A large (15-30 ft) vigorous climbing hybrid tea rose with glossy dropping foliage and large pale salmon pink flowers that fade to nearly white. Produced by Henri Cayeux at the Lisbon Botanic Garden in Portugal in 1903.
if it's right, you will know. you will not question it all the time. if it's right, you will not be analyzing all the smallest details and overthinking on all the things you already know don't matter. if it's right, you will not be looking for reasons trying to justify it. if it's right, you will be able to feel it. the thought of it should make your heart warm, and not feed you anxiety. if it's right, you will not be staying up all night thinking about it. if it's right, you will not lose sleep over it. if it's right, you will know. you will not be writing all these trying to make sense of it. if your overthinking has led you to this point, chances are - it isn't right. and chances are - you probably know that too.
They should take away my pen or cut my hand, I am writing pages again, after the closure. From the corner of my eye, I spotted your flannel. I sink into my seat, gaze lowered on my papers. You're facing me now a table away, would my pride fail me if you moved your chair ? Could I settle for being the fool again, laugh it off, carry on where we left off ?
How long will you wait ? As I rise to leave I feel my feet will bring me back here again.