#also I don't want tomorrow to happen

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Lan Wangji Goes To Lotus Pier AU: Part 3: Enveloping Feelings.

(Part 1, Part 2, Part 4 (soon))

#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #lan wangji #Yungmeng Jiang training arc AU #I wanted to try out a different paneling style for this one - sorry I'm a day late! (there will still be a post tomorrow to keep on track) #The original 3 panel comic idea was fine but the point of this new schedule was to take time to push myself a bit more. #I was taking a look back through some comic artists I felt inspired by #and I really loved how Lynda Barry fills her gutters with patterns and doodles! #Obviously I'm not going as absolutely wild with it as she does but it was a great exercise! #I truly think the gutters are the most important and most overlooked part of any comic. There's lots going on in that space. #It's the same with timeskips. The implied movement between moments that we don't see changes depending on how wide that gap is #You're here for the funny tags so here's some that ties this time talk together: #I think LWJ was thinking about that second note from day 2 but it took him 7 days of hazing to commit it to paper. #I think he sends it a day later and immediately regrets it. Chasing down the messenger and everything. #You know if something actually happened to his brother he would never ever forgive himself for putting the bad vibes out there. #Third time skip was the hardest because there was so many possible flavours of jokes here. Day 8/9 was a personal favourite. #day 14 was also funny (week by week). I think the debate on 'how long does lwj take to catch feelings' is more or less: #'how long does it take for him to arrive at a particular stage of grief and yearning (and awareness of it all) #This is a symphony. There is an act by act structure. Every day he is fighting to keep his old sensibilities. He is losing so badly. #(I'll be returning to the main comic soon but there is more of this AU to come!)

[mattodore]

happy pride to bi people everywhere but especially to theo 🌾

#the sims 4 #sims 4 #ts4 #ts4 edit #ts4 cas #theodore doe #echthroi #river dipping #🦇 #reaching for every single strap meme i have saved to my devices and spamming them under this in 3....... #downloaded these boots and was like okay. well obviously i need to dress theo up for the occasion #also i keep forgetting to go back to my old cas lighting jfdkjng #this one is very pretty don't get me wrong i'm in love w/ it but it gives matthias's neck a weird effect b/c he's so pale #like his neck looks rlly thin bc of the light... it happens on dutchie too to a lesser degree so womp #but hey........... theo looks amazing w/ it <3 #but yeah this is all i did in sims today fdkfjnfdgnjhdnfhkjd #i really did want to start on the last two echthroi ocs but....... well. #mattodore lockdown what can i say #tomorrow................ tomorrow i swearrrr i'm gonna start on the final two ocs and i'm gonna get in game #and build the set for that second mattodore pose i made the other day and just . ignored after ijdnfghkjnfgdg #i'm hoping it actually looks good in game... that last pose i shared did nawttt go as planned #uhhhh. i have not slept <3 btw <3 so i should probably put a jerma stream on and try to sleep soon #i cannottttt keep pulling these 20 hour days #me 🤝 not getting any sleep 🤝 matthias #also that emoji isn't actually wheat but fjdkkjd

[lunarharp]

based on valentine's day art shirahama drew once hehe

#witch hat tag #orufrey #if anyone hasn't seen it the 1st and 3rd images are based on that. it was included in the artbook for volume 11 #tired of drawing hands in various poses now... #why would qifrey do this though. did you not expect chaos. is this appropriate. #but it's oru who's the “KYAHHH i think theres YOUNG LOVE happening teehee we gotta stay OUTTA THIS ufufuufufu” one #i don't think qifrey has the foggiest that kids could actually have active crushes on each other he just wanted to cut out some cute hearts #for his little lovely kids activities zone. he probably thinks his budding love towards oru as a child was Special. other kids are Normal #well anyway..... i did this now because i want to finish & post an angsty comic tomorrow if possible. Lol #also i drew this thinking that oru is genuinely just trying to give back this weird heart and i was going to have a WAIT- 😳panel #that'd probably be funnier. but no. they're communicating aren't they? our delicate little dance. finding ways #Heavens above i love them

[thefrogdalorian]

Sometimes I find myself thinking about Din Djarin a little too much that I get concerned and think that I really should go to therapy...

Well, I'm finally doing that (again) tomorrow... :)

Feeling pretty nervous about it but hoping that because I now know I'm autistic it will help me understand/explain things a little better! Hopefully this is the start of a journey to finally become a healthier, happier version of myself :)

#the waiting list was surprisingly short so i'm excited i just hope that they understand neurodivergency #because cbt doesn't work for my brain and i hope they don't try and force a square peg in a round hole so to speak #i want emdr eventually but i have to go through several stages first it seems and it sucks i wish i could afford private therapy #but i also just wish the nhs just fucking functioned lol #anyway that was a lot of acronyms but there we go #having ptsd sucks that's part of why i love din a lot because i can weirdly relate to him. also mando came into my life when i needed it #and as corny as it sounds knowing i can make some silly little gifs and write about the tin can helps regulate me after a draining events #so knowing i can do that whatever happens tomorrow is nice :) oR TODAY it's past midnight here what is a sleeping pattern #anyway once again i just really love din djarin but now no one can tell me to gO TO THERAPY ANYMORE BC OF IT ALSSNJSSK #personal #text post #just autism things

[dianagj-art]

I am struggling

#usually i would go into the spoiler tag to consume everything but I wanna experience this two things spoiler free #but also i wanna know so fucking bad what happens i want to see fanart and memes and gifs #i wanna read people ranting about their favorite parts and the things they enjoyed the most #i wanna read people explaining meta that i don't know #luckily tomorrow I'll go see spiderverse woth a friend so at least I will be able to do one of those things after #dg rambles

[kirby-the-gorb]

#kirby #daily kirby #my art #digital #hal laboratory #nintendo #I had to go out and run some errands since my wife can't do them while she's in the hospital #I got it all done and I've been aggressively medicating but wow I am super tired and sick #my normal available energy in a day is 'sit uprightish on the couch' not 'walk around town for 2 hours' #she feels well enough that she would be comfortable coming home tomorrow #it's just a question of whether the weekend staff is willing to do the paperwork or not #cuz a lot of places don't do weekend discharges for her stuff #so she may be coming home monday instead. #we are working together (along with her more official types of support) to make sure this doesn't have to happen again. #(one of the people from her work wants to go visit her sunday if she's not home and offered to give me a ride) #(which will be uh. also really exhausting and painful.) #(especially with all my ~medical trauma~) #(but it would help her feel better.)

[mystycalypso]

Video slightly postponed by art wip

Enjoy very much cropped Tricky sketch while I work on the full piece

I feel bad bc Trinity is literally the main character and I keep losing it over Nicky in text stuff

Love drawing her though (even though I keep forgetting her eyeshadow TvT)

EDIT: I shouldn't have put the "somehow I don't hc him as trans!" Tag bc now I jinxed it. The trans hcs are inevitable now 😔 (it might just be bc it's late)

#I hope we get more of her backstory so bad #trinity bales #trinity hello neighbor #welcome to raven brooks #hello neighbor welcome to raven brooks #sketch #tricky #trinity x nicky #drawing #Might just be projecting onto another masc character too much again wheeze #yet somehow unlike the other characters this happens with I don't hc Nicky as trans #that's for Maritza and Ivan #I want to finish this drawing tomorrow but also I hate drawing when I'm in my room so idk

[bread-of-death]

Keep having to remind myself that not only can I not eat I can't drink for the next twelve hours :((

#I want waterrrrr #but I also don't want to die in surgeryyyyy #that would suckkk #I actually had to move all my water bottles into a corner behind my sax case so I would remember I can't drink anything #I still think I'm gonna fuck up and drink something without thinking about it #anyways yeah I haven't mentioned it but I'm getting my wisdom teeth removed tomorrow #I'm scared that I'm gonna like #come out to my mom or say fuck in front of her or something while I'm high off anesthesia #:// #we'll see how it goes #whatever happens happens and I'll deal with it after I'm not needing to sleep the world away

[ferromagnetiic]

【 KID'S BIRTHDAY 2024. 】

          It is his birthday.

     The party hasn't even started and he is already drinking.

     He's ready to get wrecked and remember absolutely none of it tomorrow.

If you catch him when he's pissed enough, he might even be a little bit less horrible to you. Or maybe he'll be even more aggressive. Depends on how the night goes.

#【 ⚙ ˊˎ | BLOOD AND IRON-WILLED | open. 】 #【 ⚙ ˊˎ | RECKLESS TONGUE | ic. 】 #tw alcohol #tw drinking #// hello i am here!!! #// i just got home and i am getting ready to party. i have a few things to do before the night starts but then i'm good! #// this is the single drunkest day of the year for him. #// i will warn you that heavy scottish accents are inevitable. probably also badly translated gaelic. #// he will remember absolutely none of this tomorrow so say anything you want to him. #// also heads up that i will be spreading this event out over the course of the next few days #// because i don't think i can reply to everything in one night i'm sorry;;;; #// it might end up being a week long event depending on what happens. #// anyway hello and happy birthday to all the other kids on my dash! #// i am tagging all these posts as kid's birthday 2024 just in case any of the subject matter is uncomfortable for you #// and you want to blacklist #// okay love you all see you in a bit! #kid's birthday 2024

[cutneteel]

meh

#if I tell everything in the tags would that make everything okay #fuck it this is Tumblr I can't have shit anymore #it's 3:25 am by the time i'm writing ts #I want to rip my skin out #everything sucks I can't think I hate it #what should I do tomorrow #everybody is probably tired of me now I can't do it #what should I do what should I do I don't know #I can't even look at somebody in the eye i'm a goddamn coward #when will I be able to get used to it. it's been 6 fucking years #I can't do it I don't want to wait I hate waiting everything sucks I can't #also I think I broke my neck (I already did) #I be moaning over something that's already over fuck this #monday's gonna suck #it happened before I can go through it again? #I don't want to face my classmates and other people what if I got cuffed again #I need to stop thinking it's gonna be over before I knew it please Lord help me please #I don't have to see these people again (hopefully) #they'll just mocked me because i'm an absolute fucking retard who can't even make eye contact with someone before looking away #I have to get used to it. I need to please #it's hot #I made too many fucking mistakes I can't do it #at least it's not as bad (it is) #oh yeah ofc my fucking brother turns on the goddamn heat lmao shoot yourself

[bat-the-misfit]

i only know two Ni doms irl but they're both driving me crazy

#internet people be like “oh ni doms are so mystical and clairvoyant” no they're not #lemme tell you what they are they're ANXIOUS #and they're making me ANXIOUS TOO #i love you ni doms but pls stop predicting your life in 20 years you could die tomorrow #i'm sorry but it's the truth the future holds so many possibilities that can ruin your “vIsIOn” #pls use your inferior Se once pls i beg you i promise you won't die if you live in the moment for 5 minutes #“Bat you don't use Se you can't complain about them” i know but at least i can switch between my Ne and my Si sometimes #one of them (INTJ) says EVERY SINGLE DAY: “i'm gonna do this i'm gonna do that and i also have this project for next month and-” #but he never does anything which translates to “what the hell happened to his Te?” #his Ni must want to choke his Te #and then there's my mother (INFJ) who not only keeps telling everyone what she's gonna do ignoring the fact that Stuff Happens (inf Pe agai #but whenever smth bad happens she always think it's “meant to be” and “part of the process of people's soul growth” #i vent to her and she's like “this is what g0d chose to you as a mission for your soul to evolve" #no wonder jesus was an INFJ as well their Ni-Fe is so pUrPOsE oF LIfE #mom i just wanted to tell you my day sucks idc about my mission on earth i just wanted you to comfort me #i know we all should be kind and avoid being superficial but sometimes shit happens and it's not bc of our spiritual growth or whatever #sometimes life sucks and we don't learn anything with that and sometimes we have to be mean with people #bc they suck or bc they're mean to us #well aNYWAY #tio morcego tá azedo #every cognitive function is amazing on their own way but each one of them will drive you crazy #there's no better type or function: everyone will drive you crazy #today i'm pissed with ni doms tomorrow i could be pissed with se doms which are their opposite types so who knows? #you can't escape it you will want to choke people of all types #if you only hate one or a few types only you're not studying mbti right you have to be pissed off with all types #same with the opposite if you only like one or a few types you're not studying mbti right #you have to love every type with a passion that no one can explain #if you don't get why a type is so special and so annoying at the same type you're not studying mbti right #i just complained about ni doms but i could write why i also love them in two minutes after i post this #ok i'll stop now i'm rambling too much

[cornerful]

He knew that all the hazards and perils were now drawing together to a point: the next day would be a day of doom, the day of final effort or disaster, the last gasp.

But when would it come? The night seemed endless and timeless, minute after minute falling dead and adding up to no passing hour, bringing no change.

Idk just. Reading this part made me think of snow falling in the wee hours, cold and timeless as the veiled stars. But for Sam I guess it would be more like ash

#its abt the liminality #lotr newsletter #ash fall is also quiet and weirdly endless assuming youre not right up near the fire #but it can be Disheartening to say the least. haunted like #bc i mean. your gut knows about fire. your lungs are gonna let you know too. #wugh. obsessed with the atmosphere. tomorrow (today now) i both want to happen and don't >:] immersion #lotrn324

[arklay]

RESIDENT EVIL → DR. DIANA WESKER

but i will transcend and vomit this loser out of me i will become the next big thing

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#mine. #oc: diana #HAPPY BIRTHDAY BELOVED BRAIN WORM!! i care her so much she deserved something for her birthday hehe #periodic reminder that her name is pronounced as dee-ah-na not die-ana <3 i must be annoying about this because it's very important!! the #vibes are different!!! but okay. some credits: art is my commission of diana from psychoaciid (pointing you to pinned post pls support them) #first quote is by sheila dong from ''ouroboros'' published in old pal magazine / second quote is from a blog on here apparently #(widowbitesandhearingaids) – the post is on my oc blog in their tag somewhere if you wanted to find it / and lyrics in description are from #starchild by ghost quartet :) also don't look at my choppy cutting out of wesker in that comm by the way. graphic design is NOT my passion #that timeline is soo oversimplified for the absolute nonsense that's going on with her lmao many many years and events there... like not to #mention her very rough leave from the rival company and beginning to work with tricell oughghh then ofc the horror was for love of it all of #her spending two years completely isolated trying to heal him after what happened at the volcano :) #also. diana sharp under other names because it's an alias. not her actual surname in case you didn't know that already hehe #woke up super early from a nightmare so like. have this now. instead of in a few hours like i planned cause timezones for some people. but #it's the 27th here soooo heheh i will probably be annoying about this today and tomorrow cause of timezones also. birthday for two days <3 #anyway happy birthday loml if al doesn't treat you right on your special day then i will!!!

[transmechanicus]

It is sunday night. I remain exhausted.

#my stuff #i tried everything this weekend and nothing is healing my Existential Ambivalence #like i know i cooked and i saw friends and i did my hobbies and normally i'd be proud of myself for all that but i just...don't care #i wanna call out sick or something tomorrow. I'm worried about my finances and i genuinely think im gonna have to move somewhere cheaper #like i was expecting my tax return to offset the slow bleed of money from my savings each month and that Is Not Happening #And its not like i have any way to Make More Money #bc im a grad student and we're contractually prevented from doing so #So that means i'll need to move when my lease is up this summer and i really don't fucking want to #i like where i live i just wish it wasn't so goddamn expensive on rent #even like $200 cheaper would be world changing for me #but no instead i gotta look at my bills after power and car insurance and food and be like oops guess i lost $100 this month #and god forbid i get coffee or eat out in the cheapest way possible bc somehow that adds up to like $100 the second i look away #im sick of being anxious about this!! im not eating enough as it is!! #i also don't wanna get a fucking roommate bc i don't want someone in a space i've come to consider my own #like sorry but im transgender do not fucking look at me stranger #so the only real solution is to move and that's such a fucking hassle and it doesn't solve the problem now and i just want this to get bettr #i wish all students a very $2000 raise forever #and all landlords a very Scrooge Moment that makes you cut my rent in half #ave omnissiah

[synthshenanigans]

there’s one on here currently and they’re bringing back up old controversy (jashshipping)

Yeaa I saw that. They also seem to post a bunch of CJ related things, so I might make the daily photos one since there isn't one for just CJ screenshots/photos

#im gonna be a fait bit busy today so I cant make it rn #also wont be making it tomorrow as there's another strike happening then [ill make a post on that later too btw] #but i want there to be an account just of stuff from the vids or of the ones he posts on twitter #as for the shipping thing #i wish ppl wouldn't be so rude with things sometimes man #my stance is basically the same as CJs. interpret it however you'd like just don't show it to ppl who are uncomfortable with it #also don't harass or be a dick to people who do or don't ship it #im glad it died down since then at least & that there's not a bunch of hate going around #this fandom is simultaneously really nice to be in & also really draining sometimes #tho it definitely isn't the worse. ive been in a lot of ones that are a LOT worse than here. big & small #place is actually quite nice mostly. despite some things that deserve needing to be called out [like some of the ableism toward Heart] #I think things would be a lot better if people just let others do their own thing. as long as its not like. fuckin illegal or offense #or against CJs boundaries. just let others vibe out in there own corner #ain't that what we all said when TH purists complain about CJs covers? No ones forcing you to consume the content. is all good #just stay where you're comfortable! if anyone's forcing you to look at their stuff then they're the issue. and that goes both ways #again just listen to what the guy said. don't show it to people that don't like it. don't harass people who do it don't like it. an like #just be groovy #sorry for the rant this has just been on my mind for months now #im generally very neutral on things but i hate everyone just yellin at each other when there doesn't need to be yelling in the first place #again this place is hell of a lot better than other spaces ive been in #its a main reason this is the first fandom I've actively participated a shit ton in #im actually using discord & talking [a bit] to other ppl for once lol #idk man i like it here. Just don't make a reason for people not to like it here #again apologies for the rant op. this has just been on my mind for some time & i really don't want shit being blown up again #also apologize if anythins spelled wrong or sounds like nonsense #shitty keyboard + dyslexia + not being able to edit tags can make dumb results lol #moss rants #[atlas asks]

[undefeatednils]

Stuff in tags, only wanna semi-scream into the void

...

#nils talking #feeling very tired after this week #the start was so full of uncertainty and while a bit of relief has set in #I'm just drained #tomorrow I'll be visiting a friend for a semi-regular thing and I'm not really in the mood #but I also don't wanna cancel so I hope I'll just feel better tomorrow than I did the last few days #bc I do feel kinda lonely rn and like I'm treading water #I need change and closure and I won't get it before the year is over #too many variables too much that still needs to happen first #but there could be smaller changes that are less drastic #connections that don't need to be for a long time but rather beautiful moments #or a deepening of connections I already have but which are very marginal #at the moment I see both potential within me but also my current limits and limitations #anyway I just hope that the next few months will bring happiness and progress for me #I don't wish to fade away into the background #I want to try my best at making an impact and being remembered fondly #to not just be the awkward fat person that stood in the corner of the party #or who was just a random fellow student or coworker #I hate feeling powerless but it's so difficult to change things when you lack the energy #sorry about this if you read this you're entitled to compensation #also for the record I don't recommend looking up what former classmates are doing a decade after graduating school #it's a mostly depressing affair