#a bit ago i was thinking 'maybe i'll change my icon to lavi instead of allen like i usually do'

[icharchivist]

help i’m thinking too hard about dgm again and i can’t get up this is NOT THE TIME for this

heads up i’m probably gonna change my icon back to some dgm stuff so just don’t worry too much about that i just have a lot of emotions i struggle coping with o7 have a nice day

#i thought my relapse the other day would last like. one day. #but i've been thinking about it nonstop since i'm boo ooh the fool #a bit ago i was thinking 'maybe i'll change my icon to lavi instead of allen like i usually do' #'bc while i love lavi if i think about allen for more than two minutes i remember Things that makes me want to cry' #anyway then i processed in thinking about allen for more than two minutes and it didn't go well for me #like god it's so horrible bc it's like 'man remember how dgm used to make me feel? good times' #and then i think about why that is and then it's oh nooooooo im feeling it again #anyway im thinking either allen or lavi icon or smth #if allen i already have full files of icons for him so i should be good. for lavi i'd have to make some so... maybe i'll go with allen #for headers i think i'll change it to kniroun since it's around the corner #i'm not letting dgm takes over all of my brain until kniroun is over #i hope #ichatalks about dgm #also i am THIS CLOSE to actually make a 'who would a3 cast for dgm characters' posts i'm on thin ice