#absolutely nauseating

[iridescentmarzz]

i did in fact end up rereading the brokeback mountain novella. I've read it so many times before but it always leaves me speechless with grief. what a horrifically sad story.

#“hidden here inside jacks own shirt the pair like two skins one inside the other two in one” #absolutely nauseating #its just so #i will forever wish that jack and ennis couldve just been happy #ennis destroyed his entire life because he couldnt cope but couldnt do anything about it #“if you cant fix it youve got to stand it” #christ #i feel an odd mix of anger and understanding towards jack and the fact he started a relationship with another man #i understand why he did it he needed it but it breaks my heart so bad for ennis #they both deserved better #looks around miserably

[managementarea]

put unsweetened keifer in my coffee bc we didn't have milk and realized I made a grave mistake when it tasted like coffee and thin cream cheese

#txt #absolutely nauseating

[faglaios]

stop woobifying simon we have to lust over prismo like real men

#and ice king. #simon is a baddie dont get me wrong but the amount of people like. twinkifying him is nauseating #saw someone call him a catboy. you dont understand that old man. #simon survived the apocalypse and post apocalypse he can kick ass if he needs to #like he would absolutely be rusty and it would be like a cornered animal #but he isnt helpless yknow #<- my main issue with the fionna+cake show and how its causing people to view simon #characterize that old man right. AND lust after prismo #adventure time #fionna and cake #prismo the wishmaster #simon petrikov #shut up evan

[nebquerna]

15.2-

#ive been feeling like absolute dogshit #the last 2 days #called off of work today #BUT STILL HAD TO GO OUT #see docs and get meds like pls #me wanna stay home #also busted my knee? but limping is the least of my worry #it’s the constant feeling of deathly sickness about #fuck off #also good night! #i say nauseated #sketch #year of the dragon

[drawingswatson-holmes]

BW Popstarion Au 🩸🧶✨ | Gale's his manager

WHOA THIS GOT SCRAMBLED UP WHEN IT UPLOADED

Not sure but surely brain-rotting 🫠 I'm so nauseous rn drawn by Watson

#i am writing it #but i realized i am tone deaf and know absolutely nothing about music #au where basically everyone's the bard class lmao #also i have a nauseating headache rn #i guess it's a migraine #this is just an excuse for me to post all the unnecessary amount of Astarion doobles i made #also an excuse to draw Astarion in a tank lol #mod watson #bloodweave #astarion ancunin #gale dekarios #next post will be gale centric #what.doobles #bg3 #modern au #Popstarion #what an ugly name asdfghfhdj #bg3 idol au #baldur's gate 3

[stardust-falling]

How on earth do people actually still believe that the USA are the "good guys"

or have ever been the "good guys"

#current events #fucking hell #no wonder the colonial state founded on genocide is supporting the colonial state founded on genocide #i live here against my will and like #seeing the way people talk about palestine and the way the news reports on the razing of gaza #it's fucking nauseating #i was talking to someone a few days ago about it (among other things) and like #the cognitive dissonance in people usamerican born and raised is absolutely insane #and it was someone supposedly 'liberal' too like #it's unbelievable #how people can look at literal genocide #and just not care

[windsroad]

how come every time i hear of a chicago-style food it's the worst thing I can imagine

#pointlesspointless #just found out about chicago style popcorn #fellas they've done it again #that sounds absolutely nauseating

[thedeviousdevilxx]

The Rolling Stones, "Hot Stuff".

#The Rolling Stones #Mick Jagger #Charlie Watts #Keith Richards #Ronnie Wood #half way thru the video the editing becomes absolutely jarring with the jumpcuts and whatever the fuck they were doing #it makes the video feel glitchy and nauseating for me lol #1970s #rock n roll #music

[catastrothy]

sitting down and properly reading saya no uta rn. it sure is a fuckin horror story huh

#text #genuinely pretty nauseating at times #very good horror tho! im enjoying reading it even tho it makes me feel absolutely awful lol

[p4nishers]

can we actually take a moment and remember swan upon leda? can we actually shut the fuck up and sit the fuck down and think about our lord and savior swan upon leda because i'm tired of doing it alone every single day guys

#the title itself!!! THE FUCKING TITLE #swan UPON leda #god he's an actual genius THANK U HOZIER SO FUCKING MUCH #i hate how that myth is portrayed and received and objectified bc they make it out to be such a funny little chuckle story like 'hahaha led #is SO easy that she fell for a swan isn't that actually the funniest thing you've ever heard omg like women are literally so easy to please #whatever whatever blahblahblah yes that's fucking hilarious matthew thank u SO much for that absolutely fascinating commentary on a women #getting raped by a god really truly an amazing insight into ur pea fucking brain #like fuck sorry but i just absolutely despises how this myth is made out to be and i remember learning abt it in class and being literally #nauseated bc guess fucking what it's literally not hard to understand wtf is happening and while u r laughing away about i repeat a WOMEN #getting RAPED some fucking of us have brain enough to be mortified #jesus ANYWAY #hozier dropped that song after roe v wade was over turned and i just i love him so fucking much he cares SO MUCH and before anything else #he's an activist and he actually gives a shit about women's rights and he dropped this song as a comfort as something to hold onto but also #as a social commentary and he linked charities and resources to help women and keep them safe and this song just means everything to me #bc greek mythology often gets reduced to children stories bc most ppl know myths from children books and obviously a book for kids not gonn #outloud say the word rape or even imply that that's what's happening and that's fine ig but bc so many ppl know it from there it gets #reduces to a joke and a raped women gets ridiculed but hozier actually took one of the few poems about leda being raped and it being a rape #at all and made it into a song during a time that was so traumatizing for ever afab person in the world basically and it just says 'i see #you i see what you're going through and i'm listening and i actually care and i want to help you' and he's helping by writing a song yes bc #he's spreading the word that way bc that's how movements are spread and people listen to him when he's singing and that's how he helps and #i did i mention that i love him? bc i'd actually do anything for him and to meet him and tell him how much he fucking means to me #the line that always gets me is 'a crying CHILD pushes a CHILD into the night' bc yes she was a fucking child who had to deliver 4 KIDS BC #AN ASSHOLE DECIDED SHE WAS PRETTY ENOUGH TO FUCK and nobody ever cares that she was just a child and her child helen was just a child when #she was abducted and raped and impregnated (JUST LIKE HER MOTHER) by theseus a supposed great hero and im genuinely sick she was just a #child like so many women or girls in greek mythology and ik it was a different time back then or wtv but they were just GIRLS and nobody #cared about that or cares now. but this song does. #bc of course it does it's hozier. #hozier #swan upon leda

[dathen]

I just realized so much tumblr discourse would go away instantly if people could distinguish between “fault” and “factor”

#brought to you by the absolutely nauseating reactions in fr*nkenstein weekly tag saying it’s victors fault his brother was murdered #instead of. ya know. the murderer. #see also: 99% of bad TMA takes about how everything is jon’s fault

[cream-and-tea]

LAY ME DOWN. chapter thirteen excerpt. unedited. featuring: a spiraling pallas accidentally (and then very purposefully) listening in on judge and calliope as the two take a private moment to discuss their newly-formed plans. arguing and relationship conflict. death mention. eavesdropping with malicious intent.

[Transcript under the cut]

happy pride it’s judge and calliope time. alexa play steamroller by phoebe bridgers.

TAGLIST (ask to be +/-). @vellichor-virgo @transmasc-wizard​ @houndmouthed @muddshadow @just-wublrful @corkywantstowrite @shrunkupthejams @andromedatalksaboutstuff @kingsinking @lungs-and-gills @lychniscitrus @phantomnations @onomatopiya @sapphos-scientist @arctic-oceans @perilous-prologue @redbloodprose

“…not gonna be us.” The murmur drifts up, spoken with a firm certainty. Pallas, feeling distinctly gargoylelike, slides down until they can crouch by the arm the statue has cocked against its hip. Closer to the conspirators. All the better to hear you with.

“You don’t know that,” Calliope says, petulant and pouting as a child denied desert.

“I do. Come on, what is there to lose by losing us? I don’t know if you’ve noticed but we’re not exactly the most loyal knights in the kingdom. We just need this to work.” Judges voice is rawhided and definitive, as if the plan has already been carried out and the inevitable outcome insured. From here Pallas is startled to see that her hair is unbraided, so long now it falls well past the bottom of her back, lying against her shoulders like a raven-coloured cloak.

Calliope snorts, ever impetuous. “And you trust Fiver to know what he’s doing?”

“Of course I don’t, but he’s right that we’ve been hitting dead ends for years now. This might be wild enough to actually work.”

“And if it doesn’t?” Pallas wonders if anyone else notices how still Calliope goes when Judge touches them. With anyone else it would be too subtle to catch, but Calliope is so overwrought in everything he does that the quiet always overtakes her like a possession, not a natural state of being. Wet wool slung over a fire, honey-glaze smothering a cut of meat. It spreads from the point of contact (in this case Judges hands moving to rest on her hips) and swallows the rest of his body in wavering silence, eyes darting to the scars gored across one side of Judges face. Unless it’s a fight Calliope never initiates touch. If it’s a fight she always hits first.

“Then we find something else.”

“I mean if it never works, Judge,” Calliope huffs exasperatedly. “If it turns out the puzzle can’t be solved. What then?”

Trouble in paradise. It brings Pallas a gross sense of satisfaction to watch them fight, to see Calliope clumsily jab her fingers into every sore spot imaginable without even trying. Watching the spectacle he makes of himself almost makes them feel better about Agnes. Almost.

Judge laughs, and it’s not a kind sound. “You’re just saying that ‘cause you’re pissed and want to fight something. I won’t humour it. Besides, that’s not possible.”

“Why!” Pallas wonders whether the nights have been rough recently. Calliope is in a proper state, one that can only come from the wear of a particularly vile transformation.

“I don’t know Cal. Because if you open a door to get in a place you have to be able to open a door to get out of it? Because nothing else makes sense? Because I have a life, okay? I have a family, and I need to get back to them.”

“You don’t know that you do though! It’s been years! It’s the apocalypse! They could’ve left. They could be dead.”

Immediately after the words leave her mouth Pallas can see regret flood into Calliopes face. They watch with a sick, bubbling joy as her mouth opens and closes several times, obviously searching for something to say and finding nothing. Silence stretches and congeals between the two of them, a physical thing. Pallas almost feels like they could reach out and touch it, if they wanted to. The naked pain in Calliopes eyes is unmistakable even from a distance. If the words struck Judge like a physical blow her pain is reflected back onto Calliope tenfold, and Pallas watches the corners of his mouth work in a panic. They bite the inside of their cheek.

Three, two…

“I’m sorry,” Calliope blurts. Totally pathetic, but for some reason that doesn’t help Pallas feel any better. In fact how they can still predict these people is making things increasingly worse. They were supposed to be past this as well. Judge and Calliope are nothing to them now, relics of something long dead. At least they should be.

“I’m sorry,” Calliope repeats again. She drops to her knees in front of Judge, gathering her hands in theirs. Pallas suppresses the urge to vomit. “I'm sorry. That was a shit thing to say.”

Judges voice is so small and strained it’s barely audible. “…was.”

“I didn’t mean it. I didn’t.” The alien stillness shrouding Calliope is gone, instead replaced with a wild and tender desperation, every expression and movement raw as a new wound. There is nothing subtle about any of it and Pallas is safely smug that this lack of control is something they’ve been able to overcome that he never will. That is what separates the wheat from the chaff after all.

“I know Cal,” Judge sighs, not unbitterly. She detangles her non-scarred hand to comb it through Calliope's hair, and that aching stillness washes over them again. It’s the trembling quiet of a bull in a china shop, the silence of someone scared to move lest they break everything around them. Calliope lays her head down in Judges lap. Pallas has to lean closer, arms straining, to catch his next words.

“Please don't hate me forever,” she says miserably. “If you hate me forever I’ll die.”

“I do not. Hate you. Forever,” Judge sighs. “I’m just upset. There’s a difference.”

#*pallas voice* physical touch? romance? two things i have an extremely complicated relationship with and strong repulsion to! #i know exactly who i’m gonna spy on! #and then they get their ass absolutely fucking handed to them after being caught spying #not a lot of stuff calliope does is justified but i stand with her on that #if i was having an EXTREMELY loaded conversation with my sort-of-girlfriend-slash-externalized-moral-compass- #slash-person-i-swore-infinite-loyalty-to-out-of-bonedeep-nauseating-guilt #and then realized that my archenemy had been watching the whole thing and definitely judging #i to would try to rip them apart with my werewolf teeth. #wip: ghost story #creme does a writing #romance tw #god i need a judge and calliope tag

[chipjrwibignaturals]

people give chris pratt shit for his voice acting being obviously just him and bad and don’t get me wrong we should keep doing that but no one ever brings up how seth rogan literally does the same thing but 1000x worse and i think we should hunt him for sport for it

#between the Mario movie and now catching the 2019 lion king #like…. bro this dude SUCKS #this isn’t X character this is just seth rogan and it’s NOT PLEASING TO LISTEN TO. #I just find his voice. VERY very aggravating #and the absolute negative effort to even ATTEMPT to ever mask it is nauseating

[aingeal98]

Personally I've found that an easy way to tell if someone is a lost cause for me is if they refuse to accept that "From the river to the sea" isn't a genocidal slogan. Palestinians have explained the meaning. They've explained the history, and how liberation does not equal genocide. It's the same principle we understand with ease in every other situation regarding oppressed parties. Anyone who chooses to ignore their voices in favour of clinging to zionist propaganda is no more worth your time than a right winger insisting Black Lives Matter means white genocide, or that gay pride is an attack on straight people. They have chosen who they want to believe, and what they want to spend their time and energy protesting. And we, in turn, can see exactly who they are and what they stand for. I've found it to be a very useful litmus test for bad faith actors.

#saw someone put from the river to the sea and gas the jews in the same category as forms of antisemitism #absolutely nauseating how you can correlate those two and believe you're doing something right #and not just being an antisemetic and anti palestinian ghoul #I do understand the point about nazis. nazis will try to co-opt everything palestine related but that doesn't mean we can let them #just like israeli soldiers flying the pride flag after committing ethnic cleansing doesn't suddenly mean I have to stop using it #or that it would be better if I do. Fuck them and fuck nazis. They don't own these symbols and slogans and they never will #90% of these people don't want you to change your symbols and slogans. They want you to stop having symbols and slogans altogether. #it's a pattern we've seen over and over again.

[stormofneurosis]

Angry rant moment

MIX AUDIO BETTER

I just had to abandon an episode of a show I really want to watch because the mixing was so bad. There's a sound in-universe that fucks things up, and it's present in the realm of the show, as a high-toned ring/buzz thing

it HURT to listen to because to have the audio high enough to hear the characters talking, that sound is like... 2-3x louder than them! IT HURTS!

Mix your goddam audio better FFS

#Strange New Worlds #star trek #audio #tinnitus #my ears are still fucking buzzing and I have a headache thank you #couldn't finish it #absolutely nauseating sound #FIX YOUR SHIT AUDIO MIXING #if the editing/sound guys aren't striking... strike too #get all media back to proper levels.

[the-kipsabian]

"in this world of white noise you're my favorite sound" has to be like. my favorite nate lyric tho ough

#among them at least #'i could never write a line that shines as bright as your eyes' #'im starved of anything that makes me feel alive' #literally the entirety of sandcastle kingdoms #'just wanna live some truth that wasnt changed by you' #'its nauseating when i say im fine' or alternatively just socioenvy #just. the way this man writes one liners. i love him so #night is an absolute mess on main