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orchidyoonkook · 11 months

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Hey, I was off tumblr for a bit. Came back to an amazing chapter put out by you!!! No joke, when you mentioned the bunny slippers, I snapped my head to glance at mine. The glance turned to a flustered stare quick though lol.

I can’t begin to say how much change this piece bring to the plot and the change in your way of writing. We can see the genuine thoughts of jk, and boy, oh boy, he’s absolutely smitten and in low-key disappointment. I can’t wait to see what’s next for these characters. The texts between the oc and jk is so adorable and puts a warm feeling that I think many people can understand.

Jk, well I guess you, really made me search up these artist nicknames and try to piece together if the had meaning to the plot. And the nicknames are original in terms of concept and that makes it cuter. I really like the study aspect or the studious side of oc that you put out, it’s refreshing as a trait and didn’t fully stereotype her, it added more to her. Her tendencies to pack her life with studying and forget about herself, I relate real hard. Jungkook is doing such a boyfriend move by checking up on her and making her eat well.

Even Yuri, my gosh, I absolutely love her. Her realization, her coming back to the oc and their friendship is great. I also love her bounce back. Honestly speaking, this might be my favorite chapter cause it left me wanting more. Jungkook good luck man. Cornelius, don’t break my bae’s heart, I will attack you!!! I feel protective okay, she’s my friend…

As always Yoon, you improved-amazing transitions, numerous different ways to describe details, and more visual invoking statements. The story is coming into life in a wispy way. I hope that’s what you intended (the wispy, foggy, dream like way). You have a certain tone or feeling you try to envoke with each scene and it comes through to the readers. I loved it, it was such a treat to come back on tumblr to this!

By the way these are my slippers! 😉🥴

Love you boo,

Bubbles 🫧

Bubbles!!???!!??!!!? Oh???? MY GOD!????

Okay the way I literally screamed when I got this. My partner was like “what do keep squealing about?” Because we’re in bed and he’s trying to sleep and my ass is keeping him awake with my absolute glee.

Bubbles. My love. My wholehearted DARLING. i have so so SO many words for you, and as a always, they will be under the cut.

Firstly:

I LOVE YOU SO FKING MUCH!!!!!!!!♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️

Okay, now that I’ve gotten that screaming out of my system, onto:

Hey, I was off tumblr for a bit. Came back to an amazing chapter put out by you!!! No joke, when you mentioned the bunny slippers, I snapped my head to glance at mine.

WELCOME BACK DARLING♥️♥️♥️♥️

I’m so so SO happy you liked the chapter!! It’s one of my favourites because you get to see them blossoming and it makes my heart so soft.

YOU HAVE BUNNY SLIPPERS!??? I’m jealous but also, growing up I had piggy slippers! So I consider us fraternal slipper twins now.

The glance turned to a flustered stare quick though lol.

—Oop 😂😂

I can't begin to say how much change this piece bring to the plot and the change in your way of writing.

This right here. Is (one of many reasons) why I do it. To know that people can see me improving as I go is so wonderfully insane to me. And not only that but then you let me KNOW you can see me improving!??? Thank you for that!!

We can see the genuine thoughts of jk, and boy, oh boy, he's absolutely smitten and in low-key disappointment. I can't wait to see what's next for these characters. The texts between the oc and jk is so adorable and puts a warm feeling that l think many people can understand.

His POV is my favourite to write. Because he’s so unlike me. I’m so goofy and silly and not prim and proper—even when I try! The only things we have in common are our love of the arts and the ability to hide our emotions. So it’s so fun to step into his shoes and pretend for a little while.

I love their texts. Coming up with them and phrasing them. Seeing how they write and send in different ways. I just. I love them so much.

I’m so glad there’s a warm feeling. That’s what I get when I write them.

Sorry I made you do homework! I don’t personally put a meaning on the nicknames into the plot. But if you’d like to them by all means!!! I actually did like a two hour google session of a bunch of famous artists just to make sure I would have enough of them 😅😅.

I really like the study aspect or the studious side of oc that you put out, it's refreshing as a trait and didn't fully stereotype her, it added more to her. Her tendencies to pack her life with studying and forget about herself, I relate real hard.

I love how dedicated reader is to her studies. I love that she has this drive that comes from somewhere inside and doesn’t let anyone get in her way, and even better, that those who are closest to her know this, and support her through it because they see how important it is to her.

I’m glad it’s relatable. As always I’m trying to strive for realism and I know I sure as hell forget to take care of myself when I’m so absorbed into an important task.

And as a personal note, low key a tiny self insert as ya girl was a straight A arts student. But the point of making her an arts student was to show that it’s not just STEM and other such subjects that can require years of work and dedication to succeed in. The arts are what keep humanity alive in my opinion, so for this particular story it was important for me to have her be so dedicated to her studies in art because they’re also important <3

Jungkook is doing such a boyfriend move by checking up on her and making her eat well.

He’s the best. And the best part about him being the best is he’s doing it because he cares for her and not because he wants anything from her. He truly just wants to make sure she’s okay. Prince JK bestest boy.

Even Yuri, my gosh, I absolutely love her. Her realization, her coming back to the oc and their friendship is great. I also love her bounce back.

You’re the first person (in my immediate memory) who’s said they love Yuri so thank you for that. I know she’s a.. difficult character but I have so much love for her, so the fact that’s she finally getting it from you makes me so so happy.

She’s such a go get what you want because you want it girl. Her bounce back makes me so proud of her.

Honestly speaking, this might be my favorite chapter cause it left me wanting more. Jungkook good luck man. Cornelius, don't break my bae's heart, I will attack you!!! I feel protective okay, she's my friend…

STOPPIT 😭😭♥️♥️ I said it earlier but it’s one of my favourites too!!

I love how protective everyone is for reader! Nel’s got something coming to him if he hurts her and it’s from you guys!! She’s so loved and I love that for her because she deserves it.

As always Yoon, you improved-amazing transitions, numerous different ways to describe details, and more visual invoking statements.

I’m so so so so so thrilled for this particular statement because it’s something I’m actively working hard on trying to improve. I’m constantly looking for areas that I can tweak and fix and make better. So the fact that it’s something that’s noticeable and is a good noticeable, I just. I can’t thank you enough for that validation.

The story is coming into life in a wispy way. I hope that's what you intended (the wispy, foggy, dream like way). You have a certain tone or feeling you try to envoke with each scene and it comes through to the readers. I loved it, it was such a treat to come back on tumblr to this.

The story came from a literal dream so that makes total sense to me! I’m happy it comes off that way! And holy shit! I really do try to do the tone and feelings through each scene so the fact that it comes through!??? Practice really does make improvement!

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I’ve said it a couple times throughout the blog but TWWWBAATTA is the third thing I’ve ever written for pleasure (aka outside of academics) in my life so I’m always worried that my inexperience just shouts at you guys when reading when I want it to be an immersive experience.

And I don’t say this as a means to compliment grab, truly I don’t. I say it to really try and cement into meaning how much your words mean to me. I’m a BABY writer, I’ve barely even crawled into the writing world, yet you and several others have taken the time out of their days to not only read my little story, but leave these wonderful, constructive, encouraging comments and reviews. You let me know that what I’m trying to do and to achieve IS what’s happening, and that I’m improving with each publishing.

I can never ever thank you enough for your kind and generous words/reviews. I really wish I could put into words (ironic) how much they do. I know I can say they’re a big reason I can keep going even when the material is fighting me tooth and nail. I remember there are lovely folks like yourself who are looking forward to the next chapter.

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By the way these are my slippers! 😉🥴

I can’t copy the picture for some reason BUT THOSE ARE LITERALLY SO CUTE OHMYGODDDDD. They remind me of Easter!! (I was born the day before Easter!)

Love you boo,

Bubbles 🫧

Have I mentioned that I love you? Because I love you literally so much.

I have no words other than thank you, I love you, 10000000 kisses for Bubbles and *unhinged loving screaming*. I hope that gives off the vibes I’m intending it too.

Thank you Bubbles, love you too, Boo ♥️

#I’m gunna cry myself to sleep affectionately #and then I’m gunna sleep SO GOOD because of that #Bubbles I don’t know what I did to deserve you and your amazing thoughts but I welcome every single one of them with open arms #thank you thank you for your endless kindness and wonderful words #asks #bubbles🫧#twwwbaatta asks #sunday nights and lost memories #reviews #twwwbaatta reviews #the kindest of souls #ms.mailbox📬

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vantaegism · 2 years

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HI IM SORRY FOR SHOWING UP SUDDENLY I NEEDED TO SCREAM AB EP 5 ( pls don't read if you haven't watched it bc this contains spoilers )

FIRST OF ALL CHOI AND INJOO GODBLESS THE INTERACTIONS IN HERE ???? i take it back im in love with his character tho i dont trust him even a bit ,,, and that lady who beat the daylights out of injoo annoys me sm pls woman leave them alone there r alr a lot of problems in here :/ THEN COMING TO HYORIN'S MOM I ALMOST FELT BAD FOR HER BUT THE REMEMBERED THAT SHE'S SO FAKE ??? honestly i think she's planning smth behind the scenes,, and jaesang would use hyorin as a bait to control her bc ofc she loves hyorin v much. got so little of farmer boy in here but what's new tbh 😔

LOVING INKYUNG AND THE GREATAUNT'S CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT THO !!! i think they got closer and kind of opened up to each other ??? inkyung is the girlboss in here fr, the way she showed up at the conference and asked that question, i love her. coming to hyorin's drawing god bless amen i will pray for her it actually gave me chills esp w the music in the bg, the concept is crazy skjhd aNYWAY BYE AND SORRY FOR THIS LONG ASK HELPP

HELLO HELLO I JUST FONISHED THE EPISODE IN THIS ESSAY I WILL !!;!/&:!

INKYUNG OS MY FAVEE SHE SEVERED JAESUNGS BALLS FR IM SO RPOUD OF HER I CAN WAIT FOR HER AND INJOO TO SEE THE FKING ORCHID TREE HE HAS IN HIS HOME BC ITLL TIE EVERYTHING TOGETHER SO WELL!!!

i also feel like we’re about to witness the sisters working together to uncover what’s been happening and IM SO EXCITED !! i hope we get to see inhye starting to trust her sisters a little more bc I rlly wanna see her growth 😭😭 HYROINS PAINTING SHOCKED ME !! The only thing missing from that cursed painting is the blue orchid tattoo on her ankle 💀 AND YES hyorin’s mum is such an actress I rlly felt bad when I saw her scars then I was like ?? U almost killed inhye for a painting ?? BFFR

IM LOVING THIS SHOW SO MUCH MEET ME HERE TOMORROW SAME TIME SAME PLACE WE WILL SCREAM TOGETHER !!

#send to Cael :3 #little women <3

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stormyoceans · 7 months

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vv brainrot continuation:

rv second option like rv friends credit

2. what happened last night? (actually I remember everything but I'll pretend I don't)

3. mewyo drinkparty brokenheart like talaykita drinkparty brokenheart

4. talk through the gate

5. shirt with the meaning of boston

6. declaration of love in the water

7. mew's moms like tun's parents

8. talk about the fear of death, I will not die easily, I will live, we are chasing our dreams, we will go to a music festival (vs film festival)

9. this is the next ep but playing the saxophone

ps fking god papang. I need more 30 year old men. hahaha mond. mond, you're damn good looking. sea, baby, who are you where are you?

SO MANY THINGS THAT REMINDED US OF VICE VERSA THIS WEEK I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHERE TO START

IM ALSO NOT SURE IF I CAN FIND THE WORDS TO EXPRESS WHAT I WANT TO SAY BUT LIKE!!!!!! i do think there are a lot of parallels between puentalay and topmew as well, but god the ones between puentalay and sandray just FLOOR ME every single time. i really feel like i could write a whole ass essay about them and while this isn't the place or the time to do that, i need to scream a little about it because THE NARRATIVE MIRRORING BETWEEN PUENTALAY IN VICE VERSA EPISODE 9 AND SANDRAY IN ONLY FRIENDS EPISODE 9 IS INSANE I MEAN

THE FIGHT AT THE BEGINNING OF THE EPISODE!!!!!!!

PUEN/SAND LEAVING AND TALAY/RAY GOING AFTER HIM!!!!!!!

THE WATER SYMBOLISM THAT'S OMNIPRESENT IN BOTH PAIRINGS!!!!!!! THE WATER BRINGING CLARITY AND UNDERSTANDING AND PUEN/SAND HELPING TALAY/RAY GETTING THROUGH IT!!!!!!!!

THE LAST SCENE IN THE RV!!!!!!!

and then like you pointed out there's the entire talk about life and death and dreams which is basically vice versa ep 6 and 7 condensed in one single conversation AND THERE ARE JUST TOO MANY PARALLELS AND IM VERY WEAK ABOUT THEM OKAY

on another note i love how you pointed out the parallel between mewyo and talaykita drinking together because i didn't think about it but it fits so nicely!!!!!!

also i gotta say i didn't expect mond to be the secret third option no one expected BUT I JUST WANNA POINT OUT THAT TECHNICALLY WE DON'T KNOW IF BOEING IS INDEED SAND'S EX AS WELL SO. SEA CAMEO CAN STILL HAPPEN 🤡

#add puentalay/raysand parallels to the list of essays i wish i had the time and energy and skill to write #the water symbolism alone could have a whole chapter dedicated to it #last week i said that the brainrot would start to die down now BUT BOY WAS I WRONG #IT'S STILL GOING STRONGER THAN EVER AND IM FOREVER GRATEFUL TO ANON FOR SHARING IT WITH ME #vice versa #m: ask

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riotinapublicstation · 11 months

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hidden memory: david&goliath t-shirts

anyone born in 90s/00s remember david&goliath t-shirts? this literally came to me out of nowhere because i was researching scene/emo fashion. they were nearly always in neon colours, had silly jokes on them and had cute little characters on them like food, animals, monsters and dinosaurs. these were SO POPULAR back in the day i swear! especially with the scene crowd. examples:

also why the hell were they so expensive? £30 for ONE? £50 FOR TWO??? scene kids basically lived in these, but i specifically remember them wearing the ones with fking dinosaurs on them like 'tea rex uwu x3333' and its a bloody t. rex drinking a cup of tea. what the fuck and why. why were they a thing. they were like the epitome of scene/emo fashion on myspace, if you were to wear one of these stupid shirts with black skinny jeans and a varsity jacket, you were the emo it girl on that site and that's it. the funny thing is these aren't even going up in value even though the shop offed itself like four years ago so you can get them on a ebay for a tenner lol i can't believe these were actually real things you could purchase. madness

actually i'm happy these possibly won't go up in value because can you imagine some auctioneer treating these stupid shirts like some victorian artefact? "'historical t-shirt dating back to 2011, states the words 'save the chubby unicorns'"

these shirts screamed 2009-2010 era bring me the horizon fans. to be honest i'm almost 99.999999% sure that i saw at least two of the members from that band wear these things. oli sykes would've eaten this shit up back then. 2020s scene crowd please don't bring these back. lowest point of the fashion industry for sure

#rebecca talks fashion #2000s scene #2000s emo #scene fashion

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incorrect-ikevamp-quotes · 3 years

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Comte’s One More Wedding Event (full release)that should have just came out in Japanese Version. Could you translate it or summarize it, please? Thank you for your time.

I can't believe you want to give me this kind of power, but if you insist 😂💛

That being said, because my translation skills are rough at best, I'll be summarizing and selecting specific parts to discuss if I feel a need to quote directly.

If you don't want spoilers for Comte ES, run!

Y'all. Y'ALL. REEEEEEEEE I LOVE HIM. NOBODY LOOK AT ME I'VE BEEN CRYING ON AND OFF FOR DAYS

ANYWAY

So this particular event begins with MC bringing Comte a letter as he thanks her. One glance at the return address tells him that it's a pureblood gathering invitation, and upon opening it he's right. He shrugs it off and says he'll reply to it later, setting it aside.

MC, perceptive as ever, asks if he's declining the invitation. Comte explains the nature of the party and how only purebloods are allowed to end. Furthermore, the gathering takes place on their first wedding anniversary--and he would much prefer to spend the day with her.

Comte: “MC, any gorgeous evening party–no matter how beautiful–means nothing to me without my wife at my side. The place I belong is with you.”

MC: “Er…”

His gold eyes are steady and unwavering as he looks at me, and my heart skips a beat.

Comte: “Anywho I have no intention of attending this party, as it also overlaps with the date of our anniversary. Our first wedding anniversary is an important day, and I want to spend it with my beloved wife.”

Comte smiles winningly, all while staring straight at me.

MC, however, finds herself conflicted. Given how little she knows about purebloods, she wishes she could attend the party to better understand him and the community he's a part of. She admits this, to Comte's great surprise, but feels bad about it because she doesn't mean to ask something impossible of him. (One of the requirements of the party is that you have to be a pureblood vampire to be invited. ON WEDNESDAYS WE WEAR PINK) Comte clarifies that--because she's his wife--she's welcome to attend alongside him. He offers to take her with him if that's what she wants.

MC: “Are you really sure it’s okay for me to go, though?”

Comte: “Certainly. But I would never force you if you were uncomfortable, of course.”

MC: “No, I don’t hate the idea!”

Comte: “But I’d understand if being surrounded by purebloods would be rather nerve-wracking for you…And so many of them have a superiority complex a mile wide; they’re a prideful bunch. While it may not be all of us, there are enough that it might be stifling for you to be around them.”

Comte: “In light of all that, are you certain you still wish to go?”

[I know he’s just doing his best to prepare me for what I might face at a party like this--he doesn’t want me going in with the wrong idea. It’s very likely he had intended to decline the invitation to spare me the discomfort, and the burden of making a choice that would affect/limit him too. The concern in his features makes me melt.]

The part I love most about this scene is that this is just the beginning of so many attempts on his part to prepare her realistically, but also support her decision. As much as he wants to go with her he's never going to put her in the position of deciding for the both of them. He knows there's a great deal of pressure to face among such a forbidding/traditional society, and if she needs more time to prepare for that--he wants to give her the space to get used to something so unfamiliar. In truth, I don't see him ever asking her to go if she didn't want to--even if it stung to have that part of him rejected...

MC considers for a moment, but she's resolved to understand him and his people better. She explains as much, and Comte brightens at the confession.

MC: “I’m sorry if it’s a bit much to ask of you, but thank you…!”

Comte: “I should be the one thanking you, now I look forward to the gathering.”

MC: “You’re…looking forward to it?”

When I tilt my head quizzically, le Comte draws me close with a faint smile on his lips.

Comte: “I’m excited to introduce you as my wife.” (SCREAMS AND CRIES)

This gets INSANELY cute because he gathers her close to him and she just gets very bashful about it. She apologizes--saying she knows she should be more used to it given they've already been married a year now, but his response is so sweet: “Why apologize? I’ve always thought my wife is the cutest.”

They both think back to their wedding ceremony at the mention of how long they've been together, and MC's eyes find the flower pins she gifted him on top of his hourglass (which fking one he has like 300).

Some background for anyone unaware: when Comte and MC got married, MC gifted him these flower pins--they were flowers that were preserved (in metal I think? idk exactly how it works they just look metallic in his outfit art). She explains that they're an attempt to symbolize her love for him, in that she intends to remain unchanging in her feelings forever. I find it's also an apt metaphor for MC herself; it's not unlike her agreement to become a vampire to stay with him.

MC: “You’ve been taking good care of the flowers I gave you.”

Right next to the hourglass lie the preserved flowers I gave him. They gleam in the light with ease, clearly polished and looked after–not a speck of dust on them.

Comte: “With those you swore your love to me. Isn’t it only natural that I’d take good care of them?” (LISTEN COMTE YOU AND I BOTH KNOW THE REALITY OF THE MALE SPECIES QUIT PLAYIN)

After that scene there's a timeskip to the night of the party--and after everyone celebrates their anniversary in the mansion all day--they hop in a carriage. MC is a little lost in thought, preparing herself for what's to come. When he asks if she's nervous she fully admits to it, but with a caveat. She's nervous because she doesn't know what to expect and she's concerned about committing a social faux pas, but she's not afraid or anxious.

Before I came to this time I had absolutely no concept of what an elaborate dinner party looked like–and besides which, this time it’s going to be a room full of purebloods. I’m nervous, sure, because I’ve never done this before--but it’s not quite anxiety or fear.

MC: “As long as you’re beside me, I’m invincible–anytime, anywhere.”

I can navigate anything: unfamiliar social circles, even an entirely new era of time. Because Comte is always so steady and reliable, always there for me, my anxiety ebbs and I can shine–be the very best I can be.

Comte: “MC…”

Comte looks absolutely moved by what I have to say, directing a gentle, tender look at me.

Comte reiterates his previous warning, that they might be weirdos and/or rude because they're stuck in their ways. He knows their discriminatory nature is wrong, but he believes in her ability to overcome those things--and fully intends to support her. He also lets her know what to expect in terms of the schedule: mostly mingling, and dancing is reserved for the very end of the party only.

Gatsby hour begins and MC marvels at the enormous venue sparsely populated by people dressed to the nines (I can only imagine how Comte dressed her up for this event in light of that LMFAO). Comte tells her he's going to get some drinks, and MC agrees to wait for him. In a classic lowkey queen move, she retreats against a nearby wall to take in her surroundings. She feels a certain intensity to be surrounded by people who look so young and beautiful, and yet carry the experience of lifetimes within them. She also notes the slightest permeating scent of blood in the air, assuming most of the people in attendance are drinking Rouge in their wine glasses.

When Comte returns to her, he offers her a glass of red wine, and she takes it with a smile.

MEAN GIRLS TIME!!!!!

So these two ladies approach le Comte yelling about how long it's been since they've seen him, and about the rumors that he got married. Without missing a beat he confirms it's true, and introduces MC to them as his wife. MC offers a greeting and a curtsy, but the women openly spurn her because she's not a vampire lmao. ("Who put you on the planet" energy, essentially). I still can't tell if they were acting like insane mother-in-laws on Comte's behalf, or out of jealousy--or weirdly both.

All casual dismissal, the women sashay away from us, dresses swishing.

[It seems like I really won’t be accepted as Comte’s life partner so long as I remain human…]

Comte: “…I’m sorry. I’m afraid that is the usual attitude of pureblood vampires. Not all of us are like that, but they still made you feel uncomfortable ;;;;”

MC: “That’s not something to apologize for. I’m happy to attend such a lovely party as your wife.”

I don’t want to ruin the occasion for him, so I beam at him.

Comte: “MC…” His lips descend close to my ear, pressing the lightest kiss against it.

Comte: “Thank you, MC…I’m happy, too.”

While Comte is full of uwus and love for his wife, she notes he stops there--likely because it's a public venue. (And I'd wager respectability politics, given a lot of old school people tend to say horrible things at the slightest sign of PDA lol. It would give them all the more reason to be nasty to MC.) MC notes that no matter how small the gesture or how often he extends his affection, it always sets her heart racing (what a damn mood) and they both gear up to greet everyone else. They're both like ganbatte!!! at each other and it's really cute, haha.

[No matter how many times he does things like this, I’m always caught off guard. I imagine we’ll be this way forever…]

Comte: “Here we go, the party’s only just begun. Let’s get to it and enjoy ourselves. No need to hesitate, it’s our wedding anniversary after all–this is a time for you to smile.”

MC: “Haha, thank you very much! Then I’ll definitely enjoy it to the fullest!”

We continue to greet and chat with other purebloods, the night goes on while I sample some of their food–

At some point MC separates from Comte to use the restroom. When she exits to rejoin the crowd, she hears the voices of those two women that openly rejected her earlier. They basically talk about how Comte and MC will never last or have a meaningful relationship, and that Comte is wasting his time not breeding more master race pureblood babies for the community's future. (Not remotely surprised Leonardo does not like them at this juncture lmao)

While MC was well aware she'd face some level of disdain, she admits that it still hurts to hear--and doesn't want Comte to see her upset. So she walks out to a nearby balcony to look at the stars and cool off before returning to his side.

Comte: “MC.”

MC: “Eh…? Comte, when did you get here?”

Comte: “You hadn’t returned for a while, so I went looking for you.”

MC: “Ah, I’m sorry to worry you. The stars were so lovely I couldn’t help but linger a bit to enjoy the sight of them.”

When I try to hide my gloomy feelings, he stares at me.

Comte: “You seem upset all of a sudden. Did something happen? Did someone…say something to you, by any chance?”

MC: “Ah, I can’t hide from you it seems. I guess I am a little upset.”

Comte: “…”

Comte: “MC, do you regret marrying me?”

MC: “!”

MC: “That’s not the case at all. No matter what finds us in the future, I’ll never regret having married you. I’m glad I met you, Abel–that will never change…”

When I tell him my heartfelt feelings, he gently wraps his arms around me.

Comte: “…Me too, MC.” The voice that murmurs at my ear is filled with such ardor that my heart melts.

Comte: “It might have been too much to ask of you to come here. But no matter how difficult the truth may be, it’s an undeniable fact that I’m a pureblood.”

Comte: “I was so happy that you wanted to know more about me–to know me better–that I was spoiled by your words. And yet, as a result of that indulgence, I hurt you…”

MC: “…No. That’s not it. Abel, I’m not familiar with vampires. But this last year, I was with a pureblood who’s kinder than anyone else I know.”

I have no innate fear or dislike of purebloods–because the person I love more than anyone else in the world is a pureblood vampire.

MC: “That’s why I’m not afraid, or dreading any of this.” It might seem outlandish, but his presence was like magic; it was enough to give me the strength to have courage and find kindness for the people around me.

MC: “No matter who stands in my way in the future, I will do my best to be recognized as your partner someday. Didn't I tell you before? I'm invincible anytime, anywhere, as long as you're there with me!”

Upon hearing her resolve to stay with him, he feels the need to renew his vow to her too--telling her that he'll always love her as well, and that his feelings have only grown since then. One important bit to note in his confession is that he fully admits he had a hard time coming to term with what he was, he's only a little more accepting of being a pureblood because her existence redefines what an eternity means to him. He explains that, while no end of time used to be an upsetting and hollow concept to him, the fact that his long life will be spent cultivating his love for her gives him the strength to face his reality.

They kiss and MC acknowledges that life--no matter how long--always has its ups and downs. Sometimes there will be rough times, like when those Mean Girls women were actively nasty and unfair to her. And sometimes there will be joyous times, like how Comte just repeated his vow to her so sweetly. But more than anything, it's important to live in the present moment as fully as possible, and she deepens her kiss with Comte accordingly.

After what I assume to be an excellent make out, they return to the venue and rejoin the group of vampires. Now then, because it's Comte and Comte refuses to take any shit he reveals his ace in the hand. Premeditated and all cunning expectation, the show begins:

After reaffirming our feelings for the other, we return to the hall. When we wandered around to greet people today, there were also vampires who were kind to me. For those that remain perturbed by my presence, they continue to sneer at me as though I were an eyesore.

[I don’t care. Comte’s by my side…]

Comte: “…That’s right, MC. There was one thing I forgot to mention.”

MC: “Huh?”

Comte: “A short while ago, you said something about doing your best to earn their approval. I wouldn’t even worry about it, you’re perfect just as you are. Everyone here just doesn’t have the slightest inkling as to your charms yet. For those with the ability to see, feel free to show them as many times as you like.”

MC: “Comte…”

At that very moment, a waltz begins to flow into the hall.

Comte: “Oh, is it time to dance already? MC, shall we?” (Oh Is It TiMe To DaNcE aLrEaDy, damn clown)

MC: “Yes.”

In time with the melody, we begin to waltz together. When I'd first arrived to this era, the steps and the dance itself were unfamiliar to me. Now when I dance with Comte it’s nearly effortless–natural as breathing.

[Comte has taken me to so many evening parties at this point. Thanks to his impeccable leading any uncertainty in my step is elegantly disguised.]

Comte: “MC.”

As we danced, he called my name--crooned it softly.

Comte: “…Have you noticed? Everyone is watching us.”

At the sound of this new information, I look around.

[Oh, it’s true–everyone really is looking at us…]

And it’s not like before, tinged with displeasure and contempt. It’s like they can’t look away from us now, dazzled and intrigued.

MC: “Makes sense–you’ve always been a very graceful dancer, Comte, it’s impossible not to find it captivating.”

Comte: “No. Without you as my partner, I can’t enjoy it nearly as much as I do now.”

He grins as he says so, the sentiment reflected in his buoyant step. Beautiful, noble…and above all, lively. Even though I’m always by his side, I remain endlessly captivated by that smile and movement.

Comte: “We are more in tune with each other than every other pair here, don’t you think?”

MC: “Haha, that’s right!”

I think le Comte is lovely no matter who he’s dancing with, but I’m sure I’m the one who gets along with him best–I think so, because his golden eyes reflect no one else but me.

[No matter what anyone says…I won’t give up this position to anyone else.]

When the song is over, and the dance is finished, the hall is filled with the raucous sound of applause and cheering. All these people are looking at us and their eyes are shining.

[I wonder…if maybe our feelings for each other were transmitted more clearly after that dance? The mere thought of it makes me feel ticklish and delighted.]

After their lovely display, the Mean Girls ladies approach MC to apologize as everybody is leaving for the night. MC accepts their apologies and says she wants to find a way to get along with them moving forward, though they're still pretty reluctant (probably only apologized to save face).

Differences in lifestyle and family tradition...I think there are many reasons why they can’t accept me. I don’t think it’s easy to understand the breadth of the gap between us; I’m sure I’ll need more time to be able to bridge those differences.

[I don’t know the way of life or struggle of the pureblood people yet. But…I want to understand.]

Even if we are endlessly different, I don’t want to give up on finding some sort of compromise. Next to me, le Comte smiles silently. For the foreseeable future--as long as it may take--I want to prove that I can make this person happy.

I deadass can't stop laughing at the fact of Comte standing next to MC all :)))))) (y'all he is emitting BOSS M U S I C)

After that, Comte and MC also head into their carriage and head home:

Comte: “MC, thank you.”

Le Comte remarks on the way home in the carriage.

MC: “…? I haven’t done anything worth thanks.”

Comte: “For today, for coming with me. And--up until now and from now on--for being by my side. I wanted to thank you again.”

He leans over from where he sits next to me and entwines our fingers together.

MC: “…Abel?”

Comte: “…Today is not just the day of the party, but our wedding anniversary too, right? From here on out, it’s time for only us two to be together.”

This is essentially where the premium story ends, and then it moves into the epilogue. I'll give some tidbits from the epilogue, just because it was so endlessly gratifying. Other than them having the smash of the century, it's mostly Comte going overstimulation feral service top. But there are so many really romantic moments during the shameless fking ;-;

The more he kisses me, the more my need for him spirals out of control. As if to entice him I twist my tongue with his deeper and deeper.

Comte: “MC…”

He exhales my name on a single heated syllable, and I can tell by the way he’s looking at me precisely what it is he wants.

Comte: “MC, what do you want to do…? I want to make you happy tonight. Do you want me to be kind? Or take you with reckless abandon?”

MC: “Abel…please do as you like. That’s what would make me happiest. :>”

Comte: “…I see. So you want to be made a mess of, is what you mean.”

MC: “Mn, aah–”

When his hands trace my sides seductively, my sensitive body reacts on it’s own.

Comte: “…You’re really cute, MC. Tonight, I’ll remind you the joy of being mine again.”

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Comte: “Always so sensitive. Just the slightest touch, and you cry out with such a sweet voice…”

MC: “Well, it is your fault…”

[Because if Abel touches me like that…He spoils me and leaves me in an endless sea of pleasure, building up to that crest–fading–and building up again…because he loves me so dearly.]

Comte: “My fault, is it?…I like the sound of that.”

With a bewitching smile, he makes short work of his tie and button down. Even the most casual gestures like this are done with such grace that it becomes sensual. I’m drawn to the sight of him revealing more and more of his skin, thinking he’s far too much of a tease.

Comte: “…If you look at me with such desirous, greedy eyes, I’m going to lose control myself, MC.”

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MC: “I…all I do is take from you…” I’m embarrassed because I’m so inexperienced that all I do is drown in the pleasure he gives me.

Comte: “…If you really think so, then you’re too unaware.”

MC: “Mn–ah, hah…”

Comte: “I’m the one who can’t stop wanting you…MC.”

When he leans over to murmur in my ear, his voice is suffused with desire–breathing shallow. From the gap between his lips, I can see the fangs which have never broken my skin…

MC: “Abel…do you want to bite me?”

If the answer is yes, then I’d be delighted. A vampire’s hunger for blood is often tied to romantic feeling. If he wants to suck my blood, then that’s all the more evidence that he loves me.

Comte: “That’s right. I want to sink my fangs into your soft skin…To taste your blood, to know your body and soul--I want to make every part of you mine.”

MC: “Mn…”

He drops a kiss to my throat, tickled by his tongue as he licks there–as if to taste me.

Comte: “But…”

Only I am reflected in his eyes.

Comte: “The only thing I want more than biting you is to take good care of you. I don’t want to impulsively take anything from you.”

MC: “Abel…”

....

Comte: “Someday…I will make you into a vampire. But, right now, I want you to stay exactly as you are.”

The heat of him coupled by that serious look...my heart is swept away.

Comte: “So…can you bear with my hesitation for just a little while longer?”

MC: “Yes…forever. I’ll always be yours.” I replied, wrapping my arms around his back. He squinted, as if he were staring at something dazzling.

Comte: “I’m always hesitating, but…MC. I will absolutely never let you go. I swear my love to you forever, my dear wife.”

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The last part of the epilogue is confusing because I'm not sure if it's intended to be an actual dream or Comte just messing with her, but here goes:

[Morning already…?]

At the sensation of sunlight, I open my eyes.

MC: “Eh!?”

Comte: “Are you up, MC? The defenseless face you make when you’re asleep is adorable, but when you open your eyes and look at me that’s also lovely.”

He was lying in bed, unlike last night, wearing the same outfit he had on for our wedding.

[Ah, I’m most likely dreaming.] When I realize it, I get a ticklish feeling in my chest and can’t help the smile that finds my face.

MC: “Haha…”

Comte: “MC? What’s wrong?”

MC: “No, I was just thinking you really will always be by my side. I’m glad to see you in my dreams like this…I’m happy.”

Comte: “…Haha, that’s right. I’m happy too. But…it’s not always a dream right?”

MC: “Er…”

His voice easily makes my heart flutter, like sweet sake.

Comte: “Would you like to see if it’s a dream? …Once again, with your body.”

My heart thunders under his sultry gaze, covetous gold eyes beckoning me closer. (COME HITHER FUCK)

MC: “Yes, Abel. As many times as you like…take me.”

I know dream-like, impossibly happy days will continue as long as I stay by his side–

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There is so much going on here that I don't even know how to encompass all my feelings other than to say MARRIED COUPLE G O A L S. AAAAAAAAA I LOVE HIM SO MUCH HE'S SUCH A DOTING HUSBAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PUT A RING ON ME S I R

I really love the endless reciprocity coming from MC, lmao. She very openly wants to respond to his efforts, wants to make him happy too, is just as desirous in their coupling. I also love how much personality and spunk she has??? I was fucking d y i n g when she was like:

MC: "Aren't the stars so nice." Comte: "Adorable that you'd try to out-fake the king faker. What really happened." MC: "Damn it."

It's been a long time since I've gotten this much serotonin from a story m a nnnnnn

#ikevamp #ikemen vampire #ikevamp comte #ikevamp saint germain #ikevamp jpn spoilers #can't believe mc defeated pureblood regina george #what a time to be alive folks #god this event is going to give me cavities #im so fucking softe #the way he just loves and supports her in such a steadfast and lowkey way #though i will admit it was a little hilarious watching this event because i was so like 'lmao is that the best you got'#i grew up with rich suburban white girls what do i care im too busy eating shrimp #GOD and the fangy part #swear to god every single time he gets fangy i just ascend #fingers crossed his fifth bday event will be him turning her IM BEGGING CRYBIRD #thanks for this request!!! hope this all makes sense #always welcome <3 #at this point i have to wonder if there is a different writer for some of comte's stories bc yeesh #h e l p comte is too powerful...#rambles #not incorrect quotes #yall when he asks if mc regrets marrying him i swear to god my heart just stopped in my chest #BABY NO?????? MY GOD?????? YOU ARE LITERALLY MY DREAM HUSBAND?????? STOP???????

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bluewinnerangel · 2 years

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Maybe these are not boring: Happily, Just Can’t Let Her Go and Where Do Broken Hearts Go?

Happily: Name three things that make you happy.

1. My cat being in this mood most of the time:

2. Louis

3. Harry

(omg she said Louis first omg just say you hate harry askldjal)

Just Can’t Let Her Go: Name five turn ons.

waists bro

big ass kind blue eyes

stop describing louis challenge

broad shoulders where like if the person wears an oversized shirt it just kinda just ghosts WooOOoOooOooo around the torso bc it's just hanging on the shoulders not finding the rest of the body like weewoo curtain im fine

stop describing harry challenge..... bro I swear I've always been lke this it's not them ok its not

b u t t help these are all just physical attributes am superficial af

this is a mess god ehm just? confidence? Not like a lot? just a lil? A humble lil confidencey. there.

beanies and oversized sweaters and just cuddly comf lookin comfs still just describing otp I can't help it ok their range is too big whatever you gonna go for will describe them ok they're everything

Where Do Broken Hearts Go?: Talk about the best concert you ever attended.

Tbh.. concerts are sooooo dependent on your position in the crowd. Like barricade is just stand and stare and really take that shit in and amazing, and for that I'll probably go with RHCP. And then there's the front but past the first few rows is also the shit but a different kinda shit it's more like yeah you can take in the experience properly but you also have that crowd vibe and you just create a whole space there, for metal and just heavy shit it's... the pit, yk where a moshpit happens, and you see with Harry's concert there's congalines and dances are happening (and fights but lkasdajsk)... So for that one I'd probably say Slipknot as that's some craaaaazy energy and craaaazy moshpit. Like I just wanna see the biggest pit possible man that's the SHHIIEETT and that haaappeeenned that thing was massive and i was riiiiiight there and my friends were riiiight there and we got spread out across that field of a pit and just raaaan and people and shoes were flying and we screamed just if you trip if you fall if you hurt eachother theres just 10 people lifting you up to safety, if someone or something if a phone/wallet falls everyone just stops and creates a human barrier safe zone and all the flashlights go on and we find that shit THATS THE SHIIEETTT metal concerts are THE best and it's like you're flying and it's just so nice adsdfasdasdsa. Also like being on your way to find that sweet spot in the crowd before a show man with your friends that just feels like fking peaky blinders slomo walking scenes yk feels good man asdsdf.

That reminds me I got a larry/ie anger playlist that just peaks with just a wholeass slipknot spree after Kiwi in the middle there hmmhmm.

The RAMBLES.

(Asks but it's 1D)

#if you're someone that blogs about one direction and would use 1D asks to advocate heavy metal concerts please see me in my inbox #niches bro we love to see em

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elles-writing · 4 years

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Once there was a hobbit and on a normal warm day, a perfect day for smoking a pipe, came the gray wizard at the hobbit‘s doorstep with a weirdly clothed human who looked as if she saw a ghost... - part II

A/N: Collab with @soradragon , part two!! This was meant to be in part one, but we were talking only about scene with meeting Bilbo and Gandalf, so I didn’t knew if I should leave it or put to part two...so, anyways, here it is. I’ll add link for hers headcanon as well once it’s out, so go support her!!!

Okay, so continuation!! Thank you so much for all the notes, you guys are amazing! ♥ Part one is here, if you haven’t red already.♥

Situation: Dinner with dwarves, meeting dwarves

He gives me some of his clothes so I can change

It looks weird on me, because I have breasts and butt and I’m taller, but it is not that bad

Actually, it’s really comfortable, but oh so fking short!

So I just change back, because I like my comfy clothes

Bilbo seems a bit flustrated with wizard’s plans

But he is probably secretly happy I won’t eat everything out

He shows me around his house a bit

Which is btw super cozy and I snuggle on one couch and probably fall asleep.

Bilbo’s happy I won’t break anything and leaves me a note that he left for a market.

So I’m just reading some book while waiting for him to come back and incredibly nervous for the evening

So, once the dinner is on the table, I can hear the bell a few seconds before it actually rings.

Bilbo jumps off and goes to open the door.

And I decide to halfway hide somewhere, cuz Dwalin is scaring me.

And I made a right decision, cuz I’d fainted from fear

But once there is Balin, he notices me

And I’m like „Oh shit, oh holy fuck they’ve seen me!“

He wants to ask me who I am, but I just stare at him and nervously say „I-I am, eh, ya kn-ow...“, because I am talking to a dwarf, like...whaaat?!

Bilbo saves me by telling him that I’m Gandalf’s guest

At least, they went to pantry and leave me alone.

And then the bell starts to ring again and I jump up, because of Fili and Kili.

I open the door instead of Bilbo.

And they look surprised, but still, „Fili and Kili, at your service!“ comes out of them.

„Where’s Master Baggins?“ „You doesn’t exactely seem like a hobbit“ They continue the sentences for each other and I look to the right where Bilbo is flustrated with the two dwarves in his pantry.

„I, eh, you know...I-am just...well, Gandalf...“ I’m letting them in and trying to sound as casual as I can.

It surprises me they’re almost as tall as me. (I’m 5′3ft, which is 163 cm)

THEN Bilbo comes.

And Kili asks „So, you two are married, or-?“

I look at him terrified and Fili doesn’t really help, but also stares at me.

I’m blushing and wishing they won’t notice.

„No no no, we met today!“ I get out of me. Kili giving me his cheeky smile and Fili asking what am I wearing.

I just sigh and quickly explain.

Well, let’s just say, they won’t stop with questions about my home.

It starts to get annoying, because Kili’s flirting and I am...well, I sometimes don’t really know when some guy is flirting with me, so then it becomes more and more awkvard

They ask about my family.

So I tell them of my three brothers (two older, one younger).

So both of them can talk with me about (annoying) younger and older siblings

But this time ends up quickly, cuz they have to help with the food.

And I don’t really know what to do.

So I just shrugg my shoulders and go to dinning room to help.

But Balin and Dwalin tells me that I’m a lass and I shouldn’t be helping them to pick up a table.

So I just take some chairs and that’s a moment when a bunch of other dwarves and Gandalf get in.

Poor Bilbo still doesn’t understand what they’re doing in his house.

So I just stand next to Gandalf and talk with him about what’s going to happen, when someone (surprisingly, the two young brothers) pull me away to sit down with them and Gandalf just chuckles.

So I just end up seated between the two of them and everyone’s asking me about the Earth this time

I feel uncomfortable and nervous because everyone is staring at me.

And each of them (Fili and Kili) puts his hand around my shoulder, which makes me feel even more nervous.

I’m basically screaming inside, cuz I’ve never met them before and I’m uncomfortable between a lot of strangers.

But the food is really good, so I try to keep my mouth as much shut (and full) as I can, explaining between we don’t speak with full mouth

Which dwarves obviously do

Nervously listening everyone’s chatter and sipping water.

Fili wants to tell me something, but Bombur catches that piece of food in his mouth so...his face is wet

I am apologazing, but he just laughs it off and I nervously smile.

Because I’m kinda awkvard between some people

And so Kili decides to take my attention somewhere away. And asking if I’ve ever drank an ale is pretty much the thing.

I tell him I am underage and that I am totally okay with water and tea

He doesn’t belives me.

So he tried to challenge me into drinking it.

Which I just nervously laugh.

„No, thank you for your offer, Master Dwarf, but I’m not in a mood for an ale.“

Kili seems that he’d love to challenge me further, but some of the others says

„Kili, don’t treat lady like this!“ And I am so freakin‘ thankful.

I am excited for the scene with flying plates tbh

Once it’s here, I am scrunched on some furniture with that book I’ve been reading sooner that day next to Gandalf to make sure nothing would hit me (and if flying my direction, that i’d be able to defend my head)

He’s something like a parent or grandparent honestly, you just know that you can feel safe with him

When the show is over (and my quiet trying-to-catch-the-lyrics singing too), there’s another loud knock on the door and I jump up a bit again.

Because there comes Thorin and I know that I’m, well, I’m screwed, because I cannot fight

Even though, if sarcasm or sass could be used as a weapon, I’d be probably quite safe if neccessary

Maybe part III?

#filixreaderxkili #headcanon #the hobbit fanfiction #JRR Tolkien #the company x reader #fili x reader #kili x reader

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strvwberryblcnde · 4 years

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👫 preston & scout

send a 👫 and I’ll write four headcanons i have about our muses’ relationship.

i cn imagine them somehow being wrangled into babysitting fr her sister bethan one time n.... she has three kids who r all young (like 6, 7 n 7 bc she had twin boys then a girl) n they’re all a handful in their own way. the boys r SO boisterous n loud like they’re truly feral n the girl is very.... like scout bt..... an outspoken n absolutely fearless version...... the only time she’s quiet is when she’s reading a book. anyway. i cn see scout n preston being run RAGGED hving to look after these demons like the boys wld slap mud prints onto the wallpaper..... they’d pull drawers out looking fr their confiscated toys when they misbehaved n cutlery wld crash bc it’d fall on the floor... they’d run away frm the scene of this crime after..... bebe scout wld be like..... UR THE UGLIEST BOYS I’VE EVER KNOWN..... AND I HATE U!!!!! hurling crayons at her brothers fr their mischief... n scout n preston wld have to somehow neutralise all of this chaos. it wld be exhausting. i cn anticipate it mounting frustrations n tensions to the point where scout n preston might even bicker between themselves jst over stupid stuff like scout being like preston u can’t give them chocolate before they’ve had their dinner n preston being like cmon.... let them live a little...... this isn’t a dictatorship... n scout being like do u WANT them to b bouncing off the WALLS???? literally like a married couple.... they’d finally manage to put them to bed in bethan’s room (which ws renovated into a room w three beds fr them to stay in when bethan needs help aka needs scout to babysit) n scout wld usher preston frm the room to let them settle n once she thought he wasn’t watching she’d tuck each in n kiss their heads n be like love u hell spawns. then she’d go dwn n eye preston on the couch frm the doorway like >_> bt still go to get them a beer each..... i cn picture literally by the time she returns frm the kitchen preston being asleep bc the children r relentless.... n even if they’d been bickering a bunch scout wld roll her eyes n kind of smile abt it n swig her beer then put it dwn n grab a blanket n carefully tuck it over him so he didn’t catch a cold in their drafty house w a faulty boiler.......... sickening.

this is related to scout’s nephews n niece again bt in summer they always play in the yard w the hose n i can picture scout n preston having like.... a fight in the morning mayb n her storming dwnstairs n leaving him to get dressed n leave or whatever jst childishly........ n then by the time he got down if it ws summer the kids wld be prancing around outside n shrieking up a storm as scout sat angrily in a fold out chair watching over them........ mayb they’d all b like PRESTON PRESTON STAY N PLAY n he’d be like i’m gna head home............... n they’re like NO PLAY W US PLAY W US n one of the boys even sprays him w the hose. mayb preston wld join in playing w them just picking him up n pretending to fling him around n they’d all be laughing n screaming n scout wld be a tiny bit mellowed by this bt still stubbornly clinging to being mad...... her niece is like SCOUT PLAY WITH US PLAY WITH US n she’s like maybe in a bit. i cn imagine preston spraying her w a little bit of water frm the hose to b childish kind of joining in w the kids being a nuisance n scout being like WTF??????? n then snatching the hose off him n spraying him bk n it just breaking into an all out war where they’re trying to get the hose off each other n both end up soaking wet n she breaks n laughs n he’s picking her up as the kids all cackle n scream. their fight jst somehow resolved in the space of half an hr when they were jst on the verge of another stupid breakup............. this tumultuous relationship........ no wonder their friends r sick of them.

scout’s dad is...... certainly a character n she hasn’t heard from him in yrs bt he made a big reputation fr himself in town to say the least.... was just in w some rly shady ppl n always fucking everyone over fr his own selfish agenda.... truly jst a liability to b associated w nvm to have as a husband/father so the wilders rly.... went thru it a bit w him. it ws like being buckled into a rollercoaster. nw he’s been gone a few yrs they’ve managed to pick up some of the shrapnel he left behind bt there’s still pieces n tht’s evident in the fact tht every so often guys he used to run w will come knocking trying to shake them dwn fr debts Poppa Wilder still owes them. he’s on the run frm the law nw n they hv no idea where he is bt they still have to deal w these repercussions. anyway. scout is very much like... I Will Deal With Everything In The World On My Own bt with luca in prison, jasper out n about all the time n rarely home sometimes bc he’s a free spirit, her mum working long night shifts n sleeping thru the day n her sister bethan being moved out w kids a lot of the time it’s..... just scout in the house which she wld never admit gets rly lonely after growing up w a big hectic family. i cn imagine one of these guys waiting fr scout after her shift at the diner n just asking her again when he’s gna get his money n her being like fr the last time idk where my waste of space father is!!!!!! n he wouldn’t make a threat or anything bt he knows where they live so tht night i feel like scout wld be kind of nervous n peering out of the curtains a lot jst On Guard in case he shows up to take wht he’s owed by fleecing the place or smthn. mostly paranoia idk if he actually wld bt. scout wld just be kind of scared sleeping there alone n even if she’d wna deal w it on her own i feel like she’d put off contacting preston until pretty late when she’d eventually snap n just be like. can u stay over tonight? n she wouldn’t text it either which is kind of unusual fr her bc she mostly texts bt she’d wna hear his voice to calm her a little i think. again none of this wld b verbalised she wouldn’t even tell him abt this situation bc she tries to be independent as possible n not rely on anyone else fr anything bt......... it would calm her down a lot when he arrived n ws sleeping nxt to her. i feel like his laidback attitude is quite gd for her in tht respect like it has a soothing effect at times..... others perhaps not bt <3 miley cyrus life’s a climb.....

i feel like her ex............. wld not be happy abt scout dating preston. he’s quite a loose canon / volatile character n jst............... scrappy.......... n antagonistic sometimes...... not the worst bt definitely not the best! honestly i feel like if he ever bumped into preston he wld maybe even pick a fight w him except he wouldn’t mention scout he would just act like it wasn’t related bt it Would Be. if preston ws injured in any way via this then i can’t even express hw furious scout wld be she’d actually lose it a bit.... KJGFKHFKGHSFKGHS hell hath no fury like a scout wilder scorned <3 she’d nurse preston better if he had a bust lip or whtever (she’s quite gd at doing these things after yrs of living w reckless brothers who were always getting into fights n also hving a mother who’s in nursing n taught her first aid etc) n she literally wld refuse if he tried to be like i can do this myself she’d b like SIT. DOWN. stomping around the place grabbing her supplies n being so angry until it actually came to like.... dabbing his face where she’d b extremely gentle. stark contrast. she’d keep ranting abt how she was gna confront her ex fr it n even if preston was like just leave it she’d refuse at first then eventually be like ok :) w a tight lipped smile bt. the next day bc she knows where her ex hangs out she’d storm up to him on the street n jst fking RIP him a new one she’d b fully shouting at him unleashing such an ungodly rant w no fks given to who was watching..............if it was in a tv show i’d imagine her rampage all silent as opera music plays over the top n she’s jst yelling in slow motion as a child across the street gasps so loud at the multitude of swear words raining in his direction.... honestly i cn imagine this getting bk to preston w how public it was bt i get the feeling tht even tho he might’ve been like nah leave it he wld find her unbridled wrath funny n know it ws rooted in hw protective she is of those she loves which. as reluctant as she ever likes to admit it definitely includes him at this point.....

#scout wilder | preston reid #meme #hallcween

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domesticfluffsimulator · 4 years

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chiyumi94 a réagi à votre billet “chiyumi94 a réagi à votre billet “I’m rewatching the scene with Cor...”

Yeah I agree with you. Noct has a lot to face and take in. I'm just sad that, as a prince and the promised king, he just can't fking do that, like the future is so scary end uncertain that he lives in the past. I also agree about Gilles Morvan doing a more big bro with a job to do role. This Gladio tries to push Noct like a manly man is taught to, but he understands it's hard for him. During the Titan thing Noct's reaction was unjustified.

Yeah! I can understand why he would react the way he does in his situation, and it breaks my heart and all, but it breaks my heart precisely because it is unacceptable behaviour? And I want to grab him and shake him and scream DON’T BE MEAN TO YOUR FRIENDS YOU IDIOT WHY DON’T YOU UNDERSTAND THAT YOU JUST NEED A HUG

And it’s the absolute truth that Gilles Morvan is really fucking good at being the “manly man who is also in fact super soft” and I love him for that and so glad he got to be our Gladio.

#chiyumi94 #birb talking #it's just the gilles morvan vibes #his voice just feels comfortable you know?

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Nbd but the show will not survive without robert jacob sugden tyfyt

THE SHOW WILL NOT SURVIVE AT ALL

He has it all. The comedy, the over-the-top theatrics, the questionable morals, the utter devotion to his friends and family, regularly swings between chaotic evil and chaotic good (and chaotic evil for good), he’s a dick but you want to root for him because underneath it all he’s sweet and kind and loving and incredibly loyal, has been through hell and done stuff he’s not proud of but trying to be a better person.

We all love characters like that and we need them in our lives.

Also, he’s super pretty. For the shallow, vain reasons he needs to stay, because I’m gay but not blind.

Look at him!!

He can immediately make any scene or episode better just by existing in it without even actually having to say or do anything.

He’s a terrible liar, thinks he can dance but really can’t, is a snob, loves chocolate and puddings and sweet treats (I can relate tbh), fought hard to help Liv see herself as worthy, loves his son to death, was ready to give up Aaron if that was what he wanted even if it broke his heart.

He does dumb things and falls out of trees and once had ‘village bike’ engraved on his ex’s wedding ring when she married his brother (which is HILARIOUS, by the way). He proposed to Aaron during an argument because he JUST WANTED TO MARRY HIM and Aaron was making it impossible for him to do this big romantic gesture, so he settled for screaming it at him and chucking the ring in his face because Aaron was stupid and WOULDN’T LET HIM DO IT PROPERLY.

He was able to make amends with Andy, and put the past behind them, even though he had contributed to an extremely hostile home environment where Robert was neglected and abused emotionally, verbally, and physically, and made to feel unloved and unwanted. He forgave all of that and made up with his big brother, because he’s a compassionate person who loves his family above all else.

HE IS INCREDIBLE AND I WILL MISS HIM SO FKING MUCH

#anon #robert sugden #emmerdale #i love love love love him

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hippychick006 · 5 years

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4.16 - On the Head of a Pin

Another great episode, I can’t believe they pack so much into 40 minutes and none of it feels like I’ve got whiplash, because it’s all connected to a single thread and not multiple threads in the same episode. I think it’s also the first episode that uses the burnt wings special effect on a dead angel. I like it. Having suffered through 10 seasons of angels, I like it even more that another one of them is dead.

Sam’s driving, so good opportunity for a broment. They are on their way to meet Ruby, and Dean is tired and pissed, he says “Pamela didn’t want anything to do with this and we dragged her back into it, Sam.” Huh? Quickly checks the previous episode and yeah, no Dean, it was your plan and you gave the whole end of the world speech to Pamela so why are you shouting at Sam?

Trying not to get annoyed at the narrative, we move on.

They arrive at the motel and Uriel and Castiel are in the room waiting for them. At least 2,000 years in existence and they haven’t learned basic etiquette of knocking on a door and waiting to be invited inside.

Intense scene between the angels and Sam and Dean. Cass appears to have been demoted and Uriel is now calling the shots. They are needed - or turns out that Dean is needed, because something is killing angels and they need to find out what. They’ve been torturing Alastair to find out, but their methods have failed, and believe that Dean being Alastair’s student is the most qualified to get the information. Dean refuses, which counts for jack and with a dramatic flap of wings, Sam’s left alone in the motel room.

When they arrive at where Alastair is being held, Dean tries to leave, but Uriel stops him. Dean says, “You can make me do whatever you want. But you can’t make me do this.” I put this line of dialogue up there with Sam’s in Season 10, “I will kill you...dead.”

Dean asks to speak to Castiel alone and makes a wise crack about Uriel’s sense of humour, Castiel responds, “Uriel is the funniest angel in the garrison, ask anyone.” Dean asks Castiel why Uriel seems to have put a leash on Cass and Cass responds that his superiors have begun to question his sympathies. He’s getting too close to the humans in his charge which can impair his judgement.

Dean ultimately agrees to help. Alastair is not impressed and sings “Heaven, I’m in heaven...” I like he’s tapping his bare feet while he sings.

Dean wheels a covered cart over and takes off the cover to reveal torture tools. And thank you show for the mob!boss Dean scenes during this episode. Dean doesn’t respond to Alastair’s taunts except when he says. “How about for all the things I did to your daddy?” Going after a Winchester? That’ll do it.

Back at the motel, Ruby’s arrived. He wants her to help him find Dean because he doesn’t think Dean is strong enough to face Alastair. I don’t think Sam’s wrong on this one.

Back to mob!boss Dean, Alastair taunts that his daddy was on the rack for 100 years and didn’t take the offer. That he was made of something unique. Dean appears to be ignoring him as he prepares his torture tools. Alastair continues “But daddy’s little girl, he broke. He broke in thirty.”

mob!boss Dean gamely shrugs it all off and walks over to Alastair, “Let’s get started.” Cue to outside and Castiel listens to Alastair’s screams.

Back at the motel, Ruby casts a spell which causes a map to completely burn except a small circle which indicates where Dean is. And why don’t they use this spell more often? Or even better, get tracker chips for one another since one is always needing to be found.

We finally find out that Sam’s been drinking Ruby’s blood. And not in a sexy vampire way.

Back to Alastair and mob!boss Dean. Torture session is still going on, but we pan away and see a tap is turning on its own, leaking water onto the enochian trap.

Anna turns up to speak to Castiel. Her human body would have burned up in the explosion when she got her grace back, but Anna has apparently called in some old favours. Alastair gets louder at that point and I swear he’s shouting “bull fking shit”. Possibly that’s just me. Anna tells Castiel to stop the torture session before it ruins Dean. Castiel responds, “Who are we to question the will of God.” Anna says she doesn’t think it is god’s will, but one of their superiors.

Briefly back to mob!boss Dean and Alastair is coughing up blood now.

Back to Anna and Castiel. Anna says, “The father you love. You think he wants this? You think he’d ask this of you? You think this is righteous?” Castiel can’t look at her and she continues, “What you’re feeling? It’s called doubt.” Anna implores Castiel to work with her, but he brushes her off, saying he’s nothing like her and tells her to go.

Back to the room and Alastair tries to villain monologue with what the master plan was. mob!boss Dean’s not interested and pours salt into his mouth. Alastair, “Something caught in my throat... I think it’s my throat.” Alastair keeps talking though and eventually says, “And it is written that the first seal shall be broken when a righteous man sheds blood in hell. as he breaks, so shall it break... We had to break the first seal before any others. Only way to get the dominoes to fall, right? Topple the one at the front of the line.... when we win, when we bring on the apocalypse and burn this earth down, we’ll owe it all to you, Dean Winchester.”

Dean’s visibly trying to control himself at this revelation. Alastair doesn’t see because Dean’s turned away from him, but what Alastair does see is the trap is now broken. Dean turns around to kill Alastair but he’s now standing right behind him.

Dean is getting beaten badly and where tf is Castiel? Alastair picks Dean up by the throat and holds him against the pentagram cross. “You got a lot to learn boy, so I’ll see you back in class bright and early Monday morning.”

Castiel has finally arrived and stabs Alastair with the demon killing knife, but Alastair has stronger powers. Angel/Demon fight and Castiel is hung on a handy coat rack while Alastair performs the spell to send him back to heaven.

Sam’s arrived though and with no visible effort holds Alastair against the wall and starts torturing him only using his powers. He gets the confession out of Alastair within 1 minute - and why didn’t we do this earlier?’

Alastair taunts Sam to send him back to hell if he can. Sam smiles, “I’m stronger than that now. Now I can kill.” Castiel gets whiplash looking at Sam after he says that and watches on concerned as Sam kills Alastair. Not shedding any tears over here. Dean’s torturer is dead.

Dean’s in the hospital and looks in a bad way. Sam’s pissed and demands Castiel heal Dean. Castiel refuses and Sam says that Castiel and Uriel caused Dean to be in there, because they can’t keep a simple trap together. That the whole thing was pointless in the first place because the demons aren’t responsible. Something else is.

Castiel disappears to have a conversation with Uriel. Castiel suggests their father isn’t giving the orders, that there’s something wrong. Uriel nopes out. Castiel calls for Anna and when she appears, he tells her he’s considering disobedience but he doesn’t know what to do. He asks her to tell him what to do. Anna responds: “Like the old days? No, I;m sorry. It’s time to think for yourself.”

Castiel is back in the prison room investing the trap and sees the tap that was turned on. Uriel appears and long story short, turns out Uriel’s been trying to recruit angels to the side of Lucifer. Those that refuse, he’s killed. He makes the same offer to Castiel and Castiel refuses. They fight, Uriel gets the upper hand, but luckily Anna turns up and kills him with the angel blade. I think this is the first time this weapon is used? I like the weapon, I just don’t like the inconsistency of who it can be used on.

Castiel is in the hospital room with Dean and he’s off the vent and awake. They have an important discussion where Castiel confirms Alastair didn’t lie, that Dean broke the first seal before they could get to him (though they did try to rescue him before it was broken - I think Castiel truly believes that). Dean asks why they didn’t just leave him there and Castiel answers, “It’s not blame that falls on you, Dean, it’s fate. The righteous man who begins it is the only one who can finish it. You have to stop it.”

Dean says he’s not strong enough, that he can’t do it. He’s not the man either of their dad’s wanted him to be. “Find someone else, it’s not me.” Poor Dean. And poor destihellers, a lot of Castiel and Dean content and not a single second points to Destiel.

#supernatural #season 4 #rewatch #4.16 #on the head of a pin #episode review

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throwness · 6 years

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Saeran/Ray Route. AKA THE UGLY CRY ROUTE. Spoilers Ahead!

Alright where do I begin. . . If you thought 707’s route hurt you, nope. Ray’s route I can almost guarantee will make you ugly cry.

Lets talk about rays route shall we?

So we’re not gonna ignore that Saeran kidnapped you from the very beginning but I mean MC what kind of basic lack of home training do you have that you legit iust followed a yolo text telling you to get into a car to be taken to an undisclosed location.

Oh yes enter Ray persona. “Test my game for me you beautiful creature that I’m already admittedly probably in love with because I have no reference for what it feels like to be loved or in love. But you make me feel less lonely so please don’t leave me.”

Ray is a princely figure throughout your first couple days with him. Only to later realize that Rika has utterly adopted his mothers tactics to manipulate him into doing what she wants out of what is essentially pure spite. Rika also adopts the persona of being Saeran’s true mother as she calls herself. Oddly enough, you actually get more insight on what type of person Rika is and how she perceived herself in Ray’s route than V’s.

Even in everyone’s else’s route before Saeran I never found myself actually attracted to Saeran. Rather, I found him to be someone that was grossly similar to Rika in the fact that he simply wanted to be accepted and loved by anyone. No matter what love meant to the other person. He was willing to devote his entire being simply for the other person to achknowledge him as a person. This becomes even more clear if you get Rays bad ending. It’s clear to see why even in past routes Rika was more than just Rika, she was a godly being for Saeran. Albeit through means of heavily drugging him and manipulative tactics but that’s how he saw Rika. Just as he named you his goddess, Rika was the all mighty savior.

Ray is already very upset that he has to take the elixir. It causes him to undergo pain beyond measure. Which is why he goes so out of his way to do everything he can so that the player doesn’t have to take the elixir. He even goes to make a fake exilir in case Rika asks for MC to drink it to prove herself.

This poor sweet child has been nothing but continuously abused and used as a tool.

He himself thinks he’s no good. BECAUSE LITERALLY HE HAS BEEN CONDITIONED LIKE THIS HIS ENTIRE FUCKING LIFE. LIKE PLEASE I JUST WANT TO PROTECT YOU AND LET YOU BE HAPPY. LOOK AT HOW FRAGILE HE IS. YOU CAN STILL SEE THE OLD WOUNDS HIS MOTHER GAVE HIM ON HIS BODY

Like this poor baby STOPPPPP. When they released Ray’s route I did not expect myself to cry as much as I did going through this route.

NOW let’s transition to Saeran persona. We’re also not going to ignore that Saeran abused MC for literally days. Both trying to manipulate her and physically starving her so she’s weakened. I think we all knew from the beginning that Saeran was projecting all his fears and feelings onto MC in hopes of personifying his perceived weaker self and dominating them. I’m not excusing any of this AND NEITHER SHOULD YOU. Someone being mentally ill does not give them any rights to abuse others around them because they are damaged. But this is also where I was very emotionally driven. This arc stirred an anger in me towards both Rika and V. As most of us know it has been about six months since Rika had disappeared. But thing is Saeran was taken in by Rika and V a LONG while before. Like Rika you literally killed his mom how has this not come up anywhere in conversation????? LIKE REALLY DID YOU LEGIT GET AWAY WITH MURDER??? I digress. What makes me so angry is that ONLY FKING RIGHT NOW does V actually realize “maybe....I waited too long and should have helped Saeran and protected him LIKE I PROMISED SAEYOUNG ALL THOSE YEARS AGO AND NOT LIED ABOUT IT UNTIL HE WAS SO TRAUMATIZED THAT HIS PERSONALITY SPLIT”. LIKE V???? YOU JUST SEE THAT NOW? RIGHT NOW????? WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU DIDNT REALIZE WHAT RIKA HAS DONE TO HIM??? YOU BEEN FOLLOWING HER SINCE SHE FOUNDED MINT EYE SHE HAS A ENTIRE FOLLOWING OF PEOPLE???? YOU KNEW SHE WAS MENTALLY ILL LIKE??? HUH????? Okayyyyyy. . .

Back to Saeran. Even as MC is getting tortured by Saeran this is the scene that broke me in this route.

His complete breakdown after being unable to cope with his feelings and being unable to break MC. This is the scene where he says something along the lines of “I’ll just kill you now so you can’t torment me; only I can torment you” and where he desperately tries to get a response from MC.

I’m not sure how everyone else responded but when it came to the choose I chose to say nothing. The following line of Saeran saying “why aren’t you saying anything? Tell me! TELL ME IT’S PAINFUL!” Completely broke me. I realized here he still just wants someone to accept him....in the form of him as their abuser...but accepting him nonetheless. Also props to Saeran’s VA. You screamed a lot in this my dude. It paided off. You made Saeran become really alive delivering all your lines the way you did. Honestly even above Rika’s VA, you did....amazing. You’re both amazing but DAMN YOU MADE ME TOO EMOTIONALLY ATTACHED.

Anyway,

The line is delivered so desperately. He just wants a response any response. Silence is just the same as death for him. What good is a toy that won’t respond to you? Validate me as a person that is strong and not useless. Only my toy makes me feel whole.

Saeran and Ray are entirely the same. “Please don’t leave me. I’m scared. ”. Of course Ray and Saeran are the same person. After this....his decision to tell V to take MC away from here seals the deal. That’s Saeran’s way of saying he loves you enough to let you go. That sounds cliche af but that’s what happen. The difference is the deliverance of how it went about is what made it worthwhile.

He spent 9 days trying to do one thing. And that was to get you to not leave. Now he just wants you to be okay even in his madness.

I wont lie. V did save redeem himself a little when he came clean. And the proceeded to of course OF COURSE sacrifice himself and be putty in Rika’s hands. Yes Rika is a monster. Granted I still stand by my opinion that she isn’t the monster that some people make her out to be, but she’s still a monster. When Ray/Saeran become one and shows Rika all the receipts I mean I was Z-snapping everywhere tbh.

Both Saeran and Rika became what they hated most. Their mothers. The difference is Rika believed it made her strong, Saeran realized that’s what made him weak.

Overall I think Ray’s route was the most impactful for several reasons. But I’ll just name two.

1. The entire story has VAs. The delivery of the lines make a difference in how we perceive the characters. A lot of the times we have to imagine how they said it. Here we actually get to hear how it was intended. It made it that more immersive to the point of sometimes I forget this is just a game.

2. The story was well driven and you don’t get the complete satisfaction of everyone’s happy ending. This was intentional of course. Someone has to lose their life. You spend most your life hiding with Saeran and Rika has V wrapped back in her fingers...Continuing the cycle of their toxic relationship. Until we get an after ending for both V and Ray. I have to say these reviews are incomplete.

You made it to the end. Thank you!

Enjoy happy pictures.

Honestly I think Saeran has the best kiss out of all.

#mysme ray #mm saeran #saeran choi #review #route review #mystic messenger #ugly crying #mysme saeran #mm ray route #mm ray #ray route

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youre--not-the-only-one · 6 years

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Look, i usually don't complain or talk over detaill about my personal stuffs.

But i can't help for feeling so bad and so confused about this.

(also i have literally no one to talk about this and i think anyone who i tell it is going to miss interpretedet or over react about it)

So, the thing is.

Today i went to my boyfriends house, yesterday he said he wants to see me and he was really horny (we had a figth earlier that day) so i agreed to meet with him, order some food and watch a movie but i *literrally and escifically* tell him than i *do not want* and not gonna have sex with him (unless i change my mind in the moment so i let him know). I tell him and he agree.

So, today i was in his house, we bougth food, we choose a movie on netflix, everything cool. But after food, we're laying in his bed watching the movie and he can't keep his hands off me, i tell him not to touch me in a sexual way (i was comfortable with cuddling and that) but he keep pausing the movie and sayin' to me "gimme kisses" "let's take a nap" and pulling me closer to his body, and i really don't wanna start to make out i just wanna watch the fking movie.

Then his little brother came to the room (to playing vídeo games or something idk) and a little longer his another brother was there just watching something on his cellphone. And i was like "cool, let's just watch the movie, holding hands haha next to each other" but the dude can't keep his fking hands out off me. Like dudeeee i was so akward like he trying to lay down with me and me like "i do not want to prettend take a nap with you i'm not sleeping, if you wanna sleep why did you said me to come and hang out?"

I was out of nerve so i started to ignore him, cheeking my facebook or whatever so the dude went mad and he started to ignore me too, he just turn arround and don't look at me. It was sooooo fcking akward i just wanna run out of that situation.

But then (here comes the worst part) he get tired of ignored me so he started to trow away my phone and huging me and kissing me, touching me, with his little brothers in the same room! And i really was sooo uncomftable, and i can't make a scene i do not wanna the kids saw me screaming and pushing their brother (in firts place i don't want the kids saw -or hearing- us kissing or thouching each other, like god sake! Is logic.) so i just keep quiet and tell my self "okay, just let him do what he wants, let him hug you, and rub against you under the sheets, is ok is just a moment, is no big deal, nothing you don't do before"

In the moment he held me againts his chest the only thing that cross my mind it was

"I want to go home"

And i break down in tears.

I feel so... weak, so powerless, so defensless that i only want to run away from that and going home.

It came to me all the time that i just give up to him, close my eyes and ate my pride (and comfort) for pleasing him and makes me feel awfull.

I feel scare and was the firts time i really understand how toxic and abusive was muy relationship. And feel like and idiot for let that monster groung just beneath my eyes.

#me #emotional abuse #abusive boyfriend #toxic boyfriend #i don't know how to tag this #i don't know how to feel #relationship #toxic relationship #abusive relationship #anxitey #sorry for the bad english

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quell-tea-salon · 6 years

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THE IDOLM@STER SideM 3rdLIVE TOUR report - Makuhari Day 1

In a nutshell: IT WAS FKING AMAZING

As I’m typing this my SideM timeline is being flooded with adorable photos by the cast members ahjdgGskljh and they’ve published the set list for today’s concert so please have a look.

INCOHERENT SCREAMING UNDER THE CUT also pls note that i refer to the cast members by their given nicknames :3c

First of all, i did NOT expect the concert to be FOUR HOURS LONG. I mean i knew it’d be longer than the standard 2 hours because well, 16 groups??? And it was absolutely amazing from start to finish so it didn’t even feel that long goddddd i’m so grateful that i got to watch it ;___;

Since the set list is available for all to see i’ll just jot down some commentary...

I only realised today that the seat i got assigned for today’s LV was in the FIRST ROW, DEAD CENTER and while this would be great at a concert, i generally prefer the back row at the cinema bc being so close to the screen is actually really uncomfortable. You get a sore neck from looking up and the edges of the screen are outside your field of vision...... but i count myself lucky just to have a seat so there’s that. As it was my first SideM concert i also sorta wanted to be able to watch the people in front of me wrt what to do.... thankfully i’d seen enough footage of SideM live events to have a rough idea of the calls, etc.

Anyway, onto the actual event. Yamamura was the first to appear, going over the guidelines and rules of the concert. He mentioned that there wouldn’t be an interval, to make time for more songs! (The audience cheered lol)

The whole cast of 46 members came onto stage for the opening talk and introductions. After that, DraSta was the first to perform (Starlight Celebrate). As a DraStaP this made me happy ^^ But i was surprised that they were singing the Starting Line songs, which made me wonder if the rest of the groups would do the same.... (They actually did, but some sang the first song in their starting line singles while others sang the 2nd song???) Shugon and Taso were amazing live and delivered solid performances as usual. Taku was a bit inconsistent, but maybe the nerves got to him.

Beit’s Tomorrow Diamond - I LOVE their outfits so much!!!!!!!! So princely and sparkly T_T At one part while the camera was on Ume he fucking BIT HIS GLOVE and the whole room SCREAMED hsjdsshagah idk maybe it was coming loose and he was trying to adjust it but anyway he killed like half the people in the theater. Also at the end of the song Ume knelt on one knee and made a gesture like he was holding out an engagement ring and everyone died lmao i was so mad i actually said out loud YOU CAN'T DO THAT and the person next to me laughed. Oh and apparently the white gloves were a new addition to their prince outfits (according to Horieru). Maybe they were there just so Ume could bite them and kill some people smh

Cafe Parade’s Reversed Masquerade - zombie dance! They are so cute T_T I would watch a whole musical performed by them....... The groups in the 3rd Anniversary Disc 01 (Cafe Parade, Alte, Legenders) all got to sing their new songs, but sadly not the collab song.Eternal Phantasia.

Shinsoku’s Burning Cool de Kagayaite - I loooooooooooove watching these two, their outfits are gorgeous and badass and Machuyan is irl suzaku GOD HE IS SO TALL AND TONED... Doing the “oi oi oi!” call was super fun >< Fukamachi had so much fun that he forgot to sing one of his lines lmao

Sai came up next but it was a BRAND NEW SONG which had everyone was in a mild panic bc we couldn’t recognise the song intro and were like W-WHAT COLOUR DO WE SET OUR PEN LIGHTS TO??? until they appeared on stage and then it hit us that OH MY GOD IT’S A NEW SOOOOOONG lol. Later during the talk segment Yamashita Daiki said that he was trying his best not to laugh at the audience’s visible confusion at the start of the song wwwwwwww

Jupiter appeared next on stage and we just SCREAMED because JUPITER!!!!! And screamed louder because Over AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It;s so good to have the whole team here, esp when Touma and Hokuto were absent for 2nd Live T_T

S.E.M - Study Equal Magic. My other honmei unit.... I’m SO HAPPY that i got to do the takenoko dance with everyone <333333333 Yoshiki lost a lot of weight and looks really good..... From what i could see from his twitter he lost heaps of weight rapidly so a lot of us were worried but i think he mentioned recently that he switched to the bulk up phase and he looked fit and healthy on stage which is a relief. Totto actually flubbed one of his lines 8D;;;;;;

HiJo - JOKER All Mighty. Another song i’m super happy to get to participate in!!! Though at the cinema we were swinging our penlights instead of towels. They’re all so cute ;;;;;;;; Nogami sounded amazing live too. Naganyan and Hirohiro didn’t disappoint and gave us some Natsuki/Jun fanservice 8)

KOGADO’S FIGHT SCENE WAS RIDICULOUSLY BADASS WTF and mostly choreographed by Hime apparently??????? They still hold the title of SideM’s action unit....... Also I love Hamanon so much, he gave SO MUCH fanservice to the cameras........ blowing kisses, making and serving ramen (twice, lol), making hugging gestures........ Hamanon is a national treasure >< Also Hime dyed his hair silver and got extensions (ponytail) to match Ren <333

Speaking of Hime, he ended his (very cute) message to the audience by switching to Ren mode and saying “Baaaaaaaka” which the audience LOVED lol but F-LAGS were next and Sanpei-san was like “Wow aren’t Kogado just lovely” LOL

I was excited to see Legenders ofc as they’re my third tantou unit but tbh i’m not in love with their new song Symphonic Brave. Ig i should be happy that they’ve moved on from emo (but sexy) to more uplifting songs ;w; But the moodiness was what drew me to Legenders in the first place.... and I love Amehiko’s voice in the darker songs...

Kaleid TOURRHYTHM. I feel SO blessed to get to hear this T_T The full Jupiter team with W..... i love this song sm.........

When it was W’s turn during the talk segment, Kikuti actually started tearing up as he was overwhelmed by gratitude;;;;; Yamati (and the audience) kept cheering him on but he couldn’t stop crying...... my baby T___T W also went to hug Jupiter bc they were so happy that all three were present! We feel you!!!

Fun! Fun! Festa! was another super fun song to chant along with. Horieru had Kaerru with him and they made such a cute pair.... TakaP did The Wink at the camera and killed the remaining half the people in the cinema lol just arrest everyone from Beit tbh. Oh and Ume did the MAKUHARIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII thing again wwwwwwwwwwwwwww

F-LAGS got to ride the trolleys around the corridor between the 2nd and 3rd floors while performing Yumeiro Voyager :D I’m sure it was a treat for everyone sitting in those seats! Sanpei-san kept making lovehearts with her hands at the camera sajhgf;ag;dka i love her sm ;_______; She also tweeted a couple of days ago that she dyed her hair green to match Ryouchin.... she is an angel....

Mofu Mofu En took full advantage of the cameraman that was on stage with them and made lots of adooooooorable faces at the camera, killing lots of people as well......

Natsujikan Graffiti!! Every time the camera zoomed in on Shiraim (and Matsuoka, for that matter) there would be giggles wwwww Those two are just so awkward and funny and lovable wwwwwwww Anyway, they released a few giant balloons during this song, for the audience to bounce around to each other. I thought it was a pretty neat gimmick that matched the party tone of the song.

Ryuusei Parade was next and i legit whispered “yabai” when the intro played....... All my fav groups in one song T____T It was amazing, as expected,,,

S.E.M performed From Teacher to Future next, and I’m not sure if it was intentional or not but Enokiya tripped and fell right at the start of the song lol.

HiJo caused a stir when they too appeared on the trolleys for Sunset Colours. They threw what looked like squishy toy (foam?) balls at the audience as they were wheeled around the venue. I was jealous ^q^ Shiraim mimed playing the drums with some balloons that were attached his trolley as decorations wwwwwwwww Why is he so weird wwwwwwwwwwww

Omg, this next part SHOOK US ALL. The intro for Alice or Guilty started playing and we were all like “Omg??? Really???!!!!!!!?????” then Jupiter appeared on stage in their 961 black jackets and we SCREAMED bc we could not fking believe what was happening!!! The person next to me started crying... I was just in shock the entire time....... After the song ended the stage screen showed Jupiter’s logo from their 961 years transforming into 315′s Jupiter logo and we LOST OUR SHIT. I actually yelled when i saw some stagehands go on to the stage to help Jupiter change into their green jackets, then the intro for BRAND NEW FIELD kicked in and by then everyone was in tears ;____; Jupiterrrrrrrrrrr you’ve come so far....... we love you.........

DraSta performed Arrive To Star (Shugon was srsly Teru the entire time, i love him sm!!!!), after which the whole cast joined them on stage in 3rdLive outfits (the same ones in the Live on Stage game!!) to sing Reason!!. We screamed when the screen displayed a new group illustration of all 16 units in the Reason!! outfits T________T They’d commissioned new artwork just for today’s concert aaaaahhhhhhh

The last song was BeyoDori, where I once again wished that i had 6 pairs of eyes to catch everything that was happening (the stage is very full with 46 ppl lol). Kuma-chan stays in the air for so long when he jumps.................

Break for encore. President Saitou appeared on screen to update us on new releases and announcements, after which the cast returned to the stage to perform GLORIOUS RO@D and DRIVE A LIVE.

Other random things

Kanbara-san is very generous with his “Chao <3″ ughhhh i loVE HIM and every time he throws an “Angel-chan and Angel-kun <3″ at us i just love him even more

Sanpei-san running onto the center stage after being provoked by Murase lol but being disappointed that her teammates didn’t join her

Kuma-chan egging on the audience to do Massan’s “Kawaii!” call, much to Massan’s embarrassment wwwwwwww

Enokiya being as dry and snarky as usual

Shugon’s smile is 10000000000000000000000 watts, have i mentioned that i love him? He also blew a few kisses at the camera and i died over and over again ugh take him away

SUPER EXCITED for the France shuffle team! I love everyone in that group T_T Teru, Hideo, Amehiko, Suzaku.... They also showed us a bit of the new song where they’re all dressed in blue and white military(?)/knight outfits. (Edit: OMFG I LOGGED ONTO LIVE ON STAGE APP AND THEY’VE ALREADY IMPLEMENTED THE GACHA FOR FRANCE EVENT I’M DYING)

Kasama-san was such a gentleman in both of his messages/talk time... how is he real........

During talk time Machuyan put his arm around Kobapyon’s shoulders and they looked so cosy lmao i wish for something similar to happen with Suzaku and Saki-chan SUZAKU GOOD LUCK

The 3rdLive outfits are REALLY cute >< Unlike in the LOS game, each unit has their own twist on the outfit (eg Cafe Parade has frilly shirts, S.E.M has black shirts) and even within units each character’s outfit is unique (Jirou's short sleeves, Michiru has a headband etc)

There’s so much more but this is all i can remember for now and i need to sleep to recharge for tomorrow’s LV!!! I’ll do another report for tomorrow too!

I’ll just leave some predictions for tomorrow’s set list (wishful thinking):

DraSta - Dramatic Nonfiction, Sayonara SumHol

SEM - Moon Night, Infinite Possibilities (or even duet of SSH and MunNai?!)

Legenders - ALL THREE OF THEIR SONGS PLS AND THANKS

If it’s another 4-hour show........ maybe all their solos? God that would be amazing *whimpers*

#idolm@ster sidem #SideM #nakamura shugo #umehara yuichiro #nogami sho #kanbara daiki #shirai yuusuke #event report #dramatic stars #beit #S.E.M

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