#all those uquizzes where you have to pick a man i always pick the ones that look the prettiest but does that mean i pick the ones that i am

[ronanlynchbf]

so we’re doing this again, huh?

#hello and welcome this week on another episode of questioning my sexuality: am i actually attracted to men or am i convincing myself i am #because however awful it sounds if i'm bi there's still a chance i end up with a man meaning there is still a chance of not disappointing #my parents while if i'm a lesbian the option of not disappointing my parents is completely out the window #like. is it my parents' expectations and heteronormative standards that are making me convince myself i'm actually attracted to men? #because at this point i really don't know anymore #all those uquizzes where you have to pick a man i always pick the ones that look the prettiest but does that mean i pick the ones that i am #attracted to or does that mean i pick the ones i think are pretty but am not attracted to because i am not attracted to men #like the women quizzes are at the same time way more difficult because there are too many good options and almost all of the women on the #quiz are soooooooo attractive so it's hard to pick and then at the same time it's easier bc i am actually attracted to women and it's very #easy to pick one out of the 3-5 options while with men it's always harder. and not like in a / there are too many good options \ way but a #/ i don't know which one to pick \ way like genuinely a lot of the time i am literally just. not attracted to the men on the quiz but idk #if that's just me being particular and picky or if i'm just not attracted to men #then again i do think like. dev patel and manish dayal and jungkook and steven yeun and zayn are attractive. but like. is that me thinking #they are attractive or is it me being attracted to them like i never know which one it is #my attraction toward women feels different from my attraction toward men and i don't know what to make of that #i KNOW i'm attracted to women like that's crystal clear to me now but i'm SO doubtful about being attracted to men #like i think i'm attracted to men? but i'm really not sure??? #anyway. i'll figure it out eventually i have the rest of my life to. just want to stop constantly doubting myself 😔 #🔮.txt