#ahhhhhhhhh. yknow

[kirk-says-wah]

talked to a guy for a whole fucking month only for him to ghost me? like what the fuck at least have the decency to tell me 😭

#ughhhhh #I’m already on the brink do be pushing me over yknow #I should go back to dating girls #except where are the girls that like metal bc I can’t find any that live near me at all #ahhhhhhhhh #sorry for the rambling #jesrambles

[fefairys]

someone: feel free to talk about your comic as much as you want i love hearing people talk about the things they make! me: okay! :D me: *still too scareds to Do That, Actually*

#i will just sit here and bounce and froth at the mouth ^u^ #i dont want it to be like 'oh my god all u talk about to me is ur comic' #yknow.. #and also im shy #and also tbh theres not too much i can actually talk about without spoilers #but i still want to #ahhhhhhhhh juice is at work im in i need to talk about psy or ill die mode again

[melathinn]

The trouble with getting back to my ideal exercise regimen is that genetically I am designed to build muscle and sO GHE SCALE DOESNT MOVE

#AHHHHHHHHH #it will eventually #CICO yknow it’s all there #but I’m essentially plateauing #I’m sure my physique is changing #but the body dysmorphia is alive and well #so that may or may not be true #ed but not sheeran

[ttaibhse]

i got offered some more short courses to teach which of course like i should and would want to but i'm sooo scared that i'm doing terribly at this one and i'm inadvertently teaching them loads of bad gaelic it's making me nervous to accept lmao. and also just the experience of teaching is so truly terrifying

#it's also even less hours than this lol like two hours a week. which yknow still! but ahhhhhhhhh #i would have to supplement it with something else which i know is a very commonly done thing but it's the kind of thing that i would find #extremely difficult to do just like mentally. like the thought of having 2 jobs at once is very frightening to me lol

[not-today-thx]

questioning my sexuality again

#am i attracted to him romantically or platonically???? #do i wanna kiss him?? idk #AHHHHHHHHH #send help #cause yknow maybe hes just the first person to treat me decently in a long time #and like. idk #but also WHAT IF IM JUST A BISEXUAL MAN #part of me rlly wants to be in a mlm/ nblm t4t relationship #AHHHHHHHHHHH #also like #u get rlly close real fast when ur stuck in the woods together #wtd #alex is losing his mind again

[wjtysghjfg]

Sally's thoughts while listening to ✨ PORTER SOLAIRE✨

(inspired by: @xanyiaz )

-HES BRITISH???.....WTF

-AHHHHHHHHH BRITISH ERIK-

- *high pitched squeal*

- I'm 28 seconds in and I'm losing my mind.

- "Speak.." OH BITCH-WJBDKSBS

- "My name is Porter..Porter Solaire." THE WAY HE SAYS HIS NAMEBDKDBOE

- "I find you very attractive." Oh m8 a lot of plp would gladly reciprocate that. (I'm starting to think I might me plp.)

- "Look at me. Mm...better." OH HELLO-

- why am I swooning- (sorry vin-)

- "I could bring you a lot of pleasure, yknow." AHHHHHHHH-

- "idk if I could make u happy, but I could certainly make you feel good. And that must count for something, right?" CALM DOWN M8 WE'VE JUST MET- AH-

- "Am I being too forward?" WELL-

- "I promised an old friend I'd come home, this time." Oh? Old friend eh? William maybe?

[blingblingsparklesparkle]

Definitely not because I’m thinking of them but you should talk about the Tangerine x Carver kiddos 👀

AHHHHHHHHH yes absolutely I will

I’m going oldest to youngest‼️

—————

Tangerine and Carvers first child is Ryan Amaya de Díaz (they/she/he)!! She was born after a messyyyyyy break up and lived with Carver for the first 5 years of his life. They got back together and immediately (4 days later) got married in Las Vegas.

Tangerine hated their whole gothic look, but Carver LOVES it, the first toy he every bought her was a spider plushie.

There was a point in time where both their parents thought she wasn’t Tangerines bc. Yknow. Brunette + brunette = blonde???? Turns out Carvers mom is actually blonde and dyed her hair but they still joke that Carver had an affair (though when Tangerine says it the whole family gets uncomfortable)

—————

Their second child TECHNICALLY is Claire Edwards (she/her), but only by a few seconds. Claire is every terrifying mean little girl growing up and it’s entirely because of Tangerine. She is spoiled ROTTEN but makes up for it by unintentionally being the funniest sibling.

She grows up to be in the business! She is mostly known for being very quick and efficient during wet work.

Claire is the flower girl at their 3rd wedding! And the one who starts the “how long till they get divorced” bets whenever they get remarried. Truly a multitasker.

—————

The third child is Cecilia Edwards (she/her)! THE messiest child ever, she’s the reason Carver and Tangerine always carry bandages with them.

Lover of dark tourism. Apparently being the daughter of two assassins isn’t enough. Cecilia is the one who takes out the ouija board at sleepovers.

The flower girl at Tangerine and Carvers 5th wedding! And the one who wins all the “how long till they get divorced” bets. Claims to have a 6th sense and so far as not been proven wrong.

—————

Last but not least, Haiden Edwards (he/him)! He’s the child that is nice to all the adults and then steals their wallets. He’s a “we can’t get divorced because I’m pregnant!” baby.

Also ends up being in the business! Doesn’t do a lot of wet work, mostly does snatch n grabs.

Inherited all of Carver’s charisma and confidence. It takes actual hours for them to decide who to do the dishes, and it always ends up being Tangerine.

#the dysfunctional family ever #also trans Carver ‼️‼️ #carver bullet train #tangerine bullet train #tangerine x carver #bullet train #oc things #oc: ryan #oc: claire #oc: cecilia #oc: haiden #this took so long sorry HSNDBD

[determined-blazeau]

BET

Blazepaw(made her a bit more red, and made the herb holder attached to dry grass woven around the belt)

Coldpaw(Made one of his horns be snapped- maybe by a bully?)

Smokepaw(Her horns kinda look like a crown- maaaybe she ends up in a leadership position? oh also I made her round and I will not be changing that. yknow)

Flurrypaw(I love him. so much. and also, gave him some comfrey in his fur and a laurel of it around his head! in canon, it helps with aches/pain, so I thought he could use it)

Oh my stars…. AHHHHHHHHH LOOK AT THEM! LOOK AT THEM MY FIRST ARC PROTAGONIST THEY ARE AMAZING!!!! Look at them! I love them so much!!!

Holly you do spoil us so much I’m telling the truth!! Oh my god!!!

And yes big fluffy Smokepaw! She round and I love her… even though I’m going to cause her pain with Lionwhisker (onewhisker)

#warrior cat au #warrior cats rewrite #warriors rewrite #warrior cats au #warriors au #warrior cats #blazepaw #Coldpaw #smokepaw #Flurrypaw

[sunmoonjune]

AWWWW YEAHHHH feels good to make a return to my note dedicated to ltm commentary

OH MY GOD IT'S BUG'S MUM. OR I GUESS MUMS SINCE SHE HAS TWO. i never would've guESSed that she would have a biological and non-biological mum. but i think it's really clever on your part because it just adds that much more psychopathic depth to the father's character - he's willing to kill his first and second wife in order to protect his secret.

I CANT BELIEVE HE MADE BUG KILL DAIA ?? ?? ?A?A ????@?@ ??!?/ that is the worst way to take away a child's innocence how did you even come up with such a monstrosity. i guessed before that bug had something to do with her mum's death which her dad then pinned onto her wHICH I MEAN,,,, i'm half right 😬 i just never would've guessed that her father literally forced her to murder her mother. BUT i still stand by my theory that her father then turned around and spewed lies that bug is a cold-blooded murderer for slaughtering his wife and i'm going to guess that that's the incident that leads to her punishment

also the only two times the phrase 'my daughter' is ever used is at the very beginning, when father summons bug for her trial, and mother's last words before she dies. the CONTRAST THOUGH?? between the way the phrase is said and the contexts it's used in??? oh my god you're so clever

OKAY BUT NOW JUST WHAT KIND OF SECRET IS THE FATHER KEEPING. maybe i need to go watch some crime documentaries to gain theory inspiration. i reckon bug's father was definitely capable of killing someone even before he murdered his first wife, so mAYBEEEE it was someone of high importance that would jeopardise his position as head chief if the truth were ever to come out,,, so on that train of thought maybe he murdered the previous head chief. or maybe he was in line for the position and just, yknow, sped up the process a little by getting rid of whoever was in the way. MAYBE HIS OWN FATHER ???? HIS WHOLE FAMILY???

but enough of him, let's talk about bestbois mingi and jongho being steadfast protection for bug,, JONGHO PATTING THE SPACE BETWEEN HIS LEGS SO BUG CAN SIT THERE SO HE CAN GUIDE HER HAND TO LOOK AT THE STARS TOGETHER STOPPPPPPP. bug trusting him so easily and laying back into his cHEST anD THEN THE THREE WORDS 'jongho is strong' AHHHHHHHHH. that's it. someone call the ambulance im about to pass out. HAHAHAHA but also peep mingi being a lil pot-stirrer on the side

remember that thesis on ateez hugs we're planning on writing. i can see a jongho analysis has started WOOF WOOF THICK ARMS 💪 THICK THIGHS 🦵 MUSCULAR CHEST 👕 my mind is so foggy i can't think straight rn hnNGN 🥵🥵

yknow how some fans have the theory that it's seonghwa's first life on earth bc of his galaxy boba eyes that look at everything with wonder and amazement and curiosity. THATS BUG SHES SO STINKING CUTE. and the way all the ateez members look at her with endearing gazes HNNG

LADIES AND GENTLEMEN WE HAVE A SYMBOL FOR ATEEZ. I REPEAT. WE HAVE A SYMBOL FOR ATEEZ. if i thought that the symbol for hongjoong was the cutest then i was wROnG because ateez being home and true north for bug OH MY GOD SOMEONE HOLD ME

then we get mingi turning bug's scars - a physical reminder of her trauma, past and pain for so so long - into a beautiful constellation of stars 🥺🥺🥺 thank you moonie for including this. and im hoping that it brings comfort and healing to your readers who may have similar constellations on their bodies too <3 <3 <3 KISSES AND HUGS FOR EVERYONE

when bug is still in a sleepy haze and seeks warmth bc jongho left and then hwa takes his place and bug naturally turns into him ASIDGJSFH scuse me while i fly off to delululand and imagine my mornings with jongho and hwa tag-teaming cuddles

ahh yess the result of moonie and 🪷 anon combining braincells to bring us the beautiful symbols of hwa's bow. i forget that we were already given spoilers for this way back and it's actually bug's first time hearing about them. but i love that bug learns of them after jongho's story of the star lovers bc she understands the full extent of symbolism behind it, particularly with her being reunited with yunho and the rest of the boys as the magpie bridge to guide them back together

HWA YOU ARE ALREADY THE GALAXY OF STARS FOR US <3 <3 <3

SORRY?? NO ???? YOU CAN'T END THE CHAPTER LIKE THAT???? we literally had a whole chapter of the most endearing and tear-jerking moments, all for it to come crumbling down bc now the chief is out to kill all of the boys NO MOONIE NO DONT DO IT😡🙅‍♀️😫

😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨 that's okay i still love you i guess 😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨 jks ofc i love you AS ALWAYS KISS KISS <3 <3 <3 LOTS OF LOVE <33333

LOREN MY LOVE <333 I've finally had a chance to answer your asks hehe (even though our messages probably answered most of these questions already xD)

bug's mum <333 daia loved bug SO much :') and yes! I'm glad no one disagrees that bug's dad is a total psycho,, he absolutely had no problem killing both his first and second wives to conceal that secret

:') our poor bug,,, her dad did indeed force her to kill daia D: I am just traumatizing my own mc, bug I am SO sorry omfg

the 'daughter' part is VERY important so I'm glad you noticed it,,,

the secret,,, I can't tell you much about it,, and our messages have given you some hints but I can't say what's right or wrong ;)

mingi and jongho <33 they were cuddle bugs fr in this chapter :"D just snuggling the whole time it was SO cute! and he hug analysis!! it's all coming together xD also bug was fr me,, panting over jongho's thighs was so real of her xD

I love the hwa's first life theory!! and it SO is bug that is so cute :")

the symbol for ateez is one of my favs so far <33 home and the guide to get there <33

I also hope that the part with mingi and the scars helps others too :} it was very important to me (and to bug) so I'm really happy it was comforting for you <3

I WOULD ALSO LIKE TO BE INVOLVED IN THE JONGHO HWA TAG-TEAMING CUDDLES :DD pls I'll give my life savings for just one forehead kiss from either of them xD

yes!! 🪷 anon and the symbols finally make their appearance! I definitely wanted to add the story of the magpies first so bug would understand what it meant to hwa and yunho <33 it was one of my favorite bits to write hehe

HWA <33 our galaxy and our magpie <33

hehehehe >:DD the ending,, I hope you're ready for some angst baby!!

I love you too!! <33 thank you again for such a sweet message hehe <33 kiss kiss I love you so much :}}

#moonie speaks #moonie's mutuals <3 #moonie's favs <3 #loren my love <3 #like the moon

[racketballz]

Do u think the girls could go 1 ppg v 3 rrb? because I think they would floor the boys 🤨

AH….I will say yes because I don’t want don’t want the boys to win ☹️ but why 1v3 that’s not fair!!!! I think if something like that we’re to happen it would be see RED thing you know that thing that They do often when they’re frustrated in a fight and they’re like AHHHHHHHHH!!!!! And then like beat the shit out of everything in their path yknow

[picnokinesis]

i just wanted to express how incredible campervan au is. i stumbled across it like 2 days ago and have been doing nothing since but reading. i’m almost done with part 3 and im pretty sure it’s already going to become my favorite fic of all time. the way you’re able to translate the characters and their dynamics so perfectly into a whole nother universe than canon dw is so phenomenal.. ANYWAYS! all of this is to say that thank you for writing it :) ps. half return by adrianne lenker heavily reminds me of roads!doc.

Ahhh oh my days hello!! This is genuinely so SO lovely and sweet aaah ;-; It actually keeps surprising me that people are still finding this au for the first time hahah - like, 13's era is over now sksk so I reckoned there would be a lot less people looking for fics about her! But I think I actually got more people leaving kudos on my fics this week than I have in AGES sksks which is so lovely! I guess that's kind of how it is with this show, though? It resonates in itself all the time, so every era calls back to the other eras, which is honestly one of my favourite things about it.

But ahhhhhh I'm so so happy that you're enjoying it so far!! I had/am still having such a blast translating all the episodes and character dynamics into the new context. It's like a puzzle, trying to work out what piece should go where and how I can mirror everything we see in the show. I'm always trying to draw a line back to it, yknow? But ahhhhhhhhh dude for real thank you SO so much this really made my day <3 <3 I hope you enjoy the rest!! (oh and also that SONG is so lovely and such a vibe?? I will be adding it to the playlist for campervan au, which you can find here if you're interested!

#taka replies #anon #campervan au #THIS IS SO LOVELY AHHHHHHHH #i would say more but i gotta run and go to work lol #but ;-; #people still reading campervan in 2k23 blows my mind a little #whether you've been here since the start or just found it this week sksk #like <3 #love y'all sm

[weirdcat1213]

trigun bookclub time :D volume 2 thoughts

chap 00.1

-vash's method of meditation is the only one that's valid in my eyes/j

-3 seconds of meditating vs 3 hours of training...huh...i wonder...why is that...and what...that says about him...

-hes bad at chess hes like me fr fr

-yey we love a day without casualties :D

chap 00.2

-the bit about us taking shelter on technology but still not knowing what the future holds...yeah that feels timeless now huh

-vash don't go there! oh no he has earbuds he cant hear me (that would literally happen to me tho)

-i love that panel where no one says anything after the girl is like "yeah i can give you pocket money." nice representation of the irritation people feel towards that kind of people. they arent mad just really tired of that bs

-oh man thats actually pretty horrible (page 23)

-"and i think of nothing but love and peace" besides that we know your head is empty but we love you so its ok

-yeah vash show her the real world

-interesting that he makes her see the chance of her dad dying (he didnt know what was gonna happen) which makes sense cuz she cant run from the truth anymore but its also interesting cuz if we was able to not see it he would. he hates seeing people dying and yet he watches and makes others watch. i dont think its about "if i have to, you have to as well" but more about her seeing the consequences of violence (what her father did) and the cycle of hate so she doesnt repeat it. idk.

chap 1

-rem coming out of his coat....hm....

-weird man coming

-YEAH SEND HIM TO HELL >:D

-if rem is holding him back you say...hmmm...i will go back to that later

-well thats creepy

chap 2

-my boi is in jail nooooooooooooo

-you can feel the size of the ship with one panel nightow is ridiculously talented when creating big spaces, like the sandsteamer shot in the last volume

-..... :c

-my babygirl :c

-i like he started the flashback angry as hell and then it turned into sadness cuz even if he makes knives pay nothing will bring rem back

-also the literal ship crashing into his memories what if I [redacted]

-SEE LOOK AT THAT SHIT! SPACE FEELS MASSIVE AND ITS LITERALLY JUST THE PLANET AND THE SHIP

-aaaand hes angry as hell again cuz the memory finished with knives. interesting

-dont look at me with those kind eyes, we saw you

-YEY ITS DIABLO TIME :D go get em

chap 3

-aw cmon :c

-and there goes the arm

-hey >:[ dont call my girl milly an idiot

-ugh you can feel how fucking stressed out he is ahhhhhhhhh

-ah yes, we love seeing how right knives is...

-huh, i wonder if knives is smiling cuz before he was like "nah she was stupid like the rest" but since she got to correct the ships's trajectory he got a bit of respect for her in the end

-is monev vs vash supposed to be like david and goliath? hm

-my god thats fucking beautiful

-also i dont think thats a ghost but maybe like her presence? like vash is remembering her and her kindness

-AH I HATE THAT I HATE THAT. THE CHAPTER IS CALLED FRAGILE, ENDS UP WITH VASH CRYING AND THE "rem" IS SO LITTLE THAT IS ONLY MEANT FOR US AND VASH TO BE AWARE OF IT WHAT IF I CRIED A RIVER AHHHHHH

chap 4

-oh meryl...oh honey...sweetie...

-the scars appear :D yey :D

-meryl is kinda asking him "arent you tired of being nice dont you want to go apeshit" but not really and i like that

-yknow what meryl is right pls go away and live a quiet life pls, ik whats coming but just thinking about it....

-yee ik the reason why but still >:v

-oh....oh i actually forgot about that...oh

-"rem didnt sacrifice her life for a world like that" im tearing up actually and idk why...its been a hard week

-lmao hes so mad at vash

-yeah hunt him down babygirl >:D

chap 5

-....metal >:D

-they deserved it btw

-huh thats actually kinda nice of him i forgot

-ofc he would blame vash for that, then again vash makes all of us at least a little bit soft i think

chap 6

-i love you vash that takes his sweet time to process traumatic situations, yes that was scary

-vash saying "im the deathwish" means a lot to me as an mcr fan lmao. i will think more about that later tho

-HES HEREEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

-YES YOU ARE A PRIEST OMG WHY AM I THIS EXCITED

-THEY MEET, OMG THEY ARE MEETING! AMAZING!

-STOP BLUSHING BRO LIKE AHHHHHHHHHHHHH

-WHY ARE YOU TOUCHING HIS CHIN LIKE THAT YO

-"go home or go to hell" oh im getting that on a tattoo one day actually, so metal

-...cmon, me me big boi

-THAT SMILE, THAT DAMN SMILE im gonna jump off my local cliff

-vash in the beginning saying he can read people and then wolfwood comes and READS HIM LIKE ITS NOTHING

chap 7

-"is that a friend of yours" he looks so offended lmao

-ahhhh that must be so scary, he already has knives to worry about but the fact not everyone can see legato makes his job harder ahhhhh

-bye baby ily (hes my son that i only share with a couple of other ww enjoyers)

-CAN YOU STOP BEING GAY FOR 2 MINUTES

-OH THAT PANEL IS SO GOOD (also even more princess coded, like looking at really from a castle idk)

-GUYS GUYS MY WIFE IS HERE

-i keep forgetting hes missing his little arm :c

-lmao wolfwood is right, i wouldnt go to a church all the way there :b

-yeah and shes hot while teleporting all over the place

-ok but shes really fucking cool, despite wanting to kill my comfort character, yknow how these things go

-OHOHOHOO THAT PANEL WITH VASH FOCUSING IS AMAZING

-YESSSSS, SO METALLLLL

chap 8

-aaaand...there goes my wife

-ahhhhhh he looks so little :c

-OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HES COMING, HES NEAR

-idk ww :c idk when will it end

-OH WOW OH SHIT I FORGOT ABOUT THAT

-yeah right i dont like this part :b (its not bad just personal stuff)

-ok he do be looking pretty tho, i wonder if its a family thing

-YEAH MERYL SMACK THAT MF

-im a ball of rugged paper and my feelings are nothing...thanks nightow ily

-oh wait...he actually thought that was the end...thats so fucking smart nightow...wow i never considered that....

-aw babygirl :c but i cant even imagine how that must feel, how much hate he feels towards knives rn

-i think besides the "he called me by my name" meryl and milly let him go cuz they just felt he was going to matter what, like you can feel vash and his unstoppable energy on those pages

-oh hes so fucking pretty

-WAIT I NEVER NOTICED THAT BUT YEAH THAT WAS ON STAMPEDE EP 3 HOLY FUCK, THEY SAID THE SAME THING

-knives just fucking reads vash like an open book its incredible and it makes me so sad cuz vash cant escape, he cant hide nothing, not in front of knives

-he cant be knives without the good old gaslighting >:D

-the yelling throughout the page is amazing

-vash is crying noooooooooooooooo :c

-NO. STAY AWAY FROM ME, EVIL PANEL THAT HAUNTS MY DREAMS

-also :c

-im not too sure of what happened with his legs but ok sure

-im afraid my babygirl cant give you an answer ww, i dont think he knows

-.....why is the world so mean to him :c

#trigun #trigunbookclub #AND IK WE'RE JUST GETTING INTO TRIMAX #BUT IT STILL HURTS

[ecoamerica]

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[prompt-master]

According to science this image gives you a serotonin boost

#prom is talking #donald duck #donald my beloved #comfort character makes me go ahhhhhhhhh #but like #with a bunch of heart emojis yknow what i mean #my life is at the point where a cartoon duck makes me happy stim so i gotta just own up to that

[demonboyhalo]

do you know if it's the creator of the wombo ai that makes nfts or if it's the creator of neural blender? i can't remember

i think it's both...sadge

#i already made a bunch of pics for ranboo/wilbur and locations on the dsmp #so i guess ill post the ones i already have but not make more #ahhhhHHHHH #cryptobros ruin everything istg #and also yknow how money laundering works IRL with art auction houses? #yeah exactly the same shit happens online with NFTs except WORSE bc blockchain machines are completely decentralized and - AHHHH #i hate blockchain so much #(if ur someone who doesn't know a bunch about nfts or crypto or blockchain...just trust me it's 💀 it's REAL bad shit) #BUT #if ur interested in learning more tho just look up the economic impact of any of the things i listed

[loving-jack-kelly]

Now all I can think about is Bandstand. The narrative parallels between Donny and Michael. The lighting design. The character development. The music. The choreography. The life-changing set change in act two. The costumes. The talent of the cast. The entirety of Just Like it Was Before. The entirety of Right This Way. The entirety of Welcome Home. The entirety of Welcome Home (Finale).

#Asper Yells #txt #bandstand #the entirety of the show!!!!!!! #AHHHHHHHHH BANDSTAND yknow?

[asshole--official]

when kiki comes into the new diaries remake, I can and will burst into tears.

#artists on tumblr #minecraft diaries #aphmau #kiki #kiki aphmau #ahhhhhhhhh #im finally finished!!!! #it only took thirteen hours and emotional conflict but holy shit #moss #hell yea #also i mightve lost sketches i made of her prior so uhhh yea #im sad #ik i fucked up on the house/box perspective thing but yknow #idk #bye person reading my tags