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#a sex doll - how this was actually my first 'organic' escapade since him and i in 2015. that it meant a lot to me to get to feel something
faggo-tron-prime · 3 years
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Got s stern message about overstepping etiquette making out with my ex's friend. Not because of any relation drama, but because it was an "intimate gathering of his closest friends" so it was "bad faith (translation kinda wonky..)" of me "to be making out with one of them." 🥴🙃
Pals... i feel like i failed a trial i didn't even know i was on. I reciprocated his friend's attraction and energy. It honestly would have not happened had he 1) told everyone that his ex was coming so his friend could navigate that interaction knowingly himself, and 2) let me know if people knew or not. Kinda fucked me over and fucked me up, but this is a very him thing to do. Like i know we just took up contact again, but i kinda feel like i was put in a place of "honor" being invited, but now he made it very clear that i was an outsider there, or that he at least now does not think of me as being under his wing. Shit sucks. The power dynamic here is very skewed in my eyes.
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