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#all i did was point out the obvious guys cmon
Okokok here this: april, reader and casey try to prank the boys. How does it go. With who does it fails/success, what was the prank, do they get caught? Do the boys get revenge, and if so, how?
Also, splinter sees it all unfolds, does he just gets himself a snack and watch, or does he tries to subtly join in without getting caught? (We all know hes got a playful side cmon)
Bonus: they try to prank vern too, maybe the boys join in to prank him? What do they do? Does he retaliate?
Okay so I admit I let my brain go nuts on this one, so it's a little long but I was cackling the entire time I was writing it.
TMNT Headcanons
Prank Wars
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Leonardo
In your complete and utter defence, Leo had 100% started this
And also in your defence, you did tell him not to
Twice
But he tricked you into watching a horror movie and ended up dying your hair green
This meant war
You'd even wrapped up April and Casey into it
Their problems were your problems
Which meant that April was the one who convinced Splinter not to say anything to his sons
He was perfectly happy to oblige
Casey was just there to help set things up
And you liked the way his mind worked
The objective wasn't to go unnoticed, there would be no point in doing it and having no proof
You were doing this to prove that you could
Leo had emphasized that he couldn't be distracted
That you were to obvious and clumsy to prank him without him noticing
Challenge fucking accepted
And that's how you ended up at the kitchen table eating lunch with April and Casey when the boys were coming back from meditating with Splinter
April kept having to shove food in her mouth to hide her laughter
Casey just decided to wear sunglasses
And you kept overpowering the urge to smirk
"Hey guys, good to see you. Y/n have you seen my katanas?"
With the obstruction of water in your mouth you just nodded at him, pointing to the other room
He sauntered off, none the wiser to your victorious grin
When he came back in only a moment later his expression had done a complete 180
Leo made direct eye contact with you and you held that stare like a wolf cornered in its den
"does someone want to explain why my katanas are encased in blueberry jello?"
You raised your hand like a child in class
"hate to break it to you, but it's actually berry blue you uncultured bitch"
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Raphael
Ohhhh you were so undeniably dead
A whole other level of six feet under
It wasn't a surprise that April and Casey had backed out on this one
It also wasn't a surprise that Splinter had offered to stand up for you if things went sideways
Donnie even gave you a sheet of paper with a list of hiding spots before hand
All of this went completely unnoticed by Raph, the target of your latest scheme.
And that was fine, you had only one objective here-
Make it out alive
But it was amazing what 1 person could do with some extra cash and internet access
So that's what led you to your current position.
Cross legged on the bench, watching the large red terrapin get ready for his first set, that in itself wasn't unusual, you always watched him lift just in case you needed to run and grab someone if something went wrong
Raph was none the wiser to your plan
At least that's what you thought
Your book was in your lap and you were calmly scanning your pages, somewhat comprehending the words but keeping a very close eye on the turtle across from you
"Hey y/n?"
You peeked over the edge of your book to meet his eyes
And your heart sank to your stomach
"Yeah Raph?"
He smirked at you, taking a lumbering step forward
"You ever seen that episode of the Office where Jim fills Dwight's phone with nickels so when he takes 'em out Dwight punches himself in the face?"
Shit shit shit shit shit shit-
"Uh... No, can't say that I have, why do you ask?"
That damn smile got even wider and all of your muscles tensed, you were ready to bolt
"I'm giving you a fifteen second headstart. Starting right now."
You flew to your feet and sprinted out of the weight room
"DONNIE WE GOTTA CODE RED!"
Your lungs were ready to burst by the time you made it to your decided hiding spot. Heavy footsteps went right underneath you and you held your breath, you wouldn't dare move.
You didn't come down until hours later when Splinter came and coaxed to you out of hiding
But deep down you knew you'd started something you couldn't finish.
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Vern Fenwick
You didn't even have to convince the guys to partake in this
You didn't even get the chance to tell them what you were planning
They were already brainstorming
None of you let a word of it slip to April, she would've shut you down faster than you could blink
A complete buzz kill
But fake blood was relatively cheap and all of Vern's flooring was tile (meaning extremely easy to clean and bleach)
Donnie had really been the mastermind behind the execution, none of you had any idea how he'd rigged the apartment plumbing
But he'd assured you it would only affect Vern's suite and no one else's so you didn't concern yourself with it further
And after the fact you had to wonder what exactly the former cameraman was planning on the date he'd been in the middle of
All you knew was that you got a very frantic call from the falcon himself yelling about blood coming out of his tap and the sink wouldn't shut off and it was everywhere and what the fuck was happening?
You all knew that Splinter thought it was hilarious, he'd never been particularly fond of Vern
But he did make his sons assist in the clean up and bleaching of the victims apartment floor
You went too and offered moral support
Vern had hit on you one too many times, so there was no way you'd feel bad about this
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Michaelangelo
As far as pranking went, you and Mikey were partners in crime
He always had great ideas and you always came up with the best ways to execute those ideas without getting caught
But when you separated those two chaos was guaranteed
You weren't entirely sure how you had been pitted against each other but you weren't entirely mad about it
You couldn't say the same for anyone else though, the others had been on edge all week.
Pranking Mikey was a challenge, he knew how you worked and vice versa
You'd been brainstorming with April for weeks now, maybe a new perspective would help
That's what the two of you told yourselves anyways
Much to your dismay, Mikey and Casey had been plotting against you as well, the traitor.
And perhaps even more unfortunate was the fact that both of your pranks somehow overlapped and backfired on the rest of the family
Because Mikey and Casey may have replaced the family tea set with a edible sugar replica that looked identical to the original
So that when you were asked to make tea for Splinter and Leo it would dissolve the second you poured the hot tea
But they didn't tell anyone else so Leo was left with an impromptu anxiety attack when he made his own tea before sitting down to meditate and it melted into sugary leaf water
And you and April had planned the 'cutting off your finger in the kitchen' with the knife, fake finger, and fake blood
Which in theory should've worked because Mikey was in the kitchen the most, that was his territory
However once you'd started your plan you couldn't stop it
so when you 'cut your finger off' and screamed for Mikey you didn't have time to yell "wait it's a prank!" before Donnie caught a glimpse of the scene and fainted
In your defence you didn't know the purple turtle could move that fast
And to Mikey's relief he was going to throw that cutting board out anyways
Splinter explicitly banned the two of you from pranking each other after that incident
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Donatello
Per your own common sense you had come to the conclusion that pranking the families resident genius was a horribly stupid idea
So for once, you'd practiced some self control and refrained from any pranks involving Donnie
Now that's not to say that the turtle vowed from aiming any pranks towards you
He had morals but messing with you walked the line separating adorable from batshit crazy
And he was all for it
April advised against it severely and even Splinter seemed to think it wasn't the best idea, but that was a lesson his son had to learn on his own
On the flip side, the second Casey heard about Donnie's plan he was all for it
So when you came over for dinner they both had to hide their excited smiles as Casey passed you your spaghetti
He knew it was your favorite
Everyone else was oblivious, which looking back on it was a very bad thing
April had her suspicions that Donnie was pulling something this evening, but she couldn't put her finger on it
That wasn't until you swirled a mouthful of noodles around your fork and shoved it into your mouth, you were starving
Here lies your predicament-
You swallowed thickly and blinked like you were in pain, your hand went to your throat and you reached for your water, ending up chugging almost the entire bottle.
Your eyes met Donnie's in a serious type of concern
"Is there hot sauce in this?"
April choked on her breadstick and quickly covered her mouth
Casey hadn't picked up on it yet
"Awh yeah- how'd you figure it out so quickly?"
You erupted in a coughing fit that sent April rushing to your side before you could tumble to the floor
"You fucking assholes! Y/N has a capsaicin allergy! Casey go start the car we need to get them to the hospital!"
On the bright side you were fine after you were rushed to the ER
But you didn't speak to Donnie or Casey for two weeks following the accident
You eventually forgave them for it and they haven't targeted you since
Sorry if it got a little dark at the end, but I felt like it was more realistic. Also that has actually happened to me but it was a nut allergy (and that's how I found out I was allergic to cashews) But I feel like the ending was a good example of how pranking someone can go horribly wrong, you should always consider the possibilities before doing something that could cause harm to a person. (Unless they really really deserve it)
I really enjoyed writing this one and I hope you guys like it as much as I do! 馃榿馃А馃憤
-Mars 馃尃
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serot0niin2 months ago
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hands ----------------
sero hanta x reader
you were so deeply captured by his hands. long. soft. warm. beautiful.
you were mesmerized. they were so pretty. ohhh to be able to hold them.
while you were staring, hanta noticed your eyes that were so focused on his hands.
he was currently on the couch on his phone with the other guys that were watching a movie while you were on the other end admiring him as the light from the bright TV shone beautifully onto his face, hilighting his features. and his hands. yes his hands.
he chuckled softly putting down his phone and acted like he didn't see anything.
until he started flexing his hands infront of his face, pretending to crack his knuckles.
looking at you to see if you were still staring at him.
his eyes met with yours.
he got off the couch making his way to you, standing behind you as he leaned towards your ear.
"like what you see bunny??" he whispered lowly.
"you looked like a little bunny, so fascinated by just my hands.... do you like them that much?? hmm??" staring deeply into his eyes, some of the boys could sense the tension between the two of you but they ignored it, except for denki which was trying to take pics of his best friend.
" OMG FINALLY SJSBSJ YEA GO DUDE GET THEM , YO I GOTTA SHOW THESE TO MINA SJSVJSHS I'LL BE BACK BRO"
"DENKI WTF BRO"
siguing he looked back at you. laughing softly hands on either sides of your shoulders.
"what was i talking about again"
"UHHHH nothing we were... talking about the movie yea, do you know that she dies in the end?? ikr it's so boring"
you said trying to shift his mind away from thinking about what he was talking about before.
"mhmm... really?? cause I'm pretty sure that we are watching magamind right now...amd I don't remember anyone dying ya know" he let out a light chuckle staring deeply into your eyes.
you just stared at him dumbfounded trying to come up with a defense for yourself.
he shook he head slowly taking a seat next to you holding out his hand in front of you.
"isn't this what you wanted cutie?? cmon I wanna hold ur hand too ya know." grabbing your hand he pulled you closer to him snuggling into you before focusing back onto the movie.
at this point you were almost sitting on his lap. suddenly there was a bright flash coming from your left. turning to your left you saw mina and denki hiding behind the kitchen counter with their phones, taking pictures of you.
"DENKI WTF?? I TOLD YOU TO NOT ON YOUR FLASH.... OH FUCK WE'VE BEEN CAUGHT MOVE MOVE MOVE GO QUICK GOOOO"
"HUH WHAT JSBS OH M JS OK OK IM GOING CHILL PINKY"
you were about to jump out of your seat to chase them so that you could delete whatever pictures thay have taken before denki accidently turned on his flash and got them caught but sero took notice and pulled you back down onto his lap and held you in place.
"you're not going anywhere. you're my personal pillow to hug now."
"BUT I NEED TO-"
" no. "
your shouting getting the attention of the others that were seated beside you.
some looking shocked, some looking unbothered and didn't care.
*ding ding*
huh
everyone looked at their phones that had recieved a message from the
class 2a groupchat.
-CLASS OF CAHOTIC IDIOTS-
PINKY: *insert pic*
PIKACHU NO. 2: *insert pic x3*
Y/N: HOW DID YALL TAKE SO MANY SJSHSH I DONT JSBS IOMG IM GONNA DIE
TAPE BOY: KSVSJEHS LMAO NO DONT DIE PLEASE (send me the pictures denks)
TAPE BOY : IT'S NOT THAT BAD BOO
Y/N: SHUT UP
BLASTY BOOM BOOM : CAN YALL MFS SHUT TF UP BEFORE I KILL YOU. WERE RIGHT BESIDE EACH OTHER, JUST TALK.
PIKACHU NO. 2: that's what my mom says.
BLASTY BOOM BOOM :聽 SHUT UP DUNCE FACE
_________
"so like are yall dating orrr..."
"no"
"not yet"
"huh"
sero got up from his seat making his way to the kitchen.
after being gone for a few minutes he came back with a cake in his hands.
placing it on the table in front of the sofa he turned to you and kneeled down on both knees to be at your level.
( hey shawty baes I can't really write confessions so we're gonna skip that part and move on, I'm sorry baes ily)
"so will you my shawty bae"
"KSKSBSKSNS LMAO SJSB HE DID NOT PFTTTT"
"SERO BRO EJEBEJEB OMG DID ANYONE FLIM THAT, IT'S GONNA GO VIRAL"
"JSBSJS I DID SJE"
"CAN YALL SHUT UP I DID KNOW ANYONE OTHER WAY TO ASK AND UGHH..... mmm sooo?? what's you say cutie??"
" sero...."
"... sorry I know you don't -"
"OMG STFU LET ME FINISH TAPEY, I SAT ON YOUR LAP AND BRING FOOD FOR YOU AND ONLY YOU, I TRAIN WITH YOU, I AM OBSESSEDDDDD WITH YOUR HANDS AND YOU ALWAYS CATCH ME WHEN I AM STARING AT YOU SO SHUT UP. yes.
".... what"
"don't you know already?? I thought it was obvious with the was you were teasing me??
" LMAOBSKSBSOSBE I TOLD YOU THAT YOU NEEDED TO STOP DOING THAT DUDE "
" shut up, but I was... what yes... WAIT YOU MEAN "
" DUH DUDE WTF ELSE WOULD IT BE??"
he rolled his yes at your response before he started attacking you with tickles.
"I love you" he mumbled into your ear, not caring that the others were still there.
"I love you too dumb hoe" you said giggling.
gasping at your response he continued tickling you while denki recored this hoping for sero lame and yet interesting confession to go viral and mina continued to take pictures.
the rest of your classmates walked away at the sight of a new happy disgusting couple that was currently being all lovey dovey.
"ur my shawty bae now ig"
"STOP SJSBSJ OMG."
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dvesbackup13 months ago
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pluto projector 锔 鉁 joel farabee
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warnings: tiny bit nsfw in the beginning. just a tiny bit though, & just a few swears here and there
pairing: joel farabee x female reader
requested: yes/no
word count: 1.5k
a/n : this is my first time publishing something on here, and it鈥檚 not revised so i鈥檓 sorry for errors! i hope u enjoy, inbox/requests are open :)
鈽 鈰*锝ワ緹:鈰*锝ワ緹:鉅 *鈰.*:锝ワ緹 .: 鈰*锝ワ緹: .鈰
joel had never been good at noticing the depth of things. he didn鈥檛 pay any mind to when y/n did his dishes for him after a long road trip, or the time she went out of her way to get him the watch he mentioned a few times. she wasn鈥檛 exactly sure about how she felt about joel, but risking a friendship wasn鈥檛 something y/n wanted to do. his company was all too precious to her, and keeping her longing thoughts to herself seemed at the best interest. at least for the moment.
鈽 鈰*锝ワ緹:鈰*锝ワ緹:鉅 *鈰.*:锝ワ緹 .: 鈰*锝ワ緹: .鈰
y/n and joel were curled up on his couch as some movie he picked was playing on the tv. it was just background noise at this point. her head laid in his chest as he ran his fingers softly along her scalp. she reminded herself daily that she was just hurting herself. allowing someone who didn鈥檛 reciprocate feelings, to treat her with upmost respect. he doesn鈥檛 do that with all of his friends, y/n, her best friend, alice鈥檚, voice replayed in her head. she shook off the thought and fixated her eyes on the tv. the two actors on the screen were getting heated to say the least. the main character wrapped his hand around the woman鈥檚 neck and passionately kissed her, which only made y/n imagine it be her and joel. this time she couldn鈥檛 shake the thought away, she clenched her thighs together for some friction. she felt joel move awkwardly, sensing he felt the tension as well. his arm that was resting on her forearm, moved gracefully down to her exposed hip. his warm touch sent chills up y/n鈥檚 spine as she froze. she slowly moved herself up against him, filling up the space. joel groaned in response, and an apology slipped out of y/n鈥檚 mouth.
鈥渄on鈥檛 worry about it.鈥 joel mumbled with his jaw clenched and eyes glued to the screen. butterflies were evident in y/n鈥檚 stomach, making her wonder if he would hear their wings flapping. the sex scene continued on the screen, but no one even hesitated to switch the channel. y/n was pretty much at her breaking point when she spoke up, 鈥渋鈥檓 getting water.鈥 she removed herself from his grasp and walked into his kitchen. a deep breath entered her lungs as she reached for a glass cup on a high shelf.
鈥渃an you reach it?鈥 joel teased, coming up from behind her and grabbing it himself. y/n turned and faced his broad chest and refused to look up into his eyes. taking in the height difference, a blush made its way across her cheeks as she mumbled a thank you.
鈥測ou need to speak up.鈥 joel鈥檚 tone was different and more seductive than his prior remark.
y/n looked up at him with her big eyes and struggled out 鈥渢hank you, beezer.鈥 this made joel smirk. she hated when he did this, it made her weak. she would practically fall on her knees if he just asked her to. he was definitely using it to his advantage. the universe must鈥檝e heard her prayers as her phone began ringing. allowing her to save herself from making a big mistake.
鈽 鈰*锝ワ緹:鈰*锝ワ緹:鉅 *鈰.*:锝ワ緹 .: 鈰*锝ワ緹: .鈰
today the team had an event that allowed families to skate on the flyers home ice. since joel invited y/n, he wasn鈥檛 taking no for an answer. she sat on the cold bench as joel laced up her hockey skates. 鈥渋 could get used to this鈥. y/n happily stated, smiling down at joel.
鈥渨hat鈥檚 that?鈥
鈥測ou know, you tying my skates. teaching me how to skate.鈥 she stated knowingly. joel鈥檚 eyes met hers as he finished up her left skate.
鈥渙h yeah?鈥 he challenged.
鈥渟top it.鈥 she blurted, feeling butterflies fluttering in her abdomen again. joel looked at her confused, letting her know to explain. 鈥渇orget it, are you ready?鈥
joel helped y/n walk over to the ice carefully, holding onto her wrists. 鈥渨atch my feet, okay?鈥 a young kid, probably no older than 8, skated by the two of them.
鈥渉e makes it look easy.鈥 y/n pointed out, struggling to keep her balance.
鈥減atience, baby. you鈥檙e not going anywhere with that attitude.鈥 joel smirked. this wasn鈥檛 the first time he had called her this, but being in his home rink, with his teammates nearby, and his firm grasp on her arms, this really sent her in a spiral.
鈥渋 wish you wouldn鈥檛 do that.鈥 she sighed, regretting it as soon as it left her mouth.
鈥渨hat do you mean?鈥
鈥渋 wish you wouldn鈥檛 flirt with me if you didn鈥檛 actually mean it, s鈥檃ll.鈥 y/n refused to look into his eyes as she spoke, too embarrassed to see his reaction. her eyes glued to her feet, pretending to follow whatever he was doing.
鈥渓ook at me, y/n,鈥 joel removed his arm from her left wrist and moved it up to her chin, gently tilting it up, forcing her to look up at him. 鈥渨hat makes you think i don鈥檛 mean it? i thought i鈥檝e been pretty obvious. and i鈥檝e been thinking about that stunt you pulled at my apartment all week.鈥
y/n could feel her face burn up. but before she could protest, joel鈥檚 teammates travis and kevin slashed them with ice.
鈽 鈰*锝ワ緹:鈰*锝ワ緹:鉅 *鈰.*:锝ワ緹 .: 鈰*锝ワ緹: .鈰
鈥渉e almost kissed u?!鈥 alice gasped, almost jumping out of her seat on the couch.
鈥渋 know, and i completely froze.鈥
鈥渓ook,鈥 alice sighed grabbing y/n鈥檚 hands in her own, 鈥測ou guys haven鈥檛 been just friends for a long time now.鈥 y/n gave her a knowing look. 鈥渁ll i鈥檓 saying is, i don鈥檛 know what you鈥檙e afraid of.鈥
she stopped for a moment to let alice鈥檚 words settle in her head. what was she actually afraid of? joel had always looked at her lovingly, like nothing else in the room mattered more than solely her existence. all noise outside their conversation was a blur, he simply couldn鈥檛 be bothered. the memories grew throughout her head like vines, making her finally come to the realization. all along these feelings had been more than platonic, and she couldn鈥檛 let anymore time pass by.
鈥渋鈥檓 in love with joel.鈥 she softly admitted in disbelief.
鈥渨ait what?鈥
鈥渋鈥檓 in love with joel鈥. y/n repeated, louder than she had said it before. the words sweet in her mouth like honey, her lips broke out into a smile.
alice reciprocated the smile, 鈥渨ell, go get him!鈥
鈥渉e has a game right now-鈥
鈥渁nd? cmon get your coat. we鈥檙e going.鈥
y/n sat anxiously in her seat as her orange and black giroux jersey lousily hugged her body. her shoes tapping on the concrete floor and knees bouncing with anticipation. the flyers were up 4 to 2 against pittsburgh with one period still left to go. joel skated up the ice wide open, waiting for a pass. laughton advanced the puck towards joel, allowing him to shoot and score.
鈥渉oly shit, that was a nice pass.鈥 alice remarked. y/n hummed in agreement, not taking her eyes off of joel. the black and orange complimented him so well, and a contagious smile was plastered on his face. she imagined how he felt, standing in the middle of his home stadium, living out his childhood dream. y/n was quickly cut from her thoughts as farabee himself looked up to where she was sitting, a smirk laid out across his lips that sent chills down her spine. she gripped her water bottle and downed a few gulps before looking back up to see him already on the bench.
鈽 鈰*锝ワ緹:鈰*锝ワ緹:鉅 *鈰.*:锝ワ緹 .: 鈰*锝ワ緹: .鈰
joel walked down the tunnel, wet hair that stuck to his forehead from the shower he took a few minutes before. his eyes scanned the room carefully, and once he saw y/n they lit up. joel wrapped her up in a big hug, lifting her off her feet. 鈥済ood game.鈥 she managed to squeeze out.
鈥測ou have no idea how glad i am that you鈥檙e here鈥. joel鈥檚 words caused the same old butterflies from just days before swarmed in her stomach, growing all the way up to form a lump in her throat. 鈥測ou know,鈥 he started again, 鈥測ou really would look a lot better in a farabee jersey. just sayin鈥 鈥
y/n pretended to be offended, trying to pry herself from joel鈥檚 grasp, which only got tighter. 鈥渓et me go!鈥 she laughed.
鈥渘ot until you let me take you out.鈥
y/n鈥檚 eyes widened, 鈥渨hat did you say?鈥
鈥測ou heard me, cmon you know we鈥檙e not just friends. i can鈥檛 keep dancing around it.鈥 joel took a deep breath and continued, 鈥渋t鈥檚 driving me crazy, please don鈥檛 make me look like an idiot.鈥
鈥測ou could take me anywhere, i鈥檓 crazy about you.鈥 she admitted her eyes falling down to his lips. joel softly placed his hands on her cheeks, angling her head up. without wasting any time her lips met his, and the butterflies in her stomach only intensified. the chirps from kevin and travis could be heard in the background, but they were only ignored. at this moment it was only joel and y/n, and from that point forward they planned on keeping it that way.
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xoxo-teddybear3 months ago
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These Hands that Hold Me - Bakugou Katsuki
Bakugou x f!reader
Warnings: fluff, small angst, cursing
BAKUGOU鈥橲 MASTERLIST
Request: Could you write a Bakugou x FemReader fluff based on the idea that Bakugou has sweaty hands (because of his quirk) and is really self conscious about it because people have brought it up in the past. But the reader really wants to hold hands with him on the way home from U.A.
His hands. In his mind, they were the greatest thing about him. His hands are the ones that allow him to keep his loved ones safe. His hands are the ones that allow him to reach out to grab his favorite things. His hands allow him to push away idiots and move forward. His hands are also the source of his quirk, one of the things he鈥檚 most proud of. They also allow him to hold onto you, his girlfriend and teddy bear, and keep you protected.
However they are what makes him insecure. Usually, Katsuki couldn鈥檛 care less about what people thought of him. But this was different. This was you. He wanted to impress you so bad. You had only been dating for 2 months, but you both had been close friends early on before, so you thought Katsuki had opened up to you about everything already, but this was one thing that has yet to be said.
As your relationship grew, you of course got clingier. Who wouldn鈥檛 want to be completely loved and secure in the arms of their loving boyfriend. Good thing for Katsuki, since you only started dating, you were ok with just holding onto his hand. But that was the problem, he always avoided doing it.
It was a beautiful day and you and Katsuki had just finished all your classes. You both had no scheduled training today so you decided a movie night back in his dorms would be the go to. As you walked side by side, you wanted to get closer to him, so like any girlfriend would, you reached out to hold onto his hand. You were subtle about it though. You glided your hand across his and gave gentle nudges as you moved closer next to him. This made Katsuki stiffen and he started to walk faster ahead of you.
鈥淐鈥檓on dumbass, we gotta get there quicker. Keep up.鈥 He said without looking back at you.
You sighed before an idea came to mind.
鈥淵ou know~ I could keep up with you if I just held onto your hand. It would keep me in the same pace as you Suki!鈥 As you subtly reached for his hand, he saw and put it in his pocket.
鈥淚f you need to depend on someone else just to keep up the pace on a walk, then you gotta work a little harder on your stamina, princess.鈥 He said while walking.
鈥淩ight...of course. My bad.鈥 You said as you looked down and walked with your own hands interlocked behind your back. Bakugou saw this and couldn鈥檛 help but feel bad, but this was too embarrassing. His hands were so sweaty due to his quirk, what if you did it once and never wanted to again. He would love to hold your hand, but if there was a possibility of you never wanting to be in his grasps, that would wreck him.
So you both continued your walk to the dorms, but once you made it in and he started walking to his room, he noticed you weren鈥檛 following.
鈥淗ey, Princess? Where you going? Dorm鈥檚 this way.鈥 He said while pointing to his room鈥檚 direction.
鈥淯mm, yeah Suki, I鈥檓 not feeling the greatest, so I鈥檓 just gonna head back to my room.鈥 You said with a soft look on your face.
鈥淥h. Well, I could go with you and help take care of you if you aren鈥檛 feeling the bes-鈥 you cut him off before he could continue.
鈥淣o! Uh..no thank you, Katsuki. I鈥檒l be fine, I just..gotta go. Uhm..yea,鈥 you said the last sentence while giving him a peck to the cheek and walking off.
Katsuki only watched you go in sadness and when you were out of sight, he went to his own dorm and flopped on his bed.
鈥淯GHHHH you idiot...just let her, hold your, hand!鈥 He said while banging his head into the mattress. He鈥檚 not dumb, he knows you鈥檙e not sick or anything. You were upset because he wouldn鈥檛 even give you the slightest touch, but he still wanted to spend time with you. He texted you and asked if you were feeling ok to which you just replied with 鈥滒煈.鈥
He only sighed at the message and decided he should sleep this off, but during his dream...things happened.
Katsuki walked up to you but you only laughed as he tried to reach out to you. You made fun of him and walked away saying you guys were done. His world was collapsing and you were disappearing. Katsuki fell into a dark world as he heard your voice say such negative things.
鈥淲e鈥檙e done Bakugou!鈥
鈥淚 hate you.鈥
鈥淵ou always neglected me!鈥
鈥淚 DONT LOVE YOU!鈥
On that last shriek, Katsuki tossed and turned before waking up in a cold sweat. He tried to catch his breath as he came to the realization.
鈥淛ust a nightmare, Katsuki. She still loves you.鈥 Bakugou panted out. He lied back down in bed and thought about it.
鈥楽he loves you....and she won鈥檛 judge you for whatever. So in the morning, make it up to her.鈥 He thought to himself.
鈥淢ake it up to Teddy Bear.鈥 He said as he closed his eyes and drifted back to sleep.
In the morning, Katsuki got ready and ran out of his room looking for you. It was a school day and the class was about to have breakfast. He saw you standing with Mina and Jirou and quickly ran up to you and grabbed your hand.
鈥淵ou鈥檙e coming with me.鈥 He said and ran off with you, hand in hand.
鈥淲ait where are we go- WOAH!鈥 You said before he dashed through the hallways and dragged you back into the direction of your room.
As you looked down, you saw your hands intertwined. It made you blush as you ran but you smiled nonetheless. As you made it into your room, he locked the door and you finally questioned him.
鈥淪uki? What鈥檚 going on?鈥 You said as you fixed your now winded hair.
鈥淕et dressed teddy bear, we鈥檙e having the whole day to ourselves.鈥 Bakugou said with a smile.
鈥淗uh? Suki I know you鈥檙e not dumb, but you do know we have school right?鈥 You said as you looked at him with suspicion.
鈥淵/N, we鈥檙e perfect students. We can miss one day of class. We鈥檒l be fine, I promise.鈥 He said, but you still gave him a look with an unsure face. So he went up to you, grabbed your hands, and kissed your knuckles.
鈥淲e鈥檒l be fine, Teddy Bear.鈥 He said with a soft smile as he stared you in the eyes.
鈥....Ok then.鈥 You said smiling back. You pecked his lips and got ready. Once you both were set, you walked out the dormitory and headed towards wherever.
鈥淗ey Suki, where鈥檙e we going?鈥 You asked him as you once again walked hand in hand. It was obvious he had a clear blush on his face and was a little nervous, but he still walked on with confidence.
鈥淲ell, I was thinking maybe your favorite ice cream parlor, walk around the outlet and shop or maybe just do that thing that you girls do and say 鈥渢his is cute鈥 to everything,鈥 he snickered, 鈥渁nd then I was thinking a little lunch and end it off with a date at the park at sunset.鈥
鈥淪ounds amazing.鈥 You said with serenity.
鈥淲ith you, always.鈥 He said while looking at you.
So now you and Bakugou have been having your little day together. Running around the city, getting your favorite ice cream, a little shopping and some more food. He even brought you to see the puppies in the pet shop. That was your favorite part of your day, until this happened.
As you and Bakugou walked down the street hand in hand, you guys held small talk and laughed.
鈥淪o..I鈥檓 allowed to hold your hand now, I see.鈥 You said while teasing the blushing boy. He only looked away and squeezed your palm tighter as he spoke.
鈥淒umbass, I would鈥檝e let you if I-鈥 but he was cut off by an officer.
鈥淗ey! You two! You look like students. Shouldnt you be in school?鈥 One of the two officers said.
鈥淯hhh...鈥 you and Bakugou froze up as you made eye contact with each other.
鈥淗eyyy...wait a minute. You鈥檙e Katsuki Bakugou and Y/N L/N. You guys are top students at UA! And you鈥檙e skipping?!鈥 The other officer said.
As you and Bakugou began to babble over your words, the officer who first spoke up cut you off and said..
鈥淪orry kids, but you鈥檙e coming with us.鈥 He said as he reached out to grab you guys, but before he could Bakugou grabbed onto your hand again and ran off.
鈥淪orry! But you guys are NOT messing up my date!鈥 He said as he ran with you. He took a bunch of twists and turns as the officers chased you both, until he came up with a plan. Running down a dark alleyway, he took a breath, and looked at you.
鈥淗old onto me, Teddy Bear.鈥 He said with a smirk.
鈥淪uki! What are we doing!?鈥 You said with shock.
鈥淲e鈥檙e going to our final stop Princess, so just trust me.鈥 He said as he pulled you in. You hesitantly agreed before you wrapped your arms around his neck. With that, he blasted off into the sky, but not before screaming at the cops once more.
鈥淟ater!鈥
The view from the sky was gorgeous, especially as the pink sky and setting sun settled in. This truly was an amazing day. As Bakugou kept on flying throughout the air, you saw a park come into view. As he landed, he brought you to a hill where a picnic blanket with all your favorite sweets and desserts were settled. The blanket was also covered with candles and roses, with the shade of a beautiful cherry blossom tree offering a chill spot in the hot weather. It was beautiful.
鈥淪uki? What is all this?鈥 You asked in awe.
鈥淭he perfect way to end our date. Cmon.鈥 He said as he pulled you towards the blanket. You both shared sweets, told stories, laughed, and cuddled up. Bakugou sat up against the tree with you in between his legs. You both relaxed in each other鈥檚 touch and watched the sun.
鈥淗ey...can I ask you something?鈥 You asked while your head leaned on his shoulder. Bakugou knew what was coming, guess there was no avoiding it now.
鈥淪hoot.鈥 He said, accepting your question.
鈥淚t鈥檚 not that serious but why was I never allowed to hold your hand before. Like...it kinda made me feel outta place. Made me feel like you didn鈥檛 want people to know it was me that you were with.鈥 You explained.
鈥淧rincess..I never wanted you to feel that way,鈥 he began as he nudged his head into your neck to comfort you and him. 鈥淥f course I want people to know I鈥檓 with you, I want the whole world to know that I have the best girlfriend there is, and I don鈥檛 want anyone but you.鈥 He explained.
鈥淕uess I鈥檓 just kinda insecure.鈥 He said shyly.
鈥淥f what, Suki? You鈥檙e amazing, and not to sound ignorant, but there鈥檚 so many amazing things about you, it鈥檚 hard to see you being insecure about anything.鈥 You replied.
鈥淢y hands. They may be the source of my power and they may allow me to do great things like pull you in for hugs,鈥 he said while cuddling into you even more which had you both giggling a little, 鈥渂ut they鈥檙e also a big mess. My quirk comes off of the sweat of my palms, I can only imagine how weird it must feel whenever I hold your hand so I tried to avoid it for the longest time. I just didn鈥檛 want to push you away Teddy Bear.鈥 He said said a little sadly.
As you stared at him in concern after his little confession, you saw how nervous he looked. It must鈥檝e taken a lot for him to open up that much about an insecurity like that. So to relive him if his worries, you grabbed onto his hands and gave them kisses. You turned to him and peppered his face with kisses too.
鈥淚 love everything about you Suki. It鈥檚 hard to see any flaws when it comes to you. Whether it be your hands or your big mouth,鈥 you teased, 鈥淚 love it all. I love you.鈥 You ended with.
Bakugou only looked at you in nothing but love and adoration. He really did have the best girlfriend in the world.
鈥淎nd I love you Y/N.鈥 He said with a small smile. You both leaned in to share a heart felt kiss that shared both the emotions you were feeling. All the love, relief, and admiration to one another was transferred through a warm kiss. When you both separated from the kiss, you leaned into his chest again and cuddled up once more. As his entire body holds you in his arms, you couldn鈥檛 help but fall in love even more or feel even safer than ever before. All this love and feeling.
鈥淎ll the love in the world in these hands that hold me.鈥 You softly mumbled under your breath to yourself with a smile. You thought it was quiet enough for just you to hear, but Bakugou heard. And he couldn鈥檛 help but fall in love with you even more.
A/N: NOT SPELLCHECKED AGAIN, I鈥檓 sorry but I鈥檓 hope this request was to your liking. Please enjoy and stay tuned for the upcoming series. Just one more request and we鈥檙e good to go! 馃挆馃Ц
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poisonloki4 months ago
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i must be so bored if i鈥檓 writing.. i no longer write exclusively fem!reader fanfic, i want to keep my stuff as gender neutral as possible :)
honestly i dont really know what..... this is...... just kind of..... rambles?? idk its way better in my head
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the melody of your favorite song blasts through your earbuds as you type out notes for your upcoming final, one of the last ones you will ever take before you graduate.
鈥渆arth to y/n!鈥 you jump, taking your earbuds out and looking towards wanda.
鈥渄on鈥檛 scare me like that, wanda.鈥 you breathe deeply. 鈥渨hat do you want?鈥 you ask.
鈥渃an i borrow that book you just got? the martian or whatever?鈥 wanda requests. 鈥測ea, it鈥檚 in my room. make sure to give it back when you鈥檙e done.鈥 you smile as she walks off.
just as you were about to get back to work, the sound of a door slamming open startles you.
鈥渢hor, what the hell? why is he here?鈥 you hear tony snap, walking towards the blonde haired god clinging to a slender raven haired man.
鈥渉e鈥檚 changed, stark. father doesn鈥檛 want him staying in asgard anymore so i volunteered to bring him here.鈥 you overhear thor say.
鈥渨ell he鈥檚 not welcome, did you forget what he did a few years ago?鈥 you hear natasha butt in.
鈥渘o one has forgotten, but he鈥檚 changed.鈥 thor repeats. you felt bad for the raven haired man, everyone was talking terribly about him, as if he wasn鈥檛 standing right there.
鈥渨hat鈥檚 with all the fuss, dad?鈥 you interrupt them. 鈥済o to your room, y/n. i don鈥檛 want you anywhere near him.鈥 tony says, pointing to the raven haired man.
you turn to face him and give him a warm smile. 鈥渋鈥檓 y/n, nice to meet you.鈥 you hold out a hand for him to shake. 鈥渓oki.鈥 he says quietly, shaking your hand.
鈥測/n, seriously? go to your room or i鈥檒l make you train with cap.鈥 your father threatens. 鈥渨ho shoved a stick up your ass?鈥 you rolled your eyes.
鈥渘ice to meet you, loki. hope to see you around.鈥 you wave, heading toward your room.
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it has been a week since thor brought loki to the compound and tony reluctantly let him stay. everyone has been on edge with his presence, except for you and thor.
you walk into the common room, hoping to have some quiet time with your book. your eyes dart to the couch, landing on loki, reading his book.
鈥渉ey loki!鈥 you smile, sitting next to him. 鈥渨hatcha reading?鈥 you ask, causing him to close the book, showing you the cover.
鈥渁h, harry potter and the chamber of secrets? that鈥檚 one of my favorites from the series.鈥 you ramble.
鈥渋t鈥檚 a good book.鈥 he says shortly. 鈥渢here鈥檚 an 8 movie series that goes along with it, we could watch it together when you finish the books.鈥 you offer.
鈥渁ren鈥檛 you supposed to stay away from me?鈥 loki says bitterly, opening his book again.聽鈥渋 don鈥檛 really listen to my father, if you haven鈥檛 noticed.鈥 you smile.聽鈥渂esides you seem cool, it鈥檚 nice to have another reader around here.鈥 you add.
鈥渂ut if you don鈥檛 want me here, i can leave.鈥 you say, beginning to get up.聽鈥渘o, stay.鈥 loki says quickly, grabbing your wrist.聽
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much to your father鈥檚 dismay, you and loki only grew closer. spending time together in the library, having weekly movie night and bonding over shared hobbies like books and linguistics.聽
鈥測ou look tense.鈥 steve says from his place at the kitchen counter.聽鈥渋t鈥檚 y/n and loki.鈥 he starts,聽鈥渋t鈥檚 like they don鈥檛 care about how dangerous that guy is, they spend like every waking minute with him.鈥 tony rambles, rubbing his forehead.
鈥渉e鈥檚 not dangerous, tony. i鈥檝e told you a million times that he has changed.鈥 thor interrupts.聽鈥渁nd i don鈥檛 believe you.鈥 tony snaps.聽鈥渢hat鈥檚 my kid fraternizing with a guy who tried to kill us and take over new york a few years ago, if you have forgotten.鈥
鈥渘one of us have forgotten, tony. maybe this friendship they have is the change in him.鈥 nat says, entertaining thor鈥檚 claims.聽鈥渋f he hurts them, he鈥檚 out of here.鈥 tony says to thor before leaving the kitchen.聽
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鈥渟tupid dad with his stupid parties and stupid fundraisers..鈥 you mumble as you pull on a (dress/suit). you hear a soft knock on your door, causing you to look up.聽鈥済etting ready for stark鈥檚 gala, i see.鈥 loki鈥檚 smooth tone cuts through the silence.聽
鈥渦nwilllingly, being a stark child is so fun.鈥 you exclaim sarcastically.聽鈥渋 would ask you to skip it with me, but i think that would cause more of a rift between your father and i.鈥 loki says, bringing his hands to your shoulders.
鈥渉opefully it won鈥檛 last too long, movie in my room after?鈥 you ask, turning around to face him.聽鈥渨ouldn鈥檛 miss it for the world.鈥 loki smiles.聽鈥渟ee ya later, snowflake.鈥 you giggle, exiting your room.聽
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you sit at the bar, nursing a shirley temple as you count the minutes until you can get the fuck out of this stupid party. you hated these things, they forced you to be social with snobby rich people and pretend like you enjoy it.
鈥渨ell you鈥檙e a sight for sore eyes.鈥 you hear a raspy voice sound from the spot next to you. you shoot the guy a polite smile, looking back down at your drink.聽鈥渃mon.. no thank you, you too? a hello?鈥 he asks, resting a hand on your back.
鈥渨hat鈥檚 your name, beautiful?鈥 he presses, reaching up to play with strands of your hair.聽鈥測/n stark.鈥 you say dryly, hoping the lack of attention would deter the guy.聽鈥渁h, you鈥檙e the stark child huh? he gave you the good genes. i鈥檓 rick cypress.鈥 the man says, holding his hand out for you to shake. you extend your hand, shaking his quickly. he encapsulates your hand, bringing it to his lips.
鈥渁lright, hands off my partner.鈥 you hear a familiar velvety voice say.聽鈥渁h, didn鈥檛 know you were taken, whoring around this party. what a shame.鈥 rick says, rising from his seat.聽鈥渃all them a whore again, i dare you.鈥 loki says, tone full of danger.
鈥渋 mean look at them, practically askin鈥 for it.鈥 he says, gesturing to you. loki brings his fist to the mans face, knocking him out in one blow.
鈥渃鈥檓on, let鈥檚 get out of here.鈥 loki says, grabbing your hand.聽鈥渕y partner, huh?鈥 you giggle as you begin the walk towards your bedroom.聽鈥渋t was to get out out of that situation, sorry if i made you uncomfortable.鈥 loki mumbles, looking towards the floor.
鈥渘o, no, i liked it. thought my feelings were obvious at this point.鈥 you assert nervously.聽鈥測our feelings?鈥 loki inquires, meeting you eyes.聽鈥渋t鈥檚 alright if you don鈥檛 feel the same way, loki.鈥 you mumble quietly.聽鈥渘o, i definitely feel the same way, darling. i thought my attraction towards you was one-sided.鈥 he explains, stopping in your tracks.
鈥渋 knew you were different from the moment you introduced yourself to me. you intrigued me, ended up falling in love.鈥 he reveals, taking your hands into his.
鈥渇eelings mutual, snowflake.鈥 you say, leaning in slowly, locking your lips with his.
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yo that was probably so bad... IM SO BORED DONT JUDGE ME
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yoontopia4 months ago
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coffee & cream | jjk
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pairing:聽jeon jungkook x (f) reader
genre: friends with benefits au (like the movie mila kunis is sexy y鈥檃ll), one (1) smut scene [in the form of oral (m) and (f) receiving, unprotected sex (wrap it up kids cmon), spanking, grinding], fluff, angst (but its a happy ending bc its me)
rating: M
word count: 14.3k
summary: Jungkook isn鈥檛 usually a risk taker-- in fact, he鈥檚 the safest guy in the room. But you鈥檙e about to change that
Jungkook adjusts his tie and looks out of the little airplane window. The seatbelt sign is blinking back on 鈥 it鈥檚 been a relatively exhausting flight from LA to New York and his legs are numb. He eyes the tall buildings of the metropolis below, squinting when he can see the Empire State building in his view. It isn鈥檛 his first time in Manhattan, having visited once with his family when he was a teenager. The sheer size of the place terrifies him a little though.
It鈥檚 not like Los Angeles isn鈥檛 a big city. LA is huge, in fact, and just as saturated as any big city is. But New York is a different topic altogether. Jungkook finds LA intimidating, he鈥檚 not sure where to even start with Manhattan.
He walks out into JFK, hoisting his duffle bag on one shoulder. It鈥檚 noisy, he notes, as soon as he鈥檚 walked out and into baggage claim. He only makes a small pitstop in the men鈥檚 bathroom to make sure his hair doesn鈥檛 look like birds have nested in it and emerges out, looking around. Someone鈥檚 supposed to be picking him up, and they should be here, amongst the throng of people holding up placards with names on them. He鈥檚 just pulling out his phone to double check if any emails about his pickup were sent while he was in flight, when a commotion by baggage claim catches his eye. Raising his eyebrows, he takes in the sight before him.
There鈥檚 you, hair coming out of your bun, clutching your stilettos close to your chest as you walk barefoot on the baggage belt wearing a crinkled skirt-suit. You鈥檙e looking for something, tip toeing around the suitcases, unaware of the stares you鈥檙e getting. You鈥檙e walking towards him, against the direction of the belt and he stares around him and sees a piece of paper with the name JEON JUNGKOOK written on it in bright red lipstick. He leans over to pick it up, and realizes you鈥檝e made a grab for it as well.
鈥淭hat鈥檚 me,鈥 he says. You blink at him in confusion, before your face clears.
鈥淛eon Jungkook?鈥 you affirm, and he nods, pointing to the piece of paper and then at himself. 聽鈥淥h, thank god.鈥 You introduce yourself and hold out your hand, which Jungkook promptly shakes. You鈥檙e still on the baggage belt, so he has to walk alongside you.
鈥淵ou鈥檙e picking me up from the airport?鈥
鈥淵es!鈥 your voice is hushed and out of breath. You smooth down your flyaway hair hastily.
鈥淒o you鈥 always pick people up like this?鈥 He gestures at the baggage belt and you suddenly laugh, a high tinkling sound. Jumping off the belt, you stand in front of him.
鈥淯h yeah, you know, I like to keep things interesting,鈥 you say, nodding your head like you mean business. 鈥淲elcome to New York, by the way. I feel like I should鈥檝e brought a boombox with that Taylor Swift song blasting on it.鈥
鈥淚 mean there鈥檚 always next time, right?鈥 Jungkook cracks a smile, shoving his hands in the pockets of his suit. 鈥淵ou know鈥 you鈥檙e not exactly what comes to mind when one thinks 鈥榟eadhunter鈥.鈥
鈥淵eah, I prefer the term executive recruiter,鈥 you say offhandedly. 鈥溾楬eadhunter鈥 always makes me sound a little creepy.鈥
鈥淲ell,鈥 Jungkook says, as he watches you put your heels back on. They add a significant amount to your height, and you stand in front of him expectantly. 鈥淵ou did stalk me for the past six months. That鈥檚 kind of creepy.鈥 You laugh again at that and reach for his bag, which he pulls out of the way.
鈥淟et me carry your bag, it鈥檚 my job!鈥
鈥淵ou don鈥檛 look like you do this often,鈥 he points out.
鈥淥kay so maybe you鈥檙e my first recruit, sue me.鈥 You鈥檙e pouting faintly, as the two of you walk out of the airport. The New York heat hits Jungkook all at once, and he sniffs the air curiously. 鈥淣asty isn鈥檛 it? I love it鈥 you grin.
鈥淲hat is that?鈥 he asks, wrinkling his nose.
鈥淪ewage, rats, and the sweet smell of capitalism.鈥 You鈥檙e waving down a yellow taxi. 鈥淣eed me to play you that Taylor Swift song yet?鈥 You hold the door open for him and he gets in and you pop in from the other side. Once you鈥檙e done giving the driver your destination, you sit back. 鈥淪o.鈥 You start. Jungkook raises your eyebrows at you. 鈥淵ou鈥檙e finally here!鈥
鈥淥nly took six months worth of emails to convince me,鈥 he says, looking out the window as the cab crosses a bridge. Manhattan looms in front of him.
鈥淚t鈥檚 a huge opportunity,鈥 you say, and he has to give you points for being earnest. 鈥淎rt director for Vogue? This is the big leagues!鈥 You鈥檙e turned in your seat to look over at him. 鈥淚 mean, no offence to your little internet blog.鈥
鈥淲hich got seven million hits last month,鈥 He points out, only a little offended. You roll your eyes.
鈥淗ave you been on TikTok lately, little kids are pulling those numbers.鈥 You say, and he can鈥檛 deny it. 鈥淏ut I鈥檝e seen your work firsthand, and you鈥檙e amazing at what you do. That鈥檚 why you鈥檙e here.鈥 Jungkook sighs. The cab is in Manhattan now and he stares out the window once again.
鈥淭here must be a reason you鈥檙e here,鈥 you continue quietly. 鈥淓ven I was surprised you finally agreed to give the interview a shot.鈥 Jungkook doesn鈥檛 look at you. He doesn鈥檛 know you enough to tell you the real reason he up and left his life in LA.
鈥淎 free trip to New York? C鈥檓on I鈥檇 be an idiot to turn that down!鈥 He says instead, making his tone as light as possible. 鈥淏ut New York鈥檚 so crowded. Look around! I鈥檓 from California okay? I prefer the coast.鈥 You鈥檙e looking at him, and he has a feeling you can see right through him. Considering New York also has the ocean, even Jungkook knows that is the poorest excuse.
鈥淐鈥檓on, what鈥檚 really holding you back?鈥 Your tone is serious. Jungkook shrugs.
鈥淚 don鈥檛 know. This is a ridiculously huge move. I鈥檝e lived in one place my whole life. And I don鈥檛 want it to feel like I made the wrong move and got myself into something I can鈥檛 handle.鈥
鈥淚鈥檓 telling you, your work is incredible,鈥 you say again, and Jungkook feels the back of his neck go warm. He鈥檚 heard flattery before, but you鈥檙e a stranger and you sound so blatantly honest. 鈥淵ou鈥檙e fully capable of handling this. Look, we鈥檒l get you some coffee before your interview, you鈥檒l be fine.鈥
鈥淚 don鈥檛 drink coffee,鈥 Jungkook mumbles, lowering himself in his seat. You stare.
鈥淲hat?! You heathen.鈥 You鈥檝e dropped all formalities with him, and Jungkook doesn鈥檛 know if that鈥檚 just New York, or you.
鈥淚t鈥檚 really hot,鈥 he says as the cab pulls up to the destination.
鈥淒oesn鈥檛 it get hot in LA?鈥 you ask, paying the driver. Jungkook stands on the sidewalk and looks around. He can see the river from where he stands and smell the ocean. That thought comforts him a little.
鈥淵eah it gets hot in LA, but here it鈥檚 the heat, the pollution the humidity. In LA, thirty degrees feels like thirty degrees. Here thirty degrees feels like鈥攖he ninth circle of hell鈥斺
鈥淭his conversation about the weather is really fascinating, believe me,鈥 you cut him off. 鈥淏ut lucky for me, we鈥檙e here.鈥 You point at the large building the two of you are standing outside of. 鈥淪o, good luck.鈥 Jungkook looks up at the skyscraper.
鈥淲hatever happens, happens,鈥 He says, shaking his head. 鈥淚 told you, I don鈥檛 really want it.鈥
鈥淚 think you do,鈥 you say, crossing your arms slightly. 鈥淲hatever it was that convinced you to finally fly out here is also convincing you to go for it. But regardless, just do me a favour? Act like you do want it so that I look good.鈥
鈥淚 guess I can do that,鈥 he mumbles, scratching the back of his neck.
鈥淥kay鈥, you say, flashing him another one of your blinding smiles. 鈥淕o get 鈥榚m.鈥
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It鈥檚 past three in the afternoon by the time Jungkook walks out of the building鈥檚 shiny revolving doors.
鈥淗ey!鈥 you鈥檙e running towards him, still wearing the same clothes from this morning. Your hair is down though, Jungkook notes.
鈥淵ou鈥檙e still here,鈥 he鈥檚 surprised, and partly impressed by your ethic.
鈥淵eah, well,鈥 you say, sounding sheepish. 鈥淚t鈥檚 my job. How did it go?鈥 Jungkook allows himself a small grin.
鈥淭hey bought it,鈥 he says, giving you two thumbs up. 鈥淵ou鈥檙e safe for a little while longer.鈥 You clap your hands excitedly.
鈥淲ell thank you,鈥 you offer him a little curtsy that has him laughing. 鈥淚 owe you one Jeon.鈥 At that moment, his phone buzzes in his back pocket and he reaches for it, while you cross your arms and wait.
鈥淯h,鈥 he says, reading the notification. 鈥淚t鈥檚 from you.鈥
鈥淚t鈥檚 your offer,鈥 you say, tilting your chin at his phone.
鈥淲ait,鈥 he says, confusion evident on his face. 鈥淚 got the job?鈥 You鈥檙e smiling now.
鈥淭hey called about five minutes ago,鈥 Your smile widens. 鈥淐ongratulations! The offer expires at midnight.鈥 Jungkook holds up his phone.
鈥淲hy didn鈥檛 you just tell me instead of texting me?鈥
鈥溾楥ause it鈥檚 more dramatic,鈥 you state, as if it鈥檚 obvious. Jungkook scoffs and looks away, towards the river, running a hand through his hair. You roll your eyes.
鈥淛ungkook, you鈥檙e not gonna screw this up,鈥 you say.
鈥淚t鈥檚 a huge move,鈥 Jungkook argues. 鈥淲ould you uproot your entire life for a job? Be honest.鈥
鈥淲ell, no. For a job, probably not. But for New York? Yeah, I would. Which is why I鈥檓 not gonna sell you on the job, I鈥檓 gonna sell you on New York.鈥
鈥淚t鈥檚 New York!鈥 Jungkook says, exasperation leaking into his voice. 鈥淚鈥檝e seen Iron Man, I know what it鈥檚 like!鈥
鈥淣ot the bullshit tourist version,鈥 you say, looking at him, that slight pout back in your face.
鈥淧uppy dog eyes? Really?鈥 He questions, defeat evident in his voice. You laugh.
鈥淐鈥檓on,鈥 You say grinning. 鈥淟et me buy you a drink.鈥 You鈥檙e walking away from him and crossing the street when you realize Jungkook isn鈥檛 following. 鈥淲hat鈥檙e you waiting for?鈥
鈥淔or the light to turn so I can cross the street,鈥 he says pointing at the red hand glaring across from him. You scoff and march back up to him.
鈥淵ou Cali folk are so cute,鈥 Linking your arm with his, you lead him onto the street. 鈥淐鈥檓on it鈥檚 fine.鈥
鈥淣o, it鈥檚 really not,鈥 Jungkook argues, watching a cab nearly run the two of you over, but you expertly dodge it. 鈥淪ee? I鈥檓 gonna die.鈥 You lead him down Park Row, your arm warm against his and Jungkook finds himself at the Brooklyn bridge.
鈥淲hat鈥檙e we鈥斺 he starts, but you ignore him, dragging him to the foot of Brooklyn Bridge. Cars are rushing past them, commuters going home after a day of work. Pedestrians are walking along the sidewalk, admiring East River below. You walk up to a small woman sitting on the side of the sidewalk in front of some mangoes.
鈥淢aria!鈥 you exclaim, followed by sentences in a language Jungkook barely recognizes as Spanish. The woman looks up in recognition and smiles at you. You fish through your wallet for a few dollar bills before handing them to her. You鈥檙e still speaking in Spanish as you point at Jungkook and then at yourself. The woman nods and begins to bag up the sliced mangoes.
鈥淵ou鈥檙e feeding me mangoes off the street?鈥 Jungkook whispers.
鈥淲hat? I thought you LA folk were all about that organic, local bullshit,鈥 you retort. You graciously take the bagged slices from the woman and wave at her before pulling Jungkook back in the direction of Manhattan.
鈥淒o I at least get to eat them?鈥 He asks.
鈥淣ot yet!鈥 you reply cheerfully. You usher him into the Fulton Street Subway station, even let him use your Metro Card. Jungkook is too winded to ask any more questions as you practically push him onto a train. Two stops later, you鈥檙e getting off, Jungkook trying to keep up with you.
鈥淏attery Park!鈥 You wiggle your fingers. Jungkook stares around. 鈥淭his is where you come if you wanna take those super expensive tours to the Statue of Liberty by the way,鈥
鈥淕ood to know,鈥 he laughs. You walk him in the direction of the water but away from the ferries. It鈥檚 a promenade, he realizes. The two of you walk until you arrive at what he recognizes as a World War II memorial. You walk towards it and sit down on the slabs of concrete next to the steps, your feet dangling off as you stare at the ocean in front of you. You pat the space next to you and Jungkook throws the thoughts of getting his one good suit dirty and joins you. You promptly hand him the bag of mangoes.
鈥淚 thought we were going for a drink,鈥 he jokes. You laugh as you pop open the bag. He stares down at his own. 鈥淲hat did that woman do to my mangoes?鈥
鈥淪he puts cayenne salt on them,鈥 you say, popping a cube into your mouth. Jungkook raises his eyebrows and experimentally puts a piece in his mouth.
鈥淥h my god,鈥 he says, voice coming out in a moan. 鈥淭his is amazing鈥
鈥淩ight?鈥 you laugh. 鈥淢aria is a culinary genius.鈥 Your legs swing as the air gets cooler. The two of you watch the ferries in silence, but its comfortable. Jungkook breathes in the salty air.
鈥淒o you do this often?鈥
鈥淲hen I need to clear my head, I come here to watch the sunsets,鈥 you say. 鈥淭he crowd dies down by then because the only tourists that come here are here for Liberty and the ferries stop around this time.鈥 There is another minute of silence and then 鈥 鈥淵ou know, Jungkook, I like you.鈥
鈥淭hanks.鈥
鈥淭hat鈥檚 why, I鈥檒l give you your choice of closes.鈥
鈥淲hat?鈥 Jungkook is confused again, a state he finds he鈥檚 often in wherever you seem to be involved.
鈥淗ow I close you on this job.鈥
鈥淥h.鈥
鈥淪o, we got the flattery close,鈥 you start, and put on a sweet, simpering voice. 鈥淛ungkook, you are so good at what you do!鈥 Jungkook is laughing, but you carry on. 鈥淭he take-it-or-leave-it close 鈥 Man I don鈥檛 care if you take it, I get paid regardless!鈥 Jungkook is trying to interrupt but you reel right on. 鈥淭he sympathy close,鈥 suddenly your voice is hitched, and you pretend to bat away unshed tears. 鈥淵ou see, my liver is failing鈥斺
鈥淲hy do women think the only way to get a man to do what they want is to manipulate him?鈥 Jungkook finally manages to interrupt your rant and his voice comes out harsher than he expected it to. You blink at him, a look of understanding flashing across your face and Jungkook clamps his mouth shut.
鈥淗istory,鈥 you reply, choosing not to pry, for which Jungkook is grateful. 鈥淧ersonal experiences. Romantic comedies.鈥 You look out towards the ocean again. A sailing boat is crossing your line of sight as you speak. 鈥淐鈥檓on, you鈥檙e here for a reason, whether you want to admit it or not.鈥
鈥淵eah,鈥 Jungkook says, biting into another slice of mango. 鈥淭o explore an option. Who wouldn鈥檛 want to know their options?鈥
鈥淪omeone who鈥檚 in a perfect situation,鈥 you counter.
鈥淎re you in a perfect situation?鈥 He throws your words right back at you.
鈥淛ob? Oh, absolutely.鈥 You say. 鈥淓verything else? Well, that鈥檚 none of your business,鈥 Jungkook chuckles, and you smile. The wind ruffles your hair as you lean back. You watch as he finishes the remainder of his mango. 鈥淩eady to go?鈥
鈥淏ut we just got here!鈥
鈥淐hop Chop my friend, New York waits for no one.鈥 Jungkook groans, deciding that you鈥檙e just impossible to keep up with.
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鈥淐entral Park? Really? I thought we weren鈥檛 doing the bullshit tourist stuff.鈥 Jungkook is holding a cup of boba in his hand 鈥 rose black tea with lychee jelly. The two of you had picked some up on the way to the park. When you鈥檇 said drinks, this wasn鈥檛 what he鈥檇 had in mind, but he wasn鈥檛 complaining. You take a giant sip of your own milk tea with pearls.
鈥淵ou do realize Central Park is huge, right? There are corners of this place tourists tend to not venture into.鈥
The two of you are near the upper end of the park. The city is more residential here, almost into South Harlem. You tell him it鈥檚 the North Meadow. You find small curving paths in the park and the two of you walk around. Jungkook has to admit, it doesn鈥檛 feel like he鈥檚 currently in the world鈥檚 noisiest city.
鈥淗ere鈥檚 the countryside and peace you were craving for,鈥 you say cheekily, and he laughs. But the air smells cool and fresh, the smell of exhaust and the sound of cars only a faraway tune.
鈥淥kay fine, this wasn鈥檛 on TV,鈥 he admits, and you grin. The two of you manage to find a spot in a clearing on a slight hill next to a huge oak tree and make yourselves comfortable on the grass. You pop open the slices of cake you鈥檇 picked up at the boba place and dig a fork in them, motioning Jungkook to do the same.
鈥淪o, what鈥檚 your dad think about all this?鈥 you ask casually and Jungkook stares at you in disbelief. 鈥淲hat? He must have an opinion! He鈥檚 famous 鈥 he was the brand marketing director for GQ for 23 years.鈥 Jungkook is surprised, to say the least.
鈥淲ow, somebody did their homework.鈥
鈥淥h yeah,鈥 you agree. 鈥淚 have this thing at work. It鈥檚 called, uh, Google.鈥 You ignore Jungkook鈥檚 scoff. 鈥淐鈥檓on, what did he say about the job?鈥
鈥淎ctually, I haven鈥檛 asked him.鈥 Jungkook confesses. You don鈥檛 need to know that he hasn鈥檛 seen or spoken to his father for almost a decade now.
鈥淲ell, then, you must know what he鈥檇 say,鈥 You counter, waiting patiently for Jungkook to answer.
鈥淗e鈥檇 tell me to go with my gut,鈥 Jungkook says at last. 鈥淎nd that he鈥檇 be proud of me no matter what I did.鈥 If you can sense the shift in his tone, you don鈥檛 call him out on it. He鈥檚 realizing that you鈥檙e more perceptive of your surroundings than he originally gave you credit for.
鈥淲ell, he sounds like a really great man.鈥 Your voice is soft and Jungkook doesn鈥檛 need to look at you to hear the smile in your voice.
鈥淵eah, he is.鈥 Jungkook says softly. He doesn鈥檛 know if its because you sense the tension, but you stuff the remainder of the cake in your mouth.
鈥淗ey, do you wanna see something really cool?鈥
鈥淚 always want to see something really cool,鈥 Jungkook says easily. He watches you as you lie down on the grass.
鈥淐鈥檓on!鈥 you tell him, and at this point Jungkook knows better than to argue. His suit is ruined anyway. The two of you lie down side-by-side to look up at the sky.
鈥淥ne of the only places in the city you can actually see a clear night sky,鈥 you point out. 鈥淎nd you know the best part? Very poor cell reception.鈥
鈥淵ou bring all your recruits here?鈥
鈥淚 told you, Jeon, you鈥檙e my first.鈥
鈥淲ow.鈥 Jungkook says. 鈥淭hanks.鈥
鈥淏ut if you tell anyone about this, I will rip your ears off and staple them to your neck.鈥 You continue, in the same, airy tone.
鈥淚 believe you,鈥 Jungkook says in a small voice. You sit up next to him. Your hair is frazzled from lying down and your black pencil skirt has grass all over the behind, but you don鈥檛 seem to notice or care.
鈥淥h, it鈥檚 time,鈥 you say, checking your watch.
鈥淭ime for what?鈥 Jungkook asks, but he hears it as soon as the question leaves his mouth. Soft music reaches his ears from faraway.
鈥淭hose tourist spots always have live musicians in the evening.鈥 You say, hugging your knees and resting your chin on them. 鈥淏ut I don鈥檛 like the crowds, so I come up here to listen. Nobody for miles 鈥 just you and the music.鈥 Jungkook watches you, as your eyes shine, and you stare into the distance.
鈥淣ow this is pretty damn cool,鈥 he says. You鈥檙e swaying to the music without realizing it and Jungkook watches you tap your foot along to the beat.
鈥淚t鈥檚 nice to feel like you鈥檙e a part of something, right?鈥 you say. 鈥淣ew York can get a little lonely sometimes.鈥
鈥淎nd you鈥檙e trying to sell me on it.鈥 Jungkook jokes. You laugh, that high tinkling sound Jungkook has come to associate with you after today.
鈥淓very place can be a bit lonely sometimes,鈥 you correct yourself softly. Jungkook thinks the two of you might be more similar than he鈥檇 originally thought. He makes a split-second decision.
鈥淚鈥檓 in.鈥 he says.
鈥淲hat?鈥
鈥淵ou sold me.鈥
鈥淩eally?鈥 Your eyes are still shining, but you鈥檙e looking at him now.
鈥淚鈥檒l take the job,鈥 he laughs. You squeal, still swaying slightly to the music.
鈥淥h my god!鈥 you grin. 鈥淵ou are so gonna crush it,鈥 And in that moment, surrounded by nothing but the smell of strawberry cake, faraway guitars, and your windswept hair covered in grass, Jungkook really believes you might be right.
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Jungkook finally feels like he鈥檚 finished moving into his new apartment. Despite being a twenty-something, he never realized that he didn鈥檛 actually own that much stuff, and moving states had taken less than a month. Jungkook had other, more pressing matters to worry about 鈥 like quitting his previous job, training his replacement, signing a new lease, and bidding farewell to his rather scary old landlady in LA. Jungkook couldn鈥檛 say he was very sorry to leave her.
His apartment in Upper West Side Manhattan is miles better than the cramped place he had called home for the past five years. Vogue really had gone all out fixing him up with a place. Jungkook鈥檚 favorite feature are the giant floor to ceiling windows that overlook the city. He finds he can get used to this.
He was here now, on the first day at his new job, trying not to sweat through his cream dress shirt. His new team is unfamiliar to him and Jungkook isn鈥檛 an extrovert by nature, but he ignores his sweaty palms and tries to play nice.
鈥淪o, all I ask is that you give me a little bit of time to gain your trust,鈥 he says, reciting the little speech he鈥檇 practiced on the flight a month ago. 鈥淚 know that I鈥檓 new at this, but what I lack in experience, I make up for in cliches.鈥 He gets a few scattered laughs out of that lame gag and sighs internally. 鈥淢y door鈥檚 always open,鈥 he adds. 鈥淟iterally.鈥 He gestures wildly to his office wall that鈥檚 made entirely out of glass, putting him on view to the rest of his team sitting in cubicles outside. 鈥淭hanks guys.鈥
There鈥檚 a scattered applause, a few shaken hands, and Jungkook smiles shyly. The crowd dissipates, leaving behind a man with curling blonde hair making his way toward him.
鈥淧ark Jimin, I work in marketing.鈥 He introduces. Jungkook shakes his hand. He鈥檚 about to ask Park Jimin about his career when he sees you, wearing a navy dress and holding a stack of papers. Your hair is up again, this time in a no-nonsense ponytail.
鈥淥h, hey Jimin,鈥 you say cheerfully and Jimin grins, exclaiming your name and giving you a hi-five. 鈥淲hatcha doing?鈥
鈥淪izing up the new guy,鈥 Jimin stares at Jungkook from the corner of his eye. 鈥淵ou did good here. I could just eat him up.鈥 Jungkook鈥檚 eyebrows disappear into the fringe of hair that falls over his forehead as he sees you trying to control your laughter. You pat Jimin on the butt with a fondness that isn鈥檛 missed by Jungkook.
鈥淕o back to work Chim,鈥 you say and Jimin shrugs and bounds off towards his office. Jungkook levels you with a look, eyebrows still raised, and you giggle. 鈥淵ou get used to him.鈥
鈥淎nyway,鈥 Jungkook says, picking up his iPad from his desk. 鈥淚 have something to show you.鈥
鈥淪how me?鈥 You鈥檙e curious now as you walk into his office fully, still clutching your papers. He uses his tablet to switch the screen on the TV above his desk. It鈥檚 a small acoustic band, playing in Central Park.
鈥淚 tracked down the band that plays music in the North end of the park 鈥 the one we listened to that day that I decided to take this job,鈥 Jungkook explains. 鈥淚鈥檓 thinking of using them somehow for my first project. I got in touch with the lead singer 鈥 we鈥檙e thinking of using them for guerilla advertising.鈥
鈥淭aking something so pure and commercializing it?鈥 You ask. 鈥淜new I鈥檇 found the right guy.鈥 Jungkook chuckles and watches you put down the stack of papers on his desk. 鈥淎nyway, here鈥檚 your contract. Sign it, and I will be out of here.鈥 Jungkook fingers the front page hesitantly.
鈥淎 whole year,鈥 he says wonderingly. 鈥淲ow.鈥
鈥淲hy do I feel like this is the first real commitment you鈥檝e ever made?鈥 Your hands are on your waist as you level him with a judgemental look on your face.
鈥淚ts not,鈥 Jungkook argues, mildly offended. 鈥淚 worked my last full-time job for two years. And fuck 鈥 I do regret that one.鈥 He holds up two fingers to drive the point home.
鈥淒o me a favour,鈥 you sigh. 鈥淒on鈥檛 quit or get fired before this year鈥檚 up, otherwise I don鈥檛 get my bonus.鈥
鈥淲ait, I can leave whenever I want? Then what鈥檚 the point of the contract?鈥
鈥淛ust sign the damn thing!鈥 You watch as he groans and scribbles his signature at the bottom. 鈥淣ice doing business with you Jeon Jungkook,鈥 You shake his hand vigorously. Jungkook watches you collect all the papers.
鈥淗ey, I was thinking of maybe getting some lunch. Do you know a place?鈥 He asks, checking his phone for the time. You stare at him.
鈥淎re you鈥 asking me out?鈥 Jungkook blinks. What?
鈥淲hoa, no,鈥 he amends. 鈥淚鈥檓 just asking you to show me a restaurant.鈥
鈥淚 mean, I鈥檓 the only friend you have in New York,鈥 you ramble on. 鈥淵ou don鈥檛 wanna complicate that.鈥
鈥淚 know,鈥 Jungkook starts. 鈥淚鈥檓 not asking you out.鈥 You ignore him, Of course you do.
鈥淚 mean, sure, we鈥檇 have fun, roll around, get into some erotic humiliation fantasy鈥斺 You鈥檙e wringing your hands. Jungkook thinks if he wasn鈥檛 sweating while giving his speech before, he鈥檚 definitely sweating now.
鈥淚鈥擡rotic?鈥
鈥溾擝ut it鈥檒l all blow up in our faces, end very badly, and we鈥檇 never speak to each other鈥斺
鈥淐an you slow down for a second鈥斺
鈥淚t鈥檚 just not a good idea Jungkook鈥斺
鈥淚鈥檓 not fucking asking you out, I swear to god!鈥 Jungkook almost shouts, and you shut up. He watches your eyes go wide, and you bite your lip as if to hold back a sob. He winces inwardly.
鈥淥kay,鈥 you say, your voice unusually small. 鈥淵ou don鈥檛 like me like that, I get it. You don鈥檛 have to be so mean about it,鈥 Your voice is trembling now, and you look down at your feet. Jungkook sputters, taking a step towards you.
鈥淚鈥檓 sorry. I didn鈥檛--,鈥 but he realizes that your voice wasn鈥檛 trembling from hurt, it was just you trying to keep your laughter in. You look up at him now, mirth swimming in your eyes and he knows he鈥檚 been had.
鈥淕od, you鈥檙e such a girl,鈥 you grin. 鈥淐ome on sister, it鈥檚 my treat.鈥 Jungkook watches you turn on your heel and march out and wonders if there will ever come a day when he鈥檒l have you all figured out.
You bring him to a brunch place at the corner of the block. It鈥檚 got a long French name Jungkook struggles to pronounce but he orders a large smoked salmon avocado toast while the two of you sit at a small table by the window.
鈥淪o, was it an easy move?鈥 you ask, chopping your broccoli into tiny pieces before eating it.
鈥淚t was tough leaving my mom,鈥 Jungkook offers. 鈥淢y brother gave me some shit. But, uh, the timing was right,鈥 He nods, as if satisfied with that answer. You鈥檙e watching him, a small smile on your face.
鈥淎n ex?鈥 you ask. Jungkook winces, remembering that you鈥檙e far more astute than you let on. 鈥淚 kinda got the vibe.鈥
鈥淵eah,鈥 Jungkook answers, mouth full of salmon. 鈥淪he鈥檚 great! Wants us to stay friends!鈥 You make a gagging sound. 鈥淪he鈥檚 also convinced she can cure me of my emotional unavailability.鈥
鈥淵ou鈥檙e emotionally unavailable?鈥 You ask laughing, and Jungkook nods vigorously. 鈥淥h my God, I鈥檓 emotionally damaged. My ex was so kind to point that out when he cheated on me. I haven鈥檛 seen you at the meetings.鈥
鈥淚鈥檓 done with the relationship thing,鈥 He sighs, giving you his leftover broccoli, which you accept graciously.
鈥淕irl, you are preaching to the congregation,鈥 you cheer, raising your hands in agreement.
鈥淐hoir.鈥
鈥淲hat?鈥
鈥溾楶reaching to the choir鈥. You鈥檙e supposed to preach to the congregation. That鈥檚 the expression.鈥 Jungkook takes a long swig of his hot chocolate.
鈥淒id you understand what I was saying? Then don鈥檛 be a dick about it,鈥 you smart and Jungkook laughs. He finds he does that a lot in your presence. 鈥淎nyway, I鈥檓 having some friends over tomorrow. Why don鈥檛 you come? You can meet some new people too.鈥
鈥淚鈥檓 gonna have to check my schedule,鈥 Jungkook says solemnly, pulling out a wad of cash to pay for his meal. 鈥淚鈥檓 really busy. I work at Vogue now,鈥 you鈥檙e giggling. 鈥淚t鈥檚 not just some little blog on the internet.鈥 Your laughter drowns out everything else and Jungkook finds he likes being the one making you laugh.
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Jungkook triple-checks the address you鈥檝e texted him before knocking on the door labelled 2A. He hopes he鈥檚 picked up a decent enough wine as a housewarming gift. He鈥檇 even made sure to get the best alcohol content-to-cost ratio from the grocery store down the street from your place! He hasn鈥檛 even entered your apartment and he鈥檚 already sweating through his cardigan.
The door opens and it鈥檚 you, and this is the first time Jungkook sees you out of your usual business attire. Your hair is down, and you鈥檙e sporting skinny jeans and a tank top.
鈥淗ey!鈥 you say breathlessly. 鈥淵ou made it! C鈥檓on!鈥 He hands you the wine, which you graciously accept. You drag him into your living room and address the rather large gathering.
鈥淗ey鈥擧EY everybody! This here is Jungkook, he鈥檚 from LA!鈥 There鈥檚 absolute crickets at your proclamation, and you roll your eyes. 鈥淗e鈥檚 the reason I can afford all this beer.鈥 You state plainly. At that, there鈥檚 a universal cheer that goes around the room.
Jungkook is generally wary of large crowds. Multiple strangers staring at him always makes him uncomfortable, but for some reason he finds himself blending in with your friends. Granted, he spends most of the evening with you playing wii bowling, jenga, and drunk card games with you and Jimin and two other friends 鈥 Taehyung and Namjoon.
The days turn to months just like this and Jungkook finds that life in New York is almost refreshing. It turns out he and Jimin have a lot in common, and that Jimin flirts incessantly with literally everyone he meets, not just him. After your party on that fateful day, he鈥檚 hit it off with Taehyung and Namjoon too. Taehyung鈥檚 a freelance artist, and Namjoon works in the music industry. He hangs out with you often too and finds that the two of you have easily become good friends. You don鈥檛 actually work for Vogue, working for a registered recruitment agency instead, so he doesn鈥檛 see you that often. He decides though, that this is a good thing. You鈥檙e definitely the one person he knows best in this city and he doesn鈥檛 want that becoming overcomplicated with having to see you as a colleague instead of a friend.
It is on a Friday night Jungkook finds himself dissolving in your extremely comfortable couch, after one too many beers, watching what he thinks is the worst romance film in existence. You鈥檙e totally enraptured though, a firm grip on your own drink.
鈥淚 swear all these movies have terrible music,鈥 Jungkook mutters as the soundtrack crescendos and the female lead runs into the male lead鈥檚 arms in slow motion, fake tears staining her face.
鈥淚t鈥檚 so you know how to feel every single second,鈥 you answer. Your voice is croaky from unshed tears as the female lead jumps into the male lead鈥檚 arms and he spins her round and round. Despite your newly found distaste for relationships, Jungkook has learned that you鈥檙e secretly a sucker for romance. He watches you as you mouth along to the dialogue.
鈥淕od, I wish my life were a movie sometimes,鈥 you murmur, as the ending credits roll. 鈥淚鈥檇 always look good, and never have to go to the bathroom.鈥 You turn to him abruptly. 鈥淎nd then, when I鈥檓 at my lowest point, some guy would chase me down the street, pour his heart out, and we鈥檇 kiss. Happily ever after.鈥
Jungkook groans, lowering himself further in your couch, chin now resting on his chest. You ignore him.
鈥淲hy don鈥檛 they ever make a movie about what happens after the big confession?鈥
鈥淭hey do,鈥 Jungkook replies instantly, taking a swig of his beer. 鈥淚t鈥檚 called porn.鈥 You slap his chest, sitting back comfortably next to him.
鈥淕od, I miss sex,鈥 you say, your words slightly slurring together. The alcohol in your system has erased your filters, not that you had many in the first place. 鈥淩ight? I mean, sometimes, you just need it.鈥
鈥淭here can never be just sex,鈥 Jungkook mutters. 鈥淭here鈥檚 always complications involved.鈥
鈥淵eah but why? What鈥檚 wrong with uncomplicated sex?鈥
鈥淚t鈥檚 womens鈥 fault,鈥 Jungkook says and you sit up, affronted.
鈥淓xcuse me?鈥
鈥溾楬old me, let鈥檚 spend the rest of our lives together鈥欌 Jungkook mocks, making you scoff.
鈥淎s if men are any better. You鈥檙e all eyeing our pussies right from that first date.鈥
鈥淚 wish it wasn鈥檛 like that, y鈥檏now,鈥 he continues. 鈥淚t鈥檚 a physical act 鈥 a sport 鈥 if you will 鈥 like鈥. Bowling. Two people should be able to have sex like they鈥檙e going bowling.鈥
鈥淔or some weird ass reason, that made sense to me,鈥 you say lazily. Jungkook laughs.
鈥淩ight, it鈥檚 just a sport. Maybe you shake hands at the end, and then get on with your life.鈥 You nod. A comfortable silence follows. You pat him on his chest, small hands warm.
鈥淢ore beer?鈥 You鈥檙e downing yours. Jungkook nods sleepily and watches as you bend over to pick up the empty bottles and empty bags of chips from your floor and traipse over to your small kitchenette. You鈥檙e dressed in a simple tank and booty shorts and Jungkook can鈥檛 deny that, in your dimly lit apartment, your legs look good. He calls your name, and you look over at him.
鈥淟et鈥檚 go bowling,鈥 he says, tapping his foot. You blink at him in confusion. 鈥淟et鈥檚 have sex like we鈥檙e going bowling.鈥 He repeats. You have the audacity to laugh out loud.
鈥淵ou鈥檙e insane,鈥 you tell him, walking back to the living room with more beer and a bowl of popcorn. Jungkook scowls and pulls himself up to sit up on your couch.
鈥淒on鈥檛 laugh at me! This could be great. This could take all the weirdness out of it. We both want the same things.鈥
鈥淲e鈥檝e been over this,鈥 you say, tossing some popcorn in your mouth. 鈥淚 don鈥檛 like you like that.鈥
鈥淚 don鈥檛 like you like that either,鈥 he points out evenly. 鈥淭hat鈥檚 why this is perfect.鈥 You chuckle.
鈥淚 don鈥檛 even know if I find you attractive!鈥 you respond.
鈥淭hat鈥檚 cute,鈥 Jungkook says, standing up and bringing himself to his full height. You roll your eyes.
鈥淲ell, I do have a thing for jerks,鈥 you mutter, which has Jungkook scoffing. 鈥淒o you even find me attractive?鈥
鈥淭hat鈥檚 cute.鈥 He repeats. You wave your hands and stand up in front of him.
鈥淣o, no, no,鈥 you say. 鈥淏efore you got to know my awesome personality 鈥 strictly physical 鈥 first impression of me?鈥
鈥淭his is just two people talking right? Sharing notes?鈥 Jungkook affirms and you nod. 鈥淚 liked your eyes 鈥 you have nice eyes.鈥 He sighs. You鈥檙e looking at him, arms crossed.
鈥淚 liked your lips,鈥 you offer. 鈥淭hought you might be a good kisser.鈥
鈥淚 am,鈥 Jungkook admits solemnly, and you snort. 鈥淵our breasts,鈥 he adds, tilting his chin towards your chest. You look down at it.
鈥淲hat about them?鈥
鈥淭hey intrigue me.鈥
鈥淎w, really?鈥 you seem incredibly flattered. You give your breasts a congratulatory pat. 鈥淭hat鈥檚 a first 鈥 no ones ever called by boobs intriguing before. I liked your hands by the way. I鈥檝e always got a thing for tattoos.鈥 He watches you eye the ink on the back of his right hand, your gaze traveling up his arm where the tattoos disappear into the sleeves of his shirt.
鈥淢outh.鈥 Jungkook responds quickly.
鈥淭highs.鈥 You counter.
鈥淰oice.鈥
鈥淏utt.鈥
鈥淓yes.鈥
鈥淵ou said that already,鈥 you鈥檙e smiling now.
鈥淚 meant it,鈥 Jungkook responds honestly. You鈥檙e looking at him now, eyes narrowed.
鈥淵ou swear you don鈥檛 want anything from me other than sex?鈥 You ask.
鈥淵ou swear you don鈥檛 want anything from me other than sex?鈥 he counters. 鈥淚 know how you girls get.鈥
鈥淒on鈥檛 be a pig.鈥
鈥淎 pig who鈥檚 got a cute butt.鈥 He wiggles his eyebrows. You roll your eyes.
鈥淣o relationship,鈥 you state. Jungkook nods. 鈥淣o emotions. Just sex.鈥
鈥淲hatever happens,鈥 he adds. 鈥淲e stay friends.鈥 You nod back at him. The two of you stand there, staring at each other.
鈥淪wear?鈥 you ask.
鈥淪wear,鈥 he states evenly. 鈥淪o鈥. I guess we should just start?鈥 You laugh nervously.
鈥淥kay then, let鈥檚 go to my bedroom.鈥
鈥淲ait 鈥 what鈥檚 wrong with the couch?鈥 Jungkok gestures wildly at your sofa, which he has to admit, is stupid comfortable. 鈥淚t鈥檚 less emotional.鈥
鈥淭he bedroom has better light,鈥 you point out. 鈥淎nd since we鈥檙e just friends, I don鈥檛 have to be insecure about my body.鈥 Jungkook blinks at you, doe eyes wide.
鈥淎w, cmon,鈥 he says. 鈥淵ou鈥檙e beautiful. You have nothing to be insecure about!鈥 You fix him with a glare.
鈥淭hat鈥檚 way too emotionally supportive. You need to lock that down.鈥 You jab his chest with a pointed finger.
鈥淯h鈥 your ass is way too bony?鈥 he tries, watching your behind as you saunter towards your bedroom.
鈥淢uch better!鈥 comes your reply, and he grins. Following you into your room, he watches with slight amazement as you tug off your top. 鈥淢y nipples are sensitive,鈥 you tell him conversationally. 鈥淚 don鈥檛 really care for dirty talk, and had I known this was gonna happen, I鈥檇 have shaved my legs this morning.鈥 You stand before him topless and he shrugs.
鈥淚 enjoy dirty talk, I sneeze sometimes when I come, and the socks stay on during sex. It鈥檚 a weird feet thing, nothing you need to be worried about.鈥 He鈥檚 pulled off his shirt and tossed it on top of yours.
鈥淲ait, feet gross me out too, look at that,鈥 You grin. 鈥淢eant to be.鈥 You tug your booty shorts off and stand in front of him wearing nothing but a bra and underwear. He whistles and you roll your eyes.
鈥淐an you please be a little less fuckboy about this?鈥 you ask, raising an eyebrow.
鈥淕irl, look what we about to do right now, and tell me this isn鈥檛 peak fuckboy behaviour,鈥 he berates. You can鈥檛 argue.
鈥淔ine, whatever, be a fratboy, but will you just start my tits are freezing鈥斺 But Jungkook doesn鈥檛 let you finish your sentence for he takes two strides towards you, cupping your face with his hands and smashing his lips down on yours. You make a muffled sound of surprise, but he ignores you, tilting his face to deepen the kiss. It takes you only a split second to reciprocate, and your hands travel up his sides to rest on his shoulders as you open up and let him explore your mouth.
Jungkook pushes you backwards without breaking the kiss until you鈥檙e falling on your bed. You scoot back until your back hits the headboard and you watch him as he stares at you, eyes dark and hair tousled. Without wasting any more time, Jungkook crawls over on all fours towards you. Giving you a chaste kiss on the lips, his tattooed hand travels down your neck, grazes over your shoulder, the underside of your breast, stomach and finally arriving to rest on your thigh. You watch him expectantly, bottom lip caught between your teeth, and he refuses to break eye contact with you s he tightens his grip on your thigh to yank you down so you鈥檙e lying down underneath him.
His lips latch onto your neck and you let out a whine that has blood rushing to his cock. He sucks a bruise right over your pulse before his hand comes up to lower the strap of your bra. Pulling the garment down, he lowers himself to press kisses and suck on your breast, before moving to the other side to repeat with the other one.
鈥淗urry up,鈥 you murmur from under him, thighs rubbing against each other. Jungkook chuckles, and nibbles slightly on your nipple, drawing a whimper from you.
鈥淧atience, princess. Good things come to those who wait,鈥 his hand reaches down, and he strokes a single finger over your clothed core, and you shudder. 鈥淪o wet already and I鈥檝e barely done anything,鈥 he notes, mouth still closed around your breast. Letting go with a slight plop, he looks at you hungrily. 鈥淟et me eat you out.鈥
You raise your eyebrows but do not object, and Jungkook moves down, pressing kisses to your navel, until he arrives between your thighs. Using both hands to spread your thighs apart, his gaze moves from you to your core. He buries his nose in your pussy without warning.
鈥淵ou smell fucking amazing,鈥 he tells you and your face heats up instantly, your arms coming up to cover your face in embarrassment.
鈥淚 told you, I don鈥檛 like dirty talk,鈥 you say, your voice coming out in gasps. Jungkook smiles over your pussy, mouthing it over your underwear.
鈥淭oo bad,鈥 he mutters against you, and your toes curl from the vibrations his voice causes through you. 鈥淚鈥檓 gonna tell you exactly what I want to do to you whether you like it or not.鈥 Hooking a finger through your underwear, he moves it to the side. He licks a stripe up your folds, before burying his nose back into your pussy, tongue lapping at your juices. You鈥檙e writhing under him and he places his hands on your thighs to steady you. You鈥檙e gasping for air, little moans leaving your pretty pink lips.
Jungkook feels your hand tangle in his hair as he sloppily eats you out. You鈥檙e dripping on his tongue and he, in turn, is practically salivating at the taste of you. Your hand tightens its grip on his hair, and he feels you grind down on his tongue.
鈥淥-oh my god,鈥 you gasp. 鈥淛ungkook.鈥 He pulls away from you and looks up at you. Your juices cover his lips and chin and you鈥檙e looking down at him, eyes blown out, hair in disarray.
鈥淵eah? You like that?鈥 he groans out, and you nod desperately. 鈥淟ike it when I fuck you with my tongue?鈥
鈥淧-please,鈥 you whisper, and he grins.
鈥淭ell me what you want baby,鈥 Your ears turn red at that and you look away. He climbs up to hover over your face and lowers his lips onto yours. His tongue is immediately in your mouth, its sloppy and wet and he knows you taste yourself on him. Its an exchange of spit mixed with your essence and when Jungkook pulls away, a string of saliva connects the two of you. He watches as it snaps and dribbles down the corner of your lips. You鈥檙e panting now. 鈥淭ell me.鈥
鈥淵our fingers,鈥 you mutter, clearly embarrassed. Jungkook鈥檚 smile widens.
鈥淢y fingers where?鈥
鈥淐鈥檓on Jeon, don鈥檛 be a dick.鈥
鈥淎lright, I鈥檒l stop,鈥 Jungkook answers noncommittally, pulling away to sit back on your bed. You moan and your hand covers his wrist in an attempt to stop him. He grins.
鈥淵our fingers inside me.鈥 You answer, face as red as a strawberry. Jungkook鈥檚 grin widens and he leans back down to place a small kiss on the corner of your lips. His hand travels back down to between your thighs and he strokes your folds with his index finger.
Without warning, he shoves two fingers in you, and you moan, small hands curling around his biceps, nails digging into his skin. 聽He buries his nose in the crook of your neck, and your hand tangles in his hair again. It鈥檚 quiet except for your gasps and moans and the sound of his fingers steadily pumping in and out of your pussy. He can feel that you鈥檙e near your high, so he carelessly shoves a third finger inside you, increasing his speed. Before you know it, you鈥檙e chasing your high, coming all around his fingers with a loud squelching sound and a gasp.
鈥淟ike music to my ears,鈥 Jungkook hums, nudging his nose against your jaw. Your hands caress his chest, sides before one travels down to palm the tent in his jeans. Jungkook gasps, biting down on your shoulder. Boldened by his reaction, you twist your hips, so your knee rubs against his crotch and Jungkook freezes. You take this opportunity to flip him over, so you鈥檙e settled on top of him, your hair spilling around you. Jungkook lies back on your pillow, bringing his fingers that were just in you up to your mouth. You run your tongue along them, and he shoves them deep in your throat before pulling them out and spreading the mixture of saliva and your wetness across your face.
Your hands spread across his chest as you grind down on him and he groans.
鈥淢y turn,鈥 you whisper, leaning forward and placing a chaste kiss on his lips. Your hips are swirling over his crotch as your mouth moves from his lips to kiss his jaw, neck and then moving down to swirl your tongue over a perk nipple. You鈥檝e undone his pants and he takes no time pushing them down. You palm him over his boxers before pulling them down too and letting his dick spring free. You suck in a breath, tongue hungrily swiping out to wet your lips.
You waste no time to take him in your mouth. Unlike Jungkook, you鈥檙e not a teaser and Jungkook throws his head back and groans as your lips wrap around his length. Your head bobs up and down between his legs and Jungkook closes his eyes and loses himself to the feeling. His fingers tangle in your hair, gripping it tightly until his hips are out of control and he鈥檚 fucking up into your mouth. You let him, slackening your jaw, tongue lying flat against the underside of his dick. Jungkook gets high off of the sound of you gagging on his cock, spit dripping down him and onto your bedsheets. He鈥檚 so fucking close he鈥檚 seeing stars.
It takes all his self control to sit up and signal you to stop. You look at him, lips swollen and wet, a mixture of precum and saliva messily splayed across your face.
鈥淣o more,鈥 he rasps, pulling you close and flipping you over so he鈥檚 on top again. 鈥淣eed to be inside you right now. Condom?鈥 You breathe out that you鈥檙e on the pill before smiling coyly up at him. Jungkook is painfully hard and wastes no time to slip inside of you. You let out your loudest moan yet, and he waits for you to get accustomed to his length in you.
鈥淵ou can move,鈥 you tell him, voice hoarse. Jungkook nods and pulls out only to slam right back in you with a groan. The first few strokes are long and languid until you鈥檙e pinching his nipple and motioning him to take you harder.
鈥淚鈥檓 not a fucking porcelain doll,鈥 you ground out. 鈥淔uck me like you mean it Jeon.鈥 Jungkook grits his teeth and pulls out of you completely. You鈥檙e about to ask him what鈥檚 wrong when he flips you over like a ragdoll so you鈥檙e lying on your stomach.
鈥淔ine,鈥 he grunts. 鈥淵ou鈥檙e such a brat.鈥 You shiver at his tone and he鈥檚 gripping your ass to prop it up, pushing your face with one hand so you鈥檙e buried face down in your pillow.
Without warning he shoves himself back in you, one hand on your hip, the other still pushing your face into your mattress. He sets an unforgiving pace, ramming into you without pause until your muffled screams could be heard in your pillow.
鈥淗ow鈥檚 that?鈥 he grinds out, planting a smack on your ass as you moan. 鈥淭hat hard enough for you?鈥
鈥淵-yes,鈥 you manage to scream. He shoves two fingers into your mouth, spanking your ass between thrusts until you鈥檙e smarting and red. Your garble moans around his fingers, drool lacing your pillow until he鈥檚 twisting his hand back in your hair and pulling you up flush against him. Grabbing one of your breasts he bites down on your shoulder.
鈥淔uck you feel so good around my cock,鈥 he whispers in your ear and you shiver. Your ass is sore, but Jungkook shows no mercy, stroking it with his right hand and continuing to smack it. His hand moves around to rub over your clit and you almost fall over at the stimulation but his other hand clutching your breast keeps you upright. 鈥淵ou鈥檙e gonna cum now sweetheart? Milk my cock for all its worth?鈥
鈥淥h my god, Jungkook please,鈥 you鈥檙e almost sobbing
鈥淐ome on baby, you can do it,鈥 he croons, and you look over your shoulder at him and he wastes no time in closing the distance and planting his lips on yours. Without warning you鈥檙e coming, and that too all over Jungkook鈥檚 hand, dripping down your thighs and onto the bed. He鈥檚 not far behind, your convulsing pussy driving him over the edge before he鈥檚 releasing his load in you. You collapse on all fours in front of him as he pulls out.
鈥淒amn,鈥 he says, bringing his hand up to show you. 鈥淪o, you鈥檙e a squirter, huh?鈥
鈥淲hat?鈥 your ears turn red as you look back at him. 鈥淥h, my fucking god.鈥 You watch as Jungkook licks his fingers clean without hesitation before collapsing on the bed next to you.
鈥淒on鈥檛 tell me that was your first time squirting,鈥 he grins. You look away in embarrassment, and he props himself up on his elbow, head resting on his hand. 鈥淲ow I鈥檓 just that good.鈥
鈥淵ou鈥檙e such an ass,鈥 you mutter. Jungkook cackles in delight.
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You and Jungkook fall into a routine after that. There are multiple trysts, mostly at one of your apartments after work, a few in the bathroom of restaurants while you鈥檙e out with your friends, and one (1) time at work when you arrived for your weekly lunch date wearing the tiniest skirt Jungkook had ever fucking seen.
Sex with you is easy. Being friends with you is also easy. Jungkook can鈥檛 believe how simple you make his life. You鈥檙e a good friend, always willing to listen. He tells you things about his life back in LA, his ex and how thankful he was that he was finally out of a five-year relationship. You talk about your family, your sisters, your childhood. There are still lines the two of you don鈥檛 cross. Jungkook knows your last relationship left you scarred, but you never mention it and Jungkook never mentions his father. Some things are better left unsaid.
It isn鈥檛 until one day when you鈥檝e dragged Jungkook out to Macy鈥檚 on the hunt for a new outfit you need to go meet a potential new recruit, that he manages to find the missing puzzle piece.
He鈥檚 sat through you trying out at least fifteen different shirts, all of which look the same to him, but you insist they鈥檙e not. It鈥檚 after you鈥檝e finally picked out a dress shirt, some trousers and a new pair of 鈥渒illin鈥 shoes that the two of you collapse in a caf茅 across from the department store, your bags surrounding you.
鈥淕od, nothing feels better than a day full of shopping for shit,鈥 you say, taking a huge sip out of your (soy) cappuccino. Jungkook rolls his eyes.
鈥淚鈥檒l show you exactly what鈥檚 better tonight鈥 he mutters and its your turn to roll your eyes.
鈥淐an you please keep it in your pants for a minute,鈥 you groan. 鈥淚鈥檓 actually nervous about recruiting this guy.鈥
鈥淧lease,鈥 Jungkook huffs. 鈥淵ou鈥檙e gonna be fine, you鈥檙e a natural!鈥
鈥淩eally?鈥 You鈥檙e raising your eyebrows. 鈥淎fter the shit show you had to put up with?鈥
鈥淓xcuse me?鈥 Jungkook pretends to be offended. 鈥淚鈥檓 here, aren鈥檛 I? You won me over.鈥
鈥淏arely. For fucks sake you arrived to see me on the fucking baggage belt.鈥 you huff, placing your head down on the table. Jungkook watches you, a twinge of sympathy running through him.
鈥淟ook, you are good at what you do. I don鈥檛 think I鈥檓 an easy person to convince, if I do say so myself,鈥 he says, voice gentler. You look up at him slowly, figure still hunched. 鈥淢aybe you鈥檙e a little unorthodox but hey! We need someone like that. Just be yourself, you鈥檙e gonna be fine.鈥
鈥淵ou think so?鈥 you鈥檙e pouting, and Jungkook鈥檚 heart melts a little.
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You鈥檙e smiling faintly at him when the two of you hear your name being called. You freeze and look past Jungkook, a glassy look overtaking your eyes.
鈥淚t is you!鈥 the voice comes closer and Jungkook turns around to look at what is possibly the most beautiful man he鈥檚 ever seen in his life. He鈥檚 tall, hair pushed back in a neat part, wearing a three-piece suit. In front of him, Jungkook feels like a giant toddler in his sweatpants and colorful hoodie and messy hair.
鈥淪eokjin.鈥 Your voice is hushed and oddly quiet, something Jungkook has never seen before. He eyes the two of you curiously.
鈥淗ow have you been?鈥 The man 鈥 Seokjin 鈥 asks. 鈥淚t鈥檚 been forever.鈥
鈥淵eah,鈥 you clear your throat. 鈥淚t really has.鈥 It鈥檚 awkward for a minute until Seokjin鈥檚 eyes land on Jungkook. His eyes travel to the cups of coffee in front of the two of you, and something flits across his expression.
鈥淚鈥檓 sorry, are you two--,鈥 he starts, and you鈥檙e rushing to correct him, but for some reason, Jungkook鈥檚 body moves on instinct.
鈥淚鈥檓 Jungkook,鈥 he says, getting up and offering a hand.
鈥淪eokjin,鈥 the man answers, taking it and shaking it firmly. 鈥淚t鈥檚 nice to meet you.鈥 There鈥檚 another beat of silence and then a girl is running toward you, calling Seokjin鈥檚 name. Seokjin freezes as the girl catches up to him, laying a hand on his shoulder to catch her breath. Jungkook feels you freeze up even more, if possible.
鈥淗i!鈥 she says brightly, looking from Jungkook to you. 鈥淔riends of yours Jinnie?鈥 she addresses the taller man. Jungkook doesn鈥檛 fail to notice that she鈥檚 just as beautiful as Seokjin. Pretty people really do stick together. You stand up abruptly behind Jungkook and he feels you clutch at the back of his hoodie, out of Seokjin鈥檚 gaze. Seokjin clears his throat.
鈥淯-uhm, this is Joohyun,鈥 he offers. 鈥淢y fianc茅e.鈥 At this point you鈥檙e tugging wildly at the back of Jungkook鈥檚 hoodie and he isn鈥檛 stupid. He gets the hint.
鈥淚t鈥檚 very nice to meet you,鈥 he says, plastering on his best fake-charming smile. Joohyun seems to buy it because she grins back. 鈥淏ut we really are in a rush. Places to be! Nice meeting you guys!鈥 and he turns around without another word, grabs your hand in one of his and picks up your bags in a single fluid motion with his other. Then he鈥檚 pulling you out of there, away from the caf茅, away from Seokjin and out into the busy street.
You walk behind him wordlessly, hand still clasped in his and he drags you up a few blocks until you鈥檙e at Bryant Park. The two of you find a bench and collapse in it, slightly out of breath.
鈥淭hanks,鈥 you whisper, after a while.
鈥淣o problem.鈥 Jungkook replies.
鈥淵ou鈥檙e not gonna ask?鈥
鈥淪hould I ask?鈥 He turns to look at you. You chuckle weakly and lean back to stare up at the tall trees.
鈥淢y ex-boyfriend,鈥 you say. 鈥淥bviously.鈥 Jungkook had figured that but he nods along anyway. 鈥淗e鈥攗hm鈥攃heated on me,鈥 you continue and Jungkook suddenly feels white-hot rage curling inside him. You鈥檇 mentioned it before on the first day of his new job, at brunch, but it hadn鈥檛 registered until now. 鈥淲ith the girl we just met.鈥
鈥淲hat the actual fuck.鈥 He mutters, running a hand through his hair.
鈥淗e鈥檚 the reason why I can鈥檛--,鈥 you start, then stop. You take a deep breath before continuing. 鈥淲hy I can鈥檛 get myself to enter into another relationship.鈥 Jungkook doesn鈥檛 know what to say to that but it doesn鈥檛 seem like you care. Now that you鈥檙e talking, the floodgates are open.
鈥淲e鈥檇 been together since college. I imagined we鈥檇 be endgame y鈥檏now? Everyone always told me how lucky I was to bag a man so attractive and smart and I felt lucky. Jin was always the best, the most caring, the most loving. We had some really great times together. But then鈥 I don鈥檛 know鈥 college ended and careers happened and I struggled to find a job straight out of university, while Seokjin comes from a long line of rich businessmen and he was already working for his dad鈥檚 company by graduation. We drifted after that. A part of me resented his privilege, I was envious of what he had. I took it out on him, and I guess he-he鈥斺
鈥淭hat does not give him the right to cheat on you.鈥 Jungkook stops you. 鈥淚 get being unhappy in relationships, I really do, but in no way is that the correct response.鈥 Your eyes are glassy and full of unshed tears.
鈥淪he鈥檚 like him, y鈥檏now,鈥 you continue, sniffing. 鈥淏eautiful, successful, I heard she owns a clothing line. Seeing them together it made me realize that I was the anomaly.鈥
鈥淒on鈥檛.鈥 Jungkook says. 鈥淒on鈥檛 put yourself down. Look at you!鈥 He gestures at you and you look up. 鈥淵ou鈥檙e smart, cute, successful. He鈥檚 trash for not recognizing that.鈥
鈥淣o, what I am is broken,鈥 you give him a small, watery smile. 鈥淚 haven鈥檛 been able to let anyone in since Seokjin and I broke almost a year ago.鈥 Jungkook sighs and shuffles closer to you. Sniffling, you lean over to rest your head on his shoulder. 鈥淭hanks for today Kook,鈥 you murmur against him. 鈥淚 don鈥檛 know what I鈥檇 have done if you weren鈥檛 there.鈥
Jungkook sighs and leans over to kiss the top of your head lightly. The two of you sit there, amongst the chirping birds and trees, leaning on each other. Jungkook squeezes your hand and tries not to think of the unfamiliar feeling curling inside his stomach.
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Things change after that. Jungkook finds that the two of you are almost domestic with each other. You stay over more often, and he finds you in his kitchen in the mornings, flipping pancakes wearing nothing but his button down. It鈥檚 so normal that Jungkook often has to take a step back and remember that the two of you are just friends. Seasons change from autumn into winter and a sheet of snow covers Manhattan.
鈥淢y sister鈥檚 in town,鈥 Jungkook tells you one morning, offhandedly.
鈥淥lder or younger?鈥 You鈥檙e making pancakes in his kitchen and you set down a plate of them in front of him before returning to make yourself some. Jungkook shakes the can of whipped cream next to him before squirting himself some.
鈥淥lder,鈥 he grins. 鈥淪he lives in LA with Dad and she鈥檚 in New York for business.鈥 It鈥檚 the first time Jungkook has mentioned his father in front of you since the day the two of you met. You don鈥檛 prod. 鈥淢y parents are separated,鈥 he offers.
鈥淚 figured,鈥 you shrug, sitting down across from him and refusing the can of whipped cream when he offers it. 鈥淒o you hate him or something?鈥
鈥淲hat? No!鈥 Jungkook laughs. 鈥淲e just aren鈥檛 close that鈥檚 all. Everyone expects me to be this prodigy because of my Dad鈥檚 reputation, but I barely know the guy. Anyway, my sister wants to meet you.鈥
鈥淢e?鈥 You鈥檙e surprised.
鈥淵eah she wants to see who it was that convinced me to leave LA.鈥
鈥淥h, so that鈥檚 my reputation in the Jeon household now is it?鈥 Jungkook gives you a cheeky grin. 鈥淗ow nerve-wracking鈥攜ou sure you want me meeting your family? Makes us sound more than we are.鈥
鈥淚t鈥檚 not like that,鈥 Jungkook argues, ignoring the faint twinge of disappointment somewhere deep within himself. 鈥淪he鈥檚 only in town for three days. Come get some brunch with us tomorrow.鈥
鈥淔ine. But you need to do something for me in return,鈥 Your mouth is full of pancake and your hair is mussed but Jungkook smiles endearingly. 鈥淚 have this鈥 thing I got invited to tonight and I need you to be my date.鈥
鈥淎re you sure? It makes us sound more than we are,鈥 Jungkook throws your words back at you and you kick his shin under the table.
鈥淪hut up, it鈥檚 my childhood friend鈥檚 Christmas party and our families are close so I have to go but I don鈥檛 have a plus-one and I need you there to keep me sane. Seokjin鈥檚 gonna be there.鈥
鈥淵ou鈥檙e asking if I want to go with you,鈥 he starts slowly. 鈥淭o a Christmas party. As your date.鈥
鈥淲ell, yeah,鈥 you shrug. 鈥淲e go, drink at the open bar until we can鈥檛 see straight and then come home and you pound me into your tempur-pedic.鈥
鈥淵ou鈥檙e disgusting,鈥 he grins. 鈥淏ut, okay, I鈥檓 in--what the hell.鈥
鈥淒o you have a tux?鈥
鈥淕irl look who you speaking to,鈥 he gestures at himself, sitting up straight and throwing his chest out. 鈥淥f fucking course, I have a tux.鈥
Wow, Jungkook thinks to himself that evening as you stand in your door in front of him. Long olive-green silk hugging every curve of your body, you grin up at him. You鈥檇 tamed your hair by pinning one side up, clutch in one hand, and feet in black pumps.
鈥淲ell?鈥 you grin. Jungkook whistles, shoving his hands in his plain black tuxedo.
鈥淵eah well, you clean up nice too Jeon,鈥 you pat him cheerfully on his chest, causing a warm feeling to flutter through him. 鈥淟et鈥檚 go do this thing.鈥 You straighten his tie, and Jungkook swallows. He doesn鈥檛 know when exactly it happened, but over the course of time you really have him wrapped around your little finger.
The two of you uber down, your warm body next to his as you tell him some inconsequential story about your high school prom.
鈥淲e didn鈥檛 have prom at my school,鈥 he tells you and you gape at him. 鈥淲e had sports day though.鈥
鈥淭hat is so sad.鈥
鈥淣ot really,鈥 Jungkook shrugs. 鈥淪ocial gatherings are terrifying.鈥
鈥淣ever would鈥檝e pegged you as the socially anxious type Jeon.鈥
鈥淲ell I am,鈥 Jungkook rests his elbow on the car door, his chin in his hand to look outside. 鈥淚 can鈥檛 believe I鈥檓 going to this rich people thing with you.鈥
鈥淐鈥檓on! It鈥檒l be fun!鈥 you send twin finger guns his way and he smiles wantonly.
鈥淣o seriously,鈥 he says, looking at you, chin still balanced on his hand. 鈥淭hank you. You always manage to take the edge off and make things less intimidating and make me feel like I can step out of my comfort zone.鈥 You blink at him, grin fading at his sincerity.
鈥淲hat鈥檙e friends for, right?鈥 you say, your voice quiet.
鈥淩ight,鈥 he says back, just as quiet.
鈥淵ou know,鈥 you ramble on. 鈥淲hen I first saw you, you did totally strike me as a stereotypical fratboy. I was a little scared.鈥
鈥淥f me?鈥 Jungkook points at himself, surprised. You lean back in your seat and rest your head back.
鈥淵eah,鈥 you mutter. 鈥淵ou reminded me of the guys I went to high school with. The jerks that ranked the girls by how fuckable they were and shoved kids into lockers and giggled at you as you tried to present your history project to the class.鈥
鈥淲hy didn鈥檛 you just beat them up?鈥 Jungkook isn鈥檛 offended by your generalization. He knows what you mean. 鈥淭he you I know would鈥檝e stabbed someone鈥檚 eye out with a pencil.鈥
鈥淚 was different when I was sixteen,鈥 you smile. 鈥淏ut you鈥檙e right, now I鈥檓 not beyond stabbing someone鈥檚 eyes out with a pencil. Anyway, I鈥檓 sorry for judging you.鈥
鈥淚t happens,鈥 Jungkook shrugs but you shake your head vigorously.
鈥淣o, you鈥檙e sweet,鈥 you continue. 鈥淚鈥檓 so happy we met. And that we鈥檙e friends now.鈥
鈥淚鈥檓 glad too,鈥 Jungkook grins, punching you lightly on your shoulder. 鈥淎re you sure you can do this? I saw how you were when you saw Seokjin that day.鈥 You bite your lip and look out the window.
鈥淚鈥檒l be fine,鈥 you say slowly. 鈥淚 have you.鈥 Jungkook blinks and gulps.
鈥淟isten, there鈥檚 something I need to tell you鈥斺 he starts but the uber is arriving at the venue and you鈥檙e getting ready to step out of the car. Jungkook stares at the ceiling before getting himself out. Checking in your coats at the entrance, the two of you enter together.
You were right, Jungkook notes. This isn鈥檛 just some Christmas party. Lights sparkle down at him and the massive Christmas tree in front of him is decorated to the nines. The bar is sparkling with decorations, and the tables are decorated with fancy centerpieces and champagne flutes. People wearing black tie are mingling, men in tuxedos, women in floor length gowns.
鈥淕od,鈥 you whisper next to him.
鈥淵ou didn鈥檛 tell me you were also Richie Rich rich,鈥 Jungkook whispers back and you jab him in the side with your elbow. 鈥淥h my god you鈥檙e a trust fund baby! You鈥檙e Gossip Girl!鈥
鈥淥h my god shut up,鈥 you鈥檙e giggling. 鈥淚鈥檓 the family鈥檚 black sheep, fortunately for you. I refused to major in what my parents wanted me to major in and that was apparently the final straw. I鈥檓 surprised Yoongi even bothered to invite me 鈥 we haven鈥檛 spoken in months. There he is now.鈥
A man shorter than Jungkook is making his way towards them. He鈥檚 got effortlessly tousled black hair and his ears are adorned with many earrings. His eyes flit lazily towards Jungkook before landing on you and he鈥檚 pulling you into a hug.
鈥淵oongi!鈥 you say grinning, returning his embrace and he smiles, changing his entire demeanour. 鈥淗ow are you, this is amazing!鈥
鈥淭hought I鈥檇 do something to get the old gang together,鈥 he shrugs. 鈥淚鈥檓 happy you came.鈥
鈥淭his is Jungkook, we鈥攗hm鈥攚orked together.鈥
鈥淎h one of her recruits huh?鈥 Yoongi is shaking Jungkook鈥檚 hand. 鈥淢in Yoongi, pleasure to meet you. Please make yourself comfortable.鈥
鈥淭hank you,鈥 Jungkook is sure his palms are sweating again. He picks up a flute of champagne from a waiter passing by and takes a huge gulp. You and Yoongi exchange pleasantries for a little while longer and then he leaves the two of you to greet some other guests that are just arriving.
鈥淲anna go to the bar?鈥 You鈥檙e pulling him in the direction of the alcohol before he can say yes. You wave down the bartender and order your drink and turn to Jungkook. 鈥淵ou okay?鈥
鈥淲hy? Is it obvious I鈥檓 freaking out?鈥
鈥淵ou country bumpkins are so cute,鈥 You pinch his cheek. 鈥淲hat were you trying to tell me in the cab?鈥 Jungkook looks sideways at you, but sees who鈥檚 approaching and clears his throat.
Seokjin looks even better than Jungkook remembered, in a well-tailored suit, holding a glass of wine. You turn and freeze momentarily.
鈥淛in! Hey,鈥 your voice is steady and Jungkook is almost proud of you.
鈥淚鈥檓 glad you made it,鈥 Seokjin mirrors Yoongi鈥檚 words from earlier. 鈥淵ou didn鈥檛 last year.鈥
鈥淵eah, well,鈥 you say sheepishly. 鈥淭here were just some people I couldn鈥檛 face last year.鈥
Ouch, Jungkook thinks, on Seokjin鈥檚 behalf. If Seokjin hears the slight bite in your tone, he pretends not to notice.
鈥淵ou鈥檙e Jungkook, right?鈥 Seokjin鈥檚 addressing Jungkook now. 鈥淔rom the mall.鈥
鈥淵eah, good to see you again man,鈥 Jungkook smiles and the smile Seokjin gives him in return is incredibly genuine. Your hand is snaking down and gripping Jungkook鈥檚, and he gives you a squeeze, something that doesn鈥檛 escape Seokjin.
鈥淎re you two together?鈥 he asks conversationally, and Jungkook is about to vehemently deny the question, when you squeeze his hand back.
鈥淲e are,鈥 you answer, much to Jungkook鈥檚 shock. He almost chokes on the last of his champagne before he puts the empty glass down on the bar. 鈥淲e met at work.鈥 He鈥檚 trying to calm himself down, trying to stop that warm feeling bursting through him again. You talk to Seokjin for a few more minutes before he鈥檚 leaving the two of you to your own devices again.
鈥淪o, you beat me to what I wanted to tell you in the cab earlier,鈥 Jungkook grins. You look up at him and he leans in, placing a chaste kiss on your lips. 鈥淭hat I like you,鈥
鈥淲-what鈥檙e you talking about?鈥 Your voice is barely above a whisper. Jungkook leans in and nudges his nose against the column of your throat.
鈥淚 meant what I said,鈥 he mumbles, pressing kisses under your jaw. 鈥淚鈥檓 asking you out. Officially.鈥
鈥淲e鈥檙e in public,鈥 you鈥檙e hissing, firm grip on his wandering hands. Jungkook grins and leans back against the bar, shoving both hands into the pockets of his trousers. 鈥淎nd you don鈥檛 mean that.鈥
鈥淥f course I do,鈥 he schools his expression into one of sincerity. 鈥淵ou鈥檙e awesome, I love spending time with you. We have a lot of fun. Am I wrong?鈥
鈥淵ou鈥檙e just being reckless鈥斺
鈥淏elieve me, I am a lot of things, and reckless isn鈥檛 one of them.鈥 Jungkook frowns. 鈥淒o you not feel the same way? I just assumed鈥斺
鈥淣o, no,鈥 your eyes are wide, panicked. 鈥淚 like you too Jungkook, of course I do.鈥
鈥淭hen what鈥檚 stopping you?鈥 You鈥檙e looking at him, eyes wide and he watches your gaze flit past him over his shoulder. Raising his eyebrows, he turns his head over his shoulder to see what you鈥檙e staring at. His mouth forms a straight line when he realizes its not a what, but a who.
鈥淪eokjin,鈥 he says, the bitterness leaking into his voice. 鈥淵ou鈥檙e still in love with him. Of course, why didn鈥檛 I see it before.鈥
鈥淣o! Jungkook, that鈥檚 not鈥斺
鈥淪o, bringing me here as your date, what you said just now to Seokjin 鈥 what was that? A ploy to make him jealous? Hoping he鈥檇 run back to you? What, you didn鈥檛 wanna show up alone in front of him, so I was your safe fallback?鈥 Jungkook is seeing white, his fists clenched, embarrassment and humiliation washing through him. 鈥淚鈥檓 just a distraction to you.鈥 Your bottom lip is trembling now and you鈥檙e vigorously shaking your head, but Jungkook feels so empty and suddenly finds he doesn鈥檛 care. 鈥淚鈥檓 done. I don鈥檛 need to set myself up to get hurt by coming in between whatever this is you have going on with that guy.鈥 He鈥檚 pulling his tie loose.
鈥淣o, don鈥檛 leave,鈥 you鈥檙e begging, small hands grasping his arm in a last-ditch attempt. Jungkook sighs, untangling himself from your hold. 鈥淧lease, Jungkook, hear me out鈥斺
鈥淚 hear you loud and clear,鈥 he says, a sad smile breaking out onto his face. Pulling off his tie he undoes the first two buttons on his shirt, trying to breathe. Clenching his fist, he鈥檚 walking past you before stopping to turn and take one last look at you. 鈥淲e鈥檙e still friends okay? I just need some time. And for the record, telling you this as a friend, you鈥檒l never be free for as long as you鈥檙e seeking Seokjin鈥檚鈥攐r anyone鈥檚 鈥 validation.鈥
And then he鈥檚 walking out of there, away from you, from a life that never really belonged to him. All he wants to do is to get out of this stifling suit throw on his sweatpants, drown himself in an obscene amount of chocolate and play Overwatch all night.
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鈥淪low down, you鈥檙e gonna throw up those eggs if you don鈥檛 slow down,鈥 Jungkook鈥檚 sister chastises from across the table. 鈥淛esus, you and Junghyun are both such fast eaters because you don鈥檛 chew. You鈥檙e gonna die early.鈥
鈥淚鈥檇 like to die now,鈥 Jungkook answers, his mouth full of medium-poached eggs and hollandaise.
鈥淪o, you got rejected, what鈥檚 the big deal?鈥 She asks. 鈥淵ou鈥檙e a grown man. Pick yourself up, dust yourself off and move the fuck on.鈥
鈥淓asy for you to say Miss-I鈥檓-engaged-to-the-love-of-my-life鈥 Jungkook doesn鈥檛 mean to sound bitter. 鈥淗ow am I even going to face her after all this. I鈥檓 an idiot.鈥
鈥淵ou really are,鈥 his sister responds, elbow resting on the table and chin balanced on that elbow. 鈥淵ou always like to think you鈥檙e this cool, collected, distant guy when in reality you鈥檙e a giant softie that believes in soulmates.鈥
鈥淚 do not.鈥
鈥淵eah,鈥 she grins. 鈥淵ou do,鈥 She sighs. 鈥淟ook Jungkook, that鈥檚 not a bad thing. In fact, it鈥檚 endearing, and there鈥檚 nothing wrong with giving yourself completely to someone. Just make sure whoever you鈥檙e giving yourself to is worth it.鈥
鈥淵ou don鈥檛 think she鈥檚 worth it?鈥 Jungkook asks glumly.
鈥淪he鈥檚 confused, it seems. And that is never a good thing, not in relationships.鈥
鈥淪o, what do I do? I鈥檓 still gonna see her at work occasionally.鈥
鈥淒on鈥檛 do anything. The ball鈥檚 in her court. You鈥檝e bared yourself to her already and she can either accept that or reject it. And eventually, it鈥檒l get easier to be around her. You might even go back to being friends. And try to move on, will you?鈥
鈥淲ith whom?鈥
鈥淚 have someone at work I can introduce you to,鈥 she hums. 鈥淚f you鈥檙e willing.鈥
鈥淲hatever,鈥 Jungkook mutters. 鈥淗ow鈥檚 dad?鈥 His sister stares at him, expression suddenly serious.
鈥淲ell,鈥 she sighs. 鈥淭hat鈥檚 also why I鈥檓 here to see you.鈥 She says quietly
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Jungkook is avoiding you. You may not be the most intelligent person in any room, but it doesn鈥檛 take a genius to figure that out. He hasn鈥檛 replied to any of your texts, dutifully turning his read receipts off so you don鈥檛 even know if he鈥檚 seen your messages. Whenever you drop by his work for one of your meetings, his office is always closed. You suspect Park Jimin has something to do with Jungkook knowing exactly when you鈥檒l be by the company. When you corner Jimin about this though, he鈥檚 tight-lipped, always regarding you with a slightly judgemental stare. It鈥檚 clear where his alliance lies.
You could always drop by his place, but even you admit that鈥檚 bordering on being pushy. He did say he needed space but its almost been a month and you haven鈥檛 as much as seen his coconut head. The New Year passes just like that and you celebrate by finishing two entire bottles of wine by yourself and watching Love Actually for the twenty-seventh time. Yoongi invites you to his New Years鈥 party too but you decline, not wanting a reminder of what went down at his last bash. You also want nothing to do with Seokjin.
At first you were angry over what Jungkook had said to you before he鈥檇 left that party. But soon after, once you鈥檇 calmed down, you鈥檇 realized he was right. Seokjin was never going to look at you and it was foolish to wait around while he carried on with his life. You deserved better, and Jungkook had taught you that. The realization was oddly freeing.
More than anything, you miss your friend. The coffee dates, the weekly brunches, someone to watch cheesy movies with. And, you admit shamefully, you also mis his dick. Jungkook had been right, you should鈥檝e given the two of you a chance.
It isn鈥檛 until a cold morning in February, a whole two and a half months after the entire fiasco, that you finally see Jungkook. He鈥檚 standing outside the building, winter coat on and a burgundy scarf around his neck. He looks out of character, dressed like a businessman instead of the usual college-boy sweatpants and baggy t-shirts that you鈥檙e used to seeing him in. His hair is longer than it was when you saw him last, curling slightly at the ends. It suits him. He鈥檚 chatting happily with Namjoon about something, waving his hands around descriptively, matching cups of coffees in their hands.
You hesitate to get out of your uber, but you鈥檙e late for your nine am. There鈥檚 no way to avoid him, with the two of them standing right in front of the entrance. You step out of the cab hesitatingly and Jungkook sees you right away. If he鈥檚 nervous about running into you, he doesn鈥檛 show it. Instead, his face softens into a small smile and he gives a small wave in greeting. You return his greeting shyly.
鈥淥h, hey,鈥 Namjoon greets, as you approach the two of them slowly. 鈥淕ot a meeting today?鈥
鈥淵eah,鈥 you reply, eyes travelling from Jungkook to Namjoon. 鈥淚鈥檓 late.鈥
鈥淚鈥檒l leave you guys to it then,鈥 there鈥檚 nothing sly in Namjoon鈥檚 tone, but the guy is like, insanely intelligent and you don鈥檛 doubt his intentions. 鈥淕otta see Yoongi about this newest track I鈥檝e been working on.鈥
Jungkook bids Namjoon goodbye before the two of you are making your way inside.
鈥淗ow have you been?鈥 you鈥檙e the first to break the silence. Jungkook takes a sip of his drink.
鈥淕ood,鈥 he answers. 鈥淚 finally beat Breath of the Wild.鈥
鈥淭ook you long enough,鈥 you tease, and he chuckles. You follow him into the elevator and watch as he presses your floor for you, along with his. 鈥淚 haven鈥檛 seen you in a while.鈥
鈥淵eah, I,鈥 he clears his throat. 鈥淚 went to LA to see my dad,鈥 You whip your head to look at him. 鈥淗e wasn鈥檛 well so I worked remotely for a month or so.鈥 So, he was never actually avoiding you, he wasn鈥檛 even in the city! You feel oddly relieved.
鈥淗ow is he?鈥
鈥淔ine,鈥 Jungkook replies. You can鈥檛 help but notice that his animated self from earlier is gone, replaced by someone more somber. 鈥淚 spent Christmas there.鈥 The elevator doors open at your floor and you step out.
鈥淟isten Jungkook,鈥 you say quickly turning around. He pauses, pressing the button to keep the doors open, and looks at you questioningly. 鈥淚鈥檓 sorry 鈥 for everything.鈥
鈥淒on鈥檛 apologize for your feelings,鈥 that small smile is back.
鈥淣o! I mean 鈥 I鈥檇 really like it if we can be friends again,鈥 you鈥檙e panicking. 鈥淚鈥檝e missed you.鈥 He grins at that, reminding you of the Jungkook you鈥檇 been intimate with.
鈥淚鈥檝e missed you too,鈥 he answers, and something in your chest lifts. 鈥淥f course, we鈥檙e still friends.鈥
鈥淥kay鈥攚anna get brunch with me this week? The usual place.鈥
鈥淚鈥檒l text you.鈥 Is all he says before he lets the doors close, leaving you standing there, slightly breathless.
You spend the rest of your day with a bounce in your step.
Things return to normal after that 鈥 somewhat. You and Jungkook start hanging out again, but you can tell something is off. He鈥檚 cheerful as always, but he鈥檚 holding back. It鈥檚 obvious that whatever he offered you that day at Yoongi鈥檚 party is no longer on the table. He鈥檚 guarded, confides in you less, heart locked away in a place you can鈥檛 even begin to reach.
But he鈥檚 here, in your life, tangible and real, and you tell yourself that this is enough. Until one day, when it all comes crashing down.
You鈥檙e at his place, and he鈥檚 retreated back into the kitchen to get the two of you more beers. His phone lights up, vibrating on the coffee table in front of you. It鈥檚 not that you mean to pry, but your eyes unconsciously travel to the notification that鈥檚 blaring on his screen.
1 New Message Jieun: Hey! We still on for tomorrow night, right? Gonna wear that dress you like 馃槈
You swallow. Of course, he鈥檚 seeing someone. Everything makes sense 鈥 the reason he was able to have you back in his life was because he鈥檇 moved on and rightfully so. The two of you aren鈥檛 teenagers 鈥 you are adults, and he is well within his rights to find someone else when you鈥檇 so obviously rejected him. You wonder, why then, your chest aches.
Jungkook reappears, holding two bottles of beer in each hand. Placing them on the coffee table next to his phone, he offers you one, which you accept, plastering a grin on your face. He grabs one himself, picking up his phone and collapsing on the couch next to you to turn his attention back to the movie that the two of you had been watching. From the corner of your eye, you watch as he checks his messages, eyes lighting up, a smile on his face as he types up a response.
You spend the rest of the night holding in tears.
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You invite Taehyung to yours the next day as a distraction. He insists on watching some documentary about gothic architecture, but you don鈥檛 mind. Whatever takes your mind off Jungkook. And what he might be doing right now.
鈥淵ou know, you are insane,鈥 Taehyung comments offhandedly.
鈥淓xcuse me?鈥
鈥淭he both of you,鈥 he continues, lounging on your couch a little too comfortably. 鈥淚nsanity.鈥 You continue to stare at him, and he sighs. 鈥淵ou and Jeon.鈥
鈥淲hat about Jungkook?鈥
鈥淗e鈥檚 in love with you,鈥 Taehyung answers plainly, as though he鈥檚 telling you today鈥檚 weather forecast. Your stomach drops. 鈥淎nd you like him too, but are too dumb to admit it.鈥 You scoff.
鈥淗e has a date tonight. That hardly screams 鈥榠n love with me鈥欌 You point out. It鈥檚 Taehyung鈥檚 turn to scoff.
鈥淧lease,鈥 he chuckles, arms coming up to rest behind his head. He sits like your dad. 鈥淚t鈥檚 only his third date with that girl. It鈥檚 nothing serious.鈥
鈥淎nd he鈥檚 not in love with me.鈥
鈥淗e is,鈥 Taehyung insists. 鈥淭old me so himself. I wasn鈥檛 gonna say anything because it鈥檚 none of my damn business but the two of you are so atrociously stupid鈥斺
鈥淗e鈥old you?鈥 you pause the documentary.
鈥淵es. Last week,鈥 Taehyung is talking as though he hasn鈥檛 dropped the biggest bombshell on you. 鈥淏ut he鈥檚 putting himself out there because he thinks you don鈥檛 feel the same way. Frankly, I鈥檓 tired.鈥
鈥淲hy are you telling me this?鈥 you whisper. Taehyung checks his watch.
鈥淏ecause, you still have time. Time to go get him.鈥 You laugh.
鈥淗e鈥檚 not even gonna be back yet,鈥 you point out. 鈥淧lus, what if I go there and he鈥檚 having her over? Third dates basically mean sex.鈥
鈥淗e鈥檚 not gonna sleep with her.鈥 Taehyung tells you.
鈥淥h, and I assume he told you that too鈥斺
鈥淗e did.鈥
鈥淲hat sort of conversation were the two of you even having?鈥 You鈥檙e incredibly confused
鈥淎 deep one,鈥 Taehyung鈥檚 monotone voice is starting to irk you. 鈥淚 took him out for tea. He鈥檚 home right now 鈥 by the way.鈥
鈥淲hy do you know so much Kim Taehyung?鈥
鈥淚t鈥檚 because I鈥檓 always minding my own, and vibing,鈥 he informs you. 鈥淕o get your man, for fucks sake.鈥 You鈥檙e already running around grabbing your keys and coat.
鈥淭hanks Tae,鈥 you mutter, giving the sleepy boy a kiss on the cheek. He smiles, leaning further back into your couch and turns his documentary back on as you rush out of your apartment.
There aren鈥檛 any ubers around your place at this time on a Friday night and you鈥檙e stuck taking the subway to Jungkook鈥檚. Tapping your foot impatiently on the 4,5 line you rush out as soon as the train doors open, running to the building you know he lives in.
Your mind is blank as you stand outside his place and ring the doorbell. The faint music coming from the inside stops and you barely have time to second guess your choices before the door is opening and Jungkook is standing in front of you. Dressed in a crinkled dress shirt and black slacks, it looks like he got home not too long ago. He looks at you in surprise. Before he can open his mouth and ask why you鈥檙e standing on his doorstep wearing your sweatpants under your winter jacket looking haggard, you step forward, crushing your lips onto his.
His response isn鈥檛 immediate, you鈥檝e caught him by surprise. But slowly he melts into the kiss, arms coming up to rest on your waist. You grasp wildly at the shirt on his shoulders.
鈥淎re you sure about this?鈥 he鈥檚 whispering, shutting the door behind you as you push him further into his apartment. 鈥淜now that I want more?鈥
鈥淢ore sure than of anything else I鈥檝e been in my life,鈥 you whisper back, pulling away. 鈥淎nd whatever you want, I want it too. I want you. I鈥檓 sorry it took me so long to realize that.鈥
鈥淗ow did you know that I still wanted this?鈥 he asks, before his face clears of the confusion and he鈥檚 grinning like he knows exactly how.
鈥淲e鈥檙e really gonna have to send Taehyung an expensive bottle of wine soon,鈥 you grin back. 鈥淏ut first, I need you out of these pants.鈥
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It was an unwanted date because on the first date, she didn't comply most of my kinos, and after the date, she clearly stated that she just wanted to meet me because she thought I was an interesting person. She didn't want a date. She would like to meet me again later.She was a girl from direct-daygame. A blonde, blue-eyed & claver one. I liked her tbh, so I wanted to meet her again. I agreed and amplified about being non-sexual stuff. Of course, I just faked it till make it.鈥-Outline-THE DATEPOST-FEEDBACKS-mini outline-1- do not ask for a drink, get one for her2- do not get an alcoholic drink if she doesn't3- Do not stick at sexual comfort- go on with sexual connection/ question game4- be emotionally mature & non-reactionary/ being fun, not serious5- micro-calibration is crucial6- do not be a puppy dog7- the challenge of getting close/ better routines needed鈥.鈥婽HE DATEThere were my last days in Belgrade. Before going back, I wanted to meet her again. I invited her to walk on a historical street together. She easily accepted. My plan was to go around at this previously visited street, getting some drinks, sitting somewhere & seducing her.I was there 5 min before we agreed on to start to talk to a random girl before the date girl come, but she had been already there. She got a flue... I thought it would be a bit harder...We talked basic stuff, then I suggested to go somewhere inside & get some drinks. She preferred to be in outside, so we agreed on sitting in the Studente park after getting something from the market.During the way of the market, I started to create sexual comfort by teasing her that I got some lesbian vibes from her (I really did btw... she was a bit feminist one). She said yes she was, then said no she was not in a cockyfunny way. We went to the market and had a break on talking. I got a beer and asked what she'll get. She didn't want anything. We started to walk to the park again. In the way, I told her about my Italy travel & orgy party I had there, then I challenged her by saying that as far as I had observed, Serbian people were a bit conservative & don't talk about sex. She was baited. After this point, we started to talk deep-sexual stuff. The topics were: hook-up culture, open relationship, love, lesbian porn vs gay porn, the fact that clitoris was a kind of dick & she had a dick, different cultures & their perceptions towards sexuality, attraction mechanism... We talked all this stuff in a very fun atmosphere. She was kinoing me back hard. Then, I made my move- "The weather is too cold, you gotta warm me/ I took half of the gap between us. She completely didn't comply & told me that I gotta warm myself (lol). She stood up & wanted to walk. We started to walk to the center.At that point, I was a bit drunk because of the beer I drank. She got a message & after a sec, she showed me a girl picture on her phone's wallpaper and told that she was a lesbian. After a while, she told me again that she was joking about being a lesbian. Because I was drunk, my brain wasn't functioning properly. I pissed off, I got serious & told her that lying is not fun (that was a terrible game. I completely massed up & couldn't pass those rapid shittest). After that point, I was thinking to make a move like- lemme found out if you're really lesbian or not/ kiss-close. I again try some kinos, but she didn't comply with them, so I decided not to do that move & I switched off my seducer personality.After that point, we talked about life, relationships, philosophy... She was a really clever girl. I was impressed by her thoughts. I validated her so much by emphasizing her thoughts like "hmm.. that's a really good point" (they really were) that she told me that "I had a lot of good points tonight :D". I shouldn't have validated her that much. Then, I mentioned about my hobby of making local playlists on Spotify when I visit a country. She wanted to see my Serbian playlist. I told her "let's listen to some of them" and took off my speaker. She didn't want me to take it off. I teased her by "cmon, do you have social anxiety or something?" she said, "no, I just don't want". I was really pissed off & after that point, I felt uncomfortable with being with her, so I decided to finish the "date".It was quick- I told her that I gotta work tomorrow, it was late. "It was nice to meet you, take care" hugged & left the place.鈥.鈥婸OST-FEEDBACKS鈥婽ill the moment I tested her about getting closer, things were going well. After that point, she started to shit on me. I don't know exactly why.It was a really good practice tho. I realised a lot of things during this date & improved my game.I give importance to the human relationship & it's important for me to have social capital around the places I visit. She was a good girl. We left each other in a very inappropriate way that night, so I decided to write her a proper & fun goodbye message. I did, she respond in a good way. We talked a bit & cao'ed each other properly.In the end, I believe that I had a good friendship with her, which also has a potential to be turned into a sexual one in the future.鈥-mini outline-1- do not ask for a drink, get one for her2- do not get an alcoholic drink if she doesn't3- Do not stick at sexual comfort- go on with sexual connection/ question game4- be emotionally mature & non-reactionary/ being fun, not serious5- micro-calibration is crucial6- do not be a puppy dog7- the challenge of getting close/ better routines needed鈥1- do not ask for a drink, get one for herNext time, when we get in the market, I'll not ask her what she'd like to drink. I'll get two beers directly. If she doesn't want an alcoholic drink, I'll get a juice/ water for her.鈥2- do not get an alcoholic drink if she doesn'tIf she doesn't comply with getting relaxer with you, do not get an alcoholic drink just for you, which decreases your brain efficiency, thinking, planning & playing ability.As Mystery told us- we gotta be aware to play properly. We need to observe, think & calibrate things.鈥3- Do not stick at sexual comfort- go on with sexual connection/ question gameIt was a good strategy to tease & challenge her about sexual topics. Most importantly, I just passed the deep.comfort part and directly continued with sexual.comfort, which worked in a much better way.As a guy told here before, I'm not her therapist. deep.comfort topics required more investment of her. Also, starting to talk about sexual topics are more fun. Doing it gradually by using travel & travel stories is important here.From now on, my new strategy will be like:opening-pre.comfort-pre.sexual.comfort-pre.sexual.connection-/kiss.close/deep.comfort-deep.sexual.comfort-deep.sexual.connection-/fuck.close/In this date, I stuck at sexual.comfort. We talked to a lot of sexual stuff. I should have made the situation more connected to each other (sexual.connection). I should have asked her about her boyfriends, relationships, her favourite body part// and I should have made her ask those kinds of things to me. Simple- question game. After the sexual comfort, I need to continue with question game for sexual connection. In the game, it's important to microcalibrate things.鈥婹uestion game (from mystery)"have you ever played the question game? well, there are rules..."rule one, you ask a question, then me, then you, and so on, back and forth."rule two, you have to tell the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth. like truth or dare but without the dare because 谋 don't know how weird you really are." (notice the neg.)"rule three, you can't ask the same question that's already been asked."rule four, you have to ask questions that let skeletons out of the closet. take advantage of our anonymity."oh, and... rule five, you go first."she will say, "that's not fair." - "cmon, you've already started to break rules"so you then ask, "how many boyfriends have you had?"from here on, the question game will escalate sexually until she is asking you how oftenyou masturbate. 谋t's a fun routine. this is a comfort-building routine that's also useful fur screening.another great thing about the question game 谋s that it can last for a really long time.when you get into c1, use this routine as your default.fun question: "tell me a secret."鈥4- be emotionally mature & non-reactionary/ being fun, not seriousIt was a horrible mistake I made to get pissed off about the lesbian game she played on me. It was an obvious shittest. I could even fuck her that night by being non-reactionary & cocky-funny about it.鈥5- micro-calibration is crucialIt's just crucially important for each social interaction in life. Follow IOIs & IODs, respond to them accordingly. Do not forget to calibrate your IOIs with IODs...You also need to use it to understand whether you need to go further or not- such as in the question game. A great example comes from the story my British pua bro told me.pua: "what is your favourite body part"girl1: "my boobs;)"girl2: "by eyes:)"You see? you need to calibrate your further behaviours, kinos & questions according to any kind of reaction & answer the girl shows. Very, very important.鈥6- do not be a puppy dog7- the challenge of getting close/ better routines neededI have to find better "getting-closer" routines than I did in this set.I have in my mind I learned from SevenDaygame: the photo routine. After I talked about my travels, played question game with her, doing in-set & calibrated in-date kinos to her, I can show her my travel photos by teasing her "do you have eagle eyes? come over here" and I can get the halfway between the gap of us.Sitting close to her calibratedly, after she sat is another important strategy.We'll see... kervan yolda d眉z眉l眉r neticede;)鈥.鈥婦o not hesitate to give advice, stay in science.Ciao. via /r/seduction
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Crushing On You (Kirishima, Tamaki,聽Toyomitsu (Fat Gum))
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Ion know bout y鈥檃ll, but I consistently act weird around my crushes. That being said, I also can NEVER tell when someone has a crush on me (although I鈥檓 told its obvious). So let鈥檚 commemorate that, shall we?聽
A/N: This one is dedicated to the lovely @kirislut鈥. She passively told me to write this and I was like yeah! And then proceeded to take 2 months to do it *sigh*. But yeah stan her or face my wrath >.<
Warnings: None! It鈥檚 fluffy. Y/N is written to match the age of the character (so a first year for Kiri, third year for Amajiki, late 20s for Fat).聽
Kirishima Eijirou (xBruh!Y/N)
Kiri would be crushing on you for a long time before he even realizes he鈥檚 crushing on you.聽
You would be a part of the Bakusquad,聽 and you also made an effort to stand up for yourself against Bakugou, and something about that really got to Kiri.聽
You were somehow so *manly* while also so hot AND cute? Damn, how do you do it?聽
Not that he understood that he saw you in such a light.聽聽
Because Kiri doesn鈥檛 realize he has a crush on you, he wouldn鈥檛 necessarily be super blushy or flustered at first.聽
When around you, he鈥檚 showering you in compliments.
When you aren鈥檛 around, he鈥檚 constantly bringing you up in conversation. Every conversation. With every single person.聽
He would also team up with you to tease Bakugou.
And you already know that if anyone had anything negative to say about you, then he would stand up for you in a heartbeat.聽
He really admired you, to say the least. He loved being around you. That was all (he thought).
That is, until the bros鈩 decided to give him a talk.聽
鈥淪o..Y/N?鈥 Is all Sero would say.聽
And obviously Kiri smiled at your name, but didn鈥檛 know why they were bringing you up.聽
鈥淎re you gonna ask them out anytime soon? If you wait any longer I might just do it myself,鈥 Kaminari tries to playfully nudge Kirishima into understanding.聽
鈥淎sk them out???鈥 Kiri is now in shock! Because where did this come from!
That being said, his face also got as red as his hair, and the thought of you hugging him or staring back at him felt like a really pleasant idea all of a sudden.聽
鈥淥i, shitty hair, don鈥檛 tell me you don鈥檛 recognize your own feelings. Are you really that much of an idiot?鈥 Bakugou asks, his tone irritated and disinterested.
Although, he鈥檚 kinda invested in seeing you two get together at this point. The whole squad was.聽
And then it hit the man like a truck.聽
Shit! I have a crush on the coolest, strongest, most amazing person I know.聽
After this point, he doesn鈥檛 know if he鈥檚 ready to ask you out yet. But he definitely starts acting differently.聽
Usual shoulder leans and elbow nudges now make him feel like Kaminari was electrocuting him..聽
Any compliments you sent his way would cause Kiri.exe to stop working.
And your smile would make him feel starstruck.聽
It was a breaking point when a school sponsored dance came around and you showed up looking like a WHOLE SNACK in the most elegant dress/tux/(whatever badass clothes you wanna be rockin). .
Kiri straight up would not look at you. He fully refused to turn his head in your direction, which was hard because the Bakusquad decided to spend the whole time there together, which meant he wasn鈥檛 leaving your side.聽
鈥淲hat the hell are you doing?鈥 Bakugou was so confused (I mean same. Kiri THEY LOOK LIKE A SNACK why aren鈥檛 you basking in their glory jeez).
鈥淪HHH Bakugou. It鈥檚 not manly to stare鈥︹澛
Kiri was worried that he would ogle you into discomfort, jaw dropped and eyes wide because his heart would burst upon looking at you for too long.聽
In turning his head, he didn鈥檛 notice Kaminari and Sero approach you, whispering into your ear.
It was only when you came up and tapped him on his shoulder that he turned around and looked at you, you smiling at him.聽
鈥淗ey Kiri, do you wanna dance with me?鈥
Hey would pause, because he was really flustered, but then he would flash his huge toothy grin and gladly take your hand, pulling you onto the dancefloor to dance with him into the night.聽
BONUS: While dancing with you, Kiri would only look at your face and refused to look at your feet, causing him to stumble a couple of times.聽
And naturally, you would ask him about it.聽
He would blush but explain, 鈥淚 didn鈥檛 want you to think that I was staring down at your body and making you uncomfortable鈥︹澛犅
WANDERING EYES ARE NOT MANLY! change Kiri鈥檚 mind.聽
You would laugh and respond, 鈥淗ey, if you need to look at our feet to make sure we don鈥檛 trip, I don鈥檛 mind.鈥
But you would then pull close to him, wrapping one hand around his neck and speak quietly into his ear-
鈥淎nd if you wanna look at the rest of me while you're at it, I wouldn鈥檛 mind that either.鈥澛
Kiri.exe has stopped working once again. Good job Y/N!聽
Amajiki Tamaki (xGentle!Y/N)
Tamaki would have a crush on you after being your friend for a little while.聽
Like at first he was super nervous around you because people are nerve inducing and scary (I feel ya buddy its ok).
Over time though, you guys became closer friends. He realized how gentle and sweet you were.
You would spend a lot of time together, studying, going to get food, and training together.
You also would spend late nights together, especially when one of you was stressed or having a panic attack. You kept each other safe.聽
It wasn鈥檛 a surprise to Tamaki when he found himself wanting to spend more time with you.聽
It didn鈥檛 shock him that he loved looking into your eyes.聽
He felt himself, and watched himself, fall in love with you.聽
But despite that, he wasn鈥檛 really as awkward about it as you would expect him to be.聽
Your entire relationship had been very wholesome and close from the start, and because he was aware of his feelings from the get go, there wasn鈥檛 any real shock.聽
Ultimately, you were his safe space, and he would rather not compromise that by bringing his emotions into it. He was content to love you from a bit of a distance.聽
In a non creepy way, he loved to watch you. He knows looking at people you love or feel safe with is a really good way to calm anxiety and ground yourself, and that鈥檚 what Tamaki does all the time with you.聽
Just watch you work or eat and laugh. It was enough to keep him together.聽
And the times you told him 鈥淚 love you鈥 made his heart soar, even if he knew it was platonic.
He also had a journal with writing in it, where he would write small notes or lines about his thoughts. Many were about you and how pretty you looked when you came to his room in PJs when you couldn鈥檛 sleep, or how happy you were when you down a bowl of ramen, or how-
You get the idea.聽
聽Though he was content with accepting his crush on you, nothing could have prepared him for how you found out.聽
You both had been working together in his room. He was working on some homework while you were studying for your *least* favorite subject, math.
So you ask if you can see his notes to help you understand better.
鈥淵eah. It鈥檚 the first one on my shelf. Its the most recent pages.鈥
What he forgot was that he had moved it into his backpack and the nondescript notebook that sat first on his shelf was his journal.聽
While he kept working, you opened to try and figure out how integrals worked, but instead were met with a cute doodle of your face with a heart next to it.
The line above it said, 鈥淥n a cold day, y/n鈥檚 smile keeps me warm.鈥
It was oddly poetic, a lil sappy, insanely heart tingling but cOMPLETELY out of left field because- what? This was definitely NOT integrals.
鈥淭amaki, I don鈥檛 think this is the right book鈥︹
He looks up and his face drops in horror as he sees you with his journal, your eyes dazed and unsure.
鈥淥-oh! I鈥檓 s-s-so s-sorry I-鈥
He trips off his bed and runs right up to you, tugging the notebook out of your hand and pulling it to his chest. 鈥淭his isn鈥檛 how I meant for you to f-f-find out I have a c-crush on you-u.鈥 His eyes are glued to the floor.聽
鈥...Tamaki, you have a crush on me?鈥 You ask, in a calm (but very shocked) tone.聽
His eyes shot up, wide, and he scrambled through the notebook to see what you read. It was just the doodle and one line, but if you had flipped a page back, you would have seen a long rambling explaining how much he liked you.
But, you didn鈥檛 flip a page back, and instead, Tamaki had 100% exposed himself.聽
鈥淵/N I鈥檓 s-so so sorry you probably think that I鈥檓 a creep now I swear that I really value our friendship and I don鈥檛 mean to ruin it so you can just forget about this and-鈥
He went on for a while, lost in his words and slowly falling apart while you were trying to process what you heard.聽
He had a crush on you too? What a relief. You wish you realized sooner! But better late than never right?
Now for how you were gonna calm him down.
On instinct, you wanted to jump on him and kiss him till he couldn鈥檛 breathe, but that would probably freak him out more than anything else.聽
So you just do what feels right.聽
鈥淚 really hope you don鈥檛 hate me or think I鈥檓 weird you just really make me feel complete and peaceful and I never meant to-鈥
You reach out and gently take hold of one of his hands, pulling it to your face, and softly kiss his knuckles.聽
He stops rambling and looks like a deer in headlights as his face ignites into a bright red.聽
鈥淲HY DID YOU-鈥澛
鈥淪hhh.. Tamaki鈥 I like you too, okay? I like you a lot. So please calm down.鈥
What a roller coaster for this poor boy. 鈥淵-you don鈥檛 think I鈥檓 obsessed with you?鈥
鈥淚 don鈥檛! Well, if you鈥檙e obsessed with me, I鈥檓 just as obsessed with you, so its okay!鈥澛
You smile at him and he blushes, hiding his face into his shoulder, his hand still sweetly entangled with yours.聽
鈥淚, I鈥檓 glad,鈥 he manages to get the words out after a few seconds.
For the first time in the history of your relationship, Tamaki was a flustered blushy mess with you.聽
鈥淐mon Tamaki, we have more studying to do!!鈥 You want him to mentally gather himself, so you take him back to his bed, hands still intertwined.聽
BONUS: After failing at studying, Tamaki laid down on his bed and stared at the wall, failing to nap, while you were sitting at the foot of the bed.聽聽
His mind was racing.聽
鈥淲e like each other, but we haven鈥檛 talked about it since that moment鈥 What if things are going to be awkward? I don鈥檛 want it to be what should I-鈥
The bed dipped down behind him and an arm snaked up around his torso. His back was pulled against your chest.聽
鈥淚s it okay if I take a nap with you, sweetheart?鈥 You ask in a lazy and sleepy voice.聽
His heart fluttered at the nickname. 鈥淵eah, of course.鈥
鈥淚鈥檓 glad. I love you, Tamaki.鈥 And with that, you nuzzle into his back and fall asleep.聽
And with the feeling of your arms and your stable breathing, he realized you were still his safe space. And with that he was lulled to sleep.聽
Toyomitsu Taishiro (x Foodie!Y/N)
You鈥檙e assigned to represent your agency for the team-up with Fat Gum鈥檚 agency.
When you rolled in, Fat Gum didn鈥檛 take much note of you at first.聽
But when you intensely fawn over takoyaki during lunch break on the first day, he felt like his eyes were being reopened and he was seeing you for the first time.聽
Love at first meal!
Though he initially found you attractive because he shares his love of food with you, he slowly found himself loving everything about you.聽
You鈥檙e a lighthearted person, with a big heart and an even bigger appetite.
You brought a lot of joy, and that was energy Taishiro could never get enough of.
He knew he was a goner when one day were pranked by one of his Agency members, got caught off guard, and ended up jumping at him.聽
He caught you and held you (cuz hero instincts obviously), and in that moment you couldn鈥檛 help but hug him out of fear (and because he鈥檚 SO CUDDLY REEEEEE).
But that鈥檚 enough for him to realize he wants to hold you more. And often.聽
Yeah he鈥檚 whipped okay.
He definitely tries to keep it professional! And not *overtly* flirt with you.
But he brings you food literally 2 or 3 times a day.聽
That may sound like a lot, but given its Fat Gum, it came off pretty innocuous at first.
He鈥檚 also really observant, so he picks up on what type of foods you really like.聽
So he very often pulls up with your favorites, which always makes your day better.聽
He also tries to give you some of his favorite foods, and days you like his favorites were the best.聽
He was living his best life watching you be happy, even in a professional setting.聽
Fat Gum finally came forward about his feelings for you after a mission went awry.聽
It was supposed to be an information retrieval mission- simple get in get out.聽
You, Fat, and Sun Eater were going to be working together.聽
Fat would guard, Sun Eater would infiltrate and restrain, while you would obtain necessary documents.
That plan is sabotaged the moment you realized the League is also present- when they definitely were not supposed to be.聽
Before you can process this shocking information, a knife is being plunged into your stomach.聽
Toga smiles down at you- 鈥減retty blood from a pretty person, I鈥檓 sorry I can鈥檛 help myself.鈥
She jumps back when Sun Eater sends an octopus arm at her.聽
He grabs you in the process and pulls you back, where Fat is now standing by his side, eyes wide in horror.聽
He takes you into his arms, and the last thing you feel is being held against his fluffiness before blacking out.聽
When you wake up, you鈥檙e in a hospital bed, Recovery Girl on one side of you, and Taishiro on the other, in his skinny form.聽
Evidently, he had beaten most of the villains to a pulp, but the League had dipped before he could do much more damage.聽
But after that, he had carried you to the ambulance and hasn鈥檛 left your side since. It鈥檚 been half a day.聽
鈥淔at Gum鈥︹澛
鈥淗ey do me a favor and call me Taishiro, okay?鈥 He asks you very gently.
鈥淭ai-shiro鈥︹ Oof his heart skipped a beat at hearing you say his name.聽
鈥淭aishiro, the mission鈥︹
鈥淪hhh it鈥檚 okay. There鈥檚 an interrogation of the villains that we captured going on right now, and Fourth Kind鈥檚 agency is following up on our leads. We did our job for now.鈥
鈥淎re you okay? Amajiki-kun, is he okay?鈥
鈥淲e鈥檙e both fine. Some scratches on him, a lil fat lost for me, but we鈥檙e okay.鈥
鈥淭aishiro...The agency, why are you here? You should be there running the ag-鈥
鈥淚 want to be here with you. That鈥檚 why I am here. I trust my assistants to cover for me right now.鈥
鈥淭hat鈥檚 very nice of you, but I still don鈥檛 understand why鈥︹
鈥淏ecause I like you. I like you lots, Mx. L/N.聽 I know our relationship has been professional, but seeing you injured was something I didn鈥檛鈥. I care a lot and I couldn鈥檛 find it in myself to leave you here alone. I hope our relationship can stay professional and friendly though, I really enjoy spending time with you.鈥
Recovery Girl looks back and forth between you two, eyeing your shocked face and his determined, serious one.聽
鈥淚鈥檒l be back to check on you in an hour, Y/N. But I鈥檒l leave you two alone for now ~~~鈥澛
You paused, silent. The longer you stayed silent the faster his heart began to race.聽
Suddenly, you sit up, placing weight on the heels of your palms.聽
鈥淵/N you鈥檙e still injured what are you-鈥
It's your turn to cut him off, grabbing his jacket and yanking him towards you with your left hand.
Your right hand going to wrap around the back of his neck,
and your body falls back,聽
Caught off guard, half standing, and balance lost, Fat鈥檚 upper body is now looming above yours, his hands planted on either side of you.
His eyes are wide, and your hands on the back of his neck are warm.
鈥淚鈥檓 sorry, Taishiro鈥 but I don鈥檛 want this relationship to stay just professional. So can I kiss you?鈥
His heart flutters, and his classic grin spreads across his face as he closes his eyes and let鈥檚 his face close the distance between you two.聽
BONUS: You and Fat Gum decided that you didn鈥檛 want to tell people that you had started dating- the news would take it and make it a public affair.聽
But you decided to leave it up in the air for your agency to figure out. They were your friends after all.聽
The first to catch on was Amajiki, but he stayed quiet.聽
But the new recruit Kirishima wasn鈥檛 as quiet about his suspicions.聽
When he walked in to see you hug Fat Gum, he didn鈥檛 know how to react.聽
You both seemed fine and acted as if hugging was a perfectly normal thing he shouldn鈥檛 be surprised by.聽
You say goodbye and pat Kiri鈥檚 head on the way out.聽
The last thing you heard was a loud scream, followed by a 鈥淔at, you and Y/N are dating?鈥澛
Yeah! Cat鈥檚 out of the bag.
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prof-peach5 months ago
If you could cross over two of your favorite games, which would you choose? Please explain, why that crossover would be a good match.
Oh you鈥檙e going to regret asking this one, I鈥檓 bout to GET SERIOUS.
So Pokemon, obvs, I love the whole world it鈥檚 built in, but the games imo are REALLY boring, I haven鈥檛 enjoyed one a lot since gale of darkness, the main ones just are a little too linear obvious plots, pretty standard setups for story and style. Speaking of style, the games lack personality, the models aren鈥檛 animated well, moves have no dynamic energy or visual difference at times, and the turn based battle style just feels kind of, I don鈥檛 know, old? Slow? Just doesn鈥檛 suit what I enjoy personally, gives me a FInal Fantasy vibe and I just cannot stand the speed at which things happen in those games, plus not into 3rd person 鈥榣et鈥檚 build a team of people鈥 much, but that鈥檚 a problem for another time. With this all in mind, the game I wish would happen is like gen20 Pokemon, far future sadly, I doubt I鈥檇 see it in my lifetime but god I鈥檇 be happy if I did!
Ok so take the newest Zelda graphics, the visual treat that was BOTW, open world, puzzles, not JUST combat, you got side missions, hunt the chickens, find missing pets, parcels, items, whatever. Love it! The horse taming?! Amazing you funky little game. Now take the bad guys and beasts from that. And put Pokemon in instead. Give them the diversity, the life and believable natures that BOTW gave the animals, I followed a frog in BOTW for 15 minutes, and it was a great experience, it felt like it was believable. Above world spawning, ACTUAL difficult gameplay, rare spawn rates, make dragons hard to get again, cmon, it鈥檚 too easy now, make it so we need a certain set of Pokemon for certain tasks. Water types big enough to carry you will be able to get you to new areas, rock types that can help you climb mountains faster, or break through blocking boulders. Actual towns with more than 4 houses in them, shops, barns, farms, homes. Like little link with the heat, maybe ice types would struggle in volcano areas, or bug Pokemon not be so comfortable in gale force winds. Give the weather more of an effect on your partners. Mounts, don鈥檛 even get me started that Pokemon Let鈥檚 go had you able to ride any of the larger species, but swsh did not???? Bitch please, give me my rideable Pokemon. The wild area too was far too closed, limited, online was laggy and a mess, camping is limited, let me do more with my team. Pokemon for me is all about the actual creatures, how they live with humans, and the many wonderful things they鈥檙e capable of. Yes of course it鈥檚 cool they can fight, but like what else you know?
I鈥檇 love a game that lets me buy a plot of land, maybe plant things, custom build things. I鈥檓 a sucker for the fallout4 settlement builds when they鈥檙e modded to hell and back, they鈥檙e fun! It can be a really calm and creative process. If I could do that and skip the main campaign and all the battles for a bit? Amazing, it sound perfect for me. I am that distracted hoe collecting flowers while the kingdom burns in the background. Side quests are everything to me. Let me give homeless people enough money to get them in a home? Let me adopt Pokemon that are stray around the town? Plz oh plz bring me a Pokemon game that allows me to work WITH my team to do more than KO other species. I want to save and buy a plow for my buddy gogoat, and grow amazing foods to sell to get currency to spend in decorations, to spoil my team. Give me actual game consequence, if I ignore that sick and injured Pokemon I find in the wild, later maybe it鈥檚 family don鈥檛 want to help me out with a different problem, too stricken from grief. I am all about the average bits, the old women who need help, the lost pets board in town, the general day to day stuff. Let me get cosmetic items for the Pokemon I keep, cute outfits, special gemstone items, let me actually live with them, or even feel remotely like they鈥檙e realistic.
Ok so in game, if it鈥檚 looking like BOTW it鈥檚 pretty beautiful but also stylised, I鈥檇 have it so you can send out a maximum of 3 Pokemon from your 6, using bumpers and such to throw them out. If you hit the trigger you switch from controlling the human trainer, to the Pokemon you鈥檝e targeted with a standard lock on targeting system. You then can be the leader, but be the Pokemon. You could technically defeat the game without a human if you wanted, which incorporates the mystery dungeon games I think, and caters to that crowd. I鈥檇 love to see the use of attacks out of battle, things like using water gun to grow plants, using ember to start a campfire faster and stave off the cold. There鈥檚 no consequence to Pokemon anymore, and I think that鈥檚 where it鈥檚 lost me. I have to admit I miss the days of a poisoned pokemon fainting if you don鈥檛 heal them soon enough, I miss gym battles that were actually tough, damn, try picking charmander in red and beating brock without grinding in viridian forest first, it鈥檚 not easy. And I loved that. Yes it鈥檚 a child鈥檚 game, it will never be difficult again, but god it鈥檇 be nice to have a bit of a challenge, or maybe a difficulty setting, so some could play it with hostility turned off, great for kids, or you can be n adult like I know so many Pokemon fans are, and play it on expert mode and ACTUALLY have to work hard to beat the game. Alternate skill trees anyone? Train gun a fire type to ACUTALLy combat water moves?? Please! Cmon! It frustrated me that every challenger has pretty much a systematic set of moves to use to win. Grass opponent? Fire attack spam until you win. It鈥檚 dull, so at least with very difficult tricks to either find or learn in game would make it more achievable if you can send that fire type in and I don鈥檛 know, train them so much the heat evaporates the water mid-battle and you suddenly have a shot at winning. Pokemon has taught me that if you work hard enough you can achieve something, but the games just have such strict ways to win. Feels wrong.
In terms of battling, let us BE the Pokemon, let us learn to dodge, train our speed, train our defence, make a team of truly tough Pokemon instead of just, average? Some species have a cap on their skills, a squirtle has lower stat points than a Charizard, but you can鈥檛 ever change that? Let me choose the Pokemon I believe in, and let me work with them until they鈥檙e just as good, if not better than the game tanks. This would also make online battles more interesting. Everyone picks the top trio. Fairy, dragon, legendaries. And yknow what? It鈥檚 boring. That one IRL fight with the monster Pacharisu that won in the world tournament with follow me and the situs Berry? Unbelievable, I love that little rat so much because of this, so let us all have a chance to build a team that鈥檚 strategically viable, strong, and potentially a winner formula, even if they aren鈥檛 fully evolved, or the biggest Pokemon in the world. Yeah maybe you have to grind way harder with your unevolved Pokemon, but you get to the end game and win, because you put love and time into species that you enjoy, not just good fighters.
Unfortunately I am beholdent to Todd-idiot-Howard, and I love the Eldrescrolls and fallout games (before they got dumb, not that I don鈥檛 play the new ones. 76 I鈥檓 looking at you, you big asshole game.) honestly I hate online games, so none of that junk, just a good old fashioned open world sandbox game is plenty. Games for me are an escape from others, not an invitation to socialise. To each their own of course, and I do play online games sometimes, just pretty short lived ones, over watch and rdr2 for example. Would they be sometimes better on private servers? Yes of course, fallout76? Want to play with others? No. I do not. Please leave me alone. And if you buy a private server you鈥檙e feeding the monster that is Todd Howard, the man the myth the asshole, then we鈥檒l get more bad games like 76. I just so desperately want the Pokemon company to see what a beautiful potential game they鈥檝e got on their hands, that could be suitable for far greater audiences, but instead they鈥檝e focused on the kids. It鈥檚 fine, it鈥檚 functional, but it鈥檚 lost to the fans from day 1, that are all 20+ years old now and want something meatier to play, something far more broad and inclusive. I also hate that there鈥檚 no wheelchair option in any Pokemon game. Like cmon, it鈥檚 not hard to include that.
In short, BOTW + Pokemon, with a sprinkle of open world sandbox to it, less fighting, more fun. Or, at least both options. Sure, go fight everything, great, but I want to farm carrots over here with 6sunflora, plz let me have some peace.
Edit: I forgot about harvest moon, chuck some of that in there too.
SECOND EDIT: someone in the comments mentioned to put this in Unova? Plz love yourselves, this game would be ALL MAPS. Stuff one singular location, this is the ideal game, put every map in it, join them, put islands in, make them more explorable, more detailed!
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spacegirlstuff5 months ago
Text
Inside Our Heads
15x18 coda: Spoilers!!!
Post episode, mcd, Cas is alive, Cas and dean have a profound bond, hopeful ending...
Continuation of Words We Left Unsaid
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鈥業 love you, Cas.鈥
Dean鈥檚 voice echoed in his brain. It was the seventeenth time he had heard dean saying those words ever since he had woken up in the empty. Each time a bit more louder than before. Castiel was not sure how he could still hear Dean鈥檚 prayers, but he was not complaining.聽
The hunter鈥檚 voice was the only thing that helped Castiel whenever the shadows surrounded him. The hunters鈥 words were the only thing that helped Castiel whenever the Shadow tortured him. The hunter鈥檚 warmth was the only thing that helped Castiel whenever he thought that he was running out of hope.
鈥業 miss you.鈥 Dean said, his voice slightly trembling. 鈥業 miss you so damn much.鈥
鈥淚 miss you too,鈥 Castiel said, guilt filling his bones. He hated this. He hated the way Dean was hurting, he hated the way dean was crying, he hated the way Dean was calling out for him.聽
鈥楪reat, so now I can hear you too?鈥 Dean thought, 鈥 I am definitely going insane.鈥
Puzzled, Castiel stood up hurriedly, looking around to see nothing but darkness surround him.聽
鈥淎re you messing with me?鈥 He shouted.聽
When no reply came, Castiel furrowed his eyebrows.聽
What鈥檚 happening? The angel thought, massaging his temples with his fingers.
鈥極h nothing much,鈥 Dean鈥檚 voice came, filled with sarcasm, 鈥 I just lost the love of my life less than a day ago and now I am positive that I can hear him in my brain and I yelled at Sammy and Jack just keeps on crying and well鈥 just another Thursday for me.鈥
鈥淭his is not happening,鈥 Castiel said out loud, 鈥淵ou are not hearing Dean, and he is not hearing you. This is just the Empty messing with you.鈥
鈥榊eah sure,鈥 Dean said, 鈥 Nice explanation.鈥
Castiel was freaking out, his hands becoming clammy and his heartbeat speeding up. He tried to convince himself that it was not real, but deep down, he knew that it was actually Dean. He could recognize the hunter anywhere. There was no chance that he was imagining the rich and deep voice of the hunter or the warmth that he was feeling inside of him.聽
鈥淒eep breaths, Dean,鈥 Castiel said, completely focusing on the small flame that was burning inside of him, hardly visible, flickering in and out of existence.
鈥楢s if that will help,鈥 the flame glows brighter.
Castiel smiled at the hunter鈥檚 reply. 鈥淐mon, do it for me.鈥
The angel could clearly see the frustrated look on the hunter鈥檚 face.
鈥榊ou are just a voice in my head.鈥 Dean argued, but Castiel could feel the hunter relax slightly.
Deciding to keep the information that he was actually not 鈥榡ust a voice鈥 away from the hunter, he willed his grace to flow into the beacon of light, strengthening it until the flame was steady. Castiel could faintly sense Dean鈥檚 emotions but the connection was still weak. He needed the hunter to relax for the bond to strengthen.
鈥淲hat are you going to do now, Dean?鈥 Castiel asked.
鈥楥ry myself to death, probably.鈥 The hunter answered.
Castiel鈥檚 heart broke a little bit more, 鈥淲hat would Castiel want you to do?鈥 he asked instead.
鈥業 don鈥檛 know,鈥 Dean admitted with defeat, 鈥 I don鈥檛 know what he would want me to do. Right now it feels like I didn鈥檛 even know the guy properly!鈥
Hearing the hunter sound so defeated, Castiel hated himself for leaving all over again. He wanted to tell the hunter that he was fine, that he was just stuck in the empty, that he would get out of here somehow. But this was not about him. Castiel knew that if Dean found out that they could communicate and that Castiel could still be saved, Dean would prioritize that over everything else and that could not happen, not with Chuck still out there.聽
鈥淵ou were the only person who actually knew Castiel,鈥 the angel replied with a steady voice, hoping to provide some comfort to the hunter, 鈥淣ow think again. What would Cas want you to do?鈥
After a pause, Dean replied, 鈥 He would want me to keep on fighting. Cas would want me to save the world.鈥
The angel smiled. 鈥淪o, what are you going to do now?鈥
鈥業鈥檓 going to fight.鈥 Dean decided, 鈥 I鈥檓 gonna do it for Cas. I鈥檓 gonna make that stupid son-of-a-bitch鈥檚 sacrifice worth something.鈥
Castiel fell a bit more for the hunter. After a long pause, when Cas had given up hope of getting back a reply, Dean said, 鈥 I love you, my angel.鈥
鈥淚 love you too, Dean.鈥澛
~~~
The next time Dean contacted Castiel, it was unintentional. The angel had started to get comfortable with the warm presence of their connection inside him, often using it to feel what the hunter felt. But he had tried to give the hunter his own privacy too, trying his best not to pry. Most of the time, when the hunter thought about him, Dean would feel a rush of emotions, the strongest one being regret.聽
But this time, all the hunter felt was grief and sorrow, so strong that Castiel didn鈥檛 know how the hunter was able to breathe.
鈥淭his is not the time for a breakdown, Dean,鈥 Castiel reached out through their bond, wincing at the harshness.
鈥榃ell, thanks for pointing out the obvious, Cas!鈥 Dean thought back sarcastically.
鈥淚 am serious, Dean,鈥 Castiel sighed.
Growing slightly worried when there was no reply, Castiel let his grace flow into the bond, sorting out through the hunter鈥檚 feelings to rise to the front of Dean鈥檚 mind. He was not sure what was happening, but it felt like Dean was talking to someone. He let out a breath he didn鈥檛 know he was holding.聽
鈥榃hat was taking Jack so long?鈥 Dean thought.聽
He knew that he should get out of the hunter鈥檚 brain, but Castiel was too selfish. He wanted to know if the rest of his family was alive, if everyone else was safe, if Sam had been able to save all those hunters that Billie was killing. Castiel wanted more. And so he stayed there, silently occupying a corner, his presence easily ignorable, barely doing anything other than just observing the hunter鈥檚 thoughts, trying his best to grasp what was going on.聽
The pain that was laced with the slight irritation that the hunter was feeling made Castiel wince slightly. Someone was definitely testing Dean鈥檚 patience, and Castiel was certain that it was Sam.聽
鈥楤ecause I hate that he loved me,鈥 the hunters鈥 voices were loud in Castiel鈥檚 brain, making the angel wince, 鈥 I hate that he thought that I was worthy of his devotion, his care, his love. I hate that he thought that I was worthy of him.鈥
鈥淒ean,鈥 Castiel whispered, 鈥淧lease don鈥檛 think that way.鈥
鈥楧o you know what loving me cost him? 鈥 Dean continued, 鈥 Loving me cost him his grace! Loving me cost him his wings! Loving me cost him his life!鈥
鈥淚t was my decision,鈥 Castiel tried to reassure the hunter, hating the guilt that was clouding the hunter鈥檚 senses.
鈥榃ell, it was a dumbass decision,鈥 Dean replied.
鈥淚 prefer the word devoting.鈥 Castiel quoted himself from a long time ago, 鈥淟ess dumb, less ass.鈥
That was not even what you said! Dean immediately argued back. The angel felt a bit better when the storm that was brewing up died down considerably.
鈥業鈥檓 going to check on Jack鈥 Dean said to someone. 鈥楢 simple shopping trip in an empty gas station shouldn鈥檛 take this long.鈥
鈥淚鈥檒l go with you,鈥 Castiel said, eagerly. Even though he was confused at why the gas station was empty, knowing that Dean was trying to look out for Jack made the angel feel a rush of happiness.
鈥楿gh,鈥 Dean groaned, probably annoyed by Castiel鈥檚 enthusiasm, 鈥 Were you always this annoying?鈥
Castiel laughed softly at the question, 鈥淚鈥檓 you, Dean,鈥 He answered, feeling slightly guilty for lying, 鈥淥f course, I鈥檓 annoying.鈥
鈥楢lright, that鈥檚 enough of you,鈥 The hunter grumbled, 鈥 Feel free to shut up anytime now.鈥
Shaking his head with a fond smile on his face, Castiel followed Dean鈥檚 wishes, shutting up but holding onto the hunter鈥檚 consciousness. Trying to decipher the hunter鈥檚 emotions.聽
After what seemed to be almost ten minutes, Dean thought to himself, sounding pretty pleased with himself, 鈥 Now that went well.鈥
Even though the angel was unsure about what the hunter was talking about, he agreed.聽
鈥楬ow could you love me after everything I did?鈥 Dean asked suddenly, taking the angel by surprise, 鈥 How could you love me after everything it cost you? How could you love me knowing that鈥︹
Another wave of thoughts came forward, a voice shouting at the hunter.
You are too tainted for your own good. That鈥檚 why you corrupt everything you touch. It鈥檚 just what you are good at.
The angel flinched when he realized that it was the hunters鈥 own voice screaming at him, voicing the stuff that the hunter usually kept buried.
鈥淵ou are beautiful, not tainted.鈥 Castiel said, 鈥淓verything you have ever held, you have done it with the utmost care, treating each and everything like it was the most precious thing you have ever seen.鈥
You are too damaged for your own good. That鈥檚 why you destroy everything you touch, It鈥檚 in your nature.
鈥淵ou are perfect, not damaged,鈥 honesty laced with each word the angel spoke, 鈥淣othing in creation has ever been as flawless as you. And it will never be. You are strong, you are brave, you are kind, you are everything I wish I was. You are everything I strive to be. You are everything I ever want to be.鈥
You are too dead for your own good. That鈥檚 why you kill everything you touch. It鈥檚 the only thing you know how to do.
鈥淵ou burn brighter than anything that I鈥檝e ever seen, shining brighter than every star, always full of life.鈥 Castiel reassured, 鈥淎nd every soul you have ever met, every person that you have ever rescued, it is all evidence of that. I am evidence of that.鈥
鈥業鈥檓 sorry, Cas.鈥 Dean whimpered.
鈥淭here is nothing to apologize for,鈥 Castiel said gently.聽
He wanted to wrap his arms around the hunter, protecting him from the world, protecting him from Chuck, protecting him from himself.
鈥業 should have said something, I should have done something. I should have held onto you, I should have fought-鈥
鈥淵ou fought for the whole world, Dean.鈥, Castiel cut him off with a tender voice, 鈥淵ou don鈥檛 have to fight for me too.鈥
鈥業 may have fought for the whole world for love, but I failed to fight for my whole world, for my love, for you ,鈥 Dean sobbed, 鈥 You are the only thing I ever want to fight for. You are the only thing worth fighting for, worth caring for, worth living for.鈥
A tear slipped out of the angel鈥檚 eye, 鈥淭hen care for the world for me, fight for the world for me, love the world for me.鈥
鈥業 need you, man.鈥 The hunter admitted in a small voice.
鈥淵ou have always had me,鈥 Cas said, 鈥淎nd you always will.鈥
鈥 I love you, Cas. 鈥 The contentment the angel felt each time when Dean said those words was worth everything that Castiel had to endure. It was worth every pain and every sacrifice. It was worth the world, and Castiel would probably never believe that the hunter actually had said that to him.
鈥淚 love you too, Dean,鈥 Castiel felt peaceful. Castiel felt content. Castiel felt happy.
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spideyyeet6 months ago
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What鈥檚 That?
Peter Parker x stark!reader
Request: Imagine peter x reader are having sex and Morgan stark is your little sister and she walks in on you 2 and starts to ask inappropriate questions and they Morgan tells your dad Tony stark and he gets mad and overprotective about reader and pepper is there as well
Warning: smuttttt, language, fluff, slight angst
Oh lord I made this so fucking dirty馃き馃き馃き
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鈥淵oo chillll.鈥 You said swatting Peter鈥檚 hands as he tried to wrap his arms around you.
鈥淧lease, I almost died.鈥 Peter whined dramatically as you looked over the edge of the roof, the cops leaving with the robbers you and Peter caught. You pulled your mask down from your nose, turning around, Peter鈥檚 arm coming around you.
鈥淵ou鈥檙e so needy all the time. Make it make sense鈥斺 Peter cut you off with his lips. His hand going down your lower back to rest comfortably on your ass. His lips moving desperately against yours.
鈥淐an I not love you?鈥 Peter mumbles, his tongue running up your lips, your jaw going slack, letting Peter slip his tongue in yours.
鈥淵ou鈥檙e so dramatic.鈥 You roll your eyes making Peter let out a breathy laugh.
鈥淲anna take you right here. Fuck you against the roof. Wanna feel you, baby.鈥 Peter mumbles in your ear, nibbling and sucking under. You moan softly, his words going straight to your core.
鈥淪teve doesn鈥檛 want us out past ten.鈥 Your voice shakes as Peter鈥檚 hand cups your clothed heat. Your suit was thick, but knowing it鈥檚 Peter鈥檚 beautiful hand pushing up makes you moan.
鈥淏ut I can smell you, you鈥檙e so wet. Just know your cunt is dripping on those pretty white panties I saw you wearing earlier.鈥 Peter鈥檚 low and husky voice making your pussy clench, leaning your head back.
鈥淔uck Peter.鈥 You sighed, feeling Peter smirk against your neck, his tongue lapping at the skin.
鈥淲ant you pretty girl, see you fall apart here. Want the whole block to know you鈥檙e mine.鈥 You whimpered, hand grasping his curls鈥
鈥淟/N, Parker, you were supposed to be back thirty minutes ago.鈥 Steve鈥檚 voice echoed through your coms, Steve overriding both your suits.
Peter huffed, dropping his head on your shoulder.
鈥淚f you both aren鈥檛 here in twenty minutes, I鈥檒l have both your asses on the line.鈥 Steve barks, making you roll your eyes. 鈥淎m I clear?鈥
鈥淐rystal.鈥 You and Peter grumble. You hear the static as Steve disconnects. Peter groans into your neck.
鈥淚 fucking hate Steve like this鈥斺 Peter starts.
You hum. 鈥淭his week he鈥檚 been so strict.鈥
Peter nods. 鈥淚 think it鈥檚 cuz of last weeks mission.鈥
You cringe. 鈥淥kay but it鈥檚 not our fault though.鈥
鈥淭he truth serum was fucking real!鈥 Peter exasperates.
You nod frantically. 鈥淭hey won鈥檛 believe it until they can鈥檛 lie.鈥
鈥淓xactly.鈥 Peter rolls his eyes. 鈥淲e should probably get going.鈥 Peter whispers, eyes dark, curls falling over his face, his fingers tilting your chin up, pulling your lips to connect with his. Peter opens his mouth letting his tongue slip back into yours. You moan into his mouth鈥
鈥淓ighteen minutes!鈥 Steve barks.
鈥淛esus!鈥 Peter pulls away.
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You walk into the compound. Peter following behind you, shaking his hair, mask in hand. He whispers in your ear, your cheeks flush鈥
鈥淪tevie wants you in the big table room!鈥 Morgan calls out from the couch. Her toys laying around as Pepper plays with her.
Your head falls back, groan coming out.
鈥淗e鈥檚 in a mood.鈥 Pepper warns.
鈥淲hen is he not.鈥 You comment, before walking down the hall. Peter鈥檚 hand on your lower back, holding his mask over his crotch to cover his slight bulge.
The doors slide open, revealing Bruce, Tony and Nat sitting at the table. Steve was leaning against the wall talking to your dad.
鈥淚t鈥檚 about time.鈥 Steve announced as he caught you and Peter walking in.
鈥淐hill, nothing happened.鈥 You grumbled, earning a warning glance from Nat.
鈥淒oesn鈥檛 matter, we agreed everyone鈥檚 back from patrol by ten, unless there鈥檚 an emergency.鈥 Steve says, crossing his arms.
鈥淵ou guys agreed, I don鈥檛 remember agreeing to anything.鈥 You said, Peter was taking a seat.
Steve pinched the bridge of his nose. Bruce decided to step in before things escalate.
鈥淥kay, you guys weren鈥檛 that late. What鈥檚 the report?鈥 Bruce kept a leveled voice, calming you down. Peter decided to take the lead, letting you sit down, unzipping your suit jacket, revealing your black tank top underneath.
Peter鈥檚 eyes caught your chest, his body heating up. He quickly averts his gaze, letting Steve discuss the mission for Friday.
You were playing with your fingers, unbeknownst by Peter鈥檚 stare, until you finally looked up, catching his dark eyes, instantly making your cheeks flush, stomach jittery.
Peter bit the inside of his cheek as his eyes racked over your figure again, the slight sweat drying from your chest. The way your cheeks were still flushed from both him and patrol.
鈥淥kay you guys are excused.鈥 Tony said, Peter instantly pulling your hand鈥 鈥淲ait y/n.鈥
鈥淵ea, dad?鈥 You stopped, Peter behind you, thumb rubbing the back of your hand.
鈥淢organ was asking about you all day, shower and change and maybe watch a movie with her or something, okay?鈥 Tony said, skeptically looking at Peter jittery behind you.
鈥淵ea totally.鈥 You nodded, quickly getting pulled out by Peter.
Your cheeks were flushed, body burning as Peter鈥檚 arms wrapped around your waist as he kissed your neck down the hall.
鈥淪till wet for me baby?鈥 Peter mumbled into your skin, as you both drew closer to your room. You sighed in response, opening your door, just for Peter to quickly push you in, kicking the door closed as he turned you around. His hands pulling your hips against his, kissing you deeply. Your eyes closed as Peter guided your lips with his.
You moaned, opening your mouth, your hands coming around his neck as Peter bit your bottom lip, drawing a whimper from the back of your throat, a smirk pulling at his lips. His hands drifted to your ass, ushering you to jump.
Your legs wrapped around his torso. Your heart fluttered, Peter held you up with one arm under your ass as the other stroked your jaw, brushing some hair out of the way, hand holding the side of your face, his thumb trailing over your lips, pulling at your bottom lip.
Peter鈥檚 eyes were focused on you, your head lulled back, giving him perfect access to your neck. Peter licked up the column of you neck, before sucking on your skin desperately. The warmth from his lips on your skin, had your body heating up.
Your hands ran through his hair, your core pulsing as Peter groaned against your neck. He squeezed your ass making you moan and continued his kissing as he carried you to the bed, kneeling on the side before letting you fall on the bed. You bounced slightly, biting your lip as Peter鈥檚 hands were on your waist as he buried his face in the crook of your neck.
鈥淲anna taste your pretty fucking cunt baby. Gonna have you cum all over my face before I drive my dick 鈥榯il your falling apart under me, yea?鈥 The dirty words were just flowing from his lips, making you moan. 鈥淕ood girl.鈥
鈥淧eter.鈥 You were putty in his hands. Peter sadly had to rip himself away from you. Standing beside the bed as he pressed the spider on his chest. You tossed your suit jacket off the bed ready to pull the rest of your suit off before Peter was holding your wrists.
鈥淚 wanna take em off. Okay?鈥 You nod, biting your lip, watching Peter kick his suit to the side, coming back over to you with his boxers loose on his hips, your eyes trailing the v-line that dipped under pointing at the very obvious tent of his boxers. Your hands automatically reaching for him. Peter kissed you, his hand coming up to tilt your head, tongue going deeper and messier.
Your legs wrapped around his waist, lifting your core to rub against his bulge earning a deep groan from Peter. 鈥淪o fucking needy. Gonna behave for me?鈥 Peter was only ever dominant in bed when he was desperate, he loved it when you took the lead, but it made him twitch and cock leak knowing you鈥檇 do anything just to let him have his way with you.
You nodded frantically. Peter clicked his tongue. 鈥淲ords baby. Cmon, tell me you鈥檙e gonna be my good girl.鈥 Peter bit your neck, you moaned, voice shaky.
鈥淚鈥檒l b-behave鈥攇onna be your good girl. Peter.鈥 You whimpered as he sucked a nice bruise on your collarbone, his hand massaging your breast over your top.
Peter hummed in approval, before pushing your shirt over your head. Your brows furrowed when you saw Peter sit up slightly, then you felt him start tying the loose top around your wrists, securing them together. You felt a new flood rush down to your core, trying your best not to buck your hips up.
Peter came back down, noticing your chest heaving and cheeks flushed.
鈥淟ike being tied up?鈥 He smirks smugly, his thumb grazing your lips, pulling your bottom lip down, your tongue slightly hanging before Peter ran his tongue over it, spitting on your tongue. Your thighs clenched around his waist, feeling his salvia run down your tongue before he slipped his tongue into your mouth, making you moan. 鈥淟ike being all spread out for me, eh? Let me play with my babygirl?鈥
He trailed his wet kisses down to your breast, making you whimper. He then realized you still had a bra on, nibbling on his lip, he knew you鈥檇 get mad, but he did it anyway. He unclasped the back before snapping both of the straps and tossing it away. Surprised when you didn鈥檛 protest.
鈥淵ou鈥檙e not mad?鈥 His eyes softened, biting his bottom lip. You shook your head.
鈥淚鈥檓 so fucking wet Peter, you can rip all my fucking clothes and I鈥檇 still do anything for you.鈥 Peter鈥檚 cock grew at your words.
鈥淪hit.鈥 Peter crashed his lips back on yours, he was breathing against you, your tied hands clenched as Peter rolled his bare chest against yours, feeling your breasts.
Peter finally came back down sucking on your nipples, flicking his tongue before going to the other and tweaking at the wet one that was hardening. He sent shivers through your body as you moaned, biting your lip as you looked at the mop of curls on your chest, his eyes looking up at you as he played with the nipple in his mouth. Your mouth was agape as Peter winked, his tongue going down your abdomen, making your stomach clench in anticipation.
Peter started unbuckling the straps around the waist of your suit, he tossed the few daggers on your thighs on the nightstand, you were growing impatient.
鈥淧eter it鈥檚 fine just take em off at the same time,鈥 you blurt, Peter mumbling a quick sorry and okay before he was tugging your pants down, quickly pulling your shoes off as well, you chuckled lightly as you watched him struggle to get the pant leg from your feet.
鈥淵ou always take it off so easily.鈥 Peter grumbles, finally getting it off. Throwing it on the floor before getting ready to take your socks off.
鈥淲ait keep em on.鈥 Peter looks at you with a quirked brow. 鈥淢y feet are always cold.鈥
Peter chuckles, mumbling an okay, before holding your waist and kissing your lower stomach. You bit your lip, Peter鈥檚 hand coming up to twist your nipple making you moan. His fingers twisting both nipples, shaking your tits, smiling at your noises.
He continued to tease you, sucking hickies on your inner thighs now. 鈥淕od, you鈥檙e soaked baby.鈥 Peter bit his lip at the prominent damp spot on your panties. You whimpered as you felt Peter press his lips on your clothed cunt.
Smirking against you, he pushed his tongue against your clit, making your hips jump. 鈥淧eter.鈥 You moan, looking at him intently.
Peter winks, ripping your panties and tossing it. He notices you clench around nothing, his cock hard as rock, but all he could think about was burying his face in your sweet cunt.
鈥淪o fucking pretty,鈥 Peter says spreading your lower lips open, seeing you clench. He took a bold lick up, tongue warm against your cunt. You let out a moan, chest heaving as Peter moves his tongue against your slit, before circling your clit. Peter has a huge smile on his face as his eyes lock on you. Your head thrown back and chest pushing out, hands bound over your head.
Your legs rested on his shoulders as Peter sucks on his slender fingers, making you bite your lip at the salvia trickling down his hand before he was pushing two fingers inside you, pumping at a relentless speed, you break into a loud moan, whining as Peter curls his fingers, moving his head around as he slurps at your pussy. You tug at the tank top that was tied tightly. You could control elements, but Peter is has super strength. You could burn it off, but you were to busy swimming in the pleasure of your boyfriend mercilessly eating your pussy out锟.
鈥淧eter. Peter鈥斺 you were panting his name, arms flexing as he kept going. You were whimpering and spreading your legs wider, grinding your cunt up. He was taking big breaths, panting agaisnt your pussy before diving back in as his fingers hit spots inside you that had your hips bucking and stomach curling.
鈥淐an feel you baby鈥攃um for me.鈥 Peter mumbled, pushing his tongue agaisnt your clit.
鈥淪hit Peter shit!鈥 You were shaking as Peter swiped his tongue one last time before you were bucking your hips, body convulsing and cumming on his tongue. Peter replaces his finger with his tongue, slurping at your cunt, before kissing up your waist. His body grazes yours, bulge pushing against your sensitive pussy.
鈥淎lways taste so sweet.鈥 Peter licks his lips swiping the excess with the back of his hand before crashing his lips on yours.
You melted in the kiss, slowly coming down from you high as Peter kicked his boxers off, your eyes grew noticing his angry cock pulse. Peter sat up on his knees between your open legs, the veins on his cock looked like they were going to burst, the tip pink and leaking, his cock twitching in the air needing to be touched.
鈥淔uck.鈥 Your pussy clenches, Peter held the base of his cock spitting down on it, moving his hand spreading his salvia around. You bit your lip as you looked up at Peter鈥檚 face as he shook slightly from the pleasure of his hand, his chest rising and falling.
鈥淕ot me so fucking hard baby,鈥 Peter groaned, hips swirling with his movements. You were moaning at the sight of your boyfriend touching himself. He finally started rubbing his cock between your wet folds. Slapping his cock on your clit a couple times, your hips bucking at the contact, Peter smirked to himself as he saw you wiggle on the bed.
鈥淟ove how responsive you always are. So desperate for my dick, eh?鈥 You nod, your chest glistening with sweat making Peter bite his lip seeing your breasts push out with each breath you take.
Peter pushed his tip against your clit, circling it slowly making your mouth fall agape, knuckles white.
鈥淧lease Peter, fuck me.鈥 You beg, Peter had told you to behave, but even he was desperate and couldn鈥檛 last with the teasing.
鈥淕ladly.鈥 His cock rammed into your cunt, your body jolting at the fullness of having his cock inside you. You moaned, chest heaving as Peter held your waist, thrusting into you, balls slapping your ass as wet noises filled the room.
鈥淪hit鈥攕o fucking tight.鈥 Peter groaned as he kept going, looking down at your hands wiggling as you looked up at him desperatly. Peter whimpered under your eyes as he kissed your neck. 鈥淔uck I love you so much.鈥
You whine in his ear, bucking your hips trying to meet his thrusts. Peter鈥檚 mouth fell agape against your shoulder as he planted his hands beside your head picking himself up slightly, going faster.
鈥淧eter?鈥 Your mind was foggy.
鈥淵ea baby?鈥 Peter grunted, looking down at you as you moaned.
鈥淧leas鈥攑lease let me touch you. Please Peter.鈥 Peter noticed your hands still bound above your head. And he desperately wanted to feel your nails mark his skin and tug his hair.
Peter reached over and ripped the fabric, setting your wrists free. Your hands instantly went to his back, legs still wrapped around him, making it easier for Peter to rail into you.
Your head was thrown back as Peter鈥檚 arm fully wrapped around your back, your body hovering over the mattress slightly as Peter panted chasing his high. You tugged on his curls making Peter groan loudly.
鈥淟ike this baby, feels so fucking good, pussy drenching my dick鈥斺 Peter slapped your ass as he pounded harder, your head thrown back鈥
鈥淵/n come on let鈥檚 watch鈥攐ops.鈥 Your head snaps to the door seeing your toddler sister standing with her hand over her mouth, staring at you and Peter.
鈥淢organ!鈥 You shriek, hitting Peter shoulder causing him to grunt looking up you, brows furrowed until he finally sensed the door and there stood Morgan, giggling.
鈥淲hat鈥檚 that?鈥 She points at Peter.
鈥淥h fuck!鈥 Peter pulled out, grabbing your pillow, covering his front. His chest was flushed and heaving, both of you sweaty and panting. You covered yourself with the thin blanket of your bed as Morgan continued walking in the room, mindlessly.
鈥淲hat were you guys doing?鈥 Morgan itches her nose cluelessly.
鈥淣othing, just uh...playing a game.鈥 You answer, chest heaving, whimpering slightly at how fast Peter had pulled out. Peter looked over at you concerned.
鈥淗i Petey.鈥 Morgan cheers, Peter pushing a smile.
鈥淗ey bean.鈥 Morgan beams at the nickname.
鈥淲hy was y/n screaming? Daddy says I should scream if someone鈥檚 hurting me. Were you hurting y/n?鈥 Morgan ranted, her little brows furrowed together.
鈥淲ha鈥攏o, no I wasn鈥檛 hurting her. She was uh erm.. she was....happy.....screaming? You know when you get happy and start cheering.鈥 Peter tries to explain, watching Morgan start to nod.
鈥淥hh yea.鈥 She smiles again, shifting on her feet as she points to the pillow on Peter鈥檚 lap.
鈥淐an I play with your toy Petey?鈥 Morgan asks.
鈥淲hat? The pillow?鈥 Peter looks at Morgan confused.
鈥淣o silly, the long toy under the pillow.鈥 Morgan chuckles, only for Peter鈥檚 brows to furrow even more, only for you to gasp beside him, hand covering your mouth.
鈥淪he鈥檚 talking about your dick Peter.鈥 You whisper yell chuckling. Peter鈥檚 eyes go wide, face pale.
鈥淚t鈥檚-it鈥檚 not a toy Morgan.鈥 You try to stop the questions but Morgan just laughs shaking her head.
鈥淵es it is. You said you were playing a game.鈥 Morgan says, Peter鈥檚 jaw clenches as he looks over at you, embarrassment clear on his face.
鈥淲ell it鈥檚 a big kids toy.鈥 You said, Peter鈥檚 mouth falls agape. 鈥淥nly big kids can play with it, so you鈥檙e not allowed.鈥
Morgan huffs, crossing her arms. 鈥淭hat鈥檚 not fair.鈥
You shrug. 鈥淥h well, I don鈥檛 make the rules.鈥
鈥淒addy said you and Peter are always hanging out without me and it鈥檚 not fair!鈥 You screw yours eyes shut.
鈥淢organ please鈥斺 you try.
鈥淣o!鈥 She snaps. 鈥淚鈥檓 telling Daddy you and Peter are playing games without me!鈥
Peter鈥檚 eyes go wide. 鈥淣o Morgan don鈥檛鈥斺
鈥淎nd Petey, you shouldn鈥檛 look at a girl when her boobies are out!鈥 Morgan says, door slamming behind her.
You and Peter stare at the door, mouths agape.
Peter speaks first. 鈥淲hat in actually literal fucking fuck just happened?鈥
鈥淧eter.鈥 You rest your head on his shoulder, arms wrapping around his neck, burying your face in the crook of his neck.
Peter鈥檚 eyes soften. 鈥淚鈥檓 sorry I pulled out so rough.鈥 Peter soothes your hair as he rests you down on the mattress, kissing your neck. 鈥淚 didn鈥檛 mean to hurt you.鈥 You grasp his curls.
鈥淚 need you.鈥 You whimper, Peter humming as he slips his hand into the blanket, cupping your dripping heat.
鈥淲hat about Morgan?鈥 Peter asks, massaging your pussy, soothing the soreness. His finger spreading your arousal, circling your clit.
鈥淪he鈥檚 just upset, she鈥檒l just watch uhhh something with Pepper.鈥 You said, kissing Peter鈥檚 chin, then jaw. 鈥淧lease Peter.鈥
Peter kisses your lips, moving the pillow as he opens your blanket back up. His cock didn鈥檛 take long to harden again, pre cum dripping on your cunt before rubbing his tip on your clit鈥
鈥淲hat the fuck!鈥 A screech comes from the door.
鈥淔or fucks sake.鈥 Peter groans covering you quickly as he covers himself with the pillow again. He groans into his hands as you huff.
You hold the blanket tightly. 鈥淧lease dad, not now鈥斺
鈥淣ot now?!鈥 He shrieks, gagging, holding a hand over his mouth. Morgan pops from the corner, making your jaw clench.
鈥淗ugging is one thing. Dating is another thing. Kissing is another-nother thing. But sex!鈥 Tony鈥檚 face was contorted in anger, but gagging again.
You hold the blanket close to your body as you notice Peter tense beside you.
鈥淕od you should鈥檝e knocked then鈥擨鈥檓 really sorry dad but you really don鈥檛 have a say at all so please leave.鈥 You speak, avoiding eye contact, causing Tony to chuckle, also avoiding eye contact with you.
鈥淚 don鈥檛?鈥 Tony glares at Peter.
鈥淒ad鈥斺
鈥淢y fucking daughter.鈥 Tony grits, just as Pepper came running in, noticing the scene before her.
鈥淭ony鈥斺 Peter starts.
鈥淚t鈥檚 Mr. Stark to you.鈥 You nibble on your lip nervously.
鈥淢r. Stark.鈥 Peter swallows a lump in his throat. 鈥淚-I uh鈥斺 Peter was scared to the bone, stuttering over his words.
鈥淭ony, cmon.鈥 Pepper comes to the rescue, pulling Tony鈥檚 arm.
鈥淧epper, Morgan fucking walked in!鈥 Tony said, Pepper nods.
鈥淟anguage, and we鈥檒l have that conversation later , but their sex life doesn鈥檛 concern us.鈥 Pepper states, nodding at you as you smile at her softly.
鈥淭hat鈥檚 my daughter, and there鈥檚 a fucking boy spilling his horny hormones all over her and corrupting her.鈥 Tony seethes.
鈥淔irstly if anything, it鈥檚 y/n corrupting Peter, and they鈥檙e adults Tony. They鈥檝e been dating for months, and you鈥檝e known Peter for years. Stop over exaggerating and give them their space.鈥 Pepper once again pulls Tony鈥檚 hand with hers.
鈥淭his conversation is not over.鈥 Tony directs at Peter, who gulps.
鈥渂ut the toy daddy鈥斺 Morgan starts.
鈥淥ut Morgan.鈥 Pepper gets both Tony and Morgan out of your room, pushing them away, before turning back to the both of you, awkwardly sitting on the bed.
鈥淧rotection always. No 鈥淚 forgot鈥 or 鈥渉eat of the moment鈥 bullshit.鈥 Pepper points at the both of you, who nod frantically. 鈥淟ock the door.鈥
And with that the door shuts, you quickly press the screen above the bed, locking the door. Throwing your face into the pillow, groaning loudly.
鈥淵/n?鈥斺 Peter nibbled on his bottom lip, looking over at you, laying on your stomach.
鈥淭hat was so embarrassing, I don鈥檛 think I鈥檒l ever leave this room鈥斺 you speak, the pillow muffling your words slightly.
鈥淚s your dad going to murder me? Do you think they saw anything?鈥攊-i mean there was the blanket and your leg when I was鈥斺 he itches his chest. You turn your head to the side, so you can see Peter sitting in the middle of the bed, playing with the pillow on his lap.
鈥淭hey still caught us Peter鈥攐h my god, my dad鈥斺 you fake gag. 鈥渨hy couldn鈥檛 it have been Bucky or Nat or literally anyone else鈥斺 you cover your face, your body curling, blanket slipping slightly.
Peter crawled beside you, stroking your jaw, leaning down to pepper your face with kisses. 鈥淚鈥檓 sorry.鈥
Your brows furrowed. 鈥淲hy鈥檙e you sorry?鈥
鈥淚t鈥檚 my boy horny hormones that wanted to fuck my girlfriend on a dirty ass roof during patrol and didn鈥檛 stop talking until we finally did and then her little sister walked in talking about my hormonious dick, and then I still wanted to fuck you after she left and then my girlfriends dad walks in and talks about my dick and then Pepper walks in talking about my dick.鈥 Peter drops his head under yours, face burning, hugging you desperately. 鈥淚鈥檓 sorry my dick always wants you, baby.鈥
You were trying your best not to laugh, but you couldn鈥檛 help it. Your hand holding Peter鈥檚 curls as you tilted his head up to meet your eyes.
鈥淵ou鈥檙e forgetting that I was begging for your dick Peter, my god you鈥檙e such a baby.鈥 Peter pouts at your words, burying his face in the crook of your neck.
鈥淭he room smells and the sheets are covered in sweat and that was probably the best sex ever and i didn鈥檛 even cum,鈥 Peter whined, pushing his body further against yours, surprisingly his cocky was still pulsing. 鈥淕od I鈥檓 so tired, and my arms are sore and my legs feel like jello.鈥 Peter was on the verge of tears. You knew Peter well enough to know he cries out of frustration and anger. So what you鈥檙e witnessing right now, is a very sexually frustrated Peter.
鈥淧eter.鈥 You soothed, scratching his scalp as you carefully laid him down beside you. Peter looked up at you with big glazed eyes. 鈥淚鈥檒l take care of you.鈥
You gently trailed kisses down his chest, kissing his nipples as Peter sighed. His body was jittery, and sensitive from being so close all night. So it didn鈥檛 take long for his cock to stand tall.
You slurped at the precum, tasting yourself as well, making you shake and moan. Peter鈥檚 head went back, chest heaving as you took him Ik your mouth. Your eyes looking up, moaning.
鈥淔uck鈥攆uck鈥斺 Peter鈥檚 strangled moans echoed through the room, hand balling the blanket. Arms flexing, as he held the back of your head, bucking his hips up, shaky moans slipping past his lips as his cock hit the back of your throat.
Peter moaned loudly at the sight of your flushed face, tears brimming at the corners of your eyes before slipping down your hot cheeks.
鈥淥h fuck鈥攕o fucking beautiful鈥斺 Peter was groaning, not giving a fuck about how loud he is. He was trying to decide if he wanted to cum in his pretty girls mouth, or watch her ride him and see her fall apart on top of him鈥 鈥渂aby, baby鈥斺
You looked up at him confused, a string of salvia coming as you let go of his cock. Your pants making his cock twitch and touch your bottom lip.
鈥淔uck鈥攂aby, ride me please, please wanna see you on top.鈥 Peter was pulling you up, you slipped falling on his chest, before sitting up with a small shy chuckle.
鈥淭hought you wanted to cum鈥斺
鈥淚 do, fuck I really do, but I wanna make you cum again, is that okay?鈥 Peter rubbed your thighs, you hummed with a smile, Peter鈥檚 coming your heat, pumping a few fingers making you gasp.
Peter bit his lip as you took lead, grasping his cock and lining his tip with your entrance. You sighed shakingly as you sunk down, Peter鈥檚 hips bucked making you moan.
鈥淢ove baby, god, i won鈥檛 last鈥斺 Peter watched as you rode him, your cunt hugging his cock so snug and warm. Your arousal sloshing filled the room making Peter moan, his thumb pressing at your clit.
Your nails scratched down his chest, eyes clenched shut panting.
Peter was trying his best to hold back, wanting to engrave this moment in his mind. You were beyond fucked out, you were marked with hickies on various parts of your body. Your hair a complete mess, your socks snug around your feet, your cheeks flushed and lips wet with his salvia, cum and yours. You were utterly gorgeous.
鈥淚 love you baby,鈥 Peter moaned, sitting up to grasp the back of your neck, crashing his lips on yours, his free hand rubbing your clit viciously, instantly sending your over the edge. Your moan muffled by his lips as he bucked at a unruly speed.
鈥淣ot in me Peter,鈥 you sighed against his chest, Peter groaned, pulling out quickly, you sat on his thighs, pushing him to lay back down as you twisted your hand a couple times before a low moan erupted from the back of his throat, his cum shooting out, hitting your face and chest, falling on his lower stomach as well.
It was a mess.
Peter鈥檚 eyes were fluttering, grinding his hips with your movements as you continued to pump his hard cock as more cum shot out, your mouth agape, as some cum coated your tongue. You swallowed his cum, Peters body curling even more, pushing more cum out, moaning loudly.
Sweat covered his chest as he whimpered. Tears dried on his cheeks, eyes glazed, squirming when you sucked on his sensitive tip, swallowing the cum still leaking.
鈥淵/n,鈥 Peter whined, shaking in your hand as he watched you climb up, face covered in his cum. 鈥淥h baby, I didn鈥檛 mean too鈥擨鈥檓 s-so sorry,鈥 Peter reached out for you, being met with your lips on his, tongue going into his mouth.
Peter moaned, slowly coming down from his high as you soothed his hair with your hands. 鈥淚 love you too,鈥 you mumbled into his lips, feeling Peter鈥檚 smile.
You laid on the messy bed as you both cooled down, before stumbling up to clean everything.
You avoided your dad like the plague for a week. Peter however had a lecture/yelling conversation with Tony the morning after. Morgan was confused by the whole situation, but still asks to play with Peter鈥檚 toy, which always has Peter flushing and excusing himself from the room in embarrassment.
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Hetalia characters in Among Us
Alfred馃嚭馃嚫-
Dark Blue.
Sheriff馃
Very strategical. Often gets away with being imposter.
watches a lot of gameplay omfg dudesame
good liar
Acts his usual self
Self report sometimes
pretends to be the dumbass, jokes around a lot, trolls so,, so much, nobody ever suspects him
"......Chile..anyways so-"
Runs around a lot, very energetic
Quick to defend the other imposter
Team player lol
"that's sus bro"
it does sometimes leave to his downfall, however, bounces the suspicion off real quick
*muted* "China! I choose you! XD"
aw poor Yao was his first victim
Kiku always suspects him quietly
chase run with Ivan
laughter
"HAHAHAHA IVAN DUDEEE YOU WERE TOTALLY GOING TO KILL ME BRO 馃ぃ馃ぃ馃ぃ"
lovessss to be imposter
Agrees with Arthur often to eject a crewmate out
"So I was doing wires, right? Then.."
Very believable person
Overall has a ton of fun with this game
Arthur馃嚞馃嚙-
Red.
馃槼馃帺
Suspects EVERYBODY
Especially France
Always wants to eject him
Real uptight
Gets a bit cocky whenever he gets the real imposter out.
Ha. Little does he know.
He dies shortly after
Gets upset real quick and starts lecturing everybody on how to behave properly or how to play
Is sometimes the second person to lead the conversation
Is the one that explains the rules to everyone
Would make a lot of assumptions,, cmon he's red
"I literally saw Francis get out of the vent, he's the murderer"
honestly would look sus asf bc of all the quick accusations
snitch鈩
Dies fairly early if not then in the middle section of the game
Would prefer to be crewmate
It's literally a 50/50 for him. He either is really good at being the imposter or he gets found out easily by just a easy mistake
Accurate at witness testimonies and keeping an eye out on people
Nobody ever knows when he's the imposter, it's hard to suspect him
he is good at lying, but would freak out a lot from close calls
He's normally a quiet player, though because he's muted, he says his thoughts outloud
cue that snarky laughter whenever he kills someone
Calls the emergency meeting often to suspect France
"W-who turned off the lights?! Hello..?....hahaHA..if you're going to kill me, you might as well waste your bloody time for I am THE one and ONLY United Kingd-" *gets stabbed*
*he unmutes mic*馃攰"Francis sTOP CHASING ME" *he girly screams hurrying towards the emergency button*
he chases him back for revenge.
Oml this dude and revenge-- lemme tell you-
Will kill for petty reasons
"this is for not wearing the new suit I bought for you"
"and this is for how many times you called me bushy eyebrows you git"
"hAHAHA STEP UP TO YOUR ONE WAY TICKET TO HELL"
Ivan responds "Actually I'd like one way ticket to heaven pls ^^"
CMON SHOOT, COME ON SHOOT-
"gET AWAY FROM MEEE馃嚞馃嚙馃嚞馃嚙馃嚞馃嚙"
Pretty much the bossy one
"WHY ISN'T ANYBODY DOING THEIR TASKS SJKSKSKAKKSKSK" *insert his usual grumpy Brit expression, the one with the blush, yea that one鈽*
Francis馃嚝馃嚪-
FABULOUSLY Pink
Unfortunately gets suspected most of the time
via Arthur
Literally vibes with the game
Does get frustrated to get killed easily
Wins the game once in a while
Pretty convincing actually-
He always decorates his character with different accessories
After many stressful playthroughs,,
"Francis what are you wearing?"
"MY EMOTIONS DARLING, STRESS COUTOUR~"馃馃馃馃尲馃憯馃憸馃槆
Stealth game on POINT
same lvl of stealth as Alfred
drama QUEEN
ugh I luv him sm
Sustainable alibies
finishes up his tasks even as a ghost to help his crewmate team win
Often witnesses a fresh murder
Reports body a lot, hence the reason a lot of ppl suspect him
is actually innocent
A lot of apologies afterwards
Gets often paired up with Arthur
Both of them are fussy
Both freak each other out thinking one of them is the killer
Helps a lot with contradicting imposters
"*gasps* Mon ami it was you this whole time?!?!"
Vouches a lot for ppl that were close to him
*sweats*
also suspects Arthur
honestly same
hates to accuse people, but will do it to save others he suspects not to be the imposter and himself
he has a lot of fun with this game
Ivan馃嚪馃嚭-
Purple.
scarf
Swipes card perfectly on the first go
Finishes his tasks early
Usually chills out with other crew members
Best crewmate
8/10 would not be the imposter
If he were the imposter, he'd probably do quick kills in the hallway
Chases first
Usually the one that never uses the sabotage, he just goes with the flow of things
Uses vent a lot
stands there
m e n a c i n g l y
"Vote me, you lose" type of energy
"Alfred, you have not scanned either.."
....
"IVAN'S LYING!"
when he turns into a ghost, he usually follows the killers
Nothing personal
Just want to see their techniques and observe how they do it.
"So cold, I wonder what Yao is doing right now"
He saw Alfred go through the vent once and he has never ran so fast for his life to push the meeting button
"Oh hello Italy ghost ^J^" *passes by Feli's dead body*
usually the one that gets to the reactor first
Not much of a talker during discussion but will call somebody out when something's fishy
Alfred has chosen to stab Ivan
Ivan says no鉂 and threatens to throw away Alfred's Marvel figure collection through the phone when he gets killed
Alfred never stabbed him again
鉁 fear 鉁
Yao馃嚚馃嚦-
Orange.
Was puzzled at a task for like 13 minutes
got killed by Alfred the first round because of that
Only trusts the people that haven't killed him馃槍
trust issues鈩
very patient in doing his tasks
slow, but when the lights turn off, he's FLASH
Gone With The Wind
Hangs around people a lot during the first rounds, after that,, yikes no trust
absolutely despises group kills when he's involved
complains a lot
"Idk why you guys are so suspicious of me, I was doing my job馃"
"Mind your business where I was heading out!"
"This is ridiculous" *Yao has left the game*
Usually his character has a pet with him. Customized panda鉂
"Yao, you weren't doing anything."
"Oh so sorry I was eating. You should too, too stressful for me"
Doesn't do any tasks as a ghost, he said something about no point in doing so
sits there as a ghost with his left alone panda
Never abandons it
ever
comes back with tea
Accidentally reported himself twice
Talks to his panda a lot
its cute shut up
When he's the imposter, he usually sabotages whatever he has in store. Uses everything to his advantage
Manipulative
Current Loner tbh
"AiYAa!! Everybody too loud! It hurt my ears馃檮馃檮" *tries to lower down his headset volume but everyone is screaming and causing chaos*
Bro this is literally every world meeting
Has that DONE face
Nopes tf out quick
Vents a lot
"Good luck everybody else! ^^" *gets ejected*
Ludwig馃嚛馃嚜-
Dark Green.
Lets be honest, he's literally the only one that applies logic into this
Main leader role
Don't read too much into it cuz yall rlly be tripping 馃槕
he doesn't control the chaos in a aggressive manner, he handles it in a responsible way
Literally the only one that can make the whole group silent
"Alright, now who's here."
Will always be the one to ask questions.
Won't hesitate to press a suspicious person
Trying to get them to talk more to reveal more detail
Experience comes from the chaotic world meetings come on guys this is Hetalia ep 1
"EVERYBODY SHUT UP" <-- most iconic line ever and you know it
Also does his tasks in a very swift and fast pace to get it done as soon as possible
He doesn't like going at a slow pace
He often questions why Feli sticks with him a lot
Gets annoyed but doesn't mind the company
Gets paranoid whenever Feli disappears
Quickly suspects him being the imposter and or presumes he's dead
Tries to find him ASAP
Is literally the most honest person in the game
Confronts the imposter wayyy too often
The others trust his insights
"Feli where did you go?! Damn you, I was just fixing the lights!"
BSFGDGDGDSKS-- YES HE DOES HAVE A PET
A doggo
He loves it very much
Never gets caught as an imposter but should be very obvious when he lets the chaos stir for a while
"H-hey Ludwig, aren't you going to stop the fighting?"
"No, let them have it. I'm too frustrated at this point."
Which yea honestly same
which is why its very believable. He's good with white lies.
Oh don't even get me started with Gilbert-
If Ludwig were the imposter, he'd never have the guts to kill Feliciano off. Plus everybody would suspect him easily if he did.
But yk...friendship is magic馃槍鉂
He would sabotage instead, like losing track of Feli, locking the doors on Feli so that he can get a stealthy kill, and make it in a way Feli would never find out.
Feli totally knows
Feliciano馃嚠馃嚬-
Cyan/Light Blue.
bby wouldn't hurt a single soul whats wrong with yall 馃槶馃槶馃槶
Has that cute angel halo
He's with Ludwig the whole time, so of course he can't kill anyone
would attempt to kill but,
"......Feliciano it was you, wasn't it."
"OH- OHH HOW DARE YOU F***ING INSULT MY BROTHER YOU DUMB POTATO BASTARD"
*nervous laughter* "..m-maybe?.."
Fails miserably.
Feli gets ejected. No hesitation.
Well at least he gets to enjoy his pasta while he's "dead".
Forgets to do a majority of his tasks
He's actually pretty chill ngl
He vibes to wherever Ludwig goes, he follows.
Screaming whenever he gets chased or followed
"GERMANY!! GERMANY HEEELLLLPPPP!!!!"
Ludwig is his comfort
Feli would have a customized white flag for his character
Would also pick a custom cat too
Someone pls help him find his way
He can't really remember the maps very well, and it takes him a little while to get the hang of it
Votes to skip everytime because he doesn't want to ruin friendships.
Especially Ludwig and Kiku
Everybody knows its not him
I'd feel like the other imposter would just do their own thing, and Feli would have to defend them up a little
That imposter would go near Feli and Lud to get Feli to defend them
Ludwig would know immediately though.
It's not often crew members would follow him and Feli.
Ludwig trusts only Feli and Kiku
Kiku馃嚡馃嚨-
Light Green
Would also have that leaf on top of its character馃尡
Also does his tasks whenever he can
Sometimes follows Feli and Ludwig when he finishes and they would both understand
Very quiet but participates helping analyzing
He doesn't go to vents unless truly necessary if he were the imposter.
Usually kills then runs out
Never self reports
Usually does win
Doesn't have to lie when he has a stable alibi
Would also be the one to check security a lot
Enjoys being the imposter
Quick thinker
Waits until the coast is clear
Vouches for people a lot
Nobody really suspects him but it is a plot twist.
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3.聽鈥淚t鈥檚 three in the morning.鈥
38:聽鈥淵ou鈥檝e thought about this, haven鈥檛 you?鈥
42:聽鈥淚鈥檓 only here to establish an alibi.鈥
44:聽鈥淚 still remember the way you taste.鈥
Thank you to @reidscriminal鈥 and the lovely anon for requesting this :)聽 (It got a bit long (~3.5k) so I thought I鈥檇 make a separate post lol)
WARNINGS: Alcohol addiction, Murder mention (sorry this got intense)
鈥淧lease, I really dont wanna be alone right now.鈥
鈥淵/N, it鈥檚 three in the morning. Go the fuck to bed.鈥
Grayson鈥檚 groggy, scratchy voice was the only sound that could be heard in his pitch black bedroom, the only source of light being the luminescent beams coming from the cellphone that he held pressed to his ear. Half of his face was still smushed into the cold surface of his pillow, no doubt a pool of drool probably printed onto it. His phone dangled loosely in his hand鈥檚 grip, it basically balancing on his left ear. Grayson had yet to gain full consciousness, only aware that he was currently speaking to his best friend, and for some reason she wasn鈥檛 asleep.
鈥淐mon, I can鈥檛 trust myself to be alone right now. Plus, when鈥檚 the last time we hung out together, hm? Don鈥檛 you miss me?鈥 Her purr over the line was enough to finally wake him up, getting him to sit up and lean back against his headboard before stretching an arm over his head.
鈥溾楥ourse I miss you. Doesn鈥檛 mean I wanna hear your dumb voice in the middle of the night.鈥
鈥淗urt. I鈥檓 hurt.鈥 She moaned, and Grayson rolled his eyes. 鈥淐ome oooon, Gray. We鈥檒l have fun, I promise.鈥澛
It was the suggestiveness in her voice that finally tipped him off to what was going on. 鈥渁re you drunk?鈥
鈥淗ah!鈥 She snorted, then guffawed, which then diminished to a few chortles and chuckles. 鈥淥kay maybe a little. But I have a valid reason!鈥
鈥淎nd is it better than 鈥榳e happened to have some left over bottles鈥?鈥澛
鈥淵es!! It is. And I鈥檒l only tell you what it is once you come overrrr.鈥 She almost whined like a little girl.
Grayson groaned. 鈥淵/N, you know that I-鈥
鈥淗ate it when I drink, I know.鈥 Her voice actually sounded a bit pained, and Grayson almost felt bad for bringing it up. 鈥淚鈥檓 sorry, Okay? I wasn鈥檛 thinking straight, like usual. Now please come over?鈥
Grayson hesitated, letting the silence of his room fill his head while he sat in thought.
鈥淧retty please?鈥
Her small voice echoed through his phone, and never in a million years would he ever admit how much it made his heart ache.
He groaned. 鈥淕od, fine. I鈥檒l be over in a half hour.鈥
鈥淔ifteen minutes.鈥
鈥淚 thought I was doing you the favour.鈥
鈥淵ou are, but you love me. Shit, bring your wacko vegan pasta. We鈥檒l have a slumber party.鈥
鈥淔ucking Christ you are the worst-鈥 but then she hung up on him.
Despite his frustration, Grayson still made it to her door 15 minutes later, tired, confused, and a little out of breath. As soon as it opened to reveal Y/N鈥檚 face, however, all remaining signs of those feelings disappeared; because the only thing he could think of now was how terrible his best friend looked.
Typically speaking, she didn鈥檛 look that bad, considering how late it was and how drunk she probably was. But it wasn鈥檛 her messed up hair or her glazed over eyes, the stains on her old pyjama shirt or the mess of blankets and turned over bottles laid sporadically over the coffee table. No, it was just her. The feeling he got from her. The look in her eye that wasn鈥檛 filled with their usual temperamental spark; it seemed hollow, missing, a dark crevice missing it鈥檚 light. It worried him.
鈥淵ou know, this is technically a booty call.鈥 She grinned, her usual tenacity seeming to resurface as she grabbed the bag that was in Grayson鈥檚 arms. 鈥淵know, without the boning down.鈥 She raised her eyebrow. 鈥淎lthough that could be arranged-鈥
鈥淕od just stop talking would you.鈥 Grayson鈥檚 face burned as he walked past her, her laughs filling the room as he threw his shoes in the general area of the shoe rack.
鈥淲hat鈥檚 going on?鈥 Grayson finally asked as she closed the door behind him.
鈥淣othin鈥. Slumber party, remember?鈥 Her hunched over shoulders turned back toward him, and the way her face seemed so sunken and desperate while her eyes tried to tell a different story- It scared the shit out of him.
鈥溾楳gonna make pasta.鈥 Y/N announced to what seemed to be herself, dumping the bag鈥檚 contents out onto the kitchen counter before grabbing the pasta box.聽
鈥淎lright鈥︹ Grayson was used to these types of nights. They tended to happen once or twice every few months, usually after a night of partying where Y/N got just a little too intense, or during a rather stressful week where she just wasn鈥檛 able to pace herself. Yes, it was obvious that Y/N wasn鈥檛 the greatest when it came to coping. She didn鈥檛 like to feel, or think either to be quiet honest. She liked that dull haze, that numbness she felt where she could just go about everything without feeling everything.
And yes, Grayson hated it when she did this. He despised it, really. But he鈥檇 known her for so long, and she鈥檇 been like this for longer. He didn鈥檛 know what to do other than just be there when she asked for him. And usually it was fine, although she could be handful. Y/N seemed to double on her energy whenever she drank, so it would take him some time to wear her out. But once he did, it was smooth-sailing. This time however, it was so different. She wasn鈥檛 being her usual hectic self. She looked tired, but that itself wasn鈥檛 enough to describe it. For some reason the word that kept coming back to him was expired. She looked like she was about to expire. She鈥檇 found her limit, her pushing point, her finish line. She was done, she was finished.聽
Grayson was scared to see what would happen when she was finished.
The pot fell out Y/N鈥檚 hands and fell into the sink, getting a 鈥渟hit鈥 out of her and a jolt from Grayson.
鈥淛esus, give it here.鈥 He finally trudged towards her, pushing her away from the sink, then reached into it to grab the pot and fill it with water.
鈥淎re you gonna tell me what happened?鈥
She sighed, leaning her back against the counter and watching as the water rose in the cool metal. 鈥淛oanna broke up with me.鈥
Grayson鈥檚 head whipped over his shoulder to look at her, his eyes widening at the words. 鈥淥h.鈥澛
She smiled, though her eyes didn鈥檛 leave the tap. 鈥淵eah. she actually broke up with me yesterday, at lunch.鈥
鈥淲ha- Why didn鈥檛 you tell me?鈥澛
鈥淏ecause I knew you鈥檇 wanna jump on this as soon as you found out.鈥
鈥淐hrist Y/N, I-鈥
She waved away at him, shaking her head. 鈥淣o I understand, I am a hot piece of ass. But you need to control yourself, I need a cool down period-鈥
鈥淵/N!鈥澛
She sighed, then shrugged. 鈥淏ecause I knew you鈥檇 say I told you so.鈥
Grayson scoffed. 鈥淵/N-鈥
鈥淐ome on, I know how much you hate her! You kept saying that she was going to.鈥
鈥淲ell I mean come on with how on-and-off you guys were- and besides this is probably just another one of your 鈥榖reaks鈥. She鈥檒l be calling you again any day now-鈥
鈥淣o.鈥 Her voice was dark now, dropping all the flirty undertones in her voice, and Grayson had to look away from the now boiling pot of pasta at her face when she said it. 鈥淣o. it was real this time.鈥
鈥淗ow do you know?鈥
She reached into her pyjama pant pocket and brought her phone out, turning it on and unlocking it to show the screen that she鈥檇 obviously been looking at before since it was still open. She turned her phone to show him.
It was Joanna鈥檚 instagram story, and it was a picture of her at a party, making out with some red-headed girl.
Grayson only knew one read-head.
鈥淲ait, is that-鈥
鈥淭hat bitch I accused her of cheating on me with?鈥 The sudden power in her voice startled him. 鈥淵ep. Turns out I was right all along, and wasn鈥檛 just being paranoid.鈥
He was at a loss for words. 鈥淵/N鈥 I鈥檓 so sorry.鈥
鈥淟ike hell you are.鈥
鈥淚 am.鈥澛
鈥淪hut up.鈥 She sighed, jumping up to sit on the counter. 鈥淚 know for a fact you feel like gloating right now. And I don鈥檛 blame you.鈥
In reality, Grayson really didn鈥檛. Sure, he was glad that Joanna was gone. He knew she was never good for Y/N. But he hated how she鈥檇 left her. This broken shell that was supposed to hold the girl he loved with all his heart but for some reason appeared to just be some sort of apparition instead.聽
She put her head in her hands. 鈥淵ea, I really don鈥檛 blame you. God, that BITCH!鈥 She yelled that last part, and threw a spoon she had at some point grabbed into the sink, it hitting the faucet and causing a huge clang sound that continued to ring seconds afterwards.
鈥淛esus Christ Y/N calm down.鈥 Grayson went to her, grabbing her arms firmly into his fists to steady her, because he could see her nostrils flaring.
鈥淲hat is there to be calm about? God I fucking hate her! I just wanna- I don鈥檛 know, smash her head against-鈥 She stopped, her eyes widening before she let out an almost maniacal laugh. 鈥淥h my god. I want to smash her head against that stupid lamp that asshole red-head Quinn got her for her birthday. That fucking lamp she keeps on her bedside table right next to the photo of the two of us- oh my GOD that fucking BITCH-鈥
鈥淵/N?鈥 Grayson鈥檚 voice was small. 鈥淢aybe you should-鈥
鈥淚鈥檓 going to kill her. I鈥檓 literally going to kill her. I鈥檓 going go down to her apartment, that dumbass forget to ask for her key, and I鈥檓 gonna take that damn lamp鈥檚 chord and strangle her in her SLEEP-鈥
鈥淵/N!鈥 Grayson鈥檚 hands came up to grip her face; his eyes frantic as they flickered between her seething ones. 鈥淵ou鈥檝e got to breathe. You鈥檙e raving like a maniac! You're talking like you鈥檝e actually thought about how you鈥檙e gonna-鈥 He looked at her eyes once more, and his arms fell limp next to her on the counter.
鈥淥h dear god, you鈥檝e thought about this, haven't you?鈥 When she didn鈥檛 reply, his hand came up to rub his face. 鈥淵/N tell me you haven鈥檛 thought about how you鈥檙e going to kill Joanna.鈥
鈥淗ey, come on!鈥 She threw her hands in the air. 鈥淚t鈥檚 my right as the crazy bitch ex-girlfriend.鈥 She began to laugh.
鈥淥h my god-鈥 He spun around, rubbing his hair up his scalp and resting his hands on the back of his neck.
鈥淥h come on I鈥檓 not gonna do anything. You just have to let me be crazy for a little bit.鈥
鈥淲ho the fuck is being this loud this early?鈥 The both of them looked over to see Y/N鈥檚 roommate walking into the living room.
鈥淪orry Tam.鈥 Y/N mumbled, and her eyes widened when she saw her roommate鈥檚 eyes go to the coffee table.
鈥淥h Y/N not again-鈥澛
鈥淚鈥檒l clean it up I promise please don鈥檛 get mad.鈥 She rushed, jumping off the counter and rushing to the sofa, starting to messily pick up glasses and snack bags.聽
Tam sighed. 鈥淏abe you know I don鈥檛 care about the mess, I care about you-鈥 She paused when she saw Grayson awkwardly standing in the kitchen, and she groaned. 鈥淎nd what is Spartacus doing here?鈥
鈥淒on鈥檛 mind me, I鈥檓 only here to establish an alibi. You know, in case Joanna鈥檚 found dead in her bathtub tomorrow morning.鈥
鈥淎h. so she told you.鈥
鈥淵ep.鈥
鈥淵eah, and she is doing just fine so you can go back to sleep, so sorry for waking you-鈥 Y/N shuffled passed her, chucking a whole armful of trash into the garbage bin and some dirty dishes into the sink, a loud clang following.
Tam winced. 鈥淗on your breath stinks-鈥
鈥淭am I know, okay?鈥 Her voice cracked a bit there, that similar pain Grayson had heard on the phone returning to her voice. 鈥淚 fucking know. It won鈥檛 happen again. You can go sleep.鈥
Tam raised her eyebrows, then looked at Grayson, and he just nodded at her, letting her know that he鈥檇 take care of her.
鈥淎lright. Goodnight.鈥
鈥淕night.鈥
鈥淕night Gray.鈥
He smiled at her, and she disappeared into her room, her door shutting closed behind her.
As soon as Y/N heard that click, her hot tears began to stream down her cheeks, a stifled sob coming out.聽
Grayson鈥檚 head shot towards her. 鈥淵/N-鈥
He immediately went and wrapped his arms around her, her sobs getting muffled in his shirt. He stroked her back and she gripped his shoulders, trying to calm herself.
鈥淕od I hate her. I hate her so fucking much.鈥
鈥淗ey, hey, It鈥檚 okay.鈥 He pushed her back a bit to look at her, and it pained him so much to see her look the way she did. 鈥淥kay, how about you go sit on the couch and watch something on the TV while I finish this pasta, hm?鈥
She sniffled. 鈥溾楰ay.鈥
鈥淥kay.鈥 She shuffled back towards the couch, plopping herself down and draping the covers over her before turning the TV on and putting on an episode of Friends.
Grayson sighed, turning back to the stove. He worked mindlessly, listening to the fake laugh track coming from the TV as he did, but really thinking about Y/N. He kept glancing over at her, and it really astonished him just how shit she looked. She looked awful. Her eyes were puffy and her hair was in knots and tangles and she now had Tostito crumbs peppered all across her blanket and chest. God she was doing so bad Grayson felt bad that Tam had to deal with her. And how angry he was at her for dealing with everything like this; he knew she was going through a rough time, but it killed him, maddened him every time he had to see her with those hazy eyes.聽
In a messed up way, right now, looking at her, Grayson was fairly sure that he hated her. He hated her so much that it pained him because she wouldn鈥檛 listen. For some reason Y/N wanted this terrible girl that was nothing but bad news for her. For some reason she kept going back to her despite all the shit she put her through. Y/N was stubborn and she was stupid and she was selfish and yet here he was, standing in her kitchen, making her his stupid vegan pasta.
Why?
He sighed. Because for some reason only god knows, I still love her.
And that was when it clicked.
He turned around to look at her again, and his eyes finally softened for the first time that night.
They were one and the same, weren鈥檛 they?
***
Grayson sat next to Y/N, her feet thrown over his lap, her empty bowl of pasta sat atop the coffee table dangerously close to the edge. She had been lying there silently for a bit, her eyes closed and her arms folded on top of her chest.
Grayson had been sitting their, stewing in his thoughts for a bit while he absentmindedly rubbed Y/N鈥檚 leg. He鈥檇 been thinking about her, about him, about him and her together and all of the fucked up feelings that were stuck in between.
But he was mainly thinking about a certain night from a few months ago. A night similar to this one, yet had ended much differently, and had possible changed the way he would think about Y/N for the rest of forever. And there was just one question that kept arising in his head, in his chest, but mainly in his heart, that he just needed to know the answer to.
鈥淗ey, Y/N?鈥
鈥淢m?鈥 He was surprised. She wasn鈥檛 asleep.
鈥淵ou know that I have feelings for you, right?鈥澛
The abruptness of the question startled Y/N, making her look up at him with her eyes wide. 鈥淲hat?鈥
But he continued on as if what he鈥檇 said wasn鈥檛 any weirder than asking what she鈥檇 eaten that afternoon. 鈥淚鈥檓 only asking because it鈥檚 not like I ever try and hide it. And yknow, you鈥檙e always teasing me with your flirting.鈥
To him it looked like there was a buffer in Y/N鈥檚 brain, because it took her a second before she could say anything. 鈥淵ea. Yea, I do know.鈥
鈥淩ight.鈥 He inhaled. 鈥淒o you remember what happened June 27th?鈥
Her eyebrow quirked up now. 鈥淯h鈥︹
鈥淭hat time you and Joanna went on a break because she got sick of the smell of your shampoo. And you got drunk. And I came over.鈥
Her eyes widened. She did remember. She remembered so well. 鈥淲hy?鈥
鈥淒o you remember how you were flirting with me that day?鈥
A lump was forming in Y/N鈥檚 throat. Yes she remembered. She just decided she wasn鈥檛 going to care about it. 鈥淵es. I do. But-鈥
鈥淵eah I know you do that all the time but-鈥
鈥淕rayson I remember. I kissed you that night.鈥
His eyes widened now, his head turning to hers. 鈥淵ou- you remember that?鈥
鈥淕rayson, I still remember the way you taste.鈥
His face flushed. 鈥淲hy the fuck are you like this.鈥
鈥淲ha-鈥 She furrowed her eyebrows. 鈥淣o, I鈥檓 not- I鈥檓 not trying to joke around this time. I鈥檓 trying to say yes I remember that night. Incredibly vividly.鈥
He blinked at her. 鈥淭hen why did you do it?鈥
鈥淚-鈥 She caught herself, and she laid back, hands on her forehead. 鈥淚 don鈥檛 know, Gray.鈥
鈥淲hat do you mean? I mean, do you like me? Is it like-鈥
鈥淥f course I like you Grayson-鈥
鈥淣o like do- do you have feelings for me?鈥
鈥淚-鈥 She sat up, bringing her knees up to her chest, and looking at him intently. 鈥淕ray, I love you. You know that. And you just-鈥 She exhaled. 鈥淵ou feel good. You feel safe. You feel like- You feel like home.鈥
He tilted his head at her. He didn鈥檛 understand.
She sighed. 鈥淟ook, I know I鈥檓 not the most, I guess you could say 鈥榮table鈥 person. I鈥檓 reckless and I鈥檓 stupid and- if you hadn鈥檛 stopped me that day I probably would鈥檝e ended up fucking you.鈥 Gray鈥檚 face flushed again. 鈥淏ut that doesn鈥檛 mean that I- God, I was just emotional, and drunk, and, quite frankly I was feeling like I am right now. I feel lost and scared and stupid and you鈥檙e like, my anchor. You hold me in place. Things turn to shit and I fuck myself over but you鈥檙e still always here, and I don鈥檛 fucking know why.鈥 There was a sob beginning to prickle within her throat. 鈥淚 don鈥檛 know why you put up with me and my shit because all I do is hurt you and honestly if I was actually a good friend I鈥檇 tell you to drop me. Leave me and let me be self-destructive on my own. I don鈥檛 need to drag you down with me. But- but-鈥 Her voice hitched. 鈥淏ut you stay, and you help me, and you rebuild me, and it makes me love you more and more but then I just go and fuck it all up again and I-鈥
鈥淵ou stupid emotional drunk.鈥 Grayson mumbled, wrapping his arms her. She trembled, but she wouldn鈥檛 cry. She wouldn鈥檛 let herself. She felt like she owed him that much.
鈥淚鈥檓 so sorry.鈥
鈥淚t鈥檚鈥︹ He paused. 鈥淚t鈥檚 okay.鈥
He sighed, and she breathed out into his shoulder. 鈥淚鈥檓 not gonna drop you.鈥 He finally said. 鈥淵ou just scare me sometimes.鈥
She nodded. 鈥淚 know.鈥
She leaned back so she could look at him again. 鈥淚 do love you. I love you so much.鈥
Grayson smiled. 鈥淚 know.鈥
鈥淚 think I just love you in a way I鈥檝e never loved anybody else before. And my brain just doesn鈥檛 know what to do with that.鈥
鈥淵ou don鈥檛 have to explain it to me.鈥澛
鈥淏ut you鈥檙e not getting it I-鈥
鈥淵/N.鈥
鈥淲ouldn鈥檛 your life just be better without me fucking it up?鈥
鈥淵ou don鈥檛 fuck it up.鈥
鈥淭hat鈥檚 the biggest lie of the century.鈥
鈥淵ou fuck yourself up, and I hate that you do that.鈥
The pained expression. 鈥淚 know.鈥
鈥淏ut I stick around because I believe that you鈥檒l stop.鈥 He looked at her, and he realized that, maybe his love for her was something his brain couldn鈥檛 understand too. 鈥淚 believe you鈥檒l get better.鈥
She nodded. 鈥淚 will.鈥 She took his hand. 鈥淚 mean it this time.鈥
He squeezed hers. 鈥淚 know.鈥
鈥淗ow?鈥
He looked at how her eyes glistened now, how they seemed to shine differently, more meaningfully. Like they were determined. Hopeful. Cleansed and new.聽
He smiled. 鈥淚 just do.鈥
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cockroaches braindamamge forehead and suffocate the c r a po outof me and damamge erase me ihate em its legit to聽 and iam furious about it idaytime chargedit atleastfive times locally an d fivetimes eu they shuffle sexual assault repeat humiliate and seee how pervert you are coifirmatio n i hate them idontlive by hate minors we must rescue but聽 the scums get offfffthe case andif wehave tohunt the scums for the authorities the authroties gotojailwithem they host em coverem anyw ay host em whenthey cant tax it a trickfailed then itnensified pedo tricks thisishowit works its聽 criminal government聽 authrotieis criminal authorities shuffling proxies guilty liable accomplice control usually maybe unbriefed fools that get shit into their head to mess w it an excuse sero tolerance with sexual聽 abuse sexual assault the authorities do thei r job and hunt thweir cockroaches and if we must theygotojailwith the scums they sat and let rapes poisosn rapes galore a rbitrary whattttheywant whowants cinema grocerystore chameber arbitrary rapoes rape inschool and cinema arbtirary rtape ******** rape allthtime manytiems deedtyped w e force them to huntheir cockroach german cockroaches thatthey are with the authroities or they gotojail聽 both withthe sc ums when wemust huntem an this we must do ***** ************ //// lawyers that is 90billion euro s fortune of earned tbhings with what icould ninety billion before like 67b illion do you wonder what scums would do when they think its vulnerable or get access with a trick聽 beit separating it away from that guy they dowaht they want with and act like its mysteriously created not from what thatguy coul d and did it is ninety billion a share of which wealth generated you donot make it vulnerable to anyone a matter of granted or not granted if a tric k works 聽or sth itis daytime court demanded ina mess where they quell immunisation and quzelled the case intothe daytimebubble inthe firstplace they shu ffle tricks like bum med s or braindamamged fool careers and its just your own fault that you mysteriou sly didnt pick a dayfool career while allrealdeal wouldnt matter this sh it you get off me and you get rational about what kinds of scums will a l w a y s try sth about the fortune if it seem s arbitrary separated away fromthat guy and thatguys performance systemic tr ickery to be g r a n t e d聽 maybe when he doestn rememeber or is incapacitat ed and allthese shits if he as dayfoolsomehow something they trashcan k illtrick and harm and hookertrick and degrade as if the fortune wouldnt be real and asif i daytime demanded my ufo or sth se riously. harden the fortune from bullshit systemic ornot bust separation tricks of fortune and thatguy performance of thatguy s eparatedaway and be rational about what scums will a l w a y s try sth that is ****** ******* 90billion from this very head of what icould and the yeffort braindam age and heartkill and bum meds and gurtslock andpathogens and tobe granted or not separation of fortune an d performance asif im a fool they put in a frozen tube and keepthemoney trick at best thefffff ff f f f f f f f ff f f f f f involve serious insurances an d reinsurers ifnecessary include atomic hardening serobullshits agaisnt fraudsystems and criminal gov ts and thanks forall *************** ///// wh at mom theme is the theme ididnt know moms or sth and ididntmind聽 itis agerman shitball about underdevel opment usually or perversions or sth asif you sense mom s or sth because thats what you surely want tha tkindof german ness //// lawyers because imminent danger and war is so severely bad enough i say no capital punishments whenever possible:! a l w a y s no capital punishment no deathpentalty scums go tojail cant be fun in ther e important is they understand they dodged capital punishment for real I a m Christian KISS BabyAWACS 鈥 Raw Independent Sophisti cation #THINKTANK + #INTEL #HELLHOLE #BLOG https://www.BabyAWACS.com/ Inquiry@BabyAWACS.com PHONE / FAX +49 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Pay. Support. Donnate. paypal.me/ChristianKiss //// xraybeam trick heartaimed //// 1634 repair? or leechery /// pathogen murderer gases 1518 batih above abovesdjancent or ci rucitboard. squeezetheockroach shifted from xraytrick before //// xray murderbeam beta highpowered orand transmutation 1500 1511 above aboveadjkacent k nows I am Christian KISS BabyAWACS 鈥 Raw Independe nt Sophistication #THINKTANK + #INTEL #HELLHOLE #BLOG https://www.BabyAWACS.com/ Inquiry@BabyAWACS.com PHONE / FAX +493212 611 34 64 Helpful? Pay. Support. Donnate. paypal.me/Chri stianKiss /// after which damage and degradation would #you! have said: "mma aayn adunno.. allthe beer and stuff and their fhaaantastic cars drivingby .. but youknow.. ikinda miss my g enitals..." for them it makes sense //// intelli gence genomes more from the mother聽 usually has also some implications of why it is as it is shewas m orelike lisa simpson and dodged studying inthe 70s because parent got ill and died then got hepatitis next year then met my dad with his heavymotor bike聽 another life spoiled (haha ) /// the glorious german careers with those stam ps visualise it /// it wouldbe epic justice if germans would try to pillgage the case but oneof their earlier damage tricks fucks em instead letalone any invention after which s taying harms it doesnt work both ways, einstein can be cooked to a fool but a fool cannot be einstein as extreme example //// this howthey are mustv e been obviosu other cases too ofreailtime botch things #failed #virginity #test #2001 .@law @harvard_law @ ap @reuters @bbc_whys @france24 @haaretzcom @snowden .@fisa @judge .@judge @judges聽 because the germans damage their civillians fairly arbitrarily and cover these with standard stigmas thisis how it really i s allalong ***** lets find the cover alibis like re tard stamps itis a stigma dyslectic me!! (nic kname schnellschreiber 3rd/felt abit artificial bllah) but dyslectic- it is ? a stigma ***** virginity ?! meh. unless its a stig ma聽 one shitball bites聽 the other but that doesnt keepem from right. th en. getting away with something damnthe factuality basis I am Christian KISS BabyAWACS 鈥 Raw Independent Sophistication #THINKTANK + #INTEL #HELLHOLE #B LOG https://www.BabyAWACS.com/ Inquiry@BabyAWACS.com PHONE / FAX +493212 611 34 64 Helpful? Pay. Suppor t. Donnate. paypal.me/ChristianKiss /// demand a hook on abstracthumour abstract analysis fromfools they聽 dont getit toooousually /// backleg v to genital implant is hiughly heartkill relelvant makesure theresno damamge added so gutslock gutsu sdudue rmeotecontrolled the technology is masseldorn badenser whale landes verfassungsschutz //// squeeze lympahtic aimer 2310+-2 its like eastern se xdrug orso //// xraybeam heartaimedd leftchesta imed radar or beta transmutation allthetime as 20 pm 2020 2040 2245 allthetime //// store o nlinebanking 2100+-7 woa backleg heartkillrelelvant 2107 acesser squeeze a fter this mail: "whatis hkkaz,hkcaz,hkccs abbreviations inthe local bank accoun t wahtis fortune amount total" //// whic h fortune sums over which timeframes聽 make sure its notarstamped courtusable and when daytimedemanded daytime court demanded ig et damaged chav harmed all the time find xraybea mtrick 2040 20pm-2020pm //// authorites gotojail when wemust hunt pathogen murderer above for em letaloneif theauthroites grant em access or cause thekilltrick ///theyarenot co mpetent they shuffle scums that try sth. pathogen murderer above 1500 stuffhimthemix galore. allofit onsi te .聽 who was onthe case 12,000persons andthefinest another good indication for intel #sex #sexual #poten ce #balls #trick @ap @reuters @bbc_whys @france24 .@world @world @all because itis intel itis which tric k works. batshitnuts? criminal? terrorist? pedo? fool? alljust adream nowhy wa s sth because itis intel which trick works has a l w a y s beenthegame isuspect people know聽 but thats not the case youmay count the shuffled harms priming (itis a chip bring all bananas: academic: wtf?!??why everyone throwing banaanas atme) framing (as the transvestite that he is, yousee he has long hair: you: theffffff?!?!???) woodbride (he sits alone inhis chamber and designs bride dresses for his great wedding day ahead. which may eventually occur s o m e d a y/ he hopes it increases his sexual potence if he adds allkinds of balls on it blah) smashwords.com/books/view/552210 /// howmany harms like guts and genitals and ass and facebone were from 2004 it was bad and experiment killit聽 but itwasnot these 5years intnsified killtr icks with shuffled any harm leecheries morbusmake聽 backlegheartdiease pois ons xrays mengeles聽 pathogens聽 lympahtic aimed tri cks gutssubdue dozens of headimacts nanofineduts obscure tricks like lifetime leech and fibrin leech andsuch聽 and interoxid austausch arsenide suffocate tr isk聽 itis constant try anything that it dies whichtrick thistime with plaus ible deniability I am Christian KISS BabyAWACS 鈥 R aw Independent Sophistication #THINKTANK + #INTEL #HELLHOLE #BLOG https://www.BabyAWACS.com/ Inquiry@Baby AWACS.com PHONE / FAX +493212 611 34 64 Helpful? 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Donnate. payp al.me/ChristianKiss /// because itis intel itis which trick works. batshitn uts? criminal? terrorist? pedo? fool? alljust adream no why was sth because itis intel which trick wo rks has a l w a y s beenthegame isuspect people know聽 but thats not the ca se youmay count the shuffled harms priming (itis a chip bring all bananas: acad emic: wtf?!??why everyone throwing banaanas atme) framing (as the transvestite that he is, yousee he ha s long hair: you: theffffff?!?!???) woodbride (he s its alone inhis chamber and designs bride dresses for his great wedding day ahead. which may eventually o ccur s o m e d a y/ he hopes it increases his sexual potence if he adds allkinds of balls on it blah) s mashwords.com/books/view/552210 /// howmany harms like guts and genitals and ass and facebone were from 2004 it was bad and experiment killit聽 but itwasnot these 5years intnsified killtricks with shuffl ed any harm leecheries morbusmake聽 backlegheartdieas e poisons xrays mengeles聽 pathogens聽 lympahtic a imed tricks gutssubdue dozens of headimacts nanofi neduts obscure tricks like lifetime leech and fibrin leech andsuch聽 and inte roxid austausch arsenide suffocate trisk聽 itis con stant try anything that it dies whichtrick thistime with plausible deniability I am Christian KISS BabyAWACS 鈥 Raw Independent So phistication #THINKTANK + #INTEL #HELLHOLE #BLOG https://www.BabyAWACS.com/ Inquiry@BabyAWACS.com PHONE / FAX +493212 611 34 64 Helpful? 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#name #without #face whois ortmaier, diebold andother nameswithout face as drugs andmixes as typed inte roxidaustausch behind earlympahtic poisons arsenit cyancali stichnin nanofinedusts andsuch ortmaier was or wouldbe about hightech tanks over a bridge ?!? in a theme //// t hegerman govt plujs timecontrol accomplice know fortune knowinventions quelleith er avert papertrail in allthemesses causethemessalla long shuffled proxies聽 effort years of govermnment things to cut down the victimised survivor ofthemess then externalities forced em tomeasure up against their own criminal agenda thenits goodcop badcop qu elling their proxies barely or barely enough abit for now yes? youre the pro s聽 howbad isit //// the earlmypahtic aimedpoisosn are arsenide cycan cali stichnin interoxidaustausch聽 cellsuffocaiton mur dertricks are as common as nanofinedust asbestos and other killtricks deedtyped the fix thatmadeit b a r e l y breathable imminent morning fix was hemolyt but after damamge suffocaiton nights damamge do ne allis bad its bad stuff allofit聽 this is us ually deed typed //// what does it damage? byth eme staged organfail gestuftes organversagen butisay its trombosis emboly dehydration murdertrick maybe ki dneys too windows aimed xray beam is car or frontbuidlign likely nazi radar or beta itis efforted mu rder tricks for months years deed typed ///// someofthemesses are inexplicable like minor mischief where pretend matters more with goodintent messing withourt learning effect against pretend but amplified reconfirmation that or total morons and hideous m urderers itis a constant effort on something that was not聽 with allthe dama mges shut down subdued it was not why shouldit letalone lympahtic+centerb acklow+ alibi聽 itsnotpossible itsnot measurable usually /// ican still b arely crap itis shutdown subdued centerbacklowdigestive system it normalises abit but tisnot as usually orbefore itis a murder kill trick murder grampy thisis the only trick they got awaywith聽 their a libi would be sthlike crapping 2times a day聽 is why they shut it down so its 聽 germancured t r y i n g t o five times aday be hind earlymphatic +centerbakclow sithe poison usually rightnow maybe heartrlelevant resubdue again 0017 //// find daamage erasers earlier weeksmonths headimapcts damamges turnbackclocndamamges too fi xable? //// heavy betaray or radar again 2153 m urder trick with plausible deniability intel murder heart aimed headaimed leftchestaimed above abo veadjacent corner maybewidowaimed findit ///// xray beam murdertrickery whichtype abvoe above ajadancent knows //// xray beam killtrick heartai med whichdamamvge isit else lympahtic ear+hand aimed mix maybe nonhostile thistime above adjacent corner betaray? //// m ixes 1910+-3 is gaser and above is /// xraybeam trick killtirck heartaimed oncemore the civillian must find it out they thro w oneday bum lidokain atit and dammamge germancure operate the bloodvesssels so fearnot聽 use the chance what a nutbum itis to report whatthey harm allalong //// billionaire marriage quality until imademy own billions聽 then the sleaziest hooker bum onthe globe //// @norway @norw egia .@fisa .@norway @judge .@judge @judges @ap @reuters @bbc_whys @france24 @haare tzcom @snowden example: itisntjust underdeveloped fools, itis (!)did never and (!)wouldhave never devel oped. and that in a world where intels control the population with cookingforehead arbitrarily literally w illynilly. letalone in a deeply sophisticated educated disciplined case cmon now youknow its one examp le of the most declinateable cases they shuffle stigmas they shuffle harms they shuffle proxies because itis聽 i n t e l聽 it is whihc trick works this time with all authorities as dependents under contr ol doing whatthey want with peasantry as civil population whhhyyyyy!!!!! r o b u s t o聽 AND creamy?! @norway @norwegia .@fisa .@norway @judge .@judge @ judges @ap @reuters @bbc_whys @france24 @haaretzcom @snowden aha!!!! peanutbutter between nuts batshit nu ts! but鈥 why?! the brand?! r o b u s t o聽 a n d cre amy that that that a dunno thatsgotta mean sth 鈥 right?鈥 ********* without access mess average,median, and mean identificationtimeframes with a i. and by experience聽 ********* with access to the case:聽 ///// find xraybeamtrick allda ylikely beta or radar bythe way lawyers ofmine ******* ma ke sure germans cannot use doc-ification everagain with utmost severe consequences but for things they wait longer than three years threemonths three days younameit andforemost eachofthem signs under oath the聽 i聽 n聽 t e l terrors witnessed including whatthe civillian demystified and them聽 聽pokemon openmouth woa + wtf ********** trickery with docification as game for find sth youcan distort twistlater to justif y a shitball while allalong itis intel murder tha t is over orthey hang with the scums symbolically (notliterally) ///// tin itus from deceit trick allday whatisit this time momfool brainwashaway fof fortune mom theperverted doing moms itsalljsut a dream yourenot you tonaswinn ihave dismal transvetite emotions and want to be molested by horny germans because theyre so german and im so terribly not german what is it this t ime again //// ffind backleg tricks for boner implant remtoeocntroleld iti sntjsut biting hemmmorides itis buzzing installs tactically timed to what xray murder beam killtric k fromcockroach above aboveadjancent is priority ///// itis unusually mild since anhour or two whosnew usually its poison s damamges suffocations xraybeam terror find xraybeam killtrick fromabove a boveajdancent and window aimed otherwise miraclemild I am Christian KISS BabyAWACS 鈥 Raw Independent Sophistication #THINKTANK + #INTEL #HELLHOLE #BLOG h ttps://www.BabyAWACS.com/ Inquiry@BabyAWACS.com PHONE / FAX +493212 611 34 64 Helpful? 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Do nnate. paypal.me/ChristianKiss ///// gaser is li kely xray to terrorise or and frame something stuff them their mix galore chekc ifthey host a cockroa ch clown german聽 //// repalcedphone sucks whof ucktit bbombout xray murderer and disgust messer聽 聽16 07 as xraymurderer gaser beam messer 1550+-10 ///// replacedphone 1525 heartaimed 1526 /// 1524 pathogen murder relelvant? //// a piece of crud druged me drowsy agian 1515+-5 stuffemtheirown mix g a l o r e if cockroach german cockroach efforts imminent danger itis bad choice regre ttably itis effort cockroach dont touch the wall dont tocuhthat guy find sth else todo / //// medics those spikes are r e s t i n g h eartrates itis surprising that the fitnesstracker identifies heart on edge itis not howitis without damamged hbeart itdoesnt have even coffee or other things that could pushit up itis resting recovery and critical heartonedge allalong btw //// lawy ers make em sign or readoutloud this is the eigth year on edge of existence and its been a joy to see him struggle on 200amonth with billions on the accounts micromanaged from 67billions to 90billions recent ly but he court demanded access to his own fortune with intiative fromwithin the bubble and against no t a missed formality immunisation but agaisnt a quelled quelled immunisatio n keeping him that way聽 is intent yes and iti s a joy tosee how he struggles the eigth year on 200 amonth and yes we want to ta x his billions or someow chain it or sex it or somehow killit anything aslong as we can pillage it see? abit honesty聽 howlikely willthey admit the obvious //// oh please for thegermans its su icide whenyou cut 50bucks from foodmoney everymontbh not toget amalgam teethf ills they urgently rescue you from imminent starvation death the 8th year聽 than give you access to your own court demanded fortune聽 they imminently t ake away your rights that a german that quells any fucking ebay sale or booksale germancures you urgently they dont store mira cles of micromanagement cutting chowpennies topayoff bullshit idont even owe re altime they see聽 c on f u s i o n it just聽 mysteri ously somehow always adds up and somehow micromanages chowpennies for abit semis afe IT hardware and phone for s o m e t h i n g not too contract chain bonding聽 they are confused by c omplexmicromanaging but get a c c ce s ss s to damamge you to alzheimer granny because thats tthats how they lockaway the grannies inthis very shithole so whynot inthiscase too youknow em andifnot then thenby now today this veryday fortune access avertedby who 22pm-2208 shoudlveshown 15billion fortune a聽 sixth of my tot alfortune what didit show storeit notarstampit s owhat isaw publish it iput it asclose tomouthaspossible as on local bank once that efforted fraudit taxit as nutbum threeyears ago ///// store on linebanking 2200pm@+8 itshould show 15billion聽 a s ixth of my total fortune did it show sth realtime if so what //// disintegrated wall and tape matters checkfor xray tricks and calculateback the gray s for a l l l l cumulated聽 #suffocator #squeeze聽 #crayon #maccaroni #advice #right #ominuous #obscurity #is #a #conflict @ap @reuters @bbc_whys @france24 @fisa @law @harvard_law @all @wor ld #crayonMaccaroniAdvice聽 unknow obscurity is a co nflict theme in intelccoma test helmet themes buildit around the issue * ***** a is it known then聽 b issue:聽 trait: yes or no? c issue: trait: instead? how ******** dont misuse it for bad the stateofmind point a to g聽 point a to h is criti cal inthis too smashwords.com/books/view/552210 I am Christian KISS BabyAWACS 鈥 Raw Independe nt Sophistication #THINKTANK + #INTEL #HELLHOLE #BLOG https://www.BabyAWACS.com/ Inquiry@BabyAWACS.com PHO NE / FAX +493212 611 34 64 Helpful? 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Donnate. paypal.me/Christian Kiss //// youdont freeze disobey teenagers into a tube because thbey wouldve b een executed fortheir deed you make sure its understood what happened聽 waht it will mean for him her what it f e e l s w h a t it l e a d s to and then learning ef fect then orientation person with routine away fr om the bad this //// btw fix heartonedge fromba cklegtricks聽 regenerate donot add oldwounds mengele mess checkalso finedust harms nano finedust what doesit dowith veinwall bloodsupply //// they mustve implied Sexuality in thei r assaults its inexplicable #lawyers .@law聽 @law .@laws .@harvard_law @ap @reuters @bbc_whys @france24 @s nowden @haaretzcom separate it clearly that itis not sexuality but them imply that that thereisno friv olous gains but them imply that that even if some would fit preference, does not undo allthe assaults that are beyond good and evil that it iiiiis about them and that all knew that聽 * ****** the gain the benefit the what for was in something else than about that guy聽 letalone about sexuality ofthat guy ******* this.聽 is probably not separated clearly checkthat youre the pro s聽 /// dont get nuts over it, i ts not so complicated: because. it. is. intel. it.is .all about. which. trick. works. thistime. get furi ous about it聽 not nuts about it itis layer1 causing authorities with control accomplice rapedmolested damamged themselves whatt hey can聽 host layer2 cockroaches immunsied todowhat wish hope pretend youre th eir underhuman candowhattheywant with civillians usually willalways try sth . coordinated more orless or i nvited orhosted only as proxies dont get nuts about it get mad about it isuggest: a sero tolerance don t touch it. offthewalls. off the health. itdoesntmatter what youwant whatyoupretend what youtry donttouch it. if youre support coordinate with support your ideas are: /// what doyou do about 19years of microscopy while they shuf fled sexual asssault聽 then someone germancures your nuts to a smeary fatty or sth because they s u s p e c t something this. itisntjust shuffled sexual assault itisntjust deedtyped allalong iit is deedtyped after daytimecharging i t聽 repeatedly risking allmyrights and anything t o because thecausing authorities quell the charging and thefix聽 the fix is letmore and shuffle more sexual assault and try togive it an alibi nomatter how counterfactuall this. what is against this.聽 //// lawyers ofmine聽 ******** had one single tr ick worked unthinkable what wouldhappen next: disassemble this trick ie: because we declare him nuts we d ont compensate what we overtape allalong because he aeh molests little furry sexcat s and sex hedgehog s, we must not compensate what we damage rape and smear. this ********** had one trick worked unthinkable ////// # lawyers聽 law .@laws .@harvard_law @ap @reuters @bbc_whys @france24 @snowden @haar etzcom what is the state ofmind of the charged government: when they just have to find a trick that puts yo u inyourplace a trick that you give up聽 atrick that resets your brain a trick that shows they dominate y ou and you must obey like youhave no choice聽 this is the stateofmind this itis idontcare whatthey fake idont care howthey goodcop badcop idontcare how they play sorry the yrenot this. is their stateofmind what do you do about it it explains a long long lattice of messes and dirty tricks furthermor e ////// #sexland #sex #land @all @world @gl obe @booking聽 .@law .@laws .@harvard_law @ap @reuter s @bbc_whys @france24 @snowden @haaretzcom youjustdont getit the german gov erment rapes thecivil population that is not im munised against聽 intel coma s wheres the news they porn the c r a p out of em they sell em as sexslave on intelcoma if they can they preplan their careerrs and setemup who exploits who first and benefits how they controlem like forehead braincooked fools like children like fools they hold as underhuman exploitable underhuman s that is the basis of it all when a civillian da ytime charged the basis oftheir security system: they did any harm they remotely had then used proxies then played good cop bad cop hunting them ebcause we forced em to and this is the basis ofthe case guilty liable causing criminal governments that dowhatthey want withthe civil population charged d aytime for staying damamges and coverup and hightheft using their security system as prison gig trick i s that clear now itis not a single case itisnot the german hookerofthe land itis one of 60million ab used civillians that charged the crap out of em for whatthey did here with the civil population for70years ////// btw2聽 get allthe clowns offmy priva cy聽 superprivacy i n t i m a c y聽 the scums meld their perverts onthe case and see if later daytiem anything is confirmation tothat thenits confirmed orsth jail asstoyer dicktoyermolester itis disgusti ng cockroaches that reinterpret on deeply intimate things after raping and pedo sexual assaulting nomatter how often idaytime chbarge it i am furious聽 abo ut it the cockroaches braindamamge forehead and suffocate the c r a po outof me and damamge erase me ihate em its legit to聽 and iam furious about it idaytime chargedit atleastfive times locally an d fivetimes eu they shuffle sexual assault repeat humiliate and seee how pervert you are coifirmatio n i hate them idontlive by hate minors we must rescue but聽 the scums get offfffthe case andif wehave tohunt the scums for the authorities the authroties gotojailwithem they host em coverem anyw ay host em whenthey cant tax it a trickfailed then itnensified pedo tricks thisishowit works its聽 criminal government聽 authrotieis criminal authorities shuffling proxies guilty liable accomplice control usually maybe unbriefed fools that get shit into their head to mess w it an excuse sero tolerance with sexual聽 abuse sexual assault the authorities do thei r job and hunt thweir cockroaches and if we must theygotojailwith the scums they sat and let rapes poisosn rapes galore a rbitrary whattttheywant whowants 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bella-spil9 months ago
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The Announcement
The time has come for you and Bucky to announce your new status (follow up to the arrival)
Bucky x fem reader, fem reader x avengers
Warnings: cursing, fluff, talking about virginity.
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The rest of the day flew by in a haze.聽 The closer dinner got, the more anxious you and Bucky got.聽 But Peter was trying his best to help.聽 He kept reassuring the two of you that everything would work out for the best and everyone would be happy for you no matter what.聽 But Bucky wasn鈥檛 anxious about that.聽 He was anxious because he was the one announcing it and he didn鈥檛 want to say something stupid.
At around 6:30, dinner was ready and Tony was calling everyone back to eat.聽 On the table was cheeseburgers, fries, and everything in between.聽 There were drinks of every kind, from juice boxes to wine and champagne.聽 It all looked like something from a cookbook.
As everyone eyed the food and licked their lips, they all took their seats.聽 At the heads of the table were Steve and Tony.聽 On the right of Steve was Bucky and on his left was Sam.聽 Vision was on Tony鈥檚 right while Clint was on the left.聽 Wanda sat next to Vision and Nat sat next to Sam.聽 When Nat sat next to Sam, he raised his eyebrows in satisfaction, but she was too quick and saw the subtle movement.聽 She hit him in the air and Sam quickly shut up.聽 Next to Clint was Peter and you were right in between Bucky and Peter.聽 You needed to be next to Bucky for support and Peter was there to help in case anything happened.
As everyone was getting their food, Tony proposed a toast.聽聽
鈥淓veryone, I just wanted to say I鈥檓 so happy not to be in a Wakandan jungle right now.聽 I bet I speak for everyone that was on the mission,鈥 as Tony said, everyone that was on the mission nodded in agreement and chuckled.聽聽
鈥淎lso, I want to congratulate Steve and Nat for their work on their recent mission,鈥 Tony continued.聽 Everyone clapped in approval.
鈥淎nd I wanted to say that I have missed cheeseburgers, so before I dive in, does anyone else have anything that they want to say?鈥
You nudge Bucky in the arm so he gets the memo.聽 He does and clears his throat.
鈥淯h, yeah I do,鈥 Bucky said.聽 Everyone stared at each other in disbelief.聽 Bucky never spoke during dinner, he was too busy eating.聽 And he barely spoke that much in general.聽 The looks everyone gave each other were starting to scare Bucky and he looked to you for support.
You have never seen Bucky so nervous before.聽 He was the Winter Soldier, confidence was his thing.聽 He could walk into H.Y.D.R.A. buildings filled with soldiers like it was nothing.聽 But this was a whole other ball game for him.聽 As he looked at you, you could see the fear in his eyes.聽 You looked at him with pride and nodded as he continued.
鈥淯m,鈥 Bucky mumbled.聽聽
鈥淗ey, Manchurian Candidate, are you going to tell us what鈥檚 up or can we eat?鈥 Tony asked, clearly hungry and impatient.
鈥淢e and Y/N are dating.鈥澛 You and him both smile cheesy.聽 Your smiles looked like one from a yearbook.聽 You and Bucky blushed in embarrassment as you could hear a pin drop.聽 You were expecting someone to say something, not this much silence.聽 Just as you and Bucky were wondering if this was the wrong thing to do, you hear a loud clap.聽 And it鈥檚 coming from Tony himself.
鈥淚 knew it!鈥 he shouted.聽聽鈥淚 knew it!聽 I knew you had the hots for him Y/N.聽 I鈥檝e said that from the beginning, rig-鈥
Then unexpectedly, he gets cut off.聽 Normally if you cut off Tony Stark, that would mean you鈥檙e done.聽 But only two people cut off Tony and get away with it: Pepper and F.R.I.D.A.Y.聽 And it was聽F.R.I.D.A.Y. herself that cut him off.
鈥淪ir, when Y/N arrived, you shipped her with Mr. Parker.鈥澛 Everyone started laughing in shock.聽 Peter and you stare at each other in disbelief.聽 You thought as if you would like Peter.聽 You and him were too good of friends to have it for each other.聽 Meanwhile, as everyone was laughing, Tony stood there embarrassed.
鈥淣o I didn鈥檛,鈥 he said a little too quickly.
鈥淵es you did sir,鈥澛燜.R.I.D.A.Y. rebuttaled.聽聽鈥淲ould you like me to share th-鈥
She gets cut off by a distraught Tony.
鈥淣o, who did I think she would end up with next?鈥
鈥淵ou shipped her with Mr. Wilson, sir.鈥澛 At this point everyone was laughing so hard they had a hard time breathing, except for Tony.聽 As everyone was laughing, you and Bucky stared at one another in shock.聽 Then you catch Sam looking at you, astounded.
鈥淩eally?鈥 Sam said, appalled.聽 Then a sly look settled on his face.聽 鈥淚鈥檓 getting shipped with all the hot girls.鈥
Everyone can鈥檛 contain themselves as they are leaning on each other for support.聽 The death glare Bucky sent Sam was unmatched.聽 You knew Bucky had a good death glare, but this one beat all the others by a mile.
鈥淵ou鈥檙e dead.鈥 Bucky said, pissed off.
鈥淵ou wish,鈥 Sam snapped back.
鈥淥k, stop bickering,鈥 Tony snapped.聽 鈥淔ine, I didn鈥檛 think you would end up with Barnes, Y/N.聽 In fact, he was the last person I would expect.鈥
鈥淭hanks, Tony,鈥 Bucky said, sarcastically.
鈥淲elcome, Barnes,鈥 Tony replied.聽聽鈥淏ut, I鈥檓 happy for you guys.聽 If you need anything, especially money, you鈥檙e covered.鈥
鈥淭hanks, Tony,鈥 you answer.
鈥淚鈥檓 glad you guys are happy together,鈥 Clint chimed in.聽聽鈥淵ou have my support.鈥
鈥淵es, I agree,鈥 Vision added.聽聽鈥淚鈥檓 utterly overjoyed seeing you two together.鈥
鈥淭hanks guys,鈥 you said, so happy at the approval you were getting.聽 Bucky was overjoyed as well.聽 He held your hand under the table where nobody would see, especially Sam.
But then, Sam started looking at you and Bucky quite weirdly.聽 He looked over to Steve and Nat.聽 They didn鈥檛 seem too shocked that you and Bucky were together.聽 In fact, they looked like they knew, and that pissed him off.聽 He was friends with Bucky, so why wouldn鈥檛 the Winter Soldier tell him?
鈥淪o, how long has this thing been going on?鈥 Sam asked, trying to pry information out of you.
鈥淎bout a month,鈥 you answer, unaware of Sam鈥檚 intentions.
鈥淒id you tell anybody?鈥
鈥淣o Sam, what鈥檚 your point?鈥 Bucky lied.
鈥淵ou obviously did because Steve, Nat and Spider ling haven鈥檛 said peep.鈥 Sam said with a glare to Steve, Nat and Peter.
鈥淥k,鈥 Bucky said, rolling his eyes.聽聽鈥淪o what if we told them?鈥
鈥淲HY DIDN鈥橳 YOU TELL ME?鈥 Sam shrieked.
Bucky smirked at Sam, clearly getting the reaction he wanted.聽 He loved getting Sam pissed off, it was his favorite pastime.聽 He smiled at you and wrapped his arm around you, and you let out a quiet chuckle.聽聽
You loved getting Sam annoyed too, and the way his face was right now could make you laugh for days.聽 But, trying to be polite, you just covered your face with your napkin so nobody could see the joy leaving you.
鈥淲hy do you think I didn鈥檛 tell you?鈥 Bucky questioned with a smirk.聽 Sam鈥檚 face was turning red, a big red flag for a fight about to start.聽 Before that could happen you intervened.
鈥淣othing Sam,鈥 you interrupted.聽聽鈥淚t鈥檚 nothing.鈥澛 Bucky looked at you.聽 He looked like a kid about to go in timeout.聽 His baby blues looked so sad, it was enough to make you cry.
鈥淲hy did you do that doll?鈥 Bucky whispered in your ear.聽聽鈥淚 was having fun.鈥澛 Sam was flipping you both off from across the table, and Bucky did it back without breaking eye contact from you.
鈥淵ou know why,鈥 you said, since it was so obvious.聽 You rolled your eyes and smirked.聽 You took his hand underneath the table and gave it a little squeeze.聽 Bucky smiled at you and brushed his hair out of his face.聽 As you and everyone else resumed eating, Tony had something on his mind.
鈥淪o have you two fucked yet?鈥 Tony asked with a smirk.
You and Bucky spit out the food in your mouth while everyone was laughing their asses off.聽 You and Bucky sat there, embarrassed as hell.
鈥淲hat?鈥 Tony asked, unaware that he did anything.聽聽鈥淚sn鈥檛 that the question on everyone's mind?鈥
鈥淚t certainly wasn鈥檛 on mine,鈥 Steve chimed in with a chuckle.
鈥淥h well your Captain America,鈥 Tony said.聽聽鈥淵ou can never have dirty thoughts.聽 You have to be a role model for every child in the world.鈥澛犅
Everyone couldn鈥檛 help but look at one another and nod, knowing this was true.聽 But then Tony looked at you and Peter, for help.
鈥淧sst,鈥 Tony whispered.聽聽鈥淜ids, what was that rumor about Capsicle that you showed me a few months ago?鈥
You and Peter look at each other, trying so hard not to giggle like five year olds.聽 You both knew exactly which one he meant.聽聽
Since you were the youngest members on the team, you spent a lot of time on the internet.聽 A lot.聽 One day while on YouTube, Peter found a video explaining a pretty reasonable rumor about Steve.聽 It had something to do with how Steve got his powers, but instead of explaining how he actually got his powers, the video showed a different way.聽 Peter showed it to you and it was the funniest thing on the planet.聽聽
After Peter showed you, you and him both showed it to Tony.聽 Tony thought it was the best thing he had ever seen and awarded both of you.聽 He let you both come on a mission to London that you guys were begging to go on for months.聽 He told you that he was going to find the right time to use it against Steve, and now was that time.
鈥淥h, cmon kids!鈥 Tony pleaded.聽聽鈥淓xplain the theory!鈥
鈥淧eter?鈥 you look at him to make him explain.聽 He knew there was no arguing with you, so he took a deep breath and started explaining.
鈥淲ell, there鈥檚 a theory online saying that you didn鈥檛 get your powers from the Super Soldier Serum, but from something else.鈥 Peter said.
鈥淎nd that would be?鈥 Steve asked, confused.聽 Peter started laughing, and you couldn鈥檛 help it and joined Peter.聽 All the adults were looking at you confused, but Tony sat there with a smile.聽聽
Peter snickers to control his laughter before he speaks.
鈥淵ou get your powers from being a 99 year old virgin!鈥 he says before cackling like a witch.聽 You cackled too and you didn鈥檛 care.聽 Everyone鈥檚 faces dropped and started laughing as well.聽 Steve sat there, disappointed.聽 He was shaking his head and let out a long, dramatic sigh.
鈥淛ust when I thought I was having a good day, it turns to shit.鈥 Steve sighed.聽 Everyone stopped laughing except for Sam and Bucky.聽 They thought it was the funniest thing ever and they had to lean back on their chairs.聽聽
鈥淥h my god, that鈥檚 amazing,鈥 Sam sighed, wiping a tear off his face.
鈥淚 didn鈥檛 know you were still a virgin, Steve鈥 Bucky chuckled.
鈥淵eah,鈥 Clint said.聽聽鈥淚 thought you lost it to Peggy Carter.鈥
鈥淣ope, I still have my V-Card.鈥 Steve smiled while blushing.聽 You roll your eyes as he said V-Card.聽聽
鈥淥k, for clarification, who still is a virgin?鈥 Tony asked.聽 Everyone in the room wanted to know as well.
Three hands went into the air.聽 You and Peter obviously raise your hands.聽 You were still young and Peter told you he was waiting till he was engaged.聽 That was the plan for you too, but that wasn鈥檛 going to be the case soon.聽 Steve also raised his hand.聽 Steve being a virgin was just too funny, and everyone started laughing.聽聽
Bucky, however, remained quiet, smiling at you.聽 He was filled with a sense of pride.聽 He loved that you haven鈥檛 given yourself up to anyone yet and he was glad that it would soon be him.
鈥淥h well for the kids, that makes sense.聽 But for you that鈥檚 just sad.鈥 Tony said to Steve.
鈥淭hanks Tony for your concern,鈥 Steve sighed.
鈥淎nytime Capsicle.鈥 Tony replied with a smug tone.
鈥淭hanks everyone for supporting me and Bucky.聽 I have no clue how this conversation went from me and Bucky being together to virginity, but we both are so happy that you guys support us.鈥 you said.
鈥淒on鈥檛 worry about it guys,鈥 Wanda said.
鈥淲e will always have you back,鈥 Nat said.聽 What she said was supposed to be for both of you, but since she said聽鈥渂ack鈥 it confused everyone, especially Vision.聽
鈥淚 believe the correct term is聽鈥榖acks,鈥 Natasha.鈥 Vision corrected.聽 Nat threw a dirty look at him while everyone else chuckled.
鈥淪o, before we all call it a night, wanna play a game?鈥 Peter asked.
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lovelyvolleyball9 months ago
Im feeling kinda soft today 馃ズ馃ズ Can i please request hcs for kags, kuroo n bokuto w s/o who's a painter and face paints their face??? 馃挄馃挄
warnings: none? me swearing maybe??? pretty sure this is gender neutral!!! didn鈥檛 proof read but ykyk. yes i鈥檓 back, no i鈥檓 not 鉂わ笍
face painting
kageyama
at first he definitely didn鈥檛 see the point of painting in general like it鈥檚 pretty and all but?
quickly changed when he made the connection in his head of 鈥 volleyball to me = painting to s/o???鈥 (math with kageyama)
definitely didn鈥檛 expect you to ever ask if you could paint on his face. poor boy is sitting there processing this, give him a moment his two brain cells are discussing the current situation
in his little brain he鈥檚 probably like why would i put paint on my face? isn鈥檛 that uncomfortable? (also doesn鈥檛 really get makeup either but that鈥檚 not the topic of today) agrees though cause why would you want to do it if it was bad? but he is still pretty confused, he鈥檒l reluctantly trust you with this 馃拃
HE WANTS TO MOVE EVERY TWO MINUTES he probably won鈥檛 really comment because he doesn鈥檛 want to bother you but you might notice his foot doing the bounce thing????? do u guys know what i鈥檓 talking about omg
his face is very still though (: you can def feel the heat coming off his cheeks, don鈥檛 comment doe it鈥檒l only embarrass him!!! you might have to tell him to relax his brows though homeboy is scowling for no reason
when you鈥檙e done he let out a sigh of relief and immediately mumbles sorry cause it seems like he鈥檚 annoyed but he isn鈥檛 !!!! you probs know how it iz if you鈥檙e dating him
when he looks in the hand mirror you give him he鈥檚 staring super intently to whatever tf you did. i won鈥檛 describe anything so you can imagine your own design you鈥檇 do, but unless it has an obvious meaning he might ask why you picked that
if it鈥檚 something in relation to volleyball he鈥檒l probably have that eye sparkle thing (: ykyk
won鈥檛 really ask you to do it, but if you ask again he鈥檒l agree a lot more quickly now that he knows
kuroo
knew about your love for painting, tries to actively engage in conversations about it with you! might actually even buy you supplies he sees when he鈥檚 out if he thinks you鈥檒l like it or he knows you鈥檙e running out
also knows face-painting is pretty chill and harmless, so when you ask he鈥檒l totally agree. however it. it鈥檚 kuroo, so he鈥檒l probably be dramatic asf- it鈥檚 just to tease you, he knows it makes you laugh
depending on how long it takes, i think he鈥檇 be pretty good at staying still.
if it鈥檚 taking a while he is DEF gon pull out a joke about 鈥渁re you re-painting my whole face or what?鈥 but it鈥檒l be with a stupidly goofy smile and you鈥檒l probably just tell him to shut up, pls it鈥檇 just be cute 馃ズ
you have to tell him to stfu and stop smiling a lot, but you can鈥檛 help but laugh with him you鈥檙e dating a whole comedian cmon now
once you鈥檝e finished your masterpiece (that鈥檚 what he always calls your art), he鈥檚 smiling like an idiot when he looks into the mirror. really good at praising the work you鈥檝e done, esp cause he鈥檚 genuinely impressed
regardless of what you painted, he鈥檚 gon take a selfie or two. just for memory yk? one will probs be a ridiculous face 馃拃 totally sends some to his friends, in the team gc he鈥檒l brag to yamamoto abt how he has an amazing gorgeous hot s/o that鈥檚 even a painter
he鈥檒l ask if next time you could make it so you two are matching
will also ask if he can paint your face one day. turns out awful but it was super fun for both of you
bokuto
aggressively supportive of your artistic hobbies. overly loud and is just so so excited you have something you鈥檙e passionate about that he can see!! and touch!!! and show off!!!!
almost immediately agrees when you ask. you鈥檙e like 鈥渃an i paint on your f-鈥 and he鈥檚 like 鈥淟ETS GOOOOOO鈥 but to b real what were we expecting? nothing less 馃槍鉁
okay so, he鈥檚 super super hyped. almost too hyped. once you get this loud giant man to sit down, you realize this is going to be difficult. pls i鈥檓 sorry you can鈥檛 look at me and tell me he WOULDNT struggle to stay still. his leg is bouncing, his arms are swaying, his head is even moving no matter the amount of times u try to remind him
BUT honestly you probs expected this and are also probs used to that type of energy sooo i鈥檓 confident you don鈥檛 mind too much :D (be patient with this himbo pls)
asks every 5 seconds if you鈥檙e almost done yet. it鈥檚 not even cause he鈥檚 impatient about getting it over with, he鈥檚 just so happy and excited to see the end result
does commentary omg 馃槶 he鈥檚 like 鈥渙ooo that feels cold lol鈥 when you first put any drop of paint on his face. 鈥測ou鈥檙e mixing colours!鈥 鈥渃an i see yet? like a sneak peak?鈥 鈥渁re you putting dots?鈥 HE WILL NOT STOP TALKING IM SORRYJHJHKJGK
loves the amount of attention he鈥檚 receiving
practically jumps out of his seat when you鈥檙e done. he鈥檚 running to the mirror. he鈥檚 almost in tears he鈥檚 so hyped up about this!! homeboy is SO proud of you
will always agree to do this with you! he鈥檚 happy he can be your canvas (doesn鈥檛 actually know what that is btw)
might accidentally rub it off very early on the first few times and he gets upset, pls remind him you鈥檙e not offended 馃拃
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anon-giggles9 months ago
Hello can I request a fic where Yoongi is gang tickled by the other members and they won鈥檛 stop until Yoongi admits he likes the tickles? Love your stories
Come Back Home {OT7}
A/N [WARNING THIS IS A TICKLE FIC] if you don鈥檛 like it, don鈥檛 read it. Sorry for any mistakes that i鈥檝e made but i hope if you read this I hope you enjoy it. This is my first ever ask and seeing it in my inbox have me the happiest smile so thank you so much. I hope you enjoy it :) -bunny 馃敭
鈥淧iss off Jungkook I don鈥檛 want to play overwatch. I鈥檓 working鈥 Yoongi snapped at the maknae without even turning out of his seat. Jungkook pouted, to which Yoongi couldn鈥檛 see.
鈥淏ut hyunggg~ You haven鈥檛 stopped working in days. You aren鈥檛 eating, sleeping or drinking properly and you鈥檝e barely gotten any sunlight. You鈥檙e basically a vampire!鈥 Jungkook explained.
It was true. The rapper had spent all his time in the studio for the past 3 days working on songs and tracks for the upcoming album. He鈥檇 been living off of coffee and little cereal bars to keep him going throughout the day and if he was honest, he missed the dorm. He missed Jin鈥檚 homemade cooked meals, he missed playing with the maknaes and watching them bicker, he missed him and Joon鈥檚 deep conversations and he missed Hoseok鈥檚 bright aura. He鈥檇 been so exhausted but he just couldn鈥檛 stop. He had far too much to complete and he couldn鈥檛 stop now.
鈥淵oongi hyung look at the bags under your eyes. Look how exhausted you are! Just come back to the dorm please鈥 Jungkook pleaded with the elder.
鈥淛ungkook I said no!鈥 he shouted back, reeling in on himself when he realised how loud his voice was and seeing the younger鈥檚 slightly hurt expression. That expression however morphed into a straight face. And without warning Jungkook walked up to Yoongi, lifted him up and threw him over his shoulder and started to walk towards the dorm.
鈥淛EON JUNGKOOK PUT ME DOWN鈥 The eldest continued to hit Jungkook鈥檚 back and tried to squirm out of his grip but there was no use. This was Jeon Jungkook after all.
鈥淗yung we鈥檙e going back to the dorm, we鈥檙e going to see everyone and you are not setting foot in that studio for 2 days at least.鈥
Yoongi just huffed and stop kicking. There was no point in putting up a fight. It didn鈥檛 take them long to reach the huge apartment they all shared, it wasn鈥檛 particularly far from the studio.
鈥淲e鈥檙e home!鈥 Jungkook shouted as he waltzed into the living room, as if he wasn鈥檛 carrying his hyung on his back. 鈥淚 brought hyung back.鈥 He continued, with a slightly amused lift at the end of his voice. He set him down on his feet and Jin rushed to get up and hug the rapper
鈥淵oongi omg you鈥檝e spent days in that stupid studio! What was the last proper meal you had huh?鈥 The oldest exclaimed patting and holding his face gently. Yoongi most definitely did not mind the soft touch of affection, but he鈥檇 rather keel over than admit that to anyone in this room.
鈥淵oongi hyung don鈥檛 do that again you need to come back and see us eventually.鈥 Jimin said from the couch, his words laced with concern and worry for his hyung.
鈥淚鈥檓 here for a little bit I need to go back and finish one of my-鈥 he was then cut off as Jin had pushed him to sit on the couch next to Taehyung and Jungkook.
鈥淣onsense you aren鈥檛 going back to that studio until you鈥檝e had proper rest鈥 Namjoon had interjected. 鈥淒on鈥檛 overwork hyung the studio can wait.鈥
鈥淏ut Joon-ah you know that it can鈥檛. I need to finish those tr-AHA鈥 Yoongi instantly shot his hand up to cover his mouth as Jungkook had squeezed his side in the middle of his sentence. Yoongi face tinted pink as he turned with widened eyes to look at the maknae, who had an amused smirk on his face.
鈥淗yung. You aren鈥檛 going anywhere.鈥 The youngest said.
鈥淚n all honesty I think he needs to be taught a lesson for not taking care of himself and leaving us for so long.鈥 Taehyung had agreed as he squeezed Yoongi鈥檚 other side.
鈥淣ahAHAha guhuys please don鈥檛 doho this.鈥 The rapper couldn鈥檛 help but plead. But they fell onto deaf ears because in the next second Jungkook and Taehyung had brought their hyung onto the floor, Jungkook lifting up his arms and sitting on his hands, while Tae sat on his ankles to hold down his legs.
鈥淐mon guys hyungie needs to learn his lesson鈥 Taehyung turned to the rest of the members with a soft but sinister smile on his face.
鈥淥f course Taehyungie wouldn鈥檛 miss this opportunity for the world. 鈥 Hoseok had said as he went and sat on the rapper鈥檚 left side. Jin had chosen to take position opposite Hobi on Yoongi鈥檚 right side. Jimin had joined Taehyung down by the elder鈥檚 feet while Namjoon had stayed by his hips and tummy.
鈥淕uys pleahease I don鈥檛 need a lesson. I-I don鈥檛 j-just lemme go back to the studio an-AHAHA鈥 He was cut off by his own bark of laughter as both Hobi and Jin started to massage his sides. Hoseok went a little further and started scribbling inbetween the spaces of his ribs.
鈥渘ahahaAHAHA HOSeokahaha PLEASE鈥 Yoongi cried out through his laughter. This only caused the rest of the members to share a knowing sinister smirk with each other.
鈥淲hat are we doing hyung?鈥 Jungkook asked innocently now lightly tracing shapes in the elders armpits.
鈥淵OU鈥橰E TICKILIHIHIHING MEHEHE鈥 The rapper squeal with every new touch and flutter to the added tickle spot.
鈥淎ww are we tickling you hyung? It doesn鈥檛 seem like it.鈥 Jimin chimed in, causing anticipation so he could tickle his hyung. 鈥淚f we were really tickling you, it would be like THIS鈥 And with that sentence marked the end of Min Yoongi. Everyone had started tickling their selected spots.
Tae and Jimin were going to town scribbling up and down his senses i鈥檝e soles, Joon had started drilling right into the rapper鈥檚 hip bones, Jin and Hoseok were continuing to squeeze up and down his sides and ribs while Jungkook had started drilling into Yoongi鈥檚 armpits.
鈥淎ww would you listen to that laugh. Yoonie how are you so cute鈥 Jin cooed out.
Yoongi was thrown into absolute hysterics, thrashing every which way and turning as red as a tomato. Hysterical cackles, squeals, snorts and giggles spilled out his mouth and weren鈥檛 stopping anytime soon. However, throughout this whole torture, he had never once said stop. And the members were starting to pick up on this fact.
鈥淕uys I think we need to take a moment to assess this. Have you noticed what i鈥檝e noticed?鈥 Jungkook spoke up, a bemused smile placed on his lips.
鈥淚 think I know what you mean Jungkookie鈥 their leader had chimed in.
鈥淵eah I definitely see what鈥檚 happening here鈥 Hoseok smirked.
鈥淲hahahat鈥檚 happeninhihing鈥 Yoongi asked, opening his eyes slightly to see the wicked smirk on the Jungkook鈥檚 face.
鈥淗yungieee~ You are enjoying this aren鈥檛 you?鈥 Jimin giggled out.
Immediately Yoongi鈥檚 face was beat red as he tried to pull his arms down to cover his face, he couldn鈥檛 however, as Jungkook was perched on his hands, so instead he turned and hid his face in his arms. 鈥淣-No I鈥檓 n-not鈥 he stuttered out, blushing even harder at the obvious lie.
The truth was that he, infact, didn鈥檛 hate being tickled. Far from it actually. He enjoyed the tender affection and the way it made his tummy fill with butterflies.
鈥淚 think somebody鈥檚 lying Yoonieee~ And we wont stop until you admit that you鈥檙e going to get proper rest AND that you enjoy being tickled鈥 Taehyung voiced out. Yoongi鈥檚 eyes almost comically bugged out of his head as he squirmed more at the tease.
鈥淚-I y-you can鈥檛 m-make me do that鈥 he stammered out.
鈥淎ll you gotta do is admit that and we鈥檒l stop鈥 The maknae said. 鈥淯nless that is, you don鈥檛 want us to stop at all鈥 Jungkook had whispered that part into the elders ear causing him to flush and become and even bigger mess, which was hardly even possible at this point.
鈥淟et鈥檚 keep going guys I can tell he鈥檚 almost at breaking point.鈥 Jin said.
The same bout of tickling had started up once again only this time, with more teasing and more purpose.
鈥淎ww Hyung you just have the most adorable little laugh鈥 Taehyung teased, lacing his fingers through the rapper鈥檚 toes.
鈥淚 know isn鈥檛 he just the most ticklish person you guys have ever seen鈥 Namjoon agreed tracing and drilling into his pant line.
鈥淚t makes it even cuter than he enjoys it so much. Absolutely adorable鈥 Hoseok cooed.
Yoongi lost it. The teasing made everything so much worse, he couldn鈥檛 keep up anymore.
鈥淥KAYAHAHA I WOHOHOHON鈥橳 GO TOHO THE STUDIOHOHOHOHO PLEAHEASE鈥 he screamed and everyone started to slow down their tickles, all coming to a stop.
鈥渁nd what about the last part Yoonie?鈥 Jungkook inclined raising his eyebrow at the younger
鈥減-please it鈥檚 not t-true鈥 he begged them.
鈥淣amjoon hyung get his thighs鈥 and that was the last coherent thing Yoongi heard before he was lost in the biggest flurry of cackles. Namjoon squeezed up and down the rapper鈥檚 thighs, pinching on his inner thighs and fluttering just by his knees.
鈥淣AHAHAHA IM SOHOHOHOHORY I LIHIHIHIKE IT IHIHIHIHI LIKE IHIHIHIHIT NOHOHO MORE NOHOHOHOHO MORE鈥
With that the leader immediately stopped and got off of Yoongi鈥檚 hips. Everyone moved away from their assigned tickle spots and gave him some air. Jimin went to go and get Yoongi some water while Hoseok sat him up and placed him in his lap for cuddles.
鈥淣o more staying at the studio and skipping meals okay?鈥 Hoseok said placing a small kiss to Yoongi鈥檚 forehead. The older just melted into the soft affection. Just then Jimin came back with Yoongi鈥檚 bottle of water and pressed to the bottle to his lips so he could drink.
鈥淚t鈥檚 okay if you like tickling hyungie we won鈥檛 judge you鈥 Jungkook said softly, stroking Yoongi鈥檚 hair softly.
鈥淵eah hyung we find it cute and we鈥檒l be happy to give you all the tickles and squeezes and affection you want whenever. Just come back to the dorm more okay.鈥 Namjoon had comforted him.
They all have Yoongi a small group hug while and he smiled a small smile. It was evident to the group that he was extremely exhausted after the merciless tickles so Hoseok picked him up bridal style and carried him to his bed. Within seconds Yoongi was in a deep sleep and Hobi just smile fondly, leaving the room and shutting the door. It was definitely good to be home.
It was definitely good to be home.
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hqwritings9 months ago
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Tsukkishima, Tanaka, Nishinoya, and Sugawara鈥檚 Reacting to Their S/O Cheering Them On
@nikki--han requested: so so, can you make headcanons for Tsukki, Tanaka, Noya and Suga when their s/o cheering them during a match?
A/N: First official request! Hello everyone! Rules, about me, and (possible) masterlist will be posted shortly! I really went ham on this I wanted to go real big to start everything off. Requests are currently open so please feel free to send one in (please remember that this post is an exception and that requests can only have a max of three characters)
Tsukkishima Kei:
-He鈥檚 honestly really caught off guard by it?? He鈥檇 expect something like this from his brother maybe, but you? One of the things he likes about you is that you鈥檙e relatively quiet, but hearing you call out his name in the stands with his brother makes his heart swell more than he鈥檇 like to admit
-He quickly looks away and feigns annoyance when in reality he鈥檚 just super flustered. Yamaguchi knows exactly how he鈥檚 feeling and because he鈥檚 your local Tsukki expert and Sugawara knows because he鈥檚 that much of a little shit
-Tanaka and Noya hear you calling out for Tsukki and when they see that his face looks slightly annoyed it pisses them off, but when Yams tells them it鈥檚 because he鈥檚 flustered and embarrassed they don鈥檛 stfu. Tsukki doesn鈥檛 even have it in him to say his usual 鈥渟hut up Yamaguchi鈥 because he鈥檚 right and he knows that if they see his blush it鈥檒l only add more fuel to the flame
-He does his best to carry on like usual but his teammates quickly notice that he鈥檚 actually putting in more effort than usual? It鈥檚 really off-putting but when they put two and two together that it鈥檚 because of you they all low key go soft because awww Tsukki is being a soft boyfie!
-Hinata doesn鈥檛 know how to stfu either and makes a direct statement abt this 鈥淗ey Tsukishima! You鈥檙e playing a lot better today! 鈥 Is it because Y/N鈥檚 here?鈥
-Tsukkishima gives him a hella death glare for this and Hinata cowers in fear because he doesn鈥檛 understand why he got him so angry. He was just pointing out the obvious Tsukki, don鈥檛 be a meanie!
-After Karasuno takes the win he meets up with you and Akiteru. He acts like he鈥檚 annoyed at you two but when Akiteru sees the way he鈥檚 looking at you he leaves you alone. The rest of Karasuno can see it too and as much as Noya and Tanaka want to stick around for the tea, they鈥檙e dragged away by Ennoshita who tells them to mind their business
-Unrelated, but Kiyoko is also especially entertained by all of this and gives a giggle and a knowing look to Tsukki as he makes his way to you (much to his embarrassment)
-When you two are alone you鈥檙e looking up at him questioningly. 鈥淭sukki? Are you okay? Did I do something wrong by coming here? I鈥檓 sorry I just wanted to-鈥
-He鈥檚 hugging you. He鈥檚 hugging you so freaking tight and hiding his face in your shoulder because he can鈥檛 fathom how absolutely in love he is with you right now. He鈥檚 embarrassed and happy and angry because his heart is beating fast and he doesn鈥檛 get it and
-He forgets all of that when you hug him back. You two step just a little closer to each other and when he鈥檚 ready he鈥檚 gives a soft little kiss to your cheek and quietly whispers a 鈥渢hank you鈥 in your ear
Tanaka Ryuunosuke:
-Mans sees you and he. Is. HYPED! They鈥檙e doing their whole 鈥渨alk dramatically to the court to assert dominance鈥 thing and he鈥檚 all focused and has his gangsta face on but the moment he hears your beautiful voice shout 鈥淭anaka(-senpai)!!!鈥 He鈥檚 done for.
-He sees you and suddenly his gangsta face is now a puppy-that鈥檚-desperate-for-attention face and he wants to cry on the spot he loves you so much?? You鈥檙e even out there with his sister and both of you have Pom poms and stuff and maybe even color coordinated your outfits to match w Karasuno鈥檚 colors and he is on cloud 9 you look so freakin cute!! (And he鈥檚 gotta have a pic of you in that outfit)
-Immediately grabs Noya (who鈥檚 also doing an Angry鈩 face) by the shoulder and stops him just so that they can admire the two of you together. Noya is obv your bestie and he absolutely loves seeing you and his other bestie happy and he really likes the outfits you're wearing! They鈥檙e crying happy tears and Tanaka鈥檚 going 鈥淚鈥檓 so lucky man鈥 and Noya鈥檚 agreeing saying 鈥淲e both are鈥 because who gave you the right to be so gosh darn cute
-You notice Noya and wave to him too, which gives him happy tears as he鈥檚 waving back to you and Tanaka鈥檚 blowing you kisses and at this point everybody in Karasuno is looking at them in disgust because they鈥檙e so weird but they also think you鈥檙e cute and appreciate you being here to cheer them all on, especially since you鈥檝e been so supportive even before they made it this far, offering to get snacks and even find ways to increase the budget.
-Eventually though they have to start the game and Daichi begrudgingly starts dragging them 鈥淐mon you two, you can talk to Y/N later after we take our victory鈥 Noya and Tanaka immediately snap out of it because as much as they both love you, you and them both know that the game is what takes top priority right now. Tanaka looks up at you in the stands and shouts 鈥淚鈥檒l talk to you after the game, ok Babe! This victory鈥檚 gonna be for you!鈥 And he blows one more kiss to you before resuming his walk to the court, now 10x more confident
-needless to say he is on F I R E the entire time, absolutely destroying the opposing team and doing so knowingly, giving an evil smirk every time he blocks or spikes a really nasty kill. At this point the other team is absolutely pissed off with how cocky he looks (some even knowing about his whole encounter with you in the stands getting jealous; 鈥渢he only reason why he鈥檚 good is because his s/o鈥檚 here鈥)
-Ukai and Takeda are especially pleased with him and everyone on the team knows that this sudden boost in morale and confidence is thanks to you. They also notice that Tanaka鈥檚 actually quieter now, focused on the game and on listening to what his teammates have to say when they鈥檙e discussing strategy off the court.
-Now even though Tanaka鈥檚 an amazing player, he鈥檚 human and he makes mistakes sometimes. But knowing that you鈥檙e up there pisses him off even more but when he feels himself getting really stressed, it鈥檚 Kiyoko who says to him 鈥淭anaka, you鈥檙e getting carried away. Remember, Y/N鈥檚 cheering for you. Would they really wanna see you lose your cool like this?鈥 Everybody鈥檚 so surprised because A)Kiyoko鈥檚 saying words and B)Shes being nice to Tanaka??? But Tanaka appreciates it and they share an agreeing nod that this is something he can easily make up for. He goes back into the game and everybody鈥檚 telling him not to mind and just to carry on
-And carry on they do, all the way to fucking victory. They鈥檙e all exhausted and ready to just go out and eat and sleep but when Tanaka sees you waiting for him outside the doors he immediately runs to you and picks you up (regardless of whether or not you鈥檙e taller/shorter than him) and is peppering you with kisses, not caring who sees or gags (*cough*Tsukki*cough*) and you鈥檙e congratulating him and the team (who all thank you)
-side note: even though you give Noya plenty of attention too, the attention of your bestie still isn鈥檛 quite the same as the attention of a partner. Both Kiyoko and Yachi notice this, Kiyoko giving him a good pat on the back and a 鈥渨ell done鈥 and Yachi giving him a high five and a hug. It鈥檚 still not quite the same but he relishes in it anyway because girls ((this is me vicariously living through Kiyoko and Yachi bc I too want to smother Noya in hugs))
-After eating out and celebrating and finally getting home (your parents allowing you to stay with Tanaka so long as Saeko sticks around to make sure no funny business is going on) Tanaka and you are cuddling on the couch, still pressing soft kisses to one another as he also pats your head telling you how much he loves you: 鈥淭hank you for coming Y/N, you really make me feel like the luckiest guy in the world鈥
Nishinoya Yuu:
-Another hyped boy!! Holy shit he loves you so much that he鈥檚 bouncing up and down on the closest person (which just so happens to be Asahi, who is terrified right now because he鈥檚 being shaken like a rattle) and pointing at you aggressively while also waving 鈥淕UYS GUYS GUYS OMG ITS Y/N GUYS ITS Y/N HI BABY!!!鈥
-Hinata sees this and probably says something like 鈥淲ow!! Noya-San鈥檚 s/o came to support him! That鈥檚 so cool鈥 to which Noya absolutely just basks in because hell yeah he鈥檚 the cool guy of the group that got an s/o before everybody else. Tsukki gives an annoyed groan and Tanaka鈥檚 hyping his buddy up while also giving a wave to you. Asahi wants to wave too but is too squeamish from how much Noya鈥檚 shaking him. Suga has to get him off of him because no. The only person allowed to emotionally and physically scar Asahi is him (re: literally every time Suga hits Asahi as motivation)
-He鈥檚 jumping up and down in front of the crowd, not caring who sees or hears him as he shouts to you 鈥淭his win鈥檚 gonna be for you baby!!鈥 You laugh and reassure him that he鈥檚 gonna do great and that you鈥檒l see him after the game, but you know that look on Daichi鈥檚 face and quickly advise Noya to go back before Daichi sends him to an early grave.
-He gives a pout and goes back but not before flashing you one more big grin that absolutely melts your heart. Tanaka鈥檚 giving him a pat on the back, assuring him that they鈥檙e gonna win this and he鈥檒l be able to smooch your beautiful face the moment they get off the court. Noya鈥檚 extra pumped now and the whole team is ready to take home the win
-Cheering Noya on not only inflates his ego but apparently it boosts his speed as he鈥檚 receiving balls left and right, not even giving the opponents a chance to score a point. He can receive even the nastiest spikes and he鈥檚 loving the way his arms are burning (he makes a note to show them off to you later, almost as if they鈥檙e battle scars he got while fighting heroically. Ofc you reassure him as such when you鈥檙e praising him later)
-During timeouts or anytime he鈥檚 out of the court and just resting on the bench getting his thoughts together he鈥檚 also looking at you. You both give each other encouraging looks and when you make a little heart at him with your hands, he鈥檚 blushing extra hard and he鈥檚 thinking his heart is going to jump right out of his chest. He鈥檚 grabbing the nearest person (Probably Narita or Kinoshita, poor bbys) and clutching his heart while saying 鈥淢y Y/N is so freaking cute look at how cute they are oh my god-鈥 鈥淵up, mhm, absolutely adorable Noya now please let go of me-鈥
-At one point he does rolling thunder (yes, and he says it out loud while doing it) and for a hot second everything goes kinda silent because why tf did he say that out loud that鈥檚 so stupid- but to you that just makes him extra cool as you鈥檙e cheering him on in the stands shouting 鈥淵EAH!! GO ROLLING THUNDER!!!鈥 Noya has selective hearing and only hears you praising him so his ego is inflated even further
-When Karasuno inevitably wins thanks to everyone鈥檚 hard work, but especially Noya鈥檚 incredible receives and the Kghn quick attack, everyone is cheering and laughing and when Noya and Tanaka do a really sweet chest bump, Noya鈥檚 immediately looking up to you in the stands going 鈥淪ee! Told you I鈥檇 win for you!鈥 You give a soft smile and laugh quietly as you get up to go down and congratulate the rest of the team
-Noya jumps on you the moment he sees you, smothering you in kisses and love and while he is cute it鈥檚 also low key gross because he is sweating really really bad and he鈥檚 getting it all over your clothes. You know if you push him off though, he鈥檒l be pouty and upset so you let him do it anyway because what鈥檚 one happy boyfriend compared to some slightly sweaty clothes?
-Even though everybody is really tired and exhausted Noya somehow isn鈥檛? Or at least it鈥檚 not showing as he鈥檚 happily stuffing his face and going on and on to you how amazing he felt while playing today, pulling a Hinata and giving weird sound effects while he鈥檚 eating (鈥渕mfmmfandWOOSH-鈥) literally nobody can understand him but because he鈥檚 your boyfriend and you鈥檙e a certified Nishinoya Professional鈩 you understand him perfectly and eagerly add on (at this point nobody鈥檚 surprised because they all know how whipped you two are).
-The moment he gets home though he is OUT and immediately falls asleep as soon as you two are cuddling on his bed. As you鈥檙e stroking his hair and he鈥檚 slowly drifting further into unconsciousness in your arms he whispers to you before completely going out 鈥淚 love you Y/N, thank you for cheering me on鈥
Sugawara Koushi:
-Now one might think that because he鈥檚 one of the more 鈥渕ature鈥 ones of the group he鈥檇 be more calm and collected right? WRONG, mans is absolutely freaking out. You all saw the way he was when Kiyoko held his hands, how do you think he鈥檇 react to his beautiful s/o calling his name in the stands? He鈥檚 absolutely going to be flustered as hell
-He鈥檚 so happy and he feels so grateful that you鈥檙e here to cheer him on and he needs Daichi and Asahi to hold him for a quick sec because he鈥檚 just so happy that you鈥檙e there. Asahi and Daichi are high key making fun of him but Sugawara doesn鈥檛 give a shit and knows it鈥檚 just bc they鈥檙e jealous they don鈥檛 have an s/o yet (totally that and not because he looks like a tomato, yep absolutely)
-You give your hellos to Asahi, Daichi, and Kiyoko too and they all promise that he鈥檒l be fine and will definitely have his time to shine today. Even though you don鈥檛 mind whether or not he actually gets to play, you nod and continue to cheer them on.
-When Ukai actually subs him in Suga is on fire, utilizing the signals to the max and scoring so many points for the team. He even does a few setter dumps! He can鈥檛 quite put his finger on it but he feels especially in shape today and like he can take anything on. He definitely has you to thank for that.
-He actually stays in the game from then on nearly all the way to the end of the match, only being subbed out for Hinata when Ukai wanted to use his and Kageyama鈥檚 quick attack. It鈥檚 only when he finally reaches the sidelines does it dawn on him that oh shit he鈥檚 going to pass out- his energy today has been fueled x10 and when he finally gets to calm down and focus on himself, he鈥檚 gasping for water and dripping in sweat. He looks up to you and you鈥檙e concerned face because you see how absolutely wrecked he looks but he gives you a cute smile to reassure you that he鈥檚 completely fine and even blows you a kiss and mouths an 鈥淚 love you鈥- shit you鈥檙e so soft for him (even when he鈥檚 a sweaty mess)
-Soon he鈥檚 out back out there and it鈥檚 a little concerning how easily he was able to go back into his Uber focused mode. Nonetheless it was especially useful, as he immediately pulled off a setter dump and got the team to match point. At this point you and Yachi are clinging to each other in the stands, anxious for the result of the game.
-Karasuno wins! And you鈥檙e all jumping in the air and the team is hyped and everybody鈥檚 happy and patting Sugawara on the back for being the absolute MVP of the day. He鈥檚 just so happy that he managed to be out there for so long, especially since it鈥檚 a game that you, his beautiful, wonderful s/o came to attend.
-He鈥檚 low key limping out of the doors because damn is he so freaking tired and almost collapses on you the moment you come in for a hug (doing so after he first cups your face and gives your forehead a kiss). You鈥檙e holding him by the waist and he has his arms wrapped around your shoulders as he鈥檚 giving you soft kisses to the neck and cheek and it鈥檚 all low key embarrassing and you鈥檙e blushing but also giggling because he鈥檚 cute and it tickles
-He鈥檚 absolutely clinging to you after the game, always with a hand on your waist/hip or maybe even on your ass (鈥淜oushi not in public-鈥) but either way he can鈥檛 keep his hands off you and has to have his head on your shoulder as you鈥檙e all waiting for the food to come. Nobody except Daichi says anything because they all know that he鈥檚 absolutely dead at this point but Daichi鈥檚 teasing him for being so clingy (鈥渨ow, you really can鈥檛 keep it to yourself today can you?鈥 鈥淪hut it Daichi-鈥 鈥淜oushi, be nice!鈥)
-He doesn鈥檛 even finish his food because he鈥檚 so sleepy, so you pack it up and Takeda offers to drive you two to Sugawara鈥檚 house, which you accept. He falls asleep in the car and you鈥檙e carrying him out by the shoulder when you get home (Takeda says he鈥檒l help but you insist it鈥檚 fine). When you close the door behind you he gets up and lazily kabedons you against it. He lifts his head from your shoulder and gives a tender kiss to your lips, which you happily accept and cup his face for. When you two separate he鈥檚 giving a sleepy smile, his eyes lidded but still so very in love with you. One more kiss to your lips before he says 鈥淭hank you for being there for me鈥
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synopsis: all it took was one glance at the hotheaded boy at the U.A. exam, and you were smitten. for deku, it was a single act of kindness that instigated his immediate attraction to uraraka. several months into school, best friends y/n and deku are left heartbroken when. uraraka and bakugou start a relationship. when you and deku find yourselves confiding in each other, a question arises; is this love, or loneliness? are you two better just as friends?
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a/n: that moment when you start a new bakugou series in the middle of another bakugou series 馃ぁ I hope you enjoy the result of procrastinating on my other story and writing a little too much.
It all started the day of U.A.鈥檚 practical exam.聽
You were pushing your fingers down on every tender joint you could pop, loosening your body as much as possible for the physically strenuous activity ahead. When you bent over into the downward dog position, through your legs disheveled blond hair caught your eye. His hair was so spiky if you pricked your finger on a strand, it would draw blood. You stretched out your back before crawling your arms up your body until you were standing, then turned to examine the boy.
It looked like someone had glued a golden porcupine on his head, a hairstyle that on the majority would look hideous. But the way his bouncing spikes threatened to poke anyone who came too close as he stomped around, made it suit him. When you lowered your eyes to the rest of his body, that was when you discovered this pomeranian boy was not only super hot, but super fit. His tight black tank top hugged his upper body, and his shoulders and biceps alone were so bulky it looked like the straps may snap. Along with that, the flimsy top did nothing to hide his abs from the imagination. He had developed muscles in places you never knew muscles聽existed.聽
As you were not-so-subtly checking this guy out while pretending to stretch, another contender approached the boy. She was stereotypically hot, with full features and an unattainable sinched waist. A flare of jealousy hit you like a wave of heat, and you nearly used your quirk to warn the girl to back the fuck off. This feeling immediately dissipated when he aimed his hand at the girl and dismissed her... with a fucking explosion. Within seconds, she was in a dazed heap on the other side of the warm-up room with some minor burns. The whole room fell silent, turning to the boy with petrified expressions. He nonchalantly shoved his hand in his pocket, leaned on one leg, and clenched his jaw. Although his posture was shit and his pants were sagging, you could tell he wasn鈥檛 a fool.
鈥淣ow, if any of you other extra鈥檚 feel like messing with me,鈥 聽his vermillion scanned the crowd for someone attentive and vulnerable, and they eventually fixed on you with a smirk,聽鈥渄on鈥檛.鈥澛
聽He made your knees weak with聽one word.
聽That鈥檚 when you started falling.
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When you discovered you were in the same class as Bakugou, you were ecstatic. Back then, your crush was a minuscule weed in your garden. It sat among the fully grown flowers of your aspirations, completely harmless.
You鈥檙e now halfway through your first semester at U.A., and your crush on Bakugou has fully blossomed. Whether it鈥檚 grown into the weed or a rose, you鈥檙e unsure. All you know is your love weed is now the size of a goddamn oak tree, and for it to grow to this extent, it has pushed the rest of your garden out of the way.聽
You spend half of your Math class stealing subtle glances at Bakugou, watching him repeat the teachers' lessons to himself in hushed mumbles as he writes down every word in his notebook. He has a habit of vehemently taking notes to the point of dulling out his pencil, groaning when he has to shove it into his pencil sharpener (he used to use the schools, but he grew too irritated of leaving his seat every few minutes), only for his poor pencil to require another sharpening moments later. Following Math is English, and during this class you enjoy gazing out the windows to daydream. Your English classroom was built with large oblong windows that stretch from the floor to the ceiling to reveal the grand U.A. courtyard below and you tend to use it to study the upperclassmen. You watch the class of 2-A enjoy their lunch hour as they walk, eat, and hold hands around campus. Sometimes you imagine them as you and Bakugou. You think about holding his hand while dancing around the cherry trees, eating lunch with him and his 鈥楤akusquad鈥 and much, much more.
Love is a strong word, and you鈥檙e hesitant to label your feelings accordingly. But damn, are your feelings strong for this boy.
Deku can say the same about Uraraka. He literally fell for her on the way to the practical exam. And even though she caught him, he鈥檚 continued falling ever since.
Everytime Uraraka spars during training, Deku gives her his undivided attention. Not because he鈥檚 a perv or anything-- he just admires her so much.聽Her quirk requires her resourceful and thoughtful, so she always has a brilliant plan up her sleeve. His favorite part about her battles is the way she smiles when she knows she鈥檚 won. It鈥檚 never a smile of egotistical pride; It鈥檚 a smile that displays she鈥檚 satisfied with herself. That she acknowledges she鈥檚 victorious, not because 鈥渟he鈥檚 the best鈥, but because she worked for it. He can never hold back from beaming himself. When someone that cute smiles, how can you resist?
But, there is a difference between you two. Deku holds the advantage of being friends with Uraraka; You simply adore Bakugou from a distance, while everyone else hates him from that distance.
Until one day, Aizawa mentions the first-semester partner project. You already know Izuku is going to choose Uraraka, and you know Iiada wouldn't be caught dead partnering with you (even though the class calls you the 'golden girl', you're still a bit too 'rebellious' for his taste.) From the way Kaminarai and Kirishima smirk at eachother, you're pleased to see they're going to pair up, because this leaves Bakugou with no partner. A spot you would love to fill.
After class you don't rush to make it to Bakugou, knowing no one else wants to be his partner after what happened between him and Kirishima (Lots of Bakugou yelling how 鈥渟hitty hair is an idiot!鈥 and using textbooks as a weapon to smack Kirishima鈥檚 head). But you wouldn't mind. You would be happy just to be his idiot.
You're snapped out of your daydreams when Uraraka spontaneously approaches Bakugou. You smirk and lean against your desk, expecting a hilarious interaction that starts with a heated 鈥淕ET AWAY FROM ME WEIRD GIRL!!鈥 and ends with a very large explosion. I mean, at the sports festival, not only could he not connect her name with her face, he had absolutely no fucking聽clue聽who she was! But instead of blowing her away in a fit of rage, as he did with that girl so many months ago, they聽talk.
You and Deku never discussed your feelings for those two with each other, but you acknowledged them. You being his closest friend, it鈥檚 clear as fucking day that Deku is head over heels for Uraraka. And being your best friend, it鈥檚 obvious to Deku that you want to smash faces with the class hothead.聽
So, naturally, as the two of you watch this interaction unfold, there鈥檚 a mutual feeling of disgust. An unspoken聽what the fuck?! is exchanged between your eyes, until Deku鈥檚 lip quivers and he quickly looks away while you glare daggers into Uraraka鈥檚 stupidly hot body. After a few infuriating minutes, it鈥檚 grossly clear their conversation isn鈥檛 concluding anytime soon. You鈥檙e repulsed as you ask Deku to be your partner, to which he responds with a meek head nod. You sigh and hug the poor boy. Surprisingly Deku doesn鈥檛 start crying blood when you, a girl, touches him. Instead, he nuzzles his head deep into your neck, as by now he鈥檚 comfortable with your friendship.
"Hey, do you wanna go out for ice cream?" you ask when you pull away. You nudge him with your elbow. "I'll pay!"
Izuku blinks away his tears as he agrees, desperately trying to block the waterworks from leaking.聽
"Cmon, Zuzu." you coo, exiting the classroom. Before you and Izuku head to the dining hall, you shoot a quick glare at Uraraka, who is purposely shoving her tits out in Bakugou's face as she laughs at whatever he just said. At least you know he's better than to fall for that... Hopefully.
"One Yukimi Daifuku and one chocolate Sofuto Kurimu, please," you ask the cafe cashier. She mumbles the amount you owe, and you shuffle your hand around the change in your pocket before handing her a few dollars.聽
When you bring Izuku his icecream, he lifts his head off the table. He plays around with his food for a while before sloppily shoving a scoop in his mouth. You moan when you take your first bite.
"I swear, this ice cream is top tier!" you boom in enthusiasm. "Like, seriously, who allowed cafeteria food to be this good?!"
A short chuckle escapes Izuku's frowning lips. "That's U.A. for ya. The food somehow gets better every day."
"I know, right!" You use your spoon to point at Izuku's Yukimi Daifuku. "I feel like they handpicked that rice in your Yukimi from U.A.'s personal rice fields." you joke, which finally breaks Izuku's drab demeanor. He lets out a genuine laugh.
"I don't think U.A. has it's own rice fields." he rationalizes. The knot in his stomach loosens every time you make him laugh, allowing his appetite to grow. He takes a few eager bites of his Yukimi Daifuku. You playfully punch Izuku's shoulder.
"Really? This place is so fucking big I wouldn't be surprised if it had its own strip club or someth-MFF!" Izuku cuts you off by slapping a hand over your mouth. He pulls it back to his and signs "shh".
"Y-Y/n! Be quiet!" he warns, his face dark red from stifling his laughter.聽
"What?! You don't want to think about All Might gettin--" you stop here, because Izuku has buried his face in his hands in order to ignore you. You laugh. "Okay, okay Deku. I'll stop." You ruffle his hair platonically.
"Thanks. I was afraid I was going to throw up my Yukimi if you kept going." he expresses, to which you laugh again. There's a fleeting pause as the two of you take a moment to appreciate each other's presence. Maybe all you really need is each other.聽
Maybe, as long as you're just friends, everything will be okay.
"Thanks, Y/n. I needed聽this." Izuku smiles, and you can't help but smile with him.
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One week later, the project is due and the weird partnership between Uraraka and Bakugou remains unmentioned between the three of you and Iiada. You鈥檝e wanted to discuss it with her, but Izuku keeps holding you back. So the four of you engage in breakfast per usual; laughing, talking, and stuffing your faces. By this time, you assume Uraraka has forgotten about her little stunt. But it remains at the forefront of your mind, because聽what the fuck?!聽
Deku believes it to be a momentary lapse in judgment, but you know girls聽better than that. She had been plotting that move for a while. Uraraka probably spent聽weeks聽building up her self-esteem enough to talk to him, and then another few days encouraging herself to actually do it.聽
So, when Uraraka skips over to Bakugou that day, you鈥檙e not surprised. But, what she does next shocks you.
Uraraka kisses Baugous cheek.
You wait expectantly for Bakugou to send her flying out a window. Instead, he smirks and wraps his burly arm around her thin waist. Her waist is so thin, his arm fits around it like a bracelet. How can you even聽compete聽with that?!
And then, they walk out of the classroom. Just like that. Like a fucking聽couple.
That鈥檚 when the world crumbles around you.
Friday nights are always the days you and Bakugou attend the gym at the same time. Normally, his presence is a positive motivation to work harder, knowing he can look over at you at any moment.聽
Tonight, you bury your eyes into the back of his head and pretend he's the punching bag. You restrain yourself from using your quirk to explode his brain (you actually can鈥檛 do that, but still), as if he even has one. If he鈥檚 dating Uraraka, he must not. You understand she鈥檚 cute or whatever, but they鈥檙e so fucking different.聽
Apparently, this past hour you were hitting the punching bag vigorously enough in precisely the right places for it to tear. Sand pours onto your feet, and that's when you decide to call it night.
You manage bottle most of your emotions until you鈥檙e alone in your room. That鈥檚 when you shut off your lights, put on your sad vibes playlist, shelter yourself in fleece blankets and let the tears flow. Your shaking shoulders churn your stomach, and it feels like you鈥檙e vomiting out your emotions. Your heart stings with every beat, and every sob irritates your raw throat. You're not just another teenage girl crying over a stupid boy. You've grown up putting all your energy into improving your quirk, always two steps ahead of the rest of your class鈥 mentality. When you first saw Bakugou, you saw someone whos grown up always giving everything his all. You saw someone like you, and you fixated on something that wasn't just being a hero.聽
At this point you've been fighting for Bakugou for so long, he's grown beyond a dumb crush. Now that you've lost this battle, you realize how alone you feel.聽 He鈥檚 a motivation. Not only do you train hard to improve your quirk, but you train hard to surprise Bakugou with your strength. You don't just study for good marks, but to impress Bakugou.聽
Your goal to be a hero has always occupied your whole heart, but Bakugou managed to slip in there somewhere.
And you can feel the hollowness of his gaping hole.
Eventually, you compose yourself enough to grab some Suppa-Mucho Premium Ponzu,聽a jar of Nutella (with a spoon to eat it out of, of course), and a cup of hot chocolate from the kitchen.
On the way back to your room, you hear sobs emitting from a nearby hall. As you follow the twists and turns of the dorm, the cry grows familiar. You soon find yourself standing outside Izuku Midoriyas' room. You quickly (but carefully) run to the kitchen to microwave another cup of hot chocolate before knocking on his bedroom door.聽
鈥淒uh-Don鈥檛 come in!鈥 his voice is nasally, but he lowers it an octave to sound like his usually preppy self. Although hero-training teaches you students how to put on an emotional mask, you鈥檙e able to tell when your best friend is faking.聽
鈥淚t鈥檚 me, Izuku.鈥澛
鈥淐ome in,鈥 his raspy reply is barely above a whisper.
You jiggle the door handle open with your elbow and find Izuku wrapped in a blanket of feelings, like you were earlier. He wipes the tears off his cheeks and rubs his eyes, burying his head deep into the blanket to hide his sadness. Though his loud, shaky breaths give away the fact he was crying. Like you couldn鈥檛 hear him from across the dorms.
鈥淗ey. It鈥檚 okay, Zuzu.鈥 You鈥檙e standing behind the door, presenting snacks and two drinks with a somber smile. 鈥淚鈥檓 here.鈥
Izuku lifts his head when he smells the steaming hot cocoa. He grabs the drink that has whip cream with tiny marshmallows and flakes of caramel sprinkled on top, just the way he likes it. You set down the snacks on a nearby coffee table, then drink your hot chocolate beside him. When a sip leaves a small white mustache above his upper lip, you can鈥檛 help but giggle. He does the same.
You don鈥檛 ask why he was crying, and he doesn鈥檛 ask why you were walking around with comfort food late at night. Instead, you enjoy each other鈥檚 company. The events of earlier today have made you realize that things will always be the way they鈥檝e been since the start of this year. That you鈥檒l only ever have each other.聽
聽And maybe that鈥檚 why what happens next鈥β燞appens.
You are wrapped up in a blanket next to Izuku watching聽Whisper of the Heart聽and聽munching on a bowl of chips. Like some sort of cliche, the two of you reach for a chip at the same time. Izuku immediately pulls away, an incoherent apology spilling from his lips. You ignore it, overwhelmed with a sudden bubble of emotion. It was only extreme for a brief moment, but the remnants of the feeling linger. The electricity he transferred to you keeps your fingers twitching as you grab a snack. So now you鈥檙e pondering over the feeling while nibbling on a chip;
聽How come, when Izukus hand brushed against yours, you聽felt something?
Everytime you鈥檙e near Bakugou, your heart palpitates. Not only out of fear-- because the man is fucking terrifying --but of recognition of his power.聽Out of admiration of his intimidating, yet confident personality.
When you touched Izuku鈥檚 hand, your heart聽fluttered.聽A cocoon of butterflies erupted in your chest and tried to lift you off his bed-- but why?聽
Was it because now that Bakugous out of the way, your true scandalous feelings for your best friend are no long eclipsed? Or is it because now that Bakugou is out of the way your brain needs a new hot boy with biceps to focus on?
Izuku questions the same thing himself. If you took a second to look, the light of the TV would reveal the blush on his cheeks. His hands tremble in his lap as he hopelessly attempts to cover the growing boner in his pants, a side effect of thinking about you in this new romantic light.
All this time, has he been love with you, not Uraraka? Or has her sudden abandonment left a vacancy that needs filling, so he鈥檚 turning to his best friend?聽
You move the bowl and scoot next to Deku. Your body heats up as his tenses.聽
鈥淗ey, do you wanna share a blanket?鈥 You ask, forcing yourself to sound as casual as possible. Even though trying to flirt with your best friend is way out of your comfort zone.
鈥淯h--sure!鈥 Deku squeaks as he wraps his blanket around your shoulders and you throw your fleece over your laps. You arrange yourself so the side of your thighs press up against Deku鈥檚, and rest your head on his shoulder
He sweats nervously, and smells of bergamot and鈥 Fresh laundry. It鈥檚 pleasant, though not as hypnotizing as Bakugous sweet caramel. Bakugous scent leaves you hungry for him, while Deku makes you feel鈥 Comforted. Like receiving a warm hug from a friend. A completely non-romantic friend. A platonic friend. What the fuck are you doing?!
You repeat the words 鈥減latonic鈥 and 鈥渇riend鈥 in your mind to remind yourself what Deku is to you. But the longer your bodies touch, the anstier you grow to touch more. Just to see what it feels like.聽聽
Yes, Zuzu has been your friend forever-- Doesn鈥檛 that the experience of dating him even better? Doesn鈥檛 that make you want to steal his first kiss, so he鈥檒l forever hold you in his heart?聽 Doesn鈥檛 that make feeling his body shudder from pleasure under yours even hotter?聽
You bite your lips at these thoughts, unaware Izuku is imagining the same. His face is practically the color of a strawberry-- his green hair really bringing the image all together.
You turn to one another in unison, searching for the answer in each other鈥檚 eyes; Is this love? Or is this emptiness? You and Deku silently struggle to figure out an explanation, though it doesn鈥檛 matter.聽
Because you kiss anyway.
As soon as you make contact, those sparks that frazzled you earlier return. When you push your mouth harder against his, they dazzle you.
Izukus lips are thin, but creamy. He鈥檚 the kind of guy who carries chapstick with him everywhere, and apparently his favorite flavor is vanilla, because when you run your tongue along his lip it tastes like ice cream. He whimpers at the feeling, and you take advantage of how sensitive he is. When you bite his lip he moans into your mouth and pulls you closer.
Kissing Midoriya is as gratifying as it is dissatisfying. Kissing someone so desperate-- so needy, for聽you,聽is empowering. It fills your Bakugou-sized hole with pleasure. But, his kiss is also cold and lifeless. The only emotion that fuels it is rejection. Behind this kiss, and behind your lips, is loneliness. You鈥檙e both anxious and uncertain, so you鈥檙e kissing what鈥檚 comfortable. And you keep kissing to replace these problematic feelings with something exciting.聽
Soon, your kisses become hollow. The sparkes evaporate. Izukus lips aren鈥檛 as delicious as they seemed when you first started, and the way you nibble on his lip begins to sting.
You slow to a mutual halt, deciding to bask in eachothers warmth through cuddles instead of kisses. Even though Izuku鈥檚 body is alive with the heat of your kiss, he feels cold.
You return to the movie, but the kiss leaves another question lingering in the air.
You鈥檙e聽best friends.
What does this mean?
Something has shifted between you two, and you can鈥檛 tell if its for the better or the worst.聽聽
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