#also I have an exam on Tuesday

[taycpastudies]

8/30/23

16% done with final review!

I should keep going… but I haven’t been to bed before midnight in several weeks now, and I have an early meeting at work. Good night!

Yesterday I took mini exam 3 covering units 5 and 6, and got a 75. It had me feeling a little confident, so I tried mini exam 2 (which includes the unit I haven’t finished yet)…. 40. Meh. I wasn’t planning to take it until my final review is done, but I didn’t want to take a simulated exam tonight and wanted to do some kind of test. I’m mildly annoyed but not surprised! I’ll retake it before my exam next week, and hopefully I’ll do better.

I have a decent game plan for the rest of the days before my test! Thank god for the weekend and labor day, I should finish final review early on Saturday which leaves plenty of time to finish up unit 4 and take a simulated exam!

#I’ll the other sim exams Sunday and Monday prob #cause I have to work Tuesday and I won’t want to take one afterwards #also I haven’t practiced the writing portion at all but I’m not that worried abt it #cpa exam #studyblr #cpa #study blog #studyspo #studying #business student #taycpa

[seventeengoingunder]

the universe is actively against me btw

#was doing sooooo well with uni stuff #and then the horrors hit #i was literally nowhere except at uni for exams and i somehow picked up whatever demonic illness this is #threw up seven (7) times today. every bone in my body hurts. if it's covid i'm killing myself #going to lose my 1553 day reading streak as well. i have been fighting to read my min of 20 pages the entire dayyyyyyy #haven't missed a day since november 2019 and this is what takes me out :( #but also i'm flunking my tuesday exam if i'll even be alive to attend it and i put in so much work for it already and it was all for nothing

[butchhatred]

"are you okay" no i need to get through tuesday

#txt #tuesday #my physics teacher said if we dont do the homework we get an f and tmrw we have physics #and i cant fucking do it bro i dont get it #we have an exam from geography tmre #and i also need to do my art homework which is due wednesday #need to get through tuesday #tmrw* not tmre

[newtness532]

im so annoyed with everything today, i think i need some tasty food and a million hours of sleep and then I'll be back to normal

#the teacher at the first class today was so dibsjdhdhdhdhsgs 😫 #like she was teaching us things that are like unrelated to the class that shes teaching so idek why she was teaching it #but also its things that we have been learning since the 1st semester and we've done them in at least 10 classes and she was acting like #this was the 1st time we were hearing about it #like oh yeah we're on the 7th semester of studying nutrition but no one bothered to tell us how many calories are in a gram of fat #and she gave us homework 'to see if we know this' like #oh yes i can make a meal plan for a child with crohns or cystic fibrosis or celiac disease or everything else we've done this semester and #all the other semesters but i guess i cant tell you what micronutrients are in this one breakfast meal #like fuck off and stick to what you're supposed to be teaching #anyway i know im getting more annoyed than i should but she was just even more annoying than usual today #like she interrupted the lesson every 5 minutes to yell at someome to be quiet i wasnt even aware there were people talking until she yelled #anyway #also my new earphones aren't working well idk why ive definitely not been mistreating them that much for them to break in less than a month #like i had my old pair for at least 4 years until the broke and i dont think the wire got cut in them like the sound was coming out weird #but there was sound coming out. in the new ones you need to hold them in a very specific angle for sound to come out #and like im careful with how i put them away so what is up with them? #my theory is that they make wired earphones shitty on purpose so that you will spend a lot of money and buy wireless #also we had said from Tuesday that we would hang out with my friends today but i guess they forgot or idk and they made other plans #(to go home and sleep) and during the weekend the one friend wont be here and next week my family will be here so we probably wont hang out #again until next year and we have exams almost immediately so we wont be hanging out much then either #also my period is supposed to come soon and i hope that it will either come today or it will wait until after Christmas #ideally it will never come ever again but we cant always get what we want #anyway im gonna go eat the rest of my μεσογειακό and go take a nap #jo says stuff #personal ramblings

[arsonist-chicken]

hehehe fourth day in a row I've slept until 5pm because I fucked up my sleep rhythm staying up until 7am but probably more likely because of the ✨curses✨, but at least today I finally saw some sunlight again by walking to the store to still make it before they close. this is fine.

#the curses are mental illness aka depression or whatever idk man just give me some energy to be able to live my everyday life #i mean i thought i was getting sick on tuesday evening so i already planned to not go to uni on wednesday #also because i hadn't done a presentation but i really thought i was getting sick too #and it's been downhill from then #the last two nights i said to myself at lik 6am i'll sleep four hours now until 10 so i have the day to work and then can actually sleep #normal again but either i didn't hear my alarm or i turned it off and woke up again when it was still light outside #but close enough to already the sun setting that i was not gonna get any sun #the psychologist who did my adhd exam said i could start treatment with her but i'm a little wary of that #since my insurance still hasn't let me know if they'd partly cover that or if she's not in that system. idk how it works. #and also she's a psychologist not a psychotherapist #and no offense to my friend but i saw my friend studying psychology and becoming a psychologist after she finished her degree #and I don't think she'd be educated at all to actually offer therapy #she just does evaluations and such now but no therapy #and damn if I'm going to spend my emergency money on therapy because well it's not covered here then i at least want it to actually work #and actually be therapy. like working on the adhd and depression; not just an adhd coaching #that would have helped when i was in school or just starting uni but by now i definitely also need therapy for the depression that evolved #from all the issues. also maybe just brain chemistry idk. #mine

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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#its crazy how much easier it is to do things when youre not completely miserable lol #this past week has been weird bc ive felt really really good and like normal in a way thats kinds unfathomable #im hoping its the medication but my mood was already on an upward tilt and i was told it would take like 6 weeks for the meds to work #property but like ive been sleeping way more than usual. and by that i literally just mean 8hrs a night lol which is weird for me #like that never ever ever happens multiple days in a row. so idk. when i feel better it makes the 0cd way easier to manage as well #and im just generally not as anxious. on the more worrisome side i kinda just give less of a fuck so like i have an exam im not ready for #Tuesday and im just kinda like hm fuck that lol. ill go thru lil fluctuations of having a lot of energy too #like: i could run around in circles rn. i dont have to but i could. like yesterday i was out with friends and i was like bouncing up and #down while standing and rocking from side to side while sitting. which i kinda do anyway while in crowds but it was more to expend energy #last night i also got like 5hrs of sleep. so like maaaaybe ive been on the bleeding edge of mood elevation but for the most part it just #feels good and not destructive. like if i felt like this all the time that would b fantastic. its like oh so this is y ppl dont long to b #put out of their misery lol. depression? who? i dont kno her. sounds fake. but as soon as i fucking say that ill b fucking slapped back #down to earth. ugh. annoying. no emotional object permanence. i hope its the meds. if this is the person i am under layers of misery then #that is fucking so insane. we shall see. im curious to hear what the psychiatrist thinks of my brain when i follow up with her #i gave her my full dys1exia assessment which gives a pretty good picture of how my head functions. oh fuck i bet i would do waaaayyy better #on thise test if i took it in this state of mind. but anyway she has that on top of like 3 assessment sheets i filled out #dispite everything i still want someone to categorize me into a discreet box. tell me doc. am i really bip0lar? really really? #ur sure??? like 1000% sure bc my brain wont let me accept that unless its beyond a reasonable doubt. i just doesn't seem that serious. #i mean. it is but like ya kno. its not that bad. ay. this glob of mush behind my eyes runs me in circles #but for now thats ok bc i feel like i could run up a mountain or punch someone in the face lol #unrelated

[relativeficti0n]

how do you stop spending so much time on social media

#personal post #college stuff #I don't have more classes until january but I have assignments and other stuff to do and I have so much free time rn #also I'm a little burned out even if I have an online exam on Tuesday #langblr

[wymgreenteam]

wip wtuesday

as the worst season of academia befalls us (finals) and i have to hide in my cave (the studio) for the next couple weeks in order to make it through, here's a little wip update :) these are short excerpts from the five fics currently filed under my "working" folder, in no particular order:

second hand heart — girldad nico au (or: recently put on ltir captain of the new jersey devils jack hughes accidentally gets roped into babysitting au)

hallmark au — currently untitled holiday vacation resort au where jack is the owner of this cute little cabin getaway and nico's an exec who's in desperate need of some r&r... this is basically just a quest to see how many hallmark tropes i can smush into one fic (answer? a lot.)

time loop au — currently untitled twist on a time loop au... :)

certain as the sun — beauty and the beast/swan lake fusion au... fantasy and magic and stuck in close quarters with rising tensions (and stakes)! oh my!

natural causes — you know how jack and nico both went on ir at the same time for a bit? yeah. i have nothing else to say for myself here.

#the number and selection of fics in my 'working' folder changes on a bi-weekly basis depending on mood #i have like 50+ ideas hanging around my docs and what i'm actively working on changes frequently #HOWEVER. i've become very emotionally attached to three of these and they're likely to be the next fics i post (likely in the new year) #bc the other two need extensive work/rework and are a little frustrating for me at the moment so they're on the back burner #also i refuse to ever celebrate wip wednesday and i know it's still tuesday somewhere rn so that's what we're going with #anyway yeah #don't expect much from me for a few weeks as i trudge through the trenches (finish final projects) and fight on the front lines (take exams #lil.snippets

[buglaur]

Hi Laur! Hope you’re doing well. 💛 I wanted to ask how you keep legacy gameplay interesting for yourself & if you go with the flow or have some things planned when playing?

hi fae!! i'm good, thank you! ❤️

i think the way that i keep myself interested is by setting up a plan, actually. like i have the entirety of gen 3 planned out in my head, just with little milestones/plot points. i keep pushing myself to meet the next goal, and that's what keeps me motivated to play!

do i expect myself to be able to carry out the plan perfectly? absolutely not. there are always things going to happen in game that completely screw over all your plans, so i think going with the flow is also important.

my gameplay mantra is something like: have a general idea of what you want to happen, so you have something to work towards, but don't be afraid to say yes to every crazy random pop, even if it ruins your storyline lmao. that'll keep it interesting!

also, just mods mods mods. all the good gameplay mods add so much random stuff to the game, and adding in new ones every once in a while will refresh the gameplay experience.

but, if you're just not feeling it, definitely take breaks. i could play for a 7 hour session and then not play for another 3 weeks. it's important not to force yourself to play or else you'll end up hating it.

#hope that helped you 😫 #legacy posts are queued all the way up until my exam week!! #feels good to have a bunch of posts in there after so long #i start exams next wednesday and finish the following tuesday #then i've got a blissful two weeks off #also i joined the christmas pfp gang #ask

[bookwyrminspiration]

Hey Quil!

I was just curious if you had done any April Fools jokes on people yesterday, or if you had any pranks played on you (online or in person.) I saw the booping thing and it looked really fun!

I wasn’t able to do anything major, but I did do a few minor pranks, including:

trying to convince someone that it was actually March 32 and we got an extra day of March because April was so short (and then they realized it was a leap year)

switching the language on one of my family member’s phones to French (I did end up learning some new words!)

pretending to see a gigantic seagull outside (makes slightly more sense in context)

Anyway, happy April! I’m wishing you good luck with all of your schoolwork! (Also I’m emotionally time traveling to boop you!)

- Amethyst

~

Hi, Amethyst! I did not play any april fools jokes nor have any played on me outside of the booping. I must confess that I forgot both that it was april fools and that pranking people on april fools was a thing. It did not occur to me in the slightest

Instead I spent most of the day finalizing my homework before the week started (my weeks start on Tuesday this semester). So I’m glad you got to play some pranks!

Love the language one! Though I’m sure that’s no surprise. Are you studying French? I took 2 semesters in order to get my associates in Spanish, but I have forgotten practically everything. i think I still mostly know how to properly pronounce things though, but then again that’s just a general strength of mine when learning new languages (so far).

Happy April to you too! Thank you for the luck; I’ve got a few bigger things I need to knock out, so here’s hoping it goes relatively smooth. And I hope your schoolwork foes well, too!

Boop <3

#submission #quil's queries #amethyst nonsie #i have no doubt i'll get everything done it might just be rough and chaotic for a hot few seconds #and by seconds i mean weeks #i need to read two entire novels asap and also fill half of an entire sketchbook by next tuesday and conduct a survey #so i can write my section of a 10 page group report #and i need to create a language by april 30th. possibly the 23rd i might be willing to trade presentation days with someone if needed #but i do have a different exam on the 23rd (at least it's supposed to be the 23rd). so. would rather not do both I think? #plus then i get an extra week to work on it. i think #anyway. everything is under control (genuinely) #glad to hear from you again!

[myname-isnia]

I had my last singing lesson today and I honestly feel a bit sad that it’s over. Like, sure, I absolutely don’t want to continue and have never been happy over having a lesson scheduled, not even once, but I’ve been at it twice a week for four months, I got used to it, it’ll feel strange to not have to go again. The relief will probably come flooding in on Thursday when, due to a free period, I can go home an hour early and then not have lessons after, and that will hopefully overpower the melancholy

#also I tense like all my muscles while singing so now my back hurts 🥲 #the thing is since I struggle with insomnia I usually need an afternoon nap #but by the time I get home from singing it’s already 4pm and if I nap then it’ll make it even harder to sleep at night #Wednesday is the only day when I get home no later than 2:30 so I can sleep #now Monday and Thursday are added to the list #thank fucking god #I’d love to add in Tuesday and Friday too but extra history is gonna be a staple until I pass the exam #so.. you win some you lose some. at least I now have more free afternoons where I’m not exhausted #so overall. good #I’m happy I finished the course #next Monday I have to drop in to get my completion certificate but after that I never have to step foot in that building again #okay technically.. I do because it’s the same building my dad’s SIL lives in #but you get my point

[reginrokkr]

Apologies for the lack of activity this weekend too after an entire week of not being productive IC. I had to recover hours of sleep and besides that I felt like I needed a bit of a break to rest, which did wonders to me. Just four days more to go and I'll be on Christmas break which is of two weeks, enough to get back in full swing!

#◟༺✦༻◞ What lays behind the mantle of faux stars ┊OOC.┊ #I want to write but I can't promise anything #as I have to revise for tomorrow's exam #and on Tuesday I have an exposition to do of first aid #so I'll... have to revise for that too #big sigh #if I weren't this self-demanding with my grades #I could take it more easily #but I care about my grades and since I set some standards #since the very beginning #I want to keep it up until the very end #for my own pride and satisfaction specially #I'm sure that teachers are talking about me in a good light #because I heard something on Friday that ngl made me really happy #to hear from one of them that I'm her best student #at any rate I'll still be available on DMs and Discord #the latter I don't hand it that lightly but it's also lowkey available #hope you peeps have a good weekend ♥︎

[evermoredeluxe]

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#no because if i lived on my own i would literally go to arizona on opening night despite my exams #because my exams are technically from tuesday (online on monday) #i could literally make a car trip to AZ on the 17th and then be back by afternoon 18th #also i do have money to get my own tix i wouldn’t have to tell my parents to buy them #but i can’t buy them and just go because i don’t live on my own #so im sad in a way but im so happy that so many mutuals are able to go now #arshia talks

[pallases]

dragging myself kicking and screaming to do my physics hw & studying

#personal #the physics chronicles #GOD I HATE THIS. also completely neglecting the class i have an exam for tmrw in favor of physics which is probably not wise #but i am failing physics and have like a 96-97 in the other class so. you know #<- physics exam is on tuesday that’s why i can’t push it to after other class’s exam #on the other hand though what if i fail another physics exam anyway and then i bombed other class’s exam too for nothing :/ i would like to #keep at least 1 A this semester #the engineering chronicles

[newtness532]

i would love it if we could skip the rest of may and all of june and just go straight to july 1st

#im not being homophobic #the uni is being homophobic by making us have exams for the entire pride month </3 #and i also have 2 presentations. one tomorrow and one on tuesday that i would really like to skip #so by going to july i get rid of all of my problems #jo says stuff #university update

[caruliaa]

cant stop thinking abt how fucking good puss and boots the last wish is. since its out on streaming in the states i can actually watch it using my bff soap2day so honestly babes i might rewatch it even though i just saw it 😭😭😭

#prob wait till tmrw bc its too alte to watch a whole movie but like. i needd to !!! #watching a podcast ep on it rn. having a ball in this bitch #also kind of MAD!!! (not rly j bein silly) bc even tho iirc it was released this year here its technically a 2022 movie #so now idk if this or matilda the musical is my fave movie of 2022 😭 #i mean it doesnt matter bc i dont put much weight on my favourite film of each year anyway . like i bet if i had seen glass onion or eeaaw #id probably say its either of those but like !!! i had it in my mind that matilda the musical was my fave 2022 movie nd now im conflicted #(also tbh i have no idea if id like glass onion nd eeaaw more i just want ppl to respect me based on very dumb standards lol) #maybe ill rewatch them both. thatll b fun tbh. i also have two mock exams on tuesday i shld study for. but i wont 👍🏽 #flappy rambles