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#aaaaaaaaaaaa the found family
lonely-dog-song · 1 year
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I'm watching a clown .otel movie but it's so bad 😔😔 not even the clowns can save this one
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rares-posts · 11 months
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This fic is SO qgood!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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lemon-shortbread · 6 months
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okay but about the last post i reblogged from you what about two friends who love each other (platonically) very much who both have wanted children yet neither has found someone suitable. every failed relationship and negative test they console each other, growing in desperation about having a family.
that is until they realize that they could make their own family. platonic partners do this all the time—why couldn't they have kids together and have a good life? they love each other in their own special way and the kids will be absolutely adored no matter what. plus with the arrangement if one of them finds a suitable partner they'll happily be brought into the family without hesitation.
thinking about when one of them gets pregnant and all the cuteness that ensues because aaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!! especially with there being no awkwardness they can kiss and love up the belly as well as being affectionate with each other while not feeling obligated for sexual intimacy.
Yes!!! Oh my gosh G your MIND!!
Friends making a plan to get pregnant and just coparenting and having a great time together! Bestie supporting their bestie when the morning sickness gets annoying, buying pregnancy tests and waiting for them to develop together, nervously holding hands, listening to music and joking to make it a little less stressful. Who knows your cravings better than your best friends? Who’s there making the obgyn appointments less awkward? Best friend! Perfect folks to plan out raising a couple lil ones with? Best friends! Yall already probably agree on a lot anyway!
Jokey little pictures of bumps growing sent to the friend group chat, household baby shower for the pals, chilling on the couch together just cuddled up giving the bump lots of attention while they game or binge a show and laugh, jokes and memes being discussed as baby names, platonic kisses and affection and supporting eachother, just a good time!
No doubt that the little ones gonna be loved by their parents, happy platonic little family ❤️
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viiioca · 5 months
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[ roevember 2023 master post ]
day 1 - water day 2 - earth day 3 - ice day 4 - light day 5 - fire
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day 11 - machine day 12 - dream day 13 - monster day 14 - training day 15 - change
day 16 - loss day 17 - sea day 18 - desert day 19 - voidsent day 20 - discovery day 21 - gods / miqo'te pal day 22 - friends day 23 - elezen pal day 24 - family day 25 - secret / viera pal
day 26 - spirit day 27 - love day 28 - vacation day 29 - exhausted day 30 - adventure
i had a ton of fun doing it this year!!! i didn't think i would make it through 30 days, especially with the added burden of writing, since i wanted to make up for so immediately burning out on ffxivwrite. so many people said so many nice things and i found so many new blogs to follow aaaaaaaaaaaa ff14 OCs are so cool. thank you everyone who watched me rotate my blorbo at dizzying speeds. i am going to sleep for the entire month of december
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ALRIGHTYYYYY GOOD MORNING EVERYONE AND GOOD DAY! TODAY WE’LL BE REACTING TO
MONKIE KID SEASON 4 EPISODE T W O (2)
Now, I know all the episodes are all out, and I do have access to them, but because I am totally normal about this show I will be watching one ep a week over the next few weeks. I like squeezing every ounce of enjoyment of this show that I can so I shall be pacing myself or else I will lose my mind bG;LKAWMFEW;F
ALRIGHT OFC IF YOU HAVEN’T SEEN IT SPOILERS AHEAD, AND IF YOU HAVE, WARNING FOR KNOX ALL CAPS AS ALWAYS BGSDKFMWEF
HERE WE GO
SHOOT WAIT I JUST RECALLED WHAT THE FIRST EP WAS SCREEAAAMS
theme song nothing but good vibes, the best vibes, I’m… v excited for this
.
. . . . . ..
th
;-;
DBK laugh ;-;
hmbgbnk AYO??
OH MY HDDBGLSD;KFMDS
THE
THE OPENENINGDSF
THE WAY TO OPENGLSDKMF THE
AA AAAAAAA
AAAAAAAAAAAAAA
I adore him
You guys I love this guy, look at everybody watching him laughbGLA;KWMEF PLS
(found an animation error, during the first shot monkey king’s tail is yellow and not the usual reddish brown)
SCREAMS ITS A FLASABCKGLS;DKFME
AA AAA
K
SO I KNEW THIS
WAS GONNA HAPPEN I DID
I DID ID DID  ISWEAR
AA
AAAA
aw the fruit n stuff looks so nice, I love the detail of it al being fruit pls
AAAAAAAAAAAA
MACAQUE
*FLIPS TABLE*
HECKING
THE WAY MONKEY KING’S SITTING ON HIS CHAIR PLS
SORRY I HAVENT’ EVEN
GOTTEN PAST THE SECOND SHOT PLS
I NEED TO APPRECIATE EVERYHTING ITS FAMILY DINNER GUYS /J /J /J
ITS THE BACHLOR DINNER
IT FEELS LIKE IT IS DBK MARRIED AT THIS POINT? HECK I DON’T KNOW IT VIEBS LIKE BACHLORS I’M STILL ON THE SAME FRAME SAVE ME NBLA;FKMAWEF
THAT LION FELLA LOOKS SKETCHY TO ME SORRYGBSDFLKMAWEF
B I G  M A N
B I G LADS ON ONE END OF THE TABLE AND SMOLS ON THE OTHER HUH GBSDF;LKAMF
I’M SORRY THE WAY MACAQUE AND WUKONG ARE SITTING P L S
WUKONG LOOKS LIKE HE’S ABOUT TO LEAP OUT OF HIS CHAIR AT ANY SECOND AND MACAQUE LOOKS LIKE A KID VISITING HIS MOM’S FRIENDS HOUSE FOR LUNCH PLS BGS;DFKMAW;OEFMAW;EF M
OKAY OKAY I GOTTA
PUSH PLAY AGAIN THIS
THIS SEASON IS GONNA KILL ME I’M SO READY
I’M OSRRY THIRD SHOT AND IT’S DBK’S SMILE I WILL CRY
BIRD’S LOOKING FUNNY SOMETHIGN ABOUT THAT POSE IS GETTING ME BGS;LKFMAWEF
TELL THEM WHAT YOUS AID NEXT HE’S LOOKING AT MONKEY KING PLS IS HE TELLING STORIES, PLS PLS GBDSL;FKMAWEF
.
you guys i’m going to cry the foot stomp ON THE TABLE, I ADORE THIS MONKEY Y’ALL I’M GONNA BGSLD;KFMAWOEI;FMAEF PLS, HE’S SO!!! AAAAA kay kay kay kay kay I HAD TO PAUSE ON THE TWANG OF THE MUSIC THERE BECAUISE PLS BGSA;DFKMAWE
hmbgdndlmf monke ;-;
HIS VOICE
THE BIG OL INHALE
YOU CAD
PLS HOW INVESTED AND THRILLED AND EXCITED DBK LOOKS
ELEPHANT MANS LOOKS PRETTY AMUSED TOO
MACAQUE DOES NOT BGS;LDFKMAWEF PLS
WHAT’S THE BIRDS NAME?? I’M SURE I’VE HEARD IT FROM SOMEBODY PENG??? OR SOMETHIG?? OKAY WELL BIRD FELLA LOOKING DOUBTFUL AS TO WHETHER OR NOT THIS STORY IS ACCURATEBGL;SAKMFAWEF
get urself a bro who looks at you like Dbk looks at Wukong fellas ;-;7
PLS
PLS WAIT THEY’RE ALL LOSING IT LAUGHING
PLS THEY’RE ALL LIKE TEARS IN THEIR EYES LAUGHING (no sign of macaque, its okay we know it’s cause he’s short /j /J /J I’M /J PLS BG;LSKFMA)
THE SWEEP THINGGBDLKMFAWE
GREAT SAGE EQUAL TO HEAVEEEEN
I AM
GOING TO CRY
I WILL CRY
MONKEY KING OUT
BANANA DROP
HIS FACE
THE THREE OF THEM LOSING IT LAUGHING
y’all young dbk actually has my soul this man is so boisterous LIKE FATHER LIKE SON I’M JUST SAYINGNSLD;FKMAEWF
Red son had to get his screeching from somewhere his mom doesn’t really talk that loudbG;LKAMWEF
SORRY OKAY YES YES, I AM ;-; this season is gonna destroy me i just know it bG;LKMAWEF
PLS I’M ONLY 54 SECONDS IN
.
I’m sorry elephant man you can keep taking in a second
Macaque.
Why
are you making
that face.
sir.
stop.
what is that
cEASE
OKAY LOOKING AWAY FROM MACAQUE MOMENT WHY IS HE SMILING QUIETLY LIKE I’LL THROW HIM INTO THE SUN
WE ARE MOVING ON LADIES AND GENTLEMEN AND PERSONS
BACK TO THE ELEPHANT MAN who has some nice eye markings, pink eyes? excellent work yes correct
pls
I need a second
I’m actually tearing up
“well i’m paraphrasing but- they’re calling it THE HAVOC IN HEAVEN” *HEAVY GUITAR MUSIC*
I’M IN PIECES
EXCELLENT VOICE ACTING FOR THAT HAVOC IN HEAVEN LINE SPICIFICALLY
I’M
I WILL CRYBGDFLKAMOE YOU GUYS I’M NORMAL ABOUT EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THESE CAHRACTERS ALREADY AS YOU CAN SEE
i am curious as to why the lion hasn’t spoken yet tho ig we’re only a minute in…I’MA JSUT PUSH PLAY AGAINGNSDL;KMFWE
BIRD
HITS HIM WITH  A CHAIR
i dunno why i just felt like it
MACAQUE THEME GBSDFKLAWEF
BRUH REALLY SPEAKKING
I DON’T KNWO WHY I WASN’T EXPECTNG THAT LEAVE ME ALONE I’M STILL THINKING ABOUT DBK LAUGHING SO MUCH
THE STARTLED LOOK FROM MACAQUE
WUKONG
WUKONG PLS BGSD;LKFMAWEF
MANS FR JUST LAYING ON THE TABLE
LOVE THIS GUY
i am gonna be here for so much longer than an hour aren’t i
WAILS LOUDLY
“CORRECTION!! WEEEEEE’RE GOING THROUGH WITH THIS”
LIKE ALWAYS
TWO MONKEY BROS GETTING INTO SOME CHEEKY MISCHIEF
THE WAY THAT LINE IS DELIVERED
THE GIGGLE AS HE SINKS OUT OF SCREEN THAT FACE IS HORRIFYING PLS BGSL;FKMWE
MACAQUE’S FACE THE WHOEL TIME I’M GONNGBDSFLKMAOIWEFM
PLS
MACAQUE BEING WORRIED
SCRREAAAAMS
SO WE’VE GOT
I SEE THE APPROACH THEY’RE TAKING OKAY
MACAQUE BEING THE ONLY SANE ONE HERE OKAYGBSDLFKMAWEFO;
NOPE YUP THEN WUKONG
YUP
THERE HE IS
I too lose braincells when surrounded by best bros :pensive_emoji:
PLS ITS THE FACT
HE’S DOING IT RIGHT IN FRONT OF DBK
BECAUSE OFC HE WILL DBK LAUGHS THE HARDEST
Y’ALL WUKONG JUST SEEMS TO REALLY LOVE MAKING HIS FRIENDS LAUGH I’M GONNA CRY
WHEEZING
OH OKAY
COWARDLY
IS THAT WHAT WE’RE CALLING SANITY THESE DAYS- /J /J
AWWW BIG BRAVADO BUNCH
again have you met a group full of 20 year old bros agreeing to do something ridiculous? yeah, the more of them there are the less braincells there will be and that is the vibe BGA;LKWMEFW THEY’RE JUST HYPING EACH OTHER UP PLS GBSDL;KFMAWEF  THIS IS SUCH A BAD THING TO HYPE UP BUT YOU KNOW WHAT GO OFF MY GUYS BGSD;FLKMWE
HMHM
AN UNEXPECTED TURN NGL
LION LAD HUH
BIG??
DBK SIR I THOUGHT YOU WERE TALKING ABOUT YOURSELF THAT MAN IS WAY SMALLER THAN YOUGBFG;ALKMFWE
the animation on DBK there tho 10/10
OH BRUH THEY ALL HYPING OVERTHROWING HEAVEN FR HUH??
INTERESTING APPROACH MONKIE KID, INTERESTING APPROACH
oh that voice actor tho
SHUT UUUUUP
SHUT UP WHAT IS THAT SPEECH
WHY IS HE LOOKING AT HIM LIKE THAT
FIRST OF ALL
I DON’T TRUST LIKE THAT
NO OFFENCE BUT ANYONE WHO HYPES UP MONKEY KING SPICIFICALLY GIVING HIM CREDIT LIKE THAT IS AUTOMATICALLY SUS IN MY EEYS BECAUSE NOBODY DOES THAT SO WHAT DOES HE WANT AND DOES HE JSUT WANT WUKONG TO TAKE THE FALL AND BE AT THE HEALM SO HE GETS THE BRUNT OF THE CONSEQUENCES
I’M SORRYYY I’M SUS OF THIS MAAAAN
THIS FEELS LIKE WHEN MACAQUE FIRST SHOWED UP
I’M SORRY IF I’M WRONG SIR YOU SEEM TOO BASHFUL AND GNEUINE TO BE TRUE
SUS
S U S
SUUUUUUSSSS
NOTHIGN BUT SUS
THIS MAN’S VIBES ARE OFF
HE SUS
I’VE WATCHED TOO MANY THINGS TO TRUST THIS LIEK THAT
I CAN’T EVEN CRY OVER THE FACT HE’S HYPING UP EVERYONE INTO SUPPORTING MONKEY KING LIKE THAT BECAUSE I’M TOO BUSY BEING SUSPICIOUS OF HIM PLSSSSS
them teef tho 10/10
THE IMMEDEATE AGREEMENT UHUH HOW HAPPY SWK LOOKS
I’M TELLING YOU GUYS THE LIONS SUS EVERYONE’S LAUGHING AND HIS EYES ARE ALL SHADOWED, HE’S AT THE END OF THE TABLE THAT LOOSK LIEK THERE’S LESS LIGHT I’M TELLING YOU MAN ITS HIM HE’S THE BAD GUY HERE I’MGBSD;LKFMAWEF
if i’m wrong dear lion i am so sorryHGSJDFKJL
HE SEEMS LIEK THE GUY TO HYPE BAD IDEAS AND PUT OTHER PEOPLE IN THE FRONT TELLING IT LIKE GIVING HTEM CREDIT WHEN IT’S REALLY TO SAVE HIS OWN SKIN AND MAKE OTHERS TAKE THE CONSEQUENCES
SU S
MACAQUE LOOKING SO ANNOYED BY THIS ANGY MONKEY MOMENT >:(
AND WUKONG NOTICING AND GOING DONT’ WORRY ABBOOUTTTT ITTTTTT
BUD
CALLED EM BUD EVEN BACK THEN
YOU KNOW THIS EXPLAINS MACAQUE’S SUPER MOCKING “BUD” WHEN WUKONG SHOWS UP TO SAVE MK IN THE MACAQUE EPISODE IT SURE DOES HIT HECK I’M GONN AHAVE TO GO BACK AND RE-WATCH ALL MACAQUE’S EPISODES AGAIN BECAUSE I GET THE FEELING STUFF WILL HIT HARDER AFTER THIS SEASON  
INHALES
WUKONG FR
BRUH FR
LIKE WE ALWAYS WANTED WHY AM I TAKING EMOTINAL DAMAGE FROM THIS
MACAQUES FACE
HE FR WANTS NOTHING MORE THAN TO DO JUST THAT
JUST CHILL AND VIBE WITH HIS FRIEND
SHAKES EVERYOEN AT THE TABLE
SCREAMS
WHATEVER YOU SAY WUKONG
dang tho the lion is actually pretty big i can see it in this last shot here Wukong and mac be TINY
THEY MONKEY UR HONOUR
HECK OKAY
WE’RE THREE MINUTES IN PLS BGS,;FKMAWEF
I’M GONNA BE HERE FOR SO LONG AREN’T I HECK BGSDKL;FME
NGL MAYBE BECAUSE I JUST MET THE OTHER THREE, BUT THE TRIO I CARE ABOTU THE MOST IS JUST MAC DBK AND WUKONG AND IF I HAD TO PICK A DUO I CARED ABOUT MOST I KNOW WE JUST GOT SOME INSANE WUKONG AND MACAQUE BUDS MOMENT BUT DBK AND WUKONG BRO-SHIP IS EVERYTHIGN TO ME RN Dbk edgy teen supporting his bro talking back to the principle fr bGL;KWMFEOWM
AA I’M JUST
SHAKES YOU
THEM
AAAAAA
THE WHOLE GROUP
THEYR’E SO
THEY ARE SO
ELEPHENT GUY’S VIBES ARE OKAY
BIRD IS… NOT THE BEST VIBES BUT LION IS BY FAR THE MOST SUS
ALL HE’S SAID IS THAT
AND OTHER THAN THAT HE’S JSUT SITTING THERE RESERVED
SUS
MEGA SUS
FR I’M CALLING IT NOW HE’S THE SEASONS VILLIAN
IF THAT’S HOW THIS WORKS
IF I’M WRONG I WILL GLADLY ACCPET IT
oh man the transition to
broken chairs
nobody even came to clean it up or take it away ;-;
SCREAAAMS
TAAAANGGGGG
TANG BUDDY
MAH MAN
MY DUDE
MATE
THE DRAMATIC MUSIC RIGHT MONKEY KING HAS BEEN DRAGGED INTO THE ABYSS OF INK AND YES GBSDF;LKMAW;EOF
dbk looking fly as always so true
THE SPLASHING INK ON THE BGSD;KLFMAWEF
YEAH
THEY LOOK HORRIFYING INK
SOMETHING ABOUT NEZHA AS INK SPICIFICALLY IS DESTROYING ME
I’m sorry I’d like to shake the hand of whoever drew Mei in this frame here 3:24 she’s gorgeous
You guys
you guys
I love
the whole crew
sm
hyping Tang i love them
Tang glowing oh so v proud about his powers AS YOU SHOUDL BE OLD MAN YOU’RE DOING AMAZING
but guys
PIGSY
PIGSY ABSOLUTE BELOVED
THE ULTIMATE DAD OF ALL TIME
ch
CHEEKY LI’LL ADVENTURE
YEAH AHAHA
TOTALLY KID
TOTALLY
YES
TAHT’LL BE
WHAT THIS IS :’D I CAN ALREADY TELL  |;A;/ (oh this is gonna devastate me oh maaaan)
MK
TRYING DESPERATELY TO REMAIN POSITIVE
LAD
MY DEAR LAD
MY DEAR DEAR DEAREST WONDERFUL LAD
YOU NEED THERAPY SO BADLY
SHORT SPRINT
THE
SWEAT AND THE HANDS IN POCKETS AND LINES AT THE EDGE OF HIS EYES, EYEBAGS,  SIR IS
NOT OKAY
YA’LL PLS HE’S NOT OKAY
MAN
its the way mei comes over and then pulls him to look away from the crew so its just the two of them and less pressure on him and AAAAA SHE’S CHECKING IN SO MUCH THIS SEASON TO ASK HIM IF HE’S OKAY
I MEAN WE’RE ONLY TWO EPISODES IN AND SHE’S ASKED IN BOTH OF THEM
MK PLS
SHE’S WORRIED ABOUT YOUUUUUUU |;A;/
“YUP”
NO YOU AREN’T LAD BG;LSDKMFAWOEF
AND MEI KNOS IT TOO
MAN THAT SPEED
OH HOW WE’LL LAUGH
PIGSY
GET YOUR SON THERAPY
I BEG OF YOU
YEAH YOU KNOW SOMETHINGS UP
WHERE’D THE INK DEMONS GO
DANG IT I NEED TO FOCUS MORE ON THE PLOT I’M SO BUSY SCREAMING ABOUT THE CHARACTERS I KEEP FORGETTING ABOUT THE PLOT I WANT MY MONKEY BACK
MEI YOU’RE SO RIGHT HOARDER
NOT AGAINGBS;LKFMAW;FEOIMAFAAHG;AKWLEMF
AHBGBSDF;KAMNGOIEHG;OIAWFABWFAW;FMNAW;FGMA;WGBAWFM;AWKEMFA;OIWEFNM
H
HAGNNGBNGMKSDF
HANG ON
HANG ONGSFFNAWL;KEMFAW
FR
FRBGS;KLM;AGOANMWE F
F R
I’M
PLS
PLS YOUI DON’T UNDERSTAND I ACTUALLY STARTED LAUGHIGN PLS BGSLKFME
THEY ACTUALLY
I WASN’T EXPECTING THAT
HE OPENED IT THBGBSDKFMWE
BACK UP
MK MIRRORING MONKEY KING
SANDY MIRORRING MK
PLS
INKS COMING BACK OUT
WELL, RIP
LETS SEE WHAT HAPPENS
you know it’d be comical if it just got sucked back in instantly and nothing happened
I doubt that’ll be it but i’m just saying it’d be funny comedy haha moment bG;LKAMWEF because it already got monkey king so
ANWYAY MAYBE WE’LL LOSE SANDY TOO HECK WAIT ARE WE LOSING SANDY HOLD UP
JUST THROWS TANG
HELPGNSDLKAMSD
THEY’RE GIVING THEM TEETH INDIVIDIUAL TEETH SO MUCH IN THIS SEASON PLS BGS;LKDFMA;WEF
I’M LOSING IT OVER THIS EXPRESSION
nice hair tho Tang
GIVE US OUR MYSTIC MONKEY BACK
DARN RIGHT
ILY TANG
MR. TANG
GIME A MINTUBEKGMS;KFMWE
TRIPITAKA
|;A;/
PIGSY’S FACE
OH THEY LOSE
THE PARENTALS
SCREAMS
SCREAMS SCREAMS
OH ITS THE
CREWGBS;DLKFMAWE
AAAAAA
YOU GUYS IU’MS SCREMAGINSDF
I’M SCREAMING
something about knowing all those echoing words and the people looming over them is from Wukongs memories possibly that’s
that’s something alright
THE GROUP GETTING SNATCHED BY THEMSELVES THO THAT’S SOMETHING
MEI SNATCHED BY MK
I HEARD THE WORD “WEAK” THIS TIME AND HEARD NOTHIGN ELSE
it would be interesting if it switched to theirs tho i’M SORRY I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO THINK ANYMORE I’M JUST SCREAMINGSDFLKMWEF
ARE THEY GONNA GO INTO THE SCROLL LATER AND THE PARENTALS ARE ALL LIKE, THE PAST VERSIONS OF THEMSELVES AND THEY HAVE TO TRIGGER MEMORIES TO GET THEM BACK OR ARE THEY GOING OT BE HAGNGING OUT WITHTHEIR PAST SELVES EITHER WAY I WILL CRY
NOOOOOOOOOOO
MK
TRUAMA
MK SO TRUAMA
MK IS
SO TRUAMA
JUST LOS TALL HIS MENTORS AND PARENTALS IN A DAY AND HE IS NOT OKAGSA;DLKFMAW;EFWAF
SCREAMSNGSA;LKFM
HANGNGNSDF
HANG ON
HANG ON I NEED A SECOND I NEED A SECON DI NENGNDLKFMDF
I NEED
A SECOND I CAN BARELY TYPE GIMME A MINUTE SHUT THE HECK UP
LION
THAT MAN IS HUGE
I LITERALLY PAUSED ON WHEN HE’S WAKLING PAST MK SIR’S MASSIVE THE HECK
WHY’S HE SO B I G  
i mean i know DBK is bigger but somehow this lion guy just feels huge
I’M FEELING FOR MK THO LIKE DANG
ALSO THIS LION GUY IS SUS AS HECK WHAT’S HE DOING HERE
I KNOW HE JUST SAVED THEM BUT I DON’T TRUST LIKE THAT
THE CAPE
SLITS IN THE SHOES FOR CLAWS PROBABLY
LOOK AT THEM PAWS
i can tell the fandom has probably been normal about this guy
yeah okay sunshine i wouldn’t trust you with a roll of toilet paper
FAIR THO MEI THAT IS B I G SWORD
I WANT THATBGSDFKL;MAO;WIEF
MEI PLS
THIS SEASON SEEMS TO WANT TO DO REALLY DETAILED EYES AND TEETH HUHGL;SDKFAWE
HUH
HUH
OKAY SO
HMHMHM
IS IT
HECK
WHAT IS IT
WHAT DOES IT MEEEAAANNN
DO THYE SEE WHO WOULD HURT THE MOST??
ARE THEY SAYING THINGS THEY SAID TO WUKONG OR DO THEY SAY STUFF THAT WAS SAID TO THE PERSON THEY’RE LUNGING FOR Y’KNOW WHAT I MEAN?
WUKONG WHY DO YOU HAVE THIS IN YOUR HOUSE
IS THE LIONS FACE JUST THAT BECAUSE THOSE ARE HIS BROS??
GENUINELY I DON’T TRUST THIS DUDE I KNOW HE LOOKS A LITTLE CRUSHED BUT AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
HOOOOO
NAW THO LETS FREAKING GO??
THAT VIBE???
SWORD SWISHING???
SWINGING??
CALM?? AYO??? SIR??
THAT’S NICE
WOW SEEMS LIKE
YOU KNOW WHAT’S UP
SUS
HELP
HELPGNSD;LFMKAWEF
PLS
I’MGNSDLKFMSD
CHOKINGNSLDKMS
THEY JUST
HELPGNSDKFMAWOEF
YOU KNOW WHAT FAIR EVERYBODY NEW SEEMS TO ATTACK THEM
VERY FAIR
THEY JUST START KICKING HIM IN THE BACK PLS BGS;LKFMAW;OEIFM
HE JUST SAVED YOU GUYSGBSD;FLKAMEW F
THEY ARE SO VALID THO PLSGB;SLDKMF
“NO YOU HAND OVER THE SCROLL” as he’s pointing with the scroll
“we’ve got the scroll”
YOUR HONOUR
I ADORE THEM
WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL
NOW FREE OUR FRIENDS AND WE WON’T HAVE TO GET P H Y S I C A L
PLS BG;LSDKMFAO;WEF
THEY MEAN EVERYTHIGN TO ME BGS;LKFAMWEF
PLS GS;FSAJDFL
“you expect me to believe”
“YUPWE DON’T EVEN KNOW WHAT THIS FRIEND NAPPER IS” LOOKING SO PROUD ABOUT IT PLS BGSD;KFMA;WEF
SIX MINUTES AND THIRTY SECONDS IN I’VE BEEN HERE FOR AN HOUR ALREADGSD;LFKAMWEF WE’RE ONLY HALF DONE HECKGNLD;KFMWE
i love them
HECKING
SUS
KICK HIM
SCREAMS
WHY DO YOU KNOW THEM
FIGHT ME
HE SEEMS FRIENDLY BUT I DON’T TRUST HIIM
I LIKE HIM THO
THIS IS LIKE MACAQUE ALL OVER AGAIN CHARISMA AND RANCID VIBES
PLS
THE DRAMA
THE INTRO
YEAH BUDDY THEY DON’T KNOW YOUGBSDF;LKAMSDF
voice actor doing amazing
THE UDNERWORLD
I KNEW IT
WHEEZINGNS;DLKFMWE
YOU MIGHT HAVE
HEARD OF DBK
SOBS LOUDLY GOT A HABIT OF KEEPING PEOPLE ARMS LENGTH
YEAH SO HIM LAUGING AND DANCING ON THE TABLE AND MAKING HIS BROS LAUGH WAS ARMS LENGTH  HUH
S U S
I DON’T TRUST LIKE THAT
MISTAKES WERE MADE WE WERE YOUNG
SIR I WOULDN’T TRUST YOU WITH MY DEODORANT LET ALONE THESE KIDS YOU’RE NOTHING BUT SUS
PLS
GRABS HIS FREAKING MANE AND PULLS HIM THE HECK DOWNGBS;LDFKMAWE
MEI PLS YOU JUST MET THIS MAN
SHE HAS NO CONCEPT OF PERSONAL SPACE I ADORE HER
SWORN UNCLE
MEI I’M NOT SURE
IT WORKS LIKE THAT
WELL I MEAN IT KINDA DOES
WHAT I MEAN IS IT DOES SORTA WORK LIKE THAT BUT ALSO USED TO IS A THING HTAT WAS SAID AND ALSO HE’S SUS AND YOU JUST MET PLEEEAAASEEEE
h
hey mei you know that
monkey king’s not
actually my dad right
PLS
PLS I’M BGL;SKDFMAWEF
SO
I’M
THAT LINE IS ACTUALLY
THROWING ME INTO THE WALL
PLS
MEI ASSIGNED MONEKY KING MK’S DAD FR
SO TRUE GIRL
DW MK WE ALL KNWO IT’S TRUE YOU’VE GOT FATHER FIGURES TO SPARE
SENTIMENTAL AHA
AHA
CALLED IT
MEMORIES OF JOURNEY TO THE WEST, SPICIFICALLY HIS MEMORIES I CALLED IT I MOTHERFREAKING CALLED IT YOU HEARD IT HERE
YEEAAHHHHBOIIIIIIIIIIII
MK’S STOKED
UDNERSTANDABLE
AAAAAAA
YEAH
INTERESTING
A H ??
OH
AHA
YEAH?
Y
YOU DON’T SAY
YOU DON’T SAY
SCROLL TO IMPRISOIN WICKED SOULS IN THEIR PAST MISTAKES LIVING THEM OVER AND OVER AGAIN HUH
YOU DON’T SAY
sO WHO’S ALL IN THERE HUH
I MEAN OBV OUR CREW
BUT DANG
WHY WOULD YOU MAKE A SCROLL LIKE THAT
WAILS
WAILS LOUDLY
too LATE
FISTFIGHT ME
WE’D RISK IT FOR SURE
SO FREAKING TRUE
THAT’S CAP
CAP
CALLING CAP
MEANT EVERYHTING
I’M CALLING CAP
YOU’RE FULL OF CRAP
if not dang that’s p normal of you sir- *GETS HIT BY A CHAIR*
LOOK IF HE’S GENUINE I JUST THINK BROS ARE COOL AND DEDICATED FRIENDS ARE NEAT AND MAYBE QPR’S ARE FIRE, IF HE’S THE JERK I THINK HE IS I TAKE IT BACK BUT I’M JUST SAYING IT MIGHT BE NEAT TO THINK ABOUT GIVEN HOW HE WAS LOOKING AT MONKEY KING IN THE FLASHBACK him and macaque my gosh pull yourselves together, its okay everybody’s a little in love with monkey king platonically and otherwise likely pats pats //J /J /J …/hj I’M KIDDIIINGGGGGGGBGSD;FKMAWEOIFM
MOVING ON
OKAY LOOK MAN HE’S SUS
IF HE’S GENUYINE I WILL RE-WATCH THIS AND CRY BECAUSE THAT’S ALL I WANT TO HEAR ABOUT PEOPLE TALKING ABOUT MONKEY KING BUT THAT’S WHY I’M SO SUS BECAUSE NOBODY SAAAAYYSS THAAAAAAAT NOBDOY NOT ANYONE SO IF YOU ARE IT’S HECKA SUSSSSSSS
I DON’T KNWO WHY HE’S HELPING THEM BUT HE’S HECKA SUSSSS maybe he’s genuine and just shows a selfish side later and blames everybody else for his problems *COUGHS MACAQUE* /j /j i love macaque he’s doing amazing sir really was buddies with monkey king ;-;7
BIG BANG BOOM
sCREEEAAMSSSSS
HYPE MUSIC
HOLY THIS MUSIC
SUS
NO TRUST
KICKS YOU
SUPPORTIVE BFF HAND HOLD
UNCY LION
THAT FELT LIKE A YOU CAN DO ANYTHING MONKEY KING SPEECH PLS BGSD;LFMKAOWE
I DON’T TRUST THIS MAAAAAAAN
WELP THEY’RE IN
HERE WE GO
HECK
AAAA AAAAAA
OH MY GODS HERE WE GO
CHILLS
CHILLS CHILSL\SLSDKFNAN;IOEFMA;WEF;IOAMFSLKFM A
AHAAAAA AAAAA
AHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA
SCREAMS
OH MAN
THAT TOOK ME LIKE AN HOUR AND A HALF TO GET THROUGH AND NI HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO REGRETS THERE WAS SO MUCH I HAVEN’T EVEN PROCESSED YET LION IS SO SUS, BUT ALSO I WANT SO DESPERATELY FOR HIM TO BE GENUINE AND MK GETS ANOTHER FREE PARENTAL UNCLE FIGURE HE CAN HIGH FIVE SANDY PLS IF MONKEY KING COULD HAVE A SUPPORTIVE BRO AGAIN I’D CRY BUT I DON’T TRUST HIIIIMMMMMMMMM AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
Mei and Mk’s friendship continues to mean everything to me I adore them i want them to be happy, Mk is NOT okay, and Mei won’t push but keeps checking in and supporting and MK KEEPS TAKING EVERYTHING ON HIMSELF AND AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
why make a scroll that can take over everything just to punish some people y’know? seems like a p stupid move ngl smh
okay well, that was fun, I can… tell this season is going to be the death of me i am
oh boy am i gonna be destroyed this already is just M A N, LIKE HECK
alright, well, thanks for dropping by, good to have you here, tune in next week when i scream about the next episode for another hour as I slowly pause and unpause and make my way through it and scream more about bro’s and friends and PIGSY I MISS YOUUUU MONKEY KIIINGGGG  PUNISH BY TRAPPING THEM IN A LOOP OF THEIR OWN PAST MEMORIES OF THEIR MISTAKES YEAH OKAY MONKEY KING HAS A LOT OF THOSE I’M SURE HE’LL BE FINE I WANT HIM TO BE FINE BUT I ALSO HOPE HE COMES OUT OF IT NOT AT ALL OKAY DESPERATELY WANT TO SEE THAT SOLEY SO HE CAN GET SOME COMFORT SCREEAAAMSS
gotta wonder if the scroll is like, Mk and Mei know they’re in a new place, do the others? and since it’s jttw scroll the crew is probably imprisioned in their jttw memories spicifically. it wasn’t super truamtic to switch to new place ngl seemed p cool and chill all things considered SO I’M GONNA ASSUME NOBODY ACTUALLY KONWS THEY’RE IN THEIR MEMORIES AND THEY JSUT THINK THEY’RE LIVING WHAT HORRORS ARE THEY ALL GOING THROUGH OR WILL THEY BE SIMPLY COMEDY MAYBE THEY’LL GET PIGSY ABCK BY SHOWING HIM HIS LOVE OF COOKING? HECK IF I KNOW I WANT DADSY BACK SO BAD I WANT MONKEY AND TANG AND SANDY AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
okay i’m normal good day see you next week for another one of these thanks for reading till the end you’re just as insane as I am KNOX OUUUUUT
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AAAAAAAAAAAA DRAMATURGY EPILOGUEEE
I love the lengthy wrap up of so many loose ends, the slow mend of things torn and that utter contentment to be found with people just existing right there. This is going to be my go-to comfort fic for found family to re-read over and over and over and over
Now I wanna pick your brain on all the bits; worldwalker shapeshifting Gem? Its so coool I love it. When did you decide to give her and others (Scar, Cub?) powers? What did Cub actually do at the end of Grumbot there? What was your favorite part of the epilogue to write? And which part was the most emotional for you? (tough question, I know I can't choose between Pearl & Gem's or Pearl & Grian's conversations)
WHEW dear god thank you for presenting me a pass to go insane on a silver platter. i’ll be putting my answers under a read more so i don’t explode people’s feeds with nonsense
most of the magic decisions made are based ~mostly in what i know about canon, i just ended up filling in some blanks and playing around with what’s already there! i’m endlessly fascinated by gem’s dimension-hopping (empires isn’t addressed in dramaturgy, but i operate on everything she said about her powers in e2) and i think the idea that she can open portals at will and freely travel between worlds/universes in a way that other players can’t is amazing. then the shapeshifting just made sense to me in how she changes her appearance around to fit into whatever character she wants to take on in each world.
cub and scar lore i’m a lot less familiar with since i only know of certain clips about their vex deal, but i kind of treat it similarly to gem in that i assume they can shift their forms around (ie. how often scar changes to fit a character like gem does, cub going from old man to s8 e-boy skin) and have a peculiar knowledge around portals (ie. the big dig, scar using his “wizard portals” to travel between seasons.) however i think gem has a different kind of expertise working with portals with how often she dimension-hops, so those two were kind of just doing unethical science at the rift to see what stuck lol.
the rift on its own is its whole thing in my Fanon Brain, but i have a strong image of it as a living, breathing entity that sucks things in and spits them back out in other spaces indiscriminately. dramaturgy scar describes it as hungry and i think that’s about as apt as it gets. stuck perpetually wanting to consume yet unable to hold anything in. then one of my biggest plot problems to solve was making the story line up with grian’s lore, aka grumbot (prime) getting tossed in the canon timeline ominously hinting at the other grian’s crimes, so i asked myself how dramaturgy hermits could have weaponized the rift and that’s where i landed! i admittedly don’t have a specific answer to how cub would have aggravated the rift enough to make it go hogwild in chapter 10, but i personally just imagined him figuring it out at one point or another by throwing shit in until something worked
dear god this is already getting long but epilogue!!! my answer for favorite scene to write is a little anticlimactic but i love writing all the evo flashbacks. if you couldn’t tell i am completely evo enamored. i love the strange, off-putting, nostalgic innocence of “something unpreventable and life-altering is about to happen and they Don’t Know.” i love them working together to get to the stronghold and entering the end portal thinking it’s going to be another task of teamwork as always and then just *silence* on the other end. amazing incredible tragic love it
(also on that note i loved writing the scene atop the mansion. just one last hermit acting entirely too normal while subjecting pearl to cursed knowledge before we go)
and lastly for most emotional to write i’d definitely say the scene at the hobbit hole! i’ve had that one as well as the sleepover at impulse’s in the back of my mind for so long i’m just glad i got it out. getting there was like the end of an era for me. everything with grian and pearl finally being back together but still not quite on the same page. i think pearl seeing grian so taken aback in the face of the tangible proof of his actions and mumbo’s feelings was the straw that broke the camel’s back, because at this point in the story pearl’s finally willing to see herself in mumbo’s situation. she’s finally realizing how badly she needs this specific closure but grian’s too busy going ???my actions… have consequences? i can’t just run off into the night with no negative impact on the people around me?
(which is of course also a matter of a warped sense of self-image and understanding emotions, but grian will go on murder sprees in the 3rd life time loop box before exercising an ounce of self-reflection, more at 11.) and only after seeing pearl shaking like a sad wet chihuahua clutching this random notebook of his like it’s the sacred texts does he really start to grasp how genuinely bad it’s been for her. like that would have been obvious to anyone who’s normal but whatever. i love studying skyblings like bugs
ANYWAYS. i hope you enjoyed this thought dump and thank you again for the ask i owe you my life
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phoenix-flamed · 27 days
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Hi! :D Not sure if you're happy to take on unscripted asks re. lore and headcanons, but since I absolutely adore the type of political backdrop to FFXVI and you mentioned the Rosarian government - would you mind expanding on how you envisage the High Houses to work in terms of representation / the council and what else you have established for Rosaria while an independent nation?
Unfortunately it does not appear to be explored in the same level of detail as the main bodies of other nations (probably because it all went to hell very early on) but I'd love to hear your thoughts and whether it mirrors any irl source of inspiration (such as, idek, Luxembourg which is also a grand-duchy)?
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HELLO FRIEND!!! I AM ABSOLUTELY HAPPY TO TAKE THESE SORTS OF ASKS! aaaaaaaaaaaa I can try to answer this without droning on nonsensically for like five hours, and I apologize so, so, so profusely if I fail spectacularly at that! (And also apologize profusely if my thoughts don't actually make much sense.)
Yeah, I was hoping we'd get more information about Rosaria and how it works politically before things went to shit, but alas... we are not that lucky. I'll admit wholeheartedly that I can't speak on it mirroring any RL places, past or present -- I'd have to read up on them in more detail first, which would be fun to do, but as you and I have found out in the past, the game seems to take creative liberties with what terms, statuses, etc. pertaining to a duchy mean, rather than having it be a 1:1 comparison with a real-world duchy. I want to believe it's creative liberties... rather than them doing a half-assed job of researching, themselves.
Okay. Okay. I'm going to curb my overwhelming puppydog excitement over this Ask and actually write now, I swear.
I am also so sorry for reiterating information that's already known, but. Before Rosaria became a duchy, it was a series of smaller, independent nations, all of which were of course ruled by different noble families. These nations united together to form the Grand Duchy of Rosaria as we know it. The rulers of the independent nations became what are known as the Seven High Houses, with House Rosfield as the central one.
A Rosfield is always the one who sits on the throne, and the Phoenix is always born into the Rosfield line. But while House Rosfield always holds the seat of power, the other High Houses do hold heavy political influence within the duchy.
The way I headcanon it is that the High Houses are each represented in the royal council by the head of the main branch of each house's ruling family, much the same way that the head of the main branch of the Rosfield line serves as the ruling family of House Rosfield. What determines who is the head of these main families? Birth order, for the most part. Gender isn't necessarily important; this is, I admit, largely inspired both by the fact that it was Elwin's mother who was on the throne before Elwin, as well as my unending dislike for the idea that women have no power. So taking what the Ultimania book revealed about Elwin and Anabella's familial ties, I go with the idea that the former Archduchess was the head of the main branch family of the Rosfield line, while her husband, the former Archduke, was married into the main branch from a lesser branch because he was the current Dominant of Phoenix. I like to believe that the other High Houses operate similarly, with the firstborn child of the main branch family serving as the head of that particular High House.
Oh God I hope this is making sense so far. alkgjds
I also like to take a lot of inspiration from the fact that Rosaria's title is, "The Bastion of Tradition," as well as the information we're given in the Ultimania. (For as many parts of the Ultimania, mostly pertaining to ages, that make me want to chuck the book out a window.) Rosaria is driven largely by tradition, and its government and politics aren't any different. No matter how much time passes, I headcanon that the duchy honors its roots by maintaining this balance of power between the Seven High Houses. House Rosfield may be the ruling family, but as said previously, every High House has a seat on the council, and every High House has a say in political matters. The couple on the throne can't act or make decisions without a majority agreement from the council, and the council likewise can't make a decision or act without approval of those currently on the throne.
This, for the Rosfields, is a double-edged sword. There are members of the other High Houses who are less than fond of House Rosfield due to their position, and as a result use their own power to undermine their authority. This is something that Elwin's mother in particular had warned him about, but given Elwin's ambitions of breaking apart the status quo and stepping away from heavy reliance upon tradition and societal standards/norms, it's exponentially more apparent during his time as Archduke -- because as anyone can guess, he isn't a very popular ruler when it comes to the nobility. Whereas the other Rosfields up 'til that point had been content with preserving Rosaria's ways of life because it's "just how things are and have always been," Elwin goes against the grain, and in doing so breaks out of the mold and disregards the precedent set before him by the rulers who reigned before him.
Through the Ultimania, we find out that the Dominant of Phoenix isn't actually supposed to take the throne -- they aren't even supposed to have a say in political matters whatsoever. But exceptions are pretty commonly made, and I'll be damned if I'm not going to take this information and run with it headcanon/speculation-wise regarding Clive and Joshua's dynamic of how their relationship was in relation to Rosaria's governing body, how it was intended to have been by their parents, as well as how that relationship changed once certain key events were revealed(like Joshua awakening as the next Dominant instead of Clive). For example, my headcanon is that it was indeed Clive who had been intended to take the throne -- not because he was the firstborn child, but because Anabella and Elwin had decided on it because it was assumed he was the next Dominant, and the favor that the nobility expressed towards little Clive became support for this decision. But when Joshua awakened as the next Dominant instead, that favor and support was not only revoked from Clive, but was replaced with scorn and nasty rumors, ones that were not only about Clive and why he was rejected, but also about his parents as well. I'll get into the significance of that in a moment, though. Clive was replaced as the High Houses's golden child by Joshua. They threw all of their support and favor behind Joshua, and it was ultimately their influence that caused Anabella and Elwin to make Joshua heir to the throne instead, and Elwin to remove Clive from the line of succession entirely to try and spare him from the nobility's bullshittery.
Now, the big takeaway from that is the fact that Elwin, Anabella, Clive, Joshua, and even Jill are all caught up in this political game, whether they like it or not. It's a game that the parents to some extent try to protect the kids from, as seen in Elwin's decision regarding Clive -- but it's just not possible given the circumstances and positions of their births.
My headcanons have always been that a huge dividing factor between Elwin and Anabella was the subject of Clive, yes, but it was by design of the other High Houses, rather than brought upon initially by their emotions. The other High Houses knew exactly what they were doing by starting up with the rumors and jeers about Clive's supposed bastard lineage; they had always been looking for opportunities and ways, no matter how tiny, to split Elwin and Anabella apart -- just as they did with my Elwin's parents, although it didn't work with his parents. But Anabella and Elwin were much younger, much less experienced/prepared for the personal aspect of the political schemes, had little to no support or guidance from older parties, and were faced straight out of the gate with a slew of political matters pertaining to war and conflict while also having to navigate their new marriage and begin working towards bearing the next Dominant of the Phoenix as quickly as possible because in short, Rosaria was not in a good position in Storm. The duchy was vulnerable, without a Dominant to protect them; and because they didn't have a Dominant, House Rosfield couldn't seek guidance in matters of war from their ancestors.
Anabella and Elwin were, again, pretty much on their own.
The other councilmembers of the High Houses saw all of this and used it to their advantage. They chipped away little by little at the stability of the Archduke and Duchess's relationship, weaponized their differences in opinions against them, and when Joshua was revealed to be the next Dominant instead of Clive, they struck the big nail into the coffin by slandering the royal couple, disgracing Clive and Anabella, and creating that massive rift between the parents over Clive's future and their differing feelings towards the child. The shame inflicted by them upon Anabella was manipulated into anger and resentment, while Elwin's love for Clive was forced into being in direct opposition to his love for his wife, and both of these matters were only worsened by the fact that Joshua was beloved by the nobility and poised by them to take the throne -- despite how sickly and frail the child was. All of these things were aimed at pitting the couple against each-other, and it worked.
These things were also geared towards eventually pitting Joshua and Clive against each-other by means of sowing seeds of resentment and mistrust, but this one failed thanks to the strong bond shared between the two boys.
... I don't remember where I was going with any of this. I don't even think any of this answers your Ask, but I figure it's fun background information that might give some equally as fun context towards my Elwin! I guess the big takeaway from the latter half of this post is that I headcanon that there's A Lot of political unrest and power struggles between the High Houses, it's just kept carefully hidden from the public. If there's anything specific you'd like elaborated on, please feel free to let me know!
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HELLO AGAIN!! Just wanna say that I love your analyses as always. THE NATURE DOCUMENTARY ONE, LITERALLY UNHINGED IT'S SO GOOD. YOU'RE SO GOOD!!!
You talking about how Mike used to be open about his emotions, but isn't anymore with the milk analogy???? JAIL!! PUTING YOU IN JAIL AGAIN- IT'S SO GOOD.
Anyways I've been reading on repressing and suppressing emotions?? Ok so I'm not claiming to be a professional or anything, I'm just reciting what I've read about!! IT'S JUST REALLY INTERESTING TO TALK ABOUT in the case of Mike.
Ok before I go on a tangent, I found something interesting-
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CRYING!! MIKE WHEELER??-
Anyways suppressing is when you avoid talking or expressing an unwanted or uncomfortable emotion and in order to do that, some may do something to distract themselves, in the case of Mike (Him playing video games in the basement.) BUT there's also controlling your intake of food!! which is what Mike might also be doing. He's looking for some control.
Suppressing emotions happens when you don't know what to do with said emotions (aka his feelings for Will, he's having thoughts about Will so he ignores/avoids them by playing video games.) Basically suppression is something that you actively do whilst repressing is more unconscious. Mike might be a mix of these 2.
I think by the end of S4 or something he might be leaning more towards repression.
I wanna talk more about how his family life causes this, cause it's soo interesting. Mike doesn't know how to healthily express his emotions, because his parents are emotionally stunt. They've never talk about their emotions, so it's just uncomfortable for him to do so because he didn't grow up in an environment where doing so was considered normal. I think this effect the entirety of the Wheeler kids. They just don't know what to do with feelings, so they shove it down aka suppressing them. Just shoving them down so they don't have to deal with them.
Wonder why Mike feels more dull in S4? Going back to watch clips from S1-2 felt like experiencing smth different. Mike felt more explosive you could say, he was moody and angry, but at least it was an emotion. S3-4 felt like watching the colors drain out of him, because that's when he learns to shove them down, cause they're bad. Feelings like anger, frustration, sadness anything!! He shoves them down. Cause 1) he's shown that he can't express these feelings without repercussions, his parents punishment for acting out instead of understanding him. 2) He's been shown that these emotions are not important.
He thinks he shouldn't have these emotions, because he's not allowed to, he hasn't suffered enough to feel these.
Feels like I'm just repeating things, but he's SUCH an interesting character to talk about!!! Anyways just came here to say that you're probably my fav (personally) Mike analyst. You do it so well!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAA HELLO OMG!!! IM SO SLOW AT REPLYING TO ASKS IM SORRY BUT FIRST OF ALL THANK YOU SO SO MUCH YOU'RE SO SWEET AND IM SO GLAD YOU LIKE MY ANALYSIS!! I LOVE UR ART AND I LOVE UR MIKE'S LACK OF SELF VALUE ANALYSIS (i have a rb of it in my drafts i promise i havent forgotten abt it)!! AFBJHJBH THANK YOU THE MILK POST WENT FROM BEING A SHITPOST ABT HIM DRINKING MILK WHEN HES STRESSED INTO AN ACTUAL ANALYSIS BC I WAS LIKE 'wait... wAIT... a pattern is appearing..." AND YES OMG HELL YEAH IM SO EXCITED TO SEE YOUR THOUGHTS!! Okay so YES!!!!! THAT ABSOLUTELY SOUNDS LIKE MIKE AGHH!!! YOURE SO RIGHT!! Mike in the basement, but also mike controlling his food intake!! I personally think that when it comes to mike & food as a source of control, its more of a subconscious thing rather than actively being aware of it, like he lacks appetite and isnt eating for a variety of reasons which i need to make a full post on one day, and so he then associates not eating w that feeling of being in control and so then it’s just another reason on his list of various reasons as to why he ends up avoiding food! Esp since i think mike’s food issues are also tied to his repression of his emotions and queerness and guilt and again how he’s subconsciously seeking control through food, but also how he associates ‘real food’ in s1 with family and karen’s cooking but as that relationship w his family deteriorates, esp bc of his guilt abt his queerness and bc of his depression/mental health in general, his relationship w food also deteriorates. Mike’s life has had so many moments of a loss of control, esp w the supernatural stuff, but I feel like a.) the continuation of his relationship with el and feeling like he has very little control over that relationship bc theres so many expectations for him and b.) feeling like he’s lost will are two core losses of control that are really affecting him pre-s4, esp feeling like he’s failed and lost will and out of control of his life bc his sense of stability (will’s presence in his life) is gone, and so he’s seeking a sense of control through food while simultaneously punishing himself/neglecting himself by not eating. And that is SUCH a great point both about a.) mike’s feelings for will and focusing on videogames and b.) the distinction between repression vs suppression. I def think mike has a mix of those two, and is leaning towards repression in s4, yes!!!!
“I wanna talk more about how his family life causes this, cause it's soo interesting. Mike doesn't know how to healthily express his emotions, because his parents are emotionally stunt. They've never talk about their emotions, so it's just uncomfortable for him to do so because he didn't grow up in an environment where doing so was considered normal. I think this effect the entirety of the Wheeler kids. They just don't know what to do with feelings, so they shove it down aka suppressing them. Just shoving them down so they don't have to deal with them.” And that’s another fantastic point/great way of framing it, as if he feels “more dull,” in s4, because he DOES, because he’s tired and struggling and pushing down his emotions and feels like he’s always going to be demeaned or ignored if he expresses them!!! Mike’s parents are SO emotionally unavailable and not only do they fail to encourage Mike to show his emotions, but they also punish him for it too! In s2, when he’s upset and expressing himself about having to give away his toys, Karen reprimands him for his upset & reminds him off things that he did like graffitiing the bathroom stall- which is odd because he’s already BEEN punished for those things, he’s already lost his Atari, and the toys aren’t actually tied to his “bad behaviour,” but rather, Karen wants the toys to be given away & is using mike’s “bad behaviour” as an excuse. It also struck me that Ted, who’s usually pretty silent, chimed in to give Mike shit with his “strike 20 you’re on the bench, son” comment but we never see Ted chime in to defend Mike in any of the dinner scenes, only to reprimand him. We don’t even see Ted and Mike have a nice normal conversation at the dinner table- or EVER! When was the last time we saw Mike and Ted just. Talk. At all. An actual conversation, not even a deep serious one but just anything that isn’t just “Ted making snarky comments at Mike”? Hell, Mike doesn’t even respond to Ted’s snarky comments at the s2 dinner table, nor does he respond to them in the kitchen scene in s4 ep1. He’s responding to Karen in both scenes but not Ted. We literally haven’t seen an actual conversation between Mike and Ted at all. The CLOSEST we’ve gotten to that is s1 ep1 where Ted is fixing the tv & Mike tries to ask about staying longer for dnd but Ted shuts him down and tells him to talk to/listen to Karen. This is REALLY interesting to me because that’s the only time we really see any sort of two way dialogue between Mike and Ted where they’re even just. Responding directly to eachother at all. And it’s because from that scene, Mike has learned that he can’t go to Ted and that Ted’s just going to redirect him to Karen & not listen to Mike, so then in Mike’s mind, why should he even bother with Ted? Mike shoves down his feelings SO MUCH, we see him get shut down so often and eventually he just starts shutting himself down & repressing his own emotions before anyone else can try and shut him down. “S3-4 felt like watching the colors drain out of him” THIS IS SO SO TRUE AND ACCURATE AND AGAIN IS A FANTASTIC WAY OF FRAMING/PHRASING IT!!! THATS EXACTLY WHAT IT IS!! And i completely agree, at least he was EXPRESSING himself, at least it was emotions, but then in s3-s4, he REALLY starts shoving them down, because exactly like you said, he’s been shown that not only are his emotions deemed unimportant, but they’re also actively punished. 
He thinks he shouldn't have these emotions, because he's not allowed to, he hasn't suffered enough to feel these.
EXACTLY!!!!! He feels like he isn’t suffering enough because of how he compares himself to others & invalidates his own experiences and emotions & how other people, including El (with the s4 bedroom fight scene and her invalidating him when he talks about being bullied) have invalidated and shut him down too. And that’s part of what frustrates me about some of the discussion surrounding Mike’s mental health in the fandom too- they fall into that same “Mike hasn’t suffered enough to have mental health issues,” trap, and compare Mike to other characters and use that comparison to invalidate and willfully ignore his struggles and it’s NOT frustrating because that approach completely misses the POINT of how Mike’s character aligns with people who feel like they are suffering enough & who are invisible & who invalidate themselves because of how they’ve been invalidated by others.
HES SUCH AN INTERESTING CHARACTER AND I LOVE THE THOUGHTS YOUVE MENTIONED HERE!! And thank you so, so much omg that makes me so happy because i LOVE analyzing him! YOURE SO SWEET THANK YOU SM AAAAAAAAAAA!!! 💗💕
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I love this idea and sorry I really wanted to share
that Kikurage some how ends up Hole and is found by Human!Reader. Even with the chance of turning in Kikurage for cash or being killed for harboring a Magic user, Reader just takes Kikurage in because they are just too cute.
Reader and Kikurage shenanigans happen like Kikurage swindles reader by being rewarded for killing bugs found in reader home when it's just reviving the same bug over and over.
En quickly sends Noi and Shin to retrieve his precious baby girl. While they enter the hole, reader has to flee their home with Kikurage because the militia are tracking them due to smoke residue found around reader's home from Kikurage.
Reader ends up in a dead end has to hide Kikurage between some pipes behind some rubble and debris. Reader tells Kikurage to stay low and not to make any sounds. Reader confronts the militia and tries to lie, but is killed swiftly before any words were uttered.
Noi and Shin find a dead body, Kikurage and the militia. The latter is killed mercilessly, while they try to retrieve Kikurage, she goes to reader's body to revive them and adamant on staying with them.
So Shin and Noi just takes reader with them to En mansion.
Kikurage shows En that Reader has their favor and views them as their mother, reader is trying to be polite and respectful while trying not freak out about what has transpired.
Kikurage is trying also have En like reader, playing matchmaker because she spoiled and wants more people to dote on her.
En just slowly growing on the idea of having reader as Kikurage's mother and as his wife.
AAAAAAAAAAAA I LOVE THISSSS
Normally En doesn't care about humans, but if Kikurage likes her then he wouldn't dare to separate them. Darling is officially more of a pet than Kikurage is lol (since she's a member of the family and all). And he finds it cute the way they're so wide-eyed and fascinated by the world of magic users--and by him, of course.
At first he never thought he'd marry a human, but Darling is more than that. She's...well, she's Darling! And Shin is proof that a half-human magic user can possess powerful and potent magic, so it's not like heirs would be an issue. Besides, he already has Kikurage's blessing, which he values extremely highly.
He catches Darling in the library reading a bunch of titles on mycology and mushroom gathering with Kikurage in her lap, and she sheepishly explains that she wanted to learn more about them. That way she could be useful and maybe help gather and sort his specimens in his garden! Only with his permission, of course.
And he's just like "She's submissive and breedable, Kikurage loves her, and she supports my special interest. WIFE SPOTTED"
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hi!!!! i just caught up with your dabihawks series and im screaming, crying, throwing up, etc. its so good i have no idea how to even put it into words but i dont think ive EVER seen a more realistic depiction of them and im so so so happy with how you dealt with the todoroki trauma aaaaaaa omg and lov found family stuff was so cute ahhhh i really enjoyed how you built up their softness with one another over in the second fic. i was like "they can't possibly get any softer" and then they got EVEN SOFTER aaaaaaa and i know im basically repeating myself but I loved the dichotomy of how they each handled their losses like hawk lost everything but it made him the happiest he'd ever been while dabi got everything he wanted and it made him miserable (for a while at least lol) i especially enjoyed how the difference between how they reacted to becoming disabled (hawks losing his wings and dabi not being able to use his flames) and just. AAAAAAAAAAAA i just wanted to let you know how much i loved your amazing amazing writing im gonna be riding the high of this series for DAYS
YOUUUUU ARE SO WONDERFUL AND AMAZING ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡
I'm so grateful for this you don't understand. It's a huge compliment that they feel in character and honestly the todoroki trauma is very, very important to me (most of my posts about mha reflect as much ndmfjd), and I'm so glad you liked that part as much as I enjoyed delving into it. And yessssss the LOV IS A FAMILY ♡ I adore them I really do.
Also I cannot get over this because it's a very new analysis and it's making my brain buzz fjfkjdjfjf the fact that Hawks losing everything and finding joy while it's the opposite for dabi just !!!!! The way you caught onto that???? I'm giddy and happy and ahhhhhh
Also. God, I know I wrote it, but I don't think it ever really processed for me that losing their quirks really is this world's definition of disabled and the fact that you caught that and pointed it out honestly had me going nuts. Which is extra interesting because one of my favorite parts was writing how they lived without them and accepted that. Like I know a lot of people wanted Keigo to regrow his wings but it just felt very important for him not to. And I'm really glad that those journeys stood out to you the way they did♡
I really can't thank you enough for reading my story and being such a wonderful reader that you found such amazing analyses to make. And I definitely can't thank you enough for taking the time to find my tumblr and send this ask♡ thank you so so much!!!!!!
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taekeofyourclothes · 1 year
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[PROLOGUE] encrypted to you. (for-life series)
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pairing astrophysicist!v x extra-terrestrial!reader conspectus after experiencing heartbreak on their home planet of grhamemor, y/n decides to leave and find themself on another planet. they land on earth, where they end up in the nasa astrophysics laboratory, feeling lost and alone. it's there that they meet taehyung, an astrophysicist who has a passion for understanding the mysteries of the universe. taehyung is immediately drawn to y/n, and the two hit it off, spending long hours together in the lab and exploring the beauty of earth. as y/n's feelings for taehyung grow stronger, they start to forget about the troubles that led them to leave grhamemor in the first place. however, one day, y/n receives an encrypted message that intercepts their peaceful life on earth. the message urges them to return to grhamemor immediately, warning that something terrible will happen to taehyung if they don't. y/n is conflicted, torn between their love for taehyung and their duty to her home planet. as y/n struggles to make a decision, they are reminded of their true identity as an unearthly being. the message they received was a warning from her home planet leaving taehyung's fate unclear, but it's undoubted that y/n will never forget him, and the memory of their love will stay with them forever. word count 1.2k notes FIRST SERIES AAAAAAAAAAAA - this will be a five chapter series, and incase your new and confused KJDAKKJSD this isn't actually a "for-life" series those are my story indicators meaning this series will be both fluffy and angsty soooOOOOoo now that's cleared up - again, all this is fiction; please feel free to leave feedback and criticism!! love love, elio x
your words fall on deaf ears once again, and nguyheat repeats them verbatim, unable to read between the lines. "this is pointless," you snap, exasperated. "you always do this, nguyheat. i am stripped of everything, and you come here to chastise me with your pitiful excuse of a relationship!" his eyes flash with anger at this then moves with a menacing stride towards you, his towering figure intimidating. despite being together for almost three grhamemorian years, you knew this moment would be one of those memories that you'd dread remembering, it was as if it were a never-ending millennium on this desolate planet. you never thought you would fear nguyheat, your knight in shining armor, the one who'd always remember you if everyone forgot, the one who rescued you from agony when grhamemorians with unknown intentions tried to harm you, you've forgotten them for they were a long-gone thought until today which reminded you, these past few months have been cruel. your once-great planet is now ruled by a crooked monarchy that makes anyone who opposes them disappear in the blink of an eye - your family fell victim to their malfeasance. you can hardly remember the color of your mother's eyes. and now, even your love has become corrupt. all of this.. you've been trying to wrap your head around it and nguyheat being the last piece of this unbecoming puzzle, it was all an invitation.
to leave grhamemor, all of the happiness in your brain was dissipating by the second every single minute you lingered still on these melancholic grounds. "y-y/n.." his eyes pleading; reaching into yours touching the frontal cortex to attempt hindering these forming evocations of your new found fear of him only to fail, this new idea of him would forever be embedded in your memory and it had your hearts contorting into the most bizarre configurations from the most excruciating shapes and forms and it was the last straw, that was it - this would be the final curtain call. "get for me your memories of us, nguyheat. and forge new ones elsewhere." you tried to whisper but he refused to listen to that chant, he'd hug you for the last time.. and spoke softly into your ear "everything but that, honey... curse me, pain me, leave me, just please... i beg of you, don't ever forget me.." and he'd hold back his tears from trickling by closing his eyes but instead of looking at now, he'd look to see the you that wasn't scared of him - he stays in this dream leaving him oblivious of your departure from your togetherness as you ran and ran knowingly and were now outside in the public braver than ever and ready to take that leap of faith to disappear and to abandon home adieu. "GRHAMEMOR," your voice rings all throughout for all the world to hear you - "LIBERTY IS WITHIN US, NOT UPON US." and here it begins, grhamemorians paralleling your now former lovers action of listening with ears closed by opening their window to look at you and hear you out.. "LET US BRING JUSTICE AND ABOLISH THE MALVERSATION OF OUR CORRUPT GOVERNMEN!-" you were about to say when your sights begun blurring and the peoples noises roaring for your speech to continue slowly became this unnerving frequency and you find yourself in a glowing blue confinement of a room.
unsettling feelings seeped into your bones as you pick yourself up, feeling less lighter than normal and extremely uncomfortable - "good god this place was anything but grhamemor..." you thought in jittery, where the lleh were you? was this the after-life? was this white room that emitted a light blue glow the nevaeh your parents would always tell you about? all these thoughts tower higher and heavier on your shoulders compelling you to breathe out a sad sigh.. however despite the torpor feeling you were experiencing, you bring yourself to examine the chambers you find yourself in - bumping into multiple files that were named "project aigrette" with ebony bird feather doodles plaguing said folders and inside were perfectly written words in this upside-down lexicon of your very own tebahpla from grhamemor, after realizing so you learn of this new language and though there were new words from this text - there were perfectly detailed little scaled paintings beside the indented articles of exploration, usage of numbers in the millions to explain the planet's "weight and height", "the distance of this new planet from the sun", "its rotational axis" and whatnot, studies on this unnamed planet that just so happen to perfectly resemble yours.. does the afterlife really have to investigate your life after you had passed? what is the purpose of this nevaeh's curiousity of grhamemor, it had you in a daze truly - but you felt furthermore baffled as your curse of wondering lead you to continue dwelling on the subject of your home.. the scripts never went beyond grhamemorians all of this was just describing the surface level of your planet and how it was a "new discovery" despite grhamemor being a celestial body thats been existing since the beginning, but no in nevaeh for some reason it's named planet 72656D656D626572... "what a ridiculous name" you uttered in a low voice. y/n closes the files no longer wanting to entertain the curiousity in her head to then meet eyes with.. nguyheat? "how the hell did you get here?!" you both yelled in unison.. well nguyheat saying so backwards for some odd reason, "even in here, nguyheat? you really plan to torment me up to neveah!" you furiously raise the volume of your voice to be shushed by your approaching past lover? up closer he looks different.. "excuse me? i don't know who you are and what you think you're doing but i know well that you are trespassing my private quarters and you are illegally disclosing my classified research for unknown purposes which i can have you imprisoned for." he was not intimidating at all though, i mean he didn't have you at ease but his sternness was not something that had you feel guilty rather than fearful.
"my apologies? is this.. not neveah?" you lightly croaked out with a deer-in-headlights expression on your face looking at the living terrestrial who was a split image of your past lover... "neveah? nguyheat? listen here, you think your plan is clever? well news flash, spy. it's not working, i will have security handle you." he was about to head towards this crimson circular button and raise his arm to press it but you'd stop him as you didn't wish to leave.. neveah and be sent to a possible lleh.. as you were still confused, "wait wait, please i am not a spy! don't have them..! my-uhm, my name is y/n! y/n l/n." you lively stutter and looked like a lost animal, making him cock an eyebrow as he hesitantly brings back his arm no longer planning to have security handle you perchance. "are you a new recruit?" his demeanor lightly sheds some sternness while he leans on the pristine inclined rectangle desks in this enclosure, "so this was a military unit?" you thought.. having you decisively lie responding with a "yes.." you look down at your lower appendages awaiting his reaction to only hear a heart-fluttering baritone laugh - "oh.. my apologies for overreacting then y/n, i.. uhm am just not used to company here.." you look up to see him smiling shyly.. one which you returned, "my name is taehyung, astrophysicist." he reaches out his right hand, which for some reason urged you to hold it with both of your hands and shake it up and down - taehyung chuckles at this, he was something new.. © live laugh love kim taehyung, good boy.
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domsaysstuff · 2 years
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Tagged by @elmindredaniq to say my 9 favorite films which thank you hon!
Okay so the problem with me and movies is that whenever someone asks me about my favorites I suddenly forget every movie to ever exist and also I can't really categorize any movie in like really "favorite" category but I'll show and tell y'all some movies that are very dear to me.
1. the half of it
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Okay so this movie is such a comfort to me? Like it's about this blossoming friendship between a local himbo and a lesbian and there is a sapphic love story in the background and it's so soft and tender and gentle. The thing is I love friendships and I think we focus so little on them and this one just scratched the itch, like noone gets the final girl at the end but he does chase after that fucking friend after his lesbian best friend because he loves her. Platonically, and idk just the way he tried to get along with her father and the way she tried to support his dreams and just platonic soulmates do things to me. And the cinematography is stunning. And like I said we do get a wlw storyline, like what can I girl want more?
2. Spiderman into the spiderverse.
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It's fun, it's comfort, the art is fucking amazing, the story too, the leap of faith moment? Fucking legendary, i will never not be in awe of it. The son-father relationship? The found family?THE SOUNDTRACKS AND MOTIFS WITHIN IT I'm just grrrr brain go brrrr.
3. Pride & Prejudice.
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I will never not love this movie, it's just so *screams*, the touches, mr darcy, how fucking joyful it is, how gentle, also I just love pride and prejudice and I'm sorry to every other adaptation but in my mind this is the one and it has nothing to do with my crush on Keira Knightley, not even a little (it does but shhh)
4. Jennifer's Body.
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First of all my queer awaking, like this movie said, yes YOU DO LIKE GIRLS, like the kiss scene has done things to me and I have never been the same. I love this movie, it's for the girlies about that girlies and man get eaten, what more one could want?
5. 10 things I hate about you
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C'mon it's a classic. We all love it, honestly Pat IS our pretty boi™ and the only men ever and Kat is so snarky and bitchy as she deserves, also it's just such a fun watch.
6. The Rocky Horror Picture Show.
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It's campy, it's horny, it's loud, it's out there, it's fun and it's queer. Like definitely a comfort watch. Do I think there are some questionable things™ in it? Yes but i don't care, I love it, it's my queer comfort film and you could pry it off of ny dead cold hands.
7. I Killed My Mother
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Listen, this movie shaped me. Like nothing understood my relationship with my mother when I was younger as this movie and sure some other movies that did have came out since then but by God was it the culprit of my younger self angst. I will never forget some lines from this movie, it's deeply ingraved in my brain. It also has a queer side story.
8. Whisper of the heart.
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It's definitely a comfort watch, definitely even more so since I'm a writer myself. Like this movie is just so fucking kind if it comes to art and the love story God, my standards for love have risen since I watched it. I mean all Ghibli movies are good but by god this one is just making me feel things.
9. Love and Leashes.
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Listen, this movie is just, I want to eat it. Sometimes still all I can think about is the pulling wax scene and the scene where she fucking steps over him in her heels, like I'm just so *AAAaaaaaaaaa* about it.
Honorary mentions; Tangled, How to Train Your Dragon, Kill Your Darlings, Kiki's Delivery Service
And my polish little precious queer movie that I treasure very much since I am polish and queer: Hiacynt
So yeah, probably if I thought a little longer the list would be different and longer and stuff but that's it.
I'm tagging @daltoneering @rainbowcolored7 @bestiesincrime @mortimerlatrice and @kin-kinn but like no pressure if you don't want to do it 🥰
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crimson25 · 2 years
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homesick
By Crimson25
Crimson X Loki
Note: this is about my original Marvel character, Crimson. i know its the same name as mine but i like it sooooo deal with it. this also doesn’t follow the MCU timeline. In this universe Loki lives in the Avengers tower. I hope you like it. I hope to start my own MCU character one day. her super power is rapid healing  (kind of like wolverine) the only downside is that the scars don’t go away. I might give her more powers in the future.
About fic: total fluff piece. Crimson is tickled, Loki is tickled. Loki gets a better perspective on the newer avenger.  
Summary: Crimson is feeling home sick. It’s been two months since she’s seen her friends and family. Today’s a particularly bad day and Loki notices. He’s determined to make her feel better. Here we go.
             The clock read 2:49am. It was late. Crimson sat on the padded floor looking at her phone. She was in the training room on the 5th floor of the avenger’s tower. She had taken a break from fighting Tony’s training robots. They were cheap robots that could be used for sparing. She was wearing a pair of black trip pants, (She liked them, they were easy to move around in) a dark green tank top, and her black and red hair was pulled back in a ponytail. Her training outfit.
She was scrolling through her text messages from her friends, wishing she was with them. Her friend sapphire had gotten tickets to go see the band “The Offspring’s” and wanted her to go, but it being all the way in Florida, she had to ask Tony. She begged and begged but it was no use. Tony wasn’t being mean, he just had important things he had to do with her. He was finally getting around to designing her suit, so he needed her impute and body size. Sadly, that was going to be an all-day thing, plus he wanted her to train more. She understood that this was more important but it still sucked. She hadn’t seen her friends in two months along with her family.
Sure she was making friends with the avengers. Natasha had been showing her new fighting moves and she didn’t hate having another girl in the tower. Peter and Crimson became fast friends. He was the best person to pull pranks with. Thor was just fun to be around. Especially when he drinks. Bucky were starting to like a lot of the same music as her and Bucky was easy to be around. He was pretty cool. He reminded her of her friend Thomas. Over all she got along with everyone. Everyone that is except for a certain god of mischief. It always seemed like he found her annoying. Even when they first met. Tony had introduced her to the team and Loki made a snarky remark about how he didn’t know this was a daycare (also referring to peter). Though she was 23 she looked like she was 16. Thankfully Thor gave him a good punch. After that it was snarky remarks and sarcastic comments. She just ignored him. It didn’t faze her. What was really getting to her was missing everyone and this concert didn’t help.
           She sat there looking through messages that read wish you were here. And pictures of her friends enjoying the music. A tear streamed down her face.
“Why am I crying?” She thought. “it’s just a stupid concert, I didn’t even want to go to that anyway.” she lied to herself. She put her phone down and got up. Her sadness quickly turning to anger. She grabbed her staff and chain.
“Hey Friday?”
“Yes crimson?” the AI spoke over the speakers of the training room.
“Set up two bots, level four.” The robots being on a scale of 1-5, five being the hardest.
“Are you sure? Two seems like a lot and you normally stay with level three. Are you sure you can handle that?”
“I’m sure, just do it.” She said irritated. Her anger growing.
“OK.”
Crimson got into her fighting stance, ready with her weapons. her brain getting bombarded with thought about her friends, making her anger grow more and more.  The bots approached her. As she was about to attack she heard a text notification from her phone. Everything just burst out of her.
“AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!”
She screamed, unleashing a barrage of strikes from her staff. Demolishing one of the bot to pieces. The other bot circled her, planning to attack from behind, but it was too slow. As it was about to strike, crimson turned around and blocked the shot with her staff. She jumped back. Grabbing her chain, she flung it at its legs and wrapping around them. She pulled hard, causing it to fall out from under itself. she then continued to destroy it with her staff.
As the robots laid there, sparking and glitching, Crimson caught her breath. A few more tears running down her face.
“I must say, that actually wasn’t that bad.” A voice said, cutting through the silence.
Crimson, not knowing anyone had come into the room, turned around in surprise. Loki was standing by the door with his famous smug smile, thinking he was above everyone else.
“Jeez, you could’ve given me a heart attack. What are you doing here?” She said surprised. She had thought everyone was on a mission. Well except for Tony and Bruce, they were working in the lab. Tony said they were in “the zone” and were not to be disturbed. She was sure Loki had gone with Thor. She was wrong. He chuckled.
“I could ask you the same question.” He was right. She should have been asleep hours ago. She rolled her eyes.
“I couldn’t sleep, so I decided to exercise.” She said not wanting to deal with him.
“That’s putting it lightly.” He said looking at the two destroyed bots. He walked further into the room. He was wearing pajama pants and a gray t-shirt. His black hair slightly messy.
“Whatever. Why are you here?” She asked picking up her weapons off the floor.
“well just like you I couldn’t sleep. So I went for a walk and I noticed the light in here was on and I came in.”
“were you watching me, how long were you standing there?” She asked suddenly feeling embarrassed. Her cheeks flushed.
“A few minutes before you destroyed these two.” He said pointing to the bots. “I must say your much stronger than I thought. You might actually be useful to the team.” He said trying to get under her skin. It was working.
“Yeah well at least I’m not just some dumb magician.” Crimsons anger was slowly coming back. She knew the magician comment would bug Loki because she had witnessed Tony calling him that and Loki getting pissed.
success.
“Shut up, you’re just a child. Your fighting skills are no match for a god like me.” Crimson scoffed.
“Oh yeah prove it.” She said gripping her staff tighter.
“Ha. Fine ive been needing a challenge, but you’ll have to do I guess.” He said sarcastically, conjuring up a staff of his own. She got into her fighting stance, he did the same.
Loki was the first to strike, going for her left side. She blocked it. Trying to land a shot was difficult. He really was a good fighter. It went on like this for a minute, till they backed up to take a few breaths.
“this is just too easy.” Loki smiled smugly at her. His eyes saying I’m better then you. Out of rage, crimson struck back catching Loki off guard. It wasn’t fast enough though. He dodged it at the last second. They then struck at the same time, Staffs pushed against each other, crisscrossed. Their faces inches apart. Her arms started to shake under Loki’s weight.
“What’s the matter little girl, tired? You haven’t even hit me once.” He said with an evil smile, trying to get under her skin. The constant jabs partnered with the fact that she wasn’t in a good mood to begin with, was making her anger grow.
“I don’t even know why Stark bothers with you. You’ll never measure up.” That was the last straw. She saw red and was ready to kill. She exploded with hit after hit. Loki, surprised by the sudden attack, was doing his best to try and keep up but Crimson was faster. He had no idea this would happen. She took her staff in one hand and the other went for her chain, doing the same move she had done to the robot before, knocking Loki down.
Loki looked up and his eyes went wide. Crimson was standing over him about to bash his face in. Her eyes filled with rage. She held her staff above her head, her hands gripping it till her knuckles were white. She wanted to hit him so bad. Loki actually felt afraid.
“H-hang on.” He said holding his hands up in surrender, starting to get up.
“SHUT UP!” she put her foot on his chest forcing him back down. Her staff high above her head. Was she really going to hurt him? That’s when her anger turned back into sadness. (always at the worst time) Tears started to well up in her eyes.
“FUCK!” she shouted. She threw her staff down and let out a scream just like before, letting her anger out that way instead of hurting Loki. She walked away from him, tears finally falling. She sat down facing away from him. Loki sat up and collected himself. He was honestly a little shaken up He looked over at her.
“I think I went too far.” he said to himself. He got up and walked over to her and sat down. He said nothing at first, not really sure what to say.
“did uhh the scream make you feel better?” crimson said nothing.
“I’m sorry, I crossed the line. I really didn’t mean it.” Loki said sincerely. Crimson wiped her eyes.
“It’s ok. Your stupid comments don’t usually get to me. I’ve just had a lot on my mind lately.” she said admittedly.
“Do you want to talk about it?”
She sighed.  She really didn’t want to talk, but relented.
“I’m just homesick. I haven’t seen my family and friends in two months and I just miss them. Especially my best friend, And I don’t want to complain to Tony because I know this is a great opportunity and I’ll just seem like some dumb kid who can’t handle it. Sometimes I feel like I’m not as good as everyone else and I shouldn’t be here.” Crimson felt a little bit better but it wasn’t much.
Loki felt bad. He knew that feeling of “I’ll never be good enough” all too well. What with the years he spent trying to measure up to Thor, just to get his father’s approval.  He also knew what it felt like to be alone. He finally spoke.
“I know what it feels like to be lonely, missing the people you care about. Feeling like you can never measure up to them” He thought about all those years he spent trying to be better than Thor and trying to get his father’s approval. He then thought about when he was exiled from asgard. He had started to miss his mother and brother. Though he hid it well he really did care about Thor. He looked over at her to see if she was feeling better. He really saw her face for the first time. Her skin was pale like his. She had a scare on her right cheek she was trying to hide with makeup. Her eyes were light brown and she had a few freckles. He never noticed how cute she was. (for a midguard)
“You know if it makes you feel any better Your actually really good.” She looked over at him. He nodded. “I was really impressed. I underestimated you.” She smiled a little. Tears no longer falling but her cheeks were still red.
“You’re really good with that chain of yours to, I really wasn’t expecting it.” He said with a small laugh. “And don’t worry, you’re doing great here.”
“Thanks.” She said feeling better. “I’m sorry if I scared you back there.” Loki laughed
“Ha, darling you didn’t scare me. I was just surprised. If anything, I let you win.” He lied though his teeth. Making her laugh in return.
“Sure. That’s what happened.” crimsons smile grew wider. He was totally lying. She really could have hurt him if she hadn’t stopped
“What, you don’t believe me? Fine let’s go again.” He said getting up
“OK fine, I don’t mind kicking your butt again.” She said getting ready for round two. Loki rolled his eyes
“like I said, you surprised me and I let you win, you won’t be that lucky this time darling.” He said getting ready as well.
This fight was different. Crimson was more relaxed and was having fun. She moved around more and her body was loose. After a few back and forth hits Loki spoke
“you know you’re never going to win.” He said playing around with her. “maybe you should just quite now whi-” As Loki spoke Crimson managed to get him into a head lock and covered his mouth with her hand.
“You talk too much.” All of a sudden she felt his slimy tongue on her hand. “EEEWWW!” She dropped Loki and vigorously wiped her hand. Loki laid on the floor Laughing.
“Ahaha, Thor used to do that to me all the time.” He looked at her getting his spit off her hand and laughed again. “Haha you’re such a girl.”
“Oh you did not just call me a girl.” She said with a hint of mischief in her voice. “you’re in for it now.” Was he really still making fun of her? Oh he was going to get it and she knew exactly what to do. She saw Thor do this to Loki once and it was time to use it. In one swift motion she wrapped her legs around Loki’s legs, locking them in place. Then she grabbed his ankles and locked them in the crook of her elbow and began to scribble her fingers on his feet.
“NOHOHOHOHOHO WAHAHAHAHAIT STOHOHOHOHOHOHOP AHAHAHAHAH!” Loki’s laugh was a surprise to Crimson. It was surprisingly high for how low his voice was. It was cute.
“Aww what’s the matter, god of mischief can’t take getting tickled.” She teased. This was way more fun than actually training. She notices his skin was really pale, almost as pale as hers. He tried to grab at her to make her stop but the way she had herself positioned made it impossible for him to grab at her, plus the tickles were too much. Her skilled fingers tickled up and down his soul, driving him into hysterics’.
“LEHEHEHET GO OF MEHEHEHE AHAHAHAHAHA STOHOHOHOHOP!” Loki screamed with laughter as her fingers centered on the balls of his feet. This was just mean. His feet were one of his worst spots. And she was tickling him to tears. The teasing didn’t help either. She had a death grip on his legs. He tried desperately to get away. But it was no use.
“Hey Loki what’s so funny.” She teased. His cheeks flushed. She was enjoying this.
“STOHOHOHOHOHOP IHIHIHIHIT!” This was pure torture. He thrashed around wildly. Her nails being just sharp enough for this to tickle really bad.
 “Hey Loki what would happen if I tickled you here?” That’s when her fingers wiggled their way to his toes. Scratching the soft skin underneath. That was it. He couldn’t take it anymore.
“AHAHAHAHAHAHAH NOHOHOHOHO NOT THERE! STOHOHOHOHOHOHOP I YEILD I YEHEHEHEHEHELD! Loki screamed wanting desperately for the sensation to stop.
Oh my god, was he giving up? This was too good. She felt merciful and decided to stop. Her hands slowed to a stop as did his laughter. She got up giggling, it was to funny.
“Ahaha that was fun. I usually don’t ever win a tickle fight.” she said feeling triumphant. Loki on the other hand was pissed. Not angry pissed, but playful pissed. If she thought, she could tickle the great Loki and get away with it then she was sorely mistaken. It was time…… for revenge. He kicked her legs out from under her, causing her to land on the floor. Before she could react he was on top of her straddling her hips. His mischievous smile was back.
“It was foolish of you to think you could tickle me and get away without any repercussions.”
“W-wait Loki no I-I’m sorry.” She stuttered. Realizing that this wasn’t going to end well.
“Oh talking won’t help you now Darling.” He quickly put her in the same hold she had him in. The only difference was he was taller and stronger so he had a better grip on her. He grabbed both of her ankles in one hand and tickled her feet all over. She burst out with laughter. His nimble fingers made their way to her toes and he was surprised her reaction was about the same as his.
“AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH NOHOHOHOHOHOHO STOHOHOHOHOHOP” She screamed. He couldn’t help but laugh along with her. Her laugh was light and cute.
“Oh I don’t think so. It’s my turn.” He knew exactly what to do, being in a dozen tickle fights with Thor. Loki looked at her. she was trying so hard to get away. It made him smile. Making him want to tickle her more.
“What if I touch you here?” One of his hands ventured up to her thigh. That’s when her eyes went wide. It was her death spot. No way was he going to tickle her worst spot on the first go around. It was so unfair.  With all the strength she had left she broke out of his grip and pushed him off. Loki laid on the floor laughing.
“ohohoh did I find a bad spot?” he said laughing with full intent on getting that spot again. Crimson quickly got up and ran for the elevator door, trying to escape the evil tickle God. Loki sat up as the elevator doors opened.
“Boy am I glad that came fast.” She thought to herself.
“Oh you think running away will save. I’m going to find you.” He said with an evil grin. She was still giggling. Half from the ghost tickles still on her feet and half at how much fun she was having. The door closed and she pressed the 14th floor. That floor had the kitchen, a living room, and four bed rooms. One of which was hers. The rest belonged to Thor, Loki, and Bucky. As the elevator went up she was finally able to catch her breath. The laughter finally gone but her smile staying. This little cat and mouse game they were playing was fun. It reminded her of her brothers. How they would play silly games like this.
As the doors opened she thought about where to hide. Not in the bedrooms it would take to long for Loki to find her. Sure she could lock herself in her room but where’s the fun in that. So she settled on ducking down by the cabinets that faced away from the elevator doors.  Her smile was wide, she felt like she was a little kid again. She waited for about 5 minutes when she heard the elevator coming back up. She was ready.
Ding
The doors open. Loki walked into the dark living room. The only light was the muted TV, playing the news.
“where are you?” His voice was calm. It almost sang out through the room… that was a bad sigh.
“I’m going to find you.” He paused looking around the room. “I know you’re here.” he said evilly. Like Crimson, he was having fun to. Normally he would be on the receiving end.  This was way more fun.
Crimson was trying to stay quiet but the anticipation of being found was maddening. She felt like Lex and Tim from Jurassic park. When they were hiding from the velociraptors in the kitchen. She peeked around the corner to see if she could see him. He was heading to the bedrooms. This was perfect, she could quietly make her way back to the training room and get her stuff.
“I have to get my phone.” She thought to herself. She slowly got up with Loki still in her sight. She took a step to the elevator when two arms wrapped around her causing her to scream in surprise.
“And where do you think you’re going?” Her eyes widened. It was Loki, but how? She looked back at where she saw Loki, but when she saw him he quickly vanished. Damn it, he used his duplication casting. She tried to get out of his grip, squirming like crazy but he wasn’t having it.
“Oh no, you’re not getting away that easy.” He said picking her up and bringing her to the couch. He threw her down and before she could move he was right back on top of her. Straddling her hips and pinning her hands under his knees.
“W-wait Loki please don’t.” She pleaded, a nervous smile on her face.
“Wait, Wait for what? I have you here, you can’t get away, and no one is here to help you.” He said evilly. She started to feel a bit scared, he was right. She was totally at his mercy, but the feeling of terror was soon replaced with the feeling of fingers climbing up her sides, then going towards her stomach. Loki had snuck his hands under her shirt, feeling her soft skin underneath. Her eyes squeezed shut as a stream of giggles poured out.
“AHAHAHAHAHAHAH LOKI STOHOHOHOHOP!” She cried Loki’s fingers made their way to her stomach making her laugh go a bit higher. Loki ignored her pleas.
“Oh I see you’ve found out what was so funny.” He said as one of his fingers dipped into her belly button, making her thrash even more.
“LOHOHOHOHOKI NOHOHOHOHO NOT THREHEHEHER!” She laughed. His fingers sent shock waves throughout her body. But that wasn’t why she wanted him to stop.
“What do you mean not hear? Is there a spot you don’t want me to find?” He asked trying to keep his own laughter contained while still trying to be menacing. Which was hard considering he had a smile plastered on his face. “Let’s get this out of the way” he said moving her tank top up a bit.
When he saw her stomach though, his fingers stopped and his smile faded. Crimsons stomach was covered in scare. Mostly stab and bullet wounds.  It made him sad to see someone so young go through so much pain. He had seen the few scars on her arms before but this was different, there were so many. As crimson caught her breath and her laughter slowly stopped she looked at Loki. She was still smiling from her tickle attack when she finally spoke.
“The scars don’t go away.” She said breaking the silence. Crimson had years to get used to them. they didn’t bother her anymore but she still felt uncomfortable when peopled stared so she kept them hidden most of the time. Loki stayed silent. After a moment though his expression turned curious and his head tilted to the side. Then he took his finger and started to trace her scars, Crimson, surprised by the sudden touch, tried to keep the laughter in but failed. As Loki heard the beautiful sound of her laughter again, his smile quickly returned.
“LOKI STOHOHOHOP THIS ISN’T FAHAHAHAHAHAIR!” His feather light touches were torture.
“Stop talking, I’m drawing a picture.” He said circling his finger around one of the bullet wounds. Making her body tremble.
“I’M NOHOHOHOHOT PAPER! STOHOHOHOHOHOP! She cried. Loki laughed at her comment, glad she was playing along with this silly game, but feeling she had had enough, he decided to try one last thing.
“You know how about we try one last spot.” He said looking at her mischievously and setting a hand on her inner thigh. Giving it a good squeeze. Once again Crimsons eyes went wide as she felt the tickle shock go through her whole body. Before he could do anything else, she gathered her last bit of strength and bucked him off of her, sending him to the floor. She couldn’t stand being tickled there. If Loki had managed to tickle her there, she probably would have punched him out of reflex. As soon as he was off of her, she culled up and wrapped her arms around her stomach, trying to protect herself from anymore tickles. She looked down at Loki who was on the floor laughing
“hihihih guess thahat really is a bad spot.” He said getting back up on the couch. he would have to try that spot another time “Are you ok?” he asked crimson as her breathing returned to normal.
“You’re such a jerk.” Crimson said sitting up.
“You deserved it.” He said watching her fix her messy hair. He was silent for a moment then spoke “Hey can I ask you something?”
“sure”
“What did you mean when you said you don’t normally win these?” that comment stuck with him for some reason.
“oh well I have two older brothers who normally gang up on me.” Loki looked surprised
“Wow, Two, and I thought I had it bad. I can’t imagine what it would be like if I had to deal with two Thors.” Loki said making crimson laugh.
They spent the next few hours just talking and getting to know each other till they fell asleep. Loki woke up and brought Crimson to her room and then went to sleep
THE NEXT MORNING
Loki walked into the kitchen to find Tony, Natasha, Clint, and Bruce in the kitchen. He grabbed an orange and was about to leave when he heard tony start to complain.
“I can’t believe Crimsons not up yet. I told her we had important stuff to do today.” Tony said slightly annoyed. Loki having just spent the night learning about Crimsons life and remembering how much she wanted to be with her friends last night, jumped to defend her. He raised his voice.
“Cut her some slack. She’s doing her best to become just as strong as us. I think you can let her sleep an extra five minutes.” He said walking out. Everyone was shocked and silent. Shocked that loki said that. Clint broke the silence.
“I don’t think any of us expected him to say that.”
The end.
Notes: sorry it was so long but I hope you enjoyed it. I hope one day I can make my marvel character real. I always applicate criticism.
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anomalocrisis · 1 year
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Hey. You. I want to know about your characters please? 🥺
I--,, Ok i dont know on which one to start,, so i'll do like quick bios and shit with pics of my boys (lies)
I just want to say these dudes are from waaayy back to when i was 12, and im still building on them, so,,
First ONE!, my sweet little angel,, FL-11X Aka. Felix!
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This poor motherfucker used to be a basic af model mainly used for costumer service, he was being deployed as a receptionist for the main building for his creator company, until The Incident happened, the day he lost all his limbs and a big chuck of memory.
He was thrown in the trash, deemed as unusable and nothing more than scrap, until an old lady found him still barely functioning, she took him with her and took him to her local repair shop and the mechanic did what she could to save him, his limbs were replaced with obviously lower quality ones and they don't match well with what remained from his old frame but they work! (kind of)
When i say that the lady took him with her, i really meant it. FL-11X became like,, his adopted grandchild, not son, grandchild. Once FL-11X was repaired, he had nowhere to go, so the lady just let him stay with her, after a while she did the needed paperwork so FL-11X, now called "Felix", could legally live with her as her "caregiver", you know, since old age, just so they hadn't to take him away.
She really spoils him, she lets Felix try anything that catches his eyes optics? sensors?
The Next one is my literally sweet boy man, Sayvius!!
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This man has nothing to do with Felix! This man is made of honey and he fucking hates humans!
A literal living Mellified Man, yes he's based on Lemon demon Sweet Bod if you want.
This motherfucker, man. I love him. He has like 3 jobs, dude. he barely has money despite of that, he lives in a fucking abandoned house that he acclimated.
I don't know what to tell you bc i ABSOLUTELY LOVE EVERYTHING I MADE UP ABOUT HIM, His limbs produce healing honey (he sells it), he's practically a dead person, but not really? He needs to constantly eat meat so the honey he produces doesn't consume his body, He's a waiter in the local Tavern on the only-monsters commune where he lives, His Mom (who i also adore) is a human-fucker, making his dad a human DESPITE he hating humans.
I JUST-- AAAAAAAAAAAA
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[OLD AF DRAWING] SLITES!! a local fisherman that has a broken dream about being a pirate... so he buys in the aesthetic! also he's one of, if not THE BEST FRIEND of Sayvius.
He's really a fish aficionado, so he fishes and cooks them and he sells the fish raw or cooked. mf goes to the beach and then comes back to tell Sayvius about his new fish findings and asks him if he can use the kitchen to cut them open and cook them and then slap Sayvius hand when he wants to taste the fish raw.
He also carries super sharp knives with him everywhere he goes.
Slites is way more chill about humans than Sayvius and he usually tells him to relax about them, since his brother, Kridate, lives in the city and he constantly goes to visit him. He also gets annoyed when people confuse him with vampires bc he isn't one, or so he claims.
Either way, these two love to sit in the "porch" and talk bad about life.
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Now, My boy Glyzer!! He has nothing to do with the prior ones!
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He was supposed to be the heir to the throne for his planet, but he said "haha nope" and ran away! now he's wanders through the cosmos and he's a proud single father of a kid who saw alone and that wanted to join him in his adventure.
Glyzer is quite a mf, since he's kinda used to a life of luxury, but that doesn't stop him from wanting to learn how to do stuff, he's also quite stupid and doesn't know how to manage money (he tries)
The kid in question
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Vip, They used to live with his uncle and aunt who treated they more as a tool than a person, They encountered Glyzer one day in the market and practically became his guide for his whole stay, one day Glyzer saw how their family treated them and decided to stand up for them, and then they pulled an "Adopt me, Miss Honey! You can adopt me!"
Glyzer was reluctant but in the end Vip joined his journey with no destination.
Vip is cute, and they know that, so despite looking clueless most of the time, they're really smart, so Glyzer and them use eachother for getting free stuff once they end up with no money and have to look for a temporary job.
Another one, Kamaleon!
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Tokusatsu inspired as you can see. he's a robot made from scratch by a dude, who then, with his roomie teach him how to function.
He usually goes out and does the functions a local hero would do, people think he's a human in a suit instead of a robot, so they roll with it.
When he interacts with people for almost anything he gets a little stiffy and doesn't know how to move or what to say. He has also stopped some robbery attempts totally accident, gaining some following online and shit.
Kamaleon's "Team" also got into making stage shows because, why the fuck not, so they have this whole thing where Liam, the roomie was the og villain for him, but then he became a sidekick to Kamaleon when someone else started to show up to the stage shows as a bigger villain to be defeated. the fun thing is that no one knows who that guys is but they keep showing up at shows and making tweets about how "evil" they are and how are going to defeat kamaleon and challenging him, and the kids love it, so yay!!
also, since Kamaleon is a robot i can retcon him to Felix story and i can make him a Kamaleon fan, big win for me.
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anonyb0b · 4 months
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It's just a funny idea but I do imagine in the found family AU when Todd and Tomo realize that they're getting too attached to Henry and Rylee after they start actually really enjoying their company or Todd or Tomo treated them like they were family without them realizing and they panic because now they kind of don't want them to go home but they have to because they have lives back there and it's just aaaaaaaaaaaa-
yeah they would certainly struggle with that sjssn
#au
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dirtfacedgospel · 5 months
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sometimes. sometimes i go absolutely feral about jackson oz. jackson oz who neither wanted nor deserved anything that happened to him. a perpetual phoenix dragging himself out the ashes whether he wanted to or not because people needed him. a boy so scared of his father he begged his mother to run, who rebuilt his life a world away from the one he knew. a boy who grew into a man and got married only to have his wife and infant son die horrifically before he was even twenty years old. a man whose father, just when they'd begun to reconcile, killed himself and ruined any chance of him having a professional career in one swoop. a man who got dragged into a futile attempt to save the world all because he had to save his brother. a man who held the woman he loved in his arms as she died and then was forced to kill his mother just days later, all while his body tore itself apart thanks to his very dna. who was forced to make an impossible decision and let one of his best friends die to protect that friend's daughter. who was cast out of society entirely thanks to the betrayal of another friend and was branded the man who broke the entire fucking planet because of his father's actions instead of his own. who found out in the most horrific way possible that his child had not been killed after all but instead taken from his dead wife's arms and raised to hate him. a man who just wanted a quiet life with his family and had it ripped away from him again and again and again.
i just. aaaaaaaaaaaa.
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