#als;djf

[nin-deer]

al;skdjfals;f sorry if u cant tell ive been procrastinating on school work busy playing sea of stars

(fyi MAJOR SPOILERS in the tags so be careful!!)

#sea of stars #sea of stars spoilers #imma rant a bit so i hide the spoilers just in case #but i love this game so far #im just personally so bad at the timing al;dfhasl;djf #valere zale and garl trio my beloved <3333 #when garl first showed up and surprised the two i was so fucking happy #ok now time for the spoiler so watch out (after dweller of strife) #i didn't expect him to actually die???? #like- i legit teared up #he was really growing on me #and he was such a solid rock the other two could lean on #but then????? #a;lksfhal;skf im not ok #it didnt really hit me until i leveled up and it was just the four #:(((((((((( #best boi garl forever rip

[azurityarts]

Full Character Render for @eevyerndracaneon! Awesome fakemon design!

#pokemon #pkmn #art #request #eeveelution #fakemon #this is so late and im so sorry #the background is nice though at least #al;dkjafl;djf #sorry again

[jungwookjins]

220820 fansign (cr. @TAEYEOP_is_mine on twt)

#als;djf;lkj the contrast between the first and second #cute <3 #cant get over how good kyu looks in red and in this jacket #onlyoneof #ooo #shin kyubin #kb #lee taeyeob #yoojung #ooo fansite

[kerra-and-company]

(@commanderhorncleaver) Can I get the first question from each category for Mx Kerralind~

You may indeed~ :D And thank you!!

1. Age, Birthday, Star Sign

In terms of literal years old, Kerra's almost 11. She was born at the beginning of 1325, on the 20th of the Season of the Zephyr (which, since that's at the start of the year, is January 20, I believe). That makes her star sign Aquarius!

19. Hobbies

Singing, playing the flute (literally, as in the instrument, to be clear), reading (sometimes, but not paperwork), and swimming (recreationally, sometimes--she's not super fast, but she enjoys it) all definitely make this list! And she sometimes does woodcarving in her spare time, too. Her bow is good evidence of her skill--though it's now been crystallized thanks to Aurene's magic and no longer really looks like wood.

27. What’s their family like? Who’s in it? What’s their relationship with them?

Ah yes, we have opened up the box labeled "Kerra's family." It is a large box. There are many people in it.

Please proceed below the cut :)

Kerra considers both Caithe and Trahearne her siblings. Caithe almost immediately got the "sister" label from the moment Kerra awoke. Though their relationship's definitely had its ups and downs, they're closer at this point than they've ever been. Trahearne got the "brother" label semi-tentatively during the level 20 PS (which was Malyck's story in this case), and it was then solidified during their work together with the Pact. They were, and are, close enough that Kerra fully would have died for him during HoT (which was actually a point of contention between them for a bit of LWS3, since that's not something he would ever have wanted her to do; they talked that through, though).

Kerra also has a couple of friends who are close enough to be sibling-adjacent but don't quite fit into one category, and that's Rel and Minei. Rel has been her friend since they ran into each other in Caledon (sometime between the level 10 and level 20 PS), specifically during an incident with the Soundless and the Nightmare Court. They stuck together through quite a few months, separated for a bit when Kerra joined the Order of Whispers and Rel traveled to Orr with Trahearne to conduct more research, and reunited during the level 60 PS. They're very much on the same wavelength about a Lot of stuff, they get along very well and pretty much always have, and they've kept in touch even as their individual lives take them farther and farther away from each other. Minei and Kerra met on Claw Island and bonded, in part, thanks to Kerra comforting her after Forgal's death (though Kerra was not doing great herself at the time, either). The other reason was that they saw through each other--Kerra figured out that Minei was very young to be part of the Vigil, and Minei saw that Kerra was scared/upset. They worked together a great deal during the rest of the PS and continued to work together during HoT, LWS3, PoF, and LWS4. (And technically some of Icebrood, too.) They still very much keep in touch even when they're not directly working together.

I feel like "family" usually isn't talking about romantic partners? Could be wrong? But, romantically speaking, Kerra has Nisha and Canach, which is a story in and of itself that I won't go into here. They are definitely very happy and very in love, though.

Kerra also has kids--Aurene, Rhi, Tev, and Ia! She wasn't expecting to get a daughter when Aurene hatched, but the second that she did hatch, that was definitely Kerra's daughter. She is so, so proud of Aurene, and she hates that she wasn't able to better protect Aurene from having to carry the weight of the world on her shoulders young. She knows firsthand how hard that is and had hoped Aurene would have more time to grow up. Rhi, Tev, and Ia are all sylvari sprouts, second-gen sylvari (but not Secondborn, haha). Rhi awakened after LWS4, and Tev and Ia (who are twins) awakened after Icebrood. They're all wonderful kids, even though they're pretty different, and they definitely consider Aurene to be their big sister.

(And technically she also has a nephew! Sindri, Rel and Trahearne's kid :) )

There's also the whole other complexity that is the Elder Dragons, if you want to factor them into the family tree. Kerra did label/consider Mordremoth to have the position of "grandfather", but she definitely never loved him like family (and hated him, in fact). It does mean that seeing Aurene facing down Kralkatorrik later on was a painful parallel for her, though.

34. What’s their room look like right now?

Cozy, slightly cluttered, lots of things. Nothing too stacked up or messy, but it's a very lived-in room. The bed's made, but not particularly neatly. There's books and pens and paper on a table to the side. There's an amount of pillows that's more than average. The blankets are blue. There's a few assorted posters on the wall in a corner of the room; you'd have to get close to read the text. The window's open. The closet door's open a crack; it got shut too fast and there's the tip of a boot poking out.

47. What was this character’s biggest turning point in their life, something that changed them almost completely?

There's a whole lot of things in Kerra's life that you could point to as things that had a huge impact, but as far as "biggest turning point"? That happened early for her. That's Tiachren.

Sapling-Kerra was, for the first month-ish of her life, almost painfully optimistic. Very bright, believed fully that though her mission was hard, of course she'd succeed. There wasn't another option for her other than for things to turn out well in the end.

She was very excited to meet Tiachren, to start on part of her Wyld Hunt, and they became friends (not super close, but still friends) very quickly. She was horrified alongside him to find Ysvelta had turned to Nightmare, and though she did truly believe Ysvelta could be saved, her duty was to help those in Astorea. The many over the one. So she let him go alone, and he understood--and then he and Ysvelta came to Astorea both with Nightmare, and Kerra was the one to kill him.

Tiachren has never stopped being a recurring figure in Kerra's nightmares. Ever. It's been almost eleven years now. His death is the reason she learned that she can function under extreme devastation, can talk to someone as important like her Mother (for the first time, no less) like everything's normal if she has to. His death is the reason she learned that to complete her Wyld Hunt did not mean that everything would go well, even if the ultimate goal was achieved.

And his death is the first reason the world ever gave her to be truly, deeply, angry.

Kerra keeps the optimism going forward, to some extent. She smiles a lot by default, is generally friendly and a warm person. But it's optimism shaped by knowledge of what could happen. And she keeps the anger, too.

#gw2 #kerralind #commanderhorncleaver #thanks a bunch for the ask! :D #and please enjoy these assorted kerra facts! #kerra Really does not like the nightmare court. like. at All. #the only reason she gets through working with them during HoT (which is a part anet cut that i put back in as far as my canon's concerned) #is because rel facilitates that #she would never seek them out and work with them #unless they were the only option left #and even then it'd be a Maybe #the anger she has over tiachren's death is (funnily enough) one of the reasons she understands canach so well later down the line #him showing up with the shield of the moon during HoT throws her too #and scares her #since she already cares about him at that point #ANYWAYS there's more lore i could share but this is already long so i'm stopping here als;djf hope you enjoyed!

[dnofsunshine]

25, 26, 31, 39 :3

[I do it right is this how I'm supposed to send asks for this kind of thing I don't know I've never done this before?]

nononono fren it's ok!! you're doing amazing <333 tysm for the ask!! for the weird questions for writers ask game:

25. What is a weird, hyper-specific detail you know about one of your characters that is completely irrelevant to the story?

hahaha, well, idk if this detail is canon, it's prbly not, but i headcanon takeru as lefthanded XD also yamato could prbly apply eyeliner perfectly on a bus. and so could mimi. i could do all of the chosen al;skdfjalsk

26. How do you get into your character’s head? How do you get out? Do you ever regret going in there in the first place?

it's pretty easy for me to get into a character's head cos usually i write for the characters i relate to the most and then project?? lol.

i... don't get out. i get lost in it for days. and yes i regret it. deeply. i feel too much haha.

31. Write a short love letter to your readers.

dear readers,

you're so precious and amazing and it blows me away that you read my fics, like, little old me, you're taking the time to scroll thru my profile to read my writing a;lskdfjalsk;djf

much love. keep being badass. keep being amazing. if u comment on my fics i will die for u

39. What keeps you writing when you feel like giving up?

gotta be that delicious feedback. i know that it's not about how much kudos i get, or favs/follows, or comments, etc. but it does keep me going. i've deleted my blog. i've deleted fics. i've tossed so many drafts into the trash.

but i've met amazing ppl who have built my confidence in ways i didn't know possible <333 i don't know how to thank the ppl who read my fics. sometimes it's overwhelming.

i'm total garbage at replying to comments lately cos i just graduated from the hell that is college, but i promise i read all of them. sometimes i write fics and i'm like "i wonder what [x] person would think of this" and it makes me want to write more, cos i want to share it.

and when i don't write, i miss it. i grieve it. so i gotta do it! and i gotta share the fic cos i'm like a little first-grader looking for praise lol. a dog waiting for belly rubs and head pats. XD

thank you again for the ask!! <3333

#dnofsunshine #chikerunotenshi #sheye's rambles #weird writer ask game #digimon #takeru #my fics #my writing #reader appreciation #ask meme #gosh i talked a lot again oops #if you read all of this bless u #chosen children #mimi #yamato

[jenny-from-the-bau]

Thinking about that one episode in season 6 where Emily has her hair up and she’s wearing a black on black suit. One of her BEST LOOKS

miss girl is a leather butch fr fr fr hahaha she's so tightly dressed in black.... al;skdfja;djf

#ask #anon

[acanvasofabillionsuns]

quick list bc i'm reading an incredibly cool fic and all of my brain power is going to it rn alskdjfals;djf

it's called hero class civil warfare by roguedruid on ao3 if ur interested i don't care to pull up a link rn

anyway!!! as it turns out yes the sloppy joe meat got put away!! made for a v tasty breakfast and lunch asl;dkfj;asdlkf

and then we had pot roast for dinner and oh my goodness??? delectable?? plus there were carrots and potatoes that were in with it and rice and just als;kdjasd;lkfaj SO GOOD

i got ben and jerry's at the store (there was a b1g1 free deal how was i supposed to pass that up aslkdfna;sd) and that was v yummy 👍

water <333

got my covid + flu vaccinations!! my arms are sore but i shall come out stronger for it 💪 i am hoping through a combination of timing and sleep i shall bypass the sensory nightmare that the covid shot has inflicted on me in the past 🤞

i got them at kroger but when i was scheduling it it was like 'this store that you've never been to is the closest available one' and i couldn't find my normal one on the options list so i was like okay. and ngl wandering around looking at stuff was fun asldjfa;sdfj

also i listened to some jams on the way there and back!!

apparently neon trees revisited everybody talks?? i only listened to like half of it bc it was my last song before i got home and i. just never finished listening to it but it's neat 👀

got the headlights on the car fixed! the guy charged way more than he estimated yesterday but at least it's done (also it's still less than if we'd gone with firestone like we were planning before i went there and they were like "it'd be $120 :)" like no thanks)

my sister did a choir concert!!!! she did so great y'all <33 also there's a couple different choirs that performed and the treble choir??? knocked it out of the park it was just hit after hit after hit!!!

mitchirineko cat parade <3

scheduling dnd has been going on hopefully we will play within the next couple weeks 👀

#okay i think i hit everything #gn y'all i'm going to go keep reading #meri monologues #it's a good good good good good good morning

[chaotic-on-main]

(let me fangirl over your writing real quick-)

I just needed to say I think you healed my soul. I don't know if it's my stupid page naturally just sending me angst and stuff ... but your writing I stumbled upon on accident ... best accident I've had in months! I'm not sure what to say or how to say, but it's along the lines of thank you. I always feel that I wanted emotionally closed off or unavailable characters to find a way to be open again. I know it's kind of cliche and cheesy but as someone who also struggles with communication, having someone give you a second chance means a lot. And your portrayal of Levi just hits so true ... also love that you kept everyone alive (my biggest annoyance with some fics is leaving people dead in noncanon ways). Your setting and writing style ... it feels like you're bringing light and warmth into the world, I can't stop thinking about it, like a mini sun! But I'm blessed to have been able to read your writing, and I hope you have a lovely day!

a;sldjf oh my gosh 😭🥺 i love that i even have fans als;djf

thank you so so much for saying so!! unspoken words has been my baby for a little less than a year and i'm so happy it's reached out to so many people. definitely more than i thought would ever happen. it also makes me happy to hear that this has touched those who also struggle with communication in different shapes and forms. it means i must be going in the right direction.

the way i write my characters is a little different than most (not knocking on others of course, people write the way they want to write and there's absolutely no right or wrong way to do it!!) and because of that i'm constantly worried i'm gonna get hate for it or something. but y'all have been so kind to me with this story and setting and i can never say thank you enough.

i will say though, as a general note (without any judgment, maliciousness, or any of that bad stuff :3 ), canon and fanon are not at war. people write what they wanna write because it makes them happy. rarely will you find a non self-indulgent author on any platform. they post it because they want to share. just always remember, there is no right or wrong way to write a character, plot, story, or whatever have you okay? (and this isn't specifically for you my love, just for anyone who reads this <3)

BUT ANYWAYS

I love you so much for reading my story and i'm so happy you've taken 9 hours of your life to check it out. it's a lot to ask of someone and you did it and i cannot be any more thrilled.

most of everything i write is fluff so please by all means, check out my other works! i hope to get more out soon lol (NO ONE LOOK AT MY SUMMER EVENT REQUESTS PLS)

#asked #answered #unspoken words

[humanitys-strongest-bamf]

For the fanfic writer asks: 1, 6, and 8

yaaay ty for sending in the ask :3

1) Who is your favorite character to write for and is this the character you find easiest to write for?

al;dkfja;lfsdj this one's pretty obvs LMAO currently it's 100% levi because i'm fascinated (and thirsty) for him. i do find it easy to write him just because i'm like so involved in his entire character arc? ik there's some discourse over characterization though, so maybe im not even writing him well idk djf;alskdfj in previous fandoms, i always find it easiest to write whatever character i'm simping for just because i get so fixated on them that i do stupid amounts of research and rewatches :3

6) Do you outline your fics? If so, how?

yes i do! if its for chapters, it's honestly just kinda what comes out of my head and involves writing a lot of short-hand. here's an example of me beginning to outline a chapter:

with some stuff blacked out bc spoilers :p

8) Do you take inspiration from real life? If so how do you incorporate it into your fics?

some! i'm basing levi's PhD experience off of my husbands, since the PhD experience is very different from what i'm experiencing while i get my MSW. other times random stuff pops up in my head as i'm living my life and it turns into an idea that i may or may not actually write

come ask me about some fanfic writer questions! :)

#i had to type this up like 4 times because tumblr's dumb #a;lsdkfjal;dskf #kat chats #ask games #moots.tessie #moots

[luci-cunt]

SOB

ETHO AND BDUBS IS NOT THE TEAMUP I EXPECTED BUT IT IS EVERYTHING I'VE EVER WANTED

#ethoslab #bdubs #als;djf;lakjsdflaf #SOBBING #ljasd;lfkjasdflkj #'please tell me one of you is the boogieman' 'YOU'RE IN LUCK' #laksjdf;lajsd;flkjasd #XDDDD #also Etho's sneaky little 'now's a good time to sleep' #kaj;fa;lsdfkjas;dlfkjasd;lf motherfucker why is this season already so good #last life #last life smp #llsmp #third life season 2

[baejax-the-great]

I love video games, but video games are not "the opposite of depression" and i really need people to think before spreading around such obviously simplified nonsense

#NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO #AL;DKFJADJLFA #jesus FUCKING christ #DID YOU KNOW METH IS THE OPPOSITE OF DEPRESSION #a;lsdkfja;jfkda #als;dkfja;ldfadfadlk;djf #BAD

[haloud]

i definitely do get self-conscious about my writing coming off as pretentious, so it makes me happy to hear that people like my style haha

#that probably sounds arrogant al;kdjfal;djf im sorry

[kerra-and-company]

10 & 22 for Kerra/Nisha/Canach :>

:> :D Gladly!!

10. Describe their first date.

So, okay--they spend half of LWS1, all of LWS2, and most of HoT building up trust and friendship and falling in love, and then after they all figure out that they've reached that point at the end of HoT, all of them are a bit ??? on exactly what that means for them going forward. The first thing they have that could qualify as a date is them grabbing dinner together at Camp Resolve (before Canach and Kerra head out of that area to do the things they do during LWS3, and before Nisha heads back to the jungle to help out with what's left of the Pact and do what's required of xem in xyr new Marshal position). It's not even kinda fancy, and it's a little awkward at first, before they all kinda get to the point of "oh, we can still just be us, just with extra kisses and things thrown in, too." Good vibes.

This means that the couple hours (at most) that the three of them spend wandering Amnoon when they all end up getting there is technically only their second? third maybe? date where all three of them have been able to be in the same place, despite them having been in a long-distance relationship for a year or so at this point. It's also why most of Amnoon definitely knows who they are, even past the individual reputations they all bring to the table xD

22. What reminds each of their partner?

Kerra: for Canach--crescent moons, explosives, dark green; for Nisha--stars, loose engineering components, navy blue

Nisha: for Canach--passiflora, broken walls, edge-of-the-water sand; for Kerra--lavender (as in the plant), too-hot fireplaces, damp earth

Canach: for Kerra--noon sunshine, cats, people singing; for Nisha--starlight on water, griffons, stacks of books

#gw2 #oak and ash and thorn #kerralind #nishannai #canach #because sure i'll put these in character tags als;djf #i-mybrunettelady #thanks a bunch for the ask! :D

[klarsynt-arc]

the thing that gets me, is emil has given closure to hundreds of families, saved multiple lives and put some fucked serial killers away for good. but he never thinks any of it is enough and is too focused on the bad things he’s done to really consider how much he’s helped people too. 

#〖 OOC: IT’S JUST TUMBLR RP，CAROL 〗 #can u imagine #him talking to someone #and it coming up als;djf #emil: i'm v bad man :// some might even call me a monster #sb who just found out how many cold cases he solved and kidnap victims he saved: 👁👄👁

[shiroe-is-my-baby]

Spellbound Wedding: Gifts

Tony: “Here you guys go. I figured that you could use this since the wizard isn’t going to do this on his own.”

Me: “Tony, these are plane tickets...”

Tony: “I know. I heard that the wizard wasn’t planning on a honeymoon, so I took the liberty of planning one myself. He’s got a point, staying away too long in his position probably isn’t for the best. But my daughter wants a honeymoon, and she’s going to get one.”

Stephen: “Stark, this isn’t really necessary. We could’ve planned something on our own-”

Me: “Yeah, Dad. This is... so generous of you, but... are you sure? Where are we even-”

Tony: “I’ve already got a nice spot for you booked. You’ll return in about a week, and I’ll be here making sure that things are as controlled as they can be. You two have phones, just keep them on you. It’s really not that big of a deal.”

Me: “Well... thank you!”

#self ship #self insert #self ship wedding #spellbound wedding #spellbound wedding gifts #tony making it a big deal when it is a big deal al;djf;aldjf;aff

[half-bakedboy]

WIP Ask Game

Rules: Post the names of all the files in your WIP folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. Send me an ask with the title that most intrigues you and I’ll post a little snippet of it or tell you something about it. And then tag as many people as you have WIPs. 

Thank you @aliceschuyler for the tag! I love these things!! 😍

1. one more i love you - Buddie

2. little pieces of you - Buddie + Christopher 

3. Tarlos x Paul Night Club Extension 

4. TSUNAMI plotline but BETTER

5. EARTHQUAKE plotline but pre-Buddie

6. Malec knife fic

7. Threesome New Girl scene but Jimon + Raj

8. Tarlos Social Worker AU

9. Maddie & Buck Proposal Talk 

10. Claia for Celly (yes I mispelled @villiageidiot‘s name als;djfal;s)

11. Buddie Serial Killer AU

12. Buddie BDSM AU

13. Sterek Love & Monster AU

14. Malec Wild Hunt AU

15. Buddie Post-Apocalypse AU

I also have a folder of started coda fics for Shadowhunters, 9-1-1, and Teen Wolf and a folder with my 9-1-1 Bingo fills. 

Oh, and this is just Scrivener. I can’t do google docs as well or I’d be so fucked alks;djf;klasd

Tagging some peeps (but you don't have to do it if you don't want!): @skylar102, @bytheangell, @lightwormsiblings, @sugarandspace, @toriceratops, @cor321, @sadieyuki, @alidravana, @theyarnmaidstale, @firemedicdiaz, and @fireladybuckley. Woot!! 

#ask games #tag games #writing things #i have too many WIPs reeeeeee #this is literally only about a quarter of my ideas #i didnt list ones i haven't started yet al;ksjdf;akljsdf #thanks for tagging me Alice!! #long post