#all sane and logical

[greencarnation]

eleven is fascinating to me because he came right off the back of tens horrible traumatic breakdown after he lost everything and he immediately tried to establish himself as the opposite of that. he is funny and goofy and almost childlike, and he bulldozes on in his adventures with amy like nothing happened at all. but then something happens and his masks slips and it's like oh! the core of this man is still anger. he is so so angry all of the time and this façade is the only thing stopping him from being consumed by it. he isn't over any of it and he hasn't moved on. he is wearing a fez and laughing but under that all that exists is age old anger and grief and it is going to consume him

#i do think that this pit of anger was eventually covered and soothed by the ponds #but he didn't adress it and he couldn't even look at it until he was twelve #when he stopped pushing back and repressing everything and finally allowed himself to exist as he was #but ok listen #its all layed out in the first 3 episodes of season 5 and in the way amy sees him #episode 1. here is the new doctor he is energetic and reeling and fun #episode 2. the space whale comparison. here is the new doctor. he is unthinkably ancient and almost godlike but he is so so kind #and patient and good. he is ancient and lonely but he can't stand to see children cry. so the doctor helps people #episode 3. daleks. the doctor is a soldier. these are his age old enemies. he wants them dead and he will stop at nothing #all logic and reason vanish. he is hitting the dalek with a pipe and yelling his head off while amy watches in horror #like obviously we know why but amy didnt #this is not a sane or rational man he is unstable and angry #and in that episode he was stripped back to what he largely is: hate #you would make a good dalek ect ect ect #anyway 3 episodes with 3 very distinct and equally definitely traits layed out like: here you go #i don't like elevens era much but those first 3 episodes were great #doctor who #eleven #amy #eleventh doctor #matt smith #dr who #dw #i mean idk this is what river literally had to spell out for him #eleven was careening completely out of control #how long til doctor means warrior indeed? #mine

[robby-bobby-tommy]

I dunno why but it's one of the funniest moments in TF:Exodus. Like, the way Megatron just ignores Shockwsve's words makes me think it wasn't the first time. Like "yeah, yeah, you might desire to conduct an inhumane experiment on me, but check out my new name".

But Shockwave and Soundwave are such good besties. No questions asked, just be who u wanna be.

Also my personal hc that Shockwave and Megatron met through Soundwave. 2waves already knew each other, cuz Shock used to patch Sound up. And after Megatronus fought Soundwave, the latter was very interested in his opponent, so he sent Laserbeak Rumble and Frenzy to spy on the best gladiator. He wasn't really happy with cassettes following him, but once they explained themselves he decided to meet with Soundwave again. After they've gotten closer and became brothers in arm, Sound decided to introduce gladiator doctor/unhumain scientist. Megatron really wasn't happy with Shockwave using gladiator's corpses for his own caprice. Yet he was still useful for the cause so he had to tolerate scientist. After all of them became kinda close. They had a very strange type of friendship, but it worked and no one complained.

#tfp #transformers exodus #transformers prime #transformers #maccadam #tfp soundwave #tfp megatron #tfp shockwave #but genuinely they all thought “primus I'm the only one sane here” for a long time but somehow they made it work #and it was a very hard time for Megatron to trust this new so called doctor #so for the majority of the first few operations Soundwave had to attend or else Megatron was gonna go patch himself up #SPOILERS FOR LATER CHAPTERS some part of me believes that the bombings of the amusement park and others was a collective work of three of em #Megatron planned everything #Soundwave found minicons who were brave enough to agree on this avanture through his connections #And Shockwave prepared boombooms for them to complete it using his knowledge in chemistry #also the part of me likes to think that MegaSound were genuinely upset when Starscream told them that Shocky died #and logically they were honestly happy once he came back #and also Megatron is really nice to both if them like really #he pushes everyone around yet he never even yells at them #tell ko to immediately fix Soundwave and says that 'he doesn't want to lose' shockwave again #and yeah it probably was just because only he could revive predacons but let me at least dream Megan has feelings apart from anger #megatron #soundwave #shockwave

[ruanais]

beating myself up over finding out one of my closest mutals support Israel and I’m gonna cry cause I KNOW I got too attached to them. rah. expect angst lovelies <3

#𖧷—cafe’s gossip #maybe some self ship to keep myself sane #They were the only people active aaaaa #my parents were right all this time. Ig I really don’t have common sense or logic #Why am I so dumb #okok I’m ranting sorry bb :< #𖧷 —cafe’s issues #i feel like killing myself #Might have a breakdown soon #i want Ranpo to lay on top of me and play with my hair #Or just comfort me #𖧷 —ranrua

[akai-anna]

today i reached the miraculous midair walk case. and just. kaito's smug face. SHINICHI'S SMUG FACE. THE MAGICAL FEEL OF IT. THE WHOLE PART WHERE THEY ARE TAlkING ON JIROKICHI'S BIKE. you don't understand how much i love this case.

also the pure bastard energy. the whole talk about the sky and ocean and reflections. DREAMS. both of them just being so comfortable and themselves around one another? and then BASTARD ENERGY INTENSIFYING AS KAITO SENDS SHINICHI CAREENING IN THE SIDECAR. SHINICHI SETTING FIRE TO THE LEAKING FUEL. PURE FCKIN BASTARD ENERGY, I LOVE THEM YOUR HONOUR. seeing kaito's panic. shinichi talking about his dream as he looks at ran...

uuurgh my heart, your honour, i love this case.

#detco posting #detco watching #la junk talks #pls pls pls i love this case so dearly #it's such a fun case! #jirokichi is so PETTY AND HILARIOUSLY RICH #he's such a fun character to go such ways to one up kaitou kid #and fail every damn time #and kaito just going along with his whims lol #and i always love when shinichi GETS DAZZLED even temporarily #love how he has to work for solving that mystery #*happy sigh* i miss this particular charm from recent cases #cases (and not just KID cases i mean) used to have such ATMOSPHERE and CHARM and MAGIC #god the sheer bastard energy in this shinichi countering everything with sheer logic #everything about this is good #also me to myself: if you remember the exact chapter count of detco cases is totally casual and normal right? #yeah just... needed to check something in the manga about this case #and guess what i remembered the fckin chapter count. again. this is my life. i'm a casual fan. all normal and sane.

[bowerywilliam]

some of you are legitimately insane and need to take a step back and get off tumblr and social media and go outside and live a life that is your own and stop living through popstars. you guys specially need to stop being upset about scenarios you made up in your head about people you don't know, but oh well

#not talking about any of my mutuals #you're all sexy and sane and logical #anyway taking a break for the rest of the day. let me know if something interesting that is based on real life facts and not what #twitter and deuxmoi say happens 💕

[maddisandy]

honestly i think the fact that laezel is soleils closest bestie and they're partners with astarion is very fitting given they both have the exact sane approvals most of the time. also the laezel lovemailing is very much coming from the fact that while streaming with our friend tonight we were complaining about the awful takes people have on laezel because she acts mean and now im thinking about how much i love her again

#plum charas #if we were not incredibly gay i would love to do her romance route #i wish there was an option to do romance routes platonically to still get characters epilogues #they dont see each other often since laezel is off in space starting a revolution and so often very busy but they try to talk using the #rary ring whenever they can #i like to think in one of their adventures soleil and astarion found a way to visit laezel rather than the otger way around at least once #sane thing for wyll and karlach i imagine they came to avernus at least once if not more to visit them #i like to think out of the party laezel was the voice of logic for soleil who he'd go to for reasoning advice and held utmost trust in #shadowheart was his closest confidant for emotional topics and he often shared things with her first than he did anyone else #and astarion is obviously his partner and equal who he feels he can go to for anything #and they deserves it so much because their whole life (pretty much all of the origin characters really) never really had a solid support #group so its like. now they can be that for each other #you could argue wyll had his father but really until they reconciled he was still fighting battles and blazing the front lines #gale probably is the closest to having a solid pre existing support group but mystra fucking groomed him and in his origin it's revealed he #has a complicated relationship with his mom and doesn't talk to her so. he literally just has his cat really #all of them get the found family trope all of them

[spicy-mans]

Are there any reanimated!Dan fics or do I need to force myself to write one?

Specifically like weird angsty fics but like reanimated!dan in general is just very cool to me as a concept. I feel like a lot could be done with that where you could like brainstorm different effects the reagent could have? Would he have to take the reagent every day from then on? If not is it still addictive in the way Herbert got addicted to it? Someone has almost certainly written something like this before, right?

#re animator #reanimator #danbert #maybe? #dan cain #herbert west #bride of reanimator #reanimated!dan #also no one who remained fully conscious and sane after taking the reagent really lived long enough to unpack all the implications #except for Herbert but he never died in the first place so it doesn’t count #I probably shouldn’t try to apply logic to a franchise that had dr hill’s body reanimated after only his head was injected #BUT.. #there’s a lot to think about there! #what tf would a healthy successful reanimated person look like? #DO THEY ROT? #oh god

[ikemenomegas]

If Sasuke ever meets Itachi's alpha in the massacre timeline, it really grinds his gears that they figured things out and he, Itachi's actual brother never did.

#he would have gotten their eventually without tobi's “help” #he also would have been in a better place to process all the information than the emotional muddle of #“i've accomplished my life's goal now what” #which was entirely the point I know #itachi really laid the comic book villain schtick on thick despite also showing sasuke early on where the logical flaw was #itachi had a really terrible and wicked sense of humor that only got worse when he spent nine years with criminals #and six years with someone who went “oh no baby I know what you did” #yes i do rag on my own oc's it's a good time and keeps me sane #from the margins

[halinski]

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#My logic brain knows its not normal but my me brain is like: #what do you mean its not normal for your parents to make you feel like you wanna disembowel/stab yourself #- and yes #i have been aware of this problem for years #but i am forced to live with it #and the only way to live with it and stay at least 0.1 sane is to completely suppress and deny all feelings #and to put all blame on myself and say i deserve all suffering and am here to live for my parents #and have no choice #and so on and so forth #yadda yadda #and now i've gone and forgotten my initial and any and all subsequent points #...basically: it sucks #ennding up living with such parents again in your late 20s bc youre mentally disordered and chronically ill sucks #they were away and them reaching out by phone still triggered me so much i relapsed #and they've been back less than 24h and i'm spiraling again #i haven't been well #i was supposed to get better after november ended but i have not #oh well #tumblr journal #whoop #ignore me #delete later #pls no one give me advice bc idk if i can handle it #c-ptsd #my parents gave me bpd #i am angry in a non graspable nor expressible way but not actually angry? #what are emotions

[dan-sing-in-the-rain]

personal vent in the tags

#today i had a sort of therapy appointment (but like for a specific event thing) #and i've met this counselor several times before and i'm not really sure what it is but my weirdness really comes out #and for context i am at this point like 70% sure i am not autistic from two years of exhaustive research #but the research journey did make me loosen up a bit and make me be ok with fidgeting weirdly when i feel like it #or not making eye contact if i don't feel like it #just bc i realized i don't really have to act like completely Serious Stable Sane Adult at all times when i am feeling the opposite #but then we started talking about social rules and how i understand them and i explained that i do know all of them #but i said it in a way that led her to talking about how social rules don't need to be intutitive and i saw when she decided that she would #try something different with me and then she started on a new approach about systems and justice and belief systems logically relating #and i actually understood her for once and the therapy actually started to help #but then after i felt like i was lying because i think she thinks i'm autistic and don't know it (she said 'script' and 'sensory' etc) #but i know i am almost surely not autistic #i just feel very guilty now and like a liar or something even though i don't think i said anything definitively false #but i hate hate hate feeling like i have lied about important things #i just feel like a fraud and a liar even though i don't think it hurt anybody and if anything it did help me somewhat when she switched way

[manus--cruentas]

ojala estuviera en términos de conversación más íntimos con mí hermanastra porque. man. le hablo a mi novio y no me dice nada. le hablo a mi mejor amigo y tengo que entender todos sus malos modos pero el momento que yo expreso que me rompe las bolas soy un hijo de puta. it's getting exhausting.

#but i'm not allowed to tell anyone. #i'm just abled enough. just sane enough. just comfortable enough that none of my problems are bad enough to be worth anyone's time. #ALL of them complain that i don't talk to them enough but i've had one of the most exhausting weeks ever #WHICH I'VE EXPRESSED #and no one has. checked in on me. #I'll get over it after a week of rest like #logically i understand i'm just not worth the worry #but man. it hurts. #it's ANNOYING too.

[space-magician]

What I tell myself: I need to decompress and calm down after this event so I can go to bed

What I'm doing an hour later, Apparently: [brain explode with thoughts and feelings and being normal] so hey guys about Tsukasa and his EVERYTHING-

#me trying to consider whether ill even post anything on here #am i gonna snap and do what i did for bttf and just make a blog to yell on #idk if id even talk enough for it #but on the other hand making other blogs tends to make me more organized #and i guess i Do have a good deal of thoughts #but on the OTHER hand figuring out how to write this all while sounding like a sane person #when half of this started as kinning and thinking 'oh wow haha i did that when i was younger too lol' #and then suddenly things were happening #and im like 'oh hm okay' and it is Not Lol Haha its more 'oh my god i think he's experienced some of the same trauma i did' #and approaching it from such a personal angle HELP #bc on the one hand yeah i do legitimately think it's part of what's wrong with him if not a huge chunk #but on the other its largely based on personal experiences and not just 'i know exactly what this mental thing looks like' #or 'here is my analysis based on pure logic that i definitely didn't see coming because i too had issues like this' #but on the Other Hand #god would it be nice to run my mouth LOL #ig in the end the conflict comes down to being afraid i will not be taken seriously bc it will be seen as 'projection' instead of a genuine #like #read on the character? #i do not know if i have the strength to expose myself to that kind of judgement #but like #on the other hand i feel like i very legitimately am getting parts Right #so ig in the end its inner turmoil and anxiety trying to win one over on me again <3

[inkskinned]

there's a video on instagram of a man kicking his partner's door in. the top comment is (with over 4 thousand likes): "how about you tell us what you did to make him that angry?"

barring emergency, nobody should be kicking anybody's door in. many of us lived in houses where it was always, somehow, an emergency. there is a strange, almost hysterical calm that comes over you in that moment - everything feels muted, and you almost feel, however incongruently, like you should be laughing. you are living inside of "the emergency." oh my god, you think. i am now a fucking statistic.

there is another comment with 2.8 thousand likes: "if this was a woman doing it to a man, nobody would give a shit."

do people give a shit now, though?

barring emergency, the door should remain standing. the emergency should be panicked, desperate - "i'm coming in there to protect you." many of us know what it feels like when the emergency is instead "i'm coming in there to get you."

1.5k likes: "and yet you post this for notes. glad to see being the victim has become your whole personality."

hysteria is a word connected to womb, from greek. what you're experiencing is so senseless and inhumane that you (a rational creature) try to find any ground within what is irrational and cannot be explained. one of the most frustrating things about staying in bad situations is that we also lie to ourselves. we also ask ourselves - wow. what did i do?

women can be, and often are, also abusers. abuse is not gendered. abuse is not just a "straight person" problem. abuse does not have a face or figure or sexuality. you cannot pick an abuser out of a crowd. an abuser could be actually anybody.

and then so many people rally behind the man kicking the door in. here is something nobody should be doing, right? you want to ask every person that liked that first comment: do you ask this because you side with him? do you ask this because it helps you feel safe from this ever happening?

in some ways, you're weirdly sympathetic to the top comment, because it is the same logic you see frequently. the idea is that the average, normal, sane person doesn't just break down a door. doesn't just shoot up a school. doesn't stalk and kill women. doesn't threaten sexual assault. doesn't run over protesters. doesn't shoot an unarmed black person. doesn't scream at underpaid walmart employees. doesn't just "lose it". something had to have happened, right? because the default (white. straight. cis.) - that is someone who is always, you know. "sane."

(right?)

on a podcast, you hear a sane, normal, rational person. "if you piss me off, i'm going to need to hit something. sorry but i'm not apologizing. that's just who i am that's how it is." his voice almost sounds like he's laughing.

you think of the door, and how you were almost laughing behind it, too. ironically, every real emergency in your life has almost felt peaceful in comparison. fire, car accident, flash flooding - these felt quiet, covenant to you. you'd stood in all of them, feeling them pass over and up to your chin, never actually overwhelming.

but when the door was coming down, you had felt - is there a word for that? there has to be, a word, right.

surely one of us has figured out the word for that, i mean. it's such a large fucking statistic.

#spilled ink #writeblr #warm up #this is so disorganized #i just saw that video and the comments made me want to vomit #it's actually like. in the way it's funny that you got into a car crash and got the flu within the same 24 hours #it's like. #it's funny #because certain people will blame everything on mental illness #even being transgender. #they will not #however #at any point - even vaguely suggest that a man should maybe get therapy. #like. a guy busting down a door isn't a danger-to-himself-and-others #(you just pushed him too far). #but a young adult looking for top surgery should be institutionalized for even wanting to change their body.

[stxrslut]

reader crying her eyes out because rafe yelled at her..so me omg😢

guys help I made the situation for this so dark 😭

It happens after you’d accidentally walked in on doing some of his business, or as any sane person would call it, hiding a dead body.

you’re in shock, shaking with pure terror as he drags you inside. “I fucking told you— no look at me.” he grabs you by the shoulders once you’re inside “I told you not to bother me while I’m working. right— and you ignored me.”

“Rafe-” you whimper, trying your best not to fall apart then and there. he cuts you off, yelling now, “no. I’m talking now. you do not get to do that! all of this shit I do— all of it is for you, okay? It’s to keep you safe. I cannot fucking do that if you’re getting your nose in business that isn’t yours. so now we’re both in trouble. and that’s on you.” he steps back, chest heaving as he runs one hand through his hair.

you look up at him, lip wobbling as the tears begin to fall. “I’m sorry.” you wail, officially letting the waterworks go.

he looks down for a second before sighing “alright… alright. don’t cry, okay? you’re fine.” he steps forward, hovering a hand over your shoulder before bringing you into his arms.

you cry into his chest, clinging to him desperately. you’re so terrified, and even though he’s the one who your caught carrying a corpse, you can’t help but seek comfort in him. maybe it’s manipulative of him, but you’ll worry about that another day.

“what- why were you- I don’t understand!” you sob, doing your best to make eye contact with him but failing. he doesn’t answer your question, he just shushes you, pulling you back into his embrace and kissing your temple.

“I’ll explain it alll later baby… but uh— for now… why don’t you try calm down then.. we can get ready to go on a little vacation for a bit, that sound good to you?”

you think it over for a moment, because realistically it sounds like he wants to take you with him while he lays low from the cops, but at this point you cannot even think logically, you just want Rafe. “sounds good.” you nod, sniffling sadly.

“good… okay, good. c’mon let’s get you calmed down. go wait on the bed a’ight”

#I kinda hate this #cw murder #anon #lily writes #dark!rafe #rafe cameron prompt #rafe cameron smut #rafe cameron x reader #rafe outer banks #rafe cameron #rafe x reader

[zanathan-aisling]

i hate slur reclamation i hate slur “reclamation”

#my brain is tying itself in a logic pretzel trying to grasp how the fuck a dyke that isn’t even sapphic works #but like. is there actually any difference between that and the trans fems calling themselves fags -which i’m still hella personally uncomfo #uncomfortable with but DON’T have the save gut-level ‘wait how does that even WORK’ reaction to #at least i’ve grown beyond projecting malice onto this stuff! at least i’ve come to the conclusion that ‘i dont really get it’ doesn’t need #doesn’t need to be a hostile feeling #but like. fucks sake theres still a part of me thats territorial on this shit #(a lotta its just the fact that the axis by which people are self-identifying with fag or dyke in these settings is like. the cissexist one. #which is the intent that the terms are weaponized under! so it makes sense that reclaiming them would also follow that! #BUT THEN UNDER WHAT FUCKING LOGIC IS MY OWN SELF IDENTIFICATION. GIVING CREDENCE TO TRANSPHOBIC WORLDBUILDING EVEN CRITICALLY IS STILL REIN #REINFORCING THE BIOESSENTIALIST CLASSIFICATIONS OF GENDER) #also cis gays should be able to call themselves trannies/shemales by that sane logic. fuck you all and fuck tha world.

[bruciemilf]

IMAGINE AN AU WHERE THOMAS AND MARTHA COME BACK TO LIFE??? No magic explains it. No science CAN.

Tim is wrecking his brains trying to find a logical, sane reason as to why his dead grandparents (who aren't dead - for the time being) are currently sitting in the living room, eating Alfred's cookies, and looking around for Bruce

" Chum?! Chum! It's dad! Come here! Who's this in our living room?"

" Bruce! Mommy's home! I'm sorry for being gone for so long, but that movie was just so long, I-"

Tim freezes. They think Bruce is still eight.

And Bruce walks in; drawn by the noise and Alfred's attempts to sit the pair down.

More wound than man, drowning in a dark shirt and sweatpants, eyes punched purple and dark red and bruised to hell and back;

His arm is broken, his leg too, and Tim knows for a fact he shouldn't be walking around with those five broken ribs. But God, - he's never seen his dad look so tiny before; So glassy-eyed and shaken.

For the love of all that's holy let Martha Wayne gently frame Bruce's face with her hands and stare at him, dusting off time with her eyes, and let Thomas do the same.

"...Mama?"

" ...BRUCE?!"

LET THOMAS AND MARTHA BE PROTECTIVE AS FUCK OVER THEIR SON! LET THEM MEET THEIR GRANDKIDS! Let Thomas " Catch These Hands" Wayne and Jason " Catch This Murder" Todd BOND.

" Look, I know what you're going to say, Gramps. I shouldn't blame dad for not wanting to kill Joker,"

" Yes, but that's behind us, big guy"

" And that murder isn't the answer and that I should just move on, but,-"

" Oh, no! That guy's a monster and we need to put him down. What's his address?"

GIVE ME BRUCE AND MARTHA PLAYING PIANO TOGETHER WHILE CASS FORCES DAMIAN INTO A DANCE WITH HER! GIVE ME MARTHA MAKING DICK BLUSH BY ASKING ABOUT " this pretty Kori girl in your phone"

Most importantly, give me Thomas and Martha Wayne trying to convince Bruce to give up Batman. Thomas says it'd be an easy enough job, someone else can do it! Bruce pouts, " Try doing it, then"

Thomas almost breaks his back by pretending to be Batman for like a night and becomes the new meme of Gotham when he steals a shotgun from Alfred and just patrols with it

#thomas wayne has teddy Roosevelt vibes no i will not elaborate #bruce wayne #thomas wayne #martha wayne #jason todd #dick grayson #tim drake #damian wayne #batfam #batfamily #alternative universe #dc #dc comics #text #text post