#You've Enslaved Yourself To The Role Of Mother That You Don't Exist As An Individual Outside Of It

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its sad how my mom has like no hobbies and she’s losing her mind over all this meanwhile it’s like. i have so much to do that i’m overwhelmed by how much i want to do and cant meanwhile shes just sitting around doing absolutely nothing its like... bro

#its like even if i didnt have school. even if i had no duties. i always have stuff to occupy my time #i like to read and write and draw.. i play video games. i like to learn skills in my free time as well so like #im gonna try to do an online comp sci class even while im doing my actual schoolwork #and it'd be way easier to do it if i DIDNT have actual schoolwork but alas #and ive always wanted to learn languages online its just i dont. have. time and so they take the back burner #so its like even when im home i still have like No Time and i wish i could spend it on actual hobbies #meanwhile she has! no obligations... yet absolutely no hobbies #and when i was like 'what are you interested in ??' and she was just like #'you all have been my life for so long' and its like #You've Enslaved Yourself To The Role Of Mother That You Don't Exist As An Individual Outside Of It #and on one hand its frustrating but on the other hand its like. sad bro. like you really dont have any passions? any desire to #learn new skills? no hobbies?? like #i cant fathom living like that? i genuinely dont know why THIS is her breaking point #bc if that was me i'd have broken a long time ago #brot posts #anyway i gave her a book to read and its a little over 800 pages so hopefully she discovers a passion for reading #although i only have so many books that a middle aged woman would be interested in :/ #all the books i own are like YA or sci fi or like Actual Kids books a la warrior cats and wings of fire or whatever lol #eh shes not totally opposed to YA so like.. maybe if it gets down to it #bc we cant go to the library and she doesnt wanna order anything online so like we're limited to what i own lmfao #i totally wanna make her read the inkheart series but theyre like technically kids books so i doubt she'd be into them #BUT THEYRE SO GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD and like 400 pages each i think?? and i own all 3 so it'd help her kill time too #AND THEYRE SO GOOOOOOOOD AUGGGUGJYHG #LIKE I MISS READING I HAVE SO MANY BOOKS BUT I /DONT HAVE TIME/