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Hello! I do check my tag daily. Perhaps you have tagged #adelinestudies, I no longer track that tag. I only track #adelinestudiess from now on :)
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06.29.2020 - 10:53
June is almost over and we are feeling the summer here: the last days have been sunny and warm.
I’m trying to just study and not to think about how desperate I am about my exam (actually my exams, my last 3 exams).
I studied a lot, I studied everything and maybe it’s simply too much for my stressed brain to process and remember. In the end, I may fail because I studied too much, but - in a word - badly: it’s what hurts the most.
I am not an efficient machine, sorry everyone.
As always, I didn’t manage to organize my studying at the best, for many reasons, so I could not revise properly all the materials. I definitely underestimated the difficulty of revising in another language.
Maybe I will do surprisingly well during the exam, or maybe not.
My brain is terribly full and tired. This exam seems ENDLESS and I feel like I’m burning out. I feel stupid for being so disorganized: I always overestimate my capacity and I end up with overloading myself and not accomplishing my daily goals. I don’t really know how the other people manage to be so efficient.
It was supposed to be a better month, but in the end, I didn’t succeed in my resolutions. In fact, I even broke some good habits (workouts and journaling) because of study: however, I’m determined to start them again, soon as I take this damn exam, whichever the result will be.
I should consider that changes in life don’t occur in a few days: they take time and efforts, and failures as well.
Okay, I complaint enough. I’m sorry if you expected this blog to be about positivity and productivity. It was meant to be so, but instead it seems to be more about the downsides, the mess, the anxieties and insecurities, at least for the moment. I hope to provide you with happier contents very soon.
I think there are only few positive things that made me proud in this month:
I have started this blog
I have (officially) started writing a fanfiction together with a friend. I haven’t been writing for too much time because I lacked inspiration and motivation, but now I feel I’m enjoying it again, so probably I will not abandon this project.
TAGLIST 🌻
(AKA people who are somehow contributing to my inspiration and motivation)
@notes-of-a-ghost @serendistudy @coffeeandpies @captainofstudies @studyingwithmi @studymustard @pomelo14 @dungeonstudy @hannistudies @studiesing @starduststudies @pagtuon @cafe-studyy @diaryofastemstudent @eintsein @friendly-neighborhood-study-pal @eduardastudies @ravenclaw-wisdom @myhoneststudyblr @energyandmatter @be-gay-study-crime @sylvanbibelot
Wow, you’re so many! Thank you a lot for liking, reposting, commenting, following my blog or just making good contents appearing on my dashboard!
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29.11.2023 ~ still not over when i saw six the musical LIVE in concert (spoilers it was life-changing) + i have been enjoying scrapbooking a lot lately!
need to study for gres but i'm in this weird limbo waiting to hear back for a job that i applied for so autism brain is like "can't do anything until we KNOOOW" which is annoying but we live laugh love also i quit that aba course it got a little too repugnant for my liking now we're back on the hunt for jobs!
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