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misspoetree · 1 year

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Painful Parallels

Chains of Heart: Ep. 2 -> Ep. 3 (Flashbacks)

#ah yes pain #chains of heart #chains of heart ep3 #chains of heart ep2 #din × ken #iqiyi drama #thai bl #in the queue you go #visual parallels

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tiny-elf-of-doom · 1 year

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Me when someone mentions one of my fandoms:

#fandom #fandoms #relatable #very relevant #ah yes pain #sweet sweet pain #fans #fan #fanart #meme #meme images #fandom meme #ghost cod #simon ghost riley

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sastiel-is-my-serotonin · 2 years

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Do you think Sam tried to fix and scrub the blood out of Dean's clothes when the hell hounds killed Dean? And he didn't stop trying until his hands were bloody from his own blood. Dried out and painful to move as his skin was scrubbed raw from trying to fix something that couldn't be fixed. Until he couldn't do it any longer and his grief took over. He wasn't even crying, it couldn't be called that with how little air was in his lungs as he screamed in pain. When he tried to drink until it didn't hurt anymore, he wanted to feel numb but couldn't, of course it didn't work. Dean was gone and no one would bring him back, no matter the price Sam set, or asked them to set. His soul was worthless to them, he was worthless to Dean. He couldn't be surprised, he couldn't even get the blood out of Dean's clothes, how would he wring the blood spilled, the deal Dean made? Everything was hopeless.

#ah yes pain #sam winchester #dean winchester #all my brain has been supplying today is angst #And well....#Nearly rewatched this episode but I think if I did it would have been worse #So it's probably better that I didn't #:)

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milksqueak · 2 years

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Love is wildin' !!! I adore Leion and Myrkul eueuueueueueu, even though ig Myrkul is like dead(?) I'm not sure tbh but he's a dead god but ig that counts as not being alive but not being dead. DOESN'T MATTER, all that matters is that they love each other !!!! yes !!

Myrkul is a short king and he's so beautiful to Leion, but technically Myrkul can change his form????? ngl pretty confusing, but I trust in my dm and going in blindly !!

Leion is my baby boy, he's so charming but an absolute asshole with incredibly messed up morals. tbh I think Leion would love Myrkul regardless of how he looks, how sweet.... anyways Leion just wants to be loved and recently lost a friend that he envied but also adored. It was forced by a cursed sword that he's holding, but Leion can't give it up because this is for Myrkul??? like why would he do that??? he's been in a relationship with him for like 2 to 3 years and to give it up for a person he's only known for maybe a few months? absolutely not !!! and tbh if he DID, his friend probably would disown him REGARDLESS !! Like a murder can't just be taken back, even if Leion gave up the sword. He isn't a person to abide by the law, and that applies to paying the price for killing someone. He has done so before, and does not plan on stopping anytime soon, especially with recent events. Losing his friend solidified his relationship and standing with Myrkul because he planned on setting boundaries with him, and considered talking to his friends about everything he's done. With this tragic loss, he delves deeper into his own mind and wants to lose himself in grief. lovely aint it?

#holy shit i love this #tiefling #dnd character #digital art #squeak #ah yes pain #ramblings

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saturnbutterfly · 2 years

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Man has my life been busy I know my forte isn’t realism but I tried also I didn’t have a reference so it looks cartoonish I know I’m not good at realism

#my art #my oc #ah yes pain

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haylie0-o · 9 months

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lust gonna leave this here

#relatable #ah yes depression #ah yes pain

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lost-souls-system · 9 months

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why am i still waiting for someone who won't come back?vent

#ah yes pain #my depressive ass is being dramatic again #vent #trashypanda spokes

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harleyacoincidence · 10 months

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If any of my mutuals randomly get a notification saying that I unfollowed you, there was a random hiccup I just experienced. Please ignore it, I will be checking to make sure I have fixed this.

#ah yes pain #welcome to tumblr

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gatun-gatunesco · 1 year

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Feel free to express yourself in the tags even if your answer is there

#girl help #hypothetical subconscious images are hunting me #they are so mean using the past with a future to mess with my rest #ah yes pain #dreams

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ghost-bxrd · 17 days

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Two birds of a different feather 🪶

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desintrestedaxolotl · 2 years

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You know I always thought I could be smooth if I wanted to be but I stood next to a hot person yesterday and immediately forgot how to function

#Yes I always repeat every word 3 times #send help #ah yes pain #no gender just hot

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harmonysanreads · 3 months

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Yandere!Aventurine who proposes an irresistible offer to your debt-ridden father in a bustling casino. Should he win, he'll be forgiven of his liability. However, as the round skids to an end, your father is subjected to further humiliation as instead of money, Aventurine demands you as his prize.

#ah yes. the smug bastards with an air whimsy who hide an ocean worth of pain behind their smiles. i can just sense it.#aventurine is like... a mix of yelan and lyney #.......if he turns out to be an entp i'll lose it #yandere #yandere concepts #yandere hsr #yandere aventurine #yandere aventurine x reader #aventurine x reader #yandere honkai star rail #yandere hsr x reader #aventurine

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ohitslen · 11 months

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Promises

He should know better.

Wolfwood has seen Vash make promises, or hear about the ones he has made in the past. He has also seen the end of each one and how every single time the outcome is less than what was promised.

Vash likes to say embellished words, with a soft and determined voice that lures you into his hopes and dreams, it almost feels like a spell, as if he was calling for you to come closer and believe him. But Wolfwood knows better.

He believes in him, but Vash is much closer to being an idealistic dreamer than a realistic person like he is. He might not be aware of it, but his beautiful promises of a better future give people hope, a hope that is usually embraced with things like disappointment and abandonment.

He doesn’t think that Vash does it with the intent of looking for any of those things. Far from it, he might even do the impossible in order to accomplish said promises, but life is too short and humans are too mortal for his wishes, so in the end, most of Vash’s promises end up being empty or they come to haunt him as a reminder of his failed vows. He admires the man, for his perseverance and idealism, but he also hates the man, for his stubbornness and lies.

Wolfwood knows all of this perfectly to a tee. And yet, he has also found himself being drawn to his world. Because he also dreams of it.

A world in where his always present calls for love and peace exist, a world that is far more kind than what he might deserve, a world in where the kids can be happy and roam around without any worry in their heads, a world in where he can peacefully turn grey with age and his hands can shed the harsh callouses of his life. Who knows, maybe a world in where he and Vash can finally know the peace that was taken away from them, in where they can share the calmness that comes with the passage of time, indulging in every tick of the clock welcoming with open arms whatever comes their way without any fear.

It is a beautiful promise. But Wolfwood is a person that has to keep his feet on the ground, indulging in “what ifs” would only make things harder than what they had to be. He can’t have any ifs if he can’t make it through the now. And by the way he is carrying his present, he is doubtful he will even get to see a shed of that promised world that Vash tries to drag him into. So why mourn something he doesn’t even have, or will ever have for that matter.

He hates the way Vash seems to promise things so easily. His tongue silky and pliant, slipping divine words one after the other, promises way too big for what that barren world can actually fit.

But when Vash talks to him in that holy voice of his, when he hears him say “It’s okay, everything will be alright, I promise” so gently right on his ear, while he holds his face so tenderly making him focus on him and nothing else, he wants to believe him.

He has seen the end of his promises. He knows how impossible they are. But for once, he wants to believe it too. Believe in that loving world that will cradle them both until they fall asleep, listening to the soft sound of the wind laughing while the moons smile upon them.

So he allows himself to indulge in the warmth of his palms, leaning into the comfort of his existence, feeling the soft air of Vash’s breaths against his skin while their foreheads meet in a touch that feels like a hot brand that will melt him.

For an instant, he allows himself to be selfish and believe that maybe, that is how living in that world Vash so desperately fights for would be. Soft and warm, making him feel safe in the hollow of Vash’s hands where the world seems to fit so well. A world where the blue sky is a blanket that covers the love and care that is nestled in it like the one in Vash’s eyes. He wants to see that world.

For now, he will selfishly think that the world that fits in Vash’s hands is right there in where he is holding him, where his blue eyes are drowning in the light of the sunset dripping with love and care while looking at him, that the gentle touch of Vash’s thumb wiping his tears is the same as the kiss of that laughing wind in that distant future, where the smile of his eyes overcomes the smile of the moons.

He should know better. But he loves the thought of that world. And he hopes that Vash will get to see that world, because that gentle sight is more fitting for someone like him than the one of his violent world.

He promises to himself that he will do what it takes for that day to be possible. Even if the end of that promise will be empty for Nicholas, he knows it will be a full one for Vash. So it really isn’t that empty for him after all.

He hates his lies, and he hates how true they sound, but Vash’s embellished words are far sweeter than his bitter thoughts so they feel better on his insides, almost like a balm that cares for the wounds of his throbbing, painful reality.

He should know better.

But aren’t humans weak at the promise of love?