#also exam rant:

[mysillyside]

The way I completely lose all interest in Lawlight as a ship if Light isn't Kira. And frankly, I feel like L would agree with me on this one. I don't think he'd gaf abt Light in the slightest if Light wasn't Mr. Serial Killer.

#Lawlight only works if Light is Kira bc otherwise light is just some rly smart pretentious teenager. #Like you're telling me L a 24 y/o self made multi-millionaire and the world's greatest detective (top 3 if you count the aliases)- #would care in the slightest abt mr “i got a perfect score on my college entrance exam”. Be fr!! #Idk the ship loses everything that makes it fun and appealing to me if you remove Kira from the mix #Ik ppl do “Light isn't Kira” AUs to make the ship more wholesome but i'd argue it just becomes problematic in a diff way. #L is not only way older but also extremely rich and successful. If Light is innocent but still a suspect- L also has immense power over him #Ig i don't see the point of trying to make Lawlight wholesome. It's still problematic but without the goofy homoerotic enemyship. #Light being Kira not only makes them equals but gives them spice! #However I DO get the appeal of “Light isn't Kira” AUs where Light is still a fake asshole who's performatively nice but hides his real feel #But removing his misogynistic swag/superiority complex/his bitchy internal monologues to make him normal? No... #Imo even if he isn't Kira he'd still be a weirdo. The only Yotsuba!Light is so normal/nice is bc he's trying to prove to everyone- #but most importantly himself- that he's a good person incapable of being Kira. He's trying to be the best version of himself. #Pre-Death Note Light for example is never as outstanding and good as Yotsuba!Light for this reason. Yotsuba!Light is the exception. #Like the Death Note doesn't make you pretentious or hate women that was all Light Yagami. #this is such a random rant sorry guys XD again more power to ppl who enjoy this AU or normalguy!Light but I don't get it personally 😔 #death note #light yagami #l lawliet #lawlight #💬 katposts #🤪 sillygoofy

[lavatory-sealed-hanako-kun]

Genderbent designs! Teru has two because Teru is special.

And a bonus comic cause yeah Mitsuba really didn't change much. He has the androgynous rizz regardless of what gender he is.

#eyo #so its been. a while #not too long right? its only been like #*squints eyes* #two months?! #oh boy so uhhh school just kinda grabbed our throats and wouldnt let go #will we be posting consistently again? #nah #its exam season #i wanna boast tho i am bussing this hard #also new anime out woo! #dont get me started on a rant about how we shouldve gotten the ghost hotel au for an episode and instead we got monster nursey because i wi- #jibaku shounen hanako kun #toilet bound hanako kun #jshk #tbhk #aoi akane #jshk teru #minamoto teru #tbhk teru #jshk akane #tbhk akane #tbhk mitsuba #jshk mitsuba #mitsuba sousuke #tbhk kou #jshk kou #minamoto kou #genderbent tbhk

[givemewallywestorgivemedeath]

BRO THEY LITERALLY DID IT AGAIN

I was talking this morning about how the og Titans were so off balance that they had to keep removing Donna and Wally from the narrative just to make it work because those two were WAY too overpowered for the typical Titan mission.

And do you wanna know what they did in today's Nightwing? Huh? Do ya? They, you guessed it, removed Wally and Donna from the narrative. But that's not all folks! Nope! Starfire got removed as well!

Honestly, I'm surprised Raven managed to still be in this thing. Cause it'd go Wally, Raven, Kori, Donna in terms of firepower.

Man... They weren't even clever about it. Wally was gone the entire issue with no explanation. He checked the perimeter of a jail once. That was it.

Donna and Kori got relegated to babysitting duty while the other Titans (sans Wally for no explainable reason) did the actual plot and went on a Heist in Hell.

This is concerning because this man is writing the new Titans series. The og series suffered because Donna and Wally were on a different level and the writers didn't know how to compensate for that so they kept knocking them out at the start of every issue. And now the same thing is happening.

Taylor doesn't know how to power balance. The best Justice League runs deal with assorted power levels by having different roles for the heroes to play. Ollie isn't on the front lines fighting General Zod with Clark and Diana. Hal doesn't tag along on stealth missions with Dinah and Bruce. Different heroes have different power levels and different abilities. Narratively, you have to juggle that.

And it's hard! I get that. It isn't easy. But I'm going to be honest, if a writer can't power balance then I don't want them writing the Titans series.

Because having half the cast drop out of the plot for no reason other than 'they would solve the plot too fast' is not good writing.

And I'm sorry. I'm going to say it. It's because Taylor is power scaling everything back for Nightwing. It doesn't take the entire goddamn Titans team to take out Blockbuster or to take out a single shape shifter. For some reason Taylor has this fascination with Grayson being the best and smartest Titan who can be the only one who solves issues, so every bad guy is difficult but doable for Nightwing to defeat.

It's incredibly annoying and it makes Nightwing seem super unlikable which is... I'm flabbergasted at that because it's Nightwing. How the hell do you make him unlikable?? But this is it. I've found it. This is the limit . Mary Sue Nightwing has no place in my heart.

#im ranting im sorry. i got out of an exam and was so excited to read the comics and i got this #what the goddamn fuck is this #this is our next titans writer??? this is supposed to get us excited for the new titans series??? #this is just 'Dick is super cool and solves every problem and is the smartest and everyone likes him also his friends are there' #AND HIS FRIENDS AREN'T EVEN THERE HALF THE TIME #IM SO MAD ABOUT THIS. THIS IS NOT A GODDAMN TITANS PREQUEL. THIS IS THE TITANS BEING ABSOLUTELY INCOMPETENT AND HAVING NO CHARACTER #dc #dc comics #AGSHDJSKABDHDJENEHS #im too mad to tag people

[cherriiramen]

fuck chemistry fuck chemistry fuck chemistry and FUCK U WALTER WHITE

#help me I have a chemistry exam in two days #been dreading this specific one #WHY’S IT ALL EQUATIONS THIS YEAR #WHAT HAPPENED TO STUDYING THE SPECIALITIES OF ELEMENTS #sorry for the random rant but #ITS STEALING MY TIME WITH MY BOYFRIEND 😡😡😡 #YOURE MAKING HIM SAD #AND ALSO STEALING ART TIME #AND TIME ON TUMBLR #fuck u chemistry #smh #cherrii.txt #cal if u see this ilysm <333

[ramayantika]

Okay but the life of the legendary Shovana Narayan altered my brain chemistry, a superb academic record hold, a maestro in kathak and then also a civil services officer with a long distance marriage and motherhood

If she could do this in the 50s and 60s, wtf is stopping me from doing so, when I have never wanted just one thing to define me

#samridhi speaks #also to my ex who told me things likw your relationship will never work out with him because of different life goals #lol this woman married a diplomat and they managed a long distance marriage too #her husband paved doors foe collabs with the West with Indian dance back then #this is the kind of love I want sure physical intimacy is needed and what not but God I am never giving up all of this to marry #and I still remember him saying you give those soft mothet vibes who is a part time mother and dancer #bye I will girlboss all my life and be all right in front of guys like some of my cousins who think we girls his sisters will just marry #and settle down amd to my ex too for thinking I will be easy and live out a simplw life #fuck everything the only understanding men in my life have been my father brother and my boyfriend at this point #weird that he never grew up around sisters but still is so aware and understanding of women and our desire for dreams #lol I am ranting but yes I have an exam in 6 hours my sleep got over by 2.30 #and then I was googling gpat niper prep #yeah it's first sem but I keep wanting to updatw on the info #and God knows what struck me to google dancers randomly who were into civil service academia and still being legends in the arts #then shovana narayan came up

[occasionallyprosie]

Okay I'm supposed to be studying but like I'm having thoughts about the song that's playing right now.

But Eight by Sleeping At Last? Major Legend vibes

"I was just a kid who grew up strong enough To pick this armor up And suddenly it fit God, that was so long ago, long ago, long ago"

He was a child and has been doing this for (in my hc) a decade now. He did not choose this life, but the moment Fable called out to him and he found his Uncle dying? No going back.

"Now you won't see all that I have to lose And all that I've lost in the fight to protect it I won't let you in, I swore never again I can't afford, no, I refuse to be rejected"

This is especially perfect for anyone who wants to go into Legend learning to love again with the Chain, be it after Marin or anyone else he's loved and lost. He won't let himself do it, and if you (like me) subscribe to the idea that he's a sweetheart at his core, he can't afford to keep losing people because at some point he's going to break.

"I'm just a kid who grew up scared enough To hold the door shut And bury my innocence But here's a map, here's a shovel"

He's hidden himself under the mask of a gruff, harsh, grizzled veteran, but the kid who was buried since he took up that sword and shield is still there... and if you want, if you like, he's given the Chain the map (glimpses of his true self) and the shovel (his trust) to find it and help him... I don't know, be a kid again? Be himself again?

"For the innocent, for the vulnerable And I'll show up on the front lines with a purpose And I'll give all I have, I'll give my blood, give my sweat An ocean of tears will spill for what is broken"

Though this part is actually more like two different stanzas, which individually are still great, these together describe him as a hero so well. Again and again, he's gone to the front lines and he's given everything he has to protect the innocent and the vulnerable. At least in the Oracles manga, we see his determination to protect those who can't fight their battles and he gladly fights beside those who can.

Really I just have thoughts about this song and how well it fits Legend.

#my exam is tomorrow i can't be ranting about a random song and a video game character #but i love him #hes just so #blorbo #there's also fanfic inspiration to be had with this song #it provides a great storyline for growth and acceptance #linked universe #lu legend #prosie rambles #and its a real ramble yall #song lyrics #sleeping at last #eight #enneagram #incredible music its all amazing #Spotify

[0509-brainrot]

back to your (ir)regularly-scheduled 0509 silliness :))) I love them very much

pose in the main drawing inspired by mikoto's gayass stare in the minigram official art (delusional)

#milgram #milgram project #mikoto kayano #shidou kirisaki #0509 #0905 #my art #if you saw me ranting about them being Potentially Insane yesterday No You did Not #i think they're very normal :) #also don't ask how long i spent on this #glad i have time to work on stuff now ahaha :DD <--(he is lying and has a Big Exam Week coming up and a project due in 2 Days) #at least i got this out..... i love them So Very Much :)))) #and i wanna draw moreeee but.. later i suppose... #hopefully this will suffice for now :)

[that-was-anticlimactic]

no but like can we talk about how jun'ichiro is like... an amazing actor? i mean... atsushi's entrance exam, the whole lets himself get taken hostage by the port mafia in cannibalism arc thing... jun'ichiro has RANGE. and like if you think about it, he acts more than he realizes. like... his ability kind of requires him to act and pretend. or he'll need to pretend he's not using it or that it's real... idk i just think jun'ichiro is such an interesting character ahhhhhhhhh

#he's so blorbo shaped #like he's not even my favorite but is definitely up there and like sometimes i look back and watch atsushi's entrance exam and am just. #(sorry for the pun but) blown away. he's screaming he looks terrifying... the 'fight' with kunikida to grab the button... UGH and then the #scene where the port mafia uses him as a hostage... like the plan from the beginning was for him to go after mori and none of them had a #CLUE until he escaped like... bro he is so so so talented and prolly doesn't even realize it #ugh i have a lot of jun feelings #also i resent the fact that big brother jun'ichiro is not a tag on ao3 #like not just to naomi bUT TO EVERYONE like kenji and kyouka and atsushi... even tho atsushi is older... UGH #anyways imma make it a tag istg <3 #okay done ranting about my love for jun now lol #bsd #junichiro tanizaki

[koszmarnybudyn]

Finally listened to the new dndads episode (might do some art for it later) here are my thoughts:

-you guys were right about those close family feels i am indeed sad now,

-did not expect Terry to be the one to shot Nick's arm off (thought it would be Grant) also i get the ship now, i do

-kinda glad that stampler thing was brief cause i think we tackled Scarys and Robs and Tjs relashonship before and it was nice for them to just be soft

-does Hermie age?

-the Wilson boys need to learn how to use the bathroom like normal people (its wilsons with their piss and the oaks with their stink and retainers i swear)

-Taylor had feelings?

-I love Glenn i really do, and i understand getting better isn't linear but god did he fuck up, i dont have personal experience with absent parents but god did it hurt

-Taylor and Norm gonna have to fight now i guess, its very funny

-yay i get an excuse to draw norm ugly crying and its canon now

-Scary is so so fun, i missed her, and Link,

-oh also, the Closes are so so ADHD (i mean id Jodie its canon, and honestly i headcanon most of the cast as autistic/adhd but the closes are the most adhd ones to me)

-do i have time to draw? Yes i think, will i? Hopefully

-i think that's it, this episode was fun, ended sooner than i thought, very good, stabbed me in the chest and took it

#dndads #dungeons and daddies #rant #really need to finish that mama's boy taylor animatic i kinda planned #cause the program i use finally has animatics #also i got some good grades today and am not totally exhausted so that's fun #cause next week is exam hell (i have like 2 big tests and 3 smaller ones) #also am on like episode 100 something of wtnv and it slaps #oh and i binged sherlock and co its great go listen to it it slaps #dndads spoilers

[the-gayest-sky-kid]

my souheki warriors kill this gacha video now

#guys guys guys dazai literally admires him and looks at super deduction with awe in his eyes and gets so excited when he gets to explain why #ranpos special. because ranpo is a normal human whos exceptionally smart!!! #and he thinks thats so fucking COOL that he calls him the strongest member of the agency do you GET IT #AND AND AND #this is more like speculative and my own opinion but. dazai someone whos been considered isolated BECAUSE of his intellect being able to #converse with ranpo and plan shit do you understand that #ranpo may not be able to get him in the way chuuya does but he is a perfect example of it getting BETTER. that someone can be so deeply #admired and wholeheartedly cared for despite how differently they see things and shit #theres also the sort of way ranpo is the opposite of dazai in a sort of. ranpo externalized his feelings (the tism) and viewed the world as #full of monsters that knew something he didnt #but dazai internalizes that view and found himself lacking #both are very the tism #again thats all my own analysis and conclusion drawing of course #back to facts. RANPO GOING LIKE YEAH SURE WELCOME NEW GUY IN ENTRANCE EXAM #DAZAI TRUSTING HIM TO NEGOTIATE WITH BRAM IN THE PLAN TO KILL FYODOR. AND RANPO RUSHING TO DO THAT???? #GRATATATATATRARARRARA #also there has to be something very fun and relieving about talking and planning with someone who understands everything youre saying #anyway souheki they will never get u like i do im sorry that bitch did you like that #souheki #aethers rants

[jemoneii]

asdfsdf I apologies for the low activity the past few days/weeks, I've been struggling mentally quite a lot due to my neighbor situation, my computer breaking down once + failing several exams in a row so uhm…. yeah

dw tho I will be back to complete art once I feel better, I just have A LOT going on atm and need to figure out how to solve all of it 😔

Regarding commission slots I might need to wait with opening them until summer instead since life has decided that throwing shit at me is it's new favorite hobby lmao 💀

but I will let you all know for sure once I'm available, I just don't want to take on anything and then have ppl wait bc I have to prioritize other things irl 😔

#jem rants #for those confused bout the neighbor part I've ranted about it on twt and it's a long story adasdsdf #Basically he's playing music 24/7 superloud and I might need to move bc my landlord isn't doing anything about it :'))) #Also yeah my computer kinda died at one point but it's back in busines now at least thank fuck #The exams idek man I'm just a dumb artist who keeps failing uni courses lmao love that for me

[saeshiraw]

tired girl hours i’m just ranting bcos i don’t have enough time to cry

#tw rant #studying med is no joke. ik it was gonna be a commitment n that it wasnt gonna be easy n i thought i was prepared but im not #its my passion. i love what im studying and ive dedicated myself to this path but i just. its so hard n i just want to cry. everyday feels #so tiring. morning to night classes. when i get home i have to read 4 chapters MINIMUM n the books are so thick + exams almost everyday #i feel worse knowing there’s this 1 girl in my friend group that cant decide whether she likes me or not. one moment shes complimenting me #n asking where i get my outfits or my nails done or my earrings or whatever then praising me that i probably study the least out of everyone #yet still reach high student rankings but its not that im lazy im just so exhausted n its hard to have motivation... lowkey envy how my #friends study minimum 4 hours a day. we’re all tired n sleep deprived. even taking 30mins to eat makes me feel guilty. cant even watch 1 ep #of an anime bcos ill be thinking about the amount of work to do. and i have sm plans. i wanna be more active and have a healthier lifestyle #but i cant find it in me to wake up every 5am to go to the gym when i just wanna get as much sleep when im lucky to finish my studies today #i also dont see my bestest friends everyday anymore. some of us move to diff unis or some in diff majors. i just miss them so bad it hurts #and i miss the girl i used to be when i still had time and energy to indulge in my hobbies. i miss playing genshin and writing fics #just when i got back to writing and enjoyed it LOVED IT i had to go back to uni. i feel terribly lonely even when im always with people #im afraid ill completely lose grasp of the little things that make me happy bcos the weight of my responsibilities are heavier #im afraid ill be too focused on success again like i was when i was 17 and forget that its okay to relax too but idk #and i wanna meet more people make more friends have new experiences. i wanna feel alive again. and theres sm i wanna talk to or get to know #but im so afraid of people hurting me or disappointing me or people getting to know me only for the friendships to fail or we’ll dislike eac #h other. i wanna date and fall in love again and experience the romance my peers have. i wanna have someone to call my own person but the fe #ar of having someone only to lose them someday scares the hell outta me. im not ready for another heartbreak so i isolate myself and watch #people from afar. uni gives me sm freedom to do everything else and form my own identity but i dont wanna be Perceived. I wanna be heard and #seen n connect with people. but w my curreny state idt i can handle being vulnerable with others. it feels so lonely that the things i want #are out of my rrach but idt i can manage my time to meet new people and make new memories. i console myself by shopping a lot and going to #spas to relax yet i still find it hard to sleep. im afraid im wasting my time. im not as brave as i used to be. im not as efficient as i was #i get older and more tired and while i never questioned if studying med was the path i want i do question what will happen next #“is this all im ever going to be?” im good at what i do but day by day i lose sight of tje girl who knew how to laugh n smile. ik what makes #me happy but i rarely smile genuinely anymore. im so tired and want to sleep for a long time but i dont wanna fail. i dont wanna be NOT good #but it makes me cry when i know i can do many great things but i dont feel loved. people compliment me but dont approach me bcos they say im #intimidating or that im too quiet in class. i wish i could tell them i wanna join their parties too or i wanna meet their friends n hangout #but what if it doesnt work out? what if i wasted my time getting to know someone id eventually regret? what if im the disappointing one? #the days are getting shorter but it always feels like a long day. im ashamed to admit i want someone to hold me yet refuse to have anyone

[hisui-dreamer]

ALHSLAHSBSL IMPULSE FINANCIAL DECISIONS ASIDE I FINALLY HAVE YOU😭😭😭

No because Ortho's story in fairy gala cheered me up sm I got so determined to get him I spent way too much money🥲

But he's so pretty🥺💕

#rinna rants #twisted wonderland #twst gacha #also i have a 24 hr exam today #and i decided to spend so much time agonising over farming gems🤡 #this is an addiction oml

[radio-sepia]

god my current theatre classes at the local centre turned out to be kind of a bummer. I cannot back out now since I have a role but I'd really want to... fortunately in less than few months it should be done

#txt #euuuugghhh #idk im tired i dont wanna go there this week but like i have to cause everyone is frustrated and wants to just get this play that we've #been dragging around for far too long to finish #just get it over with #good thing that there wont ba any lessons during the winter break hehe #but like. my exams are also a thing and i hope they dont expect me to be there every week. as callous as this sounds #like i see many problems which result in this situation #but if people arent coming regularly which tbh i understand why #and im there every week #then yeah #let this be a lesson for the future: we need to go into theatre of movement and dance more. the classical old type method #that we are taught with #is so fucking exhausting to me beyond comprehension #damn. now thats a rant amirite #it did give me some good things too so its not all bad and im glad i got to have this shitty experience #the only way out is. painfully through the fucking thing

[joshuaalbert]

ok so this is another thing I’ve never done a lore deep dive on bc I try not to spoil too much for myself so all I know is what I’ve seen onscreen, and other people have definitely talked about this concept way more and whatever, but like. i have to believe after some amount of time of people taking the kobayashi maru it becomes pretty common consensus that it’s a no-win kind of deal. i feel like they kinda try to imply that people go in not knowing but there’s no fucking way everyone keeps their mouth shut about that. and i think to keep trying at that point even knowing this requires a certain amount of...“rip to everyone before me but im different” energy, to the point where the legacy best of the best (kirk) will alter the test to make that possible. like yes I think it’s ultimately a humbling experience for a lot of people to find out that they (who have probably been exemplary their whole lives) cannot win, but the conditions of the test still require you to have the type of confidence that will allow you to go into a scenario you know is supposed to be unbeatable and still think that maybe you’ll be the one to handle it right.

so this energy is, to a degree, encouraged among cadets. if you are going to command, you need to learn to make challenging decisions even in the face of impossible scenarios without losing your crew’s faith in you, so that kind of confidence and belief in oneself is necessary, but then we also see how easy it is for it to tip over that line. surprise surprise im talking about the first duty again but the nova squadron crash is such a front and center examination of that determination turning into hubris. they LITERALLY go “rip to them but we’re different” about the five people who died doing the kolvoord starburst last time, and they pay for that dearly, even if it’s not on the exact same level of catastrophe. and it’s easy to judge them more harshly because this was a demonstration and one of them died because they wanted to show off, but when your organization operates to some degree off your commitment to believing you can be the person to succeed where everyone before you fails, i think you’re inevitably gonna get things like this sometimes. in the grand scheme of things it’s a small example, but I still think it’s a really interesting examination of how one of starfleet’s greatest strengths that’s encouraged in its trainees is also so easily capable of being ruinous the second you step over a line that’s NOT always clearly defined, and in fact is often defined in retrospect by the outcome.

#also ik the academy entrance exam changes every fucking time it’s brought up so it’s useless to have conspiracies about it but #one of my real early on ones was that I wouldn’t be surprised if basically everyone fails it once #so if you keep trying you clearly want it badly enough and have the confidence to think you have something that’s worth their time #idk what any of this is it’s not groundbreaking I just like saying shit #san rant #like I do feel like they try to imply it’s kept secret but do yall know how much shit I knew about like #my university athletics department that I wasn’t supposed to know

[surreal-duck]

man id really be unstoppable if it werent for the problems

#the problems being final exams and preparing a portfolio send help #i have so many things i wanna draw. augh. toh and hworks both have me in a chokehold im in agony #duck rants about something #doesnt help that i spend whatever free time i do have playing minecraft. but thats on me #also been feeling very unsatisfied w whatever i draw lately i just AUUAUGHHHH I WAGT TO DRAW DAMN IT #smth smth low self esteem and being surrounded by incredibly skilled kids B) somekne hit me w a stick #ill get through it eventually. by the power of idol music and queer witches i Will kick these exams and self dissatisfaction in the ass #sorry for rambling a lot lately i mean to keep this an art only blog but wow im just Really going through it #rly feeljng my pfp rn #why is this getting notes.