#actually sometimes with a gaslighting narcissist you do need to challenge those fucking behaviours

[david-watts]

imagine yelling at me because I used the dryer for like... fifteen minutes because ‘you’re wasting power don’t you care about the environment’ but the second it’s a little bit cold they have to have the aircon on full blast on so hot that it starts making me feel dizzy and get full-body pangs telling me that I’m overheating get cool immediately, but no they can’t just wear a jumper

#I'm in the coldest fucking room of the house with a broken window and the back door has to be open from eight am til eleven pm #because the dog 'might want to go out' #and I am not wearing a particularly warm jumper and I'm still debating taking it off because it's a little warm #probably not helped by the fact I had to stand in there for a bit #I'm just saying it's not that cold what the fuck #I'm gonna gloss over the fact that she likes to yell at me for destroying the environment because she doesn't actually care #case in point the times I have told her actual facts and she yelled at me because 'those aren't true' #she votes liberal because she thinks scomo is a 'nice young man' #but god she yelled at me at least thrice over the summertime for having the fan on 'because it'd wear out the motor' #guess which fan is running in her bedroom that will not be occupied until eleven pm tonight #and then she yelled at me because I wanted to have the aircon on because I don't remember I was really hot #anyway my point is she's being a huge fucking hypocrite and I'm not even allowed to talk back 'because that doesn't work' #actually sometimes with a gaslighting narcissist you do need to challenge those fucking behaviours #though you wouldn't know because you play the victim and refuse to admit you're exactly the same as her WOULD YOU. #also she vacuumed today being upset at me for not doing it #because apparently I didn't do it literally yesterday even though. she saw me doing it. #it's almost as if anything I say is immediately dismissed because what do I know #not like I do those jobs every week and she has never done it in the entirety of the time I've lived here #and yet she still acts like she knows the best way to do it #I hate it here I just wanna bash my skull in with a rock