherLiam 7:19 PM: "Hm.”

ADULT_LINK 7:20 PM: "oh god did we kill circle 2.0”

otherLiam 7:20 PM: "@ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ , you still there?”

ARGdov 7:20 PM: "God fucking damnit”

Slinky stinks 7:20 PM: "I mean”

ARGdov 7:20 PM: "Ok so”

Slinky stinks 7:20 PM: "Moonman didn't left the server”

ARGdov 7:20 PM: "What was the reason we did this in the first place?”

ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ 7:20 PM: "ɪ ᴀᴍ ɪɴᴅᴇᴇᴅ”

ARGdov 7:20 PM: "Why did we send it in?”

Slinky stinks 7:20 PM: "There is a message”

Jos 7:20 PM: "he is replying to ascension”

ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ 7:20 PM: "ɪ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ɴᴏᴛ ᴅᴏᴜʙᴛ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴘᴀᴛʜ.”

Slinky stinks 7:20 PM: "It is from IA”

Slinky stinks 7:20 PM: “He says we screwed up time

ADULT_LINK 7:20 PM: "hoo boy”

ARGdov 7:21 PM: "And alsl @ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ how royally fucked are we?”

ARGdov 7:21 PM: "Oh ok”

Slinky stinks 7:21 PM: "How will we fix this”

ARGdov 7:21 PM: "Poorly”

ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ 7:21 PM: "ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴀᴛʜ ɪs ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs ᴛʀᴇᴀᴄʜᴇʀᴏᴜs ᴀʜᴇᴀᴅ, ɪsɴ'ᴛ ɪᴛ? ᴡᴏʀᴋ ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ ɪᴛ.”

Slinky stinks 7:21 PM: "Oh duck”

Jos 7:21 PM: "we are not”

ARGdov 7:21 PM: "With glue stick, tape, and good luck”

Slinky stinks 7:21 PM: "How everything is fixed”

Slinky stinks 7:21 PM: "Nice”

ADULT_LINK 7:21 PM: "haha fuck”

ARGdov 7:21 PM: "How we fix everything, metaphorically speaking”

Jos 7:21 PM: "i fucked up i will fix it”

ADULT_LINK 7:21 PM: "i'm gonna be at work today”

Jos 7:21 PM: "just give me time no pressure”

ADULT_LINK 7:21 PM: "on wedneday, the boring day”

Jos 7:21 PM: "hah time”

ARGdov 7:22 PM: "No”

ARGdov 7:22 PM: "Dont do anything else”

ARGdov 7:22 PM: "Ghostbabel isnt yelling at us”

ARGdov 7:22 PM: "And while hes not a friend hed tell us if we fucked up badly”

Slinky stinks 7:22 PM: "Oh yeah”

ARGdov 7:22 PM: "Lets see how this goes”

Slinky stinks 7:22 PM: "And IA told us we fucked up”

Slinky stinks 7:22 PM: "So…”

ARGdov 7:22 PM: "True…”

Slinky stinks 7:22 PM: "Let's wait?”

Jos 7:22 PM: "we need to work on it”

ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ 7:22 PM: "ꜰᴜɴɴʏ ʏᴏᴜ ꜰᴇᴇʟ ᴛʜᴇ ɴᴇᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ sᴘᴇᴀᴋ ꜰᴏʀ ᴍᴇ ᴡʜᴇɴ ɪ'ᴍ sᴛɪʟʟ ᴘʀᴇsᴇɴᴛ.”

ARGdov 7:23 PM: "I figure Im saving you time”

ARGdov 7:23 PM: "But ok”

otherLiam 7:23 PM: "What I'm wondering is why IA says we've screwed up.”

ADULT_LINK 7:23 PM: "man if i'm at work i wont get to do anything ;c”

ARGdov 7:23 PM: "So IA said this was a bad idea?”

Slinky stinks 7:23 PM: "idk”

ARGdov 7:23 PM: "Hmm”

ARGdov 7:23 PM: "Yeah thats troublesome”

otherLiam 7:23 PM: "Or is he just telling us to act?”

Slinky stinks 7:23 PM: "or maybe he WILL say it”

ARGdov 7:23 PM: "We just DID act”

Slinky stinks 7:23 PM: "eeeh? get it?”

ADULT_LINK 7:23 PM: "where did IA say something”

Jos 7:23 PM: "audacity, my old friend”

otherLiam 7:23 PM: "In the pop up”

ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ 7:24 PM: "ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ᴍᴀʏ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ʙᴇᴇɴ ᴀɴ ᴇʀʀᴏʀ ɪɴ ʏᴏᴜᴇ ᴍᴇᴛʜᴏᴅᴏʟᴏɢʏ. ɪ ᴀᴍ ɴᴏᴛ ᴀɴ ᴇxᴘᴇʀᴛ ᴏɴ ᴛʜɪs sᴘʜᴇʀᴇ ᴏꜰ ᴛɪᴍᴇ-ꜰᴏᴏʟᴇʀʏ.”

Slinky stinks 7:24 PM: "nope it is just music”

Slinky stinks 7:24 PM: "im pretty sure”

otherLiam 7:24 PM: "it's called "astralobservatory.net/forum/isoceles””

ARGdov 7:24 PM: "We cant do anything else until we see the consequences of our last move”

ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ 7:24 PM: "ɪ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ɴᴏᴛ ᴅᴇsᴘᴀɪʀ ʏᴇᴛ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜ.”

Slinky stinks 7:24 PM: "try to do an spectogram or sum” 

otherLiam 7:24 PM: "we were jsut told the consequences.”

otherLiam 7:24 PM: "we "screwed up time"”

ARGdov 7:24 PM: "Welp”

Slinky stinks 7:24 PM: "but badly”

ARGdov 7:24 PM: "It wouldnt be the first time”

ADULT_LINK 7:24 PM: "best of luck to yall with fixing time”

ARGdov 7:24 PM: "Good luck at work, Thorin”

otherLiam 7:25 PM: "I'm not sure what there is that we can do.”

otherLiam 7:25 PM: "We're out of places to submit songs.”

Slinky stinks 7:25 PM: "good luck”

ARGdov 7:25 PM: "Lets wait”

ARGdov 7:25 PM: "Maybe explore the website”

Slinky stinks 7:25 PM: "what if we try to put it all nicely so the next one that tries something thinks he broke it?”

ARGdov 7:25 PM: "Check other websites too”

otherLiam 7:25 PM: "I just checked, and JID is still locked down.”

ARGdov 7:25 PM: "Ok. So…”

Slinky stinks 7:26 PM: “oh shit im imagining suxx trying to enter AO now lol”

Jos 7:26 PM: "mp3 name is werid”

ARGdov 7:26 PM: "See if there are any more hidden pages? Maybe?”

ARGdov 7:26 PM: "J have no clue”

ARGdov 7:26 PM: "Oh man”

ARGdov 7:26 PM: "Suxx seeing all this would be a site to behold”

Slinky stinks 7:26 PM: "like: what the fuck did these fuckers do now?”

Slinky stinks 7:26 PM: "lol”

ARGdov 7:27 PM: "Ok so”

otherLiam 7:27 PM: "it's worth noting”

ARGdov 7:27 PM: "If the site realized we did that”

otherLiam 7:27 PM: "IA's little message is in the thread "Re: Ascencion"”

otherLiam 7:27 PM: "which is where we found out Yuuki was dead.”

ARGdov 7:27 PM: "Is if safe to say that Nocta knows it?”

Slinky stinks 7:27 PM: "oooh”

ARGdov 7:27 PM: "Im assuming so”

ARGdov 7:27 PM: "And huh” 

Slinky stinks 7:27 PM: "pretty much”

ARGdov 7:28 PM: "Interesting”

ARGdov 7:28 PM: "Welp”

Slinky stinks 7:28 PM: "he went back in time with our moony”

Jos 7:28 PM: "well”

Slinky stinks 7:28 PM: "we are going to get him”

Jos 7:28 PM: "i would be worry if nocta shows up here”

ARGdov 7:28 PM: "Lets wait and see if he does”

ARGdov 7:28 PM: "I doubt he will”

Jos 7:28 PM: "oh he will”

otherLiam 7:28 PM: "Nocta showing up here would be Bad.”

Slinky stinks 7:28 PM: "and btw the fact that nocta can use ocarina powers implies that tenebris is around”

otherLiam 7:28 PM: "when has nocta done that?”

Slinky stinks 7:28 PM: "just pointing that out bc i noticed now”

ARGdov 7:29 PM: "When did Nocta use them?”

Slinky stinks 7:29 PM: "i mean”

Slinky stinks 7:29 PM: "he played song of time to get moonman into the past rigth?”

otherLiam 7:29 PM: "Anyway, our options for moves to make are pretty limited.”

Slinky stinks 7:29 PM: "okay so”

otherLiam 7:30 PM: "We can't play songs or use items, since we don't have a place to submit them, so the only option is to try and find a hidden link.”

Slinky stinks 7:30 PM: "i wish i had two monitors now so i can both read and do web stuff”

Jos 7:30 PM: "Anyway, look the good side, nocta seems fucked up too, so he is damaged as well”

otherLiam 7:31 PM: "also, what's up with the name of this mp3?”

Jos 7:31 PM: "speedup”

Slinky stinks 7:31 PM: "that looks like straigth up creepy sounds”

Slinky stinks 7:31 PM: "oh no”

Slinky stinks 7:31 PM: "its a song”

ARGdov 7:32 PM: "?”

otherLiam 7:33 PM: "alright so dumb idea”

Slinky stinks 7:33 PM: "lemme try something”

otherLiam 7:33 PM: "we have /forum/isoceles”

Slinky stinks 7:33 PM: "yeah”

otherLiam 7:33 PM: "maybe the other names will give us something?”

Slinky stinks 7:33 PM: "try moonman”

otherLiam 7:33 PM: "i did, nothing”

Slinky stinks 7:34 PM: "i think its another song”

Slinky stinks 7:34 PM: "from zelda”

otherLiam 7:35 PM: “it's not familiar to me.”

Jos 7:35 PM: "the html of issosceles”

Jos 7:35 PM: "has murmuro again”

Slinky stinks 7:35 PM: "it reminds me of a mixup of showmesad and the FASCIE vid silentdork uploaded a few weeks ago”

Slinky stinks 7:35 PM: "look at thet”

Slinky stinks 7:35 PM: "i reversed it”

Jos 7:36 PM: "why do you call it murmuro”

Slinky stinks 7:36 PM: "it souns too familiar”

Jos 7:37 PM: "its is not from the forum page”

Jos 7:37 PM: "its from the isosceles page”

Slinky stinks 7:37 PM: "idk its the first thing it came in mind”

Slinky stinks 7:37 PM: "oh” 

Jos 7:37 PM: "dont confuse songs”

Slinky stinks 7:37 PM: "it stills plays if you close isosceles windoe”

Slinky stinks 7:37 PM: "idk”

Slinky stinks 7:37 PM: "anyways listen to it”

Jos 7:37 PM: "you have 2 open”

Slinky stinks 7:38 PM: "it sounds so familiar”

Jos 7:38 PM: "its fucked up AO theme”

Jos 7:38 PM: "from zelda”

Slinky stinks 7:38 PM: "oooh”

Slinky stinks 7:38 PM: "well, there we have it”

Slinky stinks 7:38 PM: "nothing too surprising tbh”

Jos 7:39 PM: "so i just broke into the old man observatory and fucked up his telescope.”

Slinky stinks 7:40 PM: "young detective breaks into old man's observatory and destroys his telescope with a song”

Jos 7:41 PM: "i just posted it on the ghosts subforum”

Jos 7:41 PM: "it might have something to do with yuki too?”

Slinky stinks 7:41 PM: "hmmm”

Slinky stinks 7:41 PM: "maybe”

Jos 7:41 PM: "the real question is is what is incipio”

otherLiam 7:42 PM: "...do you think if we submit things here, they'll take effect?”

Jos 7:42 PM: "maybe”

Jos 7:42 PM: "what if we had to put reversed song of time instead of song of time?”

Jos 7:42 PM: "i just thought reversed would give 3 days adventage to nocta”

otherLiam 7:43 PM: "I have a better idea.”

otherLiam 7:43 PM: "We post a video of the 4th Day glitch.”

ARGdov 7:43 PM: "No”

Jos 7:43 PM: "Why”

ARGdov 7:43 PM: "What would the purpose even be?”

ARGdov 7:43 PM: "And what would it even do?”

otherLiam 7:44 PM: "To get time back into a usable state.”

Slinky stinks 7:44 PM: "wasn't that the thing that awoken tenebris?”

ARGdov 7:44 PM: "All we know is shit has gone wack”

otherLiam 7:44 PM: "Oh, you're right actually.”

ARGdov 7:44 PM: "That too” 

otherLiam 7:44 PM: "Things got really screwy in the original story when Jad did that.”

Jos 7:44 PM: "4th day glitch would only work if we fucked up with reversed song of time”

ARGdov 7:45 PM: "I dont see how 4th day glitch would stabilize things tbh”

otherLiam 7:45 PM: "Moot point anyway since there’s nowhere to submit.”

Jos 7:46 PM: "for trying…”

Jos 7:46 PM: "no luck”

otherLiam 7:46 PM: "what in the hell”

ARGdov 7:46 PM: "What”

Slinky stinks 7:46 PM: "jos doing his H A C K E R shit”

Jos 7:46 PM: "trying to upload songs on ftp anonymous lol”

otherLiam 7:46 PM: "pffffft”

Jos 7:46 PM: "but anonymous is closed”

ARGdov 7:47 PM: "Lol”

otherLiam 7:47 PM: "There’s gotta be like, a hidden page or redirect or something.”

otherLiam 7:47 PM: "Unless we’re just supposed to wait?”

Jos 7:48 PM: "all song names and pages”

Jos 7:48 PM: "anything could be”

Jos 7:48 PM: "even the word fluxed”

Jos 7:48 PM: "https://astralobservatory.net/forum/fluxed/”

Jos 7:48 PM: "hahaha”

Slinky stinks 7:48 PM: "flux sounds a lot like something”

ARGdov 7:48 PM: "Weird”

Jos 7:48 PM: "slinky”

Jos 7:48 PM: "enter that page”

Slinky stinks 7:49 PM: "going”

otherLiam 7:49 PM: "oh ffs that actually worked”

otherLiam 7:49 PM: "lmao”

Jos 7:49 PM: "gonna rot13 the title”

Slinky stinks 7:49 PM: "it changed”

Slinky stinks 7:49 PM: "what happened?”

Slinky stinks 7:49 PM: "what did you guys do now?”

Jos 7:50 PM: "https://astralobservatory.net/forum/fluxed/”

Jos 7:50 PM: "https://astralobservatory.net/forum/fluxed/”

Jos 7:50 PM: "https://astralobservatory.net/forum/fluxed/”

Jos 7:50 PM: "https://astralobservatory.net/forum/fluxed/”

Jos 7:50 PM: "that”

Slinky stinks 7:50 PM: "yeah”

Jos 7:50 PM: "title is not rot13”

Slinky stinks 7:50 PM: "oooh”

Slinky stinks 7:50 PM: "okay so”

otherLiam 7:50 PM: "https://astralobservatory.net/forum/fluxed/trapped.html”

Slinky stinks 7:50 PM: "yeah”

Slinky stinks 7:50 PM: "that”

Slinky stinks 7:51 PM: "what the heck”

Slinky stinks 7:51 PM: "oh btw”

Jos 7:51 PM: "Now”

Jos 7:51 PM: "did?”

otherLiam 7:51 PM: "someone with better eyes figure out what that says”

Slinky stinks 7:51 PM: "the page titles are codes”

Slinky stinks 7:51 PM: "lemme do it”

Jos 7:51 PM: "new did you”

Jos 7:51 PM: "how did you manage this”

Jos 7:51 PM: "he is alive?”

Slinky stinks 7:52 PM: "the title of the page with kaiden is : UPWARD”

otherLiam 7:53 PM: "kaiden?

Slinky stinks 7:53 PM: "and yeah im on that”

Slinky stinks 7:53 PM: "yeah”

Jos 7:53 PM: "where did you decoee that”

Slinky stinks 7:53 PM: "and the moonman one is t[rambled”

Jos 7:54 PM: "How are you decoding that”

Slinky stinks 7:54 PM: "the page title”

Slinky stinks 7:54 PM: "its base32”

Slinky stinks 7:54 PM: "all caps”

Slinky stinks 7:54 PM: "no symbols”

Jos 7:54 PM: "ah”

Jos 7:54 PM: "ok”

Jos 7:55 PM: "https://astralobservatory.net/forum/fluxed/upward/”

Slinky stinks 7:55 PM: "holy shit”

Slinky stinks 7:55 PM: "jos is doing all the work” 

Slinky stinks 7:55 PM: "HELP”

Jos 7:55 PM: "https://astralobservatory.net/forum/fluxed/upward/desperation.html”

Slinky stinks 7:55 PM: "oh nice

Slinky stinks 7:55 PM: "any audio?

Slinky stinks 7:55 PM: "closer?

Jos 7:56 PM: "It says are you listening”

Slinky stinks 7:56 PM: "oh shit is this our method of time travel?”

Jos 7:56 PM: "i dont think so”

Slinky stinks 7:56 PM: "like, we are getting closer to him?”

Slinky stinks 7:56 PM: "hmmm”

Slinky stinks 7:56 PM: "do your cool progammer things i dont know to do yet bc im stuck with html”

Slinky stinks 7:56 PM: "plz”

Jos 7:58 PM: "the song has something”

Slinky stinks 7:58 PM: "send”

Jos 7:58 PM: "*it must have something”

Slinky stinks 7:58 PM: "lets do audio shit”

Slinky stinks 7:58 PM: "my browser does not reproduce it”

Slinky stinks 8:00 PM: "again?”

Slinky stinks 8:00 PM: "oooh nvm i just realized”

Jos 8:00 PM: "tunc contritum”

Slinky stinks 8:00 PM: "can you try to do an spectogram???”

Slinky stinks 8:00 PM: "circle got online”

Jos 8:01 PM: "has nothing on spectogram”

Slinky stinks 8:01 PM: "lets see his reaction”

Slinky stinks 8:01 PM: "oh yeah the name is an anagram mybe”

Jos 8:01 PM: "nah”

Slinky stinks 8:02 PM: "i just did that lol”

Slinky stinks 8:02 PM: "but im pretty sure thats the meaning”

Slinky stinks 8:02 PM: "ummm”

Slinky stinks 8:02 PM: "its part of a song”

Slinky stinks 8:02 PM: "Dies israe”

Jos 8:02 PM: "astral observatory song?”

Slinky stinks 8:03 PM: "its an old latin anthem”

otherLiam 8:03 PM: "of course it’s latin”

Slinky stinks 8:03 PM: "it means”

Jos 8:03 PM: "yeah i saw that”

Slinky stinks 8:03 PM: "Then broken”

Slinky stinks 8:03 PM: "or wathever”

Slinky stinks 8:03 PM: "oh btw im happy as fuck bc i got my psn acc back”

Slinky stinks 8:03 PM: ":)”

ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ 8:04 PM: "ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʟʟ sᴇᴇᴍ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴅᴏɪɴɢ ᴡᴇʟʟ, ᴀɴᴅ ᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇ sᴀᴍᴇ ᴛɪᴍᴇ, ɢᴇᴛᴛɪɴɢ ɴᴏᴡʜᴇʀᴇ. ᴘᴇʀʜᴀᴘs ɪ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ʙʀɪɴɢ ɪɴ sᴏᴍᴇ ʜᴇʟᴘ.”

otherLiam 8:04 PM: "By all means.”

Jos 8:05 PM: "tunccontritum.mp3 seem to be on all pages”

Jos 8:05 PM: "Yes, please”

Slinky stinks 8:05 PM: "i mean”

ARGdov 8:05 PM: "What kind of help?”

Slinky stinks 8:05 PM: "the pages says we are getting closer?”

Jos 8:05 PM: "https://astralobservatory.net/forum/fluxed/upward/closer/”

Jos 8:05 PM: "he is stuck”

Slinky stinks 8:05 PM: "god damn jos you are like a god or something”

Slinky stinks 8:05 PM: "ummmm”

Slinky stinks 8:05 PM: "stuck in the paralellos maybe”

Jos 8:06 PM: "this one is different”

Slinky stinks 8:06 PM: "Wait”

Jos 8:06 PM: "Will download”

Slinky stinks 8:06 PM: "if our tyler is the owner of glad mans”

Slinky stinks 8:06 PM: "who was the one that spoke to me that day”

Slinky stinks 8:06 PM: "and that was "stuck" in a forest”

Slinky stinks 8:06 PM: "send the song lets do musician stuff”

Slinky stinks 8:08 PM: "thats weird”

Slinky stinks 8:08 PM: "its slowed down, as usually”

Slinky stinks 8:08 PM: "and it sounds just like a goron song”

Slinky stinks 8:08 PM: "dk why”

Slinky stinks 8:09 PM: "thats a zelda song”

Slinky stinks 8:11 PM: "great”

Jos 8:11 PM: "what about this”

Slinky stinks 8:12 PM: "i did sum”

Slinky stinks 8:12 PM: "it looks weird”

Xenquility 8:12 PM: "k I think Im caught up”

Slinky stinks 8:12 PM: "but oddly like a zelda song”

Jos 8:13 PM: "doesnt work hahaha”

Slinky stinks 8:13 PM: "WHAT THE FUXK”

ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ 8:13 PM: "ᴀʟʀɪɢʜᴛ, ɪ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴅᴏɴᴇ ɪᴛ. ᴡᴇ sʜᴀʟʟ sᴇᴇ ɪꜰ ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴀᴄᴄᴇᴘᴛ ᴍʏ ɪɴᴠɪᴛᴇ ɪɴᴛᴏ ʜᴇʀᴇ.”

Slinky stinks 8:13 PM: “DID JUST HAPPENED”

Xenquility 8:13 PM: “?”

Slinky stinks 8:13 PM: “oh lol”

Slinky stinks 8:13 PM: “HAHAHAH”

Jos 8:13 PM: “I see nothing”

Slinky stinks 8:13 PM: “ayyy”

Slinky stinks 8:13 PM: “IA joined!!”

Xenquility 8:14 PM: “Oh shit”

Jos 8:14 PM: “Hey, Isosceles, sorry for destroying half of time of space over there”

otherLiam 8:14 PM: “Nice to meet you.”

Slinky stinks 8:14 PM: “hello isosceles”

IsocelesAssassin 8:14 PM: “Before anything, I must ask.”

IsocelesAssassin 8:14 PM: “You all DO understand how the Song of Time works, correct?”

Slinky stinks 8:14 PM: “yeah”

Slinky stinks 8:14 PM: “three days”

IsocelesAssassin 8:14 PM: “Not three weeks.”

ARGdov 8:15 PM: “ok Im home”

ARGdov 8:15 PM: “hello”

Slinky stinks 8:15 PM: “thats what i said but well, we tried”

otherLiam 8:15 PM: “I tried to get them to play it before, but we wanted to practice patience.”

ARGdov 8:15 PM: “basically we dont have a lot of time, Im assuming”

ARGdov 8:15 PM: “which begs the question"

Slinky stinks 8:15 PM: “and as you said, we fucked up the timeline”

ARGdov 8:15 PM: “what can we do in these three days?”

Jos 8:15 PM: “even playing back them , it would be 2 weeks”

IsocelesAssassin 8:16 PM: “It's good that you all are not rushing in blindly. I've warned you of such things before.”

Slinky stinks 8:16 PM: “i mean”

IsocelesAssassin 8:16 PM: “However you mustn't be too afraid to act.”

Slinky stinks 8:16 PM: “we kinda had our lesson”

ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ 8:16 PM: “ɪ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴀʟᴏɴɢ ᴛʜᴇ ʟɪɴᴇs ᴏꜰ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴀɪᴛᴇᴅ ᴛᴏᴏ ʟᴏɴɢ, ᴀɴᴅ ʟᴇꜰᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʜʀᴇᴇ ᴅᴀʏ ᴡɪɴᴅᴏᴡ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴇʀᴇ sᴜᴘᴘᴏsᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴜsᴇ ᴛʜᴇ sᴏɴɢ. ɴᴏᴡ ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴛᴏ ꜰɪx ᴛʜᴀᴛ.”

ARGdov 8:17 PM: “we need to balance cautiion with carelessness I suppose”

ARGdov 8:17 PM: “oh shit”

ARGdov 8:17 PM: “wait so”

ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ 8:17 PM: “ᴀʟᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜ ᴀɢᴀɪɴ, ɪ ᴀᴍ ᴛʜᴇ ꜰᴏʀᴇɪɢɴᴇʀ ʜᴇʀᴇ.”

ARGdov 8:17 PM: “we were supposed to play it”

Slinky stinks 8:17 PM: “so can we just do nothing and wait three days”

ARGdov 8:17 PM: “awhile ago”

Xenquility 8:17 PM: “Probably supposed to play it  when the knocking on doors happened”

ARGdov 8:17 PM: “or rather, we shouldve”

otherLiam 8:17 PM: “Yeah, when we found that page.”

ARGdov 8:17 PM: “well, shit”

IsocelesAssassin 8:17 PM: “And now even I am unsure what exactly is taking place in this time-space mess that once was the Astral Observatory.”

Xenquility 8:17 PM: “like yknow, the original” 

ARGdov 8:17 PM: “?”

Slinky stinks 8:17 PM: “i mean”

ARGdov 8:18 PM: “thats not how that went, dude”

ARGdov 8:18 PM: “but whatever”

ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ 8:18 PM: “ᴛʜᴇʏ ɢᴏᴛ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴍᴇᴀɢᴇʀ ᴀᴛᴛᴇᴍᴘᴛ ᴀᴛ ᴀ ᴍᴇssᴀɢᴇ, ᴀssᴀssɪɴ. ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ꜰɪɢᴜʀᴇᴅ ɪᴛ ᴡᴀs ᴛɪᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴄᴏɴꜰʀᴏɴᴛ ᴛʜᴇᴍ ᴀɴᴅ ʙᴇ ʟᴇss ᴇʟᴜsɪᴠᴇ.”

otherLiam 8:18 PM: “Can we be let in on the plan next time?”

ARGdov 8:18 PM: “wow, someone not being elusive”

Slinky stinks 8:18 PM: “we should wait and dont change anything in time then”

Xenquility 8:18 PM: “Less-elusive sounds pretty awesome”

ARGdov 8:18 PM: “I dont think thats happened since we were working with SKM”

ARGdov 8:19 PM: "(sorry, I know, not the right time to be a snarky shit)”

ARGdov 8:19 PM: "anyways”

ARGdov 8:19 PM: "we should've played the song of time awhile back, if we wanted things to go well.”

Slinky stinks 8:19 PM: "so now we did something useless and we fucked up time”

ARGdov 8:19 PM: "but why the hell would playing it now fuck up AO like that?”

Slinky stinks 8:20 PM: "and they have three days ahead of us”

Xenquility 8:20 PM: "Wouldn't we be sending them back three days in time?”

Jos 8:20 PM: "Yeah, but i just thought playing it while this page existed would be like interupting whatever ghostbabel was doing, making it more time wasting”

ARGdov 8:20 PM: "no”

Slinky stinks 8:20 PM: "what if like....”

ARGdov 8:20 PM: "the entire timeline has been reset”

Slinky stinks 8:20 PM: "we merged both timelines lol”

ARGdov 8:20 PM: "time has rewound to three days ago”

Slinky stinks 8:20 PM: "jk”

ARGdov 8:20 PM: "they werent sent to the future”

Xenquility 8:21 PM: "holy fuck how did that happen (I swear I'm not that stupid but I've been sleeping for the past hour and a half)”

ARGdov 8:21 PM: "nonetheless, I have two questions, both open ended”

IsocelesAssassin 8:21 PM: "At this point, the best we can hope for is if you manage to undo what you've done here.”

ARGdov 8:21 PM: "ok, three questions”

ARGdov 8:21 PM: "A: how?”

ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ 8:22 PM: "ʟᴇᴛ ʜɪᴍ sᴘᴇᴀᴋ ꜰɪʀsᴛ.”

ARGdov 8:22 PM: "...drawing a blank at the other two at the moment”

Slinky stinks 8:22 PM: "wasnt there like a song that teleported you to the last day?”

ARGdov 8:22 PM: "which is fair”

Xenquility 8:22 PM: "@Slinky stinks Song of double time you mean?”

IsocelesAssassin 8:22 PM: "And hope that Greth will not be out of our grasp yet.”

Slinky stinks 8:22 PM: "yeah”

Xenquility 8:22 PM: "Which Greth are you refering to?”

ARGdov 8:22 PM: "what do you mean "out of our grasp"?”

ARGdov 8:22 PM: "and by Greth I assume you mean Moonman?”

Slinky stinks 8:22 PM: "his greth”

ARGdov 8:22 PM: "did we even end up saving him?”

Slinky stinks 8:22 PM: "yeah”

IsocelesAssassin 8:22 PM: "Yes, Moonman.”

Slinky stinks 8:22 PM: "he is stuck and he needs help”

Slinky stinks 8:22 PM: "https://astralobservatory.net/forum/fluxed/upward/desperation.html”

ARGdov 8:23 PM: "ok, so he hasnt been killed, thank fuck”

ARGdov 8:23 PM: "we could try playing Song of Double Time, and revert the timeline to its original place”

ARGdov 8:23 PM: "but we've got no place to post them”

Slinky stinks 8:23 PM: "its like crushing into a house with a car”

Slinky stinks 8:23 PM: "and then going backwards”

ARGdov 8:24 PM: "although...when we were talking to Tyler (????? maybe? we still dont know) posting it in chat seemed to work just fine”

IsocelesAssassin 8:24 PM: "Alternatively, the Song of Double Time could cause Astral Observatory to break down twice as fast.”

ARGdov 8:24 PM: "fair enough”

ARGdov 8:24 PM: "we fucked with time, its hard to say that playing with it more is going to fix things”

Slinky stinks 8:25 PM: "and what id we wait the three days we went back”

ARGdov 8:25 PM: "but there dont seem to be many options”

otherLiam 8:25 PM: "where would we even play a song or use an item?”

ARGdov 8:25 PM: "other then waiting, I suppose”

otherLiam 8:25 PM: "there’s nowhere to submit it.”

Jos 8:25 PM: "its somewhere on this laberynth”

Jos 8:25 PM: "we just need to go deeper” 

ARGdov 8:26 PM: "I just pointed out posting them in chat has worked in the past, though that may have been due to the circumstances that happened in”

IsocelesAssassin 8:26 PM: "That always has been a rather flexible rule, if you'll remember.”

ARGdov 8:26 PM: "^”

IsocelesAssassin 8:26 PM: "He seems to bend it to his will, constantly changing the rules when needed.”

Slinky stinks 8:26 PM: "oh yeah i forgot he was circle”

ARGdov 8:26 PM: "baically we CAN post in here if we want to do something”

ARGdov 8:26 PM: "so”

ARGdov 8:26 PM: "either we wait and do nothing”

ARGdov 8:26 PM: "which risks Time continuing to unravel”

otherLiam 8:27 PM: "That reminds me. Why rely on us to play the song of time? You were an ID, do you not have your powers anymore?”

IsocelesAssassin 8:27 PM: "Using your powers here likely would work, though I wouldn't make a habit of it.”

ARGdov 8:27 PM: "or we post something, and risks fucking things up even more OR fixing it

well yeah of course not”

Slinky stinks 8:27 PM: "i mean it worked the last time”

Xenquility 8:27 PM: "So song of double time risks breaking down ao twice as fast, what would the inverted song of time do?”

Slinky stinks 8:28 PM: "slow it down?”

ARGdov 8:28 PM: "that would hyoptehtically slow it down, assuming thats right”

ARGdov 8:28 PM: "incidentally”

ARGdov 8:28 PM: "is all of that shit happening to your whole dimension or just the site?”

Xenquility 8:28 PM: "Maybe allow our timeline to catch up a bit idk”

Slinky stinks 8:28 PM: "aif our timeline catches up a lot”

Slinky stinks 8:28 PM: "uuuh we technically die”

IsocelesAssassin 8:29 PM: "I mean don't make a habit of using it out of place. As we've seen in the past, it does seem to often rely on set locations, only rarely being used outside of them.”

IsocelesAssassin 8:29 PM: "Such as the case with the Lunar Children fiasco.”

ARGdov 8:29 PM: "wait which fiasco?”

Slinky stinks 8:29 PM: "ummm sorry but.. what was that?”

ARGdov 8:29 PM: "(and yeah, like I said, it has on ocassion worked in other places)”

IsocelesAssassin 8:30 PM: "Tenebris stole your powers in 2015, did he not?”

otherLiam 8:30 PM: "Right. He gave our powers to the LC for a bit.”

ARGdov 8:30 PM: "....he did yes”

Slinky stinks 8:30 PM: "oh 2015, i have no clue of that year”

ARGdov 8:30 PM: "Im the only old timer here at the moment whos typing”

Slinky stinks 8:30 PM: "yeah lol”

otherLiam 8:30 PM: "I read the timelines, I’m up to date.”

Xenquility 8:30 PM: "Same”

Slinky stinks 8:30 PM: "i mean i started reading them”

otherLiam 8:31 PM: "We could submit something now to try and save it quicker, or we could explore the site a bit more and see if a solution presents itself.”

Jos 8:31 PM: "explore then use”

Slinky stinks 8:31 PM: "i say lets explore a little bit morw”

IsocelesAssassin 8:31 PM: "My point is simply that these powers seem to often be anchored in places, though they can rarely be used outside of them. I have plenty of experience with them, but I don't truly understand how exactly they work either.”

IsocelesAssassin 8:31 PM: "But this is getting off topic.”

otherLiam 8:32 PM: "Got it. Using them here may work.”

Jos 8:32 PM: "the question is what is next to closer/”

Slinky stinks 8:32 PM: "try trambled”

otherLiam 8:32 PM: "Have you tried hole and key?”

otherLiam 8:32 PM: "Those always seem to work.”

Xenquility 8:32 PM: "Maybe posting something here wouldn't affect ao, as our powers need to be "Anchored" to their website to affect it”

Xenquility 8:32 PM: "Not sure though”

ARGdov 8:33 PM: "they've wrked in the past”

otherLiam 8:33 PM: "In this case I think our malevolent benefactor will make sure they work as intended.”

Slinky stinks 8:33 PM: "or maybe great”

Slinky stinks 8:33 PM: "try great”

otherLiam 8:33 PM: "IA, what it sounds like to me is we need more time.”

IsocelesAssassin 8:33 PM: "I agree.”

ARGdov 8:34 PM: "song of inverted time, then?”

otherLiam 8:34 PM: "How do you feel about the 4th day glitch being invoked?”

Xenquility 8:34 PM: "Wait one minute”

IsocelesAssassin 8:34 PM: "I disagree.”

ARGdov 8:34 PM: "dude why would you do that”

Jos 8:34 PM: "what song is this?”

ARGdov 8:34 PM: "4th day glitch caused BEN to go haywire when Jad played the game”

IsocelesAssassin 8:34 PM: "Compounding this mess with another one would likely only make matters worse.”

Jos 8:34 PM: "its on the closer page”

otherLiam 8:34 PM: "Because we need to extend the timeframe we have.”

ARGdov 8:34 PM: "and its literally a glitch”

ARGdov 8:34 PM: "song of inverted time”

ARGdov 8:34 PM: "would extend the time frame”

IsocelesAssassin 8:34 PM: "It's not yet time to tear it all down.”

ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ 8:34 PM: "ɢʟɪᴛᴄʜɪɴɢ ʀᴇᴀʟɪᴛʏ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴠɪᴅᴇᴏ ɢᴀᴍᴇ ʜᴀᴄᴋs sᴏᴜɴᴅs ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴀ ʙᴀᴅ ᴘʟᴀɴ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇ.”

otherLiam 8:34 PM: “The song of inverted time slows down time.”

ARGdov 8:34 PM: "without us glitching reality even more”

ARGdov 8:34 PM: "yeah”

Xenquility 8:35 PM: "If we posted song of inverted time, it would slow down their time by 50% (At least if we posted the 3DS version). Then it'd take 6 days of our time to make up for the 3 day advantage they have”

ARGdov 8:35 PM: "it slows down time for them”

ARGdov 8:35 PM: "but not for us”

otherLiam 8:35 PM: "(it does the same thing on n64 xen)”

ARGdov 8:35 PM: "...advantage?”

Xenquility 8:35 PM: "n64 is 30%”

otherLiam 8:35 PM: "Really?”

otherLiam 8:35 PM: "Huh.”

Xenquility 8:35 PM: "Yee”

Jos 8:35 PM: "help with the audio”

otherLiam 8:35 PM: “til”

Slinky stinks 8:35 PM: “im trying”

otherLiam 8:35 PM: “And ok, no 4th day.”

Slinky stinks 8:35 PM: “audio stuff”

Jos 8:36 PM: “i just wanted to know the name of the zelda song”

otherLiam 8:36 PM: “hang on lemme listen”

Xenquility 8:36 PM: “Sounds like elegy of emptiness?”

Slinky stinks 8:37 PM: “bruh imagine it was that”

Xenquility 8:37 PM: “Sounds like 12-16ish seconds into elegy”

ARGdov 8:37 PM: “it does sound a bit like elegy”

Xenquility 8:37 PM: “wait wrong time stamp”

Slinky stinks 8:38 PM: “.yt elegy of emptyness”

NotSoBotBOT 8:38 PM: “ELEGY OF EMPTYNESS.wmv - YouTube Jun 18, 2018 ... Ben the statue haunt the Game Majora's Mask .. it is invoked thanks to the hymn of emptiness. Music : Elegy OF Emptiness For: Invoked ben … https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dMUNEt9agKs YouTube M a r g o t C h a p y ELEGY OF EMPTYNESS.wmv”

Xenquility 8:38 PM: “19-24”

Xenquility 8:38 PM: “BOI”

otherLiam 8:38 PM: “What have you done.”

Slinky stinks 8:38 PM: "NOOOBOOBOBO”

Xenquility 8:38 PM: "YOU LITERALLY SHOULDNT HAVE DONE THAT”

IsocelesAssassin 8:38 PM: "Well done.”

Slinky stinks 8:38 PM: "it was for a comparation”

Slinky stinks 8:38 PM: "NOOOOOOOO”

otherLiam 8:38 PM: "How have you done this two nights in a row.”

otherLiam 8:38 PM: "Slinky is now banned from everything.”

Slinky stinks 8:38 PM: "NOOOOO”

Slinky stinks 8:38 PM: "ah shit”

ARGdov 8:38 PM: "WHAT THE FUCK”

Slinky stinks 8:38 PM: "shiiiiit”

Jos 8:38 PM: "why slinky”

Xenquility 8:38 PM: "we”

Xenquility 8:38 PM: "are”

Xenquility 8:38 PM: "fucked”

Slinky stinks 8:39 PM: "IM SO SORRY”

ARGdov 8:39 PM: "guys”

otherLiam 8:39 PM: "What does this even do?”

ARGdov 8:39 PM: "WE LITERALLY JUST SPENT THE PAST 20 MINUTES TALKING ABOUT HOW WE CAN SUBMIT SONGS IN CHAT”

Slinky stinks 8:39 PM: "NOOOO SORRYYYY”

ARGdov 8:39 PM: "god”

Slinky stinks 8:39 PM: "I DIDNT REALIZEEEED”

ARGdov 8:39 PM: "you guys are impossible”

Slinky stinks 8:39 PM: "okay im so sorry”

otherLiam 8:39 PM: "lay off dude”

ARGdov 8:40 PM: "its not just you, lol”

ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ 8:40 PM: "ɪ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ”

Slinky stinks 8:40 PM: "i didnt noticed”

ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ 8:40 PM: "ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴍᴀʏ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ʙᴇᴇɴ ᴀ ʜᴜɢᴇ ᴍɪsᴛᴀᴋᴇ.”

Slinky stinks 8:40 PM: "i tried to do a coparation playing both at the same time”

otherLiam 8:40 PM: "No shit.”

Slinky stinks 8:40 PM: "oh my god sorry”

Slinky stinks 8:40 PM: "i mean”

Slinky stinks 8:40 PM: "he was already around rigth?”

Jos 8:40 PM: "use your web browser”

otherLiam 8:41 PM: "GB you might not know but Elegy of Emptiness is like, the second most evil song we’ve encountered.”

ARGdov 8:41 PM: "you can just google it in your web browsser”

ARGdov 8:41 PM: "GB knows it well enough I'd say”

Slinky stinks 8:41 PM: "aaah shit”

Slinky stinks 8:41 PM: "sorry”

Xenquility 8:41 PM: "welp prepare for everything to go to shit”

Xenquility 8:41 PM: "If anyone knocks on your door”

Slinky stinks 8:41 PM: "shit”

Xenquility 8:41 PM: "Don't answer”

Slinky stinks 8:42 PM: "its not the pizza”

Slinky stinks 8:42 PM: "okay im sorry, im stupid, in my defense, i cant say anything”

Slinky stinks 8:42 PM: "so i'll just say sorry and accept my fate”

Slinky stinks 8:42 PM: "oh i just looked at the description of the video”

Slinky stinks 8:42 PM: "the first line is just”

Slinky stinks 8:42 PM: "Elegy OF Emptiness For: Invoked ben”

Slinky stinks 8:42 PM: "oh damn”

IsocelesAssassin 8:44 PM: "Perhaps Greth was right about there being a traitor among you.”

ARGdov 8:44 PM: "I hope not”

Jos 8:45 PM: "what about helping me investigate the page before ben comes out”

Slinky stinks 8:45 PM: "if you guys are pointing @ me, im sorry, dont purge me in a fire pls”

ARGdov 8:45 PM: "you wont be.”

Slinky stinks 8:45 PM: "okay i'll try to do the links + the latin stuff”

ARGdov 8:45 PM: "but you also now have the honor of being reminded of this all the time”

Slinky stinks 8:46 PM: "oh shit”

Slinky stinks 8:46 PM: "are these my bomb plans rigth”

Xenquility 8:46 PM: "no these are worse”

ARGdov 8:46 PM: "yes.”

Slinky stinks 8:46 PM: "fuck”

Xenquility 8:46 PM: "like”

Xenquility 8:46 PM: "much worse”

Slinky stinks 8:46 PM: "oaky im just gonna do some link stuff before the bad guy shows up”

otherLiam 8:48 PM: "Slinky’s not a traitor. He’s just a kid.”

Slinky stinks 8:48 PM: "thank you :,D”

ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ 8:48 PM: "ʜᴇ's ᴀʟsᴏ ᴀ ᴍᴀssɪᴠᴇ ꜰᴜᴄᴋ ᴜᴘ. ᴄʜᴇᴄᴋ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴇʙsɪᴛᴇ.”

otherLiam 8:48 PM: "Though knowing you thought we had a traitor would’ve been nice.”

Slinky stinks 8:48 PM: "oh shit”

Xenquility 8:48 PM: "Welp fuck”

Slinky stinks 8:49 PM: "it shows up the same to me”

Slinky stinks 8:49 PM: "okay now it shows up nothing”

ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ 8:49 PM: ((A screenshot of the now offline Astral Observatory website is posted))

Slinky stinks 8:49 PM: "okay”

Slinky stinks 8:49 PM: "i fucked up the AO”

Slinky stinks 8:49 PM: "shit”

ARGdov 8:49 PM: "well shit.”

Jos 8:50 PM: "You know how much will this alert nocta?”

Jos 8:50 PM: "he will have a heart attack at this rate”

Jos 8:50 PM: "he is cyring right now on a corner”

Slinky stinks 8:50 PM: "even my friends call me dumbass”

Jos 8:50 PM: "hey new path lets heart attack nocta”

IsocelesAssassin 8:51 PM: "I sincerely didn't believe it was possible for the Astral Observatory to go any further to shit but alas.”

Jos 8:51 PM: "goodbye the closer page”

IsocelesAssassin 8:51 PM: "Even I have no clue what effect this will have.”

otherLiam 8:51 PM: "Nobody would. I don’t think the Elegy has ever been played.”

Jos 8:52 PM: "thanks god i download everything”

otherLiam 8:53 PM: "Well this is a good time to ask”

otherLiam 8:53 PM: "IA, did you all kill Tenebris in your timeline?”

Jos 8:53 PM: "see if you guys can find the next forbidden page”

ARGdov 8:53 PM: "...probably not if this is a bad thing?”

Slinky stinks 8:53 PM: "oh yeah i forgot we had questions for IA”

Slinky stinks 8:53 PM: "ill try some stuff jos”

IsocelesAssassin 8:54 PM: "You're referring to the vote back on Youshouldnthavedonethat.net, correct?”

ARGdov 8:54 PM: "yes”

otherLiam 8:54 PM: "yes”

ARGdov 8:55 PM: "Im fairly certain thats not the "big" difference in our two timelins but still”

ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ 8:55 PM: "ᴜɴᴛɪʟ ᴛʜᴇ sɪᴛᴇ ɪs ʙᴀᴄᴋ ᴏɴʟɪɴᴇ ɪ ɴᴏ ʟᴏɴɢᴇʀ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀ ᴘᴜʀᴘᴏsᴇ ʜᴇʀᴇ. ɪ ᴡɪʟʟ ʀᴇᴛᴜʀɴ ᴡʜᴇɴ ᴛʜᴇ ɴᴇᴡs ɪs ʙᴇᴛᴛᴇʀ ʜᴏᴘᴇꜰᴜʟʟʏ.”

ARGdov 8:55 PM: "godspeed”

ARGdov 8:55 PM: "at least we cant fuck you over, I guess. “

ARGdov 8:55 PM: "(oh wait your a murderous entity rip)”

Jos 8:55 PM: "look on nocta side, we just destroyed everything on his site and ben might be bitting his ass”

ARGdov 8:55 PM: "not necesarily”

Jos 8:56 PM: "might”

IsocelesAssassin 8:56 PM: "We voted to kill.”

ARGdov 8:56 PM: "thats what I thought”

ARGdov 8:56 PM: "we do have other questions though”

ARGdov 8:56 PM: "well, I do anyways”

ARGdov 8:56 PM: "what was your relationship with Tyler like?”

IsocelesAssassin 8:58 PM: "Tyler was very distant after some of us failed to explain the situation to him.”

IsocelesAssassin 8:58 PM: "This was back in 2015.”

IsocelesAssassin 8:58 PM: "He believed we were responsible for Johnisdead.com and were simply trolls.”

Xenquility 8:59 PM: "Was he never told to go to Kevin's?”

ARGdov 9:00 PM: "right ok”

ARGdov 9:00 PM: "so that matches up with us”

IsocelesAssassin 9:00 PM: "He was, which was when he was captured by the cult.”

ARGdov 9:00 PM: "did you get him out?”

Slinky stinks 9:00 PM: "that also matches”

IsocelesAssassin 9:01 PM: "Yes. If I recall it was thanks to the usage of the Song of Soaring and the Stone Mask.”

otherLiam 9:01 PM: "Yknow, we have the timelines. We could just have IA skim them and tell us what’s different. Not like anyone has anything else to do, while whatever happens happens.”

Slinky stinks 9:01 PM: "that would be kinda cheating”

ARGdov 9:01 PM: ".....”

Slinky stinks 9:01 PM: "idk”

Slinky stinks 9:01 PM: "the timelines are not canon”

ARGdov 9:01 PM: "wait is that what we did? Im assuming so”

IsocelesAssassin 9:02 PM: "If your timeline is anything like ours, these timelines would be rather large.”

ARGdov 9:02 PM: "yeah”

ARGdov 9:02 PM: "you dont have the time”

ARGdov 9:02 PM: "ok, one other question”

ARGdov 9:02 PM: "in our timeline, Greth was stalked and haunted by someone possesed by Patrem and forcibly became his new host”

ARGdov 9:02 PM: "seeing as our Greth eventually left our timeline it seems unlikely that happened to yours, correct?”

IsocelesAssassin 9:04 PM: "Yes, I know Patrem dwells within your Greth. And you're correct, Greth in our timeline never became his host.”

Xenquility 9:04 PM: "Who did?”

ARGdov 9:04 PM: "that is a good question”

ARGdov 9:04 PM: "but ok, I suspected as much”

IsocelesAssassin 9:05 PM: "I can't tell you that.”

ARGdov 9:05 PM: "I've been wondering what exactly was different in your timeline”

IsocelesAssassin 9:05 PM: "Or rather, I feel it'd be a bad idea.”

Jos 9:05 PM: "It's stuff you must not know until it happens, time line stuff i guess”

ARGdov 9:05 PM: "and it seems that other than that and are names being quite different”

otherLiam 9:05 PM: "Because you think a traitor’s among us?”

ARGdov 9:05 PM: "things are more or less the same”

Jos 9:05 PM: "that too”

Xenquility 9:05 PM: "A bad idea as in it would get you hurt, or make us suspicious of something?”

IsocelesAssassin 9:06 PM: "Both, in a way.”

IsocelesAssassin 9:06 PM: "Also, Greth certainly believed there to be a traitor, and I can understand why he did.”

ARGdov 9:06 PM: "well, that's great to know”

otherLiam 9:06 PM: "Did he have any leads on who it was?”

ARGdov 9:07 PM: "at least one of us can joke, I guess”

Slinky stinks 9:07 PM: "also”

Slinky stinks 9:07 PM: "IA, so you know wo is yugi?”

Jos 9:07 PM: "lets be positive, maybe this is just all nocta locking up the site for repairs”

IsocelesAssassin 9:07 PM: "Again, that's something I can't say yet.”

IsocelesAssassin 9:07 PM: "In reference to who the traitor is.”

ARGdov 9:07 PM: "thats true, we dont know who the heck yugi is”

ARGdov 9:07 PM: “oh, I hate to keep bombarding you with this shit but one last thing”

Jos 9:07 PM: "dov”

Jos 9:07 PM: "it might be you”

ARGdov 9:08 PM: "we heard talk of a ritual getting performed a few days ago”

Jos 9:08 PM: "because you like yugioh”

ARGdov 9:08 PM: "any idea what that was?”

IsocelesAssassin 9:08 PM: "Just as Greth said, Yugi was a newcomer in the Internet Detectives. A Spanish user.”

ARGdov 9:08 PM: "...that is ture”

Slinky stinks 9:08 PM: "he was spanish”

Jos 9:08 PM: "ah”

ARGdov 9:08 PM: "that, however, is not true”

ARGdov 9:08 PM: "Im not spanish”

Slinky stinks 9:08 PM: "or are you??????!?!?!?!”

Jos 9:08 PM: "waito”

otherLiam 9:08 PM: ">newcomer”

otherLiam 9:08 PM: ">spanish”

otherLiam 9:08 PM: "Hi Slinky.”

ARGdov 9:08 PM: "lets all chill.”

Jos 9:08 PM: "IA”

Slinky stinks 9:08 PM: "vsauce theme starts playing”

Jos 9:08 PM: "do you know if José was around?”

Jos 9:08 PM: "We lost contact with him when he found JId servers”

Slinky stinks 9:09 PM: "nah, he was a newcomer around 2016”

Slinky stinks 9:09 PM: "wait the jose on AO is not jos?”

otherLiam 9:09 PM: "oh, archives guy.”

Slinky stinks 9:09 PM: "oooh”

Slinky stinks 9:09 PM: "that jose”

Xenquility 9:09 PM: "jose as in archives guy”

Slinky stinks 9:09 PM: "was he Beta jos?”

Jos 9:09 PM: "i think so”

ARGdov 9:09 PM: "guyslets stop speculating”

ARGdov 9:09 PM: "please”

ARGdov 9:09 PM: "im going to ask again”

Slinky stinks 9:10 PM: "can i use the phrase?”

ARGdov 9:10 PM: "the RITUAL”

otherLiam 9:10 PM: "Slinky you can’t use anything rn.”

ARGdov 9:10 PM: "did you hear about anything like that happening a few days ago?”

ARGdov 9:10 PM: "That seems a little more important than "someone might end up stabbing us in the back, in the future"”

IsocelesAssassin 9:10 PM: "I don't ever recall José appearing at all. If I'm remembering correctly, the Lunar Children site remained inactive after 2016 or so.”

ARGdov 9:10 PM: "at least in terms of chronology”

Slinky stinks 9:11 PM: "yugi is pako”

Slinky stinks 9:11 PM: "jk”

Jos 9:11 PM: "slinky stop at once please”.

Slinky stinks 9:11 PM: "yeah sorry”

IsocelesAssassin 9:11 PM: "I haven't heard of any ceremony taking place, though those are a dime a dozen, as I'm sure you all know.”

ARGdov 9:11 PM: "well, not necesarily”

ARGdov 9:11 PM: "but I suppose its not surprising”

Jos 9:11 PM: "Probalbt its for the inner circle only”

ARGdov 9:11 PM: "we were in a call recently”

IsocelesAssassin 9:11 PM: "Relatively speaking knowing our circumstances.”

ARGdov 9:12 PM: "someone, potentially our universes Tyler, spoke to us, and said he had a "ritual he had to get to"”

ARGdov 9:12 PM: "he also stated that things were about to get 'more complicated' and we wouldnt be able to talk to him like that for awhile”

ARGdov 9:12 PM: "well, we dont know if it was tyler”

Jos 9:12 PM: "to purge his bad side or something like that”

IsocelesAssassin 9:12 PM: "Tyler spoke to you?”

ARGdov 9:12 PM: "he kept trying to tell us and it kept cutting off”

Jos 9:12 PM: "also thanks for replying my question”

Jos 9:12 PM: ":p”

ARGdov 9:12 PM: "he kept saying, everytime we asked”

otherLiam 9:12 PM: "Well, we aren’t sure if it’s Tyler.”

ARGdov 9:12 PM: ""no Im anot-"”

ARGdov 9:12 PM: "and then it got cut off”

ARGdov 9:12 PM: "we're not sure who it was”

ARGdov 9:12 PM: "but he did call us "old friends"”

ARGdov 9:12 PM: "we still dont know what was going on there”

IsocelesAssassin 9:13 PM: "Interesting.”

otherLiam 9:13 PM: "That person “waking up” was another accidental play by Slinky. He asked us to remove someone from the room he was in and we obliged, then spoke to us.”

IsocelesAssassin 9:13 PM: "I haven't heard anything about this.”

ARGdov 9:13 PM: "well, not before turning said person invisible”

IsocelesAssassin 9:13 PM: "Considering Tyler's current situation, that's very odd.”

ARGdov 9:13 PM: "and yeah, I wouldnt think so”

ARGdov 9:13 PM: "and yeah, thats what we think as well”

otherLiam 9:13 PM: "What’s Tyler’s situation?”

ARGdov 9:13 PM: "we're not sure who it was”

ARGdov 9:13 PM: "kidnapped by a cult in another dimension”

ARGdov 9:13 PM: "thats the situation”

IsocelesAssassin 9:14 PM: "Essentially.”

otherLiam 9:14 PM: "Is there more about that situation that you know?”

ARGdov 9:15 PM: "I mean, we know he was kidnapped, put into a catatonic state, seemingly, and is being held for use during the 11/11 ritual to summon luna, presumably���

ARGdov 9:15 PM: "(which suggests the other universe's Tyler may in fact be dead? dunno)”

IsocelesAssassin 9:16 PM: "I don't know the exact specifics as details are scarce. Nocta has been playing it a lot more safely as of late.”

IsocelesAssassin 9:16 PM: "I only know that Tyler is being held somewhere until further notice.”

ARGdov 9:16 PM: "exactly”

ARGdov 9:16 PM: "it seems unlikely that that was tyler, then”

IsocelesAssassin 9:17 PM: "At least, that's what I've been able to decipher from what information I've been able to get a hold of.”

ARGdov 9:17 PM: "right”

Xenquility 9:17 PM: "Isoceles, any chance you could help us with a cipher?”

IsocelesAssassin 9:18 PM: "Solve it yourself, "adventurer".”

Slinky stinks 9:18 PM: "....”

ARGdov 9:18 PM: "pff”

Xenquility 9:18 PM: "Harsh”

otherLiam 9:18 PM: "Holy fuck what a put-down”

ARGdov 9:18 PM: "thats some great shade ngl”

IsocelesAssassin 9:18 PM: "I can't spoonfeed you and time is scarce.”

ARGdov 9:19 PM: "ok”

ARGdov 9:19 PM: "is there anything else you want to tell us?”

Xenquility 9:19 PM: "Why doesn't our timeline have an astral observatory, if the same events in the truth arc played out in the beta timeline?”

IsocelesAssassin 9:20 PM: "Only what I've told you all in the past.”

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""Is it illegal to drive a right hand drive car in america, and if not would the insurance be high?""

i just got a deal on a skyline r33 for sale in japan, and it is dirt cheap, so i was thinking about buying it and importing it, but it is right hand drive and i am a little concerned about laqs and insurance, does anyone have any ideas about this kind of thing?, please help, it is the car of my dreams""

Do I need to include a speeding ticket that got reduced to a moving violation on a new insurance policy?

I am trying to get a quote for insurance and it asked if I have had any tickets. i did get pulled over and got a ticket once, but I had a lawyer get it reduced to a moving violation so it wouldnt affect my insurance at the time. do i need to mention it when i try to get insurance somewhere else?""

Do I need to change my Car Insurance? What do i need to do?

I am a foreign student in United States. I stayed at California for 2 years. Now, I moved to Indiana State. I have a car Insurance with California address. My License plate is still California's. Do I need to do anything with my insurance? When I tried to do a trial quote for changing address at Geico, the quote for new address is almost 2 times more expensive than the old one. I don't know what to do. I believe Indiana Auto insurance must be cheaper than that of California. Should I just cancel it and start a new one? Do I still need to do anything with DMV?""

Someone hit my car...will my insurance rise?

Someone hit my car last week and got a ticket. She received a ticket. Someone also hit my car a few months ago. Their fault. Is my insurance going to go up because of this second one. I imagine it wouldn't since her insurance will take care of my car but I'm not sure.

Isn't it time the insurance companies stopped ripping us off?

Just how annoyed am I... I've been unemployed for 4 months and receive income based job-seekers allowance,we don't have enough to live on and finding a job seems harder than ever just now.My car had an engine problem and both the Tax and M.O.T had run out,with so little money coming in I thought it best to do without the car until I get working again so I scrapped it.I called my insurer to freeze my policy and was told that I could only freeze it for 30 days and would still have to pay the monthly 20, then I would have to cancel if I didn't get another car by the end of the 30 days,cancelling will cost me 90. What the hell,how am I supposed to find the money and isn't it time these greedy companies were asked to explain why they need to charge ridiculous amounts of money for doing nothing other than posting a letter,they also charge 35 to change the policy onto another car which I find a bit hard to swallow. Why though,why do they have to charge so much in these hard economic times""

I'd like a bigger bike but what will the insurance cost me?

I'm looking to trade in my 125cc for a bigger bike, most likely a 600cc, but I'm wondering what the insurance will be considering I have 3 points on my license for speeding. I'm looking to get it for my 18th, and it will be restricted to 33bhp. Can anyone give me a ballpark figure of what the insurance will be? And what bike should I get?""

Car insurance for teens?

can someone guess how much my car insurance will be? im 16 years old i own a 2007 lexus gs and i never got a ticket... my mom said it would be around $200, but im kinda hoping it's a lot lower lol.""

Is there an affordable private insurance provider that will cover prescription medicine so I can go to school?

I have Crohn's disease and I'm attending college in Idaho. I'm currently covered by my parents' insurance, but I'm I will no longer be covered in a year. My college has a reasonably priced insurance plan but it doesn't cover prescription medications. Remicade is considered a prescription drug, which means that the plan won't cover my remicade treatments which cost about $4,000 every eight weeks. I realize I could get a job that has benefits, but I really would like to get a college degree. Is there any way I can go to college and still have the health coverage I need to pay for my prescription medicines?""

Why does car insurance cost so much?

my insurance cost me like $250 a month.. which is more than my car payment..

Should Military Buy Private Insurance?

Bad press, including major mockery of the plan by comedian Jon Stewart, led to President Obama abandoning his proposal to require veterans carry private health insurance to cover the estimated $540 million annual cost to the federal government of treatment for injuries to military personnel received during their tours on active duty. The President admitted that he was puzzled by the magnitude of the opposition to his proposal. Look, it's an all volunteer force, Obama complained. Nobody made these guys go to war. They had to have known and accepted the risks. Now they whine about bearing the costs of their choice? It doesn't compute.. I thought these were people who were proud to sacrifice for their country, Obama continued I wasn't asking for blood, just money. With the country facing the worst financial crisis in its history, I'd have thought that the patriotic thing to do would be to try to help reduce the nation's deficit. I guess I underestimated the selfishness of some of my fellow Americans.""

Wanna get the cheapest auto insurance?

Wanna get the cheapest auto insurance?

Which is the best insurance company in Kenya?

Which is the best insurance company in Kenya?

Received ticket for failure to report accident if found guilty will this make my insurance pay out void?

Was in one vehicle accident car written off insurance paid Still have court for failure to report accident need to know if found guilty will I have to pay the insurance company back

Do you have to pay for insurance if you get your learners permit in California?

I am 15 and am getting my permit next week and I was wondering if I would have to pay for insurance if I drive my parents cars.

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can not afford a 2018 health insurance plans

How much would it cost to insure a 2002-2006 Subaru Impreza WRX for a 18 year old?

Just wondering, I'm looking into buying another car after I graduate High School. and I was wondering how much insurance cost per month to own a WRX between those years. For someone who has just graduated and turned 18.""

Can i list my vehicle at another adress for insurance?

hi, i own a 2006 acura RSX-s and i live in the philadelphia suburbs. my insurance is quite PRICEY! any how, my father owns property in northern PA which is primarily farm land, and insurance would be alot cheaper if listed there. tho i dont live there, can i list my insurance there? is there anything illegal or could it hurt me? i see alot of people with New Jersey tags who live in PA to get cheaper Insurance. what do you suggest, and what would i have to do, change adress on D/L etc?""

Rover75 rear hit by a 4x4. Garage says not repairable what do I do? how much will the insurance pay?

The 4x4 damaged the rear end of my Rover 75, impossible to shut boot and lights not working. The garage and insurance now say it is not repairable. - but even after the accident, the car was driving perfectly. How much will the insurance company pay? Will they? Is there any way I can get the car fixed?""

""Need advice for buying new car insurance (20 year old, male)?""

Need advice for buying new car insurance. I am 20 year old, male, college student, and 2 tickets...... I need insurance for a new Toyota SUV (4 Runner or FJ Cruiser)""

I need a cheap insurance company.?

My friends problem: Well my mom decides that im not going under her insurance today, meaning I have 4 days to find a cheap insurance company and get my car insured. If anyone could tell me what they drive and how much they pay and what company it would be greatly appreciated.""

Buying Car Insurance for a new car?

I am on my parents policy right now and plan on buying a new car , along with the new car new insurance. My question is, do you buy the car insurance before or after you buy the car. Logic would say before since it is illegal in my state to drive without insurance, but I could be wrong Can someone clarify?""

What is the best and cheapest insurance when renting a car in America?

I have heard that when renting a car in America the insurance can be as much as the rental cost itself when organizing insurance through the rental car agency. I am traveling to the US and will be renting a car and am trying to figure out a batter way to get the collision damage waiver insurance other than paying the high insurance prices offered by car rental companies.

Should I sue my parents...?

When I was 4 years old I was in a car accident and my parents had a settlement with the drunk drivers insurance and recieved 100,000 dollars for me. At such a young age I didnt really know what was going on and they told me that it had to be put up till I was 18 and I couldnt have it. Well that money is no longer there and I am now 20. As I grew up they told me that it all just went to lawyer fees but obviously I am old enough now to know better. I found out from other family members that they just blew it. I am now married and have three month old baby and I could have used that money to help get a house for us or help with the financial problems that come with being a new parent or newlywed. Should I sue them to get what was mine to begin with and if so how do I go about it and what are the chances that I will win?""

Health insurance internationally?

im traveling to france and i need to know if my health insurance will still be valid there. if i have to go to the hospital will they accept my american insurance card? i have aetna insurance.

Misspelled name on car insurance card.?

I have allstate car insurance .They just misspelled it by one letter, what is supposed to be an N is an M , I've had the card for like a month and its misspelled on my old one too. Does it really matter?""

Where can i get cheap sr-22 insurance?

Where can i get cheap sr-22 insurance?

Where is a good place to get an Ohio Health Insurance Quote?

I just moved to Ohio and I need health insurance. I used to Live in Florida and I had Humana but that seems expensive here. Where shoudl I get health insurance in Ohio.

Average insurance costs in the UK on a Porsche 911 Carrera??

Does anyone with a Porsche..any model but preferably one of the 911 series..know how much the average insurance cost is in the UK and can anyone recommend cheap porsche insurers? THANX

Do you think its fair to tax smokers to pay for children's health insurance?

Do you think its fair to tax smokers to pay for children's health insurance?

""Looking for a good first car, one with low insurance rates preferably?""

I just turned 16 and am currently in the market to buy a car. I am looking for something in the price range of around $2,000, possibly a small four cylinder pick up, or a japanese sedan. Does anyone have any sugestions for a good first car, and if any one has expeiriance with insurance can you tell me a price range of what I would be looking at for isurance, I have good grades and looking for a minnimum policy in Florida. Thanks if anyone can help me although I know I probably wont get much help with the insurance part.""

Im 18-think insurance?

I want a car soo bad it has been 6 months since i passed my test.! what is the cheapest car which is likely 2 not break the bank i.e::: insurance, running costs, reliability. and another thing what is good 4 pullin birds (picking up the girls (slags))))?????""

How much would insurance cost for a 16 year old?

I want to buy a 1 year old camaro but was wondering how much insurance would cost for a 16 year old male. I need an estimate for the cheapest insurance. Even if the liability is really small.

How much is car insurance for a teenager under 18 years old?

If you share the car with someone, is the car insurance higher for two people instead of one? If so how much more?""

What's a cheap Car Insurance Company for a 18 Year old Male?

The car is a 106 1.1 Peugeot, does anyone know of any cheap or best ways to get the cheapest car insurance.""

Am I insured to drive?

i am 17 and i live in california and i just got my license. is it legal for me to drive my mom's car? the car is insured under my parents name. would they have to put me under their insurance first? we have allstate.

I desperately need auto insurance. i got my license like 6 months ago and i need cheap insurance?

as u guys probably kno, insurance for teens is ridiculously high!!.. the cheapest i got it was liek 215 a month.. but thats like.. no coverage. do any of u kno a good company or a good alternative way to legally have insurance which is not necessarily a monthly payment? (my friend told me about insuring mye license but im not too clear on how that works)""

How can i get a cheaper car insurance in ny after 3 non fault accident?

i have 3 accident on my current insurance , one was flood which was no fault of my own and the other two were where someone else hit my car now all state send me a letter that they are dropping me...im shopping around but everywhere else is charging me like $600 a month...that double of what im paying now ..is there a way i can get any insurance for cheaper ? what should i do??? please help...thanks...""

Cheapest 1st car possible?

For a 17 year old what car would bet the cheapest considering gas, insurance, and the actual price of the car.""

New teen driver insurance?

I just got my license about 2 hours ago. something just came up and I really need to drive somewhere. My parents have Statefarm insurance, but obviously haven't added me yet. Does statefarm have any type of temporary coverage? Can I leave now or do I have to wait until my parents can add me?""

Does getting car insurance quotes lower your credit score?

I was wondering if getting multiple insurance quotes can significantly lower your FICO score due to inquiries..especially if you have a limited credit history..

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can not afford a 2018 health insurance plans

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