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immersed-in-mischief · 2 years

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Language Barrier- Part 1 of 2 (Male Loki x Gender Neutral Reader)

After seeing a recent post reminding me about The Five Love Languages, I was inspired to think about how the God of Mischief would react to this information. The story was starting to get long, so I have split it into two parts. Hopefully Part Two will be up tomorrow! Also, since most of it is from Loki's perspective, I've tried to make the story gender neutral. If I slip up at any point, go easy on me. I usually write from a female perspective since that's the view that I identify with.

Enjoy!

~J~

Possible triggers: Relationship Conflicts, Mentions of Arguments, Break up, Heartbreak. Other than that, all aboard the angst train!!! Choo Choo!!!

Prying your tired eyes open to see the sunlight beginning to peak in though the curtains, you continued to lie perfectly still until you heard his soft snore. Once you had ensured that your boyfriend was still asleep, you slowly sat up and carefully placed your feet down on the floor, grateful that the plush carpet of his bedroom aided in your escape. Just before you went to stand, you registered the absence of the breathing behind you and waited until you felt the slight movement. Even though he had woken, he didn’t say a word. The silence between the two of you was deafening.

“This isn’t working, Loki…”

The whisper was met with a frustrated sigh, causing your shoulders to slump in preparation for the continuation of the previous night’s round. You honestly weren’t sure what the two of you had even started fighting over this time, but it still ended the exact same way. The screaming had turned into distraction sex, which led to you waking up in a bed you longer felt welcomed in.

“I know.”

The two words seemed to hold more of a bite to them than the previous silence. As the bed shifted beneath you, you turned to watched him stand and head towards the bathroom. Without another word or glance in your direction, he closed the door behind him with a harsh thud. It wasn’t until the shower turned on that you let out the breath you were holding. Even though you didn’t want to fight, being left behind in his bed while he showered alone felt worse.

Wiping the steam from the mirror to look upon his own reflection, he was met with his own stoic expression and found it impossible to find any trace of the joy he had observed prior. He gripped the vanity to gather up the courage as he willed himself to step through the closed door behind him, only to be met with an empty room. Loki wasn’t sure if he was relieved that you had left or disappointed that you weren’t there. Crossing the room to his wardrobe to get dressed for the day, he noticed the folded note on his pillow and abandoned his task to inspect it.

I’ll collect the rest of my things when I get back

He sat down on the side of the bed as he reread your words, not giving a single thought to the towel around his waist leaving a damp spot on the bedding.

A little while later, the sight of you entering the common room caused his eyes to lift from the book in his hands out of habit. It wasn’t until you passed that he returned to his reading. It didn’t surprise him when you didn’t acknowledge him since he was using a cloaking spell to hide his presence. He often used it when he didn’t feel like socializing with the rest of the team, but you used to be able to detect him anyways. At least you did at some point.

“Good morning, babe.”

You offered a sweet smile to Natasha and Wanda as you turned to make a cup of coffee, obviously enjoying the playful greeting from the Russian assassin.

“What are you ladies so focused on this morning? That isn’t another one of Steve’s extensive reports is it?”

Natasha rolled her eyes and continued to circle answers on the page in front of her.

“No, thank God! Wanda and I are doing this love language quiz. It is supposed to tell you how you best receive love from your partner. Apparently, it’s life changing to relationships. Everyone has been talking about this book lately and how spot on it is. I am a Quality Time person and Wanda is an Acts of Service. Let’s see what you are, Gorgeous! I’m sure you and Mischief don’t need the help based on the way the two of you hang all over each other, but it couldn’t hurt to see what it reveals, right?”

Loki was now the one to roll his eyes. A thousand-year-old god doesn’t exactly turn to magazine quizzes for love advice. Plus, there was nothing he didn’t already know about you, so he instead further settled into his corner and turned his focus back to his reading. By the third question, he realized he had been listening anyways and giving himself a mental pat on the back as he correctly answered each question before you responded to them.

“Question 7. It is more meaningful to me when my partner: A- give me gifts or B- tells me they love me”

The image of the diamond necklace currently draped around your neck came to mind and he grinned as he gave himself another point.

“Saying they love me. Definitely that one.”

His eyebrows furrowed as he turned to look over at you, unsure if he had heard the question correctly.

“Question 8. I am happiest when I am sitting next to my partner or being complimented by a loved one for no particular reason. I think I know the answer to this one, but you still have to answer it.”

The smile that graced your lips as you let out a small laugh drew him towards you as he patiently waited for your response.

“Compliments.”

“That is an obvious one. Why do you think I make a point to call you gorgeous all the time? Your entire face lights up!”

Now standing behind the two ladies to read over their shoulder, Loki glanced up to study your face as you shyly hid behind your coffee mug. Sure enough, he was presented with a twinkle in your eyes and a blush to your cheeks that he hadn’t had been on the receiving end of for quite some time now.

His book now abandoned, he crossed his arms as he used his invisibility to fully eavesdrop on the conversation. While he did get a few more questions correctly, Loki found he also got a handful more of them wrong, especially when it came to the ones involving spoken or written words.

“Final question. I’m interested to see which way this one goes. Which of the following is more important to you? Kissing my partner as often as possible. Hearing supportive words from them.”

Loki wasn’t the only one impatiently waiting for your answer as Natasha and Wanda leaned forward against the counter and stared at you. It felt like an eternity before you sighed and looked up again.

“Don’t get me wrong. Loki is a great kisser… but I think I have to go with B. There’s no replacement for supportive words. A simple ‘I’m proud of you’ or ‘great job’ can really turn my day around, no matter how hard it was.”

He was stunned…

Even as you and Wanda giggled and chatted while Natasha counted up your score to give you the love language that best fit you, Loki’s eyes never left your face as he tried to process it all. How could he have spent so much time with you and known so many things about you, but not know this?

“Done! You are without a doubt a Words of Affirmation, sweetie.”

After quickly rinsing out your now empty cup and leaning against the counter behind you, the expression on your features turned a little more serious.

“Alright, now explain what that means exactly.”

Loki’s attention drifted between the page in Romanoff’s hand and your face in order to absorb as much information as possible.

“Words of Affirmation people thrive off love notes, compliments, and praise from their partners. These lovers enjoy long talks and words from the heart over gifts, actions, and physical expression. They feel closest to the people they love when they are told how much they are loved and appreciated and often flourish in relationships where the communication is sincere. To show your love for a Words of Affirmation person, try bragging on them to others and use positive reinforcement to make them feel secure and safe. On the other hand, silence, criticism, and degrading will have the opposite effect on them. The worst thing you can do to a Words of Affirmation person is use emotionally harsh words or undue criticism to express your frustration with them. For example, silent treatment or indifference after a fight or argument will be seen as a lack of love to them.”

The blood in his veins turned cold as he watched your eyes glaze over into the distant expression he had seen so often as of late. Just as quickly as it appeared, he watched you push the negative thoughts aside and force a smile onto your face.

“Sounds about right… So, what does it say about you two?”

The chatter around him faded as he replayed the previous night’s argument. Like a fool, he stood there and yelled at you, even after your eyes glazed over just as they did now. In the heat of the moment, he remembered calling you so many hurtful things.

Infuriating.

Frustrating.

Insufferable.

His barrier spell had been used to contain the screams of anger instead of the screams of passion he had usually saved the rest of the team from being exposed to. Over the last few months, the need for privacy was shifting and he had been blind to its effects on you until now. Is this study of theirs was true, he had been causing more damage than he could ever imagine.

“Hey Kid, you ready to go? Bucky’s just about got the jet loaded up.”

Tony’s appearance signaled an end to your conversation and Loki’s train of thought. Since it was just a recon mission, you had packed lightly for the stay in the safe house across from the Hydra meeting place that had recently been discovered. Watching you quickly say your goodbyes and head back into the hall, Loki followed you knowing you were headed to his room for your traditional goodbye hug and kiss before leaving. He had remained silent this morning, but once you were back in the privacy of his room, he would tell you how sorry he was and make sure you left feeling loved and appreciated.

He was just about to teleport to the room to hide the fact that he wasn’t there this entire time when you suddenly came to a stop in front of him, almost causing him to bump into you. When you didn’t move from your spot, he crept around you to look at you. Now that you were no longer being watched, the exhaustion returned to your features and your shoulders slumped once again. The person he had seen so much of lately was back and he now saw the weight the stress and conflict had on you mentally and emotionally.

Loki helplessly watched as your eyes darted back and forth while you attempted to make a decision. Finally, with a shaky breath, you let a single tear fall while closing your eyes with a look of pure defeat. Just as he raised his hand to wipe away the drop, announcing his presence, Loki watched in horror as you ever so slightly shook your head and pressed the button to call the elevator instead.

For the very first time, you were leaving without a goodbye. No hug. No kiss. No promise that you would be safe or confirm that he knew when you would be coming back to him. Even before you two become more than friends, you and he had always had the same interactions before leaving for a mission. What was once a wish of good luck and a firm hug, slowly turned into a good bye kiss on a cold winter day before a particularly dangerous mission. Since that fateful day, he had kissed you before either of you left and took the time to make the final interaction a positive and memorable one. Even on the days the two of you were at odds, both of you would set things aside and promise to resolve it, if only temporarily, knowing that it wasn’t a guarantee that you would be returning home to the other. In this line of work, nothing was a sure bet. He knew that you weren’t expected to see any combat on this particular mission, but that wasn’t a promise.

Loki felt the air being ripped from his lungs as you stepped inside and the doors closed behind you. Panic rose in his chest as his mind drifted to the worst things possible. If you didn’t come back this time, the last time you laid eyes on him would be his back to you as he walked away and sealed himself in the bathroom. You hadn’t received a kiss good morning, or any greeting in fact. You hadn’t been worshipped the previous night when he used sex to distract you instead of expressing his love and adoration. The praise he normally gave you that had you melting into his touch was absent. In its place was silence and an occasional moan as he took his pleasure from you. Words were such an important part of the way you received love, yet the final words to him currently remained on a crumbled note that was carelessly discarded on his bedroom floor in his anger.

Loki uncloaked himself as he sprinted down the hallway after you. He took the stairs two at time to try to catch up to you knowing the elevator was most likely already at the top of the tower. Just as he reached the doors to the rooftop, he heard the rumble of the jet as it departed from the helipad above him. Cursing his stupidity for not just teleporting there instead, he conjured his cell phone with a twist of his hand and immediately dialed your number, only to be met with your voicemail greeting. As the rumbles gave way to silence again, he fell to his knees in the empty stairwell.

I’ll collect the rest of my things when I get back

If something were to happen to you, those would be the final words he would receive from you. Even if you returned safely, you intended to end things with him and honestly, he didn’t blame you. He had been blind to your needs and loved you in all of the wrong ways. A stupid Midgardian quiz had opened his eyes to his greatest failure.

Rising from his knees to make his way to the elevator, he recalled the mention of a book and that was something he knew how to retrieve. If there was any chance of winning you back, he needed to know everything about your love language and fast. Before you returned in three days time, Loki planned to fluently speak the way you loved and use as many words as possible in as many languages that you could understand to express his feelings towards you. He just prayed to the gods that he wasn’t already too late…

#loki fanfic #loki angst #tom hiddleston angst #loki laufeyson #loki x gender neutral reader

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ao3feed-zukka · 1 year

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Flower-Hearted People

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/6lEzqay

by whiskeyfire

Zuko has been Fire Lord for four years, and half of his life is looking up. The New Ozai Society is crumbling, he has a baby half-sister that he adores, and his mental health was finally... fine. It was fine. Zuki was married to a woman that he did not love, the Crimson Sails Armada had their sights trained on him, Sokka had been forced to replace Suki as his bodyguard under circumstances that absolutely no one wanted, and Zuko could not lead the Fire Nation when said bodyguard was swinging violently between depression and too-good for this world.

Okay, so maybe only ten percent of Zuko's life was looking up.

Words: 1427, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English

Fandoms: Avatar: The Last Airbender

Rating: Mature

Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death

Categories: F/F, F/M, M/M

Characters: Zuko (Avatar), Sokka (Avatar), Suki (Avatar), Mai (Avatar), Ty Lee (Avatar), Iroh (Avatar), Ozai (Avatar), Ukano (Avatar), Kei Lo (Avatar), Katara (Avatar), Aang (Avatar), Toph Beifong, Ningka (Avatar), Azula (Avatar), Kiyi (Avatar)

Relationships: Sokka/Zuko (Avatar), Mai/Zuko (Avatar), Sokka/Suki (Avatar), Mai/Ty Lee (Avatar), Aang/Katara (Avatar), Kei Lo/Mai (Avatar), Mai/Kei Lo/Ty Lee

Additional Tags: Angst with a Happy Ending, The Gaang Learns How Zuko Got The Scar (Avatar), Past Sokka/Suki (Avatar), Past Mai/Zuko (Avatar), this is not a Mai or Suki bashing fic, Toph Beifong and Zuko are Siblings, Bisexual Disaster Sokka (Avatar), Firelord Zuko (Avatar), The Crimson Sails Armada, takes place after smoke and shadow, New Ozai Society (Avatar), major character death only in the first chapter, all aboard the sadness train choo choo, but it gets better later I promise, Canon-Typical Violence, Other Additional Tags to Be Added, this is just me trying to make sense of the timeline, and the answers that we do not have, so I'll answer them myself, Post-Canon

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/6lEzqay

#IFTTT #ao3feed #fanfic #zukka #avatar: the last airbender #atla #zuko #sokka

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ao3feedzukka-blog · 1 year

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Flower-Hearted People

https://archiveofourown.org/works/46213162 by whiskeyfire Zuko has been Fire Lord for four years, and half of his life is looking up. The New Ozai Society is crumbling, he has a baby half-sister that he adores, and his mental health was finally... fine. It was fine. Zuki was married to a woman that he did not love, the Crimson Sails Armada had their sights trained on him, Sokka had been forced to replace Suki as his bodyguard under circumstances that absolutely no one wanted, and Zuko could not lead the Fire Nation when said bodyguard was swinging violently between depression and too-good for this world. Okay, so maybe only ten percent of Zuko's life was looking up. Words: 1427, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English Fandoms: Avatar: The Last Airbender Rating: Mature Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death Categories: F/F, F/M, M/M Characters: Zuko (Avatar), Sokka (Avatar), Suki (Avatar), Mai (Avatar), Ty Lee (Avatar), Iroh (Avatar), Ozai (Avatar), Ukano (Avatar), Kei Lo (Avatar), Katara (Avatar), Aang (Avatar), Toph Beifong, Ningka (Avatar), Azula (Avatar), Kiyi (Avatar) Relationships: Sokka/Zuko (Avatar), Mai/Zuko (Avatar), Sokka/Suki (Avatar), Mai/Ty Lee (Avatar), Aang/Katara (Avatar), Kei Lo/Mai (Avatar), Mai/Kei Lo/Ty Lee Additional Tags: Angst with a Happy Ending, The Gaang Learns How Zuko Got The Scar (Avatar), Past Sokka/Suki (Avatar), Past Mai/Zuko (Avatar), this is not a Mai or Suki bashing fic, Toph Beifong and Zuko are Siblings, Bisexual Disaster Sokka (Avatar), Firelord Zuko (Avatar), The Crimson Sails Armada, takes place after smoke and shadow, New Ozai Society (Avatar), major character death only in the first chapter, all aboard the sadness train choo choo, but it gets better later I promise, Canon-Typical Violence, Other Additional Tags to Be Added, this is just me trying to make sense of the timeline, and the answers that we do not have, so I'll answer them myself, Post-Canon April 02, 2023 at 11:23PM

#IFTTT #Zukka #AO3Feed Zukka #Sokka/Zuko

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ao3feed-todoroki · 1 year

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I'll Keep You Safe

i'll keep you safe by youareoldfatherwilliam

Touya is only ten years old when he first feels the pain.

For Shouto, it's been there as long as he can remember.

Words: 4151, Chapters: 1/2, Language: English

Series: Part 7 of i'd give you my lungs (so you could breathe)

Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: Gen

Characters: Todoroki Shouto, Dabi | Todoroki Touya, Todoroki Fuyumi, Todoroki Natsuo, Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead, Todoroki Rei, Todoroki Enji | Endeavor

Relationships: Dabi | Todoroki Touya & Todoroki Shouto

Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Soulmates, Platonic Soulmates, I'm flipping the soulmate trope on its head, Fluff, Angst, Sibling Bonding, Implied/Referenced Child Abuse, Implied/Referenced Domestic Violence, Todoroki Enji | Endeavor's Bad Parenting, rated t for typical todoroki trauma, Non-Graphic Violence, my bs train is once again leaving the station, All Aboard, choo choo, please ignore the plotholes i beg of you, Not Canon Compliant, No Plot/Plotless

Read Here: https://archiveofourown.org/works/45784393

#AO3 Feed #FanFiction #AO3 Shouto #♦#Shouto Todoroki #Touya Todoroki #Dabi #Fuyumi Todoroki #Natsuo Todoroki #❄️🔥#🏮#R:T #A:Youareoldfa #Soulmate AU #Abuse #Fluff #Angst

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maraudorable · 3 years

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When you’re reading a long slow-burn fic and the characters just got together and are happy and everything is going so well, but there’s still half a fic left

#all aboard the relationship angst train choo choo #rip to all the slow-burn fics i stopped reading as soon as they got together #both #wolfstar #and especially #drarry

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mag-atwood · 6 years

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ok, bear with me, this might hurt a bit.

peter is tony's child. he knows. his mother left him a note which he discovered when he was eight, just a few days after the battle of new york, and proudly told everyone his dad was a hero before the bullying shut him up.

it takes him a few years to realise the fact that tony isn't involved in his life at all means he didn't want anything to do with him. he starts quietly hating him, tears up all his posters, and begins to work as hard as he can at school because deep down, he believes tony will want him if he just becomes a bit more.. relevant. interesting.

and the thing is, tony doesn't know. stane blocked all correspondence, sent lawyers to mary in his name to insult/bribe her into shutting up.

cue civil war. peter literally can't believe his eyes. he can't form words. he's never been so excited, never been more proud of being Spiderman. and yeah, tony doesn't bring up the kid thing, it's fine, it's been years, he just. he wants him in his life so bad. that week or so is the best in his life.

but then he doesn't talk to him after germany. ignores all his messages. two weeks later he sends him an update and there's no response and it's.. it's his snapping point. he cries for hours on an anonymous roof, goes home, never contacts tony again. he's never going to be good enough for him, tony's never gonna change his mind, he might as well give up.

(tony notices to drop in texts. he checks up on to see if he's hurt and doesn't listen to the nagging worry in his chest)

the rooftop scene has a whole new meaning. you're not here, peter thinks as he steps out of the suit, you've never been here.

tony asks him to come over after homecoming. he doesn't go. he receives the suit back, it's kept forgotten in the back of his closet, covered in brown paper.

(except the mask. he missed karen.)

tony does find out, though. years later, when the rivalry between ironman and spiderman has just become a fact of life. he also finds out he's just like howard.

#irondad #spiderson #all aboard the angst train! choo choo motherfuckers #marvel #mcu #spiderman #ironman #nah jk he apologizes tells him he never knew they both cry and mend their relationship. peter inherits si and loves his baby sister morgan.#or does it #tom holland #Peter Parker #tony stark

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smol-and-grumpy · 2 years

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The Wedding Date - Chapter 14

Pairing: Escort!Dean x Client!Reader

Summary: After her engagement with her stupid ex crumbled and burst into flames, Y/N tries to get her life back together. She’s fine — or at least she was — until she got her sister’s wedding invitation in the mail. A wedding in which her ex will serve as the groom’s best man. In order to show her past fiancé that she’s totally over him, she needs to show up with a date at the wedding, even if it’s just a pretend relationship with a male escort whom she pays a lot of money for. But pretending is all it is, because she can’t let herself fall for an escort — or can she?

Chapter Warning: Choo chooooo! All aboard the angst train

WC: 4,311

Beta’d by the amazing @winchest09 <3

This series is complete on Patreon!

If you like what I’m writing, please consider leaving me a tip to keep me energized.

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Y/N wakes up sometime in the early morning because her bladder is complaining, and acting out very painfully. With half-closed eyes, she literally peels herself away from a very sticky Dean who has his arm around her middle while he holds her tight against him during the night. Her back is already sweating from the warmth that radiates off his chest, and the air that hits her after pulling away is cold, causing her to shiver slightly. When she stands up, Dean grumbles something in his sleep while he smacks his lips, and then he turns to lay flat against the mattress, swings both his arms over his head while his lips part, and a snoring sound comes out of his mouth.

She has to smirk at the sight. He’s only half covered by the sheets, his freckled torso all firm and taunt, all uncovered for her to enjoy, and she really really would like to lick every freckle on his skin. But obviously, she can’t because her bladder is really hurting now, so she reluctantly tears her eyes away from the perfect man in the bed in order to reach the bathroom.

After she’s done her deeds, Y/N walks back out to see a sliver of light shining through the cotton flowy curtains. The world is slowly waking up outside and it reminds her that they only have a couple more days left if she counts the flight. She really doesn’t want to part with him, and wants to keep him in her home, in her bed, and especially in her heart. But they both know it can never happen. She’s his client and Dean’s a fucking escort. Honestly, she doesn’t know if she can deal with being with someone who she knows is willing to fuck other women for money. Not that it’s not honest work, it’s by far a very exhausting job as she can see, since he always has to try to blend in, and Dean’s so good at it. No wonder Bela suggested him to her, he really is the best in his field; not that she has any other experiences with escorts to compare, but she can imagine that women who hire Dean most likely won’t hire anyone else that’s not Dean. No, Y/N just can’t see herself being the one who — should he even feel the same way — would give him an ultimatum, or would tell him to stop doing what he clearly enjoys.

Stumbling towards the bed, she thinks that she perhaps should get some more sleep, since today will be one hell of a stressful day. But he looks so good and inviting, and she just can’t bring herself to miss this opportunity, since as she said before, they’re going to go their separate ways soon enough.

So, with a thumping heart, she crawls into the bed and settles herself between his spread legs, her one hand pulling at the sheets to reveal his soft cock. It looks all pretty, even if it’s sleepy, and god, even in this state, it turns her on so much.

Bracing her hands on the inside of his thighs, she spreads them a little, making him hiss in his sleep because her hands are a little cold from running them under the water after she did her chores in the bathroom. She stills, waiting for his reaction, wondering if he’ll wake up and scold her for her antics, but Dean appears to have gone back to sleep.

Fitting herself between his spread thighs, she lowers her face to his balls, gives them some tentative licks while her eyes gauge his reaction. Dean huffs out a deep exhale, and the corner of his lips turns upwards a little. His eyes however, are still closed. His dick, though, is stirring, swelling, and filling up before her very eyes.

Grinning, she noses at the base of his shaft, pushes his cock upward with the tip of her nose while she licks a broad stripe up his length. It’s already so thick but she knows it can get bigger so she just continues, but she doesn’t quite take it into her mouth yet.

Dean makes a content sound, but still, his gaze is not upon her. Having enough of the torture, she takes his cock in her hand before licking another wet stripe up to its tip, before she dips her tongue into the slit where a bead of precum has accumulated. The salty taste explodes on her tongue, making her senses come alive. She wraps her lips around the whole of its pink head, gives it a hard suck before popping it out lewdly. Y/N does it one more time before she takes him in further, enveloping the now thick and very hard cock in the warmth of her mouth.

“Fuck, sweetheart.”

The deep sound of him comes from above her, the bass of his voice vibrating through his whole body, and she can even feel it through the dick in her mouth. She risks a glance up with her lips still wrapped around him, only to see him rubbing at his eyes, as if he wants to make sure he’s not still dreaming.

Y/N then pops his length out soundly, a string of saliva still attached to her mouth as she rubs the slick onto his whole cock. She grins, “Sorry, I know we haven’t talked about this but I couldn’t resist— I mean, is it, uh, is it okay? To wake you up like this?”

Dean bucks his hips into her hand while simultaneously making a groaning sound that comes right out of his throat, “Fuck, yeah. It’s okay, princess. Hell, you can wake me up like this every day for the rest of my goddamn life.” His hand comes up to brush a strand of hair back behind her ear while he looks at her as if she’s hung the moon, all wonder and amazement. “How are you fucking real?”

At that, Y/N smiles, winks at him too, before she proceeds to swallow him down again. Dean lets out a loud growl, his hand fists in her hair but he’s not forcing her down or anything. However, he can’t help but buck up into her mouth and she loves that, loves how she can make him fall apart.

“Jesus, you’re insatiable, aren’t you? My dirty little princess?” He coos, and she hums around his dick in agreement. “That’s right, can’t get enough of my cock, can you? God, you’re perfect, Y/N. My perfect girl. That’s it, yeah. Just like that, baby.”

The praise does things to her insides, not to mention what it does to her pussy because she’s fucking leaking. Her one hand goes between her thighs to relieve some of the tension and to gain some friction on her clit.

“Does it turn you on, hhm?” He chuckles, “Does it turn you on when you suck my cock, Y/N?”

“Mmmhhh,” she hums, breathing heavily through her nose while she bobs her head.

“Good girl. Such a good girl, your mouth feels fucking amazing. Taking me so well, baby.”

She bobs her head some more before she works her way downwards, suckling at his balls and drools all over them while Dean further spreads his legs to accommodate her. Y/N doesn’t stop there, though, noses behind his sack as she licks her trail down to his rim, gives him a tentative kiss before tonguing his pink puckered hole that makes him hiss out like he’s in great pain.

“Holy— f—” Dean groans above, more animal than human, “That’s so fucking good, princess. So, so good. How the fuck did I get so lucky?”

Spending some time down there, she licks and sucks at his rim, flickers her tongue over the tight ring of muscle. Dean’s shaking with the motion of him beating himself off, because obviously, she has no hand free for that right now. His balls hit her forehead as he jerks. It’s when he starts to get incoherent above her, legs trembling slightly, and is choking on his words that she makes her way up again. She would hate it for him to waste his come on his stomach instead of tasting it on the tip of her tongue, or feeling it filling her pussy up.

Licking her way up his rigid shaft, she begins to suck his cock into her mouth again, sticking her tongue out and gobbling him as far down as she can. At one point she takes him so far she starts to gag and then she pulls up, choking and coughing while tears run down her cheeks.

“Baby, you don’t have to take me in that far.” He sounds concerned and then before she knows it, he has her pulled up while he kisses her breathless. His one hand is firm on the back of her head while his other hand wanders down to squeeze her ass, his hard dick is trapped and slides along both their bodies. When Dean breaks the kiss, he whispers with a grin, “You wanna sit on my cock, princess?”

“Oh god, yes,” she exclaims, jolting and yelping up at the same time too because he’s smacking her ass while he laughs at her enthusiasm.

“Go on, take what you need, sweetheart, I’m all yours.”

Dean’s in an exceptionally good mood, and yeah, it might have something to do with how he had gotten woken up this morning. Even though it was way too early, and that he knew the hours ahead will be stressful, especially considering the wedding probably wouldn’t end until way past midnight, he doesn’t know how to wipe this stupid smile from his face.

While they were doing it, he blurted out things he definitely does mean though. He remembered telling her that she could wake him up like this every day for the rest of his life, which— to be fair, he’d also feel very content if it’s just waking up next to her, he’s not very picky when it comes to the idea of having her and being able to call her his. It’s definitely a clear testament to how far gone he already is. And the last part, when he said she could use him because he’s hers. Yeah, that’s also very true and he doesn’t know if he went too far with that. But the replying grin he received told him that he might not be as far off about her feelings towards him either. One day I’ll tell you, he promises to himself. One day, I’ll pour my heart out to you.

After the amazing morning sex, they took a shower — separately. And it was Dean’s idea because he knew that he probably wouldn’t be able to keep his hands off her if they did share. She’s pretty addictive — not that he minds that part, but they really needed to get going if they didn’t want to miss the whole ceremony.

Y/N was then whisked off for some pampering whatever duties she has to fulfill while he is stuck with the guys.

They are cramped in the hotel room while they wait for their cue to appear and Dean can’t help but watch Mick. He wonders how the guy could let someone who is as amazing as Y/N go; can’t really wrap his mind around it. But he guesses that it’s better this way, right? If it wasn’t for their breakup and how he’s hurt her, Dean wouldn’t be here. Which when he thinks again, is a little fucked up. He watches Mick console Arthur who’s freaking out as the man paces around the room, and honestly, he just wants this event to end so they can return Stateside and leave stupid Mick behind. Dean vows that — given the chance — he’ll make sure that she will forget everything what the asshole ex has done to her.

While he sits in the chair by the window, scrolling through the pictures of his nephew Ethan which Sam sent him, he hears Arthur hissing out something under his breath, shoving his best man aside to be able to storm out to which Mick follows, hot on Arthur’s heel. For a moment Dean entertains the thought of going after them, but then again, he’s an outsider here, there are other men who know them far better than he does. Plus, he’s sure that it’s probably only a case of cold feet and Arthur will be back in no time.

It’s just… this being back in no time stretches awkwardly from five minutes, to ten, and then to fifteen. A look into the room confirms that the other guys are starting to get impatient as well. Checking his watch, Dean notices that the wedding should be starting in less than twenty minutes, and the groom plus the best man are not where they are supposed to be. They were instructed to leave for the chapel together right before the wedding started.

“I’ll go check on them,” Dean offers, pushing himself up and pocketing his phone back into his pants. The other men just nod their agreement, some of them already texting their partner to see if they know what’s going on. Dean could do that too but he does not want to bother Y/N if it’s not absolutely necessary.

He checks some rooms on the floor of the hotel where they’re all staying, but none of the people who are still not yet at the ceremony have seen the groom or his best man. Flying down the stairs, he grabs the next bell boy he can find. The boy told him that yes, he had seen them running towards the chapel.

Great.

Dean breaks into a careful jog in order to cross the lobby quicker, but once he’s out of the building, he runs.

Arriving at the chapel not even five minutes later yet rather sweaty, he crosses the threshold of the chapel. Everyone’s already seated, patiently waiting for the ceremony to start. There are murmurs and muttered whispers when he makes his way through the aisle, people are clearly wondering when what’s going on. At first, he wonders how they know what’s going on behind the scenes but then he realizes that Arthur and Mick might have arrived already, but strangely, it’s calm. Too calm, which— yeah, super suspicious. Dean doesn’t like it.

When he reaches the front, he can clearly make out some muffled shouting behind a thick wooden door. Without even knocking he barges in and swiftly closes the barrier behind him.

Arthur was standing there, red in his face, his bowtie hanging loosely around his blotched neck, hair a little mussed while he cast angry stares at Mick who looks rather apologetic. Tiffany is standing right between the two men and no doubt she got half of the angry stares Arthur is sending as well. Her palm is spread on Arthurs’s chest, clearly holding him back from doing harm to Mick. Dean has a bad feeling about all this — especially because Y/N is standing just a couple of feet away, her jaw slack, mouth agape, and somehow the bouquet she was holding had slipped to the floor and is lying abandoned by her feet.

“What’s going on?” He asks carefully, and at first, the only person who looks at him is Mick, remorse written all over his features, but then Tiff swings around so fast Dean’s afraid she’s getting a whiplash. It’s a blurry vision of white and chiffon that stops before it strides towards him, her pointer finger outstretched, prodding with it at his chest in a stabbing motion. It doesn’t hurt as much as it is confusing.

“You told him, didn’t you? I told you to not tell anyone!” Tiff accuses him, voice shrill and cracking as tears pool in her eyes.

His eyes go wide, and before he can even react, Arthur is jumping Mick with a low growl, his fist connects with Mick’s face and something cracks loudly, making Dean flinch. “You fucked my girlfriend even though you had a fiancé! How could you!? You knew how much I bloody loved her!”

Shit.

The cat is out of the bag, and as Dean had already predicted, it’s messy.

Mick scrambles for the door while Arthur is pulling at his suit jacket. Somehow, the man manages to Houdini his way out of that one, so that Arthur’s only standing there with the material in his hand while Mick wrenches the door open, taking the opportunity of the short-lived confusion to flee out of the room. However, Arthur isn’t one to give up easily and the man throws the jacket to the floor before muttering something under his breath and breaking into a run after his traitor of a friend. It’s almost funny how much of a coward the man is, running away when he should fucking man up to his mistakes.

He watches the both of them go, his head still trying to wrap itself around what is happening. Arthur shouts after Mick, his voice booms and echoes off the walls of the chapel as people are gasping and murmuring loudly.

When Dean turns, he’s jolted back by the sheer closeness of Y/N, who’s now standing right before him, her chest almost pressed to his, her face holds so many emotions but none of them good ones. He thinks he can detect disappointment, anger, and most of all, hurt.

“You knew?” She spits out, teeth gritting while her nose wrinkles and her forehead crinkles. It would be cute if he would be in any other situation. “You fucking knew?!”

“Y/N,” he croaks out, voice breaking at how upset she is. But it’s too late because she doesn’t listen. Y/N pushes past him, shoving at him with her shoulder causing him to stumble back. She is out the door before he can stop her.

“I’m sorry,” Tiff murmurs just as he’s about to follow Y/N. “It wasn’t you, was it?” Dean stills only for a millisecond not even reacting to her half-assed apology before he storms out after Y/N.

Y/N tries to make her way out quickly, pissed off about everything and everyone right now, but most of all, she’s so pissed off with Dean.

He knew! He bloody knew! He lied to her. She thought they were past this, she thought they could be truthful with each other, could trust each other, but then Mick barged right into the room where they were still prepping Tiff and started babbling about Arthur knowing something to which Tiff just ordered everyone out. She stayed, because somehow, she felt like she should, plus her sister didn’t explicitly tell her to leave. She wonders if it was better or worse to have stayed.

Once Arthur was inside the room and the door was shut he started demanding answers and Y/N only caught bits and pieces of the accusation, but when the whole story was out, she cast a hard glare at Mick who was rubbing the back of his neck nervously. “Yeah, uh…”

“How long?” She asked him through gritted teeth, while the other two were still arguing next to them, with Arthur spluttering at Tiff who had tears brimming in her eyes. “How long has this been going on?” Y/N shouted, louder in order to be heard above the other bickering going on next to them.

“It started when you first went for a business trip to Yorkshire,” he admitted not sounding remorseful at all, and then he added, “And then it continued throughout the years. We stopped when Arthur proposed.”

“Jesus, I’m so dumb!” She blurted out, eyes looking up to the ceiling, willing her tears not to fall. The Yorkshire trip. That happened about a year into their relationship. “No, actually, I’m not dumb, you’re just a fucking asshole, Mick!”

“Yeah?” Mick asked, “Come on, Y/N! Don’t make me out to be the bad guy. It’s not like your new boyfriend isn’t lying to you!”

Y/N fixed him with another hard glare, “What do you mean?”

“Did you know that he’s going to go back to Kansas? Leaving New York behind as soon as you go back?” Mick sneered, his voice full of malice.

Her mouth opened and closed. She blinked, forehead wrinkling as she let his words sink in. What? Dean is moving away?

“Yeah,” he snorted out humorlessly, “I knew as soon as he told me that you probably weren’t aware.”

“You little shit!” Arthur growled before he pounded towards Mick, and Tiffany just managed to jump in between. The things she was going to reply to Mick getting lost in the commotion.

And then suddenly, Dean was standing in the room with them. The rest is history.

Now she’s running towards the hotel, as fast as her feet can take her, shoes lost somewhere along the way a couple of meters back, and she’s so close to the building already when suddenly, an arm wraps itself around her torso, pulling her back against a solid, yet soft chest.

“Shhhhh,” Dean’s voice is next to her ear, stubbled jaw brushing against her soft cheek as he presses her closer to his heaving chest. “Y/N, don’t run.”

Somehow, she manages to wriggle herself out of his grip before she turns around to face him. He’s still breathing hard, sweat beads along his hairline, but he still looks immaculate in his suit and with that little stupid bowtie that didn’t even budge with all the running he did. It shouldn’t make her madder, but it does.

“You fucking knew!” She sputters, repeating herself, and then she tucks a loose strand of hair back behind her ear angrily, probably ruffling up the carefully made hairdo but she just doesn’t really care about it right now. “I trusted you, Dean! I trusted you with my secrets and that’s how you go about it? Lying to my face?!”

“It wasn’t my place to tell you!” He shouts back, indignant. He looks high-strung and worried as he cards his hand through his hair and ruffles it up. “Jesus, Y/N! What do you want me to say? That your fiancé had cheated on you and everyone knew but nobody respected you enough to have told you? Besides, you knew I’m being discrete, it’s what I do! It’s my fucking job!”

She curls her hands into fists, balling them at her thighs. “Oh, that’s great! Discretion. You always got that to hide behind, don’t you? Because after all, I’m just a job to you!”

His face cracks a little, his walls crumble, and she knows it’s a low blow but she’s hurting, and all she wants is for him to join her in her pain. And because she’s stubborn, instead of trying to make it better, she will always be bound to make it worse.

Dean frowns, anger clearly showing on his face now, “Yeah! For all I know, come Tuesday we’ll be back to the real world and you’ll be hiring me for your best fucking friend!”

“Come Tuesday, you’ll be moving to fucking Kansas!” She shoots back, voice breaking. But she holds herself together, doesn’t want to break down and cry in front of a fucking escort.

Dean blinks. “How do—”

“—because that’s another thing you haven’t told me!” She says, before he can get a word in. “All you do is lie, and I fell for it!”

Oh god, she’s hurting. It hurts more than she thought it would.

He seems to have gotten a grip on the situation, and his face doesn’t show much emotion anymore when he says, “Oh come on, Y/N. Do you really think we’ll be boyfriend and girlfriend?”

That almost brings her to another brink of tears but she’s holding her head high when she spits back.

“No? But that’s also not the point. The point is that you let me make a fool of myself! You fucking lied to me, Dean.” She snorts without humor, hand gesturing around when she continues, “I don’t know why that surprises me, because obviously, lying is what you do. It’s your job and it’s who you are. How would you even know if something was real?”

“Oh, that’s rich,” he chuckles, bitter. “That’s fucking rich coming from you of all people! You’re judging me? That’s a fucking good one, Y/N. You’re lying to me, you’re lying to your family and you’re fucking lying to yourself! But no, the princess is going to stand here and point a finger at me. Me, the man you hired to pretend to be your fucking boyfriend!”

They are standing there, both of them breathing hard, and she desperately wants him to fight for it. Desperately wants him to fight for her — she thought he would, at least if any of this was as real for him as it was for her.

But when nothing happens, she has to admit defeat. Her shoulders sag at the realization.

Sighing, she speaks with a calmer voice, deliberately looking at the floor because she doesn’t want to look at him, knowing that if she does, she’s going to break. “You’re right, you know? I was so desperate to make everyone believe I was happy, that I spent half a fortune on a bloody lie. And in the end? The only one who ended up falling for it was me. Please do me a favor, Dean. Leave now and never come back.”

With that, Y/N turns around and starts to walk away, not looking back. Not even when he calls out for her. There’s really nothing to be said anymore.

Chapter 15

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#the wedding date #dean winchester #dean winchester x reader #dean winchester x you #dean winchester fic #dean winchester fan fic #dean winchester fan fiction #nathalie writes

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The Strongest Person I Know

The strongest person I know by OrangeTheTangerine

“The strongest person I know?” Shouta clarified, startled by the sudden question. The pink haired girl nodded, “Yeah! Are they a hero?”

“No.”

“Then who is it?” — - OR: Class 1-A have a quick QnA session with their homeroom teacher.

Words: 860, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Series: Part 8 of Tangerine's One-Shot fun, Part 2 of Dadzawa week 2021

Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Characters: Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead, Midoriya Izuku, Class 1-A

Relationships: Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead & Midoriya Izuku

Additional Tags: Dadzawa Week, Dadzawa, Biological Dadzawa, Parental Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead, Worried Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead, Caring Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead, Midoriya Izuku Needs A Hug, Self-Harm, Implied/Referenced Self-Harm, Hurt/Comfort, Angst, Bittersweet, all aboard the angst train!, Choo Choo!, I'm Sorry, Midoriya Izuku Does Not Have One for All Quirk, Midoriya Izuku Has a Quirk, It's only briefly mentioned, How Do I Tag

Read Here: https://archiveofourown.org/works/35294950

#AO3 Feed #FanFiction #AO3 Dadzawa #♦#Aizawa Shouta #Izuku Midoriya #R:T #W:S #A:Orange #Quirk AU #Dadzawa #Mental Illness

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ao3feed-izuku-midoriya · 2 years

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The Strongest Person I Know

The strongest person I know by OrangeTheTangerine

“The strongest person I know?” Shouta clarified, startled by the sudden question. The pink haired girl nodded, “Yeah! Are they a hero?”

“No.”

“Then who is it?” — - OR: Class 1-A have a quick QnA session with their homeroom teacher.

Words: 860, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Series: Part 8 of Tangerine's One-Shot fun, Part 2 of Dadzawa week 2021

Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Characters: Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead, Midoriya Izuku, Class 1-A

Relationships: Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead & Midoriya Izuku

Read Here: https://archiveofourown.org/works/35294950

#AO3 Feed #FanFiction #AO3 Izuku #♦#Izuku Midoriya #Aizawa Shouta #R:T #W:S #A:Orange #Quirk AU #Dadzawa

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ladysunamireads · 2 years

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The Strongest Person I Know

The strongest person I know by OrangeTheTangerine

“The strongest person I know?” Shouta clarified, startled by the sudden question. The pink haired girl nodded, “Yeah! Are they a hero?”

“No.”

“Then who is it?” — - OR: Class 1-A have a quick QnA session with their homeroom teacher.

Words: 860, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Series: Part 8 of Tangerine's One-Shot fun, Part 2 of Dadzawa week 2021

Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Characters: Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead, Midoriya Izuku, Class 1-A

Relationships: Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead & Midoriya Izuku

Read Here: https://archiveofourown.org/works/35294950

#AO3 Feed #FanFiction #AO3 Izuku #♠#Izuku Midoriya #Aizawa Shouta #BNHA #🐰#R:T #Quirk AU #Dadzawa #Mental Illness #Hurt Comfort #Angst #A:Orange

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Heartbeat

by Valkyriethehopeless

She can't tell if the voicemail is a blessing or a curse. If hearing her cheery voice is less taxing on her soul than the disappointment she's sure she would be faced with at 4am, if Caitlyn had managed to pick up. The beep comes, piercing through her muddled train of thoughts like a bullet finding its bullseye. Its shrieking tone runs point blank through her. It's not too late to hang up, but instead she speaks. "I don't know why I'm calling. Dunno why I thought I'd bother. If my sister knew I was leaving you this message… look, I just need you to know something. A lot of things actually." _____ What if Vi and Caitlyn ended so badly, the only way they knew how to interact with one another was to hurt each other? Vi drunk dials her one night and leaves a lengthy voicemail that she knows she can never go back on. _____ This fic is inspired by Childish Gambino's Heartbeat. The song is a bop, go listen. This fic is just pure angst, go yell at me in the comments.

Words: 1409, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021), League of Legends

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Categories: F/F

Characters: Caitlyn (League of Legends), Vi (League of Legends)

Relationships: Caitlyn/Vi (League of Legends)

Additional Tags: Angst, Angst and Feels, Hurt No Comfort, choo choo all aboard the angst train, Hurt Vi (League of Legends), Hurt Caitlyn (League of Legends), Drunken Confessions, Drunk Texting, Anger, Hurt

from AO3 works tagged 'Caitlyn/Vi (League of Legends)'

#ao3feed-piltovers-finest #a03feed-piltovers-finest #caitvi #arcane (league of legends) fanfiction

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omgyouatetheprincess · 4 years

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Janus’ Playlist

AHH JANUS' PLAYLIST LETS GOO

Not that anyone asked for my opinions

Okay so I'd like to start by saying that Thomas, Joan and Talyn did an amazing job on this playlist because every song fits Janus so perfectly.

Here are some of my thoughts on the songs and some interpretations I came up with or found on the internet.

Trigger Warnings - abortion. Mocking of religion.

Black Hole Sun - okay at first I was like 'wow this is really smooth and nice and the vocals are so sweet.' Then I heard the lyrics. "In disguises no one knows,

Hides the face, lies the snake". It's such a Deceit song and I imagine him dancing to it (with or without a partner).

Black Hole Sun by Scott Bradlee's Postmodern Jukebox, Haley Reinhart

It Seemed That Better Way - holy heck, can I point out that this song is such a bop? Leonard Cohen has such a soothing voice and it reminds me of Patrick Page (aha Hadestown) and if Janus wasn't played by Thomas, I could imagine this as his voice. The song is about not knowing what the truth is and what to believe, and has religious meanings which could be countering Patton and his Catholic beliefs.

It Seemed The Better Way by Leonard Cohen

Anywhere - I feel like Patton would hate this because the first line is "It's a beautiful world if you've been lied to by parents and priests". Anywhere describes how the world isn't a beautiful as it may seem, and that people lie to make you see it.

Anywhere by The Scarring Party

Talking At The Same Time - it is immediately dark and that everything seems fake and a... Lie. A lot of Deceit's songs are about the truth or that everything is a lie and I have to give massive kudos to Thomas, Joan and Talyn because they did an excellent job portraying Janus through his music taste. The song describes how everyone talks at the same time, and what I interpret that as is that everyone says the same thing over and over. It's hard to explain so I'll let you make your own interpretations of it.

Talking At The Same Time by Tom Waits

all the good girls go to hell - I'm not going to lie (ha) but I don't like Billie Eyelash, but I'll see past the artist. My first thought when I saw the song without hearing it is that it's a good choice and Janus probably loves Billie Eilish. Spotify has meanings of songs so I'm going to go off there: "This song is in the perspective of the Devil / no matter how good you are, desperate measures will eventually break you / turn you into bad." I feel like Deceit would sing this around the house. This song is twisting Christian symbolism and the lyrics can be interpreted as Eilish praising people who go to hell as it's better than being morally good. (Also, just switch Peter with Patton)

all the bad girls go to hell by Billie Eilish

Denial - KDJIEKAKSNDENIAL? In Putting Others First, Janus is referred to as Denial and now this song? Everyone start clapping for Thomas and his team. Anyway, the song discusses themes of conflict within a relationship, and the denial and insecurity of being in a relationship near it’s end (source: Genius). Also, Roceit vibes?

Denial by The Vaccines

Trust In Me - first of all, heck yeah! I predicted this song to be on his playlist because it's a slimy snake song from Disney? Hello this is Thomas? I think it's a great song and Johansson's voice is angelic. Kaa is manipulating and hypnotizing Mowgli, and if Deceit could do the same you can bet your bottom dollar he would sing this. We love our not-evil snake boi.

Trust In Me by Scarlett Johansson

Razzle Dazzle - Janus singing this with Roman? Yes please? Okay so I get that this is a villian song, and I love that, but imagine Deceit in a shiny sequenced dress? I also haven't seen Chicago yet so I'm going off what I've heard - this song describes how it is too easy to put on a show and make the audience happy. Basically, acting is just professional lying. The line "Though you are stiffer than a girder they'll let you get away with murder" is so clever (no spoilers but he had it coming)

Razzle Dazzle by Richard Gere

[SLIGHT HADESTOWN SPOILERS]

When The Chips Are Down - I hecking love Hadestown so you can bet I squealed when I saw this song. This song is sung by the fates, who are portrayed at untrustworthy. The title of this song is derived from the idiom “when the chips are down”, meaning “when a very serious and difficult situation arises”. Eurydice is in potentially one of the most serious and difficult situations she could be in: her life is at stake. After Hades invites Eurydice to come with him to Hadestown, the Fates appear and encourage her to consider his offer. They tell her that she should look after herself now that she is starving and the “chips are down”. (Source: Genius). In my own words, the fates are convincing (or manipulating if you will) a poor helpless girl to put herself first and save herself. It also mentions how if you be good to get into heaven,you get a knife in the back.

Go listen to Hadestown, it's an incredible soundtrack.

When The Chips Are Down by Anaïs Mitchell, The Haden Triplets

[TW! Abortion]

Mandy Goes to Med School - okay so this song is about abortion, so we'll have to go off context. Mandy (or Amanda Palmer) has to pay for Medical School by giving abortions in an alleyway with a coat hanger, so I interpret this as having to do shady stuff to get what you want. I think him and Remus would enjoy this song together. I'd also like to note that Logan had a song by Amanda Palmer in his playlist... That isn't relevant but I wanted to note that.

Mandy Goes to Med School by The Dresden Dolls

I Put A Spell On You - 50SOG vibes? I really like this song, it has a nice rhythm and the lyrics are so creepy. This gives me vibes of Deceit cornering/pining another side/love interest because if our baby boy wants to be happy, he should. This is similar to Trust In Me because it talks about enchanting someone to get what you want. "I don't care if you don't want me, I'm yours right now." Chills. Janus singing this song would complete my life.

Also the singer calls the love interest daddy but we ain't shaming

I Put A Spell On You by Nina Simone

Evil Night Together - well the title has evil in it so... Perfect for our Evil Snake Boi. This song gives me huge Demus/Receit vibes because it's basically like "let's go on a date in the creepiest place."

What if we drank a drink in the torture chambers... Haha jk ...unless 🥺

Evil Night Together by Jill Tracy

Don't Tell Mama - another musical song? Roman would be impressed. This song is about an English singer, who's mother thinks she's in a convent (a nun), when really she's in a German s3x club. You can really tell why it would be so bad if her secret got out.

Don't Tell Mama by John Kander, Joel Grey, Jill Hawarth, Cabaret Ensemble, Harold Hastings

You're A Cad - definition of a cad: a man who behaves dishonourably, especially towards a woman... This song has a nice beat and gives me TikTok vibes, but it also gives me Moceit vibes (I say vibes too much) because the singer is saying "you're a villain, a cad, a rascal... But I'm like a fish on a hook for you and I still want you." Also, she has a sweet tooth?

You're A Cad by the bird and the bee

As Far As I Can See - all aboard the angst train, CHOO-CHOO "As far as I can see, nobody loves me. As far as I can tell, nobody loves you either" this song gives me such Roceit vibes because the meaning is pretty simple: if nobody loves Janus, then he'll take everyone down with him. I knew there would be that one song that tries to make me cry for our poor baby.

As Far As I Can See by Phantogram

Criminal - first of all, the cover is beautiful. Apple describes the song as “a description of feeling bad for getting something so easily by using your sexuality.” She also told in an interview: "One of my friends said to me, “Oh yeah, of course you aren’t writing.” So I was like, “The next time you see me, I’m gonna have a new song.” I wrote “Criminal” in 45 minutes when everyone else went to lunch because I had to have a hit. I can force myself to do the work, but only if someone is right up behind me." Which is the level of pettiness I see in Deceit and I am here for it. The context of the song is seduction and manipulation, so Janus using his sexuality to manipulate the other Sides is a cursed thought.

Criminal by Fiona Apple

Change - if any of them listened to Lana Del Rey, I sort of expected it to be Virgil. Change shows how Del Rey has matured, and I feel like it also portrays Janus' ability to adapt. "Change is a powerful thing... I'll be able to be honest..." Does this mean he's trying to change? Will we get more character development? LIGHT SIDE JANUS?

Change by Lana Del Rey

Devil In The Details - this song is about trusting the wrong person and taking advantage of something. "I am the first one I deceive if I can make myself believe the rest is easy.". More angst, yay.

Devil In The Details by Bright Eyes

Come Little Children - if you had a My Little Pony phase, you probably know this song. Come Little Children, also known as "Sarah's Theme" and "Garden of Magic," is a song sung by Sarah Sanderson in the film, Hocus Pocus to hypnotize children to lure them. Manipulation: a common theme.

Come Little Children by Erutan

Into The Unknown - I was really shocked to see this song until I realized, no, it wasn't the same iconic theme from Frozen 2. This short song is from Over The Garden Wall, a show Thomas watches but I have not. "If dreams can't come true, then why not pretend?" The show plays heavily on the battle between dreams and reality (source: Genius). The way I see this, Janus is convincing the Light Sides to do something, or specifically Roman to make his dreams come true through selfish means.

Into The Unknown by The Blasting Company

This playlist is one of the best because every song had me saying “Janus would so sing this". If you have any thoughts, feel free to comment!

As always, take it easy guys gals and non-binary pals peace out

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seasoraveins · 4 years

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Chapters: 4/? Fandom: Pocket Monsters: Sword & Shield | Pokemon Sword & Shield Versions Rating: Explicit Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence Relationships: Dande | Leon/Kibana | Raihan, Hop/Masaru | Victor, Rurina | Nessa/Sonia Characters: Kibana | Raihan, Dande | Leon, Sonia (Pokemon), Hop (Pokemon), Masaru | Victor, Yarrow | Milo, Rurina | Nessa, Kabu (Pokemon), Melon | Melony, Makuwa | Gordie, Beet | Bede, Saitou | Bea, Onion | Allister, Poplar | Opal, Nezu | Piers (Pokemon), Rose | Chairman Rose Additional Tags: Enemies With Benefits, Enemies to Lovers, Rivals, Miscommunication, Leon was an asshole when he was younger, Raihan swears as a coping mechanism, Hate Sex, Hurt/Comfort, but gone wrong, Pining, Angst, Feelings Realization, Rough Sex, Rutting, Anal Sex, Wall Sex, Making Up, Slow Burn, Childhood Friends, They’ll get nicer I swear, ALL ABOARD THE ANGST TRAIN, choo choo motherfuckers, Character Development, Anal Fingering, sign language Summary: The first time it happened, they met in the locker room, angry and looking for a fight. But that was the first time. Then the second time. And the third. Three years pass. It kept happening. And then it became more than just a hate fuck.

#pkmn swsh #raileon #raihan x leon #pokemon #pokemon swsh #raihan #leon #fanfic #ao3 #my writing

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ao3feed-supercorp · 4 years

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i loved and i loved and i lost you (and it hurts like hell)

by darknightskies

lex luthor stabs the superfriends and his sister in the back one last time, leaving lena to think that she has lost kara. thinking it's all her fault, she decides to rid the world of a luthor - herself.

Words: 3202, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: Supergirl (TV 2015)

Rating: General Audiences

Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence

Categories: F/F

Characters: Kara Danvers, Lena Luthor, Alex Danvers, J'onn J'onzz | Hank Henshaw, Brainy, Lex Luthor

Relationships: Kara Danvers/Lena Luthor

Additional Tags: Angst with a Happy Ending, Major Character Injury, Suicide Attempt, Panic Attacks, choo choo all aboard the angst train, my favourite ladies really can't catch a break in this one, But no one dies, and they're both okay and together in the end, Don't Be Fooled By The Title

from AO3 works tagged 'Kara Danvers/Lena Luthor' https://ift.tt/374UWl0 via IFTTT http://archiveofourown.org/works/21926107

#supercorp #Kara x Lena #Kara Danvers x Lena Luthor #karlena

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tiffersthenerdyficrecs · 5 years

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I Don’t Have A Place For These Yet- My Hero Academia

(*) Indicates my most suggested reads.

The Deaf Hero: Deku by BeyondTheClouds777

Rating: General Audiences Category: Gen Relationships: Midoriya Izuku & Todoroki Shouto, Midoriya Izuku & Yagi Toshinori | All Might, Iida Tenya & Midoriya Izuku, Midoriya Izuku & Shinsou Hitoshi Characters: Midoriya Izuku, Midoriya Inko, Yagi Toshinori | All Might, Uraraka Ochako, Iida Tenya, Kirishima Eijirou, Todoroki Shouto Additional Tags: Sign Language, Parental Yagi Toshinori | All Might, Dad Might, Written By An ASL Student, Deaf Izuku, Deaf Deku, Izuku Is Still Precious But He's Also a Savage, Sassy Midoriya Izuku, Savage Midoriya Izuku, Deaf Character, Izuku is a Precious Spicy Cinnamon Roll, Platonic Relationships, The Izuku Protection Squad Is Still a Thing Even Though Izuku Doesn't Really Need Protecting, Queerplatonic Tododeku Summary: His whole life, Izuku was told that he couldn’t do it. That he should give up while he still had the chance. That someone like him—Deaf, Quirkless—could never become a hero.

But Izuku wasn’t going to give up. Not now and not ever.

(OR, the one where nearly everything's the same, but Izuku is Deaf.)

Stolen Sense by AiaPhoenix *(Updating/Incomplete)

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Category: Gen Characters: Midoriya Izuku, Midoriya Inko, Yagi Toshinori | All Might, Todoroki Shouto, Bakugou Katsuki, Class 1-A (My Hero Academia) Additional Tags: Midoriya Izuku Has a Quirk, Deaf Midoriya Izuku, Mute Midoriya Izuku, Blind Midoriya Izuku, but not really idk, Midoriya Izuku Has One for All Quirk Summary: Midoriya Izuku was an interesting individual, whose quirk was not to be joked about.

Everyday, he loses one 'sense' and his others are strengthened because of that. The greater the price, the more he gets in return.

His quirk had great disadvantages, sure, but there were advantages too, right?

Symbol of Love by Indrel(Updating/Incomplete)

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Categories: M/M, Multi Relationships: Midoriya Izuku/Todoroki Shouto, Midoriya Inko/Yagi Toshinori | All Might, Midoriya Izuku & Yagi Toshinori | All Might, Class 1-A & Midoriya Izuku, Midoriya Izuku & Everyone, Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead/Yamada Hizashi | Present Mic, Bakugou Katsuki & Midoriya Izuku Characters: Midoriya Izuku, Midoriya Inko, Yagi Toshinori | All Might, Todoroki Shouto, Bakugou Katsuki, Uraraka Ochako, Iida Tenya, Class 1-A (My Hero Academia), League of Villains (My Hero Academia), basically everyone from canon, some oc's of little importance Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Midoriya Izuku Has a Quirk, Midoriya Izuku Has One for All Quirk, Canon-Typical Violence, Slow Burn, Really really slow burn, Parental Yagi Toshinori | All Might, BAMF Midoriya Inko, BAMF Midoriya Izuku, Bakugou Katsuki Swears A Lot, Villain Midoriya Hisashi, Hurt/Comfort, Fluff and Angst, Todoroki Enji | Endeavor's Bad Parenting, Not Beta Read, Tags May Change, Tags Are Hard, Serious Injuries, Past Abuse, Bullying, POV Alternating, Angst, Heavy Angst, Love Confessions, Platonic Relationships Summary: Izuku was proclaimed practically quirkless at the age of four. The error is discovered four years later when his mother gets caught in a fire. Terrified at losing his mother Izuku’s quirk activates and he saves her life, but not without a cost.

His quirk allows him to protect the people he loves and with it he manages to get All Might’s attention. When they get caught in a villain attack he proves his heroism and at the age of eight All Might becomes his mentor - and father figure.

The threat of villains is always hanging over his head and the lives of his loved ones are constantly in danger. But with his own quirk and with One for All Izuku will fight to become stronger and overcome everything in his path to become the greatest hero.

This is the story of how Izuku became the Symbol of Love.

One Cool Cat by NotYourGoat(Updating/Incomplete)

Rating: Not Rated Relationships: Todoroki Shouto and an adorable kitten, Todoroki Shouto/Happiness Characters: Todoroki Shouto, Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead, Midoriya Izuku, Uraraka Ochako, Iida Tenya, Class 1-A (My Hero Academia), Original Feline Characters Additional Tags: as in the only original characters here are cats, Cats, Happy, Just Add Kittens, Depressed Todoroki Shouto, but big happy, Todoroki Shouto-centric, anything that isnt Big Happy right from the start will very soon become Big Happy, if its not Big Happy right away ill try to keep it comical til it becomes Big Happy, but there's little to nothing overtly unhappy!!!, at least that's what im trying for, Fluff and Humor, i guess, Fluff Summary: There was one kitten in particular that stood out to Todoroki. It had an unusual coloring on its face. The right side was an orangey-gold color and the left was black, and it was split right down the middle, almost as if someone had smooshed two cats together. He stared at the little animal and it looked back up at him. OR: todoroki gets one of those cats w the split lookin faces

Walk in My Shoes for a Day by virifanfic

Rating: General Audiences Category: Multi Relationships: Bakugou Katsuki/Kirishima Eijirou, Bakugou Katsuki/Midoriya Izuku, Bakugou Katsuki & Midoriya Izuku, Bakugou Katsuki & Kaminari Denki & Kirishima Eijirou, Bakugou Katsuki & Class 1-A Characters: Bakugou Katsuki, Bakugou Mitsuki, Midoriya Izuku, Kirishima Eijirou, Todoroki Shouto, Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead, Yagi Toshinori | All Might, Ashido Mina Additional Tags: Bakugou Katsuki Swears A Lot, Bakugou Katsuki is Bad at Feelings, Bakugou Katsuki hit by a quirk, bakugou redemption, Protect these children Summary: Bakugou gets hit by a quirk that causes him to feel the things that those around him feel.

All aboard the feelings train Choo choo

Split by birdpuns *(Updating/Incomplete)

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Relationships: Midoriya Inko & Midoriya Izuku, Midoriya Izuku & Uraraka Ochako, Midoriya Izuku & Toogata Mirio, Midoriya Izuku & Everyone Characters: Midoriya Izuku, Toogata Mirio, Midoriya Inko, Yagi Toshinori | All Might, Bakugou Katsuki, Class 1-A (My Hero Academia) Additional Tags: Midoriya Izuku Has a Quirk, Midoriya Izuku Does Not Have One for All Quirk, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Canon-Typical Violence, Bakugou Katsuki Swears A Lot, Tags Are Hard, Other Additional Tags to Be Added Summary: It's amazing how much a few small things can change a person. It's even more amazing how little actually changes, in the end.

When Izuku Midoriya quite literally stumbled upon his quirk, he was thrilled. But the excitement wore off pretty quickly when his only friend, his teachers and classmates, and even his own mother seemed to think he'd have been better off without a quirk at all. And for a while, he started to think that maybe they were right; his quirk was strange and hard to use for combat, unlike his friend's, and could put him in a lot of danger if he wasn't careful. But then he met another boy with an equally strange, hard to use quirk who was undoubtedly going to become a Pro Hero one day, and Izuku decided he wouldn't let his own quirk stand in his way either.

(Or, Izuku Midoriya finds a way to be Izuku Midoriya no matter the circumstances.)

It’s Silent Underwater by Shoutosobah(Updating/Incomplete)

Rating: Mature Archive Warning: Graphic Depictions Of Violence Categories: F/M, M/M Relationships: Midoriya Izuku/Todoroki Shouto, Midoriya Izuku & Shinsou Hitoshi, Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead & Midoriya Izuku, Midoriya Izuku & Yamada Hizashi | Present Mic, Midoriya Izuku & Original Character(s), Midoriya Izuku & Everyone, Midoriya Izuku & Tsukauchi Naomasa, Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead/Yamada Hizashi | Present Mic Characters: Midoriya Izuku, Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead, Yagi Toshinori | All Might, Todoroki Shouto, Todoroki Enji | Endeavor, Original Characters, Yamada Hizashi | Present Mic, Class 1-A (My Hero Academia), Bakugou Katsuki, Kirishima Eijirou Additional Tags: Midoriya Izuku Has a Quirk, Midoriya Izuku Needs A Hug, Midoriya Izuku Has PTSD - Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder, Swimming Pools, Suicide, Suicide Attempt, Drowning, Swimming, Angst, Fluff, Fluff and Angst, Dadzawa, Slow burn tododeku, tododeku - Freeform, Dead Midoriya Inko, Hurt/Comfort, Foster Care, Midoriya Izuku Does Not Have One for All Quirk, Midoriya Izuku Does Not Go to U.A. High School, not necessarily, Todoroki Enji | Endeavor's Bad Parenting, Anxious Midoriya Izuku, What Even Is Canon In This Story, What Was I Thinking?, Slow To Update, Parental Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead, BAMF Midoriya Izuku, Character Death, Eventual Relationships, Dark Comedy, i guess lol, can't write a story without having some comedic qualities amirite? Summary: Considering Izuku didn't have a quirk in which you could call 'humane', he could never really imagine the lifestyle where he could be a hero. He could never stoop so low as to become a villain either. So I guess he's just...there. Living as an abnormal civilian who has also been considered like a son to Aizawa Shouta. Though he would never trade anything in the world when it came to his legal guardian,

Izuku really can't stand his own quirk. He’d do anything in his will power never to have to hear it again.

Rooftop Revelations by What_Is_Sleep_T_T *(Updating/Incomplete)

Rating: Mature Archive Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Graphic Depictions Of Violence Relationships: Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead & Midoriya Izuku, Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead & Yamada Hizashi | Present Mic, Midoriya Inko & Midoriya Izuku, Midoriya Hisashi/Midoriya Inko, Midoriya Izuku & Yamada Hizashi | Present Mic, Midoriya Izuku & Yagi Toshinori | All Might Characters: Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead, Midoriya Izuku, Yamada Hizashi | Present Mic, Midoriya Inko, Midoriya Hisashi, Eri (My Hero Academia), Class 1-A (My Hero Academia), UA teachers - Character, Yagi Toshinori | All Might Additional Tags: Bad Parent Midoriya Inko, Inko is delusional, Inko is a helicopter mom, Desperate Inko, Dadzawa, Aizawa is Best Dad, Eri is best little sister, OC, OOC, I am not a psychiatrist, Laws are not real life laws, Aizawa takes Izuku from Inko, Everyone wants to help Inko, Inko makes things hard, teenagers being teenagers, No Beta, Anxiety, Depression, talks of suicide, Talks of murder, Triggers, dissorders, I am not a doctor, I am not a lawyer, Homophobia, Homophobic Language, Abuse, Physical Abuse, Mental Abuse, Aizawa Shouta’s bad parents, Yamada Hizashi’s good parents, Shouta and Hizashi are brothers, Profanity, Puberty, Natural male body reactions, ace/aro, Sexual Abuse Summary: “Eraserhead!” the high pitched voice of one of the many security robots that traversed the school, called over the speaker in his room. “Student on the roof of the dorm! Its passed curfew! Deal with it!” The alarm ended, thankfully, once the robot made its announcement. Sighing and rubbing the back of his neck in agitation, Shouta reached for his phone to check the time. Clicking his phone on, the time revealed it to be 2:00 in the morning! Obviously he wasn’t the only one who should have been asleep in bed.

Grabbing his capture weapon from the hook on his door, he quickly left his apartment and made his way to the roof.

*I swear if I find Tokoyami and Dark Shadow screaming into the void, I will throw them into the void!* Shouta thought to himself as he pushed open the roof top door.

It took a moment for his eyes to adjust to the darkness outside, and when they did he felt his blood run cold with fear. Sitting on the edge of the roof looking down was none other than his number one problem child, Midoriya Izuku. What alarmed him even more was the soft sniffles and whimpering sounds coming from the boy.

Lost and Found by Andai

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Relationships: Class 1-A & Midoriya Izuku, Midoriya Izuku & Yagi Toshinori | All Might, Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead & Midoriya Izuku, Midoriya Hisashi & Midoriya Izuku Characters: Midoriya Izuku, Midoriya Inko, Midoriya Hisashi, Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead, Yagi Toshinori | All Might, Class 1-A (My Hero Academia) Additional Tags: Midoriya Hisashi returns, Midoriya Hisashi's Bad Parenting, Protective Todoroki Shouto, Protective Class 1-A, protective Aizawa, Protective All Might, protective dads, protective friends, Dadzawa, dadmight, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Emotional Baggage, Hurt/Comfort, Supportive Class 1-A (My Hero Academia), Class 1-A is one big family and you can't change my mind, Alternate Universe - Mineta Minoru Doesn't Exist Summary: “That kid that I watched almost win against Endeavor’s son in the Sports Festival - the one you failed to adequately protect in the USJ attack, if I’m not mistaken -” Aizawa tensed at Hisashi’s words as the man continued, “- that kid is mine, not yours.”

“Wrong,” Shouta responded simply, continuing before the aghast man in front of him could spew out any more bullshit. “Look at ‘your’ kid right now,” Aizawa said, pointedly looking back towards where Izuku was trembling, surrounded by half the class and counting, all their faces displaying worry for Izuku, contempt for Hisashi, or some mixture of the two. “Look at that kid right now,” Aizawa spat at Hisashi, “And tell me he’s still yours.”

Long Sleeves by loveatfirstsight(Updating/Incomplete)

Rating: Explicit Archive Warning: Graphic Depictions Of Violence Category: M/M Relationship: Bakugou Katsuki/Midoriya Izuku Characters: Bakugou Katsuki, Midoriya Izuku, Kirishima Eijirou, Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead, Shinsou Hitoshi, Todoroki Shouto, Uraraka Ochako, a lot of bnha people basically Additional Tags: trigger warning, ALL THE TRIGGER WARNINGS, Self-Harm, Therapy, Depressed Midoriya Izuku, florist! izuku, cop! bakugou, Angst with a Happy Ending, this is gonna be an emotional journey, Slow Build, There will be a lot of smut eventually, I'll add more tags along the way, POV Bakugou Katsuki, POV Midoriya Izuku Summary: Katsuki was raised on the belief that one has to be the strongest to make it in this world. Other people are a waste of time, minor distractions, focus should be left to being the best at whatever he does. The violence at home shaped him into more than a beast than a person, relying on his instincts and others' fear to make it by. Weakness was to be eliminated by all means necessary. He makes his way through life like a meteor, burning through obstacles and landing himself a place at an esteemed Police Academy. He only realizes the consequences of living the way he has when an incident leaves him powerless, something he hadn't thought possible, and begins the painful journey towards recovery.

Izuku was raised on the belief that no matter what he did, it would never amount to anything. His mother never believed in him, his father out of the picture, the only person who believed in him was himself. A victim of bullying, life took its time tearing apart his dreams, his hope, until he was left with nothing. He hides away at home, taking better care of his potted plants than himself. After an incident he begins seeing a therapist, and bumps into a childhood friend he thought he'd never see again.

#bnha #boku no hero academia #mha #my hero academia #bakudeku #tododeku #mirideku #lots of characters #angst #hurt #comfort #fluff #humor #random categories

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