#YES it is a damn shame

[youredreamingofroo]

Babe There's something wretched about this Something so precious about this Where to begin?

Babe There's something broken about this But I might be hoping about this Oh, what a sin

Happy international Women's day :) <3

~ inspo/ref pics under the cut ~

#only real ones know who these two are #think i might post a before and after post later but lowkey i almost gave up on this just cuz i was starting to feel burnt out- #-which is a damn shame #BUT i stuck it out and i still think it came out decent #also yes this also gets a series name but like Hero you prob wont see it often just cuz these are like off-series that i dont plan to- #-actively post #[ It's All Wrong ] : Ithanel* #[ It's All Wrong ] : Ithuriel* #[ It's All Wrong ] : Nanel* #[ It's All Wrong ]* #[IAW]:Ithanel #[IAW]:Ithuriel #[IAW]:Nanel #ts4 #ts4 render #ts4 simblr #sims 4 #sims 4 simblr #sims 4 render #simblr #blender render #render

[boltgunkillerr]

i find it damn near impossible to get mad at santana’s behavior in 3x06 and 3x07 because i genuinely do think she had the right to be lashing out at everybody. sue me idk

#idgaf if she was mean to kurt and blaine when they were “trying to help” in IKAG #they were the first performance & santana was put under the spotlight by the guy who fully outed her to the ENTIRE STATE OF OHIO & now she #-was expected to be just happy and jolly about some bullshit lady music week to celebrate women as if that has anything to do with wtf just #-happened to her by finn’s hands & of course she was upset because she was only back in the new directions because finn basically #-blackmailed her into rejoining like hello!!! so of course she was snippy with them… and tbh i don’t even think she was being that mean. #i think she’d have reason to be even MEANER actually. that reaction of hers was completely reasonable. and honestly it must’ve hurt seeing #-two people who are meant to Get what it’s like.. participate in that? especially when the last thing she wants is her sexuality that she’s #-still very insecure with Being broadcasted. to the whole damn club. it’s already about to be shown to all of ohio with names addresses #-details about her whole personal life etc like she really didn’t need that spotlight right then she needed to have space and love and #-support… none of which she got. #also the glee writers tend to make a character do a bad thing and then have another character do an INFINITELY WORSE THING #and then they’re like “oh but. the first character was being so mean. this absolutely deplorable and wayyyy too far reaction is definitely #-justified now because that was just so mean of the first character ugh!” and basically spins what happened into showing the first characte #-as the most evil person alive??? as if that’s even remotely true.??? and yes this is about santana cause they do this w her #and quinn. a LOTTTT. like a LOT. rn i’m talking ab santana though so i won’t cover quinn sorry fabrayers… one day! #like yes santana was being mean sure whatever. but finn didn’t have an excuse IDGAF what the hell anybody says about the body shaming stuff #it was mean. yes that’s true. but i don’t think you understand how different those two things are #they’re both bad but the outing is infinitely more despicable and personal and filled with malice and it’s so much more endangering in a wa #-that can’t even be compared to the dangers of body shaming you know. like they’re completely different and the outing thing is just too #-personal and Wrong like. idk. just get that through ur head they’re both so different and finn went way too far and personal. he could’ve #-just mocked her looks if he really wanted to get back at her. mocked ANYTHING else. but he chose the worst thing you could do to somebody #who is scared and in the closet and hurting #also yes santana’s written to be rude a lot of the time but her degree of rudeness in those episodes was Overplayed and def not in characte #like it didn’t feel much like santana’s brand of meanness it was 100% the writers trying to justify finn more because they continued to #-paint finn as the good guy who chose the high road… when that couldn’t be further from the truth thanks. he didn’t choose the high road he #-completely blackmailed santana and used her to make him look good basically. so you can’t change my mind on that Def being a writer issue #and just them Hating Women. especially santana. thanks. #also this is all coming from somebody who loves finn. so. 🤣 #i fuckingggg hate seeing people say santana was mean and had no right to be doing all of that in those eps.. BITCH YES SHE DID #like in other eps sure (<- nuanced topic/take) but this one? No. she was justified IDGAF. should’ve been meaner

[transingthoseformers]

I have so much beef with the plot of RID15 but there are some beautiful designs in it

I have significantly less beef with Cyberverse but I just think it needs to be more popular as not only are there some truly amazing designs in it (Megatron X, Tarn, The Scientist's design is so crunchy, Shadow Striker, Meteorfire, Alpha Strike / Strika, Dead End...), but I love the plot and season three is my favorite hands down

#maccadam #transformers #you can tell I'm biased in favor of biolights #i am easily distracted by pretty lights #transformers cyberverse #transformers rid2015 #i have been receiving rid15 propaganda yes yes #i have the ultimate ''i can fix him''-itus when it comes to that section of the aligned continuity family #and it's a damn shame but we get jazz for like. a single episode. and that's it. but he's a delight the entire time

[moths-in-the-mix]

I wish some of my friends played Destiny bc if they did they would know that whenever I say AIAT I am about to:

A) do something with the utmost sincere and almost religious reverence and devotion

Or

B) be a fucking problem

#yes I know I am probably drastically simplifying the use of Aiat in lore #this is funnier to me so i am adapting it #it’s also a damn shame that my friends don’t know about the anthem anatheme #the inside jokes that we could accomplish o blogger mine #destiny 2

[trinitywc]

On chapter 15 of Endless Winter currently, and loving every moment of it but the lead up to some projects and finals is gonna gear up within the next week so I won't be able to finish as fast as I would like to. Given that, I wanted to verbally dog ear my place & jot down some thoughts before they escaped me (particularly my appreciation for the way you portray character dynamics and the nuance you provide that I could sit and stew on for hours).

I've been enjoying Rutherford and Pinefrost's interactions a great deal. I get the feeling he loves infodumping about his interests, and particularly likes how good a listener, as well as perceptive, that Pinefrost is. She's sharp in more ways than one! and I also particularly adore the way Pinefrost often uses his explanations and points when he is explaining things to her as an anchor for her wandering mind during the present in a way that doesn't make her feel as though she's out of the loop or excluded unlike past scenes when the gang is discussing whether to stay or leave the domicile. Those two bounce off one another so well, and in such a way that it makes it so apparent how isolated Pinefrost has been even amongst her surviving group, and even before that when Creek Clan was still intact. Her loneliness has been really keen in previous chapters, and it's nice to see her feeling like she has a companion that shows her just as many new things as she can with honing Rutherford different skills.

That being said, while I really enjoy Rutherford, I don't know if I trust him fully. He's been dependable and a great source of support for the group, but I can't help wondering about his intentions. Perhaps he just wants company! But it strikes me as odd that he's giving away resources when he was so skeptical of Pinefrost giving Sedgenose her fresh kill, and is directing them all out of the city purely out of the goodness of his heart and during the thick of winter, no less. It makes me wonder to what end he plans to act as a tag along with the group, and not to mention he'd have to make the entire trip back to the city by himself once they get to the river! He seems like too much of an intellectual city slicker to want to rough it with the gang when/if they reunite with the clans... clan??? (Creekwood consolidation with the survivors perhapseth???) Surely he's not doing all this JUST because he met our intriguing mule headed protagonist, could he?

Crackpot theory but maybe he's not leading them to where he say he is- but then again he hasn't lied even with the explanation of the atom to Pinefrost. Crackpot theory #2, he seems to have observed Pinefrost's reluctance to leave, and her feelings of insecurity that she confided over what they have the possibility to come back to with the clans and I have to wonder if he'll use that to either isolate her (unhealthy option) or encourage her (healthier alternative!!!) to stay with him instead. The summary certainly implies so! Crackpot theory #3 combination of both #1 & #2.

Then a random comment and some purely satirical jokes that are essentially nonsense, feel free to skip;

"She had one option, and that was through. Through the winter, through the atom."

SO INCREDIBLY METAL, LOVE THIS. HAUNTING, GUT WRENCHING, TRAGIC IN THE BEST WAY POSSIBLE- A CAR CRASH YOU CAN'T AVOID OR REDIRECT. So much of ch 11 in particular to be honest! Rutherford's entire explanation left me with dreams. I left it waking up and checking my little kitty cat's nose for black ash.

Pinefrost: Oh yeah we knew this would happen, sedgefrost had a vision from star clan that the great light would take us out :/

Rutherford: the FUCK? the HUH?

Everytime Sedgenose or Woolycloud have an interaction with Pinefrost, I'm that one twitter reaction video, "-and she's the mother, she's mother earth, she is mother gaia, she is YOUR mother 👁👄👁"

I AM ON THE FUVKING FLOOR WITH THOSE MEMES THATS SO FUCKING FUNNY

Good luck with your exams!!!

"I get the feeling he loves infodumping about his interests, and particularly likes how good a listener, as well as perceptive, that Pinefrost is" - It’s kinda shown but Rutherford starts talking to Sedge and Wooly first before diverting to Pinefrost, he couldn’t get the same conversation about the world and atom and stuff from them; they really just click. If they had a glass porch table and a bottle of wine they’d talk for hours and hours. They are both very curious cats, for better or worse.

"Those two bounce off one another so well, and in such a way that it makes it so apparent how isolated Pinefrost has been even amongst her surviving group, and even before that when Creek Clan was still intact" - they do have such good chemistry imho. I wanted Rutherford to be a friend for Pinefrost, genuinely. She is a very lonely little cat. As is he, they are both on each others level, she is able to understand his city/atom terms where other cats cannot, and he is eager to learn more about the world outside the city. Pinefrost needs that understanding/knowledge of the world to feel more secure, and Rutherford gives it her in spades.

"it strikes me as odd that he's giving away resources when he was so skeptical of Pinefrost giving Sedgenose her fresh kill, and is directing them all out of the city purely out of the goodness of his heart" -everything is a means to an end ;) As for your theories… i love em both. I love getting people’s midway theories!

There is no way but through!!!

#THANK U SO MUCH OMFG #the fucking MEMES #DAMN BITCH YOU LIVE HERE #and yes we are houndpelt pedro pascal shaming in this house #asks

[kuroheishi]

// also idk if it's me just overthinking as always but I feel like lately being a Yu RPer or fan in general is not the best stuff hahahhhhh. I read lots of assumptions on Twitter where basically if you like Yu it means you only care about Mikayuu and nothing else and I'm like-

Yeah I love Yucihiro to bits and I'm hella passionate about him as a character, I totally understand his obsession for Mika too and everything else that makes his character who he is but I love Owari and every single character and I just want to enjoy the whole story and dynamics groans

#ooc #vivitalks #I have cookies and joy to give #it's a shame the fandom gets so divided but I guess that happens in a lot of fandoms anyways #I just want to scream about owari in general #I understand Kagami's writing can be uhh not the best sometimes #BUT #at the end of the day its his story and yes Yu and Mika are the main characters of this story damn #ONE DAY WE WILL GET MORE GUREN NOVELS #AND MIKAELA NOVELS TOOa #I'm very hopeful

[fallow-grove]

[Fallow decides to clean around the office while Watts is away, but does so rather...unconventionally.]

transcript:

ah, sir? [cartoon blink/head shake sfx]

he must've left already...and did he leave his journal out? [swipe sfx] oh nah yeahyeahyeah i can take care of things, i can take care of things! it's cute that he mentioned me- i mean come on, this place is a mess, it's time someone tidied up. and, uh, [gulp] it looks like there's no...wizards...around to complain...?

Hoho, let's go.

[sung] Oh, I am...

Just a little rusty, sir, your desk is kinda dusty, and I'm not sure this'll work because your antimagic's fussy but I'm doin' it, I'm tappin' to the wonder of the dream The hue that flows behind the notes and binds me at the seams

And sure, it doesn't do much-- 'til the acid sequence starts But it's all rhyme and rhythm when you're... secretly a bard!

[spoken] why's it secret, again... Oh, right: we can't have our own community because of the fucking Witcher!

A batch of books upon his desk because he stayed up late will shelve themselves in order if i know just what to say I'll flip his journal closed, you know, it's just to be polite And open up the curtains, let the darkness give to bright

I know that being miserable's the default starting card But if you learn to LET YOUR WIGGLES FLY then that's just how you bard!!

[spoken] You know what...i think this could go a bit faster. How about we try something a little more... emotional?

Oh, sir, I know, sir Your pain runs dark and deep I'm not quite as oblivious As i pretend to be

I know you only want me for the work that i can do But I'm just here cuz I'm a freak... Who else would work for you~?

A vase of orange lilies like the time you planted mine A wall of quotes so silly you can't help but crack a smile A custom death-inspired couch I fixed up from the yard They can't help but love or hate you--just a funky bard =]

#im sorry for accidentally moaning but not sorry enough to change it #this might be the most sus character ive ever played #dumbass motivations 101 #anyway i dont know how many hours this took because im timeblind #but i created this on a random impulse today #sure would be a shame if someone were to... overhear all my secrets lmao #rp #wizardposting #fallow sings #original song #audio #wizard bullshit #also yes theres now a death themed couch i dont even know what that means but its there now #bard #bardposting #even tho im pretty damn sure thats not a thing

[dutybcrne]

Diona is very VERY picky about cleanlines, and at best; her complaints about messes will be her usual little grumbled tirades. At worst, she can and Will start screaming.

#hc; diona #//Quickest way to make her SCREAM? Spill even a little alcohol on her or sticky floors #//Stickiness in general will do the trick; she hates it SO much #//Will screm so gottDAMN LOUD; she would put her father’s sneezes to shame #//You’d think someone got murdered; by how loud and distressed she’d get #//And she’s absolutely right; sticky floors are AWFUL #//ANYWHO #//She REALLY puts her foot down; and Refuses to serve anyone who makes a mess in the tavern #//She will actually fight Margaret on it #//And likes when Kaeya drinks there Solely bc not only will he help her enforce it; but he will go and clean it up for her if she asked #//Makes her almost forget the guy’s a damn boozehound like the rest of them #//But yeah; she is Extremely strict; it’s no wonder the place is always spick and span #//Nobody wants to get their fix cut off over such an offense #//It is wholly Unpardonable (unless they clean up after themselves & clean up WELL) #//And yes; she WILL remember exactly WHO left messes; how long ago and IF they ever tried to rectify their mistakes #//That bab can and WILL hold a grudge #//And WILL sic a guard captain on you if it goes far enough

[karidley]

Would any folks from the disability side of Tumblr who have lost a limb (or were born without one) be interested in talking with me a bit?

I'm creating a graphic novel for the 10-12 age range about a girl who is training to be a knight. She loses a leg in an accident or illness and is considered "no longer a viable candidate" by the teacher, and is told to go home. Instead she takes a job taking care of the knights' horses until she can figure out what to do and ends up meeting another girl missing a leg who happens to be a smith's apprentice/inventor and who makes her own legs. The apprentice offers to make the girl a leg that she can use to continue her knight's training. I want part of it to be about adjusting to a new normal, being creative with her solutions, and working her butt off to be a knight. I have a chronic illness and a depiction that acknowledges the reality of the challenges of day to day feels really important to me.

Having the input of folks who have actually lost limbs (or were born without, since I think the apprentice will have been born without a leg) would be beyond helpful in making this realistic and grounded in the ways that matter.

This will be set in a fantasy world that has a tiny bit of steampunk feel and a lot of European fantasy feel. The knights project the realm from monsters. There is no magic, I think. The two main characters are poc and there will be queerness involved but I haven't decided whether I want the main two to be romantically involved or not! Decisions. But the main character's surrogate parent (the horsemaster) is def gonna be nonbinary.

Sorry i rambled so much, I'm just really excited!

Anyway, thanks for reading, pm me or comment if you have experiences or advice you want to share!

#spoonie #disability #amputee #cripple punk #disabled #prosthetics #yes i read tamora pierce a lot as a kid #what of it #she and many other authors built a courageous little girl inside me that i reach for when things get real tough #this is me passing a little of that forward to the next generation #but like #with actual diversity x__x #all the characters i built myself on were white #and that's a damn shame

[erythriina]

reading bram stoker’s letter to walt whitman

#like yes it is objectively funny that this historical figure wrote fanmail to his idol #because it’s funny when you strip away the polish of ‘historical figure’ and get to the human being underneath #but also. he wrote this letter in a fit of genuine emotion and then shoved it in his desk and hid it in shame for years #and like!! the first half of the damn thing is him fighting himself to just get to the point already #you can throw this letter in the fire you TOTALLY can if you don’t want to read it but also if you’ve read this far I’d appreciate you #letting me know you got it but also it’s TOTALLY FINE if you want to BURN THIS WHOLE THING #and it just… it makes me so emotional #i sit by the ocean and I read your poetry and I weep… #our kind. does ‘our kind’ HAUNT your waking hours like it does mine. oh my god. #im very much against assigning modern vocabulary to people in the past who didn’t have access to it #but bram stoker is possibly the only figure I would want #to bring to the future just to give him all the words we’ve created on how he could identify #at every turn that is a man *desperate* for community #I cannot stop thinking about it. #he sent his letter on Valentine’s Day. i am so haunted by him #mine #queer #history #dracula #bram stoker

[transingthoseformers]

comparing Megatron to real life war criminals are bad. However jro did not helped himself when he put death camps and gas chambers (grindcore) to comic he was redeeming Megatron.

Yep.

#mtmte Megatron was. sure as hell a creature #the fact that we only got to see some of what went down in the Functionist universe is a damn shame #I'd read the hell out of THAT ngl #and a lot of that stemmed from him getting a ''redo'' of some sorts #the sheer amount of contradictions when it came to mtmte was interesting yes yes but jRO SHOW US THE DAMN WORK FOR YOUR MATH #yeah #mtmte megatron #and i say this as a Megatron fan who loves megatron redemption arcs but yeah

[hauntedpearl]

im currently reading this book that has a fat girl as the protagonist and i was having fun with it, so I just went to look at the reviews on goodreads and one of the top/featured ones was a one star review that was so mad that the protagonist was not generous about other people's appearances and she was "insecure the whole time" and also that "we should be able to root for her but she's just a bitch." but like!!! that's the point though???? losing my mind like do people think self-criticism exists in a vaccum?? this story is about a FIFTEEN YEAR OLD CHILD who lives in a world where she's CONSTANTLY being TOLD by her mother how her being fat is a problem that she has to overcome, where she's got a skinny best friend and she's seeing everyone look at her with pity because she's friends with her. it's like. yeah of course this kid is hypercritical of everyone around her. no shit! she's hypercritical of herself!!! of COURSE she's insecure. and like. since when is it more important to write a protagonist that's easy to root for, and not one that's got, like, a fucking personality. i literally CANNOT!!!

#comments on the review talking about how they can't deal with body shaming of any kind and it's wrong like yes!!! you're right!!! #if it's triggering for you by all means avoid the book!! #but like it's happening in the book for a reason??? shes like 'damn those skinny girls don't even have a personality ' bc that's her #defense mechanism. like she HAS to believe that to be okay with herself in some capacity #and im only 60% in but im sure by the end it's gonna be some version of OH i WAS WRONG ABOUT THIS #because this is a chill YA contemporary at the end of the day #and not some tragedy. #like to be clear: the protag *is* a bitch but she's a bitch for a reason it works for with her character so im just. annoyed!!! #at the review!!! #anyway

[loudlyunladylike]

loudly!!! i want you to know that i've been listening to guts by leith ross on basically constant repeat since you mentioned it on here

OH MY GOD!!!! YES!!! oh my god it's so good and heartbreaking it wrecks me apart every time I hear it. glad you are uh,,,, enjoying(??), hope you're doing ok bestie

#ask box #frfr though it's so good holy shit #love leith ross #like like ''you wrote YOURSELF a letter to my name for all your trouble'' #''a friend called it a damn shame cause you're really good at playing along'' #''DOES THEIR MOTHERS KNOW'' !!!! ''I KNOW IT'S NOT REALLY HER FAULT BUT I DO THINK SHE'D CRY IF I CALLED'' !!!!!! #explodes #but yes gen glad you're enjoying ge song it's just so good isn't it