#aint no crying i just love

[sleepy-edits]

#natsu e no tunnel sayonara no deguchi #the tunnel to summer the exit of goodbyes #allanimanga #anisource #dailyanime #anzu hanashiro #this is the only scene in the whole movie that made me cry #bc it was about love and longing and waiting #and it just resonated #but yall i aint recommending this movie at all . myanimelist says its a 7.9 rating but OOOF i'm giving it tops 4.9 and im pushing. #i wasted my time watching this

[helpimtrappedinthetextbox]

Devastating (hurt/no comfort) Fish n Chips soulmate au idea:

The name of your soulmate is on your wrist after you turn 15, however it's the name they were given at birth, (bcs name hold power and that's the first and most powerful in most circles blah blah blah, but still a major L for certain communities) and Chip, who was picked up as a very young child, has no recollection of his birth name.

Who gets Gillion's name when he turns 15

Only to find out, Gillion doesn't have his name. However it is, but neither know that.

Gillion doesn't want a romance with anyone but his Soulmate, and Chip is helplessly and hopelessly in Love with Gillion Tidestrider

Gillion looks for his whole life, never finding the person whose name he bares

Chip spends his life thinking he's unlovable and that was the universe's way of showing it

Neither knowing they were truly free to love the other

#Chip probably confesses his feelings some point after the block but before the nightmares #but Gillions like #My apologies but i cannot return your love im looking for *squints at arm* Edwin Salvestor #Gillion hating Chip is probably in some pf Chip's nightmares too (magical and nonmagical) #jrwi #jrwi riptide #jrwi gillion #jrwi chip #gillion tidestrider #fish n chips #gillion x chip #chip x gillion #i have many regrets but making people cry aint one #no particular thought went into Edwin Salvestor #Just thought itd be really funny to give chibo a kinda posh birth name

[smallest-moon]

detective gumshoe my beloved ♥ the sweetest and most caring, please go give edgeworth a hug

#ace attorney #detective gumshoe #mine. #i got the collection on steam and was super happy to replay the trilogy and once again also reexperience those wrightworth moments #but instead im just looking at gumworth #ngl detective gumshoe is really always there with edgeworth and i feel like people dont really appreciate it??? #or at least not as much i guess #like yea he may come across as a dummy but hes got a good heart and hes smart #especially when it comes to edgeworth and man aint that love? #remember how he knows edgeworths id card but doesnt remember his own #like pls he could totally remember his if he cared but u know how he is #i 100% love gumshoe and hes my fav #its time someone gave him a hug and u know a decent salary #and i still hate how phoenix and maya come across as really cold and uncaring. like damn so what if Edgeworth's comes across as weird :/ #aren't you worried about how he's acting? :/ #ANYWAY #now excuse me i need to go cry over gumshoe some more because he owes my entire heart #ive screamed enough for now

[bittersweetblasphemy]

good lord i just fucking emotionally wrecked myself with a line i wrote fuck knows how long ago that i know was completely unintentional and accidentally astoundingly in character because of it being unintentional. but literally nobody is going to get that while reading it. like sure it'll be a big oof L + ratio moment, but like realizing that i wrote it out as offhandedly as the character would have said it is just OUGH GET REKT

#way to tell the guy you hate him girl #just casually drop that you don't give a fuck about him #bro is high key gonna go cry in a corner #'you don't care about anyone but yourself' #'nah bro i just showed you i love deeply and profoundly. you just aint shit'

[pavlovers]

actually nvm im not emo anymore 🤧

#will i ever be truly content with the ending ? no 💀 but ! everyone looks so cute nd im happy that my fav freaks are able to be silly :p #i have mixed feelings on chifuyu narrating this chapter tho lmao 😭😭 #i mean its great that he somehow remembers everything that michi went through nd their friendship wasnt lost #BUT I CANT GET OVER THAT LIKE. ONE TAKEHINA KISS PANEL AND ITS JUST HIS UGLY CRYING FACE AT THE BOTTOM 😭😭 #i kinda love that for him tho like shit make their day all about yourself king #i wouldn't have taken the whole takehina ending seriously either way #tokrev aint even about them at this point its about the collection of freaks takemichi collected along the way 😭 #what other thoughts can i put out there... #omg sanzu being an influencer is such a slay. i love how he looks exactly the same as he did in the bonten timeline #he just slays online now instead of yknow with a katana in real life ! #kazus adorable. izanas adorable #I LOVE THAT SOUTH IS JUST THERE. IDK HOW THEY MET IN THIS TIMELINE BUT FUCK IT YEAH HES INVITED WHY NOT #seeing timeskip mikey again just confirms my initial feelings towards manila mikey which is that he was ugly 😭 #IDK THE SHORT HAIR DOESNT SUIT HIM IMO 😭 I WAS HOPING THAT WAKUI WOULD GIVE HIM A NEW HAIRCUT THAT WE HAVENT SEEN BEFORE #its ok tho im happy that hes actually happy ! and that the future he wanted with emma and draken and their baby came true 🥲 #WAHH THAT TOO 😭 THE FACT THAT THEYRE MARRIED AND EMMA IS PREGNANT WITH THEIR FIRST CHILD LITERALLY SOBBING 😭 #its what theyve deserved this whole time !!!! #what wakui did to naoto was a crime tho 😭 why does he look like thatttt #bring back detective naoto 😭 current naoto looks more homeless than takemichi that doesnt sit right with me 😭 #im rocking with long hair hanma. shuji just some guy hanma 💀 #wakui making mikey looking at takemichi like that the opening panel like we know what they are 🙄 just had to remind us #thats all i think... its finally over 😭 i may have my grudges but i truly loved reading this weekly for over a year it was so much fun 💗

[scattered-winter]

horrifying self recognition through the other aside this has been an actually not terrible start to The Family Gathering tbh

#my cousin who i havent really seen in a while came up to me and asked abt my pronouns because i came out to the fam a while ago #and he didnt really remember what id said (which. fair. its a big family w lots of things to remember) #and so he asked what my pronouns were and i told him and he promised that if he ever messed up i needed to make him #do like 5 or 10 pushups lmao #and ngl. its the sweetest thing anyone in this family has ever said to me abt that #everyone else has kinda just. moved on. and either forgotten that im not a girl or purposefully ignoring it. #and idk maybe i should stand up for myself a little more but ive been practically a doormat all my life #and idk. its hard using my voice and establishing boundaries when ive let ppl bulldoze over me for almost 20 years. #sigh. anyway. #im gonna be thinking about that all day tbh it was genuinely so sweet #and i am also being consumed by The Loneliness again <3 #just. i want someone to just talk to about all this??? someone who isnt in my family because they all have stakes in it too????? #we're all grieving. i aint special. #i just want to talk to someone about it in person so they can hold my hand while i cry myself to sleep because ngl #thats what it looks like we're doing tonight #im just. tired of feeling alone in this enormous family where it seems like im the only odd man out #and also ykw the Not Having Any Irl Friends loneliness too. thats also pretty significant. #not saying my internet friends arent great i love yall so so so much but it has just been . #a really really long time since ive had a good cry n hug session w someone. #sigh. im tired i need to go to bed #winter speaks #personal

[i-bring-crack]

If

Zagreus has to fight his dad in the first game, and Melinoe has to fight a titan(Hades's dad) in the second, I wont be suprised if Macaria pulls a Kratos and has to fight like, Uranos or Erebus or smth.

#Its like the children just try to out do each other lmao #Very sibling relatable #Hades #Hades II #Im announcing it now Nemesis is going to be a datable character aint it #Secondly Moros please step on me. #melinoe #Melinoe hades #APOLLO IM CRYING I LOVE HIS DESING AHHHHHHH #Greek #Greek mythology

[todayisafridaynight]

I gotta be honest I’ve been trying to stay away from rggtwt both because of the unnecessary beef and also because of the rampant whitewashing that seems exclusive to Twitter

Like I know it’s a problem with every fandom but I can’t help but scream every time i see shishido and co lookin absolutely ghostly

funnily enough twitter had been relatively lax on drama as of late, only recently it's been starting up again (tho ig thats cause of the release of gaiden and LAD8 interviews dropping that peple are given reasons to talk bout the games)

#snap chats #honestly my art beef with rgg twt is people are scared to draw hooked noses #doesnt even have to be hooked at this point im just askin to forgo the typical anime nose and make it Not upturned #it's not a super common problem tho all the artists i follow do a good job at. Not doing that #but i see it once in a blue moon and it irks me #when you just post to twitter and follow artists you like it's not that bad honestly #i love going on twitter and seeing my fave jp artists talk about their day or the arakawas cause they always say stuff i wanna say LOL #either that or they sometimes point out things i miss... like how young jo and young ichi have similar opening shots to their flashbacks #that made me scream and cry and throw up and i keep forgetting to make a proper post pointing it out #EITHER WAY it really is just a matter of curating your own environment. like with any site #but i also get wanting to stay away cause even with the very few select people i do follow i still see bullshit LMAO #its my eng mooties that be betraying me and makin me see The Worst Shit.... cause theyre ALSO mad but still it aint HELPING

[lilyharvord]

I’m sorry for the person I’ve become since Florence and the Machine dropped her new single. I have spiraled in a place of AUs and new story ideas and they are coming out of my like word vomit now. 

#(*ask lily*) #(*shut up lily*) #there is so much feminine ethereal rage in that song #I'm like screaming crying and throwing up over this song #and all I can think about is almost every woman in red queen #and my MC #and I just have so many thoughts #the transition from the opening into the first verse makes me foam at the mouth #and the dance floor is filing up with blood but oh lord you've never been so in love lyric just makes me think of marecal so much #and the world is so much wilder than you think but you aint since nothing til youve seen an english girl drink gives me Farley vibes #I'm actually just vibrating while I listen to this song

[thedoodlemuffin]

Some "oldish" sketches of my OC Jawz. His design changed a bit, but the top one is still pretty accurate.

Also, I am completely incapable of drawing any mechanical parts, but at least now some people might know why he's called Jawz fsahjgsa

His face is basically a jigsaw puzzle where he can playfully swap parts out. If anyone pisses him off (which is rather easy to accomplish) there's a chance he might throw his jaw at you. He's got pretty good aim.

#cyberpunk 2077 #art #sketch #maelstrom #my oc #oc #oc: jawz/ziv #he still got those eyes he just swaps parts out depending on where he is #or what hes doing #i love this boy #porcupine boy #secretly a sea urchin apparently #i should give him liberty spikes just for funsies #hes not a good guy but hes really trying to turn his shit around #it doesnt always work out tho asafhgja #i make my best friend cry with jawz lore #i drew a lil sketch of him when he was a teen and before he got all those body mods but idk if imma post it cause the quality aint the best

[asteralien]

okay this is somewhat embarrassing but i always hated looking at my student loans and put it on auto-pay because my father made me get them even tho he had the money to pay for my last year of college and just told me that he would pay the loan off instead but he never did so i paid for them for 3 years and then covid happened so i didn't have to look at it at all. but of course now they're coming due and i have to look at this shit again

GUESS WHO APPARENTLY HAS BARELY ANYTHING LEFT TO PAY OFF AFTER ALL

#i should send a venmo to my father for the remaining five grand #he called my mom the other day crying about why i don't love him even though he tries to spend time with me :(((( #FOLLOW THROUGH ON YOUR WORD MAYBE. FUCK #buy my time for five thousand dollars. bitch #i know i barely have any room to complain i am so so so privileged to have had family help and really good scholarships #and paying off student loans with a shitty-paying part time job is very very normal #it's not about the money it's about him backing me into a financial corner when he had the ability to help #and when he TOLD me he would help #and then just. didn't. #anyway this aint about him. it's about me having WAY less to worry about than i thought i did. WOO #mythtakes

[starry-kattz]

*Ahem* Testing, testing-

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH.

That is all.

#the penumbra podcast #the second citadel #beginning of the end #screaming sobbing crying #i feel like marc is gonna try to blame arum #goddamnit the second they said they were gonna take the plane i just knew #the penumbra team really aint tryna pull their punches at all right now #i have so much anxiety over this #also quanyii #i love them so much #so feral and lovely

[ozlices]

still not done playing ch 3 but the amount of changes there apparently is between the shin and kanna route is like. actually fucking wild. holy shit.

#mine #yttd #yttd spoilers #the game just scolding us for choosing shin/sou by making everything miserable like. #u fool this is what i wanted i played this game bc im brutally depressed ur just fueling me #also bold to assume i chose him for anything other than spite #he hates me for keeping him alive he aint special i too hate being alive bitch #suffer in this hellhole we call life with me u have no choice nor do i. little punk ass bitch. #anyway this game satisfies me greatly bc it finally gives me a chance to taste the timeline where distrust was made instead of dr #and it's delicious and beautiful and i love it very much and i will cradle it gently and cry #like damn im not used to having so much autonomy in visual novel games bro im usually just. kinda There. #just simply choosing to be a total jerk or not. and nothing beyond that. #this game rly said 'their fates are in ur hands and i rly do mean that. be responsible!' #controlling everyone's fates like this... yeah yeah yeah #i better have completely control over gin's fate stop FUCKING hurting him oh my GOD #im keeping him alive to the end no matter what bitch idc if everyone else has to die HE WILL LIVE HE WILL ESCAPE. #give him the sacrifice card in the final showdown and it's over for everybody else and he's taking sara w him bye bitches

[llama-head]

deciding to read chainsaw man was a mistake

#none of my friends have read it were all watching it but i decided to read it and wow #not even crying over a death or anything #okie so spoilers for the manga #spoilers spoilers spoilers #okie just making sure #denji waiting for reze in the cafe....got me holy #AHJHDJKAHDJ #i just love him so much and i want things to be good for my son #trust me i knowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww that aint gonna happen #but that one hurt she was COMING #HE HAD FLOWERS UGH #i just oof #ouch #my heart ache #anyway if anyone wants to talk chainsaw man hmu dms open!!

[semercury]

I want to do something scared tonight bc I need to bite the bullet and do it or I never will but also like. I scared. Lol.

#stuff sarah says #if i write a word. someone will come into my room and shoot me point blank #or worse: people i love will die #first one is an exaggeration of what i feel. second is actually literally what i feel #bc im fucking nuts #but im also so sleepy so i think i will actually just go to bed #but i do have ms word again. it signed me out and i use my dads work account bc i aint paying for ms office #so baby steps i guess... #but i use word for formatting mostly. but its good for oneshots too #anyway i also hate myself a lot #i used to work 3 jobs and work 7 days a week in my early 20s #now i cry and cry and cry over having to work 5. at my part time job #is it possible to have burnt out and like. permanently have it reduce capacity? #is that a thing? or am i just a fucking failure?? #i mean. i am a fucking failure regardless but like. is it a thing?