All of me loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me, I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose, I'm winning
How many times do I have to tell you?
Even when you're crying, you're beautiful, too
The world is beating you down, I'm around
Through every mood
You're my downfall, you're my muse
My worst distraction, my rhythm and blues
I can't stop singing, it's ringing
In my head for youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu 😂😁
I just learned today that James might walk away from his charges on Friday. This all depends on my girls testifying what happened that morning over two years ago. I don't think they will.
We had a call with a court worker and the prosecutor earlier today. My oldest girl walked away when they started to talk about watching their statements again and answering questions. She's only concerned about when she could see her dad. The middle one told me she didn't want to talk about it when I asked her how she felt about testifying. The youngest (who it happened to) has been saying she doesn't remember anything since its happened. It's all frustrating, but I can't be mad at them. I can't blame them for carrying this. It's too much. But it fucking hurts knowing when he walks from this, he might be able to gain access to them. Especially since our last order from family court states I only get them every 2nd weekend. I'm hoping and betting that he doesn't know this. He didn't have a lawyer during family court, so I'm hoping he's not smart enough to know this. I do have a new lawyer through legal aid but they're just starting on this. They still have to serve him, to get a new court date for family matters. I just hope through that process, I can gain sole custody, even if he's not convicted of these charges. But who knows? Our justice system is fucked. I lost last time.
I cried for like an hour, hiding in my bathroom.. then and to suck it up, feed them supper, then attend my online class. Hf.
Anyways, since June 2020, though, they've been with me. I had gotten them glasses, dental appts, S is with the spinal clinic for yearly checkups. We see a therapist. Their school attendance is almost perfect. They're fed and taken care of. I'm trying to get them into activities to keep busy. But, even after all of this, I'm afraid of him coming to take them away still. The judges from the Queen's bench have failed me once before. I hope to God they don't do it again. Omgggggg.
All trying to deal with this shit and stay sane for them. And school. I just wish I had someone to lean on. I'm scared.
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All Of Me (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/story/292214762-all-of-me?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_myworks&wp_uname=addisonscarlet78&wp_originator=b%2FmCYIbv45PQyI6zkI1kd%2FbqOIcQhKNtQJYBVKVlXWMBkEMEOJ12uTP5jYkX3L0%2BwnsGKEdyVfeV30%2F4l9Z9WwXpiyxP5AlojdoXDJoI2d%2Fye0s49WeKtuboNqLpZycG *ON HOLD* "The world doesn't revolve around you" is the moto 15-year-old Ashley Trav (Sadie Sink) lived by. Ashley's sister's learned at a young age that life isn't perfect and we embarrassed for what they had and didn't have. They didn't have much other money because it all went to hospital bills for Ashley dealing with 'Cystic Fibrosis'. Ashley's sisters take advantage of her and get noticed for things. Grace (Dakota Fanning) believes that the world only revolves around Ashley, Faith (Elle Fanning) goes to parties and gets drunk, and Piper (Mckenna Grace) gets in physical fights. The sisters have to bond while hoping Ash doesn't die. Ashley still waiting on a pair of lungs turns to her parents, Ryan (Chris Evans) and Maggie (Scarlett Johansson) for sibling advise. **Warning Contains ~ Language, talk of death, suicidal characters, and physical fights.**
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