#aaaaaaaaaaa i want this

[mxcrayon]

losing my actual mind rn

i had this interaction in the dropout discord (i am the first and third person). short. simple. i only got the first year bc of a discount + a gift card i had, so i was planning on using this person's suggestion.

then, i got this.

oh my god!! how nice!! how sweet!!! how thoughtful!! i gave them my email and they sent over a subscription, i thanked them profusely. i was very grateful, very touched.

hours and hours later i was still thinking about it and i recalled how, in the email id gotten about it, it said "tao yang sent you a subscription" and id seen that and thought "oh haha like the tao yang" and then moved on

but now, thinking back, i was like.... theres no way, so i googled tao yang.

......

TAO YANG BOUGHT ME A FUCKING ANNUAL DROPOUT SUBSCRIPTION

#tao yang #dropout #dropout.tv #dimension 20 #AAAAAAAAAAA #losing my literal actual mind #i think hes so funny #i was already rly grateful and touched and now im just like flustered and starstruck #this is quite literally the most celebrity interaction ive ever had in my life #and i didnt even realize while it was happening #now i want to message him again but i feel like thatd be weird #sam responded to my question once and i still think about it now months latwr #bc THAT had been the most direct celebrity intersection id had #and this was like six levels above that #crazy world we live in #anyway. i have dropout again!!!! yippee!!!!

[abrielarnold]

very VERY fond of the parallels between these scenes in trimax and tristamp. meryl and vash make me insane.

#please. i need to know what their designs are going to be in the next season. aaaaaaaaaaa. #trigun #tristamp #trimax #vash the stampede #meryl stryfe #i love all the plant designs #i want to draw them all #losing my mind #trigun spoilers #abrielart

[silentgrim]

#AAAAAAAAAAA #SAVE US PLS #ON MY HANDS AND KNEES MY GOOD SIR #PLEASE #sincerely #i hope everything works out #or i’ll cry #i’ll sob and walk mindlessly thru the streets #crossing fingers 🤞🤞🤞🤞 #i want the add makeup to every outfit #let’s hold hands and chant fam #🫴 #chatter

[inkedberries]

the passion and love for this series..... imma cry

read more here: https://www.japanaradio.com/node/98

text under read more

How much involvement did Nightow-sensei have in the production of the show? You mentioned in your panel earlier that he just gave a green light and said to just have fun. Can you elaborate further?

K: It started with Nightow-sensei, myself, the director Muto, and also producer Takei. So four people altogether, just talking to each other for quite a long time. We heard from Nightow-sensei about what kind of a person he is, what he was thinking about when he was creating Trigun, and what he wanted to cover in that story. And that's where we started. Building on that, we moved on to the concept stage. We had two main staff members working on that.

We had Kouji Tajima, who worked on the concept art, and Takehiko Oshiki, who worked on the setup, writing the text that would describe the overall concepts of the world. Oshiki-san is a huge Trigun fan, a fan of the original anime and the manga. And so, he gathered together for us a bunch of design documents, set up documents, describing the themes that were covered in the original manga, and also the themes that were hinted at, but not really ever explored. Then, based on the text that he had pulled together and written for us, Tajima-san started creating concept art. His goal was to create concept art that would show the overall feel of this world and help us with world building, to envision what kind of a world the planet is, and he took over a year working on all the concept art.

During all of these conceptual design parts, we were continually checking in with Nightow-sensei. So, even before the usual pre-production process, we're showing him the setup text and the concept art, and he gave the okay to all of that. After being deeply involved in the concept design, he told us, "Everything, from here on out, the scripts, the character designs and so forth, the regular stuff of pre-production, you can do as you wish. That's because I'm confident now that you fully understand where you're going with this, and I've signed off on all the pre-pre-production concept designs that you've done."

It's not like he gave us completely free rein to do whatever we wanted. However, because we had actually that much deep, intense collaboration at the very start, he thought that we knew where we were going with this, and he's also good with where we chose to take this.

M: Usually, when you're adapting a book, a manga, to anime, you'd just be facing the book itself. But, in my case, I really wanted to face the person who created it first.

#FIVE LITERAL YEARS............... #I CANT BELIEVE IM GONNA SUBSCRIBE TO CRUNCHYROLL I WANT TO SUPPORT STUDIO ORANGE'S TRIGUN STAMPEDE FOR SEASON 2 #and they also said that they do the music FIRST and then the imagery follows the music and im like..... #i've only watched three documentaries and video essays regarding to music in making series or movies #and im half confident that this is an uncommon practice in other series or shows #no wonder episode 12 was LIKE THAT #AAAAAAAAAAA I LOVE TRISTAMP SO MUCH #trigun #trigun stampede

[pup-pee]

hands u old birdflash drawing

u just know wally is making dick take a break or hes throwing the laptop out the window w/no remorse

transcription;

wally; hey babe! im back & can totally tell uve been working all day even though i told u 2 sleep,

so i got u ur favorite coffee(pure sugar) & ur gonna cuddle w/me on the couch while i tell u how susan from work taught me color theory & i realized i may b a lil color blind lol

((also yes the cup says 'dont b a richard' its a cup i keep drawing dick w/even though its bland))

#yeah i still havent drawn much im brrrrrrrrrrrrrrr #havent drawn much i want 2 post* i mean LOLDSKAL AAAAAAAAAAA #screams demonic screaming #btw; wally=dogboy=sees like a dog does #ty 4 coming 2 my tedtalk #y do i draw dick getting his cheeks pinched sm?? anywho #birdflash #wally west #dick grayson #dc #puppee art

[sadkois]

HAPPY NEW YEAR! HAVE SOME NISHIKI!! so @mendipite got me thinkin about this new year design bein a possible post-kiwami nishiki and i can’t stop thinkin about it man...

#akira nishikiyama #ryu ga gotoku #yakuza #kiryu kazuma #POSTS THIS AND EXPLODES #GOD. #i know i havent posted it here but my attempt at designin a post kiwami had the exact same hair style asgdhjk #which is technically just his y0 n kiwami hairstyles in one bUT STILL #SHHHHHH #also im too tired to attempt soemthin for the backgroundasdghjfk #this took me too long i have been starin at it too long #koidraws #ITS TECHNICALLY STILL NEW YEAR AAAAAAAAAAA #i miss nishiki i want him back comeback come ba c k #PS. SECOND THING IS BASED ON THAT ONE PART FROM THE HOTDOG MAGAZINE ASGHDJK #NEW YEARS NISHIKI #kiryu

[qrichas]

thinking abt the happy pills arc again but mostly importantly at how many references of brazilian history was there during forevers lives specially the music... like the clothes ccforever was using the video of rio in the 50s the references to vargas era and bossa nova. i saw an artist making an animatic of him using "construção" by chico buarque which is one of my fav songs from the anti ditactorship era along with "panis et circenses" and my brain got rewired as well. gosh it was soooooo so good and so well done you can even make a video essay about it ccforever rlly poped off with that i never felt so hyped with an arc bc im an history nerd AND seeing brazilian history implemented on a multilingual server was just *chefs kiss*

#qsmp #sorry i was watching a video abt the tropicalia and bossa nova movement and i was like “man... revisited these recently bc of forever....” #and i just started missing this arc #i mean im always missing it everyday but today it got me even more #i rlly want someone whos smarter than me to write an essay abt this so people can fully understand the scope of how fucking cool was that #EVEN HIS HAPPY GO LUCKY PERSONALITY HAS PARALLELS WITH THINGS FROM THE DITACTORISHIP ERA ALL THESE REFERENCES COMES FROM. ITS SO SMART #AAAAAAAAAAA #me.txt

[crystalflygeo]

Safeword. ft Zhongli + fem!reader

cw/tags: a bit of anxiety/panic attack, bit of dirty talk but it's all praise, bit of nipple play and fingering, safeword use, bondage (tied arms, blindfold) hurt/comfort, aftercare, just reader in general dealing with negative feelings but being comforted PLEASE BE WARNED IF THIS MAKES YOU UNCOMFORTABLE. READ THE TAGS.

notes: I literally just woke up and wrote this in a rush in my phone lmao what. Listen my mood jumps between depressed and horny and I've always loved safeword use and aftercare done right, it is very important and intimate. Also who doesn't want Zhongli softly soothing and kissing them? I almost made this gender neutral reader but I ended up being self indulgent so sorry.

Everything felt hot, too hot, but not in a good way. It was... sticky, ah, uncomfortable.

You squirm a little, shifting on your legs until you feel Zhongli's hands slowly caress your skin, making you shiver. His breath fans your neck "Good girl.” He mumbles at your shoulder, and kisses there.

Yes, this was fine. This is what you wanted, to just let go and release that pent up energy.

Right?

"Hmm... you've been so stressed lately, darling, haven't you?" His strong hands start massaging and kneading at your shoulders and you groan, it feels pretty good.

Until one of his palms lowers to your chest and starts playing with one of your nipples and you hiss. It hardens under his attention, sure, but feels... odd, it kind of hurts.

You shift again awkwardly, and the rope holding your wrists together digs into your skin.

You don't know what's wrong but something is. You don't feel the same lightheadedness as usual, in fact you're hyperaware, parted lips panting but the pressure is not on your lower belly, it’s at your chest instead. It feels cold, empty, oppressive.

Your hands clench into fists and you whimper.

Zhongli kisses around your chest down to your navel and that feels good too, tender, loving. His voice soothes you, even though you feel oddly disconnected.

"You look so beautiful my dear, laid out like this."

Did you really? The anxiety starts gnawing at you, body tense. Your mind is far away, going over some dumb mistake you made some days ago, some stupid thing you said last week...

You've been so frustrated lately, feeling sad, and angry, and disappointed and-

Zhongli's thumb circles over your clit and you gasp and keen, hips jerking on reflex.

Oh. That felt good, but-

But then why did you feel so wrong?

"Z-Zhongli." You hiccup. Voice wobbly, you feel your eyes start to water. What is wrong with you? You're suffocating. Choked up. Sweaty and awkward and-

His fingers dip inside you and you clench on them, crying out.

"Fuck... Y/N you're so tight." He rasps.

It's too much, you can't, you can't-

"Hng r-red. Red!"

In an instant you feel the mattress dip and shift with his weight as Zhongli quickly takes off your blindfold, and just like that the damn breaks. You start crying and hyperventilating as he curses and immediately frees your hands.

"Y/N, my love, are you alright? I'm so sorry." He starts, and though his voice is leveled as ever you can feel the slight stutter of panic. "It's alright, everything is okay, I'm sorry."

You shake your head, crying into your hands, you want to tell him it's not him. It's never him. But words fail you, you breath stutters.

You know he won't touch you without explicit permission, so you lean into him, your smaller frame trembling as you press closer to his chest. You need this. You need him.

"May I embrace you darling?" You nod frantically and feel his arms curl around you just so slightly, as to not make you feel trapped. One of his hands sweeps your hair over your shoulder and starts rubbing circles on your back, soft. "Is this alright?" He asks.

You nod and try to find your voice again "S-sorry. Sorry... don't k-know... wh-what's wrong."

Zhongli shushes you gently. "Please my love breathe, focus on calming down, slowly. It's ok. Just breathe. I'm so glad you used your safeword. You did well."

You placed a hand at your chest feeling your fast paced heartbeat and trying to calm down a little, regulating your breathing, leaning onto his comfortable touch and words.

You made Zhongli worry, you panicked out of nowhere and still don't know why, you feel dumb, needy, annoying. "S-sorry I'm-" You sob. "Don't know what's wrong...” You repeat unable to find words to express that creeping cold numb feeling that took hold you. “Please d-don't be upset." You add quietly.

You hear him sigh, his hand never stopping tracing soft shapes on your skin. "May I kiss you?" He asked instead and you gave a weak nod. Zhongli planted a soft kiss on your hair, on your forehead. "My dear, I would never be upset. I love you. I'd never wish to make you uncomfortable, I'm sorry I didn't notice in time." Zhongli sighs again, heavy. "But right now, I need you to calm down, you don't have to explain or apologize at all, what matters is that you're safe, and I'm here for you for anything you need."

Your eyes flutter close and minutes pass by while he holds you, whispering sweet nothings, your breathing calming down to a steady rhythm. You place a small fleeting kiss against his shoulder and he replied by nuzzling at the top of your head. After a while, you shift and look up at him, red puffy eyes staring at his beautiful cor lapis ones.

"Better?" He asks, swiping his thumb over your cheek tenderly. You nod. "Would you like to eat something? Or I can prepare a bath for you?"

Oh he's so doting, your heart flutters. "Zhongli I'm- I'm sorry I didn't want to make you worry." You can see he's holding back from objecting again but lets you continue. "It's just... I've been so stressed lately and I thought, if we... played... I could let out all that. I-It did feel good! But then it was just... too much. I don't know." You avert your gaze. “It wasn’t you I promise, I just got overwhelmed and everything felt… wrong.”

Zhongli caresses your cheek with his knuckles softly "As I said, you have nothing to apologize for dear, and I'm glad you spoke up. I'd be happy to offer you whatever support you want and take care of you. You're beautiful, hardworking, strong, kind, and I love you."

You feel your cheeks heat slightly and let out a small smile. You're truly literally blessed to have him. "C-Can I... take you up on that bath offer?"

He chuckles, and it's so refreshing. "Of course." He kisses you again and you nuzzle into his touch this time.

"I love you too, Zhongli. Thank you."

#genshin smut #zhongli smut #zhongli x reader #zhongli x you #genshin x reader #genshin x you #genshin impact smut #genshin impact imagines #genshin imagines #crys writes #fem reader #please I don't know if I can/should tag this as anxiety or panic or what those terms are lost to me #I've had those feelings and symptoms I just don't know what to call them and don't want to be wrong #man how I wish I had someone to shush and care for me during those times//hit #like you just crave some affection and intimacy you know? #also Zhongli would be the absolute best at caring for his partner's boundaries fight me #man is the god of *contracts* #and he's so kind and tender and aaaaaaaaaaa

[jojo-rolo]

Just a moment of softness in the apocalypse

It’s already been 6 months since I’ve actively been drawing for Rise, so I wanted to commemorate it with a redraw/continuation of THIS piece I’ve drawn back in October! Lineart under the cut!

#rottmnt #my art #rottmnt raphael #rottmnt casey #rottmnt casey jr #future timeline baby! #I've grown so much as an artist in just 6 months it's insane #raph x casey #raphcass #I'm just so soft about them still!!!! #i want so much raph cass content #like you can't believe how much I want Cass to chase around Raph like in #how to make enemies and bend people to your will #AAAAAAAAAAA #jojo-rolo

[seagull-scribbles]

☔️ It’s time to loose your self loathing, excuse yourself, let hope in ♥️

#hazbin hotel #angel dust #husk #huskerdust #loser baby #okay so when this episode came out it was all over my tumblr so I lists it and it’s such an ear worm #so last Sunday I decided to watch the show while I was drawing so I could get connect for this song aaannddd #new hyperfixation unlocked yikes #sorry to commission people I took 5 days from drawing cause after work I was just day dreaming and fighting the itch to draw husk #so I caved and did this #my friend wants to watch the show so we’re going to watch it together and I wanted to post something to be like AAAAAAAAAAA IM EXCITED #okay I’ll calm down #I love Husk btw #he’s grumpy with an attitude which I love #and he has a playing card theme which is also like something I always fall for #the old showman aesthetic #and birb aaaaaa #okay I’ll behave #enjoy #I tied to include a transparent version but tumblr can’t handle it #also I know everyone has redrawn this but idc I tried making it my own a bit and I’m happy bite me #Spotify #i spent over an hour on husks wings and then shaded them out dont look at me im a fool 🙈

[biropen]

As your friendly neighbourhood Oscar girlie I thought I would bring out minds back to this masterpiece

It’s been six days since and this video has been playing on loop in my brain ever since.

#HIS LONG HAIR #THE FLOP OF IT #I can’t #I’m dead #aaaaaaaaaaaa #rahhhhhh #aaaaaaaaaaa #i want him #op81 #f1 #mclaren #oscar piastri my beloved #oscar piastri #oscar pastry #long hair oscar agenda #long hair oscar fans just keep winning #we always win

[autisticlalna]

i'm having bad dreams, and nothing you can do will keep the bad things away from me until i fall asleep, bad dreams! despite your good intentions, that girl is like an architect--

#leo.txt #leo.png #twitch smp #vikingpilot #rubyco #I DID IT. I FINISHED THE WIP #AAAAAAAAAAA #this is not entirely what i was wanting to do but im tired and need to go to bed #(originally ruby was going to be properly colored and only viking would be in silhouette) #still happy with it though #tsmp #bell noises! #this image id kinda sucks but im strugglin a bit #clock noises!

[leopardom]

genuinely struggling to feel any excitement about the jo gigs i’m attending thanks to the insane fans who choose to queue even since midnight at the day of the gig

#idek why i thought the ee tickets would kinda solve the situation #but it only pushed people with ga to queue even more #not to talk about some people with ee who show up at fuck o clock on the queue too like hello you bought that ticket to avoid queueing for #an insane amount of hours #i don’t talk about the people with ee who show up in the morning i mean everyone who may be arriving before 8am like huh? #and like i have ee for Milan but now i’m scared #it’s not even about getting barricade i’ve dealt with the idea i’ll never have barricade at a jo gig and i don’t care #but this is stressful af yk #sorry i’m just very frustrated and want to rant but i also feel like i have no right to rant or what and AAAAAAAAAAA #this is emma speaking

[atsukunaritai]

ワンルームエンジェル　第１・２話　　　　　 　　　one room angel - ep. 1&2

#just started watching this so i'm mad i juuust missed ep2 release on tver and now can't find a quality source for it sorry for this trash #a harada manga getting a live action... who would've ever thought. luckily i don't remember what happens in this one so it's a surprise #at least i feel like i remember this one being way less f'd up than the others so it's prob a good one to do a live action on haha #one room angel #jdrama #i'm happy i don't really remember what happens in this one but regardless it is harada so i'm guessing it won't be for everyone #but for people interested in Different stories with Different characters it's likely gonna be a refreshing one. a lot of moral greyness #this angel typing away on a smartphone and saying チン毛 like it's nothing... yeah that ep 3 reveal makes a lot of sense haha #i like how the dialogue is rly harada-esquely just Saying Shit so it's prob staying pretty close to the manga i think #honestly i just wanted to gif this mfer basically motorboating the wings hahahaa #but i don't have the ep in 1080p aaaaaaaaaaa so it looks like crap but it is what it is #mine

[nishastisowl]

Swap thing.....

"What?....you look nice!"

"this hat is filthy-"

#bill cipher #gravity falls #bill cipher and tad strange #tad strange #swap au #I know their not cannon but please let me just- #I DO WHAT I WANT! 😭 #AAAAAAAAAAA #Imagine Bill in a SHORT SKIRT #and a hockey stick than gofl

[galactikburzt]

PORTAL REVOLUTION IS IN 3 DAYS?????

I feel like i will either love him or want to punt him into the sun and i cant wait to find out

#portal #portal revolution #AAAAAAAAAAA #hope sterling is either evil or has all the mental ilnesses in the world #i want to dissect him already #oohhh god im gonna have fun analyzing all the characters thought process and dialogues once it comes out #im gonna chew him like a stim toy #edit: i just realized i spelled his name wrong #im sorry stirling