#aduasjdI'M not rlly satisfied with this but my brain can't handle writing angst for long periods of time ksjnkjsd

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don't be shy, share your thoughts on diluc and kaeya having a younger zombie sibling like qiqi.

I'm sO bad at recognizing speech pattern online, but I swear if you're the same anon that told me to share my Gorou horny thoughts you're an eNABLER

akjadksj just remember I don't have it in me to write angst without a happy ending, so we're still getting fluffy thoughts to end this

⠀If we continue with the narrative that the zombie sibling dies because of an injury caused by Diluc and/or Kaeya and that they function and act somewhat similar to Qiqi now, then I can see both of them being incredibly guilty about the whole thing. If you thought they were doting on a still-alive, fully human sibling, that’s nothing compared to when their sibling resurrects as a zombie. 

⠀When you were first resurrected, they were probably both in denial. They didn’t mean to actively avoid you, but can you blame them? The first few weeks after the caused your death, they couldn’t look at you without remembering your broken body, burned and covered in frostbite, devoid of movement. It took them each some time to think things over on their own before they came to terms with the fact that you weren’t dead exactly, and they eventually even began to see it as a second chance for them.

⠀Tbh i think that most of the time, the zombie sibling would stay with Diluc, since I’m under the assumption that DIluc’s schedule is not as all-over-the-place as Kaeya’s might be. Diluc tries to place you at a distance from his vision when you’re around him though, partly because he doesn’t want the heat to affect you as a zombie, and partly because he would hate accidentally hurting you (again.)

⠀Kaeya mainly takes their sibling out at night, when the air is chilly and there aren’t many people around to question anything.

⠀Im ngl these two probably still feel guilty as FUCK because of what happened, and they try to always make it up to you. When they learned of another zombie in Liyue, they both immediately went to Bubu pharmacy to a. trade notes w/ Baizhu about caring for zombies, ad b. so that you can meet Qiqi, who they figure you could get along with since you both share a few traits, and you both understand the struggles of being undead. If Hu Tao hears there’s a second zombie in town though–– well, you’re lucky that Kaeya and Diluc are rather protective of you.

⠀Undoubtedly, even though things have changed and you’re no longer... well, alive, these two still love you and cherish you very much. Though they know things are no longer the same, they see this as both a chance to do better this time around, and also as a reminder to be more careful about their actions and the consequences it may bring. 

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