#also i don't even think i will be here during the rescheduled dates

[halfmoondaze]

can you write something about the reader and jack getting into a fight while he’s on tour? the reader is really frustrated cause they’re at home, working and raising the kids. they feel super stressed and they don’t have much help, so they take it out on jack.

Don't Shut Me Out

“Oh and then-”

“That’s great Jack” you said in a dry tone interrupting him while he was telling you about some exciting thing that happened while on tour.

He immediately noticed your change of demeanor, even while talking on the phone.

“You seem off, what’s wrong?”

“Nothing’s wrong”

“Y/N, you know you can tell me everything, right?”

“Yeah”

“Babe c’mon-“

“WOULD YOU DROP IT JACK, I SAID EVERYTHING IS FINE” you snapped.

Silence took over the other line.

Then, that’s when Y/N started silently sobbing at the other line of the phone.

The truth was that everything was far from fine. Y/N has been struggling for a while and she had now reached a point where she wasn’t able to hide it anymore.

When Y/N got pregnant with your first child, Aitana; Jack didn’t think it twice before putting his whole career on hold to be with her every step of the way, wanting to be present as much as possible. It was a dream. And she was so appreciative of having such a supporting partner by her side. Then two years later, came baby #2, Safiya Harlow.

The first three months were difficult but she managed to work through it. But the problem lay in the fact that Y/N was in denial that she was struggling emotionally with all of this, and when the opportunity for Jack to resume his career, she didn’t think twice before encouraging him to go and tour the world.

During the time he spent with Y/N during both of her pregnancies, he felt more inspired than ever and took all the time he needed to make music without worrying about a deadline or pressure from his label. By the time his second child was born, he had already released two albums without any plans to promote them. Somehow, both albums charted at #10 on the US Billboard 200 chart.

Y/N knew deep down Jack missed touring, so she convinced him to tour again. And after talking about it though he agreed to do so, but only in cities nearby as he didn’t want to be so far away from home. Not long after he left, things started to get difficult again. The constant cries from Safiya every time you were out in public, made you consider staying home forever; and dealing with chaotic mornings after being sleep deprived for days while dealing with Safiya sleeping routine. It was all getting too much.

After she calmed down from crying, she told him everything.

“Why didn’t you tell me all of this?”

“Because I didn’t want you to think I was a bad mom”

“Hey, hey. Don’t say that. It's not easy dealing with two children. It's not bad to admit you need help. I’ll make some arrangements and go back home”

“What about your tour?”

“I’ll talk to the team and we’ll just reschedule some dates, so I’ll have more time apart to be home for a while. I'll also talk to my parents so they can check on you if you need help”

At that moment you exhaled a breath you didn’t know you were holding as for the first time in weeks you felt relieved.

“Thank you, Jack”

“You don’t have to go through this alone. That’s what I’m here for. Just don't shut me out next time you need help. I love you, and I’ll be there the first time in the morning, ok?”

#jack harlow #jack harlow x reader #jack harlow x you #jack harlow imagine #jack harlow x y/n #jack harlow one shot #jack harlow blurb #jack harlow fluff #jack harlow concepts #jackman thomas harlow #bf!jack #husband!jack #dad!jack #jack x y/n #jack x you #jack x reader #jack harlow fanfiction #jack harlow fanfic #fanfiction #fanfic

[everythingnoahsebastian]

You know one thing that makes me think Noah might not be in a relationship right now is the fact that he’s always working and touring, let’s be honest unless the girl can go with no attention or physical contact and not seeing him for weeks or maybe even getting shut down cause of his job (not purposely just you know to fully concentrate) then I don’t think any girl could keep up with this, no one likes being away from their significant other or being ignored, or getting dates rescheduled, yes a girl can be understanding but also she would probably get tired? Unless she’s not into affection at all, and not to mention that what if she doesn’t wanna give up her normal lifestyle (talking about being anonymous all the time) like what if she can’t keep up with him?

I am 100% sure Noah is a sweetheart and would definitely make time for his gf and set a few dates, but how long can someone really stick to his side and I swear I don’t mean this in a disrespectful way I’m just trying to see it from a musician point of view, being quarantined is one thing but being out there meeting people, different cities, not enough time, like the only way I can picture this man dating right now would be either: casual hookups or dating someone who’s also a musician/singer that knows how hard the lifestyle can get

Omg, you're so right! I personally don't think I could deal with all of it, I'm not saying it's impossible to have a relationship with an artist, but must be really hard. Just imagine Noah being your bf and going like "ok, bye I'm off touring" and I'd be like "No sir, you stay here with me", jk!

But yeah, whoever gets to date him, good luck, It's gonna be hard during tour seasons or the fact that fans will be over him whenever they go out for dinner or whatever! ☹️

#noah sebastian #bad omens

[wndaswife]

I'm not even lying when I say that I think milf is interested in you. From how they act and her saying that she likes to your time together during dates like?!!?? I don't know maybe I'm reading info it.

Anyways now that you have your own place maybe movie nights at your place?? Also when did you guys reschedule for?

there are a lot of things that make me think she is interested in me, most things i do not even share on here because i think sometimes i want to be patient and sure with things before i even get excited about them!! tho convos that make me especially giggly i can’t really contain so i have to giggle on the dashboard

either way i just store them in memory and have them marinate while i get closer with her

it’s hard, i don’t know if she’s gay or if im too young for her (tho she told me the guy who she said asked for her number looked like he was in his early 20s and her only concern was that she wasn’t sure if he knew how old she actually is), and even if we r both interested in each other there are just things to feel more confident about mutually before progressing with anything romantic

in a way im not in an enormous rush, we both like seeing each other a lot n still made plans for months in the future :^)

yeah!!! yea yea yea that would be so fun to watch movies with her at my place and stuff :3 there is this really nice place to watch the sunset she said she wants to go to with me and i have such a vivid image of asking to braid her hair bc it’s sooo pretty and i think she really likes physical contact

lots of plans, just excited to have her over

no certain date as of rn because the whole week we’re both busy, likely we might talk about it this weekend when i tell her i’ve moved in!!

#rae responds #anon

[taegularities]

Hey rid! I would love your advice on this one thing... it's super long, so I apologize in advance

I had this guy best friend and I had been best friends with him since 6th grade. I always like him on and off, but never wanted to ruin the friendship. It was clear he liked me too during our senior year of high school, but again we never acted on it.

Flash forward to Halloween of last year, I ran into him while I was drunk. My friend (who was super duper drunk) very loudly said "Okay just give him a goodnight kiss so we could go" Omg Rid I was traumatized!! He was definitely sober and so I knew he would remember!

A couple of days after he had messaged me and basically said he was into me too and wanted to take me out (I was so excited, I felt like my childhood dreams were coming true) We made plans to go our the following week, but he got sick so I asked if he wanted to reschedule. He said yes, but never got back to me. So I had grown the guts to ask him a week after if he still wanted to go to which he was dry and basically stalled it. We haven't spoken since.

I passed him a couple of times on our college campus, but IDK if he was purposefully ignoring me or not because he never smiled like he used to. This morning, I had decided to try to make amends and I messaged him. I basically said "I know things have been weird between us since halloween, but I wanted to clear things up" and "I'm sorry if what happened made you uncomfortable or pushed you away in any way"

It's been over 10 hours and he hasn't even read the message, which honestly breaks my heart. I sent it on snapchat and I'm sure he had slid and read it, but didn't fully read it/respond. I've known him for so long and I'm incredibly sad our friendship was ruined (without a date or anything to formally ruin it) I was really hoping we could at least be on good terms, but honestly I'm so sad that he hasn't responded. He was so sweet and would always respond/be kind to me, so this definitely hit a soft spot in my heart. I genuinely don't know what to do or how to go about it. I feel embarrassed that I sent the message to only receive radio silence. I feel like I made things so much more awkward.

hey love !! oh god, that gives me such high school flashbacks lmao. yeah, i get how you feel, babe, it sounds nerve-wracking and discouraging.

i'm not sure what he feels or what he's thinking, but to me, it feels a bit like he's changed his mind? sometimes we think we're ready for something, but then realise we aren't. so maybe he just doesn't have the energy or courage to date yet; perhaps he really does like you, but can't commit to more. or he's honestly just busy. OR something happened in his private life that he doesn't want to talk about.

i'm so sorry he's been ghosting you – i know you sent this several hours ago, but i hope he's responded by now. if not, you could try asking him if he's alright, and that if he ever needs to talk, you'll be here (or alternatively, take the sassy route and tell him to be clear about what he wants, cos my dude, this is not cool). and if he doesn't respond... i'd suggest to let go for now, bc you don't deserve to be strung along.

and hey !!! also also !!!! in the worst case that he really did change his mind and realised he doesn't feel the same after all, please remember that it doesn't mean you're not good enough. i know we tend to overthink, and then put ourselves down, but you're worth a lot more than that, alright !! hoping for the best, bby <3

#long ask #notes for rid 🌹 #anon

[ambiguouswren]

So I have a lot of feelings about what this New year already has in store for me and I've been trying to figure out somewhere to go to vent this all out and this honestly feels like the safest place right now.

So I have a colleague that from time to time sends me job listings he thinks are relevant to my interest in the world of theatre and prop work because he saw first hand how in my element I was when I worked under him as a fabricator at Ohio Light Opera. And unfortunately most of them have been like...Texas which is a HARD NO from me. But on December 5th he sent me the listing for this prop artisan job in New Jersey. Full Time. Benefits. PTO. And the best pay I've seen for this position to DATE in my hunting. So of course I got super anxious cuz it asked for a cover letter and did nothing about it for nearly two weeks even though I mentioned it to people and thought about it a lot. Then I wrote up my cover letter. Made sure my website and resume were updated and sent it over 2 days before Xmas eve. The woman emailed me back within two hours of sending that email. She said I seemed like a well rounded artisan and she wanted to have a chat with me. It was supposed to be the 28th but she had some issues over the holiday season and we had to reschedule for the 4th at 1pm. And like...while the time to get over my initial bout of imposter syndrome and getting more time to figure out what I will try to say during the interview has been great, it's also been literally one of the only things on my mind since that first email. I want this job you guys. I don't care how hard it would be to uproot my life and move 1100 miles to a northern climate I'm not accustomed to. I want this. This job would allow me to financially afford to live. I could get an apartment (with a co-signer) for myself. I'd be able to pursue my hobbies. I'd be close to NYC which would mean SO MUCH for my cosplay work. It would literally change my life for the better if I can land this job. If I don't....I don't know what I'm going to do. I'm so tired of struggling but I refuse to give up on the career I KNOW is right for me. So if you're reading this any positive energy, praying, manifesting would be SO very much appreciated. I want this win so badly and I will do whatever it takes to get it. I just need them to give me a chance and know I can prove to them that they made the right choice betting on some nonbinary nerd from Florida. (Also this theatre is beautiful. The work they do is so good. Once all this is over, one way or another, I'll share its name.) Here's to hoping. Universe. 2023. Please. I've been working so hard.

#personal #venting #excitement #terrified #i just want it so badly

[cassurrjoybell-30]

Howling Love - Chapter 14

*Warning Adult Content*

Camryn Summer.

"Earth to Camryn, buddy we need you here," Kendra called out as I was stuck going through my itinerary for the road-trip Amille and I were going on.

I had already made a reservation at a spa then a woodland lodge, it was the perfect location for our date, then we would stay there for as long as we wanted until we had to head back home, since we were also getting a week break from school.

It was the perfect time to do so, of course I rescheduled our plans to the free week so it wouldn't impede on any other school plans, it was just great, I was way too excited but I didn't care.

"Yeah, sorry what?" I questioned Kendra who just face palmed.

"Camryn we need you to pick a location for the bigger gym, we also need an evaluation done on the pack house, the houses being renovated also need extra material, we need you to come up with a budget for that too," my mother asserted seriously and I wondered why she was so worked up.

"Uh, Kendra where's my bag?" I asked suddenly, not really surprising him.

I had rushed over to my dad's office after leaving Amille and his cousins with his uncle in the city, apparently they had secretive shopping to do.

I was jealous I couldn't get to shop with Amille but I had spent most the week with him even today morning we had gone on a run together so I couldn't out rightly protest not having time with him.

But I was still jealous. I couldn't help it.

I rummaged through my neatly packed documents bag, Amille had bought if for me.

Apparently, I was messy with documents, so it was better I separate school and pack documents, it made a lot of sense since I could find what I wanted easily. 

"The new location, outlined on the map, the plan structure and all the requirements from budget to contactors, I've already contacted them they start work Monday, pack house evaluation, I had Maxine do the research along with Orlando, we catered to everyone's needs and are changing the kitchen equipment plus the basement pool is freezing, needs fixing, it's being done today, as for the materials I talked to beta Kyra and he's handling the procumbent, this is estimated and final budget approved, the contractors resume work today. Can I go back to what I was doing now?" I stated leaving my mother, Kendra my assistant and also my father who had come in shocked.

"I was prepared to give you  a lecture on responsibility. When did you get all this done?" Mom asserted as I dropped another file on the table.

"During the week. Amille helped, he's a really great motivator, those are the detailed reports of the cases we've had of integrated wolves we've had in the pack, territory expansions and the festival plans," I stated nonchalantly earning a snicker from Kendra.

"I'm impressed, clearly you're ready, all this time I was worried, thought you would never get to this stage but you've been efficient Camryn, these last documents weren't even on your roster for this week or the next," Dad praised and that feeling Amille had told me about bloomed inside of me.

A sense of accomplishment through my father's praise.

I owed it to Amille though, he was the one who helped, along with our friends.

He had made me learn not to rely solely on myself but my friends, we all had school but he shared the work easily and in a few days I had all the work I needed done, complete, he was brilliant.

"I think you're ready, soon the pack will know too, if they don't already, I'm already anticipating the party, it's going to be great," Kendra exclaimed and I turned to look at him questioningly, why was he so pumped up.

"What party?" I demanded and he looked at me in surprise, so did my parents.

"Camryn, you couldn't have forgotten right," Mom stated and I still looked at her with questions.

"Camryn, your birthday is in two days, have you forgotten, why do you think I've been putting you through so much pressure lately," Dad asserted and I had to be honest.

I felt no pressure, I was content, anything that he used to do that made me mad or frustrated lately it barely made a dent on me, with Amille it glided over me because he was my sounding board, he made sense but on the part that my birthday was that soon.

I had completely forgotten, it had slipped my mind even to the point that my wolf stirred at the mention of our birthday, we had no idea.

"You can't be serious, you forgot," Mom mumbled in somewhat a controlled tone.

"I've been so busy, I guess I got caught up with everything it slipped my mind," I replied.

"Or caught up with someone." Kendra whispered and I kicked his shin under the table making him grunt out in pain.

"Don't tell me it's that friend of yours you're always with," Mom stated with a rising anger, her tone did nothing to hide it.

I knew why though, over the course of the week, the more time I spent with Amille, the more I learnt about him and his dad, also about their history.

They were once part of this pack, well his dad was anyway, he had a history with my father which is why he crashed the barbeque and caused the scene.

It also led to me learning why my mother didn't like Amille very much, he was the son of the man her husband used to love and I was close to asking him to be my boyfriend and the school.

Almost everyone saw us as a couple already, she didn't want to acknowledge Amille in my life, it made her angry, you could just tell.

"We aren't talking about Amille here, this is about Camryn," my father suddenly intervened with a low warning growl and I was grateful his intervention sliced through the building tension.

"Yes, yes. I already planned, well half of it is done. I didn't know if you wanted a big party so I planned for both," Kendra mentioned showing me his plans on his tablet whilst my parents had a silent conversation which was making things awkward.

"Kendra I like small parties, they are more meaningful you know that, you can have the big party for the pack, it wouldn't be right not to have them celebrate, I'll meet you later at the shop, I have things to do," I surmised and before anyone could protest I was packing my stuff  and out the door before anyone could say anything.

Once outside and in my car I banged my head on the steering, how had I forgotten my own birthday.

I was turning eighteen and I was going to find my mate.

Was Amille my mate? was he the one?

It started bombarding me, questions and doubts, would I have him when I turned eighteen, would we be together.

It terrified me thinking that we wouldn't be together, the past months had been bliss, he had come into my life and showed me nothing but kindness, the beauty of the world that I had never seen.

He didn't break my heart further no, he made me whole again.

Able to stand on my own two feet, able to stand in front of the pack and lead it with my whole heart, he had done so much for me, was I willing, would I ever be willing to just let him go and love someone else.

I don't think so, I could never lose him, not Amille.

I quickly dialed Orlando wanting to know where they were.

"Hey man, you done already," he exclaimed and I nodded but then realized he couldn't see me.

"Yeah I'm done. Where are you guys?" I asked not wanting to seem desperate but I was.

"By Ford, Amille wanted to get you hotdogs, he said they were your favourite or something," he replied and I chuckled tears bubbling in my eyes, he knew that too.

I had a weird thing about food, I liked it all and didn't have a favourite but then Amille asked the service lady at Ford's cafe to let him make a hotdog in his style.

It seemed ordinary until I ate it and till now it's my favourite thing, they actually paid him for the recipe and named the hotdog after him for some reason, it's actually a patron favourite.

I wiped my tears away calming down.

"Can you guys wait for me there, I'm really hungry," I finally spoke.

"Yeah, sure. Teja stop eating my fries, Amille," Orlando whined before the call cut making me laugh, anything could happen when I turned eighteen and scent out my mate but the one truth I knew was that if it wasn't Amille DeAndre Laurent.

I was rejecting whoever they were, Goddess forgive me, all I wanted was Amille and no one else, he was the one for me, damn the consequences.

[babygirlaffirmations]

11-17-23

For the most part everything is accurate as far as to what happened on each day. But I've had a lot of cummies and sometimes my memory isn't great. Everything happened it's just some minor things on what day.

Tuesday: part written in a previous. Deepest little space. Need refresh on what to write here. Puyallup class. Talk with Akira where he admits to being sexist. Just wanted to try to build a community connection. Was gross. 26 cummies. First long drive where we really utilized that car time for cummies. Going to his class full of his cummies. I can't remember which day. I think this one. There was one scene that he suggested a pause. And used the brief pause to text his wife while I was naked and run down on his bed. I was pissed.

Wednesday: Work scheduled from 9-4. Get sent home early. Take food to go. Master's first experience at the bodega before it closes. Get sent off work at about 2:30. Patrick was mad I spent like 5 mins with Master in a booth. When it was dead. And I was supposed to go home early anyways. Get food to go. See bodega. Go back to the hotel and eat food next to him on the pet bed. I think this is the day we were at the end of the meal and he ended up walking out for a call. Right after I had just said being at his feet was my favorite place. Irony and a slap in the face. His class 6-9. Edmonds class. 40 cummies.

Thursday: Contract start. Empty class. Kitty play. Missed doctor's appointment. Snapdoodle. Bought a sticker. Bought my kitty play collar and tag.

Day starts with us having a 11:45 appointment for my doctor. We went up running late after sleeping in and breakfast pickup at Starbucks taking too long. Rescheduled for 1:15. Used the interim to go to snapdoodle and get toys. Got my fidget snake doodle. Got my crumble fidget, a tiny cow, and a gold bath bomb. Went to the appointment. Got medication refills put in. Got another appointment set with Dian. Set an appointment next month with a nutritionist. So I can see someone again about my Arfid and also work on my cholesterol lowering. Trying to add more fruit in. Decided to skip zoo to try to prioritize contract. That ended to not done early like we wanted. Instead went to pet store for kitty play collar and tag. Decided my kitty play name can be my sub name, Phedra. It's a cute pink collar with stones on it that look like pearls. And silver ones. And a jack skellington tag. Went and got some basic groceries and ate tendies. Traffic was awful and we ended up getting to his office like 7-10 mins late. I guess someone showed up and left cuz the building was locked. But everything happens for a reason. We ended up using 2.5 hours of down time there for a big combined paper pros and cons list. And then rough draft our contract. And use car ride to think of new habits to add to obedience app. We started a like 1.5 hour car ride talk about the realistic expectations of dating him. As far as his family needing access to him. Which interrupts a lot. Multiple times daily. And that often every 4-5 visits his family comes with him to Seattle and stays with him. Which means likely 2 or so skipped visits a year. I think realistically as much as it sucks it would help to at least get one date night in on those times. So we don't have a 2 month drought. I know I would be absolutely shattered and devastated to skip a visit. Knowing the prior visit that a month will be skipped may also help. If we could even get a small date and/or time for sexy time at all that visit it would help tremendously. The idea of being put on the back burner for a visit sounds so awful. Won't be the next visit since Master let me request it off already. But that's gonna break me into a million pieces. That whole interim will suck. That whole month will suck. And during that specific week I'm gonna be absolutely likely not able to function at all. Everything else seems miniscule to the idea of missing a whole visit when that's all we have in person. Really hoping he can work with his wife and family and minimize missed visits. It would be nice if we never had to do that... But unrealistic. But ideal. 😵‍💫 It would also be nice if they could talk and we could have one night that week where she watches the kids. But may have to settle for a couple hours instead of most of a week. Which is already a lot. But would prefer that over going 2 months without my amazing Master and owner. We need that physical. And our physical connection is so strong in so many ways. Our mostly long/short distance relationship needs the visits to keep thriving. Neither of us would be happy with an only long distance relationship. Or losing a big chunk of what in person time we do have. Anyways done harping on that. After our long talk. Filling out that pros and cons list and rough drafting the contract and listening to a chapter of Kushiel's dart together. After all that we got back to the hotel. And decided we had time and space for the kitty play scene we had planned and that I smartly purchased 2 hours of on obedience. Crawling. Playing with yarn. Master taunting me because I couldn't speak. (which I asked for) lots of meowing. Pet bed time. Being walked on a leash. Full nudity. Couldn't get plug to work because it hurt. **This is the fucking third time I've had to type this part of the night because Tumblr is a piece of shit and gave me an error twice. So I've had to move it over to Google note.

What I wrote. Two times. Is how I moved it into sexual contract and how it ended. I rubbed and nuzzled into his cock. And started sucking his cock. And he moved me over to the pet bed. And said he was going to breed me. I had meows of me being in heat. (also I totally forgot my secret talent of being able to purr until I was in the moment.) So he fucked and bred. Cumming in me. At one point stepping on my head. So hot. Moved me to the bed. Started using princess kisses while making eye contact. Fingers. I got to like 68-70. He checked in. And I was a greedy kitty and wanted more. Full of his seed. After so many cummies. He used his hitachi and sometimes fingers to bring me up to 101 cummies. We passed our record. He wrote all over me. And after had me guess what number we hit. And used my hands to write out 101. I was shocked. Our newest daily record. And 101 was the strongest orgasm of the night. And may be the strongest I've ever had with him. So hot. We snuggled. I suggested a light bath. He sat behind me in the tub. Moved me to the bed after he dried me off. Got me under the covers. He had to hold me up a lot of it for walking at that time. Including to help me pee after I had laid down. He when brought me back. Got me comfy under the covers again. Cuffed me. Started playing a nature channel. And I nodded off to watching pretty yellow bugs. And then we both fell asleep.

Friday (today): started off stressful. We had an amazing scene last night. That I'll write more about on the Thursday portion. Started the day off awful. Master woke up at 7 and had an hour long text conversation. And it kept me awake. I was on like 6.5 orgasms. Post 101 orgasms just from Thursday. Ended up crying in bed. Even after all that I straddled him and ended up sucking his cock after. And sat on top of him to ride him. And stuck his cock in me. And we got to 13 cummies before he made me get off and have us start the day. We had breakfast. He made me waffles and gave me a banana I ate half of. He made a breakfast sandwich for himself. And then we headed off to the zoo. Was amazing. Apparently Master is a big zoo buff. Made a pressed coin together. Got zoozoo the angry red finger panda. Rode the carousel at the end. That was my fav. Spent like an hour or over half the time at the farm area. Got a cute photo of me petting one of the cows by stepping up on the fence. Got one cow kissie. Got cute photos of us together. New ones finally. Finished the zoo. Went to the first hill campus early. Parked. Got IHOP. Cute vanilla date where we could just be a couple. Staring into his gorgeous eyes. Anand ended up texting. And we ended up all 3 finally meeting. Master and I agree he is too disappearing. No spark. Not interested in more. Or really able to provide aftercare. After that we looked around at that bookstore. The puppy was cute he brought though. Then we got snackies for this class at QFC. And water at whole foods. Spent a few mins in the car. And went up to his class. Briefly talked about my emotional struggle of the moment. And now we're here. Me typing this in his class of the night. Honestly was pleasantly surprised that he was super present the whole visit. I really loved that.

*Going to try to make time for finishing the contract and adding in talked about obedience habits to the app. Not trying. Prioritizing. And either anal or finally swallowing his cum for the first time. I want the anal. We haven't had a full successful anal yet. We had a failed attempt. And then a partially satisfying attempt. But not him being able to fuck my ass to the extreme with force and cum in my butt.

[snugglebuddyhan]

Tbh, I'm kinda afraid to talk to my phycatrist about my depression, bc I know I'm immediately going to be asked if I'm suicidal, especially considering the counselor during my assessment calling my mom in panic mode to reschedule my appointment to a sooner date after I was done talking to her. I'm not sure how to even begin discussing that topic in detail despite knowing how I feel

I am and have been for the past few years. I admit that, but I don't have a plan to actually unalive myself, BUT I do know how I'd do it if I wanted

Well, it's like I have a plan, but not really?

How exactly am I supposed to tell the doctor that? How do I tell the doctor the thought of no longer being here brings me peace, helps me sleep at night and serves as a serotonin boost on a rough day? It can make me euphoric to think I can put an end to my suffering any time I wanted

How do I tell the doctor that I feel the reason I haven't offed myself is, bc if I do I'd be leaving my mom all alone? I should want to live for myself, not anyone else and there are days I wonder if I'm here, bc I want to be or bc I feel like I need to be. What purpose do I even serve as a person?

How do I tell the doctor I cry and silent scream myself to sleep at night, bc I'm still breathing? It's exhausting living everyday trapped in my mind and as each day ends I know I'll have to wake up and try my best to cope through it all over again

How do I tell the doctor the voice in my head reminds me of the gun in my moms room and gets so persistent about it that I have to physically shake it off

How do I tell the doctor all these things without them thinking I'm going to commit?

I'm 100% sure all of this is going to get me a pair of the ole grippy socks, so at the moment I'm more inclined to keep my mouth shut, but at the same time what if it's what I need? I mean, what's the point of reaching out if all I'm going to do is lie? I'm trying to make the right choices, but I also don't want to make any wrong ones along the way. I don't know what to do

[killmygoldenn]

only chance of me seeing louis is if he comes to dubai :') also one standing ticket is 30 rials which is 5700 rupees :')

#dying pls #i still want to see him so BAD #lmao my parents would never let me 😭 #AND we don't have rescheduled dates #also i don't even think i will be here during the rescheduled dates #PAIN #louis tomlinson #if he comes to India it would be mumbai or delhi #and I'll be in kerala or punjab 😭

[bluewinnerangel]

Harry and Louis' tour dates don't match at all. Your old synchronization theory is ruined🤷🏼‍♀️

Don't match how? I don't even know what synchronization theory you're referring to because it sure isn't mine but I highly doubt it's ruined. I think the fuck not lol, look at this. (below is a modified version of a spreadsheet I got from @/curritta28 on twitter, thank you!)

If we're just going to look at their tour dates to see if they "match" or not, whatever that means, we basically see that Harry can be anywhere until his tour starts in 6 months from now (apart from 2 dates during Coachella, but ok not part of the ask even). Then we have one week, the start of LOT, where they're for sure on different continents, but right after Louis takes a 2 week break. July is the only month that's actually providing the anti juice here as while Harry's touring Europe, Louis has a few shows himself in the beginning of the month, and will be in Australia at the end, with 10 days of them on opposite parts of the world. But there's a week break in Louis' schedule right before as well. Then from August to the end of the year it's just wide open (it's not, because DWD promo and most likely much much more, but again nothing to do with tour) and they could be anywhere. So yeah I don't know what anon tried to say here with it not matching. See for yourself: In the L+H column below it's highlighted in red when it's pretty much not possible for them to physically see each other, yellow is just where I thought it's very unlikely, and green is possible. It's a bit subjective so do look at the dates yourself rather than just the colors there here it is:

More explanations and rambles under the cut because I'm being a bit of a shit and I don't think you need it to understand the overview:

Lol ok I usually don't answer shitty anons, but I'm curious why they thought this was a good idea... Sending it to probably multiple blogs who probably haven't even talked about this? Also this was sent within 15 minutes of Harry announcing his new tour dates yesterday, which is funny because that is in no way enough time to actually check properly... literally saw news of them both touring and the first thing that came to mind is to bug larries about other people's previous posts about old tours asdfssdfe

And what does match even mean, what does synchronising even mean in this case, because both larrie and anti alike could argue both of the following to be a "match": 1) Harry and Louis' tourdates leaving room to see each other, that they take turns so to say doing a bunch of shows while the other takes a break and vice versa, but also the opposite: 2) them touring at the exact same time (like synchronising that they will both not be home, both working, taking into account each others work schedules, to then be home at the same time again) So no matter how you view it you can just.. make it work for your own beliefs? So it doesn't do anything.

Anyway, thanks anon for giving me the motivation to make that overview, as you can see they pretty much can always, apart from a couple of weeks, be together if we follow their tour dates only, so congratulations you played yourself.

And now I'll go on a rant about this whole discussion in general, because I'm honestly a little annoyed about this idea that they'd have to work their schedules around each other in order for them to be together. And seeing this overview... I for one am gonna be relieved there will be shows where nobody will try to take potato pictures of shadowy figures in boxes or tiktok receipts or OMG U GUYS THIS IS LOUIS *points at a chair* ajssjshs.

But apart from those few weeks they do have all the room in the world to follow each other around, that doesn't mean they are. I don't think they are. I think with a pandemic (not only the part where it's harder to travel but the amount of times they had to reschedule all these shows I am honestly getting worked up with the idea of there being a possible date to do a show but them going "nah not that one because then that'll break the 2 week rule lol" I mean is that really what you want them to do? I hope no one actually does?), their careers, their many business ventures, and a long term settled not to mention closeted relationship, just being a fking adult asdjks, I don't think it's realistic to expect them to work stuff around each other, like at all. Although it does seem they are still putting in effort to do so, with for instance Louis showing up in LA around Harry's shows there, so going to a few shows sure, having breaks together if it works out sure, but I don't think there's much logic to the idea of them following each other around the globe as some kinda necessity (and often it's about Louis following Harry and solo louies hating the fuck out of it, I know, and yeah honestly kinda same.)

Plus they'll sure fill these huge green spree times with other things, like promo etc, and we will see how they're both doing different stuff on many of these gaps there, but let's just see what anon said here, if their "tour dates don't match at all".... if you wanna take one week in June + a minimum of 10 days / maximum of the whole month of July of them both doing what they love as "proof" of them not being together be my fucking guest, that makes as little sense as assuming larries are taking them being MIA, or all these green bits in this case, as "proof" of them being together, because it doesn't.

rant out.

[rosekasa]

prompt 16 with adrinette? 🥺 👉👈

hello dia ily

we're also ignoring the fact this is 9 months late

AO3 / from this prompt list

"It's starting!"

Nino produced his camera.

Kim and Ivan put down their hot chocolates.

Marinette huffed. 

Standing on her tiptoes, she surveyed her line of sight. Nothing but a forest of people much, much taller than her.

She bet Alya could see her suffering and was probably laughing at her. She was right at the top of the hill with the others — where Marinette would've been if she wasn't stupid and actually listened to advice.

"Why don't the taller people stay closer to the front and the shorter people stay back on the hill?" Alya had said, inspecting an aerial map of the park. She was the one who'd broached the idea for the entire class to go to the fireworks show tonight, and she never messed around when it came to being a good host. "So, Kim, Ivan, Nino, Juleka, Adrien, you guys stay up front. The rest of us will be at the back."

Marinette had scoffed. "Hey. I'm not short."

The entire class had turned to her, eyebrows quirked under winter hats.

"I'm not!" she'd insisted. "I'll prove it. I'm gonna go stand up front and have a perfect view of the show from there."

"Fine." Alya had bitten back a smile, eyes sliding over to Adrien, fast enough for no one but Marinette to notice. "I'd never want to deprive my best friend of a perfect view."

A line of fireworks soared up, golden shards slicing through the sky. Music boomed from the speakers right beside them, vibrating through her teeth.

Hands shot up with them, phone cameras at the ready, cheers racking through the park.

Marinette sighed. There was no way she could talk to Adrien over all this noise. 

As of two weeks ago, they were dating, which was a funny way to put it considering they were still yet to go on an actual date together. In fact, they were still yet to spend even an hour alone together, Adrien being in the middle of promo for his father's winter fashion line that felt like it'd last forever. He'd asked her out via text message, in the pinch of time he had between hair and makeup and outfit change and photoshoot — a rushed, typo-ed, OH YEAJ MY LADY B4 I GO DO UBWANNA BE MY GIRKFRIEND before disappearing for another six hours. 

And, thus far, their relationship had been pretty much the same — stolen, texted moments between school and homework and Chinese classes and fencing lessons and modelling. After four months of intense eye contact and sitting way too close together during patrols, she would've hoped that being his girlfriend would have given them an opportunity to do something about all that tension.

She'd hoped that that something could've been done tonight. A last minute photoshoot reschedule had left him with a free slot for the evening, and, somehow, Nathalie had convinced Mr Agreste to let him come to the show. It had sounded so perfect — fingers intertwined, watching fireworks streak the sky, whispering in each other's ears, alone in their own little bubble.

A cardboard cup tumbled to the ground. Warm liquid spattered across Marinette's jeans. Someone had thrown their drink off the side of the hill, and now she had hot chocolate dripping down her calf.

"Well, that's gonna stain," Adrien said, looking down.

The music had died down a little, enough for her to hear him. Or maybe she'd just gotten used to it.

"I guess it's my own fault for following you guys down here," she said. "And wearing pink jeans."

Three chrysanthemums burst above them, dyeing the sky red.

Adrien laughed. "I think your pink jeans are cute."

"Thank you for supporting my bad decisions."

"Always, My Lady."

Something shimmered up ahead, behind the knot of figures in thick winter coats and woolly hats. A collective, awed ooh rippled through the crowd.

Marinette inspected a loose thread on her gloves.

"Can you even see anything from down there?" 

She glared at him. "Are you calling me short?"

"My Lady, you're... not exactly tall."

Another firework whistled by. Applause scattered through the crowd. 

She wanted to fire something back at him, something about how she'd still kicked his ass during their last sparring session, something about how she could probably kick his ass even now if she so wished. But all she could think about was how the fireworks illuminated his face, dancing across his skin in ribbons of gold.

"You're annoying," was her incredibly scalding retort.

He glanced away to catch the next firework, a cluster of spinners punctuated with a beat drop in the music. There must've been something else, something bigger, given the bang that tore through the night. Not that Marinette would know.

"Hey, why don't you come stand here?" he said, gesturing to the inch of grass in front of him.

Marinette made a face. "You think I'm small enough to fit there?"

"Come here." He put an arm around her, pulling her closer. "Isn't that better?"

She was looking directly through the gaps between the crowd. It wasn't a perfect view, but she could at least see the giant brocade in almost all of its glory, melting away with a wisp of smoke in its wake.

"Wow," she said. "That's really beautiful."

He didn't reply. His breaths were on her ear, brushing through her hair.

She tilted her head back, and found him already looking at her. Fireworks shot through his eyes like comets.

"Adrien," she laughed, stomach fluttering the longer he looked at her. "You're missing the show."

"What're you talking about?" he said. He cupped the material of her coat around her waist. "I'm catching every moment."

"Last time I checked, my face wasn't a fireworks show."

"Such arrogance, My Lady. Who said I was looking at your face?" He pointed somewhere past her head. "I'm actually looking over there. Not at you at all."

She snickered. "Okay. I believe you."

"Good. 'Cus it's true."

The song changed to something softer, but they were close enough to the speakers for it to still thrum through her bones. 

She turned to face him, slinging her arms around his shoulders. Her coat sleeve slid up her wrist, pressed to the warm sliver of skin between his hair and scarf.

"Cold," he hissed, but made no move to remove her hands. "Aren't you missing the show now?"

"What're you talking about?" she said. "I'm catching every moment."

Adrien smiled. His hands slid up her sides and around her back, pulling her in until their chests were pressed together.  "Last time I checked, my face wasn't a fireworks show."

"You guys, the finale's—"

"Kim, dude, they're having a moment," Nino said from behind them.

The sky flashed pink around the sea of raised phone cameras.

Marinette grinned, pulling him closer. "Your face is better than a fireworks show," she said. "Just wish I could see it more often."

He let out a breath. "I missed you."

"I missed you, too."

He pushed her hair from her face, hands slipping down to her cheeks. "I'm sorry we haven't gone out on a real date yet."

She cupped his hands. They were warm, somehow, even though he'd left his gloves with Nino. "It's okay. I know you're busy."

Adrien pulled her in and kissed her forehead. "Never too busy for you, Buginette."

She smirked. "Even when you asked me to be your 'girkfriend'?

"Ughhhh." Adrien dropped his head to her shoulder, laughing. "Stop. I couldn't wait until we next saw each other in person."

"Don't worry. I'm happy to be your girkfriend."

"Sssh." He kissed the top of her head, then turned her back around to the show. "No more talking, My Lady. Look at the fireworks."

The bass dropped so low she felt it in her chest. The park exploded into colour, chrysanthemums and spinners and brocades, crosettes and strobes and tourbillions shooting over their heads. 

Marinette tilted her head back once again.

And, of course, he was already looking right back at her.

#miraculous ladybug #adrienette #adrienette fic #♡alizeh writes♡

[ibroughtyoumybullets]

You said not to ask so please ignore this if you don't want to explain, but could you elaborate on your March 19th / May 1st theory? thanks!

ahfkafhksfh yeah no problem. its not a theory its just ... brain worms that have taken a specific shape but thats not new this is just the latest form. under a cut because i hate like. getting peoples hopes up over something ive entirely made up

greentext format but make it wordy

> i think frank has been like. suspicious lately. i dont know how to explain it beyond that. he’s done a LOT of press-but-not-press in the last month or so. sure, he’s definitely bored and stuck in his house like the rest of us, and he had a new EP come out, and the EP is technically the reason for the press. but it also ... isnt. like the bulk of it has been AFTER the EP came out, and none of it has been wholly focused on the EP. and to me, at least, it feels like, i dont know, easing the band back into public consciousness thru a press circuit without the band ACTUALLY doing a press circuit because MCR been pretty hard and fast about the ‘we dont need or want ur press’ when it comes to the reunion. 

> continuing off the last one, in the ... jim ward interview he did, i think? one of the more recent ones, at least - he got asked about his writing process and mentioned working with gerard in present tense. very very likely it meant nothing at all, but also like ... i dont trust him LOL part of me thinks it was on purpose. Im just suspicious of him after the broken clock thing. 

> not only did frank mention working with gerard in the present tense, for Months now, but especially during his recent mini press tour, frank has been really vague but consistent in talking about working with people on music remotely. id have to go looking for it and i dont feel like it, but it’s been something along the lines of ‘working with new people And people you know’. suspitcheous. 

> ONTO GERARD. Gerard like never uses social media. but then a couple days ago he pops up to mention franks EP (which is sweet) and makes sure to sign it so its like, obviously not something his social media manager wrote up for him. and in that post he mentions being down in the lab. and LORD KNOWS WHAT THE FUCK THAT MEANS besides the fact that he’s working on something. but hey, its gerard, when isnt he. 

> But Gerard’s also doing that charity stream on the 2nd. and we havent seen gerard in MONTHS. since august, maybe? and he’s not just speaking, hes PERFORMING. besides the shrine show, the last time he performed was for the muppet charity thing with ray in 2016, and before that, it was the last hes alien leg in 2015. None of us even expected him to perform when it got announced - it had to be confirmed by the event organizers. and that just ... pings something in my brain, same as franks little press tour. It’s gerard emerging from his cave, Being A Musician, you know? 

> SPEAKING of the last time we saw gerard, he teased us back in the summer by mentioning that he has something he’s been working on thats not comic book related that he cant talk about. maybe its a fucking line of hot sauces or a tripp collaboration. 

> Or maybe its music. 

> this is where we depart from reality a little bit more: 

> this has been trotted out again and again on here as a talking point, and i dither between agreeing with it or not, but: MCR spent two years planning their return. they had a plan, for whatever the fuck was supposed to happen - even if all that was supposed to happen was the tour. 

> and their plan got pissed on, doused in gasoline, set on fire, extinguished, and thrown into the mouth of a lion. But They Had A Plan. And theyve been fucking radio silent except the hipdot collab, and before that, rescheduling shows. I ASSUME their almost-year of silence has been them, in part, reformulating their plan. Changing whatever it was going to be to fit the new timeline, or making a back up plan in case things get worse. 

> But the original plan had them all free - as far as we know - after november of 2020. so they wouldnt have had active MCR stuff happening for the national anthem comic book release, the electric century album + comic release, the you look like death tua comic release. But those things still happened, because they didnt require having to be in the real world where the plague is. 

> so, what the worms hinge on, is that whatever the New Plan Is, Whatever They Are Doing Now, it involves waiting until all their obligations and projects that SHOULDNT have interfered with MCR stuff - but had to the potential to because of covid - ended. 

> and thats now. thats the next couple weeks. you look like death just finished up, mikeys album and comic are out, and national anthem finishes up in like a week in a half. 

> and then theres nothing (that we know of) until the rescheduled shows happen, or *knocks thrice on wood* they have to reschedule again. 

> and this is where we really enter crazy town:

> so i was thinking about all of these things, and the imagery / themeing for the return (what little we got of it) and how a year ago everybody was pulling out the wheel of the year trying to figure out what they would do next, and when. 

> and March 20th (i know i said march 19th originally, i’ll get into that) is Ostara. 

> if youre not vaguely witchy, its basically a festival for the spring equinox. light and dark are in balance, yadda yadda yadda. and i could go into full on insane depth about the black and white aspects of the return, the witchiness of an offering + a summoning but i wont. it boils down to: its the closest festival to when all of MCR’s calendars are clear as far as we know, and its almost a year to date of when they had to reschedule the shows. 

> and March 19th is a Friday. which is new music release day. Ostara / the equinox are technically on saturday, but its at 5am on saturday morning so ... technicalities. 

> so the worms in my brain say new single on march 19th. or Something on march 19th. or 20th. one of those days. 

> and the worms in my brain also say MCR are a bunch of cruel little shits, and theyre gonna make us wait before they give us anything substantial. 

> so we move to May 1st. 

> May 1st is also known as May Day, also known as Beltane. (We’re back to the wheel of the year for this one) Its the halfway point between the spring equinox and the summer solstice. And its a Saturday. which is NOT new music release day - but hey, its close enough. 

> may day is also like, similar to halloween / samhain in that the veil is supposed to be thinner on those days, and i think theres a connection the imagery and over-all plan wise between coming back on halloween, and possibly doing something on mayday. i dont think they just came back on halloween as a birthday present to frank. 

> so second single on may day, or album? or announcement that theres gonna BE an album? maybe they wont give us a single on ostara but just tease us with something. i dont know. but i think theres something here. 

> im aware this was a lot of words and i basically gave you nothing, but i can only give you what the worms give to me. 

> sorry for being the way i am. hope this helped. 

#Anonymous #asks #anon

[toujoursmiraculous]

Thoughts and Reaction to Lies!

It's another long one because so much happens in this episode! The episode starts with Marinette trying to figure out a "secret" within the grimoire. Literal first thought was that this "secret" may be the key to waking up Emilie. It's obviously going to be of huge significance later, anyway. By looking at that piece on Adrien, it does appear Adrien has an amazing life. And really, that's what a lot of people think. That's the point of featuring him. A life of a celebrity is pretty amazing, really interesting and fascinating. But it's also filled with a lot of stress, chaos, loneliness, etc. But viewers rarely ever see it. As for Marinette, while Adrien has said things about what his father allows that makes him sad, we haven't ever heard him complain to her in any way about that lifestyle. To her, he's a guy whose father has him busy with activities (interesting ones at that) and very rarely ever lets him spend time with friends. I love how this episode parallels Truth! But Adrien's POV. My boy has an episode centered around him, finally!

So we know her standing Chat Noir up is because Luka came by reminding her of a date she forgot she rescheduled. You know she's extremely distracted and stressed when she can't remember a date with Luka or a patrol with Chat Noir, or remember that she planned them at the same time. It's really not her fault, and I feel so bad for her that things are becoming so difficult. "No messages, but don't forget my cheese!" LOL this is perfect. Plagg has to get that reminder in wherever he can! The Chat Noir appreciation was so wholesome to see awww, I bet so many boys in Paris look up to him, so sweet x33 Mr. Banana, Chat Noir, and the man who frequently is Mr. Pigeon just chilling on a bench in the park together. What a scene! lol But Chat wanting them to be akumatized so he could see Ladybug. Big oof. He's going to get his wish, a few times over. Careful what you wish for, Kitty! "A glass of milk as usual, mister Chat Noir?" Okay so when Chat's down, he goes to that bar and has a glass of milk. Or more if he's having a bad day. Awwwww. If you think about it, Adrien probably isn't allowed to have milk. With the fat content and all. :/ Kagami lying to her mother and Nathalie/Gabriel just to spend some time with Adrien. Considering how difficult their lives are, that's pretty impressive to be so brave. Not too fond of the lying part though, since there's not a noble reason for doing so. But I can understand it. We found out Kagami's real passion: drawing! Which is pretty cool. That's one thing Kagami and Marinette have in common that'd make them good friends. Very sad how her blind mother tells her she's not good enough. That just tells you what she thinks of her daughter and what she wants her to do with her life. She's afraid she'll pursue the arts rather than something practical, so best shoot down any thoughts of being an artist now. And then, like with all episodes that have Kagami in them, this is where I start to dislike her. "I want to draw the real you, on the inside." Adrien makes various model poses, none work for her as she knows they're just him being a model. Then he actually poses as himself. A silly, goofy cat having fun and being happy. Adorable. "What do you think of... CAT?" deathglare "No, this is absolutely not natural." "Yes it is. I promise, this is really me!" "NO! This is you when you're acting like a clown!" Adrien looking hurt, "But maybe when I act like a clown, it's really me." Then she takes his hand, (gently) pushes him back up against the wall, her hands on his chest, "That way, that's who you really are." What way? Her telling him how to be is who he really is? He stammers, looking very uncomfortable. "But are you sure?" "Yes... you are perfect." Then she leans in to kiss him, while he's still looking uncomfortable. Right here, she's trying to tell him who he is. What kind of relationship is healthy and a good one one at that, when one side is trying to tell the other who they are, how they must act, etc? That's toxic. Keep in mind, after this scene, during Truth's attack. He found out that Ladybug actually in fact loves (said she prefers) the humorous, "clown" side of him. Yes, she only knows it as Chat Noir for now, but she actually appreciates and loves Chat for who he is. Kagami doesn't love nor appreciate that side of Adrien. Which is a very big and important side of him. We knew this in Ikari Gozen, she couldn't stand the thought of Chat Noir being compared to Adrien, pretty sure she even seemed offended by it if memory serves. But it's laid out more in Lies, it's more direct. (Marinette's done this too in the past, but when she's done it, her tone's more like pssssh please! while she looks off to the side, like she's mostly just telling herself that, to convince herself, rather than believing it.) Kagami thinks she knows Adrien, knows that him being funny and a clown is not the "real" him. Acting like she knows him better than he knows himself. Thinking he's perfect. That was a very hurtful thing to have said and you can see it in his expression the same kind of pain and hurt

he gets a lot. I also want to talk about how watching her back Adrien up against the wall like that and leaning into kiss him made me feel particularly uncomfortable. While they might have a little thing going on, he was clearly not comfortable by it and it just did not sit well with me. This entire scene was riddled with red flags. Adrien smiled at the end of that on his way out, yes, but having someone tell you you're perfect would seem like a compliment to you, wouldn't it? The one you like thinks you're perfect, thinks the facade you put up is perfect and anything less isn't okay with them. That'll end up so well! The almost kissing scenes this episode literally had me like

I'm sorry, I just feel so very uncomfortable by them, I can't help it. xD Just before Chat Noir sneaked up on Ladybug, he almost kissed Kagami right? And yet here he is, being a bit flirty, saying he's missed her on patrols. I also want to point out she tells him to stop with his stupid jokes, because she doesn't want to accidentally hurt him! She could've hurt him by scaring her like that. While she likes his humor, they're only problematic if it puts himself in danger or distracts them from fighting an akuma. "I promise I won't forget our patrols anymore." The looks that passed between LB and CN here is just so cute! OOOF as Luka walks away sad because Marinette had to run off, here comes Adrien, about to do the exact same thing as Marinette to Kagami... Now Kagami's not as accepting of him running off as she was just a little while ago.

Even Andre's like, what the heck was that?! His expression watching Adrien run off made me laugh, I had to share it. I was wondering how Adrien got to the boathouse before Marinette did, as it made it seem like Adrien was there long before Marinette was. He just ran in and started playing along where they were. Good lord, he has a lot going on too, doesn't he? Only difference from Marinette here is Adrien has a built-in and believable excuse he can tell his friends. Kagami's forceful "Adrien, it's time." "Five little minutes?" *shakes head sternly* Who does this remind you of in Adrien's life already? Is this what a good girlfriend, what a good friend would do? And here again is the pattern we see a lot with Kagami. She manipulates situations so that they can spend time together. Adrien wants to spend time with his friends AND girlfriend at the same time. Rehearsing for their band, it looks like. He rarely ever gets to spend time with others, be a normal kid. But no, she drags him away early, making it sound like they had to leave, but it's just her wanting him to herself. When he couldn't go to New York, oh well that's unfortunate you're sad, but we can spend more time together now, isn't that great? It's about what she wants, not what he wants or what's best for Adrien. She spends more time with Adrien (not counting Ladybug spending time with Chat Noir here) than anyone else does by the looks of it, and she doesn't even know him at all. It's really sad. Adrien still carrying around Marinette's lucky charm bracelet in his pocket x3333 This never fails to make me happy. But oof that boy's seriously going to lose it one of these days if he's not careful! There's something different about seeing the Ladynoir scene on the roof that we got in Truth, but from Adrien's perspective. Something about it feels like it means more to me, idk. Adrien gets caught in a lie, saying he lost something but found it. Kagami asked what it was, holding Marinette's lucky charm behind her back. He says it was the lucky charm Marinette gave her, as he's scrambling in his pocket to pull it out seeming a bit frazzled, but realizes he actually in fact lost it (again! he says). But Kagami caught him in that lie, showing him that she actually had it.

I'm not sure if he's so shocked because she actually had it and wonders how she got it, or if he looks like that because he just got caught in a lie. But the way his eyebrows raised a little makes it seem like he's surprised she had it after all and was testing him the whole time. I've always hated the way sometimes someone when in a relationship will test the other one like this. Really not fair in Adrien's case at all. Things aren't always as they may seem. And here's the thing, she's admitting to him that she's lying just to be with him. She lies all the time. Adrien caught on that she was lying, but didn't really understand why I don't think. Earlier in the episode he says, "What are you hiding, Kagami?" he didn't know her purpose for it. Now she says, "We're both liars, the difference is I lie to be with you. You. You lie to get away from me." Which is a yes but actually no situation. It's not that he doesn't want to be with her, it's that he needs to get away temporarily. It just looks really, really bad. Getting off track from that conversation briefly, but that scene where the akuma goes off into the night, with the blurred city lights that becomes clear. Just wow. That shot is beautiful, I can't help myself from playing it back and admiring it. I'm also totally digging the new transformation music! it gives me 90s vibes and makes me happy. Seeing Jagged after Truth is just completely different xD "I fear nothing, I am an artist! I still hold to my fans." Both Roth: "Wrong, you lie to them about your age!" "That's not Rock and Roll!" Had me rolling!! Jagged sure is something XD Chat just up and about to cataclysm the sphere, thinking he'd be okay because he doesn't lie. Except he lies all the time to protect his identity and get himself away from people so he can transform. xD Silly Kitty. The drone as a Lucky Charm is super cool! In Truth, Chat Noir said a truth about how he felt about Ladybug. In Lies, he tells lies to Lies to get her attention. "My name's not Chat Noir! I'm not a superhero! I hate Ladybug! And I think Hawk Moth should've called himself Panfly! It's funnier! Oh, I was about to forget: my favorite dish is cabbage with white sauce! Yummy!" Cabbage...with white sauce... as a dish. Is this like, a real fancy dish or something or is this boy being completely starved? o.o CN: "There are only two more liars left in Paris, and one of them knows how to turn his attention." LB: "No, wait! Don't do that! What if I'm mistaken?" "You know what? I trust you." he lets go, sacrificing himself again "Chat Noir, no! Don't do that! You're crazy!" "Yes, crazy for you, m'lady." Says softly, sadly, "No, you're just crazy unconscious." This ENTIRE scene right here. The love, the trust, the pain in this scene. It's so beautiful and well done that I can't stop getting emotional from it and gushing! Everything's on the line from that decision, and the trust he has for her, the faith he has in her really helps her know she can do what she needs to do. She's always doubting herself, and he's always there to say he doesn't feel that way at all, and it gives her that confidence and courage she needs. The moment Chat Noir is okay, the first thing Ladybug does is run up and smack him, grabbing him anxiously saying "Seriously, you need to stop doing this to me!" The girl is stressed seeing her partner sacrifice himself time and again! IF THIS BOY DOESN'T REALIZE JUST HOW MUCH SHE CARES ABOUT HIM AT THIS POINT, I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY. Any fan that still thinks Ladybug doesn't love Chat Noir and thinks poorly of him, clearly does not understand it at all. My Ladynoir heart is SO HAPPY! I was thrilled with them in Truth, but this is a totally different level. I'm almost in tears with how happy I am. And then I noticed something. I don't know if it's anything or not. But Chat Noir says to her, "Yes, but it's because I find that angry look of yours irresistable." and Kagami turns around to look at him, only him and never Ladybug. Just watching him. Which is a bit... odd. "Ahh, Ladybug..." he sighs. After what

just happened, I don't blame him! x3 These two are honestly fire. When D'Argencort has to step in to keep Kagami from hurting Adrien during fencing... Doesn't matter how upset she is, that's gross to physically take it out on him to the point a teacher has to intervene. Kagami tells Adrien she knows he's hiding something, but that he's sincere, too. But when he asks if they can't be friends then, she responds, "How can you trust someone who lied to you?" and finally gives him back the lucky charm. Ever since Gorizilla, I've been worrying of him losing it for good! Glad she gave it back to him. I've said it already, but he's really going to lose that thing if he's not careful! "When I'm ready to see you again, I'll let you know." and she just leaves. I get she's upset, he's been lying to her to get away when he's with her and all that. But this is worse than what happened with Lukanette. Luka wanted to actually know what was going on, he asked Marinette about it directly. She told him honestly, it's the one thing she can't tell him. Kagami on the other hand never actually asked. During one of the scenes when he was spacing out, she asked what was the matter is all. All she's cared about is that he's lied, and now that he's lied she can't trust him. Doesn't even want to hear him out, not that he'd explain it to her. Kagami doesn't even want to see Adrien for awhile now. At least Luka's more understanding and isn't as harsh being in the exact same situation. This poor boy... But it's also for the best. Marinette and Adrien both after breaking up with Luka and Kagami, decided to transform and meet up to just be in each other's company. They're both sad, but not especially so. "Do you know what the difference is, between us and the rest of the world, m'lady? We can't be completely honest with each other. We have our secrets, and sometimes we have to lie." Ladybug frowning hums in agreement. But at the same time, they both turn to each other and say happily "But we know we can trust each other!" finishing with a pound-it! IT'S JUST SO BEAUTIFUL AND MY HEART IS HAPPY After Truth, where Luka and Marinette were so sad and having a hard time, I really needed such an episode with such good Ladynoir! It really looks like the story is going in a really good direction, in my opinion. x3

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I think the thing anon wants to bring across that rescheduling Europe is more complicated at the moment for a few reasons. Like a war going on in one of the countries they wanted to play, how do you reschedule that? How do you explain playing 2 shows in the country who's the aggressor? It's not the people's fault there but it still wouldn't look too good for them either and a bit hypocritical. And that it seems a bit unfair to them that they would play other shows first. They already paid for their tickets, they begged them to give them an update on the tour dates months before and then they postponed a week before with people already having booked things like flights. People now are begging again for the new tour dates but nothing of the situation why they postponed that announcement in the first place changed, I think that's why people think it might not be an update on the old dates yet. These dates aren't fixed or even cancelled so people would get their money back. These are just postponed for whenever. They play festivals the whole summer (they have like 25 dates for the summer, they also have to go from place to place), they have 40 shows to reschedule already, they need to invent new months to play these shows any time soon and that makes people frustrated. Hope that makes more sense and that that's what anon actually meant.

what you're saying about the rescheduling thing in europe is pretty much valid, i mean ofc it's valid, this happened with the show that i was going to go from hs during the pandemic and although he rescheduled and I continued with the ticket and now it's all fine, I know very well that it wasn't easy, honestly I don't even know if they managed to recover the money that was spent, to get the tickets' money. and we were only notified well after the day for which the show was scheduled to have passed. and i understand you think it's unfair to book new dates, even tho it's not the case i was talking about, and even tho i do not agree with you and that's completely fine, but the question of the show I'm talking about - which I just posted - is that the dates have been set for a while, and people from brazil are assuming that there may be more dates, here in brazil, since they will already be in brazil, and we've known this for a while now, is that there may be one more city scheduled for this days... that's all, it has nothing to do with europe. I understand the frustration but I imagine they don't even know what they're going to do yet, I hope they find out soon and take these doubts away from you and that you can recover the lost money as soon as possible! but I really don't think canceling other shows for no reason just because they had to do it elsewhere for countless reasons makes any sense. yet, remembering that everything I said so far is pure speculation and that I'm not even an info blog, I still think there are chances of being published new dates or maybe some of the rescheduling - that's more fair and makes more sense - of at least some of the dates that were previously canceled.

I believe that for you it will be faster but in my example with the hs show, well, the show was scheduled for 2020, like the first date, and we only found out in 2022, early that year that we'd have that show only now at the end of the year, what i'm trying to say is that these things take time to happen and be resolved, I understand the frustration but I don't think that be their unwillingness to solve it, I also don't think they deserve 'hate' or whatever because of it

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