#absolutely love having dreams. I get excited to go to sleep on the off chance that I have one that I remember

[ithinkabouttzu]

141 + König’s reaction to you changing in front of them! (18+)

Genre! Smut

Warnings! Swearing; sexual content MDNI

Description! 141 squad and König’s reaction to you (who is also apart of the 141) changing in front of them! (with exception to soaps bc his is a little different)

(fem! reader)

König: He needed to use the bathroom, bad. He had been holding it since you’d been in the shower and didn’t want to disturb you, but he was getting a little impatient now. Finally after 10 long minutes of hearing the shower turn off, he thought you were finally out. He was of course, wrong. When he opened the door all he could see was you in a small shirt changing into your panties. He quickly shut the door before hearing you sigh in embarrassment from the other side of the door. “I’m sorry Mein Schatz, I didn’t mean to frighten you.” He says slightly knocking on the door. He felt bad, but a small part of him was hoping to get a glimpse of your bare pussy again. It was cute, and oh so perfect. His stomach was bubbling with some sort of excitement, or maybe was it happiness? Either way he’d take any other chance from now on to see that pretty cunt of yours.

John Price: When you walked into the room not saying a word, he didn’t think anything of it. Maybe you just wanted some alone time, or peace and quiet from the other guys. He sits quietly with you as he does his paperwork, waiting for you to say something until he hears rustling behind him. He turns his head out of instinct to see you, changing out of your shirt. Revealing your red laced bra to him, exposing almost all of your skin. He takes a big breath in, trying to erase the immediate dirty thoughts of ripping off that little bra of yours and sucking on those gorgeous tits, out of his brain. “What are you doing, love?” He asks, his voice deep and low. “Oh just changing out of my old shirt, sorry it got soaked in the rain earlier.” You laugh, quickly changing into your shirt. You knew exactly what you were doing. He smiles back as you leave before returning to his work, although the hard-on in his pants kept him from focusing on anything for the rest of the day. Except for day-dreaming about bending you over on his desk and having his way with you all day long.

Kyle “Gaz” Garrick : He was walking into the barracks after a long day, looking for you. He needed to ask you a question, it was something about the last mission you guys were on. He walks in the room to find you in it. Naked in only your bra and panties. He forgets where he is for a second, and he goes temporarily brain dead when he sees how nicely your panties hug your ass. He has to aggressively blink himself out of his trance and clear his throat to gain your attention. “Ah! You scared me, Gaz, what’s up?” You asked him. Making his stomach twist at the nickname. “Oh u-uh nothing, sorry for bothering you” He says quickly. Leaving before you can say anything back to him. Blood rushing immediately to his cock after the image of you practically naked popped up in his head. For the rest of the day he’d replay the memory of you in your undergarments, and quickly having to dismiss the thoughts before getting a boner.

Johnny “Soap” MacTavish: You and him had both decided to go for a morning run earlier last night. It was a nice switch up from the usual sleeping late. Also staying fit was always a priority for your line of work. It was supposed to be a sunny out. At least that’s what the forecast said, until dark clouds rolled in out of nowhere and you two were being completely soaked by the wicked rain. It was rough, wet, and most of all absolutely unfortunate because you were wearing a completely see-through white shirt that exposed your whole top half to him. He was shocked to say the least. The way your shirt stuck to you, the dips between your chest, the way it sculpted your waist perfectly, it was almost hard for him not to look. “Uhm, let’s try to find some shelter” He said politely, trying his best not to look anywhere he shouldn’t. “I guess we should go on rainy runs more often.” He muttered softly under his breath.

Simon “Ghost” Riley: He was just meaning to grab his gloves before he left. He was also supposed to get you before you guys had to leave to a new mission. “Where is she, she’s taking forever.” Gaz sighed under his breath. All of them were waiting for your arrival. Ghost walked to the barracks in hopes of finding you somewhere in there. He walked straight into your room and stopped immediately. He found you. There you were, shirtless with your tits out for him to see completely. “fuck” He muttered under his breath. A familiar feeling started racing straight to his cock. The same reaction he got whenever he thinks of you like this. You’re like a deer caught in headlights. Frozen, staring up at him with your big doe eyes. He had to stop himself from walking over and helping you put your clothes on himself. “We’ve got to be out in 5” He says in a low voice, almost hard to hear, before pushing himself out of the room. The image of your pretty tits would be replaying in his brain whenever he thinks of you. Quickly having to think of something else before he got a raging hard-on.

Sorry if this was inaccurate or not so good, it’s my first mw post tho!!! Anyway, hope you all enjoy. If so like or reblog if you want :)

#mw2 #modern warfare #cod mw3 #cod mw2 #modern warefare ii #john soap mactavish #könig #konig mw2 #kyle gaz garrick #john price #simon ghost riley #simon riley #ghost mw2 #mw2 smut #ghost smut #konig smut #ithinkabouttzu #könig modern warfare #ghost modern warfare #cod mwii #soap mw2 #gaz mw2 #call of duty #ghost x reader #soap x reader #könig x reader #john price x reader #gaz x reader

[obsessivevoidkitten]

Mating Signals

Yandere Male Monster x Gender Neutral Reader  (Second part here: Consummating Your Relationship) (CW: Kidnapping, mentions of oviposition, scorpion-man, general yandere themes) Word Count: About 700 (I had to re-upload this because it seems the tags it had previously prevented it from appearing in searches even after removing them, this is my first completed fic so I hope it is okay!)

 When the formerly closed off country of Treragar finally started trade and treaties with its neighboring countries you were one of the first researchers to try and get clearance for a field study of the very mysterious desert region. You planned to document the strange and hardy flora in the area but even more exciting than that was the chance to study the animals that called such a place home. Not even the natives of Treragar braved the desert unless absolutely necessary. But you weren’t to be deterred!

 During the waning hours of your first night you were going over your journal where you cataloged all the fascinating life that you had found on your expedition. Scorpions with two tails, strange rodents that were scaled almost like pangolins, a VERY aggressive type of ant that you would know to AVOID in the future, a couple beetle species, and a decent variety of flora. All in all it had been a very productive day.

 Despite your excitement to continue your expedition tomorrow you were exhausted, you finished looking over all your notes and started a fire before it got dark, it got cool at night and the fire would repel any would be predators. You settled into your bedroll, putting your journal and other supplies in your pack beside you before drifting off to sleep.

 You woke up in the middle of the night to a large figure looming over you, a fairly muscular 25 to 30yo man looming over you, the flickering flames revealing his pale white skin and long black hair as he looks down at you with glowing yellow eyes, that would all be creepy enough, but what had you truly terrified was the fact that he had the body of a giant black and white scorpion from the waist down! All thick chitinous exoskeleton, heavy and powerful.

 You immediately sat up in your bedroll and scooted backwards as fast as you could until you hit the flat surface of the huge rock behind you. When picking a spot to set up camp it seemed like a wonderful thing to help block the wind, but now it trapped you from backing away further from a giant scorpion monster. His glowing stare was intense and you were sure you were going to wind up dead.

 He came up to you and scooped you up in his surprisingly strong human arms as if you weighed nothing. It held you close to its unnaturally warm body while you screamed for him to unhand you. You started crying, and thrashing for dear life, you were close enough to feel his breath on your neck and his musky scent was smothering, who would not absolutely panic in your situation?

 Talin did not understand your language, but your warm alluring fire beacon, your lack of proper shelter, the smell of the food you had, and your wonderful natural scent all told him all he needed to know, you were obviously trying to attract a strong mate to give you a proper home! He was so thrilled he found you, he was obviously just what you were looking for and you would make such a lovely little incubator to slide his eggs into~ He cooed and nuzzled his head against yours as you squirmed to get free.

 “This play fighting and thrashing is cute darling and certainly proves you are an energetic and proper mate but we have to get back to our den before the sun rises, please calm down~” You cannot understand anything he is saying and his language sounds naturally aggressive and scary so you continue to struggle and kick.

 He would never dream of hurting you, he knows you are just so thrilled to be his that you can’t help squirming and thrashing with excitement, that’s okay he’ll calm you down and take care of everything! He slid his stinger into your shoulder and quickly delivered a small dose of paralytic venom into you, you felt a light pinch and then quickly faded into unconsciousness in his loving embrace. He took you and your possessions off to his den. Whether you wanted it or not you’re his mate now... and he will never let you go...

#yandere teratophilia #male yandere x gn reader #yandere monster #monster boyfriend #yandere x reader #male yandere x reader #my ocs #yandere oc #scorpion man #my oc talin

[covenofwives]

The Counting Game

DreamXD and Dream are enjoying their new life in the Overworld, though it takes time to adjust to certain things. During a thunderstorm, Dream is scared of the loud noise so DreamXD keeps him distracted.

Hello. Surprise. Just a quick fic to post. This was finished in under a week but it was just a quick vent/comfort thing to write for myself. I adore settings where there's a thunderstorm and the characters are cosy. It's just so nice.

Also a little bonus story of Dream and XD in their early days in the Overworld. I'd say Dream is about 10 years old in this fic.

Pls Enjoy

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The transition to the Overworld had been pretty seamless, all things considered. DreamXD's worry for Dream adapting was quickly eased. His little brother absolutely loved the realm. He was fascinated by all the colours, and ran after every sheep, pig and rabbit; which was a nightmare for XD in the first couple days.

Before he’d left the End, XD had gone to the Kept Library and taken every book he could to learn about the Overworld. He knew it was a different world but he never realised just how different. There was no cold surface of endstone, but instead there was soft grass. XD knew this but he was shocked to see how many different shades of grass there were. He read all about the different flowers but the colours of them all were more breathtaking in real life than just an illustration in a picture. The close, stillness of the End was nearly forgotten on the first night. The warm air and cool night breeze was too pleasant.

Dream was not just okay with the move, but he was excited to learn. His days were spent running around the meadow biome and at night he was curled up in XD’s arms, reading some new book about the Overworld.

Today a sudden rain storm had struck, so Dream’s exploration had ended early and he came home drenched. After a quick dry off and given extra blankets, he fell asleep faster than usual as XD was reading him a book about the ocean monuments. Assured he was safe to go, XD carefully shuffled himself free and retreated to his own room.

XD never needed to sleep but he had made his own room in their house regardless. When they first came to the Overworld the siblings had travelled mostly until XD saw it was straining for Dream. They settled up in a birch forest until Dream wanted to travel again. So the routine became travelling, setting up for a few months and then travelling again.

For now they were set up on a mountain meadow. With XD slowly getting used to the Overworld blocks he set up a cosy house for them. XD’s room was modestly small, just enough for his bed. He had a book open on the villages of the Overworld, learning the different cultures and clans of each biome village. XD knew it would be important for Dream to make friends his own age but anxiety prickled his thoughts. It had been so long since XD spoke with mortals, and he needed to learn their cultures if Dream was to have a chance.

A flash of white filled the room and then there was a clap of thunder. XD gave a look outside to make sure nothing caught fire, and lamented a thunder storm was to be expected from the rain today. He was about to turn a page when his ears flickered to the sound of scuffling.

“XD!" Dream screamed as he burst into the room.

The relaxing atmosphere was instantly gone as XD shot up in his bed. “What is it?!” He opened his arms as Dream jumped up into the bed. A thousand terrible thoughts ran through his head as Dream scrambled into his arms. "What happened?!”

"A-a-a noise! Th-there was a loud noise!" Dream cried out. His eyes were wet with fresh tears. "Something c-crashed!"

"Crashed?" XD tilted his head. Relieved but still cautious he cupped Dream’s cheeks and wiped the tears from his cheeks. “What… Oh! Do you mean the thunder?"

As though given an example there was another crash of thunder, bathing the room in white again and Dream screamed. He buried himself into XD’s side.

“Shhh, it's alright, it's okay Dream." XD soothed their brother. "It's just thunder. We learned about this, remember!”

Dream shook his head into XD's side. While petting Dreams curls, XD waved their hand and materialised another book. They flicked it open at the right page and lowered it to Dream still in their side.

"See? Remember the book about the weather?” XD coaxed. Dream pulled his head from the safety of his brothers side. His green eyes were still wet with tears, and he sniffled as he tried to read.

"See? It's a thunderstorm." As XD's lower set of arms held Dream, he used his upper hands to hold the book steady and trace a finger along the words. “Thunderstorms occur in a type of cloud known as cumulonimbus. They are accompanied by strong winds and often produce heavy rain. They are characterized by the presence of lightning and it’s acoustic effect on the Earth’s atmosphere, known as thunder.”

Dream sniffled as he peeked out of XD’s side. His shaky breaths calming as he pulled himself out. XD smiled to his brother. One thing XD realised early on was a combat of Dream’s fear was knowledge. If he was scared or anxious, XD took him to the library where he’d lose himself in books; fiction or not.

Now it seemed to be working the same way. Dream was carefully reading the book and wiping his eyes clear until another sound of thunder boomed through the house and he retreated back to safety. He only squeaked this time instead of screaming, so it was some progress.

“Come on, Dream. There’s nothing to be afraid of.” XD hushed. “It’s just thunder.”

“I-It’s loud…” Dream sniffled.

XD couldn’t argue there. They closed the book and waved it off to disappear again. Of course it was different learning about something than actually experiencing it. “It won’t be here for long.” XD assured him and brought up the covers to Dream’s shoulder. “Do you want to stay here tonight?”

Dream nodded frantically into XD’s side, peeking out just slightly to ask. “Can-Can I have your cloak?”

XD’s heart warmed and of course he agreed. He waved one of his hands not wrapped around Dream and summoned his long green cloak. It worked well as a blanket, especially for young Dream and it became a comfort to him. Even with the fear of another thunder strike, Dream pulled himself back and reached for the cloak, making grabby hands at it before XD wrapped it around him.

The cloak was far too big for Dream and absolutely engulfed him, but he smiled for the first time since the storm started and cosied into the warm green fabric. He nuzzled himself back into XD’s side, not catching the slight twitch his older brother made. XD had to to hold himself back from giggling, but as the tickling feeling faded, it sparked an idea in XD’s head. A distraction.

“Dream.” XD started innocently. “Do you want to play a game to pass the time? Just until the storm is gone.”

Dream peeked out of the safety of his blanket and looked at XD with wet but curious eyes. “A-A game…?”

XD nodded. “The counting game.” He grinned.

Dream’s eyes lit up with a delighted sparkle and broke out into nervous giggles. “Y-Yehesss…”

XD’s grin widened as he moved himself to sit up. Dream sat up too, though still keeping the cloak wrapped around himself.

The counting game had served well in the past to tire Dream out and put him to sleep. XD figured it would work just as well to keep him distracted until the storm past.

“How many eyes do you have?”

“Two!” Dream squeaked and happily giggled as XD tapped over both his eyelids as he counted.

“One… Two! Correct!” XD praised. “How many noses do you have?”

“J-Juhust one!” Dream giggled when XD booped at his nose.

“So smart you are.” XD cooed. “So how many arms do you have?”

Instead of answering, Dream fell into sweet giggles, and wrapped the cloak tighter around himself.

“That’s not an answer.” XD grinned. “How many arms do you have?”

“T-Two…”

“Show me them.”

Dream squeaked and bundled himself up, as through trying to sink into the cloak blanket.

“I need to count them, Dream…” XD tried to keep his voice serious, but he was smiling too wide to seem actually serious. “Show me your arms.”

The young Dream giggled again but he slowly unwrapped his arms. He carefully brought them out, not really stretching them but enough to show them off. “S-See? Two.”

“Two!” XD agreed and before Dream could pull his arms away, XD stuck his hands into Dream’s armpits and scribbled his fingers in.

Dream squealed, immediately trying to kick away as he pleaded through his high high pitched laughter. XD pulled his hands back, not wanting to overwhelm the little one so soon. “Good job! Two perfect arms.”

XD could see Dream wanted to huff, but his cheeks were red and he smiled so wide. He was too happy to complain.

“Now. How many hands do you have?” XD asked.

Dream answered, showing off his hands and giggling when XD poked them with his claw. He answered ten for his fingers and giggled again as the God slowly counted them out.

“So smart. So smart.” XD praised. “How many legs do you have?”

“T-Twoho…” Dream had the cloak fallen around himself instead of wrapped. He kicked his legs forward just a little bit as though showing them off.

“Good. And how many knees do you have?”

Dream’s head tilted, as it wasn’t usually a question XD asked. “T-Two?”

“You’re right!” XD clamped his hands just above Dream’s knees and squeezed. His other hands held around Dream’s ankles, keeping his legs straight when he inevitably tried to kick them. Dream’s laughter came out in a surprised yelp. He threw his head back into a high pitched squeal and tried to bat XD’s hands away. It of course did no good but XD was merciful and let his hands be pried away.

“Y-Yohou’ve never cohounted my kneeees before…” Dream panted out.

“Well I should. I have to make sure all is right with them.” XD reasoned, though of course it was a lie. The truth was they and Dream recently just found out Dream’s knees were tickly and they wanted to test it out. “Now… How many ribs do you have?”

The squeal Dream made did very little to deter XD from tickling him. In fact it made him want to tickle him more. His little brother fell back from the knee tickling and was now wrapping his arms tightly around himself. “No!” He squeaked out.

“No? Do you not know?!” XD put on an overly dramatic voice and they gasped. “Well we have to find out!”

Before Dream could run, or plead. His hands were easily unwrapped from him and XD’s extra set of arms swooped in. They started at the top, latching on and kneading into the top two ribs.

“Two… Foooour.”

“EHEHEX DEHEHEHE!” Dream laughed as he shook his head side to side. He made weak little kicks into XD’s chest which did not hurt or deter the God at all.

There was another clash of thunder which faltered XD’s tickling a little. It was further away and the room never flashed, but XD waited almost expectedly for Dream to realise. But it seems in the tickling Dream hadn’t heard it. He still laughed over the tickling over his ribs, and screamed with laughter when XD’s fingers kneaded in again.

“I have to count and make sure they’re all there, Dream. Siiiix. Eight.”

XD terrible count stopped eventually, and he pulled back, letting Dream curl up to protect himself. He was panting and tired and XD knew he wouldn’t last long. Time to wrap it up.

“Well you have a perfect amount of ribs. Now how many toes do you have?”

Dream’s panting ended with a gasp as he curled up tighter. He tried to shield his socked feet with his hands, like it was any kind of protection. “T-Ten! I have ten! N-Noho nehehehed to cheheck!”

“Oh but I must check! What if you’ve misplaced one?”

Before Dream could sputter out how impossible that was, his ankles were snatched and he was yanked almost upside down. His socks were pulled off and tossed aside and XD was already grabbing at one of his toes.

“XDEEEEEEE!” Dream squealed as he tried to reach for his feet. It was impossible to reach and trying made Dream giggly from how silly it was.

“You are just making this longer Dreamie~” XD cooed. His fingers wiggled just slightly over Dream’s toes before he grabbed at one again. This time tickling his nail just slightly under it and grinning at Dream’s howl.

“EHEHEHEX DEHEHEHE!”

“One...two...three… You know it’s really hard to keep track of these toes when you’re wiggling them so much.”

“StohOHOP TihihihIHIcklihihing meheHEHE THEHehehen!”

“I am not tickling I am counting your toes. And now you’ve made me lose count again.” XD sighed dramatically as he restarted his counting, much to Dream’s screaming dislike.

Despite XD’s want to restart the count again, he could hear Dream’s laughter grow wheezy and weak. Instead he finished the count, giving a small skitter over Dream’s foot while he let go of his ankle, and watched the foot be yanked back into safety.

Dream was tired, giving out weak giggle between his laughs. His cheeks were rosy and eyes sleepy. XD gave in to his overwhelming love and bundled Dream up in his cloak again, wrapping him tightly in the makeshift blanket.

“N-Noho mohore tihicklihihing.” Dream giggled.

“No more.” XD promised. “Time for sleep.”

The two brothers settled in the bed again. XD looked outside to see the rain slowly letting up and the storm had for the most part moved past them. XD settled on the bed with Dream against the chest. The younger brother let out a loud yawn, and could barely keep his eyes open when XD started purring in his chest. It was like an immediate off switch, knocking Dream out and sending him into a peaceful slumber.

The lanterns in the room dimmed from XD’s magic before turning out completely. The room fell into a nighttime darkness with the sound of the rain softly hitting off the window. XD took in a breath and shut his eyes, letting the calm night atmosphere overtake him before he too fell asleep.

Yes. Moving to the Overworld had been one of the best ideas DreamXD ever had.

#dsmp tickle #mcyt tickle #lee!dream #ler!dreamxd #godsiblingau #covenofwords

[gabessquishytum]

wait okay immortal throuple pregnancy gave me a thought. dream/hob/destruction pregnancy?? hob gets pregnant and none of them know which one's the father, not that any of them mind much either way. but hob gets... so big. so fast. so hey, maybe it's twins??

it's not twins. when hob gets himself off to get an ultrasound he learns that it's definitely not twins, and destruction is definitely the father, because apparently he's just pregnant with a shockingly large baby? which yeah, okay, hob can make a good guess about who's responsible for that one. he has a moment where he's worried about telling them -- what if dream's disappointed hob isn't pregnant with his baby? -- but dream just smirks and tells him that clearly they're going to have to stop going so easy on him. they've been treating hob like he's delicate lately, but if hob's going to manage to give birth to destruction's baby? they're going to have to make sure his poor cunt is good and stretched.

-🐈‍⬛

Omg yes bestie!!! Can't believe we haven't talked about Hob having Ollie's baby before now because Holy Shit I love it <333

I'm just imagining Hob hitting 8 weeks and he's already absolutely popped, it's no use him even trying to hide the fact that he's pregnant. He's almost worried at first because he's pretty sure he shouldn't be so huge so quickly... but hey, maybe he's just really bloated or something, first trimesters are wild.

Poor darling goes to his first scan and the sonographer is like 👀 and even Hob can tell from looking at the screen that his baby is massive. His first thought is "aww yeah big strong baby yay!" But that almost immediately gets taken over by worries. He doesn't need any paternity test to tell that Destruction is definitely the daddy, and of course he doesn't want Dream to be sad or upset. And of course he's wondering how much bigger the kiddo is going to get?!

Of course, Dream soothes him and calms him down. It was always going to be a 50% chance and he's quite content knowing that he can knock Hob up next time. And as for the size of the baby, well, Dream is unashamedly thrilled. He's so excited to see Hob grow bigger and rounder with the life inside him.

Meanwhile Ollie is. Indescribably excited. He carries Hob around the flat for a whole evening, just unable and unwilling to let go of him. And he immediately gets in cahoots with Dream to come with ways to prepare Hob for the birth. Destruction is intimately acquainted with Hob’s cervix already (comes with the territory of having a monster cock); it's time to help him acclimatise to the discomfort of birth a little bit before it hits him all in one go.

The pregnancy itself is surprisingly ok?? Destruction's baby obviously inherited his chilled out nature, because there are no real issues aside for Hob not being able to get up from the sofa without help. Having two boyfriends comes in very handy: one of them can hold his massively gravid belly for him while the other gives him a nice backrub. Poor Hob puts up with so much horniness from his two lovers but he doesn't complain. By 7 months he can't reach his own cunt so it's just as well that they're so enthusiastic to help him out. Having Dream’s entire hand inside him is rather lovely actually - so cool and soothing for his poor aching body.

And oh, after Hob finally delivers their huge, bouncing baby, he's doted on by Ollie and Dream. They both make it quite clear exactly how much they appreciate his post-pregnancy body, soft round tummy and stretch marks and leaking tits. Dream is admittedly rather keen to get his own baby fucked into Hob as soon as possible, but if he's lucky he might get a few months off: sandwiched in between the two Endless with his lovely, perfect baby sleeping soundly in his arms.

#🐈‍⬛ anon #the sandman #dream/hob/destruction #nsft #cw pregnancy #cw mpreg #cw birth

[astroangel23]

Pick a Card: What is your crush holding back from you?🫣📨💗

reminder that tarot is based off of current energy and energy is forever changing. tarot is never a set in stone answer, so if this reading gets to in your feels just take it with a grain of salt and remember to love yourself first 🤍

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Yo pile one this person is geeked out over you lmfao i have been so bubbly throughout this entire reading, making me blush like staaaahp 🤭🫣 this person could have missed an opportunity with you and is now in their feels with regret for not going for it. They could have been nervous of how it would go with you but regardless of how it went down this person is holding in all of their emotions, absolutely overwhelmed with feelings towards you but they're also afraid it's too late, that you wouldn't be interested the way you used to be. They could be acting as if they aren't interested or bothered with you but with the two of swords followed by the ten of cups + ten of wands that is obviously an illusion. They want to rush in and celebrate with you, have a passionate reunion. This person is feeling confident to make moves towards you and I feel they are making plans, day dreaming about how they're going to proceed with you but they do have some mental conflict with fear of rejection but I think they'll come around. You could also be excited about this person because the energy was so strong at the beginning I was literally singing one in a million + don't matter like dayum get a room guys jk lmfao. lapis lazuli is used to clear the throat chakra + the third eye chakra so maybe this person has had a realization towards you or this connection - Astro Angel 💚

One in a Million - Aaliyah + Don't Matter - Akon

Pile two, while shuffling instead of saying what is pile two's crush holding back, I said what is pile two's crush feeling towards them? So, I assume you are curious of how they actually feel which is that they see you as someone they want to take out and get to know on an intimate level, they see you as their personal wish fulfillment when it comes to love. They don't want to miss their chance with you and watch you couple up with another person. What they hold back is... 18+ baby lmao the judgment card in this deck is someone sleeping and their spirit is leaving their body like astral traveling so this person could be fantasizing about you with the queen of wands + the strength card. There is a heeeeeavy physical attraction this person feels towards you 🥵 I feel that they're holding this info back because they don't want these intimate feelings to overshadow the fact that they are genuinely interested in you and the person you are but do know this person has two sides to them, a loyal, stable person that's down to earth and the other side is ready to serve any need you feel necessary 🫡🫣 Ruby Zoisite helps to align your throat, root, and heart chakras, I feel this person is a grounded person who knows themselves and truly only wants to respect you - Astro Angel 💚

Bouncin - Kiana Ledé

Hi pile three! I don't believe your crush has came out and told you that they are interested in you on more than a platonic level because they're not ready for something serious. It has nothing to do with you, it has all to do with them knowing they have deep trauma when it comes to trusting people when it comes to romantic connections. They don't want to overburden you or make the connection you have or if any connection messy. They want to continue to focus on themselves to overcome their burdens in order to pursue you ok a healthy level. They want you to just trust the timeline and know that it has nothing to do with you. Amazonite aids in heart space healing and is also used to manifest, so I feel this person truly is committed to their healing journey and will come out a new version of themselves - Astro Angel 💚

More Than a Woman - Aaliyah

Pile four, instead of asking the cards "what is your crush holding back from you", "what is your crush hiding" slipped out and with your crystal being the clear quartz it seems there's something that's trying to be brought to your attention. Okay, so there's definitely two different groups here. Group one, this person doesn't want you to know that they're in a committed relationship. They're hiding a queen of cups in the background, someone that has deep feelings for them. Everyone in the 7 of Pentacles card has their eyes closed, which tells me they don't want you to find out because they want to grow something with you because this person feels passion towards you. Group 2, this is an ex of yours that may be in a relationship but is highly considering leaving this relationship because it's not a soulmate connection and they miss the realness they felt with you. They want to express how they want to put the past behind you and find forgiveness within your connection. This person is coming up as the King of Pentacles, he wants a stable connection in his life. Jasmine Sullivan - Need U Bad, listen to it. - Astro Angel 💚

Group one: Kisses Down Low - Kelly Rowland

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[aquanova99]

amazing! i don't know if you've ever done the alphabet headcanons before. but would you do them for either percy or nico whenever you get the chance? thank you so much!!! ⚡️🌷

Asdajkfhsakjh Percyyyyy my beloved 😍 I would love to do these and I will do some for Nico later as well, but I have never done the alphabet one so if anyone has any suggestions on how to fix it please let me know

Also and this is a big ALSO obviously all of these characters are at the ages up point. Let’s not be weird. And for Percy wel let’s say you either also went on the quests or you went instead of Annabeth bc baby if she went and you didn’t there’s no chance

Also I am using Logan Lerman as Percy because he is the definition of right person wrong time he was perfect

A= Affection (how do they show affection)

Percy definitely is a physical touch kind of person. If you go on yet another quest it’s grounding to him. Hr will pull you in a tight hug when he knows your safe. We know he kisses you anytime you two have to go separately. Meanwhile at home he likes to wrap his arms around you whenever he can. He is also pretty big on acts if service, he is just very thoughtful to everything you say and do. Are you hungry he stops somewhere before he gets home and gets every type of your favorite snack. Loves to spoil you with both of these.

B= Beautiful (what is their pet name for you)

I think this happened on accident. Like either you guys just started dating or you’d been hanging around so often that you basically were and he had to ask for something. “Hey babe could you pass me my pen?”

You notice immediately but it was kind of cute so you start reaching over for his pen. He kind of freezes as you reach over as he starts to realize what he said

“Shit did I—“

“Yeah yeah you did.”

He begins to panic and starts apologizing immediately and you have to cut him off and tell him you liked it. He malfunctions for awhile because he’s not sure what that means but he tries to call you that again when he can.

C= Cuddles (Are they a cuddly person?)

Oh my god read above, yes! He loves to cuddle! He likes having a constant in his life, ie you. On quests when you would both have to sleep anywhere strange you would often find yourself having fallen asleep on his shoulders and vice versa. It became a very comforting thing to both of you, and you guys did everytime. Grover is the equivalent of Charles Boyle and is screaming internally the first time because he thinks the two of you are perfect together.

D= Domestic (Do they want to settle down? What kind of future do they want)

Luckily for me, we get a lot of these answers in canon. Percy 1084918484843939% wants to settle down and stop worrying about saving the world for a damn minute and find a nice place for the two of you. He is in love with the thought of you as a parent so if you want any kids he will jump with excitement because he thinks you’ll be best and while he’s scared he may not do as well he still wants to live every aspect of what some may think is a mundane life with you. It’s his dream.

E= End (How would they break up with their partners if they had to? What would make them do that in the first place?)

This is absolutely never happening unless it’s life or death for you. Like some god or entity has to have the power to end your life and you and Percy are separated at the moment. He would probably go to you with tears in his eyes and tell you that it is probably best for the two of you to part ways. You know something is going on but once he sets his mind to something it’s almost impossible to change it. Even if he takes care of whatever is threatening him if he sees you really are safer without him he will stay away.

F= Fear (Whats something that terrifies them)/ Fiance (How would they propose)

For the fear aspect is losing. Not being able to save you. Anything of the sort we see he is willing to risk his life for someone he loves so not being able to get there in time is his worst nightmare. Again thanks to canon we know that he’s actually terrified of drowning.

When he proposes he’s going to try and be as romantic as possible. Take you to the first place he kissed you kind of romantic. But it is a Percy so he gets kind of tongue tied when he’s trying to tell you how much he cares about you and after a while the “will you marry me?” comes out or you have to kiss him to get him back on track

G= Gentle (How gentle are they emotionally, physically?)

An angel. Percy takes it so slow with you to begin with, you definitely set the boundaries whether you know it or not. He’s seen the worst type of guy first hand and would never try to do anything to hurt you or rush you. He’s also very emotionally in tune with you, he will know when you need someone to just be there and when you need to talk and he’s okay with doing either until you feel better

H= Hugs (Are they a hugger? What do their hugs feel like? How much do they like to hug?)

Yes. Yeah. Absolutely. You know the hug in movies when characters A&B haven’t seen eachother in forever and A holds them so tightly and lifts up B just enough where their toes are off the ground? Yeah that’s the kind of hugs he gives all the time. He knows what it’s like to almost lose you, he takes all the hugs he can get. Even if it’s not that dramatic he hugs very tightly he wishes he didn’t have to let go.

I= I love you (how soon did they know they were in love? How long did it take to say the words?)

Honestly uncle Rick was looking out because this really is all answered.

It takes him forever to realize he’s in love with you. He knows he loves you but I mean it probably takes some major battle for him to realize it’s more than that. Once he figures it out though he will tell you almost immediately.

J= Jealousy (Do they get jealous easily? Do they try and make you jealous)

Yeah. And this comes with anything. Anyone you have history friendship or otherwise. But not in the creepy possessive way but in the way that he wishes he had been there. He may feel like he is keeping you from a different life. When you get excited even with a friend and remember any adventures you have he worries you don’t have as much fun with him and he is stressed fam. He trusts you like I said he would just rather be with you.

No he does absolutely not try and make you jealous. Except maybe with his power for fun. But with other people no. However, homeboy is oblivious when other people are into him so their blatant flirting probably goes over his head. You have to spell it out for him and while he thinks it’s cute you were jealous he won’t let it happen again.

K= Kisses (what do their kisses feel like? Where do they like to kiss you?)

Similar to his hugs. He kisses very strongly. The ones where he breathes in as he starts to kiss you just in case it’s the last time. When it’s the two of you he likes to kiss you more passionately but he waits for you to initiate. He likes grabbing your hair and slightly pulling you closer to him. Helps him remember it’s all real.

L= Littles (Do they want kids? What are they like around kids? How many?)

Oops already answered this but yes of course! He probably wants at least two so no one feels lonely, he remembers having to constantly move and he thinks if they at least have a sibling it won’t be so bad if you all do have to move. We see how he is around Estelle, he’s naturally kind and caring around kids and he would be the BEST dad.

M= Mornings

He likes to cook. Whether you like it or not he’s up in the morning making blue pancakes. Does not mean he’s a morning person he just like to do so when you wake up. He enjoys sleeping in or cuddling for as long as you can before having to get up. Gets you coffee/juice as you start getting ready for the day. He waits until the last possible second to get ready but he’s ready to go in like 15 minutes. He’d rather hang around with you.

N= Nights

Definitely prefers cooking breakfast to dinner but he will still try and help or will order take out if neither of you are feeling up to it. He thought your skin care routine was kind of pointless at first, mainly because he didn’t really get it. But now he’s almost excited to do it with you, because no matter what anyone says it’s relaxing and he enjoys this winding down activity. I see him putting on a movie or show before bed and cuddling until you fall asleep and then he will turn it off, and then probably run his hand up and down your arm until he drifts off

O= Open up (When do they feel comfortable enough to open up? Is it all at once or painfully slow? Do you have to dig?)

Honestly, while it’s easy to read Percy’s feelings it isn’t as easy for him to explain why certain things bother him or to talk about his past. It would have to be when he isn’t feeling upset for you to be able to bring up talking about his childhood, yours he wants to hear everything about. He tried to play it off when does eventually talk about it but he’s been through some shit. He doesn’t like burdening people with why he’s upset though, even if he isn’t burdening anyone especially you.

You really have to dig for him. And while he does tell you eventually he’d rather just move on from it. There’s some people that while he refuses to forget, he doesn’t want to talk about them because it gets kind of painful. And yes I’m talking about beckendorf. It’s not because he isn’t comfortable sharing on his part, it’s just talking about things can make it worse before it makes it better and that’s no fun.

P= Patience (Are they quick to anger? How do they calm down?)

Percy is pretty patient. Unless someone is hurting his friends or more importantly you, he doesn’t get riled up easily. Usually has his witty remarks to annoy the other person back. But man, get him angry enough and he can be terrifying. Usually, as long as he doesn’t have a storm forming around him a simple touch to his arm will make him realize you’re okay and he will start calming down. But he does usually need to walk it off. Prefers if you go with him to help through it.

Q= Quiet/Quizzes(What do they like to do when they have time to be alone? What fun things do they remember about you? DO they remember everything?)

Percy would rather not be alone honestly. I feel like his anxiety just shoots through the roof after all of those quests. It does help if he’s around water and he go swimming and relax. Waters always calmed him it doesn’t really change.

Percy remembers EVERYTHING about you. Like I said before he’s a big acts of service guy so if he sees something that he knows you will love doing or will love to have he’s doing his best to do said activity.

R= Recovery (How you take of them and vice versa after a battle?)

Hard to take care of someone who can just heal himself with water or ambrosia. But say you guys are far inland with nothing in sight you are going to have to use all of your persuasion to let you help him. He would rather focus on you. And because he’s going to use all of the supplies on you this can be a struggle. Most of the recovery is going to be making sure he’s okay or just letting him fall into you because he is exhausted.

Him on the other hand is very gentle with you. Drawing water around whatever he can to heal you as much as he can and if there’s no water or the injury is too big he is making sure you get the ambrosia and nectar. You take priority to him. If you’re totally fine like I said he would rather just lean on you than anything else but he still loves when you try and help him. Falls in love over any bandages you may put on him, seriously he loves that you’re worried about him.

S= Safety/Solution (How protective are they? How do they solve problems)

I’m sure you can tell by my above answers but very very protective. He values other peoples lives at the risk of his own and it’s something that you both love and are terrified of. He is an emotional problem solver, he is witty and clever as we see in the labyrinth battle but he will take whatever course he can to get you safe.

T= Try/ Touch (How much effort do they put in? When they need or want your touch what do they do? How often do they do this?)

These are hard because so much of this is repeated so I apologize 😭 but anyways Percy puts all the effort in. He doesn’t take any relationship light and I mean that to include friendships. If for some reason you guys are long distance for a quest or maybe you’re visiting family he will make sure to keep in contact. And in the relationship he keeps very important dates in the front of his mind so he isn’t someone to miss birthdays or holidays or anything of the sort. He also puts in effort to make sure you enjoy said holidays.

Percy often needs touch just to calm down. Not from being angry by years of almost dying has him anxious and he likes have his lifeline close to him just to let him know you’re there. I think without think he will outstretch his hand to you for you to hold it. He often times does not realize he does this if it’s a bad day. If he doesn’t get much sleep he likes to rest his head on your shoulder. If he’s having a regular good day or you’re out he probably still enjoys holding your hand and as stated previously lots of hugs from behind.

U= Ugly Side (What a pet peeve of yours they have? Bad habits?)

Percy doesn’t mean to do this and it’s not in a rude or condescending way but he often questions the bings you say. He doesn’t even realize the way he asks could be taken as rude but it used to make you feel like he didn’t trust what you were doing or planning or maybe didn’t know better. I’m so serious he just wants details on the plan or what you guys are doing he thinks the world of you, his questions are more about how he fits into the plan or how he can help not to attack you or make you sound dumb.

V= Vanity (Do they concern themselves over how they look?)

Percy doesn’t like to look like a hobo but he also isn’t going to spend a ridiculous amount of time getting ready. Unless he’s taking you out the he will dress appropriately. He would rather be comfortable and be ready to fight something or run if he needs to.

W= Whole (What makes them feel complete?)

Family. You, his mom, Estelle, Grover, Tyson,even Paul. The people he know will do anything for him and he would do the same. The people that wouldn’t leave him or disappear. The more of his family is around the better he feels, and then going home with you at the end of the night.

Y= Yuck (What do they not like in a partner?)

I would probably say someone who’s micromanaging. Not in the Annabeth I always have a plan way. But I’m the way that they nitpick anything he does. Percy likes someone who can have fun every once in awhile. At the same time he wouldn’t want someone who can’t be serious when they need to be. Honestly other than that Percy is pretty flexible he thinks life experiences shared takes weight over anything else.

Z= Zzzzz (How do they sleep? Sleeping Habits?)

On you. It’s still hard for any demigod to sleep. He keeps riptide on his nightstand religiously. He still worries something will happen to you so whether he admits it or not he is up for a while after you’ve gone to bed. Best way for him to fall asleep first is if you’re rubbing his back and talking about anything. It reminds him you guys are and have been fine and he will let himself drift off. Even then he would rather you lay on him and he stay up for a bit, just in case.

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[wrestlersownmyheart]

Pairing: Elias X Female Reader

Summary: You surprise Elias with a trip to Bethany Beyond the Jordan, where you help him to realize a long time dream of being baptized in the River Jordan. The only thing that makes it even more special for him, is that you are baptized with him.

Disclaimers: I own nothing or anyone associated or affiliated with WWE. I own only the original characters. This is just a fictional story that came from my imagination.

Content/Trigger Warnings: None. Just pure fluff.

Note: I am of course unsure of the exact details of Elias’ trip to get baptized in the River Jordan, so this will absolutely be completely made up. Bear with me. Hope this is enjoyed! 🙂 I also don’t know what the person is called that performs the baptisms, so I’m going to call them a baptist–similar to John the Baptist.

Also, this story may be on the short side since I’m just now trying to get back into the groove of writing.

Beyond the Jordan

The alarm woke you and your husband, Elias Samson, that morning and you smiled, thinking of the gift you had to cheer him up with since being laid off from the WWE. You turned over in the bed and kissed him softly, giggling as his beard tickled at your chin. "G'morning handsome."

"Morning," he replied in a sleep-roughened voice as he returned your kiss.

You could see a cloud in his eyes as he pulled back and turned onto his back in the bed, his arms up and his hands laced behind his head. He was obviously deep in thought.

"I have a surprise for you," you whispered with an encouraging smile, giving his beard a playful tug.

"Oh, do you now," Elias chuckled, and yanked you across his broad chest. "What is it?"

Squealing in delight, you briefly pulled yourself free of his embrace and reached for your night table, opening the drawer. Quickly you pulled out the two plane tickets to Amman Jordan, and handed them to him, grinning like the cat that ate the canary.

Confused, Elias took the plane tickets. "A trip?" His eyes scanned over the flight details and you knew the instant he saw the destination.

His brown eyes met your gaze and the corner of his mouth quirked upward. "Really?"

His expression was so hopeful and happy, tears of joy burned your eyes as you nodded. "Do you like it?" So excited were you that you didn't give him a chance to respond right away. "We fly to Amman, and then from there we'll take a taxi to Bethany Beyond the Jordan and after a short walk, we'll get baptized together in the Jordan!"

"I…." he puffed out a shaky breath and rubbed his hand down his face. "I love it. It's the most beautiful gift anyone has ever given me."

"Well, let's get to packin' big guy," you giggled, "We leave tomorrow!"

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You clutched nervously at the armrest of your seat as the plane took off at lightning speed. You were shaking, you were so scared, but this trip had to happen. It was so important to Elias.

In the next instant, his large hand was covering yours. "Easy there, sweetheart." He pried your hand from the armrest and laced his fingers with yours. "I forgot how scared of flying you are. Are you okay?"

You nodded, and blew out a soft, shaky breath. "Y-yes." You shook your head slightly, clearing your thoughts and your fear from your mind. "Yes, I'm fine. Don't worry." You inwardly chastised yourself for showing fear. You wanted this trip to be perfect and so far, you were in danger of ruining it.

"Don't worry, Y/N," Elias said softly, stroking his thumb over the back of your hand. "We prayed after we got our seats. The Lord is not going to let anything happen. We're perfectly safe."

You nodded, and took another deep breath, squeezing his hand in yours. His words washed over you and the truth in them instantly calmed you. "I know. And thank you. I'm always the most nervous when the plane first takes off. I'm fine now."

He raised your joined hands to his mouth and placed soft, feathery kisses over each of your knuckles. "Thank you. Really. I've always wanted to do this."

You smiled softly, "You're welcome. I was hoping this would cheer you up."

"It has," he answered you. "I feel so much better about everything now."

"I'm glad."

A stewardess approached you then and offered drinks along with your breakfast. You both requested just orange juice instead of mimosas, since neither of you drank alcohol.

Once the stewardess left the two of you alone, you both began to eat your breakfast, and tried to relax through the long flight.

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"Look! We're here!"

You pointed to the river as you zipped up the remaining bit of zipper on your white baptismal robe, and Elias smiled. "Yes, we are."

Giggling, you took off at a jog and headed closer to the river. "Just think about it! We are going to be baptized where Jesus was!"

Elias chuckled and followed behind you, savoring the moments you were both experiencing.

Finally reaching the bridge-like structure that led you down into the Jordan River, you both climbed onto it and made your slow descent into the river, seeing as there were several people ahead of you in line to be baptized. You stood behind Elias so he could go first. After all, you'd planned this trip for him.

You watched as the baptist spoke briefly over each person, and then lowered them into the waters; and quickly assisting them back to their feet. Then the next person came forth and the process was repeated.

About an hour passed before Elias' turn came. He stepped forward and headed for the baptist as you watched proudly.

"Hello. What is your name?" Elias was greeted by the baptist and shook hands with him.

"My name is Elias. Elias Samson."

"Alright, Elias are you ready?"

At his nod, the baptist spoke softly, "Today we acknowledge your old self is buried with Christ and you have been raised to new life in Jesus! Therefore, Elias, I now baptize you in the name of the Father, the Son, and of the Holy Spirit!"

You watched as Elias was assisted down into the water. You almost chuckled at the sight of your large husband being helped down into the water. He didn't need help truthfully. But you caught yourself and your slightly unsanctimonious–though unintentional–reaction, and remained silent.

In the next instant, Elias was rising back to his feet and he had the biggest, happiest smile on his handsome face. Tears burned at your eyes as you saw his joy. He–albeit awkwardly since he was in water–headed toward the showers and changing rooms but stopped and turned back around so he could watch you be baptized next.

You stepped forward and headed down the bridgelike structure, holding the railing as you went. A moment later, you'd approached the baptist and shook his hand in greeting.

"And what is your name," the baptist asked.

"I'm Y/N."

The baptist spoke the small prayer over you and in the next instant you were being tilted back into the water. And as the water engulfed you, you thought how amazing it was that you were in the same place Jesus had been. Doing exactly as he'd done–obeying the Father, showing your love for the Father.

And then you were lifted up, water spilling from your hair and body.

Smiling, you shook the baptist's hand again and thanked him. Then you were heading for Elias who was waiting on you and smiling from ear to ear. Once you reached him he pulled you into a big hug and kissed the top of your head. "This was amazing, babe. It was great getting baptized but watching you get baptized was just as special. I'm so lucky to have a God-fearing wife that loves the Lord the same as I do.

"Likewise," you told him, reaching up and kissing his cheek. "I love you."

"I love you," he replied. "Now, let's go get showered and changed and head over to the Sea of Galilee!"

"Yes! But first we need to put in an order for a DVD of our baptisms," you reminded him. "We definitely want to remember this forever."

"Yes, we do."

"I know something else we'll want to remember, too." you added, a sly smile crossing your face. "I have something else to surprise you with."

"Oh really," Elias chuckled, and pulled you closer. "What's this surprise?"

You hiccuped on a sob of happiness and looked into his eyes. "We're going to have a baby."

"Are you….?" He swallowed hard and fought back tears of joy. "Are you for real?"

You nodded and smiled through your own tears. "We're having a baby," you repeated. "We're starting our family!"

He pulled you up against him and planted a soft kiss to your mouth. "Thank you for everything. This was the perfect place to come to and to find out our family is growing…"

You flushed and smiled at his speechlessness. "I'm so glad you're happy."

"Happy doesn't cover it, sweetheart," Elias said, putting his arm around your shoulders and leading you to the showers and changing rooms. "Now, what do you say we go see the Sea of Galilee and take the baby on his or her first boat ride?"

You nodded excitedly. "Yes, let's."

Minutes later, you were headed to do just that.

THE END

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[cassarilladraws]

A Sleepy “I Love You”

Lukadrien Fluffuary (using this prompt list) Day 19 - Taking A Nap Together Prev | Next Read it on Ao3 Words: 1318 Rating: G Tags: Identity Reveal, Sleepy Cuddles, Soft & Sweet Viperion opened his eyes slowly. The rooftop around him was bathed in orange light as the sun set. His mind felt hazy and peaceful from slumber. It took a minute for him to register where he was. He and Chat Noir had been on patrol, but both had been sleep deprived on top of having busy days. After they checked out the city they decided to take a break before going to their homes. Apparently, both of them had fallen asleep during the break. When Viperion looked down, he saw Chat Noir stirring awake. The feline hero had used Viperion’s lap as a pillow. Somehow they’d wound up like this. Viperion was sure they had been shoulder to shoulder when he drifted off. Yet, now green eyes blinked up at him dreamily. It brought a smile to Viperion’s face. Chat was handsome and Viperion absolutely had feelings for him. Being on the rooftop, together, cuddling as the sun set. He’d imagined scenarios like this. But with his heart torn between Chat Noir and another blonde in his life he never knew how to move forward with those feelings. Chat Noir’s soft smile reflected Viperion’s own. “Love you, Luka.” Chat Noir said in a sleepy voice. Viperion blinked at him and his smile faded into a look of shock. Had he heard correctly? “You—you know my name?” “Course I do.” The hero mumbled like it was the most obvious thing in the world. “Are you actually awake?" “Don’t think so.” Chat’s eyes threatened to flutter closed again. “I’m just having a good dream.”

“Um…” Viperion wasn’t sure where to start, but he was pretty sure this wasn’t a dream. “Your eyes are open. You just told me my name. My civilian name.” Chat Noir sat straight up at the realization and rubbed his hand over his face. “That means I also said the other part….” “That you….love me?” Viperion’s voice was low. “Yeah…” “So, you know who I am under the mask and you have feelings for me?” Viperion asked directly, but there was caution in his voice. Chat Noir took a deep breath and shrugged. “It’s not like I haven’t been flirting with you every chance I get. Is it weird that I flirt with you and know who you are? I don’t want to make you uncomfortable I—“ “Woah. Slow down.” Viperion held out his hands in a calming gesture. “You’re not the only one who thought it was a wonderful dream at first.” “Oh?” “You are incredible, kitten. I fell for you a long time ago.” Chat Noir’s tail swished behind him. His cheeks turned a charming pink. “You did?” “I did.” Viperion admitted. “But the identity rule—“ “Sucks.” “Yeah, it does. I can’t imagine being with someone who doesn’t even know my name and I don’t think it’s a great idea to be with someone when I don’t know who they are either.” “That’s fair.” Chat tapped his chin thoughtfully. “But I know who you are and you didn’t know it. It makes me curious, do you know who I am?” “I…” Viperion stopped himself. “Do you know?” Chat Noir looked excited for the possibility. “Not… exactly. Not for sure. There’s just this feeling. You remind me of someone.” “Do I?” Chat Noir gave a crooked grin. “Oh, now the cat is extra curious. I know how you read people. I know you. Is there something about me and this other guy that’s got you hearing the same melody purrhaps?” Viperion laughed nervously. “Come on. I just want to know who he is. If you’re right I’ll admit it. Cat’s honor. I’m tired of this identity rule. I already know your identity and I trust you.” “It’s just… well, I’ve hoped he was you for so long.” Viperion confessed. “I’m a little afraid of being wrong. You’re amazing. Even if you’re not him, you are amazing. But it would definitely make things easier if you were.” “You’ve hoped this guy was me?” “Yeah…” Viperion laughed at himself. “You’re right about the melody thing. Whenever I’m around you both it’s like I’m hearing different parts of the same tune. If you’re not him, that means I’ve fallen in love with two people. I’ve imagined you as him so many times. Maybe I shouldn’t have let my mind wander so far so often. You’re both incredible and it would make so much sense.” “Oh…” Chat Noir swallowed. He really hoped he was the guy that Luka was imagining him to be. If he didn’t know that Luka was Viperion, his heart would feel torn in two directions as well. But as it were, both in and out of the mask he was head-over-heels in love. “Well, maybe I can tell you things about me and we can break this down.” “That sounds like a good idea.” “Okay, well I play piano.” “So does he.” Chat Noir let the hope rise in him. “My eyes are green outside of this mask. Just without the whole cat situation.” “So are his.” That was enough for Chat Noir to just want to jump into the questions that would let him know sooner. He couldn’t take it anymore. “I’ve used your Miraculous." Viperion gulped. “So has he.” Chat Noir’s expression turned soft and affectionate. “And it wasn’t the right fit for me. It was meant to be with you. That is why I suggested that you should be the holder of the snake Miraculous. I don’t regret it. Not for a second.” Viperion couldn’t help the soft laugh that escaped him. It was one of pure relief and joy. The truth combined with the adoration in Chat Noir’s tone meant everything to him. “Is it you?” Viperion asked although he knew the answer now. “Adrien. Is it really you? Because right now I’m the one wondering if I’m still dreaming. I’ve wanted It to be you. God. I’ve hoped it was you. All this time.” “If this is a dream don’t wake me up.” Chat Noir glanced around them. It was a secluded spot. “Claws in.” Chat Noir let transformation fade and looked to Viperion. He threw a piece of Camembert for Plagg and thankfully the kwami took one look at the situation and decided to give them their space. “Hi there.” Adrien waved. In an instant, Viperion embraced him in a hug. “I love you too, Adrien.” Adrien’s arms wrapped around Viperion and squeezed tightly. “We’ve been dancing around each other too long.” The hug ended when Viperion pulled back and looked to Adrien with a tender gaze. “Yeah, we have. And you’ve known my identity all this time.” “I’ve wanted to tell you who I was for a while.” Adrien sighed. “You would have figured me out eventually. I think you understand me more than anyone I’ve ever met. Your gut feeling was right. It usually is. Luka, when I told you I loved you I meant it…. even if I was half asleep. There was no way I could hide my identity from you after that. I think it was meant to happen this way.” Viperion leaned in. “I think you’re right, but I can’t help but wish we would have known sooner. I’ve wanted to date Adrien and Chat Noir but felt torn. It seems so silly now. But since the truth is out… will you be my boyfriend?” Adrien pushed his forehead against Viperion’s. “Of course. My heart was already yours a long time before this.” “Can I kiss you?” Viperion whispered. Adrien mimicked the hushed tone. “Only if I can kiss you back.” Viperion leaned back just enough to turn his head and lay a soft kiss on his boyfriend’s lips. Adrien responded by bringing his hand up to caress Viperion’s cheek and kiss him back. It was a short, sweet kiss, their first they ever shared and one they would always remember.

#Lukadrien #Miraculous #Miraculous Ladybug #Identity Reveal #Chat Noir #Viperion #Adrien Agreste #Luka Couffaine #Adrien and Luka #Cassarilla writes #Fluffuary2023 #Lukadrien Fluffuary #Prompt: Taking A Nap Together

[k-s-morgan]

Loved the snippet! I always enjoy seeing Sebastian worried about Ciel, even if at this stage its all hypothetical ;)

This makes me wonder if Gremory will be able to see Ciel's potential to become a demon and try to warn Sebastian from following that path! I'm curious to hear your analysis on what you see as the OOC moment in S2. Is this Ciel's terrible idea to just randomly challenge Alois to a duel in the library during the dance of death? I love the scene afterwards where Ciel scoffs at Alois and tries to murder him and gets to face slap Claude, but the fight scene always did rub me the wrong way for some reason and I'm curious if this is the moment you were talking about.

Another ask: Thanks for the snippet it looks so good and I'm so hyped for the update!! I read your last ask response (not the same person!). i admit i don't remember season 2 or the duel at all but going off your description of it: so i've only casually been into black butler over the years, but i absolutely love your meta and gentle slopes has made me love both of them. i was wondering, maybe there's a possibility Ciel realized Alois would cheat, and played accordingly? i agree with your analysis that he's noble, but he's very calculating that way. what do you think? 

also, absolutely no pressure here at all, but do you know when you'll update next? of course take your time with it as I'm willing to wait as long as it takes, I'm just really excited. 

i wish you, your family and your pets safety. and the end of this terrible war. please hang in there. 

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I combined these asks because they center on the same/similar subjects, hope you don’t mind!

@lecalcifer, I also enjoy Sebastian’s overprotectiveness, and with the line of their work, it always finds a way to show itself :D I do plan an arc with Gremory similar to the one you described. She’s also the one behind Mey-Rin’s dream - she couldn’t send it to Sebastian since Sebastian doesn’t sleep, so she chose someone else for passing this message. We’ll learn more about it soon. 

And yes, the fencing match between Ciel and Alois always bothered me. I can understand why Ciel wanted it to happen, but what he does next goes against this plan. We know that his goal was always to take revenge for what happened to him and his family. He expected this enemy to be someone grand, someone he would be unable to defeat on his own, but when he thought that Alois is the guilty party, it changed things. Alois is his age, he’s in a similar situation and he and Ciel are more or less equal. It means that Ciel has a real chance to get his revenge personally, without relying on Sebastian for it. So he waited for Sebastian to engage Claude and remove the chance of demon intervention, and he challenged Alois to a duel.

That’s why him cheating is confusing. Anon from ask 2, your explanation could make a lot of sense, but Ciel actually seems shocked to see that Alois cheated, too, and then he becomes offended and angry. This nullifies his idea of a duel to me because if he wanted to cheat, he could have simply used Sebastian. I don’t see a point in staging a situation where he and Alois are alone to pay him back personally and then just trying to trick him. Fencing was considered a noble kind of sport; duels had an element of integrity and nobility, too, so for Ciel to just spit on all of this for no reason? It’s very strange to me. So I’m introducing a made-up situation that will justify some of it when we get there. 

Thank you both for your interest and your wonderful words <3 I really, really hope to update at the start of November. Can’t promise anything since my days are unpredictable now because of Ruzzia, but for now, I’m making progress. 

#my fics #sebaciel #black butler #ciel phantomhive #season 2

[ephemeronidwrites]

Shout out to @the-cryptographer, because they asked for one of the prompts in my OC tag game, and while I find the prompt they chose to be extremely tasty and I am going to spend at least the next week alternately going feral with excitement and getting insufferably nitpicky about getting some irrelevant detail absolutely perfect... I also don't want to leave them completely hanging for as long as I am going to take to write what they actually asked for.

So in the meantime, here's one of the prompts I've already been working on from that list... completely unprompted.

Does that defeat the purpose of a prompt exercise? Mmmm probably. Do I care?

4: A letter from your OC to their love interest

A letter intercepted from an anonymous courier met during the second week of Haring, 9:40 Dragon, in a border town between Orlais and Nevarra.

Darling,

I thought I was going to pass the time on this journey writing down every filthy thing I wanted to do to you. And then touching myself about it. Then writing down everything I did to myself, then thinking about you doing the same things to me and touching myself about it all over again. Then sending you everything I wrote down in a big fat bundle.

If I work at it hard enough, I might even manage to get the pages so sticky I won’t need wax to seal them up.

Especially since the “Inquisition” is everywhere these days, so I put the chance of one of their agents intercepting this letter at about 4 to 6? Don’t get me wrong, this letter is meant strictly for your lovely eyes only, but I admit I do also get a kick at the thought of this letter making its way into the hands of some “innocent” Chantry Sister. Maybe I can scorch out her eyes with the sinful acts depicted therein. Or even better, spice up her dreams so hard that she’ll have to pray until her knees are skinned raw to make up for it.

But now I must do a bit of confessing of my own, and say that since we’ve been apart, I simply haven’t been interested in any of that. Both my daydreams and night fantasies of you have been scandalously chaste, things like snuggling in the same bedroll at night, or waking to your sleeping face, maybe getting to poke your nose before you wake up.

Are you surprised? I am, but somehow I think you wouldn't be.

Our old friend would surely be offended by this sort of… “base sentimentality”, I think she used to call it? She’d probably keelhaul us first, before moving onto the penance. I imagine ropes being involved. Or hot wax. I don’t know. When it came to the finer points of what counts for proper debauchery, I was never really the authority in our little group anyway.

But since she isn’t here… I’ll indulge this sappy nonsense all I like. After all, less time spent on fingernail grooming is more time left to fantasize, right?

Besides, something tells me it’s this sort of thing that the Chantry would take greater offense to. The idea that mages might actually be people, with feelings. People-feelings, the sorts of feelings that don’t involve cackling and people going off the rails and firestorms raging everywhere.

After all, you know better than anyone else how afraid I was that I was that your our little stunt at the Kirkwall chantry building might have made that particular misconception worse. So you might feel vindicated to know that, after all these last few years, all I’ve learned from being reluctantly dragged all over Thedas is that… I might have been giving you far, far much too much credit on that count.

And it’s not as if people need encouragement or teaching to know how to fear, or hate, or blindly follow. Funny how most people would sooner part with a literal arm or a leg—or march off to war, which is functionally pretty much the same thing—than they’d let go of an idea that’s outlived its usefulness. It’s mildly depressing, but what can a mage do, other than go on fighting the good fight?

Or I guess it’s pretty presumptuous to call any part of it “good”. There’s been nothing “good” or “pretty” about… a lot of the stuff we’ve lived through, hasn’t there Shit there I go again I can’t sleep or eat without you there when I stretch out my hand or when I turn my head to look at you, and I’m terrified I’ll never NO NO that’s no good F why am I like this

Maybe I’ll write instead that I want to hold you close and sniff your hair! It’s not a lie, and I’m sure someone out there can find a way to twist that into something perverse and immoral? I believe in them! I believe that creativity isn’t dead in Thedas!

Either way, since I’m not there to do it for you, kiss yourself for me, with or without any filthy thoughts in your head. (And make sure to eat something at least twice a day, be nice to Justice, Justice go easy on him… basically pretend I’m actually there to nag you so you won’t forget to do all these things. Promise me you will do that.)

Sealed with a kiss of my own (since I know you won’t listen to me, darling, you never do),

Your little mistake.

In addition to the letter, the envelope contained three gold coins and also had attached a missive—written in the same hand—ostensibly meant for the courier's eyes:

Your life and freedom are more important than this letter. If you fall into a sticky spot, do not hesitate to put your own security first. The letter is important, but disposable. I repeat, do not allow yourself to be captured.

Reconnaissance efforts to identify the courier or find any other information about their objective or destination proved fruitless. The money was added to the appropriations funds for Inquisition soldier requisitions.

#ask game #my writing #oc: vrenika hawke #da2 fanfiction #dai fanfiction #theknottedpath

[digitalworldbound]

yellow rose (hikari week, day four)

for hikari week, @sluggybasson107 and i decided to collaborate - for every entry i’ve written, she’s drawn an image. the picture (in the middle) was created by sluggy, and with her permission, i’ve posted it along with a story.

characters: hikari and miyako

summary: miyako invites hikari over in hopes of bonding with her after the first time they jogress evolved. // also on AO3

“I’m sorry for the mess. I’ve begged my sisters to clean up, but they’re too busy talking on the phone or avoiding their homework to care.” Miyako shrugged, kicking her shoes off in the entrance of her apartment.

“You don’t have to apologize. My brother is the world’s worst at cleaning up after himself.” Hikari offered her a small smile, toeing off her sneakers and arranging them neatly beside her friend’s. 

Unlike Hikari’s own, the Inoue apartment was bustling with activity. In the kitchen, her mother stood diligently by the stove, the smell of curry eliciting a rumble from the brunette’s stomach. An outdated love song crooned from a little radio, her mother humming along as she stirred. 

It had been a while since Hikari’s last home cooked meal; more often than not, her and Taichi would have to order out, their mother’s attempts at food simmering at the bottom of a trash can. 

Miyako’s father sat on the couch, a sports program playing listlessly as he talked to his son about upcoming college exams. Behind a closed door, the low rumble of someone talking on the phone was barely discernible. 

Clutching the strap of her duffle bag, Hikari tentatively followed Miyako into the room she had disappeared into.

With a shrug, the older girl tossed her things onto the floor. “Welcome to my room! Sorry, it’s kind of small. Usually, I have to share with Chizuru, but she agreed to sleep in Momoe’s room for tonight.”

Miyako’s  nerves were palpable, her teeth fiddling with her bottom lip. It was apparent that she hardly brought home guests, uncertainty rolling off of her in waves. “If you don’t want to stay, I completely understand. I dream of the day when I can move out,” Miyako admitted, nervous laughter filling the silence. “ Could you at least stay for dinner, though? My mom was really excited to cook for you.”

Even though her friend’s eyes were downcast, Hikari could still see the imprint of her own hand against Miyako’s cheek, a stubborn welt that refused to fade. Shame gripped at Hikari’s heart, apologies dancing around the tip of her tongue. The day’s struggles still weighed on her shoulders; even in the heat of the moment, slapping Miyako had been unacceptable.

Setting her duffle bag beside the door, Hikari turned to sit on the bed she assumed to be Miyako’s. “If there’s one thing I understand, it’s annoying older siblings. When your older brother is in the same friend group as you are, you don’t get the chance to go to many sleepovers. This is the first time I’ve been invited to sleep at someone else’s house; I’m excited.” Hikari offered her most reassuring smile, cheeks warm from her confession. 

Despite their Digimon joining bodies just hours before, there was still an unfathomable distance between them, a strange awkwardness that hovered around the end of every conversation. 

Miyako could only grin, unzipping her book bag to free Poromon. Taichi had agreed to watch Tailmon for the night, leaving Hikari alone on Miyako’s bed. 

The younger girl could see how the momentary silence clawed at Miyako; it was strange to see her quiet for so long. 

“How about -”

“Maybe we could -”

Poromon tittered as the girls’ voices overlapped each others’, anxious laughter following soon after. 

“I’m sorry I’m being so weird. It’s just, we’ve never spent much time by ourselves, you know? Usually, everyone else is around. And now that our partners are destined to merge together and fight evil and stuff, I was hoping that maybe we could grow closer, too? Is that absolutely stupid of me?” With a hand scratching the back of her neck, an embarrassed flush stained Miyako’s cheeks. “Like,” she continued, hands wringing in her lap, “I get that we're complete opposites. You have such a complete understanding of other people, and I just…don’t. You don’t have to stay if you’re not up for it. There’s still time for me to walk you home.”

For a moment, Hikari admired the decorations on the wall, allowing her friend’s words to linger in the air. Pictures of movie stars had been hastily tacked up, a bulletin board overflowed with first-place science fair ribbons. A copy of the periodic table was flanked by last year’s honor roll certificates. 

In the midst of it all hung a picture, framed with care. Months ago, before everything had begun to fall apart, the younger Chosen had crammed behind Hikari’s lens after one of their after-school excursions. At the time, it had just been the five of them, cheeks pressed together, a silly grin stretched across each of their faces. Someone had told a joke, Miyako’s eyes aglow with laughter.

Hikari had printed it off for all of them, her own copy resting at her bedside table. 

A picture was worth a thousand words, her father once told her. Despite not documenting anything momentous or live-changing, the photo on Miyako’s wall spoke volumes.

“You aren’t stupid,” Hikari began, patting the space beside her in silent invitation, “Not at all.”

When it became apparent that Miyako wouldn’t join her, Hikari reached out, grasping the older girl’s hands in her own, pulling her down beside onto the plush surface. “Enough of all that; I brought nail polish and manga with me. Tell me, do you prefer pink or blue?”

Eyes shining, a small grin tilted at the corners of Miyako’s mouth.

Later, after dinner had been eaten, the girls sat atop Miyako’s bed once more, a brush steadied between Hikari’s fingers.

“Quit moving so much,” she chastised. Tongue poking out in concentration, Hikari’s eyes were narrowed in complete focus; Miyako couldn’t stifle her giggles. “Miya, you’re going to smudge it.”

Deftly, Hikari brushed the polish over the final nail, admiring her work before safely putting the nail polish away.

The bed shifted, lavender hair spilling  across the pillows. Poromon snored lightly from his perch on Chizuru’s empty bed, wings outstretched on top of the comforter. 

Arms pointed towards the ceiling, the older girl admired the pain-staking care Hikari took with her nails. Not a brush stroke was out-of-place, all ten of her digits nearly perfect. 

“Thank you,” Miyako said, face partially hidden in the pillow. The words almost slipped out without thought, rushing together into a single breath.

Hikari leaned against the headboard, hands resting on her thighs to dry. “I should be the one thanking you. It’s been a while since I’ve relaxed and have gotten to do something fun.” A small giggle slipped through her lips, eyes sparkling with mirth. 

“We did have some fun today, didn’t we?” Miyako smiled, looking up into her friend’s face. Immediately, she wished she could take those words back, to stop them from hovering between them. Dropping her hands back onto her stomach, Miyako watched as a serious look passed over Hikari's face, a strange shadow cast under her eyes. 

The light in her eyes faded, the brunette momentarily retreating into herself. “Hey,” Miyako sat up, her voice gentle and low, “You know you can talk to me about it, right? Whatever it is that you’re going through, you can tell me.” 

Crimson eyes flickered over to hers for the briefest moment, hands balled into fists.

Miyako pressed on, her eyes never leaving Hikari’s. “It scared me, too. The ocean, I mean. I’ve never seen waters that dark; I’ve never heard creatures whisper inside of my head. Their voices were everywhere and nowhere all at once. I - I don’t know how you do it, Hikari,” she admitted, shifting so that her knees were pulled close to her chest. “I’ve seen the dark circles underneath your eyes; you’ve must have been to the Dark Ocean countless times. And yet, you stand. You’re so strong, Hikari. And if you don’t want to talk about it, that’s okay, too. Just know that I’m here if you ever need anything.” 

With her eyes averted, Miyako did her best to appear nonchalant, as if heartfelt conversations were her strong suit.  Vulnerability shone in her hazel eyes, Hikari’s fists unclenching. 

Reaching out, Hikari squeezed Miyako’s clammy palm tight, knuckles turning white for a brief moment. “Thank you, Miyako,” a smile toyed with the corners of her mouth, “And I think I’ll take you up on that offer. Just not tonight.” Hikari finished, nearly laughing at the disappointed tilt of her friend’s brows.

“Tonight, we have a more important matter to discuss.” the younger stated matter-of-factly. Hikari’s glittery pink nails shimmered as she rummaged in her overnight bag, eyebrows suddenly furrowed in concentration. With an exclamation, a pad of Sanrio-themed stationary was victoriously held in her clutches, eyes aglow with triumph.

“What is it?” Miyako wondered out loud, leaning closer. 

“This,” Hikari’s smile sent chills down the older girl’s spine, “Is the beginning of your confession letter to Ken.” 

#hikariyagamiweek2022 #hikariweek107 #hikari yagami #sluggybasson107

[howtotrainyournana]

All We Do anon here!!

I'm very happy to hear that interaction helps! It's one of the main reasons why I always try to engage with / show appreciation to authors with comments, asks, etc. The artist and audience thrive off of each other!! Creative mutualism is a thing that is to be cherished and nourished! And congratulations on those daily writing habits! I've been trying to write again after some years and it's been difficult breaking into it again. But I'm determined to do it!!

I love the new version of "Hello My Old Heart" so so much and I am very very happy to hear that you also love it!! Two very different perspectives shown by the two versions but both wonderful and heartfelt and human!!

Just started listening to some of your recommendations and I really like them! "Make This Timeline Brighter" is very soothing? Smooth? Not sure how to describe it but it's good!!

I will happily wait!! And also thank you so much for the snippet!! Love the homeliness of the descriptions!! All the thread and fabric makes me think of a warm cozy cottage. Very curious why Drea kidnapped a king? Is it before Techno gets controlled and this is a warning? Is it after and discussing what to do? Is it even after than that and Techno is a hero now?? Is this about winning the bet or something else entirely?? I'm so intrigued!

(also the "I am here, queer and ready to listen to music until my brain melts" made me happy. I too am here, queer, and ready to listen to music until my brain melts!! I love music so much!!! One of my absolute favorite artforms!!!)

(also hi mischeif-lileep, if you ever see this, I have no idea who you are but if you don't know Sleeping At Last, check them out!!! I realize my ask only refers to them as SAL, so here's the actual name so you can find the songs! SAL is really really good.)

(and one last note, yes having full conversations through asks is indeed very fun!! gives me something to look forward too as well everytime I check your blog!)

All We Do anon I love you and I'm kissing you gently on the forehead. *mwah*

Bless your entire face for being the person who gives feedback. You're doing blessed work and I hope every person you give encouragement and interaction to appreciates you. I know I do. Creative mutualism is so so real and we're propagating it together right now. Also, this is an encouragement and a threat - you ARE going to succeed getting back into writing and when you DO publish or share something, let me see it so I can scream encouragement at you like you've done for me. Because you deserve it. And whatever you create? I'm going to be proud of you for it. That is a threat.

I'm glad you liked the recommendations!!!! Scribe has so much good stuff. I got the chance to hang out and record stuff with Scribe and Nate a few years back and it was one of the most lovely experiences I've ever had. They're such good people and I love them.

I'm so glad you liked the snippet!!!! Timeline wise "so build me a cottage of sunlight and stone" takes place right after "and played like a record on endless repeat", which if you remember ends with a conversation between Dream and XD about escalating Dream's villainy to the next level. Up until this point Dream has been mostly small-scale, harassing farmers and burning down buildings and committing petty thievery. And bothering Technoblade. (mostly bothering Technoblade). Now, though, he's stepping it up, because that's the only way to keep and hold Techno's attention, which Dream desperately needs to do. You're going to get more information on the nature of Dream's bet and why he needs to win it in the next chapter or two of "to a familiar tune we resist"! I'm so so so excited to post that next chapter. I just have to finish writing it.

Just to make it a bit easier if it was hard to follow - timeline is that when Techno was eight, the Blood God possessed him and used him to go on a killing spree and kill like, a whole third of the world. Dream met Technoblade shortly before he was fully possessed, when he was dying in the Creative God's garden (read: graveyard) and Dream saved him. (these are the events of "to a familiar tune we resist"). The Blood God was stopped from continuing the spree by ~interferences yet unknown~ and now, over a decade later, Dream and Technoblade meet again, this time as villain and hero. (these are the events of the first three fics in the series, "all my foundations are laid next to yours", "in part, in whole, in pieces", "and played like a record on endless repeat"). At the point of "so build me a cottage of sunlight and stone" in the timeline, I believe Dream and Technoblade have been facing off for about a year or so? I'm not looking at any of my reference materials at the moment, so I might be wrong, but that's what I remember off the top of my head. Things are going to continue to escalate after this for about another year or so, before the fic and scene that's I've had written for nearly three years occurs. I'm so excited to publish that, when it finally happens. If you have any more "kill me softer" questions, let me at 'em! I'd love to answer them.

HELLO FELLOW MEMBER OF THE ALPHABET MAFIA. HAIL AND WELL MET!

(please continue the conversations through asks, I'm utterly delighted by them lol)

#nana answers asks #all we do anon #hold me softly (kill me softer)

[lovecolibri]

SaL anon here friend and I hope you're fully recovered and have had a chance to clean out your inbox because it is finally song time!! So I absolutely want to do Asleep, both in honor of Eddie's healing arc (which is just beautiful so far) AND for our anniversary (particularly since, like most Eddie things, it can be definitely be applied to the dark haired military man from our other ship). However i'm going to hold off talking about it too much for now since I don't know if you've had a chance

to listen to it and cry about it for a few hours. I'll just say as much as I felt like it would have been great for last week's episode (especially with both Buck and Chris giving him heart drawings, you'll see why 😘) I'm glad to do it this week since, there's definitely a part that touches on his talk with May. So instead for now I'll do my original song choice from last week, which you correctly guessed was Pluto. I love that this song is so seemingly contradictory, like the music and the lyrics do not look like they should match up, but they do!! Because this a song about breaking AND beginning to heal and how perfect is that for Eddie right now? Again I'm happy we waited a week because while last week was heavy (like the lyrics) this week we see Eddie lighter and happier and trying to move forward (like the music).

I haven’t listened to Asleep yet, but it’s on my list for today! I didn’t get to this last night but I was saving it for last to end of positive vibes after clearing out all the salt in my inbox and then it was really late! But, I had to get up early to take my antibiotics (4x a day is so much!) and instead of going back to sleep like I usually do, my brain was buzzing about that synopsis drop for 5x18 so now I’m up! I also apparently am going to be having company this weekend so I wanted to make sure I got this done before work since I’m not taking a lunch today and they’ll be here likely by the time I get off.

I’m so excited to talk Pluto! It’s always been one of my favorites and it really does fit Eddie healing era so well! I also love how the lyrics pack a punch, but the music has such a light, effervescent quality. It’s perfect for a song about letting go, moving forward, and letting gravity handle it’s own weight. 

i woke up from the same dream: falling backwards, falling backwards ’til it turned me inside out.

now i live a waking life of looking backwards, looking backwards; a model citizen of doubt.

Right off the bat I’m thinking about Eddie’s nightmares and him having the same traumas rolling over and over again in his mind, keeping him awake, and haunting him when he does sleep. He can’t move forward because he’s still looking backwards! And we saw in 5a him being plagued with panic attacks because he’s been filled with doubt about the choices he’s been making.

until one day i had enough of this exercise of trust. i leaned in and let it hurt, and let my body feel the dirt. when i break pattern, i break ground. i rebuild when i break down. i wake up more awake than i’ve ever been before.

I love this part so much! Eddie realizing he needs to face his fears and address his trauma in order to move forward and feel better is SO important (Ryan is really delivering with his performances this season!), and we saw him finally doing that, finally leaning in and feeling all that hurt he’s been keeping locked away, just waiting to explode. But unlike what he internalized from his dad and his CO and all the people who’ve always told him men have to be “strong” and that toxic idea that lust and anger are the only acceptable emotions, Eddie has BEEN breaking patterns since Chris came along, and we see that in season 3 expressly stated. Eddie doesn’t want Chris to be like him, but now he’s learning HE doesn’t have to be like that either! And in breaking this pattern he’s put himself through, will lead to him breaking ground on the life he wants to have. He had the breakdown, now it’s time to rebuild! We also saw him looking healthier this week, more awake than he has looked in a long time, meaning he’s sleeping again, and getting better!

still i’m pinned under the weight of what i believed would keep me safe. so show me where my armor ends, show me where my skin begins. like a final puzzle piece it all makes perfect sense to me… the heaviness that i hold in my heart belongs to gravity. the heaviness that i hold in my heart’s been crushing me.

As much as Eddie is moving towards healing, he still has some things weighing him down and I am SO excited to see what goes down with him in 5x17 and his family. I absolutely adore the line “show me where my armor ends, show me where my skin begins” because it’s SO Eddie. He had carried so much armor for so long, he’s having a hard time separating it from himself. But the puzzle pieces are coming together and he’s realizing that he’s the one holding on to this weight, and he’s the only one who can let it go.

i’ve been worried all my life, a nervous wreck most of the time. i’ve always been afraid of heights, of falling backwards, falling backwards. i’ve been worried all my life.

’til one day i had enough of this exercise of trust. i leaned in and let it hurt, let my body feel the dirt. when i break pattern, i break ground. i rebuild when i break down. i wake up more awake than i’ve ever been before.

We don’t typically think of Eddie as being nervous because he’s so confident in the field, he HAS to be! It’s his job (as an army medic and now as a firefighter/medic) to be clearheaded and able to make good, quick decisions in the field while holding people’s lives and safety in his hands. And he’s good at that! But we saw that starting to crumble this season as he began questioning his decision making skills in his personal life and that started affecting him making decisions in the field. As much as the decision should have been discussed and the therapy route taken sooner, Eddie’s choice to leave really was the right one because being in the field like that could have had dire consequences. Then we saw during the breakdown, Eddie admitting he feels afraid. He’s been shoving it down for so long, and I have a feeling we’re about to see just how long in 5x17. But that episode will again have him leaning in to feel his feelings even if they aren’t “good” or what society tells him is okay for men to feel and however that episode ultimately turns out, he is going to feel lighter afterwards and ready to make decisions on how to move forward in his life. I can’t wait to see it! 

still i’m pinned under the weight of what i believed would keep me safe. so show me where my armor ends, show me where my skin begins. like a final puzzle piece, it all makes perfect sense to me… the heaviness that i hold in my heart belongs to gravity. the heaviness in my heart belongs to gravity.

Eddie thinking that hiding all those feelings away in boxes would keep him, and the people he loves safe but ultimately only trapping himself is so true to life, and he’s been pinned under the weight of expectations for SO long. And it’s only now that he’s had time with a partner like Buck and a supportive family like the 118 where he’s been allowed to share the burden, to ask for time and get it, to be offered help not as a way to prove he can’t do things, but as a way to make sure he has the tools so he CAN do things! And in slowly opening up and pealing off the armor weighing him down, he is finally putting together the puzzle of who HE wants himself to be, not who others want him to be. It’s been SUCH a beautiful journey and I can’t wait to see how the rest of it plays out. Seeing a lighter, freer Eddie is going to spark such joy!

Thanks for picking such a good Eddie song to talk about! The focus on joy and moving forward through healing is so perfect! 

#my sweet nonnie friends #sleeping at last anon #911 #911 spoilers #eddie diaz #sleeping at last #pluto #hah! i got this done only 5 minutes late for when i start work #bless working from home #may i never have to go back to the office permanently #ANYWAY #season 5 may be a bit all over the place but eddie healing era is ON POINT #tim and ryan really care about this storyline and it absolutely shows in the care they have taken with it #it's what eddie deserves and we are so blessed to see it!

[dead-blondie]

Headcannons!!

SFW

- First off and one of my favourite ones is this girl loves Easter! It's her favourite holiday. I can see both her and Dewey loving to celebrate it when they were younger and now Tatum just can't help herself but get excited over it every year. It's an under appreciated holiday, but she loves it nonetheless!

- Another one I have is that she knits, sews, crochets. This is because to me, her mother looks like someone who sews, so she probably taught Tatum growing up. It also goes hand in hand with another small headcannon that she has a fashion dream. Anything fashion and clothing, she loves!

This can link into the Easter one, as I like to think she crochets rabbits and baby chicks around the holiday. It's sweet.

- Tatum seems like someone who's been through a fair bit in terms of love life. It could be potentially why she's protective over Sid in terms of Billy because she doesn't want to see her best friend making the same mistakes she did and get hurt from it.

Also could explain why she's very wary over Stu, his whereabouts or how he genuinely feels about her. Makes me feel that she used to be a little boy crazy and at some point got hurt real bad, it made her completely turn a leaf, become confident in herself and refuse to let any man walk over her. Though that is also the reason this girl is super prideful, lmaooo!

- From the previous HC, this goes hand in hand with my 'Stu was her first actual boyfriend' idea. She knows alot more about him than she lets on but stays silent, maybe she just thought this was the most she could get out of a guy, since she's used to being someone fling or eye candy. (Not that she doesn't love knowing she can hold a man's gaze.)

- If she had survived the 1996 massacre, she'd have black hair in college. A sort of way of proving she wasn't a 'dumb blonde'. It wouldn't be that much of a drastic change considering Tatum was never a real blonde in the first place. Either black hair or a couple shades darker than her natural brown.

- Tatum was also 100% an aggressive child. She's bossy and always has been, yes that includes those temper tantrums, but she'd hit more than most. Poor Dewey was always victim to his sister's assaults. This is super cute if you remember Tatum and Sidney were childhood best friends. You got a bossy, snappy child who hits, and then her best friend who's quiet, friendly and normally sits in the corner of the room. Besties for life amiright?!

- Tatum loves physical contact!! Side hugs, holding onto wrists, comforting pat on backs, CUDDLING. She's very keen on touching, even with strangers, so someone she's close with and loves? SPOILED WITH HER AFFECTION. She loves giving out attention, but she'd tease anyone who admits it, lovingly of course.

- Okay this one could actually be canon, it was just never confirmed. Tatum could have actually been really close friends with Casey. Them two with Sid could have been an amazing trio if it wasn't for Stu. (It was more her having an issue with being a rebound, it had nothing to do with the fact it was to Casey.)

If it wasn't going to be awkward due to Stu, and well if Casey wasn't dead, I feel like they'd have great potential. (Also I just know they are teaming up against Stu in the afterlife!)

- When sleeping with her partner, she'll entangle herself around them, limbs for limbs. Though she's a freezer during the winter and usually sleeps in long sleeved shirts and comfortable pants. ABSOLUTELY sleep talks, and can totally sleep with any old shit playing, AND do not expect her to sleep when a film she hasn't seen is playing. She will watch it.

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- BIG OLE INITIATOR, she loves to initiate, she genuinely doesn't know whether she loves initiating or preferring her partner too, it all really depends on her mood. Usually it's a half half kind of situation. She wants to control and take chance, but she also wants to be verbally wanted by her partner, she wants passion!!

- Ways she initiates will include gentle grazes of her hands, ESPECIALLY over her partners thighs, she will flash bedroom eyes, she'll whisper in her partners ear. It's quite obvious when she wants to sneak out to have some intimate moments. As she usually will say yes if asked.

- Is also quite very open minded, whenever, wherever, any position, she loves experimenting. As long as it doesn't unnecessary or unconsensually cause harm to her/her partner or even others. She will most likely get intrigued/ask to try something out or be very enthuistic if her partner were to bring something new and spicy to the bedroom.

- Such a confident girlie!!!! It's mostly her personality and her experience, she definitely knows what she's doing and she's still just as spunky and outgoing in bed, she'll tease and tease to her hearts content, and loves to make her partner feel good.

- She doesn't need to wait all that long to become comfortable in a relationship to have sex. Before Stu (and after Stu), she had her fair share or making out and hooking up etc. She is quite sex positive and comfortable in herself already. Obviously she can wait if her partner isn't ready, she has patience, believe it or not. For people she cares about that is.

- She does happen to be a switch, when she's being a sub, she wants to be manhandled, yes that is one of her kinks, she likes a big strong man to be direct. However if she's in the mood to top, she wants the heavy passion, the fighting for dominance, and then she wants to win. The surge of pleasure and confidence this gives her is immaculate!! Especially if her partner is quite dominate strict.

- The blonde won't even feel bad about leaving marks if she wakes up to see what she did the night before, in fact over anything else, she'll laugh about it and it just might get her in the mood for another round. Seeing the marks scattered and littered over her partners skin from when she lost herself admist the chaos of a desirous and libidinous night.

- With her partner, aftercare is a HUGE thing, she wants to cuddle, she wants to be cuddled, she wants to surround her partner with gentle caresses, she wants to be the reciprocant of said gentle caresses, she wants to praise, be praised, she also finds aftercare a great time to bond and have pillow talk with her partner (also so she can jokingly taunt you about any noises or spoken words.)

- If she's been drinking, whether she's plastered, drunk or tipsy, she'll try to have as many sweet moments as she can in terms of aftercare, but she'll fall asleep fairly quickly.

- If it's the full thing, rather than a quickie or something, and she's waking up in her partners bed or they're waking up in hers, she probably would very much rather cook breakfast with them. But if not, and she's in a loving mood, she'll make breakfast in bed (this is also for birthdays, christmas and other special occasions, where she will expect at least appreciation.)

#tatum riley #headcannons #scream #scream headcanons

[holdingontoheadache]

Hello, my darling friend! I’m sorry for my recent absence, the holidays and all that you know?

I’m not sure if you’re still on your vacation but if so, I hope you’re enjoying it! If you’re no longer on vacation, how was it? What were the highlights of your time away? I didn’t get any snow where I am! It did get down to the teens though which was cool but it’s already back up to like 60F so it was nice while it lasted and of course it’s always nice when you make it out of the unusually cold weather without any burst pipes or major power outages so I’ll take it as a win! Also, I’ve acquired Hail Mary and I’m so excited to read it! However, I’ve got to finish reading the fellowship of the ring and I’ve got 372 pages left so I dont think I’ll get to Hail Mary until sometime in January!

I am taking about j&j yes!!! I have to admit, I got a little weepy seeing the pictures of them. Jenna was/is my favorite YouTuber and has been for like four or five years and I adore Julien with all my heart and keep up with him when I can with his streams. They are my one and only “celebrity” couple and I’m just so happy for them. They both looked so happy and seeing him talk about his wedding and how he’s a wife guy now was just so very sweet. And no, I dont think I’ve ever had mango! I’ll have to give them a try when I can!

I’ve not seen Andrew Garfield’s Spider-Man! I keep meaning to and I always forget! Which is so funny because I just rewatched Tobey’s Spider-Man movies! Absolute classics. I’m really surprised you’ve not heard of glass onion! I guess it just shows the bubble I’m in online but it’s the second movie technically to Knives Out if you’ve seen it! If you haven’t, I highly recommend watching Knives Out and Glass Onion! They’re mystery movies that have the same detective in them, Benoit Blanc, and in their world he’s like the best detective in the world and he’s played by Daniel Craig! They are some of my favorite movies for sure. Also the cast for both movies are amazing!

I’ll definitely send a pic of my tree and all the other stuff we talked about me sending pics of in January when im no longer on anon!! Oh, that reminds me! I’d still love to see pics of your bags when you get the chance if you’re back home! I know this is a shorter message so I hope you don’t mind! I’ll be doing a speed round then sending this off to you! I hope you enjoy the last few days of 2022!!!

Speed round: is there an era that you like more than others when it comes to aesthetics? I feel I love the 70’s aesthetic/fashion/music etc as well as the 80’s!! Which I suppose I get from my parents who grew up/were born around then!

I know this is very basic but I can’t remember if I asked you your favorite color(s) so I’m asking now!!! For me I’d say my favorite colors are brown, green and blue!

Are there any weird food combos you enjoy? When I was younger my cousin had me eat Mac and cheese with ketchup… and I did enjoy it. However I don’t really eat it anymore unless I have one of those little Mac and cheese cups and even then it’s kinda rare that I still eat that. I do like spicy stuff with something sweet like I’ll eat hot chips with strawberry yogurt sometimes if I’ve got both.

Do you tend to dream when you sleep? I used to not really dream but I think the past couple years I’ve dreamed quite a lot more than before! I know just last night I had like three separate dreams because I tend to wake up in the night tossing and turning before going back to bed and sometimes a new dream will start!

Do you have an inner monologue? I’ve seen some people say they don’t have a voice in their head for thoughts and etc! I do have my voice in my head when I read or think etc. also are you able to picture things in your head easily? Like when people say “picture an apple and make it rotate” is that something you can do? I kinda can I think? It’s always hard to explain because I picture things when I read I’m pretty sure and afterwards when I think about things I’ve read I can picture the scenes but I can struggle to when it comes to creating faces and making an apple rotate in my mind. It’s a weird thing to ask but I’m pretty curious because everyone has different answers!

What do you do to calm down/relax? I tend to take a hot shower if I’m in a mood/want to relax. Or I try to do things I know will give me a pick up. Sometimes spending time with people helps or even just time with a pet in my room watching tv.

Are you more of an indoor person or outdoor person? I like to think I’m a good mix! I really do enjoy being outside when it isn’t too hot and I’m not being devoured by mosquitoes! But that can be a struggle to find the right time to head out for some fresh air! When the weather allows me to I do enjoy being out in my backyard to read or out in my garage with the door open to just hang out somewhere that isn’t technically inside. I do spend quite a bit of time inside though and need to work on being out in nature more.

I hope you’re well and enjoying this last week! Sending love and good times! ❤️

-🎉❄️

Hiii, hun! Happy Friday!! Hope your week has treated you well thus far!!

Sadly, I’m back home in the cold. I really enjoyed my time in PR this year for the holidays. I’d do it all over again next year if I’m able to! Highlights? I’d say the concert I was able to attend as well as spending Christmas Day at the beach and just enjoying the sun!! It was really nice to see other people outside of their homes and just enjoying the holiday like any other day!!

That’s good to hear that it never got that cold in your area!! Up north, a lot of pipes froze in my area, but luckily not ours. 60°F sounds like luxury when the highest it’s gotten this week was about 35-40°F!! You’ve obtained Project Hail Mary? Woop woop!! January book club!! I have to get back into reading it so I don’t fall behind lol. I tend to be a relatively slow reader, but if I’m really into a novel, I can get through it relatively quickly so let’s see!! (One of my resolutions for 2023 is to get through the stack of books on my desk that have been staring at me for almost 4 months 😅).

You haven’t seen the Spider-Man movies with Andrew Garfield? Okay, now you have to lol!! I think they’re pretty good and the way Andrew portrays this universes Peter Parker is kinda neat. To be frank, I haven’t heard of a lot of things lol. It wasn’t until very recently, I saw multiple posts on my feed about Glass Onion and how good it was that I now have to make time to watch it!!

My multitude of miscellaneous bags? *rubs hands together* alright here we go!!

As you can see, I have a preferred character lol. I’ve cut back on buying them only because there are still many of them I haven’t worn/used. Which, I’m okay with. Just waiting for the right day to wear them!!

Speed Round Answers!!

Preferred Era? To be honest, I don’t really think about eras too much because I don’t have much knowledge of them. I’d probably say the 90s only because of my limited knowledge of the time.

Fav. Color? It ranges between yellow (sunflower yellow) and purple; pink had also snuck its way in there!! Recently though, I’ve really liked the color orange (tangerine orange or that range between orange and peach in color)!! Idk man, I think all colors are cool in some way!! I think it’s just the artist in me 😅.

Weird food combos? Okay, so awhile ago, I’ve tried to explain this to my friends, but they think I’m weird for it. When I was younger, my mom would make what’s called “farina,” which is essentially hot cereal/oatmeal almost, but not quite. Anyways, I would have that with unsalted crackers and butter because it kinda balances out how sweet the dish would be when combined with unsalted crackers and the saltiness of the butter!! Idk how else to explain it lol. It just works. So I’d say that. Hot chips and strawberry yogurt? Now that’s a weird food combo!! But if it works, it works.

Do I dream? Oh, definitely!! The other night, I had such a weird dream about this dude that I didn’t recognize who had a crush on me and tried everything to convince me to go out with him. All while my family is also hackling me to give this guy a chance because he’s such a nice person and, apparently, I had dated him before in the dream and he wanted to prove that he had changed from the last time we apparently dated. It was a roller coaster of events and from what I can remember, he was kinda good looking so I was a bit convinced lol. This was the first time I’ve remembered a dream pretty well in a long time.

Inner monologue? Oh, definitely!! I always think about it as an initial gut reaction to situations! I want to say I can picture things in my head very well, but I find it hard to put what I think in my head as a 3D concept in front of me at times!! It’s almost like I want to make something how I initially picture it, but once it doesn’t look how I imagined it, it discourages me a little to want to keep going, if that makes any sense. I’ve mentioned it before, but going into this new year, I want to try and get back into art again without having that initial monologue keep me from doing so. It’s been soooo long.

To calm down/ relax? Hmmmm… depends on how I’m feeling. Most of the time, my go-to is listening to music/having a particular song on repeat. The monotony of it helps me fall asleep. Other times, I watch YouTube and have it in the background until I fall asleep. A hot shower truly does help to reset the body to help it relax!!

Indoor/outdoor person? When I was younger, I loved being outside!! Find any excuse to do so!! Nowadays, I’d rather be inside cause I feel like I’ve gotten lazy over the years. I want to try and be outside more and try to take in my surroundings as much as possible. There are many things I wanna do, but never seem to make the time for it .-.

Hope you’re doing good as well, love!! Send all the love and positive vibes your way!! Until the next one ✨

#holiday pals 🎄✨ #ask

[truecorvid]

oh I am so sleepy

#I want to go to sleep right now immediately but I have to get ready for bed. unfair #also I think I might start using tumblr to post more stuff abt like. me. instead of just reblogging shit #and talking in the tags #because I used to use instagram for that but instagram sucks now and I don’t like having to #post a picture every time I want to say something #and hey it is my blog I get to pick the posts. so. #get ready for more of that I suppose #back to the topic of sleep I really want to go to sleep and have dreams #absolutely love having dreams. I get excited to go to sleep on the off chance that I have one that I remember #it’s a grab bag though bc sometimes I can’t remember any at all and sometimes they are horrible nightmares #mostly they’re just strange though #ugh ugh ugh I guess I should go brush my teeth or whatever #hashtag self care. or personal maintenance I guess #I should think of a personal tag to use #not that tumblr has a functional tagging system but you know #in case anyone wants to block it ;)